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Previously on "The Good Doctor"...

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Can I help you?

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My name's Miles Browne. I'm your father.

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- Go home.
- Whoa.

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I think you're having a stroke.

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I have terminal cancer.

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I waited for you, and you left.

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MILES: I thought about you every day.

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♪♪

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It's good we're not roommates anymore.

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'Cause I couldn't do this.

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Having sex doesn't make us a thing.

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You need to see other women.

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- Why? I don't really want to...
- No excuses.

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You wanna come back
to my place for a little more?

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Just sleeping with you
isn't good for me.

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I want to give Heather a chance.

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[WATER RUNNING]

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Thanks for cooking.

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And the new skillet.

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The chicken was delicious.

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What'd I tell you?

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Cast iron kicks ass.

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Wait till you sear a steak in it.

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You won't believe the difference.

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I'll definitely try it.

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Mm.

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So, you up for a movie?

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Actually, I thought maybe
we could just... talk.

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Oh. We've been all night talking.

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Yeah, about our jobs, the news,
the weather,

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but...

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we, uh... we never really
talked about the past.

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Oh, we did.

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When you were in the hospital.

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Barely.

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Have you forgiven me?

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♪♪

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[SIGHS]

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I...

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I'd rather just watch a movie.

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- Claire, I don't...
- If you want to join, great.

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If not, let's just call it a night.

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Okay.

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Movie it is.

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Okay.

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♪♪

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How'd your presentation go?

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It was... long.

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Didn't you do laundry yesterday?

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I'm not doing laundry. I'm packing.

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For our camping trip.

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We've done nothing but work
for three weeks,

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and neither of us feels... better.

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A weekend in the woods
isn't going to change anything,

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not to mention you can't even
sleep on a couch,

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much less outside on the ground.

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I agree.

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It's going to be a challenge,
but that's the point.

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The further outside
our comfort zones we go,

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the more distracted we'll be.

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♪♪

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[KEYS RATTLE]

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[DOOR UNLOCKS]

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[ALARM BLARING]

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[BUTTONS BEEPING]

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[BUZZER]

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[BUTTONS BEEPING]

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[BUZZER]

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[BUTTONS BEEPING]

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[ALARM STOPS]

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Whoa! It's me! It's me, okay?

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- Don't shoot.
- Are you okay?

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I'm fine. Can you put
the gun down, please?

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I opened the door,
and the alarm went off. It's broken.

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Oh, thank God.

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- Man.
- I thought somebody, uh...

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Hi.

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Hi.

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It's not loaded.

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Yeah. Good.

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No. No, not good.

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I store this loaded always.

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I unloaded it.

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For this exact reason.
You could have killed me.

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And if you had been an intruder,
you could've killed me.

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I'm not an intruder. I'm me.

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Hello?

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You had the gun pointed
right at my head.

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No. I was aiming center mass.

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My finger wasn't even on the trigger.

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Thank you very much for the apology.

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- Really appreciate it.
- Apology?

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What in the world would make you think

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that it was okay to unload my gun?

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You almost shot me center mass, okay?

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But by all means, don't apologize!

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I did not almost shoot you,

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and if you don't stop
with the apology cr...

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I'm going to bed.

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Alone.

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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com

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ASHER: The discoloration is a
deeper red than her last exam.

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CLAIRE: And it's warm to the touch.

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Ow!

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Sorry. How long has it been tender?

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Uh... about a week.

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Well, it's not a bruise
or muscle strain.

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The AV malformation's growing.

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Which is why I've been
recommending surgery

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since she was five.

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And I've agreed every time.

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It's the first time
there's been any pain.

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And the meds and the nutritional
supplements have been working.

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No, they haven't,

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and puberty will accelerate
the growth even more,

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which puts her at a high risk
for a spontaneous hemorrhage.

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Turtleneck sweaters are definitely

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not the solution any longer.

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She needs the surgery.

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When?

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We can admit her
and start the prep right now.

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AVA: Awesome.

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I hate turtlenecks.

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Your EKG's normal, cholesterol's low,

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and I didn't see any concerning moles.

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I wear SPF 50 every day.

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There was one thing.

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I noticed that you previously
had been on antidepressants.

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I stopped taking those nine months ago.

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They didn't help, and I found
an alternative therapy

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- that's working great.
- Wonderful.

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Cognitive behavioral therapy?

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Nope. [CHUCKLES]

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Uh, I'm injecting a psilocybin serum

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that I make
from hallucinogenic mushrooms

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I grow in my basement.

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Okay, that's, uh, crazy.

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You need to stop that immediately.

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There's tons of studies online
that show that psilocybin

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causes dopamine surges
that treat depression.

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And even more studies
that show that people

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who self-medicate with street drugs

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end up more depressed, addicted,
and sometimes even dead.

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I spent a year
researching mushroom cultivation

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and learning
how to extract the psilocybin.

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And most importantly,

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this is the first treatment
that's ever worked.

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I've never felt better.

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At least let me do some additional tests

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to make sure there aren't
any adverse side effects.

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Sure.

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I'm always open to new information.

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♪♪

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Good morning.

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How can I help you?

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We're here to camp at Yosemite Creek.

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Great. You have a reservation?

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Reservation?

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Campsites are reservation only.

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That's not true.

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There are 27 first come,
first serve campsites.

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There were 27 campsites at 6:00 AM.

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By 6:45, they were all taken.

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I'm gonna need you
to turn the car around.

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No, we need to go camping.

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Sir, I understand you're upset, but...

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No. You... You don't understand
at all why...

