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[DR. LIM] Previously on
The Good Doctor...
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You've always taken after your father.
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- Why is that a bad thing?
- It isn't.
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He was driven, and he was brilliant.
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I wish that he had been able
to ask for help.
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And insert the tube into the vacutainer.
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And you've just passed phlebotomy 101.
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Oh, God.
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[SHAUN] Stop talking.
You're distracting me.
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[CHARLIE] I wanted to impress you.
It's a top journal...
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[SHAUN] Get out of OR!
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Charlie Lukaitis
won't listen to me.
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I cannot work with her anymore.
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Apparently, she can't
work with you, either.
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She filed a complaint against you.
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- [ASHER] What's going on?
- I've asked them to leave.
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He's a Jew, too.
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A gay one, in fact.
And I'm calling the cops.
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[LINE RINGING]
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- Are you okay?
- Yeah. Now go get engaged.
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[GRUNTS]
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[SOMBER ORGAN MUSIC PLAYS]
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Are you okay?
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Yes.
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I am meeting with HR
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to discuss Charlie's
complaint this afternoon.
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Okay.
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It's just been three days
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and you've barely mentioned Asher.
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I've read that grief reactions
are delayed in people with autism.
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When a loss finally hits,
it can be really intense,
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sometimes even overwhelming.
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If that happens, find me anytime.
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Okay.
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Asher and I came from different worlds.
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I am a devout Christian from Oakland,
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and he was an Orthodox Jew
turned atheist from Brooklyn.
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But when we met at St. Bons,
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he became my closest friend.
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Asher had a way of making you feel like
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he saw the best version of you,
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but he still loved you at your worst.
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He was also one of the most
courageous people I knew.
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Brave enough to leave behind
the people he loved
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to be the person he knew he was inside.
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He was stubborn and opinionated,
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[CHUCKLES] had a strange
affinity for grandpa sweaters,
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made a crazy-good margarita,
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and he was just so, so much fun.
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[BLINDS OPENING]
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I've made breakfast.
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I'm not hungry.
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You're barely eating.
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I know. I'm exhausted.
I couldn't sleep last night.
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I know.
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I've heard you up every night since...
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Isn't your friend's funeral today?
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Yeah. I-I think I'm coming
down with something.
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I'm gonna do a swab at work.
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I don't think you're sick.
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You should talk to a therapist.
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[SCOFFS] I just need sleep.
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I have to tell you something
about your father.
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And I should have told you this
years ago,
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but I promised him that I...
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Mom, I cannot do this right now.
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- [CELL PHONE CHIMES]
- You idolized him,
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and he never wanted you
to see him vulnerable.
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You won't listen to me,
but you will answer a text?
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Well, it could be work.
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- Honey, your father...
- Ma, I gotta go.
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[DOWN-TEMPO MUSIC PLAYS]
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He was one of the most
considerate people I knew
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and a damn good doctor.
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He knew what the patient wanted,
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so he fought for it.
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He made it happen.
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But that was Asher...
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standing up for his beliefs.
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Even if it cost him his family,
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even if it got him in trouble,
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Asher always did
what he thought was right.
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[VOICE BREAKING] And now he's gone...
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...because of a couple of
ignorant, hateful monsters.
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They knew one thing about Asher.
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One thing. And they killed him for it.
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Left him lying there
bleeding on the pavement.
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And those animals, they get to live.
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And now he's dead.
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And I hate them.
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I hate them for taking my friend.
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[CELL PHONES CHIMING AND BUZZING]
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Have to go. We all do.
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[CHIMING AND BUZZING CONTINUES]
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Excuse me.
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A guy drove his car through a
crowd at San Jose SpringFest.
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- Accident?
- Doesn't look that way.
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How badly are we outnumbered?
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Still early intel,
but it looks pretty bad.
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Activate Mass Casualty Event Protocol.
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Alerts are out. ORs are up.
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- Elective patients are canceled.
- Good.
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We have eight surgeons away
at the Cleveland Conference.
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I need a surgeon.
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Severe head injury,
hypoxia, and seizures.
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[SIRENS WAILING IN DISTANCE]
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Skull fracture,
brain herniation with CSF leak.
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I'll take him up.
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Call Dixon. He's the backup Team Leader.
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- He's in Cleveland, too.
- [SIGHS]
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- Put Murphy in charge until I get back.
- You sure?
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Today's gonna be messy,
especially after losing Asher.
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You'll help him.
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Shaun won't let emotions get in the way.
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[SIRENS CONTINUE WAILING]
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[THEME MUSIC PLAYING]
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[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYS]
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Dispatch said we're getting
over 25 patients,
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many critical. First wave just arrived.
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Lim's gonna be in the OR for a while.
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SpringFest was
six blocks from our house.
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You were gonna take Eden.
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I know it's horrible,
but these things are pretty rare.
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Are they? Look at Asher.
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Are you okay?
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You seemed pretty angry at the funeral.
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Seems pretty reasonable.
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[PARAMEDIC] Watch your backs.
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Do you need me to slap you?
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I hope not.
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You gonna have a problem
working with Dr. Murphy?
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I hope not.
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Okay.
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Doctors Park, Kalu, and Allen,
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you'll be treating Red Tag patients.
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Dr. Reznick, you're with the ER
physicians on Yellow Tag patients.
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Dom, you're on Green Tags
in the waiting room.
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Green Tags?
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Red Tags are urgent surgical patients.
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Yellow, urgent non-surgical.
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And Green, minor injuries.
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Minor injuries. I can do that.
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What about me?
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You're on Black Tags.
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But they're already dead.
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Yes, every Black Tag patient
needs a pronouncement checklist
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completed before they can be
moved to the morgue.
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Those bodies are taking up
valuable space.
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It feels like you're punishing me
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for filing an HR complaint against you.
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I am not. Not working with you
is an unintended benefit.
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That's not how you're gonna
get her to drop the complaint.
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And you're gonna need
all the help you can get today.
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Yes, and I need more surgeons. Like you.
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I'm not available. Remember?
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You have experience,
and I am very short-staffed.
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You're short-staffed
everywhere you look.
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Give me Yellow Tags.
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Bay six.
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I'm taking her for an Ex-lap.
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Jordan needs you.
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[PARAMEDIC 2] I've got a red tag.
I need a surgeon.
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Flora, blunt abdominal trauma,
40 weeks pregnant.
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This is Ken, massive flail chest.
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I need a surgeon now.
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There are only two of us.
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Move them to adjoining bays.
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She is critically hypoxic.
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My patient's bleeding out.
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My guy's here because of him.
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Ken jumped in front of the car,
saved a little girl.
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- This the driver?
- Yeah. His leg's a mess.
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Femoral artery's lacerated.
Tourniquet there.
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- [MACHINE BEEPS]
- Pressure's critically low.
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She must be bleeding into her abdomen.
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FAST ultrasound.
