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I want to be your friend again.
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W-Why, Shaun? What happened?
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People need friends.
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Well...[CHUCKLES]
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Yeah, they do.
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But you said
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you wanted me
to stop interfering, remember?
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You wanted space.
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You wanted to make your own mistakes.
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I need a friend more than I need space.
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♪
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You were a good mentor and a good friend.
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Well, thank you, Shaun.
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[CHUCKLES]
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You don't know how much it means to me
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to hear you say that.
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But I-I think...
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♪
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...I think you may need a new mentor.
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♪
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I'm dying.
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♪
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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12 to 18 months.
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I'd appreciate it
if you didn't tell anyone, okay?
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I-I will in my own time.
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Okay.
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Have you had a full work-up?
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Yes, of course.
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It could be a secondary tumor
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metastasized to your brain
from somewhere else.
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It's the only tumor found.
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It could be an inflammatory
or infectious process.
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It was a tumor, Shaun.
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You should get a second opinion.
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Shaun, I've been a neurosurgeon
for 30 years.
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I think that qualifies
as a second opinion.
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You should get a second opinion.
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You have to know whether...
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All right, all right,
all right, all right, Shaun.
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I'll get a second opinion.
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Okay?
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Okay.
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Can I go to work now?
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♪
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Okay, Doctor, what's your diagnosis?
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I'm drunk.
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Not you. Other doctor.
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[CHUCKLES]
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Uh, well, given
the degree of the rotation
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and the fact that
the break is almost compound,
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I'd say we're dealing with a Bimalleolar
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or Trimalleolar fracture.
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Very good. What else?
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Um...
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Color?
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Blood flow is restricted.
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His foot's dying.
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- Oh, no.
- Mm.
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I'm gonna have to reset it now.
Hold his leg.
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- No.
- No, it's Ok.
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It just going to take a second
I need you to count to three.
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One...
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- One,
- two...
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- [BONES CRACK]
- Aah!
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[PANTING]
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[LAUGHS]
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Is Caden's leg gonna be okay?
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How long has his leg been like this
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and how exactly did it happen?
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Well, he's been like that
since I found him.
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He probably tripped over
a curb or something
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because that's where he was.
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Any reason you felt the need
to tell me twice
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that you found him like this?
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LIM: Dr. Park, boy's going to surgery.
You're going with.
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Don't go anywhere.
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♪
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Shouldn't I be asleep for this?
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Your blood alcohol level
complicates anesthesia
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and we think you have a concussion,
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so we're gonna keep you responsive.
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We did give you a regional nerve block,
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so you shouldn't feel anything.
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Huh. Cool.
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Bend the ICP plate over
two degrees on the proximal end.
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PARK: Contouring pliers.
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[FARTS]
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[LAUGHS]
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[MONITORS BEEPING]
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BP is dropping, heart rate's rising.
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- Let's tube him.
- IV fluids and phenylephrine, stat.
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We need to abort until we can get a
handle on what else is going on.
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Give me a full body CT,
full blood panels, and an echo.
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I think Jared and I may be able
to dig up an answer quicker.
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Great. Get on it.
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♪
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Come up with anything?
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Neither did I.
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I had a friend,
a neurosurgeon, at SF Muni.
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She looked at the scans.
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She came to the same diagnosis, Shaun.
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I have an inoperable glioma.
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Okay?
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♪
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I think you should go back to work, yes?
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♪
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I need to go to work.
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♪
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Be reasonable.
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Beg your pardon?
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Be reasonable.
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I have no idea what you're talking about.
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Oh, it'll be clear.
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What the hell happened to Caden?
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- I... I don't know.
- He twisted his ankle. I...
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You lied to me before.
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You're lying to me now,
you spoiled little coward.
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Hey, hey. Be reasonable.
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His friend's hurt.
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He's scared, and you're freaking him out.
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[SIGHS]
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[INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT OVER P.A.]
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[SIGHS]
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He's angry, but he's not wrong.
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Caden's in bad shape,
and we don't know why.
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We need to know what happened.
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No, no, don't... don't worry about him.
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Talk to me.
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You tell me the truth.
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You won't get in trouble.
You'll just... help a friend.
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All right.
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We were pledging.
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And there's... there's this,
uh, wheel of torture thing
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you got to do for initiation.
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Torture?
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But it's mos...
it's mostly stupid stuff, dude.
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It's, like, like,
drink a cup of olive oil
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or eat a tablespoon of cinnamon.
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And what did Caden land on?
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Laundry.
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He had to do laundry?
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No, like, like, he had to,
uh, eat th-those laundry things,
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as many as he could in 30 seconds.
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Detergent? Eat detergent?
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And how many did he have?
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I don't know.
Like six, maybe seven, seven.
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♪
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He ate detergent.
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Could've burned a hole
through his esophagus
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or his stomach and intestines.
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[MONITOR BEEPING]
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Catch that bleeder, please.
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♪
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Let's hope he doesn't breed.
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♪
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What? He isn't an idiot?
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MELENDEZ: We have healthy bowel
attached to healthy bowel.
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Let's close him up.
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Dr. Melendez?
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The trauma S.O.D. is asking
for you in O.R. number 2.
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We got an emergency thoracotomy.
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Who can give me
the remaining steps for closing?
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MORGAN: Cut anchoring sutures, clear
laps, and reposition the bowel.
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Remove clamps from
the duodenal resection site,
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keeping clear of the underlying aorta,
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close the fascia
using a looped O monofilament,
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close the dermal layer,
then re-approximate the skin.
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Also, you need to ensure
no omentum is caught
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in the fascial suture line.
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Close him up.
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Murphy, you're lead.
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Clearing laps.
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♪
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I will hold the repaired segment in place
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while you run the bowel for me.
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♪
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Bowel is clear
and ready to be repositioned.
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♪
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Shaun?
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♪
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Shaun, is everything all right?
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I lost something.
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In the cavity?
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No.
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But I know where it is now.
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♪
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Shaun.
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I left my scalpel here earlier today.
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You should get Diffusion Tensor Imaging.
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A DTI?
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Masses are difficult
to diagnose accurately.
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You should get more imaging.
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People make mistakes.
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That's not gonna happen, Shaun.
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My scalpel isn't here.
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[MONITORS BEEPING RAPIDLY]
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What happened this time?
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He's got a bleed somewhere.
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I want a capsule endoscopy to check
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the entire length of the bowel
for bleeding and leaks.
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And get me a complete coagulation
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- and metabolic profile.
- On it.
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♪
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Dr. Glassman is dying.
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What?
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What do you mean? He seemed fine.
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They say he has a glioma.
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That's a brain tumor.
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And he won't do a DTI scan
to confirm the diagnosis.
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Did he get a second opinion?
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He has, but delayed or missed
or incorrect diagnosis
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has an occurrence rate of 10% to 20%.
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Doctors make mistakes.
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Shaun, I don't know
what you want me to do.
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I-I want you to sit down.
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That's what people say
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when they want to tell you
something important.
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The part about him dying,
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that wasn't the important part?
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♪
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He won't listen to me.
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He is stubborn.
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- That he is.
- Stubborn.
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He will listen to you.
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Okay, you have known him longer,
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you're his friend, he trusts you.
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Shaun, I can't make him
do anything, either.
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You... Y-You're an attorney.
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I'm not skilled at lying or manipulation.
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♪
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So you want me to what?
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You want me to manipulate him?
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You want me to use our relationship
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and our history
to trick him into doing this?
