1 00:00:00,016 --> 00:00:01,548 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:01,554 --> 00:00:02,976 The drinking has to stop. 3 00:00:02,982 --> 00:00:06,377 You have to reign it in baby, because I won't have it in my house. 4 00:00:06,383 --> 00:00:07,617 BEN: I remember when we were together, 5 00:00:07,618 --> 00:00:08,918 she said she never wanted to get married. 6 00:00:08,966 --> 00:00:09,966 Hey, meet Gus. 7 00:00:09,992 --> 00:00:11,210 Yeah, it was very brief. 8 00:00:11,216 --> 00:00:13,476 It was another life. Probably why she didn't tell you. 9 00:00:13,482 --> 00:00:15,096 You think that I didn't deserve to know 10 00:00:15,130 --> 00:00:16,964 that you had history with him? 11 00:00:16,999 --> 00:00:19,976 You know, you never really talk about your dad's death. 12 00:00:19,992 --> 00:00:24,095 It's been, um, just blocked for a really long time. 13 00:00:24,539 --> 00:00:26,775 WILLIAM: Roll all your windows down, Randall. 14 00:00:26,781 --> 00:00:28,242 Crank up the music. 15 00:00:28,248 --> 00:00:30,570 Let someone else make your bed. 16 00:00:34,164 --> 00:00:35,306 (gasps for air softly) 17 00:00:36,742 --> 00:00:37,742 Mm. 18 00:00:38,534 --> 00:00:40,007 (gentle guitar strumming) 19 00:00:49,008 --> 00:00:50,976 ♪ Standing at the station ♪ 20 00:00:51,320 --> 00:00:54,078 ♪ We don't know what to say ♪ 21 00:00:58,367 --> 00:01:00,476 ♪ Looking out the window ♪ 22 00:01:01,359 --> 00:01:03,695 ♪ As you're rolling away ♪ 23 00:01:05,265 --> 00:01:07,875 ♪ If I'm gonna be alone ♪ 24 00:01:13,963 --> 00:01:16,820 ♪ Let it be with you. ♪ 25 00:01:29,719 --> 00:01:31,726 You don't have to pack up his stuff yet. 26 00:01:32,773 --> 00:01:34,601 It's only been a couple days. 27 00:01:35,624 --> 00:01:36,632 I know. 28 00:01:41,375 --> 00:01:42,375 (sighs) 29 00:01:42,995 --> 00:01:44,828 I don't know what to do, Beth. 30 00:01:45,715 --> 00:01:47,539 How do I honor his legacy? 31 00:01:48,134 --> 00:01:49,929 Do I start wearing sweater vests? 32 00:01:50,255 --> 00:01:51,929 Drink more egg creams? 33 00:01:52,259 --> 00:01:53,960 Could get cooler frames. 34 00:01:54,597 --> 00:01:57,031 Like, round ones, like the hipsters wear. 35 00:01:58,094 --> 00:02:00,250 William was kind of the O.G. hipster, right? 36 00:02:00,281 --> 00:02:01,370 - Baby. - Huh? 37 00:02:01,370 --> 00:02:02,429 Listen to me. 38 00:02:03,007 --> 00:02:06,789 The only thing anyone expects you to do is to plan a service. 39 00:02:06,795 --> 00:02:09,898 - You already did that. - Like I said, show up for the service, 40 00:02:10,124 --> 00:02:11,507 be with your family, 41 00:02:11,646 --> 00:02:13,531 think of him dearly, and... 42 00:02:24,500 --> 00:02:26,156 You're gonna want to read this. 43 00:02:26,736 --> 00:02:28,773 Hi. Uh, it's Kevin Pearson calling. 44 00:02:28,779 --> 00:02:30,948 I was calling to see if Brandon Novak was getting my voicemails, 45 00:02:30,953 --> 00:02:32,793 because I've left quite a few of 'em, and he... 46 00:02:33,351 --> 00:02:34,351 Hello? 47 00:02:36,015 --> 00:02:37,328 She hung up on me. 48 00:02:37,625 --> 00:02:39,192 What, that theater critic's assistant? 49 00:02:39,226 --> 00:02:40,609 Well, not that theater critic. 50 00:02:40,615 --> 00:02:42,460 The theater critic. The Time right? 51 00:02:42,466 --> 00:02:45,228 Shows live or die based on what Brandon Novak writes about them, 52 00:02:45,234 --> 00:02:47,336 which is why I need him to come to opening night of my play, 53 00:02:47,341 --> 00:02:49,010 but he won't come to opening night of my play, because 54 00:02:49,015 --> 00:02:51,437 he already came to opening night, and I wasn't there, so... 55 00:02:51,443 --> 00:02:52,946 Well, can't you just explain what happened? 56 00:02:52,951 --> 00:02:54,351 No, I'm not... I can't, you know, 57 00:02:54,357 --> 00:02:55,593 tell them Randall's business. 58 00:02:55,599 --> 00:02:57,640 He's been through enough, so that's that. 59 00:02:57,935 --> 00:02:58,937 Oh. 60 00:02:59,875 --> 00:03:02,382 You know, you're-you're kind of sexy when you're loyal. 61 00:03:02,388 --> 00:03:03,359 - Really? - Yup. 62 00:03:03,365 --> 00:03:04,365 Oh. 63 00:03:04,594 --> 00:03:06,831 Because I give money to the same charity every year, you know? 64 00:03:06,836 --> 00:03:08,232 You're not sexy when you brag about it. 65 00:03:08,237 --> 00:03:09,289 - Right. - No. 66 00:03:09,295 --> 00:03:10,295 No. 67 00:03:11,344 --> 00:03:12,531 You know what you should do? 68 00:03:12,851 --> 00:03:14,141 You should sit with my family at the play. 69 00:03:14,146 --> 00:03:15,689 - Why don't you sit with them? - No. 70 00:03:15,695 --> 00:03:17,111 - Yes. Come on. - No, uh-uh. No, I am 71 00:03:17,116 --> 00:03:19,618 slinking in when the lights go down, back row, 72 00:03:19,652 --> 00:03:22,531 and then, when you take your bow, I'm-I'm sneaking out, 73 00:03:22,722 --> 00:03:24,914 successfully avoiding the entire Pearson clan. 74 00:03:24,920 --> 00:03:27,322 - Oh. - Especially Kate. 75 00:03:27,523 --> 00:03:29,774 Look, we haven't even told them that we're dating yet. 76 00:03:29,780 --> 00:03:31,221 See, now that's not... You know what we should do? 77 00:03:31,226 --> 00:03:32,778 We should just tell them that. We get 'em together, and we say, 78 00:03:32,783 --> 00:03:34,279 "Hey, family, you remember Sophie, right, my ex-wife? 79 00:03:34,284 --> 00:03:36,423 Well, we're dating exclusively. 80 00:03:37,399 --> 00:03:39,719 Even though she still won't let me sleep with her, which... 81 00:03:39,993 --> 00:03:41,386 I'm hoping is not because 82 00:03:41,392 --> 00:03:43,604 she's developed some, you know, weird moles on your body 83 00:03:43,610 --> 00:03:45,251 since the last time I saw you naked?" 84 00:03:45,356 --> 00:03:46,627 - No. - Or that you think I've lost my touch, 85 00:03:46,632 --> 00:03:47,501 because I guarantee you 86 00:03:47,507 --> 00:03:49,618 - I have not lost my touch. - Mm-hmm. 87 00:03:50,095 --> 00:03:51,463 What's happening? Where-where are we going? 88 00:03:51,468 --> 00:03:52,963 - Why are you... ? - I've got to get to work. 89 00:03:52,968 --> 00:03:55,189 Hey, what, you're gonna leave me here with a floundering career 90 00:03:55,194 --> 00:03:57,032 - and a lukewarm Americano? - Kevin. 91 00:03:58,165 --> 00:04:01,384 You're dating the ex-wife you cheated on 12 years ago, 92 00:04:01,938 --> 00:04:04,141 yet somehow managed to woo back 93 00:04:04,147 --> 00:04:05,907 in a diner with a "C" health rating. 94 00:04:06,919 --> 00:04:09,313 You really think you can't win over this Novak guy? 95 00:04:14,845 --> 00:04:19,549 So, it seems your grandpa left you some instructions. 96 00:04:19,876 --> 00:04:21,813 "Dear Tess and Annie, 97 00:04:22,282 --> 00:04:24,610 I know you're probably feeling a little sad right now, 98 00:04:24,789 --> 00:04:27,090 and I'd like to get you back to smiling. 99 00:04:27,259 --> 00:04:29,292 Because you have two of 100 00:04:29,326 --> 00:04:31,423 RANDALL AND WILLIAM: my all-time favorite smiles. 101 00:04:31,438 --> 00:04:34,798 WILLIAM: "That's why I'd like you two to plan my memorial. 