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It's just a migraine.
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Honey, until we're completely sure...
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Is the pain a tight band or pulsating?
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Good question.
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Pulsating, light bothers me,
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nausea... I get these all the time.
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You said you didn't feel a,
uh... what'd you call it? A...
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An "aura". I know, but...
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Exactly how often do you get
these symptoms?
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I just ask, since your boyfriend
doesn't seem to recognize them.
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Zane and I have only known
each other for eight days.
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It moved fast.
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Ellie, did you feel your foot twitch?
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No.
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Positive Babinski.
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What does that mean?
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It's not a migraine.
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Oh, that.
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I was performing due diligence
on my new roommate,
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who might be a violent maniac,
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and look what I found in his closet.
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It's cute.
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You moved in with two suitcases.
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You only have four pairs of underwear.
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How the hell did a parrot make the cut?
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I'm a Parrothead.
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A Jimmy Buffett enthusiast.
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The "Margaritaville" guy?
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Well, he has other, far better songs,
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but yes, the "Margaritaville" guy.
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It brings me luck.
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Scary to think what your life
would be like without it.
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Can I have it back?
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It's fun getting to know you better.
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Worth every damn bit of sacrifice.
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Ooh!
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I was demonstrating a torch lift
this morning, and... bang.
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"Ballet master".
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You're a dancer?
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God, no. I'm like the CEO.
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At my age, I'd be
the Betty White of the troupe.
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Is she a dancer?
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I don't know much about, uh... culture.
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I assume I just
sprained something, right?
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Uh, we will need
neuro and abdominal exams,
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X-rays for fractures,
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CBC for infection,
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cultures to rule out a spinal abscess...
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You're... new, aren't you?
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Uh, it's my second week here.
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It's actually only my first day
seeing patients.
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Am I your first?
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Yes.
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Sorry. But... yes.
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Well...
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that's impressive.
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Whoever's supervising you
must really trust you.
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I'm not sure that's true.
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They won't let me join their stupid gym
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because I had high blood pressure.
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How am I supposed to lower it
if I can't work out?
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200 over 105.
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That is quite high.
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I just told you it was high.
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Are you a smoker?
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Yeah. Pack or two a day.
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More if I feel crappy.
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And...
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do you have diabetes?
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You're reading those questions
out of a book?
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Yes.
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Have you ever done this before?
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I told you. You have to trust them.
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I don't.
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Then act like you do.
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Go away.
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Nothing more romantic than spending
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one of your first dates in an E.R.
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Well, stressful experiences
release oxytocin.
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Same hormone
that creates emotional bonds.
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This might actually cement
their relationship.
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Next to the hippocampus.
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Is that... a tooth?
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Dermoid cyst. Cool.
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She's having a seizure.
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Secure her airway.
Push two milligrams Ativan.
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Thank you
for trusting us enough...
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Please report.
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Uh, 58-year-old male dancer
with back pain.
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I ruled out red flags like osteomyelitis
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and kidney infection,
but I did find evidence
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of a mild L2 compression
fracture with moderate wedging
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and evidence of impingement
on the neural canal.
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You want to start beta blockers?
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Me? Yeah. I think
my patient's a stroke risk.
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B.P.'s 200 over 105.
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It was the same at her gym earlier?
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Can you raise your arms?
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Okay. Now try to squeeze my hands.
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I just did all these tests with her.
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I thought you were gonna give
me stuff to lower my blood pressure.
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That would kill you.
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Now push against my hands.
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If she's in danger of having a stroke...
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She's not. She's already having one.
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Smoking on estrogen
put her at high risk.
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Loss of circadian blood pressure
variation confirms it.
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Stick out your tongue.
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We gotta get a CTA.
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No. We're treating with IV TPA.
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Don't we need to locate the clot?
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We just did.
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Right deviation means a right
vertebral artery occlusion.
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Oh. You can close your mouth now.
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Her seizure and coma
were caused by a dermoid cyst.
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It's a pocket of tissue with
bits of teeth, hair, and fat.
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She likely got it before she was born.
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What can you do?
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The less invasive option
is to put in a drain
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to release some pressure,
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treat with anti-seizure meds
and steroids,
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then basically watch to see
if the swelling goes down.
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And the more invasive?
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Surgical removal.
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But the cyst is deep inside
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and wrapped around major arteries,
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so it is more likely to fix the problem,
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but it carries risk
of stroke or paralysis.
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We need a decision quickly.
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Ellie's sister is on the paperwork,
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but we haven't been able to reach her.
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Do you know where the parents
live or any other siblings?
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He might still be
on a business trip, but, uh...
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...you can try her husband.
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If we can't reduce the swelling,
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she will have permanent brain damage.
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Is that him?
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Brendan, we need you to make a decision.
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Yeah, yeah.
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I'm... I'm... I'm not sure
that I'm the right one to...
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I mean, right now...
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I hate her.
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You don't.
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You're angry.
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You're hurt.
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Because you love her.
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58-year-old male dancer with back pain.
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Moderate vertebral wedging and
impingement on the neural canal.
