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The citizens of Spain
woke up to unsettling news

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that the body of their
oppressive former head of state

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has been removed from its grave.

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Generalissimo Francisco Franco died...

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in 1975 and was buried

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in a massive monument that the
Spanish government later decided...

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Hi, hi. Uh...

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Go up the stairs, take
a right, Apartment 6.

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Here I come.

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... fascist in a more
modest state cemetery.

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But now grave robbers
have raided that tomb

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and took Generalissimo Franco's remains.

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Where? Remains a total mystery.

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We will not rest at night
until we know for sure

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that the hell-bent
Generalissimo is back underground

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where he can do no harm.

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Hi, Ashley.

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Nice to see you.

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Dessert. Drugstore Mint Milanos.

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Mmm.

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Damn, that's yum. What's in it?

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Uh, it's squished tomato, onion, garlic,

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but the mushrooms are what do the magic.

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I actually...

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I made some stuffed guys too.

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Toaster-oven canapés? What,
am I at a lesbian potluck?

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How'd you learn to...

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No, I-I-I cooked all my
own meals growing up.

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And I thought we were DoorDashing.

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- Oh, Ashley.
- Bro, I'm impressed.

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Well, I have to confess.

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The shells are prepackaged.

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Ooh...

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Do they taste depressing?

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- Yes.
- Aw.

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Ashley, um,

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can I ask...

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- How I'm doing?
- Yes.

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- Yeah, Ben, that's allowed.
- Okay.

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It's actually why I'm standing here

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dropping disability checks
on bodega Mint Milanos.

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Relax, I'm joking.

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You gotta laugh to keep
from screaming, right?

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You make it so... easy.

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Like, no wonder Kira
walked all over you.

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Oh, I'm sorry, that was insensitive.

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Yeah, but maybe...

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maybe fair.

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I probably got, like, a
few footprints on my back.

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Still.

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Sorry.

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How's you, Buckaroo?

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Oh, I'm okay.

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Yeah, no, sleep is off.

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Fully off, but...

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- Your dreams are wack, right?
- Mm-hmm.

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Yeah.

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Hey, catch.

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Geez, caught that.

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I'm jumpy, you know?

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Like, being horizontal freaks me out.

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It's like my head's afraid
to even hit the pillow.

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I just bolt right up
before I even fall asleep.

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Hypnic jerks.

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That's what they're
called, and yeah, me too.

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It's a trauma response.

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Are you, like, talking to anyone?

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Yes, um, I made a profile
on a teletherapy thingy.

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- I'm gonna do it when I can manage it.
- Mm-hmm.

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I just started work,
you know, hospice care.

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It's night shifts.

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Good for you.

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It's your life and you
are getting back into it.

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I, for one, am sick of people getting

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off on the gory details of my survival.

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Yeah, that happened.

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Right.

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And I usually like being objectified.

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To our health.

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To our health.

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I mean, I was panicking.

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And Kira was, like... carrying.

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So I just dry pop a few of her Xanibars

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and then just mosey down the Jetway.

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- And then... bam.
- Bam.

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The plane gets slammed by a microburst.

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It was the Bermuda Triangle, Ben.

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I mean, the siding ripped right off.

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And suddenly I'm dropping towards
the ocean at terminal velocity.

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Next thing I know, it's weeks
later and I wake up from a coma.

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Find out not one of my
13 girlfriends survived.

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Just you, me, a couple of randos.

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Oh, and that pilot.

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Oh, yeah. What's the latest on him?

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Alive, but not kicking,

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and his lawyers have
him under lock and key.

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Anyway, I cornered my
orthopedist and I asked him,

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"How am I even alive?"

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Turns out it was the Xanax.

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Apparently the first impact doesn't
kill you, it's the bounce-back,

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because, you know, your ribs
punch straight through your organs,

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your spleen, your liver.

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But I was so twacked that I didn't
brace for impact, I just ragdolled.

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Whoa.

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What are the odds?

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Ta-da.

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I mean, I definitely
got beat up, though.

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But, you know, scars are the
tattoos of survival, right?

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You can touch it if you want.

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- You sure?
- Y-Yeah.