What do you see, Dr. Allen?
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Massive cardiac contusions,
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pulmonary artery trunk tear,
lung lacs...
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Okay, those are terminal injuries.
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This patient needs a cut down
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to clamp his common femoral artery.
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I can cross clamp Ken's aorta.
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That won't fix his heart.
He is a Black Tag.
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He risked his life to save a kid.
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That is very heroic.
He will be dead soon.
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You can still save the driver.
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We should try to do everything we can.
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You have. Move on.
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She's in cardiopulmonary failure.
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[ALARM BLARING]
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She's... dying. I can't save her,
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but I can save the baby.
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Prep trauma one for a C-section.
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Dr. Allen, the leg. Now.
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[MACHINES BEEPING, SIRENS WAILING]
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[MAN] Crash cart!
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[INDISTINCT PA ANNOUNCEMENTS]
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Melissa.
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They're unhurt, but their dad
was just brought in.
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Can you check on the status?
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I don't know where to start.
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Start with the patients
on the left side of the room
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and work your way over to the right.
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Hi. I'm Dom. How can I help?
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There's a uterine rupture here.
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Fetal decels are critical.
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[ALARM BLARING]
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[BABY CRYING]
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Baby looks good.
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Dr. Murphy, we can take it from here.
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Get a Black Tag for the mom.
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I need a thoracotomy tray.
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I might be able to save the mother, too.
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[ALARMS BLARING, SIRENS WAILING]
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That's two more units of O neg.
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His pressure's stabilizing.
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[FLATLINE]
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[DR. LIM] That's the
last bleeder. Bipolar.
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[NURSE] There's just
so much vascular damage.
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[DR. LIM] I think I have good profusion.
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Let's close the dura.
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[ALARM BLARES]
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[JL] Cerebral pressure is spiking.
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[DR. LIM] His brain's herniating.
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I need to remove half his skull.
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[JL] Blood pressure dropping.
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[HIGH-PITCHED ALARM BLARES]
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She's minutes from anoxic brain injury.
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There. In the pulmonary trunk...
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Dr. Murphy, four more Red Tag
patients just came in.
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There it is.
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Amniotic fluid entered her bloodstream.
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The clump of hair got stuck,
blocked her circulation.
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Mom and baby will be fine. Yes?
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While you've been in here,
four Red Tags arrived,
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two nurses need central lines,
and Kalu's asking for you.
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[SIRENS BLARING, PEOPLE SHOUTING]
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[WOMAN] We have incoming
ambulances with multiple casualties.
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[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYS]
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The damage to your husband's
brain was too severe.
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[SOFTLY] He didn't survive.
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I'm so sorry.
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Shaun needs you to take
another patient to the OR.
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- It's STAT.
- [SOBBING]
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[SIRENS WAILING IN DISTANCE]
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[SCREAMING]
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I need to relocate your ankle
to restore blood flow.
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Can you hold this over your wound?
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Maybe you should call your supervisor.
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Maybe.
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- [ANKLE CRACKS]
- [SCREAMS]
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- Ah!
- Got it.
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A new patient just walked in.
She can't wait.
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[PANTING]
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00:12:07,509 --> 00:12:09,617
[WOMAN ON PA] Pediatric alert,
bay seven.
257
00:12:09,641 --> 00:12:10,793
Can you tell me what happened?
258
00:12:10,817 --> 00:12:13,383
Car came through my stand.
259
00:12:14,472 --> 00:12:15,972
Everything went flying.
260
00:12:15,996 --> 00:12:17,582
Something hit me in the eye.
261
00:12:17,606 --> 00:12:20,324
Cast-iron skillet, I think.
262
00:12:20,348 --> 00:12:21,697
Let me take a look.
263
00:12:25,396 --> 00:12:26,765
[GAGS]
264
00:12:26,789 --> 00:12:28,356
Dr. Reznick!
265
00:12:29,618 --> 00:12:32,205
[JARED] I think I can save his leg
with microvascular anastomosis.
266
00:12:32,229 --> 00:12:34,338
[SHAUN] No, you need to
amputate below the knee.
267
00:12:34,362 --> 00:12:36,470
[JARED] Limb salvage is tricky,
but I really think I...
268
00:12:36,494 --> 00:12:37,733
[SHAUN] That is a six-hour surgery
269
00:12:37,757 --> 00:12:39,386
with a less than 5% chance of success.
270
00:12:39,410 --> 00:12:41,456
We could save six patients in that time.
271
00:12:42,849 --> 00:12:44,894
[JARED] Okay. Clamping bone two.
272
00:12:48,762 --> 00:12:52,026
[SHAUN] Huh. The last time
I was in this room,
273
00:12:52,051 --> 00:12:54,183
Asher and I were doing a colectomy.
274
00:12:55,339 --> 00:12:56,509
[JARED] You need a minute?
275
00:12:59,155 --> 00:13:01,389
I am faster at limb amputation than you.
276
00:13:02,688 --> 00:13:05,081
See the Red Tag in the corridor.
277
00:13:09,179 --> 00:13:10,548
We're out of treatment rooms.
278
00:13:10,572 --> 00:13:12,530
[SHAUN] Convert the storage
room into a trauma bay.
279
00:13:12,554 --> 00:13:14,569
Can't. Charlie's still
processing the Black Tags.
280
00:13:22,627 --> 00:13:24,586
I need to head home to Steve.
281
00:13:26,066 --> 00:13:27,521
You want to come with?
282
00:13:27,545 --> 00:13:30,611
I could make you a sandwich,
283
00:13:30,635 --> 00:13:32,831
loan you a baby for an hour.
284
00:13:32,855 --> 00:13:35,466
Steve's cuddles can be very soothing.
285
00:13:37,120 --> 00:13:38,252
Thank you.
286
00:13:41,348 --> 00:13:43,389
I'm just gonna sit here a little longer.
287
00:13:45,302 --> 00:13:46,390
Yeah.
288
00:13:47,669 --> 00:13:49,062
Call me anytime.
289
00:13:49,959 --> 00:13:52,135
[DOWN-TEMPO MUSIC PLAYS]
290
00:14:03,103 --> 00:14:04,428
[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]
291
00:14:04,452 --> 00:14:06,454
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYS]
292
00:14:12,155 --> 00:14:14,264
The nurse says you're my son's doctor?
293
00:14:14,288 --> 00:14:16,048
- He's in a lot of pain.
- Who's your son?
294
00:14:16,072 --> 00:14:17,595
Riley Larson. He's over there.
295
00:14:18,901 --> 00:14:21,619
The driver. I know who he is.
296
00:14:21,643 --> 00:14:23,142
Can you give him something stronger?
297
00:14:23,166 --> 00:14:26,015
He had the standard dose
of morphine 30 minutes ago.
298
00:14:26,039 --> 00:14:27,320
He's still hurting.
