1 00:00:03,737 --> 00:00:05,506 I don't like talking about the war. 2 00:00:05,539 --> 00:00:06,940 But I like talking to you. 3 00:00:09,877 --> 00:00:11,979 At your weight, 4 00:00:12,012 --> 00:00:14,882 the chances of a successful pregnancy are very slim, 5 00:00:14,915 --> 00:00:16,850 even if you go through in vitro. 6 00:00:16,884 --> 00:00:18,052 Why would you take that risk? 7 00:00:18,086 --> 00:00:19,987 Because I want to. 8 00:00:20,020 --> 00:00:21,922 I want to look at the baby in his face, and I want to... 9 00:00:21,955 --> 00:00:23,224 I want to see Toby. 10 00:00:23,257 --> 00:00:25,393 I want to see myself. I want to see... 11 00:00:25,426 --> 00:00:27,395 I want to see Dad. 12 00:00:27,428 --> 00:00:28,696 She said she was the only one 13 00:00:28,729 --> 00:00:29,963 who could pass on a piece of Dad? 14 00:00:35,369 --> 00:00:37,738 Rebecca, your father's coming home. 15 00:00:37,771 --> 00:00:39,973 Clean up your toys. 16 00:00:43,777 --> 00:00:45,413 Hi, honey. 17 00:00:45,446 --> 00:00:47,615 Just fine. 18 00:00:47,648 --> 00:00:50,751 That hastened at my call 19 00:00:50,784 --> 00:00:53,721 But when I met that little girl 20 00:00:53,754 --> 00:00:56,056 I knew that I would fall 21 00:00:56,090 --> 00:00:57,358 Poor little fool 22 00:00:57,391 --> 00:00:59,393 Oh, yeah 23 00:00:59,427 --> 00:01:01,729 I was a fool 24 00:01:01,762 --> 00:01:03,264 Hi, honey. 25 00:01:03,297 --> 00:01:05,032 Totally fine. 26 00:01:05,065 --> 00:01:06,234 Poor little fool 27 00:01:06,267 --> 00:01:08,102 I was a fool, oh, yeah 28 00:01:08,136 --> 00:01:10,804 She played around 29 00:01:10,838 --> 00:01:12,773 And teased me 30 00:01:12,806 --> 00:01:15,143 With her carefree devil eyes 31 00:01:15,176 --> 00:01:18,246 She'd hold me close and kiss me 32 00:01:18,279 --> 00:01:21,048 But her heart was full of lies 33 00:01:21,081 --> 00:01:24,618 Poor little fool, oh, yeah 34 00:01:24,652 --> 00:01:28,389 I was a fool, uh-huh 35 00:01:28,422 --> 00:01:30,023 Oh, oh, poor little fool... 36 00:01:41,502 --> 00:01:43,504 Can I help you, Rebecca? 37 00:01:54,282 --> 00:01:57,318 Don't force it. Let the teeth do the work. 38 00:01:58,352 --> 00:02:00,354 Okay. 39 00:02:02,856 --> 00:02:05,025 Thank you. 40 00:02:08,196 --> 00:02:10,130 Don't pay attention to any of them. 41 00:02:10,164 --> 00:02:13,267 They've never seen anyone like you before. 42 00:02:13,301 --> 00:02:15,603 They never will again. 43 00:02:21,709 --> 00:02:23,844 Alan? 44 00:02:23,877 --> 00:02:25,446 What are you doing here? 45 00:02:25,479 --> 00:02:28,649 Rebecca, uh, I've spent... 46 00:02:28,682 --> 00:02:31,619 every day of the last three years thinking about you. 47 00:02:31,652 --> 00:02:35,456 And I... I was dying to call you or to write to you, but... 48 00:02:35,489 --> 00:02:37,525 I told you not to. 49 00:02:37,558 --> 00:02:41,195 Look, I... I know you've probably moved on with your life. 50 00:02:41,229 --> 00:02:43,664 But the truth is, 51 00:02:43,697 --> 00:02:45,566 Rebecca, 52 00:02:45,599 --> 00:02:48,669 I've never seen anyone like you. 53 00:02:48,702 --> 00:02:51,472 And I never will again. 54 00:02:51,505 --> 00:02:55,243 You need a new line. 55 00:02:55,276 --> 00:02:57,711 That one worked well for me once. 56 00:02:57,745 --> 00:03:00,881 Yeah, it did. 57 00:03:18,366 --> 00:03:21,435 Come in. Come in, come in. 58 00:03:43,757 --> 00:03:46,460 The ABM basically would allow 59 00:03:46,494 --> 00:03:49,129 each side to have one ABM site 60 00:03:49,162 --> 00:03:51,064 somewhere in the heart of the nation 61 00:03:51,098 --> 00:03:53,767 and the other around the capital. 62 00:03:53,801 --> 00:03:56,270 The United States, of course, has nothing. 63 00:03:56,304 --> 00:03:58,406 No ABM system around Washington. 64 00:03:58,439 --> 00:04:02,142 The Soviet Union does have one around Moscow. 65 00:04:02,175 --> 00:04:05,579 What we are witnessing is basically the entire process 66 00:04:05,613 --> 00:04:08,282 for signing potentially four documents. 67 00:04:08,316 --> 00:04:10,284 What is this, a pickle parade? 68 00:04:10,318 --> 00:04:12,219 Make another one. 69 00:04:12,252 --> 00:04:14,087 It is quite extraordinary... 70 00:04:14,121 --> 00:04:15,989 Mom, leave it. 71 00:04:17,625 --> 00:04:19,827 It's fine, Jack. 72 00:04:19,860 --> 00:04:21,995 No, really, it's not fine. 73 00:04:23,263 --> 00:04:25,165 Mom, stop. Don't-don't touch it. 74 00:04:27,868 --> 00:04:31,004 Think you're a big man now you went to war? 75 00:04:31,038 --> 00:04:33,907 What a help you were to your little brother. 76 00:04:33,941 --> 00:04:35,643 Big hero. 77 00:04:41,214 --> 00:04:43,183 You know what, go pack your things. 78 00:04:43,216 --> 00:04:45,185 - You're leaving. - Jack, stop. 79 00:04:45,218 --> 00:04:46,587 You can pack your things, 80 00:04:46,620 --> 00:04:47,921 and I'll get you settled someplace new. 81 00:04:47,955 --> 00:04:49,990 Or you can stay, and I'll kill him. 82 00:04:52,059 --> 00:04:54,628 One way or another, this ends right now. 83 00:05:14,047 --> 00:05:16,183 I wanted to come back, have everything go back to normal. 84 00:05:16,216 --> 00:05:19,953 The girl of my dreams is gonna be waiting for me out there. 85 00:05:19,987 --> 00:05:22,656 She's gonna be wearing a yellow dress. 86 00:05:22,690 --> 00:05:24,392 She's gonna have flowers in her hair. 87 00:05:24,425 --> 00:05:26,159 She's gonna be waiting 88 00:05:26,193 --> 00:05:29,363 for someone who no longer exists. 89 00:05:50,951 --> 00:05:52,920 Kev, you're a freaking movie star. 90 00:05:58,426 --> 00:05:59,927 What's that word that they use 91 00:05:59,960 --> 00:06:01,929 when they talk about Daniel Day 92 00:06:01,962 --> 00:06:03,230 Gravitas. 93 00:06:03,263 --> 00:06:05,599 Kev. Kev had gravitas. 94 00:06:05,633 --> 00:06:07,435 - He did. He was unbelievable. - I... 95 00:06:07,468 --> 00:06:10,771 Yo, uh, Kev told me about the IVF. 96 00:06:10,804 --> 00:06:13,674 Yeah. Yeah, we're doing it. 97 00:06:13,707 --> 00:06:15,676 The hormone shots. 98 00:06:15,709 --> 00:06:17,177 The works. 99 00:06:17,210 --> 00:06:18,712 And the egg retrieval's next week. 100 00:06:18,746 --> 00:06:20,914 - It's a long shot, for sure. - Right. 101 00:06:20,948 --> 00:06:24,518 - But I feel like we have to at least try. - Right. 