1 00:00:01,553 --> 00:00:04,253 Okay. Juice and coffee all ready. 2 00:00:04,293 --> 00:00:05,733 - Should I take the banana bread out? - [TIMER RINGING] 3 00:00:05,773 --> 00:00:06,903 Yes, please. 4 00:00:06,953 --> 00:00:09,563 She left her hotel 22 minutes ago. 5 00:00:09,603 --> 00:00:10,986 She should be here any minute. 6 00:00:11,036 --> 00:00:12,459 Don't give me that look. 7 00:00:12,499 --> 00:00:14,393 You're the one who insisted on showering together. 8 00:00:14,433 --> 00:00:16,483 I thought it would save time. 9 00:00:16,523 --> 00:00:18,393 When are you going to learn, Shaunie? 10 00:00:18,443 --> 00:00:19,873 I'm irresistible. 11 00:00:19,923 --> 00:00:21,393 That is very true. 12 00:00:21,443 --> 00:00:22,703 [KNOCK ON DOOR] 13 00:00:22,743 --> 00:00:23,833 She's here. 14 00:00:27,403 --> 00:00:28,663 Hi! 15 00:00:28,713 --> 00:00:31,493 Hello, Claire. It is very good to see you. 16 00:00:31,543 --> 00:00:33,135 [THEME MUSIC PLAYING] 17 00:00:33,159 --> 00:00:41,158 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 18 00:00:41,723 --> 00:00:44,359 Would you like coffee or freshly squeezed orange juice? 19 00:00:44,399 --> 00:00:45,773 Coffee, please. 20 00:00:45,813 --> 00:00:47,333 Oh, my God. 21 00:00:47,383 --> 00:00:49,033 He is the cutest. 22 00:00:49,073 --> 00:00:50,993 - Look at the little cheeks. - I know. 23 00:00:51,033 --> 00:00:53,643 How are things at Centro de Salud? 24 00:00:53,693 --> 00:00:54,913 Great. 25 00:00:54,953 --> 00:00:57,173 I've managed to make a ton of improvements since you were there. 26 00:00:57,197 --> 00:00:59,223 Did you get a new CT machine? 27 00:00:59,263 --> 00:01:01,133 Yeah, and an MRI. 28 00:01:01,173 --> 00:01:03,093 Also, we opened a prenatal clinic, 29 00:01:03,133 --> 00:01:05,223 and I've instituted a bunch of protocols 30 00:01:05,263 --> 00:01:07,753 to decrease Hospital Acquired Infections. 31 00:01:07,793 --> 00:01:09,923 And on the personal front? 32 00:01:09,973 --> 00:01:12,583 Uh... that is a work in progress. 33 00:01:12,623 --> 00:01:13,707 But good. 34 00:01:13,732 --> 00:01:16,078 I told Lea about the lump in your breast. 35 00:01:16,153 --> 00:01:18,843 It was before I convinced you to have your surgery here. 36 00:01:18,893 --> 00:01:20,503 Not a HIPAA violation. 37 00:01:20,543 --> 00:01:23,463 I hope you also told her that the biopsy was negative. 38 00:01:23,503 --> 00:01:25,763 It's not cancer, so there's nothing to worry about. 39 00:01:25,813 --> 00:01:28,113 He did. I reserve the right to worry. 40 00:01:28,163 --> 00:01:29,993 But let's save the medicine for later 41 00:01:30,033 --> 00:01:32,373 and focus on more important stuff like Latin lovers. 42 00:01:32,411 --> 00:01:34,733 Oh. Oh, is that banana bread? 43 00:01:34,773 --> 00:01:35,823 That smells amazing. 44 00:01:35,863 --> 00:01:37,173 Resistance is futile. 45 00:01:37,213 --> 00:01:38,863 - We have ways of making you talk. - [LAUGHS] 46 00:01:40,913 --> 00:01:42,613 That was a nice start to the day. 47 00:01:42,653 --> 00:01:44,093 A fantastic start. 48 00:01:46,483 --> 00:01:48,093 What are you gonna wear? 49 00:01:48,133 --> 00:01:49,963 I know it's just City Hall, 50 00:01:50,013 --> 00:01:52,703 but it feels like we should at least wear something special. 51 00:01:52,753 --> 00:01:54,793 We can't get married at City Hall. 52 00:01:54,843 --> 00:01:56,533 - Alex, we've been over this. - I know. 53 00:01:56,583 --> 00:01:58,543 And you say you don't care where we get married. 54 00:01:58,583 --> 00:02:00,453 - I don't. - But you want to wear something special, 55 00:02:00,493 --> 00:02:03,193 because you want our wedding to be special like I do. 56 00:02:03,243 --> 00:02:05,153 I don't want to delay our adoption. 57 00:02:05,193 --> 00:02:06,893 You won't have to. 58 00:02:06,933 --> 00:02:09,023 I'm gonna give you the wedding you deserve. 59 00:02:09,073 --> 00:02:11,643 Something beautiful and impressive like you. 60 00:02:11,683 --> 00:02:14,073 In four days? As impressive as me? 61 00:02:14,426 --> 00:02:15,744 Impossible. 62 00:02:16,343 --> 00:02:17,683 Challenge accepted. 63 00:02:24,003 --> 00:02:26,173 This is a Thomas Keller recipe. 64 00:02:26,223 --> 00:02:27,963 I found it online. 65 00:02:28,003 --> 00:02:30,003 Wow. Smells delicious. 66 00:02:31,923 --> 00:02:33,143 And... 67 00:02:34,483 --> 00:02:36,143 your morning dose. 68 00:02:36,183 --> 00:02:38,058 Also delicious. 69 00:02:38,713 --> 00:02:41,013 When I was little, I used to dream about being a chef 70 00:02:41,063 --> 00:02:43,233 at a really nice restaurant, 71 00:02:43,283 --> 00:02:45,323 and now I'm gonna make it a reality. 72 00:02:48,323 --> 00:02:49,633 I know I'll have to start at the bottom, 73 00:02:49,673 --> 00:02:51,853 but I can work my way up. 74 00:02:51,893 --> 00:02:53,945 Hmm. I'm glad you're feeling better, 75 00:02:53,985 --> 00:02:55,983 but, you know, you have to focus on today. 76 00:02:56,033 --> 00:02:57,683 I know. I'm gonna get clean. 77 00:02:57,723 --> 00:02:59,376 You're gonna get professional treatment... 78 00:02:59,400 --> 00:03:00,513 No. 79 00:03:01,953 --> 00:03:04,123 It's the only way. And it's the only way forward. 80 00:03:04,173 --> 00:03:07,263 No, it's not. I don't want methadone. 81 00:03:07,303 --> 00:03:09,353 I hate meetings and sharing with strangers. 82 00:03:09,393 --> 00:03:11,703 So we'll find you a program that works for you, 83 00:03:11,743 --> 00:03:13,743 but getting sober is the point. 84 00:03:13,783 --> 00:03:16,443 It's the only point. You can't make this a solo act. 85 00:03:16,483 --> 00:03:18,273 I'm not alone. I have you. 86 00:03:18,313 --> 00:03:19,963 I'm not an addiction specialist. 87 00:03:20,013 --> 00:03:21,793 No, but you are a neurosurgeon. 88 00:03:21,843 --> 00:03:23,013 - That's better. - Hannah... 89 00:03:23,053 --> 00:03:24,623 You are controlling my doses. 90 00:03:24,663 --> 00:03:26,623 We'll taper off a little each day. 91 00:03:28,893 --> 00:03:30,235 It's not that simple. 92 00:03:31,413 --> 00:03:33,243 Even if you stop using, 93 00:03:33,283 --> 00:03:34,853 it's a Band-Aid. 94 00:03:34,893 --> 00:03:37,492 Eventually, you're gonna relapse 95 00:03:37,943 --> 00:03:41,163 unless you get treatment, and I think you know that. 96 00:03:41,513 --> 00:03:44,213 If I break the rules again, you can kick my ass out. 97 00:03:44,253 --> 00:03:45,823 I don't want to kick you out. 98 00:03:45,863 --> 00:03:48,123 I-I... Nobody's kicking you out. 99 00:03:48,173 --> 00:03:49,343 I want to help. 100 00:03:49,393 --> 00:03:52,043 Well, then we can do this together. 101 00:03:52,083 --> 00:03:54,384 Please, just give me a chance. 102 00:03:57,703 --> 00:04:00,093 33-year-old male, struck by lightning. 103 00:04:00,143 --> 00:04:02,313 Second degree burns and a possible fractured spine. 