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♪
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Yes, please.
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♪
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I knew you wouldn't let him die.
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♪
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Our patient has Disseminated
Intravascular Coagulation.
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Can anyone tell me why that is very bad?
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Blood clots form
throughout the blood vessels
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and rapidly deplete
the body's clotting factors,
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thereby causing a systematic bleed.
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It's also a catch-22.
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If we treat the clotting,
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he might end up with a terminal bleed.
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And if we treat the bleeding,
he'll have a terminal clot.
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So how do we treat it?
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We figure out the cause. Treat the cause.
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More damage from the detergent?
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Margins were clear. It's not that.
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He could have a crush injury
from his ankle.
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Or a bacterial infection he picked
up before or during surgery.
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It might have been set off by drug use.
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Or we did this to him.
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And by "we," I mean Shaun.
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He spaced out in the O.R.
when he was closing,
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kind of like he is now.
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- I'm listening.
- Comforting.
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He wasn't focused.
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He could've nicked a vessel,
which could've caused...
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Okay, we're talking about Shaun.
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Yeah, he's quiet, but he was focused.
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He's always focused.
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His stitches look like
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they came out of a sewing machine.
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All right. Complications happen.
272
00:12:40,440 --> 00:12:42,707
The kid was in pretty bad shape
when we got him.
273
00:12:42,709 --> 00:12:45,710
Physician error is way down
on the list of likely causes.
274
00:12:45,712 --> 00:12:47,211
Crush trauma being top.
275
00:12:47,213 --> 00:12:50,810
Get him started on fresh frozen
plasma and crystalloid fluids.
276
00:12:51,584 --> 00:12:53,187
[DOOR OPENS]
277
00:12:53,212 --> 00:12:56,187
♪
278
00:12:56,189 --> 00:12:57,355
[KNOCK ON DOOR]
279
00:12:57,357 --> 00:12:58,890
- Yeah?
- [DOOR OPENS]
280
00:12:58,892 --> 00:13:00,792
You got a second?
281
00:13:00,794 --> 00:13:03,394
Well, that's an open question.
282
00:13:03,396 --> 00:13:05,696
What can I do for you?
283
00:13:05,698 --> 00:13:08,232
I got a patient with DIC.
284
00:13:08,234 --> 00:13:10,935
One of the possible causes
is surgeon error.
285
00:13:10,937 --> 00:13:12,570
Your patient, your error?
286
00:13:12,572 --> 00:13:14,238
Shaun's.
287
00:13:14,240 --> 00:13:17,575
He got distracted
during surgery, spaced out.
288
00:13:18,129 --> 00:13:19,577
It's not like him.
289
00:13:19,579 --> 00:13:22,049
One place he never misses a beat
is the O.R.
290
00:13:23,384 --> 00:13:25,550
Is there anything going on
that I should know about?
291
00:13:29,181 --> 00:13:30,822
He got some bad news.
292
00:13:30,824 --> 00:13:31,923
About what?
293
00:13:32,309 --> 00:13:34,559
It's a personal matter.
294
00:13:34,561 --> 00:13:39,297
Shaun was distracted by a personal issue?
295
00:13:40,442 --> 00:13:41,966
What, did Lea come back?
296
00:13:43,635 --> 00:13:45,503
She have a new boyfriend?
297
00:13:45,505 --> 00:13:47,238
His cable get cut off?
298
00:13:48,409 --> 00:13:50,808
I have an inoperable glioma.
299
00:13:52,288 --> 00:13:54,111
18 months.
300
00:13:54,113 --> 00:13:59,784
♪
301
00:13:59,786 --> 00:14:01,919
Aaron, I am so sorry.
302
00:14:02,798 --> 00:14:04,355
Me, too.
303
00:14:04,357 --> 00:14:05,857
♪
304
00:14:05,859 --> 00:14:08,292
Is there anything I can do?
305
00:14:09,013 --> 00:14:10,761
I wish.
306
00:14:10,763 --> 00:14:13,731
♪
307
00:14:13,733 --> 00:14:15,205
You should've told me.
308
00:14:15,207 --> 00:14:18,369
♪
309
00:14:18,371 --> 00:14:20,343
Or at least you shouldn't have told him.
310
00:14:20,345 --> 00:14:23,841
♪
311
00:14:39,190 --> 00:14:41,383
His coagulation factors are still off.
312
00:14:41,430 --> 00:14:42,462
Crush trauma isn't the issue.
313
00:14:42,464 --> 00:14:44,029
And his tox screen came back clean.
314
00:14:44,031 --> 00:14:46,312
- It's not drugs, either.
- We don't know that.
315
00:14:46,337 --> 00:14:47,803
He's had so many transfusions,
316
00:14:47,805 --> 00:14:49,972
the blood in his veins isn't
the same blood he came in with.
317
00:14:49,974 --> 00:14:51,773
The drugs could still be
in his organs causing...
318
00:14:51,775 --> 00:14:52,975
I get that you don't want to think
319
00:14:52,977 --> 00:14:54,610
that this could be caused by your friend,
320
00:14:54,612 --> 00:14:56,845
- but we have to... - The kid came
directly from a frat hazing, hammered.
321
00:14:56,847 --> 00:14:58,814
What are the odds he wasn't on drugs?
322
00:14:58,816 --> 00:15:00,382
We should start IV midazolam
323
00:15:00,384 --> 00:15:01,984
and sodium bicarbonate to counteract...
324
00:15:01,986 --> 00:15:04,353
- That's the treatment for amphetamines.
- If you're wrong,
325
00:15:04,355 --> 00:15:05,854
that could cause a fatal arrhythmia.
326
00:15:05,856 --> 00:15:08,290
I'll find out what drugs he's on.
327
00:15:12,824 --> 00:15:13,996
You're going to find out by asking?
328
00:15:13,998 --> 00:15:15,497
Blake was honest with me before.
329
00:15:15,499 --> 00:15:16,832
It's a lot easier to be honest
330
00:15:16,834 --> 00:15:18,300
when you're not confessing to a crime.
331
00:15:18,302 --> 00:15:20,202
We don't have a lot of choice
in the matter.
332
00:15:20,204 --> 00:15:21,703
[SCOFFS]
333
00:15:21,705 --> 00:15:23,839
That's not true.
334
00:15:26,155 --> 00:15:27,776
Thanks for doing this.
335
00:15:28,532 --> 00:15:29,845
Yeah, no worries.
336
00:15:31,273 --> 00:15:33,181
Noticed it was cut when I first saw you.
337
00:15:33,183 --> 00:15:35,217
Figured it should get cleaned up.
338
00:15:37,249 --> 00:15:38,966
Is it all right if I draw some blood?
339
00:15:38,991 --> 00:15:40,149
Just want to make sure
340
00:15:40,151 --> 00:15:41,643
you don't have any toxins or infections.
341
00:15:41,645 --> 00:15:42,921
Sure.
342
00:15:45,429 --> 00:15:51,033
So, uh, the nurse said
that Caden has DIC.
343
00:15:51,737 --> 00:15:53,237
Do you know what that is?
344
00:15:53,239 --> 00:15:54,405
Mnh-mnh.
345
00:15:54,407 --> 00:15:56,274
Well, in short, his body is clotting
346
00:15:56,276 --> 00:15:57,809
and hemorrhaging at the same time.
347
00:15:57,811 --> 00:15:59,610
If we can't figure out what's causing it,
348
00:15:59,612 --> 00:16:01,023
he'll die.