102 00:06:24,552 --> 00:06:26,920 What, because you think that having a biological child 103 00:06:26,954 --> 00:06:29,590 is the only way to pass on a piece of Dad? 104 00:06:29,623 --> 00:06:30,891 N... Okay, I don't... 105 00:06:30,924 --> 00:06:32,626 Those were not the words that I used. 106 00:06:32,660 --> 00:06:35,228 Right. So I do or I don't have a piece of Dad in me? 107 00:06:35,262 --> 00:06:37,931 Randall, obviously you do. 108 00:06:37,965 --> 00:06:39,199 And of course Toby and I 109 00:06:39,232 --> 00:06:40,768 would consider adoption if it came to that. 110 00:06:40,801 --> 00:06:42,870 "If it came to that"? Nice. 111 00:06:42,903 --> 00:06:46,239 I think you're overreacting. 112 00:06:46,273 --> 00:06:47,608 Because you're telling me you'd rather pay 113 00:06:47,641 --> 00:06:49,743 tens of thousands of dollars 114 00:06:49,777 --> 00:06:50,878 for a dangerous, invasive surgery 115 00:06:50,911 --> 00:06:52,245 rather than adopt one of the millions 116 00:06:52,279 --> 00:06:53,981 of children out there that needs a home? 117 00:06:54,014 --> 00:06:56,784 You had two biological children before you adopted, Randall. 118 00:06:56,817 --> 00:06:59,086 That's a completely different situation. 119 00:06:59,119 --> 00:07:00,988 Why, because it was easy for Beth to get pregnant? 120 00:07:01,021 --> 00:07:03,090 Good for her. 121 00:07:03,123 --> 00:07:06,293 It hasn't been for me. It's been very, very hard. 122 00:07:06,326 --> 00:07:08,061 - I know that, Kate. - No, you don't. 123 00:07:08,095 --> 00:07:10,631 You don't. You don't know what it's like to want this 124 00:07:10,664 --> 00:07:12,600 as badly as I do, and you don't... 125 00:07:12,633 --> 00:07:14,668 know what it's like to lose a baby, either. 126 00:07:14,702 --> 00:07:16,303 - Kate, stop. - No. 127 00:07:16,336 --> 00:07:18,138 How dare you throw adoption in my face right now? 128 00:07:18,171 --> 00:07:20,841 And how dare you make me defend wanting this? 129 00:07:20,874 --> 00:07:22,442 - Hey, Kate, come on, I... - No. 130 00:07:22,476 --> 00:07:24,444 No. 131 00:07:24,478 --> 00:07:26,379 Kate, I... 132 00:07:31,318 --> 00:07:32,653 Okay, come on, Mom. 133 00:07:32,686 --> 00:07:34,955 I can't do it, Jack. 134 00:07:36,056 --> 00:07:38,325 Yes, you can. 135 00:07:38,358 --> 00:07:39,760 Look, Cheryl said you can stay 136 00:07:39,793 --> 00:07:41,328 as long as you need. She's happy to have the company. 137 00:07:46,233 --> 00:07:48,201 Mom... 138 00:07:48,235 --> 00:07:51,004 you deserve more than what's in that house. 139 00:07:53,140 --> 00:07:56,276 Come on. Come on. 140 00:07:56,309 --> 00:07:57,945 We're bringing Cheryl a coffee cake. 141 00:07:57,978 --> 00:07:59,647 - Mom, we don't need to... - Jack, please. 142 00:08:01,549 --> 00:08:03,717 I don't want to show up empty-handed. 143 00:08:07,420 --> 00:08:09,557 Okay, coffee cake it is. 144 00:08:17,064 --> 00:08:18,799 Rebecca, it is so good to see you. 145 00:08:18,832 --> 00:08:21,635 It's so good to see you, too, Mrs. Phillips. 146 00:08:21,669 --> 00:08:23,403 Yeah, I do have to admit, 147 00:08:23,436 --> 00:08:25,639 when Alan told us that he was coming back for you, 148 00:08:25,673 --> 00:08:26,874 I thought he was nuts. 149 00:08:26,907 --> 00:08:28,075 Mom. 150 00:08:28,108 --> 00:08:30,077 I mean, he had no idea 151 00:08:30,110 --> 00:08:31,511 if you were gonna take him back. 152 00:08:31,545 --> 00:08:33,413 He has a whole life in London. 153 00:08:33,446 --> 00:08:35,082 Lovely apartment, great job 154 00:08:35,115 --> 00:08:36,516 working for The Telegraph. 155 00:08:36,550 --> 00:08:38,185 I had a feeling. 156 00:08:38,218 --> 00:08:41,521 Your generation. You walk away from a perfectly good life 157 00:08:41,555 --> 00:08:42,923 for a feeling. 158 00:08:42,956 --> 00:08:44,424 Perfectly good wasn't enough. 159 00:08:44,457 --> 00:08:45,559 I needed great. 160 00:08:47,027 --> 00:08:50,230 She is great. You know when I knew? 161 00:08:50,263 --> 00:08:52,432 When you asked her to move to London with you 162 00:08:52,465 --> 00:08:53,867 and she turned you down cold. 163 00:08:53,901 --> 00:08:55,903 - Ooh. - Okay, we don't need to relive 164 00:08:55,936 --> 00:08:57,905 that part of the story, thank you. 165 00:08:57,938 --> 00:09:00,540 She wanted to find her own path and not follow some guy 166 00:09:00,574 --> 00:09:02,275 halfway around the world. 167 00:09:02,309 --> 00:09:05,846 And I said, "Good for you." 168 00:09:05,879 --> 00:09:08,882 Well, I had a pretty good role model. 169 00:09:08,916 --> 00:09:10,050 Oh, uh... 170 00:09:10,083 --> 00:09:12,119 how's the singing going, Rebecca? 171 00:09:12,152 --> 00:09:13,754 Uh, it's going. 172 00:09:13,787 --> 00:09:16,857 There's actually a record label out in Los Angeles 173 00:09:16,890 --> 00:09:18,091 called Reprise Records 174 00:09:18,125 --> 00:09:19,793 that liked my demo. 175 00:09:19,827 --> 00:09:21,294 I've been thinking of going out there 176 00:09:21,328 --> 00:09:22,896 - to meet with them. - No, you shouldn't. 177 00:09:22,930 --> 00:09:24,264 I... I, um... 178 00:09:25,565 --> 00:09:26,867 Don't go to L.A. 179 00:09:26,900 --> 00:09:29,102 New York has a great music scene. 180 00:09:29,136 --> 00:09:31,304 And it's got soul, and... 181 00:09:31,338 --> 00:09:32,940 I would go with you. 182 00:09:32,973 --> 00:09:34,574 Listen, I... I've got this friend 183 00:09:34,608 --> 00:09:36,576 who's got an in at the Village Voice. 184 00:09:36,610 --> 00:09:41,381 I could write during the day and see you sing at night. 185 00:09:41,414 --> 00:09:43,483 We could both follow our dreams. 186 00:09:47,587 --> 00:09:49,890 - After you. - Thank you. 187 00:09:49,923 --> 00:09:51,925 You're welcome. See? 188 00:09:51,959 --> 00:09:54,762 I'd say being picked up from the airport isn't so bad. 189 00:09:54,795 --> 00:09:56,930 You get some guy to carry your bags for you, 190 00:09:56,964 --> 00:09:58,565 buy you baller flowers. 191 00:09:58,598 --> 00:09:59,967 "Baller"? 192 00:10:00,000 --> 00:10:01,501 I regretted it the moment that I said it. 193 00:10:01,534 --> 00:10:02,936 Ooh, a shopping spree. 194 00:10:02,970 --> 00:10:04,672 Uh, ye... No. That's, you know... 195 00:10:04,705 --> 00:10:06,073 Those are talk show outfits, actually. 