1 00:00:02,206 --> 00:00:04,009 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:04,034 --> 00:00:05,760 Beth, I want to adopt a baby. 3 00:00:06,714 --> 00:00:09,087 I realize I didn't come to New York to be in a hit play. 4 00:00:09,112 --> 00:00:11,251 I came to New York to win back my girl. 5 00:00:11,706 --> 00:00:13,873 - Hello. - Hey, Kevin, it's Ron Howard. 6 00:00:13,908 --> 00:00:16,242 I'm prepping a movie right now that I'm gonna direct. 7 00:00:16,277 --> 00:00:17,744 It shoots in Los Angeles. 8 00:00:17,778 --> 00:00:19,401 You would be perfect. 9 00:00:19,901 --> 00:00:20,978 I know what I want to do. 10 00:00:21,002 --> 00:00:22,807 - I want to sing. - Hmm. 11 00:00:23,004 --> 00:00:25,534 - Whoa! What the hell was that? - Sorry. 12 00:00:25,559 --> 00:00:27,218 Don't punish her because I crossed the line. 13 00:00:27,242 --> 00:00:28,951 - Hey, Bec? - What'd you say? 14 00:00:29,744 --> 00:00:32,179 Hey, hey, come on. Come on. 15 00:00:32,214 --> 00:00:33,385 Jack! 16 00:00:33,974 --> 00:00:36,666 I think you should go stay with Miguel for a while. 17 00:00:46,776 --> 00:00:50,705 Things not said, advice not given, 18 00:00:51,281 --> 00:00:55,784 envelopes unstamped, regrets enveloping me. 19 00:01:01,046 --> 00:01:03,338 Is it easier there? I wonder. 20 00:01:04,901 --> 00:01:07,971 I ponder, I guess... Yes. 21 00:01:09,276 --> 00:01:11,166 I guess, yes. 22 00:01:20,949 --> 00:01:22,418 What's Mom doing back? 23 00:01:26,637 --> 00:01:29,395 Do you think of me as I do of you, my son? 24 00:01:30,246 --> 00:01:31,317 My son. 25 00:01:31,988 --> 00:01:33,520 My... son. 26 00:01:33,545 --> 00:01:35,090 You're a cutie, aren't you? 27 00:01:35,114 --> 00:01:37,549 Oh, you're the cutest baby in the world. 28 00:01:37,574 --> 00:01:40,752 Yes, you are. Yes, you are. 29 00:01:40,777 --> 00:01:41,955 Oh, my goodness. 30 00:01:41,979 --> 00:01:43,513 - Randall? - Yes. 31 00:01:43,547 --> 00:01:46,127 We've really got to get our day going, Randall. 32 00:01:46,152 --> 00:01:47,693 Oh, of course. Sorry. 33 00:01:47,717 --> 00:01:50,410 No. All this talk about adoption is giving me baby fever, right? 34 00:01:54,559 --> 00:01:56,137 Okay, that's gonna have to do it for today, buddy. 35 00:01:56,161 --> 00:01:57,962 Yeah, you're right. Sorry. 36 00:01:58,801 --> 00:02:00,012 Happy birthday, Randall. 37 00:02:00,037 --> 00:02:02,152 Thanks, guys. It's gonna be a great year. 38 00:02:02,492 --> 00:02:05,093 The things you'll do, I'll never know. 39 00:02:05,457 --> 00:02:06,652 The pain. 40 00:02:08,587 --> 00:02:09,601 The secrets. 41 00:02:13,295 --> 00:02:14,593 Mom, where's Dad? 42 00:02:14,618 --> 00:02:16,485 - What's wrong? - Nothing's wrong. 43 00:02:16,718 --> 00:02:18,871 Everything's fine. We're gonna sit down 44 00:02:18,896 --> 00:02:20,765 and explain everything to you guys. 45 00:02:20,790 --> 00:02:22,791 Oh, to be given a chance, 46 00:02:23,324 --> 00:02:25,569 a start, the restart, 47 00:02:25,794 --> 00:02:27,186 the fresh start. 48 00:02:27,862 --> 00:02:30,499 The crowd goes wild! 49 00:02:30,835 --> 00:02:34,147 You are gonna crush this audition, babe. 50 00:02:34,172 --> 00:02:36,788 - You're gonna crush it. - Oh, you think? 51 00:02:36,813 --> 00:02:38,577 Oh, man. All right. 52 00:02:41,765 --> 00:02:42,851 That is so sweet. 53 00:02:42,876 --> 00:02:44,042 Happy birthday to you. 54 00:02:44,097 --> 00:02:44,843 Oh... 55 00:02:44,868 --> 00:02:46,035 You ready? 56 00:02:46,111 --> 00:02:47,804 - Make a wish. - Okay. 57 00:02:51,520 --> 00:02:52,482 Aah! 58 00:02:52,507 --> 00:02:54,309 - Ow, ow, ow, no, no. - Oh, my God, I'm so sorry. 59 00:02:54,333 --> 00:02:56,701 Will love come for you, as it did for me? 60 00:02:57,012 --> 00:02:59,108 Find you, wreck you, 61 00:02:59,147 --> 00:03:01,782 save you, change you? 62 00:03:01,809 --> 00:03:03,921 Sophie got carried away. 63 00:03:04,890 --> 00:03:06,194 Baby, I love you, 64 00:03:06,892 --> 00:03:09,256 and I wanted to bring you to the perfect place 65 00:03:09,281 --> 00:03:10,920 and I wanted to say the perfect thing. 66 00:03:12,626 --> 00:03:14,115 But I can't say the perfect thing 67 00:03:14,140 --> 00:03:15,678 because you are the perfect thing. 68 00:03:16,742 --> 00:03:19,162 So... what do you say? 69 00:03:20,641 --> 00:03:21,875 Will you marry me? 70 00:03:23,874 --> 00:03:25,141 And cut. 71 00:03:25,397 --> 00:03:26,764 Very nice, very nice, Kevin. 72 00:03:26,798 --> 00:03:28,699 I could feel the tennis ball welling up. 73 00:03:28,733 --> 00:03:30,770 Really? So, when we film Emma's side, 74 00:03:30,818 --> 00:03:32,873 we just... plop her down in there like that? 75 00:03:32,897 --> 00:03:35,459 Well, it's a little more complex than just plopping, 76 00:03:35,484 --> 00:03:36,984 but, uh, yeah. 77 00:03:37,009 --> 00:03:39,177 Huh, I mean, technology, huh? It's crazy. 78 00:03:39,594 --> 00:03:42,655 Yeah, it is, and you know what else is kind of crazy, Kevin? 79 00:03:47,712 --> 00:03:49,379 And if life breaks for you 80 00:03:49,414 --> 00:03:51,217 the way it would not break for me, 81 00:03:51,242 --> 00:03:53,858 if love hunts you, finds you, captures you, 82 00:03:54,127 --> 00:03:55,678 will you hold it tight... 83 00:03:57,542 --> 00:04:00,034 nurture it, protect it? 84 00:04:01,051 --> 00:04:02,206 Let's go. Come on. 85 00:04:02,627 --> 00:04:03,917 I hope you will. 86 00:04:04,413 --> 00:04:05,495 I hope you can. 87 00:04:05,520 --> 00:04:07,049 What the hell is going on? 88 00:04:09,323 --> 00:04:11,557 This father's advice is not required, 89 00:04:11,592 --> 00:04:12,792 it has no call, 90 00:04:13,518 --> 00:04:15,862 so instead I'll share some from another. 91 00:04:15,939 --> 00:04:17,589 - Hi, sweetheart. - Hi, Dad. 92 00:04:18,238 --> 00:04:20,105 It's better to have loved and lost 93 00:04:20,601 --> 00:04:22,510 than to never have loved at all. 94 00:04:28,633 --> 00:04:30,346 Your mom and I want to talk to you. 95 00:04:34,385 --> 00:04:38,815 synced and corrected by susinz webrip resynced by lonewolf *www.addic7ed.com* 96 00:04:44,378 --> 00:04:45,721 Uh, your father and I thought 97 00:04:45,746 --> 00:04:47,682 that it was important to be honest with you guys 98 00:04:47,707 --> 00:04:49,096 about what's going on. 99 00:04:51,130 --> 00:04:53,655 Ben... from the band, 100 00:04:53,680 --> 00:04:55,311 was pretty inappropriate, 101 00:04:55,336 --> 00:04:57,420 and your father came to surprise me, 102 00:04:57,445 --> 00:04:59,379 and he got upset, 103 00:05:00,007 --> 00:05:02,100 and I left the tour. 104 00:05:02,494 --> 00:05:04,202 We had a pretty difficult night. 