1 00:00:02,293 --> 00:00:06,069 An isobar is a line of equal barometric pressures. 2 00:00:06,093 --> 00:00:08,069 Not to be confused with an isotach, 3 00:00:08,093 --> 00:00:09,489 which is a line of equal wind speeds, 4 00:00:09,513 --> 00:00:11,529 or an isodrosotherm, 5 00:00:11,553 --> 00:00:15,332 which is a line of equal dew point temperatures. 6 00:00:16,375 --> 00:00:20,291 And now that you have swallowed excess air, you need... 7 00:00:21,965 --> 00:00:23,361 Very good. 8 00:00:25,795 --> 00:00:29,191 His poop was orange brown, which is expected, 9 00:00:29,215 --> 00:00:31,305 given his iron supplement. 10 00:00:33,935 --> 00:00:37,121 He is changed, fed, and burped. 11 00:00:37,145 --> 00:00:41,421 Mm. Best dad ever. 12 00:00:50,495 --> 00:00:52,261 I think it worked. 13 00:00:52,285 --> 00:00:54,091 Jazz is soothing, 14 00:00:54,115 --> 00:00:56,625 and kind of sexy at the same time. 15 00:01:01,255 --> 00:01:04,191 You know, since we got back together, we haven't... 16 00:01:04,215 --> 00:01:05,924 Had sex? 17 00:01:06,425 --> 00:01:08,552 It's been almost two months. 18 00:01:10,095 --> 00:01:11,821 We have a good excuse. 19 00:01:14,845 --> 00:01:16,935 People with kids have sex, right? 20 00:01:17,355 --> 00:01:20,371 ♪ Dreams are dreams, some dreams come true ♪ 21 00:01:20,395 --> 00:01:21,899 You want to? 22 00:01:22,695 --> 00:01:28,631 ♪ I found a real dream, baby, when I found you ♪ 23 00:01:28,655 --> 00:01:33,801 ♪ You're so strong, but tender too ♪ 24 00:01:33,825 --> 00:01:35,551 ♪ You're my angel ♪ 25 00:01:37,535 --> 00:01:39,455 Oh. 26 00:01:44,965 --> 00:01:46,771 Maybe we should go somewhere else. 27 00:01:46,795 --> 00:01:48,981 Yeah. 28 00:01:49,005 --> 00:01:50,691 Ah, but later. 29 00:01:50,715 --> 00:01:53,013 We have to get ready for work. 30 00:01:55,635 --> 00:01:57,871 You want the head trauma or the rebar through the shoulder? 31 00:01:57,895 --> 00:01:59,951 Rebar. It will be much more exciting. 32 00:01:59,975 --> 00:02:01,251 In that case, Dom, you're with me on... 33 00:02:01,275 --> 00:02:02,775 No, Dom is with me. 34 00:02:06,485 --> 00:02:08,070 Welcome to Team Park. 35 00:02:15,245 --> 00:02:16,455 Mom? 36 00:02:18,245 --> 00:02:19,971 Hey, Audie. 37 00:02:19,995 --> 00:02:22,021 Well, what are you doing here? Are you okay? 38 00:02:22,045 --> 00:02:24,891 Oh, I'm great. I'm just here for a drug trial, 39 00:02:24,915 --> 00:02:28,111 for my hyperthyroid. I... For two weeks, 40 00:02:28,135 --> 00:02:30,821 I am making $5,500. 41 00:02:30,845 --> 00:02:32,401 Why didn't you tell me you were coming? 42 00:02:32,425 --> 00:02:36,571 I just... I figured I would call you once I settled in. 43 00:02:36,595 --> 00:02:37,951 I found a cute hotel 44 00:02:37,975 --> 00:02:39,911 with a microwave and a mini fridge and... 45 00:02:39,935 --> 00:02:41,741 Mom, you are not staying at a hotel. 46 00:02:41,765 --> 00:02:44,398 Mm, you and Clay need your privacy. 47 00:02:44,895 --> 00:02:46,921 Clay is in Chicago doing a fellowship, 48 00:02:46,945 --> 00:02:48,131 and he'll be gone for another month, 49 00:02:48,155 --> 00:02:51,051 which you would have known if you had called me. 50 00:02:51,075 --> 00:02:52,781 Cancel the hotel. 51 00:02:53,445 --> 00:02:56,952 I have a microwave and a maxi fridge. 52 00:02:57,705 --> 00:02:59,351 Yeah, I know. I'm on my way. 53 00:03:03,245 --> 00:03:04,641 Cameron Howard, 38, 54 00:03:04,665 --> 00:03:06,231 drove his car through the back of his garage. 55 00:03:06,255 --> 00:03:07,441 BP is stable. 56 00:03:07,465 --> 00:03:09,271 Stat trauma panel labs and an E-FAST. 57 00:03:09,295 --> 00:03:11,571 - Whose garage? - Our garage, Cam. 58 00:03:11,595 --> 00:03:13,611 He just, you know, forgot which was the gas 59 00:03:13,635 --> 00:03:15,031 and which was the brake. 60 00:03:15,055 --> 00:03:17,321 And also that he's not supposed to drive. 61 00:03:17,345 --> 00:03:18,741 Who said I'm not supposed to drive? 62 00:03:18,765 --> 00:03:20,571 Your doctor. 63 00:03:20,595 --> 00:03:23,661 He's been diagnosed with Early Onset Alzheimer's. 64 00:03:23,685 --> 00:03:27,685 At 38? That is so young. 65 00:03:33,485 --> 00:03:35,131 He's tachycardic and hypotensive. 66 00:03:35,155 --> 00:03:38,051 - He is in hemorrhagic shock. - What? 67 00:03:38,075 --> 00:03:40,801 Pushing a 500cc bolus. 68 00:03:40,825 --> 00:03:42,641 Call the O.R. We're on our way. 69 00:03:45,665 --> 00:03:47,641 John Doe, scalp abrasions, 70 00:03:47,665 --> 00:03:50,231 possible head trauma and drug overdose. 71 00:03:50,255 --> 00:03:52,561 His name is Nathan Speed. I know him from my church. 72 00:03:58,015 --> 00:04:00,161 No deep lacerations or skull or c-spine step offs. 73 00:04:00,185 --> 00:04:01,621 Body is limp, shallow breathing, 74 00:04:01,645 --> 00:04:03,741 old track marks, 75 00:04:03,765 --> 00:04:05,581 constricted pupils. What'd you take? 76 00:04:05,605 --> 00:04:07,541 S-S-S... 77 00:04:07,565 --> 00:04:09,211 Slurred speech. Could be an opioid overdose. 78 00:04:09,235 --> 00:04:11,881 I need 8 milligrams naloxone and a urine tox screen. 79 00:04:11,905 --> 00:04:14,946 He's tachycardic and warm. Doesn't correlate with an O.D. 80 00:04:17,695 --> 00:04:19,631 This looks more like a stroke. 81 00:04:19,655 --> 00:04:21,995 His respiratory rate is fast. 82 00:04:22,455 --> 00:04:23,997 And he has a port. 83 00:04:25,285 --> 00:04:28,521 Si-Sick. 84 00:04:28,545 --> 00:04:30,601 Sick. Sick. 85 00:04:30,625 --> 00:04:32,561 Those aren't track marks. They're blown veins 86 00:04:32,585 --> 00:04:34,151 from I.V. placements. It's not an O.D. 87 00:04:34,175 --> 00:04:37,191 Nathan has sickle cell disease, and he's in a crisis. 88 00:04:37,215 --> 00:04:38,861 Push I.V. fluids and morphine for pain. 89 00:04:38,885 --> 00:04:40,991 Check a CBC and hemoglobin S. 90 00:04:49,555 --> 00:04:57,555 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 91 00:05:01,905 --> 00:05:06,181 ♪ Oh, I know that I can make it ♪ 92 00:05:06,205 --> 00:05:10,061 ♪ I know that I can stand ♪ 93 00:05:10,085 --> 00:05:15,311 ♪ No matter what may come my way ♪ 94 00:05:15,335 --> 00:05:19,151 ♪ My life is in your hands ♪ 95 00:05:20,675 --> 00:05:22,531 You have an amazing voice. 