1 00:00:00,016 --> 00:00:01,366 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:01,368 --> 00:00:03,194 I told you that when I met you, 3 00:00:03,219 --> 00:00:05,304 that I couldn't fall for a fat person. 4 00:00:05,375 --> 00:00:06,858 But you did. 5 00:00:07,540 --> 00:00:08,734 So now what? 6 00:00:08,758 --> 00:00:10,742 You're just gonna throw me away? 7 00:00:11,242 --> 00:00:12,891 I'm sorry, I can't do this. 8 00:00:14,322 --> 00:00:15,471 Can't do what? 9 00:00:15,473 --> 00:00:17,311 When a nice boy who adores you 10 00:00:17,336 --> 00:00:18,836 offers you pie, 11 00:00:18,838 --> 00:00:20,687 say thank you. 12 00:00:20,689 --> 00:00:22,706 Why is there a photo of me 13 00:00:22,708 --> 00:00:26,076 in a letter that you sent to William's apartment? 14 00:00:26,078 --> 00:00:27,945 Randall, you have to understand... 15 00:00:27,947 --> 00:00:30,747 Understand what, that you knew my father? 16 00:00:30,749 --> 00:00:34,635 That you kept him from me my entire life? 17 00:00:47,283 --> 00:00:50,284 I'm upset, I'm not deaf. 18 00:00:52,939 --> 00:00:55,005 - Hey, babe. - Hey. 19 00:00:55,007 --> 00:00:56,891 I was worried about you. 20 00:00:56,893 --> 00:00:58,209 I'm fine. 21 00:00:58,211 --> 00:01:01,795 - The carpet would beg to differ. - Mm. 22 00:01:01,797 --> 00:01:03,981 You've been pacing for a few hours now. 23 00:01:03,983 --> 00:01:07,084 You ready to talk? 24 00:01:07,086 --> 00:01:08,702 To William. 25 00:01:08,704 --> 00:01:10,154 You can come in, too, William. 26 00:01:13,868 --> 00:01:16,892 - I know how angry you must be. - When did you meet my mother? 27 00:01:17,938 --> 00:01:20,235 When she took you home from the hospital. 28 00:01:21,300 --> 00:01:24,585 I wanted to make sure you were going to a good home. 29 00:01:24,587 --> 00:01:26,921 Hmm. 30 00:01:28,875 --> 00:01:30,524 Did my father know about you? 31 00:01:31,928 --> 00:01:33,544 I never got that impression. 32 00:01:36,999 --> 00:01:38,515 What are you writing, babe? 33 00:01:38,517 --> 00:01:40,467 A list of reasons I'm mad at my mother. 34 00:01:40,469 --> 00:01:42,486 I got 22 so far. 35 00:01:42,488 --> 00:01:44,038 And don't think I'm ignoring 36 00:01:44,040 --> 00:01:45,573 the fact that you lied to me, too. 37 00:01:45,575 --> 00:01:47,508 When I showed up at your door two months ago, 38 00:01:47,510 --> 00:01:49,910 you acted like you didn't remember abandoning me. 39 00:01:49,912 --> 00:01:51,762 I was respecting your mother's wishes. 40 00:01:51,764 --> 00:01:55,249 Which is why I'm second maddest at you. 41 00:01:55,251 --> 00:01:56,684 You're in third place. 42 00:01:56,686 --> 00:01:58,636 But... I've been trying to get your mother 43 00:01:58,638 --> 00:02:00,621 to tell you the truth since I found out. 44 00:02:00,623 --> 00:02:03,757 Which is why there isn't a Beth or William list. 45 00:02:04,009 --> 00:02:05,976 My mother's the one who betrayed me. 46 00:02:05,978 --> 00:02:08,695 And as soon as I'm finished with this list, 47 00:02:08,697 --> 00:02:10,347 I'm gonna read it to her, 48 00:02:10,349 --> 00:02:13,383 and make sure she hears every damn word. 49 00:02:17,273 --> 00:02:18,755 I'm gonna beat you! 50 00:02:18,757 --> 00:02:21,675 Whoa! Slow do... Slow down. 51 00:02:21,677 --> 00:02:23,277 The deli guy can't believe we've already gone through 52 00:02:23,279 --> 00:02:24,444 the two pounds of ham and cheese from last week. 53 00:02:24,446 --> 00:02:25,812 Triplets. 54 00:02:25,814 --> 00:02:27,814 Speaking of, you know where our third is? 55 00:02:27,816 --> 00:02:29,149 Let me show you again. 56 00:02:29,151 --> 00:02:31,201 Like that. Can you do that? 57 00:02:34,256 --> 00:02:35,372 Sorry. He's with us. 58 00:02:35,374 --> 00:02:36,940 Sorry. 59 00:02:36,942 --> 00:02:38,375 Sorry about that. 60 00:02:38,377 --> 00:02:40,060 What are you doing? What was that, huh? 61 00:02:40,062 --> 00:02:41,929 I asked 'em if they could roll their tongues. 62 00:02:41,931 --> 00:02:43,230 But, sweetheart, that's not really 63 00:02:43,232 --> 00:02:44,565 something you ask strangers. 64 00:02:44,567 --> 00:02:47,568 We learned about inherited traits in science, 65 00:02:47,570 --> 00:02:49,169 and rolling your tongue is one. 66 00:02:49,171 --> 00:02:51,972 If I can find people who roll their tongue, 67 00:02:51,974 --> 00:02:54,007 they could be my birth parents. 68 00:02:56,857 --> 00:02:59,474 Excuse me... 69 00:02:59,476 --> 00:03:00,976 Oh... 70 00:03:02,579 --> 00:03:04,496 Look, I... I don't know what to tell him. 71 00:03:04,498 --> 00:03:06,081 I mean, he knows everything that we do. 72 00:03:06,083 --> 00:03:08,784 Then there's nothing else to say. 73 00:03:10,804 --> 00:03:12,003 I just... I don't want him 74 00:03:12,005 --> 00:03:13,822 sticking his tongue out at strangers, 75 00:03:13,824 --> 00:03:17,359 you know, when he's 80. 76 00:03:17,659 --> 00:03:20,543 It kills me that he'll always have this hole, 77 00:03:20,545 --> 00:03:22,028 not knowing who his parents are. 78 00:03:22,030 --> 00:03:23,880 We're his parents. 79 00:03:23,882 --> 00:03:25,982 You know what I mean. 80 00:03:31,556 --> 00:03:34,390 Hey, Bec. Hey, sponge down, sponge down. 81 00:03:34,392 --> 00:03:37,026 Look at me a sec. 82 00:03:37,028 --> 00:03:38,928 Look... 83 00:03:38,930 --> 00:03:41,397 I know this is hard to think about. 84 00:03:41,399 --> 00:03:43,383 It's hard for me, too. 85 00:03:43,385 --> 00:03:44,951 Okay? But he has questions that... 86 00:03:44,953 --> 00:03:46,652 they're not gonna go away. 87 00:03:46,654 --> 00:03:48,287 I just, I don't want him resenting us... 88 00:03:48,289 --> 00:03:49,739 For what, Jack? 89 00:03:49,741 --> 00:03:52,692 We love him, we give him absolutely everything 90 00:03:52,694 --> 00:03:54,560 he could ever want, what... 91 00:03:54,562 --> 00:03:57,196 would he be missing from us? 92 00:03:57,198 --> 00:03:59,782 We can't roll our tongues. 93 00:04:04,572 --> 00:04:06,072 I can. 94 00:04:07,442 --> 00:04:08,770 - You can roll your tongue? - I can roll my tongue. 95 00:04:08,795 --> 00:04:11,045 Roll your tongue. Just... 96 00:04:16,518 --> 00:04:18,000 Babe... 97 00:04:18,002 --> 00:04:19,819 - Am I doing it? - It's so sad. 98 00:04:19,821 --> 00:04:21,304 - I'm not doing it? - You're not rolling your tongue. 99 00:04:21,306 --> 00:04:24,323 - But I can show you. Yeah. - You can show me? 100 00:04:27,929 --> 00:04:31,147 Mom never told him that she knew his biological dad? 101 00:04:31,149 --> 00:04:32,398 I know. 102 00:04:32,400 --> 00:04:33,983 That's cuckoo's nest-level insane. 103 00:04:33,985 --> 00:04:35,785 Well, what about you? 104 00:04:35,787 --> 00:04:37,370 Showing up all of a sudden, deciding to get 105 00:04:37,372 --> 00:04:38,938 your stomach cut open... what is that? 106 00:04:38,940 --> 00:04:41,741 Uh, I almost died in a plane crash, Kevin. 107 00:04:41,743 --> 00:04:44,544 Okay? My life flashed before my eyes. 108 00:04:44,546 --> 00:04:45,995 Kate, you experienced mild turbulence. 109 00:04:45,997 --> 00:04:47,230 All right? You spilled your peanuts. 110 00:04:47,232 --> 00:04:49,866 It was scary. Shut up. 111 00:04:49,868 --> 00:04:54,654 It was a real "seize the day" kind of awakening for me. 112 00:04:54,656 --> 00:04:56,989 Yeah? Okay, well, what happened to dieting? 