102 00:04:34,857 --> 00:04:37,063 Adults make these things sad, 103 00:04:37,210 --> 00:04:39,446 and I want you two to make it fun. 104 00:04:40,037 --> 00:04:42,251 Fill it with things that make you smile. 105 00:04:42,257 --> 00:04:46,016 And make sure your mom and dad help you execute your vision. 106 00:04:46,156 --> 00:04:48,165 No questions asked." 107 00:04:49,118 --> 00:04:51,337 So, we're in charge of the memorial? 108 00:04:51,343 --> 00:04:52,493 Apparently. 109 00:04:53,048 --> 00:04:56,308 It's tomorrow, right before Uncle Kevin's play re-opens, 110 00:04:56,314 --> 00:04:59,321 and I've already got the flowers and the lasagna and the... 111 00:05:00,002 --> 00:05:01,344 (whispering indistinctly) 112 00:05:01,829 --> 00:05:02,970 Okay. We'll take it from here. 113 00:05:02,975 --> 00:05:04,964 Um, if it's all right with you two, 114 00:05:04,970 --> 00:05:06,316 I'd like to give a eulogy. 115 00:05:06,351 --> 00:05:08,079 A eulogy sounds sad. 116 00:05:08,126 --> 00:05:10,235 How 'bout we call it a toast, then? 117 00:05:10,595 --> 00:05:11,722 We'll allow it. 118 00:05:13,610 --> 00:05:15,204 - Well... - (groans) 119 00:05:15,210 --> 00:05:17,024 I guess I'll cancel the caterer... 120 00:05:18,189 --> 00:05:20,290 and the flowers and the white doves. 121 00:05:20,310 --> 00:05:21,563 You got white doves? 122 00:05:21,569 --> 00:05:23,196 They don't make black ones, Randall. 123 00:05:25,134 --> 00:05:27,141 You know, I heart N.Y., 124 00:05:27,165 --> 00:05:28,886 but I'm kind of psyched to get back to L.A. 125 00:05:28,892 --> 00:05:30,072 and get shacked up with my boo. 126 00:05:30,077 --> 00:05:33,173 Yes, Bryce, I need 50 rainbow balloons. 127 00:05:33,179 --> 00:05:34,179 Tomorrow. 128 00:05:34,280 --> 00:05:35,477 They're for a funeral. 129 00:05:35,579 --> 00:05:37,298 My nieces gave me one job. 130 00:05:37,567 --> 00:05:38,837 Can I speak to your supervisor? 131 00:05:38,843 --> 00:05:41,516 Hey. If you want to talk about William... 132 00:05:42,532 --> 00:05:43,806 or anything, 133 00:05:43,812 --> 00:05:45,829 I know funerals can be difficult. 134 00:05:46,688 --> 00:05:48,386 Especially since you lost your... 135 00:05:48,400 --> 00:05:50,478 I just want things to be special for Randall and the girls. 136 00:05:50,483 --> 00:05:51,329 Okay. 137 00:05:51,377 --> 00:05:54,516 Oh, I don't know, Sharon, can you help me? 138 00:06:07,178 --> 00:06:08,194 (sighs) 139 00:06:09,655 --> 00:06:11,655 Oh, come on. Don't do this, Jack. 140 00:06:11,913 --> 00:06:15,110 ALL: ♪ For he's a jolly good fellow ♪ 141 00:06:15,116 --> 00:06:17,469 ♪ Which nobody can deny. ♪ 142 00:06:17,482 --> 00:06:19,592 - (applause) - Thank you, everybody. 143 00:06:20,147 --> 00:06:21,882 Uh, Jack, you told me to tell you when it was 5:30. 144 00:06:21,887 --> 00:06:22,887 Okay. 145 00:06:23,436 --> 00:06:24,897 It's 5:30. 146 00:06:26,772 --> 00:06:27,772 Uh, yeah. 147 00:06:28,198 --> 00:06:29,741 - Jack? - What? 148 00:06:29,921 --> 00:06:33,358 What? We're... we're celebrating Pench's retirement. 149 00:06:34,023 --> 00:06:34,858 We hate Pench. 150 00:06:34,864 --> 00:06:37,124 - You hate Pench. - I do hate Pench. 151 00:06:37,130 --> 00:06:39,569 Look, just... it's time for you to go home 152 00:06:39,575 --> 00:06:41,655 and say a proper good-bye to your wife. 153 00:06:41,661 --> 00:06:42,741 - Yeah. - Staying here 154 00:06:42,747 --> 00:06:44,202 is not gonna keep her from leaving. 155 00:06:44,210 --> 00:06:45,921 - With her ex-boyfriend. - Jack... 156 00:06:45,927 --> 00:06:47,499 Two weeks, five hotels. 157 00:06:47,505 --> 00:06:49,740 Night after night, getting back late. 158 00:06:49,746 --> 00:06:51,858 That is ridiculous. 159 00:06:52,004 --> 00:06:53,842 This is Rebecca we're talking about. 160 00:06:55,096 --> 00:06:56,022 Yeah. 161 00:06:56,028 --> 00:06:57,335 - Now, go. - Yeah. 162 00:06:59,648 --> 00:07:00,788 You leaving? 163 00:07:00,794 --> 00:07:03,405 The real party's happening after work at Joe's Tavern. 164 00:07:03,411 --> 00:07:05,288 - You should come. - Night, Heather. 165 00:07:06,874 --> 00:07:08,975 Hi, Amy, yeah, it's Rebecca. 166 00:07:09,009 --> 00:07:10,143 What time did he leave? 167 00:07:10,381 --> 00:07:11,381 Okay. 168 00:07:12,246 --> 00:07:13,905 Yeah, thank you. Bye. 169 00:07:14,249 --> 00:07:15,249 (front door closes) 170 00:07:15,783 --> 00:07:16,819 Hi. 171 00:07:17,358 --> 00:07:18,381 Hey, Dad. 172 00:07:18,472 --> 00:07:20,194 Kitchen, please. 173 00:07:20,228 --> 00:07:21,228 (keys jingle) 174 00:07:29,342 --> 00:07:31,756 How could you be late today, of all days? 175 00:07:31,762 --> 00:07:33,233 - Is Ben here yet? - No. 176 00:07:33,901 --> 00:07:34,937 Then I guess I'm not late. 177 00:07:34,942 --> 00:07:36,665 Well, you said you'd be home at 5:30. 178 00:07:36,671 --> 00:07:39,595 - No, I said I would knock off at 5:30. - I called your office and you didn't. 179 00:07:39,600 --> 00:07:40,875 So, you're checking up on me now? 180 00:07:40,880 --> 00:07:42,577 This is just passive-aggressive, Jack. 181 00:07:42,583 --> 00:07:44,288 - Okay, the kids. - Yeah. 182 00:07:44,294 --> 00:07:46,085 They need a ride to Joel's party tonight. 183 00:07:46,091 --> 00:07:47,858 Parents are home, I already checked. 184 00:07:47,864 --> 00:07:50,006 And Randall's robotics class, do you see? 185 00:07:50,012 --> 00:07:51,296 It's moved to Tuesdays. 186 00:07:51,302 --> 00:07:52,147 I can read, Bec. 187 00:07:52,153 --> 00:07:54,358 And please, please do not let Kevin and Sophie 188 00:07:54,364 --> 00:07:55,609 be by themselves in the basement. 189 00:07:55,614 --> 00:07:57,228 - They're all over each other. - (chuckles) 190 00:07:57,233 --> 00:07:59,296 What's so funny? It's disturbing. 191 00:07:59,302 --> 00:08:01,280 You know, the other day, I came in... (sniffs) 192 00:08:01,366 --> 00:08:03,061 - ... she was nibbling on his ear. - Mm-mm. 193 00:08:03,067 --> 00:08:05,110 Don't use the word nibbling in reference to our son. 194 00:08:05,116 --> 00:08:06,639 That is the only way to describe it. 195 00:08:07,414 --> 00:08:09,546 Those ears haven't seen Q-tips in years. 196 00:08:09,552 --> 00:08:11,155 - No. - (chuckles softly) 197 00:08:11,480 --> 00:08:12,913 (both laugh) 198 00:08:16,310 --> 00:08:17,546 (horn honks outside) 199 00:08:20,817 --> 00:08:21,850 (sighs) 200 00:08:24,669 --> 00:08:26,703 - (glass clunks on table) - Time to hit the road. 201 00:08:27,888 --> 00:08:28,905 Yeah. 202 00:08:33,523 --> 00:08:35,023 I'm leaving. 203 00:08:35,058 --> 00:08:36,311 KEVIN: Good luck, Mom. 204 00:08:36,317 --> 00:08:38,928 - You're supposed to say "Break a leg." - Oh, am I? 205 00:08:40,531 --> 00:08:42,553 Mmm. Bye, baby. 206 00:08:42,585 --> 00:08:44,219 Bye, sweetheart. 207 00:08:45,069 --> 00:08:46,686 Oh, I love you. 208 00:08:46,692 --> 00:08:48,960 I promise I'll call twice a day, every day. 209 00:08:49,115 --> 00:08:51,381 Have fun, Mom. Seriously. 