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Wes Keeler, 49,
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pricked in the upper right arm
by a cactus four days ago.
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Temp 102.5.
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Wound is seriously infected.
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He was leading a camping trip
on Mount Thayer.
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We couldn't leave 'em up there alone.
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BP's 86/51. Tachycardic.
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Rapid, shallow breathing.
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Signs of sepsis.
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You gonna have to cut his arm off?
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I'll be fine!
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We need to debride the wound stat!
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♪
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Shaun, I've been
looking all over for you.
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Hey, uh, h-how about
getting some breakfast?
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Some pancakes?
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No. I'm not hungry.
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[ SIGHS ] Okay.
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Um... how about coming over
for dinner tonight?
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Is Debbie making lasagne?
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She could.
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No, thank you.
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Okay, Shaun.
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Um, can we just stop and...
and talk for just a minute?
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[ SCOFFS ]
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Why are... aren't you, uh,
responding to my texts?
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Are you upset?
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- Are you sad because of Lea?
- Yes. Yes.
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I am very sad.
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But it will be okay.
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Yeah, of course it'll be okay.
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I'm still going to be with Lea.
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Wait. What?
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She said she loves me.
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She also gave you a hundred reasons
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- why she can't be with you, Shaun.
- Yes. Yes.
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She gave me very specific reasons
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why we can't be together,
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but I've overcome other challenges...
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- No, Shaun, it's not...
- ...to become a good doctor,
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a good friend.
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It's not about overcoming challenges.
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It's not about you.
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It's about Lea.
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ALICE: I can't take two steps
without falling down.
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Is the issue balance or weakness?
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All of the above.
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Fatigue, dizziness,
light-headedness, headaches,
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occasional bouts of nausea.
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And when d...
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Five years ago, just after
the birth of my daughter.
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And there's no discernible fluctuation
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based on time of day
or time of the month.
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Temp 98.2. BP 111/78.
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That'll drop to 80/50 when I'm upright.
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I don't drink, smoke, or take drugs.
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I haven't traveled outside of the country
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in the last 10 years.
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And there's no family history
of a similar condition.
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You've been through this before.
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17 times. 18 if you count
the naturopath in Seattle.
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Which I don't.
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No one has been able
to give me a diagnosis.
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We need to do an EKG and stress test,
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get a CT of your chest,
abdomen, and pelvis.
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Let me save you some time.
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Five years' worth of tests,
labs, scans, reports...
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...my entire medical odyssey.
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Fun.
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♪
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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Set up in the lounge
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and get me copies of each of those...
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MAN: Claire!
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Dash. Oh, my God!
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Why are you here?
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Uh, you changed your number.
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Right. Um, it's a long story.
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Uh, Dash, you remember
Dr. Melendez, Dr. Murphy?
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Yeah, of course.
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Uh, you gave my wife
six more good months.
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We considered renaming our cat after you.
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That would have been foolish.
Cats remember their names.
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Sorry for your loss.
Wish we could've done more.
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Let you two catch up.
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[ SIGHS ]
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[ CHUCKLES ]
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- [ CHUCKLES ]
- Hi.
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[ CHUCKLES ]
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- [ BEEP ]
- I think the infection spread quickly
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because of the underlying damage
to your liver and kidney.
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We'll need to keep you on a
prolonged course of IV antibiotics.
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Hey, you hear that, guys?
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Hep C and heroin aren't
as much fun as they sound.
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Although one was more fun
than the other...
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for a while.
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Don't they have somewhere else to go?
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Not likely.
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Most of them haven't seen
their parents in years,
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so they're with me...
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survivalist training program
for at-risk youth.
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We prefer "young adults
with unrealized potential".
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I'm supposed to be teaching
these yahoos responsibility
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and... good decision-making.
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[ EXHALES SHAKILY ]
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Hell of an example.
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Oof.
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He's got a new murmur.
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- [ MONITOR ALARM ]
- BP's dropping.
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Wes, we need to take a look
at your heart.
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[ GROANS SOFTLY ]
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Wes, the infection's spread.
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It's damaged your aortic valve.
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You need emergency surgery.
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[ GROANS ]
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CLAIRE: Mm...
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What about vasculitis?
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Or dysautonomia?
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Both are consistent
with weakness and fatigue.
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Her temporal artery biopsy was negative.
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- That rules out vasculitis.
- Mm.
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And I thought I saw something
about dysautonomia in here.
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There are 15 different causes
of dysautonomia.
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Seven have been ruled out.
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The rest are inconsistent
with Alice's symptoms
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or have no definitive diagnostic test.
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How did you make Dr. Lim
fall in love with you
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after you had been friends for so long?
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I assume that's directed at you.
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[ CHUCKLES SOFTLY ]
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I don't think you make anyone
fall in love with you, Shaun.
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It unfolds naturally over time.
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That's not true.
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Everyone starts off not loving you.
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Then you say and do things
that make them love you.
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Or not. That's the point of romance.
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But romance is harder
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if you're already friends
with the person.
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You can't hide the less
attractive parts of yourself.
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It can be an advantage.
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You already know what pisses them off.
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♪
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That's very true.
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♪
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Shaun...
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did Carly tell you
she just wants to be friends?
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Or are you talking about someone else?
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[ CELLPHONE KEYBOARD CLICKING ]
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♪
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KELLAN: Hey, sorry to interrupt.
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I'm... I'm looking for my dad. Mm.
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I just... I'm here visiting,
and I locked mys...
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Yes. Okay. Dr. Park is not here,
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and we're discussing something important.
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Right. Sorry.
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Kellan, your dad's in surgery.
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It could be a couple hours.
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Thanks.
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Shaun.
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That was a little harsh. We're
talking about your love life.
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Talking about my love life is important.
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It helps clear my head
so I can focus on the medicine.
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Intracranial hypotension.
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It is consistent with Alice's headaches
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and dizziness getting worse
when she's upright.
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And a leak in spinal fluid
can be triggered
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by severe intracranial pressure
during childbirth.
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To confirm I'm right,
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we need to insert a lumbar drain
into Alice's spine,
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infuse her with fluid,
and see if her symptoms improve.
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But if you're wrong, she'll have
an excruciating headache,
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massive brain pressure,
temporary vision loss...
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She'll give her consent.
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It's a reasonable diagnosis,
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and the patient's desperate
for an answer.
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Can you do the procedure alone?
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Only one doctor is needed
to insert a lumbar drain,
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and I have a time-sensitive
matter to take care of.
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Sure.
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♪
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You okay? You look okay.
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I'm fine.
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Your text said it was urgent, a...
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My text said it was "time sensitive".
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I have to get back to work
before my lunch break is over.
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I was at work, too, Shaun.
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I know we left things in a weird place,
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but now is not a good time.
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The pinto beans are next to the tomatoes.
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That is not in alphabetical order.
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♪
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There's more.
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The toilet paper
is in the wrong direction.
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The way you like it.
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You got angry when we were roommates
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because I sometimes couldn't
accept your way of doing things.
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But I can learn to accept things
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I'm not comfortable with.
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This is not bothering me at all.
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♪
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I can deal with your messiness
and neediness...
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and selfishness...
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Stop.
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Your way of proving
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that you're flexible
and attentive to my needs
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is to pull me away from work...
with no notice...
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make me drive all the way across town,
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just so you can show me
you un-alphabetized your beans?
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Doesn't that seem a little...
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inconsistent?
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♪
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Oh.
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♪
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That is a good point.
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I should have waited until evening,
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when you are done with work.
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We can discuss this later.
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I have to get back to the hospital.