104 00:04:02,353 --> 00:04:04,663 - A spinal fracture from lightning? - From falling off a roof. 105 00:04:04,703 --> 00:04:06,478 He was working construction when he got hit. 106 00:04:06,518 --> 00:04:08,698 - Can't feel my legs. - Push IV fluids. 107 00:04:08,738 --> 00:04:10,153 Let's get trauma labs and an EKG. 108 00:04:10,193 --> 00:04:11,713 Can you tell me your name? 109 00:04:11,763 --> 00:04:13,323 - Clint. - Nice to meet you, Clint. 110 00:04:13,373 --> 00:04:15,633 I'm Dr. Allen. I'm gonna take good care of you. 111 00:04:15,673 --> 00:04:17,853 Take the trauma shears, cut his clothes off. 112 00:04:24,203 --> 00:04:25,203 [GRUNTS] 113 00:04:31,113 --> 00:04:32,203 Oh. 114 00:04:32,228 --> 00:04:34,148 - Hi. - Hey. 115 00:04:34,243 --> 00:04:37,203 Oh, it's so great to see you. 116 00:04:37,228 --> 00:04:38,758 You, too. I wish it was under better circumstances. 117 00:04:38,783 --> 00:04:40,913 Oh, I'll be fine. It's just a tiny benign lump. 118 00:04:40,938 --> 00:04:42,848 Hi, Dr. Brown. I'm Charlie Lukaitis. 119 00:04:42,873 --> 00:04:44,443 It's very nice to meet you, Charlie. 120 00:04:44,468 --> 00:04:46,128 Shaun speaks really highly of you. 121 00:04:46,153 --> 00:04:47,943 - Really? - I have been fair, 122 00:04:47,968 --> 00:04:50,148 but not overly complimentary. 123 00:04:50,173 --> 00:04:52,043 Shaun, I was being nice. 124 00:04:52,068 --> 00:04:54,338 You could try harder to do the same. 125 00:04:54,363 --> 00:04:56,103 - Thank you, Dr. Brown. - Oh, call me Claire. 126 00:04:56,128 --> 00:04:57,818 Okay, I'm sure the new MRI 127 00:04:57,843 --> 00:04:59,273 you acquired is excellent, 128 00:04:59,298 --> 00:05:00,908 but we should do a stereotactic biopsy 129 00:05:00,933 --> 00:05:02,413 and breast MRI. 130 00:05:02,553 --> 00:05:03,893 Instead of a mammogram? 131 00:05:03,943 --> 00:05:05,723 New research shows that breast MRI 132 00:05:05,773 --> 00:05:07,513 are more accurate for younger women 133 00:05:07,553 --> 00:05:08,993 with denser breast tissue. 134 00:05:09,033 --> 00:05:11,311 I was about to say that. 135 00:05:11,927 --> 00:05:14,627 Sorry, I'm working on controlling my impulsive speech. 136 00:05:14,652 --> 00:05:17,222 It just seems you're eager to demonstrate your knowledge 137 00:05:17,247 --> 00:05:19,427 as med students are supposed to do. 138 00:05:19,452 --> 00:05:21,762 Thank you, Dr. Brown. I mean, Claire. 139 00:05:21,787 --> 00:05:23,967 Now you are being too nice. 140 00:05:26,003 --> 00:05:29,223 Those are punctate burns at the entry and exit points 141 00:05:29,273 --> 00:05:31,493 connected by second degree linear flash burn. 142 00:05:31,533 --> 00:05:33,442 What are all these red lines? 143 00:05:34,273 --> 00:05:36,363 - I'm not s... - Lichtenberg figures. 144 00:05:36,413 --> 00:05:39,023 The electric shock causes extravasation of red blood cells 145 00:05:39,063 --> 00:05:40,933 from the capillaries. 146 00:05:40,973 --> 00:05:42,983 It'll heal with minimal scarring. 147 00:05:43,023 --> 00:05:44,723 Hi. I'm Dr. Lim. 148 00:05:44,763 --> 00:05:46,283 I thought Dr. Park was on today. 149 00:05:46,333 --> 00:05:48,665 He's taking a personal day... wedding planning. 150 00:05:49,553 --> 00:05:51,168 Can you wiggle your toes? 151 00:05:51,943 --> 00:05:53,123 Alright, nice. 152 00:05:53,163 --> 00:05:54,773 The loss of sensation in your legs 153 00:05:54,813 --> 00:05:56,343 is a temporary keraunoparalysis. 154 00:05:56,383 --> 00:05:58,473 It'll disappear over the next few hours. 155 00:05:58,513 --> 00:06:02,003 Get spinal CTs and trauma pan scan to confirm, 156 00:06:02,043 --> 00:06:03,513 then we'll debride the burns. 157 00:06:07,353 --> 00:06:09,833 - [SMOKE ALARM BEEPING] - Are you ready to take Mama to work? 158 00:06:09,873 --> 00:06:11,533 Yeah? 159 00:06:16,069 --> 00:06:18,289 [BEEPING CONTINUES] 160 00:06:22,453 --> 00:06:23,893 Hello? 161 00:06:23,933 --> 00:06:25,543 Glassy, you home? 162 00:06:28,833 --> 00:06:29,963 [HANNAH] Oh, my God. 163 00:06:29,988 --> 00:06:31,988 [GASPS] I am so sorry. That's my fault. 164 00:06:32,013 --> 00:06:33,363 I was seasoning the skillet, 165 00:06:33,388 --> 00:06:34,973 and I left for like a second to take out the trash. 166 00:06:34,998 --> 00:06:37,038 I'm Lea, Aaron's neighbor. 167 00:06:37,063 --> 00:06:38,413 It's nice to meet you. I'm Hannah. 168 00:06:38,438 --> 00:06:39,698 I'm Aaron's niece. 169 00:06:39,723 --> 00:06:41,123 I'm just visiting for a couple weeks. 170 00:06:41,216 --> 00:06:43,396 I'm so sorry if I woke you guys up. 171 00:06:43,421 --> 00:06:45,861 Oh, it's alright. I w... I was just heading to work. 172 00:06:45,886 --> 00:06:48,196 I should, um, open a window. 173 00:06:48,393 --> 00:06:50,303 [BEEPING CONTINUES] 174 00:06:54,323 --> 00:06:55,623 So, you'll have to lie facedown 175 00:06:55,648 --> 00:06:57,858 - with your breast centered in the frame. - Okay. 176 00:06:59,183 --> 00:07:01,233 Is it harder or easier 177 00:07:01,273 --> 00:07:03,623 this time being a second-year? 178 00:07:03,673 --> 00:07:05,803 Um... bit of both. 179 00:07:05,843 --> 00:07:08,763 Yeah. What about you, Chief? 180 00:07:08,803 --> 00:07:09,983 How are you liking the big chair? 181 00:07:10,023 --> 00:07:11,456 I like it. 182 00:07:11,853 --> 00:07:13,373 Fewer resources than here, 183 00:07:13,423 --> 00:07:15,943 but also fewer restrictions and more control. 184 00:07:15,983 --> 00:07:17,593 Mm. Sounds like a good fit. 185 00:07:17,643 --> 00:07:19,773 Hmm. Oh, speaking of. 186 00:07:19,813 --> 00:07:22,083 Shaun showed me your Lamborghini in the parking lot. 187 00:07:22,123 --> 00:07:23,993 I know. I know. I'm an idiot. 188 00:07:24,033 --> 00:07:25,693 No, I was gonna say good for you. 189 00:07:25,733 --> 00:07:27,213 I thought you hated sports cars. 190 00:07:27,253 --> 00:07:30,743 Oh, I mean, I still do, but I know that you loved them. 191 00:07:30,783 --> 00:07:33,963 And you just didn't want to seem ostentatious. 192 00:07:34,003 --> 00:07:35,263 Mm. 193 00:07:35,313 --> 00:07:37,613 No, I'm happy you've stopped worrying so much 194 00:07:37,663 --> 00:07:39,963 about what other people think. 195 00:07:40,013 --> 00:07:41,363 Whatever you left here searching for, 196 00:07:41,403 --> 00:07:42,883 it's clear you found it. 197 00:07:44,403 --> 00:07:46,063 Maybe we both did. 198 00:07:48,493 --> 00:07:50,193 We're looking for white-speculated 199 00:07:50,233 --> 00:07:53,456 enhancing masses like... there. 200 00:07:54,853 --> 00:07:56,593 1.72 centimeters. 201 00:07:56,633 --> 00:07:57,853 A 3-centimeter incision should... 202 00:07:57,893 --> 00:07:59,683 Did you and Claire used to date? 203 00:07:59,723 --> 00:08:00,744 [CHUCKLES] 204 00:08:00,768 --> 00:08:02,593 W-We were just good friends. 205 00:08:02,643 --> 00:08:03,813 With benefits. 206 00:08:03,863 --> 00:08:05,552 I knew it. 207 00:08:06,123 --> 00:08:08,733 Does Jordan know that she's here? 208 00:08:09,913 --> 00:08:11,473 Uh, I don't know. 209 00:08:11,523 --> 00:08:14,173 Also, that hardly matters since I'm not dating Jordan. 