196 00:10:06,106 --> 00:10:07,307 Yeah, it's been a pretty intense week 197 00:10:07,340 --> 00:10:09,176 ever since the premiere, so I had to... 198 00:10:09,209 --> 00:10:10,577 - Right. - Actually, you know what, um, 199 00:10:10,610 --> 00:10:12,079 I have my last interview 200 00:10:12,112 --> 00:10:13,446 tomorrow morning; if you want to tag along, 201 00:10:13,480 --> 00:10:14,581 you're more than welcome. 202 00:10:14,614 --> 00:10:16,116 - It could be fun. - Uh... 203 00:10:16,149 --> 00:10:19,352 I don't know that vapid movie press is really my thing. 204 00:10:19,386 --> 00:10:22,022 Right. No, it's fine. 205 00:10:22,055 --> 00:10:23,590 I mean, I'm sure it'll be boring anyway. 206 00:10:23,623 --> 00:10:25,693 It's with some NPR guy named Terry Gross. 207 00:10:25,726 --> 00:10:30,030 Terry Gross is not a man, Kevin. 208 00:10:30,063 --> 00:10:31,765 She is a goddess. 209 00:10:31,799 --> 00:10:33,701 Really Her? 210 00:10:33,734 --> 00:10:35,102 - Yeah. - Okay, well, 211 00:10:35,135 --> 00:10:36,503 invitation's open. I mean, 212 00:10:36,536 --> 00:10:38,105 you could tag along if you wanted to. 213 00:10:38,138 --> 00:10:39,639 I know how much you hate vapid movie press and all... 214 00:10:39,673 --> 00:10:41,274 - I'm coming. - You're coming. 215 00:10:41,308 --> 00:10:42,743 Mm. 216 00:10:45,813 --> 00:10:47,280 Hello? 217 00:10:47,314 --> 00:10:50,483 Councilman Brown. Uh, it's Randall Pearson. 218 00:10:50,517 --> 00:10:52,119 You're a difficult man to get ahold of. 219 00:10:52,152 --> 00:10:54,154 Comes with the job, I'm afraid. 220 00:10:54,187 --> 00:10:56,023 I'm never at my desk. 221 00:10:56,056 --> 00:10:58,158 Guess it's a little different than weather trading. 222 00:10:58,191 --> 00:10:59,827 Oh, you looked me up. 223 00:10:59,860 --> 00:11:01,494 I always take an interest in people 224 00:11:01,528 --> 00:11:02,896 who take an interest in me. 225 00:11:02,930 --> 00:11:04,832 I'd rather you take an interest 226 00:11:04,865 --> 00:11:06,633 in the rec center on 5th Street. 227 00:11:06,666 --> 00:11:09,136 You promised to send a maintenance crew seven days ago. 228 00:11:09,169 --> 00:11:11,338 And to fix all the busted street lights. 229 00:11:11,371 --> 00:11:13,673 There are a whole lot of people who are depending on you, sir. 230 00:11:13,707 --> 00:11:15,175 I hear that, and I promise you, 231 00:11:15,208 --> 00:11:16,676 I will get to your street lights, 232 00:11:16,710 --> 00:11:18,678 but there's an order to the way I do things. 233 00:11:18,712 --> 00:11:21,481 Now, I'm sorry. I've got another call. 234 00:11:21,514 --> 00:11:23,416 Council... 235 00:11:24,785 --> 00:11:26,920 Looks like we're both 236 00:11:26,954 --> 00:11:29,089 in a holding pattern. 237 00:11:29,122 --> 00:11:31,024 I am hoping tomorrow is the day 238 00:11:31,058 --> 00:11:33,426 that Bill finally signs off on my proposal. 239 00:11:33,460 --> 00:11:36,529 He will. Hey. 240 00:11:36,563 --> 00:11:39,432 Who wouldn't sign off on you? 241 00:11:39,466 --> 00:11:41,034 I'll sign off on you right now. 242 00:11:41,068 --> 00:11:43,236 That don't even make sense. 243 00:11:43,270 --> 00:11:45,739 It will if you let me demonstrate. 244 00:11:45,773 --> 00:11:48,842 Mm. Ah. 245 00:11:48,876 --> 00:11:50,744 I texted her this afternoon. 246 00:11:50,778 --> 00:11:52,179 She has yet to respond. 247 00:11:52,212 --> 00:11:53,580 Was your text an apology? 248 00:11:53,613 --> 00:11:55,015 Sort of. 249 00:11:55,048 --> 00:11:56,383 Randall. 250 00:11:56,416 --> 00:11:59,086 She is having surgery tomorrow, okay? 251 00:11:59,119 --> 00:12:01,521 I love you, boo, but you overstepped. 252 00:12:01,554 --> 00:12:04,391 And you kind of have trouble apologizing to your siblings. 253 00:12:04,424 --> 00:12:05,692 What? No, I don't. 254 00:12:05,725 --> 00:12:07,127 Mm-hmm. 255 00:12:07,160 --> 00:12:08,528 Miguel says it's because you feel 256 00:12:08,561 --> 00:12:09,930 like you need to be the rock for them, 257 00:12:09,963 --> 00:12:12,032 and apologizing shows vulnerability. 258 00:12:12,065 --> 00:12:14,301 I'm sorry, uh, Miguel's weighing in on this now? 259 00:12:14,334 --> 00:12:15,702 Me, him and Toby have a text chain. 260 00:12:15,735 --> 00:12:17,404 It's mostly gifs, but, you know, 261 00:12:17,437 --> 00:12:19,139 sometimes we talk about how messed up y'all are. 262 00:12:19,172 --> 00:12:21,141 What are you doing? 263 00:12:21,174 --> 00:12:23,076 Hi, Kate. 264 00:12:23,110 --> 00:12:24,812 Yeah. I have Randall for you. 265 00:12:24,845 --> 00:12:26,914 Hold on. 266 00:12:29,749 --> 00:12:31,084 Hi, Kate. 267 00:12:31,118 --> 00:12:33,220 Um, it's Randall. 268 00:12:33,253 --> 00:12:36,623 Look, I just wanted to, uh, 269 00:12:36,656 --> 00:12:39,026 wish you luck with your surgery tomorrow. 270 00:12:40,260 --> 00:12:41,628 That's it? 271 00:12:41,661 --> 00:12:44,231 No, it's not. I... 272 00:12:44,264 --> 00:12:46,566 I also wanted to talk about our conversation last week. 273 00:12:46,599 --> 00:12:47,901 Oh, hold on a sec. 274 00:12:47,935 --> 00:12:49,602 I got it. 275 00:12:49,636 --> 00:12:51,604 - Oh, okay. - I got it. I got it. 276 00:12:54,707 --> 00:12:56,944 From Kevin. 277 00:12:56,977 --> 00:12:58,778 Hey, look, Kate, I feel like last week, I... 278 00:12:58,812 --> 00:13:00,647 At Kevin's premiere, 279 00:13:00,680 --> 00:13:04,818 some regrettable utterances were... uttered. 280 00:13:04,852 --> 00:13:06,086 - Look, what I'm... - You know what, uh, Randall, 281 00:13:06,119 --> 00:13:07,787 I can't have a thing with you right now. 282 00:13:07,821 --> 00:13:10,090 Mom is acting like I'm having a triple bypass. 283 00:13:10,123 --> 00:13:12,025 - Mm. - And then Kevin just sent me flowers that you send to someone 284 00:13:12,059 --> 00:13:14,294 when you're worried that they're never gonna see a flower again. 285 00:13:14,327 --> 00:13:16,663 Everyone in this family is making me feel like 286 00:13:16,696 --> 00:13:19,432 I'm gonna die tomorrow. 287 00:13:19,466 --> 00:13:21,168 It's really starting to freak me out. 288 00:13:21,201 --> 00:13:23,803 So, um, thank you for the call, 289 00:13:23,837 --> 00:13:25,372 - but I'm gonna go. - No, just wait, Kate, hey. 290 00:13:25,405 --> 00:13:27,540 I... 291 00:13:29,877 --> 00:13:31,478 Oh, wow. 292 00:13:31,511 --> 00:13:32,946 She sounds really scared. 