1 00:00:13,282 --> 00:00:14,684 Did he finish his... 2 00:00:16,385 --> 00:00:17,118 What are you doing? 3 00:00:18,407 --> 00:00:22,112 Steve has little vocalization, is fixated on ceiling fans, 4 00:00:22,358 --> 00:00:24,027 and makes eye contact less than 10%. 5 00:00:24,160 --> 00:00:25,294 He's a baby. 6 00:00:25,428 --> 00:00:26,661 And as his daycare noted, 7 00:00:26,795 --> 00:00:28,764 he is not upset when his parents leave. 8 00:00:28,789 --> 00:00:31,157 He's a happy baby. That's not a symptom. 9 00:00:31,192 --> 00:00:32,459 Autistic children often demonstrate 10 00:00:32,484 --> 00:00:34,619 less attachment to significant... 11 00:00:34,644 --> 00:00:36,713 Shaun, you know a six-month-old 12 00:00:36,738 --> 00:00:38,607 cannot be diagnosed with autism. 13 00:00:38,740 --> 00:00:41,610 Not definitively, but it is important to look for signs. 14 00:00:41,743 --> 00:00:44,213 Which may not appear for another 18 months. 15 00:00:47,837 --> 00:00:50,685 I would still like to consult a pediatric neurologist. 16 00:00:50,819 --> 00:00:52,422 No. No matter what they say, 17 00:00:52,554 --> 00:00:53,855 you'll still be looking for signs, 18 00:00:53,989 --> 00:00:55,962 you'll still be trying to find out what's wrong with him. 19 00:00:56,792 --> 00:01:00,019 Not wrong. Just different. 20 00:01:00,845 --> 00:01:04,319 You're right. I'm sorry. 21 00:01:04,679 --> 00:01:05,547 It's just... 22 00:01:08,471 --> 00:01:10,772 I don't want to be evaluating him 23 00:01:10,906 --> 00:01:13,376 every time he smiles or he looks at a ceiling fan. 24 00:01:13,509 --> 00:01:15,244 I just want to enjoy the magic 25 00:01:15,378 --> 00:01:17,346 of watching our baby experience the world. 26 00:01:20,216 --> 00:01:23,486 Ignoring the possibility may help you feel better, 27 00:01:23,618 --> 00:01:25,021 but it will not help Steve. 28 00:01:26,089 --> 00:01:27,856 I have to go to work. Goodbye. 29 00:01:36,466 --> 00:01:38,633 Can you grab more diapers on the way home tonight? 30 00:01:38,767 --> 00:01:40,336 And salsa for Taco Tuesday. 31 00:01:40,470 --> 00:01:42,405 -Chunky, not the smooth kind. -Yep. 32 00:01:42,538 --> 00:01:44,940 And can you skip your workout tomorrow morning? 33 00:01:45,074 --> 00:01:46,209 It's leg day. 34 00:01:46,342 --> 00:01:48,559 We need to be at the courthouse at 8:00 a.m. 35 00:01:48,687 --> 00:01:49,955 Courthouse? 36 00:01:49,980 --> 00:01:51,115 To get married. 37 00:01:51,646 --> 00:01:53,483 Our attorney says a marriage license 38 00:01:53,615 --> 00:01:55,219 will expedite the adoption process. 39 00:01:55,244 --> 00:01:56,319 We can carpool. 40 00:01:56,452 --> 00:01:58,620 I don't want to get married as an item on your to-do list. 41 00:01:58,645 --> 00:02:01,524 Actually, it's on our need-to-do list. 42 00:02:01,549 --> 00:02:03,792 Okay, this is more than an administrative appointment. 43 00:02:03,817 --> 00:02:08,375 It needs music, flowers, romance, something... special. 44 00:02:08,400 --> 00:02:10,596 I'll get you a boutonniere and a harmonica. 45 00:02:10,932 --> 00:02:12,401 The other stuff we don't have time for. 46 00:02:12,535 --> 00:02:13,668 Then we should make time. 47 00:02:13,802 --> 00:02:15,471 Just like I'm making time for leg day. 48 00:02:19,861 --> 00:02:21,131 Did he swallow anything? 49 00:02:21,156 --> 00:02:22,311 No. 50 00:02:22,445 --> 00:02:25,281 He... He has asthma, but his inhaler's not helping. 51 00:02:25,414 --> 00:02:26,681 Get a suprasternal view. 52 00:02:29,375 --> 00:02:31,142 Holy cow, he has a third arm. 53 00:02:33,578 --> 00:02:34,579 That's his aburo. 54 00:02:35,625 --> 00:02:36,992 His "little brother." 55 00:02:37,126 --> 00:02:39,162 -You speak Yoruba? -My father's Nigerian. 56 00:02:39,295 --> 00:02:43,065 I only speak six words. Seven counting aburo. 57 00:02:43,199 --> 00:02:46,002 They say his little arm is all that's left of his ibeji. 58 00:02:46,804 --> 00:02:48,139 His twin. 59 00:02:48,337 --> 00:02:49,739 Eight. 60 00:02:51,040 --> 00:02:52,575 He's too constricted to intubate. 61 00:02:52,707 --> 00:02:55,810 Okay, bag mask ventilate. He needs a tracheostomy, stat! 62 00:03:03,119 --> 00:03:04,654 Mason Landover, 41. 63 00:03:04,786 --> 00:03:06,821 Severe neck, back, and extremity pain. 64 00:03:06,955 --> 00:03:09,691 I'm gonna feel for tenderness along your spine. 65 00:03:09,824 --> 00:03:11,427 Anything that could be causing this pain? 66 00:03:11,561 --> 00:03:12,662 Well, I just spent eight months 67 00:03:12,794 --> 00:03:14,197 on the International Space Station. 68 00:03:14,330 --> 00:03:16,332 Whoa. Like, space space? 69 00:03:16,465 --> 00:03:18,167 Yeah, I'm a botanist. 70 00:03:18,301 --> 00:03:20,702 Studying the effects of zero gravity on soybeans. 71 00:03:20,835 --> 00:03:22,804 Selected from hundreds of others for the job. 72 00:03:22,938 --> 00:03:24,839 That could explain the pain. 73 00:03:24,973 --> 00:03:27,043 Returning to Earth's gravity puts enormous stress on the joints. 74 00:03:27,176 --> 00:03:28,511 It was worth it. 75 00:03:29,412 --> 00:03:30,912 He can barely walk. 76 00:03:31,047 --> 00:03:34,083 And he's had a bunch of other health problems since coming back. 77 00:03:35,084 --> 00:03:36,152 Palpate arms and legs for pain. 78 00:03:37,386 --> 00:03:39,088 Low gravity decreases bone mass. 79 00:03:39,222 --> 00:03:41,190 We should do a DEXA scan to assess how much he's lost. 80 00:03:41,324 --> 00:03:42,891 Oh! 81 00:03:43,025 --> 00:03:44,694 - Oh, my God. - I'm so sorry. 