210 00:08:14,213 --> 00:08:16,523 Oh? I thought you wanted to. 211 00:08:16,573 --> 00:08:18,137 [CELLPHONE CHIMES, VIBRATES] 212 00:08:18,161 --> 00:08:19,353 I did. 213 00:08:19,393 --> 00:08:22,143 But we decided to just be good friends. 214 00:08:22,183 --> 00:08:23,663 Her and Perez, her ex-boyfriend, 215 00:08:23,703 --> 00:08:25,143 text every day since Asher died. 216 00:08:25,183 --> 00:08:26,883 It was wrong. 217 00:08:26,923 --> 00:08:28,273 No, it's not wrong. It's just a choice. 218 00:08:28,323 --> 00:08:31,233 The biopsy from Guatemala was negative, 219 00:08:31,283 --> 00:08:34,543 but our biopsy from earlier came back positive. 220 00:08:34,583 --> 00:08:36,323 Claire has breast cancer. 221 00:08:36,373 --> 00:08:37,593 [SIGHS] 222 00:08:42,113 --> 00:08:44,943 - Sorry I didn't come by earlier. - Hi! 223 00:08:44,983 --> 00:08:46,993 Park is out, and I had to help Glassman 224 00:08:47,033 --> 00:08:48,603 get some stuff off his plate. 225 00:08:48,643 --> 00:08:50,733 - It's still not an excuse. - It's fine. 226 00:08:50,773 --> 00:08:54,173 I'm here now to assure you you are going to be fine. 227 00:08:54,213 --> 00:08:55,873 Shaun briefed me on your biopsy, 228 00:08:55,913 --> 00:08:57,303 and we went over your MRI together. 229 00:08:57,343 --> 00:08:58,873 You are in the perfect hands. 230 00:09:00,393 --> 00:09:03,053 Ooh. Tell me about being co-president with Glassman. 231 00:09:03,093 --> 00:09:05,793 Mm. It's been interesting. 232 00:09:05,833 --> 00:09:07,093 Collaborative. 233 00:09:07,143 --> 00:09:08,973 By collaborative, you mean you get stuff done, 234 00:09:09,013 --> 00:09:10,883 and then he tells you how you should have gotten it done? 235 00:09:10,923 --> 00:09:12,453 Oh, you have one of those in Guatemala? 236 00:09:12,493 --> 00:09:15,283 - Just one? I wish. - [BOTH LAUGH] 237 00:09:15,323 --> 00:09:17,673 - Oh, I miss the old days. - Mm. 238 00:09:17,713 --> 00:09:19,763 You mean when you were a Ducati-riding badass? 239 00:09:19,803 --> 00:09:21,933 Hey, I do not need a Ducati to be a badass. 240 00:09:21,983 --> 00:09:23,153 - Mm. - I just need... 241 00:09:23,203 --> 00:09:25,243 - More sleep? - I was thinking more sex, 242 00:09:25,293 --> 00:09:27,033 but sleep is good. 243 00:09:27,073 --> 00:09:29,383 Tell me about it. Sometimes I wonder if I... 244 00:09:29,423 --> 00:09:31,073 - [CELLPHONE CHIMES] - Hold that thought. 245 00:09:31,123 --> 00:09:32,423 [SIGHS] 246 00:09:32,473 --> 00:09:34,766 - To be continued. - I'll be here. 247 00:09:40,133 --> 00:09:41,913 Hey, we need to talk. 248 00:09:41,953 --> 00:09:44,873 Hello, I need to get Claire prepped for her surgery. 249 00:09:44,913 --> 00:09:47,133 There's a girl living in Glassman's apartment. 250 00:09:47,183 --> 00:09:49,703 She says her name is Hannah and claims she's his niece. 251 00:09:49,753 --> 00:09:51,703 He does not have a niece named Hannah. 252 00:09:51,753 --> 00:09:53,533 I know, but she had a key and her clothes were there. 253 00:09:53,583 --> 00:09:55,753 He had a patient last week named Hannah. 254 00:09:55,793 --> 00:09:57,103 She was a homeless drug addict 255 00:09:57,143 --> 00:09:58,753 who needed cervicomedullary surgery. 256 00:09:58,803 --> 00:10:00,709 Why would he let a homeless drug addict live with him? 257 00:10:01,933 --> 00:10:03,128 I... 258 00:10:03,763 --> 00:10:05,088 don't know. 259 00:10:05,853 --> 00:10:07,853 - [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS] - I have to go. 260 00:10:11,637 --> 00:10:14,014 The MRI confirmed the mass is under 2 centimeters. 261 00:10:15,163 --> 00:10:16,773 That's only Stage 1A. 262 00:10:16,823 --> 00:10:18,993 With your hormone profile, you should be responsive 263 00:10:19,043 --> 00:10:20,783 to hormone therapy after the surgery. 264 00:10:20,808 --> 00:10:22,418 You probably won't need chemo. 265 00:10:23,173 --> 00:10:24,263 [SIGHS] 266 00:10:26,353 --> 00:10:27,873 Do you disagree? 267 00:10:27,913 --> 00:10:29,053 No. 268 00:10:29,093 --> 00:10:30,133 Tell me if you do. 269 00:10:30,183 --> 00:10:31,483 I'd rather get the bad news now. 270 00:10:31,533 --> 00:10:33,533 I agree completely. 271 00:10:33,573 --> 00:10:35,702 I was just thinking about someone else. 272 00:10:37,713 --> 00:10:41,323 But I will be focused in the OR. 273 00:10:44,933 --> 00:10:46,023 [GROANS] 274 00:10:46,063 --> 00:10:48,063 Another 10 milligrams morphine. 275 00:10:48,113 --> 00:10:49,203 [LIM] Sorry. 276 00:10:49,243 --> 00:10:52,023 I just need to remove the necrotic skin and tissue 277 00:10:52,073 --> 00:10:53,373 to avoid infection. 278 00:10:53,423 --> 00:10:54,773 That's okay. 279 00:10:54,813 --> 00:10:56,683 It hurts 'cause I'm alive. 280 00:10:56,733 --> 00:10:58,553 Never taking that for granted again. 281 00:10:58,603 --> 00:11:00,123 Good for you. 282 00:11:00,163 --> 00:11:01,953 I never should have even started working construction. 283 00:11:01,993 --> 00:11:03,513 [GRUNTS] 284 00:11:03,563 --> 00:11:05,303 [LIM] Take a couple deep breaths. 285 00:11:06,510 --> 00:11:08,640 Maybe just not outside during a thunderstorm. 286 00:11:08,665 --> 00:11:10,095 [CHUCKLES] 287 00:11:10,223 --> 00:11:11,833 I used to have a band. 288 00:11:11,873 --> 00:11:13,523 Even put out a couple EPs, 289 00:11:13,573 --> 00:11:16,143 but we just couldn't break out. 290 00:11:17,143 --> 00:11:20,103 I got a day job, turned 30. 291 00:11:20,143 --> 00:11:22,143 Next thing I know, 292 00:11:22,193 --> 00:11:24,793 I'm a foreman for a roofing company. 293 00:11:25,543 --> 00:11:29,113 Sometimes, big decisions are just a bunch of small ones 294 00:11:29,153 --> 00:11:30,803 you don't even realize you made. 295 00:11:32,113 --> 00:11:33,853 I just feel like I should recommit. 296 00:11:33,893 --> 00:11:36,888 You know, I could eke out a living playing clubs and bars. 297 00:11:37,723 --> 00:11:40,183 I'd rather look in the mirror and know... 298 00:11:41,033 --> 00:11:42,603 I'm the person I want to be. 299 00:11:47,513 --> 00:11:48,913 [SHAUN] A curvilinear incision 300 00:11:48,953 --> 00:11:50,873 along the natural crease line of the breast 301 00:11:50,913 --> 00:11:53,433 gives the best cosmetic result. 302 00:11:53,483 --> 00:11:55,613 Who were you thinking about? 303 00:11:55,653 --> 00:11:58,003 You told Claire you were thinking about someone else. 304 00:11:58,053 --> 00:12:00,663 I shouldn't talk about it. 305 00:12:00,703 --> 00:12:04,415 Raising the flap with a wide margin around the mass. 306 00:12:05,323 --> 00:12:06,883 Did I say something inappropriate? 307 00:12:06,933 --> 00:12:09,893 I wasn't thinking about you. 308 00:12:09,933 --> 00:12:11,323 - Was it... - Charlie. 309 00:12:11,363 --> 00:12:12,841 He said he doesn't want to talk about it. 310 00:12:17,373 --> 00:12:19,243 Send this to pathology. 311 00:12:19,293 --> 00:12:22,293 The tissue orientation is marked with ink at 12:00. 