299
00:14:27,344 --> 00:14:28,800
That's a shame.
300
00:14:28,824 --> 00:14:30,311
There's a lot of people
hurting right now.
301
00:14:38,188 --> 00:14:39,711
It takes some time
for the meds to kick in,
302
00:14:39,791 --> 00:14:41,097
but he should feel some relief soon.
303
00:14:42,011 --> 00:14:43,273
Move, move, move.
304
00:14:44,261 --> 00:14:45,610
Tell the OR to prep for bypass.
305
00:14:45,635 --> 00:14:47,550
It's okay, Amy. I'm here.
306
00:14:47,575 --> 00:14:49,186
Look, I tried to get to her, but...
307
00:14:50,585 --> 00:14:52,476
Please just save her.
308
00:14:52,500 --> 00:14:53,893
We're on our honeymoon.
309
00:14:56,330 --> 00:14:57,853
[INDISTINCT PA ANNOUNCEMENTS]
310
00:15:02,844 --> 00:15:05,107
These bodies need to go to the morgue.
311
00:15:05,132 --> 00:15:07,787
His pupils are fixed,
but I don't think they're dilated.
312
00:15:07,812 --> 00:15:09,988
Apparently pupillary dilation
is very subjective.
313
00:15:10,039 --> 00:15:11,345
I'll finish this.
314
00:15:12,781 --> 00:15:14,063
"The Principles of Neurology"...
315
00:15:14,087 --> 00:15:15,088
Mm.
316
00:15:20,571 --> 00:15:22,680
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYS]
317
00:15:22,704 --> 00:15:24,769
You can't check the pupil box
318
00:15:24,793 --> 00:15:26,423
because this patient is still alive!
319
00:15:26,447 --> 00:15:28,536
Starting ACLS protocol.
320
00:15:37,447 --> 00:15:39,232
Cardiac arrest from a tension pneumo.
321
00:15:39,257 --> 00:15:41,799
- Ethan needs this.
- No, that doesn't matter.
322
00:15:42,942 --> 00:15:44,397
- He was a Black Tag?
- Lazarus effect.
323
00:15:44,421 --> 00:15:45,964
When the paramedics did CPR,
324
00:15:45,988 --> 00:15:47,923
air compressed his heart
until it stopped.
325
00:15:47,947 --> 00:15:49,949
- I saved his life.
- No, I did.
326
00:15:51,080 --> 00:15:53,648
- Heart's too fast. Amnio.
- On it.
327
00:15:57,823 --> 00:15:58,998
Inserting a central line.
328
00:15:59,023 --> 00:16:00,372
I was right about the pupil.
329
00:16:00,397 --> 00:16:02,007
You were listening to a book
while he was dying.
330
00:16:02,032 --> 00:16:03,773
I gotta get his pressure up.
331
00:16:03,832 --> 00:16:04,940
I was learning.
332
00:16:04,964 --> 00:16:08,493
You can't learn if you don't listen.
333
00:16:09,055 --> 00:16:11,729
Asher was excellent at
receiving constructive criticism.
334
00:16:11,753 --> 00:16:13,383
That's not a fair comparison. Asher...
335
00:16:13,407 --> 00:16:14,862
You know what?
It doesn't matter who saved him.
336
00:16:14,886 --> 00:16:16,714
Let's just keep him safe. Okay?
337
00:16:17,813 --> 00:16:19,170
Central line is in.
338
00:16:21,415 --> 00:16:23,175
All right, the pressure's good.
It's good.
339
00:16:23,199 --> 00:16:26,135
Charlie, can you get us
a cardiac monitor, please?
340
00:16:26,681 --> 00:16:29,486
She's not gonna be at her best,
nor anyone else,
341
00:16:29,510 --> 00:16:31,879
if you continue to argue
over every stupid little thing.
342
00:16:31,903 --> 00:16:33,185
She is not helpful.
343
00:16:33,209 --> 00:16:34,515
She's helpful to me.
344
00:16:34,795 --> 00:16:37,928
Then you take her
for the rest of the day.
345
00:16:41,783 --> 00:16:43,176
[ALARM BLARING]
346
00:16:46,440 --> 00:16:49,158
[JL] She's bleeding everywhere.
Hanging FFP.
347
00:16:49,182 --> 00:16:51,967
[DR. LIM] I'll do an ACP to
divert all blood to her brain.
348
00:16:56,493 --> 00:16:57,886
Ophtho is expecting her.
349
00:17:03,065 --> 00:17:05,800
Hey, I'm sorry. I just...
350
00:17:05,825 --> 00:17:07,765
I don't think I can
make it through this day.
351
00:17:07,789 --> 00:17:09,394
Then quit.
352
00:17:09,503 --> 00:17:12,245
Tomorrow. Right now, I need you
to deal with that guy in the corner.
353
00:17:12,299 --> 00:17:15,041
The EMT thought it was cardiac,
but it's just a panic attack.
354
00:17:15,121 --> 00:17:16,881
Take him somewhere quiet
and calm him down.
355
00:17:16,905 --> 00:17:19,623
[SIRENS WAILING IN DISTANCE]
356
00:17:19,647 --> 00:17:22,563
[ARON WRIGHT'S "HAVE I EVER
LEFT YOUR SIDE?" PLAYS]
357
00:17:32,355 --> 00:17:36,031
♪ Heaven knows
What happens next ♪
358
00:17:36,055 --> 00:17:39,188
♪ But we always
Like to guess... ♪
359
00:17:40,651 --> 00:17:42,295
He knew that you were gonna propose.
360
00:17:43,584 --> 00:17:45,064
He was so happy.
361
00:17:46,915 --> 00:17:48,090
Thank you.
362
00:17:48,115 --> 00:17:49,421
♪ We both love and hate
Surprises ♪
363
00:17:49,446 --> 00:17:52,579
♪ Fairy tales
And silver linings... ♪
364
00:17:52,604 --> 00:17:53,733
I'm sorry.
365
00:17:53,758 --> 00:17:55,980
They asked me to tell you
that they need the room.
366
00:17:57,474 --> 00:17:59,395
My apartment is so empty.
367
00:18:01,974 --> 00:18:04,063
His family took him to New York.
368
00:18:08,130 --> 00:18:10,567
There isn't even a grave I can visit.
369
00:18:14,940 --> 00:18:17,330
My mom used to take me
to the library on Olive.
370
00:18:19,054 --> 00:18:21,056
Sometimes when I miss her,
I go back there
371
00:18:21,309 --> 00:18:24,443
and take out her favorite book
and just get lost in it.
372
00:18:46,379 --> 00:18:50,078
♪ Save your strength
Rest your mind ♪
373
00:18:50,103 --> 00:18:51,800
♪ Have I ever left your side? ♪
374
00:18:51,825 --> 00:18:54,480
[JORDAN] Stabilize the plate.
I'll place the lag screws in.