82 00:03:46,195 --> 00:03:48,397 Skip the bone scan. Let's head right to the OR. 83 00:04:04,013 --> 00:04:04,913 Tracheostomy tube. 84 00:04:12,854 --> 00:04:14,156 And the bronchoscope is in. 85 00:04:14,290 --> 00:04:16,359 Let's find out what's causing his breathing problems. 86 00:04:16,492 --> 00:04:19,462 Have either of you seen a third arm before in person? 87 00:04:19,595 --> 00:04:21,364 I have seen a third thumb, 88 00:04:21,497 --> 00:04:23,099 a third kidney, and a third nipple. 89 00:04:23,232 --> 00:04:26,168 Must be tough for the kid, living with that. 90 00:04:26,302 --> 00:04:28,738 Not if he learns to embrace his differences. 91 00:04:28,870 --> 00:04:31,940 Do you think we should get Steve tested for ASD? 92 00:04:32,074 --> 00:04:33,942 Attempting a diagnosis at Steve's age 93 00:04:34,076 --> 00:04:35,910 will likely lead to a misdiagnosis, 94 00:04:36,045 --> 00:04:37,779 and then you'll likely be disappointed 95 00:04:37,912 --> 00:04:39,715 if you discover that your child is just typical. 96 00:04:39,848 --> 00:04:41,183 Approaching bifurcation. 97 00:04:41,317 --> 00:04:42,951 There it is. 98 00:04:43,085 --> 00:04:45,621 Constriction coming from outside the trachea. 99 00:04:48,457 --> 00:04:49,659 Something very strange 100 00:04:49,791 --> 00:04:51,494 is going on inside Tayo's chest. 101 00:04:56,998 --> 00:04:58,100 Hey. 102 00:04:58,234 --> 00:05:00,336 So, your recovery is going very nicely. 103 00:05:00,469 --> 00:05:01,771 We can discharge you now. 104 00:05:01,903 --> 00:05:03,773 Oh. Cool. 105 00:05:06,475 --> 00:05:07,243 What's next for you? 106 00:05:07,376 --> 00:05:08,977 Like? 107 00:05:09,111 --> 00:05:11,913 Like? Like, where are you gonna be living? 108 00:05:12,048 --> 00:05:13,316 What are you gonna do for money? 109 00:05:13,449 --> 00:05:15,151 Do you have any friends out there that can help you? 110 00:05:16,118 --> 00:05:16,851 I'll be okay. 111 00:05:18,887 --> 00:05:21,624 Uh, I just need something for the pain. 112 00:05:22,625 --> 00:05:23,793 I can give you Tylenol. 113 00:05:23,925 --> 00:05:26,162 No, that's not gonna be enough. 114 00:05:33,769 --> 00:05:36,138 Hannah, you just had a very successful surgery. 115 00:05:36,272 --> 00:05:38,873 Your neuro exam is completely normal now. 116 00:05:39,008 --> 00:05:40,376 You don't need anything stronger. 117 00:05:40,509 --> 00:05:42,611 Yes, I do. I do. 118 00:05:44,213 --> 00:05:45,181 You just want the oxy? 119 00:05:45,314 --> 00:05:46,881 Yeah, because I'm in pain. 120 00:05:47,016 --> 00:05:47,849 Because you're an addict. 121 00:05:49,685 --> 00:05:51,120 Thank you for everything. 122 00:05:53,055 --> 00:05:54,824 Hold on. Hold on, Hannah. Hold on a second. 123 00:05:57,159 --> 00:05:58,494 I'm just trying to help here. 124 00:06:02,131 --> 00:06:02,864 Are you hungry? 125 00:06:05,967 --> 00:06:06,836 I could eat. 126 00:06:08,738 --> 00:06:09,739 Great. 127 00:06:11,973 --> 00:06:13,843 I-I can't believe I broke his arm. 128 00:06:13,975 --> 00:06:15,444 Not your fault. 129 00:06:15,578 --> 00:06:17,646 He must have lost a lot of bone mass in space. 130 00:06:17,780 --> 00:06:20,850 Do you and Morgan still need me to watch Eden tomorrow morning 131 00:06:20,982 --> 00:06:22,551 while you get married? 132 00:06:22,685 --> 00:06:25,154 No. Because we're not getting married tomorrow morning. 133 00:06:25,287 --> 00:06:26,856 You can place the last screw. 134 00:06:26,988 --> 00:06:28,657 I don't know much about weddings, 135 00:06:28,791 --> 00:06:31,926 but it seems like agreeing on a date is a prerequisite. 136 00:06:33,629 --> 00:06:35,131 He's in V-tach and hypotensive. 137 00:06:35,264 --> 00:06:36,898 Push lidocaine. 138 00:06:37,032 --> 00:06:38,267 He's coding. Defibrillator pads. 139 00:06:41,570 --> 00:06:43,105 150. Clear. 140 00:06:46,375 --> 00:06:47,843 Charge to 200. 141 00:06:47,976 --> 00:06:48,878 Clear. 142 00:06:53,783 --> 00:06:54,983 Normal sinus rhythm. 143 00:06:55,117 --> 00:06:56,852 Did I almost kill him? 144 00:06:57,019 --> 00:06:58,421 No. 145 00:06:58,554 --> 00:06:59,889 But we need to figure out what almost did. 146 00:07:05,895 --> 00:07:07,763 Tayo doesn't have asthma. 147 00:07:07,897 --> 00:07:09,098 Because of his third arm, 148 00:07:09,231 --> 00:07:10,633 he has an unusually large blood vessel 149 00:07:10,766 --> 00:07:12,902 compressing his trachea and constricting his air flow. 150 00:07:13,035 --> 00:07:14,670 We placed a tracheal stent to relieve the pressure, 151 00:07:14,804 --> 00:07:16,705 but that is a temporary fix. 152 00:07:16,839 --> 00:07:18,474 We can't remove the vessel 153 00:07:18,607 --> 00:07:20,810 because that supplies blood to both left-side arms. 154 00:07:20,942 --> 00:07:22,011 But we can't leave it as it is 155 00:07:22,144 --> 00:07:23,646 because he can't breathe properly. 156 00:07:24,107 --> 00:07:26,649 We need to remove one of his arms. 157 00:07:26,782 --> 00:07:28,083 A blood-flow test will-- 158 00:07:28,217 --> 00:07:30,619 We talked about this. His big arm should go. 159 00:07:30,960 --> 00:07:33,088 We talked. We never agreed. 160 00:07:33,527 --> 00:07:34,956 I want to remove the little arm. 161 00:07:35,090 --> 00:07:38,260 The big arm can't hold a pencil or squeeze a hand or-- 162 00:07:38,394 --> 00:07:40,129 The little arm is not much better. 163 00:07:40,154 --> 00:07:41,723 He doesn't want to lose his little brother. 