113 00:04:56,991 --> 00:05:00,660 I don't know, I ran the numbers, and... 114 00:05:00,662 --> 00:05:02,562 at this rate, I would be 106 years old 115 00:05:02,564 --> 00:05:04,964 by the time I reach my goal weight. 116 00:05:04,966 --> 00:05:07,617 - So I, you know, I want to live now. - Yeah? 117 00:05:07,619 --> 00:05:09,285 - Yeah. - Does this have anything to do 118 00:05:09,287 --> 00:05:10,536 with your breakup with Toby? 119 00:05:10,538 --> 00:05:12,321 No. I'm fine. 120 00:05:12,323 --> 00:05:13,890 You know, millions of people 121 00:05:13,892 --> 00:05:15,675 have surgery every day... it's not a big deal. 122 00:05:15,677 --> 00:05:17,577 It's not a big deal? No, it's one of about 123 00:05:17,579 --> 00:05:19,712 a billion big deals swirling around in my head right now. 124 00:05:19,714 --> 00:05:21,197 Kate, I've got you, I've got Randall, 125 00:05:21,199 --> 00:05:22,431 Mom's selling the cabin, 126 00:05:22,433 --> 00:05:23,382 I just had the single greatest kiss 127 00:05:23,384 --> 00:05:25,351 - of my entire life... - Whoa. 128 00:05:25,353 --> 00:05:27,720 Mom's selling the cabin? 129 00:05:27,722 --> 00:05:29,121 Yeah, I found out yesterday. 130 00:05:29,123 --> 00:05:31,257 - It sucks, right? - She can't do... 131 00:05:31,259 --> 00:05:34,560 I love the cabin. The cabin is our childhood. 132 00:05:34,562 --> 00:05:36,896 I know, but we haven't been there in years, right? 133 00:05:36,898 --> 00:05:39,532 Well, let's go. We should. 134 00:05:39,534 --> 00:05:41,350 Like, let's seize the day. 135 00:05:41,352 --> 00:05:42,852 Hey, have you guys seen... Oh, there it is. 136 00:05:42,854 --> 00:05:43,903 Ran out of paper. 137 00:05:45,507 --> 00:05:48,374 You know where I bet there is a ton of paper? 138 00:05:48,376 --> 00:05:50,309 Where? 139 00:05:56,267 --> 00:05:59,652 Can't believe Mom is selling this place. 140 00:05:59,654 --> 00:06:01,888 I got a lot of "can't believes" with Mom. 141 00:06:01,890 --> 00:06:03,189 You know what I can't believe? 142 00:06:03,191 --> 00:06:04,590 That we are in the middle of nowhere, 143 00:06:04,592 --> 00:06:05,591 and all my messages are going through. 144 00:06:05,593 --> 00:06:07,076 Do I have wifi in my car? 145 00:06:07,078 --> 00:06:09,045 No. 146 00:06:09,047 --> 00:06:10,530 No wifi. I'm living in the past. 147 00:06:10,532 --> 00:06:12,148 I'm not. Not anymore. 148 00:06:12,150 --> 00:06:13,966 Listen, man, I know you're hurting, 149 00:06:13,968 --> 00:06:15,968 but you and Mom are gonna have to make up eventually, okay? 150 00:06:15,970 --> 00:06:18,170 Hopefully before Christmas, so that holiday isn't ruined. 151 00:06:18,172 --> 00:06:20,389 Nope. I'm gonna clear out my stuff, 152 00:06:20,391 --> 00:06:23,409 hand over my keys, then I am out of the whole thing. 153 00:06:23,411 --> 00:06:25,995 Ha! That's funny. 154 00:06:25,997 --> 00:06:27,964 With the language barrier, sometimes Olivia's funnier 155 00:06:27,966 --> 00:06:30,616 than she means to be. 156 00:06:30,618 --> 00:06:33,302 - She's British. She speaks English. - Yes. 157 00:06:40,678 --> 00:06:42,562 Never understood why Mom felt like we needed 158 00:06:42,564 --> 00:06:44,497 three locks on this door. 159 00:06:44,499 --> 00:06:46,365 It's because Kev was afraid of bears. 160 00:06:46,367 --> 00:06:50,202 Hey, Zoobooks said they're smart. 161 00:06:50,204 --> 00:06:52,171 Not this smart. 162 00:06:52,173 --> 00:06:53,573 Forgive me for not learning in high school. 163 00:06:53,575 --> 00:06:55,174 I was having sex, Randall. 164 00:07:11,092 --> 00:07:12,775 Uh... 165 00:07:14,896 --> 00:07:18,047 Ah, so much denim on denim. Look. 166 00:07:18,049 --> 00:07:20,933 I can't look now, I'm busy. 167 00:07:20,935 --> 00:07:23,235 Oh, you still can't see the Magic Eye? 168 00:07:23,237 --> 00:07:25,304 - Uh... yeah. - Look, you just gotta relax your eyes. 169 00:07:25,306 --> 00:07:27,740 - Yeah. - Look through it, and it's right... 170 00:07:27,742 --> 00:07:28,975 Right there in front of you, I know. 171 00:07:28,977 --> 00:07:30,626 That's what Dad always used to say, 172 00:07:30,628 --> 00:07:31,978 but I can't see it... it's a pirate ship! 173 00:07:31,980 --> 00:07:33,129 It's always been a bear, dude. 174 00:07:33,131 --> 00:07:34,280 But you know what? 175 00:07:34,282 --> 00:07:36,682 Maybe it was never real, anyway. 176 00:07:36,684 --> 00:07:38,769 Just like the rest of my childhood. 177 00:07:39,203 --> 00:07:41,787 Randall... What Mom did was insane, 178 00:07:41,789 --> 00:07:43,689 but that doesn't erase your childhood. 179 00:07:43,691 --> 00:07:45,992 Me and Kev are real. 180 00:07:45,994 --> 00:07:48,461 Okay? Our family... we're real. 181 00:07:48,463 --> 00:07:50,429 Yeah. Come here. 182 00:07:50,431 --> 00:07:51,597 - No, come look at this. - All right. 183 00:07:52,750 --> 00:07:54,834 Come on, indulge us. Sit down. 184 00:07:54,836 --> 00:07:56,919 Look at this. Look. 185 00:07:56,921 --> 00:07:59,271 We're all here. You're here. 186 00:07:59,273 --> 00:08:01,240 Grinning ear to ear in our elastic waistband, 187 00:08:01,242 --> 00:08:02,558 acid-washed jeans. 188 00:08:02,560 --> 00:08:04,577 Those jeans were real! 189 00:08:04,579 --> 00:08:06,445 All right, here. Let me see. 190 00:08:06,447 --> 00:08:08,748 - Look at this. Right there? - Mm-hmm. 191 00:08:08,750 --> 00:08:10,716 That's Mom lying to me about not being able 192 00:08:10,718 --> 00:08:12,618 to find my birth father. 193 00:08:12,620 --> 00:08:15,671 - Okay. - That's awesome. 194 00:08:15,673 --> 00:08:18,474 You're right. I-I'm sorry. 195 00:08:18,476 --> 00:08:20,376 But this is probably gonna be the last time 196 00:08:20,378 --> 00:08:22,978 that the three of us are ever gonna be here. 197 00:08:23,320 --> 00:08:24,953 So can we just enjoy today? 198 00:08:24,955 --> 00:08:27,673 Please? 199 00:08:29,443 --> 00:08:32,227 - What's that? - I'll get it. 200 00:08:34,148 --> 00:08:35,664 Hey. 201 00:08:37,735 --> 00:08:39,635 Hey... 202 00:08:39,637 --> 00:08:41,070 you made it! 203 00:08:43,708 --> 00:08:46,425 You all made it. Oh. Huh. 204 00:08:46,427 --> 00:08:48,410 Are you kidding me? 205 00:08:48,412 --> 00:08:50,462 - What do you think? - Yeah. 206 00:08:54,018 --> 00:08:55,501 It's not a bear. 207 00:08:55,503 --> 00:08:58,053 Oh. Good to know. 208 00:08:58,055 --> 00:09:00,973 This place is so quaint. 209 00:09:00,975 --> 00:09:02,441 Yeah, right? 210 00:09:02,443 --> 00:09:05,210 Oh, my God. 211 00:09:05,212 --> 00:09:07,346 This looks absurd. 212 00:09:13,938 --> 00:09:15,771 Hey, what's up? 213 00:09:15,773 --> 00:09:17,573 This was supposed to be our day. 214 00:09:17,575 --> 00:09:20,025 What? No, I mean, you know, I told her that we were here. 215 00:09:20,027 --> 00:09:21,276 I told her she could come. I didn't know she was gonna 216 00:09:21,278 --> 00:09:23,162 bring our playwright and some dude. 217 00:09:23,164 --> 00:09:24,897 This guy is wearing suspenders over a thermal. 218 00:09:24,899 --> 00:09:26,131 Like, what... what is that? 219 00:09:26,133 --> 00:09:27,733 These are my people now, Kate. 220 00:09:27,735 --> 00:09:30,619 He's an artist. He's authentic. 