375
00:18:57,440 --> 00:18:59,956
[JARED] You were pretty
dismissive of your patient's mother.
376
00:19:00,427 --> 00:19:03,604
[JORDAN] Forgive me if I'm not all
broken up about that man's pain.
377
00:19:03,664 --> 00:19:05,419
[JARED] Riley didn't kill Asher.
378
00:19:06,841 --> 00:19:08,253
And it's not your job to punish him.
379
00:19:08,277 --> 00:19:09,626
[JORDAN] I'm not.
380
00:19:11,889 --> 00:19:14,607
But shouldn't people feel the
consequences of their actions?
381
00:19:14,631 --> 00:19:16,087
[JARED] Maybe,
382
00:19:16,111 --> 00:19:18,244
but Riley's mother is feeling
the consequences, too.
383
00:19:18,483 --> 00:19:21,007
[JORDAN] Her son did this.
She should feel terrible.
384
00:19:22,856 --> 00:19:25,119
[JARED] Your anger is totally justified.
385
00:19:25,144 --> 00:19:27,973
But is it helping you? Or anything?
386
00:19:28,036 --> 00:19:31,494
♪ Save your strength
Rest your mind ♪
387
00:19:31,518 --> 00:19:32,748
♪ Have I ever left your side? ♪
388
00:19:32,772 --> 00:19:35,019
[JORDAN] If those monsters
hurt like we're hurting,
389
00:19:35,043 --> 00:19:36,412
maybe something will change.
390
00:19:36,436 --> 00:19:40,024
♪ Have I ever left your side? ♪
391
00:19:40,048 --> 00:19:42,548
I did everything I could for your wife,
392
00:19:42,572 --> 00:19:45,401
but her chest injury was just too...
393
00:19:48,926 --> 00:19:50,295
No.
394
00:19:50,319 --> 00:19:52,191
[SOBBING]
395
00:19:53,583 --> 00:19:55,542
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYS]
396
00:19:58,762 --> 00:20:00,242
[SOUND MUFFLES]
397
00:20:07,088 --> 00:20:09,150
[MAN, MUFFLED] Excuse me. Doctor.
398
00:20:10,252 --> 00:20:11,819
[MUFFLED CONVERSATIONS]
399
00:20:13,322 --> 00:20:14,822
You need to look at this.
400
00:20:16,345 --> 00:20:18,193
I've been waiting two hours.
401
00:20:18,217 --> 00:20:19,218
[SOUND NORMALIZES]
402
00:20:20,132 --> 00:20:21,524
S-Someone will get to you soon.
403
00:20:21,549 --> 00:20:22,985
After my arm gets infected.
404
00:20:23,047 --> 00:20:24,790
We're doing the best we can.
405
00:20:24,815 --> 00:20:26,382
Then get more doctors.
406
00:20:26,407 --> 00:20:29,453
Hey, look around you. People are dying.
407
00:20:29,478 --> 00:20:31,350
Sit down and wait your damn turn.
408
00:20:31,375 --> 00:20:34,073
You have a new patient.
20-year-old, shattered pelvis.
409
00:20:41,805 --> 00:20:44,044
Charlie, I need that thing.
410
00:20:44,068 --> 00:20:46,419
Sorry. I was reading Ethan's EKG.
411
00:20:47,463 --> 00:20:48,689
Hook up the drain now.
412
00:20:50,697 --> 00:20:52,133
Good. Start suction.
413
00:20:54,383 --> 00:20:55,404
You're doing great.
414
00:20:55,428 --> 00:20:57,038
Dr. Murphy doesn't think so.
415
00:20:57,952 --> 00:20:59,146
He's still evaluating me.
416
00:20:59,170 --> 00:21:01,018
That's why I filed the HR complaint.
417
00:21:01,042 --> 00:21:02,846
We'll deal with that
when the time is right.
418
00:21:02,870 --> 00:21:04,413
A bad evaluation will stop me
419
00:21:04,437 --> 00:21:05,892
from getting into a surgical residency.
420
00:21:05,916 --> 00:21:07,416
No matter what I do,
421
00:21:07,440 --> 00:21:10,127
Dr. Murphy will
find something to criticize.
422
00:21:10,878 --> 00:21:12,203
Why is he like that?
423
00:21:12,227 --> 00:21:14,510
Dr. Murphy has been held
to a higher standard.
424
00:21:14,534 --> 00:21:16,338
He's doing the same thing to you.
425
00:21:16,362 --> 00:21:17,556
That's not fair.
426
00:21:17,580 --> 00:21:19,950
Nevertheless,
he wants you to be perfect,
427
00:21:19,974 --> 00:21:21,908
so you do the best you can.
428
00:21:21,932 --> 00:21:25,172
I need you to treat a complex
liver laceration, Dr. Glassman.
429
00:21:25,196 --> 00:21:27,262
I'm not operating. I told you that.
430
00:21:27,286 --> 00:21:29,313
It can't wait.
431
00:21:29,984 --> 00:21:32,092
Well, Dr. Lee should be finished by now.
432
00:21:32,116 --> 00:21:33,659
I just gave him an open hip fracture.
433
00:21:33,683 --> 00:21:36,358
Well, then transfer the patient to SFG.
434
00:21:36,382 --> 00:21:37,837
They are on diversion.
435
00:21:37,861 --> 00:21:39,230
For crying out loud, Shaun,
436
00:21:39,254 --> 00:21:41,624
you know the last time
I was in an operating room,
437
00:21:41,648 --> 00:21:42,886
and a liver lac?
438
00:21:42,910 --> 00:21:45,236
Yes, it is a complicated,
multi-step surgery.
439
00:21:45,260 --> 00:21:47,107
Exactly. I might kill the patient.
440
00:21:47,131 --> 00:21:49,719
He's already dying.
441
00:21:49,743 --> 00:21:51,764
You are my only option.
442
00:21:51,788 --> 00:21:54,289
So it's me or the janitor?
443
00:21:54,313 --> 00:21:56,465
The janitor is cleaning trauma two.
444
00:21:56,489 --> 00:21:58,118
He is very bright but is...
445
00:21:58,142 --> 00:21:59,802
Okay. Okay. Okay.
446
00:22:00,188 --> 00:22:02,384
Just give me Nurse V.
At least she'll keep me honest.
447
00:22:02,408 --> 00:22:06,126
Nurse Villanueva
is running the ER with me.
448
00:22:06,150 --> 00:22:07,258
Nurse Paikin, then.
449
00:22:07,282 --> 00:22:09,086
Assisting Dr. Lee.
450
00:22:09,110 --> 00:22:12,132
Nurse Lashelle,
she is very experienced and available.
451
00:22:12,156 --> 00:22:13,699
Okay, fine.
452
00:22:13,723 --> 00:22:16,552
Keep an eye on Mr. Newton's
hemoglobin and Ethan's EKG.