210 00:08:51,387 --> 00:08:52,553 I will. (chuckles) 211 00:08:53,985 --> 00:08:55,022 (sighs) 212 00:08:55,465 --> 00:08:56,577 (grunts) 213 00:08:57,346 --> 00:08:58,749 I love you, Mom. 214 00:08:58,800 --> 00:08:59,889 I love you more. 215 00:08:59,895 --> 00:09:01,538 - I love you most. - (Kevin groans) 216 00:09:01,544 --> 00:09:04,038 Be good to each other. Take care of each other. 217 00:09:07,931 --> 00:09:09,700 - Bye. - Bye. 218 00:09:13,576 --> 00:09:14,576 (horn honks) 219 00:09:26,150 --> 00:09:27,561 (indistinct talk on TV) 220 00:09:30,830 --> 00:09:31,830 Dad. 221 00:09:37,374 --> 00:09:38,772 Okay, okay. 222 00:09:56,944 --> 00:09:59,389 synced and corrected by susinz *www.addic7ed.com* 223 00:10:03,757 --> 00:10:06,671 His name was William H. Hill. 224 00:10:07,717 --> 00:10:10,100 Everybody knows his damn name, fool. 225 00:10:10,597 --> 00:10:12,717 (inhales deeply, sighs) 226 00:10:13,166 --> 00:10:14,166 Oh, man... 227 00:10:14,313 --> 00:10:15,513 (phone vibrates) 228 00:10:16,621 --> 00:10:17,741 (phone vibrates) 229 00:10:21,147 --> 00:10:22,217 (phone clicks) 230 00:10:23,225 --> 00:10:24,350 Hey, Jessie. 231 00:10:24,624 --> 00:10:26,014 Hi, Randall. 232 00:10:26,186 --> 00:10:28,100 Is this an all right time? 233 00:10:28,127 --> 00:10:30,108 I'm happy for the distraction. 234 00:10:30,905 --> 00:10:31,811 How you doing? 235 00:10:31,817 --> 00:10:34,975 Uh... not terribly well, as it turns out. 236 00:10:35,701 --> 00:10:38,631 Uh, William and I 237 00:10:39,061 --> 00:10:41,723 had our good-byes privately, before you left... but 238 00:10:41,933 --> 00:10:44,014 - it's still a shock. - I know. 239 00:10:44,020 --> 00:10:47,780 I'm with my sister in Chicago right now. 240 00:10:48,361 --> 00:10:49,678 It's, um... 241 00:10:51,987 --> 00:10:54,030 it's a very slippery slope for me. 242 00:10:54,126 --> 00:10:55,960 And I needed time. 243 00:10:56,803 --> 00:10:57,991 You know, time away? 244 00:10:58,223 --> 00:10:59,842 Uh, understood. 245 00:11:00,092 --> 00:11:02,749 I told our NA group about his passing, 246 00:11:02,755 --> 00:11:05,178 and, uh, there wasn't a dry eye in the house. 247 00:11:05,184 --> 00:11:07,485 A young man named Sebastian 248 00:11:07,491 --> 00:11:10,459 insisted that I pass along 249 00:11:10,465 --> 00:11:12,933 his condolences. He was 250 00:11:12,939 --> 00:11:15,407 a young athlete who was addicted to Vicodin 251 00:11:15,413 --> 00:11:17,214 when he first came to our meetings 252 00:11:17,220 --> 00:11:19,405 and, uh, wanted nothing to do with us. 253 00:11:19,687 --> 00:11:23,561 But William feigned an interest in football 254 00:11:24,030 --> 00:11:25,565 so the boy would have 255 00:11:25,772 --> 00:11:27,897 someone to relate to. 256 00:11:29,022 --> 00:11:30,822 I'd have loved to have seen William 257 00:11:30,850 --> 00:11:32,952 pretend to know anything about football. 258 00:11:32,958 --> 00:11:34,053 It was... 259 00:11:34,834 --> 00:11:35,842 (sobbing) 260 00:11:41,270 --> 00:11:42,960 It was quite a laugh. 261 00:11:43,991 --> 00:11:45,225 Yeah. 262 00:11:45,869 --> 00:11:49,438 He was a soft armrest 263 00:11:49,444 --> 00:11:51,803 for weary souls to lean on, you know? 264 00:11:52,803 --> 00:11:55,069 Anyway, I... 265 00:11:56,538 --> 00:11:59,835 I'm sure you've got things going on there. 266 00:11:59,841 --> 00:12:01,991 I don't want to keep you. 267 00:12:01,997 --> 00:12:03,686 Hey, that's okay. 268 00:12:04,474 --> 00:12:06,600 Thanks for calling, Jessie. 269 00:12:07,506 --> 00:12:08,506 Um... be well. 270 00:12:08,988 --> 00:12:10,085 Take care. 271 00:12:11,323 --> 00:12:12,323 Bye. 272 00:12:20,666 --> 00:12:21,764 - (door opens) - Mr. Novak. 273 00:12:21,780 --> 00:12:24,081 Sorry to just, you know, barge in like this, 274 00:12:24,115 --> 00:12:26,069 but I really need to talk to you. I'm... 275 00:12:26,585 --> 00:12:27,821 Kevin Pearson, by the way. 276 00:12:27,827 --> 00:12:28,849 - I know who you are. - Oh, good. (chuckles) 277 00:12:28,854 --> 00:12:30,654 How'd you get in here? 278 00:12:30,689 --> 00:12:32,623 Oh, just bribed the assistant, Tracy. 279 00:12:32,657 --> 00:12:33,999 You know, big Manny fan. 280 00:12:34,280 --> 00:12:37,995 Um, I came here... to beg you... 281 00:12:38,881 --> 00:12:40,460 to come to opening night of my play. 282 00:12:40,499 --> 00:12:42,171 I did go to opening night, you didn't. 283 00:12:42,483 --> 00:12:43,513 I know. 284 00:12:44,303 --> 00:12:46,140 I know that, and I know what you must be thinking... 285 00:12:46,145 --> 00:12:47,514 I think that you choked. 286 00:12:47,939 --> 00:12:49,573 I think that you realized 287 00:12:49,608 --> 00:12:50,608 without the help of 288 00:12:50,642 --> 00:12:52,109 five takes and a laugh track, 289 00:12:52,143 --> 00:12:55,145 you're nothing but... a 40-year-old playboy 290 00:12:55,180 --> 00:12:56,303 with no talent. 291 00:12:57,796 --> 00:12:58,897 36 years... 292 00:12:59,467 --> 00:13:01,483 Doesn't matter, doesn't matter. 293 00:13:01,489 --> 00:13:03,061 Neither here nor there. 294 00:13:04,285 --> 00:13:07,788 I literally uprooted my entire life for this play. 295 00:13:07,794 --> 00:13:09,319 It's the only reason I'm here, sir. 296 00:13:09,506 --> 00:13:11,795 And the crazy part about this whole thing is 297 00:13:11,830 --> 00:13:14,030 it's actually really good... it is. 298 00:13:14,280 --> 00:13:17,335 But no one's gonna come see it, sir, unless you tell them to, 299 00:13:17,341 --> 00:13:19,046 so I am begging you, please... 300 00:13:21,053 --> 00:13:22,491 give us another chance. 301 00:13:23,061 --> 00:13:25,827 It's worth it. Just think about it. 302 00:13:25,854 --> 00:13:28,381 - (doorbell rings) - Oh, hey. 303 00:13:28,387 --> 00:13:30,077 Morning. Sorry to ring, 304 00:13:30,083 --> 00:13:32,116 I saw this crate of perishables out there, 305 00:13:32,122 --> 00:13:33,122 and I thought I... 306 00:13:36,449 --> 00:13:37,582 Lot of pears. 307 00:13:37,632 --> 00:13:40,506 Yeah, uh, thank you. 308 00:13:43,282 --> 00:13:46,366 I hope you don't mind me asking... how's William doing? 309 00:13:46,773 --> 00:13:49,530 I haven't seen him lately and I was starting to get worried. 310 00:13:49,816 --> 00:13:51,725 I know his health wasn't all that good. 311 00:13:54,143 --> 00:13:56,506 Uh, William died last week. 312 00:13:57,163 --> 00:13:58,350 In Memphis. 313 00:13:59,492 --> 00:14:00,764 Wow. 314 00:14:02,491 --> 00:14:03,506 Wow. 315 00:14:04,881 --> 00:14:08,342 Well, he always wanted to get back there. 316 00:14:09,132 --> 00:14:12,155 I didn't realize you two had gotten to know each other. 317 00:14:12,999 --> 00:14:15,467 Yeah, on his morning walks. We got to talking. 318 00:14:15,499 --> 00:14:17,640 You know, people don't stop to just talk anymore, you know? 319 00:14:17,645 --> 00:14:19,022 We became friends. 320 00:14:19,469 --> 00:14:21,530 He always asked about my daughter. 321 00:14:25,499 --> 00:14:27,069 I'm sorry for your loss. 322 00:14:29,900 --> 00:14:31,499 This neighborhood will miss him. 323 00:14:39,734 --> 00:14:40,819 BETH: Who's it from? 324 00:14:41,178 --> 00:14:43,733 What? Oh. 325 00:14:46,733 --> 00:14:47,733 Really? 