96 00:05:22,555 --> 00:05:24,071 So do you, Dr. Allen. 97 00:05:24,095 --> 00:05:25,451 Thank you. 98 00:05:25,475 --> 00:05:28,201 Seems like you're feeling a little better today. 99 00:05:28,225 --> 00:05:31,189 And you remembered how much I love that song. 100 00:05:31,985 --> 00:05:34,831 We've missed you in choir for the past couple months. 101 00:05:34,855 --> 00:05:36,841 Mm. I had another crisis, 102 00:05:36,865 --> 00:05:38,711 ended up in a different hospital, 103 00:05:38,735 --> 00:05:41,742 and it took me days to convince the docs I wasn't an addict. 104 00:05:42,535 --> 00:05:43,761 But you know, it seems like God decided 105 00:05:43,785 --> 00:05:46,163 I was due for an upgrade this time around. 106 00:05:47,415 --> 00:05:49,141 That's an excellent compliment. 107 00:05:49,165 --> 00:05:50,891 I think you're flirting, which is fine, 108 00:05:50,915 --> 00:05:52,941 because I think she likes you. 109 00:05:52,965 --> 00:05:55,061 You know, I think so, too. But how come she turned me down 110 00:05:55,085 --> 00:05:56,811 when I asked her out a few months back? 111 00:05:56,835 --> 00:05:58,295 Bad timing. 112 00:05:58,467 --> 00:05:59,861 Is it still bad timing? 113 00:05:59,885 --> 00:06:01,361 You haven't mentioned a boyfriend. 114 00:06:01,385 --> 00:06:02,401 Oh, that's good to know. 115 00:06:02,425 --> 00:06:04,781 Charlie, Mr. Speed is our patient. 116 00:06:04,805 --> 00:06:06,515 Let's keep it professional. 117 00:06:08,725 --> 00:06:11,161 At least until he's discharged later today. 118 00:06:27,115 --> 00:06:29,498 Balloon catheter in position. 119 00:06:29,955 --> 00:06:32,271 How is fatherhood treating you? 120 00:06:32,295 --> 00:06:35,101 Steve is very good. 121 00:06:35,125 --> 00:06:39,424 Lea and I are exchanging 42 words per day on average. 122 00:06:41,755 --> 00:06:43,901 Jerome's been in Sydney for the last 10 days 123 00:06:43,925 --> 00:06:45,401 for a nursing course. 124 00:06:45,425 --> 00:06:47,161 I've called him like three times. 125 00:06:47,185 --> 00:06:49,281 All I've gotten back are like two one-word texts 126 00:06:49,305 --> 00:06:51,228 and a thumbs up. 127 00:06:52,225 --> 00:06:56,065 And Carter Nix, that cute pedes nurse, is there. 128 00:06:58,695 --> 00:07:02,251 Okay, let's remove the rebar. 129 00:07:02,275 --> 00:07:04,551 Set up a FaceTime date with him. 130 00:07:04,575 --> 00:07:05,881 Last year I played for Cal, 131 00:07:05,905 --> 00:07:08,181 my girlfriend got a job in Zurich. 132 00:07:08,205 --> 00:07:10,721 Had to schedule our phone calls like doctor's appointments, 133 00:07:10,745 --> 00:07:13,601 but it was the only thing that kept us going. 134 00:07:13,625 --> 00:07:15,811 Mm! How long have you been together? 135 00:07:15,835 --> 00:07:19,311 We aren't anymore. She cheated on me. 136 00:07:25,215 --> 00:07:26,361 Oh. 137 00:07:27,885 --> 00:07:28,991 He tried to get out of bed and fell. 138 00:07:29,015 --> 00:07:31,101 Nathan, are you in any pain? 139 00:07:31,975 --> 00:07:34,161 The transfusions didn't work. He's in crisis. 140 00:07:34,185 --> 00:07:36,121 Get him subcutaneous tinzaparin. 141 00:07:36,145 --> 00:07:37,661 I-I can't hear out of this ear. 142 00:07:37,685 --> 00:07:38,921 That's not from his sickle cell. 143 00:07:38,945 --> 00:07:40,831 He needs a brain MRI and audiogram. 144 00:07:47,635 --> 00:07:49,725 You okay, Nathan? 145 00:07:49,750 --> 00:07:51,638 Yeah, um, I'm just going to close my eyes 146 00:07:51,665 --> 00:07:53,141 and think of where I'mma take you to dinner 147 00:07:53,165 --> 00:07:54,311 when all this is over. 148 00:07:54,335 --> 00:07:56,431 Aww, he's so romantic. 149 00:07:56,455 --> 00:07:57,811 Are you going to go out with him? 150 00:07:57,835 --> 00:07:59,191 You have to go out with him. 151 00:07:59,215 --> 00:08:01,882 So when you said you "knew him from church"? 152 00:08:02,295 --> 00:08:04,521 Moving on to the next imaging sequence. 153 00:08:04,545 --> 00:08:05,941 - Okay. - Okay. 154 00:08:05,965 --> 00:08:07,281 He asked her out. She said no. 155 00:08:07,305 --> 00:08:08,571 I think it's because of another guy, 156 00:08:08,595 --> 00:08:10,361 but he's still interested, and so is she. 157 00:08:10,385 --> 00:08:11,871 Makes sense. 158 00:08:11,895 --> 00:08:13,661 He does seem to tick your boxes. 159 00:08:13,685 --> 00:08:15,991 T2 axial images are ready to be viewed. 160 00:08:16,015 --> 00:08:17,621 By that, you're saying he's smart, 161 00:08:17,645 --> 00:08:19,411 educated, talented, funny... 162 00:08:19,435 --> 00:08:20,791 He needs you. 163 00:08:20,815 --> 00:08:21,921 What's that supposed to mean? 164 00:08:23,115 --> 00:08:24,541 Is that normal? 165 00:08:36,415 --> 00:08:38,168 I got your text. 166 00:08:38,705 --> 00:08:40,715 Not sure I have time for lunch. 167 00:08:43,965 --> 00:08:45,845 How about a snack? 168 00:08:47,555 --> 00:08:49,441 I love snacks. 169 00:08:49,465 --> 00:08:51,411 Yeah? 170 00:08:53,725 --> 00:08:56,541 This is going to be so hot. So hot. 171 00:09:00,935 --> 00:09:01,961 Morgan? 172 00:09:01,985 --> 00:09:03,671 Uh, just a second! 173 00:09:10,245 --> 00:09:11,341 Hi. 174 00:09:11,365 --> 00:09:12,591 Why didn't you tell me my mother 175 00:09:12,615 --> 00:09:14,301 was in one of your clinical trials? 176 00:09:14,325 --> 00:09:16,039 Eileen Lim? 177 00:09:16,325 --> 00:09:18,891 I didn't know she was your mother. She never mentioned it. 178 00:09:18,915 --> 00:09:20,771 - She was accepted into the trial? - Mm-hmm. 179 00:09:20,795 --> 00:09:23,601 Which means no significant underlying health issues? 180 00:09:23,625 --> 00:09:25,811 I can't tell you that, but solid deduction. 181 00:09:27,545 --> 00:09:29,611 I need you for a surgical consult. 182 00:09:29,635 --> 00:09:31,241 And you missed a button. 