349
00:16:06,278 --> 00:16:08,405
Just hold that there for me.
350
00:16:09,389 --> 00:16:10,824
All done.
351
00:16:13,243 --> 00:16:15,059
PARK: Blake, buddy, you're on something.
352
00:16:15,061 --> 00:16:16,427
Your pupils are dilated,
353
00:16:16,429 --> 00:16:18,296
and you're sweating in a 68-degree room.
354
00:16:18,298 --> 00:16:20,064
Now, I can hand this over to the cops
355
00:16:20,066 --> 00:16:22,733
or you can tell the truth
about what Caden's on.
356
00:16:22,735 --> 00:16:24,657
♪
357
00:16:24,659 --> 00:16:25,837
Molly.
358
00:16:25,839 --> 00:16:28,973
♪
359
00:16:28,975 --> 00:16:31,409
I would've told you the truth
if you'd asked.
360
00:16:31,411 --> 00:16:33,341
♪
361
00:16:33,343 --> 00:16:34,912
I'm sorry.
362
00:16:36,415 --> 00:16:38,416
You have time to talk?
363
00:16:38,418 --> 00:16:40,251
[DOOR CLOSES]
364
00:16:40,854 --> 00:16:42,086
Shaun told you.
365
00:16:42,088 --> 00:16:43,621
He did. Yeah.
366
00:16:43,623 --> 00:16:45,670
I wish I would've heard it from you.
367
00:16:45,672 --> 00:16:47,525
Yeah, I'm sorry.
368
00:16:47,527 --> 00:16:49,360
- We're friends.
- I get it.
369
00:16:49,362 --> 00:16:51,429
- I want to be there for you.
- [STAMMERS] What, are you mad at me?
370
00:16:51,431 --> 00:16:53,097
Yes.
371
00:16:53,099 --> 00:16:55,199
I'm supposed to be there for you.
372
00:16:55,201 --> 00:16:57,368
To do what? To do what exactly?
Hold my hand?
373
00:16:57,370 --> 00:16:58,870
Yes, if that's what's needed.
374
00:16:58,872 --> 00:17:01,239
Okay, well, what I need
is to be left alone, okay?
375
00:17:01,241 --> 00:17:02,440
Well, you told Shaun,
376
00:17:02,442 --> 00:17:04,709
so that was a brilliant strategy.
377
00:17:04,711 --> 00:17:06,077
Okay, okay, I get it.
378
00:17:06,079 --> 00:17:08,212
Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, okay?
379
00:17:08,214 --> 00:17:10,381
Sometimes when people
are told they are dying,
380
00:17:10,383 --> 00:17:11,549
they do stupid things!
381
00:17:11,551 --> 00:17:14,385
Sometimes people around them
do stupid things!
382
00:17:14,387 --> 00:17:16,053
Shaun told you to come here
383
00:17:16,055 --> 00:17:19,857
to try to convince me
to get more imaging, right?!
384
00:17:20,893 --> 00:17:22,604
Aaron, you can't stop fighting.
385
00:17:25,530 --> 00:17:30,234
- Maddie wouldn't have wanted you to stop
- ...Don't, don't, don't, don't you dare.
386
00:17:30,612 --> 00:17:32,336
Don't you dare.
387
00:17:32,338 --> 00:17:34,338
♪
388
00:17:35,117 --> 00:17:37,742
What are you gonna say, huh?
389
00:17:37,744 --> 00:17:39,977
That Maddie was a fighter?
390
00:17:41,206 --> 00:17:42,413
Huh?
391
00:17:42,415 --> 00:17:44,001
That she never quit?
392
00:17:44,566 --> 00:17:49,687
♪
393
00:17:52,257 --> 00:17:53,501
I'm sorry.
394
00:17:53,503 --> 00:17:57,495
♪
395
00:17:57,497 --> 00:17:59,164
Thank you.
396
00:17:59,166 --> 00:18:02,700
♪
397
00:18:02,702 --> 00:18:05,569
And you should get the DTI.
398
00:18:05,571 --> 00:18:07,571
♪
399
00:18:07,573 --> 00:18:09,573
Not for you.
400
00:18:09,575 --> 00:18:13,377
You've accepted your diagnosis.
401
00:18:13,864 --> 00:18:15,446
Shaun hasn't.
402
00:18:15,448 --> 00:18:18,449
♪
403
00:18:18,451 --> 00:18:21,085
He needs to. [SNIFFLES]
404
00:18:21,087 --> 00:18:25,623
♪
405
00:18:25,625 --> 00:18:26,924
ANDREWS: Hey, Neil.
406
00:18:26,926 --> 00:18:29,560
I heard there was a complication
in one of your cases.
407
00:18:29,562 --> 00:18:30,895
Caden Hauley?
408
00:18:30,897 --> 00:18:32,730
MELENDEZ: Heard or
have you been monitoring
409
00:18:32,732 --> 00:18:34,065
all of Murphy's cases?
410
00:18:34,067 --> 00:18:36,067
I monitor all my department's cases.
411
00:18:36,069 --> 00:18:37,735
18-year-old with DIC.
412
00:18:37,737 --> 00:18:39,236
Any idea what set it off?
413
00:18:39,238 --> 00:18:40,932
Complications happen.
414
00:18:41,407 --> 00:18:44,275
The kid was in pretty bad shape
when he got to us.
415
00:18:44,277 --> 00:18:47,511
I'm also wondering why you were
in two surgeries at once.
416
00:18:47,513 --> 00:18:49,847
You left three first-years unattended?
417
00:18:51,383 --> 00:18:53,217
You know we do this all the time.
418
00:18:53,219 --> 00:18:55,619
We couldn't function efficiently
if we didn't.
419
00:18:57,422 --> 00:19:00,291
I hope Caden pulls through.
420
00:19:06,832 --> 00:19:10,001
You got a very quick appointment.
421
00:19:10,003 --> 00:19:13,048
I have connections, Shaun.
422
00:19:13,539 --> 00:19:17,041
Why did you listen to Jessica but not me?
423
00:19:17,594 --> 00:19:19,377
Well, Jessica's pretty smart, too.
424
00:19:19,379 --> 00:19:22,146
Yes, but what did she tell you?
425
00:19:22,935 --> 00:19:24,548
I don't think this is a good time.
426
00:19:24,550 --> 00:19:26,417
When is a good time?
427
00:19:27,719 --> 00:19:29,754
I have a lot to learn from you,
428
00:19:29,756 --> 00:19:32,456
and if you're dying,
less than two years to learn.
429
00:19:32,458 --> 00:19:35,860
[FOOTSTEPS APPROACH]
430
00:19:35,862 --> 00:19:37,895
Sorry to keep you waiting.
431
00:19:37,897 --> 00:19:40,831
There were some surprises on your images.
432
00:19:40,833 --> 00:19:43,401
The previous diagnosis was incorrect.
433
00:19:43,403 --> 00:19:45,903
You have a Glioblastoma Multiforme
434
00:19:45,905 --> 00:19:48,072
located in your pons.
435
00:19:48,074 --> 00:19:50,408
I'm sure I don't need to tell you this,
436
00:19:50,410 --> 00:19:54,172
but it's the most aggressive
form of brain cancer.
437
00:19:54,747 --> 00:20:00,584
We estimate three, maybe four months.