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Okay.

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It's literally pigskin. I know,
I'm becoming a human football.

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Whoa.

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#Blessed.

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Hmm.

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Honestly, I think it's pretty badass.

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You know, I heard what you did, Ben.

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Calling all the parents
of Kira's friends who died,

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checking on them.

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You're kind of a good guy.

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Survivor's guilt, mostly.

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Still, it touched them.

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It touched me too.

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Can I ask you a blunt question?

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- Hmm.
- Are you ready?

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Do you miss her?

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Kira?

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Yes, of course I do.

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Okay, then what do you miss most?

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Oh, God, I mean...

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If I'm...

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If I'm being honest, the sex.

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No, I mean, togetherness.

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We were, what, only together
three... three months?

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You know, she was...

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Manipulative.

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Well...

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demanding when it came to her desire
for certain things in particular.

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Or everything in particular.

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Well, she called it
knowing what she wanted.

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Is it awful for me to say that most
of the time she was a real bitch?

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Hey, come on. Kira was the type of girl

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that would dip your
mascara wand in the toilet

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and then laugh when you got a sty.

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I mean, you dated her,
you must know that.

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I'm sorry that that was your experience.

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Is it awful for me to say
that I'm glad she's dead?

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Holy shit, Ashley.

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Okay, I don't mean I'm
glad she's "dead" dead.

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I just mean that, you know,
like, my body feels relief.

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Like, knowing that she's not...

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around all the time.

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And I know I'm not the only
one who felt that way, okay?

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I mean, I couldn't
make it to her funeral

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'cause, you know, I was comatose,

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but what I heard, that other
than her parents and you,

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there was, like...
like, one other person.

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Like, someone from her waitressing days.

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Was that even a friend
or, like, a funeral ghoul?

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I mean, I, of all people, am aware

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that most of her girl gang got
wiped out, but still, yikes.

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Yeah, Kira was a force.

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She was.

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I mean, immediately
after starting to date,

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we-we move in together? I mean...

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I don't know. Why did I fall so hard?

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Yeah. And so deep.

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Maybe a need for safety.

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Like someone femmy and decisive.

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Like some idealized
version of your mother.

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Yeah, something like that. Yeah.

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Maybe Kira paid someone
to put a love spell on you.

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Like a "love me" roofie, like...

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Oh, my God. Whoa. Sorry.

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Whoa, I-I really
should not be drinking.

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I-I'm on these, like, heavy antibiotics

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so my body... doesn't
reject these bacon strips.

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Makes me say the stupidest...

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Okay, maybe we should
just watch a movie...

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or something.

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You're not stupid. Not at all.

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- Yeah, let's watch something.
- Okay.

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I'm gonna finish this, though.

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Blanket.

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Okay.

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Question.

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Do you like scary movies?

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No, not really.

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Ugh. You big pussy.

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Ooh, I love Pacino.

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I don't think I... knew
this was a Pacino movie.

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Are you kidding me? He's the best part.

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Whew, I love it when he gets all crazy.

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- Ben?
- Sorry, I'll be right there.

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- Are you okay?
- Mm-hmm.

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What just happened?

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God.

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Why am I so fucking lame?

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- What?
- I have, uh...

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I have triskaidekaphobia.

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It's not a disease. It's a
real fear of the number 13.

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It started when I was a
child. Once I was walking...

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- Ben, are you serious?
- ... through Times Square, right?

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Just headed home from
work, and all of a sudden

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I see this huge ad for
moisturizer in giant letters.

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"Thirteen active ingredients." Boom.

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My lizard brain goes Code Red.

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All of a sudden, I instantly vomit
and I black out. I collapse...

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Ben. Ben. I'm afraid
of the number 13 too.

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Why do you think I took all that Xanax?

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- Are you serious?
- It was Friday the 13th. Flight 13.

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- The 13th aisle.
- Yeah, that. All that.

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And Kira knew my whole story and
chose to just fly in the face of it.

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What whole story?

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What? Kira... Kira never told you?

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It was May, 2020. A Saturday.

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The world had been
on lockdown for months.

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All the plans turned upside down.

