1 00:02:12,674 --> 00:02:15,344 The citizens of Spain woke up to unsettling news 2 00:02:15,427 --> 00:02:18,597 that the body of their oppressive former head of state 3 00:02:18,680 --> 00:02:21,058 has been removed from its grave. 4 00:02:21,141 --> 00:02:23,226 Generalissimo Francisco Franco died… 5 00:02:23,310 --> 00:02:25,437 …in 1975 and was buried 6 00:02:25,520 --> 00:02:28,940 in a massive monument that the Spanish government later decided… 7 00:02:29,024 --> 00:02:30,817 Hi, hi. Uh… 8 00:02:30,901 --> 00:02:33,111 Go up the stairs, take a right, Apartment 6. 9 00:02:33,862 --> 00:02:35,155 Here I come. 10 00:02:35,238 --> 00:02:38,033 …fascist in a more modest state cemetery. 11 00:02:38,116 --> 00:02:41,203 But now grave robbers have raided that tomb 12 00:02:41,286 --> 00:02:43,914 and took Generalissimo Franco's remains. 13 00:02:43,997 --> 00:02:46,208 Where? Remains a total mystery. 14 00:02:49,169 --> 00:02:52,130 We will not rest at night until we know for sure 15 00:02:52,214 --> 00:02:55,550 that the hell-bent Generalissimo is back underground 16 00:02:55,634 --> 00:02:57,177 where he can do no harm. 17 00:03:04,726 --> 00:03:06,228 Hi, Ashley. 18 00:03:07,229 --> 00:03:08,563 Nice to see you. 19 00:03:08,647 --> 00:03:11,316 Dessert. Drugstore Mint Milanos. 20 00:03:21,368 --> 00:03:22,703 Mmm. 21 00:03:22,786 --> 00:03:25,122 Damn, that's yum. What's in it? 22 00:03:26,248 --> 00:03:29,000 Uh, it's squished tomato, onion, garlic, 23 00:03:29,084 --> 00:03:31,461 but the mushrooms are what do the magic. 24 00:03:32,087 --> 00:03:33,338 I actually… 25 00:03:34,381 --> 00:03:37,384 I made some stuffed guys too. 26 00:03:37,467 --> 00:03:40,470 Toaster-oven canapés? What, am I at a lesbian potluck? 27 00:03:40,554 --> 00:03:41,805 How'd you learn to… 28 00:03:41,888 --> 00:03:44,307 No, I-I-I cooked all my own meals growing up. 29 00:03:44,391 --> 00:03:46,435 And I thought we were DoorDashing. 30 00:03:47,144 --> 00:03:48,854 - Oh, Ashley. - Bro, I'm impressed. 31 00:03:48,937 --> 00:03:51,022 Well, I have to confess. 32 00:03:53,358 --> 00:03:54,860 The shells are prepackaged. 33 00:03:54,943 --> 00:03:57,195 Ooh… 34 00:03:58,738 --> 00:04:00,240 Do they taste depressing? 35 00:04:00,323 --> 00:04:02,659 - Yes. - Aw. 36 00:04:07,998 --> 00:04:09,916 Ashley, um, 37 00:04:10,000 --> 00:04:12,085 can I ask… 38 00:04:12,169 --> 00:04:13,753 - How I'm doing? - Yes. 39 00:04:13,837 --> 00:04:15,881 - Yeah, Ben, that's allowed. - Okay. 40 00:04:15,964 --> 00:04:17,382 It's actually why I'm standing here 41 00:04:17,466 --> 00:04:20,802 dropping disability checks on bodega Mint Milanos. 42 00:04:22,471 --> 00:04:23,722 Relax, I'm joking. 43 00:04:23,805 --> 00:04:26,850 You gotta laugh to keep from screaming, right? 44 00:04:26,933 --> 00:04:30,437 You make it so……easy. Like, no wonder Kira walked all over you. 45 00:04:32,689 --> 00:04:35,650 Oh, I'm sorry, that was insensitive. 46 00:04:35,734 --> 00:04:37,903 Yeah, but maybe… 47 00:04:38,779 --> 00:04:39,821 maybe fair. 48 00:04:40,906 --> 00:04:43,575 I probably got, like, a few footprints on my back. 49 00:04:44,367 --> 00:04:45,368 Still. 