105 00:05:05,770 --> 00:05:09,139 And now we're just taking a moment to... 106 00:05:10,284 --> 00:05:12,280 - catch our breath. - Yeah. 107 00:05:13,766 --> 00:05:15,749 - Catch your breath. - Yes. 108 00:05:16,856 --> 00:05:18,131 What does that mean? 109 00:05:19,475 --> 00:05:20,749 Are you getting a divorce? 110 00:05:20,774 --> 00:05:22,022 - No, no, no. - Of course not. 111 00:05:22,047 --> 00:05:23,296 - We... - No, no, we're just taking 112 00:05:23,320 --> 00:05:25,055 - a couple of days for ourselves. - Yeah. 113 00:05:25,351 --> 00:05:27,397 - I'm gonna go stay at Miguel's house. - Yes. 114 00:05:27,422 --> 00:05:28,523 Okay? 115 00:05:28,838 --> 00:05:31,780 - Well, I'll go with Dad. - Kate, stop. 116 00:05:31,978 --> 00:05:33,249 - But, Dad... - Stop. 117 00:05:33,274 --> 00:05:35,303 - Well, this is... - No, this is insane! 118 00:05:35,328 --> 00:05:37,124 - Bug... - No. Are you... 119 00:05:42,246 --> 00:05:43,287 Go ahead. 120 00:05:48,882 --> 00:05:51,115 Would you give your mom and I a sec, buddy? 121 00:05:52,811 --> 00:05:54,217 "Buddy." 122 00:06:06,174 --> 00:06:07,514 They're gonna be fine. 123 00:06:14,389 --> 00:06:15,529 We'll be fine. 124 00:06:16,767 --> 00:06:19,709 - Bec... - Mm-mm. No, not yet. 125 00:06:25,135 --> 00:06:27,225 I need to stop feeling so... 126 00:06:29,231 --> 00:06:30,490 disappointed. 127 00:06:31,928 --> 00:06:34,029 I need to feel something else first. 128 00:06:39,566 --> 00:06:41,162 But we'll talk soon. 129 00:06:49,751 --> 00:06:53,399 And some freshly squeezed orange juice, and voilà. 130 00:06:53,424 --> 00:06:54,591 Eat up, monsters. 131 00:06:54,616 --> 00:06:55,961 - Daddy? - Yeah, baby? 132 00:06:55,986 --> 00:06:57,360 Happy birthday! 133 00:06:57,385 --> 00:06:58,711 Happy birthday! 134 00:06:58,736 --> 00:07:01,071 - Hey-yo! - Thank you, girls. 135 00:07:02,682 --> 00:07:04,016 - Daddy? - Yeah, baby? 136 00:07:04,041 --> 00:07:06,009 How come Mommy goes to work now, 137 00:07:06,034 --> 00:07:08,569 and you stay home and are the girl? 138 00:07:08,790 --> 00:07:10,085 Annie, who... 139 00:07:11,453 --> 00:07:13,046 It is incredibly old-fashioned 140 00:07:13,071 --> 00:07:14,610 and upsetting that you just said that. 141 00:07:14,635 --> 00:07:16,566 It is perfectly normal for a mommy to go to work 142 00:07:16,591 --> 00:07:17,658 and a daddy to stay at home. 143 00:07:17,682 --> 00:07:20,050 Women can do anything. Look at Hillary Clinton. 144 00:07:20,075 --> 00:07:21,075 Hmm? 145 00:07:21,404 --> 00:07:22,532 She lost. 146 00:07:22,720 --> 00:07:24,054 Yeah, but she almost won. 147 00:07:24,088 --> 00:07:25,389 Just eat your breakfast. 148 00:07:25,423 --> 00:07:27,024 Mmm. Smells good. 149 00:07:27,049 --> 00:07:28,582 They're eating. 150 00:07:28,607 --> 00:07:30,750 Who, Stacey Dash and Omarosa over there? 151 00:07:31,282 --> 00:07:33,055 Yeah, they're chowing down. 152 00:07:33,141 --> 00:07:34,750 - It good? - Mm-hmm. 153 00:07:34,775 --> 00:07:35,875 Thank you. 154 00:07:38,169 --> 00:07:39,813 You ready for this afternoon? 155 00:07:40,507 --> 00:07:41,507 Yep. 156 00:07:42,430 --> 00:07:44,985 It's gonna be the best birthday gift ever. 157 00:07:45,266 --> 00:07:46,266 - Mm-hmm. 158 00:07:47,537 --> 00:07:49,705 - I'm gonna go take a shower. - Okay. 159 00:07:58,613 --> 00:08:00,482 - Hey. - Babe, hey. 160 00:08:00,771 --> 00:08:01,871 You're not on a plane. 161 00:08:01,896 --> 00:08:02,920 Why are you not on a plane? 162 00:08:02,944 --> 00:08:04,578 It's-it's my mom. 163 00:08:05,349 --> 00:08:06,724 She had a really bad morning, 164 00:08:06,749 --> 00:08:08,286 and I just, I couldn't leave her. 165 00:08:08,311 --> 00:08:09,576 Of course not. No. 166 00:08:09,601 --> 00:08:11,319 How about now, though? She good? She good now? 167 00:08:11,343 --> 00:08:13,193 She has MS, Kevin. She's never good. 168 00:08:13,703 --> 00:08:16,060 I'm... I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 169 00:08:16,085 --> 00:08:17,085 I'm just... 170 00:08:17,634 --> 00:08:20,052 I'm tired and I'm sad, 171 00:08:20,160 --> 00:08:22,029 and I'm gonna miss your birthday. 172 00:08:22,092 --> 00:08:23,466 - It's fine. - No, it's not. 173 00:08:23,491 --> 00:08:24,892 I wanted to be with you. 174 00:08:25,330 --> 00:08:27,097 I wanted to be in L.A., 175 00:08:27,350 --> 00:08:29,185 and I wanted to see Kardashians. 176 00:08:29,210 --> 00:08:30,172 Well, I was gonna take you to the 177 00:08:30,184 --> 00:08:31,334 place where they get their smoothies. 178 00:08:31,358 --> 00:08:33,359 Oh, stop. You're killing me. 179 00:08:35,350 --> 00:08:36,536 Did I ruin your birthday? 180 00:08:36,561 --> 00:08:37,935 No, of course not. It's not ruined. 181 00:08:37,960 --> 00:08:39,333 The crew got me this cake. 182 00:08:39,724 --> 00:08:41,708 A cake with my face on it. 183 00:08:42,071 --> 00:08:43,271 Kind of cool. 184 00:08:43,621 --> 00:08:45,208 Well, I should get back to her. 185 00:08:46,646 --> 00:08:47,935 I'm so sorry, Kevin. 186 00:08:47,960 --> 00:08:49,899 Well, listen, the Kardashians aren't going anywhere. 187 00:08:49,923 --> 00:08:52,099 - Promise? - I promise. They're like gremlins. 188 00:08:52,124 --> 00:08:54,084 By next week, there'll be, like, a bazillion more of 'em. 189 00:08:55,226 --> 00:08:56,226 Okay. 190 00:08:57,977 --> 00:08:59,065 I love you. 191 00:08:59,138 --> 00:09:00,190 I love you. 192 00:09:05,515 --> 00:09:07,568 Yeah, I... yeah, I c... I can't. 193 00:09:07,637 --> 00:09:09,456 - Ready. - Okay. 194 00:09:09,481 --> 00:09:11,198 If you don't think this looks good, 195 00:09:11,223 --> 00:09:12,417 you have to tell me. 196 00:09:12,442 --> 00:09:15,120 Now, the perfect situation for any man to be in. 197 00:09:15,687 --> 00:09:17,057 Okay, you can look. 198 00:09:19,054 --> 00:09:20,159 Schwing. 199 00:09:20,540 --> 00:09:21,706 - Yeah? - Yeah. 200 00:09:21,731 --> 00:09:23,729 They might not even ask you to sing. 201 00:09:23,754 --> 00:09:24,893 I'm serious. 202 00:09:24,918 --> 00:09:27,042 If that outfit has anything to say about it, 203 00:09:27,067 --> 00:09:30,737 you are absolutely going to be the new lead female singer 204 00:09:30,762 --> 00:09:33,214 of Yelp's 17th best reviewed wedding band 205 00:09:33,239 --> 00:09:34,440 in Southern California. 