1 00:00:07,632 --> 00:00:09,634 [somber music playing] 2 00:00:11,678 --> 00:00:12,679 [indistinct chatter] 3 00:00:13,972 --> 00:00:15,181 Oh, sorry. 4 00:00:17,851 --> 00:00:18,851 [chuckles] 5 00:00:20,979 --> 00:00:21,813 Hi. 6 00:00:21,896 --> 00:00:22,896 [Kitty] Hi. 7 00:00:22,939 --> 00:00:24,899 [female vocalizing] 8 00:00:24,983 --> 00:00:26,401 [Jose] I like who you are. 9 00:00:27,235 --> 00:00:28,236 What do you mean? 10 00:00:28,945 --> 00:00:30,572 You're just so... 11 00:00:31,740 --> 00:00:32,740 American. 12 00:00:33,158 --> 00:00:35,785 And you're so... not. 13 00:00:35,869 --> 00:00:37,078 [Jose laughs] 14 00:00:37,162 --> 00:00:38,830 [female vocalizing] 15 00:00:38,913 --> 00:00:40,540 - [cheers and applause] - [camera clicks] 16 00:00:40,623 --> 00:00:42,834 Yeah! That's my girl! 17 00:01:00,977 --> 00:01:01,977 [phone clanks] 18 00:01:02,771 --> 00:01:07,192 Is "Jose" Spanish for, um, "Joseph"? 19 00:01:07,942 --> 00:01:09,194 Yes, it is. 20 00:01:09,277 --> 00:01:11,196 [female vocalizing] 21 00:01:11,279 --> 00:01:12,614 Joseph is a nice name. 22 00:01:15,617 --> 00:01:17,817 [Kitty] You couldn't even bring yourself to look at him! 23 00:01:17,869 --> 00:01:20,997 - [mom] You need to stop and think! - You don't understand, Mom! I love him! 24 00:01:21,081 --> 00:01:23,958 [Jose] It was a pleasure to meet you. Come on. Let's go. 25 00:01:25,168 --> 00:01:26,586 [female vocalizing] 26 00:01:26,669 --> 00:01:30,340 It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. [laughing] 27 00:01:32,675 --> 00:01:35,303 We don't need her. All we need is each other. 28 00:01:35,845 --> 00:01:38,139 [priest] I now pronounce you husband and wife. 29 00:01:38,765 --> 00:01:41,518 It's like a dream. I'm Kitty Menendez. 30 00:01:41,601 --> 00:01:43,144 [Kitty chuckles] 31 00:01:43,728 --> 00:01:44,854 It is a dream. 32 00:01:46,064 --> 00:01:47,482 It's the American dream. 33 00:01:47,565 --> 00:01:49,234 [female vocalizing] 34 00:01:49,317 --> 00:01:53,530 I'm gonna give you everything. More than you thought was possible. 35 00:01:58,326 --> 00:02:00,495 [somber music intensifies] 36 00:02:05,542 --> 00:02:06,543 [somber music ends] 37 00:02:07,794 --> 00:02:09,003 I hate my kids. 38 00:02:10,755 --> 00:02:12,340 May as well come out and say it. 39 00:02:12,841 --> 00:02:14,801 You're gonna get it out of me at some point. 40 00:02:16,136 --> 00:02:17,846 They're parasites, actually. 41 00:02:19,597 --> 00:02:21,432 Not just my kids. Kids, in general. 42 00:02:23,643 --> 00:02:26,521 They strip the calcium from your bones as they grow inside you. 43 00:02:27,480 --> 00:02:28,523 [exhales] 44 00:02:29,107 --> 00:02:32,569 They wreck your body as they... eat you alive. 45 00:02:34,654 --> 00:02:35,655 My kids? 46 00:02:36,823 --> 00:02:38,283 I don't know. Lyle? 47 00:02:38,366 --> 00:02:40,869 You can't just quit. You only worked there for one month. 48 00:02:40,952 --> 00:02:44,372 Mom! Mom, Mom, Mom, I can find more fucking money than that 49 00:02:44,455 --> 00:02:46,457 in my goddamn laundry hamper! 50 00:02:47,417 --> 00:02:48,626 Do you realize that? 51 00:02:49,335 --> 00:02:51,337 [tense music playing] 52 00:02:52,046 --> 00:02:53,214 [Kitty] Lyle scares me. 53 00:02:54,215 --> 00:02:57,385 [lips smack] Erik's just... 54 00:02:57,468 --> 00:02:59,012 [tennis ball pops] 55 00:02:59,095 --> 00:03:01,055 [crowd applause lightly] 56 00:03:01,139 --> 00:03:02,139 Fuck! 57 00:03:02,640 --> 00:03:03,850 [tennis racquet crashes] 58 00:03:06,019 --> 00:03:07,019 [Erik grunts] 59 00:03:08,021 --> 00:03:09,105 Erik's pathetic. 60 00:03:12,984 --> 00:03:16,946 Still, I... I do care about them in my own way. 61 00:03:17,030 --> 00:03:18,030 So much. 62 00:03:18,907 --> 00:03:20,450 [Kitty] When they're fast asleep... 63 00:03:20,533 --> 00:03:22,035 [indistinct dialogue from TV] 64 00:03:22,118 --> 00:03:23,995 ...I can still feel connected to them. 65 00:03:25,205 --> 00:03:27,498 The umbilical cord still holding us together. 66 00:03:30,043 --> 00:03:33,171 In the deep of the night, I can remember them as little boys. 67 00:03:34,797 --> 00:03:36,799 And then I can feel love for them again. 68 00:03:40,637 --> 00:03:41,888 But most days, 69 00:03:43,598 --> 00:03:45,016 I hardly recognize them. 70 00:03:48,811 --> 00:03:51,898 It's like I'm looking through my life through fogged-up glass. 71 00:03:54,943 --> 00:03:56,611 There's distance between us. 72 00:03:58,363 --> 00:03:59,364 And my husband? 73 00:04:01,032 --> 00:04:02,617 [inhales deeply] Excluded. 74 00:04:04,494 --> 00:04:06,704 I never get enough from Jose, is all. 75 00:04:06,788 --> 00:04:08,122 I had Lyle and Erik, 76 00:04:08,206 --> 00:04:10,124 and they took Jose away from me. 77 00:04:11,251 --> 00:04:14,629 Those boys are always trying to steal the love of my life. 78 00:04:16,965 --> 00:04:19,384 Those boys and that one woman he's been fucking. 79 00:04:20,343 --> 00:04:23,805 Louise, I think her name is. They've been on and off again for years. 80 00:04:23,888 --> 00:04:25,515 And I get it. I really do. 81 00:04:26,432 --> 00:04:29,060 He's just trying to escape the chaos at home. 82 00:04:29,143 --> 00:04:31,729 - [woman screams] - [Jose grunts] 83 00:04:31,813 --> 00:04:34,107 The chaos that is Lyle and Erik. 84 00:04:34,899 --> 00:04:38,027 And the only thing I have going for me is renovating the house. 85 00:04:38,111 --> 00:04:39,529 It's gonna be beautiful. 86 00:04:39,612 --> 00:04:41,572 Jose is letting me do whatever I want. 87 00:04:42,907 --> 00:04:45,576 And I have a facelift scheduled for next week, 88 00:04:45,660 --> 00:04:47,328 which I'm oddly optimistic about. 89 00:04:48,871 --> 00:04:50,873 I hope it settles before the holidays. 90 00:04:52,333 --> 00:04:53,918 But I think Jose will like it. 91 00:04:55,878 --> 00:04:59,090 A little tune-up before Christmas. [chuckles softly] 92 00:05:00,341 --> 00:05:02,260 ["Santa Baby" by Eartha Kitt playing] 93 00:05:06,848 --> 00:05:13,187 ♪ Santa baby, just slip a Sable Under the tree for me ♪ 94 00:05:13,271 --> 00:05:15,481 - [Kitty] What about this one? - Mm-hmm. It's nice. 95 00:05:16,566 --> 00:05:19,277 No, the green is just too traditional, huh? 96 00:05:19,360 --> 00:05:20,360 [Jose] Hmm. 97 00:05:20,403 --> 00:05:23,823 ♪ So hurry down the chimney tonight ♪ 98 00:05:23,906 --> 00:05:26,784 I got a fucking facelift for you, and you don't even say anything? 99 00:05:27,368 --> 00:05:32,081 I... I... I said it when I paid for the plastic surgery, and you look great. 100 00:05:32,165 --> 00:05:34,334 You look refreshed. You look beautiful. 101 00:05:34,417 --> 00:05:38,046 But you have to take care of your body, please. 102 00:05:38,129 --> 00:05:39,964 I want you to lose nine pounds. 103 00:05:41,049 --> 00:05:44,635 ♪ Santa baby, so hurry down The chimney tonight ♪ 104 00:05:44,719 --> 00:05:47,430 Where are the boys? I told them. I told them. I said, don't be late. 105 00:05:48,014 --> 00:05:50,326 Well, we still have time to switch up the trees then. Okay? 106 00:05:50,350 --> 00:05:52,393 One in every room. Sorry, I'm gonna need your help. 107 00:05:52,477 --> 00:05:55,813 The green one is nice. Let's just stick with that one. Come on. 108 00:05:55,897 --> 00:05:58,566 It's Christmas Eve. It has to be perfect. 109 00:05:58,649 --> 00:06:00,526 Not just nice, but perfect. 110 00:06:00,610 --> 00:06:01,861 [lighter clicks] 111 00:06:01,944 --> 00:06:03,196 [tires screeching in distance] 112 00:06:03,279 --> 00:06:04,906 Shit. They're here. 113 00:06:07,075 --> 00:06:10,328 Don't let them in yet. Don't let them in yet. 114 00:06:10,411 --> 00:06:12,747 - [door opens] - Where have you been? I told you. 115 00:06:12,830 --> 00:06:15,124 What are you talking about? We were at a Christmas party. 116 00:06:15,208 --> 00:06:18,419 We were gonna do presents tonight 'cause Lyle's got a tournament tomorrow. 117 00:06:18,503 --> 00:06:20,838 - Dad, it's Christmas Eve. - Hey! Hey! Hold on. 118 00:06:21,339 --> 00:06:23,925 It's Christmas Eve, I know, but you've got tennis in the morning. 119 00:06:24,008 --> 00:06:26,260 It's the... it's the holiday tournament. 120 00:06:26,344 --> 00:06:29,764 Which is why... Which is why we're doing presents tonight. 121 00:06:29,847 --> 00:06:32,475 And why I told you to be on time. Okay? 122 00:06:34,394 --> 00:06:36,938 Ho, ho, ho! 123 00:06:37,021 --> 00:06:38,106 Merry Christmas! 124 00:06:38,189 --> 00:06:39,941 Oh, here he is. 125 00:06:40,024 --> 00:06:42,402 Looking so handsome, Santa. 126 00:06:42,485 --> 00:06:44,237 [Jose] Thank you. 127 00:06:44,320 --> 00:06:45,321 Merry Christmas. 128 00:06:45,405 --> 00:06:47,198 - This is for you, my darling. - Ooh! 129 00:06:47,281 --> 00:06:48,533 [Lyle] Oh, "darling." 130 00:06:48,616 --> 00:06:50,868 - Hey, Erik, isn't Santa married? - Yeah. 131 00:06:50,952 --> 00:06:53,204 Mom, how could you do that to Mrs. Claus? 132 00:06:53,287 --> 00:06:56,124 That's for you, and that's for you. 133 00:06:56,707 --> 00:06:58,292 Wow. A book. 134 00:06:59,460 --> 00:07:00,294 Great. 135 00:07:00,378 --> 00:07:01,796 [Jose clears throat] 136 00:07:03,423 --> 00:07:05,174 Did you get something for your mom? 137 00:07:05,675 --> 00:07:08,928 [gulps] No. No one told us that we were doing presents this year. 138 00:07:09,011 --> 00:07:10,221 Yes, I did. 139 00:07:10,304 --> 00:07:13,307 I told you it's fucking Christmas. We give gifts on Christmas. 