438
00:20:00,586 --> 00:20:04,088
I can have my assistant
get in touch with you
439
00:20:04,090 --> 00:20:07,425
to refer you to a therapist
when you're ready.
440
00:20:07,427 --> 00:20:09,193
[SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY]
441
00:20:09,195 --> 00:20:12,730
[SOFT MUSIC PLAYING]
442
00:20:17,015 --> 00:20:18,382
He still has low blood pressure
and thin blood,
443
00:20:18,384 --> 00:20:21,451
which means the treatment
for the MDMA didn't work.
444
00:20:21,489 --> 00:20:22,922
So the Molly wasn't the problem?
445
00:20:22,924 --> 00:20:25,225
It certainly didn't help him,
but now we think he...
446
00:20:25,227 --> 00:20:27,760
Our best guess is
Caden has a bacterial infection.
447
00:20:27,762 --> 00:20:29,429
♪
448
00:20:29,431 --> 00:20:31,598
Thanks.
449
00:20:34,568 --> 00:20:36,402
DIC?
450
00:20:36,404 --> 00:20:38,504
What happened there?
451
00:20:38,506 --> 00:20:40,406
Uh, we're not sure yet.
452
00:20:40,408 --> 00:20:42,542
He was pretty sick when he came in.
453
00:20:42,544 --> 00:20:45,078
I guess sometimes
complications just happen.
454
00:20:45,080 --> 00:20:46,412
Interesting choice of words.
455
00:20:46,414 --> 00:20:49,182
Eerily similar
to what Dr. Melendez said to me.
456
00:20:49,184 --> 00:20:51,584
Yeah, he said it during a differential.
457
00:20:51,586 --> 00:20:53,419
I guess the phrasing just stuck with me.
458
00:20:53,421 --> 00:20:55,521
It's not like Melendez
to be that laissez-faire.
459
00:20:55,523 --> 00:20:57,757
He usually likes to know
exactly why things happen.
460
00:20:57,759 --> 00:20:59,659
One of the traits I admire about him.
461
00:20:59,661 --> 00:21:01,761
Yeah, well,
we're trying to figure it out.
462
00:21:01,763 --> 00:21:03,930
But so far, the cultures are negative.
463
00:21:03,932 --> 00:21:05,632
Shaun's closing was textbook.
464
00:21:05,634 --> 00:21:07,767
Drug use doesn't seem to be a problem.
465
00:21:08,836 --> 00:21:11,371
I didn't realize Murphy did the closing.
466
00:21:11,373 --> 00:21:12,538
Good for him.
467
00:21:15,322 --> 00:21:16,509
[SIGHS]
468
00:21:16,511 --> 00:21:21,247
♪
469
00:21:33,727 --> 00:21:35,862
Oh, my God.
470
00:21:35,864 --> 00:21:37,063
Shaun.
471
00:21:37,065 --> 00:21:40,400
Yes, yes, there are
many different explanations.
472
00:21:40,402 --> 00:21:43,736
You asked me to get a second opinion.
I got a second opinion.
473
00:21:43,738 --> 00:21:46,406
You asked me to get more imaging.
I got more imaging.
474
00:21:46,408 --> 00:21:47,907
Shaun, you have to accept...
475
00:21:47,909 --> 00:21:49,575
No, I don't accept.
476
00:21:49,577 --> 00:21:51,778
I don't accept. I was right.
477
00:21:51,780 --> 00:21:53,846
No, you were not right. I'm dying, Shaun.
478
00:21:53,848 --> 00:21:56,015
- I said - doctors make mistakes...
- Yeah, they made a mistake.
479
00:21:56,017 --> 00:21:58,418
- I have less time than we even thought!
- ...and they made a mistake.
480
00:21:58,420 --> 00:21:59,919
Shaun was right. Shaun was right.
481
00:21:59,921 --> 00:22:01,754
Imaging is unreliable.
482
00:22:01,756 --> 00:22:03,589
The imaging that you asked me to get.
483
00:22:03,591 --> 00:22:06,359
Imaging is subject to interpretation.
484
00:22:06,361 --> 00:22:07,460
[SIGHS]
485
00:22:07,462 --> 00:22:10,029
Yes, studies have shown that experts rely
486
00:22:10,031 --> 00:22:12,865
on... on... on subjective measures
487
00:22:12,867 --> 00:22:14,901
based on experience rather than object...
488
00:22:14,903 --> 00:22:15,968
No more.
489
00:22:15,970 --> 00:22:17,337
- Rather than objective...
- No more, no.
490
00:22:17,339 --> 00:22:18,604
- No.
- No, no. No more. No more.
491
00:22:18,606 --> 00:22:20,907
- No more.
- Many theories consistent with...
492
00:22:20,909 --> 00:22:22,675
You can't do a biopsy to confirm
493
00:22:22,677 --> 00:22:24,377
because many tumors look alike.
494
00:22:24,379 --> 00:22:25,912
Some are treatable.
495
00:22:25,914 --> 00:22:28,200
- Some are curable.
- Stop, will ya?!
496
00:22:28,202 --> 00:22:29,849
Some are curable. They're curable.
497
00:22:29,851 --> 00:22:32,552
Stop, please, will ya?!
Stop, stop, stop talking!
498
00:22:32,554 --> 00:22:34,053
- Stop!
- Okay.
499
00:22:34,055 --> 00:22:35,690
Stop!
500
00:22:39,068 --> 00:22:41,627
I am not hurting you.
501
00:22:41,629 --> 00:22:43,930
Oh, my God, stop.
502
00:22:43,932 --> 00:22:45,398
I'm helping you.
503
00:22:45,400 --> 00:22:47,900
No, you're not. You're not helping.
504
00:22:47,902 --> 00:22:50,236
I don't need theories.
505
00:22:50,747 --> 00:22:52,572
I don't need white boards.
506
00:22:52,574 --> 00:22:53,940
I don't need doctors!
507
00:22:54,584 --> 00:22:57,410
I don't want to think about the tumor!
508
00:22:57,412 --> 00:22:59,579
I don't want to think about dying!
509
00:22:59,581 --> 00:23:01,080
You know what I want?
510
00:23:01,082 --> 00:23:03,349
You know what I actually want?
I want to... I want to...
511
00:23:03,351 --> 00:23:05,017
I want to go on a long drive somewhere.
512
00:23:05,019 --> 00:23:06,686
[VOICE BREAKING] I want to...
I want to eat pancakes.
513
00:23:06,688 --> 00:23:08,454
I want to watch football.
514
00:23:08,456 --> 00:23:10,757
- It's not football season.
- Oh, my God.
515
00:23:10,759 --> 00:23:13,102
I know it's not football season.
516
00:23:13,995 --> 00:23:15,862
[SIGHS]
517
00:23:15,864 --> 00:23:18,664
Do you mean you want to have fun?
518
00:23:18,666 --> 00:23:23,202
♪
519
00:23:23,204 --> 00:23:25,204
Yeah.
520
00:23:25,206 --> 00:23:27,373
I want to have fun.
521
00:23:27,375 --> 00:23:30,376
♪
522
00:23:30,378 --> 00:23:33,312
So you can keep fighting.
523
00:23:33,314 --> 00:23:35,083
Keep fighting if you want.
524
00:23:36,351 --> 00:23:39,552
It's futile and it's stupid.
525
00:23:39,554 --> 00:23:42,555
♪
526
00:23:42,557 --> 00:23:44,309
Or you can come with me.
