1 00:00:33,639 --> 00:00:36,937 Hey! Hello! 2 00:00:36,938 --> 00:00:38,841 Hey! 3 00:00:50,331 --> 00:00:52,403 Everything's okay. Okay? 4 00:00:52,404 --> 00:00:55,040 Put it down. Drop it right now. 5 00:00:57,112 --> 00:00:58,884 I'm Dr. Steven Edwards. 6 00:00:58,885 --> 00:01:02,122 This is Officer Dawn Lerner. How are you feeling? 7 00:01:02,123 --> 00:01:03,659 Where am I? 8 00:01:03,660 --> 00:01:06,767 Grady Memorial Hospital in Atlanta. 9 00:01:06,768 --> 00:01:08,411 How did I get here? 10 00:01:08,412 --> 00:01:11,521 My officers found you on the side of the road surrounded by rotters. 11 00:01:11,522 --> 00:01:12,827 Your wrist was fractured 12 00:01:12,828 --> 00:01:14,815 and you sustained a superficial head wound. 13 00:01:14,816 --> 00:01:17,354 Can you remember your name? 14 00:01:17,355 --> 00:01:19,021 Beth. 15 00:01:25,232 --> 00:01:29,571 - The man I was with, is he here, too? - You were alone. 16 00:01:29,572 --> 00:01:32,440 If we hadn't saved you, you'd be one of them right now. 17 00:01:35,014 --> 00:01:37,117 So you owe us. 18 00:02:25,948 --> 00:02:28,852 Couple of them out there were on a run about a week ago. 19 00:02:28,853 --> 00:02:30,788 They found two boxes of Bisquick 20 00:02:30,789 --> 00:02:32,856 and a Merle Haggard tape at a truck stop, 21 00:02:32,857 --> 00:02:35,293 and then this gentleman under a bridge. 22 00:02:35,294 --> 00:02:37,962 Cardiac arrest and extreme dehydration. 23 00:02:39,332 --> 00:02:41,767 I tried to do what I could. 24 00:02:44,036 --> 00:02:47,574 Wait, that's it? 25 00:02:47,575 --> 00:02:50,578 If patients don't show any signs of improvement... 26 00:02:52,114 --> 00:02:53,881 Well, Dawn calls it. 27 00:03:19,777 --> 00:03:22,177 - Hold up. - ♪ The sun has finally come ♪ 28 00:03:22,178 --> 00:03:26,345 ♪ The time to toss the flowers the patients saved ♪ 29 00:03:31,750 --> 00:03:33,887 ♪ A key lime pie ♪ 30 00:03:33,888 --> 00:03:35,658 ♪ Pulled apart for five ♪ 31 00:03:35,659 --> 00:03:38,759 ♪ To wash, the last surprise ♪ 32 00:03:43,901 --> 00:03:46,204 ♪ A dizzy rationale ♪ 33 00:03:46,205 --> 00:03:48,073 ♪ The door will burst ♪ 34 00:03:48,074 --> 00:03:50,875 ♪ The room will flood with light ♪ 35 00:03:51,878 --> 00:03:55,216 ♪ You were born a little dog ♪ 36 00:03:56,019 --> 00:03:59,222 ♪ Never mind the other... ♪ 37 00:04:02,125 --> 00:04:04,391 Come on, body's getting cold. 38 00:04:06,394 --> 00:04:08,327 ♪ We've spent so long... ♪ 39 00:04:13,067 --> 00:04:15,100 How many people live here? 40 00:04:15,101 --> 00:04:16,697 Just enough to keep us going. 41 00:04:16,698 --> 00:04:19,197 Some of us started here, some came as patients. 42 00:04:19,198 --> 00:04:21,198 Everyone has a job. 43 00:04:21,199 --> 00:04:23,100 Can't we bury him? 44 00:04:23,101 --> 00:04:25,335 No, we only go out when we need to. 45 00:04:25,336 --> 00:04:27,938 It may not be the most dignified disposal system, 46 00:04:27,939 --> 00:04:31,271 but we work with what we have. 47 00:04:31,272 --> 00:04:34,475 We've managed to secure and guard the stairwells, 48 00:04:34,476 --> 00:04:36,844 but the windows are blown out on the ground floor. 49 00:04:36,845 --> 00:04:39,708 Rotters find their way into the basement when they hear a noise. 50 00:04:39,709 --> 00:04:42,141 And if the bodies are warm or warm enough, 51 00:04:42,142 --> 00:04:44,178 they clean up some of the mess. 52 00:04:44,179 --> 00:04:46,112 Use everything you can use. 53 00:04:46,113 --> 00:04:48,478 Plus it's the fastest way down. 54 00:05:07,499 --> 00:05:09,866 You're looking better and better. 55 00:05:12,235 --> 00:05:14,103 We had a lead on some guns, 56 00:05:14,104 --> 00:05:16,705 so me and my partner were pretty far out. 57 00:05:18,075 --> 00:05:20,011 That's when we saw you, 58 00:05:20,012 --> 00:05:22,248 wriggling in the road. 59 00:05:22,249 --> 00:05:24,853 You don't remember me, huh? 60 00:05:24,854 --> 00:05:27,792 I was fighting a walker. 61 00:05:27,793 --> 00:05:30,061 And then everything went black. 