140 00:07:13,891 --> 00:07:16,018 Ho, ho, ho, ho, ho, ho ho! 141 00:07:16,102 --> 00:07:18,104 Open it. Open it. Open it. 142 00:07:18,688 --> 00:07:20,481 - [Jose inhales deeply] - [Kitty gasps] 143 00:07:21,190 --> 00:07:22,483 [Kitty laughs] 144 00:07:22,567 --> 00:07:24,569 Oh, it's so beautiful, honey. 145 00:07:24,652 --> 00:07:27,488 - But is that all that's in there? - What? 146 00:07:27,572 --> 00:07:30,032 I'm asking if it's that all that's in there. 147 00:07:34,036 --> 00:07:37,915 Oh my God, a car? A Mercedes Benz? 148 00:07:37,999 --> 00:07:39,250 [gasping in excitement] 149 00:07:39,333 --> 00:07:41,043 Santa! Oh! 150 00:07:41,127 --> 00:07:42,128 [Kitty gasps] 151 00:07:42,211 --> 00:07:44,839 What?! Santa? I have to see! 152 00:07:44,922 --> 00:07:46,007 [Kitty gasps] 153 00:07:46,090 --> 00:07:47,091 Look at her. 154 00:07:49,385 --> 00:07:50,970 Oh! 155 00:07:51,053 --> 00:07:52,638 [Kitty screams] 156 00:07:52,722 --> 00:07:54,932 [laughing] It's a convertible! 157 00:07:55,016 --> 00:07:59,061 [gasps] Oh my God! I have to go show Alicia! I'll be right back, okay? 158 00:07:59,145 --> 00:08:02,440 That's love. Right there, that's love. Okay, open yours. 159 00:08:04,066 --> 00:08:07,236 It's really nice that Mom gets a Mercedes and that we get books. 160 00:08:07,320 --> 00:08:09,113 That's very thoughtful of you, Dad. 161 00:08:09,197 --> 00:08:11,282 Yep. It's a book. 162 00:08:12,575 --> 00:08:15,495 [inhales] When your mother and I first moved to New York, 163 00:08:15,578 --> 00:08:17,955 the only job I could get was a dishwasher. 164 00:08:18,956 --> 00:08:22,335 Near royalty in Cuba and a fucking servant in America, right? 165 00:08:22,418 --> 00:08:23,920 [dramatic music playing] 166 00:08:24,003 --> 00:08:26,756 [Jose] Cleaning the saliva and the filth off other people's plates. 167 00:08:26,839 --> 00:08:29,217 That was the only place that would hire me. 168 00:08:29,300 --> 00:08:32,178 And the manager had a copy of that book. 169 00:08:32,261 --> 00:08:34,722 And I would read it on breaks, nonstop. 170 00:08:34,805 --> 00:08:39,644 And this became my bible on how to become someone in this country. 171 00:08:40,770 --> 00:08:43,105 [Lyle] Why are there so many passages that are blacked out? 172 00:08:43,189 --> 00:08:46,317 I blacked out the bullshit, because there's a lot of bullshit in there. 173 00:08:46,400 --> 00:08:49,153 But what I left... Those words... 174 00:08:49,237 --> 00:08:51,614 [clears throat] All you have to do... Listen to me. 175 00:08:52,281 --> 00:08:55,701 All you have to do is learn them. Commit them to heart. 176 00:08:56,369 --> 00:08:58,996 "Today I'll be master of my emotions." 177 00:08:59,080 --> 00:09:01,207 "Today I'll be master of my emotions." 178 00:09:01,290 --> 00:09:06,629 "From this moment, I'm prepared to control whatever personality awakes in me." 179 00:09:06,712 --> 00:09:10,633 "I will control my moods through positive action." 180 00:09:10,716 --> 00:09:14,011 "And when I control my moods, I control my destiny." 181 00:09:15,596 --> 00:09:16,596 Okay, boys? 182 00:09:20,393 --> 00:09:22,395 [phone ringing] 183 00:09:23,771 --> 00:09:24,771 Hello. 184 00:09:24,814 --> 00:09:26,959 - [man] Is this Jose Menendez? - Yes, it's Jose Menendez. 185 00:09:26,983 --> 00:09:30,069 Uh, Mr. Menendez, this is Detective Mills. I'm with the LA County Sheriff. 186 00:09:30,152 --> 00:09:31,779 Hello, sir. How can I help you? 187 00:09:32,530 --> 00:09:34,657 [Mills] Well, sir, your boys are here. 188 00:09:35,700 --> 00:09:38,494 My boys? What do you mean, my boys? My... my sons? 189 00:09:38,578 --> 00:09:40,997 [Mills] Yes. Sir, we arrested them this morning. 190 00:09:42,331 --> 00:09:45,835 We have reason to believe they're involved in a series of burglaries in the area. 191 00:09:46,961 --> 00:09:50,298 ["Don't Dream It's Over" by Crowded House playing] 192 00:09:50,381 --> 00:09:53,467 ♪ There is freedom within ♪ 193 00:09:53,551 --> 00:09:55,803 ♪ There is freedom without ♪ 194 00:09:55,886 --> 00:09:59,432 ♪ Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup ♪ 195 00:10:02,602 --> 00:10:04,687 ♪ There's a battle ahead ♪ 196 00:10:05,605 --> 00:10:08,816 ♪ Many battles are lost But you'll never see the end... ♪ 197 00:10:08,899 --> 00:10:10,067 [Lyle] Dad, wait up. 198 00:10:10,151 --> 00:10:11,819 - [Erik] Dad. - Get in the car. 199 00:10:11,902 --> 00:10:14,113 We didn't rob those houses, okay? We didn't. 200 00:10:14,196 --> 00:10:18,701 ♪ Hey now, hey now Don't dream it's over ♪ 201 00:10:18,784 --> 00:10:21,829 ♪ Hey now, hey now ♪ 202 00:10:21,912 --> 00:10:23,914 - [music ends] - [engine starts] 203 00:10:23,998 --> 00:10:25,249 [song continues on radio] 204 00:10:25,333 --> 00:10:27,668 ♪ They come, they come ♪ 205 00:10:28,169 --> 00:10:29,629 ♪ To build a wall between us ♪ 206 00:10:29,712 --> 00:10:31,172 Dad, Erik and I just... 207 00:10:31,255 --> 00:10:33,799 We know you had to leave work and we're... we're sorry. 208 00:10:33,883 --> 00:10:36,177 We wanna tell you how much we appreciate you. 209 00:10:36,260 --> 00:10:39,138 [straining, grunts] 210 00:10:39,221 --> 00:10:40,222 Fuck! 211 00:10:41,557 --> 00:10:42,558 Fuck. 212 00:10:43,100 --> 00:10:44,852 - [sobs] - ♪ My possessions are causing ♪ 213 00:10:44,935 --> 00:10:47,313 ♪ Me suspicion but there's no proof ♪ 214 00:10:49,690 --> 00:10:52,568 - ♪ In the paper today ♪ - Fuck. 215 00:10:52,652 --> 00:10:54,904 ♪ Tales of war and of waste ♪ 216 00:10:54,987 --> 00:10:58,783 ♪ But you turn right over to the TV page ♪ 217 00:10:58,866 --> 00:11:00,368 Stay in the fucking car! 218 00:11:00,868 --> 00:11:03,037 ♪ Hey now, hey now ♪ 219 00:11:03,120 --> 00:11:05,289 ♪ Don't dream it's over ♪ 220 00:11:05,373 --> 00:11:08,751 Stay... stay away from me, please. 221 00:11:08,834 --> 00:11:10,086 ♪ When the world... ♪ 222 00:11:10,169 --> 00:11:11,921 Dad? Hey. 223 00:11:12,004 --> 00:11:15,007 ♪ They come, they come ♪ 224 00:11:15,508 --> 00:11:18,552 ♪ To build a wall between us ♪ 225 00:11:18,636 --> 00:11:21,847 ♪ We know they won't win ♪ 226 00:11:22,348 --> 00:11:24,183 See how the pond is here? 227 00:11:24,975 --> 00:11:26,185 I want it here. 228 00:11:27,311 --> 00:11:30,606 You want me to move the koi pond two feet? Okay. 229 00:11:30,690 --> 00:11:34,610 Well, uh, just this and a new shower room, we're doubling our budget. 230 00:11:34,694 --> 00:11:37,154 What shower room? We're not doing a shower room. 231 00:11:38,030 --> 00:11:41,158 The one your husband wants. Big shower room with all the shower heads. 232 00:11:41,242 --> 00:11:43,035 Like a... Like a Roman Bath, he said. 233 00:11:43,869 --> 00:11:45,579 [car accelerating] 234 00:11:56,340 --> 00:11:57,717 We're moving. We're moving. 235 00:11:57,800 --> 00:12:01,137 I found a house in Beverly Hills. We're out of here in one week. 236 00:12:01,220 --> 00:12:02,888 What? Because of the mold? 237 00:12:02,972 --> 00:12:05,391 Jose, that's insane. It was just a little bit of mold. 238 00:12:05,474 --> 00:12:07,234 Not because of the mold. Because of our sons. 239 00:12:07,309 --> 00:12:09,228 Because they're felons. They're criminals. 240 00:12:09,311 --> 00:12:11,981 They're running a felonious gang here in Calabasas. 241 00:12:12,064 --> 00:12:14,358 I mean, the Menendez name is ruined. Ruined. 242 00:12:14,900 --> 00:12:16,444 Ruined in this town. 243 00:12:16,527 --> 00:12:17,778 [lighter clicks] 244 00:12:17,862 --> 00:12:19,947 We need a fresh start where no one knows us, 245 00:12:20,030 --> 00:12:25,077 and I can supervise this... rehabilitation of us as a family. 246 00:12:25,161 --> 00:12:26,495 I'm fucking mortified, Kitty. 247 00:12:26,579 --> 00:12:28,497 This is my dream home. 248 00:12:29,081 --> 00:12:31,167 Keep it. You keep doing the renovations. 249 00:12:31,667 --> 00:12:33,586 We go to Beverly Hills until... 250 00:12:33,669 --> 00:12:36,269 Erik goes to college, then we come back here in a couple of years. 251 00:12:36,297 --> 00:12:39,967 I mean, by that time, I hope the shame those boys have brought on my name 252 00:12:40,050 --> 00:12:41,802 will be a distant memory, 253 00:12:41,886 --> 00:12:44,930 and I can walk down my own fucking street without worrying about these guys. 254 00:12:45,014 --> 00:12:47,057 Hi, Michael. Nice to see you. How you doing? 255 00:12:47,141 --> 00:12:50,019 Okay? I know. I know, honey. 256 00:12:50,102 --> 00:12:52,247 - [inhales deeply] Let's start packing. - [Kitty scoffs] 257 00:12:52,271 --> 00:12:53,272 Let's start packing. 258 00:12:58,110 --> 00:13:00,112 [funky music playing] 259 00:13:04,283 --> 00:13:05,283 [tires screech] 260 00:13:06,076 --> 00:13:07,119 [car door opens] 261 00:13:10,664 --> 00:13:13,292 [movers talking indistinctly] 262 00:13:16,796 --> 00:13:17,922 Hold this. 263 00:13:18,005 --> 00:13:20,841 Wait. Not there. Not there. In the den, please. 264 00:13:34,230 --> 00:13:36,065 [phone rings] 265 00:13:36,816 --> 00:13:37,691 Hello. 266 00:13:37,775 --> 00:13:39,318 Hello. It's Jose Menendez. 267 00:13:40,402 --> 00:13:42,947 What my sons tell you, they are not to be trusted. 268 00:13:43,030 --> 00:13:46,200 They're liars. They're fabulists. They're sociopaths. 269 00:13:46,283 --> 00:13:48,744 And I need you to know that. Okay? 270 00:13:48,828 --> 00:13:51,747 I'm bringing them to you because the court says I have to. 271 00:13:51,831 --> 00:13:53,457 And I hope you can fix them. 272 00:13:53,541 --> 00:13:55,876 I'm not sure anyone can at this moment. 