50 00:04:46,787 --> 00:04:47,954 Sorry. 51 00:04:49,831 --> 00:04:51,500 How's you, Buckaroo? 52 00:04:51,583 --> 00:04:52,709 Oh, I'm okay. 53 00:04:54,836 --> 00:04:57,130 Yeah, no, sleep is off. 54 00:04:57,923 --> 00:04:58,924 Fully off, but… 55 00:04:59,007 --> 00:05:01,092 - Your dreams are wack, right? - Mm-hmm. 56 00:05:01,176 --> 00:05:02,427 Yeah. 57 00:05:02,511 --> 00:05:03,678 Hey, catch. 58 00:05:04,346 --> 00:05:06,598 Geez, caught that. 59 00:05:06,681 --> 00:05:09,059 I'm jumpy, you know? 60 00:05:09,142 --> 00:05:11,561 Like, being horizontal freaks me out. 61 00:05:13,563 --> 00:05:15,899 It's like my head's afraid to even hit the pillow. 62 00:05:15,982 --> 00:05:18,026 I just bolt right up before I even fall asleep. 63 00:05:18,109 --> 00:05:19,653 Hypnic jerks. 64 00:05:19,736 --> 00:05:22,364 That's what they're called, and yeah, me too. 65 00:05:23,156 --> 00:05:24,491 It's a trauma response. 66 00:05:25,700 --> 00:05:28,453 Are you, like, talking to anyone? 67 00:05:28,537 --> 00:05:32,749 Yes, um, I made a profile on a teletherapy thingy. 68 00:05:34,459 --> 00:05:36,878 - I'm gonna do it when I can manage it. - Mm-hmm. 69 00:05:36,962 --> 00:05:40,340 I just started work, you know, hospice care. 70 00:05:40,423 --> 00:05:41,466 It's night shifts. 71 00:05:41,550 --> 00:05:42,843 Good for you. 72 00:05:42,926 --> 00:05:45,846 It's your life and you are getting back into it. 73 00:05:45,929 --> 00:05:50,183 I, for one, am sick of people getting off on the gory details of my survival. 74 00:05:50,267 --> 00:05:52,602 Yeah, that happened. 75 00:05:52,686 --> 00:05:53,812 Right. 76 00:05:56,648 --> 00:05:58,733 And I usually like being objectified. 77 00:06:01,111 --> 00:06:02,195 To our health. 78 00:06:02,279 --> 00:06:03,363 To our health. 79 00:06:12,622 --> 00:06:14,583 I mean, I was panicking. 80 00:06:15,083 --> 00:06:18,503 And Kira was, like……carrying. 81 00:06:18,587 --> 00:06:23,758 So I just dry pop a few of her Xanibars and then just mosey down the Jetway. 82 00:06:24,676 --> 00:06:27,304 - And then… [clicks tongue] …bam. - Bam. 83 00:06:30,640 --> 00:06:32,767 The plane gets slammed by a microburst. 84 00:06:34,311 --> 00:06:36,563 It was the Bermuda Triangle, Ben. 85 00:06:37,689 --> 00:06:39,149 I mean, the siding ripped right off. 86 00:06:45,906 --> 00:06:49,993 And suddenly I'm dropping towards the ocean at terminal velocity. 87 00:06:50,869 --> 00:06:55,248 Next thing I know, it's weeks later and I wake up from a coma. 88 00:06:55,332 --> 00:06:59,127 Find out not one of my 13 girlfriends survived. 89 00:06:59,794 --> 00:07:02,380 Just you, me, a couple of randos. 90 00:07:02,464 --> 00:07:03,465 Oh, and that pilot. 91 00:07:03,548 --> 00:07:05,383 Oh, yeah. What's the latest on him? 92 00:07:05,467 --> 00:07:07,469 Alive, but not kicking, 93 00:07:07,552 --> 00:07:09,387 and his lawyers have him under lock and key. 94 00:07:09,471 --> 00:07:12,682 Anyway, I cornered my orthopedist and I asked him, 95 00:07:12,766 --> 00:07:14,392 "How am I even alive?" 96 00:07:14,976 --> 00:07:16,936 Turns out it was the Xanax. 