164 00:07:41,748 --> 00:07:43,851 Without his big arm, 165 00:07:43,999 --> 00:07:45,066 do you know how odd he will look? 166 00:07:45,256 --> 00:07:46,857 Okay. Stop talking. 167 00:07:47,136 --> 00:07:48,938 We need to do a Doppler ultrasound 168 00:07:48,963 --> 00:07:50,031 to test the blood flow. 169 00:07:50,056 --> 00:07:52,104 That is how we will choose. 170 00:08:00,919 --> 00:08:03,154 The echo showed he has a dilated heart chamber. 171 00:08:03,288 --> 00:08:04,923 It's causing arrhythmias. 172 00:08:05,056 --> 00:08:07,125 We'll have to implant a defibrillator. 173 00:08:07,258 --> 00:08:09,260 Is this from being in space, too? 174 00:08:09,394 --> 00:08:10,295 Most likely. 175 00:08:10,320 --> 00:08:12,822 In zero gravity, the heart can weaken significantly. 176 00:08:14,905 --> 00:08:16,734 Ana, I'm gonna be fine. 177 00:08:16,868 --> 00:08:18,744 They warned me my body would change. 178 00:08:19,012 --> 00:08:20,563 Not just your body. 179 00:08:21,296 --> 00:08:23,353 Let's talk about this later. 180 00:08:23,675 --> 00:08:25,110 Mason's been a totally different person 181 00:08:25,243 --> 00:08:27,078 since his return. 182 00:08:27,212 --> 00:08:30,400 I think something's off with him mentally. 183 00:08:30,623 --> 00:08:33,184 What's off about wanting more time with you? 184 00:08:33,318 --> 00:08:37,589 More time with me means I give up a dream fellowship in Buenos Aires, 185 00:08:37,722 --> 00:08:41,527 so we can both stay here and take care of the children you now suddenly want? 186 00:08:41,552 --> 00:08:44,186 Being up there made me realize what's important. 187 00:08:44,217 --> 00:08:46,675 Putting down roots, starting a family. 188 00:08:50,423 --> 00:08:52,058 So, give me a brain scan. 189 00:08:52,281 --> 00:08:53,784 Show her this isn't just some tumor talking. 190 00:08:55,150 --> 00:08:57,419 We need a medical reason. 191 00:08:57,766 --> 00:08:59,637 Marital disputes don't count. 192 00:09:01,146 --> 00:09:03,114 Right now we need to implant the defibrillator. 193 00:09:11,099 --> 00:09:12,200 So, what's your sport? 194 00:09:14,153 --> 00:09:16,374 Your jacket. It's yours, right? 195 00:09:16,485 --> 00:09:19,864 Oh! Um, yeah. Uh, track. 196 00:09:20,246 --> 00:09:21,199 Ah. 197 00:09:21,332 --> 00:09:23,193 Four-by. I ran anchor. 198 00:09:23,835 --> 00:09:25,003 What's your PR in the hundred? 199 00:09:26,675 --> 00:09:28,026 12.2. 200 00:09:28,785 --> 00:09:31,117 12.2? That's like scholarship speed. 201 00:09:31,928 --> 00:09:33,986 UC Davis offered me a full ride. 202 00:09:34,220 --> 00:09:34,968 Huh. 203 00:09:36,026 --> 00:09:37,928 It meant having to live in Davis. 204 00:09:39,584 --> 00:09:41,152 Are you a big fan of track or something? 205 00:09:41,799 --> 00:09:42,800 I used to be. 206 00:09:44,546 --> 00:09:46,654 What about your folks? They live around here? 207 00:09:47,992 --> 00:09:49,827 You ask a lot of questions. 208 00:09:49,961 --> 00:09:52,530 Okay, well, let me see if I can answer some of them. 209 00:09:52,971 --> 00:09:54,574 You're living on the street. 210 00:09:54,779 --> 00:09:57,835 You're panhandling or, worse, stealing, 211 00:09:57,969 --> 00:10:00,505 and you have absolutely no one who can help you. 212 00:10:02,170 --> 00:10:05,540 Well, I live in an '04 Dodge Neon 213 00:10:05,565 --> 00:10:07,217 with a really sweet rear spoiler. 214 00:10:07,385 --> 00:10:10,048 I have a job at Goodwill, part-time. 215 00:10:10,181 --> 00:10:12,884 And I probably have more friends than you do. 216 00:10:14,836 --> 00:10:17,373 You're probably right about that. 217 00:10:19,234 --> 00:10:20,536 What about recovery? 218 00:10:21,459 --> 00:10:23,154 I have it under control. 219 00:10:23,828 --> 00:10:26,264 Well, you have to go to rehab. You know that, right? 220 00:10:26,397 --> 00:10:28,199 I tried quitting. It didn't work for me. 221 00:10:28,333 --> 00:10:29,434 Because you need rehab. 222 00:10:29,567 --> 00:10:32,502 You can't do this alone. No one can do this... 223 00:10:32,527 --> 00:10:35,058 No... No one should have to do this on their own. 224 00:10:35,406 --> 00:10:37,108 Thanks for the pancakes. 225 00:10:37,242 --> 00:10:39,827 Whatever you thought was gonna happen, it's not happening. 226 00:10:39,852 --> 00:10:41,554 Sorry, what... 227 00:10:41,579 --> 00:10:43,175 What the hell does that mean? 228 00:10:48,888 --> 00:10:50,122 Wow, okay. 229 00:10:55,760 --> 00:10:59,168 My daughter died of an overdose, okay? 230 00:11:01,899 --> 00:11:04,235 She thought she had it under control. 231 00:11:04,369 --> 00:11:06,457 So, you know... 232 00:11:11,743 --> 00:11:14,479 Her PR was 12.8, by the way. 233 00:11:16,637 --> 00:11:18,238 -I'm sorry. -Yeah. 234 00:11:19,324 --> 00:11:20,860 My number's on that card. 235 00:11:21,141 --> 00:11:22,309 If you need a meal... 236 00:11:24,991 --> 00:11:26,126 reach out. 237 00:11:59,325 --> 00:12:00,425 What the hell are you doing? 238 00:12:04,072 --> 00:12:05,775 I'm proposing, you idiot. 239 00:12:10,501 --> 00:12:13,645 Alex Park, will you marry me? 240 00:12:20,745 --> 00:12:21,613 You wanted music. 241 00:12:21,734 --> 00:12:22,970 I wanted sincerity, 242 00:12:22,995 --> 00:12:25,736 not the song that ruined Moulin Rouge! for me. 243 00:12:25,761 --> 00:12:27,334 Just say yes already. 244 00:12:31,122 --> 00:12:33,191 You sure know how to make a girl feel special. 245 00:12:42,701 --> 00:12:46,144 This will show which arm has better blood flow. 246 00:12:46,605 --> 00:12:48,841 That will help decide which one to amputate. 