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Yes. I think an L2 compression fracture.
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Prescribe anti-inflammatories,
a brace, and PT,
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then discharge him.
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Do you want to re-check anything?
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No.
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Remember to floss your brain
after every meal, people.
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Aspirating.
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Do you think we should be doing this?
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I know we have to legally,
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but maybe her husband isn't
the one who knows her best,
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knows what she wants.
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Better than the guy
who met her last weekend.
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Arachnoid knife.
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Mm, that guy... She's in love with him.
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Apparently.
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Well, maybe she loves them both.
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Aren't you a romantic?
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Watch for perforators.
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I've been polyamorous for years.
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Mm.
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When I was monogamous,
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I was jealous, possessive, egotistical.
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Our patient wasn't honest.
That's not cool.
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But other than that...
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Good margins all around.
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Let's dry up the field and close her up.
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I never would have guessed
I was your first patient.
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Felt more like the fourth.
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By the way, did I detect an accent?
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No.
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I mean, I had one, but I worked
really hard to lose it.
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No one ever notices it anymore.
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Eastern Europe?
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Brooklyn.
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Williamsburg.
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I grew up Hasidic, speaking Yiddish.
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I left it a long time ago.
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You left the... the religion?
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The religion, the culture...
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my family.
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Must not have been easy,
growing up that way,
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knowing you were...
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a doctor.
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Excuse me?
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My generation, you could get bashed.
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You could get thrown in jail.
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We had to learn codes,
how to read each other.
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You should thank your lucky stars
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you get to live your life
the way you want it.
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I don't know what you went through.
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Please don't pretend to know
what I went through.
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Sir?
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My gut...
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Code blue!
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The surgery seemed successful,
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but we need to monitor for
seizures over the next 24 hours.
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Is this high enough?
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Um, a little to the left.
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No. To the right.
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Yeah.
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You never said anything was wrong.
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Can we have the room for a moment?
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I'm sorry, but we really need to check
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You're worried about
talking in front of them?
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Embarrassing me?
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I didn't think anything was wrong.
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When I met Zane, it...
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...made me realize
something was missing.
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Or, at least,
I think that's what I'm feeling.
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You mind tilting your chin up?
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I'm sorry.
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Why couldn't you just talk to me?
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Or... Or... leave me?
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I don't know.
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Were you happy?
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With him?
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I guess I should go.
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Brendan?
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Who are these people?
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Ellie, do you know where you are?
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Why am I in the hospital?
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Suprarenal aortic aneurysm.
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It ruptured as he was being discharged.
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Clamping aorta now.
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How much blood is he down?
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We suctioned out two liters
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and gave six units on the rapid infuser.
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The aneurysm caused his back pain.
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Dr. Wolke missed it.
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I did an abdominal exam.
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Aneurysms are very hard to catch.
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Experienced doctors miss them
all the time.
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Potts scissors.
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The aneurysm is 6.5 centimeters.
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Dr. Wolke should have felt it.
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It felt like... normal musculature.
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I-I'm so sorry.
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We'll never know what you felt.
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There's no way to know if you,
or any doctor, for that matter,
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would have detected this.
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I would have.
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He asked me if I wanted to doublecheck.
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If I had, I would have caught
the aneurysm before the rupture.
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Stop it.
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He made a mistake.
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He might have.
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But you did, too.
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No. You told me to back off.
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I didn't tell you
to abdicate responsibility.
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When a First Year asks if
you want to re-check their work,
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your answer should always be yes.
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The fact they're asking
is a warning sign.
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I didn't know that.
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It's called retrograde memory loss.
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Luckily, it seems
to have been temporary.
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She's lucid again.
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We're running an MRI and lab tests
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to see what caused it.
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Thank you for, uh, telling me.
I know I'm just the...
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00:14:24,598 --> 00:14:25,765
You care.
270
00:14:28,569 --> 00:14:32,349
Maybe things with Ellie and I
weren't always perfect, but...
271
00:14:32,373 --> 00:14:33,806
It was exciting.
272
00:14:35,242 --> 00:14:37,118
When I was with her...
273
00:14:37,946 --> 00:14:39,890
never felt that way before.
274
00:14:39,914 --> 00:14:42,526
I took care of her when she was sick.
275
00:14:42,550 --> 00:14:43,828
I never strayed.
276
00:14:43,852 --> 00:14:45,262
It wasn't about the things we did.
277
00:14:45,286 --> 00:14:47,086
It was... It was about...
278
00:14:48,482 --> 00:14:50,048
being with her.
279
00:14:52,159 --> 00:14:55,011
She stuck by me when I needed her.
280
00:14:55,663 --> 00:14:58,642
Last year, I was...
I was drinking way too much.
281
00:15:03,404 --> 00:15:06,050
It's hard to imagine being without her.
282
00:15:06,074 --> 00:15:08,185
I just can't imagine being without her.
283
00:15:16,084 --> 00:15:17,328
She's stable.
284
00:15:17,352 --> 00:15:20,130
Q-hour neuro exams and monitor
for signs of elevated ICP.