453
00:22:26,606 --> 00:22:28,975
My son's pain medication
still hasn't kicked in.
454
00:22:28,999 --> 00:22:30,281
I'm on my way to surgery.
455
00:22:30,305 --> 00:22:31,935
It's been two hours. Please!
456
00:22:31,959 --> 00:22:34,396
Then he's likely maxed out
for the next couple hours.
457
00:22:38,139 --> 00:22:39,717
I know what you think of me.
458
00:22:40,924 --> 00:22:42,386
I can't even argue with you.
459
00:22:45,852 --> 00:22:47,141
He left me a letter.
460
00:22:51,239 --> 00:22:53,022
He didn't think he'd still be alive.
461
00:22:55,548 --> 00:22:57,245
He wanted to die doing this.
462
00:23:00,844 --> 00:23:03,238
For as long as I can remember,
I've been trying to help him.
463
00:23:04,905 --> 00:23:06,297
We tried everything.
464
00:23:07,690 --> 00:23:09,886
Pills, therapy,
465
00:23:09,910 --> 00:23:12,149
inpatient, outpatient.
466
00:23:12,173 --> 00:23:15,544
Seemed like he was making progress.
467
00:23:16,569 --> 00:23:17,918
Maybe that's just what I hoped.
468
00:23:21,051 --> 00:23:24,291
[CRYING] I'm angry, too, at him.
469
00:23:24,315 --> 00:23:26,096
How could he have done this?
470
00:23:26,709 --> 00:23:29,538
And I'm angry at myself for not
knowing what he was capable of.
471
00:23:30,931 --> 00:23:32,106
I wish you would help him.
472
00:23:50,994 --> 00:23:52,189
[NURSE LASHELLE] He's down a liter.
473
00:23:52,213 --> 00:23:54,104
[DR. GLASSMAN] Give me two units.
474
00:23:54,128 --> 00:23:55,651
[MONITOR BEEPING]
475
00:23:59,076 --> 00:24:01,862
Okay, here we go
into the triangle of death.
476
00:24:01,887 --> 00:24:04,343
So many things can go wrong.
477
00:24:04,878 --> 00:24:06,387
[NURSE LASHELLE]
You want to talk it out?
478
00:24:08,998 --> 00:24:11,653
[DR. GLASSMAN] Clamp the porta hepatis.
479
00:24:11,678 --> 00:24:15,029
Ligate the left hepatic
to control the bleeding.
480
00:24:15,054 --> 00:24:16,186
Remove the left lobe...
481
00:24:16,211 --> 00:24:17,908
- Dr. Glassman?
- Yes.
482
00:24:17,934 --> 00:24:19,725
I need you to look
at Ethan's rhythm strip.
483
00:24:19,749 --> 00:24:20,870
Is it urgent?
484
00:24:20,894 --> 00:24:23,176
He's in sinus rhythm,
but I noticed a run of PVCs.
485
00:24:23,200 --> 00:24:25,831
[DR. GLASSMAN] Well, keep him monitored.
I'll check it when I'm done.
486
00:24:25,855 --> 00:24:28,094
But a half hour ago, he had another run.
487
00:24:28,118 --> 00:24:29,922
[DR. GLASSMAN] Didn't I tell
you to check every 45 minutes?
488
00:24:29,946 --> 00:24:31,446
I'm being thorough.
489
00:24:31,470 --> 00:24:33,535
[DR. GLASSMAN] PVCs are fairly common.
490
00:24:33,559 --> 00:24:36,625
Can I do a 12 lead and electrolytes?
491
00:24:37,258 --> 00:24:38,583
[DR. GLASSMAN]
That's a good idea, Charlie.
492
00:24:38,607 --> 00:24:40,193
Run it past Dr. Paxton in cardiology.
493
00:24:40,217 --> 00:24:41,436
[CHARLIE] Mm.
494
00:24:43,133 --> 00:24:44,308
[DR. GLASSMAN] Okay.
495
00:24:45,353 --> 00:24:47,428
Clamp the porta hepatis.
496
00:24:47,747 --> 00:24:51,620
Ligate the left hepatic
to control the bleeding.
497
00:24:56,331 --> 00:24:58,731
[DR. LIM] I need threaded
pins here to stabilize the pelvis.
498
00:25:04,503 --> 00:25:05,784
[JL] What is it?
499
00:25:05,808 --> 00:25:07,810
[DR. LIM] He looks a lot like Asher.
500
00:25:08,811 --> 00:25:10,247
[JL] Maybe a little.
501
00:25:11,714 --> 00:25:12,759
[ALARM BLARING]
502
00:25:12,784 --> 00:25:14,351
Blood pressure's dropping.
503
00:25:14,376 --> 00:25:16,160
[DR. LIM] There's bleeding
in the pelvis. Vascular clips.
504
00:25:16,185 --> 00:25:17,969
[ALARM CONTINUES BLARING]
505
00:25:27,047 --> 00:25:28,415
Okay, your pressure's pretty high.
506
00:25:28,439 --> 00:25:30,287
I still feel my heart racing.
507
00:25:30,311 --> 00:25:31,723
That sounds normal.
508
00:25:31,747 --> 00:25:34,247
Maybe that doctor lady
should do another EKG.
509
00:25:34,271 --> 00:25:37,065
I learned about mindfulness-based
meditation last semester
510
00:25:37,089 --> 00:25:39,209
in psych class.
I think that could help you.
511
00:25:39,233 --> 00:25:41,714
I'm here for medical care, not yoga.
512
00:25:45,935 --> 00:25:48,822
- Is that bad?
- It's just a little nosebleed.
513
00:25:50,897 --> 00:25:52,483
Pinch hard.
514
00:25:52,507 --> 00:25:54,422
I've never had a nosebleed like this.
515
00:25:55,105 --> 00:25:57,282
I need a doctor in here. Hello?
516
00:25:57,556 --> 00:25:59,249
Why is it not stopping?
517
00:26:01,385 --> 00:26:02,909
Okay, 500cc bolus.
518
00:26:05,825 --> 00:26:08,151
Get her to OR three with Dr. Lee.
519
00:26:08,175 --> 00:26:09,369
I need to hand off to a doctor.
520
00:26:09,393 --> 00:26:10,569
One minute.
521
00:26:12,527 --> 00:26:14,766
Morgan can close this when she's free.
522
00:26:14,790 --> 00:26:16,159
Two more Red Tags in the corridor.
523
00:26:16,183 --> 00:26:17,813
- Have Jared take them.
- Dr. Kalu's still in the OR.
524
00:26:17,837 --> 00:26:19,336
Then get Asher.
525
00:26:19,360 --> 00:26:20,404
Asher?
526
00:26:25,279 --> 00:26:27,586
Oh. He's dead.
527
00:26:29,936 --> 00:26:31,391
One of the Red Tags
has a chest impalement.
528
00:26:31,415 --> 00:26:32,654
He could go south soon.