247 00:12:53,090 --> 00:12:54,972 Are you feeling sad, Tayo? 248 00:12:57,750 --> 00:13:00,085 Because you are losing an arm? 249 00:13:03,663 --> 00:13:05,465 Dr. Murphy and I have a condition 250 00:13:05,655 --> 00:13:07,723 that sometimes makes it hard for us to understand 251 00:13:07,748 --> 00:13:09,883 what other people are feeling. 252 00:13:10,072 --> 00:13:12,007 Can you tell us why you're feeling sad? 253 00:13:15,233 --> 00:13:16,476 My parents. 254 00:13:18,692 --> 00:13:20,874 They fight a lot about my arm. 255 00:13:22,239 --> 00:13:25,059 What school I should go to. Who I should play with. 256 00:13:27,278 --> 00:13:28,479 I make them unhappy. 257 00:13:31,606 --> 00:13:34,208 When parents fight about their child, 258 00:13:34,319 --> 00:13:36,554 it's their fault, 259 00:13:36,788 --> 00:13:38,016 not the child's. 260 00:13:42,648 --> 00:13:44,337 Does it say which one to cut off? 261 00:13:44,362 --> 00:13:45,329 Not yet. 262 00:13:46,865 --> 00:13:48,577 Which one would you choose? 263 00:13:51,192 --> 00:13:52,161 It doesn't matter. 264 00:13:54,304 --> 00:13:56,841 No matter what I say, my parents will be upset. 265 00:13:58,409 --> 00:13:59,678 I know. I know. 266 00:13:59,812 --> 00:14:01,647 Okay, but a doctor is just gonna want to run tests, 267 00:14:01,672 --> 00:14:03,701 then they refer you to another doctor for more tests, 268 00:14:03,726 --> 00:14:04,879 and we can't afford that. 269 00:14:04,904 --> 00:14:07,026 He needs help, Ethan, and we have no idea-- 270 00:14:07,051 --> 00:14:08,519 No, what he needs is discipline. 271 00:14:08,544 --> 00:14:10,645 I don't need tests to tell me that. 272 00:14:31,409 --> 00:14:33,211 Entering the right cardiac ventricle. 273 00:14:33,344 --> 00:14:34,713 Leads placed. 274 00:14:34,847 --> 00:14:37,014 Remove the sheaths and connect the defibrillator leads. 275 00:14:38,483 --> 00:14:39,852 Doesn't seem like a crazy ask, 276 00:14:39,877 --> 00:14:41,680 wanting your wife to bend a bit. 277 00:14:41,705 --> 00:14:45,059 But if they love each other, they'll compromise. 278 00:14:45,840 --> 00:14:47,240 Fluoro looks good. 279 00:14:47,265 --> 00:14:49,186 Tough to compromise when one party is reasonable 280 00:14:49,211 --> 00:14:50,880 and the other just isn't. 281 00:14:50,905 --> 00:14:52,572 Like when one party 282 00:14:52,697 --> 00:14:55,350 does an amazing, romantic public proposal, 283 00:14:55,375 --> 00:14:56,777 and the other one just leaves them hanging? 284 00:14:56,802 --> 00:14:57,933 It wasn't romantic. 285 00:14:57,958 --> 00:14:59,446 It was transactional and manipulative, 286 00:14:59,471 --> 00:15:00,945 and I'm proud I didn't give in. 287 00:15:01,629 --> 00:15:03,300 You're a modern-day Gandhi. 288 00:15:05,130 --> 00:15:06,452 This is decerebrate posturing. 289 00:15:06,477 --> 00:15:08,112 Something's jacking up his intracranial pressure. 290 00:15:08,246 --> 00:15:09,180 Push 75 grams mannitol. 291 00:15:12,437 --> 00:15:13,772 Pupils non-reactive. 292 00:15:13,797 --> 00:15:14,630 Pushing. 293 00:15:17,645 --> 00:15:18,779 He's stabilizing. 294 00:15:20,859 --> 00:15:22,961 This has nothing to do with his heart. 295 00:15:23,094 --> 00:15:25,162 Looks like he's getting his brain scan after all. 296 00:15:51,397 --> 00:15:52,732 Okay, we're done. 297 00:15:53,920 --> 00:15:56,483 Doctor can I just lie here for a second? 298 00:15:57,800 --> 00:15:59,301 -You all right? -Yeah, yeah. 299 00:15:59,434 --> 00:16:01,537 It's just... it's ironic. 300 00:16:01,671 --> 00:16:02,939 I was remembering... 301 00:16:04,604 --> 00:16:10,104 looking at the most precious thing in the universe 302 00:16:10,855 --> 00:16:14,513 and realizing exactly what I had to do with my life... 303 00:16:15,395 --> 00:16:16,797 Get back to Ana. 304 00:16:18,229 --> 00:16:20,231 Turns out the thing I thought would bring us closer together 305 00:16:20,256 --> 00:16:22,342 is actually the thing that may break us up. 306 00:16:24,180 --> 00:16:26,315 Uh, did you figure out what's wrong with my head? 307 00:16:27,183 --> 00:16:29,105 You have hydrocephalus... 308 00:16:29,130 --> 00:16:31,667 excess fluid compressing your brain. 309 00:16:31,692 --> 00:16:34,461 A delayed reaction to being in space. 310 00:16:34,486 --> 00:16:37,169 We have to install a shunt to drain it 311 00:16:37,194 --> 00:16:38,697 before it damages your brain. 312 00:16:44,547 --> 00:16:47,117 The blood flow is 8% better in the little arm. 313 00:16:47,250 --> 00:16:49,028 So we should amputate the big arm. 314 00:16:50,086 --> 00:16:51,387 Should have done this years ago. 315 00:16:51,412 --> 00:16:53,380 For only 8%? 316 00:16:53,411 --> 00:16:55,389 If you are going to keep arguing, 317 00:16:55,414 --> 00:16:57,822 we should move to where Tayo can't see you. 318 00:16:58,273 --> 00:17:00,310 He thinks he makes you unhappy. 319 00:17:00,778 --> 00:17:02,412 And that makes him sad. 320 00:17:04,391 --> 00:17:05,380 He said this to you? 321 00:17:06,103 --> 00:17:07,039 Yes. 322 00:17:15,468 --> 00:17:17,411 Can we remove the big arm? 323 00:17:18,380 --> 00:17:20,217 Yes. 324 00:17:20,784 --> 00:17:23,509 I will schedule the surgery for tomorrow. 325 00:17:32,270 --> 00:17:35,472 Could the hydrocephalus explain his personality change? 326 00:17:35,719 --> 00:17:38,199 No. Based on his post-landing test, 327 00:17:38,224 --> 00:17:40,607 hydrocephalus is a recent issue. 328 00:17:43,330 --> 00:17:45,349 You know the Overview Effect... 329 00:17:45,709 --> 00:17:48,839 what many astronauts experience when they see Earth from space? 