285
00:15:21,556 --> 00:15:26,270
♪ Wastin' away again in Margaritaville ♪
286
00:15:26,294 --> 00:15:28,873
I believe you're getting a call,
Dr. Park.
287
00:15:28,897 --> 00:15:33,110
♪ Searchin' for my lost shaker of salt ♪
288
00:15:33,134 --> 00:15:35,468
You're a Parrothead. Wear it proud.
289
00:15:36,970 --> 00:15:39,116
Can we just agree to have some limits?
290
00:15:39,140 --> 00:15:41,452
Maybe not everything I own is fair game.
291
00:15:41,476 --> 00:15:43,153
Mm... no.
292
00:15:43,177 --> 00:15:44,355
Perfect.
293
00:15:44,379 --> 00:15:47,057
Trust me, it'll be worth
every damn bit of sacrifice.
294
00:15:50,218 --> 00:15:51,929
I've said that twice now.
295
00:15:51,953 --> 00:15:54,098
You've said a lot of things
twice. You have limited creativity.
296
00:15:54,122 --> 00:15:55,399
Truth is, it wasn't creative at all.
297
00:15:55,423 --> 00:15:57,468
It's from Jimmy Buffett's
"Cheeseburger in Paradise",
298
00:15:57,492 --> 00:15:59,737
one of his "Big Eight",
so big, even I know it.
299
00:15:59,761 --> 00:16:01,947
You, sir, are no Parrothead.
300
00:16:05,132 --> 00:16:06,610
Mia does woodwork as a side hustle.
301
00:16:06,634 --> 00:16:08,345
She made it for me
on our first trip to Hawaii.
302
00:16:08,369 --> 00:16:10,577
Lovely. Wait. No, that's not right.
303
00:16:10,601 --> 00:16:11,682
"Pathetic"?
304
00:16:11,706 --> 00:16:14,218
And do you toss away all
mementos of past friends and jobs?
305
00:16:14,242 --> 00:16:16,509
If a job cheated on me,
I might want to move on.
306
00:16:17,477 --> 00:16:18,956
When's the last time you dated someone?
307
00:16:18,980 --> 00:16:20,925
When's the last time
you acted like a human being?
308
00:16:20,949 --> 00:16:22,493
So, years?
309
00:16:22,517 --> 00:16:25,296
Yeah, I definitely found the right word.
310
00:16:25,320 --> 00:16:26,643
See you at home.
311
00:16:34,428 --> 00:16:36,373
You can't sleep?
312
00:16:36,779 --> 00:16:39,009
You want some warm milk?
313
00:16:39,033 --> 00:16:41,612
My mother has, like,
18 "prescriptions" for this.
314
00:16:41,636 --> 00:16:44,448
Some of them are actual prescriptions.
315
00:16:44,472 --> 00:16:45,749
I can sleep
316
00:16:45,773 --> 00:16:49,053
but need to figure out
how to supervise better.
317
00:16:49,077 --> 00:16:51,689
How many of these are you
planning to read tonight?
318
00:16:51,713 --> 00:16:53,991
Just the relevant sections of each.
319
00:16:54,015 --> 00:16:57,027
Tech bros are always watching
TED Talks on leadership.
320
00:16:57,051 --> 00:16:59,260
That could be quicker than those books.
321
00:17:03,223 --> 00:17:06,503
How about tomorrow,
we have a date night?
322
00:17:06,527 --> 00:17:09,573
Why would we need a date night
323
00:17:09,597 --> 00:17:11,875
if we're in a relationship
and living together?
324
00:17:11,899 --> 00:17:13,544
Because it'll be fun.
325
00:17:13,568 --> 00:17:15,746
I'll schedule date night for tomorrow.
326
00:17:15,770 --> 00:17:18,404
Great. Think of something for us to do.
327
00:17:21,441 --> 00:17:24,054
There is one thing
that helps most people sleep
328
00:17:24,078 --> 00:17:27,046
that my mother did not tell me about.
329
00:17:31,552 --> 00:17:33,864
What makes a great manager?
330
00:17:33,888 --> 00:17:36,600
Some say it's all about planning.
331
00:17:36,624 --> 00:17:39,069
Others, charismatic leadership.
332
00:17:39,093 --> 00:17:40,159
A third group...
333
00:17:42,129 --> 00:17:44,908
Your temporary memory loss
was caused by some fat
334
00:17:44,932 --> 00:17:46,443
that leaked from your cyst.
335
00:17:46,467 --> 00:17:48,846
We can remove it via a craniotomy,
336
00:17:48,870 --> 00:17:51,982
but there is a real risk
of more memory loss.
337
00:17:52,006 --> 00:17:53,773
Maybe permanently.
338
00:17:54,841 --> 00:17:56,353
What will I lose?
339
00:17:56,377 --> 00:17:58,455
The time prior to the surgery.
340
00:17:58,479 --> 00:18:01,525
Days, weeks, possibly months.
341
00:18:01,549 --> 00:18:02,793
But if we don't operate soon,
342
00:18:02,817 --> 00:18:04,795
the risk of brain damage only grows.