312 00:12:22,333 --> 00:12:25,863 Dr. Kalu, your suture spacing is quite excellent. 313 00:12:25,903 --> 00:12:27,083 You can close. 314 00:12:27,123 --> 00:12:29,033 Suture with vicryls and monocryl, please. 315 00:12:40,703 --> 00:12:42,183 Is the Hannah who's living with you 316 00:12:42,223 --> 00:12:45,013 the same Hannah you treated for Chiari Zero? 317 00:12:45,053 --> 00:12:46,103 Yes. 318 00:12:48,273 --> 00:12:50,713 Seven ball, corner pocket. 319 00:12:50,753 --> 00:12:53,153 Sh-She is a drug addict. 320 00:12:53,193 --> 00:12:54,973 Who I am helping. 321 00:12:55,023 --> 00:12:56,243 Helping her detox? 322 00:12:56,283 --> 00:12:57,983 She's a patient under my care, Shaun. 323 00:12:58,023 --> 00:12:59,203 That's all you need to know. 324 00:12:59,243 --> 00:13:01,593 If she's a patient, 325 00:13:01,633 --> 00:13:04,333 that means you are continuing to treat her 326 00:13:04,373 --> 00:13:05,903 while she is living with you. 327 00:13:05,943 --> 00:13:07,293 - How? - Shaun... 328 00:13:07,333 --> 00:13:08,993 Are you prescribing her opiates? 329 00:13:09,033 --> 00:13:11,213 I'm helping her get sober. 330 00:13:11,253 --> 00:13:13,675 I can't have her go out on the street and buy drugs. 331 00:13:13,715 --> 00:13:17,783 Prescribing her oxycodone in this situation is unethical. 332 00:13:17,823 --> 00:13:19,613 - I'm aware. - And possibly illegal. 333 00:13:19,653 --> 00:13:21,743 - I'm aware. - You could lose your medical license. 334 00:13:21,783 --> 00:13:23,223 You need to make her leave. 335 00:13:29,893 --> 00:13:32,803 I'm not giving up on her. But thank you for your concern. 336 00:13:35,973 --> 00:13:37,713 [ALARM BLARING] 337 00:13:37,763 --> 00:13:38,843 How long has he been seizing? 338 00:13:38,893 --> 00:13:40,145 Over four minutes. 339 00:13:40,195 --> 00:13:42,373 - Then give four milligrams lorazepam. - Already did. 340 00:13:42,413 --> 00:13:44,503 Then give four more and one gram levetiracetam. 341 00:13:44,543 --> 00:13:46,243 [BLARING CONTINUES] 342 00:13:50,813 --> 00:13:52,943 He's got a mass in his frontal lobe. 343 00:13:52,993 --> 00:13:55,213 - Could it be from the lightning strike? - No. 344 00:13:55,253 --> 00:13:58,343 In fact, the lightning probably saved his life, putting him in the hospital. 345 00:13:58,383 --> 00:14:01,449 He has that seizure anywhere else, he'd probably be dead. 346 00:14:02,133 --> 00:14:04,003 A supramaximal resection might get at all. 347 00:14:04,043 --> 00:14:06,523 - If we're lucky. - And if we're not? 348 00:14:06,573 --> 00:14:09,313 It'll likely progress to a glioblastoma and kill him. 349 00:14:12,013 --> 00:14:14,103 [PARK] We had our first official date here. 350 00:14:14,143 --> 00:14:15,403 She jumped on stage 351 00:14:15,453 --> 00:14:17,063 and tried to join Cory Henry's backup singers. 352 00:14:17,103 --> 00:14:18,233 She loves music, 353 00:14:18,273 --> 00:14:19,973 and this would be the perfect place. 354 00:14:20,023 --> 00:14:21,763 Yeah, I'd love to help you, 355 00:14:21,803 --> 00:14:23,453 but I got bands booked every night. 356 00:14:23,503 --> 00:14:25,433 Couldn't you reschedule one? I-I'll pay their fee, 357 00:14:25,457 --> 00:14:27,593 cover whatever the difference ends up being in your gate. 358 00:14:27,633 --> 00:14:29,203 I mean, name your price. 359 00:14:29,243 --> 00:14:30,773 Sorry. 360 00:14:30,813 --> 00:14:33,118 But I think you're gonna have to choose between immediate 361 00:14:33,142 --> 00:14:34,863 and meaningful. 362 00:14:38,083 --> 00:14:40,783 The glioma is in your posterior frontal lobe 363 00:14:40,823 --> 00:14:41,913 near the motor strip. 364 00:14:41,953 --> 00:14:43,523 We have to be very aggressive. 365 00:14:43,563 --> 00:14:45,343 If we leave any tumor behind, 366 00:14:45,393 --> 00:14:47,093 it could grow back as a glioblastoma, 367 00:14:47,133 --> 00:14:49,414 which could be terminal. 368 00:14:49,913 --> 00:14:51,133 Okay. 369 00:14:51,183 --> 00:14:52,963 Because of the placement of the tumor, 370 00:14:53,003 --> 00:14:55,403 we may need to cut into your eloquent cortex, 371 00:14:55,443 --> 00:14:58,053 the area of your brain which controls motor function. 372 00:14:59,583 --> 00:15:01,259 Are you saying I won't be able to play guitar? 373 00:15:01,973 --> 00:15:03,413 It's possible. 374 00:15:07,850 --> 00:15:09,760 Alive is alive. 375 00:15:10,943 --> 00:15:12,270 I'll take it. 376 00:15:14,943 --> 00:15:16,773 I am going to tell Dr. Lim 377 00:15:16,813 --> 00:15:18,863 about Dr. Glassman and Hannah. 378 00:15:18,903 --> 00:15:20,993 I don't think that's a good idea. 379 00:15:21,033 --> 00:15:23,433 He'd probably consider it an even worse betrayal 380 00:15:23,473 --> 00:15:24,993 than when you ended his surgical career. 381 00:15:25,043 --> 00:15:27,213 I was right about that, 382 00:15:27,263 --> 00:15:29,353 and I am right about this, too. 383 00:15:29,393 --> 00:15:32,833 He could lose his medical license. I am saving him. 384 00:15:32,873 --> 00:15:35,873 Shaun, I don't think it's just about helping a former patient. 385 00:15:36,663 --> 00:15:38,883 What else is it about? 386 00:15:38,923 --> 00:15:40,793 You know why he helped you back in Wyoming? 387 00:15:40,843 --> 00:15:42,533 Because he knew I needed help. 388 00:15:42,583 --> 00:15:44,010 Of course. 389 00:15:44,803 --> 00:15:49,233 Also... his daughter had just died. 390 00:15:49,283 --> 00:15:51,063 He was grieving. 391 00:15:51,113 --> 00:15:53,503 Maybe he did for you what he couldn't do for her. 392 00:15:54,813 --> 00:15:57,243 What does that have to do with Hannah? 393 00:15:57,293 --> 00:16:00,163 Hannah's a drug addict, just like Maddie was. 394 00:16:00,203 --> 00:16:02,383 I think some of this is Glassman dealing with his sense 395 00:16:02,423 --> 00:16:04,383 that he failed his daughter. 396 00:16:05,643 --> 00:16:07,513 After everything he's done to support you, 397 00:16:07,563 --> 00:16:10,213 don't you think you should let him help Hannah? 398 00:16:13,613 --> 00:16:18,923 Dr. Glassman... is only putting himself at risk, 399 00:16:18,963 --> 00:16:20,613 which I guess is okay. 400 00:16:23,180 --> 00:16:25,610 I won't tell Dr. Lim. 401 00:16:26,403 --> 00:16:27,403 Okay. 402 00:16:31,323 --> 00:16:33,243 [SIGHS] 403 00:16:40,333 --> 00:16:42,073 I'm thinking an awake craniotomy 404 00:16:42,113 --> 00:16:44,293 with intraoperative motor brain mapping. 405 00:16:44,333 --> 00:16:47,733 Respiratory failure leads to brain edema and herniation, 406 00:16:47,773 --> 00:16:50,123 air embolism, intraop seizures, 407 00:16:50,173 --> 00:16:52,783 just to name a few of the risks. 408 00:16:52,823 --> 00:16:57,523 He was struck by lightning and remembered who he was. 409 00:16:57,563 --> 00:16:58,963 A guitarist. 410 00:16:59,003 --> 00:17:00,873 I don't want to take that away from him. 411 00:17:00,923 --> 00:17:02,380 Big swing. 