221 00:09:30,621 --> 00:09:32,471 I'm sorry, I love you, 222 00:09:32,473 --> 00:09:33,639 but I want to punch you. 223 00:09:33,641 --> 00:09:34,823 Okay, can you do me a favor? 224 00:09:34,825 --> 00:09:36,625 Can you please just give them a chance? 225 00:09:36,627 --> 00:09:38,444 - I really want you to like Olivia. - Hey, hey. 226 00:09:38,446 --> 00:09:39,611 We brought some nosh and some liquid. 227 00:09:39,613 --> 00:09:41,413 Cool if I just put it here in the fridge? 228 00:09:41,415 --> 00:09:42,648 Yeah, just, you know, throw it in there. 229 00:09:42,650 --> 00:09:43,799 Right on. It's for everyone. 230 00:09:43,801 --> 00:09:44,967 That is weird. 231 00:09:44,969 --> 00:09:46,485 It's nice. 232 00:09:46,487 --> 00:09:48,470 Man. Rad cabin, by the way. 233 00:09:48,472 --> 00:09:50,973 Whew, Norman Rockwell? 234 00:09:50,975 --> 00:09:52,925 He would have really lost his mind in this place. 235 00:09:52,927 --> 00:09:54,927 Thanks. 236 00:09:54,929 --> 00:09:57,546 Yeah, that's nice of you. 237 00:09:59,416 --> 00:10:01,767 I can't tear 'em away from that Atari. 238 00:10:01,769 --> 00:10:03,385 - Thank you. - Yeah. 239 00:10:03,387 --> 00:10:05,204 I'll give my boys another five. 240 00:10:05,206 --> 00:10:09,441 - I'm feeling generous today. - Okay. 241 00:10:09,443 --> 00:10:11,760 Hey, so has Randall asked you 242 00:10:11,762 --> 00:10:14,546 if you can roll your tongue? 243 00:10:14,548 --> 00:10:16,615 No. He supposed to? 244 00:10:16,617 --> 00:10:18,584 He's been asking people, 245 00:10:18,586 --> 00:10:21,153 hoping to trace that trait across the whole city 246 00:10:21,155 --> 00:10:22,701 to see if he can find his birth parents. 247 00:10:22,726 --> 00:10:25,908 And we told him we can't find his biological parents, 248 00:10:25,910 --> 00:10:27,075 and he understands that, so... 249 00:10:27,077 --> 00:10:29,061 Oh, okay. 250 00:10:29,063 --> 00:10:32,080 At least, now, I get it. 251 00:10:32,082 --> 00:10:34,416 He's been telling my boys different stories 252 00:10:34,418 --> 00:10:36,485 about who his father might be. 253 00:10:36,487 --> 00:10:38,704 He has? Hmm. Like what? 254 00:10:38,706 --> 00:10:40,706 Oh, he makes up different things. 255 00:10:40,708 --> 00:10:42,875 Sometimes a cook. Basketball player. 256 00:10:42,877 --> 00:10:44,309 Once he was the mailman. 257 00:10:44,311 --> 00:10:46,044 And it's... 258 00:10:46,046 --> 00:10:48,280 - just stories about his father? - Oh, 259 00:10:48,282 --> 00:10:50,215 just stop it, Jack. Okay? Think about it. 260 00:10:50,217 --> 00:10:52,201 Cook. Basketball player. 261 00:10:52,203 --> 00:10:54,036 Your mailman. Is he white? 262 00:10:54,038 --> 00:10:56,455 No. 263 00:10:56,457 --> 00:10:57,906 No. He's black. 264 00:10:57,908 --> 00:11:00,976 It sounds like he may be picking jobs 265 00:11:00,978 --> 00:11:02,828 that he's seen black men do. 266 00:11:02,830 --> 00:11:04,897 Like he's looking for someone 267 00:11:04,899 --> 00:11:07,449 he sees himself in. 268 00:11:09,703 --> 00:11:11,687 I think he may need 269 00:11:11,689 --> 00:11:13,705 black male role models. 270 00:11:13,707 --> 00:11:15,908 Men who can show him 271 00:11:15,910 --> 00:11:18,443 who he might grow into. 272 00:11:22,466 --> 00:11:24,349 "The man you will marry will be wearing 273 00:11:24,351 --> 00:11:26,652 a mask when you first meet." 274 00:11:26,654 --> 00:11:28,604 If only Gertrude Stein had one of these 275 00:11:28,606 --> 00:11:32,090 - in her Paris salon. - Yeah. I know, totally. 276 00:11:32,092 --> 00:11:34,093 Cliché, right? I always hated playing this game. 277 00:11:34,118 --> 00:11:34,760 Uh... 278 00:11:34,762 --> 00:11:37,196 - What? You liked it more than I did. - I did not like it more than you. 279 00:11:37,198 --> 00:11:38,964 - Don't say that. I didn't. - You sh... 280 00:11:38,966 --> 00:11:40,582 - Randall, come take a break. Come spin. - Hmm? 281 00:11:40,584 --> 00:11:41,700 Wait. Shh. 282 00:11:41,702 --> 00:11:43,669 You hear that? 283 00:11:43,671 --> 00:11:45,404 It sounds like... 284 00:11:45,406 --> 00:11:47,172 clicking. What is that? 285 00:11:49,910 --> 00:11:51,577 I don't hear anything. 286 00:11:51,579 --> 00:11:53,779 Randall? 287 00:11:53,781 --> 00:11:55,464 Okay. Uh... 288 00:11:55,466 --> 00:11:57,683 He was never any fun to play with anyway., so... 289 00:11:57,685 --> 00:11:59,368 - Anybody need anything from the kitchen? - I'm good. 290 00:11:59,370 --> 00:12:00,986 - I think it's your turn. - Spin for me, 291 00:12:00,988 --> 00:12:03,038 Sandberg. 292 00:12:04,858 --> 00:12:07,659 "Who was the best kiss you ever had?" 293 00:12:07,661 --> 00:12:09,645 Easy. Liv. 294 00:12:10,798 --> 00:12:13,799 S... So, is that Liv, like Olivia? 295 00:12:13,801 --> 00:12:16,535 I leave an impression on people I date. 296 00:12:16,537 --> 00:12:18,503 Oh. 297 00:12:18,505 --> 00:12:19,771 Wow. 298 00:12:19,773 --> 00:12:22,441 - O-Okay. - Okay. Okay. 299 00:12:22,443 --> 00:12:24,476 Okay. All right. It's your turn. 300 00:12:24,478 --> 00:12:26,712 No, no, no. Hold on. 301 00:12:26,714 --> 00:12:29,798 You brought your ex to our family cabin? 302 00:12:29,800 --> 00:12:31,650 Look, Kate, it's fine. I mean, 303 00:12:31,652 --> 00:12:33,835 everyone's got exes, right? It's... It's okay. 304 00:12:33,837 --> 00:12:36,355 Uh... Who are you right now? 305 00:12:36,357 --> 00:12:38,323 Hey, anybody know what happened to my smoothie? 306 00:12:38,325 --> 00:12:39,808 It was supposed to last all day. 307 00:12:39,810 --> 00:12:41,410 Had these super top-shelf mushrooms in it, 308 00:12:41,412 --> 00:12:43,228 really gonna open up my world. 309 00:12:43,230 --> 00:12:45,497 Half of it's gone. 310 00:12:45,499 --> 00:12:47,199 Who drank it? 311 00:13:03,183 --> 00:13:05,951 Hey, son. 312 00:13:05,953 --> 00:13:08,503 - sync and corrections by Caio - - www.addic7ed.com - 313 00:13:23,612 --> 00:13:25,662 Randall. 314 00:13:26,017 --> 00:13:29,435 Randall, are you okay? 315 00:13:29,437 --> 00:13:31,554 Randall. 316 00:13:31,556 --> 00:13:34,075 - Randall. Are you okay? - Kate, he's not ok. 317 00:13:34,100 --> 00:13:36,634 - He just accidentally drank mushrooms. - This stuff 318 00:13:36,636 --> 00:13:38,953 is totally safe, don't even worry about him. He's having 319 00:13:38,955 --> 00:13:40,805 - a way better time than the rest of us. - Okay, 320 00:13:40,807 --> 00:13:41,973 you got our brother high, 321 00:13:41,975 --> 00:13:43,258 you don't get an opinion. 322 00:13:43,260 --> 00:13:44,659 Hey, Randall, buddy? 323 00:13:44,661 --> 00:13:45,844 You want to, uh... 324 00:13:45,846 --> 00:13:47,879 want to come inside with us? 325 00:13:49,049 --> 00:13:50,832 No, 326 00:13:50,834 --> 00:13:52,417 Dad, I don't want to go in. 327 00:13:52,419 --> 00:13:53,852 Hmm. 328 00:13:53,854 --> 00:13:55,887 Okay. 329 00:13:55,889 --> 00:13:58,590 Yeah, Kate, we have his car keys, right? 330 00:13:58,592 --> 00:14:00,024 - Yeah. They're in the kitchen. - Okay. 331 00:14:00,026 --> 00:14:03,595 Um, tell you what. We're gonna, um... 332 00:14:03,597 --> 00:14:05,830 we're gonna head inside. 