529
00:26:32,678 --> 00:26:34,917
Doc, my crew has an urgent pick-up.
530
00:26:34,941 --> 00:26:38,616
Dr. Quao needs an anesthesiologist,
but they're all tied up.
531
00:26:38,640 --> 00:26:40,226
I need you to look at Ethan's EKG.
532
00:26:40,250 --> 00:26:41,706
There are some unusual patterns.
533
00:26:41,730 --> 00:26:43,795
Dr. Glassman is supervising you.
534
00:26:43,819 --> 00:26:45,405
He's busy. He sent me to Dr. Paxton.
535
00:26:45,429 --> 00:26:46,581
He thinks this is normal,
536
00:26:46,605 --> 00:26:48,215
but I think Ethan is gonna die again.
537
00:26:48,594 --> 00:26:49,987
Okay.
538
00:26:54,583 --> 00:26:56,846
Dr. Paxton was right and I am very busy.
539
00:26:56,871 --> 00:26:58,743
If you compare them over the two hours,
you'll see the clusters.
540
00:26:58,768 --> 00:27:00,561
- Sorry.
- Quao really needs an answer.
541
00:27:01,409 --> 00:27:03,585
And that Red Tag needs a surgeon.
542
00:27:03,610 --> 00:27:05,090
Okay.
543
00:27:05,115 --> 00:27:06,812
- Look, two hours ago...
- Okay.
544
00:27:06,929 --> 00:27:08,278
- [SOUND MUFFLES]
- Dr. Murphy?
545
00:27:09,758 --> 00:27:13,303
Dr. Murphy, Quao really needs an answer.
546
00:27:13,327 --> 00:27:15,210
[PARAMEDIC] Doctor,
we have an urgent pick-up.
547
00:27:15,235 --> 00:27:16,304
[SOUND NORMALIZES]
548
00:27:16,328 --> 00:27:18,221
- Find Dr. Park.
- We need a new Team Leader.
549
00:27:18,245 --> 00:27:19,538
Wait.
550
00:27:20,016 --> 00:27:23,324
Dr. Murphy, I see
you're covering your ears.
551
00:27:23,424 --> 00:27:25,271
[SOUND MUFFLES] I think you're
feeling very overwhelmed.
552
00:27:25,295 --> 00:27:26,925
I would be, too,
with people coming up to me,
553
00:27:26,949 --> 00:27:28,492
bombarding me with questions.
554
00:27:28,516 --> 00:27:30,320
But maybe it would help
if you broke it down...
555
00:27:30,344 --> 00:27:32,888
[SOUND NORMALIZES] ...step by step,
556
00:27:32,912 --> 00:27:34,783
issue by issue.
557
00:27:43,139 --> 00:27:45,522
We can't wait any longer.
Go find Dr. Park.
558
00:27:50,367 --> 00:27:53,022
Get the plastics resident to
close for Dr. Park in OR one.
559
00:27:53,047 --> 00:27:54,701
and send Dr. Park
to the corridor patient.
560
00:27:54,726 --> 00:27:56,728
EMT can hand off to Dr. Steffy
in the procedure room.
561
00:27:56,753 --> 00:27:58,015
And the anesthesiologist in trauma five
562
00:27:58,040 --> 00:27:59,825
should be finishing soon.
563
00:27:59,852 --> 00:28:01,003
Come with me now.
564
00:28:01,027 --> 00:28:02,539
We are going to save
your patient's life.
565
00:28:07,076 --> 00:28:10,316
He has a ventricular aneurysm.
His heart's going to rupture.
566
00:28:10,340 --> 00:28:12,275
There's no empty OR and this can't wait.
567
00:28:12,299 --> 00:28:14,146
- I will have to operate.
- Here?
568
00:28:14,170 --> 00:28:16,453
- It's not sterile.
- I can treat an infection.
569
00:28:16,477 --> 00:28:18,020
I can't do anything for him
if he's dead.
570
00:28:18,044 --> 00:28:20,500
[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]
571
00:28:20,524 --> 00:28:22,439
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYS]
572
00:28:25,442 --> 00:28:27,689
Okay. You have to help me.
573
00:28:32,754 --> 00:28:34,363
It seems like it's slowing down.
574
00:28:35,888 --> 00:28:37,106
[COUGHS]
575
00:28:38,238 --> 00:28:39,899
This is a posterior epistaxis.
576
00:28:39,923 --> 00:28:41,086
A what?
577
00:28:41,110 --> 00:28:43,088
An artery ruptured
in the back of your nose.
578
00:28:43,112 --> 00:28:45,351
You're bleeding out. I need help!
579
00:28:45,375 --> 00:28:46,701
Look, I gotta go find you a doctor.
580
00:28:46,725 --> 00:28:47,987
Uh, I don't feel so...
581
00:28:51,251 --> 00:28:54,099
Help! I need help, somebody!
582
00:28:54,123 --> 00:28:55,676
Somebody help!
583
00:29:10,588 --> 00:29:13,721
Inflate the balloon...
Inflate the balloon...
584
00:29:31,247 --> 00:29:32,485
I got the DeBakeys.
585
00:29:32,509 --> 00:29:34,183
There are no Dacron sutures in the ER,
586
00:29:34,207 --> 00:29:36,185
but I think the Teflon should
be a suitable replacement.
587
00:29:36,209 --> 00:29:37,577
Yes, it is.
588
00:29:37,601 --> 00:29:39,318
- [WOMAN] I need a surgeon!
- Is that the aneurysm?
589
00:29:39,342 --> 00:29:41,756
Yes, and we're too late.
It's already ruptured.
590
00:29:41,780 --> 00:29:44,266
Give me your finger.
You need to plug this.
591
00:29:48,612 --> 00:29:49,855
Don't move.
592
00:29:52,660 --> 00:29:54,203
- [DR. LIM] Clear.
- [DEFIBRILLATOR THUMPS]
593
00:29:54,227 --> 00:29:55,421
Push another milligram of epi.
594
00:29:55,445 --> 00:29:57,099
[ALARM BEEPING]
595
00:30:02,496 --> 00:30:03,952
Charge to 50 joules.
596
00:30:03,976 --> 00:30:05,954
Heart monitor's showing asystole.
597
00:30:05,978 --> 00:30:08,371
It's an unshockable rhythm, Audrey.
598
00:30:14,813 --> 00:30:17,174
[DR. LIM] Time of death, 4:50 p.m.
599
00:30:25,824 --> 00:30:27,267
Somebody heard yell...
600
00:30:30,977 --> 00:30:32,805
What the hell happened?
601
00:30:35,268 --> 00:30:38,029
TachoComb sheet is in place.
602
00:30:38,053 --> 00:30:39,228
Give me the...
603
00:30:42,101 --> 00:30:43,295
Final closure.
604
00:30:43,319 --> 00:30:45,535
I need to run mattress sutures
to secure it.