412 00:17:02,923 --> 00:17:04,313 I think I'm gonna do it. 413 00:17:04,353 --> 00:17:05,963 You seem amped up about this. 414 00:17:07,103 --> 00:17:08,663 It suits you. 415 00:17:10,663 --> 00:17:13,283 You need to keep him playing guitar during the surgery. 416 00:17:13,323 --> 00:17:16,233 If his playing gets worse during motor mapping, 417 00:17:16,283 --> 00:17:17,973 then you can't cut into that area. 418 00:17:18,023 --> 00:17:19,763 If he keeps playing well, then it's safe to cut. 419 00:17:23,506 --> 00:17:27,816 Digale a Dr. Maldonado que cubra esos turnos... 420 00:17:27,943 --> 00:17:31,293 Esperemos la semana que viene. 421 00:17:32,076 --> 00:17:33,733 Me tengo que ir. 422 00:17:33,773 --> 00:17:35,473 Gracias, Imelda. 423 00:17:37,863 --> 00:17:40,001 Your pathology just came back. 424 00:17:40,523 --> 00:17:41,783 We didn't get clean margins. 425 00:17:44,093 --> 00:17:45,923 Now, you're already on the board for this afternoon. 426 00:17:45,963 --> 00:17:48,223 We'll perform a re-excision, removing a wider margin 427 00:17:48,273 --> 00:17:49,623 of the breast tissue, 428 00:17:49,663 --> 00:17:51,233 followed by a sentinel lymph node biopsy 429 00:17:51,273 --> 00:17:52,883 to see if it's spread. 430 00:17:54,453 --> 00:17:55,933 But... 431 00:17:55,973 --> 00:17:57,602 [SIGHS] 432 00:17:58,493 --> 00:17:59,933 ...if it has... 433 00:18:01,243 --> 00:18:03,413 ...well, then, who better to take this on? 434 00:18:05,413 --> 00:18:06,943 You grew up in a trailer park. 435 00:18:06,983 --> 00:18:09,203 You were raised by a bipolar mother. 436 00:18:09,243 --> 00:18:11,123 Went to a top med school on scholarship. 437 00:18:11,163 --> 00:18:13,423 Then you were recruited to be chief of surgery in a country 438 00:18:13,473 --> 00:18:15,903 where you didn't even know the language. 439 00:18:15,953 --> 00:18:18,083 Now, two years later, you, uh... 440 00:18:18,123 --> 00:18:20,875 you speak perfect Spanish and you've overhauled the hospital. 441 00:18:23,303 --> 00:18:26,043 You are an unstoppable force, Claire Browne. 442 00:18:26,873 --> 00:18:28,873 And on top of all of that, 443 00:18:28,923 --> 00:18:31,573 you are kind, compassionate, 444 00:18:31,613 --> 00:18:34,793 and [CHUCKLES] heart-stoppingly beautiful. 445 00:18:39,063 --> 00:18:42,933 Cancer doesn't stand a chance against you. 446 00:18:48,059 --> 00:18:50,579 Forgot how great your bedside manner is. 447 00:18:50,683 --> 00:18:52,723 [CHUCKLES] 448 00:18:54,383 --> 00:18:56,603 And my Spanish is far from perfect. 449 00:19:03,783 --> 00:19:05,913 Play guitar during surgery? 450 00:19:05,953 --> 00:19:07,953 The risk of complications is higher, 451 00:19:08,003 --> 00:19:10,093 but an awake surgery is the only way 452 00:19:10,133 --> 00:19:13,663 to ensure full post-op function of your fine motor skills. 453 00:19:13,703 --> 00:19:15,663 We test each resection area 454 00:19:15,703 --> 00:19:19,663 and get immediate feedback before removing any tissue. 455 00:19:19,713 --> 00:19:21,323 And won't it hurt? 456 00:19:21,363 --> 00:19:23,143 You won't even feel it. 457 00:19:27,350 --> 00:19:29,180 Any song requests? 458 00:19:31,279 --> 00:19:33,153 Thank you for coming. 459 00:19:33,203 --> 00:19:34,699 So, what does she want? 460 00:19:35,073 --> 00:19:37,253 She doesn't want anything. She doesn't know I'm here. 461 00:19:37,293 --> 00:19:41,467 I want your help. I'd like to stage an intervention for Hannah. 462 00:19:41,507 --> 00:19:44,773 You think we haven't tried that... multiple times? 463 00:19:44,798 --> 00:19:46,798 Well, let's try again. 464 00:19:46,863 --> 00:19:47,993 Your daughter needs your help. 465 00:19:48,043 --> 00:19:49,422 What do you know about my daughter? 466 00:19:51,043 --> 00:19:53,483 She came to me with Chiari Zero. 467 00:19:53,523 --> 00:19:55,523 That is a malformation of the brain 468 00:19:55,573 --> 00:19:59,403 which causes persistent and sometimes very intense pain. 469 00:19:59,443 --> 00:20:02,183 That's why she started on the oxycodone. 470 00:20:02,233 --> 00:20:03,713 Can that be treated? 471 00:20:03,753 --> 00:20:05,533 My colleague already performed surgery. 472 00:20:05,558 --> 00:20:07,078 It was a complete success. 473 00:20:08,193 --> 00:20:10,233 She had brain surgery? 474 00:20:11,323 --> 00:20:12,862 Is she still in the hospital? 475 00:20:14,663 --> 00:20:17,363 She's staying on my couch. 476 00:20:17,463 --> 00:20:19,203 It was there or the streets. 477 00:20:20,423 --> 00:20:22,622 So she's using in your home? 478 00:20:26,123 --> 00:20:28,123 Yes, under my supervision. 479 00:20:28,173 --> 00:20:30,173 I wrote her a prescription for oxycodone, 480 00:20:30,213 --> 00:20:32,213 which I'm administering on a schedule. 481 00:20:32,263 --> 00:20:34,003 You're her new drug dealer. 482 00:20:34,043 --> 00:20:36,963 Her first night in my apartment, she OD'd on fentanyl... 483 00:20:37,003 --> 00:20:38,573 fentanyl that she bought on the street. 484 00:20:38,613 --> 00:20:41,483 Street drugs right now are Russian roulette. 485 00:20:41,533 --> 00:20:43,273 What I'm doing is much safer. 486 00:20:43,313 --> 00:20:46,233 I could call the cops on you. Do you know that? 487 00:20:46,273 --> 00:20:48,583 Tell me something... is it just the drugs? 488 00:20:48,623 --> 00:20:50,013 Are you also sleeping with her? 489 00:20:50,063 --> 00:20:51,883 If I were doing that, would I be calling you? 490 00:20:51,933 --> 00:20:54,654 Can we please stop with the nonsense now? 491 00:20:54,973 --> 00:20:56,413 I'm trying to save her life. 492 00:20:56,453 --> 00:20:57,803 The only way she turns this around 493 00:20:57,853 --> 00:20:59,593 is if she hits rock bottom. 494 00:20:59,633 --> 00:21:01,683 - Rock bottom. - Mm-hmm. 495 00:21:01,723 --> 00:21:03,243 [CHUCKLES] 496 00:21:03,293 --> 00:21:06,683 I kicked my daughter out of my house. 497 00:21:06,733 --> 00:21:08,513 And I told her, "Do not come back 498 00:21:08,553 --> 00:21:10,920 until you're clean and sober." 499 00:21:11,433 --> 00:21:14,863 The next time I saw her was on the coroner's table. 500 00:21:17,563 --> 00:21:19,523 Well, I'm very sorry. 501 00:21:21,783 --> 00:21:25,613 But Hannah is not your daughter. 502 00:21:25,663 --> 00:21:29,493 And the only person that can save Hannah is Hannah. 503 00:21:29,533 --> 00:21:31,899 But she has to want the help. 504 00:21:32,363 --> 00:21:34,143 And that's never gonna happen 505 00:21:34,168 --> 00:21:35,728 as long as you keep enabling her. 506 00:21:45,813 --> 00:21:48,513 [DOOR OPENS, CLOSES] 507 00:21:52,293 --> 00:21:54,123 I heard your second surgery was boring... 508 00:21:54,163 --> 00:21:55,383 just the way we like them. 509 00:21:55,433 --> 00:21:57,123 [SIGHS] I'm still a little sore. 510 00:21:57,173 --> 00:21:58,603 That's why I brought this. 511 00:21:58,653 --> 00:22:00,343 Oh, thank you. 512 00:22:01,913 --> 00:22:03,833 Oh, yeah, that is much better. 513 00:22:03,873 --> 00:22:05,703 Bless you. 514 00:22:05,743 --> 00:22:07,963 Now, show me that baby. 515 00:22:11,493 --> 00:22:14,453 Oh, she is gorgeous. 