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Wes Keeler, 49,
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pricked in the upper right arm
by a cactus four days ago.
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Temp 102.5.
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Wound is seriously infected.
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He was leading a camping trip
on Mount Thayer.
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We couldn't leave 'em up there alone.
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BP's 86/51. Tachycardic.
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Rapid, shallow breathing.
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Signs of sepsis.
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You gonna have to cut his arm off?
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I'll be fine!
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We need to debride the wound stat!
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Shaun, I've been
looking all over for you.
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Hey, uh, h-how about
getting some breakfast?
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Some pancakes?
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No. I'm not hungry.
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[ SIGHS ] Okay.
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Um... how about coming over
for dinner tonight?
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Is Debbie making lasagne?
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She could.
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No, thank you.
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Okay, Shaun.
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Um, can we just stop and...
and talk for just a minute?
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[ SCOFFS ]
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Why are... aren't you, uh,
responding to my texts?
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Are you upset?
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- Are you sad because of Lea?
- Yes. Yes.
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I am very sad.
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But it will be okay.
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Yeah, of course it'll be okay.
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I'm still going to be with Lea.
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Wait. What?
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She said she loves me.
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She also gave you a hundred reasons
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- why she can't be with you, Shaun.
- Yes. Yes.
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She gave me very specific reasons
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why we can't be together,
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but I've overcome other challenges...
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- No, Shaun, it's not...
- ...to become a good doctor,
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a good friend.
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It's not about overcoming challenges.
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It's not about you.
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It's about Lea.
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ALICE: I can't take two steps
without falling down.
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Is the issue balance or weakness?
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All of the above.
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Fatigue, dizziness,
light-headedness, headaches,
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occasional bouts of nausea.
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And when d...
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Five years ago, just after
the birth of my daughter.
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And there's no discernible fluctuation
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based on time of day
or time of the month.
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Temp 98.2. BP 111/78.
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That'll drop to 80/50 when I'm upright.
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I don't drink, smoke, or take drugs.
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I haven't traveled outside of the country
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in the last 10 years.
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And there's no family history
of a similar condition.
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You've been through this before.
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17 times. 18 if you count
the naturopath in Seattle.
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Which I don't.
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No one has been able
to give me a diagnosis.
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We need to do an EKG and stress test,
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get a CT of your chest,
abdomen, and pelvis.
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Let me save you some time.
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Five years' worth of tests,
labs, scans, reports...
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...my entire medical odyssey.
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Fun.
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♪
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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Set up in the lounge
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and get me copies of each of those...
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MAN: Claire!
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Dash. Oh, my God!
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Why are you here?
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Uh, you changed your number.
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Right. Um, it's a long story.
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Uh, Dash, you remember
Dr. Melendez, Dr. Murphy?
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Yeah, of course.
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Uh, you gave my wife
six more good months.
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We considered renaming our cat after you.
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That would have been foolish.
Cats remember their names.
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Sorry for your loss.
Wish we could've done more.
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Let you two catch up.
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[ SIGHS ]
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[ CHUCKLES ]
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- [ CHUCKLES ]
- Hi.
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[ CHUCKLES ]
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- [ BEEP ]
- I think the infection spread quickly
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because of the underlying damage
to your liver and kidney.
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We'll need to keep you on a
prolonged course of IV antibiotics.
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Hey, you hear that, guys?
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Hep C and heroin aren't
as much fun as they sound.
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Although one was more fun
than the other...
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for a while.
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Don't they have somewhere else to go?
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Not likely.
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Most of them haven't seen
their parents in years,
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so they're with me...
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survivalist training program
for at-risk youth.
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We prefer "young adults
with unrealized potential."
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I'm supposed to be teaching
these yahoos responsibility
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and... good decision-making.
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[ EXHALES SHAKILY ]
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Hell of an example.
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Oof.
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He's got a new murmur.
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- [ MONITOR ALARM ]
- BP's dropping.
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Wes, we need to take a look
at your heart.
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[ GROANS SOFTLY ]
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Wes, the infection's spread.
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It's damaged your aortic valve.
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You need emergency surgery.
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[ GROANS ]
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CLAIRE: Mm...
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What about vasculitis?
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Or dysautonomia?
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Both are consistent
with weakness and fatigue.
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Her temporal artery biopsy was negative.
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- That rules out vasculitis.
- Mm.
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And I thought I saw something
about dysautonomia in here.
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There are 15 different causes
of dysautonomia.
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Seven have been ruled out.
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The rest are inconsistent
with Alice's symptoms
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or have no definitive diagnostic test.
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How did you make Dr. Lim
fall in love with you
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after you had been friends for so long?
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I assume that's directed at you.
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[ CHUCKLES SOFTLY ]
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I don't think you make anyone
fall in love with you, Shaun.
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It unfolds naturally over time.
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That's not true.
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Everyone starts off not loving you.
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Then you say and do things
that make them love you.
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Or not. That's the point of romance.
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But romance is harder
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if you're already friends
with the person.
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You can't hide the less
attractive parts of yourself.
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It can be an advantage.
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You already know what pisses them off.
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♪
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That's very true.
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♪
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Shaun...
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did Carly tell you
she just wants to be friends?
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Or are you talking about someone else?
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[ CELLPHONE KEYBOARD CLICKING ]
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♪
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KELLAN: Hey, sorry to interrupt.
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I'm... I'm looking for my dad. Mm.
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I just... I'm here visiting,
and I locked mys...
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Yes. Okay. Dr. Park is not here,
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and we're discussing something important.
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Right. Sorry.
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Kellan, your dad's in surgery.
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It could be a couple hours.
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Thanks.
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Shaun.
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That was a little harsh. We're
talking about your love life.
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Talking about my love life is important.
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It helps clear my head
so I can focus on the medicine.
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Intracranial hypotension.
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It is consistent with Alice's headaches
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and dizziness getting worse
when she's upright.
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And a leak in spinal fluid
can be triggered
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by severe intracranial pressure
during childbirth.
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To confirm I'm right,
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we need to insert a lumbar drain
into Alice's spine,
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infuse her with fluid,
and see if her symptoms improve.
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But if you're wrong, she'll have
an excruciating headache,
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massive brain pressure,
temporary vision loss...
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She'll give her consent.
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It's a reasonable diagnosis,
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and the patient's desperate
for an answer.
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Can you do the procedure alone?
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Only one doctor is needed
to insert a lumbar drain,
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and I have a time-sensitive
matter to take care of.
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Sure.
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♪
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You okay? You look okay.
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I'm fine.
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Your text said it was urgent, a...
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My text said it was "time sensitive."
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I have to get back to work
before my lunch break is over.
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I was at work, too, Shaun.
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I know we left things in a weird place,
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but now is not a good time.
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The pinto beans are next to the tomatoes.
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That is not in alphabetical order.
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There's more.
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The toilet paper
is in the wrong direction.
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The way you like it.
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You got angry when we were roommates
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because I sometimes couldn't
accept your way of doing things.
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But I can learn to accept things
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I'm not comfortable with.
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This is not bothering me at all.
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♪
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I can deal with your messiness
and neediness...
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and selfishness...
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Stop.
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Your way of proving
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that you're flexible
and attentive to my needs
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is to pull me away from work...
with no notice...
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make me drive all the way across town,
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just so you can show me
you un-alphabetized your beans?
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Doesn't that seem a little...
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inconsistent?
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♪
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Oh.
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♪
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That is a good point.
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I should have waited until evening,
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when you are done with work.
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We can discuss this later.
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I have to get back to the hospital.