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What was meant to be my cousin's
Big Island dream destination wedding

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turned into a sad Jersey backyard luau

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complete with a slow-cooked kalua pig.

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Okay, so if we squint, we're in Hawaii.

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Oh, pooh.

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- It's nice to get out of Gowanus.
- Uh-huh.

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Just enjoy the fresh air
and stop thinking about this...

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- Careful.
- Thanks.

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Is this a joke?

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It's probably good right here.

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Did they even ask about dietary
restrictions? That's sick.

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Just smile and nod. We'll
get takeout on the way home.

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Why are you covering for them?

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I just... I don't want you
to spiral out about nothing.

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You set one foot near your family
and... and you're triggered.

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It's just... It's-It's
the blatant disregard.

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- Excuse me.
- Hey. No, don't. Hey. Come on. No...

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Mmm, no. Sorry, Dad, but no.

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I think that we need to acknowledge

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that for this supposedly happy occasion,

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a sentient animal gave everything.

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A total bloody sacrifice
without consent.

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I think this pandemic is asking us

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to reevaluate what we need
to survive on this planet.

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We don't need much, just
a roof over our head,

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someone to love, a simple meal
that we can prepare ourselves.

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This needless death of
a noble beast reminds us

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that we have all become
wasteful murderers,

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each and eve...

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Open the door! Open, open!

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Open! O...

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I was the only one of the
guests who made it out alive.

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Thirteen dead.

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Butchered like hogs at a slaughterhouse.

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Ashley, I wish there was something

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00:16:19,545 --> 00:16:22,215
- I could...
- Hey, I survived.

257
00:16:23,758 --> 00:16:25,384
I remain a lucky girl.

258
00:16:26,928 --> 00:16:29,514
I'm really more concerned
about you right now, Ben.

259
00:16:30,181 --> 00:16:32,225
I mean, Ocean's 13 threw you?

260
00:16:33,935 --> 00:16:37,563
You know, panic attacks are
actually your body distracting you.

261
00:16:37,647 --> 00:16:40,942
Each attack stops you from
having to feel psychic pain.

262
00:16:42,485 --> 00:16:46,114
If you ever want to unpack
it, just know you can.

263
00:16:47,740 --> 00:16:49,367
Yeah, where would I even begin?

264
00:16:50,368 --> 00:16:52,787
I don't even remember
much of my childhood.

265
00:16:54,580 --> 00:16:55,581
I mean...

266
00:16:56,374 --> 00:17:00,086
Just years and years and
years of memories all blurry.

267
00:17:05,967 --> 00:17:09,762
I know I was born on a Friday, the 13th.

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My mother died in childbirth.

269
00:17:15,226 --> 00:17:18,229
My dad was ill-equipped
to raise me on his own,

270
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but there were lots of people around.

271
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Coming and going, checking on me.

272
00:17:25,903 --> 00:17:29,073
Neighbors from the
playground, uncles and aunties.

273
00:17:31,451 --> 00:17:33,494
They were from the same
church or something.

274
00:17:35,413 --> 00:17:38,166
Yeah, we always skipped
services. Never went.

275
00:17:55,600 --> 00:17:57,894
But they were so kind, all of them.

276
00:17:59,020 --> 00:18:02,106
I don't know, it was like
they kind of worshipped me.

277
00:18:02,190 --> 00:18:05,318
When I was six, my memory
is a little blurry, but...

278
00:18:10,698 --> 00:18:12,450
It was more blood than
I'd ever seen before.

279
00:18:12,533 --> 00:18:14,118
Somebody...

280
00:18:14,202 --> 00:18:16,537
This neighbor had fallen down hard.

281
00:18:16,621 --> 00:18:20,541
She maybe tripped and fell on a
knife that she got from the kitchen.

282
00:18:22,793 --> 00:18:26,672
My dad, he scooped her up,
put her in his car, sped off.

283
00:18:27,465 --> 00:18:30,968
Blood alcohol level at
nearly twice the legal limit,

284
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0.13%.

285
00:18:35,932 --> 00:18:38,434
He ran the stop sign
at the T-intersection

286
00:18:38,518 --> 00:18:41,812
and a pickup truck slammed
into them at 70 miles per hour.