293 00:13:32,980 --> 00:13:34,447 I know. 294 00:13:34,481 --> 00:13:36,850 But one of the other things that Miguel says 295 00:13:36,884 --> 00:13:38,485 that you do with your brother and sister 296 00:13:38,518 --> 00:13:40,053 is overreact when... What are you doing? 297 00:13:40,087 --> 00:13:41,488 I'm gonna get my suitcase. 298 00:13:41,521 --> 00:13:43,156 I'm gonna fly to L.A. for the surgery. 299 00:13:43,190 --> 00:13:45,525 Oh, my God, Miguel is so on point. 300 00:13:56,669 --> 00:13:59,206 I promised myself I wouldn't ask you 301 00:13:59,239 --> 00:14:01,741 to move to New York for at least a week. 302 00:14:01,774 --> 00:14:04,711 Mm. You really blew it, huh? 303 00:14:06,279 --> 00:14:09,516 I do want to get out of Pittsburgh. 304 00:14:11,251 --> 00:14:14,187 And, like you said, New York does have soul. 305 00:14:14,221 --> 00:14:18,025 So... is that a yes? 306 00:14:22,429 --> 00:14:24,998 Mm. 307 00:14:25,032 --> 00:14:26,934 - We should celebrate. Let's make a toast... - Yes. Yes. 308 00:14:28,435 --> 00:14:30,203 ...with... grapefruit juice. 309 00:14:30,237 --> 00:14:31,338 I'll go get us something. 310 00:14:31,371 --> 00:14:32,505 I'll come. 311 00:14:32,539 --> 00:14:34,107 No, no. I... I could use the walk. 312 00:14:34,141 --> 00:14:35,575 And you should stay with your family. 313 00:14:35,608 --> 00:14:36,843 I will surprise you, okay? 314 00:14:36,876 --> 00:14:37,911 I'll be right back. 315 00:14:41,949 --> 00:14:43,083 Hi, Kate. 316 00:14:43,116 --> 00:14:45,185 Little nervous. 317 00:14:45,218 --> 00:14:47,887 Just try and relax. Your vitals looks great. 318 00:14:47,921 --> 00:14:50,190 The nurse will bring you in in just a couple of minutes. 319 00:14:50,223 --> 00:14:51,925 While you're in surgery, Toby will give us 320 00:14:51,959 --> 00:14:53,560 a sperm sample, and then we'll put 321 00:14:53,593 --> 00:14:55,062 your eggs and your sperm together, 322 00:14:55,095 --> 00:14:57,530 and, hopefully, make some embryos. 323 00:14:57,564 --> 00:14:59,099 Okay. 324 00:14:59,132 --> 00:15:00,567 Thank you, Dr. Jasper. 325 00:15:00,600 --> 00:15:03,136 I'll see you in there. 326 00:15:03,170 --> 00:15:06,273 Tobe, I'm freaking out. 327 00:15:06,306 --> 00:15:07,975 God, what if I die in there? 328 00:15:08,008 --> 00:15:09,909 Whoa, whoa, whoa, you're not gonna die. 329 00:15:09,943 --> 00:15:13,713 Okay, well, if I do, I want you to find someone. 330 00:15:13,746 --> 00:15:16,116 But not that bitch from your accounting department, Sharyn. 331 00:15:16,149 --> 00:15:18,085 She always gives me the stink eye. 332 00:15:18,118 --> 00:15:21,488 - And not Madison. - Okay. Promise I won't marry Madison. 333 00:15:21,521 --> 00:15:23,123 I'm not gonna marry stink-eye Sharyn. 334 00:15:23,156 --> 00:15:24,657 I will just find myself a committed, 335 00:15:24,691 --> 00:15:26,159 semi-happy relationship 336 00:15:26,193 --> 00:15:27,594 with someone less cool than you, okay? 337 00:15:27,627 --> 00:15:29,429 - Okay. - Deal. 338 00:15:29,462 --> 00:15:30,830 We're gonna bring you in now. 339 00:15:30,863 --> 00:15:32,665 - Okay. Oh, okay. - Okay. Okay. 340 00:15:32,699 --> 00:15:35,102 - I love you. - I love you. 341 00:15:35,135 --> 00:15:37,270 - Okay. Bye. - Off you go. 342 00:15:37,304 --> 00:15:39,772 Okay, you're gonna do great. 343 00:15:44,311 --> 00:15:46,113 Toby says that, uh, 344 00:15:46,146 --> 00:15:47,747 Kate's going into pre-op right now. 345 00:15:47,780 --> 00:15:48,982 He's gonna text me when she's done, so... 346 00:15:49,016 --> 00:15:51,451 I am sure she'll be fine. 347 00:15:51,484 --> 00:15:53,420 She's coming. She's coming. 348 00:15:53,453 --> 00:15:55,989 - Hey. Hi. - Hey. Hi, Kevin. 349 00:15:56,023 --> 00:15:58,125 Hi, I'm Terry Gross. Thanks for coming to our show. 350 00:15:58,158 --> 00:16:01,661 It's an honor to be here. Terry, this is my, um, my Zoe. 351 00:16:01,694 --> 00:16:03,696 - Oh, hey, Zoe. - She's a big fan. 352 00:16:03,730 --> 00:16:04,931 Oh, thanks, that means so much to me. 353 00:16:04,964 --> 00:16:06,333 I read your book. 354 00:16:06,366 --> 00:16:08,768 - It was so good. - Oh, thank you. 355 00:16:08,801 --> 00:16:10,937 How-how are you so good at finding 356 00:16:10,970 --> 00:16:12,972 the, um, essence of people? 357 00:16:13,006 --> 00:16:15,442 Oh, I guess I'm a curious person, 358 00:16:15,475 --> 00:16:18,878 and I try never to underestimate people. 359 00:16:18,911 --> 00:16:19,946 - Hmm. - Yeah. 360 00:16:19,979 --> 00:16:21,148 Kevin, we can start any time. 361 00:16:21,181 --> 00:16:23,283 - Yeah, I'm ready to go. - Okay. 362 00:16:23,316 --> 00:16:25,285 I found your character so believable. 363 00:16:25,318 --> 00:16:27,020 You played him with this 364 00:16:27,054 --> 00:16:30,123 complicated mix of bravery and vulnerability. 365 00:16:30,157 --> 00:16:32,725 Oh, thank you very much. I appreciate you saying that. 366 00:16:32,759 --> 00:16:34,161 Your father's a veteran. 367 00:16:34,194 --> 00:16:35,995 He served in Vietnam, right? 368 00:16:36,029 --> 00:16:38,131 Uh, yes, he did. 369 00:16:38,165 --> 00:16:40,633 So, were you able to draw on his experiences? 370 00:16:40,667 --> 00:16:43,170 Not really. He, um... 371 00:16:43,203 --> 00:16:45,038 My father died when we were 17. 372 00:16:45,072 --> 00:16:47,640 - Oh, I'm-I'm sorry. - Thank you. Thank you. 373 00:16:47,674 --> 00:16:49,542 Um, so, no, I really don't know much 374 00:16:49,576 --> 00:16:50,843 about what he did over there. 375 00:16:50,877 --> 00:16:53,346 I... I have a few photos, I have some, uh, 376 00:16:53,380 --> 00:16:57,884 some letters, but I don't really have much else. 377 00:16:57,917 --> 00:16:59,319 Did he see combat? 378 00:16:59,352 --> 00:17:03,090 No, no, he, uh... 379 00:17:05,858 --> 00:17:07,860 Well, he could... he could have, actually. 380 00:17:07,894 --> 00:17:10,530 I don't, um... I don't know. 381 00:17:10,563 --> 00:17:13,433 Where did he serve? 382 00:17:13,466 --> 00:17:15,602 Hey, Kev, what about this one, the B 383 00:17:15,635 --> 00:17:18,505 Can I get this one instead? 384 00:17:18,538 --> 00:17:21,608 No, no. We're here to buy a plane to build. 385 00:17:21,641 --> 00:17:24,244 Oh, this one's like a real grenade. 386 00:17:24,277 --> 00:17:27,013 - I said no. - Come on, Dad, it's awesome. 