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[ SIGHS ]
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♪
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Resecting necrotic tissue
around the annulus.
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Dr. Reznick, trim down the patch
from the pericardium.
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[ SIGHS ]
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The infection caused a fistula,
and we need to remove it.
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Repair the annular defect
with a pericardial patch.
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He's gonna have permanent heart damage.
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The guy survives IV drugs,
Hep C, hard time
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and gets taken down by a cactus spike
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on his road to redemption.
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That's... ironic.
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Predictable.
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He ignored dangerous symptoms
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because he wanted to be
a tough guy for those kids.
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He's trying to keep them
from repeating his mistakes.
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It's admirable.
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Narcissistic waste of time.
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You can't undo a lifetime of abandonment
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with a couple weeks in the woods.
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The kids are all still here, aren't they?
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Finish the closure of the fistula tract
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with pledgeted sutures.
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Park.
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I need you to come with me.
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Now?
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Go. We got this.
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♪
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Security agreed to let us
keep this between us.
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No need to call the cops.
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♪
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Everyone needs to chill.
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We weren't cooking meth in the dumpster.
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You have any idea
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how many people die from vaping pot?
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What were you thinking?
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We'll give you two some space.
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You. With me.
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[ DOOR CLOSES ]
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You have asthma, Kellan.
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I know you're not this stupid.
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♪
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[ MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY ]
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Heart rate's tachy at 148.
Systolic's in the 200s.
268
00:11:32,342 --> 00:11:34,008
I removed the drain a half-hour ago.
269
00:11:34,033 --> 00:11:36,951
I was wrong. My idea made things worse.
270
00:11:36,976 --> 00:11:39,209
We need to do a lumbar puncture
to relieve the built-up fluid.
271
00:11:39,234 --> 00:11:40,400
But it didn't make her worse
272
00:11:40,425 --> 00:11:41,925
the way it should have made her worse.
273
00:11:41,950 --> 00:11:44,350
She should have a headache
or upward brain herniation.
274
00:11:44,375 --> 00:11:45,841
Heart rate should be low.
275
00:11:45,866 --> 00:11:49,101
Something is causing her heart
to beat too hard, too fast.
276
00:11:49,126 --> 00:11:50,725
Mm. I missed something...
277
00:11:50,750 --> 00:11:51,983
Shaun, you need to give her
278
00:11:52,008 --> 00:11:53,608
a 10-milligram bolus of labetalol now,
279
00:11:53,633 --> 00:11:54,892
or she is going to die.
280
00:11:54,917 --> 00:11:56,341
I missed something.
281
00:11:56,366 --> 00:11:57,632
Shaun!
282
00:11:59,553 --> 00:12:01,487
RUBY: Mommy?
283
00:12:01,512 --> 00:12:02,911
Alice?
284
00:12:02,936 --> 00:12:05,070
♪
285
00:12:06,756 --> 00:12:09,034
There was significant tissue
damage from the infection,
286
00:12:09,058 --> 00:12:10,808
but it should be manageable
with medication
287
00:12:10,832 --> 00:12:12,841
and some modifications to your diet.
288
00:12:14,484 --> 00:12:17,339
So... no more Flamin' Hot Cheetos?
289
00:12:17,363 --> 00:12:20,515
That's not a thing any
self-respecting adult should eat.
290
00:12:21,499 --> 00:12:23,812
You'll need long-term follow-up
with a cardiologist,
291
00:12:23,836 --> 00:12:26,312
beta-blockers, ACE inhibitors...
292
00:12:28,979 --> 00:12:30,012
What'd you do?
293
00:12:31,643 --> 00:12:35,403
Mr. Reed was found vaping THC
on hospital grounds.
294
00:12:35,427 --> 00:12:38,195
I'm emancipated,
so I'm basically an adult.
295
00:12:38,220 --> 00:12:39,664
WES: [ GROANING ] You're only emancipated
296
00:12:39,688 --> 00:12:43,026
'cause your parents do
even dumber stuff than you do.
297
00:12:43,050 --> 00:12:44,969
Thanks for letting me know.
298
00:12:44,993 --> 00:12:47,038
There'll be consequences
for his behavior.
299
00:12:47,062 --> 00:12:48,973
Starting with an apology.
300
00:12:48,997 --> 00:12:50,708
And not some smartass one, either.
301
00:12:50,732 --> 00:12:53,311
Uh, Mr. Keeler, your hand is swollen.
302
00:12:53,335 --> 00:12:54,966
I need to take a look at your feet.
303
00:12:56,103 --> 00:12:57,281
Less than a hundred milliliters.
304
00:12:57,305 --> 00:12:58,616
What's wrong with his piss?
305
00:12:58,640 --> 00:12:59,817
Max.
306
00:12:59,841 --> 00:13:01,352
What's going on?
307
00:13:01,376 --> 00:13:03,454
We're gonna need to run
some additional tests.
308
00:13:03,478 --> 00:13:06,624
We've done a lumbar puncture
to remove the excess fluid
309
00:13:06,648 --> 00:13:08,359
and bring your spinal pressure
back to normal.
310
00:13:08,383 --> 00:13:09,983
When will she be able to go home?
311
00:13:10,612 --> 00:13:12,645
ALICE: I'm not going home.
312
00:13:15,422 --> 00:13:18,135
Honey, their test just about killed you.
313
00:13:18,159 --> 00:13:20,104
In front of your daughter.
314
00:13:20,128 --> 00:13:22,340
She wasn't supposed to be here.
315
00:13:22,364 --> 00:13:25,398
That's because you told me
you were visiting your sister.
316
00:13:26,867 --> 00:13:29,168
Since when do we
lie to each other, Alice?
317
00:13:34,208 --> 00:13:36,654
You have to stop doing this to yourself.
318
00:13:36,678 --> 00:13:38,689
They're only gonna confirm
the same diagnosis
319
00:13:38,713 --> 00:13:40,345
you've already been given.
320
00:13:41,401 --> 00:13:43,536
You said you don't have a diagnosis.
321
00:13:43,561 --> 00:13:47,663
♪
322
00:13:47,789 --> 00:13:50,067
They told her
she has idiopathic dysautonomia
323
00:13:50,091 --> 00:13:51,836
six months ago.
324
00:13:51,860 --> 00:13:54,205
It was confirmed by two other doctors.
325
00:13:54,229 --> 00:13:55,773
You left it out of your medical records?
326
00:13:55,797 --> 00:13:57,308
"Idiopathic" is just a doctor's fancy way
327
00:13:57,332 --> 00:13:59,477
of saying that they don't know
why I'm sick or how to fix it.
328
00:13:59,501 --> 00:14:01,712
You haven't
given the treatments a chance.
329
00:14:01,736 --> 00:14:05,316
Because even on them, I can
barely sit up most of the time.
330
00:14:05,340 --> 00:14:08,152
♪
331
00:14:08,176 --> 00:14:09,587
Ruby deserves a mother
332
00:14:09,611 --> 00:14:12,210
who can teach her
how to do a cartwheel...
333
00:14:13,447 --> 00:14:15,493
...and scoop her up
when she's having a nightmare.
334
00:14:15,517 --> 00:14:17,595
She deserves a mother who's around.
335
00:14:17,619 --> 00:14:25,536
♪
336
00:14:25,560 --> 00:14:26,837
Ruby...
337
00:14:26,861 --> 00:14:28,806
[ CHUCKLES LIGHTLY ]
338
00:14:28,830 --> 00:14:31,551
...doesn't need to learn
how to do a cartwheel.