183 00:09:35,895 --> 00:09:38,291 What about the third floor supply closet? That's new. 184 00:09:38,315 --> 00:09:40,831 Sexy. I'll text you a time for tomorrow. 185 00:09:46,355 --> 00:09:49,301 And there was surprisingly little muscle damage. 186 00:09:49,325 --> 00:09:50,841 With physiotherapy, 187 00:09:50,865 --> 00:09:52,971 he should make a complete recovery. 188 00:09:52,995 --> 00:09:54,577 Physically. 189 00:09:55,075 --> 00:09:57,261 Your husband is on all of the recommended meds 190 00:09:57,285 --> 00:09:59,101 for Alzheimer's. 191 00:09:59,125 --> 00:10:01,625 I'm afraid to say there's nothing more we can do. 192 00:10:04,335 --> 00:10:07,861 God. Three months ago, he was nothing like this, 193 00:10:07,885 --> 00:10:11,071 just a bit forgetful. 194 00:10:11,095 --> 00:10:15,821 Now, I mean, there are moments still. 195 00:10:15,845 --> 00:10:18,935 But then he slips back into the fog. 196 00:10:20,895 --> 00:10:22,581 I miss him. 197 00:10:26,695 --> 00:10:29,631 And it just breaks my heart to know how much he will miss. 198 00:10:33,865 --> 00:10:35,410 I'm pregnant. 199 00:10:41,375 --> 00:10:43,641 Cam's Alzheimer's is so atypical, given his age 200 00:10:43,665 --> 00:10:45,141 and the rate he's declining, I just think it's worth 201 00:10:45,165 --> 00:10:46,731 reconsidering all treatment options. 202 00:10:46,755 --> 00:10:48,191 There are no viable treatment options, 203 00:10:48,215 --> 00:10:49,771 so it is not worth reconsidering. 204 00:10:49,795 --> 00:10:52,361 How about vagus nerve stimulation? 205 00:10:52,385 --> 00:10:53,690 Nice. It hasn't been testedc 206 00:10:53,714 --> 00:10:54,691 for early onset cases. 207 00:10:54,715 --> 00:10:56,321 - Not viable. - Focused ultrasound. 208 00:10:56,345 --> 00:10:57,951 That may stabilize the plaque burden, 209 00:10:57,975 --> 00:10:59,831 but would not improve clinical symptoms. 210 00:10:59,855 --> 00:11:02,121 - Not viable. - Deep brain stimulation. 211 00:11:02,145 --> 00:11:03,291 I did some homework. 212 00:11:03,315 --> 00:11:05,161 Highly invasive with limited efficacy. 213 00:11:05,185 --> 00:11:07,791 - Not viable. - What about non-invasive 214 00:11:07,815 --> 00:11:10,961 deep brain stimulation, using temporal interference? 215 00:11:10,985 --> 00:11:14,511 Stimulating the hippocampus could improve episodic memory. 216 00:11:14,535 --> 00:11:16,576 So... viable? 217 00:11:17,495 --> 00:11:18,953 Yes. 218 00:11:20,245 --> 00:11:23,181 Alright. Nice. 219 00:11:23,205 --> 00:11:25,101 You have benign tumors near your brain stem 220 00:11:25,125 --> 00:11:27,481 called vestibular schwannomas. 221 00:11:27,505 --> 00:11:30,521 The one on your right is very large, 222 00:11:30,545 --> 00:11:33,051 causing the imbalance and hearing loss. 223 00:11:33,715 --> 00:11:36,012 Benign is good, though, right? 224 00:11:37,425 --> 00:11:39,111 They're growing. 225 00:11:39,135 --> 00:11:42,227 If left untreated, eventually, they will kill you. 226 00:11:43,975 --> 00:11:46,815 We recommend surgical removal of both. 227 00:11:47,935 --> 00:11:49,501 Surgery will be complicated 228 00:11:49,525 --> 00:11:52,529 because of your recent sickle cell crisis. 229 00:11:53,985 --> 00:11:59,181 And removing the tumors risks complete hearing loss. 230 00:12:16,805 --> 00:12:20,701 ♪ No weapon ♪ 231 00:12:20,725 --> 00:12:24,781 ♪ Formed against me ♪ 232 00:12:24,805 --> 00:12:28,711 ♪ Shall prosper ♪ 233 00:12:33,525 --> 00:12:36,531 If I can't hear, I can't sing. 234 00:12:37,445 --> 00:12:39,242 That's not living. 235 00:12:41,665 --> 00:12:43,971 I'll take my chances. 236 00:13:05,605 --> 00:13:07,241 Okay. 237 00:13:47,395 --> 00:13:49,911 Good morning. 238 00:13:49,935 --> 00:13:51,411 Denver omelet. 239 00:13:51,435 --> 00:13:53,621 Home fries, extra crispy. Your favorite. 240 00:13:53,645 --> 00:13:56,865 When I was 13 and burning 2,400 calories a day. 241 00:14:01,615 --> 00:14:04,801 What are you doing here, Mom? Really? 242 00:14:04,825 --> 00:14:06,371 I told you. 243 00:14:07,138 --> 00:14:09,428 There is a website that lists all the drug trials 244 00:14:09,453 --> 00:14:12,463 currently running, including one for hyperthyroidism 245 00:14:12,488 --> 00:14:14,568 that is 10 miles from your house 246 00:14:14,593 --> 00:14:17,433 and pays $500 more than we do. 247 00:14:17,465 --> 00:14:18,861 But that one doesn't come with a visit 248 00:14:18,885 --> 00:14:21,719 to my high-powered doctor daughter. 249 00:14:22,595 --> 00:14:23,651 If there's something going on with you, 250 00:14:23,675 --> 00:14:25,723 I just wish you'd tell me. 251 00:14:27,395 --> 00:14:29,991 I'm here because I am worried about you. 252 00:14:30,015 --> 00:14:32,751 - I'm fine. - You always say you're fine, 253 00:14:32,775 --> 00:14:34,041 whether you're in a wheelchair 254 00:14:34,065 --> 00:14:35,621 or you're in the middle of a pandemic 255 00:14:35,645 --> 00:14:37,791 or recovering from PTSD... 256 00:14:37,815 --> 00:14:39,791 Mom, I told you I didn't want to see anyone... 257 00:14:39,815 --> 00:14:42,261 I know, and I respected your wishes. 258 00:14:42,285 --> 00:14:44,091 But then I call you, and you rush me off the phone, 259 00:14:44,115 --> 00:14:45,631 or you say you're going to call me back, 260 00:14:45,655 --> 00:14:46,891 and you don't. 261 00:14:46,915 --> 00:14:49,301 - You always deflect. - I'm not deflecting, 262 00:14:49,325 --> 00:14:51,181 - I'm working. - Of course, especially 263 00:14:51,205 --> 00:14:53,141 now that you're hospital co-president 264 00:14:53,165 --> 00:14:55,351 as well as chief of surgery. 265 00:14:55,375 --> 00:14:58,585 I mean, it's a lot, but I'm handling it. 266 00:14:58,745 --> 00:15:00,505 I'm your mother. 267 00:15:00,742 --> 00:15:02,113 I was there when you melted down 268 00:15:02,137 --> 00:15:04,611 because you had a book report and a science project 269 00:15:04,635 --> 00:15:06,151 - due the same day... - I can't have this conversation again. 270 00:15:06,175 --> 00:15:07,781 That was 30 years ago. 271 00:15:07,805 --> 00:15:09,411 And by the way, I aced them both. 272 00:15:09,435 --> 00:15:11,701 Well, of course you did. You've always taken after your father. 