97 00:07:17,604 --> 00:07:20,273 Apparently the first impact doesn't kill you, it's the bounce-back, 98 00:07:20,357 --> 00:07:22,609 because, you know, your ribs punch straight through your organs, 99 00:07:22,692 --> 00:07:23,818 your spleen, your liver. 100 00:07:24,361 --> 00:07:28,365 But I was so twacked that I didn't brace for impact, I just ragdolled. 101 00:07:29,908 --> 00:07:30,909 Whoa. 102 00:07:31,493 --> 00:07:32,661 What are the odds? 103 00:07:32,744 --> 00:07:33,995 Ta-da. 104 00:07:34,621 --> 00:07:38,041 I mean, I definitely got beat up, though. 105 00:07:38,625 --> 00:07:42,170 But, you know, scars are the tattoos of survival, right? 106 00:07:43,213 --> 00:07:44,756 You can touch it if you want. 107 00:07:46,424 --> 00:07:47,592 - You sure? - Y-Yeah. 108 00:07:48,218 --> 00:07:49,219 Okay. 109 00:07:52,055 --> 00:07:56,059 It's literally pigskin. I know, I'm becoming a human football. 110 00:07:56,142 --> 00:07:57,185 Whoa. 111 00:07:57,268 --> 00:07:58,895 #Blessed. 112 00:08:03,274 --> 00:08:06,653 Honestly, I think it's pretty badass. 113 00:08:10,907 --> 00:08:13,702 You know, I heard what you did, Ben. 114 00:08:14,994 --> 00:08:18,248 Calling all the parents of Kira's friends who died, 115 00:08:18,331 --> 00:08:19,499 checking on them. 116 00:08:21,126 --> 00:08:22,585 You're kind of a good guy. 117 00:08:24,629 --> 00:08:26,131 Survivor's guilt, mostly. 118 00:08:26,214 --> 00:08:28,091 Still, it touched them. 119 00:08:29,008 --> 00:08:30,218 It touched me too. 120 00:08:34,764 --> 00:08:36,266 Can I ask you a blunt question? 121 00:08:37,058 --> 00:08:38,810 - Hmm. - Are you ready? 122 00:08:39,978 --> 00:08:41,396 Do you miss her? 123 00:08:42,230 --> 00:08:43,273 Kira? 124 00:08:44,315 --> 00:08:45,650 Yes, of course I do. 125 00:08:45,734 --> 00:08:47,694 Okay, then what do you miss most? 126 00:08:47,777 --> 00:08:49,863 Oh, God, I mean… 127 00:08:50,780 --> 00:08:52,490 If I'm… 128 00:08:52,574 --> 00:08:55,785 If I'm being honest, the sex. 129 00:08:55,869 --> 00:08:57,203 No, I mean, togetherness. 130 00:08:57,287 --> 00:09:00,331 We were, what, only together three… three months? 131 00:09:01,249 --> 00:09:02,500 You know, she was… 132 00:09:02,584 --> 00:09:03,793 Manipulative. 133 00:09:03,877 --> 00:09:05,336 Well… 134 00:09:05,420 --> 00:09:10,467 demanding when it came to her desire for certain things in particular. 135 00:09:10,550 --> 00:09:12,260 Or everything in particular. 136 00:09:13,094 --> 00:09:16,681 Well, she called it knowing what she wanted. 137 00:09:19,851 --> 00:09:23,396 Is it awful for me to say that most of the time she was a real bitch? 138 00:09:25,523 --> 00:09:28,068 Hey, come on. Kira was the type of girl 139 00:09:28,151 --> 00:09:30,028 that would dip your mascara wand in the toilet 140 00:09:30,111 --> 00:09:33,740 and then laugh when you got a sty. I mean, you dated her, you must know that. 141 00:09:33,823 --> 00:09:35,825 I'm sorry that that was your experience. 142 00:09:38,620 --> 00:09:42,540 Is it awful for me to say that I'm glad she's dead? 143 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:45,502 Holy shit, Ashley. 