339
00:14:31,575 --> 00:14:34,278
She needs you to watch her, cheer her on.
340
00:14:34,302 --> 00:14:37,915
And lay down next to her
when she's scared.
341
00:14:37,939 --> 00:14:41,152
And eat the cookies she bakes
and pretend to be enjoying them.
342
00:14:41,176 --> 00:14:43,654
[ SIGHS ]
343
00:14:43,678 --> 00:14:46,090
You're a great mother.
344
00:14:46,114 --> 00:14:47,704
And...
345
00:14:48,683 --> 00:14:52,029
there's good in the life we have.
346
00:14:52,053 --> 00:14:53,668
And you're missing it
347
00:14:54,122 --> 00:14:56,534
by constantly searching
for something better.
348
00:14:56,558 --> 00:14:58,336
Something that may not exist.
349
00:14:58,360 --> 00:15:07,011
♪
350
00:15:07,035 --> 00:15:09,080
Are you feeling overheated?
351
00:15:09,104 --> 00:15:10,581
♪
352
00:15:10,605 --> 00:15:11,804
No.
353
00:15:14,441 --> 00:15:15,648
Scared?
354
00:15:16,810 --> 00:15:19,423
No, I'm feeling sad that my
husband thinks there's no hope.
355
00:15:19,447 --> 00:15:20,725
You are sweating.
356
00:15:20,749 --> 00:15:23,694
Sweat is a response to fear, not sadness.
357
00:15:23,718 --> 00:15:24,962
♪
358
00:15:24,986 --> 00:15:27,387
Your temperature is normal.
359
00:15:29,123 --> 00:15:32,248
You may have an adrenal tumor.
360
00:15:33,227 --> 00:15:34,805
- Is that good?
- Yes.
361
00:15:34,829 --> 00:15:36,796
Tumors can be removed.
362
00:15:39,600 --> 00:15:43,036
[ ENGINE IDLING ]
363
00:15:46,673 --> 00:15:49,320
[ ENGINE SHUTS OFF ]
364
00:15:49,344 --> 00:15:50,554
I'm not mad.
365
00:15:50,578 --> 00:15:51,769
[ SCOFFS ]
366
00:15:51,793 --> 00:15:52,957
I'm a little mad.
367
00:15:52,981 --> 00:15:55,159
But I want to understand what's going on.
368
00:15:55,183 --> 00:15:56,327
Dad, not now.
369
00:15:56,351 --> 00:15:58,362
I mean, it's not like you
to be this reckless
370
00:15:58,386 --> 00:16:00,464
with your health, your future.
371
00:16:00,488 --> 00:16:01,832
[ BREATHING SHAKILY ]
372
00:16:01,856 --> 00:16:03,154
I can't...
373
00:16:04,224 --> 00:16:05,836
Kel, are you having an asthma attack?
374
00:16:05,860 --> 00:16:06,837
Where's your inhaler?
375
00:16:06,861 --> 00:16:08,272
I don't... It's...
376
00:16:08,296 --> 00:16:09,807
It's not the asthma.
377
00:16:09,831 --> 00:16:10,708
What is it?
378
00:16:10,732 --> 00:16:12,410
[ SHAKY BREATHING CONTINUES ]
379
00:16:12,434 --> 00:16:13,677
Tell me what you're feeling.
380
00:16:13,701 --> 00:16:15,835
My heart's... beating fast.
381
00:16:16,804 --> 00:16:17,915
[ SIGHS ]
382
00:16:17,939 --> 00:16:19,150
Do you feel dizzy?
383
00:16:19,174 --> 00:16:21,719
Like the walls are closing in?
384
00:16:21,743 --> 00:16:24,355
I think you're having a panic attack.
385
00:16:24,379 --> 00:16:25,423
Take a deep breath.
386
00:16:25,447 --> 00:16:28,392
- 1, 2, 3...
- [ INHALES DEEPLY ]
387
00:16:28,416 --> 00:16:30,550
- Now out.
- [ EXHALES DEEPLY ]
388
00:16:31,585 --> 00:16:33,431
Keep breathing.
389
00:16:33,455 --> 00:16:35,421
[ BREATHING DEEPLY ]
390
00:16:38,692 --> 00:16:40,004
Good.
391
00:16:40,028 --> 00:16:42,840
♪
392
00:16:42,864 --> 00:16:45,009
Does this happen a lot?
393
00:16:45,033 --> 00:16:50,014
♪
394
00:16:50,038 --> 00:16:53,217
I know vaping is stupid, but...
395
00:16:53,241 --> 00:16:54,552
[ SCOFFS ]
396
00:16:54,576 --> 00:16:56,887
[ BREATHES SHAKILY ]
397
00:16:56,911 --> 00:16:58,689
It helps this feeling go away.
398
00:16:58,713 --> 00:17:04,951
♪
399
00:17:06,780 --> 00:17:08,599
Hey, give it back, asshat!
400
00:17:08,623 --> 00:17:09,800
Victor, Max!
401
00:17:09,824 --> 00:17:11,128
Cut it out.
402
00:17:11,152 --> 00:17:12,369
Mr. Keeler.
403
00:17:12,393 --> 00:17:14,605
We have some test results
we need to discuss.
404
00:17:14,629 --> 00:17:16,107
In private.
405
00:17:16,131 --> 00:17:18,142
Whatever you have to say to him,
you can say to us.
406
00:17:18,166 --> 00:17:19,543
Oh, wish you could.
407
00:17:19,567 --> 00:17:21,612
Would love your input.
408
00:17:21,636 --> 00:17:24,315
But, clearly,
you're far too busy watching...
409
00:17:24,339 --> 00:17:26,405
pimple-popping videos.
410
00:17:28,182 --> 00:17:29,382
Go away.
411
00:17:40,821 --> 00:17:42,166
The damage to your heart
412
00:17:42,190 --> 00:17:44,702
temporarily cut off blood flow
to your kidneys.
413
00:17:44,726 --> 00:17:47,860
They were already weak
and couldn't handle the stress.
414
00:17:48,862 --> 00:17:51,175
You've progressed
to complete renal failure.
415
00:17:51,199 --> 00:17:52,610
I'm sorry.
416
00:17:52,634 --> 00:17:54,278
MORGAN: You'll need a transplant.
417
00:17:54,302 --> 00:17:57,770
But dialysis can keep you going
until a matching donor is found.
418
00:17:59,106 --> 00:18:02,453
I'm guessing a guy with a bad heart
419
00:18:02,477 --> 00:18:06,279
and damaged liver, history of hepatitis
420
00:18:06,714 --> 00:18:08,247
isn't first up.
421
00:18:09,750 --> 00:18:12,614
Your best bet
is to find a living donor...
422
00:18:12,638 --> 00:18:14,331
most likely, a family member.
423
00:18:14,355 --> 00:18:15,466
[ SIGHS ]
424
00:18:15,490 --> 00:18:17,330
I'm an addict...
425
00:18:18,293 --> 00:18:22,001
who stole and lied like one
and then went to prison.
426
00:18:23,002 --> 00:18:25,598
My Christmas card list is pretty short.
427
00:18:27,100 --> 00:18:29,480
We'll connect you with
our transplant coordinator.
428
00:18:29,504 --> 00:18:31,482
She'll help you reach out to family
429
00:18:31,506 --> 00:18:33,651
and answer any questions they may have.
430
00:18:33,675 --> 00:18:37,154
♪
431
00:18:37,178 --> 00:18:39,810
Should've taken those twerps sailing.