62 00:05:30,062 --> 00:05:34,369 Yeah, one was eyeing your thighs when we showed up. 63 00:05:34,370 --> 00:05:37,039 But I got there first. 64 00:05:37,040 --> 00:05:39,109 Jacked that rotter up. 65 00:05:39,110 --> 00:05:41,711 I'm Gorman. 66 00:05:41,712 --> 00:05:43,480 When someone does you a favor, 67 00:05:43,481 --> 00:05:46,615 it's a courtesy to show some appreciation. 68 00:05:48,417 --> 00:05:50,986 Unless you want me to write down everything you're taking. 69 00:05:54,322 --> 00:05:56,657 Everything costs something, right? 70 00:06:01,730 --> 00:06:03,664 Huh. 71 00:06:03,665 --> 00:06:06,201 We'll find Joan. 72 00:06:06,202 --> 00:06:09,904 Until then, you've got laundry duty and I want my uniform... 73 00:06:09,905 --> 00:06:12,439 ...washed separately and pressed. 74 00:06:13,442 --> 00:06:15,345 I know. 75 00:06:15,346 --> 00:06:17,246 Smart-ass. 76 00:06:27,979 --> 00:06:31,289 I used to feel like I was drowning in research. 77 00:06:31,290 --> 00:06:33,824 Now the oceans are dry 78 00:06:33,825 --> 00:06:36,724 and I'm suffocating in boredom. 79 00:06:38,026 --> 00:06:40,130 You're lucky. 80 00:06:40,131 --> 00:06:43,703 If you feel safe enough to be bored, 81 00:06:43,704 --> 00:06:45,469 you're lucky. 82 00:06:46,971 --> 00:06:49,208 That's Junior Kimbrough. Do you like it? 83 00:06:52,047 --> 00:06:55,184 I can't remember the last time I heard a record. 84 00:06:55,185 --> 00:06:58,756 It's one of the few perks I get for being the only doctor here. 85 00:06:58,757 --> 00:07:02,794 That and whatever this is? 86 00:07:02,795 --> 00:07:04,596 Guinea pig. 87 00:07:04,597 --> 00:07:06,498 Where's your food? 88 00:07:06,499 --> 00:07:09,235 The more I take, the more I owe, right? 89 00:07:09,236 --> 00:07:11,370 Hey. 90 00:07:12,840 --> 00:07:15,041 Have you ever tried guinea pig? 91 00:07:16,578 --> 00:07:18,381 I didn't think so. 92 00:07:18,382 --> 00:07:19,882 You wouldn't call it a perk. 93 00:07:21,885 --> 00:07:23,554 Sit down. 94 00:07:23,555 --> 00:07:25,321 Dawn doesn't have to know. Come on. 95 00:07:47,711 --> 00:07:49,813 Well? 96 00:07:49,814 --> 00:07:51,647 Hmm. 97 00:07:51,648 --> 00:07:53,446 It's good enough for Peru. 98 00:07:57,783 --> 00:07:59,852 It's a Caravaggio. 99 00:07:59,853 --> 00:08:02,421 I found it on the street outside the High. 100 00:08:02,422 --> 00:08:03,923 Like trash. 101 00:08:03,924 --> 00:08:05,491 It's beautiful. 102 00:08:05,492 --> 00:08:08,195 It doesn't have a place anymore. 103 00:08:09,830 --> 00:08:12,330 Art isn't about survival. 104 00:08:13,400 --> 00:08:16,071 It's about transcendence. 105 00:08:16,072 --> 00:08:18,374 Being more than animals. 106 00:08:18,375 --> 00:08:19,809 Rising above. 107 00:08:19,810 --> 00:08:22,210 We can't do that anymore? 108 00:08:24,079 --> 00:08:25,814 I don't know. 109 00:08:25,815 --> 00:08:28,082 I sing. 110 00:08:28,083 --> 00:08:30,616 I still sing. 111 00:08:33,986 --> 00:08:36,187 - We got a new one. - Found his wallet. 112 00:08:36,188 --> 00:08:38,623 His name is Gavin Trevitt. 113 00:08:38,624 --> 00:08:41,624 Fell from a first floor apartment trying to get away from some. 114 00:08:44,764 --> 00:08:46,467 He's lost a lot of blood and his vitals are dropping. 115 00:08:46,468 --> 00:08:48,001 I don't think he's gonna make it. 116 00:08:48,002 --> 00:08:49,600 - We've already given him gas... - I got this. 117 00:08:49,601 --> 00:08:52,168 You said you wanted to save people, so save him. 118 00:08:52,169 --> 00:08:54,170 I don't even know the extent of his injuries. 119 00:08:54,171 --> 00:08:56,972 Look, this one's a loser. You said you didn't want me wasting resources. 120 00:08:56,973 --> 00:08:58,872 Well, today I want you to try. 121 00:09:00,975 --> 00:09:03,545 Okay, plug the EKG and the ultrasound into that battery pack. 122 00:09:03,546 --> 00:09:05,448 Go. Good. Good, good, good. 123 00:09:05,449 --> 00:09:07,315 Now attach it to the patient. 