326 00:14:47,975 --> 00:14:49,061 Your father dies, 327 00:14:49,067 --> 00:14:50,608 and this is what work sends you? 328 00:14:50,670 --> 00:14:52,077 They've been good to me, Beth. 329 00:14:52,124 --> 00:14:53,789 I've been out of the office for a while now... 330 00:14:53,794 --> 00:14:55,546 After not taking a vacation in three years. 331 00:14:55,552 --> 00:14:56,552 Beth... 332 00:14:57,358 --> 00:14:58,358 Okay. 333 00:15:02,835 --> 00:15:04,091 Are you all right? 334 00:15:04,492 --> 00:15:05,561 Mm-hmm. 335 00:15:14,451 --> 00:15:17,349 Okay, here we go. Let's have fun! 336 00:15:17,364 --> 00:15:18,779 Call me, call me when you want to come home. 337 00:15:18,784 --> 00:15:20,424 SOPHIE: Thanks, Mr. Pearson. JACK: Uh-huh. 338 00:15:25,107 --> 00:15:27,544 Do you want this taxi to stop somewhere else? 339 00:15:29,068 --> 00:15:30,536 Are you and Mom all right? 340 00:15:32,505 --> 00:15:33,858 Stop it, we're fine. 341 00:15:33,864 --> 00:15:35,036 You don't seem fine. 342 00:15:35,042 --> 00:15:37,607 Look... it's marriage. 343 00:15:37,958 --> 00:15:40,021 Okay? It's just stuff. 344 00:15:40,957 --> 00:15:42,294 Honestly, we're fine. 345 00:15:42,300 --> 00:15:44,092 Why didn't you go to her show tonight? 346 00:15:44,126 --> 00:15:47,530 Well... first off, it's two hours away. 347 00:15:47,536 --> 00:15:50,411 - Yeah, it's two hours away. - Kate... 348 00:15:50,646 --> 00:15:53,168 Hey, look, you've got more important things 349 00:15:53,202 --> 00:15:54,568 to worry about being a teenager. 350 00:15:54,607 --> 00:15:58,716 Boys and-and grades and that band 351 00:15:58,722 --> 00:16:01,142 that sounds like they're always kidding... what's their name? 352 00:16:01,177 --> 00:16:03,169 - Weezer. - Weezer. Yeah. 353 00:16:03,200 --> 00:16:04,052 Weezer. 354 00:16:04,130 --> 00:16:05,982 Look, your mom and dad, we're the... 355 00:16:08,013 --> 00:16:10,552 we're last thing in the world you need to worry about. 356 00:16:11,619 --> 00:16:12,619 Okay? 357 00:16:13,990 --> 00:16:15,138 Okay. 358 00:16:17,559 --> 00:16:20,318 Don't sit home tonight all sad. 359 00:16:22,599 --> 00:16:24,966 How can I be sad when I've got a kid like you? 360 00:16:29,052 --> 00:16:30,052 Bye. 361 00:16:30,072 --> 00:16:31,919 Okay. Have fun. 362 00:16:40,380 --> 00:16:42,183 Rebecca, it's-it's gonna be okay. 363 00:16:42,218 --> 00:16:43,083 They invited us. 364 00:16:43,089 --> 00:16:45,052 No, the girls invited us. 365 00:16:45,091 --> 00:16:47,841 You know things haven't been the same since he found out, 366 00:16:47,847 --> 00:16:50,099 he just... he tolerates me. 367 00:16:50,105 --> 00:16:52,357 - You don't know that he... - Yeah, I know my son. 368 00:16:53,501 --> 00:16:54,505 Honey. 369 00:16:57,341 --> 00:16:58,474 Don't get them tangled up. 370 00:16:58,480 --> 00:17:00,380 It was one... It was one balloon. 371 00:17:00,386 --> 00:17:02,903 Hey, geez, you guys bring enough balloons? 372 00:17:02,909 --> 00:17:04,185 No, actually, we didn't. 373 00:17:04,191 --> 00:17:06,903 Do not poke the bear, alright man, okay, I beg of you. 374 00:17:07,036 --> 00:17:08,552 The kids asked her to bring 50. 375 00:17:08,558 --> 00:17:09,950 I popped one in the car. 376 00:17:10,859 --> 00:17:13,271 Everything okay? Yeah, I'm fine. 377 00:17:13,277 --> 00:17:17,278 Well, don't you all look ready for a FUN-eral. 378 00:17:18,646 --> 00:17:19,646 No? 379 00:17:19,810 --> 00:17:22,325 Not even a smile for "FUN-eral"? 380 00:17:22,331 --> 00:17:23,576 All right, well, thanks for coming. 381 00:17:23,581 --> 00:17:25,482 If you need anything... cooking, cleaning. 382 00:17:25,552 --> 00:17:27,717 You need help with his will? I don't know anything about wills, 383 00:17:27,722 --> 00:17:29,708 but I'm willing to take an online course. 384 00:17:29,714 --> 00:17:32,755 That's, uh,... Hey, guys. 385 00:17:32,761 --> 00:17:34,575 - Hi. - KEVIN: Hey. - Randall. 386 00:17:35,318 --> 00:17:37,021 Come on, let's get started! 387 00:17:37,161 --> 00:17:38,320 (loud pop, all gasp) 388 00:17:38,354 --> 00:17:39,888 - All right. - Oh... 389 00:17:40,036 --> 00:17:41,202 ALL: Oh... 390 00:17:41,208 --> 00:17:43,224 KEVIN: Those aren't coming back. 391 00:17:43,521 --> 00:17:45,897 TESS: Grandpa said we're supposed to celebrate his life 392 00:17:45,903 --> 00:17:48,129 and not be sad, so today we're going to act out 393 00:17:48,164 --> 00:17:49,597 William's perfect day. 394 00:17:49,632 --> 00:17:51,866 - Starting with breakfast. - He loved breakfast. 395 00:17:51,901 --> 00:17:53,146 Please help yourselves. 396 00:17:53,152 --> 00:17:55,060 ANNIE: And remember to take his pills. 397 00:17:56,072 --> 00:17:57,038 They're just M&M'S. 398 00:17:57,073 --> 00:17:59,207 You sure you don't have anything stronger? 399 00:17:59,241 --> 00:18:01,643 I want all the toppings. Are toppings disrespectful? 400 00:18:01,677 --> 00:18:03,200 - Top away. Go ahead. - All right. 401 00:18:03,594 --> 00:18:05,509 MAN (on TV): There were more than a few people on the streets 402 00:18:05,514 --> 00:18:08,271 as the archdiocese of Philadelphia... 403 00:18:08,276 --> 00:18:09,317 (switches channel) 404 00:18:09,318 --> 00:18:10,614 What are you suddenly being sore about? 405 00:18:10,619 --> 00:18:12,161 WOMAN: What did you expect me to be? 406 00:18:13,420 --> 00:18:14,954 Do you think women live 407 00:18:14,988 --> 00:18:16,694 in vacuum-sealed containers, like tennis balls? 408 00:18:16,699 --> 00:18:18,966 MAN: I just thought you were different, that's all. 409 00:18:20,455 --> 00:18:22,256 WOMAN: Get smart. There hasn't been 410 00:18:22,262 --> 00:18:23,592 a woman in love different since Eve. 411 00:18:23,597 --> 00:18:24,597 MAN: So it's love? 412 00:18:24,757 --> 00:18:27,225 - WOMAN: Yes, Max, it's love. - (turns TV off) 413 00:18:30,905 --> 00:18:32,318 (rock music playing) 414 00:18:37,716 --> 00:18:39,817 Hey, Pearson! You made it! 415 00:18:39,851 --> 00:18:41,618 - (man laughs) - Hey. 416 00:18:41,653 --> 00:18:43,020 Now, this is a first. 417 00:18:43,054 --> 00:18:44,254 Bring it in, come on. 418 00:18:44,289 --> 00:18:45,255 JACK: Yep. 419 00:18:45,290 --> 00:18:46,751 - All right. - Okay. 420 00:18:46,757 --> 00:18:48,618 - Hey, Jack. - Heather. 421 00:18:48,813 --> 00:18:50,055 Can I get you a drink? 422 00:18:51,790 --> 00:18:53,797 - Beer. - Coming right up. 423 00:19:00,200 --> 00:19:02,509 Baby, I think I figured out this toast. 424 00:19:06,025 --> 00:19:07,063 Baby? 425 00:19:07,719 --> 00:19:09,821 I refilled all his pills. 426 00:19:13,250 --> 00:19:15,016 He knew he wasn't coming back. 427 00:19:17,026 --> 00:19:18,230 I didn't know. 428 00:19:19,338 --> 00:19:20,766 How could I have known? 429 00:19:22,540 --> 00:19:24,219 You got your trip to Memphis. 430 00:19:24,225 --> 00:19:25,587 The girls got their memorial. 431 00:19:25,593 --> 00:19:27,102 He left you all with a way... 432 00:19:32,064 --> 00:19:33,657 I loved him, too, Randall. 433 00:19:39,616 --> 00:19:41,641 I never even got a chance to say good-bye. 434 00:19:41,647 --> 00:19:42,647 Honey... 435 00:19:47,117 --> 00:19:48,218 Come on people! 