333 00:14:05,832 --> 00:14:07,532 We'll check on you in a little bit, all right? 334 00:14:08,668 --> 00:14:09,934 Okay. 335 00:14:11,588 --> 00:14:13,404 He's fine. 336 00:14:13,406 --> 00:14:16,057 - Is he? - Yeah, yeah. He's... he's good. 337 00:14:22,432 --> 00:14:24,382 You know, if you kids weren't always 338 00:14:24,384 --> 00:14:27,752 throwing stuff up here, maybe this gutter wouldn't be broken. 339 00:14:29,673 --> 00:14:31,689 We need to talk about Mom. 340 00:14:31,691 --> 00:14:32,857 Yeah? 341 00:14:32,859 --> 00:14:34,759 Ever since I was a baby, 342 00:14:34,761 --> 00:14:36,628 she knew who my biological father was. 343 00:14:36,630 --> 00:14:38,112 What? 344 00:14:38,114 --> 00:14:39,797 No, kiddo, that's crazy. 345 00:14:39,799 --> 00:14:41,132 Yeah, Dad. It is crazy. 346 00:14:41,134 --> 00:14:42,450 It's also true. 347 00:14:42,452 --> 00:14:45,236 You know... 348 00:14:45,238 --> 00:14:48,556 your mom and I, we went through 349 00:14:48,558 --> 00:14:50,475 a lot for you. 350 00:14:50,477 --> 00:14:53,311 For her to keep a secret like that? 351 00:14:53,313 --> 00:14:54,462 That would destroy her. 352 00:14:54,464 --> 00:14:56,948 Dad, I tracked him down. 353 00:14:56,950 --> 00:14:59,667 William. 354 00:14:59,669 --> 00:15:01,202 He's my biological father. 355 00:15:01,204 --> 00:15:03,304 And Mom admitted it. 356 00:15:11,348 --> 00:15:12,597 Dad? 357 00:15:14,567 --> 00:15:18,152 Kiyah! Kiyah! Kiyah! Kiyah! 358 00:15:18,154 --> 00:15:19,370 Kiyah! 359 00:15:19,372 --> 00:15:20,388 Good job, bow. 360 00:15:21,441 --> 00:15:23,758 Nice class. Get your parents, get your shoes. 361 00:15:23,760 --> 00:15:25,410 Isaiah, come here. 362 00:15:25,412 --> 00:15:26,928 How's everything? 363 00:15:26,930 --> 00:15:28,112 Everything work out for you? 364 00:15:28,114 --> 00:15:29,180 All right. Good job. 365 00:15:29,182 --> 00:15:31,699 Good class, son. 366 00:15:31,701 --> 00:15:35,286 Hey, uh... 367 00:15:35,288 --> 00:15:37,388 - Can I help you with something? - Yeah. I-I'm looking for Ray? 368 00:15:37,390 --> 00:15:38,990 - Oh, yeah. That's me. - Hey, Ray. I'm Jack. 369 00:15:38,992 --> 00:15:40,725 My friend Yvette 370 00:15:40,727 --> 00:15:42,210 - told me I should come by. - Oh, yeah. 371 00:15:42,212 --> 00:15:43,578 She said she may be sending someone by. 372 00:15:43,580 --> 00:15:44,829 You wanted to sign your son up 373 00:15:44,831 --> 00:15:47,181 - for classes, she said. - Yeah. This is my son, Randall. 374 00:15:47,183 --> 00:15:48,549 - Hey. - Hi. 375 00:15:48,551 --> 00:15:50,818 Hey, my man, nice to meet you. 376 00:15:50,820 --> 00:15:52,770 You ever studied any martial arts before? 377 00:15:52,772 --> 00:15:54,188 - Nope. - Ah... 378 00:15:54,190 --> 00:15:56,541 Maybe you want to be the next Ron Van Clief. 379 00:15:56,543 --> 00:15:58,159 Who's that? 380 00:15:58,161 --> 00:16:00,728 Take your shoes off. I'll show you. 381 00:16:02,732 --> 00:16:04,565 Yeah. Go on. 382 00:16:06,519 --> 00:16:08,453 Right this way. 383 00:16:08,455 --> 00:16:11,789 Four-time World Karate champion. 384 00:16:11,791 --> 00:16:14,575 Bruce Lee used to call this guy the "Black Dragon." 385 00:16:14,577 --> 00:16:18,596 Yeah, man. That's a lot of hard work that goes into that. 386 00:16:18,598 --> 00:16:20,425 8 time All-American. 387 00:16:23,536 --> 00:16:26,437 Hey. You know Ian at work? 388 00:16:26,439 --> 00:16:29,357 - The one with the David Bowie eyes? - Yeah. Yeah. 389 00:16:29,359 --> 00:16:30,692 Yeah, him. 390 00:16:30,694 --> 00:16:32,343 So, a few months back, 391 00:16:32,345 --> 00:16:35,179 he thought his wife might be cheating on him, 392 00:16:35,181 --> 00:16:37,915 so he hired one of those P.I.s to follow her around. 393 00:16:37,917 --> 00:16:40,151 I don't know. I was thinking, maybe... 394 00:16:40,153 --> 00:16:41,803 maybe we can do the same. 395 00:16:41,805 --> 00:16:43,788 See if we can find Randall's parents. 396 00:16:43,790 --> 00:16:45,490 Jack. We talked about this. 397 00:16:45,492 --> 00:16:48,092 I know. I know. Look, just... hear me out. 398 00:16:48,094 --> 00:16:50,161 We hire a guy. 399 00:16:50,163 --> 00:16:52,230 Okay? He checks hospital records. Sees... 400 00:16:52,232 --> 00:16:55,049 sees what babies were born that day. Talks to the families. 401 00:16:55,051 --> 00:16:58,986 You know? Maybe he finds the people that gave him up and... 402 00:16:58,988 --> 00:17:02,056 And then what? And then what are you hoping happens? 403 00:17:04,077 --> 00:17:07,211 I'm hoping he gets a better understanding 404 00:17:07,213 --> 00:17:09,414 of who he is. 405 00:17:09,416 --> 00:17:11,099 I thought that's why you were taking him 406 00:17:11,101 --> 00:17:13,634 - to the dojo place Yvette recommended. - Look, 407 00:17:13,636 --> 00:17:15,987 I could take him there for an hour every week, 408 00:17:15,989 --> 00:17:19,057 and he can see these black men that he can look up to. 409 00:17:19,059 --> 00:17:21,075 But those boys? 410 00:17:21,077 --> 00:17:23,978 They get to go home with those men. 411 00:17:23,980 --> 00:17:25,830 They get to grow up with this 412 00:17:25,832 --> 00:17:28,066 inherent understanding of who they are. 413 00:17:28,068 --> 00:17:30,301 Well, he is Randall Pearson. 414 00:17:30,303 --> 00:17:31,769 - That's who he is. - Yes. 415 00:17:31,771 --> 00:17:34,255 He is our son. 416 00:17:34,257 --> 00:17:38,142 He is our all-star, knockout boy 417 00:17:38,144 --> 00:17:39,961 who deserves everything that we could 418 00:17:39,963 --> 00:17:42,246 possibly give him, even if that means 419 00:17:42,248 --> 00:17:43,798 sucking up our own feelings 420 00:17:43,800 --> 00:17:46,250 about him having birth parents out there somewhere 421 00:17:46,252 --> 00:17:48,319 that might fill this void that he's feeling. 422 00:17:48,321 --> 00:17:50,822 And what if they're drug addicts? 423 00:17:50,824 --> 00:17:52,757 Or criminals? We're gonna let them meet our son? 424 00:17:52,759 --> 00:17:55,209 Of course not. That's ridiculous. 425 00:17:55,211 --> 00:17:58,496 Hey, why are you against even trying? 426 00:17:58,498 --> 00:18:00,481 Huh? 427 00:18:15,632 --> 00:18:17,949 Hi. 428 00:18:17,951 --> 00:18:19,100 Can I help you? 429 00:18:19,102 --> 00:18:20,885 I'm... 430 00:18:20,887 --> 00:18:22,503 - Rebecca... - Oh, oh... 431 00:18:22,505 --> 00:18:24,355 Wow. Uh... I wasn't expecting 432 00:18:24,357 --> 00:18:26,507 to ever see you again. 433 00:18:26,509 --> 00:18:29,811 I didn't know if you still lived here. 434 00:18:29,813 --> 00:18:31,512 Uh, rent control. 435 00:18:31,514 --> 00:18:33,865 Would you like to come in? 436 00:18:44,796 --> 00:18:47,062 Hi. 437 00:18:47,172 --> 00:18:49,299 I know women like you. 438 00:18:49,301 --> 00:18:52,035 Pretentious pretty girls who use guys like Kev 439 00:18:52,037 --> 00:18:53,687 to, you know, feel interesting, 440 00:18:53,689 --> 00:18:55,406 because they're dating someone "uncomplicated." 441 00:18:55,475 --> 00:18:57,676 He's not uncomplicated. 442 00:18:57,678 --> 00:18:59,728 But it is fascinating how you all make him 443 00:18:59,730 --> 00:19:01,713 play that role within the family. 