387 00:17:27,046 --> 00:17:29,549 - Kev, put it down. - Fire in the hole! 388 00:17:29,582 --> 00:17:31,284 I said no! 389 00:17:39,559 --> 00:17:41,661 Wow, I don't know. 390 00:17:43,996 --> 00:17:46,799 A lot of men of his generation found the war 391 00:17:46,833 --> 00:17:48,901 too painful to talk about, 392 00:17:48,935 --> 00:17:51,971 except maybe with other vets. 393 00:17:52,004 --> 00:17:54,974 Right. 394 00:17:56,976 --> 00:18:00,880 Of course. 395 00:18:00,913 --> 00:18:02,315 You ready to talk kitchen co-ops, 396 00:18:02,349 --> 00:18:04,884 'cause I am ready to co-op-erate. 397 00:18:04,917 --> 00:18:07,254 Why don't we meet in my office for a few? 398 00:18:07,287 --> 00:18:10,190 - Sure. - Okay. 399 00:18:18,097 --> 00:18:20,467 What's up, Bill? 400 00:18:20,500 --> 00:18:21,834 Um... 401 00:18:24,471 --> 00:18:27,740 Beth, there is no easy way to say this. 402 00:18:27,774 --> 00:18:29,642 You have worked for us for 12 years. 403 00:18:31,678 --> 00:18:34,013 We have to let you go. 404 00:18:34,046 --> 00:18:36,015 Wait, what? 405 00:18:36,048 --> 00:18:38,017 It is purely a budget issue. We have to let go 406 00:18:38,050 --> 00:18:39,419 of one of our senior staff. 407 00:18:39,452 --> 00:18:41,020 We have a separation agreement for you. 408 00:18:41,053 --> 00:18:43,423 If you sign it, we can offer you severance. 409 00:18:43,456 --> 00:18:45,425 Bill, I don't understand. 410 00:18:45,458 --> 00:18:47,660 I'm sorry, I had to let someone go, Beth. 411 00:18:47,694 --> 00:18:51,198 And I'm less valuable than Rick and Abby? 412 00:18:51,231 --> 00:18:52,932 It's about numbers and productivity. 413 00:18:52,965 --> 00:18:55,067 Just say it, Bill. 414 00:18:58,238 --> 00:19:01,441 You are less valuable than Rick and Abby 415 00:19:01,474 --> 00:19:02,809 to the company right now. 416 00:19:02,842 --> 00:19:06,012 If I could just keep who I liked the best... 417 00:19:09,682 --> 00:19:12,685 I'm sorry, Beth. 418 00:19:14,687 --> 00:19:16,523 What up, Tobe? Hey, did I miss her? 419 00:19:16,556 --> 00:19:18,625 She just went in about ten minutes ago. 420 00:19:18,658 --> 00:19:20,227 Wait a minute. Come on, man. 421 00:19:20,260 --> 00:19:22,795 Did you just fly across the country for this? 422 00:19:22,829 --> 00:19:24,797 Tell me you used miles. 423 00:19:24,831 --> 00:19:26,199 I just wanted to be here for her. 424 00:19:26,233 --> 00:19:27,667 - Oh... - Anyways, 425 00:19:27,700 --> 00:19:29,869 Look, I'm here now. Whatever you need, I got you. 426 00:19:29,902 --> 00:19:30,903 - Oh... - All hands on deck. 427 00:19:30,937 --> 00:19:33,072 - Thanks. - Yeah. 428 00:19:33,105 --> 00:19:34,507 Yeah. 429 00:19:34,541 --> 00:19:35,775 It's time to give your sperm sample. 430 00:19:38,245 --> 00:19:40,413 - This is unfortunate timing. - Yeah. 431 00:19:42,349 --> 00:19:45,985 Okay, Kate, I'd like you to count down with me from ten. 432 00:19:46,018 --> 00:19:47,720 Ten... 433 00:19:47,754 --> 00:19:51,991 ...nine, eight, seven, 434 00:19:52,024 --> 00:19:54,126 six, five... 435 00:20:43,776 --> 00:20:46,579 There is no way in hell that you should have a baby. 436 00:20:51,918 --> 00:20:55,154 You seriously think you can do it? 437 00:20:55,187 --> 00:20:57,424 Raise a child? 438 00:20:57,457 --> 00:21:00,493 Yeah. Why not? 439 00:21:12,004 --> 00:21:13,306 Oh, you really shouldn't eat those. 440 00:21:13,340 --> 00:21:15,675 Yeah, I can see that. 441 00:21:15,708 --> 00:21:19,178 You know, my dad just died, so... I don't care. 442 00:21:19,211 --> 00:21:21,914 Come on, Kate, you have been freaked out 443 00:21:21,948 --> 00:21:23,683 to have a dog for the last 20 years, 444 00:21:23,716 --> 00:21:27,153 and now you want to go and raise another human being? 445 00:21:27,186 --> 00:21:29,021 You're just saying this stuff. You're just saying this stuff 446 00:21:29,055 --> 00:21:33,426 because you're scared, or I'm scared, or we're scared. 447 00:21:33,460 --> 00:21:34,694 I don't know. 448 00:21:34,727 --> 00:21:36,796 Could this get any more confusing? 449 00:21:36,829 --> 00:21:39,666 What are you guys talking about? 450 00:21:39,699 --> 00:21:42,268 Hi there, little future train wreck. 451 00:21:42,301 --> 00:21:44,103 - Stop it. - She should know the truth. 452 00:21:44,136 --> 00:21:46,439 - Leave her alone. - Enough! 453 00:21:46,473 --> 00:21:48,875 Both of you. 454 00:21:48,908 --> 00:21:50,977 Dad? 455 00:21:51,010 --> 00:21:53,613 Hi, Katie girl. 456 00:21:53,646 --> 00:21:56,616 Terry just told me my documentary sounded 457 00:21:56,649 --> 00:21:59,185 "compelling and important." 458 00:21:59,218 --> 00:22:00,787 Those are two of my favorite adjectives. 459 00:22:00,820 --> 00:22:04,524 That's great. That's really great. 460 00:22:07,760 --> 00:22:09,362 How in the hell can I know so little 461 00:22:09,396 --> 00:22:11,330 about my dad's time in Vietnam? 462 00:22:11,364 --> 00:22:14,501 Well, it sounds like he didn't like talking about it. 463 00:22:14,534 --> 00:22:16,736 It's weird, that I would never 464 00:22:16,769 --> 00:22:19,872 just ask him any questions at all? 465 00:22:19,906 --> 00:22:21,908 Not really. 466 00:22:21,941 --> 00:22:23,376 You would have. 467 00:22:24,511 --> 00:22:26,312 Probably. 468 00:22:26,345 --> 00:22:30,149 But, well, I think we're different that way. 469 00:22:30,182 --> 00:22:33,886 You don't overthink things. That can be a good thing, too. 470 00:22:37,524 --> 00:22:40,092 Which one of these looks the nicest to you? 471 00:22:40,126 --> 00:22:43,329 I don't know, maybe just pick the most expensive one? 472 00:22:43,362 --> 00:22:46,599 Hmm. This one has brandied cherries. 473 00:22:46,633 --> 00:22:49,035 Ma, could you please just pick a cake? 474 00:22:58,144 --> 00:23:00,079 Be right back. 475 00:23:03,883 --> 00:23:06,519 - Hi. - Hi. 476 00:23:06,553 --> 00:23:09,355 What are you doing on this side of town? 477 00:23:09,388 --> 00:23:13,726 Bringing my mom to stay with a friend, over on Hampton Street. 478 00:23:15,762 --> 00:23:18,965 Is she okay? 479 00:23:18,998 --> 00:23:21,801 Yeah. Yeah. She will be. 480 00:23:26,473 --> 00:23:27,907 You never showed. 481 00:23:27,940 --> 00:23:30,142 I did. 482 00:23:30,176 --> 00:23:35,381 Saw you on your doorstep with some guy. 483 00:23:35,414 --> 00:23:37,984 Oh. 484 00:23:40,119 --> 00:23:42,254 We dated for three years, a long time ago, 485 00:23:42,288 --> 00:23:44,090 and I had no idea that he was coming back. 486 00:23:44,123 --> 00:23:45,658 You didn't... you don't need to explain. 