436 00:19:48,233 --> 00:19:49,552 It's toast time! 437 00:19:50,921 --> 00:19:52,577 MIGUEL: Thank you, my dear. 438 00:19:52,583 --> 00:19:54,335 - What is this? - It's a Blue Hawaiian. 439 00:19:54,341 --> 00:19:56,076 - Oh, is that William's favorite drink? - No. 440 00:19:56,081 --> 00:19:58,452 I think the girls misunderstood a conversation that we had. 441 00:19:58,461 --> 00:20:00,155 Blue Hawaii his favorite movie? 442 00:20:00,687 --> 00:20:02,179 It's his favorite strain of weed. 443 00:20:02,185 --> 00:20:03,938 RANDALL (clears throat): Attention, everyone. 444 00:20:03,943 --> 00:20:07,726 I guess I'm kind of breaking the rules by speaking today, 445 00:20:07,732 --> 00:20:12,132 as William didn't ask me to say anything. 446 00:20:12,320 --> 00:20:16,101 He was a master of words, and he knew I was no poet. 447 00:20:16,163 --> 00:20:20,218 But I think the real reason why he didn't ask me to speak 448 00:20:22,083 --> 00:20:24,151 was that he knew there was someone else who was 449 00:20:24,157 --> 00:20:26,640 much more deserving of this mic than me. 450 00:20:29,258 --> 00:20:31,148 The person who was in it with him, 451 00:20:32,515 --> 00:20:34,327 like, really in it, 452 00:20:35,405 --> 00:20:36,554 every single day. 453 00:20:51,893 --> 00:20:54,546 I really don't know what to say actually because... 454 00:20:56,321 --> 00:20:57,780 I'm pretty mad at him. 455 00:21:00,482 --> 00:21:02,093 For leaving, I guess. 456 00:21:08,084 --> 00:21:09,725 Hoo. (clears throat) 457 00:21:10,611 --> 00:21:12,249 William was a lot of things. 458 00:21:12,713 --> 00:21:15,554 He was... a father, 459 00:21:16,748 --> 00:21:17,983 an artist, 460 00:21:19,187 --> 00:21:21,562 a cheater at every card game. 461 00:21:23,971 --> 00:21:25,438 God, he was my friend. 462 00:21:30,935 --> 00:21:33,694 I can look all over this house and... 463 00:21:34,095 --> 00:21:36,101 see the memories that we shared. 464 00:21:37,997 --> 00:21:40,616 Every time I walk past the bathroom, I can hear him humming 465 00:21:40,674 --> 00:21:42,208 when he brushed his teeth. 466 00:21:42,671 --> 00:21:44,655 At first it used to grate on me. 467 00:21:44,661 --> 00:21:46,671 Like, "You love your dental hygiene, we get it." 468 00:21:47,358 --> 00:21:48,398 But... 469 00:21:49,687 --> 00:21:51,694 pretty soon I came to expect it. 470 00:21:54,295 --> 00:21:55,976 Y'all know that he could dance? 471 00:21:56,702 --> 00:21:57,757 Right there, 472 00:21:57,763 --> 00:22:00,554 right where Randall is standing, 473 00:22:00,560 --> 00:22:01,812 is where he showed me 474 00:22:01,818 --> 00:22:04,366 that even a frail old bag of bones, his words, 475 00:22:04,470 --> 00:22:06,638 could still attempt a Charleston. 476 00:22:06,938 --> 00:22:07,938 (soft chuckle) 477 00:22:10,023 --> 00:22:13,155 William's moves weren't... fast, 478 00:22:13,358 --> 00:22:16,586 but... they were endearing as hell. 479 00:22:19,625 --> 00:22:23,398 (voice breaking): He was endearing as hell. 480 00:22:25,711 --> 00:22:28,258 And even though we only had him for a few months, 481 00:22:28,898 --> 00:22:31,875 he's part of our fabric now. 482 00:22:34,726 --> 00:22:38,593 We'll remember things as "before William" 483 00:22:39,843 --> 00:22:41,195 and "after William." 484 00:22:54,067 --> 00:22:55,501 TOBY: Hey, Kate. 485 00:22:55,765 --> 00:22:56,914 Come here, talk to me. 486 00:22:56,920 --> 00:22:59,304 (crying): Please, just not now. 487 00:22:59,310 --> 00:23:00,414 (sobbing) 488 00:23:06,337 --> 00:23:07,337 (door opens) 489 00:23:07,449 --> 00:23:09,054 Toby, don't. 490 00:23:11,164 --> 00:23:12,500 Just don't. 491 00:23:18,162 --> 00:23:19,914 I'm sorry. 492 00:23:20,523 --> 00:23:22,687 I know I should be comforting you. 493 00:23:22,693 --> 00:23:23,726 It's okay. 494 00:23:23,983 --> 00:23:26,666 You know, ever since... that camp 495 00:23:26,672 --> 00:23:29,133 just, like, broke me open, 496 00:23:30,453 --> 00:23:31,773 and all that therapy, 497 00:23:32,054 --> 00:23:36,422 and just all this stuff is coming up about Dad. 498 00:23:36,428 --> 00:23:37,593 Shh. 499 00:23:37,749 --> 00:23:40,101 - It's okay. - I'm so sorry 500 00:23:40,107 --> 00:23:41,789 that you had to go through this twice. 501 00:23:41,795 --> 00:23:43,353 I'm so sorry, Randall. 502 00:23:43,359 --> 00:23:46,343 Kate, hey, hey, hey, hey. Hey. 503 00:23:48,610 --> 00:23:50,258 I'm okay. 504 00:23:50,388 --> 00:23:51,531 It's... 505 00:23:54,604 --> 00:23:56,471 Had a dream last night 506 00:23:57,068 --> 00:23:58,562 that Dad and William met. 507 00:23:59,125 --> 00:24:02,031 I walked into the living room, and, uh, 508 00:24:02,037 --> 00:24:03,515 (Jack and William laughing) 509 00:24:03,521 --> 00:24:06,054 just talking and laughing like old friends. 510 00:24:07,914 --> 00:24:09,610 And William was telling Dad how I taught him 511 00:24:09,615 --> 00:24:11,145 - how to drive a car. - ... teach me how to drive. 512 00:24:11,150 --> 00:24:12,955 - Whoa, wait, wait. - And Dad was like... 513 00:24:12,961 --> 00:24:15,014 - Really? Randall? - Really? Randall? 514 00:24:15,048 --> 00:24:17,431 JACK: (laughs) Did he tell you about the time 515 00:24:17,437 --> 00:24:18,725 that I taught him how to drive? 516 00:24:18,731 --> 00:24:19,790 No, no, you've got to tell me this, Jack. 517 00:24:19,795 --> 00:24:22,514 I got all three kids in the driveway there. 518 00:24:22,520 --> 00:24:24,750 Randall hops in the car, excited... 519 00:24:24,949 --> 00:24:27,312 RANDALL: "Oh, the kid just threw it in reverse 520 00:24:27,318 --> 00:24:28,586 "and zoomed straight back 521 00:24:28,592 --> 00:24:30,352 - like a bat out of hell." - Bat out of hell. 522 00:24:30,402 --> 00:24:31,515 (crying) 523 00:24:32,953 --> 00:24:35,031 Dad loved that story. 524 00:24:35,205 --> 00:24:36,472 He did. 525 00:24:39,758 --> 00:24:42,547 I'm not the guy to tell you how to handle your feelings. 526 00:24:43,320 --> 00:24:46,453 But I've learned that you got to let 'em out. 527 00:24:47,547 --> 00:24:49,711 You got to share them with the people that love you. 528 00:24:50,179 --> 00:24:51,289 I know. 529 00:24:51,429 --> 00:24:52,484 Do you? 530 00:24:52,609 --> 00:24:54,240 'Cause there's a really sweet, 531 00:24:54,453 --> 00:24:56,877 really big guy in my living room right now 532 00:24:56,883 --> 00:24:58,390 who might think otherwise. 533 00:24:59,468 --> 00:25:00,554 I know. 534 00:25:15,008 --> 00:25:16,125 Where's the family tonight? 535 00:25:16,131 --> 00:25:17,289 Um... 536 00:25:17,987 --> 00:25:18,851 Uh... 537 00:25:18,857 --> 00:25:21,859 kids are with their friends 538 00:25:21,928 --> 00:25:24,250 and wife is out of town. 539 00:25:24,530 --> 00:25:25,656 In Cleveland. 540 00:25:25,936 --> 00:25:27,102 What's in Cleveland? 541 00:25:27,108 --> 00:25:28,312 Oh, she's... 542 00:25:29,093 --> 00:25:30,140 following her dreams. 543 00:25:30,146 --> 00:25:32,367 No one's dreams are in Cleveland. 544 00:25:32,373 --> 00:25:33,398 Well, it's Cleveland, 545 00:25:33,632 --> 00:25:35,093 and then Boston, 546 00:25:35,523 --> 00:25:38,117 then New York, Trenton, Philly. 