527
00:23:44,311 --> 00:23:50,163
♪
528
00:23:55,502 --> 00:23:58,738
[DOOR OPENS]
529
00:23:58,740 --> 00:24:00,611
[DOOR CLOSES]
530
00:24:00,613 --> 00:24:04,777
♪
531
00:24:09,416 --> 00:24:11,017
- [MONITORS BEEPING RAPIDLY]
- How long has he been hypoxic?
532
00:24:11,019 --> 00:24:12,518
It came on suddenly five minutes ago.
533
00:24:12,520 --> 00:24:15,188
He's on 100% high-flow oxygen,
and his numbers aren't budging.
534
00:24:15,190 --> 00:24:16,689
He's ventilating fine.
535
00:24:17,208 --> 00:24:19,192
He must have thrombosed
his pulmonary artery.
536
00:24:19,194 --> 00:24:21,494
We need to dissolve this clot
before his heart stops.
537
00:24:21,496 --> 00:24:23,029
- Jared, prep for jugular access.
- On it.
538
00:24:23,031 --> 00:24:24,597
50 milligrams T.P.A. infusion now.
539
00:24:24,599 --> 00:24:26,999
Let's go, let's go, let's go!
540
00:24:27,001 --> 00:24:30,369
[CAROUSEL MUSIC PLAYING]
541
00:24:30,371 --> 00:24:32,538
Is this fun?
542
00:24:32,540 --> 00:24:35,041
[MUSIC CONTINUES]
543
00:24:35,043 --> 00:24:38,377
The Saturday after Valentine's Day,
544
00:24:38,379 --> 00:24:40,213
her favorite day of the year,
545
00:24:40,215 --> 00:24:41,747
even more than her birthday.
546
00:24:41,749 --> 00:24:46,085
The Chamber of Commerce
would decorate this place
547
00:24:46,087 --> 00:24:49,222
and put out a crappy buffet meal,
548
00:24:49,224 --> 00:24:53,226
hire a deejay, and I'd put on a tux,
549
00:24:53,228 --> 00:24:56,562
and she'd put on a yellow Belle dress,
550
00:24:56,564 --> 00:24:58,040
and she'd...
551
00:24:58,867 --> 00:25:02,401
pin my bow tie on me,
552
00:25:02,403 --> 00:25:06,672
and I'd pin a little
yellow corsage on her.
553
00:25:06,674 --> 00:25:11,844
And we'd come and we'd eat
and we'd... and we'd dance.
554
00:25:11,846 --> 00:25:15,181
[JAMES TAYLOR'S
"YOUR SMILING FACE" PLAYS]
555
00:25:15,183 --> 00:25:18,017
♪ Whenever I see your smiling face ♪
556
00:25:18,019 --> 00:25:20,119
♪ I have to smile myself
557
00:25:20,121 --> 00:25:22,855
♪ Because I love you
558
00:25:22,857 --> 00:25:24,690
♪ Yes, I do
559
00:25:24,692 --> 00:25:26,225
I love you, sweetie.
560
00:25:26,227 --> 00:25:28,761
I love you more.
561
00:25:28,763 --> 00:25:30,396
Oh, you think so, huh?
562
00:25:30,398 --> 00:25:32,131
Well, I'll tell you what.
563
00:25:32,133 --> 00:25:34,534
You can take how much you love me,
564
00:25:34,536 --> 00:25:36,602
which I know is quite a lot,
565
00:25:36,604 --> 00:25:40,039
and then you can double it,
and then you can add 10,
566
00:25:40,041 --> 00:25:42,074
and that's how much I love you.
567
00:25:42,076 --> 00:25:45,378
♪ Tell me how much longer,
if it grows stronger every day ♪
568
00:25:45,380 --> 00:25:48,848
I love you more.
569
00:25:48,850 --> 00:25:51,884
♪ Oh, how much longer?
570
00:25:51,886 --> 00:25:55,054
♪ I thought I was in love
a couple of times before ♪
571
00:25:55,056 --> 00:25:57,056
♪ With the girl next door
572
00:25:57,475 --> 00:26:03,229
And I remember thinking,
"This is the moment...
573
00:26:04,273 --> 00:26:06,499
that I know will be in my mind
574
00:26:06,501 --> 00:26:11,370
when I... when I...
when I close my eyes to die."
575
00:26:15,676 --> 00:26:17,843
Only I thought
that she'd be sitting there,
576
00:26:17,845 --> 00:26:19,497
right next to me,
577
00:26:21,182 --> 00:26:23,918
and I'd hear her say it one more time.
578
00:26:29,990 --> 00:26:32,892
I lost my toy scalpel.
579
00:26:35,362 --> 00:26:37,730
The one that Steve gave me.
580
00:26:40,534 --> 00:26:42,535
Yeah, I figured that was the one.
581
00:26:42,537 --> 00:26:45,481
I have been looking for a whole day.
582
00:26:46,040 --> 00:26:48,908
I think it may be gone forever.
583
00:26:54,881 --> 00:26:57,750
Maybe I'll come here when you're dead.
584
00:26:59,219 --> 00:27:00,997
Okay.
585
00:27:04,992 --> 00:27:08,160
Are your memories
of your daughter enough for you?
586
00:27:10,664 --> 00:27:12,717
Not even close.
587
00:27:14,401 --> 00:27:16,736
[CELLPHONE CHIMES]
588
00:27:21,274 --> 00:27:23,175
Do you need me to listen to you anymore?
589
00:27:23,177 --> 00:27:24,510
No, Shaun, you should go.
590
00:27:24,512 --> 00:27:25,711
Okay.
591
00:27:36,705 --> 00:27:38,269
CLAIRE: Not all the cultures are back.
592
00:27:38,271 --> 00:27:40,301
But since he's not responding
to any antibiotics,
593
00:27:40,326 --> 00:27:41,659
we can rule out bacterial.
594
00:27:41,661 --> 00:27:42,693
It was never a great fit.
595
00:27:42,695 --> 00:27:44,426
It's a better fit than surgical error.
596
00:27:44,428 --> 00:27:46,913
What if it is bacterial
but resistant to all...
597
00:27:46,947 --> 00:27:47,967
Then he's dead.
598
00:27:47,969 --> 00:27:50,489
What about Paroxysmal Nocturnal
Hemoglobinuria?
599
00:27:50,491 --> 00:27:51,556
PNH?
600
00:27:51,558 --> 00:27:53,258
The incidence
is literally one in a million.
601
00:27:53,260 --> 00:27:55,327
What's the odds of Murphy screwing up?
602
00:27:55,329 --> 00:27:57,718
- I'd put them about that.
- No, it's not PNH.
603
00:27:57,720 --> 00:27:59,291
Caden had normal flow cytometry.
604
00:27:59,293 --> 00:28:02,801
Exotic snake venom can trigger
consumptive coagulopathies.
605
00:28:02,803 --> 00:28:04,136
So can pre-eclampsia,
606
00:28:04,138 --> 00:28:06,238
but he's not pregnant
and he wasn't charming snakes.
607
00:28:06,240 --> 00:28:09,010
♪
608
00:28:09,012 --> 00:28:12,077
Murphy, any thoughts here?
609
00:28:12,591 --> 00:28:14,579
It is kind of your ass on the line.
610
00:28:14,581 --> 00:28:17,616
♪
611
00:28:34,194 --> 00:28:37,296
I know why Caden has DIC.
612
00:28:39,172 --> 00:28:43,108
I squeezed the artery between two clamps.