516 00:22:14,493 --> 00:22:16,323 The spitting image of Winston Churchill. 517 00:22:16,363 --> 00:22:18,673 - [LAUGHS] - She, too, will one day rule an empire. 518 00:22:18,713 --> 00:22:21,713 - Park looks so happy to be her dad. - Doesn't he? 519 00:22:21,763 --> 00:22:23,113 And as soon as we get married, 520 00:22:23,153 --> 00:22:24,893 we can finalize the adoption and make it official. 521 00:22:24,933 --> 00:22:26,763 Way to bury the lede! Congrats. 522 00:22:26,813 --> 00:22:28,073 When's the big day? 523 00:22:28,113 --> 00:22:29,633 Sometime this week, actually. 524 00:22:29,683 --> 00:22:32,253 - Do you want to come? - Absolutely. 525 00:22:32,293 --> 00:22:34,513 Oh, I'm just glad that Park is making 526 00:22:34,553 --> 00:22:35,773 an honest woman out of you. 527 00:22:35,813 --> 00:22:37,343 Me, too. 528 00:22:37,383 --> 00:22:39,658 I can't believe how close I came to letting him get away. 529 00:22:45,043 --> 00:22:47,133 - [HANNAH] Hi. - Hi. 530 00:22:48,833 --> 00:22:50,811 I'm making Coq au vin. 531 00:22:51,703 --> 00:22:54,623 I found a bottle of Burgundy in the cabinet. 532 00:22:54,663 --> 00:22:56,533 I hope you don't mind. 533 00:22:56,573 --> 00:22:57,973 We're celebrating. 534 00:22:58,206 --> 00:22:59,776 Celebrating? 535 00:23:00,323 --> 00:23:01,697 What are we celebrating? 536 00:23:02,543 --> 00:23:03,893 I got a job... 537 00:23:05,023 --> 00:23:07,593 at L'Amour, as a hostess, 538 00:23:07,633 --> 00:23:10,073 but it's one of the best restaurants in the city, 539 00:23:10,113 --> 00:23:12,423 and I can work my way up. 540 00:23:12,463 --> 00:23:15,085 Wow. That is amazing. 541 00:23:15,463 --> 00:23:18,033 I am very, very proud of you. 542 00:23:18,863 --> 00:23:20,033 Thank you. 543 00:23:20,083 --> 00:23:21,953 I'm proud of me, too. 544 00:23:21,993 --> 00:23:23,733 - Mmm. - [ALARM BEEPS] 545 00:23:23,783 --> 00:23:26,693 Oh. Time for your pill. 546 00:23:26,743 --> 00:23:28,913 Um, after my shower. 547 00:23:28,953 --> 00:23:32,743 This has to simmer for 30 minutes, anyway. 548 00:23:37,753 --> 00:23:39,573 [DOOR SLIDES CLOSED] 549 00:24:25,273 --> 00:24:28,103 - Those aren't mine. - Please don't lie to me. 550 00:24:28,143 --> 00:24:29,753 I found them in your jeans. 551 00:24:29,803 --> 00:24:31,413 Why were you going through my stuff? 552 00:24:31,453 --> 00:24:34,039 Well, obviously, I can't trust you, can I? 553 00:24:35,243 --> 00:24:37,373 I want to get clean. I do. I just... 554 00:24:38,243 --> 00:24:39,950 You're making me go too fast. 555 00:24:40,002 --> 00:24:41,222 We're gonna get you treatment. 556 00:24:41,247 --> 00:24:43,037 I'm gonna take you, and we're gonna go, and... 557 00:24:43,062 --> 00:24:45,192 No, I told you, I'm not going to rehab. 558 00:24:45,223 --> 00:24:46,653 It doesn't work! 559 00:24:46,678 --> 00:24:49,198 - It's the only thing that does work! - I'm outta here. 560 00:24:49,257 --> 00:24:50,399 I'm gonna flush it 561 00:24:50,423 --> 00:24:51,433 - right down the toilet. - Stop. What are you doing? 562 00:24:51,483 --> 00:24:52,563 That's mine. Stop it. 563 00:24:52,603 --> 00:24:54,563 - I paid for those. Stop it. - Too bad. 564 00:24:54,613 --> 00:24:56,003 - There you go. - [TOILET FLUSHES] 565 00:24:56,043 --> 00:24:57,173 Okay? 566 00:25:02,483 --> 00:25:04,313 This is your fault! 567 00:25:04,353 --> 00:25:06,703 How could you think giving me more pills 568 00:25:06,753 --> 00:25:08,233 was gonna help me get clean?! 569 00:25:08,273 --> 00:25:09,453 How is it my fault? 570 00:25:09,493 --> 00:25:10,843 I'm giving you too many drugs 571 00:25:10,883 --> 00:25:12,583 or I'm making you kick too fast... 572 00:25:12,623 --> 00:25:14,023 Which is it? It can't be both. 573 00:25:14,063 --> 00:25:15,453 I hate you! 574 00:25:15,503 --> 00:25:17,113 - No, you don't. - Yes, I do! 575 00:25:17,153 --> 00:25:18,959 I hate you. I got to go. 576 00:25:19,543 --> 00:25:22,113 - You can't leave. - Like hell, I can't. 577 00:25:22,153 --> 00:25:24,723 If you leave, you're g... you're gonna end up dead. 578 00:25:24,773 --> 00:25:25,903 Is that what you want? 579 00:25:26,943 --> 00:25:28,383 This isn't working. 580 00:25:30,473 --> 00:25:32,180 - I have to go. - Okay. Alright. Alright. 581 00:25:32,204 --> 00:25:33,449 Alright, alright. 582 00:25:52,713 --> 00:25:54,013 [DOOR CLOSES] 583 00:25:57,363 --> 00:26:00,583 Your pathology report hasn't come back yet. 584 00:26:00,633 --> 00:26:03,673 Oh, that wasn't why I, um... why I texted. 585 00:26:05,633 --> 00:26:07,723 What's been on your mind? 586 00:26:10,863 --> 00:26:13,253 You're not very good at keeping secrets, Shaun. 587 00:26:14,253 --> 00:26:18,268 I... can't tell you. 588 00:26:19,433 --> 00:26:21,783 - Do you want to? - Yes, I think you could help. 589 00:26:23,613 --> 00:26:25,833 I've never betrayed your trust. 590 00:26:27,793 --> 00:26:29,703 Dr. Glassman is prescribing oxycodone 591 00:26:29,743 --> 00:26:31,923 to a teenage drug addict who is living with him. 592 00:26:31,963 --> 00:26:33,973 He says he isn't concerned about losing his medical license 593 00:26:34,013 --> 00:26:35,923 or going to jail, but he should be. 594 00:26:35,973 --> 00:26:37,493 If I don't understand his decisions, 595 00:26:37,533 --> 00:26:39,843 how can I stop him from making bad ones? 596 00:26:40,623 --> 00:26:42,933 Oh. [EXHALES SHARPLY] 597 00:26:46,463 --> 00:26:49,293 When I was a kid, I... 598 00:26:49,333 --> 00:26:51,709 I didn't even ask why my mom used. 599 00:26:52,553 --> 00:26:54,603 I was too busy trying to survive. 600 00:26:54,643 --> 00:27:00,783 But now, I think what my mom needed most 601 00:27:00,823 --> 00:27:05,107 was one thing in her life without an "if" attached. 602 00:27:05,563 --> 00:27:08,043 With addicts, everything becomes conditional. 603 00:27:08,093 --> 00:27:11,053 A home, a job, even love. 604 00:27:11,093 --> 00:27:14,491 They only get them if they get clean. 605 00:27:15,273 --> 00:27:19,233 Dr. Glassman told Maddie she could only come home 606 00:27:19,273 --> 00:27:20,623 if she got sober. 607 00:27:20,663 --> 00:27:22,249 Then she died. 608 00:27:22,973 --> 00:27:24,209 The "if" killed her. 609 00:27:25,933 --> 00:27:27,583 The drugs killed her. 610 00:27:27,633 --> 00:27:31,413 And a car accident killed my mom, but... 611 00:27:34,333 --> 00:27:37,773 ...sometimes I can't help but feel 612 00:27:37,813 --> 00:27:40,603 if I'd told her I loved her unconditionally... 613 00:27:41,733 --> 00:27:43,270 she would still be alive. 614 00:27:46,913 --> 00:27:53,133 So, Dr. Glassman needs to keep giving Hannah 615 00:27:53,183 --> 00:27:56,873 unconditional love, even if it risks his career? 616 00:27:56,923 --> 00:27:58,533 I think so. 617 00:27:58,573 --> 00:28:01,233 And if I want to help Dr. Glassman, 618 00:28:01,273 --> 00:28:03,323 I need to help Hannah. 