330 00:17:49,301 --> 00:17:50,804 Is that a medical condition? 331 00:17:51,060 --> 00:17:53,437 No, but it is a real phenomenon 332 00:17:53,515 --> 00:17:55,421 that can change their priorities, 333 00:17:55,446 --> 00:17:57,095 the way they want to live their lives. 334 00:17:57,733 --> 00:17:59,000 And it can be wonderful. 335 00:17:59,089 --> 00:18:01,056 Assuming they want their life to change. 336 00:18:02,666 --> 00:18:03,634 I don't. 337 00:18:04,148 --> 00:18:05,862 We had a great thing. 338 00:18:05,996 --> 00:18:09,366 Mason pursued his research, I pursued mine, 339 00:18:09,728 --> 00:18:12,501 and we'd present at conferences all over the world. 340 00:18:12,970 --> 00:18:16,674 We flew coach, we stayed at cheap little hotels, 341 00:18:16,840 --> 00:18:18,795 eating nothing but street food. 342 00:18:20,366 --> 00:18:22,033 But we loved that life. 343 00:18:23,281 --> 00:18:25,183 Seems like he's ready for more. 344 00:18:25,483 --> 00:18:27,585 I've waited years for this fellowship. 345 00:18:29,298 --> 00:18:32,197 He knows how important it is to me. 346 00:18:32,635 --> 00:18:35,571 And what was important to me used to be important to him. 347 00:18:37,560 --> 00:18:38,895 You'll find a middle ground. 348 00:18:40,430 --> 00:18:41,898 I'm not so sure. 349 00:19:01,784 --> 00:19:03,319 He's just not making eye contact. 350 00:19:03,453 --> 00:19:04,754 He's tired. 351 00:19:04,887 --> 00:19:06,054 I read this thing in a magazine... 352 00:19:06,188 --> 00:19:08,339 It's a way to get kids to make eye contact. 353 00:19:08,513 --> 00:19:09,514 What is it? 354 00:19:10,324 --> 00:19:11,125 Shaun, look at me. 355 00:19:12,569 --> 00:19:13,538 Hey. 356 00:19:13,563 --> 00:19:14,797 Hello? Look at me. 357 00:19:17,072 --> 00:19:19,042 -Aah! -What are you doing? 358 00:19:19,067 --> 00:19:20,903 -Relax, It's just water. -He hates it. 359 00:19:21,144 --> 00:19:22,780 Well, that's the point, isn't it? 360 00:19:22,805 --> 00:19:24,874 It's okay Shaun he didn't mean it. 361 00:19:25,641 --> 00:19:27,144 It's okay, Shaun. 362 00:19:28,156 --> 00:19:29,257 It's okay. 363 00:19:32,102 --> 00:19:35,438 We need to get a diagnosis from an expert in autism as soon as possible. 364 00:19:38,854 --> 00:19:41,408 Any assessment before Steve is two is a waste of time. 365 00:19:41,433 --> 00:19:44,435 I discovered a new study that uses fMRI imaging 366 00:19:44,460 --> 00:19:46,759 to identify earlier predictors of autism. 367 00:19:46,784 --> 00:19:48,419 We can't subject Steve to that. 368 00:19:48,606 --> 00:19:50,808 An fMRI is non-invasive and harmless. 369 00:19:50,833 --> 00:19:52,944 Not for a baby. Steve would have to be sedated. 370 00:19:52,969 --> 00:19:55,086 That is non-invasive and harmless. 371 00:19:55,164 --> 00:19:57,482 No, Shaun, I'm not signing Steve up for any study. 372 00:19:57,585 --> 00:19:59,101 Okay. I can do it. 373 00:19:59,126 --> 00:20:00,485 No. 374 00:20:00,617 --> 00:20:01,985 This is not the kind of decision 375 00:20:02,010 --> 00:20:03,253 you can make on your own. 376 00:20:03,278 --> 00:20:04,547 Neither can you. 377 00:20:04,572 --> 00:20:06,056 That's why we have to compromise. 378 00:20:06,081 --> 00:20:07,950 I want to get Steve tested. 379 00:20:08,083 --> 00:20:09,585 You do not. How can we compromise? 380 00:20:09,719 --> 00:20:10,920 I don't know. I just... I just... 381 00:20:10,945 --> 00:20:12,926 This... This doesn't feel right to me. 382 00:20:12,951 --> 00:20:14,252 -Why? -I don't know. 383 00:20:14,277 --> 00:20:15,446 That is not a reason. 384 00:20:17,627 --> 00:20:19,795 I will make an appointment for the study, 385 00:20:19,929 --> 00:20:21,851 and if you think of a reason before that-- 386 00:20:21,876 --> 00:20:22,965 No, Shaun! 387 00:20:23,098 --> 00:20:24,742 We are not doing this! 388 00:20:24,767 --> 00:20:25,883 You are being loud. 389 00:20:25,908 --> 00:20:27,770 I am being loud because you're not listening! 390 00:20:27,795 --> 00:20:30,356 -We're not going to drug our baby... -Okay, s-stop it. 391 00:20:30,381 --> 00:20:32,173 -Stop... Stop talking! -...and put him into a machine... 392 00:20:32,308 --> 00:20:34,544 ...just because you think that that is what we need to be... 393 00:20:34,569 --> 00:20:35,737 Stop... Stop talking! 394 00:20:41,317 --> 00:20:42,580 I'm sorry. 395 00:20:44,998 --> 00:20:46,867 I'm sorry. I... 396 00:20:58,066 --> 00:21:00,803 After ligating nerves, arteries and veins of the big arm, 397 00:21:00,828 --> 00:21:03,347 we will amputate at the mid humerus. 398 00:21:03,372 --> 00:21:05,675 Maybe use some of the big arm's skin for the closure? 399 00:21:05,808 --> 00:21:07,971 Oh. That is a good idea. 400 00:21:08,411 --> 00:21:09,779 Like Bust 'Em Custom? 401 00:21:12,381 --> 00:21:15,150 It was a show where they took two identical old cars 402 00:21:15,283 --> 00:21:16,919 and stripped one to restore the other. 403 00:21:17,053 --> 00:21:18,354 Ah, you're into car restoration? 404 00:21:18,487 --> 00:21:20,121 No. But my dad was. 405 00:21:20,255 --> 00:21:21,357 Whenever I'd feel anxious, 406 00:21:21,490 --> 00:21:23,135 he'd put it on and we'd watch it together. 407 00:21:23,313 --> 00:21:26,696 My father was not supportive. 408 00:21:27,086 --> 00:21:29,465 Mine was my biggest advocate. 409 00:21:29,490 --> 00:21:33,076 Wouldn't it be awesome if we could strip Tayo's big arm 410 00:21:33,101 --> 00:21:36,302 to restore his little arm to full capacity? 