124 00:09:15,828 --> 00:09:18,128 Tension pneumothorax. Punctured lung. 125 00:09:18,129 --> 00:09:20,866 Beth, I need a large hollow needle in that cabinet. 126 00:09:45,429 --> 00:09:46,897 Is he gonna make it? 127 00:09:46,898 --> 00:09:49,065 He fell from a building, Dawn. 128 00:09:49,066 --> 00:09:51,600 Is he going to make it? 129 00:09:52,603 --> 00:09:54,005 You see these bruises? 130 00:09:54,006 --> 00:09:55,540 He has internal bleeding, 131 00:09:55,541 --> 00:09:56,840 but I need a CAT scan to know how bad. 132 00:09:56,841 --> 00:09:58,240 And even if I could determine that, 133 00:09:58,241 --> 00:10:00,142 I don't have the tools to save him. 134 00:10:00,143 --> 00:10:04,246 I told you, this was a waste of resources. 135 00:10:10,086 --> 00:10:13,685 Steve, try to grasp the stakes here. 136 00:10:27,592 --> 00:10:30,625 - Is she always like that? - Only on her bad days. 137 00:10:30,626 --> 00:10:34,860 It's unfortunate for us that's the only kind she has. 138 00:10:35,501 --> 00:10:37,834 Noah left you a new shirt. 139 00:10:37,835 --> 00:10:39,500 What's wrong with this one? 140 00:10:39,501 --> 00:10:41,865 She likes things neat. 141 00:10:43,467 --> 00:10:45,136 She must love your office. 142 00:10:45,137 --> 00:10:47,270 We all have ways of making her pay. 143 00:10:48,239 --> 00:10:49,923 I'll wait for you outside. 144 00:11:15,459 --> 00:11:17,660 Dawn needs you, now. 145 00:11:20,063 --> 00:11:22,964 She's lucky we found her. 146 00:11:22,965 --> 00:11:25,165 Whatever you were thinking, it wasn't worth it. 147 00:11:25,166 --> 00:11:27,302 Okay, you have two choices. 148 00:11:27,303 --> 00:11:28,906 Either we cut off your arm or you do. 149 00:11:28,907 --> 00:11:32,210 Screw you and your little bitch! 150 00:11:32,211 --> 00:11:35,109 - Smart-ass whore. - Gorman, get out of here! 151 00:11:41,480 --> 00:11:44,349 It's anesthetic. You need it. 152 00:11:44,350 --> 00:11:47,284 - Go to hell. - She made her choice. Do it. 153 00:11:47,285 --> 00:11:49,891 Do it. 154 00:11:49,892 --> 00:11:52,758 No, no, no! I said leave me alone! 155 00:11:52,759 --> 00:11:54,428 We're not going to let you die. 156 00:11:54,429 --> 00:11:56,895 We are not going to let you turn. 157 00:11:56,896 --> 00:11:59,128 Where do you think you're going? 158 00:12:00,164 --> 00:12:02,199 - I can't help. - Do you want her to die? 159 00:12:02,200 --> 00:12:04,134 Beth, I need you to hold her down. 160 00:12:04,135 --> 00:12:06,736 Do it now. Now. 161 00:12:06,737 --> 00:12:08,504 - It's okay. It's okay. - Come on. 162 00:12:08,505 --> 00:12:11,173 Keep your hands off me! 163 00:12:11,174 --> 00:12:12,839 I'm not going back to him! 164 00:12:12,840 --> 00:12:14,374 You don't have to. 165 00:12:14,375 --> 00:12:16,943 - You can't control them. - I will. 166 00:12:16,944 --> 00:12:18,979 Beth, you ready? 167 00:12:41,181 --> 00:12:43,952 You okay? 168 00:12:43,953 --> 00:12:45,554 I'm Noah. 169 00:12:45,555 --> 00:12:48,155 Of the Lollipop Guild. 170 00:12:49,257 --> 00:12:51,058 Beth. 171 00:12:52,694 --> 00:12:53,963 Thanks for that. 172 00:12:53,964 --> 00:12:56,431 Figured you could use a pick-me-up 173 00:12:56,432 --> 00:12:59,402 after this morning. 174 00:12:59,403 --> 00:13:02,004 Guess I should have brought the whole jar. 175 00:13:04,408 --> 00:13:06,809 Here, this should fit. 176 00:13:10,648 --> 00:13:13,750 You know what happened with Joan? 177 00:13:13,751 --> 00:13:17,154 If she'd have stayed, worked for a while, 178 00:13:17,155 --> 00:13:18,656 couldn't she have just left? 179 00:13:20,125 --> 00:13:22,493 I haven't seen it work like that yet. 180 00:13:22,494 --> 00:13:24,460 How long have you been here? 181 00:13:24,461 --> 00:13:26,160 I guess about a year. 182 00:13:31,996 --> 00:13:36,767 Dad and I were both pretty messed up when they found us. 183 00:13:36,768 --> 00:13:39,466 They said that they could only save one. 184 00:13:39,467 --> 00:13:42,202 For the longest time, I actually believed them. 185 00:13:43,805 --> 00:13:46,574 Now I get it. 186 00:13:46,575 --> 00:13:50,047 Dad was bigger, stronger. 