343
00:18:07,121 --> 00:18:08,323
I can't do it.
344
00:18:13,761 --> 00:18:16,373
I don't even know what I want right now,
345
00:18:16,397 --> 00:18:20,177
but I do know that I don't want
the decision about my marriage
346
00:18:20,201 --> 00:18:22,082
forced on me by an operation.
347
00:18:25,840 --> 00:18:27,785
Please...
348
00:18:27,809 --> 00:18:29,420
find another answer.
349
00:18:39,234 --> 00:18:40,964
You are not very good at your jobs,
350
00:18:40,988 --> 00:18:42,599
and I'm not very good at teaching you,
351
00:18:42,623 --> 00:18:45,335
so we are going to focus
on one step at a time.
352
00:18:45,359 --> 00:18:47,404
You will master each skill separately.
353
00:18:47,428 --> 00:18:49,339
I've made a list of 400 skills.
354
00:18:49,363 --> 00:18:51,864
I didn't have the time to
finish it last night because...
355
00:18:52,966 --> 00:18:55,712
Dr. Wolke, you will be focusing
on physical exams.
356
00:18:55,736 --> 00:18:57,365
You will find a list of
the seven post-op tests
357
00:18:57,389 --> 00:18:58,715
to be conducted on Carl.
358
00:18:58,739 --> 00:19:00,851
Dr. Jackson, you will find
relevant seminars
359
00:19:00,875 --> 00:19:02,753
on conquering nerves in the workplace.
360
00:19:02,777 --> 00:19:04,555
What are good activities for a date?
361
00:19:04,579 --> 00:19:06,990
Uh... uh... what does she like?
362
00:19:07,014 --> 00:19:09,960
Cars, coding,
"ZELDA: Breath of the Wild",
363
00:19:09,984 --> 00:19:12,463
Sauvignon Blanc, Skittles,
"RuPaul's Drag Race",
364
00:19:12,487 --> 00:19:13,697
camping...
365
00:19:13,721 --> 00:19:16,033
I had a very romantic time
camping in Big Sur.
366
00:19:16,057 --> 00:19:17,990
This is for tonight.
367
00:19:20,126 --> 00:19:21,827
I haven't gone on many dates.
368
00:19:24,965 --> 00:19:27,144
But everyone loves movies.
369
00:19:40,248 --> 00:19:41,692
Healing nicely.
370
00:19:41,716 --> 00:19:44,561
No redness or swelling.
371
00:19:44,585 --> 00:19:47,431
I'm gonna palpate around it now.
372
00:19:51,058 --> 00:19:53,103
Look, I need to apologize.
373
00:19:53,127 --> 00:19:55,995
For bringing up your
personal life the other day.
374
00:19:59,132 --> 00:20:00,644
No.
375
00:20:00,668 --> 00:20:03,169
You have nothing to apologize to me for.
376
00:20:05,572 --> 00:20:08,552
So... what's next on your list?
377
00:20:09,777 --> 00:20:12,723
Checking for signs of infection
inside your abdomen.
378
00:20:15,616 --> 00:20:16,827
Open your eyes wider.
379
00:20:22,256 --> 00:20:23,856
You have signs of jaundice.
380
00:20:25,692 --> 00:20:27,404
I think your liver's failing.
381
00:20:34,280 --> 00:20:36,822
The liver is being damaged
by a new aneurysm.
382
00:20:36,846 --> 00:20:39,182
How? A genetic predisposition or...
383
00:20:39,206 --> 00:20:41,241
More likely, when we fixed
the first one,
384
00:20:41,265 --> 00:20:43,768
we increased the pressure upstream.
385
00:20:43,792 --> 00:20:45,470
Can we stent the celiac?
386
00:20:45,494 --> 00:20:47,106
Anatomy's too tricky.
387
00:20:47,763 --> 00:20:49,440
Aortic to celiac bypass?
388
00:20:49,464 --> 00:20:52,277
We'd just risk a new aneurysm
forming upstream.
389
00:20:52,301 --> 00:20:54,546
Maybe, but it solves
the problem in front of us.
390
00:20:54,570 --> 00:20:55,980
He'll die without an intervention.
391
00:20:56,004 --> 00:20:58,283
He'll probably die either way.
392
00:21:03,078 --> 00:21:06,191
Let's all take the time
to research alternate solutions.
393
00:21:06,215 --> 00:21:09,794
If we can't come up with
something better in 24 hours,
394
00:21:09,818 --> 00:21:11,029
we proceed with the bypass.
395
00:21:27,969 --> 00:21:31,071
She's saying no for emotional reasons.
396
00:21:32,907 --> 00:21:34,853
So the answer isn't medical.
397
00:21:34,877 --> 00:21:36,309
It's emotional.
398
00:21:40,081 --> 00:21:43,328
We think... Zane should talk to Ellie.
399
00:21:43,352 --> 00:21:44,529
No.
400
00:21:44,553 --> 00:21:45,864
I don't want him anywhere near her.
401
00:21:45,888 --> 00:21:49,022
To convince her to do the craniotomy.