605
00:30:47,106 --> 00:30:49,954
Any error, I will destroy
the blood supply
606
00:30:49,978 --> 00:30:51,782
to his entire left ventricle.
607
00:30:51,806 --> 00:30:54,002
- That sounds really bad.
- It would be catastrophic.
608
00:30:54,026 --> 00:30:55,157
Can I help?
609
00:30:57,721 --> 00:31:01,029
You must do exactly what I tell you
610
00:31:01,054 --> 00:31:03,143
- exactly when I tell you.
- Okay.
611
00:31:04,340 --> 00:31:05,722
Teflon sutures.
612
00:31:19,312 --> 00:31:21,705
Cut here. Exactly here.
613
00:31:23,142 --> 00:31:24,574
Very good.
614
00:31:25,057 --> 00:31:27,661
Hold this forceps at a 30-degree angle.
615
00:31:28,974 --> 00:31:30,865
You see that felt strip edge?
616
00:31:30,889 --> 00:31:33,041
Press it down gently.
617
00:31:33,065 --> 00:31:35,458
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYS]
618
00:32:14,106 --> 00:32:16,935
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
619
00:32:21,649 --> 00:32:23,390
I couldn't watch the news anymore.
620
00:32:23,415 --> 00:32:24,720
So I made cookies.
621
00:32:26,422 --> 00:32:27,467
It's stupid.
622
00:32:28,555 --> 00:32:30,098
What else can I do?
623
00:32:31,079 --> 00:32:32,267
Nothing, Mom.
624
00:32:33,299 --> 00:32:36,229
- You can't bring Asher back.
- I know.
625
00:32:37,042 --> 00:32:39,609
I am so sorry.
626
00:32:40,567 --> 00:32:41,892
Yeah.
627
00:32:41,916 --> 00:32:43,546
Oh.
628
00:32:43,570 --> 00:32:46,965
What were you gonna tell me
earlier today about Dad?
629
00:32:49,315 --> 00:32:51,293
[CLEARS THROAT]
630
00:32:51,317 --> 00:32:53,469
He was an amazing man.
631
00:32:53,493 --> 00:32:55,374
Love of my life, really.
632
00:32:56,322 --> 00:32:58,280
And he had clinical depression.
633
00:32:59,455 --> 00:33:00,519
What?
634
00:33:00,543 --> 00:33:02,521
He traveled for work,
635
00:33:02,545 --> 00:33:07,594
but some of those trips,
they were hospital stays.
636
00:33:08,551 --> 00:33:11,032
And he never wanted you to know.
637
00:33:11,306 --> 00:33:13,706
- Why?
- Because...
638
00:33:13,730 --> 00:33:15,708
he loved being your hero.
639
00:33:15,732 --> 00:33:19,773
He loved being a success,
being immersed in his work.
640
00:33:20,634 --> 00:33:23,068
But when those things
weren't propping him up...
641
00:33:25,090 --> 00:33:26,571
he would get lost.
642
00:33:28,013 --> 00:33:32,234
And I know that I am far from exciting.
643
00:33:32,259 --> 00:33:35,697
No, you weren't all wrong about me.
644
00:33:35,722 --> 00:33:37,463
More than anything,
645
00:33:37,493 --> 00:33:41,604
I have found fulfillment
from the small connections
646
00:33:41,628 --> 00:33:43,736
that I share with people...
647
00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:47,808
like making cookies for my daughter.
648
00:33:49,637 --> 00:33:54,343
He would have been so mad
that I told you,
649
00:33:54,368 --> 00:33:58,055
but I realized that
I couldn't keep telling you
650
00:33:58,079 --> 00:33:59,970
that I was worried about you
651
00:33:59,994 --> 00:34:03,215
without telling the truth about why.
652
00:34:04,303 --> 00:34:07,112
I loved your dad,
653
00:34:08,220 --> 00:34:11,074
almost as much as I love you.
654
00:34:12,033 --> 00:34:16,955
I am so proud of who you have become.
655
00:34:18,721 --> 00:34:23,086
And I don't want you to end up like him.
656
00:34:28,718 --> 00:34:30,111
[GROANING]
657
00:34:36,465 --> 00:34:37,834
Okay.
658
00:34:37,858 --> 00:34:39,990
[GRUNTS, EXHALES SHARPLY]
659
00:34:54,058 --> 00:34:56,286
This will help him
sleep through the night.
660
00:34:59,097 --> 00:35:01,055
I promise I'll keep
your son comfortable.
661
00:35:02,317 --> 00:35:03,492
Thank you.
662
00:35:04,711 --> 00:35:06,539
Thank you. [SOBBING]
663
00:35:21,902 --> 00:35:23,605
Simon. Kerry.
664
00:35:24,687 --> 00:35:26,107
You ready to see your dad?
665
00:35:28,952 --> 00:35:30,258
Go see your dad.
666
00:35:34,896 --> 00:35:37,676
I saved Ethan's life twice today.
667
00:35:37,700 --> 00:35:39,722
You just saved him once.
668
00:35:39,746 --> 00:35:41,373
The first time I did.
669
00:35:45,547 --> 00:35:47,854
I may have been wrong about you.
670
00:35:49,538 --> 00:35:52,384
You might make
an adequate surgeon one day.
671
00:36:04,952 --> 00:36:06,432
The corridor is clear,
672
00:36:06,512 --> 00:36:09,025
and there are four empty bays
for walk-ins.
673
00:36:09,575 --> 00:36:10,706
Thank you, Shaun.
674
00:36:10,820 --> 00:36:12,039
You did a great job.
675
00:36:13,883 --> 00:36:16,741
It was a lot to ask, especially today.
676
00:36:18,915 --> 00:36:20,287
I am a good leader.
677
00:36:29,362 --> 00:36:30,880
Let's take a look at that arm.
678
00:36:32,146 --> 00:36:33,495
I'm sorry about earlier.
679
00:36:34,409 --> 00:36:35,719
You were right.
680
00:36:35,744 --> 00:36:37,611
Compared to what these people
are dealing with, this is...
681
00:36:37,636 --> 00:36:39,764
You don't need to apologize.
682
00:36:41,242 --> 00:36:43,201
It's just that my wife's
been home alone all day.
683
00:36:44,245 --> 00:36:45,290
She has MS.
684
00:36:47,509 --> 00:36:48,902
I have to lift her.
685
00:36:51,450 --> 00:36:52,581
That sounds tough.
686
00:36:55,125 --> 00:36:56,214
Not really.
687
00:36:57,432 --> 00:36:58,658
She's an amazing woman.
688
00:36:59,391 --> 00:37:00,827
An amazing architect.
689
00:37:02,511 --> 00:37:03,556
What's her name?