144 00:09:45,585 --> 00:09:48,004 Okay, I don't mean I'm glad she's "dead" dead. 145 00:09:48,088 --> 00:09:52,759 I just mean that, you know, like, my body feels relief. 146 00:09:53,426 --> 00:09:55,804 Like, knowing that she's not… 147 00:09:55,887 --> 00:09:57,722 …around all the time. 148 00:09:57,806 --> 00:10:00,058 And I know I'm not the only one who felt that way, okay? 149 00:10:00,141 --> 00:10:03,478 I mean, I couldn't make it to her funeral 'cause, you know, I was comatose, 150 00:10:03,561 --> 00:10:06,773 but what I heard, that other than her parents and you, 151 00:10:06,856 --> 00:10:08,858 there was, like… like, one other person. 152 00:10:08,942 --> 00:10:11,569 Like, someone from her waitressing days. 153 00:10:11,653 --> 00:10:14,656 Was that even a friend or, like, a funeral ghoul? 154 00:10:14,739 --> 00:10:16,449 I mean, I, of all people, am aware 155 00:10:16,533 --> 00:10:20,286 that most of her girl gang got wiped out, but still, yikes. 156 00:10:20,370 --> 00:10:23,456 Yeah, Kira was a force. 157 00:10:23,540 --> 00:10:24,624 She was. 158 00:10:24,707 --> 00:10:28,711 I mean, immediately after starting to date, we-we move in together? I mean… 159 00:10:30,922 --> 00:10:32,715 I don't know. Why did I fall so hard? 160 00:10:32,799 --> 00:10:35,218 Yeah. And so deep. 161 00:10:37,262 --> 00:10:39,139 Maybe a need for safety. 162 00:10:39,764 --> 00:10:43,810 Like someone femmy and decisive. 163 00:10:44,936 --> 00:10:48,022 Like some idealized version of your mother. 164 00:10:48,648 --> 00:10:50,567 Yeah, something like that. Yeah. 165 00:10:50,650 --> 00:10:54,070 Maybe Kira paid someone to put a love spell on you. 166 00:10:54,154 --> 00:10:56,865 Like a "love me" roofie, like… 167 00:10:59,200 --> 00:11:01,161 Oh, my God. Whoa. Sorry. 168 00:11:01,703 --> 00:11:04,789 Whoa, I-I really should not be drinking. 169 00:11:04,873 --> 00:11:07,000 I-I'm on these, like, heavy antibiotics 170 00:11:07,083 --> 00:11:09,460 so my body……doesn't reject these bacon strips. 171 00:11:09,544 --> 00:11:11,546 Makes me say the stupidest… 172 00:11:11,629 --> 00:11:15,175 Okay, maybe we should just watch a movie……or something. 173 00:11:15,258 --> 00:11:17,468 You're not stupid. Not at all. 174 00:11:18,803 --> 00:11:21,681 - Yeah, let's watch something. - Okay. 175 00:11:24,100 --> 00:11:26,186 I'm gonna finish this, though. 176 00:11:30,857 --> 00:11:31,983 Blanket. 177 00:11:33,610 --> 00:11:35,195 Okay. 178 00:11:36,279 --> 00:11:37,322 Question. 179 00:11:38,364 --> 00:11:41,284 Do you like scary movies? 180 00:11:42,243 --> 00:11:44,120 No, not really. 181 00:11:44,204 --> 00:11:46,080 Ugh. You big pussy. 182 00:11:50,543 --> 00:11:52,170 Ooh, I love Pacino. 183 00:11:56,591 --> 00:11:59,761 I don't think I… knew this was a Pacino movie. 184 00:11:59,844 --> 00:12:02,055 Are you kidding me? He's the best part. 185 00:12:03,056 --> 00:12:05,141 Whew, I love it when he gets all crazy. 186 00:12:18,112 --> 00:12:20,323 - Ben? - Sorry, I'll be right there. 187 00:12:24,827 --> 00:12:26,537 - Are you okay? - Mm-hmm. 188 00:12:30,375 --> 00:12:31,668 What just happened? 