273 00:13:55,960 --> 00:13:58,420 But, uh, good luck. See you tomorrow. Bye. 274 00:14:00,381 --> 00:14:01,841 [dial tone] 275 00:14:01,924 --> 00:14:04,218 [chuckles] 276 00:14:07,888 --> 00:14:12,935 Those burglaries were, I think, in many ways, a cry for help. 277 00:14:16,856 --> 00:14:19,233 - We've just been through a lot. - Yeah. 278 00:14:19,775 --> 00:14:20,776 And, uh... 279 00:14:22,403 --> 00:14:24,655 I mean, home isn't always the easiest. So... 280 00:14:24,738 --> 00:14:26,574 [Oziel] And what about home isn't easy? 281 00:14:26,657 --> 00:14:29,118 Yes. What about home isn't easy? What? 282 00:14:29,743 --> 00:14:31,412 The clothes. What is it? 283 00:14:32,121 --> 00:14:37,793 Is it hard to buy thousands of dollars in... in... in clothes and shoes? 284 00:14:37,877 --> 00:14:40,517 - [Oziel] No, Mr. Menendez... - Shut the fuck up. Shut the fuck up. 285 00:14:40,588 --> 00:14:42,464 I'm paying you. You know that, doctor. 286 00:14:42,548 --> 00:14:47,970 Is it hard that your mother and I have given you every fucking opportunity? 287 00:14:48,804 --> 00:14:53,976 Or is it... is it even harder for you guys to have everything you want, 288 00:14:54,059 --> 00:14:55,352 everything you need? 289 00:14:55,436 --> 00:14:56,812 I don't get that. 290 00:14:56,896 --> 00:14:58,272 Fucking hell! 291 00:14:58,772 --> 00:14:59,773 Okay. 292 00:15:00,357 --> 00:15:01,358 Doctor? 293 00:15:02,651 --> 00:15:06,405 [exhales] Oh God. You boys are... a joke. 294 00:15:07,114 --> 00:15:08,866 They're a joke. They're a fucking joke. 295 00:15:08,949 --> 00:15:10,326 Come on. Stand up. 296 00:15:11,869 --> 00:15:14,371 You, stand up. We're going to Mr. Chow's. 297 00:15:15,039 --> 00:15:16,165 Mm-hmm. 298 00:15:17,875 --> 00:15:19,355 - [Kitty clears throat] - [Jose] Okay. 299 00:15:19,752 --> 00:15:23,839 Have fun with them, doctor. They are our pride and joy, those kids. 300 00:15:23,923 --> 00:15:24,923 [door closes] 301 00:15:27,384 --> 00:15:29,345 [Marzi] You want to go over it again? 302 00:15:30,512 --> 00:15:32,014 Yeah, yeah. Why not? Yeah. 303 00:15:33,265 --> 00:15:35,517 The members of Menudo are kids. 304 00:15:35,601 --> 00:15:39,146 What happens when they grow up, or worse, ask for more money? 305 00:15:39,229 --> 00:15:42,316 When a member of Menudo's voice changes, 306 00:15:42,399 --> 00:15:44,944 he gets replaced by a younger performer. 307 00:15:46,111 --> 00:15:49,281 When a member of Menudo asks for more money, 308 00:15:49,365 --> 00:15:51,283 he gets replaced by another performer. 309 00:15:51,367 --> 00:15:55,037 [Inhales deeply] Oh, fuck. Did I do this to them? 310 00:15:56,205 --> 00:16:01,460 My... my kids, did... did I make them this way, you think? 311 00:16:02,252 --> 00:16:03,252 What way? 312 00:16:03,712 --> 00:16:07,424 Just complete useless, lazy fuck-ups. 313 00:16:07,508 --> 00:16:08,968 Is... is that my fault? 314 00:16:09,051 --> 00:16:10,260 How is it your fault? 315 00:16:10,344 --> 00:16:12,638 Come on. You know what I'm talking about. 316 00:16:12,721 --> 00:16:15,557 When I came to this country, I was 16 years old. 317 00:16:15,641 --> 00:16:17,184 Sixteen years old. 318 00:16:17,267 --> 00:16:20,813 I mean, my family put me on a plane. I had nothing. 319 00:16:20,896 --> 00:16:23,649 I... I knew one person here. 320 00:16:24,358 --> 00:16:26,360 I mean, and, and, and... 321 00:16:26,860 --> 00:16:27,861 Sorry. 322 00:16:27,945 --> 00:16:28,945 [lighter clicks] 323 00:16:28,988 --> 00:16:31,115 You've heard this story a million times, right? 324 00:16:31,198 --> 00:16:32,366 Actually, I haven't. 325 00:16:32,449 --> 00:16:33,449 [lighter clicks] 326 00:16:33,951 --> 00:16:37,371 When you love your wife, your children, when you're working from the bottom. 327 00:16:37,454 --> 00:16:41,375 I couldn't speak English and I bussed tables, I cleaned floors, whatever. 328 00:16:41,458 --> 00:16:43,377 And you meet the woman you love, 329 00:16:43,460 --> 00:16:48,048 and she's going to give you two beautiful children, two sons. 330 00:16:48,966 --> 00:16:52,094 And then you feel so grateful to her, to this country. 331 00:16:52,177 --> 00:16:54,596 And you want to give them everything you are, 332 00:16:54,680 --> 00:16:56,432 everything you have, you own. 333 00:16:57,099 --> 00:17:03,439 But then, from them, all I get, all I see is this entitlement. 334 00:17:04,523 --> 00:17:09,153 And you fought and you fought. You... You fucking fought for all of it. 335 00:17:09,236 --> 00:17:11,739 But they just want it simply handed to them 336 00:17:11,822 --> 00:17:15,075 on a silver platter with silver spoons to put in their fucking greedy mouths 337 00:17:15,159 --> 00:17:17,327 with no struggle, no effort, no sacrifice. 338 00:17:17,411 --> 00:17:18,579 I mean, I am ashamed of them. 339 00:17:18,662 --> 00:17:21,999 I'm ashamed of myself, of the way I raised them. 340 00:17:23,417 --> 00:17:24,418 [glass clanks] 341 00:17:24,501 --> 00:17:26,003 They've gotta reach that. 342 00:17:26,086 --> 00:17:28,005 Sorry. Sorry! 343 00:17:28,881 --> 00:17:33,260 But what they got is a life completely fucking backwards. That's what they got. 344 00:17:33,343 --> 00:17:35,262 You're not a bad dad, Jose. 345 00:17:35,888 --> 00:17:39,016 If you don't mind me saying, you're tough with them sometimes, sure... 346 00:17:39,099 --> 00:17:42,978 But... but what other choice do I have at this point, in this moment? 347 00:17:43,062 --> 00:17:46,648 Tell me. You think I like being like that? 348 00:17:46,732 --> 00:17:48,484 You think I like screaming at them? 349 00:17:48,567 --> 00:17:51,028 You think... I mean, no. I don't. I don't. 350 00:17:51,111 --> 00:17:53,447 But if I don't shout, if I don't threaten them, 351 00:17:53,530 --> 00:17:55,491 those motherfuckers don't listen, 352 00:17:55,574 --> 00:17:59,912 and they break into people's houses and they sell people's family heirlooms. 353 00:17:59,995 --> 00:18:01,371 I mean, what the fuck is that?! 354 00:18:01,955 --> 00:18:03,207 You didn't do that. 355 00:18:03,290 --> 00:18:04,291 Didn't I do that? 356 00:18:06,543 --> 00:18:08,212 I don't know. I think I did. 357 00:18:10,380 --> 00:18:11,840 I think I did. Oh yeah. 358 00:18:13,050 --> 00:18:14,051 Fuck. 359 00:18:16,053 --> 00:18:17,054 Fuck. 360 00:18:17,137 --> 00:18:19,139 [somber music playing] 361 00:18:32,319 --> 00:18:34,154 Where do I go from here, Marzi? 362 00:18:36,532 --> 00:18:37,574 With everything. 363 00:18:39,952 --> 00:18:40,994 With all of it? 364 00:18:41,912 --> 00:18:44,331 It just isn't working. It's not working. 365 00:18:46,083 --> 00:18:46,917 [sucks teeth] 366 00:18:47,000 --> 00:18:48,210 It's not working. 367 00:18:48,293 --> 00:18:49,211 [chuckles softly] 368 00:18:49,294 --> 00:18:51,255 What the fuck do we do with them? 369 00:18:58,971 --> 00:19:00,514 [Kitty] What are you doing? 370 00:19:01,014 --> 00:19:02,975 [Jose] I'm just having some coffee here. 371 00:19:03,475 --> 00:19:06,061 Sweetheart, it is 5:30 in the morning. 372 00:19:06,562 --> 00:19:08,230 I don't love you, Kitty. 373 00:19:09,857 --> 00:19:11,316 I don't love our sons. 374 00:19:12,442 --> 00:19:14,069 I don't love this family. 375 00:19:15,028 --> 00:19:17,281 I think this family is a fucking failure. 376 00:19:18,615 --> 00:19:20,951 I am a failure. But, darling... 377 00:19:22,411 --> 00:19:24,288 My God, you. You're a failure. 378 00:19:24,371 --> 00:19:26,915 - You're a drunk, you're a pill popper. - Stop it. 379 00:19:26,999 --> 00:19:29,543 I was never in love with you. What the fuck? 380 00:19:31,128 --> 00:19:34,506 I just wanted to have a family. That's all. That was my dream. 381 00:19:35,549 --> 00:19:37,050 Do you know what? 382 00:19:37,134 --> 00:19:39,011 The dream has failed. 383 00:19:39,094 --> 00:19:40,012 Fuck. 384 00:19:40,095 --> 00:19:41,095 [book smacks] 385 00:19:41,638 --> 00:19:43,140 Why are you doing this? 386 00:19:43,223 --> 00:19:45,893 I'm about to get on a plane to go to New York. 387 00:19:47,644 --> 00:19:51,148 Gotta make more money for this family because that's what this family needs. 388 00:19:51,231 --> 00:19:53,626 More money, money, money. You know what? I can't lie anymore. 389 00:19:53,650 --> 00:19:55,570 I can't lie and tell you I love you when I don't. 390 00:19:55,611 --> 00:19:58,731 I can't lie and tell you that I love this family when I don't. I... I... can't. 391 00:19:58,780 --> 00:20:02,492 - You must be drunk if you're saying this. - I'm not drunk. I'm not drunk. 392 00:20:03,911 --> 00:20:07,372 I'm sorry. I mean every word of it, Kitty. 393 00:20:08,457 --> 00:20:09,499 I mean it. 394 00:20:10,584 --> 00:20:14,922 Well, thanks a lot, Jose. Say hi to that girlfriend of yours. 395 00:20:15,005 --> 00:20:17,716 You say you're tired of lying. Why keep that lie up, huh? 396 00:20:17,799 --> 00:20:21,094 You're standing there with a straight face telling me you never loved me? 397 00:20:21,178 --> 00:20:23,013 Shame on you. That is a lie! 398 00:20:23,096 --> 00:20:24,097 [shushing] 399 00:20:24,181 --> 00:20:27,309 You loved me the moment you laid eyes on me, Jose Menendez. 400 00:20:28,602 --> 00:20:31,146 You loved me with every fiber of your being. 401 00:20:31,230 --> 00:20:32,689 You adored me. 402 00:20:33,482 --> 00:20:35,400 Everything about me you loved. 403 00:20:36,443 --> 00:20:39,446 Just don't stand there and say you didn't because you did. 404 00:20:41,949 --> 00:20:46,036 [exhales deeply] And I do not look good. I am a wreck. 