487 00:23:45,692 --> 00:23:47,994 I know, but I... 488 00:23:48,027 --> 00:23:49,962 I know. 489 00:23:54,501 --> 00:23:56,469 I should probably get back to my mom. 490 00:23:56,503 --> 00:23:59,338 I'll make sure you get your jacket back. 491 00:23:59,371 --> 00:24:02,609 Thanks. 492 00:24:02,642 --> 00:24:04,544 Hey, Jack? 493 00:24:06,045 --> 00:24:08,848 I'm moving to New York. 494 00:24:08,881 --> 00:24:11,083 I'm gonna try the whole singing thing. 495 00:24:11,117 --> 00:24:12,952 I was gonna go out to L.A., 496 00:24:12,985 --> 00:24:14,654 'cause that's where Joni Mitchell's record label is, 497 00:24:14,687 --> 00:24:19,125 but I... I have this dream, 498 00:24:19,158 --> 00:24:22,361 and I want to give it a shot. 499 00:24:22,394 --> 00:24:24,363 Uh, you should. 500 00:24:24,396 --> 00:24:26,566 You have a really beautiful voice. 501 00:24:27,900 --> 00:24:29,602 Thank you. 502 00:24:31,638 --> 00:24:33,205 Jack. 503 00:24:33,239 --> 00:24:35,975 Yeah? 504 00:24:36,008 --> 00:24:40,046 Do you... do you have a dream? 505 00:24:40,079 --> 00:24:42,148 I lit a flame to dance in the dark... 506 00:24:43,583 --> 00:24:47,286 Sorry. Is that a stupid question? 507 00:24:47,319 --> 00:24:48,688 No. 508 00:24:48,721 --> 00:24:52,391 No, I... I just... 509 00:24:52,424 --> 00:24:55,995 No one's ever really asked me that before. 510 00:24:58,330 --> 00:25:01,233 Um... 511 00:25:03,703 --> 00:25:05,872 Right now, I... I... 512 00:25:05,905 --> 00:25:08,841 I just want to make sure my mom is okay. 513 00:25:08,875 --> 00:25:11,477 Get her settled at her friend's place and then, 514 00:25:11,510 --> 00:25:16,515 I don't know, um, a decent job, 515 00:25:16,549 --> 00:25:20,587 a wife, family, 516 00:25:20,620 --> 00:25:24,123 a house that feels nothing like the one that I grew up in. 517 00:25:30,529 --> 00:25:32,431 That a stupid answer? 518 00:25:37,103 --> 00:25:40,439 Love is the Buddha, the Christ on the cross... 519 00:25:40,472 --> 00:25:42,341 Bye, Rebecca. 520 00:25:42,374 --> 00:25:44,877 Their tears are for us 521 00:25:44,911 --> 00:25:47,513 Lies of our kind, well, it comes at a cost 522 00:25:47,546 --> 00:25:51,183 Let's fall in love with our telephones off 523 00:25:51,217 --> 00:25:54,220 Love's my president, my lord and my boss 524 00:25:54,253 --> 00:25:55,788 And you'll never break me. 525 00:26:08,735 --> 00:26:11,403 Where's Randall? 526 00:26:11,437 --> 00:26:14,040 He's upstairs. 527 00:26:14,073 --> 00:26:16,042 Finally getting some rest. 528 00:26:18,110 --> 00:26:20,813 Oh, God. 529 00:26:20,847 --> 00:26:24,116 When Kevin called me, I... 530 00:26:24,150 --> 00:26:28,520 If he hadn't raced out of that play to go find him, I... 531 00:26:31,758 --> 00:26:34,093 I don't think I can get him through this again. 532 00:26:35,828 --> 00:26:38,230 Sure you can. 533 00:26:38,264 --> 00:26:39,932 You're the bass. 534 00:26:42,168 --> 00:26:44,671 It's the quietest instrument in the jazz quartet. 535 00:26:44,704 --> 00:26:48,741 The solo gets all the glory, but the bass holds down the root. 536 00:26:48,775 --> 00:26:50,777 Yeah, but everybody remembers the trumpet. 537 00:26:50,810 --> 00:26:55,648 Yeah, but people who really listen, they hear the bass. 538 00:26:58,217 --> 00:26:59,819 There's gonna come a time in your future 539 00:26:59,852 --> 00:27:02,021 where you need to be the soloist. 540 00:27:02,054 --> 00:27:04,256 Put your needs front and center. 541 00:27:04,290 --> 00:27:05,992 Make Randall hold down the root for a while. 542 00:27:08,127 --> 00:27:11,530 And when that time comes, Beth, I want you to promise me 543 00:27:11,563 --> 00:27:13,465 you won't just sit there silently, 544 00:27:13,499 --> 00:27:16,268 fiddling with your wedding ring, 545 00:27:16,302 --> 00:27:17,770 like you're trying to remind yourself 546 00:27:17,804 --> 00:27:20,039 why you got married in the first place. 547 00:27:53,672 --> 00:27:55,574 I was in a war. 548 00:28:00,012 --> 00:28:03,315 And a lot of people got hurt. 549 00:28:03,349 --> 00:28:05,317 So I just don't think 550 00:28:05,351 --> 00:28:08,520 it's really a fun game to play, is all. 551 00:28:08,554 --> 00:28:10,522 That make sense to you? 552 00:28:10,556 --> 00:28:14,761 Yeah. 553 00:28:18,898 --> 00:28:23,269 Do you want to ask me any questions? 554 00:28:32,879 --> 00:28:35,514 Writing "Vietnam" was a nice touch. 555 00:28:35,547 --> 00:28:39,952 Yeah. Well, it works when they do it on Homeland. 556 00:28:39,986 --> 00:28:42,554 Where'd you get all this stuff anyway? 557 00:28:42,588 --> 00:28:45,524 My mom gave me this box of his stuff 558 00:28:45,557 --> 00:28:47,927 that survived the fire back when I was living with her. 559 00:28:47,960 --> 00:28:51,764 You know, I... I thought maybe these letters and these photos 560 00:28:51,798 --> 00:28:55,234 would give me some answers, but... it was stupid. 561 00:28:55,267 --> 00:28:57,236 No, it wasn't. 562 00:28:57,269 --> 00:29:00,072 Some of these men have to still be alive. 563 00:29:00,106 --> 00:29:01,507 And we can find them. 564 00:29:02,942 --> 00:29:04,877 See if they know your dad's story. 565 00:29:04,911 --> 00:29:06,979 Why do you want to help me so much, all of a sudden? 566 00:29:07,013 --> 00:29:10,149 I'm a very curious person. 567 00:29:10,182 --> 00:29:13,752 And I try not to underestimate people. 568 00:29:15,454 --> 00:29:16,823 - Terry Gross. - There it is. 569 00:29:16,856 --> 00:29:18,157 There it is. 570 00:29:19,291 --> 00:29:20,426 Wow. 571 00:29:30,436 --> 00:29:33,806 Oh... 572 00:29:33,840 --> 00:29:37,643 Keep telling it to, uh, be still, but it's not listening. 573 00:29:37,676 --> 00:29:41,647 I'm more of a teeth grinder, but same difference. 574 00:29:41,680 --> 00:29:46,819 Oh, yeah? Is that-is that from your, uh, your anxiety stuff? 575 00:29:48,955 --> 00:29:52,591 Yeah. Ever since I was a kid. 576 00:29:52,624 --> 00:29:54,593 I can't picture you with anxiety. 577 00:29:54,626 --> 00:29:58,464 You know? The way you present. 578 00:29:58,497 --> 00:30:00,499 That's what we do, right? 579 00:30:00,532 --> 00:30:04,470 Man. 580 00:30:04,503 --> 00:30:09,608 I take medication for depression. 