189 00:12:35,380 --> 00:12:36,381 God. 190 00:12:36,881 --> 00:12:39,092 Why am I so fucking lame? 191 00:12:42,595 --> 00:12:44,639 - What? - I have, uh… 192 00:12:45,640 --> 00:12:47,350 I have triskaidekaphobia. 193 00:12:47,934 --> 00:12:51,104 It's not a disease. It's a real fear of the number 13. 194 00:12:51,187 --> 00:12:53,231 It started when I was a child. Once I was walking… 195 00:12:53,314 --> 00:12:55,275 - Ben, are you serious? - …through Times Square, right? 196 00:12:55,358 --> 00:12:57,235 Just headed home from work, and all of a sudden 197 00:12:57,318 --> 00:13:00,571 I see this huge ad for moisturizer in giant letters. 198 00:13:00,655 --> 00:13:03,533 "Thirteen active ingredients." Boom. 199 00:13:03,616 --> 00:13:05,285 My lizard brain goes Code Red. 200 00:13:05,368 --> 00:13:09,539 All of a sudden, I instantly vomit and I black out. I collapse… 201 00:13:09,622 --> 00:13:13,293 Ben. Ben. I'm afraid of the number 13 too. 202 00:13:13,376 --> 00:13:15,169 Why do you think I took all that Xanax? 203 00:13:15,962 --> 00:13:19,090 - Are you serious? - It was Friday the 13th. Flight 13. 204 00:13:19,173 --> 00:13:20,675 - The 13th aisle. - Yeah, that. All that. 205 00:13:21,843 --> 00:13:24,971 And Kira knew my whole story and chose to just fly in the face of it. 206 00:13:25,555 --> 00:13:26,556 What whole story? 207 00:13:27,473 --> 00:13:30,935 What? Kira… Kira never told you? 208 00:13:33,771 --> 00:13:35,690 It was May, 2020. A Saturday. 209 00:13:37,734 --> 00:13:39,652 The world had been on lockdown for months. 210 00:13:39,736 --> 00:13:41,029 All the plans turned upside down. 211 00:13:41,112 --> 00:13:44,574 What was meant to be my cousin's Big Island dream destination wedding 212 00:13:44,657 --> 00:13:47,535 turned into a sad Jersey backyard luau 213 00:13:47,618 --> 00:13:49,746 complete with a slow-cooked kalua pig. 214 00:13:49,829 --> 00:13:52,623 Okay, so if we squint, we're in Hawaii. 215 00:13:53,249 --> 00:13:54,250 Oh, pooh. 216 00:13:54,333 --> 00:13:56,544 - It's nice to get out of Gowanus. - Uh-huh. 217 00:13:56,627 --> 00:13:59,380 Just enjoy the fresh air and stop thinking about this… 218 00:14:00,048 --> 00:14:01,424 - Careful. - Thanks. 219 00:14:02,175 --> 00:14:03,301 Is this a joke? 220 00:14:03,384 --> 00:14:05,011 It's probably good right here. 221 00:14:06,971 --> 00:14:09,432 Did they even ask about dietary restrictions? That's sick. 222 00:14:09,515 --> 00:14:13,352 Just smile and nod. We'll get takeout on the way home. 223 00:14:13,436 --> 00:14:14,937 Why are you covering for them? 224 00:14:15,605 --> 00:14:17,815 I just… I don't want you to spiral out about nothing. 225 00:14:17,899 --> 00:14:21,152 You set one foot near your family and… and you're triggered. 226 00:14:21,235 --> 00:14:23,529 It's just… It's-It's the blatant disregard. 227 00:14:23,613 --> 00:14:25,948 - Excuse me. - Hey. No, don't. Hey. Come on. No… 228 00:14:26,032 --> 00:14:28,367 Mmm, no. Sorry, Dad, but no. 229 00:14:28,451 --> 00:14:34,040 I think that we need to acknowledge that for this supposedly happy occasion, 230 00:14:34,123 --> 00:14:37,418 a sentient animal gave everything. 