444 00:19:01,715 --> 00:19:03,965 Don't talk about him or my family like you know anything 445 00:19:03,967 --> 00:19:05,984 - about us. - I know you're holding him back. 446 00:19:06,781 --> 00:19:09,332 My brother is earnest, and he's sweet. 447 00:19:09,334 --> 00:19:11,601 And you will not take that away from him. 448 00:19:12,283 --> 00:19:15,818 Okay, Kate. Kate, I understand, okay? 449 00:19:15,938 --> 00:19:17,337 You're jealous. 450 00:19:19,892 --> 00:19:21,375 Of you? 451 00:19:21,377 --> 00:19:24,261 God, get over yourself. 452 00:19:24,263 --> 00:19:25,729 You are the last person in the world 453 00:19:25,731 --> 00:19:27,381 that I would want to Freaky Friday with. 454 00:19:27,383 --> 00:19:29,583 Of him. He's changing. 455 00:19:29,585 --> 00:19:32,235 And that's scary for you because you want to change too. 456 00:19:32,237 --> 00:19:33,804 I'm sorry. Do I look scared to you? 457 00:19:33,806 --> 00:19:35,739 You're scared that you'll lose all the weight, 458 00:19:35,741 --> 00:19:37,708 and that nothing will have changed, right? 459 00:19:37,710 --> 00:19:39,526 That you will discover that the person 460 00:19:39,528 --> 00:19:42,212 who you've always been is who you truly are. 461 00:19:42,214 --> 00:19:44,715 And all your dreams of the kind of life you're gonna lead 462 00:19:44,717 --> 00:19:48,585 one day are nothing more than lies you've told yourself. 463 00:19:48,587 --> 00:19:50,271 I get it. 464 00:19:50,412 --> 00:19:51,961 It's scary. 465 00:19:51,986 --> 00:19:53,886 I mean, if I were you, I'd be terrified. 466 00:19:55,507 --> 00:19:56,939 Trust me. 467 00:19:56,941 --> 00:19:59,375 You don't know women like me. 468 00:20:09,254 --> 00:20:10,853 Hey. 469 00:20:10,855 --> 00:20:13,706 Look at Randall. You think he's okay out there? I mean, maybe 470 00:20:13,708 --> 00:20:16,425 - we should go get him or something. - I don't know. Why don't you ask 471 00:20:16,427 --> 00:20:19,579 your spiritual guru, Miss Hardcore Bitch? 472 00:20:19,581 --> 00:20:22,215 - What? - Yeah. 473 00:20:22,217 --> 00:20:24,133 She just told me that, if I have the surgery, 474 00:20:24,135 --> 00:20:25,418 it might not change anything. 475 00:20:25,420 --> 00:20:27,203 Like it's any of her freaking business. 476 00:20:27,205 --> 00:20:28,971 Well... 477 00:20:28,973 --> 00:20:30,406 "Well" what? 478 00:20:32,823 --> 00:20:34,286 Maybe she has a point. 479 00:20:34,514 --> 00:20:36,647 - Oh, my God, are you taking her side? - No. No, 480 00:20:36,649 --> 00:20:38,382 I'm not taking her side, I'm just saying, you know, 481 00:20:38,384 --> 00:20:40,601 I've been saying all along this surgery is just dangerous. 482 00:20:40,603 --> 00:20:43,487 Who... Who are you? 483 00:20:43,489 --> 00:20:45,589 Who is this guy trying so hard 484 00:20:45,591 --> 00:20:47,791 to be real that you can't see how fake these people are? 485 00:20:47,793 --> 00:20:49,743 At least they're being honest, okay? 486 00:20:49,745 --> 00:20:51,228 You want to stand there and pretend 487 00:20:51,230 --> 00:20:52,813 like you're not scared of this surgery 488 00:20:52,815 --> 00:20:55,633 or that you're A-OK with this breakup with Toby, then... 489 00:20:55,635 --> 00:20:56,800 keep on acting. 490 00:20:56,802 --> 00:20:58,886 Yeah, well, you too. 491 00:20:58,888 --> 00:21:00,538 'Cause you're doing a super job 492 00:21:00,540 --> 00:21:02,306 in your new role in Full Metal Jackass. 493 00:21:04,727 --> 00:21:06,177 Hey. 494 00:21:07,747 --> 00:21:10,698 Hey. You can't just disappear when we're talking. 495 00:21:12,068 --> 00:21:13,601 You know, we gave you everything. 496 00:21:13,603 --> 00:21:16,470 The most loving family. 497 00:21:16,472 --> 00:21:18,906 Private school. 498 00:21:18,908 --> 00:21:21,125 We made sure you had black influences 499 00:21:21,127 --> 00:21:23,594 to help you understand your background. 500 00:21:23,596 --> 00:21:25,813 We gave you everything we could. 501 00:21:25,815 --> 00:21:28,282 And all I was supposed to feel was grateful. 502 00:21:28,284 --> 00:21:29,967 I was supposed to just shut up and be thankful 503 00:21:29,969 --> 00:21:31,652 that I had these great parents 504 00:21:31,654 --> 00:21:33,220 who wanted me when my birth parents didn't. 505 00:21:33,222 --> 00:21:36,273 But the truth is you never wanted me, either. 506 00:21:36,275 --> 00:21:37,641 What are you talking about? 507 00:21:37,643 --> 00:21:40,177 I was a replacement for your dead baby. 508 00:21:40,179 --> 00:21:42,530 That's all I've ever been. 509 00:21:42,532 --> 00:21:44,748 - You got it all wrong, son. - No, I've spent my life 510 00:21:44,750 --> 00:21:46,066 striving for perfection, 511 00:21:46,068 --> 00:21:47,468 and you know why, Dad? 512 00:21:47,470 --> 00:21:49,119 'Cause I live in fear. 513 00:21:49,121 --> 00:21:51,138 That if I let up for a moment, 514 00:21:51,140 --> 00:21:54,091 I will remember that I am unwanted. 515 00:21:54,093 --> 00:21:55,926 And then what'll happen to me? 516 00:21:57,597 --> 00:21:58,913 Stop. 517 00:21:58,915 --> 00:22:00,364 Randall. Hey, look at me. 518 00:22:00,366 --> 00:22:01,549 Hmm? Stop. 519 00:22:01,551 --> 00:22:04,435 The moment I saw you, 520 00:22:04,437 --> 00:22:07,371 I knew you were my boy. 521 00:22:08,958 --> 00:22:13,160 You weren't a choice, Randall, you were a fact. 522 00:22:14,780 --> 00:22:16,213 You were never a replacement, son. 523 00:22:16,215 --> 00:22:17,464 Do you understand? 524 00:22:21,153 --> 00:22:22,553 If I had known 525 00:22:22,555 --> 00:22:25,439 that the man who abandoned me regretted it... 526 00:22:25,441 --> 00:22:29,109 that he wanted me back... 527 00:22:29,111 --> 00:22:32,463 that would've made all the difference in the world. 528 00:22:37,336 --> 00:22:40,504 I'm sorry that she lied to you. 529 00:22:40,506 --> 00:22:44,291 But we can't change that, so what do you want to do now? 530 00:23:00,176 --> 00:23:02,643 You gotta go for it, go for it. 531 00:23:02,645 --> 00:23:05,062 Oh! Whoa! Big roll! 532 00:23:05,064 --> 00:23:06,480 Big roll. 533 00:23:06,482 --> 00:23:09,450 I want her to hurt as much as I do. 534 00:23:12,371 --> 00:23:16,940 Been working at a little music shop, in the back room, 535 00:23:16,942 --> 00:23:20,027 you know, cleaning and, uh, repairing instruments. 536 00:23:20,029 --> 00:23:22,062 It keeps me busy. 537 00:23:22,064 --> 00:23:24,632 Although it keeps my hands cracked, too. 538 00:23:26,636 --> 00:23:29,620 A friend from N.A. got me the job. 539 00:23:31,440 --> 00:23:32,706 N.A.? 540 00:23:32,708 --> 00:23:34,725 Narcotics Anonymous. 541 00:23:34,727 --> 00:23:37,478 Been clean for over five years. 542 00:23:37,480 --> 00:23:38,712 Wow. 543 00:23:38,714 --> 00:23:40,114 That's great. 544 00:23:40,116 --> 00:23:42,516 That's really good for you. 545 00:23:44,704 --> 00:23:46,620 How is he? Kyle? 546 00:23:46,622 --> 00:23:49,590 Oh, um... 547 00:23:49,592 --> 00:23:53,844 we... we changed his name, actually. 548 00:23:53,846 --> 00:23:56,830 To Randall. 549 00:23:56,832 --> 00:23:58,832 After Dudley Randall. 550 00:24:01,504 --> 00:24:04,788 Dudley Randall. 