402
00:21:50,825 --> 00:21:53,004
From you, it's self-serving.
403
00:21:53,341 --> 00:21:54,507
From Zane...
404
00:21:55,830 --> 00:21:57,242
Wait. If she doesn't want it...
405
00:21:57,266 --> 00:22:00,179
You said you can't
imagine life without her.
406
00:22:01,636 --> 00:22:05,083
If you meant that, you'd risk
anything to keep her alive.
407
00:22:05,107 --> 00:22:07,385
Including her memories of you.
408
00:22:21,823 --> 00:22:24,535
Well done, Shaunnie.
409
00:22:27,428 --> 00:22:29,641
I really needed this.
410
00:22:29,665 --> 00:22:31,276
The system update yesterday?
411
00:22:31,300 --> 00:22:33,111
Went bananas.
412
00:22:33,135 --> 00:22:35,146
I've been flooded with complaints.
413
00:22:35,170 --> 00:22:36,536
Total nightmare.
414
00:22:38,172 --> 00:22:40,251
How's work? Did the videos help?
415
00:22:40,275 --> 00:22:41,596
Yes.
416
00:22:44,045 --> 00:22:45,850
Tell me more.
417
00:22:46,415 --> 00:22:50,161
One of my patients developed
a secondary aneurysm.
418
00:22:50,185 --> 00:22:52,430
Now I need to find
a surgical fix by tomorrow.
419
00:22:52,454 --> 00:22:54,365
Otherwise, he will probably die.
420
00:22:54,389 --> 00:22:56,156
I brought Skittles.
421
00:22:58,726 --> 00:23:00,471
Shouldn't you be at the hospital?
422
00:23:00,495 --> 00:23:02,774
Yes. After you go to bed,
423
00:23:02,798 --> 00:23:05,115
I plan to go back and do research.
424
00:23:05,876 --> 00:23:08,680
Shaunnie... go to the hospital.
425
00:23:08,704 --> 00:23:11,171
No, we made this schedule.
426
00:23:12,540 --> 00:23:14,819
Someone else needs you.
427
00:23:14,843 --> 00:23:16,688
More than I need you.
428
00:23:16,712 --> 00:23:19,123
It's a hospital.
429
00:23:19,147 --> 00:23:20,792
It's filled with sick people.
430
00:23:20,816 --> 00:23:23,328
But tomorrow, will someone need you
431
00:23:23,352 --> 00:23:25,430
to come up with a way
to save their life?
432
00:23:25,454 --> 00:23:27,398
Mm... maybe.
433
00:23:30,525 --> 00:23:32,926
Probably not tomorrow.
434
00:23:35,296 --> 00:23:36,975
Okay.
435
00:23:38,266 --> 00:23:39,399
Mm-hmm.
436
00:23:43,438 --> 00:23:47,518
I am canceling date night.
437
00:23:47,542 --> 00:23:48,853
That's rude.
438
00:23:48,877 --> 00:23:49,988
Oh, well.
439
00:23:58,353 --> 00:24:00,298
Then...
440
00:24:00,322 --> 00:24:02,567
I should...
441
00:24:02,591 --> 00:24:04,469
go to the hospital.
442
00:24:04,493 --> 00:24:05,536
Mm-hmm.
443
00:24:14,336 --> 00:24:16,914
They're prepping Ellie for surgery.
444
00:24:16,938 --> 00:24:18,972
Any last-minute questions?
445
00:24:22,143 --> 00:24:23,643
What should I do?
446
00:24:26,714 --> 00:24:28,693
Forgive her.
447
00:24:28,717 --> 00:24:31,729
Under the right circumstances,
every human will stray.
448
00:24:31,753 --> 00:24:33,486
We're not hardwired for monogamy.
449
00:24:34,822 --> 00:24:37,168
I'm guessing you're not married.
450
00:24:37,192 --> 00:24:39,837
I'm not saying
that it's wrong to feel angry.
451
00:24:39,861 --> 00:24:42,095
She wasn't honest with you.
452
00:24:43,931 --> 00:24:45,659
The alternative to forgiving her
453
00:24:45,683 --> 00:24:47,133
is losing someone that you love.
454
00:24:51,539 --> 00:24:53,039
Then what?
455
00:24:54,909 --> 00:24:58,144
If she comes back to me
just because she forgets him...
456
00:25:00,448 --> 00:25:02,660
...my marriage wouldn't be honest.
457
00:25:09,724 --> 00:25:10,890
I have an idea.
458
00:25:13,194 --> 00:25:16,174
We could remove more proximal aorta
459
00:25:16,198 --> 00:25:17,575
and extend the graft.
460
00:25:17,599 --> 00:25:20,745
And rebuild the celiac trunk with what?
461
00:25:20,769 --> 00:25:22,080
Dacron?
462
00:25:22,104 --> 00:25:23,591
Branches are too complex.
463
00:25:24,572 --> 00:25:27,418
This Lancet article
on polymer materials...
464
00:25:27,803 --> 00:25:29,120
doesn't work.
465
00:25:29,144 --> 00:25:31,756
But thin-film nitinol?