411 00:21:36,327 --> 00:21:38,074 That would be awesome, 412 00:21:38,099 --> 00:21:40,325 but the big arm has neurological deficits 413 00:21:40,350 --> 00:21:42,033 and atrophied muscles, so... 414 00:21:56,025 --> 00:21:59,078 I think we need to strip the other car! 415 00:22:01,675 --> 00:22:02,909 I used a metaphor. 416 00:22:09,404 --> 00:22:10,238 -Hey. -Hey. 417 00:22:10,263 --> 00:22:11,964 How did things end up with Hannah? 418 00:22:12,084 --> 00:22:13,890 Oh, she was discharged yesterday. 419 00:22:13,943 --> 00:22:17,513 I saw. Did she agree to any follow-up addiction treatment? 420 00:22:17,647 --> 00:22:20,716 I even bought her pancakes, and I couldn't get through. 421 00:22:20,850 --> 00:22:22,485 You... You bought her breakfast? 422 00:22:22,618 --> 00:22:23,653 More like brunch. 423 00:22:24,439 --> 00:22:25,663 You should stick with the medicine 424 00:22:25,688 --> 00:22:27,564 and let social services do the rest. 425 00:22:27,589 --> 00:22:29,190 - I mean, there are rules for a reason. 426 00:22:29,325 --> 00:22:31,392 Where would Shaun be if I followed the rules? 427 00:22:31,504 --> 00:22:33,374 -Shaun wasn't your patient. -Excuse me. 428 00:22:34,597 --> 00:22:35,364 Yes, hello? 429 00:22:37,024 --> 00:22:39,401 Okay. Where... Where are you? Are you okay? 430 00:22:41,181 --> 00:22:42,316 Okay. I'll be right there. 431 00:22:46,611 --> 00:22:49,214 This new surgery is much more complicated. 432 00:22:49,348 --> 00:22:51,850 There is a small chance that Tayo will be left with only one working arm. 433 00:22:53,719 --> 00:22:55,053 Then that is not an option. 434 00:22:55,154 --> 00:22:56,817 He said the risk is small. 435 00:22:56,842 --> 00:22:58,223 But Tayo could end up worse off. 436 00:22:58,248 --> 00:23:01,212 Or he could finally have a proper-sized arm that works. 437 00:23:01,237 --> 00:23:03,192 That is what is important to you? How it looks. 438 00:23:03,217 --> 00:23:06,259 -That is not what-- -Stop arguing. 439 00:23:09,090 --> 00:23:12,013 You should ask Tayo. 440 00:23:13,972 --> 00:23:16,907 It is his life you are fighting about. 441 00:23:28,687 --> 00:23:29,488 Hey. 442 00:23:32,591 --> 00:23:33,592 You okay? 443 00:23:35,638 --> 00:23:36,970 It was the crappiest car ever. 444 00:23:36,996 --> 00:23:38,531 Why... would anyone... 445 00:23:48,539 --> 00:23:51,737 Maybe it was that sweet rear spoiler. 446 00:23:58,150 --> 00:24:02,287 Hey, I know a-a shelter on Lexington. 447 00:24:02,754 --> 00:24:04,131 It's clean, it's secure. 448 00:24:04,156 --> 00:24:05,901 No, I have a friend I can stay with. 449 00:24:06,847 --> 00:24:08,148 I just need a ride. 450 00:24:17,370 --> 00:24:18,678 You were right. 451 00:24:18,703 --> 00:24:23,285 And as humiliating as that was, I deserved it. 452 00:24:24,343 --> 00:24:26,546 But I am taking this seriously. 453 00:24:29,459 --> 00:24:30,957 In World War I, 454 00:24:31,078 --> 00:24:34,152 my great-grandfather survived a winter in the trenches. 455 00:24:34,286 --> 00:24:36,372 He met this lovely French farm woman. 456 00:24:36,397 --> 00:24:38,265 They fell in love. 457 00:24:38,290 --> 00:24:41,306 When they were married, my great-grandmother gave him this ring. 458 00:24:41,331 --> 00:24:44,029 And now I want to give it to you. 459 00:24:47,689 --> 00:24:48,891 Will you marry me? 460 00:24:50,009 --> 00:24:51,711 For real. 461 00:24:51,736 --> 00:24:53,998 I'm not gonna do the whole knee thing again. 462 00:24:58,777 --> 00:25:01,141 Yes. I will. 463 00:25:05,517 --> 00:25:07,904 There's an inscription here. 464 00:25:08,553 --> 00:25:12,084 Something like "MF... DR"? 465 00:25:12,257 --> 00:25:13,959 I didn't notice. 466 00:25:14,092 --> 00:25:17,162 Marie Francois and Daniel Reznick. That's incredible. 467 00:25:17,295 --> 00:25:20,563 It would be, except that it actually says "Bunny Hearts Irv." 468 00:25:20,588 --> 00:25:22,121 And let me rephrase... 469 00:25:22,957 --> 00:25:23,759 No, I won't. 470 00:25:25,971 --> 00:25:28,406 I spent my lunch hour at a pawnshop 471 00:25:28,540 --> 00:25:31,051 so you could feel romantic about your second marriage. 472 00:25:31,076 --> 00:25:32,612 Well, maybe if my first marriage 473 00:25:32,744 --> 00:25:35,101 had been a bit more romantic, I wouldn't need a second one. 474 00:25:35,126 --> 00:25:36,359 Oh! 475 00:25:37,271 --> 00:25:38,837 I'm sleeping in the guest room tonight. 476 00:25:38,862 --> 00:25:40,330 I sleep better without you anyway! 477 00:25:44,389 --> 00:25:46,525 I could lose my big arm too? 478 00:25:46,869 --> 00:25:49,205 Unlikely, but possible. 479 00:25:55,053 --> 00:25:58,170 Your mother and I fight far too much. 480 00:25:58,336 --> 00:26:02,120 But it is because we both care so much about you. 481 00:26:03,609 --> 00:26:05,510 More than anything else in the world. 482 00:26:07,834 --> 00:26:10,382 But I know it makes you sad, 483 00:26:10,515 --> 00:26:14,940 and that breaks my heart. 484 00:26:17,100 --> 00:26:18,335 I am sorry, Tayo. 485 00:26:20,314 --> 00:26:21,817 What do you want to do? 486 00:26:23,016 --> 00:26:23,818 Hmm? 487 00:26:25,141 --> 00:26:26,553 You're a big boy. 488 00:26:27,465 --> 00:26:29,053 We want to hear what you think. 489 00:26:35,006 --> 00:26:37,475 I don't want to say goodbye to my little brother. 490 00:26:40,345 --> 00:26:42,047 But I know he'll understand. 491 00:26:54,326 --> 00:26:56,261 The shunt procedure went very well. 492 00:26:56,394 --> 00:26:57,128 How are you feeling? 