432
00:18:40,848 --> 00:18:42,560
[ SCOFFS ]
433
00:18:42,584 --> 00:18:44,895
♪
434
00:18:44,919 --> 00:18:46,497
[ MRI MACHINE HUMMING ]
435
00:18:46,521 --> 00:18:47,753
[ MOUSE CLICKS ]
436
00:18:49,189 --> 00:18:51,824
Her husband's not wrong, Shaun.
437
00:18:52,156 --> 00:18:54,004
Sometimes, people need to accept
438
00:18:54,028 --> 00:18:55,906
that things are
as good as they're gonna get
439
00:18:55,930 --> 00:18:57,745
and make peace with it.
440
00:18:58,399 --> 00:19:03,280
Wanting more can only lead to
disappointment and heartbreak.
441
00:19:03,304 --> 00:19:08,285
♪
442
00:19:08,309 --> 00:19:10,688
What good does it do to give up
443
00:19:10,712 --> 00:19:13,970
if you're already heartbroken?
444
00:19:13,995 --> 00:19:19,498
♪
445
00:19:20,476 --> 00:19:21,532
Hmm.
446
00:19:21,556 --> 00:19:23,734
You were right. No tumor.
447
00:19:23,758 --> 00:19:26,804
♪
448
00:19:26,828 --> 00:19:28,872
Well, you were also right.
449
00:19:28,896 --> 00:19:31,308
♪
450
00:19:31,332 --> 00:19:32,509
The bright color.
451
00:19:32,533 --> 00:19:34,778
It means there is an increase
in the uptake
452
00:19:34,802 --> 00:19:37,214
of radioactive material
in the medullary space.
453
00:19:37,238 --> 00:19:39,950
Which is enlarged
and overproducing adrenaline,
454
00:19:39,974 --> 00:19:42,519
so the gland itself
is acting like a tumor.
455
00:19:42,543 --> 00:19:44,488
♪
456
00:19:44,512 --> 00:19:47,211
We have a new diagnosis.
457
00:19:47,749 --> 00:19:49,426
[ CHUCKLES SOFTLY ]
458
00:19:49,450 --> 00:19:51,817
♪
459
00:19:54,588 --> 00:19:56,856
The quiet is a nice change of pace.
460
00:19:58,025 --> 00:19:59,903
I told the boys to get some air,
461
00:19:59,927 --> 00:20:02,439
try to avoid committing
more criminal offenses
462
00:20:02,463 --> 00:20:03,929
on hospital grounds.
463
00:20:05,699 --> 00:20:08,007
I know they can be annoying and loud
464
00:20:08,031 --> 00:20:09,413
and constantly in the way,
465
00:20:09,437 --> 00:20:11,915
but I can't make them leave.
466
00:20:11,939 --> 00:20:13,250
Want me to give it a shot?
467
00:20:13,274 --> 00:20:14,251
[ CHUCKLES ]
468
00:20:14,275 --> 00:20:15,653
I'd like to see that, actually.
469
00:20:15,677 --> 00:20:16,887
[ CHUCKLES ]
470
00:20:16,911 --> 00:20:18,922
Nah, they just scared.
471
00:20:18,946 --> 00:20:22,026
They think if they leave, then...
472
00:20:22,050 --> 00:20:24,028
I'll be the latest
in a long line of people
473
00:20:24,052 --> 00:20:26,118
they didn't have a chance
to say goodbye to.
474
00:20:28,955 --> 00:20:30,367
- [ INHALES SHARPLY ]
- Wes?
475
00:20:30,391 --> 00:20:31,435
[ GROANS ]
476
00:20:31,459 --> 00:20:32,636
Code blue!
477
00:20:32,660 --> 00:20:34,471
[ MONITOR ALARM ]
478
00:20:34,495 --> 00:20:38,197
♪
479
00:20:39,520 --> 00:20:42,166
You do not have idiopathic dysautonomia.
480
00:20:42,191 --> 00:20:43,357
You have a rare condition
481
00:20:43,382 --> 00:20:45,582
called bilateral adrenal
medullary hyperplasia.
482
00:20:45,607 --> 00:20:46,869
Unfortunately, Alice,
483
00:20:46,894 --> 00:20:49,072
there's only one cure for this condition,
484
00:20:49,096 --> 00:20:50,840
and that's to remove your adrenal glands.
485
00:20:50,864 --> 00:20:52,976
You would need to be
on steroid replacement therapy
486
00:20:53,000 --> 00:20:54,211
for the rest of your life.
487
00:20:54,235 --> 00:20:56,179
And that comes with
a whole new set of symptoms.
488
00:20:56,203 --> 00:20:58,114
Fragile bones, high blood pressure,
489
00:20:58,138 --> 00:21:00,096
G.I. issues, mood disorders,
490
00:21:00,120 --> 00:21:03,008
increased chance of diabetes,
serious infections.
491
00:21:04,043 --> 00:21:06,389
I-I understand. I want to do it.
492
00:21:06,413 --> 00:21:09,960
Medullary hyperplasia
is not terminal or progressive.
493
00:21:09,984 --> 00:21:12,696
You could have a normal life expectancy
494
00:21:12,720 --> 00:21:13,897
in your current condition.
495
00:21:13,921 --> 00:21:16,099
My "current condition" is pathetic.
496
00:21:16,123 --> 00:21:17,500
I'm having the surgery.
497
00:21:17,524 --> 00:21:18,802
OWEN: Alice.
498
00:21:18,826 --> 00:21:20,604
This could kill you.
499
00:21:20,628 --> 00:21:23,907
♪
500
00:21:23,931 --> 00:21:25,434
I love you.
501
00:21:26,227 --> 00:21:28,267
I won't risk your life.
502
00:21:30,937 --> 00:21:33,605
If you insist on
going through with this...
503
00:21:36,442 --> 00:21:38,288
...Ruby and I are leaving.
504
00:21:38,312 --> 00:21:44,761
♪
505
00:21:44,785 --> 00:21:48,765
If you love her, you shouldn't leave her.
506
00:21:48,789 --> 00:21:50,967
It's not her fault she's sick.
507
00:21:50,991 --> 00:21:53,370
And she just wants to make things better.
508
00:21:53,394 --> 00:21:54,878
- It isn't fair.
- MELENDEZ: Shaun.
509
00:21:54,902 --> 00:21:57,774
There is nothing worse
than losing the person you love.
510
00:21:57,798 --> 00:21:59,175
[ SIGHS ]
511
00:21:59,199 --> 00:22:01,811
I'm sorry. This isn't Dr. Murphy's call.
512
00:22:01,835 --> 00:22:03,464
Nor is it mine.
513
00:22:03,488 --> 00:22:05,099
We'll give you two some time.
514
00:22:05,123 --> 00:22:10,487
♪
515
00:22:10,511 --> 00:22:12,010
He's right.
516
00:22:14,113 --> 00:22:16,860
I-I can't lose you and Ruby.
517
00:22:16,884 --> 00:22:19,129
I won't do it. I won't...
I won't do the surgery.
518
00:22:19,153 --> 00:22:29,127
♪
519
00:22:30,009 --> 00:22:32,243
Wes suffered major cardiac damage.
520
00:22:32,668 --> 00:22:34,377
We can't solve one problem with this guy
521
00:22:34,401 --> 00:22:35,912
before the next one hits.
522
00:22:35,936 --> 00:22:38,415
He's stable now,
but his heart can't handle
523
00:22:38,439 --> 00:22:40,417
the fluid volume shifts
of standard dialysis.
524
00:22:40,441 --> 00:22:42,752
So the only thing keeping
him alive will also kill him.