466
00:25:40,455 --> 00:25:42,400
Did we break him?
467
00:25:47,696 --> 00:25:50,641
We have the material.
468
00:25:53,835 --> 00:25:55,413
It's his veins.
469
00:26:05,125 --> 00:26:07,037
- Hey!
- Oh, I'm sorry.
470
00:26:07,061 --> 00:26:09,162
Did we reestablish personal boundaries?
471
00:26:10,264 --> 00:26:14,745
This morning's presentation's
on... who's not moving on?
472
00:26:14,769 --> 00:26:16,480
Exhibit A.
473
00:26:16,504 --> 00:26:19,183
Canoodling on
a very romantic hillside with
474
00:26:19,207 --> 00:26:21,073
With my gay best friend. Can you leave?
475
00:26:22,142 --> 00:26:23,734
Exhibit B.
476
00:26:24,245 --> 00:26:27,391
A XXL Rob Gronkowski jersey.
477
00:26:27,415 --> 00:26:29,293
Just the latest fashion style
478
00:26:29,317 --> 00:26:30,828
from a woman who hates the Patriots?
479
00:26:30,852 --> 00:26:31,896
Or an ex-boyfriend's...
480
00:26:31,920 --> 00:26:33,464
Not an ex. I hooked up with Gronk.
481
00:26:33,488 --> 00:26:35,087
Seemed worth preserving.
482
00:26:37,958 --> 00:26:39,692
Rob? Or one of his brothers?
483
00:26:41,094 --> 00:26:42,840
Props. I guess.
484
00:26:42,864 --> 00:26:45,309
Exhibit infinitum...
485
00:26:45,333 --> 00:26:47,311
Two ticket stubs to "Quantum of Solace".
486
00:26:47,335 --> 00:26:49,780
Now, you once called
Daniel Craig "James Blonde",
487
00:26:49,804 --> 00:26:52,416
and yet 11 years later,
these were in your drawer,
488
00:26:52,440 --> 00:26:55,920
on top of an instruction manual
for a 2019 cellphone,
489
00:26:55,944 --> 00:26:58,055
which means you dug them out
within the last year.
490
00:26:58,079 --> 00:26:59,123
Why?
491
00:26:59,147 --> 00:27:00,424
I can only assume you are currently
492
00:27:00,448 --> 00:27:02,359
once again hooking up
with the James Blonde fan.
493
00:27:02,383 --> 00:27:04,528
How could you possible deduce...
494
00:27:04,552 --> 00:27:05,785
I also read your e-mails.
495
00:27:06,887 --> 00:27:08,232
You've been sleeping with an ex
496
00:27:08,256 --> 00:27:09,700
without asking for any commitment.
497
00:27:09,724 --> 00:27:11,735
It's just sex. It's not
keeping me from anything.
498
00:27:11,759 --> 00:27:14,038
What's more likely to prevent
someone from moving on?
499
00:27:14,062 --> 00:27:16,740
A parrot in a drawer
or an ex in your bed?
500
00:27:16,764 --> 00:27:19,343
I'm at least getting something
hot from the situation.
501
00:27:19,367 --> 00:27:21,011
You're just wallowing in failure.
502
00:27:24,639 --> 00:27:26,484
So, if your bag's empty,
503
00:27:26,508 --> 00:27:28,486
I'm naked
and have to go to the bathroom.
504
00:27:36,784 --> 00:27:38,829
It's called a Y-shaped vein graft.
505
00:27:38,853 --> 00:27:40,798
Your aorta is damaged from the aneurysm
506
00:27:40,822 --> 00:27:42,166
right where it branches off.
507
00:27:42,190 --> 00:27:44,969
We're gonna find a vein in
your leg that's similar in size,
508
00:27:44,993 --> 00:27:48,405
cut it out, and use it
to replace the damaged artery.
509
00:27:48,429 --> 00:27:49,874
How bad is it?
510
00:27:49,898 --> 00:27:51,775
This is an excellent solution.
511
00:27:51,799 --> 00:27:53,844
If it works.
512
00:27:53,868 --> 00:27:56,981
What are the actual chances
that it doesn't...
513
00:27:57,005 --> 00:27:58,782
That I'm gonna die?
514
00:27:58,806 --> 00:28:00,239
I don't want to give a number.
515
00:28:01,742 --> 00:28:03,709
I mean, I can't.
516
00:28:04,479 --> 00:28:06,724
I literally can't.
There are too many factors.
517
00:28:06,748 --> 00:28:08,092
I can call in Dr. Murphy...
518
00:28:08,116 --> 00:28:10,127
I don't need to hear numbers.
519
00:28:10,151 --> 00:28:11,551
How bad is this?
520
00:28:18,091 --> 00:28:19,191
Bad.
521
00:28:25,233 --> 00:28:26,265
Thank you.
522
00:28:31,371 --> 00:28:34,949
Whatever happens, you're gonna
be an incredible doctor.
523
00:28:35,476 --> 00:28:38,722
And I am honored to have been
your first patient.
524
00:28:46,453 --> 00:28:47,920
I screwed up.