405 00:20:47,329 --> 00:20:48,956 I can't handle our boys. 406 00:20:49,998 --> 00:20:52,251 Lyle scares the shit out of me. 407 00:20:54,878 --> 00:20:56,838 And I tried to kill myself, you know? 408 00:20:58,590 --> 00:21:00,634 It didn't work, right? I failed. 409 00:21:01,468 --> 00:21:02,886 That I failed at. 410 00:21:03,720 --> 00:21:06,265 I took all those pills, then I just woke right up. 411 00:21:06,348 --> 00:21:07,641 Feeling great, by the way. 412 00:21:08,225 --> 00:21:10,310 Like I had some fantastic fucking nap! 413 00:21:12,062 --> 00:21:13,730 And now, every day, 414 00:21:13,814 --> 00:21:17,150 I just try and make it through without thinking about killing myself. 415 00:21:17,234 --> 00:21:20,404 I can't remember the last time. A couple years ago. Maybe on Christmas. 416 00:21:20,487 --> 00:21:21,822 I don't even fucking know. 417 00:21:21,905 --> 00:21:25,575 Because every day since you dragged me to goddamn Beverly Hills, 418 00:21:26,576 --> 00:21:29,329 away from any friends I ever had in the world, 419 00:21:30,247 --> 00:21:32,958 and you handed me a credit card to make it all better... 420 00:21:34,626 --> 00:21:36,837 Every day I have wanted to be dead. 421 00:21:39,423 --> 00:21:40,424 Kitty... 422 00:21:44,845 --> 00:21:46,555 Come on. Go back to sleep. 423 00:21:48,598 --> 00:21:50,642 [footsteps retreating] 424 00:21:52,728 --> 00:21:53,854 [Jose] Hmm. 425 00:22:01,987 --> 00:22:03,947 Hertz. [chuckling] 426 00:22:22,799 --> 00:22:23,799 [exhales] 427 00:23:03,048 --> 00:23:04,216 [glasses clink] 428 00:23:07,552 --> 00:23:10,555 Absolutely. Yes. I closed the fucking deal. 429 00:23:11,598 --> 00:23:14,017 I know. You're... you're welcome. 430 00:23:14,559 --> 00:23:15,560 Sure. Bye. 431 00:23:16,061 --> 00:23:17,145 [phone clicks] 432 00:23:25,654 --> 00:23:27,072 Did you use soap? 433 00:23:27,906 --> 00:23:29,866 What do you mean, did I use soap? 434 00:23:29,950 --> 00:23:31,827 [inhales deeply] You told me to take a shower. 435 00:23:31,910 --> 00:23:34,037 And? Did you use soap? 436 00:23:34,704 --> 00:23:35,539 Yes. 437 00:23:35,622 --> 00:23:36,622 Okay. 438 00:23:38,417 --> 00:23:39,626 [bottle clanks on table] 439 00:23:44,256 --> 00:23:48,969 So, you're a businessman. Yeah? Sounds like you just closed a big deal. 440 00:23:49,052 --> 00:23:50,470 Stop it. Stop it. Stop talking. 441 00:23:51,221 --> 00:23:52,389 [Jose sighs] 442 00:23:52,472 --> 00:23:55,767 I'm different from most of your clients. 443 00:23:56,935 --> 00:23:58,770 I don't do this much. 444 00:23:58,854 --> 00:24:01,273 [chuckles] You'd be surprised. 445 00:24:01,356 --> 00:24:02,441 [scoffs] 446 00:24:03,233 --> 00:24:05,402 What do you know about ancient Rome? 447 00:24:05,485 --> 00:24:07,404 The Greeks. The Spartans. 448 00:24:07,988 --> 00:24:13,743 They created this man in different ways than we do now. 449 00:24:13,827 --> 00:24:16,204 - By fucking each other? - Oh my God. 450 00:24:16,872 --> 00:24:18,123 How cheap is that? 451 00:24:18,206 --> 00:24:21,042 Someone like you don't get it. 452 00:24:21,126 --> 00:24:24,171 I mean, you're labeling something. That's not what the Romans did. 453 00:24:24,254 --> 00:24:25,714 Okay. What did they do? 454 00:24:25,797 --> 00:24:27,507 They bonded with each other. 455 00:24:28,300 --> 00:24:30,302 Learned what pain was. 456 00:24:31,178 --> 00:24:34,055 What it took to put up with real fucking pain. 457 00:24:34,139 --> 00:24:36,576 They spent their whole time together, did everything together. 458 00:24:36,600 --> 00:24:37,934 They loved each other. 459 00:24:38,018 --> 00:24:40,687 They couldn't stand to lose a fellow soldier in battle 460 00:24:40,770 --> 00:24:43,607 because losing a fellow soldier was like losing themselves. 461 00:24:43,690 --> 00:24:47,569 And out of this, they built this amazing fucking fighting force 462 00:24:47,652 --> 00:24:51,698 that the world has ever seen again. You know? 463 00:24:51,781 --> 00:24:54,993 And all of this happened... very naturally, 464 00:24:55,076 --> 00:24:59,247 with soldiers teaching each other how to be a real man. 465 00:24:59,331 --> 00:25:01,124 [dramatic music playing] 466 00:25:01,208 --> 00:25:03,627 Okay. If that's what you want to call it? 467 00:25:03,710 --> 00:25:07,547 No, no, no, no. Sit down. Sit down. Come on. None of that faggot shit. 468 00:25:09,299 --> 00:25:11,885 I don't like those words. I don't like those words. 469 00:25:15,055 --> 00:25:18,558 Do those words... make you want... 470 00:25:20,727 --> 00:25:21,937 to hit me? 471 00:25:23,480 --> 00:25:25,273 Yeah. They do. 472 00:25:26,399 --> 00:25:27,400 Good. 473 00:25:30,987 --> 00:25:32,239 Keep your tunic on. 474 00:25:38,620 --> 00:25:40,830 I want you to get on all fours 475 00:25:41,540 --> 00:25:44,417 and crawl over here 476 00:25:46,294 --> 00:25:47,294 and... 477 00:25:49,464 --> 00:25:50,465 [grunts] 478 00:25:51,007 --> 00:25:54,177 ...take my tunic off with your mouth. 479 00:25:54,719 --> 00:25:56,805 [grunts] Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 480 00:25:59,349 --> 00:26:02,102 Okay. Let's fucking go. Go. 481 00:26:02,686 --> 00:26:03,979 [Jose exhales deeply] 482 00:26:05,313 --> 00:26:06,313 Come on. 483 00:26:07,649 --> 00:26:08,817 [Jose grunts] 484 00:26:10,277 --> 00:26:11,361 [Jose exhales deeply] 485 00:26:11,945 --> 00:26:14,072 [Jose] Whoa! Oh, fuck. 486 00:26:14,906 --> 00:26:18,159 [screaming] Bring it on! Bring it on! 487 00:26:18,243 --> 00:26:19,869 Vien! Vien! 488 00:26:20,453 --> 00:26:22,914 [Erik] "Good evening, Mother. Good evening, Father." 489 00:26:22,998 --> 00:26:25,333 [Craig] "His voice is of attempted compassion, 490 00:26:25,417 --> 00:26:27,669 but the hatred completely overwhelms it." 491 00:26:27,752 --> 00:26:30,547 All light is extinguished and the camera glides down the stairs 492 00:26:30,630 --> 00:26:31,756 as scrams are heard..." 493 00:26:31,840 --> 00:26:34,121 Wait, wait, wait. "Scrams?" It's supposed to be "screams." 494 00:26:34,175 --> 00:26:35,176 Oh yeah. 495 00:26:37,512 --> 00:26:40,974 Mom, you wrote "scrams" and not "screams." 496 00:26:41,057 --> 00:26:44,894 What the fuck? Now we have to retype this whole fucking page! 497 00:26:44,978 --> 00:26:47,897 Calm down. What do you mean, we have to retype it? 498 00:26:47,981 --> 00:26:50,191 I'm the one doing the transcribing and typing. 499 00:26:50,275 --> 00:26:52,986 Look, you wrote "scrams." I just... I just typed what you wrote. 500 00:26:53,069 --> 00:26:54,988 Damn, bro. Mom just burned your ass. 501 00:26:55,905 --> 00:26:59,784 Mom, you have to be proofing this before we read it, 502 00:26:59,868 --> 00:27:01,786 'cause now we have to type it again! 503 00:27:01,870 --> 00:27:04,581 That's true, Mom. You're constantly fucking things up. Jesus Christ. 504 00:27:04,664 --> 00:27:06,958 You boys can't talk to me like this! 505 00:27:07,042 --> 00:27:09,878 You always gang up on me when your father's out of town on business. 506 00:27:09,961 --> 00:27:11,212 I can't take it anymore. 507 00:27:11,296 --> 00:27:14,841 You two are burglars. Both of you are psychopaths. 508 00:27:14,924 --> 00:27:17,052 I should poison us all, put myself out of my misery. 509 00:27:17,135 --> 00:27:18,178 [Lyle] Mom, chill. 510 00:27:18,261 --> 00:27:20,013 Shut up! 511 00:27:20,096 --> 00:27:23,224 You are an asshole and a ruiner of lives. 512 00:27:23,308 --> 00:27:25,310 And you can type your own script from now on! 513 00:27:25,393 --> 00:27:29,648 And, Craig, you can't stay for supper. Sorry, I am not a restaurant. 514 00:27:29,731 --> 00:27:32,025 [somber music playing] 515 00:27:41,117 --> 00:27:43,677 - [Lyle] What the fuck is in this? - What do you mean? It's Ragú. 516 00:27:43,745 --> 00:27:45,246 No, it's got like... 517 00:27:45,330 --> 00:27:47,999 - Erik, don't eat that. - It's like cinnamon. 518 00:27:48,083 --> 00:27:51,711 - Mom, did you put some shit in this or... - What are you talking about? 519 00:27:53,922 --> 00:27:55,090 Did you poison us? 520 00:27:56,257 --> 00:27:57,759 I just made everyone dinner... 521 00:27:57,842 --> 00:28:01,012 Fuck that! You said you were gonna poison us, and you fucking did it. 522 00:28:01,096 --> 00:28:03,807 - I was joking. Let's just... - Erik, come on. You're fucking crazy. 523 00:28:03,890 --> 00:28:05,892 We're going to Hamburger Hamlet... [scoffs] 524 00:28:05,975 --> 00:28:09,229 Maybe I should poison you! Huh? 525 00:28:10,689 --> 00:28:13,900 Finally, you're looking at me with some fear and respect! 526 00:28:13,983 --> 00:28:15,860 Maybe I should poison you. 527 00:28:15,944 --> 00:28:16,944 [scoffs] 528 00:28:18,363 --> 00:28:20,949 [eerie music playing] 529 00:28:27,706 --> 00:28:29,708 [female vocalizing] 530 00:28:32,627 --> 00:28:34,045 [Kitty gasping] 531 00:28:36,756 --> 00:28:38,216 - [female vocalizing] - [Kitty gasps] 532 00:28:38,299 --> 00:28:40,301 [grunts] 533 00:28:43,638 --> 00:28:45,640 - [female vocalizing] - [Kitty gasping] 534 00:28:53,273 --> 00:28:54,315 Mmm. 535 00:28:57,193 --> 00:28:59,195 [female vocalizing] 536 00:29:04,242 --> 00:29:06,244 [female vocalizing] 537 00:29:10,623 --> 00:29:11,791 So, Hamlet? Yep. 538 00:29:14,002 --> 00:29:16,504 [sighs deeply] 539 00:29:17,338 --> 00:29:18,338 [sighs] 540 00:29:19,174 --> 00:29:21,426 [Kitty exhaling deeply] 541 00:29:22,635 --> 00:29:23,762 [door opens] 542 00:29:27,348 --> 00:29:28,349 Hello. Hello. 