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Shaun, it's okay.

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We'll find another place to camp.

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Uh, thank you.

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♪♪

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LIM: Tighten up.

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Now work from the outside in.

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Eliminate any arterial feeders.

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This would be a lot easier

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if they'd let me do this
seven years ago.

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ASHER: It's not their fault.

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They're scared of surgery
for their 12-year-old child.

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They're arrogant.

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And stubborn.

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You're quiet.

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CLAIRE: Oh. Sorry.

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I was actually thinking
about my own parents.

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Miles thinks that we should
"deal with the past"

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so that there's not a barrier
between us.

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Things have been going pretty good.

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And why mess with success?

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I agree.

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When it comes to parents, some things,

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in fact, many things,
should just be left unsaid.

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Says the guy who doesn't have
a relationship with his.

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Yeah. Because I said things
that should have been unsaid.

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Well, I agree with Miles.

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It's not gonna be an easy conversation,

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but...

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wounds that aren't treated get worse.

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- [ALARM BEEPING]
- There's blood in her ET tube.

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Must be a bleeder in the airway.

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Retract the wound.

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[HOSE SUCKING]

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♪♪

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PARK: The research on psilocybin
for drug-resistant depression

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is promising.

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Apex of the lungs look clear.

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There's a big difference between
"promising" and "proven."

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Not to mention a drug
made by professionals

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versus some guy growing
mushrooms in his basement.

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You're the most skeptical guy I
know about alternative medicine,

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but this you agree with?

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I'm not surprised.

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That Park's a total hypocrite?

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That you two disagree.

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You never agree on anything.

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I think you just...

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enjoy arguing with each other.

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[SCOFFS]

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You need to get closer.

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Can you focus on the left inferior lobe?

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Uh...

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[COMPUTER WARBLES]

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- What is that?
- A lesion.

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A fungal lesion.

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[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]

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♪♪

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This isn't camping. It's tailgating.

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There's trees,
a place we can pitch a tent

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and build a fire.

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It smells like gasoline.

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Oh.

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I think their generator
might have a leak.

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Just what you want
right next to a campfire.

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♪♪

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We have a view of the lake.

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It's pretty, isn't it?

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Yeah.

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♪♪

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♪♪

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We had to abort the laser
surgery due to a bleed,

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but she's conscious and stable
now in post-op recovery.

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The AVM infiltrated too deep
into the upper lobe of the lung

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to ablate with the laser.

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We'll have to go back in
and remove her collarbone

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for better access.

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Another surgery?

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To remove her bone?

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We'll put it back
after we excise the AVM.

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She'll have to wear a brace
until the bone heals.

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Vascular malformations are chameleons.

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It's hard to tell
where abnormal blood vessels end

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and normal ones begin.

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You were all a lot more confident

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in your assessment this morning.

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We want to take our daughter home.

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- Yeah.
- Now.

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I'm sorry. That's not possible.

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The laser surgery caused
weakening in the AVM,

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which means it could rebleed
at any time.

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♪♪

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[EXHALES SHARPLY]

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Okay.

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♪♪

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Okay.

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You're lucky. If you scheduled
your physical a week later,

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your liver and lungs would be failing.

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[EXHALES SHARPLY]

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And after the surgery?

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What about my depression?

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00:11:10,662 --> 00:11:12,240
You're asking if you can
continue a treatment

270
00:11:12,264 --> 00:11:13,441
that's killing you?

271
00:11:13,465 --> 00:11:15,276
[SIGHS]

272
00:11:15,742 --> 00:11:18,780
Before I started
the psilocybin injections...

273
00:11:19,345 --> 00:11:20,822
I was miserable.

274
00:11:20,846 --> 00:11:24,893
I-I couldn't sleep, I barely ate.

275
00:11:25,435 --> 00:11:29,137
I can't bear to face
that darkness again.

276
00:11:32,785 --> 00:11:35,197
I don't know if it's the psilocybin

277
00:11:35,221 --> 00:11:37,265
or placebo effect,

278
00:11:37,289 --> 00:11:40,391
or something else
neither of us understands,

279
00:11:41,601 --> 00:11:43,853
but if you found the light once...

280
00:11:45,605 --> 00:11:47,166
you can find it again.

281
00:11:47,190 --> 00:11:54,206
♪♪

282
00:11:54,230 --> 00:11:56,508
[CRICKETS CHIRPING]

283
00:11:56,532 --> 00:12:03,215
♪♪

284
00:12:04,012 --> 00:12:05,389
Okay.

285
00:12:05,975 --> 00:12:08,128
It's a nice fire.

286
00:12:09,254 --> 00:12:11,424
I used the Teepee method.

287
00:12:11,448 --> 00:12:20,066
♪♪

288
00:12:20,090 --> 00:12:24,603
[THUNDER RUMBLES]

289
00:12:24,627 --> 00:12:28,240
♪♪

290
00:12:29,288 --> 00:12:32,301
I'm thinking open thoracotomy
and midline laparotomy.

291
00:12:32,329 --> 00:12:34,870
We might be able to use
minimally invasive scope surgery

292
00:12:34,894 --> 00:12:36,505
to get the big lesions
and attack the rest

293
00:12:36,529 --> 00:12:38,047
post-operatively with anti-fungals.

294
00:12:38,071 --> 00:12:40,083
More like minimally effective.

295
00:12:40,107 --> 00:12:41,984
Better to be aggressive,
take them all out at once.

296
00:12:42,008 --> 00:12:44,353
That's a huge operation
with a long, painful recovery.