206 00:09:34,465 --> 00:09:37,674 - Well, I am down two sizes. - I know. And it shows. 207 00:09:38,756 --> 00:09:40,159 You think you're so cute. 208 00:09:40,184 --> 00:09:41,628 - Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. - And you are. 209 00:09:41,653 --> 00:09:44,159 You actually look like a young Bruce Willis. 210 00:09:44,184 --> 00:09:45,323 Don't do that. 211 00:09:45,428 --> 00:09:47,596 You cannot tell a man who went bald at 25 212 00:09:47,621 --> 00:09:49,121 that he looks like a young Bruce Willis. 213 00:09:49,145 --> 00:09:50,620 - It's too much. - No. 214 00:09:51,292 --> 00:09:54,432 Do you know what the... sexiest thing about you is? 215 00:09:54,464 --> 00:09:55,557 Yeah, my calves. 216 00:09:55,582 --> 00:09:56,582 - Mm-mm. - Oh. 217 00:09:56,964 --> 00:09:58,557 The sexiest thing about you 218 00:09:58,683 --> 00:10:01,151 is how sexy you make me feel. 219 00:10:01,176 --> 00:10:02,376 - Mm-hmm. - Oh, I see. 220 00:10:02,506 --> 00:10:03,643 Oh. 221 00:10:03,668 --> 00:10:05,432 - Kate? - Oh, no! 222 00:10:06,057 --> 00:10:09,034 - Hey. - Hey. Birthday girl. 223 00:10:09,448 --> 00:10:11,347 Birthday boy. Where's Sophie? 224 00:10:11,381 --> 00:10:12,448 Canceled. Mom. 225 00:10:12,482 --> 00:10:13,315 - M.S.? - Yeah. 226 00:10:13,350 --> 00:10:15,151 - You? Want to talk? - Disappointed. No. 227 00:10:15,185 --> 00:10:16,214 Happy birthday. 228 00:10:17,198 --> 00:10:19,415 I love it when you guys talk twin in front of me. 229 00:10:19,440 --> 00:10:20,423 Hey, Kevbo. 230 00:10:20,448 --> 00:10:22,082 - Yep? - Since Sophie is bailing, 231 00:10:22,107 --> 00:10:23,807 does that mean... that we're gonna have 232 00:10:23,832 --> 00:10:25,383 to cancel the double date tonight? 233 00:10:28,123 --> 00:10:29,469 No. 234 00:10:29,494 --> 00:10:31,463 - You... It's still our birthdays, Toby. - It's still our birthday. 235 00:10:31,487 --> 00:10:32,821 My God, give me a break. 236 00:10:32,846 --> 00:10:34,299 By the way, you're gonna love this place. 237 00:10:34,323 --> 00:10:35,935 It's, like, the number one joint in town, okay? 238 00:10:35,959 --> 00:10:38,291 I had to pull strings like frickin' Geppetto just to get in there. 239 00:10:38,315 --> 00:10:40,025 - That's a Pinocchio reference. - Yeah. Yeah. 240 00:10:40,049 --> 00:10:41,283 Geppetto was a woodworker. 241 00:10:42,719 --> 00:10:44,102 Wasn't a... Never mind. 242 00:10:45,055 --> 00:10:46,016 Let's take a look 243 00:10:46,041 --> 00:10:48,142 - at the outfit. I want to see. - Yes. What do you think? 244 00:10:48,166 --> 00:10:49,140 - It's great. I mean, you look... - Yeah? 245 00:10:49,165 --> 00:10:50,077 Yeah, you're beautiful. 246 00:10:50,102 --> 00:10:52,407 The only thing is, are you trying too hard? 247 00:10:52,432 --> 00:10:53,627 - It's just a question I had. - No. 248 00:10:53,651 --> 00:10:55,196 I don't know. You don't want to be 249 00:10:55,221 --> 00:10:56,299 the girl in the room that's trying too hard. 250 00:10:56,323 --> 00:10:58,792 - Yeah. - Uh, we like the outfit, so... 251 00:10:59,360 --> 00:11:00,751 Okay, I have a backup. 252 00:11:00,776 --> 00:11:03,144 - What? I wanted... I wanted... - Come help me, please. 253 00:11:03,169 --> 00:11:04,611 I'll be right back. Gonna help her with this real quick. 254 00:11:04,635 --> 00:11:07,743 So glad I gave you that extra key in case of emergencies, Kev. 255 00:11:07,984 --> 00:11:10,119 The key was for emergencies! 256 00:11:16,310 --> 00:11:19,169 And then she says she's too disappointed to talk. 257 00:11:19,397 --> 00:11:21,724 She says, "Soon. We'll talk soon." 258 00:11:21,749 --> 00:11:23,083 And then she just... 259 00:11:24,763 --> 00:11:25,888 leaves. 260 00:11:26,768 --> 00:11:27,849 Oof. 261 00:11:28,806 --> 00:11:29,849 "Oof." 262 00:11:31,536 --> 00:11:32,497 That's what I get? 263 00:11:32,522 --> 00:11:34,225 You're supposed to be a guy who says things, 264 00:11:34,249 --> 00:11:35,670 and-and I get "Oof." 265 00:11:38,900 --> 00:11:40,270 You make each other better. 266 00:11:41,926 --> 00:11:43,184 You're gonna be fine. 267 00:11:44,138 --> 00:11:45,380 Yeah, she's gonna call. 268 00:11:45,604 --> 00:11:47,138 - 'Course. - Today. 269 00:11:47,163 --> 00:11:49,631 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah, that phone is gonna ring, 270 00:11:49,790 --> 00:11:52,231 and I'm gonna be home before tonight. 271 00:11:52,372 --> 00:11:55,302 We've got some things to work on, yeah, sure, 272 00:11:55,327 --> 00:11:57,684 of course, but... it's okay. 273 00:11:57,883 --> 00:11:59,341 Hey, no sheets. 274 00:12:00,091 --> 00:12:02,122 Look... sheets are for long-term guests. 275 00:12:02,147 --> 00:12:03,514 I'm not a long-term guest. 276 00:12:04,496 --> 00:12:05,575 Okay. 277 00:12:07,274 --> 00:12:09,310 Hey, look, I'm gonna pop into the office, 278 00:12:09,375 --> 00:12:10,677 get a jump on the week. 279 00:12:10,702 --> 00:12:11,794 Why don't you come? 280 00:12:11,819 --> 00:12:13,123 It'll take your mind off things. 281 00:12:13,194 --> 00:12:14,896 Nah, I just want to be alone. 282 00:12:16,515 --> 00:12:17,935 - Okay. - Yeah. 283 00:12:19,429 --> 00:12:20,638 It's all yours, man. 284 00:12:22,554 --> 00:12:24,099 Hey. Thanks. 285 00:12:24,424 --> 00:12:25,630 For saying the thing. 286 00:12:27,695 --> 00:12:28,998 Sorry about the "Oof." 287 00:12:31,975 --> 00:12:33,232 She's gonna call. 288 00:12:53,888 --> 00:12:57,013 So... how was the party? Hmmm? 289 00:13:09,869 --> 00:13:11,712 What the hell? 290 00:13:11,737 --> 00:13:13,415 - We're gonna go to the movies. - I don't want to... 291 00:13:13,439 --> 00:13:14,782 We're gonna go to the movies. 292 00:13:14,807 --> 00:13:16,743 We're gonna go see the one with Tom Hanks 293 00:13:16,768 --> 00:13:18,435 at the dollar theater, and we're gonna... 294 00:13:18,460 --> 00:13:20,814 give ourselves over to Tom Hanks and he's gonna make us feel 295 00:13:20,838 --> 00:13:23,407 so much better about the mind-blowingly upsetting crap 296 00:13:23,432 --> 00:13:24,610 that's going on in our heads. 297 00:13:24,635 --> 00:13:26,048 Yeah? Great. 