547 00:25:38,123 --> 00:25:39,609 She's on tour with her Ben. 548 00:25:42,418 --> 00:25:43,885 Her band. 549 00:25:43,891 --> 00:25:46,297 She's in a band, she's on tour with the band. 550 00:25:46,303 --> 00:25:48,258 Yeah. I knew something was up. 551 00:25:52,485 --> 00:25:53,351 Nothing's up. 552 00:25:53,357 --> 00:25:55,742 Come on, Jack, I see you every day. 553 00:25:55,822 --> 00:25:58,557 You have that look a man gets when something breaks 554 00:25:58,591 --> 00:25:59,593 and he can't fix it. 555 00:26:01,457 --> 00:26:02,898 ♪ So help me, Jesus ♪ 556 00:26:06,453 --> 00:26:08,851 Heather, enough, enough. Enough with this crap. 557 00:26:09,049 --> 00:26:10,148 I'm a married man. 558 00:26:11,574 --> 00:26:14,570 You're embarrassing me, and you're embarrassing yourself. 559 00:26:16,898 --> 00:26:18,586 I'm gonna make-make a phone call. 560 00:26:18,833 --> 00:26:19,833 (clears throat) 561 00:26:22,539 --> 00:26:24,547 Every morning and afternoon, 562 00:26:24,640 --> 00:26:26,773 Grandpa would put on his old man hat 563 00:26:26,779 --> 00:26:28,946 and walk around the neighborhood. 564 00:26:29,004 --> 00:26:31,039 So now we're gonna go on his walk. 565 00:26:31,304 --> 00:26:33,218 Come on, everyone, get your hats. 566 00:26:33,320 --> 00:26:34,617 TOBY: All right. 567 00:26:35,633 --> 00:26:37,328 ANNIE: Uncle Kevin, Grandma? 568 00:26:37,334 --> 00:26:38,532 - RANDALL: Picking the green one? - BETH: Yeah. 569 00:26:38,537 --> 00:26:39,453 RANDALL: You gonna do that one? 570 00:26:39,537 --> 00:26:41,945 Daddy, you wear Grandpa's real one. 571 00:26:45,771 --> 00:26:47,390 I don't know, sweetheart. 572 00:26:47,396 --> 00:26:48,563 Put it on, babe. 573 00:26:52,407 --> 00:26:53,908 Yeah. 574 00:26:54,279 --> 00:26:55,279 Mm. 575 00:26:59,016 --> 00:27:01,406 I want to tell you what's been going on with me. 576 00:27:01,823 --> 00:27:03,734 About... my dad. 577 00:27:04,782 --> 00:27:06,492 So maybe after the show tonight? 578 00:27:07,383 --> 00:27:08,717 KEVIN: Okay, everybody, 579 00:27:08,751 --> 00:27:10,365 this is where I leave you, it's time for me 580 00:27:10,370 --> 00:27:12,150 - to head to the theater. - RANDALL: Break a leg, man. 581 00:27:12,155 --> 00:27:13,718 - Thank you. All right. - Yeah. 582 00:27:13,724 --> 00:27:15,053 - See you in a few hours. - I know. 583 00:27:15,058 --> 00:27:16,015 Front and center, buddy. 584 00:27:16,021 --> 00:27:17,204 You might have the whole theater to yourself. 585 00:27:17,209 --> 00:27:18,648 - Bye. - RANDALL: Peace. 586 00:27:21,613 --> 00:27:22,613 (Rebecca clears throat) 587 00:27:31,617 --> 00:27:34,419 So, William seems to have really connected with the girls 588 00:27:34,453 --> 00:27:35,920 in a short time. 589 00:27:36,328 --> 00:27:37,343 Yeah. 590 00:27:37,820 --> 00:27:39,211 That's what he did. 591 00:27:40,493 --> 00:27:42,429 With everyone he met, it seems. 592 00:27:44,986 --> 00:27:46,570 You know your father. 593 00:27:47,859 --> 00:27:49,367 Jack, I mean. 594 00:27:50,154 --> 00:27:52,125 He, um... (clears throat) 595 00:27:53,825 --> 00:27:57,804 he taught you a lot about honesty and courage. 596 00:27:59,674 --> 00:28:02,836 But the truth is, you came into this world pretty perfect. 597 00:28:03,536 --> 00:28:06,972 You always had this, uh... gentleness, 598 00:28:06,978 --> 00:28:09,179 this inner kindness to you, from the start, 599 00:28:09,185 --> 00:28:10,383 and I think... 600 00:28:12,079 --> 00:28:13,922 you got that from William. 601 00:28:19,515 --> 00:28:22,123 I really thought I was doing the right thing for you 602 00:28:22,129 --> 00:28:23,604 - and for our family... - Mom, you don't have to do this. 603 00:28:23,609 --> 00:28:25,359 I do. I have to. 604 00:28:25,429 --> 00:28:28,320 I haven't said this to you before. I need to, okay? 605 00:28:34,242 --> 00:28:35,304 (sighs deeply) 606 00:28:37,455 --> 00:28:41,851 When I first met him, he was so far gone, Randall. 607 00:28:43,406 --> 00:28:46,914 And then when I saw him again, years later, he was so much better. 608 00:28:48,610 --> 00:28:50,242 And you got curious. 609 00:28:51,139 --> 00:28:52,726 And I got scared. 610 00:28:54,297 --> 00:28:57,000 I always planned on telling you, I did. 611 00:28:57,006 --> 00:28:59,531 I would set an age in my mind. I'd say, "When he's 15. 612 00:28:59,537 --> 00:29:01,047 I'm gonna tell him when he's 15." 613 00:29:01,053 --> 00:29:03,875 And 15 would come and go, and I'd lose my nerve, 614 00:29:03,881 --> 00:29:05,682 and then I would decide on 16. 615 00:29:05,688 --> 00:29:09,320 (voice breaking): Because the truth is, I was so terrified. 616 00:29:11,203 --> 00:29:14,351 Because I knew it would devastate you. 617 00:29:17,660 --> 00:29:19,617 It was such a big lie. 618 00:29:20,231 --> 00:29:22,359 And such a long lie. 619 00:29:23,206 --> 00:29:24,476 I knew... 620 00:29:25,981 --> 00:29:28,015 I knew that I could lose you over it, 621 00:29:28,021 --> 00:29:30,117 (crying): and I couldn't lose you, Randall. 622 00:29:30,734 --> 00:29:31,734 I couldn't. 623 00:29:34,339 --> 00:29:36,541 But that is no excuse. 624 00:29:36,755 --> 00:29:38,022 It was... 625 00:29:38,796 --> 00:29:42,086 selfish... and it was wrong. 626 00:29:43,341 --> 00:29:47,156 And I want you to know, from the bottom of my heart... 627 00:29:49,429 --> 00:29:52,679 ... that I am so sorry you didn't have more time together. 628 00:29:52,685 --> 00:29:54,195 That it is my fault 629 00:29:54,201 --> 00:29:57,070 - you didn't have more time with him. - I-I got enough. I got enough. 630 00:29:58,188 --> 00:30:00,222 It was enough time to know that I loved him. 631 00:30:00,867 --> 00:30:01,867 I loved him. 632 00:30:03,051 --> 00:30:04,618 And I know that he loved me. 633 00:30:06,140 --> 00:30:07,312 I'm so glad. 634 00:30:08,478 --> 00:30:09,742 I love you, Mom. 635 00:30:11,257 --> 00:30:12,750 I love you more. 636 00:30:12,778 --> 00:30:16,013 I love you m... no, no, I mean, I meant what I said, 637 00:30:16,019 --> 00:30:17,352 but I'm a grown-ass man 638 00:30:17,358 --> 00:30:19,101 and this is gonna cross a very weird line. 639 00:30:19,209 --> 00:30:20,336 (both laugh) 640 00:30:22,032 --> 00:30:23,116 Fair enough. 641 00:30:27,718 --> 00:30:29,547 - I'm so sorry. - It's okay. 642 00:30:30,696 --> 00:30:31,781 It's okay. 643 00:30:36,906 --> 00:30:38,758 I-D-I-D-I-D-I-D... Hey! 644 00:30:39,218 --> 00:30:41,033 Hey, uh, I was just curious, 645 00:30:41,039 --> 00:30:42,373 if Brandon Novak picked up his ticket? 646 00:30:42,378 --> 00:30:44,062 - I'll check. - Thank you. 647 00:30:45,812 --> 00:30:46,881 Yeah, we'll see. 648 00:30:46,916 --> 00:30:48,015 Okay. 649 00:30:48,217 --> 00:30:49,273 (sighs) 650 00:30:49,570 --> 00:30:50,953 Just need to meditate. 651 00:30:52,695 --> 00:30:55,789 I want to see Wicked tonight, am I in the right theater? 652 00:30:56,515 --> 00:30:57,570 Hey. 653 00:30:58,523 --> 00:31:00,820 Yeah, yes. Yes, you are, 654 00:31:00,976 --> 00:31:02,426 as a matter of fact, in the right theater. 