543 00:29:28,850 --> 00:29:29,726 [keys jangling] 544 00:29:29,809 --> 00:29:30,643 [Jose] Hey. 545 00:29:30,727 --> 00:29:31,853 [door closes] 546 00:29:37,317 --> 00:29:38,317 [exhaling] Hi. 547 00:29:39,652 --> 00:29:42,197 It is over with her. It's over. It's done. 548 00:29:42,280 --> 00:29:43,907 I'm going back to my wife. 549 00:29:43,990 --> 00:29:47,285 Your wife, the stalker? The psycho you can't bear to fuck anymore? 550 00:29:48,119 --> 00:29:49,579 Well, you know what happened? 551 00:29:52,415 --> 00:29:53,833 I signed Menudo. 552 00:29:56,002 --> 00:29:57,003 Thank you. 553 00:29:58,296 --> 00:30:01,591 [exhales deeply] And congratulations. Sounds like a very productive trip. 554 00:30:01,674 --> 00:30:02,674 Thank you. 555 00:30:04,093 --> 00:30:05,345 How are you doing? 556 00:30:05,428 --> 00:30:07,388 What happened with the boys? Erik called me. 557 00:30:07,472 --> 00:30:08,306 [keys jangle] 558 00:30:08,389 --> 00:30:12,143 He had paged me in the United Airlines lounge before the flight. 559 00:30:12,769 --> 00:30:14,270 He was very upset. 560 00:30:14,896 --> 00:30:17,232 What happened between you and the boys? 561 00:30:17,941 --> 00:30:21,486 I am making positive changes for this family. 562 00:30:22,111 --> 00:30:24,030 Okay? And I need you to do the same. 563 00:30:24,113 --> 00:30:28,326 Stop taking so many fucking pills. They're gonna turn you into an epileptic. 564 00:30:28,409 --> 00:30:30,537 It's my anger. It overwhelms me. 565 00:30:30,620 --> 00:30:31,621 Okay. 566 00:30:31,704 --> 00:30:32,997 [inhales deeply] 567 00:30:33,957 --> 00:30:35,667 [exhales] 568 00:30:38,670 --> 00:30:40,046 Okay. I will help you. 569 00:30:42,465 --> 00:30:43,758 - You will? - Yes. 570 00:30:44,843 --> 00:30:45,885 Okay. How? 571 00:30:45,969 --> 00:30:51,975 Uh... What was the thing you said last year about the... the couple's counselor? 572 00:30:53,643 --> 00:30:54,727 You still want to? 573 00:30:55,228 --> 00:30:58,064 Let's do it. Let's go. You find a good one and we go. 574 00:30:59,691 --> 00:31:01,401 [Jose] I'm going to fix this family. 575 00:31:02,235 --> 00:31:03,069 [kisses] 576 00:31:03,152 --> 00:31:06,364 [Jose] Now I'm going to take care of those two kids upstairs. 577 00:31:06,948 --> 00:31:09,075 Yes. Wake up! 578 00:31:09,158 --> 00:31:11,369 - [upbeat music playing] - [Jose] Wake the fuck up! 579 00:31:11,452 --> 00:31:13,288 Wake up! Get your clothes on! 580 00:31:14,080 --> 00:31:15,164 Come on. Wake up. 581 00:31:22,797 --> 00:31:23,840 [doorbell rings] 582 00:31:25,884 --> 00:31:27,135 [door creaks] 583 00:31:27,635 --> 00:31:29,095 [clears throat] Hi. Um... 584 00:31:30,138 --> 00:31:31,306 I know who you are. 585 00:31:37,061 --> 00:31:39,981 - I don't... I don't... - You don't even know how to say sorry? 586 00:31:40,064 --> 00:31:42,942 What's the dollar amount of the items that were stolen from you? 587 00:31:43,026 --> 00:31:45,528 - That we stole from you. - That we stole from you. 588 00:31:49,115 --> 00:31:50,408 [doorbell rings] 589 00:31:50,491 --> 00:31:51,492 Hi. Uh... 590 00:31:52,243 --> 00:31:53,661 I... I robbed your house. 591 00:31:55,121 --> 00:31:57,832 I'm... I'm sorry. I... I shouldn't have done that. 592 00:31:57,916 --> 00:31:59,042 I'm really sorry. 593 00:32:00,209 --> 00:32:02,253 So, the only way to do this, Erik, 594 00:32:02,337 --> 00:32:05,173 you're taking the fall for all of it. Okay? 595 00:32:05,256 --> 00:32:07,634 - Wait. What? - You're gonna tell that therapist. 596 00:32:07,717 --> 00:32:11,262 You're saying these crimes were your idea, then you're gonna tell the police. 597 00:32:11,346 --> 00:32:13,973 You're a minor, Erik. I'm 21. This could fuck up my entire life. 598 00:32:14,057 --> 00:32:14,933 That's not fair! 599 00:32:15,016 --> 00:32:17,393 You're gonna do some community service. 600 00:32:17,477 --> 00:32:19,747 You pick up trash on the highway for a few weeks. I mean... 601 00:32:19,771 --> 00:32:22,331 Who fucking cares? It's easy. Stop bitching and moaning about it. 602 00:32:22,398 --> 00:32:26,152 Lyle hasn't completely destroyed his life yet. Yet. 603 00:32:26,235 --> 00:32:27,570 He still has a chance. 604 00:32:28,404 --> 00:32:32,450 But we need a clean record for that, and... and a degree from Princeton, by the way. 605 00:32:32,533 --> 00:32:35,578 Okay? And then there will be business and politics. 606 00:32:35,662 --> 00:32:37,902 And it was your idea anyway, Erik. I mean, it really was. 607 00:32:37,956 --> 00:32:38,956 Damn it. 608 00:32:46,881 --> 00:32:47,924 [gear shifting] 609 00:32:48,007 --> 00:32:51,302 So, obviously I haven't been the father you needed. 610 00:32:52,178 --> 00:32:54,973 That is obvious. But, uh... 611 00:32:55,056 --> 00:32:57,225 that changes. Right now. 612 00:32:57,308 --> 00:33:00,395 I'm going to get you out of this, but this is the last time. 613 00:33:00,478 --> 00:33:03,481 Hey! Both of you, do you hear me? 614 00:33:03,564 --> 00:33:04,816 No more handouts. 615 00:33:06,985 --> 00:33:08,152 You're on your own. 616 00:33:15,076 --> 00:33:16,828 - [Marzi] Do you have a minute? - Sure. 617 00:33:16,911 --> 00:33:20,123 Just wondering if you're planning on calling Jack back. He's uh... 618 00:33:20,206 --> 00:33:23,918 It's the Menudo numbers this quarter. He needs you to walk him through it again. 619 00:33:24,002 --> 00:33:25,128 You like Miami? 620 00:33:25,712 --> 00:33:26,754 Yeah, sure. 621 00:33:26,838 --> 00:33:28,548 But you like it enough to move there? 622 00:33:28,631 --> 00:33:29,799 [whispering] Close the door. 623 00:33:33,594 --> 00:33:34,804 Sit down. 624 00:33:35,555 --> 00:33:39,475 One more 20 million dollar deal. That's all I need. And then... 625 00:33:39,559 --> 00:33:41,185 Boom. I'm going to Florida. 626 00:33:41,978 --> 00:33:43,312 I buy a compound. 627 00:33:43,396 --> 00:33:45,273 [inhales and exhales] 628 00:33:45,356 --> 00:33:47,900 I run for Senate. I take down fucking Fidel Castro. 629 00:33:47,984 --> 00:33:49,777 Like, fuck. Fuera. 630 00:33:50,319 --> 00:33:53,531 And I could use your help. Would you like to come with me? 631 00:33:53,614 --> 00:33:54,657 [sighs] 632 00:33:54,741 --> 00:33:57,285 [Jose] You don't have to tell me right now. Just think about it. 633 00:33:57,368 --> 00:33:59,704 Cuban music in the air everywhere you go. 634 00:33:59,787 --> 00:34:01,539 [inhales deeply] 635 00:34:02,123 --> 00:34:03,123 [Jose chuckles] 636 00:34:05,334 --> 00:34:06,711 [laughing] 637 00:34:08,546 --> 00:34:11,507 I thought I was going to be like Joe Kennedy, 638 00:34:12,091 --> 00:34:14,802 paving the way for my kids to go into politics. 639 00:34:15,303 --> 00:34:17,805 But, uh... [clicks teeth] No. 640 00:34:18,598 --> 00:34:20,892 No. Not these kids, no. 641 00:34:23,561 --> 00:34:24,729 Well, anyway, so... 642 00:34:25,563 --> 00:34:28,816 If I want the American dream, I gotta do it myself. 643 00:34:29,776 --> 00:34:31,027 For myself. 644 00:34:31,110 --> 00:34:33,529 So think about it and keep it between us. 645 00:34:33,613 --> 00:34:35,448 Take this away from me, please. 646 00:34:37,533 --> 00:34:40,411 And get me Jack. I'll call him right now. 647 00:34:40,912 --> 00:34:44,165 - Because, Marzi, you wanna know a secret? - Sure. 648 00:34:45,500 --> 00:34:49,378 I don't know the first thing about the music industry. But... [shushes] 649 00:34:49,462 --> 00:34:51,464 [mellow music playing] 650 00:34:57,303 --> 00:34:58,429 [Jose] Here. 651 00:34:58,513 --> 00:35:01,140 - What are we watching tonight? - L.A. Law. 652 00:35:01,224 --> 00:35:02,058 Okay. 653 00:35:02,141 --> 00:35:03,559 - [Jose grunts] - [Kitty chuckles] 654 00:35:04,352 --> 00:35:05,352 [Jose]. Mmm. 655 00:35:06,687 --> 00:35:07,687 Look at us. 656 00:35:09,732 --> 00:35:11,359 A couple of fatties. 657 00:35:11,442 --> 00:35:13,736 Quitting smoking. Mainlining sugar. 658 00:35:13,820 --> 00:35:14,820 [Jose] Hmm. 659 00:35:15,196 --> 00:35:17,949 Tonight, we're doing something fun together. 660 00:35:19,659 --> 00:35:24,080 And I can't be seen smoking in public if I'm running as an elected official. 661 00:35:24,622 --> 00:35:25,622 I can't. 662 00:35:26,124 --> 00:35:27,834 - It's a dirty habit. - Yeah. 663 00:35:27,917 --> 00:35:30,419 I heard even Nancy Reagan smokes in private. 664 00:35:31,379 --> 00:35:32,379 Oh. 665 00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:33,880 [mellow music ends] 666 00:35:33,923 --> 00:35:35,925 ["Theme from L.A. Law" playing] 667 00:35:37,927 --> 00:35:40,012 [gasps] Hey, don't you have enough? 668 00:35:40,513 --> 00:35:43,015 - [Jose mumbling] - [phone ringing] 669 00:35:43,975 --> 00:35:44,809 Jose Menendez. 670 00:35:44,892 --> 00:35:49,105 Hello, Mr. Menendez. I'm Charles Deere, dean of students at Princeton. 671 00:35:49,188 --> 00:35:51,691 - Yeah. - Do you... Do you have a minute? 672 00:35:51,774 --> 00:35:52,775 Yeah. 673 00:35:53,734 --> 00:35:55,736 [dramatic music playing] 674 00:35:59,240 --> 00:36:02,952 Marzi, book me a flight to Newark. I'm taking the limo to the airport. 675 00:36:10,126 --> 00:36:13,421 [Deere] We have a strict code when it comes to cheating. 676 00:36:13,504 --> 00:36:16,340 I... I just don't have a lot of flexibility here. 677 00:36:17,008 --> 00:36:21,387 Lyle, here, is gonna have to be suspended from Princeton, pending a board review. 678 00:36:26,309 --> 00:36:28,436 [Lyle] Dad, I didn't fucking cheat. 679 00:36:28,978 --> 00:36:31,439 Okay? I swear. I swear, I did not fucking cheat. 680 00:36:31,522 --> 00:36:33,524 [Jose] Do not speak to me, Lyle. Please. 681 00:36:41,240 --> 00:36:42,742 [Jose] Do you know what this is? 682 00:36:43,826 --> 00:36:47,788 This is the burial plot I bought for our family here near Princeton. 