525
00:22:42,776 --> 00:22:44,487
We could put him on low-flow dialysis.
526
00:22:44,511 --> 00:22:46,089
Keep him in the ICU 'round the clock.
527
00:22:46,113 --> 00:22:47,620
That'll buy him a little time.
528
00:22:47,644 --> 00:22:49,259
Very little.
529
00:22:49,283 --> 00:22:51,628
Call UNOS. See if
they'll move him up the list.
530
00:22:51,652 --> 00:22:52,962
Where are we with family members?
531
00:22:52,986 --> 00:22:54,764
Two of Wes' cousins agreed to be tested.
532
00:22:54,788 --> 00:22:56,533
- We're waiting on the results.
- Good.
533
00:22:56,557 --> 00:22:59,069
Get on the phone with
any other family you can find.
534
00:22:59,093 --> 00:23:01,838
Tell them if their man doesn't get
a kidney in the next couple days,
535
00:23:01,862 --> 00:23:04,507
they should make arrangements
to say their goodbyes.
536
00:23:04,531 --> 00:23:11,770
♪
537
00:23:17,777 --> 00:23:19,952
New kicks won't help you outrun me.
538
00:23:19,976 --> 00:23:21,558
[ LAUGHS ]
539
00:23:21,582 --> 00:23:24,761
Um... they're recipes.
540
00:23:24,785 --> 00:23:25,862
From Dash.
541
00:23:25,886 --> 00:23:27,831
Well, from Kayla.
542
00:23:27,855 --> 00:23:29,733
Kayla by way of Dash.
543
00:23:29,757 --> 00:23:30,934
It's complicated.
544
00:23:30,958 --> 00:23:33,325
[ BREATHES DEEPLY ]
545
00:23:35,895 --> 00:23:37,863
He asked me on a date.
546
00:23:41,701 --> 00:23:43,301
[ CHUCKLES ]
547
00:23:46,439 --> 00:23:47,650
What did you say?
548
00:23:47,674 --> 00:23:50,153
Nothing. I stammered, and then I fled.
549
00:23:50,177 --> 00:23:51,209
[ LAUGHS ]
550
00:23:53,312 --> 00:23:54,679
[ CHUCKLES ]
551
00:23:56,382 --> 00:23:57,727
What did you want to say?
552
00:23:57,751 --> 00:24:00,029
Ohhh. I don't know.
553
00:24:00,053 --> 00:24:03,900
♪
554
00:24:03,924 --> 00:24:05,719
Shaun was right.
555
00:24:06,960 --> 00:24:09,439
Coming home to
an empty apartment really sucks.
556
00:24:09,463 --> 00:24:13,042
♪
557
00:24:13,066 --> 00:24:14,687
I...
558
00:24:15,102 --> 00:24:17,747
used men to make me feel better.
559
00:24:17,771 --> 00:24:19,949
Most of them didn't mind.
560
00:24:19,973 --> 00:24:21,318
But...
561
00:24:21,775 --> 00:24:23,153
I...
562
00:24:24,411 --> 00:24:27,891
don't trust myself not to hurt
someone I care about.
563
00:24:27,915 --> 00:24:32,395
♪
564
00:24:32,419 --> 00:24:35,454
Claire, it's not that complicated.
565
00:24:36,489 --> 00:24:39,658
You lit up this morning when you saw him.
566
00:24:40,927 --> 00:24:43,239
He seems to make you happy.
567
00:24:43,263 --> 00:24:46,576
♪
568
00:24:46,600 --> 00:24:48,545
You deserve to be happy.
569
00:24:48,569 --> 00:24:57,020
♪
570
00:24:57,044 --> 00:24:58,577
[ GROANS ]
571
00:25:08,421 --> 00:25:09,454
Mmm.
572
00:25:11,491 --> 00:25:13,158
How you feeling?
573
00:25:14,494 --> 00:25:16,539
I'm not high,
if that's what you're asking.
574
00:25:16,563 --> 00:25:17,762
It's not.
575
00:25:20,032 --> 00:25:23,079
You know, earlier in the car,
576
00:25:23,103 --> 00:25:25,437
I pushed too hard,
577
00:25:25,925 --> 00:25:28,177
made you feel cornered.
578
00:25:28,467 --> 00:25:29,633
I'm sorry.
579
00:25:31,210 --> 00:25:32,806
You didn't know.
580
00:25:36,582 --> 00:25:37,916
I, uh...
581
00:25:38,437 --> 00:25:40,151
I talked to your mom.
582
00:25:41,187 --> 00:25:42,899
Is she totally freaking out?
583
00:25:42,923 --> 00:25:44,133
She's concerned.
584
00:25:44,157 --> 00:25:48,571
And we talked about
finding a therapist in Phoenix
585
00:25:48,595 --> 00:25:52,993
who specializes in treating anxiety.
586
00:25:53,333 --> 00:25:56,346
So you're pawning me off
on a total stranger?
587
00:25:56,370 --> 00:25:58,403
No. No. I...
588
00:26:00,806 --> 00:26:02,685
I thought you'd be more comfortable
589
00:26:02,709 --> 00:26:05,021
talking to someone who's not...
590
00:26:05,045 --> 00:26:09,347
She said you've been
pretty withdrawn lately.
591
00:26:13,386 --> 00:26:17,267
I know things between
your mom and I are a little...
592
00:26:17,291 --> 00:26:18,301
Screwed up?
593
00:26:18,325 --> 00:26:21,971
♪
594
00:26:21,995 --> 00:26:23,524
Unsettled.
595
00:26:24,197 --> 00:26:26,368
Is that making you feel anxious?
596
00:26:26,392 --> 00:26:27,945
No.
597
00:26:28,735 --> 00:26:30,068
It's not you.
598
00:26:32,271 --> 00:26:33,917
It's nothing. It's... It's okay.
599
00:26:33,941 --> 00:26:35,919
No, it's obviously not.
600
00:26:35,943 --> 00:26:37,554
♪
601
00:26:37,578 --> 00:26:39,856
Some of this is on you.
602
00:26:39,880 --> 00:26:41,658
You know, every time we talk,
603
00:26:41,682 --> 00:26:43,760
you don't tell me anything
about your life.
604
00:26:43,784 --> 00:26:45,261
That's because you don't want
to know anything.
605
00:26:45,285 --> 00:26:46,663
That's not true!
606
00:26:46,687 --> 00:26:48,698
♪
607
00:26:48,722 --> 00:26:51,590
You're busy saving patients
a hundred hours a week.
608
00:26:52,925 --> 00:26:55,405
You don't want to feel guilty
about being a thousand miles away.
609
00:26:55,429 --> 00:26:58,392
You just want to know that I'm okay.
610
00:26:58,699 --> 00:27:00,510
So I say I'm okay.
611
00:27:00,534 --> 00:27:05,937
♪
612
00:27:10,042 --> 00:27:12,288
MORGAN: Ewwww!
613
00:27:12,312 --> 00:27:13,699
That's annoying.
614
00:27:14,914 --> 00:27:16,559
Can you do that some place else?
615
00:27:16,583 --> 00:27:20,161
I'm trying to find a better
solution for my patient.
616
00:27:20,185 --> 00:27:21,965
Your patient is being discharged.
617
00:27:21,989 --> 00:27:23,900
I'm trying to get a kidney
for a dying guy.
618
00:27:23,924 --> 00:27:25,568
You're watching gross videos.
619
00:27:25,592 --> 00:27:27,755
I'm waiting to hear back from UNOS.
620
00:27:29,095 --> 00:27:30,528
Ewww!