273 00:15:11,725 --> 00:15:13,451 - Why is that a bad thing? - It isn't. 274 00:15:13,475 --> 00:15:15,501 He was driven, and he was brilliant. 275 00:15:15,525 --> 00:15:16,661 And he was too proud... 276 00:15:16,685 --> 00:15:18,331 And you just wish that he had worked less. 277 00:15:18,355 --> 00:15:20,001 - I wish... - Right? And that he was 278 00:15:20,025 --> 00:15:21,751 more present as a husband and father. 279 00:15:21,775 --> 00:15:25,341 I wish that he had been able to ask for help. 280 00:15:25,365 --> 00:15:28,051 Well, maybe he didn't want your help. 281 00:15:32,955 --> 00:15:35,375 I have to grab a shower. We leave in 30. 282 00:15:42,175 --> 00:15:44,281 Mm, we could try a middle fossa approach 283 00:15:44,305 --> 00:15:46,031 on Nathan's left side tumor. 284 00:15:46,055 --> 00:15:48,951 Mm, 30% rate of hearing loss 285 00:15:48,975 --> 00:15:51,184 and won't be able to fully resect the tumor. 286 00:15:53,055 --> 00:15:54,541 What'd you mean? 287 00:15:54,565 --> 00:15:57,791 That Nathan ticks boxes because he needs me? 288 00:15:57,815 --> 00:15:59,791 Just that taking care of people 289 00:15:59,815 --> 00:16:01,736 seems to be your comfort zone. 290 00:16:02,115 --> 00:16:03,881 What about radiosurgery? 291 00:16:03,905 --> 00:16:06,841 Delayed efficacy and potential damage to cranial nerves. 292 00:16:06,865 --> 00:16:09,341 Taking care of people is my job. 293 00:16:09,365 --> 00:16:10,721 And mine, too, but I don't seek that out 294 00:16:10,745 --> 00:16:12,538 in my personal relationships. 295 00:16:13,125 --> 00:16:15,391 Perez was an addict. Nathan has a chronic illness. 296 00:16:15,415 --> 00:16:17,811 Just, you know, seems like you have a bit of a type. 297 00:16:17,835 --> 00:16:18,639 And what's your type? 298 00:16:18,663 --> 00:16:21,066 - The model who cheats with married men? - Okay. 299 00:16:21,090 --> 00:16:22,901 Oh, wait, that was your fake girlfriend 300 00:16:22,925 --> 00:16:24,941 who was really with your boss. 301 00:16:24,965 --> 00:16:27,571 That sounds complicated. I don't really have a type. 302 00:16:27,595 --> 00:16:31,741 Short, tall, blonde, brunette, neurodiverse, neurotypical, 303 00:16:31,765 --> 00:16:33,831 I've dated them all. As long as there's chemistry. 304 00:16:33,855 --> 00:16:36,161 Uh, what about a suboccipital approach? 305 00:16:36,185 --> 00:16:39,411 Too high a risk of cerebellar injury or stroke. 306 00:16:39,435 --> 00:16:41,831 You don't know me, okay? So you should stop acting like you do. 307 00:16:41,855 --> 00:16:43,291 - I think I do. - Oh. 308 00:16:43,315 --> 00:16:44,631 I think I see something in you 309 00:16:44,655 --> 00:16:46,656 that you don't even see in yourself. 310 00:16:47,615 --> 00:16:49,341 - You guys like each other. - Don't be ridiculous. 311 00:16:49,365 --> 00:16:50,535 No way. 312 00:16:53,535 --> 00:16:56,811 What I'd like is for us to focus on finding a surgery 313 00:16:56,835 --> 00:16:59,043 to safely save Nathan's hearing. 314 00:17:00,585 --> 00:17:02,021 Okay? 315 00:17:02,045 --> 00:17:03,401 - Okay. - Thank you. 316 00:17:03,425 --> 00:17:04,941 - Mm-hmm. - Mm-hmm. 317 00:17:09,055 --> 00:17:11,151 I miss you, too. 318 00:17:11,175 --> 00:17:12,201 Oh. 319 00:17:12,225 --> 00:17:15,055 Dr. Shaun Murphy. 320 00:17:19,605 --> 00:17:22,251 - Mm! - Okay. 321 00:17:22,275 --> 00:17:25,591 This may not be appropriate workplace behavior. 322 00:17:25,615 --> 00:17:28,131 I know. And I missed it so much. 323 00:17:28,155 --> 00:17:31,617 I've been so tired, and there hasn't been any time for us. 324 00:17:32,495 --> 00:17:35,011 We need to make an appointment. 325 00:17:35,035 --> 00:17:36,801 Yeah. We do. 326 00:17:36,825 --> 00:17:39,601 - We need a date night. - Okay. 327 00:17:39,625 --> 00:17:43,311 Our favorite karaoke bar has a two-for-one special tonight. 328 00:17:43,335 --> 00:17:44,851 We should go there and drink tequila 329 00:17:44,875 --> 00:17:47,755 and sing "Islands in the Stream" just like old times. 330 00:17:49,175 --> 00:17:51,111 I don't know if I'm ready to leave Steve, 331 00:17:51,135 --> 00:17:52,741 you know, just yet. 332 00:17:55,435 --> 00:17:56,767 Okay. 333 00:17:59,605 --> 00:18:02,121 You know what? Karaoke sounds great. 334 00:18:02,145 --> 00:18:04,081 - I'll call Jordan. - Okay. 335 00:18:04,105 --> 00:18:06,331 Oh. 336 00:18:06,355 --> 00:18:08,461 My patient is waking up. 337 00:18:08,485 --> 00:18:10,091 Oh. 338 00:18:10,115 --> 00:18:12,551 I'm very glad we are having date night tonight. 339 00:18:17,371 --> 00:18:21,792 What were the four words I asked you to remember? 340 00:18:22,543 --> 00:18:24,561 Apple, elephant, 341 00:18:24,585 --> 00:18:25,941 planet, table. 342 00:18:25,965 --> 00:18:28,731 Very good. And the color? 343 00:18:28,755 --> 00:18:31,969 Oh, that would be the color of my Gilly's eyes. Brown. 344 00:18:33,425 --> 00:18:35,681 - Very viable. - Okay. 345 00:18:36,765 --> 00:18:39,281 - Hello. - Hey. 346 00:18:39,305 --> 00:18:40,603 Uh... 347 00:18:41,265 --> 00:18:43,001 Uh, you... 348 00:18:43,025 --> 00:18:44,291 You have brown eyes, too. 349 00:18:44,315 --> 00:18:45,735 Yeah. 350 00:18:47,315 --> 00:18:49,591 Are you the hospital social worker, or...? 351 00:19:00,495 --> 00:19:03,271 I was going to give you a ride. 352 00:19:03,295 --> 00:19:06,481 Mm, seemed like you needed some space. 353 00:19:06,505 --> 00:19:08,506 And so did I. 354 00:19:09,465 --> 00:19:12,531 Co-signed, as we decided, 355 00:19:12,555 --> 00:19:14,111 - together. - Thank you. 356 00:19:14,135 --> 00:19:16,701 Uh, this is my mother, Eileen. 357 00:19:16,725 --> 00:19:18,611 Aaron Glassman, my co-president. 358 00:19:18,635 --> 00:19:19,781 Oh, hi. Nice to meet you. 359 00:19:19,805 --> 00:19:21,241 Nice to meet you. 360 00:19:21,265 --> 00:19:22,701 She taking good care of you? 361 00:19:22,725 --> 00:19:26,107 She is. Now if she'd just do that for herself. 