298 00:13:26,073 --> 00:13:27,282 It's gonna be fun. 299 00:13:28,169 --> 00:13:30,907 Now, obviously, what makes private adoption unique 300 00:13:30,932 --> 00:13:33,384 is that you are paired with an expectant mother 301 00:13:33,409 --> 00:13:34,595 who has already committed 302 00:13:34,620 --> 00:13:36,760 - to put her newborn up for adoption. - That's perfect. 303 00:13:36,784 --> 00:13:38,985 I was a newborn myself when my parents found me. 304 00:13:39,010 --> 00:13:40,360 It's perfect. Right? 305 00:13:42,784 --> 00:13:44,628 It's common in these situations 306 00:13:44,653 --> 00:13:47,862 for one spouse to be the dragger and one to be the drag-ee. 307 00:13:48,023 --> 00:13:49,656 It's important to communicate, 308 00:13:49,681 --> 00:13:51,018 because... fair warning... 309 00:13:51,043 --> 00:13:53,011 this process will really get up in your business. 310 00:13:53,036 --> 00:13:54,269 "Get up in there." 311 00:13:54,836 --> 00:13:56,042 That's what she said. 312 00:13:56,285 --> 00:13:58,667 - Uh... - Fingerprints, background checks. 313 00:13:58,800 --> 00:14:00,453 We'll be interviewing both your daughters 314 00:14:00,478 --> 00:14:01,793 to get a sense of their feelings. 315 00:14:01,817 --> 00:14:03,203 We haven't told the girls yet, 316 00:14:03,228 --> 00:14:04,370 but they're gonna love it. 317 00:14:04,419 --> 00:14:06,292 - A little brother... - Or little sister. 318 00:14:06,317 --> 00:14:08,831 Or brother. Hey, is that something we can request? 319 00:14:08,943 --> 00:14:10,799 I mean, I love me some headstrong sisters, 320 00:14:10,824 --> 00:14:13,149 but they run pretty deep in my house, if you know what I'm saying. 321 00:14:13,173 --> 00:14:14,274 He wants a boy. 322 00:14:14,589 --> 00:14:15,870 He wants to adopt a little boy, 323 00:14:15,895 --> 00:14:17,799 because he was a little boy when he was adopted. 324 00:14:17,824 --> 00:14:20,135 Yeah. I mean, I guess that's part of it. 325 00:14:20,160 --> 00:14:22,260 He wants to honor his two fathers by replicating 326 00:14:22,285 --> 00:14:24,276 the exact same situation he had. 327 00:14:24,301 --> 00:14:25,738 Well, I don't know if I would put it that... 328 00:14:25,762 --> 00:14:27,371 Hey, Mary, let me ask you. You have any kids 329 00:14:27,395 --> 00:14:29,260 laying around that were left at a fire station? 330 00:14:29,446 --> 00:14:31,768 'Cause that might really scratch my husband's itch. 331 00:14:43,906 --> 00:14:46,840 Well, as you can see, we're not afraid of honest, open communication. 332 00:14:50,879 --> 00:14:52,184 Are you fake smoking? 333 00:14:55,254 --> 00:14:56,301 Yes. 334 00:15:09,320 --> 00:15:10,676 Do you not want to adopt? 335 00:15:11,406 --> 00:15:13,278 - Does it matter what I want? - Hey. 336 00:15:14,576 --> 00:15:17,006 We only ever talk about what you want, Randall. 337 00:15:17,652 --> 00:15:19,084 You want to adopt. 338 00:15:19,138 --> 00:15:20,904 You want to honor your fathers. 339 00:15:21,474 --> 00:15:23,435 I know this has been a weird year for you, 340 00:15:23,460 --> 00:15:25,227 and I am trying to be supportive, 341 00:15:25,252 --> 00:15:27,586 but this is becoming, like... 342 00:15:27,611 --> 00:15:29,037 a weird pattern. 343 00:15:29,062 --> 00:15:30,217 Okay, I hear you. 344 00:15:30,586 --> 00:15:32,318 We're partners, in everything. 345 00:15:33,179 --> 00:15:35,420 But 37 years ago, my parents chose me, 346 00:15:35,800 --> 00:15:37,576 and that's why I'm here with you right now. 347 00:15:39,130 --> 00:15:41,115 This isn't going away for me, Beth. 348 00:15:41,559 --> 00:15:43,170 You need to get your head around it. 349 00:15:50,248 --> 00:15:51,834 Hey... Beth. 350 00:15:51,859 --> 00:15:55,498 No. I'm not throwing down with you in an adoption parking lot. 351 00:15:55,756 --> 00:15:57,287 - Can we just go... - Uh-huh. 352 00:16:17,186 --> 00:16:18,943 All right, guys, there's a lot of you. 353 00:16:18,967 --> 00:16:20,489 We're gonna be here into the night. 354 00:16:20,615 --> 00:16:22,364 It may seem like overkill, but this is 355 00:16:22,389 --> 00:16:23,528 a big opportunity. 356 00:16:23,553 --> 00:16:25,731 Make sure you sign the sheet, and we'll call you. 357 00:16:27,242 --> 00:16:29,497 - and make it count. - ♪ I stayed down ♪ 358 00:17:14,878 --> 00:17:16,390 I have no life. 359 00:17:16,414 --> 00:17:18,757 - I am a freakin' ghost! - Oh, you know? That is... 360 00:17:18,782 --> 00:17:20,881 - No, no, no, no. - Admit to me 361 00:17:20,906 --> 00:17:22,248 that you hated the fact that 362 00:17:22,273 --> 00:17:23,959 I had something happening for myself. 363 00:17:23,984 --> 00:17:27,146 I hated that you lied about working with your ex-boyfriend. 364 00:17:27,171 --> 00:17:28,880 No, that's total BS, Jack. You hated the fact 365 00:17:28,904 --> 00:17:30,716 - that I was singing again. - I was fine with it! 366 00:17:30,740 --> 00:17:32,499 - No, you didn't want me to have a career. - Career? 367 00:17:32,523 --> 00:17:35,100 You are a 40-year-old woman singing covers in pubs! 368 00:17:35,158 --> 00:17:36,936 That is not a career, Rebecca! 369 00:17:36,961 --> 00:17:38,139 That is ridiculous! 370 00:17:43,006 --> 00:17:45,108 - Want some? - Sure. 371 00:17:46,567 --> 00:17:47,655 Thank you. 372 00:17:50,839 --> 00:17:53,241 I think Randall's finally gonna make his move. 373 00:17:57,475 --> 00:17:58,475 What's wrong? 374 00:17:59,729 --> 00:18:00,985 Are you kidding me? 375 00:18:01,767 --> 00:18:02,758 Mmm. 376 00:18:02,783 --> 00:18:03,774 Could I have some, too? 377 00:18:03,799 --> 00:18:04,765 - Mm-hmm. - Thank you. 378 00:18:04,790 --> 00:18:06,704 - Hi, sweetheart. - Mommy. 379 00:18:06,843 --> 00:18:08,673 Ooh. Happy birthday. 380 00:18:08,729 --> 00:18:10,029 - Right there. - Mmm. 381 00:18:13,112 --> 00:18:15,040 Beth's struggling with the adoption. 382 00:18:15,500 --> 00:18:17,103 I thought that she was on board. 383 00:18:17,128 --> 00:18:19,251 - Yeah, I did, too. - Oh. 384 00:18:20,216 --> 00:18:21,845 How did you guys decide? 385 00:18:22,401 --> 00:18:23,401 With me. 386 00:18:24,634 --> 00:18:27,321 There was nothing to decide... the moment we saw you... 387 00:18:27,346 --> 00:18:28,259 You knew. 388 00:18:28,341 --> 00:18:29,712 That's a hell of a story, Ma. 389 00:18:29,737 --> 00:18:30,814 One of my favorites. 390 00:18:36,654 --> 00:18:39,204 I know you guys didn't have a perfect marriage. 391 00:18:39,634 --> 00:18:43,040 You'd just lost a child, and you both just wanted me? 392 00:18:43,604 --> 00:18:44,985 Right away? Just like that? 393 00:18:49,183 --> 00:18:50,548 It's complicated. 