621
00:27:35,735 --> 00:27:38,047
Do you prefer being called or texted?
622
00:27:38,071 --> 00:27:39,616
Neither.
623
00:27:39,640 --> 00:27:42,785
Do you like surprises
or do you find them irritating?
624
00:27:42,809 --> 00:27:44,854
I find this irritating.
625
00:27:44,878 --> 00:27:45,955
It's research.
626
00:27:45,979 --> 00:27:47,657
Lea said we can't be together
627
00:27:47,681 --> 00:27:49,359
because she is too needy and selfish
628
00:27:49,383 --> 00:27:50,460
to deal with my issues.
629
00:27:50,484 --> 00:27:52,161
You are the most selfish person I know,
630
00:27:52,185 --> 00:27:54,564
so you are a good subject.
631
00:27:54,588 --> 00:27:56,154
[ CHUCKLES SOFTLY ]
632
00:27:58,958 --> 00:28:01,838
Lea's right. She is needy and selfish.
633
00:28:01,862 --> 00:28:04,173
Find someone who loves you
the way you are.
634
00:28:04,197 --> 00:28:05,842
♪
635
00:28:05,866 --> 00:28:09,379
People always say that,
but shouldn't we be with someone
636
00:28:09,403 --> 00:28:12,148
who makes us
a better version of ourselves?
637
00:28:12,172 --> 00:28:16,719
♪
638
00:28:16,743 --> 00:28:17,787
Maybe.
639
00:28:17,811 --> 00:28:20,189
♪
640
00:28:20,213 --> 00:28:22,992
But trying not to be autistic
won't make you better.
641
00:28:23,016 --> 00:28:32,802
♪
642
00:28:32,826 --> 00:28:38,875
♪
643
00:28:38,899 --> 00:28:41,310
I'm sorry you still don't
feel good, Mommy.
644
00:28:41,334 --> 00:28:43,212
Well, I'll feel better when I'm home.
645
00:28:43,236 --> 00:28:45,715
Eating those delicious cookies
that you make for me.
646
00:28:45,739 --> 00:28:48,001
You don't have to go home.
647
00:28:48,475 --> 00:28:50,420
I invented a better surgery.
648
00:28:50,444 --> 00:28:52,989
Instead of removing
both your adrenal glands,
649
00:28:53,013 --> 00:28:56,392
we can just squeeze out the
hyperplastic medullary part...
650
00:28:56,416 --> 00:28:58,220
like popping a pimple.
651
00:28:59,051 --> 00:29:00,863
You "invented" a surgery?
652
00:29:00,887 --> 00:29:02,665
Dr. Murphy's come up with a surgical plan
653
00:29:02,689 --> 00:29:05,168
that could curb overproduction
of your hormones
654
00:29:05,192 --> 00:29:06,869
while leaving you some adrenal function.
655
00:29:06,893 --> 00:29:08,304
What are the chances it'll work?
656
00:29:08,328 --> 00:29:10,473
Oh, we don't know.
657
00:29:10,497 --> 00:29:11,941
MELENDEZ: Since it's never
been done before,
658
00:29:11,965 --> 00:29:13,476
it's difficult to predict the outcome,
659
00:29:13,500 --> 00:29:16,579
but it is a safe
and viable treatment option.
660
00:29:16,603 --> 00:29:23,920
♪
661
00:29:23,944 --> 00:29:31,260
♪
662
00:29:31,284 --> 00:29:33,184
MAX: Is Wes dying?
663
00:29:41,927 --> 00:29:44,006
We're doing everything we can
to help him.
664
00:29:44,030 --> 00:29:46,409
I snuck a look at his chart
when no one was around.
665
00:29:46,433 --> 00:29:48,177
You know that's a crime, right?
666
00:29:48,201 --> 00:29:49,367
Only a misdemeanor.
667
00:29:52,772 --> 00:29:54,217
You should talk to Wes.
668
00:29:54,241 --> 00:29:56,052
[ SIGHS ]
669
00:29:56,076 --> 00:29:59,222
♪
670
00:29:59,246 --> 00:30:00,945
We all got tested.
671
00:30:02,448 --> 00:30:03,581
I'm a match.
672
00:30:05,451 --> 00:30:07,327
I'm gonna give Wes my kidney.
673
00:30:07,351 --> 00:30:09,888
♪
674
00:30:18,650 --> 00:30:20,996
We've discussed your offer
at length, Max.
675
00:30:21,020 --> 00:30:25,401
It's incredibly admirable and generous.
676
00:30:25,425 --> 00:30:26,669
But you're 16.
677
00:30:26,693 --> 00:30:29,572
Living donors have to be 18 years old.
678
00:30:29,596 --> 00:30:31,173
I'm emancipated.
679
00:30:31,197 --> 00:30:32,975
I can give consent for myself.
680
00:30:32,999 --> 00:30:34,743
But it's still up to the hospital
681
00:30:34,767 --> 00:30:36,512
to decide if this is a good idea.
682
00:30:36,536 --> 00:30:39,821
We don't feel this is
in your best interest.
683
00:30:41,240 --> 00:30:42,918
ANDREWS: Max.
684
00:30:42,942 --> 00:30:46,689
The surgery's much harder
on the donor than the recipient.
685
00:30:46,713 --> 00:30:49,325
You could have postoperative
bleeding or infection.
686
00:30:49,349 --> 00:30:50,993
And it's incredibly painful.
687
00:30:51,017 --> 00:30:53,729
I've been through more crap
than any of you.
688
00:30:53,753 --> 00:30:54,864
I can handle it.
689
00:30:54,888 --> 00:30:56,832
There are also long-term consequences...
690
00:30:56,856 --> 00:30:58,534
high blood pressure, renal failure.
691
00:30:58,558 --> 00:31:00,870
If something happens to your
other kidney, you don't have a spare.
692
00:31:00,894 --> 00:31:02,404
I know how to subtract.
693
00:31:02,428 --> 00:31:03,506
I'm cool with it.
694
00:31:03,530 --> 00:31:05,341
MORGAN: And the recovery
is long and hard.
695
00:31:05,365 --> 00:31:08,177
You would need someone to
help you get dressed and bathe
696
00:31:08,201 --> 00:31:10,179
and make sure you take
all your medications.
697
00:31:10,203 --> 00:31:13,438
I've been taking care of myself
just fine for a long time.
698
00:31:14,740 --> 00:31:16,552
♪
699
00:31:16,576 --> 00:31:18,754
Actually, Max...
700
00:31:18,778 --> 00:31:22,124
you've been in juvie and on drugs.
701
00:31:22,148 --> 00:31:24,660
You're not taking care of yourself.
702
00:31:24,684 --> 00:31:27,997
♪
703
00:31:28,021 --> 00:31:29,621
Okay, I get it.
704
00:31:30,576 --> 00:31:32,509
I'm a screw-up.
705
00:31:32,711 --> 00:31:34,611
But Wes isn't.
706
00:31:34,727 --> 00:31:38,173
He's bailed me out of jail.
707
00:31:38,197 --> 00:31:39,842
He's picked me up
in the middle of the night
708
00:31:39,866 --> 00:31:41,844
when I was too messed up to drive.
709
00:31:41,868 --> 00:31:44,179
He's cleaned me up after fights.
710
00:31:44,203 --> 00:31:46,682
♪
711
00:31:46,706 --> 00:31:50,642
[ VOICE BREAKING ] He came
with me to my sister's funeral.
712
00:31:51,444 --> 00:31:54,256
If I manage to stay out of jail,
713
00:31:54,280 --> 00:31:55,991
it's because of Wes.