362 00:19:26,735 --> 00:19:28,541 Uh, in the "recommendations" sections, you wrote, 363 00:19:28,565 --> 00:19:31,671 - "same as last quarter." - And? 364 00:19:31,695 --> 00:19:33,671 And Gail specifically asked for detailed feedback, 365 00:19:33,695 --> 00:19:35,261 so I told her we would. 366 00:19:35,285 --> 00:19:37,955 Knock yourself out. Very nice to meet you. 367 00:19:41,575 --> 00:19:44,061 That's another two hours of work. 368 00:19:44,085 --> 00:19:47,731 If he doesn't think it's necessary, why do you? 369 00:19:47,755 --> 00:19:50,191 Because I'm the responsible one. 370 00:19:50,215 --> 00:19:52,675 And please don't tell me I sound like my father. 371 00:19:55,055 --> 00:19:57,451 Could the procedure have made him worse? 372 00:19:57,475 --> 00:20:00,558 No, it just doesn't make sense. 373 00:20:01,895 --> 00:20:05,161 It won't be long before he requires 374 00:20:05,185 --> 00:20:07,831 24/7 nursing care for the rest of his life, 375 00:20:07,855 --> 00:20:10,501 which could be 15 to 20 years. 376 00:20:12,115 --> 00:20:17,091 You may want to consider a long-term care facility. 377 00:20:17,115 --> 00:20:18,618 No. 378 00:20:19,575 --> 00:20:24,248 Even if we could afford that, I-I would never do that to him. 379 00:20:25,245 --> 00:20:29,253 It will be quite challenging... looking after both of them. 380 00:20:33,716 --> 00:20:36,901 How far along are you? 381 00:20:36,925 --> 00:20:38,361 I'm, um... 382 00:20:41,055 --> 00:20:42,933 Wait, do you mean... 383 00:20:43,395 --> 00:20:45,491 I could still terminate my pregnancy? 384 00:20:49,025 --> 00:20:52,081 That is your choice. 385 00:21:13,005 --> 00:21:14,423 Hi, Gilly. 386 00:21:15,295 --> 00:21:18,344 Hi. Hi. 387 00:21:19,215 --> 00:21:20,651 I'm so sorry about this. 388 00:21:20,675 --> 00:21:21,652 No. 389 00:21:21,676 --> 00:21:23,435 I know that I'm slipping. 390 00:21:26,185 --> 00:21:28,541 You have to put me in a nursing home. 391 00:21:28,565 --> 00:21:30,621 And I-I do not want you to use our savings. 392 00:21:30,645 --> 00:21:32,621 It's got to be a place that our insurance will cover. 393 00:21:32,645 --> 00:21:34,921 - No, I can't. - You have to, Gilly. 394 00:21:34,945 --> 00:21:37,551 It'll be too much to take care of both of us, okay? 395 00:21:37,575 --> 00:21:38,921 You have to, Gilly. 396 00:21:38,945 --> 00:21:41,283 For our baby. 397 00:21:43,285 --> 00:21:46,221 Okay? Okay. 398 00:21:49,875 --> 00:21:51,481 Where... 399 00:21:51,505 --> 00:21:53,796 Why am I in a hospital? 400 00:21:54,755 --> 00:21:56,924 Wha-What, um... 401 00:21:58,255 --> 00:21:59,609 What's wrong with me? 402 00:21:59,633 --> 00:22:00,861 - What... What... - Okay, okay. 403 00:22:00,885 --> 00:22:03,281 - What is happening? - It's okay. 404 00:22:03,305 --> 00:22:04,849 I don't, um... 405 00:22:05,765 --> 00:22:09,371 Oh, my God. What's happening to me? 406 00:22:09,395 --> 00:22:11,109 What's happening to me? 407 00:22:11,133 --> 00:22:12,791 - Oh, my God! - Shh, shh, shh, shh. 408 00:22:12,815 --> 00:22:14,171 Why is this happening to me? 409 00:22:14,195 --> 00:22:17,291 It's okay. Shh. Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh. 410 00:22:30,585 --> 00:22:32,811 This is really not sexy. 411 00:22:32,835 --> 00:22:34,391 Well, we can change that. 412 00:22:43,675 --> 00:22:45,401 Mm, ow, my hair. 413 00:22:45,425 --> 00:22:46,657 Oh, it's my watch. 414 00:22:48,435 --> 00:22:49,451 What was that? 415 00:22:49,475 --> 00:22:51,161 Something lemon-scented. 416 00:22:51,185 --> 00:22:52,621 Here. Take that off. 417 00:22:55,775 --> 00:22:57,081 - Leave it! - What? 418 00:22:57,105 --> 00:22:59,541 It takes my mind off the smell! Keep going! 419 00:23:13,415 --> 00:23:14,811 Are you okay? 420 00:23:14,835 --> 00:23:16,311 Yeah, the window cleaner broke my fall. 421 00:23:16,335 --> 00:23:17,691 I'm fine. 422 00:23:19,885 --> 00:23:21,611 Are your eyes burning? Nothing we can't handle. 423 00:23:21,635 --> 00:23:22,651 No. 424 00:23:26,885 --> 00:23:28,701 Do you smell ammonia? 425 00:23:33,815 --> 00:23:36,251 Dr. Park? 426 00:23:36,275 --> 00:23:37,791 I'm gonna walk this off. 427 00:23:40,735 --> 00:23:42,091 You smell very lemony. 428 00:23:42,115 --> 00:23:43,381 What are you still doing here? 429 00:23:43,405 --> 00:23:44,382 Didn't the residents tell you to go home? 430 00:23:44,406 --> 00:23:46,921 I ignored them. This is my one job and my one mission. 431 00:23:46,945 --> 00:23:48,591 Okay, there was a case in Mauritius 432 00:23:48,615 --> 00:23:50,181 where they removed bilateral schwannomas 433 00:23:50,205 --> 00:23:52,351 in a patient with recent sickle cell crisis 434 00:23:52,375 --> 00:23:54,891 using a bilateral endoscopic- assisted keyhole approach 435 00:23:54,915 --> 00:23:56,481 with preserved hearing. 436 00:23:56,505 --> 00:23:57,482 How'd you find this? 437 00:23:57,506 --> 00:23:59,231 I used A.I. software to search 438 00:23:59,255 --> 00:24:02,049 all potentially relevant non-English-language articles. 439 00:24:02,595 --> 00:24:04,385 This is great, Charlie. 440 00:24:04,965 --> 00:24:07,763 Tell Jordan and Kalu to take it to the patient. 441 00:24:08,425 --> 00:24:10,701 Now my tablet smells lemony. 442 00:24:10,725 --> 00:24:13,371 - But it's streak-free. - Oh. 443 00:24:16,525 --> 00:24:18,190 Hey. 444 00:24:19,355 --> 00:24:21,331 You heard they're calling a board meeting tomorrow? 445 00:24:21,355 --> 00:24:22,903 Mm-hmm. 446 00:24:23,485 --> 00:24:25,501 Can you cover for me? 447 00:24:25,525 --> 00:24:27,211 I got Warrior tickets. 448 00:24:27,235 --> 00:24:28,576 Show them to me. 449 00:24:29,205 --> 00:24:32,413 You think I'm making up Warrior tickets? 450 00:24:33,955 --> 00:24:35,958 Take out your phone and show me the tickets. 451 00:24:39,715 --> 00:24:42,005 Does it count if I buy them right now? 452 00:24:43,675 --> 00:24:45,401 Honestly, I wish I could cover it. 453 00:24:45,425 --> 00:24:48,220 It would be preferable to taking my mom shopping. 454 00:24:48,515 --> 00:24:50,911 She wants a TV tray, 455 00:24:50,935 --> 00:24:52,281 and tomorrow's my one free night. 