581 00:30:09,641 --> 00:30:14,380 You know, without it, life gets pretty scary. 582 00:30:14,413 --> 00:30:17,149 - Never would've known. - Yeah, well... 583 00:30:17,183 --> 00:30:20,786 Man. 584 00:30:20,819 --> 00:30:23,022 Kate's never seen me that way, though. 585 00:30:23,055 --> 00:30:25,791 I hope she never has to. 586 00:30:25,824 --> 00:30:29,996 I try to forget that Beth's seen me crying on our bathroom floor. 587 00:30:30,029 --> 00:30:32,564 Never really works, though. 588 00:30:34,533 --> 00:30:36,035 You know, Randall, when the-when the... 589 00:30:36,068 --> 00:30:39,205 Yeah, yeah. What 590 00:30:39,238 --> 00:30:41,040 Your wife is having a little trouble 591 00:30:41,073 --> 00:30:43,842 clearing the anesthesia from her body. 592 00:30:43,876 --> 00:30:45,011 What does that mean? 593 00:30:45,044 --> 00:30:46,845 It just means she's taking a little longer 594 00:30:46,879 --> 00:30:49,315 than we'd like for her to wake up. 595 00:30:49,348 --> 00:30:51,083 It's nothing to worry about yet. 596 00:30:51,117 --> 00:30:53,385 I'll report back as soon as I know anything else. 597 00:30:54,520 --> 00:30:55,754 Thank you. 598 00:31:04,230 --> 00:31:07,766 Okay. Four banana pudding ice creams. 599 00:31:07,799 --> 00:31:09,835 Yep. Okay. 600 00:31:09,868 --> 00:31:11,904 Tastes so good! 601 00:31:11,938 --> 00:31:13,539 Kate, you-you have something on... 602 00:31:13,572 --> 00:31:15,541 - right there on your... oh! - Dad! 603 00:31:17,910 --> 00:31:20,079 How great is this? 604 00:31:20,112 --> 00:31:22,281 What do you need a baby for? 605 00:31:22,314 --> 00:31:25,717 Stay here. It's nice here. 606 00:31:25,751 --> 00:31:27,819 He's here. 607 00:31:31,557 --> 00:31:32,791 Still no change? 608 00:31:35,794 --> 00:31:38,064 Come on, Kate. Time to wake up now. 609 00:31:47,806 --> 00:31:50,042 Did I marry Zack from Saved by the Bell? 610 00:31:50,076 --> 00:31:53,079 No. Someone better. 611 00:31:53,112 --> 00:31:55,114 Who's taller and funnier. 612 00:31:55,147 --> 00:31:57,950 And beardier. 613 00:31:57,984 --> 00:31:59,551 And you're a singer, 614 00:31:59,585 --> 00:32:02,421 and you're trying to be a mom. 615 00:32:02,454 --> 00:32:03,655 Yeah. 616 00:32:03,689 --> 00:32:05,257 Too bad it's never gonna happen. 617 00:32:05,291 --> 00:32:08,494 Because nothing ever works out for us. 618 00:32:08,527 --> 00:32:10,997 We're always under that black cloud. Remember? 619 00:32:13,532 --> 00:32:15,467 Not this time. 620 00:32:18,004 --> 00:32:20,306 Dad? 621 00:32:23,275 --> 00:32:25,177 I have to go. 622 00:32:25,211 --> 00:32:26,979 I know, Katie girl. 623 00:32:27,013 --> 00:32:29,615 And Kate? 624 00:32:29,648 --> 00:32:32,518 I know you're going through a rough spell right now, 625 00:32:32,551 --> 00:32:34,686 and I'm not gonna lie to you. 626 00:32:34,720 --> 00:32:37,689 It's gonna last for a long time. 627 00:32:37,723 --> 00:32:40,492 But you'll be okay. 628 00:32:40,526 --> 00:32:42,228 Oh, and... 629 00:32:43,795 --> 00:32:46,365 ...you're gonna be a mom. 630 00:33:05,584 --> 00:33:07,953 Hey. 631 00:33:07,986 --> 00:33:10,056 Hi. 632 00:33:12,558 --> 00:33:15,327 Did you marry Sharyn from Accounting? 633 00:33:15,361 --> 00:33:17,863 I did. 634 00:33:17,896 --> 00:33:20,132 But we got an annulment as soon as you woke up. 635 00:33:20,166 --> 00:33:22,334 Mm-hmm. 636 00:33:22,368 --> 00:33:24,002 Look who's here. 637 00:33:24,036 --> 00:33:25,471 Who? 638 00:33:25,504 --> 00:33:28,507 Randall. 639 00:33:28,540 --> 00:33:31,543 No. 640 00:33:31,577 --> 00:33:33,179 Hey, sis. 641 00:33:33,212 --> 00:33:35,214 What are you doing here? 642 00:33:35,247 --> 00:33:38,417 I'm sorry. 643 00:33:43,021 --> 00:33:47,259 You have so much Dad in you, Randall. 644 00:33:47,293 --> 00:33:51,397 You came across the country to say you were sorry. 645 00:33:51,430 --> 00:33:54,133 That's, like, the most Dad move ever. 646 00:33:57,803 --> 00:33:59,838 Hey, Kate. 647 00:33:59,871 --> 00:34:01,240 Hey. 648 00:34:01,273 --> 00:34:02,341 Fine. 649 00:34:02,374 --> 00:34:04,543 Did we get any eggs? 650 00:34:04,576 --> 00:34:06,378 We got eight. 651 00:34:06,412 --> 00:34:08,880 Eight? 652 00:34:08,914 --> 00:34:10,382 Eight is good, right? 653 00:34:10,416 --> 00:34:11,750 Eight is good. 654 00:34:13,085 --> 00:34:16,054 So good. You did so good. 655 00:34:16,088 --> 00:34:19,024 Hey, um, I'm gonna give you two a minute, 656 00:34:19,057 --> 00:34:22,928 but, uh, congratulations... 657 00:34:22,961 --> 00:34:24,930 to both of you. 658 00:34:27,899 --> 00:34:30,136 You're gonna be an octomom. 659 00:34:34,906 --> 00:34:37,609 Hey, Dej. Saw you called a bunch. 660 00:34:37,643 --> 00:34:42,314 Whoa, hey, slow down. I... I can't understand what you're saying. 661 00:34:42,348 --> 00:34:46,485 Okay. Uh, I'll be on the next flight. 662 00:34:46,518 --> 00:34:48,454 Bye. 663 00:34:52,358 --> 00:34:54,893 Ah, a refill? 664 00:34:54,926 --> 00:34:56,662 Yes, please. 665 00:34:56,695 --> 00:34:59,064 - Thank you. - So... 666 00:34:59,097 --> 00:35:01,567 - New York. - New York. 667 00:35:01,600 --> 00:35:04,203 Mmm. 668 00:35:07,105 --> 00:35:10,242 Would you go if you were me? 669 00:35:10,276 --> 00:35:12,411 You know, when I was growing up, 670 00:35:12,444 --> 00:35:13,979 all my friends were playing with dolls 671 00:35:14,012 --> 00:35:15,947 and I was playing with worms. 672 00:35:15,981 --> 00:35:19,117 I wanted to be a scientist. 673 00:35:19,151 --> 00:35:22,921 And my father told me that he would only send me to college 674 00:35:22,954 --> 00:35:25,924 - if I was an English major. - Hmm. 675 00:35:25,957 --> 00:35:29,127 And I felt I was lucky just to go. 676 00:35:29,161 --> 00:35:33,098 And I was, for the times. 677 00:35:33,131 --> 00:35:35,367 And then I met Bob. 678 00:35:35,401 --> 00:35:39,538 And he was very supportive of my having a career 679 00:35:39,571 --> 00:35:41,640 and did I think he was Marlon Brando? 680 00:35:41,673 --> 00:35:44,376 Not exactly. 681 00:35:44,410 --> 00:35:50,115 But he was sweet and he was warm and kind and... 682 00:35:50,148 --> 00:35:53,685 and I held on to him because that was rare... 683 00:35:53,719 --> 00:35:57,055 and it still is rare. 684 00:35:59,558 --> 00:36:02,027 I mean, I've known since I was 16 685 00:36:02,060 --> 00:36:04,963 that I didn't want to be somebody whose entire day 686 00:36:04,996 --> 00:36:07,233 revolved around waiting for their husband 687 00:36:07,266 --> 00:36:08,800 to get home from work. 688 00:36:08,834 --> 00:36:11,169 And I know that Alan would never make me be that person. 