297
00:12:44,377 --> 00:12:46,155
He has a huge problem.

298
00:12:46,179 --> 00:12:48,680
This lesion looks like
it extends behind the liver.

299
00:12:51,854 --> 00:12:53,732
You're the senior surgical resident.

300
00:12:53,756 --> 00:12:56,235
You need to start making these calls.

301
00:12:56,672 --> 00:12:58,305
JORDAN: I'm not so sure about that.

302
00:13:00,780 --> 00:13:04,018
I'm sorry, but I question
Dr. Park's objectivity

303
00:13:04,043 --> 00:13:06,388
when it comes to Dr. Reznick's ideas.

304
00:13:06,413 --> 00:13:07,923
I don't care where an idea comes from,

305
00:13:07,947 --> 00:13:09,664
and I don't appreciate you
accusing me...

306
00:13:09,689 --> 00:13:11,018
It wasn't an accusation.

307
00:13:11,043 --> 00:13:12,054
Then what would you call it?

308
00:13:12,078 --> 00:13:15,570
A respectful and sincere question.

309
00:13:16,722 --> 00:13:18,321
What's the answer?

310
00:13:20,783 --> 00:13:24,266
My objective opinion is...

311
00:13:24,871 --> 00:13:27,703
a minimally invasive approach is best.

312
00:13:28,875 --> 00:13:30,635
Okay.

313
00:13:31,068 --> 00:13:33,652
I want it all mapped out with
a 3D reconstruction simulation

314
00:13:33,676 --> 00:13:34,820
before we go in there.

315
00:13:34,844 --> 00:13:36,755
We'll operate in the morning.

316
00:13:36,779 --> 00:13:38,757
[RAIN FALLING]

317
00:13:38,781 --> 00:13:42,928
♪♪

318
00:13:43,489 --> 00:13:45,850
It's actually kinda soothing.

319
00:13:47,812 --> 00:13:49,655
It reminds me of the dripping faucet

320
00:13:50,051 --> 00:13:51,395
in our old apartment.

321
00:13:51,419 --> 00:13:52,863
The sound helped me fall asleep.

322
00:13:52,887 --> 00:13:54,150
Mm.

323
00:13:55,235 --> 00:13:57,167
I loved that building.

324
00:13:57,545 --> 00:13:59,056
It's where we had our first hug.

325
00:13:59,080 --> 00:14:00,035
[GLASS SHATTERS]

326
00:14:00,059 --> 00:14:01,726
- Oh!
- [LAUGHS]

327
00:14:02,075 --> 00:14:04,484
Definitely not soothing.

328
00:14:07,945 --> 00:14:09,100
[GRUNTS]

329
00:14:09,124 --> 00:14:12,169
These might help.

330
00:14:12,802 --> 00:14:16,082
You brought earplugs to a camping trip?

331
00:14:16,605 --> 00:14:18,664
Sometimes you snore.

332
00:14:19,228 --> 00:14:20,694
Thank you.

333
00:14:22,844 --> 00:14:24,355
Mm.

334
00:14:24,426 --> 00:14:26,059
Mm.

335
00:14:29,964 --> 00:14:31,563
Mm.

336
00:14:35,369 --> 00:14:36,980
Mm! Ooh!

337
00:14:37,004 --> 00:14:38,815
[GASPS]

338
00:14:38,839 --> 00:14:41,218
[INHALES SHARPLY]

339
00:14:41,242 --> 00:14:43,533
[SIGHS]

340
00:14:45,426 --> 00:14:46,403
That's it.

341
00:14:46,427 --> 00:14:47,996
I give up.

342
00:14:49,401 --> 00:14:51,446
I have a repair kit.

343
00:14:51,470 --> 00:14:52,614
I don't want to fix things, Shaun.

344
00:14:52,638 --> 00:14:54,271
I just want to go home.

345
00:14:56,462 --> 00:14:57,880
I...

346
00:14:59,982 --> 00:15:02,260
don't want to go home.

347
00:15:02,284 --> 00:15:04,663
If you want to stay
in a cold, wet, leaky tent,

348
00:15:04,687 --> 00:15:07,688
go ahead, but I am sleeping in the car.

349
00:15:24,707 --> 00:15:26,217
[SIGHS]

350
00:15:26,241 --> 00:15:27,752
Ah.

351
00:15:27,776 --> 00:15:29,087
29:32.

352
00:15:29,111 --> 00:15:32,958
Yeah. I used to do sub-25
on recovery days.

353
00:15:32,982 --> 00:15:36,149
Hey, you have time to grab
a quick bite before you go in?

354
00:15:38,654 --> 00:15:40,882
I was actually thinking, uh...

355
00:15:41,790 --> 00:15:43,509
maybe we could talk.

356
00:15:44,994 --> 00:15:46,905
I would love that.

357
00:15:46,929 --> 00:15:48,840
[SIGHS]

358
00:15:48,864 --> 00:15:58,483
♪♪

359
00:15:58,507 --> 00:16:01,611
The last time I saw you before you left,

360
00:16:02,444 --> 00:16:05,090
I... I screamed at you

361
00:16:05,114 --> 00:16:07,408
because you missed my birthday party,

362
00:16:08,426 --> 00:16:11,105
and for the longest time,

363
00:16:11,129 --> 00:16:15,576
I thought if I could just
tell you I was sorry,

364
00:16:15,840 --> 00:16:17,439
that you'd come back.

365
00:16:20,193 --> 00:16:22,305
It wasn't you, Claire.