231 00:14:37,502 --> 00:14:40,797 A total bloody sacrifice without consent. 232 00:14:40,880 --> 00:14:43,424 I think this pandemic is asking us 233 00:14:43,508 --> 00:14:46,928 to reevaluate what we need to survive on this planet. 234 00:14:47,011 --> 00:14:49,972 We don't need much, just a roof over our head, 235 00:14:50,056 --> 00:14:53,559 someone to love, a simple meal that we can prepare ourselves. 236 00:14:53,643 --> 00:14:58,231 This needless death of a noble beast reminds us 237 00:14:58,314 --> 00:15:01,567 that we have all become wasteful murderers, 238 00:15:02,401 --> 00:15:05,571 each and eve… 239 00:15:48,114 --> 00:15:50,074 Open the door! Open, open! 240 00:15:50,158 --> 00:15:51,367 Open! O… 241 00:16:05,715 --> 00:16:09,093 I was the only one of the guests who made it out alive. 242 00:16:11,554 --> 00:16:12,763 Thirteen dead. 243 00:16:13,973 --> 00:16:16,934 Butchered like hogs at a slaughterhouse. 244 00:16:18,186 --> 00:16:19,562 Ashley, I wish there was something 245 00:16:19,645 --> 00:16:22,315 - I could… - Hey, I survived. 246 00:16:23,858 --> 00:16:25,484 I remain a lucky girl. 247 00:16:27,028 --> 00:16:29,614 I'm really more concerned about you right now, Ben. 248 00:16:30,281 --> 00:16:32,325 I mean, Ocean's 13 threw you? 249 00:16:34,035 --> 00:16:37,663 You know, panic attacks are actually your body distracting you. 250 00:16:37,747 --> 00:16:41,042 Each attack stops you from having to feel psychic pain. 251 00:16:42,585 --> 00:16:46,214 If you ever want to unpack it, just know you can. 252 00:16:47,840 --> 00:16:49,467 Yeah, where would I even begin? 253 00:16:50,468 --> 00:16:52,887 I don't even remember much of my childhood. 254 00:16:54,680 --> 00:16:55,681 I mean… 255 00:16:56,474 --> 00:17:00,186 Just years and years and years of memories all blurry. 256 00:17:06,067 --> 00:17:09,862 I know I was born on a Friday, the 13th. 257 00:17:11,906 --> 00:17:13,407 My mother died in childbirth. 258 00:17:15,326 --> 00:17:18,329 My dad was ill-equipped to raise me on his own, 259 00:17:18,412 --> 00:17:20,039 but there were lots of people around. 260 00:17:21,415 --> 00:17:23,376 Coming and going, checking on me. 261 00:17:26,003 --> 00:17:29,173 Neighbors from the playground, uncles and aunties. 262 00:17:31,551 --> 00:17:33,594 They were from the same church or something. 263 00:17:35,513 --> 00:17:38,266 Yeah, we always skipped services. Never went. 264 00:17:55,700 --> 00:17:57,994 But they were so kind, all of them. 265 00:17:59,120 --> 00:18:02,206 I don't know, it was like they kind of worshipped me. 266 00:18:02,290 --> 00:18:05,418 When I was six, my memory is a little blurry, but… 267 00:18:10,798 --> 00:18:12,550 It was more blood than I'd ever seen before. 268 00:18:12,633 --> 00:18:14,218 Somebody… 269 00:18:14,302 --> 00:18:16,637 This neighbor had fallen down hard. 270 00:18:16,721 --> 00:18:20,641 She maybe tripped and fell on a knife that she got from the kitchen. 271 00:18:22,893 --> 00:18:26,772 My dad, he scooped her up, put her in his car, sped off. 272 00:18:27,565 --> 00:18:31,068 Blood alcohol level at nearly twice the legal limit, 273 00:18:31,902 --> 00:18:34,113 0.13%. 