689 00:36:11,203 --> 00:36:12,738 No, he wouldn't. 690 00:36:16,775 --> 00:36:19,845 But there's someone else. 691 00:36:19,878 --> 00:36:24,149 And I know next to nothing about him. 692 00:36:24,182 --> 00:36:26,017 He was in Vietnam. 693 00:36:26,051 --> 00:36:29,988 Uh, his home life seems really messy and sad. 694 00:36:30,021 --> 00:36:33,058 His dreams are nothing like mine. 695 00:36:33,091 --> 00:36:36,528 I think that he would be good to me and support me, 696 00:36:36,562 --> 00:36:38,397 but I have no way of knowing for sure 697 00:36:38,430 --> 00:36:39,865 because I don't even really know him. 698 00:36:39,898 --> 00:36:42,000 We've spent all of four hours together. 699 00:36:42,033 --> 00:36:45,103 But... 700 00:36:45,136 --> 00:36:47,539 You have a feeling. 701 00:36:47,573 --> 00:36:50,208 I have a feeling. 702 00:37:04,490 --> 00:37:06,525 How is she? 703 00:37:06,558 --> 00:37:08,794 She's bruised up real bad. 704 00:37:08,827 --> 00:37:11,897 They broke her arm, but she'll be okay. 705 00:37:11,930 --> 00:37:14,232 I knew this would happen. 706 00:37:14,266 --> 00:37:16,268 I told that girl time and time again, 707 00:37:16,302 --> 00:37:18,770 "I don't want you walking these streets alone. 708 00:37:18,804 --> 00:37:21,139 "And if anyone ever tries to take your bag or your money 709 00:37:21,172 --> 00:37:23,409 or whatever, just give it to them." 710 00:37:23,442 --> 00:37:25,311 But she loves that damn phone. 711 00:37:27,846 --> 00:37:29,748 I'm gonna do something about this. 712 00:37:31,650 --> 00:37:33,251 Everybody talks, 713 00:37:33,285 --> 00:37:35,253 but they don't actually do anything. 714 00:37:35,287 --> 00:37:38,223 I'm not like everyone else. 715 00:37:38,256 --> 00:37:40,058 Good. 716 00:37:40,091 --> 00:37:42,160 Then do something. 717 00:37:54,272 --> 00:37:56,074 How is she? 718 00:37:56,107 --> 00:37:59,445 - Uh, broken arm. - Mm. 719 00:37:59,478 --> 00:38:00,946 She's bruised up. 720 00:38:03,048 --> 00:38:05,250 What a day. 721 00:38:05,283 --> 00:38:07,185 Yeah. 722 00:38:16,294 --> 00:38:19,631 - Randall... - These people need someone, Beth. 723 00:38:21,299 --> 00:38:24,135 My dad was a superhero. 724 00:38:24,169 --> 00:38:27,339 Man literally saved my life the day I was born. 725 00:38:27,373 --> 00:38:30,141 And he always took action. 726 00:38:30,175 --> 00:38:32,210 He never sat still. 727 00:38:35,847 --> 00:38:39,284 He was a superhero and then he died 728 00:38:39,317 --> 00:38:41,353 and we've all been scrambling ever since... 729 00:38:43,855 --> 00:38:46,191 ...scrambling to keep him alive however we can... 730 00:38:49,327 --> 00:38:53,532 ...scrambling for new ways to feel close to him. 731 00:39:09,515 --> 00:39:12,684 I pride myself on having a piece of my dad in me, 732 00:39:12,718 --> 00:39:14,553 always have. 733 00:39:14,586 --> 00:39:16,822 But my dad wouldn't have sat still. 734 00:39:16,855 --> 00:39:20,426 And my dad wouldn't have just made phone calls. 735 00:39:20,459 --> 00:39:24,830 If this councilman won't do his job, then maybe I can. 736 00:39:24,863 --> 00:39:29,034 I think I'm gonna run against him, Beth. 737 00:39:34,606 --> 00:39:37,709 I got fired today, Randall. 738 00:39:55,994 --> 00:40:00,198 - Hi. - Hi. 739 00:40:00,231 --> 00:40:04,603 You said that your mother was staying with a friend 740 00:40:04,636 --> 00:40:09,407 on Hampton Street and then I... I saw your car parked outside. 741 00:40:09,441 --> 00:40:10,942 My heart... 742 00:40:10,976 --> 00:40:14,580 So, I thought... 743 00:40:14,613 --> 00:40:19,217 Forever a little broken... 744 00:40:19,250 --> 00:40:22,087 I'm so sorry I didn't bring anything. 745 00:40:22,120 --> 00:40:24,389 I feel terrible arriving empty-handed. 746 00:40:24,422 --> 00:40:27,959 No. You and my mom both. 747 00:40:27,993 --> 00:40:31,930 Nothing. Nothing. Just, uh... 748 00:40:31,963 --> 00:40:34,966 Should I say hi to your mom or...? 749 00:40:35,000 --> 00:40:39,170 - Oh, she went out for a walk with her friend. - Oh. 750 00:40:39,204 --> 00:40:42,974 But when she gets back, I'd like that very much. 751 00:40:43,008 --> 00:40:45,911 I would like that, too. 752 00:40:45,944 --> 00:40:47,679 Please, please 753 00:40:47,713 --> 00:40:50,448 Release me... 754 00:40:50,482 --> 00:40:52,684 So, that guy... 755 00:40:52,718 --> 00:40:57,255 Previous life. 756 00:40:57,288 --> 00:41:00,091 Okay. 757 00:41:00,125 --> 00:41:03,261 I've spent my life... 758 00:41:03,294 --> 00:41:05,631 Sorry for the mess. We... 759 00:41:05,664 --> 00:41:07,198 we ate dinner and then they just... 760 00:41:07,232 --> 00:41:10,268 No, no, of course. 761 00:41:10,301 --> 00:41:13,839 The writer of this song 762 00:41:13,872 --> 00:41:16,307 And a love, not just a longing 763 00:41:16,341 --> 00:41:22,047 In a world that is just calling me 764 00:41:22,080 --> 00:41:26,151 To be free 765 00:41:30,321 --> 00:41:34,993 Only I know 766 00:41:35,026 --> 00:41:39,397 What we had between us 767 00:41:42,433 --> 00:41:47,906 Some people don't believe us 768 00:41:47,939 --> 00:41:52,377 The things that have been spoken 769 00:41:52,410 --> 00:41:57,482 Would leave anyone heartbroken 770 00:41:57,515 --> 00:42:00,351 But never mind 771 00:42:03,354 --> 00:42:08,727 I'm still a survivor 772 00:42:08,760 --> 00:42:13,431 But I'm begging to be lighter... 773 00:42:15,366 --> 00:42:18,336 Do you want to go on a drive? 774 00:42:18,369 --> 00:42:21,272 It's all on me... 775 00:42:21,306 --> 00:42:22,641 Where do you want to go? 776 00:42:25,944 --> 00:42:28,580 Los Angeles. 777 00:42:28,614 --> 00:42:31,116 Please, please, please... 778 00:42:31,149 --> 00:42:32,918 Yeah. 779 00:42:32,951 --> 00:42:34,786 Yeah, let's go to Los Angeles. 780 00:42:34,820 --> 00:42:37,522 Please, please, please 781 00:42:37,555 --> 00:42:41,526 Release me 782 00:42:41,559 --> 00:42:46,231 I've been the best 783 00:42:46,264 --> 00:42:49,768 At doing the best that I can 784 00:42:49,801 --> 00:42:52,604 I've spent my life 785 00:42:52,638 --> 00:42:54,105 In the shadow of a man.