366
00:16:22,329 --> 00:16:23,606
None of it.

367
00:16:23,630 --> 00:16:27,243
I mean, you... were a great kid.

368
00:16:27,267 --> 00:16:30,435
So smart and thoughtful.

369
00:16:32,241 --> 00:16:34,374
How could you just disappear?

370
00:16:37,747 --> 00:16:40,381
Things between your mother and I
were such a mess.

371
00:16:42,485 --> 00:16:47,366
One night, she was having
one of her episodes,

372
00:16:47,963 --> 00:16:51,999
told me I was worthless.

373
00:16:53,769 --> 00:16:57,048
The only thing I was good for was money.

374
00:16:57,072 --> 00:17:00,051
♪♪

375
00:17:00,770 --> 00:17:03,115
I said, "Okay, if that's all you want,

376
00:17:03,139 --> 00:17:04,517
that's all I'mma give you."

377
00:17:04,541 --> 00:17:06,719
I sent her a check every month.

378
00:17:06,743 --> 00:17:08,943
Never saw or spoke to her again.

379
00:17:11,447 --> 00:17:14,225
It was mean and petty.

380
00:17:15,868 --> 00:17:18,521
- Pathetic.
- We never got any money.

381
00:17:20,177 --> 00:17:21,650
What are you talking about?

382
00:17:21,674 --> 00:17:26,187
I sent monthly support
until you finished college.

383
00:17:26,712 --> 00:17:29,091
I worked two jobs.

384
00:17:29,115 --> 00:17:33,195
I took out a loan to pay
for tuition and our rent.

385
00:17:33,219 --> 00:17:38,700
♪♪

386
00:17:39,236 --> 00:17:42,649
Look... I sent
more than enough for rent,

387
00:17:42,673 --> 00:17:44,818
for clothes, for food.

388
00:17:45,106 --> 00:17:47,618
She stole my money from my child.

389
00:17:47,925 --> 00:17:49,769
The child you totally abandoned.

390
00:17:49,793 --> 00:17:51,071
No. Not totally.

391
00:17:51,095 --> 00:17:53,106
It's not my fault
she squandered that money.

392
00:17:53,130 --> 00:17:57,210
It's not your fault I grew up
without a father?

393
00:17:57,618 --> 00:17:58,829
Without any social life

394
00:17:58,853 --> 00:18:01,898
because I was so busy
being a mom to my own mom?

395
00:18:02,280 --> 00:18:05,893
The woman that you walked out on
when things stopped being fun?

396
00:18:05,918 --> 00:18:07,262
Okay, listen, I'm sorry, okay?

397
00:18:07,286 --> 00:18:08,597
I didn't mean for this
to become an argument.

398
00:18:08,621 --> 00:18:10,199
No, you're not sorry.

399
00:18:10,223 --> 00:18:11,934
If you were, you wouldn't
still be blaming her,

400
00:18:11,958 --> 00:18:13,802
using her as an excuse.

401
00:18:13,826 --> 00:18:16,538
♪♪

402
00:18:17,096 --> 00:18:20,142
You took off because you were too weak

403
00:18:20,166 --> 00:18:22,912
to do what a father is supposed to do...

404
00:18:23,269 --> 00:18:25,922
To take care of me, to protect me.

405
00:18:26,972 --> 00:18:29,251
And now you're back when it's easy,

406
00:18:29,734 --> 00:18:31,645
when I don't need a father?

407
00:18:31,669 --> 00:18:34,614
♪♪

408
00:18:34,905 --> 00:18:36,383
No, you know what? Forget it.

409
00:18:36,407 --> 00:18:37,584
- Claire...
- Look, just don't...

410
00:18:37,608 --> 00:18:39,386
Don't call, don't come to the door.

411
00:18:39,410 --> 00:18:41,221
Just leave me alone.

412
00:18:41,245 --> 00:18:47,628
♪♪

413
00:18:47,652 --> 00:18:54,001
♪♪

414
00:18:54,025 --> 00:18:56,637
[SIGHS]

415
00:18:56,661 --> 00:19:01,575
♪♪

416
00:19:01,599 --> 00:19:03,677
[BIRD SQUAWKING]

417
00:19:03,701 --> 00:19:11,551
♪♪

418
00:19:11,575 --> 00:19:19,426
♪♪

419
00:19:19,450 --> 00:19:27,300
♪♪

420
00:19:27,324 --> 00:19:29,777
I thought this would be helpful.

421
00:19:30,728 --> 00:19:32,655
I was wrong.

422
00:19:34,131 --> 00:19:36,331
We can go home.

423
00:19:38,436 --> 00:19:40,113
Well...

424
00:19:40,137 --> 00:19:43,238
why don't we do the hike
you planned first?

425
00:19:45,776 --> 00:19:47,187
Is...

426
00:19:47,211 --> 00:19:49,005
that what you want?

427
00:19:49,513 --> 00:19:51,258
Is that what you want?

428
00:19:51,282 --> 00:19:52,426
Mm.

429
00:19:52,450 --> 00:19:54,661
I think so.

430
00:19:54,685 --> 00:19:58,632
♪♪

431
00:19:59,281 --> 00:20:00,625
Okay.

432
00:20:00,649 --> 00:20:02,093
New plan.

433
00:20:02,117 --> 00:20:05,463
Blueberry pancakes, and then hike,

434
00:20:05,487 --> 00:20:08,599
and then back home to our warm
and cozy and dry bed.

435
00:20:08,623 --> 00:20:13,438
♪♪

436
00:20:14,844 --> 00:20:18,011
LIM: Divide the sternal
attachment of the SCM.