714
00:31:56,015 --> 00:32:00,652
If I'm a halfway decent father someday...
715
00:32:01,373 --> 00:32:03,405
if I'm not a lost cause...
716
00:32:04,810 --> 00:32:07,367
it's because Wes never gave up on me.
717
00:32:07,392 --> 00:32:10,893
♪
718
00:32:11,430 --> 00:32:12,641
He shouldn't die
719
00:32:12,666 --> 00:32:16,226
because I made dumb-ass decisions.
720
00:32:16,251 --> 00:32:23,323
♪
721
00:32:23,543 --> 00:32:25,476
[ MONITOR BEEPING ]
722
00:32:34,039 --> 00:32:35,239
♪
723
00:32:35,264 --> 00:32:36,813
MELENDEZ: It's your surgery.
724
00:32:37,115 --> 00:32:40,330
And we have the exact same
amount of experience with this.
725
00:32:40,355 --> 00:32:46,492
♪
726
00:32:46,846 --> 00:32:49,826
Free up the medulla along
the inner cortical surface.
727
00:32:50,570 --> 00:32:52,648
Careful not to penetrate the cortex.
728
00:32:52,672 --> 00:32:57,158
♪
729
00:32:57,183 --> 00:32:58,668
Mm.
730
00:32:59,345 --> 00:33:00,791
Nothing's coming out.
731
00:33:00,816 --> 00:33:03,524
Try using your fingers
to pinch the gland.
732
00:33:03,549 --> 00:33:05,561
Use a circular motion to coax it out.
733
00:33:05,585 --> 00:33:08,497
♪
734
00:33:08,521 --> 00:33:10,466
I've popped my share of pimples.
735
00:33:10,490 --> 00:33:12,301
♪
736
00:33:12,325 --> 00:33:15,037
[ SIGHS ]
737
00:33:15,061 --> 00:33:25,047
♪
738
00:33:25,071 --> 00:33:34,823
♪
739
00:33:34,847 --> 00:33:37,326
♪
740
00:33:37,350 --> 00:33:39,418
That's cool.
741
00:33:39,443 --> 00:33:40,942
♪
742
00:33:41,387 --> 00:33:43,255
One down, one to go.
743
00:33:43,280 --> 00:33:46,248
♪
744
00:33:46,559 --> 00:33:48,604
Wes is like a father to Max.
745
00:33:48,628 --> 00:33:49,838
If he were his actual father,
746
00:33:49,862 --> 00:33:51,483
we wouldn't hesitate to let him do it.
747
00:33:51,507 --> 00:33:52,997
I think we should.
748
00:33:54,366 --> 00:33:55,725
Me, too.
749
00:33:56,202 --> 00:33:58,447
The little punk got to me.
750
00:33:58,471 --> 00:34:00,449
♪
751
00:34:00,473 --> 00:34:02,524
We've explained all the risks.
752
00:34:02,549 --> 00:34:04,683
Max was unwavering.
753
00:34:06,671 --> 00:34:08,624
I vote yes.
754
00:34:08,648 --> 00:34:13,629
♪
755
00:34:13,653 --> 00:34:15,297
One admirable decision
756
00:34:15,321 --> 00:34:18,081
doesn't wipe away a lifetime of bad ones.
757
00:34:18,106 --> 00:34:20,773
♪
758
00:34:21,394 --> 00:34:23,405
It's three against one.
759
00:34:23,429 --> 00:34:27,509
♪
760
00:34:27,533 --> 00:34:29,478
This isn't a democracy.
761
00:34:29,502 --> 00:34:33,949
♪
762
00:34:33,973 --> 00:34:35,718
I'll tell the patient.
763
00:34:35,742 --> 00:34:41,145
♪
764
00:34:43,658 --> 00:34:45,692
[ MONITOR BEEPING ]
765
00:34:49,305 --> 00:34:51,117
One of the boys get into trouble again?
766
00:34:51,141 --> 00:34:52,785
[ CHUCKLES ] No.
767
00:34:52,809 --> 00:34:55,176
No, they've given you
a reason to be proud.
768
00:34:56,512 --> 00:34:59,392
They all got tested
to see if they were a match.
769
00:34:59,416 --> 00:35:00,748
Max is.
770
00:35:01,096 --> 00:35:02,796
He wants to give you his kidney.
771
00:35:06,388 --> 00:35:08,401
That little turd is full of surprises.
772
00:35:08,425 --> 00:35:09,524
[ CHUCKLES ]
773
00:35:24,940 --> 00:35:28,220
I can't approve the transplant, Wes.
774
00:35:28,244 --> 00:35:29,922
♪
775
00:35:29,946 --> 00:35:31,257
I'm sorry.
776
00:35:31,281 --> 00:35:34,093
♪
777
00:35:34,117 --> 00:35:36,829
Max is a good kid.
778
00:35:36,853 --> 00:35:40,766
He's gonna make a good man
one day, thanks to you.
779
00:35:40,790 --> 00:35:45,205
But, for now, he still needs
grown-ups to have his back.
780
00:35:45,229 --> 00:35:46,416
The risks to his health...
781
00:35:46,440 --> 00:35:47,556
It's okay.
782
00:35:47,580 --> 00:35:53,279
♪
783
00:35:53,303 --> 00:35:54,947
It...
784
00:35:54,971 --> 00:35:56,680
It's the right call.
785
00:35:56,705 --> 00:36:02,209
♪
786
00:36:02,646 --> 00:36:06,225
It's my job to save those kids.
787
00:36:06,249 --> 00:36:08,060
Not the other way around.
788
00:36:08,084 --> 00:36:11,063
♪
789
00:36:11,087 --> 00:36:13,287
You're still on the UNOS list.
790
00:36:14,490 --> 00:36:16,636
We'll keep reaching out to your family.
791
00:36:16,660 --> 00:36:18,104
We're not giving up.
792
00:36:18,128 --> 00:36:25,077
♪
793
00:36:25,101 --> 00:36:29,882
I need you to do one other thing for me.
794
00:36:29,906 --> 00:36:35,588
♪
795
00:36:35,612 --> 00:36:37,645
[ DOOR OPENS ]
796
00:36:47,856 --> 00:36:49,402
Sorry to interrupt.
797
00:36:49,426 --> 00:36:50,803
It's okay.
798
00:36:50,827 --> 00:36:53,272
No one's probably listening anyway.
799
00:36:53,296 --> 00:36:54,996
[ CHUCKLES SOFTLY ]
800
00:36:56,865 --> 00:37:01,514
♪
801
00:37:01,538 --> 00:37:03,382
[ DOOR CLOSES ]
802
00:37:03,406 --> 00:37:05,217
♪
803
00:37:05,241 --> 00:37:07,153
Your kidney's not a match.
804
00:37:07,177 --> 00:37:09,155
♪
805
00:37:09,179 --> 00:37:11,390
They said I was.
806
00:37:11,414 --> 00:37:13,915
Your blood and tissue type were good.
807
00:37:14,549 --> 00:37:16,062
But the serum crossmatch showed
808
00:37:16,086 --> 00:37:20,354
that Wes produces antibodies
in reaction to your cells.
809
00:37:20,805 --> 00:37:23,091
His body would reject your kidney.
810
00:37:24,760 --> 00:37:26,572
I'm sorry.
811
00:37:26,596 --> 00:37:29,742
♪
812
00:37:29,766 --> 00:37:31,977
Figures.
813
00:37:32,001 --> 00:37:33,879
I can't do one stupid thing right.