551 00:24:04,790 --> 00:24:06,306 How's Randall, then? 552 00:24:06,308 --> 00:24:08,275 He's good. 553 00:24:08,277 --> 00:24:09,843 He is, um... 554 00:24:12,314 --> 00:24:14,782 He's really smart, very smart. 555 00:24:14,784 --> 00:24:16,650 He loves math and science, 556 00:24:16,652 --> 00:24:19,720 he loves G.I. Joe, he... 557 00:24:19,722 --> 00:24:24,591 My... my husband went out of town for work last month 558 00:24:24,593 --> 00:24:26,360 and it was for the first time 559 00:24:26,362 --> 00:24:29,079 he's ever been away from home for the night. 560 00:24:29,081 --> 00:24:32,566 And Randall slept in my bed with me. 561 00:24:32,568 --> 00:24:34,435 Not because he was scared, 562 00:24:34,437 --> 00:24:36,987 but because he didn't want me to be scared. 563 00:24:36,989 --> 00:24:38,956 He's a sweet boy. 564 00:24:38,958 --> 00:24:42,176 He is a very, very sweet boy. 565 00:24:52,388 --> 00:24:54,204 Spent the last nine years wondering 566 00:24:54,206 --> 00:24:56,390 if I did the right thing. 567 00:24:56,392 --> 00:24:58,409 But I didn't even know 568 00:24:58,411 --> 00:25:01,395 your last name to look you up in the phone book. 569 00:25:04,934 --> 00:25:07,234 Seems like it was right, though. 570 00:25:09,338 --> 00:25:12,072 For him. 571 00:25:17,780 --> 00:25:20,180 He's, um... 572 00:25:20,182 --> 00:25:22,883 he's been asking about you. 573 00:25:24,954 --> 00:25:29,556 He really... wants to meet his father. 574 00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:34,244 And so that's why I'm here. 575 00:25:36,799 --> 00:25:39,032 My boy wants to meet me? 576 00:25:41,787 --> 00:25:45,088 Uh, maybe you can bring him by the store sometime. 577 00:25:45,090 --> 00:25:46,440 Maybe. 578 00:25:46,442 --> 00:25:48,625 - But I... - Is he musical at all? 579 00:25:48,627 --> 00:25:50,294 No. 580 00:25:50,296 --> 00:25:52,279 Maybe I can, uh, teach him some things. 581 00:25:52,281 --> 00:25:53,480 Hold on, I want to show you something. 582 00:25:53,482 --> 00:25:54,715 Well... 583 00:25:57,720 --> 00:26:00,187 I know this isn't no Ritz-Carlton, 584 00:26:00,189 --> 00:26:01,672 but he'd be welcome, 585 00:26:01,674 --> 00:26:04,508 you know, to come over any time and... 586 00:26:04,510 --> 00:26:07,261 Hey, why are you against even trying? 587 00:26:07,263 --> 00:26:08,495 Huh? 588 00:26:16,071 --> 00:26:19,339 Because what if they're great? 589 00:26:19,341 --> 00:26:21,642 What if they regret abandoning him 590 00:26:21,644 --> 00:26:23,243 and they want him back? 591 00:26:23,245 --> 00:26:26,196 Look, no one can take him away from us, okay? 592 00:26:26,198 --> 00:26:27,781 He is legally our son. 593 00:26:27,783 --> 00:26:30,400 No. No one legally gave him up. 594 00:26:30,402 --> 00:26:31,802 There's not some sort of 595 00:26:31,804 --> 00:26:34,004 fire station paper trail out there, Jack. 596 00:26:34,006 --> 00:26:36,139 His birth parents could have rights 597 00:26:36,141 --> 00:26:37,691 and I cannot, 598 00:26:37,693 --> 00:26:40,127 I cannot lose my son. 599 00:26:40,129 --> 00:26:42,062 I can't. 600 00:26:44,333 --> 00:26:46,767 I could get a cot 601 00:26:46,769 --> 00:26:48,235 if he wanted to stay over. 602 00:26:48,237 --> 00:26:49,803 Keep me from bein' scared at night, too. 603 00:26:49,805 --> 00:26:51,205 Here it is. 604 00:26:51,207 --> 00:26:53,457 Seen better days, but... 605 00:26:53,459 --> 00:26:54,691 Rebecca? 606 00:27:05,795 --> 00:27:07,946 - Oh. - Sorry. Hi. I'm not, uh, hiding 607 00:27:07,948 --> 00:27:09,865 or looking through stuff, I'm just trying 608 00:27:09,867 --> 00:27:11,061 - to get a signal. - That's all right. 609 00:27:11,086 --> 00:27:13,485 I'm just here to get a sweater; Olivia said she's cold, so... 610 00:27:15,623 --> 00:27:18,240 Hey, let me ask you, uh... 611 00:27:18,335 --> 00:27:20,285 speaking of Olivia, what's the deal with her and Asher? 612 00:27:20,287 --> 00:27:21,486 Oh. 613 00:27:21,488 --> 00:27:23,321 I hate her. 614 00:27:23,323 --> 00:27:25,223 I truly hate her. 615 00:27:25,225 --> 00:27:27,508 - You hate Olivia? - Mm-hmm. 616 00:27:27,510 --> 00:27:29,210 I rented a car to drive to Albany 617 00:27:29,212 --> 00:27:32,063 because my sister Elise went into labor last night 618 00:27:32,065 --> 00:27:35,016 and she knew I had it and asked me to take her here. 619 00:27:35,018 --> 00:27:37,302 And I said yes, because she's the star of my play 620 00:27:37,304 --> 00:27:39,921 and I need her to like me. 621 00:27:39,923 --> 00:27:42,557 She wanted an "authentic cabin experience." 622 00:27:42,559 --> 00:27:45,193 You know where I have always dreamed 623 00:27:45,195 --> 00:27:47,378 about taking my soon-to-be-born niece someday? 624 00:27:47,380 --> 00:27:49,030 Epcot. 625 00:27:49,032 --> 00:27:50,732 It's my favorite place in the world 626 00:27:50,734 --> 00:27:52,717 and there's nothing more inauthentic 627 00:27:52,719 --> 00:27:56,170 than their perfectly clean, crime-free versions of 628 00:27:56,172 --> 00:27:58,356 international cities. 629 00:27:58,358 --> 00:28:01,092 I love inauthentic! 630 00:28:03,113 --> 00:28:04,829 I'm sorry. 631 00:28:04,831 --> 00:28:06,047 I shouldn't be talking to you about this. 632 00:28:06,049 --> 00:28:07,732 No. Um... 633 00:28:07,734 --> 00:28:10,184 Your cabin is really nice. 634 00:28:10,186 --> 00:28:11,436 Thank you. 635 00:28:11,438 --> 00:28:12,870 I like this thing. 636 00:28:12,872 --> 00:28:16,608 I made something like it at camp once. 637 00:28:18,011 --> 00:28:20,929 Is, uh... congratulations on your niece. 638 00:28:20,931 --> 00:28:22,630 That's... awesome. 639 00:28:22,632 --> 00:28:24,866 - So... - Thank you. 640 00:28:29,873 --> 00:28:32,257 Hello? 641 00:28:32,259 --> 00:28:33,858 Hi. 642 00:28:33,860 --> 00:28:36,728 I... I didn't think you were gonna pick up. 643 00:28:36,730 --> 00:28:39,964 Yeah. Uh... me neither. 644 00:28:41,735 --> 00:28:44,452 I know I shouldn't be calling you, but... 645 00:28:44,454 --> 00:28:47,505 my God, Randall is seeing things, 646 00:28:47,507 --> 00:28:49,924 Kevin has his head up his ass and his girlfriend... 647 00:28:49,926 --> 00:28:51,526 oh, my God, she is, like, this she-demon. 648 00:28:51,528 --> 00:28:53,127 I don't even know where she's from. 649 00:28:53,129 --> 00:28:54,512 See? And you thought the cabin 650 00:28:54,514 --> 00:28:55,830 wouldn't be like a horror movie. 651 00:28:55,832 --> 00:28:58,416 Yeah. 652 00:29:01,705 --> 00:29:04,889 Well, I'm, uh, sorry you're having a hard day. 653 00:29:04,891 --> 00:29:07,458 But are we still broken up? 654 00:29:09,029 --> 00:29:10,928 Well, yeah. 655 00:29:10,930 --> 00:29:15,350 Well, then I can't be this person for you anymore, Kate. 656 00:29:15,352 --> 00:29:16,851 I'm sorry. 657 00:29:16,853 --> 00:29:18,903 Good-bye. 658 00:29:24,511 --> 00:29:26,861 For our next talent show act, 659 00:29:26,863 --> 00:29:29,681 - I will be performing "Time After Time." - Bless her. Aw. 660 00:29:31,351 --> 00:29:32,550 Oh, my God, look at her. 661 00:29:32,552 --> 00:29:33,634 I love that song, sweetie. 662 00:29:33,636 --> 00:29:35,737 Hey! 663 00:29:35,739 --> 00:29:37,605 - ♪ Everybody Wang Chung tonight! ♪ - Oh, my God. 664 00:29:37,607 --> 00:29:40,925 Ash, you've got to try this squash. So good. 665 00:29:40,927 --> 00:29:42,293 You were taking too long and I don't like your song! 666 00:29:42,295 --> 00:29:43,628 - Mm. So good. - Right? 