655 00:31:02,431 --> 00:31:03,471 Come over here and kiss me 656 00:31:03,499 --> 00:31:05,220 - before I paint my face green. - (chuckles) 657 00:31:07,136 --> 00:31:09,297 Mmm. What are you doing back here? 658 00:31:09,304 --> 00:31:11,306 I'm sorry, am I destroying your focus? 659 00:31:11,340 --> 00:31:13,258 No. No, no, no, this is great. 660 00:31:13,562 --> 00:31:15,601 Okay, just came to give you this. 661 00:31:17,227 --> 00:31:18,570 It's what I always wanted. 662 00:31:18,576 --> 00:31:20,086 - It's a crutch. - I know what it is. 663 00:31:20,092 --> 00:31:21,508 For when you break your leg. 664 00:31:21,514 --> 00:31:23,804 Break a leg, okay. Yeah. Ha! 665 00:31:23,810 --> 00:31:25,626 Well, the E.R. staff thought it was hysterical. 666 00:31:25,631 --> 00:31:28,234 Well, thank you... very much, 667 00:31:28,538 --> 00:31:30,290 for sneaking back here; it means a lot to me. 668 00:31:30,295 --> 00:31:31,695 STAGE MANAGER: Half hour, everyone. 669 00:31:31,701 --> 00:31:33,867 - Ay, ay, ay, ay. - I know. 670 00:31:37,404 --> 00:31:38,422 Thank you. 671 00:31:38,428 --> 00:31:39,428 (giggles) 672 00:31:41,717 --> 00:31:43,151 KEVIN: I know I can't go back. 673 00:31:43,240 --> 00:31:45,742 There is no back, Jess. 674 00:31:46,117 --> 00:31:48,185 It's just this continuous thing. 675 00:31:48,191 --> 00:31:49,491 It's me, isn't it? 676 00:31:49,526 --> 00:31:50,692 You gonna leave me? 677 00:31:53,888 --> 00:31:55,539 ♪ Oh, oh ♪ 678 00:31:56,112 --> 00:31:58,210 Just stay a little bit longer. 679 00:32:00,958 --> 00:32:02,359 ♪ Oh, oh ♪ 680 00:32:10,249 --> 00:32:11,549 (applause) 681 00:32:14,851 --> 00:32:16,919 (audience cheers and whoops) 682 00:32:16,953 --> 00:32:18,664 Kevin! (whoops) 683 00:32:23,026 --> 00:32:24,191 ♪ 684 00:32:35,294 --> 00:32:37,050 (applause, cheering continue) 685 00:32:38,253 --> 00:32:40,386 Hello? Oh, my God. 686 00:32:40,644 --> 00:32:42,211 That monologue at the end? 687 00:32:42,245 --> 00:32:44,446 - (laughs) - God, it was incredible! 688 00:32:44,481 --> 00:32:47,652 - Thanks. - You had such a presence up there. 689 00:32:47,658 --> 00:32:49,253 - Really? - Oh, sweetheart, yes, 690 00:32:49,259 --> 00:32:51,473 - Oh, Mom, thank you. - I'm so proud. Wasn't he captivating? 691 00:32:51,478 --> 00:32:53,295 I just can't get over how you can remember all those words. 692 00:32:53,300 --> 00:32:55,065 - (Kevin laughs) - So impressive, Kevin. 693 00:32:55,071 --> 00:32:56,558 Good move not showing your penis. 694 00:32:56,564 --> 00:32:58,152 - Yes. - Stage penis is so 2015. 695 00:32:58,158 --> 00:32:59,081 Thank you, Toby. 696 00:32:59,087 --> 00:33:00,087 There's now a man 697 00:33:00,113 --> 00:33:02,097 - where the Manny once stood. - Oh, come on. 698 00:33:03,925 --> 00:33:05,410 Never been prouder, brother. 699 00:33:05,416 --> 00:33:06,416 Really? 700 00:33:07,456 --> 00:33:08,519 Never been prouder. 701 00:33:08,525 --> 00:33:09,960 - Thank you, man. Thank you. - Way to go. 702 00:33:09,965 --> 00:33:11,951 (growls excitedly) You guys, you're gonna make me cry. 703 00:33:11,956 --> 00:33:13,556 This is amazing. Look at all of you here! 704 00:33:13,710 --> 00:33:14,710 (phone chimes) 705 00:33:15,542 --> 00:33:17,503 We're late to relieve the babysitter. 706 00:33:20,485 --> 00:33:21,956 I got to stop by the office. 707 00:33:22,316 --> 00:33:24,277 Babe, it's 10:00 p.m. 708 00:33:24,283 --> 00:33:26,339 Yeah, they're all still there. 709 00:33:26,643 --> 00:33:27,996 Big deadline. 710 00:33:29,385 --> 00:33:31,433 There's just something I got to take care of. 711 00:33:38,425 --> 00:33:40,214 Randall, thank God. 712 00:33:40,220 --> 00:33:41,715 Ten years, Tyler. 713 00:33:42,603 --> 00:33:44,246 I've worked here for ten years. 714 00:33:45,799 --> 00:33:48,200 I've brought in 80% of our clients. 715 00:33:48,641 --> 00:33:51,643 I grew this company from a six-man operation 716 00:33:51,649 --> 00:33:53,605 into a 60-person machine. 717 00:33:54,519 --> 00:33:56,886 I've given you 20-hour days, man. 718 00:33:57,597 --> 00:34:01,449 Like, nights away from my wife and children. 719 00:34:03,426 --> 00:34:05,441 My father died, man. 720 00:34:06,563 --> 00:34:08,386 And on the day of his memorial, 721 00:34:08,392 --> 00:34:10,847 you sent me pears, which... 722 00:34:11,358 --> 00:34:14,738 I'm allergic to. And you know this. 723 00:34:15,081 --> 00:34:17,261 Because at the lunch where you hired me, 724 00:34:17,267 --> 00:34:19,775 we ate Roquefort Salad and I went into anaphylactic shock. 725 00:34:19,809 --> 00:34:21,353 - Randall... - And along with the pears 726 00:34:21,360 --> 00:34:23,635 that could have killed me, you sent a card 727 00:34:24,113 --> 00:34:28,449 with a one-line Hallmark message and a typed-out signature: 728 00:34:28,901 --> 00:34:31,308 "From the team." 729 00:34:33,706 --> 00:34:36,753 And for all this, Tyler, I thank you. 730 00:34:37,327 --> 00:34:40,230 You see, for days, I've been plagued by this question: 731 00:34:40,272 --> 00:34:42,964 How do I honor my father's legacy? 732 00:34:44,400 --> 00:34:47,736 Then I realized, I honor it by taking what I've learned 733 00:34:47,770 --> 00:34:50,272 from how he lived his life and having it shape the way 734 00:34:50,306 --> 00:34:53,347 I go on living mine. And so, here it is, Tyler. 735 00:34:53,514 --> 00:34:54,769 Um... 736 00:34:55,800 --> 00:34:56,792 I quit. 737 00:34:56,798 --> 00:34:58,589 - Hold on. - No hard feelings, man. 738 00:34:58,875 --> 00:35:00,509 I walk out of here in triumph. 739 00:35:02,256 --> 00:35:04,878 I came, I saw... 740 00:35:06,533 --> 00:35:07,636 I conquered. 741 00:35:10,009 --> 00:35:11,128 Sanjay... 742 00:35:11,974 --> 00:35:13,425 it's all you now, brother. 743 00:35:14,970 --> 00:35:16,019 Peace. 744 00:35:18,792 --> 00:35:20,496 TYLER: What are you gonna do? 745 00:35:31,320 --> 00:35:32,331 I don't know. 746 00:35:33,196 --> 00:35:35,660 Maybe instead of running in the morning, I'll go for a walk. 747 00:35:36,916 --> 00:35:38,277 Slow it down a little. 748 00:35:39,807 --> 00:35:41,206 Talk to my mailman. 749 00:35:43,121 --> 00:35:45,378 That seems like a good way to start the day. 750 00:35:59,185 --> 00:36:00,185 Does it hurt? 751 00:36:01,392 --> 00:36:02,392 Your leg. 752 00:36:03,289 --> 00:36:05,023 You broke the hell out of that leg. 753 00:36:05,182 --> 00:36:06,383 Did I? 754 00:36:06,449 --> 00:36:07,503 You know you did. 755 00:36:07,769 --> 00:36:09,573 - I know I did. - (laughs) 756 00:36:11,732 --> 00:36:14,519 So... Novak? 757 00:36:14,798 --> 00:36:17,394 Oh, yeah, Novak was a no-show. 758 00:36:17,400 --> 00:36:18,275 Oh... 759 00:36:18,296 --> 00:36:20,566 Yeah, it doesn't matter. You know? 760 00:36:22,131 --> 00:36:24,331 Yeah, but you've been talking about it for days. 761 00:36:24,636 --> 00:36:25,967 It's because I thought 762 00:36:26,002 --> 00:36:28,402 the play was the only thing that mattered. You know? 763 00:36:28,445 --> 00:36:30,980 I looked out at that crowd tonight, I saw that empty seat. 764 00:36:31,374 --> 00:36:32,692 It made me sad, I'm not gonna lie to you. 765 00:36:32,697 --> 00:36:34,598 But then I saw the other seats. 