187 00:13:50,048 --> 00:13:52,849 Would have fought back. Would have been a threat. 188 00:13:52,850 --> 00:13:55,199 They left him behind on purpose? 189 00:13:55,200 --> 00:13:57,885 And Dawn just looked the other way. 190 00:13:57,886 --> 00:14:01,554 See, she's in charge, but just barely. 191 00:14:01,555 --> 00:14:03,855 And it's getting worse. 192 00:14:03,856 --> 00:14:07,293 It's why I'm out of here when the time is right. 193 00:14:08,128 --> 00:14:10,561 I came looking for my uncle. 194 00:14:10,562 --> 00:14:12,762 Gotta get back to my mom. 195 00:14:12,763 --> 00:14:14,464 Where's home? 196 00:14:14,465 --> 00:14:16,232 Richmond. 197 00:14:16,233 --> 00:14:18,432 Virginia. 198 00:14:18,433 --> 00:14:20,700 We had walls. 199 00:14:20,701 --> 00:14:24,074 See, they think I'm scrawny. 200 00:14:24,075 --> 00:14:27,142 They think I'm weak. 201 00:14:27,143 --> 00:14:29,578 But they don't know shit about me. 202 00:14:30,614 --> 00:14:32,882 About what I am. 203 00:14:34,318 --> 00:14:36,384 About what you are. 204 00:14:42,630 --> 00:14:44,530 Shepherd, you've already pulled a double. 205 00:14:44,531 --> 00:14:47,897 - I got it from here. - Yes, ma'am. Thanks. 206 00:14:49,334 --> 00:14:51,503 I know you didn't have breakfast. 207 00:14:51,504 --> 00:14:53,670 Peace treaty? 208 00:14:53,671 --> 00:14:55,505 I don't need much. 209 00:14:55,506 --> 00:14:58,039 I'm not staying any longer than you make me. 210 00:15:15,653 --> 00:15:18,586 You know, you shouldn't see this as a sentence. 211 00:15:20,188 --> 00:15:23,627 I'm giving you food, clothes, protection. 212 00:15:23,628 --> 00:15:25,927 When have those things ever been free? 213 00:15:25,928 --> 00:15:27,560 I never asked for your help. 214 00:15:27,561 --> 00:15:29,494 But you needed it. 215 00:15:33,833 --> 00:15:36,435 Try to look at the good we're doing. 216 00:15:37,839 --> 00:15:40,511 Hard as it was, we saved Joan's life. 217 00:15:40,512 --> 00:15:43,046 Trevitt's life. We saved your life. 218 00:15:45,584 --> 00:15:47,453 I'm keeping all of us going here. 219 00:15:47,454 --> 00:15:49,655 That is not a small thing. 220 00:15:56,061 --> 00:15:59,596 It's taken a lot to get us here, Beth. 221 00:15:59,597 --> 00:16:03,167 And I believe that what we had before all of this isn't over. 222 00:16:04,536 --> 00:16:06,035 And when we're finally rescued, 223 00:16:06,036 --> 00:16:08,005 when this nightmare ends, 224 00:16:08,006 --> 00:16:09,573 we're gonna need to rebuild. 225 00:16:09,574 --> 00:16:11,507 You don't really think someone's coming for us? 226 00:16:11,508 --> 00:16:13,610 There's still people like us, Beth. 227 00:16:13,611 --> 00:16:16,545 People trying to keep the world alive, to fix it. 228 00:16:16,546 --> 00:16:18,979 Until then, we all have to contribute. 229 00:16:20,714 --> 00:16:23,213 To compromise. 230 00:16:23,214 --> 00:16:25,180 If we take, we give back. 231 00:16:25,181 --> 00:16:27,282 It's only fair. 232 00:16:30,386 --> 00:16:31,918 So keep working off what you owe 233 00:16:31,919 --> 00:16:34,188 and you'll be out of here in no time. 234 00:16:35,123 --> 00:16:36,657 - If that's what you want. - It is. 235 00:16:36,658 --> 00:16:38,625 Well, then you have to eat. 236 00:16:39,762 --> 00:16:42,599 Otherwise, you'll get weak. 237 00:16:42,600 --> 00:16:45,068 You won't heal, you'll require more treatment, 238 00:16:45,069 --> 00:16:47,604 and you won't be able to do your job. 239 00:16:51,808 --> 00:16:53,842 I know you didn't ask for this. 240 00:16:57,682 --> 00:16:59,847 I didn't either. 241 00:17:27,067 --> 00:17:29,035 Hmm. 242 00:17:31,140 --> 00:17:33,308 That's really nice. 243 00:17:37,312 --> 00:17:38,914 I'll get Dr. Edwards. 244 00:17:38,915 --> 00:17:41,082 No, please. 245 00:17:42,051 --> 00:17:44,218 Not yet. 246 00:17:51,693 --> 00:17:54,128 I'm so sorry. 247 00:17:54,930 --> 00:17:58,002 She can control them. 248 00:17:58,003 --> 00:18:00,871 But she doesn't because it's easier. 