274 00:18:36,032 --> 00:18:38,534 He ran the stop sign at the T-intersection 275 00:18:38,618 --> 00:18:41,912 and a pickup truck slammed into them at 70 miles per hour. 276 00:18:41,996 --> 00:18:43,372 Killed them both instantly. 277 00:18:45,708 --> 00:18:47,126 I had no one else. 278 00:18:48,836 --> 00:18:50,713 They just dumped me into foster care. 279 00:18:51,297 --> 00:18:53,132 Luckiest people in the world, aren't we? 280 00:18:54,133 --> 00:18:57,011 Six sets of foster parents. 281 00:18:57,678 --> 00:18:59,847 Always a new residence every year. 282 00:18:59,930 --> 00:19:01,932 Each one was a new form of bad. 283 00:19:06,228 --> 00:19:09,190 But there was one woman, Martha. 284 00:19:12,652 --> 00:19:14,528 Martha just wanted to be a mom. 285 00:19:15,696 --> 00:19:17,198 She called me "sonny boy." 286 00:19:18,991 --> 00:19:21,994 She had handmade decorations for every holiday. 287 00:19:22,078 --> 00:19:24,622 Hot breakfasts and Sunday suppers. 288 00:19:24,705 --> 00:19:26,207 Oh, she just… 289 00:19:26,957 --> 00:19:29,669 She spent every day making that house a home for me. 290 00:19:32,797 --> 00:19:34,840 And then, on my 13th birthday, 291 00:19:36,550 --> 00:19:37,551 she died, 292 00:19:39,136 --> 00:19:40,471 at home. 293 00:19:41,305 --> 00:19:42,723 Pancreatic cancer. 294 00:19:45,976 --> 00:19:47,603 Did you tell her how you felt? 295 00:19:48,521 --> 00:19:50,439 Yes. 296 00:19:51,190 --> 00:19:53,109 At the end, I was with her. 297 00:19:56,737 --> 00:19:58,698 - That's why… - Why you do what you do. 298 00:19:59,740 --> 00:20:01,242 Your 13th birthday. 299 00:20:02,868 --> 00:20:05,579 You just… You lose track or you lose your mind. 300 00:20:08,165 --> 00:20:11,919 And then, Kira, she was the last time I really… 301 00:20:14,255 --> 00:20:15,965 That I felt like I was home. 302 00:20:21,387 --> 00:20:24,348 - Oh, man, I'm sorry. - No, it's okay. 303 00:22:03,447 --> 00:22:05,282 - Hi. - Morning. 304 00:22:10,955 --> 00:22:13,499 Oof. Sorry about the scratches. 305 00:22:15,376 --> 00:22:17,878 I got a little carried away. 306 00:22:47,366 --> 00:22:49,410 You wait right here, you little freak. 307 00:23:06,510 --> 00:23:07,595 Jesus. 308 00:23:14,018 --> 00:23:15,394 Hi. 309 00:23:15,477 --> 00:23:17,938 - Should I just hop in? - Yeah, go for it. It's all yours. 310 00:23:23,027 --> 00:23:25,613 Mmm. Cute little tramp stamp you got there. 311 00:23:26,322 --> 00:23:28,073 What? What are you talking about? 312 00:23:28,157 --> 00:23:29,158 Above your butt. 313 00:23:29,742 --> 00:23:32,328 "616." Your hometown area code? 314 00:23:36,916 --> 00:23:37,958 What is that? 315 00:23:38,709 --> 00:23:39,710 What do you mean? 316 00:23:40,210 --> 00:23:41,253 You didn't draw… 317 00:23:43,255 --> 00:23:45,007 Did you draw on me or something? 318 00:23:45,090 --> 00:23:46,634 No, I-I didn't. 319 00:23:49,511 --> 00:23:50,638 What is that? 320 00:23:50,721 --> 00:23:53,515 Did any of those wicked foster parents ever, I don't… 321 00:23:53,599 --> 00:23:54,892 Like, burn you? 322 00:23:54,975 --> 00:23:56,018 Jesus. No. 323 00:23:59,813 --> 00:24:01,690 Well, that's not ink. It's a brand.