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[ SIGHS ]
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♪
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Resecting necrotic tissue
around the annulus.
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Dr. Reznick, trim down the patch
from the pericardium.
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[ SIGHS ]
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The infection caused a fistula,
and we need to remove it.
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Repair the annular defect
with a pericardial patch.
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He's gonna have permanent heart damage.
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The guy survives IV drugs,
Hep C, hard time
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and gets taken down by a cactus spike
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on his road to redemption.
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That's... ironic.
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Predictable.
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He ignored dangerous symptoms
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because he wanted to be
a tough guy for those kids.
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He's trying to keep them
from repeating his mistakes.
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It's admirable.
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Narcissistic waste of time.
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You can't undo a lifetime of abandonment
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with a couple weeks in the woods.
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The kids are all still here, aren't they?
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Finish the closure of the fistula tract
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with pledgeted sutures.
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Park.
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I need you to come with me.
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Now?
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Go. We got this.
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♪
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Security agreed to let us
keep this between us.
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No need to call the cops.
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♪
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Everyone needs to chill.
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We weren't cooking meth in the dumpster.
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You have any idea
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how many people die from vaping pot?
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What were you thinking?
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We'll give you two some space.
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You. With me.
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[ DOOR CLOSES ]
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You have asthma, Kellan.
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I know you're not this stupid.
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♪
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[ MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY ]
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Heart rate's tachy at 148.
Systolic's in the 200s.
268
00:11:34,852 --> 00:11:36,518
I removed the drain a half-hour ago.
269
00:11:36,543 --> 00:11:39,461
I was wrong. My idea made things worse.
270
00:11:39,486 --> 00:11:41,719
We need to do a lumbar puncture
to relieve the built-up fluid.
271
00:11:41,744 --> 00:11:42,910
But it didn't make her worse
272
00:11:42,935 --> 00:11:44,435
the way it should have made her worse.
273
00:11:44,460 --> 00:11:46,860
She should have a headache
or upward brain herniation.
274
00:11:46,885 --> 00:11:48,351
Heart rate should be low.
275
00:11:48,376 --> 00:11:51,611
Something is causing her heart
to beat too hard, too fast.
276
00:11:51,636 --> 00:11:53,235
Mm. I missed something...
277
00:11:53,260 --> 00:11:54,493
Shaun, you need to give her
278
00:11:54,518 --> 00:11:56,118
a 10-milligram bolus of labetalol now,
279
00:11:56,143 --> 00:11:57,402
or she is going to die.
280
00:11:57,427 --> 00:11:58,851
I missed something.
281
00:11:58,876 --> 00:12:00,142
Shaun!
282
00:12:02,063 --> 00:12:03,997
RUBY: Mommy?
283
00:12:04,022 --> 00:12:05,421
Alice?
284
00:12:05,446 --> 00:12:07,580
♪
285
00:12:10,900 --> 00:12:13,178
There was significant tissue
damage from the infection,
286
00:12:13,202 --> 00:12:14,952
but it should be manageable
with medication
287
00:12:14,976 --> 00:12:16,985
and some modifications to your diet.
288
00:12:18,628 --> 00:12:21,483
So... no more Flamin' Hot Cheetos?
289
00:12:21,507 --> 00:12:24,659
That's not a thing any
self-respecting adult should eat.
290
00:12:25,643 --> 00:12:27,956
You'll need long-term follow-up
with a cardiologist,
291
00:12:27,980 --> 00:12:30,456
beta-blockers, ACE inhibitors...
292
00:12:33,123 --> 00:12:34,156
What'd you do?
293
00:12:35,787 --> 00:12:39,547
Mr. Reed was found vaping THC
on hospital grounds.
294
00:12:39,571 --> 00:12:42,339
I'm emancipated,
so I'm basically an adult.
295
00:12:42,364 --> 00:12:43,808
WES: [ GROANING ] You're only emancipated
296
00:12:43,832 --> 00:12:47,170
'cause your parents do
even dumber stuff than you do.
297
00:12:47,194 --> 00:12:49,113
Thanks for letting me know.
298
00:12:49,137 --> 00:12:51,182
There'll be consequences
for his behavior.
299
00:12:51,206 --> 00:12:53,117
Starting with an apology.
300
00:12:53,141 --> 00:12:54,852
And not some smartass one, either.
301
00:12:54,876 --> 00:12:57,455
Uh, Mr. Keeler, your hand is swollen.
302
00:12:57,479 --> 00:12:59,110
I need to take a look at your feet.
303
00:13:00,247 --> 00:13:01,425
Less than a hundred milliliters.
304
00:13:01,449 --> 00:13:02,760
What's wrong with his piss?
305
00:13:02,784 --> 00:13:03,961
Max.
306
00:13:03,985 --> 00:13:05,496
What's going on?
307
00:13:05,520 --> 00:13:07,598
We're gonna need to run
some additional tests.
308
00:13:07,622 --> 00:13:10,768
We've done a lumbar puncture
to remove the excess fluid
309
00:13:10,792 --> 00:13:12,503
and bring your spinal pressure
back to normal.
310
00:13:12,527 --> 00:13:14,127
When will she be able to go home?
311
00:13:14,756 --> 00:13:16,789
ALICE: I'm not going home.
312
00:13:19,566 --> 00:13:22,279
Honey, their test just about killed you.
313
00:13:22,303 --> 00:13:24,248
In front of your daughter.
314
00:13:24,272 --> 00:13:26,484
She wasn't supposed to be here.
315
00:13:26,508 --> 00:13:29,542
That's because you told me
you were visiting your sister.
316
00:13:31,011 --> 00:13:33,312
Since when do we
lie to each other, Alice?
317
00:13:38,352 --> 00:13:40,798
You have to stop doing this to yourself.
318
00:13:40,822 --> 00:13:42,833
They're only gonna confirm
the same diagnosis
319
00:13:42,857 --> 00:13:44,489
you've already been given.
320
00:13:45,545 --> 00:13:47,680
You said you don't have a diagnosis.
321
00:13:47,705 --> 00:13:51,807
♪
322
00:13:51,933 --> 00:13:54,211
They told her
she has idiopathic dysautonomia
323
00:13:54,235 --> 00:13:55,980
six months ago.
324
00:13:56,004 --> 00:13:58,349
It was confirmed by two other doctors.
325
00:13:58,373 --> 00:13:59,917
You left it out of your medical records?
326
00:13:59,941 --> 00:14:01,452
"Idiopathic" is just a doctor's fancy way
327
00:14:01,476 --> 00:14:03,621
of saying that they don't know
why I'm sick or how to fix it.
328
00:14:03,645 --> 00:14:05,856
You haven't
given the treatments a chance.
329
00:14:05,880 --> 00:14:09,460
Because even on them, I can
barely sit up most of the time.
330
00:14:09,484 --> 00:14:12,296
♪
331
00:14:12,320 --> 00:14:13,731
Ruby deserves a mother
332
00:14:13,755 --> 00:14:16,354
who can teach her
how to do a cartwheel...
333
00:14:17,591 --> 00:14:19,637
...and scoop her up
when she's having a nightmare.
334
00:14:19,661 --> 00:14:21,739
She deserves a mother who's around.
335
00:14:21,763 --> 00:14:29,680
♪
336
00:14:29,704 --> 00:14:30,981
Ruby...
337
00:14:31,005 --> 00:14:32,950
[ CHUCKLES LIGHTLY ]
338
00:14:32,974 --> 00:14:35,695
...doesn't need to learn
how to do a cartwheel.