249 00:18:03,308 --> 00:18:05,242 Because she's a coward. 250 00:18:06,711 --> 00:18:08,981 What did he do to you? 251 00:18:08,982 --> 00:18:11,451 It doesn't matter. 252 00:18:11,452 --> 00:18:13,654 I guess it's easy to make a deal with the devil 253 00:18:13,655 --> 00:18:16,324 when you're not the one paying the price. 254 00:19:04,137 --> 00:19:06,138 Lose something? 255 00:19:07,774 --> 00:19:09,408 This is yours, ain't it? 256 00:19:15,451 --> 00:19:17,651 Mmm. 257 00:19:19,355 --> 00:19:21,090 Sour apple. 258 00:19:21,091 --> 00:19:24,026 Like the kind Dawn acquired from pediatrics. 259 00:19:25,295 --> 00:19:27,964 Suppose you could have a taste. 260 00:19:27,965 --> 00:19:30,266 See if it rings any bells. 261 00:19:30,267 --> 00:19:32,903 - I don't want it. - Oh, come on, now. 262 00:19:32,904 --> 00:19:36,538 I just want to be sure I'm returning this to its rightful owner. 263 00:19:42,645 --> 00:19:44,846 Ah, ah. 264 00:19:47,783 --> 00:19:50,949 Yeah. That's right. 265 00:19:52,151 --> 00:19:54,751 - That's right. That's right. - Leave her alone. 266 00:19:58,088 --> 00:20:00,156 The girl should have been mine. 267 00:20:00,157 --> 00:20:02,660 Nobody's yours, Gorman. 268 00:20:02,661 --> 00:20:04,527 Nobody. 269 00:20:04,528 --> 00:20:06,161 And if you think you're getting Joan back... 270 00:20:06,162 --> 00:20:08,430 Oh, I'm gonna get her back. 271 00:20:08,431 --> 00:20:10,731 You think Dawn's gonna stop me? 272 00:20:12,132 --> 00:20:14,335 I will. 273 00:20:14,336 --> 00:20:16,772 You stepping up, Doc? 274 00:20:19,042 --> 00:20:22,412 What happens when you get sick, Gorman? 275 00:20:22,413 --> 00:20:25,419 When you get an infection? 276 00:20:25,420 --> 00:20:27,386 When you get bit? 277 00:20:27,387 --> 00:20:29,220 Hmm. 278 00:20:29,221 --> 00:20:31,724 I think there's gonna be somebody. 279 00:20:31,725 --> 00:20:33,927 Somebody who ain't you. 280 00:20:34,729 --> 00:20:36,329 Gorman. 281 00:20:38,999 --> 00:20:42,438 And maybe somebody in charge who ain't her. 282 00:20:57,831 --> 00:21:00,135 Why do you stay? 283 00:21:00,136 --> 00:21:02,036 You could leave whenever you want. 284 00:21:02,037 --> 00:21:03,603 Why do you stay here? 285 00:21:13,821 --> 00:21:17,389 Welcome to the ground floor of Grady Memorial Hospital. 286 00:21:17,390 --> 00:21:20,192 This isn't a way out. There isn't one. 287 00:21:21,762 --> 00:21:23,828 Not from here. 288 00:21:24,630 --> 00:21:26,467 Why'd you bring me here? 289 00:21:26,468 --> 00:21:28,466 Watch. 290 00:21:42,046 --> 00:21:44,079 When I start thinking about it too much, 291 00:21:44,080 --> 00:21:46,049 I come down to look at this. 292 00:21:46,050 --> 00:21:48,184 Why'd you bring me here? 293 00:21:49,986 --> 00:21:52,253 You asked why I stay. 294 00:21:58,260 --> 00:22:01,261 Come on. Let me tell you a story. 295 00:22:13,175 --> 00:22:17,075 When everything started, Dawn reported to a guy named Hanson. 296 00:22:17,076 --> 00:22:19,509 They had orders to clear the hospital 297 00:22:19,510 --> 00:22:22,249 and move everyone to Butler Park. 298 00:22:22,250 --> 00:22:25,420 It was close to midnight when we heard the jets, 299 00:22:25,421 --> 00:22:27,653 the bombs. 300 00:22:29,189 --> 00:22:31,091 The screams. 301 00:22:31,092 --> 00:22:32,492 I was on the third floor. 302 00:22:32,493 --> 00:22:34,560 Dawn and Hanson's teams were doing a final sweep. 303 00:22:34,561 --> 00:22:36,295 And we knew it was bad. 304 00:22:36,296 --> 00:22:38,466 Just didn't know how bad till we came up here. 305 00:22:38,467 --> 00:22:40,334 The city had fallen. 306 00:22:42,737 --> 00:22:44,937 And everyone we evacuated... 307 00:22:47,977 --> 00:22:49,676 they were just gone. 308 00:22:52,280 --> 00:22:54,983 We kept mostly to ourselves at first. 309 00:22:54,984 --> 00:22:56,920 Till the food ran out. 310 00:22:58,926 --> 00:23:02,530 We started going out on runs, a few of us at a time. 311 00:23:02,531 --> 00:23:04,798 We'd see people who needed help. 312 00:23:04,799 --> 00:23:06,433 Barely holding on. 313 00:23:06,434 --> 00:23:10,068 But we were barely holding on ourselves. 