456 00:24:52,305 --> 00:24:54,621 You're kidding, right? You'd rather cover a board meeting 457 00:24:54,645 --> 00:24:57,121 than hang out with your mom? 458 00:24:57,145 --> 00:24:58,397 Yeah. 459 00:24:58,935 --> 00:25:00,941 Does she have leprosy? 460 00:25:01,395 --> 00:25:04,791 I mean, look, she's a lovely person with everyone else, 461 00:25:04,815 --> 00:25:06,711 but when it's just us, conversation starts 462 00:25:06,735 --> 00:25:09,721 as a critique of my life and devolves into an argument. 463 00:25:09,745 --> 00:25:11,785 That's a sad story. 464 00:25:13,245 --> 00:25:17,931 I'll take her shopping, for two board meetings. 465 00:25:21,005 --> 00:25:22,141 Deal. 466 00:25:22,165 --> 00:25:23,631 Okay. 467 00:25:31,225 --> 00:25:32,911 The endoscopic keyhole approach 468 00:25:32,935 --> 00:25:35,395 poses a much smaller risk. 469 00:25:38,565 --> 00:25:41,273 If there's any chance of me losing my hearing, 470 00:25:41,855 --> 00:25:43,359 I can't do it. 471 00:25:44,065 --> 00:25:47,195 I mean, my music, it's all I have. 472 00:25:49,195 --> 00:25:51,421 Not too long ago, I thought I had it all. 473 00:25:51,445 --> 00:25:53,221 I traveled the world. 474 00:25:53,245 --> 00:25:55,537 Cushy job, great benefits. 475 00:25:55,955 --> 00:25:57,301 It ticked every box on the list 476 00:25:57,325 --> 00:26:00,209 of what I thought was right for me. 477 00:26:01,255 --> 00:26:02,851 Then luck of the draw brought me back here, 478 00:26:02,875 --> 00:26:06,085 and I realized how much better things might be. 479 00:26:07,885 --> 00:26:10,281 I just had to embrace the unknown. 480 00:26:12,885 --> 00:26:14,435 Best decision I ever made. 481 00:26:18,145 --> 00:26:20,201 What do you think? 482 00:26:24,945 --> 00:26:28,737 That God wants you to really live. 483 00:26:29,195 --> 00:26:33,221 And he brought you here so we can save you. 484 00:26:40,165 --> 00:26:42,042 Let's embrace the unknown. 485 00:26:55,135 --> 00:26:58,345 His numbers all look good. We can discharge him tomorrow. 486 00:27:03,605 --> 00:27:05,607 We always wanted kids. 487 00:27:06,145 --> 00:27:08,569 He couldn't wait to be a dad. 488 00:27:09,525 --> 00:27:11,881 Then I got diagnosed with breast cancer. 489 00:27:11,905 --> 00:27:15,931 Stage three. Really aggressive. I was so sick. 490 00:27:15,955 --> 00:27:17,721 And Cam? 491 00:27:17,745 --> 00:27:21,181 He took a leave of absence so that he could be with me 492 00:27:21,205 --> 00:27:25,711 every miserable hour of every miserable day. 493 00:27:26,465 --> 00:27:31,215 And that wonderful man is still in there somewhere. 494 00:27:34,215 --> 00:27:36,861 If I try to look after both of them, 495 00:27:36,885 --> 00:27:38,991 I won't be enough for either of them. 496 00:27:45,355 --> 00:27:47,524 I'm going to terminate my pregnancy. 497 00:28:05,495 --> 00:28:08,481 First, I check his diaper, if it's pinching anywhere, 498 00:28:08,505 --> 00:28:10,401 then his bottom to see if there's a rash. 499 00:28:10,425 --> 00:28:12,111 If he's still crying, try a cuddle, 500 00:28:12,135 --> 00:28:14,281 but he prefers a swaying motion, not an up and down. 501 00:28:14,305 --> 00:28:16,071 - And if that doesn't work, he... - I have compiled 502 00:28:16,095 --> 00:28:17,701 a comprehensive "Guide to Steve Care," 503 00:28:17,725 --> 00:28:19,821 which includes links for diagnosing conjunctivitis, 504 00:28:19,845 --> 00:28:21,121 UTIs, febrile seizures, menin... 505 00:28:21,145 --> 00:28:23,281 Okay, first of all, I'm a doctor. 506 00:28:23,305 --> 00:28:26,251 Second of all, I grew up watching brothers, cousins, 507 00:28:26,275 --> 00:28:28,371 neighbors' kids, and some of their cousins. 508 00:28:28,395 --> 00:28:30,791 I will call you at the slightest issue. 509 00:28:30,815 --> 00:28:32,251 Now, please go. 510 00:29:08,065 --> 00:29:10,411 This does kinda seem like old times. 511 00:29:10,435 --> 00:29:13,671 The karaoke selection no longer offers "Islands in the Stream," 512 00:29:13,695 --> 00:29:16,421 but they do have a lot of A-B-B-A. 513 00:29:16,445 --> 00:29:20,971 Still, look at us, out on a date night, 514 00:29:20,995 --> 00:29:24,288 just the two of us. This is nice, right? 515 00:29:25,495 --> 00:29:27,511 And they replaced the ballast 516 00:29:27,535 --> 00:29:29,681 on the neon sign that was buzzing. 517 00:29:29,705 --> 00:29:31,311 Oh. 518 00:29:33,585 --> 00:29:36,111 Mm, this is not 519 00:29:36,135 --> 00:29:38,805 the same brand of tequila they used to serve. 520 00:29:41,885 --> 00:29:43,201 It's Jordan! 521 00:29:43,225 --> 00:29:44,555 It's Jordan. 522 00:29:45,017 --> 00:29:46,451 What? 523 00:29:46,475 --> 00:29:48,604 No, it's in the fridge. 524 00:29:48,855 --> 00:29:50,501 Is he crying? 525 00:29:50,525 --> 00:29:52,291 Oh, okay. 526 00:29:52,315 --> 00:29:54,151 Everything else good? 527 00:29:54,485 --> 00:29:56,421 Great. Yeah, okay. 528 00:29:56,445 --> 00:29:57,905 Okay, bye. 529 00:29:58,989 --> 00:30:01,221 She couldn't find his pacifier. 530 00:30:01,245 --> 00:30:03,011 Steve's fine. 531 00:30:03,035 --> 00:30:04,301 Oh. 532 00:30:04,325 --> 00:30:05,551 Yeah. 533 00:30:11,585 --> 00:30:15,151 I'm sorry, but this is not like old times. 534 00:30:15,175 --> 00:30:17,821 It's not just the tequila 535 00:30:17,845 --> 00:30:19,321 and the music that's changed. 536 00:30:19,345 --> 00:30:22,345 Everything has changed... 537 00:30:22,638 --> 00:30:25,611 how I see the world, how I see you, 538 00:30:25,635 --> 00:30:27,726 how I see me. 539 00:30:28,975 --> 00:30:33,411 One teeny-tiny, little baby, and the whole world looks different. 540 00:30:50,785 --> 00:30:54,141 I should go to the hospital. 541 00:30:54,165 --> 00:30:57,673 You go to the hospital. I'll go home to Steve. 542 00:30:58,295 --> 00:30:59,401 Okay. 543 00:31:08,265 --> 00:31:09,685 Hi. 544 00:31:10,855 --> 00:31:12,980 Felt like an apology offering was in order. 545 00:31:14,168 --> 00:31:16,733 Dinner? Shaun mentioned you were babysitting. 