339
00:14:35,719 --> 00:14:38,422
She needs you to watch her, cheer her on.
340
00:14:38,446 --> 00:14:42,059
And lay down next to her
when she's scared.
341
00:14:42,083 --> 00:14:45,296
And eat the cookies she bakes
and pretend to be enjoying them.
342
00:14:45,320 --> 00:14:47,798
[ SIGHS ]
343
00:14:47,822 --> 00:14:50,234
You're a great mother.
344
00:14:50,258 --> 00:14:51,848
And...
345
00:14:52,827 --> 00:14:56,173
there's good in the life we have.
346
00:14:56,197 --> 00:14:57,812
And you're missing it
347
00:14:58,266 --> 00:15:00,678
by constantly searching
for something better.
348
00:15:00,702 --> 00:15:02,480
Something that may not exist.
349
00:15:02,504 --> 00:15:11,155
♪
350
00:15:11,179 --> 00:15:13,224
Are you feeling overheated?
351
00:15:13,248 --> 00:15:14,725
♪
352
00:15:14,749 --> 00:15:15,948
No.
353
00:15:18,585 --> 00:15:19,792
Scared?
354
00:15:20,954 --> 00:15:23,567
No, I'm feeling sad that my
husband thinks there's no hope.
355
00:15:23,591 --> 00:15:24,869
You are sweating.
356
00:15:24,893 --> 00:15:27,838
Sweat is a response to fear, not sadness.
357
00:15:27,862 --> 00:15:29,106
♪
358
00:15:29,130 --> 00:15:31,531
Your temperature is normal.
359
00:15:33,267 --> 00:15:36,392
You may have an adrenal tumor.
360
00:15:37,371 --> 00:15:38,949
- Is that good?
- Yes.
361
00:15:38,973 --> 00:15:40,940
Tumors can be removed.
362
00:15:43,744 --> 00:15:47,180
[ ENGINE IDLING ]
363
00:15:50,817 --> 00:15:53,464
[ ENGINE SHUTS OFF ]
364
00:15:53,488 --> 00:15:54,698
I'm not mad.
365
00:15:54,722 --> 00:15:55,913
[ SCOFFS ]
366
00:15:55,937 --> 00:15:57,101
I'm a little mad.
367
00:15:57,125 --> 00:15:59,303
But I want to understand what's going on.
368
00:15:59,327 --> 00:16:00,471
Dad, not now.
369
00:16:00,495 --> 00:16:02,506
I mean, it's not like you
to be this reckless
370
00:16:02,530 --> 00:16:04,608
with your health, your future.
371
00:16:04,632 --> 00:16:05,976
[ BREATHING SHAKILY ]
372
00:16:06,000 --> 00:16:07,298
I can't...
373
00:16:08,368 --> 00:16:09,980
Kel, are you having an asthma attack?
374
00:16:10,004 --> 00:16:10,981
Where's your inhaler?
375
00:16:11,005 --> 00:16:12,416
I don't... It's...
376
00:16:12,440 --> 00:16:13,951
It's not the asthma.
377
00:16:13,975 --> 00:16:14,852
What is it?
378
00:16:14,876 --> 00:16:16,554
[ SHAKY BREATHING CONTINUES ]
379
00:16:16,578 --> 00:16:17,821
Tell me what you're feeling.
380
00:16:17,845 --> 00:16:19,979
My heart's... beating fast.
381
00:16:20,948 --> 00:16:22,059
[ SIGHS ]
382
00:16:22,083 --> 00:16:23,294
Do you feel dizzy?
383
00:16:23,318 --> 00:16:25,863
Like the walls are closing in?
384
00:16:25,887 --> 00:16:28,499
I think you're having a panic attack.
385
00:16:28,523 --> 00:16:29,567
Take a deep breath.
386
00:16:29,591 --> 00:16:32,536
- 1, 2, 3...
- [ INHALES DEEPLY ]
387
00:16:32,560 --> 00:16:34,694
- Now out.
- [ EXHALES DEEPLY ]
388
00:16:35,729 --> 00:16:37,575
Keep breathing.
389
00:16:37,599 --> 00:16:39,565
[ BREATHING DEEPLY ]
390
00:16:42,836 --> 00:16:44,148
Good.
391
00:16:44,172 --> 00:16:46,984
♪
392
00:16:47,008 --> 00:16:49,153
Does this happen a lot?
393
00:16:49,177 --> 00:16:54,158
♪
394
00:16:54,182 --> 00:16:57,361
I know vaping is stupid, but...
395
00:16:57,385 --> 00:16:58,696
[ SCOFFS ]
396
00:16:58,720 --> 00:17:01,031
[ BREATHES SHAKILY ]
397
00:17:01,055 --> 00:17:02,833
It helps this feeling go away.
398
00:17:02,857 --> 00:17:09,095
♪
399
00:17:10,924 --> 00:17:12,743
Hey, give it back, asshat!
400
00:17:12,767 --> 00:17:13,944
Victor, Max!
401
00:17:13,968 --> 00:17:15,272
Cut it out.
402
00:17:15,296 --> 00:17:16,513
Mr. Keeler.
403
00:17:16,537 --> 00:17:18,749
We have some test results
we need to discuss.
404
00:17:18,773 --> 00:17:20,251
In private.
405
00:17:20,275 --> 00:17:22,286
Whatever you have to say to him,
you can say to us.
406
00:17:22,310 --> 00:17:23,687
Oh, wish you could.
407
00:17:23,711 --> 00:17:25,756
Would love your input.
408
00:17:25,780 --> 00:17:28,459
But, clearly,
you're far too busy watching...
409
00:17:28,483 --> 00:17:30,549
pimple-popping videos.
410
00:17:32,326 --> 00:17:33,526
Go away.
411
00:17:44,965 --> 00:17:46,310
The damage to your heart
412
00:17:46,334 --> 00:17:48,846
temporarily cut off blood flow
to your kidneys.
413
00:17:48,870 --> 00:17:52,004
They were already weak
and couldn't handle the stress.
414
00:17:53,006 --> 00:17:55,319
You've progressed
to complete renal failure.
415
00:17:55,343 --> 00:17:56,754
I'm sorry.
416
00:17:56,778 --> 00:17:58,422
MORGAN: You'll need a transplant.
417
00:17:58,446 --> 00:18:01,914
But dialysis can keep you going
until a matching donor is found.
418
00:18:03,250 --> 00:18:06,597
I'm guessing a guy with a bad heart
419
00:18:06,621 --> 00:18:10,423
and damaged liver, history of hepatitis
420
00:18:10,858 --> 00:18:12,391
isn't first up.
421
00:18:13,894 --> 00:18:16,758
Your best bet
is to find a living donor...
422
00:18:16,782 --> 00:18:18,475
most likely, a family member.
423
00:18:18,499 --> 00:18:19,610
[ SIGHS ]
424
00:18:19,634 --> 00:18:21,474
I'm an addict...
425
00:18:22,437 --> 00:18:26,145
who stole and lied like one
and then went to prison.
426
00:18:27,146 --> 00:18:29,742
My Christmas card list is pretty short.
427
00:18:31,244 --> 00:18:33,624
We'll connect you with
our transplant coordinator.
428
00:18:33,648 --> 00:18:35,626
She'll help you reach out to family
429
00:18:35,650 --> 00:18:37,795
and answer any questions they may have.
430
00:18:37,819 --> 00:18:41,298
♪
431
00:18:41,322 --> 00:18:43,954
Should've taken those twerps sailing.