314 00:23:11,070 --> 00:23:13,535 Came a time I couldn't look away anymore. 315 00:23:14,971 --> 00:23:18,678 I found this kid. 316 00:23:18,679 --> 00:23:21,579 Napalm burns on his clothes, 317 00:23:21,580 --> 00:23:23,748 his skin. 318 00:23:25,419 --> 00:23:27,787 Dawn said we couldn't spare the resources. 319 00:23:28,823 --> 00:23:30,758 So we struck a deal. 320 00:23:30,759 --> 00:23:32,460 I'd use what I could to heal him 321 00:23:32,461 --> 00:23:35,395 and he'd compensate us for those resources through service. 322 00:23:38,630 --> 00:23:40,930 Now... 323 00:23:42,266 --> 00:23:45,336 You're not the problem. 324 00:23:45,337 --> 00:23:47,840 We lost people. 325 00:23:47,841 --> 00:23:50,044 That was the problem. 326 00:23:50,045 --> 00:23:53,378 Hanson cracked. He made some calls that got people killed. 327 00:23:55,215 --> 00:23:57,452 Dawn took care of things. 328 00:23:58,587 --> 00:24:00,955 She took care of him. 329 00:24:02,926 --> 00:24:05,230 She saw us past it. 330 00:24:05,231 --> 00:24:07,164 Kept us together. 331 00:24:08,235 --> 00:24:10,338 Kept us alive. 332 00:24:12,408 --> 00:24:14,543 You call this living? 333 00:24:17,449 --> 00:24:19,451 We're still breathing. 334 00:24:20,753 --> 00:24:23,086 Patients we brought here, they're still breathing. 335 00:24:23,087 --> 00:24:25,620 Outside these walls, alone, unprotected, they'd be dead. 336 00:24:25,621 --> 00:24:27,421 We'd be dead. 337 00:24:29,558 --> 00:24:31,525 We're not the ones who make it. 338 00:24:33,427 --> 00:24:36,163 As bad as it gets, 339 00:24:36,164 --> 00:24:38,498 it's still better than down there. 340 00:24:42,501 --> 00:24:44,637 I should get back. 341 00:24:46,708 --> 00:24:48,942 How about you look in on Mr. Trevitt and call it a day? 342 00:24:48,943 --> 00:24:50,409 Okay. 343 00:24:50,410 --> 00:24:53,277 He's stable, due for another 75mg of Clozapine. 344 00:24:55,380 --> 00:24:57,950 And tomorrow we'll start fresh. 345 00:24:57,951 --> 00:25:00,017 Sure. 346 00:25:34,189 --> 00:25:35,858 Still at it, huh? 347 00:25:35,859 --> 00:25:37,757 Hey. 348 00:25:45,697 --> 00:25:48,166 No. 349 00:25:48,167 --> 00:25:50,402 What? 350 00:25:50,403 --> 00:25:51,938 No. 351 00:25:55,040 --> 00:25:56,843 What did you do to him? 352 00:25:56,844 --> 00:25:58,479 I... I... 353 00:25:58,480 --> 00:26:01,916 He was fine until the two of you were alone with him. 354 00:26:01,917 --> 00:26:04,949 Something happened. I want you to tell me. 355 00:26:04,950 --> 00:26:07,684 It was an accident. Beth left to get some gauze. 356 00:26:07,685 --> 00:26:09,852 I was mopping. I must have unplugged the ventilator somehow. 357 00:26:09,853 --> 00:26:11,554 - It only stopped for a minute. - But that's... 358 00:26:11,555 --> 00:26:14,023 I got it working again. 359 00:26:14,024 --> 00:26:15,723 Take him to my office. 360 00:26:17,993 --> 00:26:20,662 Dawn, it was an accident. It was an accident. 361 00:26:20,663 --> 00:26:22,395 That's not what happened. 362 00:26:22,396 --> 00:26:26,099 He just... he just started seizing. 363 00:26:26,100 --> 00:26:27,533 Seizing? 364 00:26:27,534 --> 00:26:30,467 Well, you gave him Clonazepam, right? 365 00:26:30,468 --> 00:26:32,702 Cloz... Clozapine. 366 00:26:34,206 --> 00:26:36,674 You said Clozapine. 367 00:26:39,411 --> 00:26:42,712 No, I didn't. 368 00:26:43,948 --> 00:26:45,748 Please! 369 00:26:45,749 --> 00:26:47,782 Beth, we need to deal with Mr. Trevitt while he's still warm. 370 00:26:47,783 --> 00:26:51,187 - I have to stop it! - Please, stop! 371 00:26:51,188 --> 00:26:53,523 - Please! - We can't... you can't stop it. 372 00:27:02,898 --> 00:27:04,734 You really think I didn't know? 373 00:27:08,711 --> 00:27:10,212 Noah's smart. 374 00:27:10,213 --> 00:27:12,548 Probably my best worker. 375 00:27:12,549 --> 00:27:15,851 But that story he told about the ventilator? 