525
00:28:49,790 --> 00:28:51,674
That first exam.
526
00:28:52,594 --> 00:28:54,694
I felt something.
527
00:28:56,563 --> 00:28:59,181
I should have known it was an aneurysm.
528
00:29:00,221 --> 00:29:02,221
We could have saved you
before it got bad.
529
00:29:04,805 --> 00:29:06,339
Why...?
530
00:29:08,875 --> 00:29:10,843
You were my first patient.
531
00:29:18,118 --> 00:29:20,319
I need you to do something for me.
532
00:29:21,788 --> 00:29:23,489
I need you to pray.
533
00:29:25,425 --> 00:29:27,793
You must know a prayer for the sick.
534
00:29:30,797 --> 00:29:33,210
I'm not a believer anymore.
535
00:29:33,234 --> 00:29:34,800
Neither am I.
536
00:29:35,777 --> 00:29:37,588
But...
537
00:29:56,157 --> 00:29:59,803
Yehi rutsoyn milfuneykhu adoynoy eloyhay
538
00:29:59,827 --> 00:30:02,039
vayloyhay avoysay
539
00:30:02,063 --> 00:30:07,177
sheh tishlakh mehayru
refiu shlaymu min hashumayim,
540
00:30:07,201 --> 00:30:13,517
refias haneyfesh irefias
hagif lakhoyleh Carl ben Khava.
541
00:30:13,541 --> 00:30:15,753
Ayl nu refu nu loy.
542
00:30:31,124 --> 00:30:34,238
Ellie, do you know these men?
543
00:30:34,262 --> 00:30:35,806
Of course.
544
00:30:35,830 --> 00:30:37,329
Brendan.
545
00:30:39,640 --> 00:30:41,107
And...
546
00:30:43,403 --> 00:30:45,716
And are... you a friend of Brendan's?
547
00:30:48,176 --> 00:30:49,920
Something like that.
548
00:31:05,693 --> 00:31:08,060
A lot has happened in the last week.
549
00:31:09,363 --> 00:31:13,532
So before you went under,
the doctors made a video.
550
00:31:14,935 --> 00:31:17,848
It's sort of a-a message
551
00:31:17,872 --> 00:31:19,883
from your old self to your new one.
552
00:31:23,210 --> 00:31:24,493
Um...
553
00:31:28,750 --> 00:31:30,749
I just want you to know...
554
00:31:31,919 --> 00:31:33,831
that I love you.
555
00:31:52,106 --> 00:31:53,617
Tell me about the day you met.
556
00:31:56,277 --> 00:32:00,224
I was in the middle
of an art exhibit in SoMa,
557
00:32:00,248 --> 00:32:04,361
and I noticed this guy, and he was...
558
00:32:09,290 --> 00:32:12,836
Need another 6-0 loaded
backhand for the arterial stump.
559
00:32:16,164 --> 00:32:17,541
Graft is secure.
560
00:32:17,565 --> 00:32:19,165
Take off the Satinsky clamp.
561
00:32:25,338 --> 00:32:27,658
Good perfusion to his lower body.
562
00:32:29,020 --> 00:32:30,254
Heart rate's spiking.
563
00:32:30,293 --> 00:32:33,279
There's no ST elevations.
564
00:32:36,150 --> 00:32:38,384
B.P.'s tanking.
Did he thrombose the graft?
565
00:32:40,974 --> 00:32:43,787
Distal anastomosis is pulsatile.
566
00:32:43,812 --> 00:32:47,859
But there is blood pooling
in the left lower quadrant.
567
00:32:50,865 --> 00:32:52,665
He's bleeding everywhere but the graft.
568
00:32:54,134 --> 00:32:55,245
It's D.I.C.
569
00:32:55,269 --> 00:32:56,780
Send a stat ROTEM and coag profile...
570
00:32:58,906 --> 00:33:01,351
Start compression,
give epinephrine, and get the defib.
571
00:33:09,951 --> 00:33:11,895
- Set it to 120.
- 120.
572
00:33:11,919 --> 00:33:13,063
Clear.
573
00:33:14,655 --> 00:33:15,766
Compressions.
574
00:33:19,627 --> 00:33:20,693
No response.
575
00:33:22,762 --> 00:33:24,875
Go to monophasic at 360.
576
00:33:24,899 --> 00:33:26,532
Clear.
577
00:33:43,084 --> 00:33:45,075
Why aren't you shocking again?!
578
00:33:45,112 --> 00:33:47,653
He's in asystole.
579
00:33:49,005 --> 00:33:50,234
Dr. Lim?
580
00:34:04,071 --> 00:34:05,654
Dr. Wolke.
581
00:34:06,240 --> 00:34:07,489
He's dead.
582
00:34:17,885 --> 00:34:20,297
Time of death... 7:23 P.M.
583
00:34:28,162 --> 00:34:30,107
Take as much time as you need.
584
00:35:11,940 --> 00:35:13,853
I was in love with him.
585
00:35:13,877 --> 00:35:15,921
All those moments I had...