546 00:31:20,865 --> 00:31:23,171 I am starving, and it smells delicious. 547 00:31:23,195 --> 00:31:25,200 It tastes even better. 548 00:31:25,615 --> 00:31:27,591 It is, uh, fenkata, 549 00:31:27,615 --> 00:31:30,601 a Maltese stew with vegetable, wine, and rabbit. 550 00:31:30,625 --> 00:31:32,851 Hmm. 551 00:31:32,875 --> 00:31:35,794 What if your favorite dish is something you've never tried? 552 00:31:36,545 --> 00:31:40,481 Y-You think me facing the unknown is eating bunny soup? 553 00:31:40,505 --> 00:31:41,771 - Hard pass. - Look, if you don't like it, 554 00:31:41,795 --> 00:31:44,215 we can order something else, okay? 555 00:31:46,675 --> 00:31:48,031 Um... 556 00:31:48,055 --> 00:31:50,201 Do not be a coward. 557 00:31:52,975 --> 00:31:54,563 Mm. 558 00:31:56,315 --> 00:31:58,251 - It's... - Bussin'. 559 00:31:58,275 --> 00:31:59,670 Definitely bussin'. 560 00:32:01,525 --> 00:32:03,115 I'll make you a plate. 561 00:32:04,905 --> 00:32:06,761 I got your ultrasound set up on his left side. 562 00:32:06,785 --> 00:32:08,261 Okay. I am testing a theory. 563 00:32:08,285 --> 00:32:10,203 Wake up, please! 564 00:32:11,745 --> 00:32:13,851 What are the words we asked you to remember? 565 00:32:13,875 --> 00:32:15,721 What are you doing in my house? 566 00:32:15,745 --> 00:32:17,101 I'm... I'm calling the police. 567 00:32:17,125 --> 00:32:18,415 I'm... 568 00:32:21,175 --> 00:32:23,545 What are the words we asked you to remember? 569 00:32:25,095 --> 00:32:27,691 A-Apple, elephant, planet, and table. 570 00:32:27,715 --> 00:32:28,701 Oh. 571 00:32:28,725 --> 00:32:30,361 What just happened? 572 00:32:30,385 --> 00:32:33,781 His Alzheimer's is atypical because it is not Alzheimer's. 573 00:32:33,805 --> 00:32:35,041 His left jugular is compressed 574 00:32:35,065 --> 00:32:36,581 and restricting blood flow from his brain, 575 00:32:36,605 --> 00:32:37,911 which is only restored when his head is turned 576 00:32:37,935 --> 00:32:40,461 to the right at least 60 degrees. 577 00:32:40,485 --> 00:32:43,671 There definitely is a viable treatment option... 578 00:32:43,695 --> 00:32:45,655 a surgery. 579 00:32:46,365 --> 00:32:48,301 I will tell your wife. 580 00:32:51,915 --> 00:32:53,825 That guy's good. 581 00:32:57,198 --> 00:33:00,515 Let's optimize hemoglobin. Stand by with two more units of RBCs. 582 00:33:00,539 --> 00:33:02,771 It's ethnically matched, and our supply is low, 583 00:33:02,795 --> 00:33:04,021 so I'm working on a plan 584 00:33:04,045 --> 00:33:05,981 to recruit African American blood donors 585 00:33:06,005 --> 00:33:07,731 to help sickle cell patients. 586 00:33:07,755 --> 00:33:09,191 Thank you, Charlie. 587 00:33:09,215 --> 00:33:11,911 Opening arachnoid and draining CSF from cistern. 588 00:33:11,935 --> 00:33:13,411 Retracting the cerebellum. 589 00:33:16,565 --> 00:33:19,201 And there's our big schwannoma. 590 00:33:19,225 --> 00:33:21,121 Dr. Allen, would you like to debulk the tumor? 591 00:33:21,145 --> 00:33:23,171 Rhoton dissector and microsuction. 592 00:33:29,865 --> 00:33:31,761 You did some great work on this case. 593 00:33:31,785 --> 00:33:33,365 Can you tell Dr. Murphy? 594 00:33:36,335 --> 00:33:40,101 Charlie, I know Shaun is your hero, 595 00:33:40,125 --> 00:33:41,941 but I can see that you have a future as a surgeon. 596 00:33:41,965 --> 00:33:44,021 You just need to believe it, too. 597 00:33:44,045 --> 00:33:45,771 Of course I believe it. The only one 598 00:33:45,795 --> 00:33:48,231 who lacks confidence in me is Dr. Murphy. 599 00:33:48,255 --> 00:33:50,991 I just thought it might help if you told him he's wrong. 600 00:34:03,025 --> 00:34:04,775 What's your favorite song? 601 00:34:09,905 --> 00:34:11,995 Say you won't let go. 602 00:34:17,012 --> 00:34:20,342 "Say You Won't Let Go" by James Arthur. 603 00:34:20,455 --> 00:34:22,481 Your hearing is intact. 604 00:34:25,085 --> 00:34:27,361 And we have a spot in our sickle cell disease 605 00:34:27,385 --> 00:34:29,175 gene therapy trial, if you'd like. 606 00:34:34,175 --> 00:34:37,309 Thank you. Thank you for taking care of me. 607 00:34:39,475 --> 00:34:41,354 It's what I do. 608 00:34:42,475 --> 00:34:44,232 You never answered my question. 609 00:34:44,928 --> 00:34:46,401 About dinner. 610 00:34:52,532 --> 00:34:55,202 I think I'm going to take a rain check. 611 00:34:58,415 --> 00:35:00,851 Nathan, you are amazing, 612 00:35:00,875 --> 00:35:03,601 and you're everything I pray for. 613 00:35:03,625 --> 00:35:06,296 But I know myself, and... 614 00:35:06,875 --> 00:35:09,591 I might need to face some unknowns, too. 615 00:35:10,442 --> 00:35:11,862 Mm. 616 00:35:16,385 --> 00:35:18,099 For now, 617 00:35:19,225 --> 00:35:21,645 I'd love to hear that song. 618 00:35:23,935 --> 00:35:26,025 Mm-hmm. 619 00:35:31,445 --> 00:35:36,631 ♪ I met you in the dark, you lit me up ♪ 620 00:35:36,655 --> 00:35:41,373 ♪ You made me feel as though I was enough ♪ 621 00:35:41,835 --> 00:35:46,836 ♪ We danced the night away, we drank too much ♪ 622 00:35:47,415 --> 00:35:49,901 ♪ And you smiled over your shoulder ♪ 623 00:35:52,505 --> 00:35:56,095 Gilly. 624 00:35:59,225 --> 00:36:01,621 Talk to him from here. 625 00:36:09,485 --> 00:36:10,501 Hey. 626 00:36:14,485 --> 00:36:16,051 Why are you standing? 627 00:36:18,115 --> 00:36:19,761 You should be sitting. 628 00:36:23,245 --> 00:36:24,958 You're pregnant, Gilly. 629 00:36:29,875 --> 00:36:32,981 Yeah. I am. 630 00:36:50,645 --> 00:36:52,581 What if we never get it back? 631 00:36:52,605 --> 00:36:54,131 Get what back? 632 00:36:54,155 --> 00:36:56,091 How hot we used to be for each other. 633 00:36:56,115 --> 00:36:57,211 We used to be unstoppable, 634 00:36:57,235 --> 00:36:59,409 and that was before I even liked you. 635 00:37:00,115 --> 00:37:02,141 We're in a better place now. 636 00:37:02,165 --> 00:37:04,664 We're a team, raising Eden. 637 00:37:05,285 --> 00:37:06,721 I love the new us, 638 00:37:06,745 --> 00:37:08,793 but I don't want to lose the old version. 