493 00:26:57,262 --> 00:26:58,463 Okay. 494 00:26:58,597 --> 00:26:59,699 Uh, where... where's Ana? 495 00:27:01,287 --> 00:27:04,991 D-Did she "shay"... s-she "shay"... 496 00:27:05,370 --> 00:27:06,672 Mason? 497 00:27:08,966 --> 00:27:09,941 Pupils are blown. 498 00:27:11,109 --> 00:27:13,078 Pressure's back up, pumping. OR now. 499 00:27:23,963 --> 00:27:26,399 No, no, no, no. 500 00:27:26,424 --> 00:27:28,893 You know what? There are housing-first shelters 501 00:27:29,027 --> 00:27:30,962 you don't even have to be clean before you-- 502 00:27:31,096 --> 00:27:32,897 I know a guy who got stabbed in one of them. 503 00:27:33,031 --> 00:27:35,442 Right, like no one's ever gonna get stabbed here. 504 00:27:37,670 --> 00:27:40,398 My friend is waiting for me. I wasn't lying about that. 505 00:27:42,073 --> 00:27:44,042 I really appreciate all you did. 506 00:27:45,777 --> 00:27:47,125 You're a good person. 507 00:27:59,457 --> 00:28:01,593 - Daddy, please! - What are you doing? 508 00:28:02,251 --> 00:28:03,485 - I can't believe you're doing this. 509 00:28:03,995 --> 00:28:05,765 I hate you! 510 00:28:11,771 --> 00:28:12,804 Hey, hey, hey, hey. Hannah? 511 00:28:14,072 --> 00:28:15,976 Hey. Look... 512 00:28:16,852 --> 00:28:20,362 I have a-a very comfortable couch in my living room. 513 00:28:20,387 --> 00:28:21,658 Nobody's using it. 514 00:28:23,581 --> 00:28:24,983 What do you think? 515 00:28:43,048 --> 00:28:44,049 Good morning. 516 00:28:46,505 --> 00:28:47,440 Morning. 517 00:28:48,776 --> 00:28:50,678 I wasn't lying about the couch, was I? 518 00:28:50,811 --> 00:28:51,812 You were not. 519 00:28:56,484 --> 00:28:57,485 Payback. 520 00:29:03,668 --> 00:29:05,037 Fantastic. 521 00:29:05,062 --> 00:29:06,330 Unnecessary, but... 522 00:29:06,661 --> 00:29:09,196 The key is adding the chips by hand 523 00:29:09,330 --> 00:29:10,731 after the batter's already on the grill. 524 00:29:12,034 --> 00:29:14,136 That way, there's no weird clumps of chocolate. 525 00:29:15,636 --> 00:29:16,404 I like to pay my own way. 526 00:29:18,773 --> 00:29:20,274 Uh, there's a guy at work 527 00:29:20,408 --> 00:29:22,276 who said he'll rent me a room in his house. 528 00:29:22,410 --> 00:29:24,311 I'm checking it out today. 529 00:29:24,445 --> 00:29:26,480 You know what? 530 00:29:26,614 --> 00:29:30,919 I can get you a bed in the St. Bons rehab unit. 531 00:29:31,053 --> 00:29:33,487 When I tried to quit, it was the worst week of my life. 532 00:29:33,621 --> 00:29:35,123 Hmm. 533 00:29:35,256 --> 00:29:36,557 Well, you can always stay here 534 00:29:36,691 --> 00:29:37,825 until you get back on your feet. 535 00:29:39,193 --> 00:29:40,494 I don't feel good putting you out. 536 00:29:40,628 --> 00:29:42,363 It wouldn't put me out. You just... 537 00:29:42,496 --> 00:29:43,664 Couch is right there. 538 00:29:43,798 --> 00:29:45,833 You can earn your keep in pancakes. 539 00:29:49,336 --> 00:29:50,571 I guess I could stay one more night. 540 00:29:52,139 --> 00:29:53,841 I'll even restock the chocolate chips. 541 00:30:03,851 --> 00:30:05,087 Is he okay? 542 00:30:05,219 --> 00:30:06,387 When he was in space, 543 00:30:06,520 --> 00:30:08,589 his brain shifted due to the microgravity, 544 00:30:08,723 --> 00:30:10,891 and now it's shifting back and blocking the flow of the shunt. 545 00:30:11,026 --> 00:30:14,096 And we need to remove a piece of the skull to relieve the pressure. 546 00:30:15,329 --> 00:30:16,198 Could he die? 547 00:30:17,698 --> 00:30:19,935 This is a risky surgery. 548 00:30:20,068 --> 00:30:21,203 But it's our best shot. 549 00:30:23,871 --> 00:30:25,207 We need your consent. 550 00:30:32,680 --> 00:30:33,614 Thank you. 551 00:30:42,124 --> 00:30:44,792 Oh, God, and then I lost it, and then Shaun lost it. 552 00:30:44,926 --> 00:30:46,427 Now he's totally dug in, 553 00:30:46,560 --> 00:30:48,429 but there's no way I'm gonna let Steve do this study, 554 00:30:48,562 --> 00:30:50,165 but he's being so unreasonable. 555 00:30:50,297 --> 00:30:51,866 Why are you so worried about this study? 556 00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:54,236 It's way too early for Steve to be tested. 557 00:30:54,368 --> 00:30:56,037 And no matter what happens, it'll label him. 558 00:30:56,171 --> 00:30:58,073 And that's what you're worried about, being labeled? 559 00:30:58,206 --> 00:31:00,341 Once that happens, he'll be seen as different. 560 00:31:00,474 --> 00:31:02,610 -By whom? -By everyone. 561 00:31:02,743 --> 00:31:05,346 Since when are you so concerned about everyone? 562 00:31:05,479 --> 00:31:08,083 Since I became a mom? I don't know. I... 563 00:31:08,883 --> 00:31:09,918 How can I not? 564 00:31:11,352 --> 00:31:13,255 You're a new parent. That's scary. 565 00:31:13,387 --> 00:31:16,024 But how often do we make the right decision when we're scared? 566 00:31:33,975 --> 00:31:36,811 Isolating the median, ulnar, and radial nerves 567 00:31:36,945 --> 00:31:37,913 of the small arm. 568 00:31:40,148 --> 00:31:41,749 Beginning side nerve transfer. 569 00:32:01,036 --> 00:32:02,170 Goodbye, little brother. 570 00:32:07,976 --> 00:32:09,476 Hey. 571 00:32:09,610 --> 00:32:11,846 I might have been a little tough on you yesterday. 572 00:32:11,980 --> 00:32:13,014 Tough I don't mind. 573 00:32:13,148 --> 00:32:14,849 It's the ethics lecture I can do without. 574 00:32:14,983 --> 00:32:17,152 I just... I-I know you want to do right by her. 575 00:32:17,530 --> 00:32:18,797 It's fine. You were trying to help. 576 00:32:18,842 --> 00:32:19,809 I get it. 577 00:32:22,377 --> 00:32:23,974 Do you think you'll ever hear from her again? 