432
00:18:44,992 --> 00:18:46,704
[ SCOFFS ]
433
00:18:46,728 --> 00:18:49,039
♪
434
00:18:49,063 --> 00:18:50,641
[ MRI MACHINE HUMMING ]
435
00:18:50,665 --> 00:18:51,897
[ MOUSE CLICKS ]
436
00:18:53,333 --> 00:18:55,968
Her husband's not wrong, Shaun.
437
00:18:56,300 --> 00:18:58,148
Sometimes, people need to accept
438
00:18:58,172 --> 00:19:00,050
that things are
as good as they're gonna get
439
00:19:00,074 --> 00:19:01,889
and make peace with it.
440
00:19:02,543 --> 00:19:07,424
Wanting more can only lead to
disappointment and heartbreak.
441
00:19:07,448 --> 00:19:12,429
♪
442
00:19:12,453 --> 00:19:14,832
What good does it do to give up
443
00:19:14,856 --> 00:19:18,114
if you're already heartbroken?
444
00:19:18,139 --> 00:19:23,642
♪
445
00:19:24,620 --> 00:19:25,676
Hmm.
446
00:19:25,700 --> 00:19:27,878
You were right. No tumor.
447
00:19:27,902 --> 00:19:30,948
♪
448
00:19:30,972 --> 00:19:33,016
Well, you were also right.
449
00:19:33,040 --> 00:19:35,452
♪
450
00:19:35,476 --> 00:19:36,653
The bright color.
451
00:19:36,677 --> 00:19:38,922
It means there is an increase
in the uptake
452
00:19:38,946 --> 00:19:41,358
of radioactive material
in the medullary space.
453
00:19:41,382 --> 00:19:44,094
Which is enlarged
and overproducing adrenaline,
454
00:19:44,118 --> 00:19:46,663
so the gland itself
is acting like a tumor.
455
00:19:46,687 --> 00:19:48,632
♪
456
00:19:48,656 --> 00:19:51,355
We have a new diagnosis.
457
00:19:51,893 --> 00:19:53,570
[ CHUCKLES SOFTLY ]
458
00:19:53,594 --> 00:19:55,961
♪
459
00:19:58,732 --> 00:20:01,000
The quiet is a nice change of pace.
460
00:20:02,169 --> 00:20:04,047
I told the boys to get some air,
461
00:20:04,071 --> 00:20:06,583
try to avoid committing
more criminal offenses
462
00:20:06,607 --> 00:20:08,073
on hospital grounds.
463
00:20:09,843 --> 00:20:12,151
I know they can be annoying and loud
464
00:20:12,175 --> 00:20:13,557
and constantly in the way,
465
00:20:13,581 --> 00:20:16,059
but I can't make them leave.
466
00:20:16,083 --> 00:20:17,394
Want me to give it a shot?
467
00:20:17,418 --> 00:20:18,395
[ CHUCKLES ]
468
00:20:18,419 --> 00:20:19,797
I'd like to see that, actually.
469
00:20:19,821 --> 00:20:21,031
[ CHUCKLES ]
470
00:20:21,055 --> 00:20:23,066
Nah, they just scared.
471
00:20:23,090 --> 00:20:26,170
They think if they leave, then...
472
00:20:26,194 --> 00:20:28,172
I'll be the latest
in a long line of people
473
00:20:28,196 --> 00:20:30,262
they didn't have a chance
to say goodbye to.
474
00:20:33,099 --> 00:20:34,511
- [ INHALES SHARPLY ]
- Wes?
475
00:20:34,535 --> 00:20:35,579
[ GROANS ]
476
00:20:35,603 --> 00:20:36,780
Code blue!
477
00:20:36,804 --> 00:20:38,615
[ MONITOR ALARM ]
478
00:20:38,639 --> 00:20:42,341
♪
479
00:20:45,540 --> 00:20:48,186
You do not have idiopathic dysautonomia.
480
00:20:48,211 --> 00:20:49,377
You have a rare condition
481
00:20:49,402 --> 00:20:51,602
called bilateral adrenal
medullary hyperplasia.
482
00:20:51,627 --> 00:20:52,889
Unfortunately, Alice,
483
00:20:52,914 --> 00:20:55,092
there's only one cure for this condition,
484
00:20:55,116 --> 00:20:56,860
and that's to remove your adrenal glands.
485
00:20:56,884 --> 00:20:58,996
You would need to be
on steroid replacement therapy
486
00:20:59,020 --> 00:21:00,231
for the rest of your life.
487
00:21:00,255 --> 00:21:02,199
And that comes with
a whole new set of symptoms.
488
00:21:02,223 --> 00:21:04,134
Fragile bones, high blood pressure,
489
00:21:04,158 --> 00:21:06,116
G.I. issues, mood disorders,
490
00:21:06,140 --> 00:21:09,028
increased chance of diabetes,
serious infections.
491
00:21:10,063 --> 00:21:12,409
I-I understand. I want to do it.
492
00:21:12,433 --> 00:21:15,980
Medullary hyperplasia
is not terminal or progressive.
493
00:21:16,004 --> 00:21:18,716
You could have a normal life expectancy
494
00:21:18,740 --> 00:21:19,917
in your current condition.
495
00:21:19,941 --> 00:21:22,119
My "current condition" is pathetic.
496
00:21:22,143 --> 00:21:23,520
I'm having the surgery.
497
00:21:23,544 --> 00:21:24,822
OWEN: Alice.
498
00:21:24,846 --> 00:21:26,624
This could kill you.
499
00:21:26,648 --> 00:21:29,927
♪
500
00:21:29,951 --> 00:21:31,454
I love you.
501
00:21:32,247 --> 00:21:34,287
I won't risk your life.
502
00:21:36,957 --> 00:21:39,625
If you insist on
going through with this...
503
00:21:42,462 --> 00:21:44,308
...Ruby and I are leaving.
504
00:21:44,332 --> 00:21:50,781
♪
505
00:21:50,805 --> 00:21:54,785
If you love her, you shouldn't leave her.
506
00:21:54,809 --> 00:21:56,987
It's not her fault she's sick.
507
00:21:57,011 --> 00:21:59,390
And she just wants to make things better.
508
00:21:59,414 --> 00:22:00,898
- It isn't fair.
- MELENDEZ: Shaun.
509
00:22:00,922 --> 00:22:03,794
There is nothing worse
than losing the person you love.
510
00:22:03,818 --> 00:22:05,195
[ SIGHS ]
511
00:22:05,219 --> 00:22:07,831
I'm sorry. This isn't Dr. Murphy's call.
512
00:22:07,855 --> 00:22:09,484
Nor is it mine.
513
00:22:09,508 --> 00:22:11,119
We'll give you two some time.
514
00:22:11,143 --> 00:22:16,507
♪
515
00:22:16,531 --> 00:22:18,030
He's right.
516
00:22:20,133 --> 00:22:22,880
I-I can't lose you and Ruby.
517
00:22:22,904 --> 00:22:25,149
I won't do it. I won't...
I won't do the surgery.
518
00:22:25,173 --> 00:22:35,147
♪
519
00:22:36,029 --> 00:22:38,263
Wes suffered major cardiac damage.
520
00:22:38,688 --> 00:22:40,397
We can't solve one problem with this guy
521
00:22:40,421 --> 00:22:41,932
before the next one hits.
522
00:22:41,956 --> 00:22:44,435
He's stable now,
but his heart can't handle
523
00:22:44,459 --> 00:22:46,437
the fluid volume shifts
of standard dialysis.
524
00:22:46,461 --> 00:22:48,772
So the only thing keeping
him alive will also kill him.