683 00:36:47,872 --> 00:36:50,291 Grover Cleveland, Aaron Burr. 684 00:36:51,584 --> 00:36:54,670 - You know who they were? - Yeah, they were presidents. 685 00:36:55,254 --> 00:36:56,130 [exhales deeply] 686 00:36:56,214 --> 00:36:57,340 Okay. Uh... 687 00:36:58,257 --> 00:37:03,429 Do you think you deserve to be buried here in this kind of company 688 00:37:04,138 --> 00:37:08,434 where American men brought feelings of pride to their families? 689 00:37:09,894 --> 00:37:13,105 Do you feel you are worthy of the name Menendez? 690 00:37:13,189 --> 00:37:15,524 I don't know what you want me to say. 691 00:37:16,234 --> 00:37:18,569 No, Dad, I do not. 692 00:37:20,279 --> 00:37:21,113 How is that? 693 00:37:21,197 --> 00:37:22,990 [chuckles] "How is that?" 694 00:37:25,284 --> 00:37:26,619 What... What are you, Lyle? 695 00:37:26,702 --> 00:37:30,289 Are you a bad seed or a bad egg or something? What are you? 696 00:37:31,916 --> 00:37:34,877 I just wanted things for you. That was the problem. 697 00:37:35,836 --> 00:37:38,673 Because you were always going to do the opposite, obviously. 698 00:37:38,756 --> 00:37:42,969 So I should've not wanted shit for you, then you would've had to prove me wrong. 699 00:37:43,052 --> 00:37:45,638 - Are you actually asking me that? - Yes. 700 00:37:45,721 --> 00:37:47,765 Why I am the way that I am? Erik and I both? 701 00:37:47,848 --> 00:37:49,976 Are you genuinely curious about that? 702 00:37:50,059 --> 00:37:51,185 Mmm. 703 00:37:51,269 --> 00:37:52,853 [birds chirping] 704 00:37:53,562 --> 00:37:55,162 What about all the times that you hit us 705 00:37:55,189 --> 00:37:57,400 or called us worthless in front of other people? 706 00:37:57,483 --> 00:37:58,483 Yeah. What about it? 707 00:37:58,526 --> 00:37:59,944 You want me to say it? 708 00:38:01,612 --> 00:38:02,612 That's abuse. 709 00:38:03,698 --> 00:38:06,409 Dad, that's abuse. 710 00:38:06,993 --> 00:38:09,120 Ah. Okay. And what about it? 711 00:38:09,203 --> 00:38:11,163 - What about it? - Yeah, what about it? 712 00:38:11,247 --> 00:38:15,835 I hit you. Whatever the fuck else. What about it? That's why you're a loser? 713 00:38:18,337 --> 00:38:19,337 [chuckles] 714 00:38:20,381 --> 00:38:23,467 Do you remember the first dog we had? 715 00:38:23,551 --> 00:38:25,720 Khan? It was a fucking terrible dog. 716 00:38:25,803 --> 00:38:27,930 I fucking hated that dog. Anyway... 717 00:38:28,014 --> 00:38:30,266 I went to the pet shop to buy one of those collars 718 00:38:30,349 --> 00:38:32,685 that have spikes on them, or pins. 719 00:38:32,768 --> 00:38:35,896 But they were not poking out. They were poking in. 720 00:38:35,980 --> 00:38:41,277 So when it tightens, uh, it immediately pinches the dog's neck, right? 721 00:38:41,360 --> 00:38:45,364 And you tug on the leash and the dog feels it, right? 722 00:38:45,448 --> 00:38:47,783 The... the slightest tug, the dog feels it 723 00:38:47,867 --> 00:38:50,411 and knows what you want, which is to stop. 724 00:38:51,078 --> 00:38:54,665 And when you walk the dog, and the dog wants to run or pull, or whatever 725 00:38:54,749 --> 00:38:56,751 you tug on the leash and it hurts. 726 00:38:57,251 --> 00:38:59,086 But it only hurts when it disobeys. 727 00:38:59,170 --> 00:39:02,340 If the dog behaves and does what the owner wants, 728 00:39:02,423 --> 00:39:04,008 the collar doesn't hurt. 729 00:39:04,091 --> 00:39:07,720 So after a while, he goes back to a regular collar and that's it. 730 00:39:07,803 --> 00:39:10,181 Now, my son, 731 00:39:10,890 --> 00:39:14,685 a lot of people out there think that those collars are cruel. 732 00:39:15,770 --> 00:39:18,481 I think it's the other collars that are cruel 733 00:39:19,607 --> 00:39:23,402 because they create dogs that misbehave, pull, 734 00:39:24,070 --> 00:39:26,614 and are completely fucking lost 735 00:39:26,697 --> 00:39:29,533 in who they are and what they are supposed to do. 736 00:39:30,159 --> 00:39:33,829 So, you know what I think when you complain that I hit you? 737 00:39:37,166 --> 00:39:40,503 I think that I didn't hit you hard enough, Lyle. 738 00:39:41,879 --> 00:39:43,381 The way my father hit me. 739 00:39:47,093 --> 00:39:51,347 He hit me so hard my head would throb for days and days. 740 00:39:51,430 --> 00:39:54,767 I mean, it was fucking painful. 741 00:39:55,643 --> 00:39:57,853 But I knew exactly what was expected of me. 742 00:39:59,688 --> 00:40:00,688 Okay? 743 00:40:02,066 --> 00:40:06,278 So as a father that loves you, Lyle, 744 00:40:07,655 --> 00:40:09,573 I'm really sorry I didn't hit you hard enough. 745 00:40:10,950 --> 00:40:12,284 That is my fault. 746 00:40:13,994 --> 00:40:14,994 And I'm sorry. 747 00:40:15,579 --> 00:40:16,747 [kisses] 748 00:40:32,805 --> 00:40:34,849 Erik, get in here. 749 00:40:35,599 --> 00:40:36,725 Come, come. Sit down. 750 00:40:41,272 --> 00:40:42,273 Sit. 751 00:40:46,652 --> 00:40:48,279 Okay, so... Here. 752 00:40:49,321 --> 00:40:51,041 - [Erik] What's that? - Your athlete's foot. 753 00:40:51,115 --> 00:40:53,909 I called several doctors and told them about your problem. 754 00:40:53,993 --> 00:40:56,162 They said over-the-counter wasn't strong enough, 755 00:40:56,245 --> 00:40:58,622 so I got you this prescription. 756 00:40:58,706 --> 00:41:02,543 It's a very powerful prescription, but... I don't know. Put it on. 757 00:41:03,127 --> 00:41:04,253 [tube clanks on table] 758 00:41:05,421 --> 00:41:06,547 Put it on how? 759 00:41:06,630 --> 00:41:08,674 You rub it between your toes. 760 00:41:08,757 --> 00:41:11,177 And you rub it deep so it kills the fungus. 761 00:41:11,802 --> 00:41:15,764 - Is there a spray? Can I spray it on? - Boy, it's a medicinal cream. 762 00:41:16,307 --> 00:41:17,307 My God. 763 00:41:17,766 --> 00:41:18,809 [chuckles] 764 00:41:19,643 --> 00:41:20,728 [hands thud thighs] 765 00:41:20,811 --> 00:41:22,646 Take off your shoes and socks. 766 00:41:22,730 --> 00:41:24,356 [Jose laughs] 767 00:41:25,316 --> 00:41:28,444 [Jose] This is basic stuff, Erik. How do you not know this? 768 00:41:29,737 --> 00:41:30,946 Okay, I'll show you. 769 00:41:31,447 --> 00:41:32,448 Here. 770 00:41:36,577 --> 00:41:37,620 [clears throat] 771 00:41:38,370 --> 00:41:40,623 Well, I remember when you were a baby. 772 00:41:42,082 --> 00:41:42,917 The only thing... 773 00:41:43,000 --> 00:41:47,296 The only thing that would make you sleep was rubbing your feet, actually. 774 00:41:48,130 --> 00:41:51,509 They were so tiny. Tiny, tiny. And now look at this. 775 00:41:52,968 --> 00:41:54,345 It stings a little. 776 00:41:54,428 --> 00:41:56,972 It's supposed to sting. That means it's working, right? 777 00:41:58,098 --> 00:41:59,350 Okay, so... 778 00:42:00,267 --> 00:42:04,063 Letting you know what we're going to do because I don't trust your judgment. 779 00:42:05,564 --> 00:42:08,067 Did you think you were going to play tennis in college? 780 00:42:08,150 --> 00:42:10,903 Because you're not good enough. Lyle was good enough. 781 00:42:10,986 --> 00:42:12,905 You're not good enough. And so... 782 00:42:12,988 --> 00:42:13,989 Uh-huh. 783 00:42:15,282 --> 00:42:18,285 I'm going to get you into business school at UCLA. 784 00:42:18,369 --> 00:42:19,787 But you're not living in the dorms. 785 00:42:19,870 --> 00:42:22,110 You're living here at home, where I can keep tabs on you. 786 00:42:22,164 --> 00:42:23,958 Wait, wait, wait. Hold on. I... 787 00:42:24,041 --> 00:42:27,378 What? You hold on. You hold on. 788 00:42:28,295 --> 00:42:29,880 Because if I let you talk, 789 00:42:29,964 --> 00:42:34,635 then you're going to tell me about how you want to be... 790 00:42:35,219 --> 00:42:37,638 What? A male model? 791 00:42:38,973 --> 00:42:42,393 What the fuck are these, Erik? I mean, what the fuck is... 792 00:42:42,476 --> 00:42:43,936 What the fuck is that? 793 00:42:44,770 --> 00:42:46,873 - What the fuck are those? - They're my modeling photos. 794 00:42:46,897 --> 00:42:49,149 Modeling photos?! Erik. 795 00:42:50,943 --> 00:42:52,152 Are you... Oh God. 796 00:42:53,571 --> 00:42:55,406 [inhales deeply] Genuine question. 797 00:42:58,367 --> 00:43:00,077 Are you homosexual? 798 00:43:00,160 --> 00:43:01,328 Oh my... 799 00:43:01,412 --> 00:43:05,040 I'm genuinely asking because I don't see you with a single piece of pussy ever. 800 00:43:05,124 --> 00:43:08,752 What are you... This is unbelievable. I don't have to listen to this. 801 00:43:08,836 --> 00:43:09,837 Sit down. 802 00:43:11,338 --> 00:43:12,338 Look at me. 803 00:43:13,465 --> 00:43:14,465 Look at me. 804 00:43:15,926 --> 00:43:17,469 Wipe the look off your face. 805 00:43:18,721 --> 00:43:21,223 I'm giving you a future with me. 806 00:43:21,307 --> 00:43:22,558 [uneasy music playing] 807 00:43:22,641 --> 00:43:25,728 When I'm a senator, you're gonna work with me in politics. 808 00:43:25,811 --> 00:43:29,356 And for that future, you need a girlfriend. Janice Shemanski. 809 00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:32,192 - No. Dad, no. - I already talked to her parents. 810 00:43:32,276 --> 00:43:34,820 She's beautiful. She looks like Miss America. Come on. 811 00:43:34,903 --> 00:43:37,156 And she likes you. You're gonna take her to the prom. 812 00:43:37,239 --> 00:43:38,157 No. I'm not doing that. 813 00:43:38,240 --> 00:43:39,760 Yes, you're going to the prom with her 814 00:43:39,825 --> 00:43:41,825 because all I care about is the fucking prom photo, 815 00:43:41,869 --> 00:43:46,040 and then you and your friend Craig go suck each other's dicks. Okay? 816 00:43:48,208 --> 00:43:50,252 No. I'm not doing that. 817 00:43:50,753 --> 00:43:52,588 I'm doing modeling and acting. 