613
00:28:43,110 --> 00:28:45,602
I must have ruptured the aortic wall,
614
00:28:45,604 --> 00:28:47,657
causing a pseudo-aneurysm.
615
00:28:47,659 --> 00:28:49,681
It was my mistake.
616
00:28:50,917 --> 00:28:52,882
And also...
617
00:28:54,967 --> 00:28:58,323
I have to make a bowel movement.
618
00:29:04,435 --> 00:29:05,731
He's lying.
619
00:29:06,312 --> 00:29:07,566
He's gonna puke.
620
00:29:07,568 --> 00:29:09,034
[SIGHS]
621
00:29:09,036 --> 00:29:11,570
He's going to Glassman.
622
00:29:14,253 --> 00:29:18,552
I told Dr. Melendez
I had to make a bowel movement.
623
00:29:18,579 --> 00:29:20,912
I think he believed me.
624
00:29:20,914 --> 00:29:22,107
Color me proud.
625
00:29:22,109 --> 00:29:24,750
I have the answer.
626
00:29:24,752 --> 00:29:27,085
Shaun, I hope you're referring
to your patient,
627
00:29:27,087 --> 00:29:28,587
but due to the fact that you're here,
628
00:29:28,589 --> 00:29:30,255
pretending to be in the bathroom,
629
00:29:30,257 --> 00:29:32,424
- I kind of doubt that.
- Yes, it's your answer.
630
00:29:32,426 --> 00:29:33,925
We already...
631
00:29:33,927 --> 00:29:36,795
We already have my answer, Shaun.
632
00:29:36,797 --> 00:29:39,264
We can't do a biopsy on you
633
00:29:39,266 --> 00:29:41,199
because of the arteries in the way,
634
00:29:41,201 --> 00:29:43,769
like the arteries in Caden's abdomen,
635
00:29:43,771 --> 00:29:45,922
but we can't move the arteries
in your brain because...
636
00:29:45,924 --> 00:29:48,940
Why did we go to the carousel?
637
00:29:48,942 --> 00:29:51,009
Because you were sad.
638
00:29:51,011 --> 00:29:53,044
What didn't I want to do?
639
00:29:54,113 --> 00:29:56,615
Do you not know the answers
to these questions?
640
00:29:56,617 --> 00:29:58,124
I do know the answers, Shaun.
641
00:29:58,126 --> 00:30:00,129
I don't think you know
the answers to these questions.
642
00:30:00,131 --> 00:30:02,587
You're not hearing me. I'm dying.
643
00:30:02,589 --> 00:30:03,869
There's still hope.
644
00:30:04,995 --> 00:30:07,081
Shaun, look at me.
645
00:30:07,998 --> 00:30:09,728
Look at me, please.
646
00:30:12,584 --> 00:30:15,453
There is no hope for me.
647
00:30:16,382 --> 00:30:17,469
I mean, hope?
648
00:30:17,471 --> 00:30:19,332
What... What... What... What is hope?
649
00:30:19,334 --> 00:30:21,807
You hope the 49ers find a defense.
650
00:30:21,809 --> 00:30:24,476
You hope the number 4 bus comes on time.
651
00:30:24,478 --> 00:30:26,645
Doesn't mean they magically
learn how to tackle.
652
00:30:26,647 --> 00:30:29,770
Doesn't mean the bus driver
suddenly drives faster.
653
00:30:30,984 --> 00:30:34,653
Hope is irrelevant for me.
654
00:30:34,655 --> 00:30:37,823
Hope is painful.
655
00:30:38,362 --> 00:30:41,827
I don't want to spend
what's left of my life
656
00:30:41,829 --> 00:30:44,702
chasing my tail around in a circle.
657
00:30:46,427 --> 00:30:48,327
You understand?
658
00:30:48,352 --> 00:30:54,172
♪
659
00:30:54,174 --> 00:30:55,754
Okay.
660
00:30:58,299 --> 00:31:00,045
Okay.
661
00:31:13,793 --> 00:31:17,776
Your tumor is located
at the base of your skull.
662
00:31:18,532 --> 00:31:23,468
An open cranial biopsy
would tell us what's wrong.
663
00:31:23,470 --> 00:31:25,971
But there are blood vessels in the way.
664
00:31:25,973 --> 00:31:29,622
The biopsy would cause
an aneurysm or a bleed.
665
00:31:30,143 --> 00:31:33,979
But if we go through
your nasal cribriform plate,
666
00:31:33,981 --> 00:31:37,649
we can cross the tentorium
on the contralateral side
667
00:31:37,651 --> 00:31:40,049
and avoid all those blood vessels.
668
00:31:42,155 --> 00:31:46,119
We can do a biopsy through your nose.
669
00:31:46,121 --> 00:31:50,395
♪
670
00:31:53,933 --> 00:31:56,341
You can't die, too.
671
00:31:56,343 --> 00:32:03,675
♪
672
00:32:03,677 --> 00:32:05,196
I have to throw up.
673
00:32:05,198 --> 00:32:10,448
♪
674
00:32:10,450 --> 00:32:12,450
[DOOR OPENS]
675
00:32:12,452 --> 00:32:14,419
MORGAN: So how do we do this?
Do we file a report?
676
00:32:14,421 --> 00:32:15,715
Talk to Andrews personally?
677
00:32:15,717 --> 00:32:17,184
You want to report Shaun?
678
00:32:17,186 --> 00:32:19,991
I don't want to. I think we have to.
679
00:32:19,993 --> 00:32:21,326
No, you want to.
680
00:32:21,328 --> 00:32:23,528
And we'd certainly have to
if our sole agenda
681
00:32:23,530 --> 00:32:24,963
would be to take down Shaun
682
00:32:24,965 --> 00:32:26,747
and to give you one less person
to compete against.
683
00:32:26,749 --> 00:32:28,762
And certainly, we'd absolutely "have to"
684
00:32:28,764 --> 00:32:31,970
cover up and bury
a possible fatal medical error
685
00:32:31,972 --> 00:32:34,172
if our sole agenda
was to protect a friend?
686
00:32:34,174 --> 00:32:37,275
Protocol would seem to favor
the bitch over the friend.
687
00:32:37,277 --> 00:32:38,343
Thanks?
688
00:32:38,345 --> 00:32:40,245
[DOOR OPENS]
689
00:32:40,247 --> 00:32:42,314
I threw up.
690
00:32:44,617 --> 00:32:46,484
We have a duty to report errors
691
00:32:46,486 --> 00:32:47,992
so they won't happen again.
692
00:32:48,388 --> 00:32:50,121
The process saves lives.
693
00:32:50,123 --> 00:32:52,590
And exactly what errors are
we trying to avoid a repeat of?
694
00:32:52,592 --> 00:32:55,060
You worried about the next time
an autistic surgeon operates
695
00:32:55,062 --> 00:32:56,361
on a drugged-up frat kid
696
00:32:56,363 --> 00:32:58,430
after finding out his mentor
is dying of brain cancer?
697
00:33:01,367 --> 00:33:03,501
Dr. Melendez told us, Shaun.
698
00:33:03,503 --> 00:33:05,036
We're really sorry.
699
00:33:05,509 --> 00:33:07,305
It's okay.
700
00:33:07,886 --> 00:33:09,607
It's okay.
701
00:33:09,609 --> 00:33:12,277
I think he's going to be okay.
702
00:33:12,279 --> 00:33:14,112
The protocol exists
703
00:33:14,114 --> 00:33:15,780
so that we don't ask questions like that.