525
00:22:48,796 --> 00:22:50,507
We could put him on low-flow dialysis.
526
00:22:50,531 --> 00:22:52,109
Keep him in the ICU 'round the clock.
527
00:22:52,133 --> 00:22:53,640
That'll buy him a little time.
528
00:22:53,664 --> 00:22:55,279
Very little.
529
00:22:55,303 --> 00:22:57,648
Call UNOS. See if
they'll move him up the list.
530
00:22:57,672 --> 00:22:58,982
Where are we with family members?
531
00:22:59,006 --> 00:23:00,784
Two of Wes' cousins agreed to be tested.
532
00:23:00,808 --> 00:23:02,553
- We're waiting on the results.
- Good.
533
00:23:02,577 --> 00:23:05,089
Get on the phone with
any other family you can find.
534
00:23:05,113 --> 00:23:07,858
Tell them if their man doesn't get
a kidney in the next couple days,
535
00:23:07,882 --> 00:23:10,527
they should make arrangements
to say their goodbyes.
536
00:23:10,551 --> 00:23:17,790
♪
537
00:23:23,797 --> 00:23:25,972
New kicks won't help you outrun me.
538
00:23:25,996 --> 00:23:27,578
[ LAUGHS ]
539
00:23:27,602 --> 00:23:30,781
Um... they're recipes.
540
00:23:30,805 --> 00:23:31,882
From Dash.
541
00:23:31,906 --> 00:23:33,851
Well, from Kayla.
542
00:23:33,875 --> 00:23:35,753
Kayla by way of Dash.
543
00:23:35,777 --> 00:23:36,954
It's complicated.
544
00:23:36,978 --> 00:23:39,345
[ BREATHES DEEPLY ]
545
00:23:41,915 --> 00:23:43,883
He asked me on a date.
546
00:23:47,721 --> 00:23:49,321
[ CHUCKLES ]
547
00:23:52,459 --> 00:23:53,670
What did you say?
548
00:23:53,694 --> 00:23:56,173
Nothing. I stammered, and then I fled.
549
00:23:56,197 --> 00:23:57,229
[ LAUGHS ]
550
00:23:59,332 --> 00:24:00,699
[ CHUCKLES ]
551
00:24:02,402 --> 00:24:03,747
What did you want to say?
552
00:24:03,771 --> 00:24:06,049
Ohhh. I don't know.
553
00:24:06,073 --> 00:24:09,920
♪
554
00:24:09,944 --> 00:24:11,739
Shaun was right.
555
00:24:12,980 --> 00:24:15,459
Coming home to
an empty apartment really sucks.
556
00:24:15,483 --> 00:24:19,062
♪
557
00:24:19,086 --> 00:24:20,707
I...
558
00:24:21,122 --> 00:24:23,767
used men to make me feel better.
559
00:24:23,791 --> 00:24:25,969
Most of them didn't mind.
560
00:24:25,993 --> 00:24:27,338
But...
561
00:24:27,795 --> 00:24:29,173
I...
562
00:24:30,431 --> 00:24:33,911
don't trust myself not to hurt
someone I care about.
563
00:24:33,935 --> 00:24:38,415
♪
564
00:24:38,439 --> 00:24:41,474
Claire, it's not that complicated.
565
00:24:42,509 --> 00:24:45,678
You lit up this morning when you saw him.
566
00:24:46,947 --> 00:24:49,259
He seems to make you happy.
567
00:24:49,283 --> 00:24:52,596
♪
568
00:24:52,620 --> 00:24:54,565
You deserve to be happy.
569
00:24:54,589 --> 00:25:03,040
♪
570
00:25:03,064 --> 00:25:04,597
[ GROANS ]
571
00:25:14,441 --> 00:25:15,474
Mmm.
572
00:25:17,511 --> 00:25:19,178
How you feeling?
573
00:25:20,514 --> 00:25:22,559
I'm not high,
if that's what you're asking.
574
00:25:22,583 --> 00:25:23,782
It's not.
575
00:25:26,052 --> 00:25:29,099
You know, earlier in the car,
576
00:25:29,123 --> 00:25:31,457
I pushed too hard,
577
00:25:31,945 --> 00:25:34,197
made you feel cornered.
578
00:25:34,487 --> 00:25:35,653
I'm sorry.
579
00:25:37,230 --> 00:25:38,826
You didn't know.
580
00:25:42,602 --> 00:25:43,936
I, uh...
581
00:25:44,457 --> 00:25:46,171
I talked to your mom.
582
00:25:47,207 --> 00:25:48,919
Is she totally freaking out?
583
00:25:48,943 --> 00:25:50,153
She's concerned.
584
00:25:50,177 --> 00:25:54,591
And we talked about
finding a therapist in Phoenix
585
00:25:54,615 --> 00:25:59,013
who specializes in treating anxiety.
586
00:25:59,353 --> 00:26:02,366
So you're pawning me off
on a total stranger?
587
00:26:02,390 --> 00:26:04,423
No. No. I...
588
00:26:06,826 --> 00:26:08,705
I thought you'd be more comfortable
589
00:26:08,729 --> 00:26:11,041
talking to someone who's not...
590
00:26:11,065 --> 00:26:15,367
She said you've been
pretty withdrawn lately.
591
00:26:19,406 --> 00:26:23,287
I know things between
your mom and I are a little...
592
00:26:23,311 --> 00:26:24,321
Screwed up?
593
00:26:24,345 --> 00:26:27,991
♪
594
00:26:28,015 --> 00:26:29,544
Unsettled.
595
00:26:30,217 --> 00:26:32,388
Is that making you feel anxious?
596
00:26:32,412 --> 00:26:33,965
No.
597
00:26:34,755 --> 00:26:36,088
It's not you.
598
00:26:38,291 --> 00:26:39,937
It's nothing. It's... It's okay.
599
00:26:39,961 --> 00:26:41,939
No, it's obviously not.
600
00:26:41,963 --> 00:26:43,574
♪
601
00:26:43,598 --> 00:26:45,876
Some of this is on you.
602
00:26:45,900 --> 00:26:47,678
You know, every time we talk,
603
00:26:47,702 --> 00:26:49,780
you don't tell me anything
about your life.
604
00:26:49,804 --> 00:26:51,281
That's because you don't want
to know anything.
605
00:26:51,305 --> 00:26:52,683
That's not true!
606
00:26:52,707 --> 00:26:54,718
♪
607
00:26:54,742 --> 00:26:57,610
You're busy saving patients
a hundred hours a week.
608
00:26:58,945 --> 00:27:01,425
You don't want to feel guilty
about being a thousand miles away.
609
00:27:01,449 --> 00:27:04,412
You just want to know that I'm okay.
610
00:27:04,719 --> 00:27:06,530
So I say I'm okay.
611
00:27:06,554 --> 00:27:11,957
♪
612
00:27:16,062 --> 00:27:18,308
MORGAN: Ewwww!
613
00:27:18,332 --> 00:27:19,719
That's annoying.
614
00:27:20,934 --> 00:27:22,579
Can you do that some place else?
615
00:27:22,603 --> 00:27:26,181
I'm trying to find a better
solution for my patient.
616
00:27:26,205 --> 00:27:27,985
Your patient is being discharged.
617
00:27:28,009 --> 00:27:29,920
I'm trying to get a kidney
for a dying guy.
618
00:27:29,944 --> 00:27:31,588
You're watching gross videos.
619
00:27:31,612 --> 00:27:33,775
I'm waiting to hear back from UNOS.
620
00:27:35,115 --> 00:27:36,548
Ewww!