437
00:20:19,775 --> 00:20:21,954
ASHER: And done.

438
00:20:21,979 --> 00:20:24,379
CLAIRE: Removing the medial clavicle.

439
00:20:25,821 --> 00:20:27,376
You have the talk?

440
00:20:29,058 --> 00:20:30,068
Yeah.

441
00:20:30,092 --> 00:20:31,536
I never said it would be easy.

442
00:20:31,560 --> 00:20:33,805
You can't excise a tumor
without some bleeding.

443
00:20:33,829 --> 00:20:36,396
Some tumors are inoperable.

444
00:20:38,471 --> 00:20:40,389
He wants to be forgiven.

445
00:20:41,449 --> 00:20:44,310
I... I just can't.

446
00:20:45,119 --> 00:20:47,229
He doesn't deserve it.

447
00:20:48,789 --> 00:20:50,600
Well, it's not the kid's job
to make the parents

448
00:20:50,624 --> 00:20:52,526
feel good about themselves.

449
00:20:53,427 --> 00:20:55,672
This mat of vessels is invading
the upper lung tissue.

450
00:20:55,696 --> 00:20:57,808
How deep does it go on your end?

451
00:20:58,090 --> 00:20:59,434
I can see underneath the apex,

452
00:20:59,458 --> 00:21:03,171
but can't tell what's tumor
and what's subclavian artery.

453
00:21:03,512 --> 00:21:04,922
We can't get this out
without pulling out

454
00:21:04,946 --> 00:21:07,191
the whole upper lobe of her lung.

455
00:21:07,215 --> 00:21:09,427
Well, the parents
are not gonna like that.

456
00:21:09,451 --> 00:21:11,396
I-I'll go.

457
00:21:11,937 --> 00:21:13,147
They don't trust you.

458
00:21:13,171 --> 00:21:14,182
Well, that's not your problem.

459
00:21:14,206 --> 00:21:16,017
Well, it shouldn't be
the patient's either.

460
00:21:16,041 --> 00:21:18,541
I'll have a better chance
of getting their consent.

461
00:21:33,250 --> 00:21:35,128
I bought some pastries.

462
00:21:35,152 --> 00:21:36,752
Uh, I'm good.

463
00:21:43,719 --> 00:21:45,797
[SIGHS]

464
00:21:45,821 --> 00:21:48,834
I, uh... I'm sorry that I, uh...

465
00:21:49,225 --> 00:21:52,259
unloaded the gun without telling you.

466
00:21:54,171 --> 00:21:55,640
Thank you.

467
00:21:56,090 --> 00:21:58,926
I, uh... I appreciate that.

468
00:22:00,322 --> 00:22:02,881
I know that you're nervous around guns,

469
00:22:02,906 --> 00:22:04,317
which is all the more reason

470
00:22:04,341 --> 00:22:06,920
that you should just leave mine alone.

471
00:22:07,201 --> 00:22:09,479
Well, maybe there's a better way
to deal with this.

472
00:22:09,503 --> 00:22:13,450
So, w-what if we kept your gun
in your nightstand like always,

473
00:22:13,474 --> 00:22:16,953
but we keep the ammunition
in another room?

474
00:22:17,487 --> 00:22:20,766
So your idea of a compromise
is that I agree to do

475
00:22:20,790 --> 00:22:24,003
what you've been doing
behind my back all along?

476
00:22:24,407 --> 00:22:26,585
An intruder is not gonna wait for me

477
00:22:26,609 --> 00:22:29,759
to collect my bullets
from the guest room closet.

478
00:22:29,807 --> 00:22:31,755
My house is not that big.

479
00:22:31,801 --> 00:22:32,878
I don't... I'm so confused.

480
00:22:32,903 --> 00:22:34,013
You still have to run up the stairs

481
00:22:34,037 --> 00:22:36,783
and get the thing either way.

482
00:22:37,114 --> 00:22:39,559
Do you ever notice
that whenever we're talking

483
00:22:39,583 --> 00:22:43,529
about something related
to the home that we both share,

484
00:22:43,553 --> 00:22:47,900
that you always refer to it
as your house?

485
00:22:48,284 --> 00:22:49,535
I do?

486
00:22:49,952 --> 00:22:52,631
This isn't about gun safety.

487
00:22:52,655 --> 00:22:55,804
This is about your house and your rules

488
00:22:55,829 --> 00:22:57,373
and your wanting to control me.

489
00:22:57,397 --> 00:23:00,878
You don't trust me to make
decisions about my own life.

490
00:23:00,903 --> 00:23:02,915
I'm just trying to find a way
to make you feel safe.

491
00:23:02,939 --> 00:23:06,885
I-I don't need you or any other man

492
00:23:06,909 --> 00:23:10,144
to find a way to make me feel safe.

493
00:23:17,820 --> 00:23:22,167
♪♪

494
00:23:22,191 --> 00:23:24,136
LEA: [SIGHS]

495
00:23:24,160 --> 00:23:33,579
♪♪

496
00:23:34,315 --> 00:23:37,182
It's actually pretty
outside the campground.

497
00:23:37,206 --> 00:23:40,786
Another half-mile,
and we can see the lake.

498
00:23:40,810 --> 00:23:42,254
You're really cute.

499
00:23:42,278 --> 00:23:43,889
I want to take a picture.

500
00:23:43,913 --> 00:23:46,158
Go stand on that log.

501
00:23:46,182 --> 00:23:48,327
I'll get you from a low angle.