639 00:37:09,085 --> 00:37:10,585 Me, either. 640 00:37:13,135 --> 00:37:15,441 It took Mia and I awhile to get our groove back. 641 00:37:15,465 --> 00:37:16,731 This is normal. 642 00:37:16,755 --> 00:37:17,901 Thanks for comparing me to your ex-wife. 643 00:37:17,925 --> 00:37:19,531 Relax. I'm trying to make a point. 644 00:37:19,555 --> 00:37:21,861 Did you just tell me to relax? That is so dismissive. 645 00:37:21,885 --> 00:37:23,371 I'm offering perspective, but if you're gonna go 646 00:37:23,395 --> 00:37:25,201 from zero to bitch in 10 seconds... 647 00:37:25,225 --> 00:37:27,701 Oh, you think I'm a bitch now, you have no idea. 648 00:37:34,945 --> 00:37:36,591 This is my wedding dress. 649 00:37:36,615 --> 00:37:38,421 Oh, that's gorgeous. 650 00:37:38,445 --> 00:37:41,051 She's turning red. I will have a heart attack. 651 00:37:41,075 --> 00:37:42,801 Ooh! 652 00:37:42,825 --> 00:37:44,431 Take it off. 653 00:37:44,455 --> 00:37:46,101 Go change. Go change. 654 00:37:46,125 --> 00:37:48,721 - Hang in there. Hang in there. - You look beautiful. 655 00:37:48,745 --> 00:37:50,681 It's a beautiful dress, but I just don't see it 656 00:37:50,705 --> 00:37:52,601 for your wedding day. 657 00:37:56,045 --> 00:37:57,481 - We had a date. - Yeah, I know we had a... 658 00:37:57,505 --> 00:37:59,151 I wore my nice cashmere sweater, 659 00:37:59,175 --> 00:38:01,151 the one that you bought me for our anniversary. 660 00:38:01,175 --> 00:38:03,161 - I know, I... - But you were too busy, right? 661 00:38:03,185 --> 00:38:04,741 You were probably hooking up with Carter Nix. 662 00:38:04,765 --> 00:38:06,491 - What? - And, sure, we never talked about 663 00:38:06,515 --> 00:38:07,741 ground rules, but I just thought... 664 00:38:07,765 --> 00:38:11,081 Whoa, whoa, whoa. Stop. 665 00:38:11,105 --> 00:38:13,961 I am so sorry that I missed our date, 666 00:38:13,985 --> 00:38:16,001 but jet lag is kicking my ass, 667 00:38:16,025 --> 00:38:18,301 so I fell asleep, unfed, uncharged, 668 00:38:18,325 --> 00:38:20,421 which is why my phone's been dead all day today. 669 00:38:20,445 --> 00:38:23,721 But I have zero interest 670 00:38:23,745 --> 00:38:26,579 in anyone in the entire world besides you. 671 00:38:27,232 --> 00:38:31,782 And Carter Nix will not stop doing the Aussie accent. 672 00:38:31,835 --> 00:38:34,231 And it's... it's terrible. 673 00:38:36,925 --> 00:38:39,151 You look adorable, by the way. 674 00:38:44,675 --> 00:38:46,781 Alright, I'll get the wine. 675 00:38:46,805 --> 00:38:50,491 Well, mission accomplished. 676 00:38:50,515 --> 00:38:51,951 Thank you for your help. 677 00:38:51,975 --> 00:38:53,461 Oh, no. Happy to help. 678 00:38:53,485 --> 00:38:55,275 You have no idea. 679 00:38:55,895 --> 00:38:59,131 So, how do you like to consume your TV? 680 00:38:59,155 --> 00:39:01,341 Are you a binger or a savorer? 681 00:39:01,365 --> 00:39:03,341 Oh. 682 00:39:03,365 --> 00:39:06,761 Yeah, no, I don't really watch much anymore at all. 683 00:39:06,785 --> 00:39:09,931 Then what's with the TV tray? 684 00:39:09,955 --> 00:39:12,971 Just an excuse to spend time with Audrey. 685 00:39:12,995 --> 00:39:15,021 Thought we'd do better with an activity. 686 00:39:15,045 --> 00:39:16,521 See, and here you are, stuck with me. 687 00:39:16,545 --> 00:39:18,901 Oh. No. 688 00:39:18,925 --> 00:39:21,593 You have been very sweet. 689 00:39:21,845 --> 00:39:25,701 I just wish Audrey liked me more. 690 00:39:25,725 --> 00:39:28,621 Yeah, parenting, not for the meek, huh? 691 00:39:28,645 --> 00:39:31,031 Speaking from experience? 692 00:39:31,055 --> 00:39:32,604 Yeah. 693 00:39:33,145 --> 00:39:34,435 How many kids? 694 00:39:35,106 --> 00:39:38,286 My daughter. She passed when she was 19. 695 00:39:38,310 --> 00:39:41,196 Oh, I am so sorry. 696 00:39:41,905 --> 00:39:43,461 I-I didn't mean... 697 00:39:43,485 --> 00:39:45,825 No, no, no, no, no. It's fine. 698 00:39:46,245 --> 00:39:48,075 After you. 699 00:39:55,205 --> 00:39:56,836 May I ask, 700 00:39:58,296 --> 00:40:00,632 what was your daughter's name? 701 00:40:01,505 --> 00:40:03,051 Maddie. 702 00:40:03,805 --> 00:40:05,720 What is that smell? 703 00:40:06,135 --> 00:40:09,031 Oh, my God. Best crepes in town. May I buy you one? 704 00:40:09,055 --> 00:40:12,491 I would kill for a Galette Bretonne. 705 00:40:12,515 --> 00:40:14,201 I don't know what that is, but it sounds delicious. 706 00:40:18,275 --> 00:40:20,381 Here we go. 707 00:40:20,405 --> 00:40:23,131 - Thank you. - Hello. 708 00:40:25,285 --> 00:40:28,243 Mm, olives are gross. 709 00:40:29,035 --> 00:40:30,891 You thought rabbit was gross until you tried it. 710 00:40:30,915 --> 00:40:34,311 Unh-unh-unh. I've had olives. I hate olives. 711 00:40:34,335 --> 00:40:37,101 Don't "unh-unh." You haven't tried Castelvetrano olives. 712 00:40:37,125 --> 00:40:40,731 - Mm-hmm? Uh-huh? - Okay? They're mild, buttery, 713 00:40:40,755 --> 00:40:43,691 meaty, with a crisp bite. 714 00:40:43,715 --> 00:40:46,031 - Mm. - Mm-hmm. 715 00:40:46,055 --> 00:40:47,071 Yeah. 716 00:40:47,095 --> 00:40:48,531 Fine. 717 00:40:48,555 --> 00:40:51,201 But only because I do need to refuel after this. 718 00:40:53,935 --> 00:40:56,661 How are olives meaty? How are they not? 719 00:40:56,685 --> 00:40:58,661 Okay, first it was rabbit, and now it's olives. 720 00:40:58,685 --> 00:40:59,751 Like, what is the meal... 721 00:41:07,785 --> 00:41:11,181 Last night, I missed Steve, too. 722 00:41:13,825 --> 00:41:15,431 And it's very difficult, 723 00:41:15,455 --> 00:41:17,521 because whenever I'm away from you, I miss you. 724 00:41:17,545 --> 00:41:20,771 And when I'm away from Steve, I miss him. 725 00:41:27,425 --> 00:41:28,965 I know, Shaun. 726 00:41:29,596 --> 00:41:32,741 But having more people to miss 727 00:41:32,765 --> 00:41:34,951 means having more people to love. 728 00:41:39,685 --> 00:41:40,961 You were right. 729 00:41:43,605 --> 00:41:45,711 Our lives will never be the same again. 730 00:41:49,825 --> 00:41:51,576 They'll be better.