818 00:43:52,671 --> 00:43:57,301 And I'm gonna major in theater because I did Shakespeare, Dad, 819 00:43:57,384 --> 00:43:58,385 and I'm a good actor. 820 00:43:58,469 --> 00:44:00,721 I'm not living here. I'm going to stay in the dorms. 821 00:44:00,804 --> 00:44:01,847 That's what I wanna do. 822 00:44:01,930 --> 00:44:03,349 [Jose breathing heavily] 823 00:44:03,432 --> 00:44:05,809 [Jose] Come here. Let's go upstairs. Let's go upstairs. 824 00:44:08,395 --> 00:44:09,730 Let's go to your room. 825 00:44:11,231 --> 00:44:12,232 Get in there. 826 00:44:12,900 --> 00:44:13,776 - Dad... - Fuck. 827 00:44:13,859 --> 00:44:14,860 [Erik] Please, I'm sorry. 828 00:44:14,943 --> 00:44:17,446 [Jose] Get down. What are those fucking photos? 829 00:44:17,529 --> 00:44:19,865 [uneasy music continues] 830 00:44:19,948 --> 00:44:21,742 [Jose] You shouldn't say shit! 831 00:44:21,825 --> 00:44:25,037 I can't believe that all the money I'm putting into your studies, 832 00:44:25,120 --> 00:44:27,247 your college, your tennis classes. 833 00:44:27,331 --> 00:44:30,125 What the fuck? You want to be a what? A model?! 834 00:44:31,418 --> 00:44:32,418 Fuck! 835 00:44:33,545 --> 00:44:36,298 [indistinct clattering, thudding] 836 00:44:47,476 --> 00:44:48,519 [uneasy music ends] 837 00:44:49,103 --> 00:44:50,437 [Jose mumbling] 838 00:44:51,980 --> 00:44:53,023 It's okay. Done. 839 00:44:56,443 --> 00:44:57,653 [in Spanish] Here they are. 840 00:44:58,153 --> 00:45:01,448 Uno, dos, tres, cuatro, 841 00:45:01,532 --> 00:45:05,577 cinco, seis, siete, ocho, nueve, diez. 842 00:45:06,245 --> 00:45:07,413 Diez. 843 00:45:07,496 --> 00:45:08,496 Dad. 844 00:45:09,665 --> 00:45:10,666 [Jose] Diez. 845 00:45:17,297 --> 00:45:20,134 Erik... Erik is not using any condoms. 846 00:45:21,468 --> 00:45:24,430 - How do you know? - Because I counted them. Ten. 847 00:45:27,266 --> 00:45:30,310 He's not gonna get any girls pregnant. I know he doesn't have a girlfriend. 848 00:45:30,394 --> 00:45:33,105 That's what I'm saying. And he's not using any condoms. 849 00:45:35,524 --> 00:45:36,608 Do you think he's... 850 00:45:38,026 --> 00:45:39,194 [Jose sighs] 851 00:45:39,278 --> 00:45:43,490 He doesn't have a girlfriend. Okay? And he's not wearing any fucking condoms. 852 00:45:44,116 --> 00:45:46,243 Oh, and why are you worried? 853 00:45:46,910 --> 00:45:49,621 [Jose] Because I don't want Erik to have AIDS. 854 00:45:53,125 --> 00:45:54,668 So you do think that he's... 855 00:45:54,752 --> 00:45:56,670 I don't fucking know, but... 856 00:45:57,504 --> 00:46:00,340 I know what I think he's doing. 857 00:46:01,759 --> 00:46:03,886 He can't bring AIDS to this house. 858 00:46:06,847 --> 00:46:09,224 [whispering] He cannot bring it into this house. 859 00:46:13,353 --> 00:46:14,605 No fucking way. 860 00:46:20,277 --> 00:46:21,277 [switch clicks] 861 00:46:22,821 --> 00:46:23,821 [Kitty] Erik, come here. 862 00:46:24,948 --> 00:46:25,949 Yeah? 863 00:46:26,450 --> 00:46:28,076 I have to check your penis. 864 00:46:28,160 --> 00:46:29,244 What? 865 00:46:29,828 --> 00:46:30,828 For blisters. 866 00:46:31,497 --> 00:46:32,331 [Erik sighs] 867 00:46:32,414 --> 00:46:35,125 Just let me look, please. And herpes sores. 868 00:46:35,209 --> 00:46:37,795 Mom, why? What are you... What? 869 00:46:37,878 --> 00:46:40,672 You're a teenager now, and you've proven you can't be trusted. 870 00:46:40,756 --> 00:46:42,341 Just let me look, please. 871 00:46:42,424 --> 00:46:46,303 Mom, I told you last time, I can look, and there's not any. 872 00:46:46,386 --> 00:46:47,386 I have to. 873 00:46:51,308 --> 00:46:52,851 [uneasy music playing] 874 00:47:10,577 --> 00:47:11,745 - [Kitty] Okay. - See? 875 00:47:12,621 --> 00:47:15,374 It's just about, you know, hygiene. 876 00:47:19,837 --> 00:47:20,879 [uneasy music ends] 877 00:47:23,173 --> 00:47:24,550 [papers rustling] 878 00:47:27,594 --> 00:47:28,720 What are you working on? 879 00:47:28,804 --> 00:47:32,850 Hey. Um... Nothing. Just the... the exploratory committee. 880 00:47:34,142 --> 00:47:36,812 I mean, it's still early days, but they want a slogan, 881 00:47:37,896 --> 00:47:40,274 and, um, I can't think of one. I can't... 882 00:47:41,316 --> 00:47:42,568 [inhales deeply] 883 00:47:42,651 --> 00:47:45,153 I mean... [exhales] I might get something, but... 884 00:47:48,198 --> 00:47:49,198 What happened? 885 00:47:54,913 --> 00:47:55,998 What? 886 00:47:57,124 --> 00:47:58,458 [softly] I love you, Jose. 887 00:48:01,628 --> 00:48:02,838 I love you. 888 00:48:03,422 --> 00:48:04,423 Okay. 889 00:48:08,969 --> 00:48:10,095 And what? 890 00:48:11,722 --> 00:48:13,432 Um... There's, um... 891 00:48:15,309 --> 00:48:16,476 [lips smack] 892 00:48:19,021 --> 00:48:20,105 I just... 893 00:48:20,188 --> 00:48:21,189 What? 894 00:48:25,068 --> 00:48:27,487 I need to know what's going on with you and the boys. 895 00:48:30,198 --> 00:48:31,199 What do you mean? 896 00:48:33,243 --> 00:48:34,369 Do you have... 897 00:48:36,330 --> 00:48:37,330 proclivities? 898 00:48:39,041 --> 00:48:42,127 It's just silly to think because of all the affairs that you've had. 899 00:48:42,210 --> 00:48:44,796 It's just... we don't have sex anymore. 900 00:48:44,880 --> 00:48:47,132 No. What you're asking, no. No. 901 00:48:49,176 --> 00:48:50,427 Why would you say that? 902 00:48:50,510 --> 00:48:55,265 Well, you just... You seem very concerned about AIDS. 903 00:48:55,349 --> 00:48:59,519 Specifically, in regards to Erik. 904 00:48:59,603 --> 00:49:02,731 Ask the question. Ask it, Kitty. Ask me the question. 905 00:49:02,814 --> 00:49:04,816 - What it is that you're asking me? - Okay. 906 00:49:08,487 --> 00:49:11,406 Is something sexual going on between you and the boys? 907 00:49:11,490 --> 00:49:13,867 [uneasy music playing] 908 00:49:13,951 --> 00:49:16,203 I won't tell anyone. 909 00:49:16,286 --> 00:49:18,538 I just... I need to know. 910 00:49:18,622 --> 00:49:21,541 I don't want there to be any more lies between us. 911 00:49:23,418 --> 00:49:24,419 No. 912 00:49:25,879 --> 00:49:26,880 No. 913 00:49:28,215 --> 00:49:29,216 No. 914 00:49:30,467 --> 00:49:31,510 No, there's not. 915 00:49:33,261 --> 00:49:34,513 Oh my God, are you drunk? 916 00:49:35,097 --> 00:49:38,266 You must be drunk in order to ask this kind of question. Are you? 917 00:49:38,350 --> 00:49:40,602 Tonight? No, I'm not. 918 00:49:44,356 --> 00:49:46,191 No, I... I... I never did that. 919 00:49:47,609 --> 00:49:48,610 No. 920 00:49:49,361 --> 00:49:50,445 I mean, what... what... 921 00:49:55,701 --> 00:49:57,077 [exhales] 922 00:49:57,995 --> 00:50:00,622 I don't know. Maybe it's time I tell you why. 923 00:50:04,584 --> 00:50:06,837 What do you mean "time"? You're scaring me. 924 00:50:11,091 --> 00:50:13,844 There's something that I haven't told you, but... 925 00:50:13,927 --> 00:50:17,389 I haven't told you because of the way you'd react, what you'd think, 926 00:50:18,515 --> 00:50:19,641 how it would sound. 927 00:50:21,852 --> 00:50:23,895 I know what it is to be abused. 928 00:50:23,979 --> 00:50:26,273 The pain and the confusion of it. 929 00:50:26,356 --> 00:50:27,941 Because when I was little, um... 930 00:50:28,859 --> 00:50:31,153 I don't remember... [clears throat]...how old, 931 00:50:31,236 --> 00:50:33,947 but I was still in diapers, so I was little. 932 00:50:34,614 --> 00:50:38,285 My mother would fondle me and my penis until I got an erection, 933 00:50:38,368 --> 00:50:41,163 and then she would start laughing... [chuckles] 934 00:50:41,246 --> 00:50:43,248 ...because she thought it was funny. 935 00:50:43,749 --> 00:50:47,169 I didn't know what to think about that because it tickled me, 936 00:50:47,252 --> 00:50:49,379 and I loved making my mother laugh. 937 00:50:50,547 --> 00:50:54,259 But then later on, when I was older, I was six, seven years old, 938 00:50:55,427 --> 00:50:58,930 Marta, my sister, was arguing with her 939 00:50:59,806 --> 00:51:05,437 and saying, "Mom, don't do that anymore. You shouldn't. It's not right." 940 00:51:05,520 --> 00:51:08,565 And my mother said, 941 00:51:09,608 --> 00:51:14,446 "Marta, stop being silly. It is nothing." 942 00:51:14,529 --> 00:51:15,614 And you know what? 943 00:51:15,697 --> 00:51:19,576 When I heard that, I thought, "She's right. It's nothing." 944 00:51:19,659 --> 00:51:20,659 I mean, it's... 945 00:51:21,286 --> 00:51:24,122 I know now that that was wrong, but at the time, 946 00:51:25,999 --> 00:51:27,000 to her, 947 00:51:28,460 --> 00:51:29,544 maybe not. Maybe not. 948 00:51:29,628 --> 00:51:32,631 Because to those people, people of a certain age... 949 00:51:35,133 --> 00:51:40,305 for them, it was just something silly, something funny. 950 00:51:40,388 --> 00:51:43,892 Something... stupid, maybe. 951 00:51:43,975 --> 00:51:46,770 It was something that would happen in real life, 952 00:51:46,853 --> 00:51:48,730 that would happen in a real family. 953 00:51:49,231 --> 00:51:51,900 It's not that big of a deal. 954 00:51:55,904 --> 00:51:56,780 Mm-mm. 955 00:51:56,863 --> 00:51:57,906 Hmm. 956 00:51:59,282 --> 00:52:00,325 Oh... 957 00:52:02,494 --> 00:52:04,496 Right. I know why you're confused. 958 00:52:04,996 --> 00:52:07,249 Because of... Yeah, I understand that. 959 00:52:08,083 --> 00:52:10,710 Because I take showers with them sometimes after tennis. 