394 00:18:51,244 --> 00:18:54,009 That's something people say when they don't want to tell the truth. 395 00:19:18,913 --> 00:19:21,040 That little guy, right there. 396 00:19:24,750 --> 00:19:26,149 He wound up here. 397 00:19:27,963 --> 00:19:30,998 Exact same place, exact same day. 398 00:19:34,776 --> 00:19:37,063 Just... look at him, Bec. 399 00:19:37,957 --> 00:19:40,789 Placed right there, right next to ours. 400 00:19:43,296 --> 00:19:44,781 Can't you just feel it? 401 00:19:46,723 --> 00:19:49,000 You know, can't you just... see it? 402 00:19:51,613 --> 00:19:52,914 I said no. 403 00:19:54,248 --> 00:19:57,258 But your father was so sure. 404 00:19:57,283 --> 00:19:59,477 I was tired and I was grieving, 405 00:20:00,333 --> 00:20:01,906 and he just kept pushing me. 406 00:20:03,485 --> 00:20:06,352 He was so determined that you were meant to be. 407 00:20:06,835 --> 00:20:08,414 Meant to be ours. 408 00:20:11,077 --> 00:20:13,609 Sometimes, in marriage, 409 00:20:13,687 --> 00:20:17,188 someone has to be the one to push to make the big moves. 410 00:20:18,015 --> 00:20:21,172 And oftentimes in our marriage, yes, it was your father. 411 00:20:24,180 --> 00:20:26,164 Our marriage wasn't perfect, it's true. 412 00:20:26,509 --> 00:20:27,820 But none are. 413 00:20:30,046 --> 00:20:32,227 And your father wasn't perfect, either. 414 00:20:33,290 --> 00:20:35,188 But he was pretty damn close. 415 00:20:36,365 --> 00:20:37,859 As close as they come. 416 00:20:43,445 --> 00:20:46,119 He pushed... a stranger on me. 417 00:20:47,661 --> 00:20:50,048 And that stranger became my child. 418 00:20:51,366 --> 00:20:53,783 And that child became my life. 419 00:20:55,244 --> 00:20:56,470 He became you. 420 00:21:18,452 --> 00:21:20,818 Road tripping to Memphis like teenagers. 421 00:21:22,467 --> 00:21:24,443 You're gonna be the death of me, old man. 422 00:21:25,210 --> 00:21:28,092 I can get a bit bullheaded when I want something bad. 423 00:21:32,210 --> 00:21:34,612 Don't think that I ever thanked you for taking me in. 424 00:21:34,637 --> 00:21:36,240 Oh, you definitely did not. 425 00:21:40,061 --> 00:21:42,209 You know he brought you home without even asking me? 426 00:21:44,145 --> 00:21:45,271 First you. 427 00:21:45,623 --> 00:21:46,803 Then his brother. 428 00:21:48,677 --> 00:21:50,678 He wanted something and then he just... 429 00:21:51,116 --> 00:21:52,443 went ahead and did it. 430 00:21:53,638 --> 00:21:54,738 Bullheaded. 431 00:21:55,139 --> 00:21:56,428 Like father, like son. 432 00:21:56,782 --> 00:21:58,279 Well, I'll take that compliment. 433 00:21:59,689 --> 00:22:01,490 Take that compliment any day. 434 00:22:06,367 --> 00:22:08,339 Didn't turn out so bad, though, huh? 435 00:22:08,653 --> 00:22:10,307 Things that he pushed on you? 436 00:22:12,301 --> 00:22:13,940 No, you're all right, old man. 437 00:22:15,895 --> 00:22:17,535 Could have done without the Manny in my basement 438 00:22:17,559 --> 00:22:19,439 for a year, but you're all right. 439 00:22:21,704 --> 00:22:23,237 So you like my spot, huh? 440 00:22:23,703 --> 00:22:24,917 Yeah, I do. 441 00:22:26,659 --> 00:22:27,979 I like to come here. 442 00:22:28,349 --> 00:22:29,620 Reminds me of home. 443 00:22:31,151 --> 00:22:33,065 Reminds me of me. 444 00:22:33,541 --> 00:22:35,354 A little less fancy than your neighborhood. 445 00:22:35,379 --> 00:22:36,386 A little less white. 446 00:22:36,411 --> 00:22:39,065 Yeah, there's that, too. 447 00:22:47,511 --> 00:22:48,788 Come on, you've got to give me something. 448 00:22:48,812 --> 00:22:50,580 Did any of the other girls sing Sinead? 449 00:22:50,605 --> 00:22:51,816 What did they say when you were done? 450 00:22:51,840 --> 00:22:53,007 Come on, I have been 451 00:22:53,041 --> 00:22:55,362 on the edge of my seat all day. 452 00:22:56,244 --> 00:22:57,690 I don't know, it was just 453 00:22:57,912 --> 00:22:59,471 regular audition stuff. 454 00:23:01,074 --> 00:23:02,432 - Wow. - Okay. 455 00:23:04,713 --> 00:23:07,076 Oh, my God. 456 00:23:07,077 --> 00:23:09,683 - Where is everyone? - Um, excuse me. 457 00:23:09,814 --> 00:23:10,980 Is this the, uh... 458 00:23:11,332 --> 00:23:12,778 is this the hottest restaurant in town? 459 00:23:12,802 --> 00:23:13,833 I bought the whole place out. 460 00:23:13,857 --> 00:23:15,004 It's a birthday dinner. 461 00:23:15,029 --> 00:23:16,722 - Come on. - This is nice. 462 00:23:16,747 --> 00:23:17,933 - It's cool, right? - Yeah. 463 00:23:17,958 --> 00:23:19,777 Yeah. Okay, wait, do you want your sister 464 00:23:19,802 --> 00:23:21,332 to sit across from you, next to you, 465 00:23:21,357 --> 00:23:22,517 or just straight in your lap? 466 00:23:23,051 --> 00:23:24,285 Across from me is fine. 467 00:23:24,310 --> 00:23:25,269 - Sorry. - Sit down. 468 00:23:25,294 --> 00:23:27,074 That gentleman right there, that is Aito. 469 00:23:27,099 --> 00:23:29,019 He is a genius. 470 00:23:29,044 --> 00:23:30,808 He's from Top Chef, or Iron Chef, 471 00:23:30,856 --> 00:23:32,386 or Amazing Race. 472 00:23:32,411 --> 00:23:34,479 You are a TV star, Aito! 473 00:23:35,161 --> 00:23:36,230 The guy loves me. 474 00:23:36,305 --> 00:23:38,636 - Oh, wow, look at that. - Thank you. 475 00:23:38,735 --> 00:23:40,295 Oh, there's a... a wine for every fish. 476 00:23:40,324 --> 00:23:42,316 Okay, I'd like to make a toast. 477 00:23:42,341 --> 00:23:43,996 - Yep. - To the birthday girl. 478 00:23:44,486 --> 00:23:46,449 - And the birthday boy. - Thank you. 479 00:23:46,866 --> 00:23:47,886 Yeah. 480 00:23:48,842 --> 00:23:50,347 I would just like to say 481 00:23:50,841 --> 00:23:52,402 that I am very proud of you. 482 00:23:52,609 --> 00:23:53,668 So, cheers. 483 00:23:56,292 --> 00:23:57,926 You know what, Tobe? I actually didn't go 484 00:23:57,951 --> 00:24:00,232 to the audition... I bailed before I even got in the room. 485 00:24:01,910 --> 00:24:04,301 What? Why, after all that hard work? 486 00:24:04,326 --> 00:24:05,574 I know. Believe me, I felt 487 00:24:05,599 --> 00:24:07,121 the same way when she told me earlier. 488 00:24:07,146 --> 00:24:08,301 - When she... - But... yeah. 489 00:24:08,326 --> 00:24:09,450 But let me tell you, you don't know 490 00:24:09,462 --> 00:24:10,663 what it's like being in those rooms 491 00:24:10,687 --> 00:24:12,734 Man, it's horrible. You know how many times I've walked into a room 492 00:24:12,758 --> 00:24:14,914 and I wanted to bail when I saw James Marsden ready to read? 493 00:24:15,688 --> 00:24:17,280 Wow. Really? 