814
00:37:33,903 --> 00:37:35,536
That's not true.
815
00:37:36,905 --> 00:37:39,107
You did everything you could.
816
00:37:41,176 --> 00:37:42,688
Wes is so proud of you.
817
00:37:42,712 --> 00:37:51,731
♪
818
00:37:51,755 --> 00:37:53,766
[ CRYING ]
819
00:37:53,790 --> 00:38:03,476
♪
820
00:38:03,500 --> 00:38:13,219
♪
821
00:38:13,243 --> 00:38:15,020
Any dizziness or nausea?
822
00:38:15,044 --> 00:38:17,223
No. No headaches, either.
823
00:38:17,247 --> 00:38:19,058
You need to try getting out of bed
824
00:38:19,082 --> 00:38:20,793
to see if your symptoms return.
825
00:38:20,817 --> 00:38:22,120
She ready for that?
826
00:38:22,144 --> 00:38:24,096
No cartwheels yet, but hopefully.
827
00:38:24,120 --> 00:38:25,753
[ CHUCKLES ]
828
00:38:30,626 --> 00:38:40,613
♪
829
00:38:40,637 --> 00:38:43,182
♪
830
00:38:43,206 --> 00:38:44,483
How's it feel?
831
00:38:44,507 --> 00:38:47,953
♪
832
00:38:47,977 --> 00:38:49,217
Room's not spinning.
833
00:38:49,241 --> 00:38:50,856
Mommy! You're all better!
834
00:38:50,880 --> 00:38:53,259
Whoa! Careful, sweet pea.
835
00:38:53,283 --> 00:38:55,361
Mama's still recovering.
836
00:38:55,385 --> 00:38:57,863
♪
837
00:38:57,887 --> 00:38:59,532
I'm okay.
838
00:38:59,556 --> 00:39:01,967
♪
839
00:39:01,991 --> 00:39:03,035
Ooh!
840
00:39:03,059 --> 00:39:13,012
♪
841
00:39:13,036 --> 00:39:14,969
♪
842
00:39:16,271 --> 00:39:18,317
Here's the Big Dipper.
843
00:39:18,341 --> 00:39:20,859
If you extend a straight line
through these two,
844
00:39:20,883 --> 00:39:23,622
this bright star is Polaris.
845
00:39:23,646 --> 00:39:25,536
All of our phones have compass apps.
846
00:39:25,560 --> 00:39:27,381
Hey, just shut up and listen.
847
00:39:27,803 --> 00:39:29,436
This crap's important.
848
00:39:30,392 --> 00:39:33,160
Polaris is your true north.
849
00:39:34,423 --> 00:39:37,570
You keep your eye on that,
you're gonna find your way out
850
00:39:37,594 --> 00:39:39,305
of whatever mess you've gotten into.
851
00:39:39,329 --> 00:39:42,675
[ "TO LOVE SOMEBODY" PLAYS ]
852
00:39:42,699 --> 00:39:52,685
♪
853
00:39:52,709 --> 00:39:58,924
♪
854
00:39:58,948 --> 00:40:02,895
♪ There's a light ♪
855
00:40:02,919 --> 00:40:03,996
[ CHUCKLES ]
856
00:40:04,020 --> 00:40:05,397
[ CLEARS THROAT ]
857
00:40:05,421 --> 00:40:07,766
♪ Certain kind of light ♪
858
00:40:07,790 --> 00:40:09,268
O... kay.
859
00:40:09,292 --> 00:40:10,870
- All right.
- Mm.
860
00:40:10,894 --> 00:40:12,371
♪ Never shone on me ♪
861
00:40:12,395 --> 00:40:16,609
♪
862
00:40:16,633 --> 00:40:17,943
♪ Want my life to be ♪
863
00:40:17,967 --> 00:40:19,712
- [ CHUCKLES ]
- [ CLEARS THROAT ] That's, uh...
864
00:40:19,736 --> 00:40:21,247
Even worse than it looks.
865
00:40:21,271 --> 00:40:22,948
[ LAUGHS ]
866
00:40:22,972 --> 00:40:24,884
It's so bad. It's so bad!
867
00:40:24,908 --> 00:40:26,352
[ LAUGHS ]
868
00:40:26,376 --> 00:40:28,287
- Mm.
- Cooks, we are not.
869
00:40:28,311 --> 00:40:29,377
[ LAUGHS ]
870
00:40:30,612 --> 00:40:32,858
♪ And there's a way ♪
871
00:40:32,882 --> 00:40:35,895
♪
872
00:40:35,919 --> 00:40:37,429
♪ Everybody say ♪
873
00:40:37,453 --> 00:40:39,098
I think we should go on a date.
874
00:40:39,122 --> 00:40:40,288
A real date.
875
00:40:41,323 --> 00:40:43,769
Shaun, I already said no.
876
00:40:43,793 --> 00:40:45,471
Yes, because you think
877
00:40:45,495 --> 00:40:47,473
there are problems that can't be fixed.
878
00:40:47,497 --> 00:40:49,308
But I am very good at solving problems.
879
00:40:49,332 --> 00:40:52,211
I saved a woman today
who nobody thought I could save.
880
00:40:52,235 --> 00:40:53,979
I don't need saving, Shaun.
881
00:40:54,003 --> 00:40:55,814
Okay. I understand.
882
00:40:55,838 --> 00:40:57,583
- I can fix this.
- [ SIGHS ]
883
00:40:57,607 --> 00:41:00,719
Yes. You have to give me a chance.
884
00:41:00,743 --> 00:41:02,254
You need to let me try.
885
00:41:02,278 --> 00:41:04,990
No. I don't need to do anything.
You need to listen to me.
886
00:41:05,014 --> 00:41:06,592
- No. No...
- This is only proving my point.
887
00:41:06,616 --> 00:41:08,260
I have... I have a plan.
888
00:41:08,284 --> 00:41:09,795
I can fix it!
889
00:41:09,819 --> 00:41:11,563
I-I will fix it!
890
00:41:11,587 --> 00:41:14,233
Shaun, you're autistic.
You can't fix that.
891
00:41:14,257 --> 00:41:16,602
♪
892
00:41:16,626 --> 00:41:19,493
♪ To love somebody ♪
893
00:41:21,697 --> 00:41:23,909
You are who you are.
894
00:41:23,933 --> 00:41:25,611
And I am who I am.
895
00:41:25,635 --> 00:41:29,281
And the two of us will never work.
896
00:41:29,305 --> 00:41:31,016
♪ I love you ♪
897
00:41:31,040 --> 00:41:33,686
♪ I love you ♪
898
00:41:33,710 --> 00:41:39,325
♪ You don't know what it's like ♪
899
00:41:39,349 --> 00:41:41,486
♪ You never, you never ♪
900
00:41:41,510 --> 00:41:42,761
♪ You don't know what it's like ♪
901
00:41:42,785 --> 00:41:46,098
♪ You never know what it's like ♪
902
00:41:46,122 --> 00:41:49,068
♪
903
00:41:49,092 --> 00:41:53,027
♪ You don't know what it's like ♪
904
00:41:54,763 --> 00:41:57,109
♪ You never, you never ♪
905
00:41:57,133 --> 00:41:58,377
♪ You don't know what it's like ♪
906
00:41:58,401 --> 00:42:01,435
♪ You never know what it's like ♪
907
00:42:03,605 --> 00:42:07,086
♪ To love somebody ♪
908
00:42:07,110 --> 00:42:12,091
♪ Ooh, to love somebody ♪
909
00:42:12,115 --> 00:42:15,750
♪ The way I love you ♪