704
00:33:15,782 --> 00:33:17,549
That seems like a bad idea.
705
00:33:17,551 --> 00:33:18,984
You trust your judgment.
706
00:33:18,986 --> 00:33:20,685
Do you trust Morgan's judgment?
707
00:33:20,687 --> 00:33:22,735
Do you trust the judgment of all
the doctors in this building?
708
00:33:22,737 --> 00:33:25,014
If you can make judgment calls,
so can they.
709
00:33:25,016 --> 00:33:26,568
That's why we need these rules.
710
00:33:26,570 --> 00:33:29,728
No, the protocol is fine
for everyone in this building,
711
00:33:29,730 --> 00:33:30,996
except for Shaun.
712
00:33:30,998 --> 00:33:33,865
They'd reprimand any one of us,
but they will fire him.
713
00:33:34,288 --> 00:33:35,700
Okay.
714
00:33:36,981 --> 00:33:38,470
We report it.
715
00:33:38,472 --> 00:33:41,420
We get the investigation, make sure
nothing like this ever happens again.
716
00:33:42,629 --> 00:33:44,142
But we tell them I did it.
717
00:33:45,218 --> 00:33:47,831
They'd fire you, too.
718
00:33:48,482 --> 00:33:50,715
MORGAN: It's not a terrible idea.
719
00:33:50,717 --> 00:33:51,967
Jared's out the door either way.
720
00:33:51,969 --> 00:33:53,879
Can we get back to the medicine?
721
00:33:53,881 --> 00:33:55,320
Caden is still alive.
722
00:33:55,322 --> 00:33:56,721
If we can keep it that way,
723
00:33:56,723 --> 00:33:58,223
there won't be an M&M review.
724
00:33:58,225 --> 00:33:59,838
Which means no one
will be asking questions,
725
00:33:59,840 --> 00:34:01,235
and no one will have to give answers.
726
00:34:01,237 --> 00:34:02,494
It all goes away.
727
00:34:02,496 --> 00:34:04,996
If Caden dies, we tell the truth
728
00:34:04,998 --> 00:34:07,279
and we face the consequences together.
729
00:34:07,954 --> 00:34:09,520
SHAUN: No.
730
00:34:10,157 --> 00:34:11,867
No.
731
00:34:12,606 --> 00:34:17,208
I thought I'd found my toy scalpel.
732
00:34:19,249 --> 00:34:21,579
We need you to come back
to the group, Murphy.
733
00:34:24,809 --> 00:34:27,177
Get me imaging on that pseudo-aneurysm.
734
00:34:37,863 --> 00:34:39,497
[KNOCK ON DOOR, DOOR OPENS]
735
00:34:39,499 --> 00:34:40,698
Hey. What's up?
736
00:34:40,700 --> 00:34:42,700
Do you still feel
the same way about Dr. Murphy
737
00:34:42,702 --> 00:34:43,735
as when he got here?
738
00:34:43,737 --> 00:34:45,403
♪
739
00:34:45,405 --> 00:34:50,942
Dr. Glassman gave us
certain... assurances.
740
00:34:50,944 --> 00:34:52,944
♪
741
00:34:52,946 --> 00:34:55,113
"If Shaun proves
anything less than excellent,
742
00:34:55,115 --> 00:34:57,348
if Shaun doesn't live up
to everything I know he can do,
743
00:34:57,350 --> 00:34:58,783
he will be immediately released,
744
00:34:58,785 --> 00:35:00,552
and I will resign my position
745
00:35:00,554 --> 00:35:02,353
as president of the hospital."
746
00:35:02,355 --> 00:35:04,289
And you wrote it down.
747
00:35:04,291 --> 00:35:06,124
I made sure it was in the minutes.
748
00:35:06,126 --> 00:35:08,626
Shaun has exceeded my expectations.
749
00:35:08,628 --> 00:35:10,795
Mine, as well, and?
750
00:35:11,385 --> 00:35:14,933
And my feelings about
Dr. Glassman have not changed.
751
00:35:15,806 --> 00:35:17,602
Thank you.
752
00:35:17,604 --> 00:35:22,640
♪
753
00:35:22,642 --> 00:35:24,576
MELENDEZ: We need to cut him open.
754
00:35:24,578 --> 00:35:26,544
PARK: We cut him open and he dies.
755
00:35:26,546 --> 00:35:29,581
He'll bleed out before we
can even get the artery exposed.
756
00:35:29,583 --> 00:35:32,083
If we don't cut him open, he dies.
757
00:35:32,085 --> 00:35:34,085
♪
758
00:35:34,087 --> 00:35:35,920
Don't cut him open.
759
00:35:35,922 --> 00:35:37,433
Murphy, if we don't...
760
00:35:37,435 --> 00:35:41,092
We should insert an endovascular graft
761
00:35:41,094 --> 00:35:43,128
through his leg instead.
762
00:35:43,130 --> 00:35:45,330
Fix it from the inside out.
763
00:35:45,332 --> 00:35:47,599
I've done that for
large abdominal aorta dilations,
764
00:35:47,601 --> 00:35:50,301
but this is a lengthy
dissecting pseudo-aneurysm.
765
00:35:50,303 --> 00:35:51,436
It's safer.
766
00:35:51,438 --> 00:35:52,937
The aortic wall is already compromised.
767
00:35:52,939 --> 00:35:54,239
Could rupture completely.
768
00:35:54,241 --> 00:35:56,325
Caden could die
as soon as deflate the balloon
769
00:35:56,327 --> 00:35:58,843
- inside the graft.
- But doing nothing will kill him.
770
00:35:58,845 --> 00:36:00,044
Not definitely.
771
00:36:00,046 --> 00:36:02,614
There's still a chance Caden
will simply come out of this
772
00:36:02,616 --> 00:36:03,999
without any surgical intervention.
773
00:36:04,001 --> 00:36:05,436
5%, 10% maybe.
774
00:36:05,438 --> 00:36:06,918
PARK: Not nothing.
775
00:36:06,920 --> 00:36:08,253
And we're doubling down on Shaun
776
00:36:08,255 --> 00:36:09,717
after we know he caused this problem.
777
00:36:09,719 --> 00:36:11,445
How's that gonna look at an M&M?
778
00:36:12,626 --> 00:36:14,559
I trust Shaun's idea.
779
00:36:15,073 --> 00:36:17,562
He makes mistakes no one else would make,
780
00:36:17,564 --> 00:36:20,999
but he also makes saves none of
us would have ever thought of.
781
00:36:21,001 --> 00:36:22,923
Thank you.
782
00:36:22,924 --> 00:36:24,190
You're welcome.
783
00:36:24,192 --> 00:36:25,891
I still don't think
you should be working here.
784
00:36:25,893 --> 00:36:27,526
I don't think the trade-off is worth it.
785
00:36:27,528 --> 00:36:29,354
♪
786
00:36:29,379 --> 00:36:31,197
Well, let's prep him for surgery.
787
00:36:34,087 --> 00:36:36,087
♪
788
00:36:37,147 --> 00:36:39,247
Pull the guide wire, Reznick.
789
00:36:39,249 --> 00:36:43,979
♪
790
00:36:43,981 --> 00:36:45,520
I'm passing in the graft.
791
00:36:45,522 --> 00:36:48,389
[MONITORS BEEPING]
792
00:36:48,391 --> 00:36:50,925
You're right over the pseudoaneurysm now.