766 00:36:34,604 --> 00:36:36,410 You know, I saw my family and... 767 00:36:36,812 --> 00:36:39,042 I saw you all the way back there and I realized 768 00:36:39,048 --> 00:36:40,848 I didn't come to New York to be in a hit play. 769 00:36:41,253 --> 00:36:44,246 I came to New York to win back my girl. 770 00:36:44,821 --> 00:36:49,124 My girl who would drag a crutch all the way across town 771 00:36:49,158 --> 00:36:51,003 after a 12-hour shift for a stupid joke. 772 00:36:51,194 --> 00:36:52,660 - 14-hour shift. - Okay. 773 00:36:52,666 --> 00:36:53,667 Great joke. 774 00:36:59,073 --> 00:37:01,066 I'm not messing things up with you again. 775 00:37:01,898 --> 00:37:04,956 And however long it takes for me to convince you of that, I... 776 00:37:07,248 --> 00:37:08,331 I'll just wait. 777 00:37:11,247 --> 00:37:12,941 I came here for you, Sophie. 778 00:37:27,561 --> 00:37:28,886 (Sophie gasps) 779 00:37:35,299 --> 00:37:36,418 Is everything all right? You okay? 780 00:37:36,423 --> 00:37:37,464 Yeah, yeah, 781 00:37:37,792 --> 00:37:39,028 I'm just looking for weird moles. 782 00:37:39,033 --> 00:37:39,894 Oh. 783 00:37:39,976 --> 00:37:40,942 Okay. 784 00:37:40,948 --> 00:37:42,214 (giggles) 785 00:37:45,296 --> 00:37:46,769 ♪ Mmm, mmm, mmm ♪ 786 00:37:48,206 --> 00:37:49,730 ♪ Mmm, mmm, mmm ♪ 787 00:37:52,255 --> 00:37:53,675 ♪ Mmm, mmm, mmm ♪ 788 00:37:55,360 --> 00:37:56,925 ♪ Mmm, mmm, mmm ♪ 789 00:37:58,855 --> 00:38:00,472 ♪ Mmm, mmm, mmm ♪ 790 00:38:02,799 --> 00:38:04,222 ♪ Mmm, mmm, mmm ♪ 791 00:38:12,275 --> 00:38:13,300 (William laughs) 792 00:38:13,306 --> 00:38:14,863 (echoing): Something simple, yeah. 793 00:38:14,869 --> 00:38:16,386 Right on. This is the one. 794 00:38:19,248 --> 00:38:21,855 WILLIAM: "Told you I'd send you a postcard. 795 00:38:23,386 --> 00:38:25,199 Good-bye, my dearest Beth. 796 00:38:25,706 --> 00:38:27,238 The daughter I never had. 797 00:38:27,843 --> 00:38:29,331 Love, William." 798 00:38:34,263 --> 00:38:35,738 ♪ Mmm, mmm, mmm ♪ 799 00:38:36,532 --> 00:38:37,652 (phone vibrating) 800 00:38:38,043 --> 00:38:39,527 ♪ Mmm, mmm, mmm ♪ 801 00:38:42,271 --> 00:38:43,660 ♪ Mmm, mmm, mmm ♪ 802 00:38:47,263 --> 00:38:48,136 (whispers): Hello. 803 00:38:48,142 --> 00:38:50,612 Hey, Kevin, uh, it's Ron Howard calling. 804 00:38:50,646 --> 00:38:53,011 Oh, hi, Ron Howard. You're really cute, Randall. 805 00:38:53,017 --> 00:38:54,895 What... what the hell number are you calling from? 806 00:38:54,900 --> 00:38:57,574 No, no, this is... this is Ron. Uh, Ron Howard. 807 00:38:57,580 --> 00:38:59,042 This is... this is my number. 808 00:39:00,037 --> 00:39:02,191 (whispers): Wow. Uh, okay, um... 809 00:39:04,152 --> 00:39:06,019 I am a huge fan of yours. 810 00:39:06,025 --> 00:39:07,395 Now, what-what-what... what can I do for you? 811 00:39:07,400 --> 00:39:09,542 Well, my 16-year-old niece is visiting us, 812 00:39:09,548 --> 00:39:11,456 and against my better judgment, 813 00:39:11,462 --> 00:39:14,644 we decided to take her to this... this little play 814 00:39:14,744 --> 00:39:18,683 because it starred her favorite actor in the world, The Manny. 815 00:39:19,660 --> 00:39:20,699 You were at my play? 816 00:39:20,705 --> 00:39:22,503 And I-I'm sorry to be calling you so late, 817 00:39:22,509 --> 00:39:24,816 but I-I just... I just had to tell you, 818 00:39:24,855 --> 00:39:28,128 man... you were phenomenal. 819 00:39:28,566 --> 00:39:30,027 I... wow, thank you. I, um... 820 00:39:30,033 --> 00:39:31,386 So, here's the thing: 821 00:39:31,464 --> 00:39:34,456 um, I'm prepping a movie right now that I'm gonna direct. 822 00:39:34,462 --> 00:39:37,613 It-it shoots in a couple of months in Los Angeles. 823 00:39:37,619 --> 00:39:39,339 You would be perfect. 824 00:39:39,910 --> 00:39:41,347 - I would? - Absolutely. 825 00:39:41,353 --> 00:39:43,254 I'd really like to send you this script. 826 00:39:48,348 --> 00:39:50,894 Hey, Carol, it's Jack Pearson. 827 00:39:51,519 --> 00:39:53,986 I was wondering if it wasn't too much trouble 828 00:39:54,020 --> 00:39:55,855 for the kids to stay the night tonight? 829 00:39:56,456 --> 00:39:57,792 That's great, thank you. 830 00:39:57,902 --> 00:39:59,472 Thank you. Yeah, I'll, uh, 831 00:39:59,478 --> 00:40:01,824 I'll be by in the morning to pick 'em up. 832 00:40:01,878 --> 00:40:05,160 Hey. Can I... can I speak to Kate, please? 833 00:40:05,433 --> 00:40:07,347 (sighs) Wasn't he great? 834 00:40:07,675 --> 00:40:09,935 I mean, I've always told Kevin he was great, 835 00:40:10,105 --> 00:40:13,238 but this is beyond what he's ever done. 836 00:40:13,244 --> 00:40:15,307 And to see him up there, 837 00:40:15,342 --> 00:40:17,543 not just pursuing his passion, but freaking crushing it? 838 00:40:17,808 --> 00:40:19,074 He was so inspiring. 839 00:40:19,080 --> 00:40:20,941 - He was awesome. - Yeah. 840 00:40:22,910 --> 00:40:25,184 Hey, I thought we were gonna talk about, uh... 841 00:40:25,218 --> 00:40:26,218 (sighs) 842 00:40:27,230 --> 00:40:28,230 you know. 843 00:40:30,777 --> 00:40:33,192 ♪ But I don't know where to begin ♪ 844 00:40:33,226 --> 00:40:35,199 Yeah, you're right. You-You're right. 845 00:40:35,550 --> 00:40:36,988 I mean, if we're gonna start... 846 00:40:37,330 --> 00:40:39,131 ♪ And we all know how this will end ♪ 847 00:40:39,230 --> 00:40:41,066 ... a life together in L.A., 848 00:40:41,792 --> 00:40:44,436 then there is something that I need to tell you. 849 00:40:44,471 --> 00:40:45,878 ♪ Be my keeper ♪ 850 00:40:45,884 --> 00:40:46,894 Okay. 851 00:40:47,340 --> 00:40:49,011 You remember when I told you I... 852 00:40:49,722 --> 00:40:51,177 couldn't talk about my dad's death? 853 00:40:51,211 --> 00:40:52,378 Yeah, of course. 854 00:40:52,412 --> 00:40:53,878 ♪ You sing for the dead ♪ 855 00:40:54,964 --> 00:40:57,878 Well, that's because it's my fault. 856 00:40:58,949 --> 00:41:00,066 Mm-hmm. 857 00:41:00,520 --> 00:41:02,191 ♪ I see the signal searchlight ♪ 858 00:41:02,222 --> 00:41:03,839 I'm the reason that he's dead. 859 00:41:04,024 --> 00:41:05,621 ♪ In the window ♪ 860 00:41:05,816 --> 00:41:08,371 Hey, princess, it's Dad. 861 00:41:08,730 --> 00:41:10,529 I wanted to tell you something. 862 00:41:10,564 --> 00:41:14,600 I-I wanted... I wanted you to know that you were right. 863 00:41:15,152 --> 00:41:16,969 I'm gonna fix things with your mom. 864 00:41:18,581 --> 00:41:20,081 I love you, Katie girl. 865 00:41:24,044 --> 00:41:25,800 All right, you have fun with your friends. 866 00:41:25,806 --> 00:41:26,806 Bye. 867 00:41:27,886 --> 00:41:28,910 (sniffs) 868 00:41:29,621 --> 00:41:31,011 (clears throat) 869 00:41:31,337 --> 00:41:32,337 (keys drop) 870 00:41:33,034 --> 00:41:35,222 ♪ I forgive you, Mother ♪ 871 00:41:35,522 --> 00:41:37,378 ♪ I can hear you ♪ 872 00:41:37,788 --> 00:41:39,956 ♪ And I long to be near you ♪ 873 00:41:40,730 --> 00:41:42,371 ♪ But every road ♪ 874 00:41:43,096 --> 00:41:45,308 ♪ Leads to an end ♪ 875 00:41:46,266 --> 00:41:50,546 ♪ Yes, every road leads to an end. ♪ 876 00:41:53,707 --> 00:41:55,627 synced and corrected by susinz *www.addic7ed.com*