494 00:24:17,641 --> 00:24:18,674 You told... 495 00:24:19,353 --> 00:24:21,538 Okay, wow. Um... 496 00:24:22,049 --> 00:24:25,382 Toby... Toby. 497 00:24:41,515 --> 00:24:43,687 - Hey. - Hey. 498 00:24:50,202 --> 00:24:51,515 Went to see my mom. 499 00:24:53,389 --> 00:24:54,483 Okay. 500 00:24:56,604 --> 00:24:58,528 You know she didn't want to adopt me at first? 501 00:24:59,773 --> 00:25:01,348 My father pushed. 502 00:25:06,222 --> 00:25:07,856 I love my parents. 503 00:25:08,617 --> 00:25:10,442 I loved them together. 504 00:25:11,683 --> 00:25:13,223 But I don't want to be them. 505 00:25:16,569 --> 00:25:18,370 My mother said there's no such thing 506 00:25:18,411 --> 00:25:19,973 as a perfect marriage. 507 00:25:20,567 --> 00:25:22,825 But on that, I have to disagree with my mother. 508 00:25:23,363 --> 00:25:24,926 I didn't think that was allowed. 509 00:25:25,018 --> 00:25:26,426 Today I'm allowing it. 510 00:25:27,168 --> 00:25:28,786 Because we're perfect, Beth. 511 00:25:30,103 --> 00:25:33,405 And I know this, you see, because I'm a perfectionist. 512 00:25:33,430 --> 00:25:35,564 So that's kind of my bag, you know? 513 00:25:35,795 --> 00:25:38,356 Been chasing after it my entire life. 514 00:25:39,583 --> 00:25:40,754 Perfection. 515 00:25:42,546 --> 00:25:47,153 And I fail... and I fail, and I fail and... 516 00:25:47,659 --> 00:25:49,551 the failure leads to self-doubt 517 00:25:49,576 --> 00:25:52,590 and self-loathing, and it's all... 518 00:25:52,913 --> 00:25:54,372 And all this other crap I got 519 00:25:54,397 --> 00:25:56,106 muddled up inside here. 520 00:25:57,899 --> 00:25:59,614 But when it comes to you and me... 521 00:26:00,883 --> 00:26:02,884 baby, there ain't nothing muddled there. 522 00:26:06,132 --> 00:26:08,401 We are perfect together. 523 00:26:09,748 --> 00:26:13,940 We are perfectly imperfect. 524 00:26:14,444 --> 00:26:16,143 And I didn't even know that was a thing. 525 00:26:16,882 --> 00:26:19,377 You see, we don't follow one another, Beth. 526 00:26:20,314 --> 00:26:23,065 We don't push our own plans on each other. 527 00:26:23,566 --> 00:26:25,737 We adjust our plans together. 528 00:26:27,969 --> 00:26:29,885 And if I can't adjust to you, then... 529 00:26:32,870 --> 00:26:34,940 ...then I have to figure out another way to do this. 530 00:26:35,317 --> 00:26:36,823 I'll volunteer somewhere, 531 00:26:36,848 --> 00:26:38,515 I'll... Yes, ma'am? 532 00:26:40,488 --> 00:26:41,885 Can I take you somewhere? 533 00:26:42,351 --> 00:26:43,487 Where? 534 00:26:44,130 --> 00:26:46,338 I want to adjust your perfect plan. 535 00:26:51,119 --> 00:26:52,705 Is it "perfectly imperfect"? 536 00:26:52,730 --> 00:26:54,097 - Right? - Yeah. 537 00:26:54,141 --> 00:26:55,143 I like that. 538 00:27:18,485 --> 00:27:20,555 - We open at 8:00. - I was just... 539 00:27:20,602 --> 00:27:22,889 You know, my wife, she sang here a few months back. 540 00:27:23,242 --> 00:27:24,203 Rebecca Pearson? 541 00:27:24,228 --> 00:27:25,925 She sang with a jazz band? 542 00:27:26,196 --> 00:27:28,761 Brunette. She's a knockout. 543 00:27:29,451 --> 00:27:31,774 Good for her. We open at 8:00. 544 00:27:34,790 --> 00:27:37,602 The thing is, she's not with the band anymore. 545 00:27:38,028 --> 00:27:40,274 She's going solo, and I thought maybe you'd... 546 00:27:40,674 --> 00:27:43,258 you'd like to book her for a solo gig, 547 00:27:43,283 --> 00:27:45,680 considering how well she did the first time around. 548 00:27:47,132 --> 00:27:48,227 Is this for real? 549 00:27:48,938 --> 00:27:50,018 Are you for real right now? 550 00:27:50,891 --> 00:27:52,342 Look, come on, I could pay you. 551 00:27:53,055 --> 00:27:54,887 I'll pay you to give her a monthly gig. 552 00:27:54,929 --> 00:27:56,235 You know, just... once a month. 553 00:27:56,260 --> 00:27:58,340 - You know, something that... - Hey, hey, hey, pal... 554 00:27:58,879 --> 00:28:01,328 you're embarrassing yourself and your wife. 555 00:28:02,102 --> 00:28:03,516 We're booked months in advance, 556 00:28:03,541 --> 00:28:06,076 we don't do solo acts, I've got nothing for you. 557 00:28:09,674 --> 00:28:12,149 Okay, thanks. Thanks for the trouble. 558 00:28:35,319 --> 00:28:37,353 - Dude, just... - Come on, hey, listen, man. 559 00:28:37,540 --> 00:28:39,052 She didn't want to disappoint you. 560 00:28:39,077 --> 00:28:40,864 Do you understand? And, hey, listen, 561 00:28:40,889 --> 00:28:42,380 I know I overdid it with the dinner. 562 00:28:42,382 --> 00:28:43,857 My fault, okay, but I was trying 563 00:28:43,882 --> 00:28:45,014 to take her mind off of the audition. 564 00:28:45,038 --> 00:28:46,826 That is not your job, Kevin. 565 00:28:47,193 --> 00:28:49,732 That's the point, it's not your job, okay? 566 00:28:49,757 --> 00:28:51,435 I-I... She's going to be my wife. 567 00:28:51,460 --> 00:28:53,685 I'm supposed to be her person. 568 00:28:53,710 --> 00:28:55,701 Not you. All right? I'm the one who's supposed 569 00:28:55,726 --> 00:28:57,627 to cheer her up, I'm the one who's supposed 570 00:28:57,652 --> 00:28:59,177 to buy her birthday dinner. 571 00:28:59,202 --> 00:29:00,294 Then buy the dinner! 572 00:29:00,319 --> 00:29:01,686 - Split the dinner with me. - I can't... 573 00:29:01,710 --> 00:29:02,857 I can't afford this crap! 574 00:29:03,552 --> 00:29:07,177 Okay? And I hate that you pay for meals while we're out, every time. 575 00:29:07,202 --> 00:29:09,529 What is that? You're not her father, Kev. 576 00:29:09,554 --> 00:29:10,685 And you're not her husband. 577 00:29:10,710 --> 00:29:13,116 Okay, stop right there. Do not tell me how to take care of my sister. 578 00:29:13,140 --> 00:29:14,959 I've been taking care of her for a really long time. 579 00:29:14,983 --> 00:29:16,420 Yeah, and how well is that working out for her? 580 00:29:16,444 --> 00:29:17,639 Just fine, thank you vey much. 581 00:29:17,663 --> 00:29:19,202 Yeah? She doesn't need to be coddled. She needs to be pushed. 582 00:29:19,226 --> 00:29:21,638 Stop it! Both of you. 583 00:29:23,900 --> 00:29:25,568 I'm a 37-year-old woman. 584 00:29:27,415 --> 00:29:30,372 And I shouldn't need to be pushed or coddled. 