793
00:36:50,927 --> 00:36:56,364
♪
794
00:37:02,972 --> 00:37:05,807
Inflating the balloon
to deploy the graft.
795
00:37:05,809 --> 00:37:11,179
♪
796
00:37:14,583 --> 00:37:15,950
Deflating.
797
00:37:15,952 --> 00:37:17,318
Can I do it?
798
00:37:19,094 --> 00:37:20,421
It's delicate.
799
00:37:20,423 --> 00:37:22,190
No, it's not.
800
00:37:23,959 --> 00:37:27,686
And it will either work or it won't work.
801
00:37:28,854 --> 00:37:30,799
If my idea is wrong,
802
00:37:30,801 --> 00:37:34,435
he'll die as soon
as we complete this next step.
803
00:37:34,437 --> 00:37:36,104
♪
804
00:37:36,106 --> 00:37:39,307
You shouldn't have to live with that.
805
00:37:39,309 --> 00:37:43,812
♪
806
00:37:43,814 --> 00:37:47,015
Everything that happens in
this room is my responsibility.
807
00:37:47,017 --> 00:37:50,554
♪
808
00:37:50,556 --> 00:37:52,620
We'll do it together.
809
00:37:52,622 --> 00:37:55,990
♪
810
00:38:03,472 --> 00:38:04,833
Deflating.
811
00:38:04,835 --> 00:38:07,902
♪
812
00:38:32,061 --> 00:38:33,528
Nobody's going home.
813
00:38:35,297 --> 00:38:39,591
I am proud of this team
and what we accomplished today.
814
00:38:40,467 --> 00:38:42,503
Drinks are on me at Harry Hopes.
815
00:38:43,178 --> 00:38:44,973
We're celebrating?
816
00:38:44,975 --> 00:38:48,009
Today was a disaster, and we got lucky.
817
00:38:48,767 --> 00:38:50,478
You're right.
818
00:38:50,480 --> 00:38:53,815
But when you get lucky, you celebrate.
819
00:38:53,817 --> 00:38:55,083
Let's go.
820
00:38:55,085 --> 00:39:01,356
♪
821
00:39:09,704 --> 00:39:12,000
At some point in your career,
822
00:39:12,002 --> 00:39:13,568
you're going to kill someone.
823
00:39:13,570 --> 00:39:14,769
♪
824
00:39:14,771 --> 00:39:17,372
And I hope for your sake
there's a doctor out there
825
00:39:17,374 --> 00:39:19,407
who still believes in you when you do.
826
00:39:19,409 --> 00:39:22,443
♪
827
00:39:34,312 --> 00:39:37,025
It was there all along.
828
00:39:37,027 --> 00:39:40,461
I have to go drinking,
but I wanted you to know...
829
00:39:40,463 --> 00:39:41,896
Uh...
830
00:39:43,132 --> 00:39:44,799
Is that from an IV?
831
00:39:44,801 --> 00:39:47,402
♪
832
00:39:47,404 --> 00:39:49,037
You did the biopsy.
833
00:39:49,786 --> 00:39:51,539
I did.
834
00:39:51,541 --> 00:39:52,907
♪
835
00:39:52,909 --> 00:39:55,376
I have a low-grade glioma.
836
00:39:55,378 --> 00:39:57,078
Not a GBM?
837
00:39:57,080 --> 00:39:59,147
I told you...
838
00:39:59,149 --> 00:40:00,882
Cancer, Shaun. It's still cancer.
839
00:40:01,548 --> 00:40:03,318
I have to undergo brain surgery,
840
00:40:03,320 --> 00:40:04,652
which is really scary
841
00:40:04,654 --> 00:40:06,321
because I'm not the one performing it.
842
00:40:06,323 --> 00:40:09,324
Five days a week
for six weeks of radiation,
843
00:40:09,326 --> 00:40:12,060
10 more weeks of chemotherapy.
844
00:40:12,062 --> 00:40:13,928
And then?
845
00:40:13,930 --> 00:40:16,898
♪
846
00:40:16,900 --> 00:40:19,000
And then...
847
00:40:19,002 --> 00:40:21,002
with a little luck...
848
00:40:21,004 --> 00:40:24,572
you and I can go
to the Super Bowl next season.
849
00:40:24,574 --> 00:40:28,576
♪
850
00:40:37,042 --> 00:40:38,987
You're going to live.
851
00:40:40,754 --> 00:40:42,423
There's hope.
852
00:40:42,425 --> 00:40:45,426
♪
853
00:40:45,428 --> 00:40:46,694
Now go.
854
00:40:46,696 --> 00:40:48,429
Go have some fun with your friends.
855
00:40:48,431 --> 00:40:52,600
Yes. First I have to tell Dr.
Andrews about the mistake I made.
856
00:40:52,602 --> 00:40:54,135
Shaun, y-you can't.
857
00:40:54,559 --> 00:40:58,806
Protocol is clear,
and reporting saves lives.
858
00:40:58,808 --> 00:41:01,376
And I hear Caden
is on the road to recovery,
859
00:41:01,378 --> 00:41:03,478
so your mistake
couldn't have been too bad.
860
00:41:03,480 --> 00:41:05,013
No, I made a mistake.
861
00:41:05,015 --> 00:41:06,514
Shaun, I understand that.
862
00:41:06,516 --> 00:41:08,516
But Dr. Andrews will use this.
863
00:41:08,518 --> 00:41:10,151
And do you remember the commitment
864
00:41:10,153 --> 00:41:12,286
that Dr. Glassman made
when you were hired?
865
00:41:12,288 --> 00:41:14,789
I promised you'd be excellent,
right, Shaun?
866
00:41:14,791 --> 00:41:16,628
And you have been excellent.
867
00:41:17,415 --> 00:41:21,996
You can't give Dr. Andrews this excuse.
868
00:41:21,998 --> 00:41:24,665
I was not excellent.
869
00:41:24,667 --> 00:41:26,868
This time, I was bad.
870
00:41:26,870 --> 00:41:28,723
♪
871
00:41:28,725 --> 00:41:32,507
And surgeons have to be
excellent every time.
872
00:41:32,509 --> 00:41:34,075
Right, Shaun?
873
00:41:34,724 --> 00:41:36,177
You agree with him?
874
00:41:36,179 --> 00:41:39,562
I'm not gonna ask him to lie
to save my job.
875
00:41:41,064 --> 00:41:42,607
Don't do this.
876
00:41:44,943 --> 00:41:46,354
It's up to Shaun.
877
00:41:47,112 --> 00:41:49,057
I trust your judgment.
878
00:41:49,059 --> 00:41:53,227
♪
879
00:41:55,120 --> 00:41:57,565
I'm not doing this to hurt you.
880
00:41:57,567 --> 00:41:59,367
I know.
881
00:41:59,369 --> 00:42:01,702
We are friends.
882
00:42:01,704 --> 00:42:03,420
Yes, we are.
883
00:42:04,074 --> 00:42:05,422
I love you.
884
00:42:06,309 --> 00:42:07,975
I know. I love you, too.
885
00:42:07,977 --> 00:42:10,645
♪
886
00:42:10,647 --> 00:42:12,278
I love you more.
887
00:42:12,280 --> 00:42:15,850
♪
888
00:42:20,656 --> 00:42:22,657
[KNOCK ON DOOR]
889
00:42:22,659 --> 00:42:28,629
♪
890
00:42:29,780 --> 00:42:32,834
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