621
00:27:41,755 --> 00:27:44,067
Do you prefer being called or texted?
622
00:27:44,091 --> 00:27:45,636
Neither.
623
00:27:45,660 --> 00:27:48,805
Do you like surprises
or do you find them irritating?
624
00:27:48,829 --> 00:27:50,874
I find this irritating.
625
00:27:50,898 --> 00:27:51,975
It's research.
626
00:27:51,999 --> 00:27:53,677
Lea said we can't be together
627
00:27:53,701 --> 00:27:55,379
because she is too needy and selfish
628
00:27:55,403 --> 00:27:56,480
to deal with my issues.
629
00:27:56,504 --> 00:27:58,181
You are the most selfish person I know,
630
00:27:58,205 --> 00:28:00,584
so you are a good subject.
631
00:28:00,608 --> 00:28:02,174
[ CHUCKLES SOFTLY ]
632
00:28:04,978 --> 00:28:07,858
Lea's right. She is needy and selfish.
633
00:28:07,882 --> 00:28:10,193
Find someone who loves you
the way you are.
634
00:28:10,217 --> 00:28:11,862
♪
635
00:28:11,886 --> 00:28:15,399
People always say that,
but shouldn't we be with someone
636
00:28:15,423 --> 00:28:18,168
who makes us
a better version of ourselves?
637
00:28:18,192 --> 00:28:22,739
♪
638
00:28:22,763 --> 00:28:23,807
Maybe.
639
00:28:23,831 --> 00:28:26,209
♪
640
00:28:26,233 --> 00:28:29,012
But trying not to be autistic
won't make you better.
641
00:28:29,036 --> 00:28:38,822
♪
642
00:28:38,846 --> 00:28:44,895
♪
643
00:28:44,919 --> 00:28:47,330
I'm sorry you still don't
feel good, Mommy.
644
00:28:47,354 --> 00:28:49,232
Well, I'll feel better when I'm home.
645
00:28:49,256 --> 00:28:51,735
Eating those delicious cookies
that you make for me.
646
00:28:51,759 --> 00:28:54,021
You don't have to go home.
647
00:28:54,495 --> 00:28:56,440
I invented a better surgery.
648
00:28:56,464 --> 00:28:59,009
Instead of removing
both your adrenal glands,
649
00:28:59,033 --> 00:29:02,412
we can just squeeze out the
hyperplastic medullary part...
650
00:29:02,436 --> 00:29:04,240
like popping a pimple.
651
00:29:05,071 --> 00:29:06,883
You "invented" a surgery?
652
00:29:06,907 --> 00:29:08,685
Dr. Murphy's come up with a surgical plan
653
00:29:08,709 --> 00:29:11,188
that could curb overproduction
of your hormones
654
00:29:11,212 --> 00:29:12,889
while leaving you some adrenal function.
655
00:29:12,913 --> 00:29:14,324
What are the chances it'll work?
656
00:29:14,348 --> 00:29:16,493
Oh, we don't know.
657
00:29:16,517 --> 00:29:17,961
MELENDEZ: Since it's never
been done before,
658
00:29:17,985 --> 00:29:19,496
it's difficult to predict the outcome,
659
00:29:19,520 --> 00:29:22,599
but it is a safe
and viable treatment option.
660
00:29:22,623 --> 00:29:29,940
♪
661
00:29:29,964 --> 00:29:37,280
♪
662
00:29:37,304 --> 00:29:39,204
MAX: Is Wes dying?
663
00:29:47,947 --> 00:29:50,026
We're doing everything we can
to help him.
664
00:29:50,050 --> 00:29:52,429
I snuck a look at his chart
when no one was around.
665
00:29:52,453 --> 00:29:54,197
You know that's a crime, right?
666
00:29:54,221 --> 00:29:55,387
Only a misdemeanor.
667
00:29:58,792 --> 00:30:00,237
You should talk to Wes.
668
00:30:00,261 --> 00:30:02,072
[ SIGHS ]
669
00:30:02,096 --> 00:30:05,242
♪
670
00:30:05,266 --> 00:30:06,965
We all got tested.
671
00:30:08,468 --> 00:30:09,601
I'm a match.
672
00:30:11,471 --> 00:30:13,347
I'm gonna give Wes my kidney.
673
00:30:13,371 --> 00:30:15,908
♪
674
00:30:26,490 --> 00:30:28,836
LIM: We've discussed
your offer at length, Max.
675
00:30:28,860 --> 00:30:33,241
It's incredibly admirable and generous.
676
00:30:33,265 --> 00:30:34,509
But you're 16.
677
00:30:34,533 --> 00:30:37,412
Living donors have to be 18 years old.
678
00:30:37,436 --> 00:30:39,013
I'm emancipated.
679
00:30:39,037 --> 00:30:40,815
I can give consent for myself.
680
00:30:40,839 --> 00:30:42,583
But it's still up to the hospital
681
00:30:42,607 --> 00:30:44,352
to decide if this is a good idea.
682
00:30:44,376 --> 00:30:47,661
We don't feel this is
in your best interest.
683
00:30:49,080 --> 00:30:50,758
ANDREWS: Max.
684
00:30:50,782 --> 00:30:54,529
The surgery's much harder
on the donor than the recipient.
685
00:30:54,553 --> 00:30:57,165
You could have postoperative
bleeding or infection.
686
00:30:57,189 --> 00:30:58,833
And it's incredibly painful.
687
00:30:58,857 --> 00:31:01,569
I've been through more crap
than any of you.
688
00:31:01,593 --> 00:31:02,704
I can handle it.
689
00:31:02,728 --> 00:31:04,672
There are also long-term consequences...
690
00:31:04,696 --> 00:31:06,374
high blood pressure, renal failure.
691
00:31:06,398 --> 00:31:08,710
If something happens to your
other kidney, you don't have a spare.
692
00:31:08,734 --> 00:31:10,244
I know how to subtract.
693
00:31:10,268 --> 00:31:11,346
I'm cool with it.
694
00:31:11,370 --> 00:31:13,181
MORGAN: And the recovery
is long and hard.
695
00:31:13,205 --> 00:31:16,017
You would need someone to
help you get dressed and bathe
696
00:31:16,041 --> 00:31:18,019
and make sure you take
all your medications.
697
00:31:18,043 --> 00:31:21,278
I've been taking care of myself
just fine for a long time.
698
00:31:22,580 --> 00:31:24,392
♪
699
00:31:24,416 --> 00:31:26,594
Actually, Max...
700
00:31:26,618 --> 00:31:29,964
you've been in juvie and on drugs.
701
00:31:29,988 --> 00:31:32,500
You're not taking care of yourself.
702
00:31:32,524 --> 00:31:35,837
♪
703
00:31:35,861 --> 00:31:37,461
Okay, I get it.
704
00:31:38,416 --> 00:31:40,349
I'm a screw-up.
705
00:31:40,551 --> 00:31:42,451
But Wes isn't.
706
00:31:42,567 --> 00:31:46,013
He's bailed me out of jail.
707
00:31:46,037 --> 00:31:47,682
He's picked me up
in the middle of the night
708
00:31:47,706 --> 00:31:49,684
when I was too messed up to drive.
709
00:31:49,708 --> 00:31:52,019
He's cleaned me up after fights.
710
00:31:52,043 --> 00:31:54,522
♪
711
00:31:54,546 --> 00:31:58,482
[ VOICE BREAKING ] He came
with me to my sister's funeral.
712
00:31:59,284 --> 00:32:02,096
If I manage to stay out of jail,
713
00:32:02,120 --> 00:32:03,831
it's because of Wes.