287
00:18:41,896 --> 00:18:43,272
Killed them both instantly.

288
00:18:45,608 --> 00:18:47,026
I had no one else.

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00:18:48,736 --> 00:18:50,613
They just dumped me into foster care.

290
00:18:51,197 --> 00:18:53,032
Luckiest people in the world, aren't we?

291
00:18:54,033 --> 00:18:56,911
Six sets of foster parents.

292
00:18:57,578 --> 00:18:59,747
Always a new residence every year.

293
00:18:59,830 --> 00:19:01,832
Each one was a new form of bad.

294
00:19:06,128 --> 00:19:09,090
But there was one woman, Martha.

295
00:19:12,552 --> 00:19:14,428
Martha just wanted to be a mom.

296
00:19:15,596 --> 00:19:17,098
She called me "sonny boy."

297
00:19:18,891 --> 00:19:21,894
She had handmade decorations
for every holiday.

298
00:19:21,978 --> 00:19:24,522
Hot breakfasts and Sunday suppers.

299
00:19:24,605 --> 00:19:26,107
Oh, she just...

300
00:19:26,857 --> 00:19:29,569
She spent every day making
that house a home for me.

301
00:19:32,697 --> 00:19:34,740
And then, on my 13th birthday,

302
00:19:36,450 --> 00:19:37,451
she died,

303
00:19:39,036 --> 00:19:40,371
at home.

304
00:19:41,205 --> 00:19:42,623
Pancreatic cancer.

305
00:19:45,876 --> 00:19:47,503
Did you tell her how you felt?

306
00:19:48,421 --> 00:19:50,339
Yes.

307
00:19:51,090 --> 00:19:53,009
At the end, I was with her.

308
00:19:56,637 --> 00:19:58,598
- That's why...
- Why you do what you do.

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00:19:59,640 --> 00:20:01,142
Your 13th birthday.

310
00:20:02,768 --> 00:20:05,479
You just... You lose track
or you lose your mind.

311
00:20:08,065 --> 00:20:11,819
And then, Kira, she was
the last time I really...

312
00:20:14,155 --> 00:20:15,865
That I felt like I was home.

313
00:20:21,287 --> 00:20:24,248
- Oh, man, I'm sorry.
- No, it's okay.

314
00:22:03,347 --> 00:22:05,182
- Hi.
- Morning.

315
00:22:10,855 --> 00:22:13,399
Oof. Sorry about the scratches.

316
00:22:15,276 --> 00:22:17,778
I got a little carried away.

317
00:22:47,266 --> 00:22:49,310
You wait right here, you little freak.

318
00:23:06,410 --> 00:23:07,495
Jesus.

319
00:23:13,918 --> 00:23:15,294
Hi.

320
00:23:15,377 --> 00:23:17,838
- Should I just hop in?
- Yeah, go for it. It's all yours.

321
00:23:22,927 --> 00:23:25,513
Mmm. Cute little tramp
stamp you got there.

322
00:23:26,222 --> 00:23:27,973
What? What are you talking about?

323
00:23:28,057 --> 00:23:29,058
Above your butt.

324
00:23:29,642 --> 00:23:32,228
"616." Your hometown area code?

325
00:23:36,816 --> 00:23:37,858
What is that?

326
00:23:38,609 --> 00:23:39,610
What do you mean?

327
00:23:40,110 --> 00:23:41,153
You didn't draw...

328
00:23:43,155 --> 00:23:44,907
Did you draw on me or something?

329
00:23:44,990 --> 00:23:46,534
No, I-I didn't.

330
00:23:49,411 --> 00:23:50,538
What is that?

331
00:23:50,621 --> 00:23:53,415
Did any of those wicked
foster parents ever, I don't...

332
00:23:53,499 --> 00:23:54,792
Like, burn you?

333
00:23:54,875 --> 00:23:55,918
Jesus. No.

334
00:23:59,713 --> 00:24:01,590
Well, that's not ink. It's a brand.

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00:24:15,430 --> 00:24:20,430
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