578 00:32:25,216 --> 00:32:26,551 Who knows? 579 00:32:40,441 --> 00:32:41,343 Hey. 580 00:32:47,215 --> 00:32:48,216 Hello. 581 00:32:59,194 --> 00:33:00,561 Can... Can I have a kiss? 582 00:33:10,458 --> 00:33:14,022 That was quite a thing we had the other day. 583 00:33:15,619 --> 00:33:18,321 When you raise your voice, it makes me very upset. 584 00:33:18,679 --> 00:33:20,248 I know. 585 00:33:20,382 --> 00:33:23,151 We both got pretty emotional. 586 00:33:24,085 --> 00:33:26,254 But I've been thinking. 587 00:33:27,486 --> 00:33:31,490 And I don't think it was about you or the study 588 00:33:31,837 --> 00:33:34,139 or even about us disagreeing, not really. 589 00:33:36,197 --> 00:33:37,399 It was about me. 590 00:33:39,700 --> 00:33:41,435 A child on the spectrum has so... 591 00:33:43,036 --> 00:33:46,371 so many different needs than a neurotypical child that I... 592 00:33:47,641 --> 00:33:48,876 that I got scared. 593 00:33:51,308 --> 00:33:53,415 I'm scared I might not be up to it as a mom. 594 00:33:55,516 --> 00:33:59,500 That doesn't make sense. 595 00:34:01,356 --> 00:34:03,391 You are a very good mother, 596 00:34:03,416 --> 00:34:06,485 and you are very supportive of me. 597 00:34:08,562 --> 00:34:09,965 That's the thing about being scared. 598 00:34:09,990 --> 00:34:11,390 It doesn't always make sense. 599 00:34:17,138 --> 00:34:21,443 Anyway, if you'd like, we can try the study. 600 00:34:25,080 --> 00:34:27,449 I would like to make an appointment. 601 00:34:34,055 --> 00:34:35,256 Thank you. 602 00:35:10,724 --> 00:35:11,493 Hannah! 603 00:35:12,961 --> 00:35:14,229 Hannah? 604 00:35:14,362 --> 00:35:15,662 What? 605 00:35:15,687 --> 00:35:18,413 What, what? What? No! No! No! 606 00:35:20,243 --> 00:35:21,036 Hannah. 607 00:35:21,169 --> 00:35:23,271 Hannah, Hannah. 608 00:35:43,469 --> 00:35:45,166 Welcome back, Mason. 609 00:35:53,004 --> 00:35:54,105 Pupils reactive. 610 00:35:54,238 --> 00:35:55,506 Am I gonna be okay? 611 00:35:55,639 --> 00:35:57,341 I wouldn't go into orbit again, 612 00:35:57,366 --> 00:35:59,082 but if you stick to Earth, you should be fine. 613 00:36:07,807 --> 00:36:08,776 Hey. 614 00:36:09,031 --> 00:36:09,900 Hey. 615 00:36:12,956 --> 00:36:15,791 You remember that horrible hotel in Dar es Salaam? 616 00:36:15,816 --> 00:36:18,883 Every time they flushed upstairs, our ceiling leaked. 617 00:36:21,466 --> 00:36:24,734 You took the shower curtain and tented it over our bed. 618 00:36:24,868 --> 00:36:27,001 Said we were having a campout. 619 00:36:31,707 --> 00:36:34,277 When I thought you were dying, 620 00:36:34,579 --> 00:36:36,421 I had my own Overview Effect. 621 00:36:39,385 --> 00:36:41,419 A world without you would be so cold. 622 00:36:43,343 --> 00:36:44,344 So empty. 623 00:36:48,993 --> 00:36:51,429 I don't need to take that fellowship in Buenos Aires. 624 00:36:53,730 --> 00:36:55,488 But I'm not sure about the kids. 625 00:36:56,700 --> 00:36:58,336 Maybe we can start with a puppy. 626 00:36:58,469 --> 00:37:01,079 No, no. W-We're going to Bueno Aires. 627 00:37:01,104 --> 00:37:03,110 I-I'll take a sabbatical. 628 00:37:03,985 --> 00:37:05,588 And the puppy. 629 00:37:19,823 --> 00:37:22,527 Thank you, Dr. Murphy, for your advice. 630 00:37:24,161 --> 00:37:26,325 When you snapped at us to stop fighting. 631 00:37:26,861 --> 00:37:29,967 Simple, direct, and very wise. 632 00:37:30,480 --> 00:37:33,016 It is very good advice. 633 00:37:51,742 --> 00:37:52,778 Tayo. 634 00:38:19,517 --> 00:38:20,585 You OD'd. 635 00:38:21,586 --> 00:38:22,587 In my house. 636 00:38:25,923 --> 00:38:27,757 Must have been fentanyl in those pills. 637 00:38:32,107 --> 00:38:33,262 I'm sorry. 638 00:38:35,865 --> 00:38:37,767 You have any idea how lucky you are? 639 00:38:37,901 --> 00:38:40,671 That I happened to come home when I did, 640 00:38:40,696 --> 00:38:44,501 that I happened to have naloxone in the house, 641 00:38:44,526 --> 00:38:47,753 that there wasn't more fentanyl in those damn pills? 642 00:38:55,130 --> 00:38:56,731 This can't happen again. 643 00:39:01,035 --> 00:39:02,155 I'll go. 644 00:39:02,389 --> 00:39:04,503 No, no, no. 645 00:39:04,650 --> 00:39:06,396 That's not what I meant. 646 00:39:11,002 --> 00:39:13,371 I'm gonna write you a prescription of oxycodone. 647 00:39:15,428 --> 00:39:16,395 Really? 648 00:39:18,604 --> 00:39:20,111 I can deal with you being an addict. 649 00:39:21,261 --> 00:39:23,080 I can't deal with you being dead. 650 00:39:25,498 --> 00:39:28,252 You can stay here until we figure out a way to get you better. 651 00:39:30,175 --> 00:39:32,757 I'm gonna give you each pill on a schedule. 652 00:39:33,890 --> 00:39:35,387 No more scores on the street. 653 00:39:37,373 --> 00:39:38,763 Can't you get in trouble? 654 00:39:41,032 --> 00:39:42,545 You let me worry about that. 655 00:41:03,567 --> 00:41:05,157 How is he ever gonna be a man 656 00:41:05,182 --> 00:41:06,650 if he can't even look me in the eye? 657 00:41:06,784 --> 00:41:08,586 He's just a little boy. 658 00:41:08,719 --> 00:41:10,388 Yeah, and he's gonna stay that way if you keep coddling him. 659 00:41:10,521 --> 00:41:11,756 It's mint chip. 660 00:41:11,922 --> 00:41:14,058 At least I'm doing something! 661 00:41:37,580 --> 00:41:39,620 Would you like to get some ice cream? 662 00:41:40,108 --> 00:41:41,542 After? 663 00:41:43,888 --> 00:41:44,889 No. 664 00:41:46,579 --> 00:41:47,313 Now.