376 00:27:15,852 --> 00:27:18,017 Boy's not much of a liar. 377 00:27:18,018 --> 00:27:20,854 If you knew, then why did you... 378 00:27:20,855 --> 00:27:24,023 I didn't want to. I had to. 379 00:27:24,024 --> 00:27:27,360 A good man's mistakes almost ended everything for us, 380 00:27:27,361 --> 00:27:29,827 and I'll be damned if I'm gonna let that happen again. 381 00:27:32,864 --> 00:27:37,168 Every sacrifice we make needs to be for the greater good. 382 00:27:38,974 --> 00:27:42,207 The second it isn't, the second we lose sight of that, 383 00:27:42,208 --> 00:27:44,243 it's all over. 384 00:27:49,617 --> 00:27:52,186 The thing is, you're not the greater good. 385 00:27:53,857 --> 00:27:56,457 - You're not strong enough. - I am strong. 386 00:27:56,458 --> 00:27:59,162 How many people had to risk their lives to save you? 387 00:27:59,163 --> 00:28:02,996 In here, you are part of a system. 388 00:28:04,633 --> 00:28:07,235 The wards keep my officers happy. 389 00:28:07,236 --> 00:28:08,902 The happier my officers are, 390 00:28:08,903 --> 00:28:11,873 the harder they work to keep us going. 391 00:28:13,976 --> 00:28:16,911 And this hasn't been easy. 392 00:28:16,912 --> 00:28:19,549 There have been compromises, 393 00:28:19,550 --> 00:28:21,583 but it's working. 394 00:28:21,584 --> 00:28:23,821 And after they rescue us, 395 00:28:23,822 --> 00:28:26,090 we're gonna help put the world back together. 396 00:28:26,091 --> 00:28:27,557 Because we're the ones holding on. 397 00:28:27,558 --> 00:28:29,527 That's the good we're doing here. 398 00:28:29,528 --> 00:28:32,267 That's the good you're doing here. 399 00:28:32,268 --> 00:28:34,468 That's what makes you worth something. 400 00:28:36,638 --> 00:28:38,305 But out there... 401 00:28:40,176 --> 00:28:41,710 you are nothing. 402 00:28:44,479 --> 00:28:46,581 Except dead or somebody's burden. 403 00:28:46,582 --> 00:28:48,182 - That's bullshit. - Oh, yeah? 404 00:28:48,183 --> 00:28:51,284 I saw this the night you came in. 405 00:28:51,285 --> 00:28:53,385 Is this bullshit, too? 406 00:29:05,495 --> 00:29:09,163 Some people just aren't meant for this life, and that's okay. 407 00:29:12,535 --> 00:29:15,505 As long as they don't take advantage of the ones who are. 408 00:29:27,052 --> 00:29:28,752 It's not as bad as it looks. 409 00:29:29,855 --> 00:29:31,591 I'm okay. 410 00:29:31,592 --> 00:29:33,760 Watch. 411 00:29:33,761 --> 00:29:36,027 Painkillers. It barely even hurts. 412 00:29:39,536 --> 00:29:41,106 Dawn needed Trevitt for something. 413 00:29:41,107 --> 00:29:43,141 I know that's what that was about. 414 00:29:44,443 --> 00:29:46,878 Screwed-up thing is, 415 00:29:46,879 --> 00:29:48,579 she's trapped, too. 416 00:29:48,580 --> 00:29:51,146 We're not trapped. 417 00:29:52,715 --> 00:29:55,416 I'm going with you. 418 00:29:59,919 --> 00:30:02,322 Basement's the fastest way out. 419 00:30:02,323 --> 00:30:04,291 Any noise and we got rotters. 420 00:30:04,292 --> 00:30:06,129 So we won't make noise. 421 00:30:06,130 --> 00:30:09,031 I can keep an eye on Dawn. 422 00:30:09,032 --> 00:30:12,401 She keeps a spare key to the elevator banks somewhere in her office. 423 00:30:13,570 --> 00:30:17,007 Think you can find it? 424 00:30:17,008 --> 00:30:18,574 Yeah. 425 00:30:28,591 --> 00:30:30,760 Come back. 426 00:32:23,637 --> 00:32:25,739 Hey there. 427 00:32:28,409 --> 00:32:31,210 I hope I'm not interrupting. 428 00:32:33,280 --> 00:32:35,048 Dawn was just asking for her key. 429 00:32:35,049 --> 00:32:37,119 Was she, now? 430 00:32:37,120 --> 00:32:40,089 See, I was just with Dawn 431 00:32:40,090 --> 00:32:42,456 and I don't seem to remember that. 432 00:32:44,059 --> 00:32:46,228 It's okay. 433 00:32:46,229 --> 00:32:48,562 Maybe she doesn't have to know. 434 00:32:49,631 --> 00:32:52,233 Maybe there's another solution. 435 00:32:52,234 --> 00:32:54,167 You know? 436 00:32:54,168 --> 00:32:57,036 A little win-win for both of us. 437 00:33:05,278 --> 00:33:07,613 So how about it, Bethy? 