714
00:32:03,855 --> 00:32:08,492
If I'm a halfway decent father someday...
715
00:32:09,213 --> 00:32:11,245
if I'm not a lost cause...
716
00:32:12,650 --> 00:32:15,207
it's because Wes never gave up on me.
717
00:32:15,232 --> 00:32:18,733
♪
718
00:32:19,270 --> 00:32:20,481
He shouldn't die
719
00:32:20,506 --> 00:32:24,066
because I made dumb-ass decisions.
720
00:32:24,091 --> 00:32:31,163
♪
721
00:32:31,383 --> 00:32:33,316
[ MONITOR BEEPING ]
722
00:32:41,879 --> 00:32:43,079
♪
723
00:32:43,104 --> 00:32:44,653
MELENDEZ: It's your surgery.
724
00:32:44,955 --> 00:32:48,170
And we have the exact same
amount of experience with this.
725
00:32:48,195 --> 00:32:54,332
♪
726
00:32:54,686 --> 00:32:57,666
Free up the medulla along
the inner cortical surface.
727
00:32:58,410 --> 00:33:00,488
Careful not to penetrate the cortex.
728
00:33:00,512 --> 00:33:04,998
♪
729
00:33:05,023 --> 00:33:06,508
Mm.
730
00:33:07,185 --> 00:33:08,631
Nothing's coming out.
731
00:33:08,656 --> 00:33:11,364
Try using your fingers
to pinch the gland.
732
00:33:11,389 --> 00:33:13,401
Use a circular motion to coax it out.
733
00:33:13,425 --> 00:33:16,337
♪
734
00:33:16,361 --> 00:33:18,306
I've popped my share of pimples.
735
00:33:18,330 --> 00:33:20,141
♪
736
00:33:20,165 --> 00:33:22,877
[ SIGHS ]
737
00:33:22,901 --> 00:33:32,887
♪
738
00:33:32,911 --> 00:33:42,663
♪
739
00:33:42,687 --> 00:33:45,166
♪
740
00:33:45,190 --> 00:33:47,258
That's cool.
741
00:33:47,283 --> 00:33:48,782
♪
742
00:33:49,227 --> 00:33:51,095
One down, one to go.
743
00:33:51,120 --> 00:33:54,088
♪
744
00:33:54,399 --> 00:33:56,444
Wes is like a father to Max.
745
00:33:56,468 --> 00:33:57,678
If he were his actual father,
746
00:33:57,702 --> 00:33:59,323
we wouldn't hesitate to let him do it.
747
00:33:59,347 --> 00:34:00,837
I think we should.
748
00:34:02,206 --> 00:34:03,565
Me, too.
749
00:34:04,042 --> 00:34:06,287
The little punk got to me.
750
00:34:06,311 --> 00:34:08,289
♪
751
00:34:08,313 --> 00:34:10,364
We've explained all the risks.
752
00:34:10,389 --> 00:34:12,523
Max was unwavering.
753
00:34:14,511 --> 00:34:16,464
I vote yes.
754
00:34:16,488 --> 00:34:21,469
♪
755
00:34:21,493 --> 00:34:23,137
One admirable decision
756
00:34:23,161 --> 00:34:25,921
doesn't wipe away a lifetime of bad ones.
757
00:34:25,946 --> 00:34:28,613
♪
758
00:34:29,234 --> 00:34:31,245
It's three against one.
759
00:34:31,269 --> 00:34:35,349
♪
760
00:34:35,373 --> 00:34:37,318
This isn't a democracy.
761
00:34:37,342 --> 00:34:41,789
♪
762
00:34:41,813 --> 00:34:43,558
I'll tell the patient.
763
00:34:43,582 --> 00:34:48,985
♪
764
00:34:53,423 --> 00:34:55,457
[ MONITOR BEEPING ]
765
00:34:59,070 --> 00:35:00,882
One of the boys get into trouble again?
766
00:35:00,906 --> 00:35:02,550
[ CHUCKLES ] No.
767
00:35:02,574 --> 00:35:04,941
No, they've given you
a reason to be proud.
768
00:35:06,277 --> 00:35:09,157
They all got tested
to see if they were a match.
769
00:35:09,181 --> 00:35:10,513
Max is.
770
00:35:10,861 --> 00:35:12,561
He wants to give you his kidney.
771
00:35:16,153 --> 00:35:18,166
That little turd is full of surprises.
772
00:35:18,190 --> 00:35:19,289
[ CHUCKLES ]
773
00:35:34,705 --> 00:35:37,985
I can't approve the transplant, Wes.
774
00:35:38,009 --> 00:35:39,687
♪
775
00:35:39,711 --> 00:35:41,022
I'm sorry.
776
00:35:41,046 --> 00:35:43,858
♪
777
00:35:43,882 --> 00:35:46,594
Max is a good kid.
778
00:35:46,618 --> 00:35:50,531
He's gonna make a good man
one day, thanks to you.
779
00:35:50,555 --> 00:35:54,970
But, for now, he still needs
grown-ups to have his back.
780
00:35:54,994 --> 00:35:56,181
The risks to his health...
781
00:35:56,205 --> 00:35:57,321
It's okay.
782
00:35:57,345 --> 00:36:03,044
♪
783
00:36:03,068 --> 00:36:04,712
It...
784
00:36:04,736 --> 00:36:06,445
It's the right call.
785
00:36:06,470 --> 00:36:11,974
♪
786
00:36:12,411 --> 00:36:15,990
It's my job to save those kids.
787
00:36:16,014 --> 00:36:17,825
Not the other way around.
788
00:36:17,849 --> 00:36:20,828
♪
789
00:36:20,852 --> 00:36:23,052
You're still on the UNOS list.
790
00:36:24,255 --> 00:36:26,401
We'll keep reaching out to your family.
791
00:36:26,425 --> 00:36:27,869
We're not giving up.
792
00:36:27,893 --> 00:36:34,842
♪
793
00:36:34,866 --> 00:36:39,647
I need you to do one other thing for me.
794
00:36:39,671 --> 00:36:45,353
♪
795
00:36:45,377 --> 00:36:47,410
[ DOOR OPENS ]
796
00:36:57,621 --> 00:36:59,167
Sorry to interrupt.
797
00:36:59,191 --> 00:37:00,568
It's okay.
798
00:37:00,592 --> 00:37:03,037
No one's probably listening anyway.
799
00:37:03,061 --> 00:37:04,761
[ CHUCKLES SOFTLY ]
800
00:37:06,630 --> 00:37:11,279
♪
801
00:37:11,303 --> 00:37:13,147
[ DOOR CLOSES ]
802
00:37:13,171 --> 00:37:14,982
♪
803
00:37:15,006 --> 00:37:16,918
Your kidney's not a match.
804
00:37:16,942 --> 00:37:18,920
♪
805
00:37:18,944 --> 00:37:21,155
They said I was.
806
00:37:21,179 --> 00:37:23,680
Your blood and tissue type were good.
807
00:37:24,314 --> 00:37:25,827
But the serum crossmatch showed
808
00:37:25,851 --> 00:37:30,119
that Wes produces antibodies
in reaction to your cells.
809
00:37:30,570 --> 00:37:32,856
His body would reject your kidney.
810
00:37:34,525 --> 00:37:36,337
I'm sorry.
811
00:37:36,361 --> 00:37:39,507
♪
812
00:37:39,531 --> 00:37:41,742
Figures.
813
00:37:41,766 --> 00:37:43,644
I can't do one stupid thing right.