667 00:29:43,630 --> 00:29:44,829 - Cyndi Lauper rules! - Mmm. Mmm. 668 00:29:44,831 --> 00:29:46,681 I mean, this? Her? 669 00:29:46,683 --> 00:29:48,499 - Don't tell your brother to shut up. - This is... 670 00:29:48,501 --> 00:29:50,501 - Why don't you sing a song together? - this is everything. 671 00:29:50,503 --> 00:29:52,186 Super cute. 672 00:29:52,188 --> 00:29:53,371 - No, you don't! - Okay, I... 673 00:29:53,373 --> 00:29:54,522 Yes, I do! 674 00:29:56,810 --> 00:29:58,543 What the hell's going on over there? 675 00:29:58,545 --> 00:29:59,711 Huh? 676 00:29:59,713 --> 00:30:01,612 First of all, Ash, 677 00:30:01,614 --> 00:30:03,831 do not "aw" every time my sister Kate comes on the screen. 678 00:30:03,833 --> 00:30:05,350 I know that you're making fun of her, all right? 679 00:30:05,352 --> 00:30:07,251 That's not cool. 680 00:30:07,253 --> 00:30:08,753 And I know you've been making fun of this place all day long. 681 00:30:08,755 --> 00:30:10,321 Also not cool. You know what? 682 00:30:10,323 --> 00:30:11,789 It is quaint here. It is American. 683 00:30:11,791 --> 00:30:13,374 - But guess what? - So are we. 684 00:30:14,444 --> 00:30:16,177 I mean, you're not, obviously, 685 00:30:16,179 --> 00:30:19,364 but my point is, what's wrong with being normal? 686 00:30:19,366 --> 00:30:22,650 Olivia, you're always talking about... being real. 687 00:30:22,652 --> 00:30:24,302 Right? 688 00:30:27,357 --> 00:30:28,956 That kiss that we had yesterday, 689 00:30:28,958 --> 00:30:30,641 let's talk about that for a second. That was real. 690 00:30:30,643 --> 00:30:32,877 Those feelings were real 691 00:30:32,879 --> 00:30:34,545 and I know that you know that. 692 00:30:34,547 --> 00:30:37,281 And it doesn't shock me that you're scared, right? 693 00:30:37,283 --> 00:30:40,218 You are horrified and you're trying to sabotage it. 694 00:30:40,220 --> 00:30:42,303 I understand that. But what might be worse than that 695 00:30:42,305 --> 00:30:44,422 is I'm not sure you've ever experienced anything real 696 00:30:44,424 --> 00:30:46,290 your entire life. 697 00:30:47,911 --> 00:30:49,544 I'm starting to feel like... 698 00:30:49,546 --> 00:30:53,948 like you attaching yourself to something that's not... 699 00:30:53,950 --> 00:30:55,833 a calculated act is just too much 700 00:30:55,835 --> 00:30:58,269 for your empty human shell to handle. 701 00:31:01,891 --> 00:31:04,242 I feel sorry for you. 702 00:31:07,147 --> 00:31:09,714 And that's our cue to leave. 703 00:31:23,897 --> 00:31:26,597 My sister had the baby! 704 00:31:26,599 --> 00:31:29,083 Uh, where'd they go? 705 00:31:29,085 --> 00:31:30,284 Uh, they left. 706 00:31:30,286 --> 00:31:32,003 It was a Brexit. 707 00:31:32,005 --> 00:31:34,071 My car! 708 00:31:47,954 --> 00:31:49,153 Hey. 709 00:31:51,641 --> 00:31:54,892 So, uh, on a scale of... 710 00:31:54,894 --> 00:31:57,011 you know, ripping off your Barbie dolls' heads 711 00:31:57,013 --> 00:31:58,629 and forgetting where I hid them, 712 00:31:58,631 --> 00:32:01,599 to spilling marinara on your junior prom dress, 713 00:32:01,601 --> 00:32:04,869 how-how mad are we? 714 00:32:04,871 --> 00:32:07,438 More than prom. 715 00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:09,774 Really? 716 00:32:09,776 --> 00:32:11,776 Okay. 717 00:32:11,778 --> 00:32:14,095 Okay, yeah, no, that's fair. 718 00:32:14,097 --> 00:32:15,780 Um... 719 00:32:19,034 --> 00:32:20,800 I'm sorry... 720 00:32:20,802 --> 00:32:22,235 Kate, for everything, all right? 721 00:32:22,237 --> 00:32:24,737 You were right about Olivia, of course. 722 00:32:26,341 --> 00:32:29,726 Yeah, well, she was right about me. 723 00:32:29,728 --> 00:32:33,046 What if I have the surgery 724 00:32:33,048 --> 00:32:35,415 and nothing changes? 725 00:32:37,652 --> 00:32:40,203 If you think that, then why risk it? 726 00:32:40,205 --> 00:32:41,855 Kate, it's dangerous, that's what I've been saying 727 00:32:41,857 --> 00:32:43,223 the whole time. 728 00:32:43,225 --> 00:32:45,225 Because... 729 00:32:45,227 --> 00:32:48,211 I'm more scared of not trying. 730 00:32:48,213 --> 00:32:51,948 Because I broke up with Toby to focus on all of this. 731 00:32:51,950 --> 00:32:53,366 I mean, maybe that was a stupid... 732 00:32:53,368 --> 00:32:54,868 - I don't know, I don't know. - No, come on. 733 00:32:54,870 --> 00:32:56,069 I just... 734 00:32:56,071 --> 00:32:57,270 Don't do that. 735 00:33:00,742 --> 00:33:02,759 Oh, my God. 736 00:33:05,096 --> 00:33:06,579 I can't do this alone, Kevin. 737 00:33:06,581 --> 00:33:08,665 And I can't do it without my brothers. 738 00:33:08,667 --> 00:33:09,883 You won't. 739 00:33:09,885 --> 00:33:13,119 You hear me? Okay? You won't. 740 00:33:13,121 --> 00:33:15,021 No way. 741 00:33:15,023 --> 00:33:18,057 Not to make this... about me, 742 00:33:18,059 --> 00:33:20,927 but... if you want do it here, you know... 743 00:33:20,929 --> 00:33:22,262 I really need you here, Kate. 744 00:33:22,264 --> 00:33:24,697 I mean, I need you here bad. 745 00:33:28,036 --> 00:33:29,469 Hey, look at that. 746 00:33:29,471 --> 00:33:31,325 The family tree. 747 00:33:31,350 --> 00:33:32,317 Our names are still there, you remember that? 748 00:33:32,333 --> 00:33:33,532 - Yeah. - Yeah? 749 00:33:33,534 --> 00:33:35,501 Look at that, our names. 750 00:33:35,503 --> 00:33:37,970 Oh, man. 751 00:33:37,972 --> 00:33:39,922 That's Dad's pocket knife. I mean, that's kind of cool, 752 00:33:39,924 --> 00:33:40,848 right? 753 00:33:40,974 --> 00:33:44,709 "Kate was here." 754 00:33:44,711 --> 00:33:47,178 Oh, man! 755 00:33:47,180 --> 00:33:48,379 Oh! Baltic again. 756 00:33:48,381 --> 00:33:51,389 I am on a bad roll-roll. 757 00:33:51,414 --> 00:33:53,581 - Mom, I need to talk to you. - Kate, your turn, babe. 758 00:33:53,583 --> 00:33:55,383 Oh, no, she has to skip her turn, remember? 759 00:33:55,385 --> 00:33:56,767 That's right. 760 00:33:56,769 --> 00:33:58,602 All right, so it's my turn. Randall? 761 00:33:58,604 --> 00:34:00,104 - Baby, can I have the dice please? - No, no, 762 00:34:00,106 --> 00:34:01,589 not until you listen to me. Here. 763 00:34:02,592 --> 00:34:04,275 Damn it, Randall. 764 00:34:04,277 --> 00:34:06,043 Master. 765 00:34:06,045 --> 00:34:07,044 Thank you very much, 766 00:34:07,046 --> 00:34:08,245 Look, one: 767 00:34:08,247 --> 00:34:09,447 you lied to me my entire life. 768 00:34:09,449 --> 00:34:11,615 That's 13,215 days. 769 00:34:11,617 --> 00:34:13,034 Bad roll. 770 00:34:13,036 --> 00:34:14,568 Bad roll. Bad roll. 771 00:34:14,570 --> 00:34:15,803 - Oh! - What? 772 00:34:15,805 --> 00:34:17,188 Snake eyes. 773 00:34:17,190 --> 00:34:19,206 $500, please, Mr. Banker. 774 00:34:19,208 --> 00:34:20,708 Are you sure your mom's not playing dirty? 775 00:34:20,710 --> 00:34:23,344 Two: you knew I needed something 776 00:34:23,346 --> 00:34:24,779 that you couldn't give me, and you actively denied me 777 00:34:24,781 --> 00:34:26,998 the person who could. 