502
00:23:48,351 --> 00:23:50,863
A hero angle because you're my hero.

503
00:23:50,887 --> 00:23:52,753
[CHUCKLES]

504
00:23:55,958 --> 00:23:57,294
Okay.

505
00:23:58,474 --> 00:24:00,974
Okay, a smidge to the left.

506
00:24:03,800 --> 00:24:05,144
Aah! Ah! [GASPS]

507
00:24:05,168 --> 00:24:07,312
Shaun!

508
00:24:07,336 --> 00:24:09,515
Are you okay?

509
00:24:10,740 --> 00:24:12,684
Oh, my God. You are not okay.

510
00:24:12,708 --> 00:24:15,621
[BREATHING HEAVILY]

511
00:24:15,645 --> 00:24:19,046
♪♪

512
00:24:23,671 --> 00:24:25,851
[BREATHING HEAVILY]

513
00:24:25,875 --> 00:24:27,285
Okay.

514
00:24:27,309 --> 00:24:28,487
On the count of three.

515
00:24:28,511 --> 00:24:30,188
- Mm-hmm.
- Ready?

516
00:24:30,212 --> 00:24:31,623
One, two...

517
00:24:31,647 --> 00:24:33,392
- [BONES CRACK]
- Aah! Ah!

518
00:24:33,416 --> 00:24:35,460
You were supposed to wait
until I got to three!

519
00:24:35,484 --> 00:24:36,695
I know, but in the movies,

520
00:24:36,719 --> 00:24:38,597
they always go early
to catch you off guard.

521
00:24:38,621 --> 00:24:40,031
You don't need the element of surprise

522
00:24:40,055 --> 00:24:41,566
to reduce a dislocated ankle.

523
00:24:41,590 --> 00:24:43,299
Okay, but did it work?

524
00:24:45,461 --> 00:24:46,905
Yes.

525
00:24:46,929 --> 00:24:48,387
You...

526
00:24:48,864 --> 00:24:51,599
You relocated it correctly.

527
00:24:52,435 --> 00:24:53,812
Damn.

528
00:24:53,836 --> 00:24:58,522
But... my toes are still dusky and numb.

529
00:24:59,275 --> 00:25:02,234
The posterior tibial artery's torn.

530
00:25:02,878 --> 00:25:05,223
I thought it was just pinched.

531
00:25:05,247 --> 00:25:06,792
If circulation isn't restored,

532
00:25:06,816 --> 00:25:08,293
I'll have permanent tissue damage,

533
00:25:08,317 --> 00:25:10,851
maybe even have
to have my foot amputated.

534
00:25:12,721 --> 00:25:13,965
This is not a problem.

535
00:25:13,989 --> 00:25:16,968
I can run to where I can get
a cell signal and call 911.

536
00:25:16,992 --> 00:25:18,470
It'll take at least two hours

537
00:25:18,494 --> 00:25:20,238
for you to run back to the campground.

538
00:25:20,262 --> 00:25:21,573
I'm faster than I look.

539
00:25:21,597 --> 00:25:23,275
You told me you used
to skip phys-ed class

540
00:25:23,299 --> 00:25:24,443
because you hated running.

541
00:25:24,467 --> 00:25:26,511
I can hate it and still be good at it.

542
00:25:26,535 --> 00:25:27,901
No.

543
00:25:30,172 --> 00:25:33,251
My pocket knife
is as sharp as a scalpel.

544
00:25:33,275 --> 00:25:35,120
The tent repair kit has nylon thread,

545
00:25:35,144 --> 00:25:37,422
and you can use a fishhook
as a suturing needle.

546
00:25:37,446 --> 00:25:38,824
You are obviously delirious

547
00:25:38,848 --> 00:25:40,759
because there's no way in hell
I am doing surgery.

548
00:25:40,783 --> 00:25:42,727
It's not a complicated procedure.

549
00:25:42,751 --> 00:25:44,463
For a surgeon, which I'm not!

550
00:25:44,487 --> 00:25:47,098
I'll guide you step-by-step, okay?

551
00:25:47,122 --> 00:25:48,333
It'll just take two sutures.

552
00:25:48,357 --> 00:25:49,868
I've seen you hem your pants.

553
00:25:49,892 --> 00:25:51,970
An artery is not a pair of jeans!

554
00:25:51,994 --> 00:25:54,461
There's a bottle of tequila
in my backpack.

555
00:25:55,731 --> 00:25:57,409
You will need to sterilize the incision,

556
00:25:57,433 --> 00:25:59,110
and I will need anesthesia.

557
00:25:59,134 --> 00:25:59,945
Shaun, I...

558
00:25:59,969 --> 00:26:01,919
Tequila! Stat!

559
00:26:02,738 --> 00:26:05,383
We thought you were certain before.

560
00:26:05,407 --> 00:26:07,319
I know you're scared
and this is confusing.

561
00:26:07,343 --> 00:26:10,722
We brought her in
with some minor inflammation.

562
00:26:10,746 --> 00:26:13,113
No, the inflammation was not minor.

563
00:26:14,971 --> 00:26:17,649
What we are proposing
would reduce her lung capacity,

564
00:26:17,673 --> 00:26:19,418
but she can still live a normal life.

565
00:26:19,442 --> 00:26:21,487
No. No, we're taking her
some place else.

566
00:26:21,511 --> 00:26:22,788
We're gonna get a second opinion.

567
00:26:22,812 --> 00:26:26,258
We can't cut out part
of our daughter's lung.