585 00:29:32,218 --> 00:29:33,885 Not by a man, not by a husband, 586 00:29:33,910 --> 00:29:35,911 not by a brother, not by anyone. 587 00:29:39,130 --> 00:29:40,970 I don't even know what you're saying right now. 588 00:29:41,730 --> 00:29:42,599 - Just... - Ugh... 589 00:29:42,624 --> 00:29:43,725 Where are you going? 590 00:29:43,952 --> 00:29:45,036 Back to the audition 591 00:29:45,061 --> 00:29:46,990 to wipe the floor with those bitches. 592 00:29:47,015 --> 00:29:49,458 That's where I'm going. And don't follow me. 593 00:29:53,022 --> 00:29:54,353 Well, you heard her, so... 594 00:29:55,014 --> 00:29:56,071 Don't do it. 595 00:29:57,343 --> 00:29:58,860 - Don't... - I'm... 596 00:29:59,766 --> 00:30:00,766 Don't, do... 597 00:30:01,077 --> 00:30:02,407 Man, she's my ride. 598 00:30:02,432 --> 00:30:03,751 You have to give me a ride. 599 00:30:03,776 --> 00:30:05,392 Come on, get in the car. Get... 600 00:30:05,531 --> 00:30:07,196 How do you... I don't even... 601 00:30:07,221 --> 00:30:09,356 You reach under the thing, and you... 602 00:30:11,440 --> 00:30:12,673 Happy birthday. 603 00:30:14,124 --> 00:30:15,337 Thank you. 604 00:30:18,078 --> 00:30:19,423 I had it bound for you. 605 00:30:25,971 --> 00:30:27,509 This was his favorite spot. 606 00:30:31,188 --> 00:30:33,243 I've been coming here almost every day, 607 00:30:34,926 --> 00:30:38,040 trying to figure out how I can give you what you want. 608 00:30:40,736 --> 00:30:42,540 Trying to wrap my head around it. 609 00:30:45,386 --> 00:30:47,759 And I know you have this notion in your mind, 610 00:30:48,161 --> 00:30:51,790 this notion of a perfect little newborn 611 00:30:51,815 --> 00:30:53,816 that we could shape and mold from scratch, 612 00:30:53,841 --> 00:30:55,290 like Play-Doh, but... 613 00:30:56,566 --> 00:30:58,657 Randall, if we're really gonna do this, 614 00:31:00,235 --> 00:31:01,595 I think this is the way. 615 00:31:05,875 --> 00:31:08,438 Your parents did something wonderful for you. 616 00:31:09,265 --> 00:31:11,566 And because of that, you had a wonderful life. 617 00:31:11,591 --> 00:31:13,813 But things could have been very different for you. 618 00:31:15,122 --> 00:31:16,517 That could have been you. 619 00:31:21,911 --> 00:31:23,907 If you really want to do this, if you really want 620 00:31:23,932 --> 00:31:27,728 to risk our perfectly imperfect life for something, 621 00:31:29,498 --> 00:31:31,009 let's go all the way. 622 00:31:32,344 --> 00:31:34,045 Let's take in an older kid 623 00:31:34,070 --> 00:31:36,993 who no one else in the whole damn world is gonna help. 624 00:31:55,354 --> 00:31:57,354 Oh, sorry we're all done. 625 00:31:57,418 --> 00:31:58,814 You have to let me audition. 626 00:32:00,105 --> 00:32:01,837 I can do any song on your list. 627 00:32:02,013 --> 00:32:05,072 I was here before, but I lost my nerve, and I'm a singer. 628 00:32:05,986 --> 00:32:07,537 Well, I used to be more of one when I was kid, but... 629 00:32:07,561 --> 00:32:08,955 Fine. Which song? 630 00:32:09,798 --> 00:32:11,516 - "Nothing Compares 2 U." - Let's go. 631 00:32:11,541 --> 00:32:13,705 All right, guys, one more: "Nothing Compares 2 U." 632 00:32:15,041 --> 00:32:16,392 Uh, I was also thinking 633 00:32:16,417 --> 00:32:17,817 - that I could just... - Two, three, 634 00:32:17,905 --> 00:32:18,853 four. 635 00:32:41,471 --> 00:32:42,704 Thank you. Thank you. 636 00:32:45,517 --> 00:32:46,408 Okay. 637 00:32:46,471 --> 00:32:47,751 - Talk to you tomorrow? - Mm-hmm. 638 00:32:53,573 --> 00:32:54,573 No. 639 00:32:55,994 --> 00:32:57,028 No. 640 00:32:57,493 --> 00:32:59,060 You will not dismiss me like that. 641 00:32:59,094 --> 00:33:00,561 And you will not dismiss me 642 00:33:00,596 --> 00:33:02,597 because I don't look like that girl up there. 643 00:33:02,631 --> 00:33:04,299 I know I'm not what you imagined, 644 00:33:04,333 --> 00:33:06,501 but I will not walk out of this room and allow you 645 00:33:06,535 --> 00:33:08,569 to just give this gig to a lesser singer 646 00:33:08,604 --> 00:33:10,211 because she's a size two. 647 00:33:10,468 --> 00:33:12,407 Because I've been living versions of that story 648 00:33:12,432 --> 00:33:15,461 my entire life, and I can't do it anymore. 649 00:33:15,711 --> 00:33:17,375 And I won't do it anymore. 650 00:33:25,750 --> 00:33:26,758 Amber. 651 00:33:26,977 --> 00:33:28,360 "Nothing Compares 2 U." 652 00:33:31,725 --> 00:33:33,711 Two, three, four. 653 00:33:49,918 --> 00:33:51,438 That's enough, thanks. 654 00:33:53,969 --> 00:33:55,047 That's Amber. 655 00:33:55,072 --> 00:33:56,430 She's our backup singer. 656 00:33:56,775 --> 00:33:58,071 She was our lead singer, 657 00:33:58,096 --> 00:34:00,056 but we demoted her because she wasn't good enough. 658 00:34:00,618 --> 00:34:03,000 Your pitch is good, but your range is limited 659 00:34:03,025 --> 00:34:05,391 and your falsetto blows; You're out of practice, right? 660 00:34:05,416 --> 00:34:07,095 You can't waltz in here and compete with girls 661 00:34:07,119 --> 00:34:08,900 who have been honing their craft at open mic nights 662 00:34:08,924 --> 00:34:10,211 since they were 16 years old. 663 00:34:12,036 --> 00:34:13,636 I-I don't care what dress size you wear. 664 00:34:13,942 --> 00:34:15,591 It's... you're not good enough, honey. 665 00:34:20,696 --> 00:34:23,161 Toby, she was the one that told me my father had died. 666 00:34:23,596 --> 00:34:26,630 Uh, 17 years old, she had to be the one to tell me that. 667 00:34:28,451 --> 00:34:31,035 She's not just my sister, Toby. 668 00:34:31,060 --> 00:34:32,661 I'm not just her brother, we... 669 00:34:34,060 --> 00:34:36,505 We've walked side-by-side through an entire life together, 670 00:34:36,530 --> 00:34:38,911 and these things that we've experienced are... 671 00:34:39,852 --> 00:34:40,880 you know. 672 00:34:45,960 --> 00:34:47,583 I'm not that good an actor. 673 00:34:50,039 --> 00:34:51,911 Uh, I'm not, I'm not-I'm not 674 00:34:51,936 --> 00:34:53,752 really that good at anything, to be honest with you. 675 00:34:53,776 --> 00:34:56,169 Uh, I'm always the guy in the room trying the hardest. 