778 00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:29,450 Look, William could've heard my valedictorian speech. 779 00:34:29,452 --> 00:34:31,569 He-he could've played music at my wedding. 780 00:34:31,571 --> 00:34:33,254 - He could've been at the hospital - Yes! 781 00:34:33,256 --> 00:34:34,622 when my children were born. 782 00:34:34,624 --> 00:34:36,007 That's three, four, and five. 783 00:34:36,009 --> 00:34:37,308 You stole that from all of us. 784 00:34:37,310 --> 00:34:39,560 - Oh, popcorn. - Yeah. 785 00:34:39,562 --> 00:34:41,962 I trusted you more than anyone, Mom. 786 00:34:41,964 --> 00:34:43,731 You have robbed me of the feeling of trust. 787 00:34:43,733 --> 00:34:46,951 Do you understand how that feels? 788 00:34:52,113 --> 00:34:53,746 Feel better yelling at her? 789 00:34:53,748 --> 00:34:57,316 No, 'cause she couldn't care less. 790 00:34:57,318 --> 00:34:59,018 Come on, you're a parent, Randall. 791 00:34:59,020 --> 00:35:00,920 You know that these things aren't that simple. 792 00:35:02,790 --> 00:35:04,357 Maybe you're looking at this 793 00:35:04,359 --> 00:35:07,126 - all the wrong way. - What other way could there possibly be? 794 00:35:07,128 --> 00:35:10,279 Relax your eyes and look through it. 795 00:35:10,281 --> 00:35:12,815 It's right there in front of you. 796 00:35:39,110 --> 00:35:42,278 What's is it? What's going on? 797 00:35:42,280 --> 00:35:45,231 She had three wildly different kids. 798 00:35:45,233 --> 00:35:47,633 All with their own sets of problems. 799 00:35:47,635 --> 00:35:49,969 Our marriage wasn't always perfect. 800 00:35:49,971 --> 00:35:52,655 I certainly wasn't. 801 00:35:52,657 --> 00:35:54,173 And she had her own things to deal with, too. 802 00:35:57,829 --> 00:35:59,195 But she kept everything out. 803 00:35:59,197 --> 00:36:02,932 She always made sure we were all safe. 804 00:36:10,808 --> 00:36:14,577 Mom? 805 00:36:17,415 --> 00:36:18,614 We're here. We're right here. 806 00:36:49,161 --> 00:36:50,861 Kev. 807 00:36:50,863 --> 00:36:52,846 Kev, do you hear that? 808 00:36:52,848 --> 00:36:54,181 Yeah. 809 00:36:54,183 --> 00:36:56,734 Uh-huh. 810 00:36:56,736 --> 00:36:58,452 Kev... 811 00:36:58,454 --> 00:37:00,454 is that Sloane in your bed? 812 00:37:04,727 --> 00:37:06,860 Hey, Kate. 813 00:37:08,347 --> 00:37:10,647 - Well, good morning. - Good morning. 814 00:37:18,307 --> 00:37:19,773 - Hey, man. - Hey. 815 00:37:19,775 --> 00:37:21,358 You recovered from yesterday? 816 00:37:21,360 --> 00:37:23,944 Yeah. 817 00:37:23,946 --> 00:37:27,214 You can't be so mad at Mom if you're fixing stuff for her. 818 00:37:27,216 --> 00:37:30,484 It's not for Mom. 819 00:37:30,486 --> 00:37:32,169 I'm doing it for Dad. 820 00:37:37,877 --> 00:37:40,711 What are we here to build, boys? 821 00:37:40,713 --> 00:37:42,830 Body, spirit, community. 822 00:37:42,832 --> 00:37:45,132 The three pillars. 823 00:37:45,134 --> 00:37:49,169 Now, before we begin, we have a new member to initiate today. 824 00:37:49,171 --> 00:37:50,554 Randall, 825 00:37:50,556 --> 00:37:52,022 come over here. 826 00:37:52,024 --> 00:37:54,324 Fathers. 827 00:37:57,546 --> 00:37:59,580 Randall, how old are you, son? 828 00:37:59,582 --> 00:38:01,799 - Nine. - Nine years old. 829 00:38:01,801 --> 00:38:04,368 Fine age. 830 00:38:04,370 --> 00:38:06,737 Do you think you have a good life? 831 00:38:06,739 --> 00:38:10,257 - Yeah, I think so. - Good. 832 00:38:10,259 --> 00:38:13,243 Good, I hope you always have a good life. 833 00:38:13,245 --> 00:38:15,195 But as you get older, you might start to find 834 00:38:15,197 --> 00:38:16,847 that things get harder. 835 00:38:16,849 --> 00:38:20,968 The world isn't always a kind place. 836 00:38:20,970 --> 00:38:25,005 Especially... for men like us. 837 00:38:25,007 --> 00:38:27,741 Take a look at the people on this mat. 838 00:38:27,743 --> 00:38:31,328 We are your community. 839 00:38:31,330 --> 00:38:34,248 When things get hard, 840 00:38:34,250 --> 00:38:36,083 we are gonna be the ones 841 00:38:36,085 --> 00:38:39,436 who hold each other up. 842 00:38:39,438 --> 00:38:41,972 As Randall's father, you are his foundation. 843 00:38:43,792 --> 00:38:45,843 Come lie down, as if you're gonna do a push-up. 844 00:38:45,845 --> 00:38:47,845 Randall, climb on your father's back. 845 00:38:57,773 --> 00:39:00,140 Jack, your back 846 00:39:00,142 --> 00:39:03,277 was built to carry your son through life. 847 00:39:03,279 --> 00:39:05,913 Are you willing to hold him up, 848 00:39:05,915 --> 00:39:07,581 no matter what comes his way? 849 00:39:07,583 --> 00:39:09,900 - Yes. - Show him. 850 00:39:12,371 --> 00:39:14,421 Good. Now keep going. 851 00:39:17,927 --> 00:39:21,061 Are you willing to raise this young boy 852 00:39:21,063 --> 00:39:23,597 - into a strong man? - Yes. 853 00:39:23,599 --> 00:39:25,132 Are you willing to push him 854 00:39:25,134 --> 00:39:26,950 to be the best man in the world 855 00:39:26,952 --> 00:39:30,470 - he can be? - Yes. 856 00:39:33,826 --> 00:39:36,293 I cannot lose my son. 857 00:39:36,295 --> 00:39:38,528 I can't. 858 00:39:42,401 --> 00:39:44,501 Listen. 859 00:39:44,503 --> 00:39:47,588 I would never let that happen. 860 00:39:47,590 --> 00:39:49,673 I would never let that happen, okay? 861 00:39:49,675 --> 00:39:51,358 Okay? 862 00:39:51,360 --> 00:39:54,311 - I promise. - We need to be enough for him. 863 00:39:54,313 --> 00:39:56,296 We need... 864 00:39:56,298 --> 00:39:58,932 to be... enough for him. 865 00:40:01,203 --> 00:40:02,970 Are you willing to lift him 866 00:40:02,972 --> 00:40:05,322 to greater heights, even if it hurts? 867 00:40:05,324 --> 00:40:07,241 Yes. 868 00:40:09,912 --> 00:40:11,812 You can stop. All right. 869 00:40:11,814 --> 00:40:13,680 I think that's enough. 870 00:40:13,682 --> 00:40:15,499 I won't stop. 871 00:40:18,003 --> 00:40:20,053 Dear William, 872 00:40:20,055 --> 00:40:24,541 I'm sorry for the pain it may cause, but... 873 00:40:24,543 --> 00:40:26,677 you cannot meet Randall. 874 00:40:28,464 --> 00:40:29,863 This is for the best for him. 875 00:40:29,865 --> 00:40:31,465 because he has... 876 00:40:31,467 --> 00:40:33,133 an extraordinary father 877 00:40:33,135 --> 00:40:36,637 who gives him everything he needs. 878 00:40:42,962 --> 00:40:44,378 I hope you take comfort 879 00:40:44,380 --> 00:40:46,830 in knowing just how loved 880 00:40:46,832 --> 00:40:48,015 Randall is. 881 00:41:03,532 --> 00:41:06,500 I have here a list of all the reasons I came up with 882 00:41:06,502 --> 00:41:07,951 in the past day for why you have destroyed me 883 00:41:07,953 --> 00:41:09,820 by keeping William a secret 884 00:41:09,822 --> 00:41:11,571 - for 36 years, okay? Please. - Sweetheart, please let me explain, 885 00:41:11,573 --> 00:41:13,857 Uh-uh. I, uh... 886 00:41:18,247 --> 00:41:20,197 You kept that secret for 36 years. 887 00:41:24,453 --> 00:41:27,354 That must have been incredibly lonely. 888 00:41:36,181 --> 00:41:38,131 - Yes... - No. 889 00:41:38,133 --> 00:41:40,334 Not yet. 890 00:41:41,970 --> 00:41:43,387 I'll see you at Christmas. 891 00:41:48,671 --> 00:41:51,765 - sync and corrections by Caio - - www.addic7ed.com -