568
00:26:26,668 --> 00:26:28,279
She'd never forgive us.

569
00:26:28,303 --> 00:26:31,249
[SIGHS]

570
00:26:31,273 --> 00:26:33,173
And maybe she shouldn't.

571
00:26:36,178 --> 00:26:37,956
You were wrong to refuse the surgery

572
00:26:37,980 --> 00:26:41,093
that Dr. Lim proposed years ago.

573
00:26:41,433 --> 00:26:45,646
A-Are you trying to guilt us
into agreeing with you?

574
00:26:45,670 --> 00:26:47,339
You are guilty.

575
00:26:48,482 --> 00:26:50,894
Ava is in this situation
because you were too afraid

576
00:26:50,918 --> 00:26:52,028
to make a tough decision,

577
00:26:52,052 --> 00:26:54,564
and now you are trying
to blame everyone else

578
00:26:54,947 --> 00:26:58,082
because you can't deal with
the guilt of having messed up.

579
00:27:01,245 --> 00:27:03,490
You need to stop thinking
about what is gonna make you

580
00:27:03,514 --> 00:27:04,991
feel like a good parent

581
00:27:05,015 --> 00:27:07,861
and start thinking about
what your daughter needs.

582
00:27:07,885 --> 00:27:13,834
♪♪

583
00:27:13,858 --> 00:27:22,976
♪♪

584
00:27:23,934 --> 00:27:25,078
Careful with that anesthesia.

585
00:27:25,102 --> 00:27:27,355
I need you coherent enough
to guide me through this.

586
00:27:27,395 --> 00:27:28,505
Don't worry.

587
00:27:28,529 --> 00:27:30,808
I've calculated the proper dosage.

588
00:27:30,832 --> 00:27:32,176
N-No.

589
00:27:32,409 --> 00:27:33,753
No, not like that.

590
00:27:33,777 --> 00:27:35,963
The scalpel goes
on the left of the tray,

591
00:27:35,988 --> 00:27:37,065
sponges on the right,

592
00:27:37,089 --> 00:27:38,634
needle driver and sutures in the middle.

593
00:27:38,658 --> 00:27:41,003
Okay. Got it.

594
00:27:41,027 --> 00:27:42,404
Okay.

595
00:27:42,428 --> 00:27:44,752
And might I suggest
not barking instructions at me?

596
00:27:44,777 --> 00:27:46,422
I'm freaked out enough already.

597
00:27:46,446 --> 00:27:48,275
I'll do my best.

598
00:27:48,915 --> 00:27:50,726
But even with the tequila,
when you cut into my ankle,

599
00:27:50,750 --> 00:27:54,697
I'll be in extreme pain,
which can cause irritability.

600
00:27:55,007 --> 00:27:56,117
I can't do this.

601
00:27:56,141 --> 00:27:57,285
You have to.

602
00:27:57,309 --> 00:27:59,587
The worst that could happen
is you mess it up

603
00:27:59,611 --> 00:28:01,890
and cause permanent damage to my foot,

604
00:28:01,914 --> 00:28:05,026
which is exactly what will
happen if you don't do it.

605
00:28:05,050 --> 00:28:06,861
[SIGHS] Okay.

606
00:28:07,144 --> 00:28:09,022
Tequila. Stat.

607
00:28:09,046 --> 00:28:13,894
♪♪

608
00:28:13,918 --> 00:28:15,896
[MONITOR BEEPING]

609
00:28:16,178 --> 00:28:17,554
ANDREWS: Suction.

610
00:28:18,656 --> 00:28:20,140
JORDAN: That enough?

611
00:28:20,825 --> 00:28:22,269
Perfect.

612
00:28:22,538 --> 00:28:24,215
Mediastinum's cleared.

613
00:28:24,239 --> 00:28:26,188
Now onto the lung lesions.

614
00:28:26,709 --> 00:28:28,820
PARK: I'm having a problem
maneuvering in here.

615
00:28:28,844 --> 00:28:30,488
There's too much peritoneal scarring

616
00:28:30,512 --> 00:28:31,990
from the fungal deposits.

617
00:28:32,014 --> 00:28:33,425
Can you cut at it sharply?

618
00:28:33,449 --> 00:28:35,927
I'm too close to the common bile duct.

619
00:28:35,951 --> 00:28:37,517
Need help?

620
00:28:39,788 --> 00:28:41,370
Morgan was right.

621
00:28:43,292 --> 00:28:46,083
There's no way to remove all
the lesions laparoscopically.

622
00:28:47,229 --> 00:28:49,741
Alright, let's pull the scopes
and open him up.

623
00:28:49,765 --> 00:28:54,045
♪♪

624
00:28:54,069 --> 00:28:56,781
SHAUN: [BREATHING HEAVILY]

625
00:28:56,805 --> 00:28:59,084
LEA: [SIGHS]

626
00:28:59,108 --> 00:29:03,221
♪♪

627
00:29:03,245 --> 00:29:05,090
[GRUNTS]

628
00:29:05,114 --> 00:29:06,357
Okay, the blood's pouring out.

629
00:29:06,381 --> 00:29:07,625
What do I do now?

630
00:29:07,649 --> 00:29:08,960
Okay.

631
00:29:08,984 --> 00:29:10,562
Okay, tighten the tourniquet

632
00:29:10,586 --> 00:29:13,398
and then use a sponge
to clear the blood.

633
00:29:13,422 --> 00:29:16,568
♪♪

634
00:29:16,592 --> 00:29:17,602
Okay.