619 00:28:07,193 --> 00:28:08,545 How? 620 00:28:09,063 --> 00:28:11,063 I-I'm sorry, Shaun. I don't know. 621 00:28:13,063 --> 00:28:17,853 But if someone told me the day we met outside, 622 00:28:17,903 --> 00:28:19,593 when you were soaking wet, 623 00:28:19,643 --> 00:28:21,943 barely able to communicate, 624 00:28:21,993 --> 00:28:23,953 that you would become a top attending, 625 00:28:23,993 --> 00:28:26,473 a wonderful husband and father, 626 00:28:26,513 --> 00:28:28,173 I wouldn't have believed them. 627 00:28:29,393 --> 00:28:31,401 But you have grown so much. 628 00:28:33,083 --> 00:28:36,223 You're really, really good at helping people, Shaun. 629 00:28:38,743 --> 00:28:40,410 You're gonna figure out how to help. 630 00:28:44,143 --> 00:28:45,493 I've missed this. 631 00:28:47,883 --> 00:28:49,193 Me, too. 632 00:28:53,323 --> 00:28:55,063 Ojemann stimulator. 633 00:28:55,113 --> 00:28:57,723 [GUITAR PLAYING] 634 00:28:57,763 --> 00:28:59,179 Beginning motor mapping. 635 00:29:04,903 --> 00:29:06,513 No motor arrest. 636 00:29:06,553 --> 00:29:08,953 Mark area one safe for resection. 637 00:29:16,133 --> 00:29:18,133 [PLAYING STOPS] 638 00:29:19,833 --> 00:29:22,035 Area two not safe for resection. 639 00:29:26,623 --> 00:29:28,103 Are you okay, Clint? 640 00:29:28,143 --> 00:29:29,273 I think so. 641 00:29:29,313 --> 00:29:31,103 Can you keep playing? 642 00:29:31,143 --> 00:29:33,623 [GUITAR PLAYING] 643 00:29:36,933 --> 00:29:38,453 Continuing motor mapping. 644 00:29:39,773 --> 00:29:41,943 Totally clean margins, lymph node negative, 645 00:29:41,968 --> 00:29:43,138 no more surgeries. 646 00:29:43,163 --> 00:29:45,203 You are good to go. 647 00:29:45,373 --> 00:29:46,971 Oh, that is fantastic. 648 00:29:46,995 --> 00:29:48,423 [CHUCKLES] 649 00:29:49,123 --> 00:29:50,603 Oh, thank you. 650 00:29:51,823 --> 00:29:53,823 [SIGHS] 651 00:29:55,863 --> 00:29:57,913 I'm so glad I got to see you again. 652 00:29:59,043 --> 00:30:00,353 Me, too. 653 00:30:00,393 --> 00:30:02,703 Seems like you're back where you belong. 654 00:30:09,443 --> 00:30:11,210 I wasn't gonna come back. 655 00:30:11,883 --> 00:30:13,462 I, um... 656 00:30:14,063 --> 00:30:15,273 I-I told Shaun 657 00:30:15,323 --> 00:30:17,413 that I'd just get the lumpectomy in Guatemala, 658 00:30:17,453 --> 00:30:20,983 and then he told me that you would be here. 659 00:30:27,723 --> 00:30:29,113 You know, since being back, 660 00:30:29,163 --> 00:30:33,148 I, um, think about you all the time. 661 00:30:33,903 --> 00:30:35,903 Not like I didn't before, but... 662 00:30:35,953 --> 00:30:37,653 I don't know why I couldn't commit to you. 663 00:30:38,563 --> 00:30:42,873 I think I was just young, stubborn. 664 00:30:43,683 --> 00:30:44,683 It's okay. 665 00:30:51,923 --> 00:30:53,313 We got all of it. 666 00:30:53,363 --> 00:30:55,273 You'll need to do some radiotherapy, 667 00:30:55,313 --> 00:30:57,381 but it shouldn't interfere with your music career. 668 00:30:58,663 --> 00:31:01,233 Well, I'm not sure any crowd will compare 669 00:31:01,283 --> 00:31:03,713 to playing with my brain exposed. 670 00:31:04,603 --> 00:31:06,848 Thank you so much. 671 00:31:16,843 --> 00:31:20,933 You look upset, like you have been crying. 672 00:31:21,043 --> 00:31:22,473 Are you okay? 673 00:31:23,863 --> 00:31:25,173 No. 674 00:31:27,133 --> 00:31:29,093 Hannah bought pills on the street. 675 00:31:32,353 --> 00:31:33,793 I don't know what to do. 676 00:31:58,553 --> 00:32:00,383 I can't help her. I tried. 677 00:32:04,693 --> 00:32:05,787 [SIGHS] 678 00:32:05,811 --> 00:32:07,492 I-I don't want to... 679 00:32:07,913 --> 00:32:09,453 [SOBS] 680 00:32:09,953 --> 00:32:12,653 I don't want to fight anymore. 681 00:32:24,663 --> 00:32:27,193 Do you want me to stay with you? 682 00:32:34,333 --> 00:32:35,812 No. 683 00:32:45,253 --> 00:32:47,163 [SIGHS] I'm gonna go for a walk. 684 00:32:47,213 --> 00:32:49,083 Thank you. Thank you. 685 00:33:04,183 --> 00:33:05,717 Who are you? 686 00:33:06,663 --> 00:33:09,323 I am Dr. Shaun Murphy. 687 00:33:10,453 --> 00:33:13,933 Dr. Glassman's... son. 688 00:33:13,973 --> 00:33:15,583 Not biologically. 689 00:33:18,073 --> 00:33:21,423 Dr. Glassman helped me like he's helping you. 690 00:33:21,463 --> 00:33:24,903 So, basically, we're both broken toys 691 00:33:25,383 --> 00:33:28,343 that are supposed to replace the daughter he couldn't fix? 692 00:33:28,383 --> 00:33:32,173 Dr. Glassman didn't fix me. 693 00:33:34,216 --> 00:33:35,656 He loved me. 694 00:33:40,743 --> 00:33:42,879 I'm not like other people. 695 00:33:45,963 --> 00:33:48,385 Other kids called me weird. 696 00:33:49,939 --> 00:33:52,029 My parents didn't want me. 697 00:33:53,543 --> 00:33:56,518 So, that was how I saw myself. 698 00:33:56,973 --> 00:34:00,633 But Dr. Glassman saw that I could be more. 699 00:34:00,673 --> 00:34:03,413 And now I see myself as so much more 700 00:34:03,463 --> 00:34:05,983 because Dr. Glassman loved me... 701 00:34:07,683 --> 00:34:09,163 ...unconditionally. 702 00:34:11,643 --> 00:34:13,603 I am still different. 703 00:34:13,643 --> 00:34:17,913 I will... always have autism, 704 00:34:17,953 --> 00:34:19,913 but now I'm proud of that. 705 00:34:21,913 --> 00:34:23,483 You will always be an addict, 706 00:34:23,523 --> 00:34:25,547 even if you stop using drugs. 707 00:34:27,223 --> 00:34:30,886 But Dr. Glassman sees you can be more. 708 00:34:33,663 --> 00:34:34,923 Why can't you? 709 00:34:47,243 --> 00:34:49,423 Mm. It's after midnight. 710 00:34:49,463 --> 00:34:50,773 I know. 711 00:34:50,813 --> 00:34:52,643 Joelle's on her way to babysit. 712 00:34:52,683 --> 00:34:54,123 Why? 713 00:34:54,163 --> 00:34:56,163 I borrowed your favorite dress, 714 00:34:56,213 --> 00:34:58,823 gave it to the dressmaker, so she'd have the right size. 715 00:34:58,863 --> 00:35:00,383 I haven't looked. 716 00:35:00,433 --> 00:35:03,433 I'm not supposed to see it until later. 717 00:35:03,473 --> 00:35:05,545 We're getting married now? 718 00:35:06,263 --> 00:35:09,183 2:00 a.m. was the only time the perfect venue was available. 719 00:35:09,223 --> 00:35:11,053 Idle Time Jazz Bar, where we... 720 00:35:11,093 --> 00:35:12,793 Had our first official date. 721 00:35:13,753 --> 00:35:15,233 You're amazing. 722 00:35:30,463 --> 00:35:31,943 I'm glad you're here. 723 00:35:33,903 --> 00:35:37,473 I know I'll always be an addict. 724 00:35:40,432 --> 00:35:42,392 But I'd like to be more. 725 00:35:45,523 --> 00:35:47,213 I know I need rehab. 726 00:35:48,823 --> 00:35:50,549 I'd really like it... 727 00:35:50,923 --> 00:35:53,103 if you could still be here for me... 728 00:35:54,743 --> 00:35:56,183 ...after rehab. 729 00:35:59,103 --> 00:36:01,273 Like you were for Dr. Murphy. 730 00:36:15,333 --> 00:36:19,253 As long as I'm here, I'll be here for you. 731 00:36:21,803 --> 00:36:23,983 We have to find you the right program. 