676 00:35:02,244 --> 00:35:03,840 Being her brother, I... 677 00:35:04,950 --> 00:35:07,449 I never had to try to be good at that, 678 00:35:07,613 --> 00:35:08,762 you know? So... 679 00:35:11,294 --> 00:35:13,051 I can't just cut the cord that quickly 680 00:35:13,076 --> 00:35:14,926 'cause she met this amazing guy. 681 00:35:18,551 --> 00:35:19,818 I know. 682 00:35:22,527 --> 00:35:25,035 I do need you to stretch it a little bit. 683 00:35:27,498 --> 00:35:28,519 I know. 684 00:35:32,509 --> 00:35:33,644 Yeah. 685 00:35:34,682 --> 00:35:36,116 That did not go well. 686 00:35:36,141 --> 00:35:37,683 - Oh. - No, no, no, it's okay, 687 00:35:37,708 --> 00:35:41,410 because it wasn't about my weight or my age, 688 00:35:41,548 --> 00:35:43,149 it was about my lack of ability. 689 00:35:43,285 --> 00:35:45,433 Which is fantastic. 'Cause I can do this. 690 00:35:46,591 --> 00:35:47,994 I know I can do this. 691 00:35:49,670 --> 00:35:51,712 Just gonna have to work my way up. 692 00:35:52,153 --> 00:35:53,126 Hmm. 693 00:35:53,151 --> 00:35:54,351 Well. 694 00:35:54,635 --> 00:35:55,642 But, ooh, I need a drink. 695 00:35:55,667 --> 00:35:57,259 Does anyone want a nightcap? 696 00:35:57,834 --> 00:35:59,962 I... I'm-I got an early call. 697 00:35:59,987 --> 00:36:01,775 So I'm gonna bail on the drink. 698 00:36:01,800 --> 00:36:02,800 Okay. 699 00:36:03,298 --> 00:36:04,994 - Happy birthday. - Happy birthday. 700 00:36:05,019 --> 00:36:07,553 And, uh, I'll let you take it from here. 701 00:36:09,292 --> 00:36:10,392 Drink? 702 00:36:16,555 --> 00:36:19,370 And now, an addendum to my earlier advice, 703 00:36:19,651 --> 00:36:22,472 if I'm so lucky as to still have your ear. 704 00:36:23,714 --> 00:36:26,417 I loved you, I lost you. 705 00:36:28,163 --> 00:36:30,737 And I advise you, 'twas better 706 00:36:31,438 --> 00:36:33,917 than to never having had loved at all. 707 00:36:39,041 --> 00:36:40,800 But now, with more years, 708 00:36:40,861 --> 00:36:43,195 with more time, more perspective, 709 00:36:43,396 --> 00:36:45,894 I see things in a slightly new way. 710 00:36:46,382 --> 00:36:49,503 So here, my good son, is a father's advice, 711 00:36:49,528 --> 00:36:51,237 updated and recalled. 712 00:36:52,177 --> 00:36:55,034 It's better to have loved and lost, surely... 713 00:36:56,936 --> 00:36:59,917 ...but try not to lose it at all. 714 00:36:59,942 --> 00:37:01,019 Jack? 715 00:37:04,354 --> 00:37:06,456 - Hey, Jack? 716 00:37:08,888 --> 00:37:09,967 Hi. 717 00:37:10,476 --> 00:37:11,693 Hi. 718 00:37:12,780 --> 00:37:17,427 So, I was trying to remember myself tonight, Jack. 719 00:37:19,557 --> 00:37:21,091 The person I used to be. 720 00:37:21,116 --> 00:37:23,232 And then I started remembering you, too. 721 00:37:23,722 --> 00:37:28,802 And I'm not the only one who gave up on my dreams, Jack. 722 00:37:28,827 --> 00:37:30,732 We both did, right? 723 00:37:31,640 --> 00:37:35,193 And we, we realized an even bigger dream, 724 00:37:35,218 --> 00:37:36,646 an even more massive dream. 725 00:37:36,671 --> 00:37:39,959 And I'm... I'm still really upset, 726 00:37:40,088 --> 00:37:42,560 and I don't think I'm ready to talk about any of that yet. 727 00:37:42,585 --> 00:37:43,631 But... 728 00:37:44,847 --> 00:37:46,948 I shouldn't have let you leave. 729 00:37:51,372 --> 00:37:53,807 And not just because of all of the beautiful things you said, 730 00:37:53,832 --> 00:37:56,634 I shouldn't have let you leave because that's not what we do. 731 00:37:57,020 --> 00:37:58,923 That's not who we are, that's not us. 732 00:37:58,986 --> 00:38:00,620 I know that, that's not us. 733 00:38:01,334 --> 00:38:03,423 I know that I'm not deeply unhappy, 734 00:38:03,448 --> 00:38:05,853 and I'm not unfulfilled, and you're not an alcoholic, 735 00:38:05,878 --> 00:38:07,045 and you're not your father. 736 00:38:07,070 --> 00:38:08,681 And even when I watch Tom Hanks, 737 00:38:08,706 --> 00:38:10,400 I sit there and I think to myself, 738 00:38:10,820 --> 00:38:11,978 "He's not so great." 739 00:38:12,254 --> 00:38:13,376 And who does that? 740 00:38:13,401 --> 00:38:15,384 Who watches Tom Hanks and thinks, 741 00:38:15,409 --> 00:38:17,159 "You know what? I'm married to a man that's better than that." 742 00:38:17,183 --> 00:38:20,775 Bec, you don't know everything about me. 743 00:38:23,086 --> 00:38:24,209 - Yes, I do. - No. 744 00:38:24,234 --> 00:38:25,647 - I know everything about you. - Rebecca, you don't know... 745 00:38:25,671 --> 00:38:26,920 I'm drunk right now. 746 00:38:29,500 --> 00:38:31,177 I have been drunk all day. 747 00:38:32,474 --> 00:38:35,521 I have been drunk for weeks. 748 00:38:37,406 --> 00:38:41,060 And I thought I had it under control, like the first time, but... 749 00:38:42,653 --> 00:38:45,420 I have a problem, Rebecca. 750 00:38:47,503 --> 00:38:49,818 And I've hidden it from you 751 00:38:51,521 --> 00:38:53,060 for a very long time. 752 00:38:54,694 --> 00:38:57,927 And I've-I've hidden it from our kids. 753 00:38:59,873 --> 00:39:01,959 And I need to get a handle on it 754 00:39:01,984 --> 00:39:04,638 before I can walk back into that house. 755 00:39:10,857 --> 00:39:12,177 And I'm sorry, 756 00:39:13,414 --> 00:39:14,414 baby, I... 757 00:39:18,829 --> 00:39:20,328 ...I am very embarrassed. 758 00:39:22,810 --> 00:39:24,516 And I am very sorry. 759 00:39:27,940 --> 00:39:31,297 But I need to fix this on my own. 760 00:40:07,538 --> 00:40:08,781 Get in the car. 761 00:40:11,437 --> 00:40:12,766 Get in the car, Jack. 762 00:40:15,294 --> 00:40:18,313 You are my husband, and I am your wife, 763 00:40:18,486 --> 00:40:22,274 and if you have a problem, we will fix it together. 764 00:40:24,961 --> 00:40:27,000 I just need you to get in the car. 765 00:40:27,773 --> 00:40:29,070 So we can go home. 766 00:40:30,387 --> 00:40:31,969 Come on. 767 00:40:35,406 --> 00:40:36,555 Come on, baby. 768 00:40:36,650 --> 00:40:37,650 Okay. 769 00:40:37,675 --> 00:40:39,445 I need you to get in the car. 770 00:40:39,687 --> 00:40:41,688 I need you to get in the car. 771 00:40:52,971 --> 00:40:54,671 Everything's gonna be fine. 772 00:40:57,419 --> 00:40:58,570 Jack, look at me. 773 00:41:02,618 --> 00:41:03,921 A few months from now, 774 00:41:04,774 --> 00:41:06,507 everything will be back to normal. 775 00:41:39,659 --> 00:41:41,327 I'm gonna get some pillows. 776 00:41:45,532 --> 00:41:46,726 We have to find Kev. 777 00:41:51,414 --> 00:41:53,171 He needs to hear it from me. 778 00:42:22,691 --> 00:42:23,695 No... 779 00:42:32,448 --> 00:42:37,965 synced and corrected by susinz webrip resynced by lonewolf *www.addic7ed.com*