438 00:33:08,514 --> 00:33:10,280 We gonna work something out here? 439 00:33:12,247 --> 00:33:14,882 Good girl. 440 00:33:14,883 --> 00:33:18,919 Now, Joan, she's not such a team player. 441 00:33:21,022 --> 00:33:23,824 Lucky for me... 442 00:33:24,627 --> 00:33:26,865 you're not a fighter. 443 00:33:51,908 --> 00:33:53,897 Yeah, it may just be the battery. 444 00:33:53,898 --> 00:33:56,278 I'll stop in and grab another one. 445 00:33:56,279 --> 00:33:58,111 Okay. 446 00:33:59,848 --> 00:34:01,913 Beth. 447 00:34:04,516 --> 00:34:06,651 Everything okay? 448 00:34:08,184 --> 00:34:10,653 Oh, Joan was looking for you. 449 00:34:10,654 --> 00:34:13,756 I saw her and Gorman headed towards your office. 450 00:34:17,530 --> 00:34:19,494 Thank you, Beth. 451 00:34:46,294 --> 00:34:47,628 Ready? 452 00:34:47,629 --> 00:34:49,727 Yeah. 453 00:34:52,029 --> 00:34:54,334 Once you're safe, I'll climb down. 454 00:34:54,335 --> 00:34:56,135 Okay. 455 00:36:15,638 --> 00:36:18,242 Noah? 456 00:36:18,243 --> 00:36:20,876 Noah? Noah? 457 00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:50,702 Can you walk? 458 00:36:50,703 --> 00:36:52,667 - Yeah, I'm okay. - Okay. 459 00:37:04,677 --> 00:37:06,609 There. 460 00:37:25,395 --> 00:37:26,593 Help. 461 00:39:04,363 --> 00:39:06,498 Who the hell do you think you are? 462 00:39:07,148 --> 00:39:09,070 He attacked me. 463 00:39:11,140 --> 00:39:13,775 Just like he attacked Joan. 464 00:39:15,211 --> 00:39:17,381 Just like you let him. 465 00:39:17,382 --> 00:39:19,983 You know what's happening here and you let it happen. 466 00:39:19,984 --> 00:39:22,218 - You're letting it happen. - So that we make it. 467 00:39:22,219 --> 00:39:24,420 No one's coming, Dawn. 468 00:39:25,958 --> 00:39:28,561 No one's coming. 469 00:39:31,299 --> 00:39:35,336 We're all gonna die and you let this happen for nothing. 470 00:39:56,397 --> 00:39:59,001 ♪ Nobody's fault but mine ♪ 471 00:39:59,002 --> 00:40:02,738 ♪ If I don't read it, my soul be lost... ♪ 472 00:40:05,507 --> 00:40:07,475 You're healing quickly. 473 00:40:07,476 --> 00:40:10,875 Should be ready to jump back into it in a couple more days. 474 00:40:13,679 --> 00:40:15,914 Well, that should about do it. 475 00:40:17,017 --> 00:40:19,484 How'd you know Trevitt was a doctor? 476 00:40:21,051 --> 00:40:24,154 That's why you had me give him the wrong meds, right? 477 00:40:24,155 --> 00:40:26,490 Why you had me kill him. 478 00:40:28,626 --> 00:40:31,497 'Cause if he had lived, there'd be another doctor 479 00:40:31,498 --> 00:40:33,967 and Dawn wouldn't need you. 480 00:40:34,903 --> 00:40:37,037 She wouldn't protect you. 481 00:40:39,040 --> 00:40:42,144 Trevitt was an oncologist at St. Ignatius. 482 00:40:45,483 --> 00:40:47,885 I knew him. 483 00:40:55,764 --> 00:40:58,232 They would have kicked me out. 484 00:40:58,233 --> 00:41:00,834 Maybe Gorman... 485 00:41:03,301 --> 00:41:05,366 maybe he would have killed me. 486 00:41:07,670 --> 00:41:08,937 I didn't have a choice. 487 00:41:08,938 --> 00:41:11,404 Use everything you can use. 488 00:41:15,238 --> 00:41:19,476 When they arrested Christ, Peter denied being one of his disciples. 489 00:41:23,345 --> 00:41:26,015 He didn't have a choice. 490 00:41:27,952 --> 00:41:30,774 They would have crucified him, too. 491 00:41:36,695 --> 00:41:38,896 ♪ Lord, Lord ♪ 492 00:41:44,537 --> 00:41:48,909 ♪ Ain't nobody's fault but mine ♪ 493 00:41:48,910 --> 00:41:51,276 ♪ Nobody's fault but mine ♪ 494 00:41:51,277 --> 00:41:54,813 ♪ If I don't read it, my soul be lost ♪ 495 00:41:56,217 --> 00:41:59,486 ♪ I have a Bible in my home ♪ 496 00:42:00,488 --> 00:42:02,924 ♪ I have a Bible in my home ♪ 497 00:42:02,925 --> 00:42:06,294 ♪ If I don't read it, my soul be lost ♪ 498 00:42:07,695 --> 00:42:09,427 ♪ Mmm ♪ 499 00:42:10,428 --> 00:42:12,697 ♪ I have a Bible in my home ♪ 500 00:42:12,698 --> 00:42:15,631 ♪ If I don't read it, my soul be lost ♪ 501 00:42:15,632 --> 00:42:18,951 ♪ Nobody's fault but mine. ♪