732 00:36:24,123 --> 00:36:26,123 I am a president of a hospital, 733 00:36:26,148 --> 00:36:28,968 so I should be able to pull some strings. 734 00:36:30,783 --> 00:36:32,693 Mr. Big Shot. 735 00:36:32,743 --> 00:36:34,093 You better believe it. 736 00:36:38,963 --> 00:36:42,053 To always support your boundless ambitions. 737 00:36:42,103 --> 00:36:44,183 To never complain, 738 00:36:44,233 --> 00:36:45,793 no matter how many times you make me listen 739 00:36:45,843 --> 00:36:47,933 to the same show tunes. 740 00:36:47,973 --> 00:36:50,103 And most of all, I... 741 00:36:51,633 --> 00:36:54,673 I vow to be the man and the father 742 00:36:54,723 --> 00:36:57,157 and the best friend you and Eden need. 743 00:36:57,893 --> 00:36:59,503 Always. 744 00:37:05,163 --> 00:37:08,303 Well, I think I was the last person 745 00:37:08,343 --> 00:37:09,993 that knew we were getting married tonight, 746 00:37:10,043 --> 00:37:12,303 so I didn't write any vows. 747 00:37:12,343 --> 00:37:17,133 But the truth is that I will never be 748 00:37:17,173 --> 00:37:20,793 as romantic or as sweet as you are. 749 00:37:21,923 --> 00:37:24,184 But I will never stop loving you. 750 00:37:25,093 --> 00:37:27,273 Or stop teasing you because I know it turns you on. 751 00:37:27,313 --> 00:37:28,980 [ALL CHUCKLE] 752 00:37:30,103 --> 00:37:32,359 [CLEARS THROAT] Shaun and Lea, the rings. 753 00:37:38,826 --> 00:37:40,136 With this ring... 754 00:37:42,050 --> 00:37:43,220 ...I thee wed. 755 00:37:48,033 --> 00:37:50,423 With this ring, I thee wed. 756 00:37:52,563 --> 00:37:54,506 Alright, you two. Now, smooch. 757 00:37:55,433 --> 00:37:57,433 [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] 758 00:38:01,564 --> 00:38:02,392 [RAPPING] ♪ Yeah, ♪ 759 00:38:02,416 --> 00:38:03,963 ♪ raise your glass to the ceiling ♪ 760 00:38:04,003 --> 00:38:07,443 ♪ There's true love, there's true love in the building ♪ 761 00:38:07,483 --> 00:38:09,923 - What is happening?! - ♪ Hope y'all catching the feeling ♪ 762 00:38:09,973 --> 00:38:12,273 ♪ I know you catching the feeling ♪ 763 00:38:12,323 --> 00:38:13,973 - ♪ Something borrowed ♪ - ♪ Something borrowed ♪ 764 00:38:14,013 --> 00:38:15,493 - ♪ Something new ♪ - ♪ Something new ♪ 765 00:38:15,543 --> 00:38:16,973 - ♪ Something old ♪ - ♪ Something old ♪ 766 00:38:17,023 --> 00:38:19,193 - ♪ Something blue ♪ - ♪ Something blue ♪ 767 00:38:19,243 --> 00:38:21,933 ♪ Ooh ♪ 768 00:38:21,983 --> 00:38:24,853 ♪ You're just too good to be true ♪ 769 00:38:24,893 --> 00:38:27,203 ♪ Can't take my eyes off of you ♪ 770 00:38:27,243 --> 00:38:30,253 ♪ You'd be like heaven to touch ♪ 771 00:38:30,293 --> 00:38:33,083 ♪ I want to hold you so much ♪ 772 00:38:33,123 --> 00:38:35,603 ♪ At long last, love has arrived ♪ 773 00:38:35,643 --> 00:38:38,253 ♪ And I thank God I'm alive ♪ 774 00:38:38,303 --> 00:38:41,173 ♪ You're just too good to be true ♪ 775 00:38:41,213 --> 00:38:43,613 ♪ Can't take my eyes off of you ♪ 776 00:38:43,653 --> 00:38:45,133 ♪ Can't take my eyes off of you ♪ 777 00:38:47,873 --> 00:38:51,443 ♪ I need you, baby ♪ 778 00:38:51,493 --> 00:38:53,973 ♪ And if it's quite alright ♪ 779 00:38:54,013 --> 00:38:55,663 ♪ I need you, baby ♪ 780 00:38:55,713 --> 00:38:57,103 ♪ Unh, you know I need you, baby ♪ 781 00:38:57,143 --> 00:38:58,413 ♪ To warm the lonely nights ♪ 782 00:38:58,453 --> 00:38:59,543 ♪ Unh, to warm the lonely nights ♪ 783 00:38:59,583 --> 00:39:01,933 ♪ I love you, baby ♪ 784 00:39:01,973 --> 00:39:02,973 ♪ I love you, baby ♪ 785 00:39:03,023 --> 00:39:05,113 This is perfect. 786 00:39:05,153 --> 00:39:06,243 I know. 787 00:39:09,423 --> 00:39:12,423 ♪ Oh, pretty baby ♪ 788 00:39:12,463 --> 00:39:13,593 ♪ Oh, pretty baby ♪ 789 00:39:13,643 --> 00:39:15,603 ♪ Don't let me down, I pray ♪ 790 00:39:15,643 --> 00:39:17,163 ♪ Oh, pretty baby ♪ 791 00:39:17,213 --> 00:39:18,383 ♪ Oh, pretty baby ♪ 792 00:39:18,433 --> 00:39:20,953 ♪ Now that I found you, stay ♪ 793 00:39:20,993 --> 00:39:23,823 ♪ And let me love you ♪ 794 00:39:23,873 --> 00:39:29,093 ♪ Oh, baby, let me love you, okay ♪ 795 00:39:29,133 --> 00:39:32,353 ♪ There's no reason to even talk about last night ♪ 796 00:39:32,403 --> 00:39:34,883 ♪ I'm trying to love you and turn you on like a flashlight ♪ 797 00:39:34,923 --> 00:39:37,883 ♪ And I ain't never gon worry bout what yo past life ♪ 798 00:39:37,923 --> 00:39:40,623 ♪ We gotta kid, we gon raise her up like the gas price ♪ 799 00:39:40,663 --> 00:39:43,233 ♪ When we locked eyes, the feelings was originally lopsided ♪ 800 00:39:43,283 --> 00:39:46,103 - I'm glad I came back. - Me, too. 801 00:39:46,153 --> 00:39:48,893 ♪ You covered up your heart so I had to go find it ♪ 802 00:39:48,933 --> 00:39:51,593 ♪ You can't find love mixed with all that pride in ♪ 803 00:39:51,633 --> 00:39:54,033 ♪ Yet you think you'll be the one that I could confide in ♪ 804 00:39:54,073 --> 00:39:55,627 ♪ You mine, then ♪ 805 00:39:58,643 --> 00:39:59,773 Scotch, please. 806 00:40:02,733 --> 00:40:04,783 Tequila, stat. 807 00:40:08,460 --> 00:40:09,600 Cheers. 808 00:40:15,003 --> 00:40:17,833 Hannah told me about your talk. 809 00:40:17,883 --> 00:40:20,568 Her parents are taking her to rehab tomorrow. 810 00:40:21,493 --> 00:40:22,973 Thank you. 811 00:40:24,753 --> 00:40:26,233 You're welcome. 812 00:40:27,363 --> 00:40:30,713 You have grown... a lot. 813 00:40:32,063 --> 00:40:34,893 As a doctor, as a father, as a man. 814 00:40:36,553 --> 00:40:38,983 Thank you. I have. 815 00:40:50,823 --> 00:40:52,743 My cancer is back. 816 00:40:55,116 --> 00:40:58,206 It's progressed to a glioblastoma. 817 00:41:01,703 --> 00:41:04,573 There are... new experimental... 818 00:41:04,623 --> 00:41:06,403 No, no, no, no, no, no. 819 00:41:08,230 --> 00:41:09,930 It's terminal. 820 00:41:14,373 --> 00:41:16,063 I'm dying. 821 00:41:31,783 --> 00:41:33,733 [CELLPHONE VIBRATES] 822 00:41:33,783 --> 00:41:35,783 [BOTH CHUCKLE] 823 00:41:38,133 --> 00:41:39,483 Amir will be here in a minute 824 00:41:39,523 --> 00:41:41,524 to take you to your hotel. 825 00:41:41,923 --> 00:41:44,235 Or we could go back to your place. 826 00:41:44,923 --> 00:41:46,404 I can't. 827 00:41:46,833 --> 00:41:48,623 Not if it's gonna be a one-night stand. 828 00:41:49,973 --> 00:41:51,784 It's not gonna be a one-night stand. 829 00:41:56,673 --> 00:41:57,999 Oh. 830 00:41:58,673 --> 00:42:00,043 You okay? 831 00:42:00,763 --> 00:42:02,983 Oh, yeah. I just feel a little bit sick. 832 00:42:03,023 --> 00:42:04,113 Yeah, you feel warm. 833 00:42:04,163 --> 00:42:05,757 You didn't drink anything, did you? 834 00:42:06,683 --> 00:42:08,943 No, because of the medication. 835 00:42:08,993 --> 00:42:10,603 Claire? 836 00:42:11,513 --> 00:42:13,097 Claire? Clai... 837 00:42:16,343 --> 00:42:17,603 [AMIR] Hi. Are you Jared? 838 00:42:23,003 --> 00:42:24,923 St. Bonaventure, as fast as you can drive. 839 00:42:31,233 --> 00:42:33,453 [CLOSING THEME MUSIC PLAYING]