960 00:52:11,503 --> 00:52:13,713 I wrestle with them. I grab them. I touch them. 961 00:52:13,797 --> 00:52:15,966 Come on. That's completely normal. 962 00:52:16,049 --> 00:52:20,011 That's something that my father did with me as well. 963 00:52:22,180 --> 00:52:23,223 And I... I... 964 00:52:26,143 --> 00:52:28,019 have tried my whole life 965 00:52:29,437 --> 00:52:31,857 to make men out of those two boys. 966 00:52:34,151 --> 00:52:36,194 Soldiers. Soldiers. Soldiers. Soldiers. 967 00:52:37,028 --> 00:52:39,948 I mean, have I taken it too far sometimes? 968 00:52:40,031 --> 00:52:41,032 Yeah, I know. 969 00:52:42,659 --> 00:52:44,786 I've shouted a lot. I know that, Kitty. 970 00:52:44,870 --> 00:52:47,080 I... I hit them sometimes. What the fuck? 971 00:52:47,164 --> 00:52:52,711 And, I mean, I have regrets in my life. I'm ashamed of a lot of things in my life. 972 00:52:52,794 --> 00:52:53,920 But not that. 973 00:52:54,796 --> 00:52:57,841 My love, I love you. You know why I'm not regretting? 974 00:52:57,924 --> 00:53:02,637 Because I love you, and because we are a family. 975 00:53:03,430 --> 00:53:05,098 [chuckles] That's what matters. 976 00:53:07,684 --> 00:53:08,852 We are a family. 977 00:53:13,106 --> 00:53:17,485 Wow, that's a good slogan, actually. Fuck! "Florida is family." 978 00:53:19,654 --> 00:53:20,655 There you go. 979 00:53:22,115 --> 00:53:24,242 [blows kiss] Let's go upstairs and get some sleep. 980 00:53:24,326 --> 00:53:26,036 [Jose grunts] 981 00:53:36,546 --> 00:53:37,589 I hate my kids. 982 00:53:39,174 --> 00:53:41,009 And it's awful, but it's true. 983 00:53:42,302 --> 00:53:45,180 [exhales] They've turned us into people we don't wanna be. 984 00:53:45,680 --> 00:53:46,681 Pushed us apart. 985 00:53:48,892 --> 00:53:52,562 - I don't want to speak for you, honey. - Oh, go ahead. Go. 986 00:53:54,314 --> 00:53:57,108 That's why I'm so grateful to have a man like this man. 987 00:53:57,817 --> 00:53:58,735 He's so strong. 988 00:53:58,818 --> 00:54:01,863 Jose, you are so strong, and I love you so much. 989 00:54:01,947 --> 00:54:02,947 I love you. 990 00:54:05,242 --> 00:54:08,286 There was a lot of abuse in my home growing up. 991 00:54:08,370 --> 00:54:09,537 [Jose exhales deeply] 992 00:54:09,621 --> 00:54:10,997 My dad hit my mom. 993 00:54:11,998 --> 00:54:15,502 Every night at the kitchen table, we had to watch. 994 00:54:17,379 --> 00:54:20,257 And then he hit us, and then he left. 995 00:54:24,719 --> 00:54:26,179 I think I was drawn to that. 996 00:54:28,265 --> 00:54:29,516 What do you mean by that? 997 00:54:30,267 --> 00:54:33,728 Well, that women marry men like their fathers. 998 00:54:33,812 --> 00:54:36,022 I mean, not that Jose is that at all. 999 00:54:36,106 --> 00:54:36,940 Yeah. 1000 00:54:37,023 --> 00:54:40,026 It's just the way he carries himself. His presence is very masculine. 1001 00:54:40,110 --> 00:54:41,236 - Yes. - [doctor] Yes. 1002 00:54:42,070 --> 00:54:44,155 But does Jose hit you? 1003 00:54:44,239 --> 00:54:46,992 Oh, no, no, no. I don't. I hit the boys once or twice. 1004 00:54:47,075 --> 00:54:51,329 And I wholeheartedly support that, by the way. 1005 00:54:51,413 --> 00:54:52,664 [chuckles quietly] 1006 00:54:54,249 --> 00:54:56,960 Was there ever sexual abuse in your home growing up? 1007 00:54:57,711 --> 00:54:58,712 No. 1008 00:55:01,214 --> 00:55:02,841 - [doctor] Jose? - What? 1009 00:55:07,721 --> 00:55:09,723 [dramatic music playing] 1010 00:55:12,434 --> 00:55:14,227 Why are we talking about this? 1011 00:55:15,562 --> 00:55:16,396 Was there? 1012 00:55:16,479 --> 00:55:18,523 Oh, come on. Kitty. 1013 00:55:22,027 --> 00:55:23,236 [Jose grunts] 1014 00:55:35,040 --> 00:55:37,042 [dramatic music ends] 1015 00:55:37,709 --> 00:55:40,837 [phone dialing] 1016 00:55:42,297 --> 00:55:44,299 [line ringing] 1017 00:56:33,681 --> 00:56:35,683 [Jose crying] 1018 00:57:28,695 --> 00:57:29,863 [glass thuds on table] 1019 00:57:32,157 --> 00:57:34,159 [Jose panting] 1020 00:57:35,326 --> 00:57:36,619 [doorbell rings] 1021 00:57:40,748 --> 00:57:43,877 [man] Last Will and Testament for one Mr. Menendez. Let's do it. 1022 00:57:43,960 --> 00:57:46,838 [Jose] Great. You're funny. Come on in. Always funny. 1023 00:57:46,921 --> 00:57:49,299 [man] What are you looking at doing? We crack her open? 1024 00:57:49,382 --> 00:57:50,925 [Jose] No. no, no. Let's go over here. 1025 00:57:51,009 --> 00:57:54,012 I just want to talk through some hypotheticals 1026 00:57:54,095 --> 00:57:56,222 because I've been doing some reflecting lately 1027 00:57:56,306 --> 00:57:58,766 and there are some changes that need to be made 1028 00:57:58,850 --> 00:58:01,019 regarding my life and concerning my legacy. 1029 00:58:01,102 --> 00:58:02,187 - Okay? - [man] Okay. 1030 00:58:02,270 --> 00:58:04,022 Okay, great. Let's get to it. 1031 00:58:06,399 --> 00:58:07,692 [clears throat] 1032 00:58:10,403 --> 00:58:12,405 [dramatic music continues] 1033 00:58:13,615 --> 00:58:16,534 So, yes, I flew to Europe to see Jamie and I love her. 1034 00:58:16,618 --> 00:58:19,412 And, yes, I think that Mom and Dad should have to pay for that. 1035 00:58:19,496 --> 00:58:21,706 Oh Jesus, you're ridiculous children. 1036 00:58:22,457 --> 00:58:23,457 [Kitty scoffs] 1037 00:58:24,292 --> 00:58:25,668 I have to say this is it for me. 1038 00:58:25,752 --> 00:58:28,129 I'm not coming to any more of these sessions. 1039 00:58:28,213 --> 00:58:29,714 - Kitty. - Nope. No way. 1040 00:58:30,215 --> 00:58:32,383 [inhales] And I regret having you. 1041 00:58:32,467 --> 00:58:34,302 Mom, you can't say that. 1042 00:58:34,385 --> 00:58:36,763 Your father crossed an ocean, 1043 00:58:36,846 --> 00:58:39,265 and I left behind the life of a beauty queen 1044 00:58:39,349 --> 00:58:41,601 or I could've been a movie star like Kim Novak. 1045 00:58:42,101 --> 00:58:43,186 And you're what I got? 1046 00:58:45,188 --> 00:58:50,485 [inhales] Erik, I'd like to go back to your shame about your vehicle. 1047 00:58:50,568 --> 00:58:52,111 Can you talk about that? 1048 00:58:52,195 --> 00:58:55,907 Well, I mean, it's a Ford Escort, so it's fucking embarrassing. 1049 00:58:56,533 --> 00:58:58,535 Oh, please shut up for Christ's sake. 1050 00:59:01,621 --> 00:59:02,705 What? 1051 00:59:03,665 --> 00:59:04,999 [uneasy music playing] 1052 00:59:05,583 --> 00:59:09,087 - Why are you looking at us like that? - [Jose] I... I can't smile at you? 1053 00:59:09,170 --> 00:59:10,213 Come on. 1054 00:59:11,631 --> 00:59:16,553 I mean, we've had a great session with Dr. Oziel here. 1055 00:59:16,636 --> 00:59:17,845 Thank you very much. 1056 00:59:18,429 --> 00:59:21,808 And I'm sitting with my beautiful wife. 1057 00:59:21,891 --> 00:59:22,891 [sucks teeth] 1058 00:59:23,351 --> 00:59:25,478 And what else can I say? 1059 00:59:26,729 --> 00:59:29,607 Well, yes, I'm practicing my smile 1060 00:59:29,691 --> 00:59:32,902 because we're going to end this session in five minutes 1061 00:59:33,695 --> 00:59:36,322 and head down to Sears, the four of us. 1062 00:59:36,406 --> 00:59:38,908 ["Don't Dream It's Over" by Crowded House playing] 1063 00:59:42,453 --> 00:59:44,622 - [camera shutter clicks] - [photographer] Beautiful. 1064 00:59:44,706 --> 00:59:48,209 Kitty, can I scoot you in? Just a bit. Towards Lyle. 1065 00:59:49,460 --> 00:59:51,796 Okay. Give me another big smile. 1066 00:59:51,879 --> 00:59:55,633 Boy, look at those pearly whites. What a family. 1067 00:59:56,134 --> 00:59:57,260 And... 1068 00:59:57,343 --> 00:59:58,553 [camera shutter clicks] 1069 00:59:59,053 --> 01:00:00,680 [photographer] That's the one, I think. 1070 01:00:08,438 --> 01:00:09,439 [camera shutter clicks] 1071 01:00:10,189 --> 01:00:12,775 ["Don't Dream It's Over" by Crowded House continues] 1072 01:00:23,161 --> 01:00:24,203 [Jose] Mmm. 1073 01:00:27,540 --> 01:00:28,541 Here you go. 1074 01:00:32,128 --> 01:00:33,296 [Jose] Mmm. 1075 01:00:33,379 --> 01:00:36,382 ["Don't Dream It's Over" by Crowded House playing on radio] 1076 01:00:39,886 --> 01:00:42,555 ♪ Now I'm walking again ♪ 1077 01:00:42,639 --> 01:00:45,016 ♪ To the beat of a drum ♪ 1078 01:00:45,099 --> 01:00:48,895 ♪ And I'm counting the steps To the door of your heart ♪ 1079 01:00:51,606 --> 01:00:54,442 ♪ Only shadows ahead ♪ 1080 01:00:54,525 --> 01:00:56,736 ♪ Barely clearing the roof ♪ 1081 01:00:56,819 --> 01:01:00,907 ♪ Get to know the feeling Of liberation and release ♪ 1082 01:01:01,824 --> 01:01:07,789 ♪ Hey now, hey now Don't dream it's over ♪ 1083 01:01:08,414 --> 01:01:13,503 ♪ Hey now, hey now When the world comes in ♪ 1084 01:01:13,586 --> 01:01:16,422 ♪ They come, they come ♪ 1085 01:01:17,131 --> 01:01:19,926 ♪ To build a wall between us ♪ 1086 01:01:20,009 --> 01:01:22,679 ♪ You know they won't win ♪ 1087 01:01:28,768 --> 01:01:30,770 ♪ Don't let them win ♪ 1088 01:01:30,853 --> 01:01:32,855 ♪ Hey now, hey now ♪ 1089 01:01:36,150 --> 01:01:38,403 ♪ Hey now, hey now ♪ 1090 01:01:38,986 --> 01:01:41,948 [gunshots] 1091 01:01:42,031 --> 01:01:45,159 ♪ Hey now, hey now ♪ 1092 01:01:46,327 --> 01:01:47,870 ♪ Don't let them win ♪ 1093 01:01:47,954 --> 01:01:50,164 ♪ Hey now, hey now ♪ 1094 01:01:52,166 --> 01:01:53,751 ♪ Don't let them win ♪ 1095 01:01:53,835 --> 01:01:55,837 ♪ Hey now, hey now ♪ 1096 01:01:59,257 --> 01:02:00,591 ♪ Hey now, hey now ♪ 1097 01:02:00,675 --> 01:02:02,677 [ominous music playing] 1098 01:03:24,133 --> 01:03:26,135 [ominous music ends]