814
00:37:43,668 --> 00:37:45,301
That's not true.
815
00:37:46,670 --> 00:37:48,872
You did everything you could.
816
00:37:50,941 --> 00:37:52,453
Wes is so proud of you.
817
00:37:52,477 --> 00:38:01,496
♪
818
00:38:01,520 --> 00:38:03,531
[ CRYING ]
819
00:38:03,555 --> 00:38:13,241
♪
820
00:38:13,265 --> 00:38:22,984
♪
821
00:38:23,008 --> 00:38:24,785
Any dizziness or nausea?
822
00:38:24,809 --> 00:38:26,988
No. No headaches, either.
823
00:38:27,012 --> 00:38:28,823
You need to try getting out of bed
824
00:38:28,847 --> 00:38:30,558
to see if your symptoms return.
825
00:38:30,582 --> 00:38:31,885
She ready for that?
826
00:38:31,909 --> 00:38:33,861
No cartwheels yet, but hopefully.
827
00:38:33,885 --> 00:38:35,518
[ CHUCKLES ]
828
00:38:40,391 --> 00:38:50,378
♪
829
00:38:50,402 --> 00:38:52,947
♪
830
00:38:52,971 --> 00:38:54,248
How's it feel?
831
00:38:54,272 --> 00:38:57,718
♪
832
00:38:57,742 --> 00:38:58,982
Room's not spinning.
833
00:38:59,006 --> 00:39:00,621
Mommy! You're all better!
834
00:39:00,645 --> 00:39:03,024
Whoa! Careful, sweet pea.
835
00:39:03,048 --> 00:39:05,126
Mama's still recovering.
836
00:39:05,150 --> 00:39:07,628
♪
837
00:39:07,652 --> 00:39:09,297
I'm okay.
838
00:39:09,321 --> 00:39:11,732
♪
839
00:39:11,756 --> 00:39:12,800
Ooh!
840
00:39:12,824 --> 00:39:22,777
♪
841
00:39:22,801 --> 00:39:24,734
♪
842
00:39:26,036 --> 00:39:28,082
Here's the Big Dipper.
843
00:39:28,106 --> 00:39:30,624
If you extend a straight line
through these two,
844
00:39:30,648 --> 00:39:33,387
this bright star is Polaris.
845
00:39:33,411 --> 00:39:35,301
All of our phones have compass apps.
846
00:39:35,325 --> 00:39:37,146
Hey, just shut up and listen.
847
00:39:37,568 --> 00:39:39,201
This crap's important.
848
00:39:40,157 --> 00:39:42,925
Polaris is your true north.
849
00:39:44,188 --> 00:39:47,335
You keep your eye on that,
you're gonna find your way out
850
00:39:47,359 --> 00:39:49,070
of whatever mess you've gotten into.
851
00:39:49,094 --> 00:39:52,440
[ "TO LOVE SOMEBODY" PLAYS ]
852
00:39:52,464 --> 00:40:02,450
♪
853
00:40:02,474 --> 00:40:08,689
♪
854
00:40:08,713 --> 00:40:12,660
♪ There's a light ♪
855
00:40:12,684 --> 00:40:13,761
[ CHUCKLES ]
856
00:40:13,785 --> 00:40:15,162
[ CLEARS THROAT ]
857
00:40:15,186 --> 00:40:17,531
♪ Certain kind of light ♪
858
00:40:17,555 --> 00:40:19,033
O... kay.
859
00:40:19,057 --> 00:40:20,635
- All right.
- Mm.
860
00:40:20,659 --> 00:40:22,136
♪ Never shone on me ♪
861
00:40:22,160 --> 00:40:26,374
♪
862
00:40:26,398 --> 00:40:27,708
♪ Want my life to be ♪
863
00:40:27,732 --> 00:40:29,477
- [ CHUCKLES ]
- [ CLEARS THROAT ] That's, uh...
864
00:40:29,501 --> 00:40:31,012
Even worse than it looks.
865
00:40:31,036 --> 00:40:32,713
[ LAUGHS ]
866
00:40:32,737 --> 00:40:34,649
It's so bad. It's so bad!
867
00:40:34,673 --> 00:40:36,117
[ LAUGHS ]
868
00:40:36,141 --> 00:40:38,052
- Mm.
- Cooks, we are not.
869
00:40:38,076 --> 00:40:39,142
[ LAUGHS ]
870
00:40:40,377 --> 00:40:42,623
♪ And there's a way ♪
871
00:40:42,647 --> 00:40:45,660
♪
872
00:40:45,684 --> 00:40:47,194
♪ Everybody say ♪
873
00:40:47,218 --> 00:40:48,863
I think we should go on a date.
874
00:40:48,887 --> 00:40:50,053
A real date.
875
00:40:51,088 --> 00:40:53,534
Shaun, I already said no.
876
00:40:53,558 --> 00:40:55,236
Yes, because you think
877
00:40:55,260 --> 00:40:57,238
there are problems that can't be fixed.
878
00:40:57,262 --> 00:40:59,073
But I am very good at solving problems.
879
00:40:59,097 --> 00:41:01,976
I saved a woman today
who nobody thought I could save.
880
00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:03,744
I don't need saving, Shaun.
881
00:41:03,768 --> 00:41:05,579
Okay. I understand.
882
00:41:05,603 --> 00:41:07,348
- I can fix this.
- [ SIGHS ]
883
00:41:07,372 --> 00:41:10,484
Yes. You have to give me a chance.
884
00:41:10,508 --> 00:41:12,019
You need to let me try.
885
00:41:12,043 --> 00:41:14,755
No. I don't need to do anything.
You need to listen to me.
886
00:41:14,779 --> 00:41:16,357
- No. No...
- This is only proving my point.
887
00:41:16,381 --> 00:41:18,025
I have... I have a plan.
888
00:41:18,049 --> 00:41:19,560
I can fix it!
889
00:41:19,584 --> 00:41:21,328
I-I will fix it!
890
00:41:21,352 --> 00:41:23,998
Shaun, you're autistic.
You can't fix that.
891
00:41:24,022 --> 00:41:26,367
♪
892
00:41:26,391 --> 00:41:29,258
♪ To love somebody ♪
893
00:41:31,462 --> 00:41:33,674
You are who you are.
894
00:41:33,698 --> 00:41:35,376
And I am who I am.
895
00:41:35,400 --> 00:41:39,046
And the two of us will never work.
896
00:41:39,070 --> 00:41:40,781
♪ I love you ♪
897
00:41:40,805 --> 00:41:43,451
♪ I love you ♪
898
00:41:43,475 --> 00:41:49,090
♪ You don't know what it's like ♪
899
00:41:49,114 --> 00:41:51,251
♪ You never, you never ♪
900
00:41:51,275 --> 00:41:52,526
♪ You don't know what it's like ♪
901
00:41:52,550 --> 00:41:55,863
♪ You never know what it's like ♪
902
00:41:55,887 --> 00:41:58,833
♪
903
00:41:58,857 --> 00:42:02,792
♪ You don't know what it's like ♪
904
00:42:04,528 --> 00:42:06,874
♪ You never, you never ♪
905
00:42:06,898 --> 00:42:08,142
♪ You don't know what it's like ♪
906
00:42:08,166 --> 00:42:11,200
♪ You never know what it's like ♪
907
00:42:13,370 --> 00:42:16,851
♪ To love somebody ♪
908
00:42:16,875 --> 00:42:21,856
♪ Ooh, to love somebody ♪
909
00:42:21,880 --> 00:42:25,515
♪ The way I love you ♪