586
00:35:15,945 --> 00:35:19,814
Meeting at the gallery,
the conversations...
587
00:35:22,117 --> 00:35:24,585
I don't remember any of them.
588
00:35:26,155 --> 00:35:27,300
But they were real.
589
00:35:29,526 --> 00:35:31,626
And they brought up feelings.
590
00:35:33,462 --> 00:35:38,077
Ones I don't remember having
for a really long time.
591
00:35:47,177 --> 00:35:50,211
But all they made me think of
was you, Brendan.
592
00:35:51,547 --> 00:35:53,259
Hearing how I met Zane just reminded me
593
00:35:53,283 --> 00:35:56,262
how you and I met at Chelsey's party,
594
00:35:56,286 --> 00:35:58,553
and you showed up
in that ugly bomber jacket.
595
00:35:59,688 --> 00:36:02,101
And Zane taking me to the hospital
596
00:36:02,125 --> 00:36:04,270
reminded me how you nursed me for months
597
00:36:04,294 --> 00:36:05,993
when I broke my femur in Aspen.
598
00:36:06,995 --> 00:36:08,830
And the whole time...
599
00:36:11,633 --> 00:36:13,145
...I just couldn't stop thinking about
600
00:36:13,169 --> 00:36:14,814
how much I must have hurt you.
601
00:36:23,747 --> 00:36:25,612
And I d...
602
00:36:26,483 --> 00:36:28,327
I don't know if...
603
00:36:28,351 --> 00:36:30,918
you can forgive me.
604
00:36:33,889 --> 00:36:35,801
But I love you.
605
00:36:44,234 --> 00:36:47,380
And I... I want to come home.
606
00:36:58,515 --> 00:37:00,226
Well, you're wrong.
607
00:37:05,054 --> 00:37:07,355
That bomber jacket was really cool.
608
00:37:53,035 --> 00:37:54,535
He died.
609
00:37:58,373 --> 00:38:01,554
I tried stepping back.
610
00:38:01,578 --> 00:38:04,612
I tried brainstorming.
611
00:38:06,949 --> 00:38:08,516
And he died.
612
00:38:13,755 --> 00:38:17,503
I don't know what people
are thinking or feeling.
613
00:38:17,527 --> 00:38:20,310
I can't communicate what I need.
614
00:38:20,663 --> 00:38:23,676
And more patients will die.
615
00:38:27,971 --> 00:38:30,149
You don't think
your ASD had anything to do
616
00:38:30,173 --> 00:38:32,918
with your patient's death, do you?
617
00:38:32,942 --> 00:38:34,687
Because it didn't.
618
00:38:34,711 --> 00:38:36,121
It did.
619
00:38:36,145 --> 00:38:41,026
Asher wasn't sure
about his abdominal exam.
620
00:38:41,050 --> 00:38:43,529
I should have known that.
621
00:38:43,553 --> 00:38:46,966
Shaun, you're gonna do
most things
622
00:38:46,990 --> 00:38:49,735
better than anyone else,
623
00:38:49,759 --> 00:38:52,838
and there are days
when you're gonna fail,
624
00:38:52,862 --> 00:38:54,840
like everyone else.
625
00:38:54,864 --> 00:38:57,231
Today might be one of those days.
626
00:38:59,167 --> 00:39:00,368
So...
627
00:39:03,505 --> 00:39:05,451
...what do you do then?
628
00:39:10,914 --> 00:39:13,125
You go home, you...
629
00:39:13,149 --> 00:39:14,682
be with the people you love.
630
00:39:17,352 --> 00:39:18,597
You take comfort in that,
631
00:39:18,621 --> 00:39:21,667
and then you wake up tomorrow
and start all over again.
632
00:39:47,183 --> 00:39:50,017
You can go home.
633
00:39:51,386 --> 00:39:53,354
I just...
634
00:39:55,524 --> 00:39:57,469
...don't want to be alone right now.
635
00:40:39,969 --> 00:40:42,770
I opened a Bumble account today.
636
00:40:45,774 --> 00:40:48,409
I swiped right three times today.
637
00:40:52,948 --> 00:40:55,516
Gronk's jersey didn't
have a tag in the back.
638
00:40:56,485 --> 00:40:57,685
It's symbolic.
639
00:40:59,287 --> 00:41:02,534
You have any idea how much
the real one will be worth one day?
640
00:41:02,558 --> 00:41:04,291
Fair enough.
641
00:41:08,363 --> 00:41:12,500
♪ Wastin' away again in Margaritaville ♪
642
00:41:13,735 --> 00:41:17,605
♪ Searchin' for my lost shaker of salt ♪
643
00:41:19,808 --> 00:41:25,524
♪ Some people claim
that there's a woman to blame ♪
644
00:41:25,548 --> 00:41:27,539
♪ But I know ♪
645
00:41:28,618 --> 00:41:30,951
- ♪ It's my own damn fault ♪
- ♪ Damn fault ♪
646
00:42:05,221 --> 00:42:07,399
I'm glad you're here with me.
647
00:42:07,423 --> 00:42:09,234
So am I.