690
00:37:05,484 --> 00:37:07,592
[INDISTINCT CONVERSATION]
691
00:37:07,616 --> 00:37:11,292
♪ I could never live a life
Without your love ♪
692
00:37:11,316 --> 00:37:14,382
♪ I could never live a lie... ♪
693
00:37:14,406 --> 00:37:17,994
[JORDAN] I've sat there
every day since it happened.
694
00:37:18,018 --> 00:37:20,997
♪ How small am I? ♪
695
00:37:21,021 --> 00:37:23,956
♪ Oh-ohh... ♪
696
00:37:23,980 --> 00:37:26,002
I came to empty his locker.
697
00:37:26,026 --> 00:37:27,245
I just can't.
698
00:37:28,463 --> 00:37:32,443
♪ Oh-ohh ♪
699
00:37:32,467 --> 00:37:34,556
♪ Oh-oh-oh oh ♪
700
00:37:36,515 --> 00:37:38,275
♪ I know
That you'll be there... ♪
701
00:37:38,299 --> 00:37:40,146
Pre-gaming before Beyonce.
702
00:37:40,170 --> 00:37:41,302
[CHUCKLES]
703
00:37:44,262 --> 00:37:46,240
♪ 'Cause when
I'm in the darkness ♪
704
00:37:46,264 --> 00:37:50,026
♪ I can find you when I look
For the daylight... ♪
705
00:37:50,050 --> 00:37:51,332
I'll help you.
706
00:37:51,356 --> 00:37:53,271
♪ I know you... ♪
707
00:38:04,412 --> 00:38:05,558
Go home.
708
00:38:06,668 --> 00:38:07,843
Rhino Rocket.
709
00:38:10,853 --> 00:38:12,962
I could've stopped the bleeding
with a Rhino Rocket,
710
00:38:12,986 --> 00:38:15,118
but I did everything wrong.
711
00:38:16,468 --> 00:38:17,529
You were right.
712
00:38:18,208 --> 00:38:20,056
I can't handle this job.
713
00:38:20,080 --> 00:38:21,275
I should quit.
714
00:38:21,299 --> 00:38:23,118
Don't be an idiot.
715
00:38:23,660 --> 00:38:26,098
You saved a man's life
with a urinary catheter.
716
00:38:26,351 --> 00:38:28,136
That's some kickass MacGyver medicine.
717
00:38:34,529 --> 00:38:37,813
♪ I know that you'll be there
Always be there ♪
718
00:38:37,837 --> 00:38:39,293
You still got game, Dr. Glassman.
719
00:38:39,317 --> 00:38:42,600
Ha. Even MJ knew when to call it quits.
720
00:38:42,624 --> 00:38:44,733
This felt like an old-timers game.
721
00:38:44,757 --> 00:38:46,082
Well, nice to go out on a win, though.
722
00:38:46,106 --> 00:38:47,237
Ah, thank you.
723
00:38:50,415 --> 00:38:52,044
How's Ethan's heart?
724
00:38:52,068 --> 00:38:54,046
It exploded. But we fixed it.
725
00:38:54,070 --> 00:38:56,745
Oh, and I'm withdrawing the
HR complaint against Dr. Murphy.
726
00:38:56,769 --> 00:38:57,857
For now.
727
00:38:59,815 --> 00:39:05,560
♪ Light in the darkness
Light in the darkness ♪
728
00:39:10,913 --> 00:39:13,457
I figured you guys
would need something to eat.
729
00:39:13,481 --> 00:39:14,700
Oh, bless you.
730
00:39:16,571 --> 00:39:18,201
I hear you're leaving town tomorrow.
731
00:39:18,225 --> 00:39:19,357
Yes.
732
00:39:20,314 --> 00:39:22,360
It's been a memorable trip.
733
00:39:32,282 --> 00:39:33,956
Sorry about earlier. We, um...
734
00:39:33,980 --> 00:39:36,175
Please sit. You've been
on your feet all day.
735
00:39:36,199 --> 00:39:39,377
Come join us. I have extra sandwiches.
736
00:39:40,900 --> 00:39:42,205
[SNIFFLES] I, uh...
737
00:39:43,381 --> 00:39:44,860
I found some things that I thought...
738
00:39:45,600 --> 00:39:46,558
you might want.
739
00:39:48,821 --> 00:39:50,538
Asher was waiting for the right moment
740
00:39:50,562 --> 00:39:51,956
to slip that onto your desk.
741
00:40:02,138 --> 00:40:04,639
A rep was handing these out
742
00:40:04,663 --> 00:40:07,598
at a medical convention
that Asher and I went to.
743
00:40:07,622 --> 00:40:08,971
I was going to toss it, but...
744
00:40:10,364 --> 00:40:12,148
Asher stuffed it into his backpack.
745
00:40:24,623 --> 00:40:29,118
I... already knew about
this articulating dissector.
746
00:40:30,645 --> 00:40:32,247
It is very promising.
747
00:40:39,219 --> 00:40:41,023
♪ All we know is how ♪
748
00:40:41,047 --> 00:40:42,328
Oh...
749
00:40:42,352 --> 00:40:44,766
♪ To say goodbye ♪
750
00:40:44,790 --> 00:40:45,941
♪ But there's... ♪
751
00:40:45,965 --> 00:40:47,303
I will miss Asher.
752
00:40:49,862 --> 00:40:51,516
He was a good friend.
753
00:40:51,623 --> 00:40:52,711
He was.
754
00:40:53,765 --> 00:40:55,103
I'll miss him, too.
755
00:40:55,888 --> 00:40:57,213
We all will.
756
00:40:57,237 --> 00:41:01,807
♪ There's no one there
To see them there ♪
757
00:41:03,678 --> 00:41:08,572
♪ Just leave a shadow
In the sky ♪
758
00:41:08,596 --> 00:41:11,327
I want to apologize for earlier...
759
00:41:12,594 --> 00:41:15,118
going off-script in my eulogy.
760
00:41:16,386 --> 00:41:17,823
I made it about my anger.
761
00:41:19,433 --> 00:41:21,455
And if you knew Asher,
762
00:41:21,479 --> 00:41:23,674
you'd know he would have plenty to say
763
00:41:23,698 --> 00:41:27,112
about not being the center
of attention at his own funeral.
764
00:41:27,136 --> 00:41:28,766
[CHUCKLES]
765
00:41:28,790 --> 00:41:31,334
♪ ...is how to say goodbye... ♪
766
00:41:31,358 --> 00:41:33,075
[LIGHT LAUGHTER]
767
00:41:33,099 --> 00:41:35,469
- This photo.
- Oh, yeah.
768
00:41:35,493 --> 00:41:37,407
♪ ...to do it right ♪
769
00:41:41,324 --> 00:41:45,154
♪ You might get used to
Healing faster ♪
770
00:41:47,330 --> 00:41:51,136
♪ It'll break you over time ♪
771
00:41:51,160 --> 00:41:55,687
♪ All we know is
How to say goodbye ♪
772
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