635
00:29:17,626 --> 00:29:19,591
Okay.

636
00:29:20,362 --> 00:29:22,140
It's clearing up.

637
00:29:22,164 --> 00:29:24,542
You should be able to see...

638
00:29:24,566 --> 00:29:25,510
I see it.

639
00:29:25,534 --> 00:29:26,778
And the leaking hole.

640
00:29:26,802 --> 00:29:29,414
Now you just need to use
the needle driver

641
00:29:29,438 --> 00:29:31,816
to sew the edges together.

642
00:29:31,840 --> 00:29:33,151
[BREATHING HEAVILY]

643
00:29:33,175 --> 00:29:34,756
Be careful not...

644
00:29:36,800 --> 00:29:38,512
Be c-careful not to what?

645
00:29:40,349 --> 00:29:41,763
Shaun?

646
00:29:42,918 --> 00:29:44,863
Put the backpack under my head.

647
00:29:44,887 --> 00:29:46,296
How's that gonna help with your ankle?

648
00:29:46,320 --> 00:29:47,465
It... won't,

649
00:29:47,489 --> 00:29:50,135
but I'm about to lose
consciousness from blood loss,

650
00:29:50,159 --> 00:29:54,526
and I don't want dirt in my...

651
00:29:56,064 --> 00:29:57,108
Shaun?

652
00:29:57,132 --> 00:29:58,780
Shaun?

653
00:29:59,635 --> 00:30:00,845
Shaun.

654
00:30:00,869 --> 00:30:02,213
Shaun.

655
00:30:02,237 --> 00:30:03,660
Shaun.

656
00:30:07,618 --> 00:30:10,131
Shaun. Shaun, come on.

657
00:30:10,156 --> 00:30:11,467
Come on, Shaun.

658
00:30:11,491 --> 00:30:13,302
Shaun.

659
00:30:13,326 --> 00:30:14,959
Oh.

660
00:30:17,530 --> 00:30:18,941
Okay.

661
00:30:18,965 --> 00:30:20,476
[SIGHS]

662
00:30:20,500 --> 00:30:23,012
Come on, Lea. If you can hem a pant leg,

663
00:30:23,036 --> 00:30:24,836
apparently you can do this.

664
00:30:26,573 --> 00:30:28,217
Alright.

665
00:30:28,241 --> 00:30:29,986
Okay.

666
00:30:30,010 --> 00:30:38,461
♪♪

667
00:30:38,485 --> 00:30:41,156
CLAIRE: I have freed
the pleural membrane.

668
00:30:42,088 --> 00:30:44,500
[MONITOR BEEPING]

669
00:30:44,524 --> 00:30:48,404
♪♪

670
00:30:48,428 --> 00:30:51,941
Oh, why does blood have to be
so damn slippery?

671
00:30:51,965 --> 00:30:56,412
♪♪

672
00:30:56,436 --> 00:30:58,180
[SIGHS]

673
00:30:58,204 --> 00:30:59,849
And how am I supposed to tie a knot

674
00:30:59,873 --> 00:31:03,486
if I can't even grip the damn thread?

675
00:31:03,510 --> 00:31:10,760
♪♪

676
00:31:10,784 --> 00:31:12,028
Mm.

677
00:31:12,052 --> 00:31:14,297
There we go. There we go.

678
00:31:14,321 --> 00:31:15,941
Okay.

679
00:31:17,057 --> 00:31:18,735
Okay.

680
00:31:19,659 --> 00:31:21,196
Here we go.

681
00:31:22,572 --> 00:31:23,773
Mm.

682
00:31:23,797 --> 00:31:28,733
♪♪

683
00:31:34,407 --> 00:31:35,752
You're a woman.

684
00:31:37,444 --> 00:31:38,880
Um, yup.

685
00:31:40,351 --> 00:31:43,797
I've always considered myself
a supporter of women,

686
00:31:43,821 --> 00:31:46,901
you know, equal pay for equal work,

687
00:31:46,925 --> 00:31:49,003
the right to choose.

688
00:31:49,027 --> 00:31:51,360
Uh, thank you, from all of us.

689
00:31:54,271 --> 00:31:57,316
Debbie seems to think that I am...

690
00:31:58,900 --> 00:32:02,612
overbearing and, uh, controlling.

691
00:32:05,902 --> 00:32:07,668
[SIGHS]

692
00:32:11,288 --> 00:32:14,742
My ex was a humanities professor
and ACLU chapter head.

693
00:32:15,637 --> 00:32:16,714
But I made more money,

694
00:32:16,738 --> 00:32:19,584
and I don't think
he was conscious of this,

695
00:32:19,608 --> 00:32:22,920
but I do feel he was threatened by...

696
00:32:23,191 --> 00:32:25,103
my independence.

697
00:32:25,127 --> 00:32:27,538
The more insecure he got,
the more controlling he became.

698
00:32:27,562 --> 00:32:32,267
He had to pick the restaurants
where we ate, the movies we saw.

699
00:32:33,589 --> 00:32:35,701
I mean, I definitely had my own issues,

700
00:32:35,725 --> 00:32:37,230
but...

701
00:32:37,927 --> 00:32:40,038
his need to control me
was one of the many reasons

702
00:32:40,062 --> 00:32:41,773
our marriage fell apart.

703
00:32:41,797 --> 00:32:47,746
♪♪

704
00:32:47,770 --> 00:32:53,619
♪♪

705
00:32:53,643 --> 00:32:55,542
[SIGHS]

706
00:33:02,647 --> 00:33:05,848
I can feel my toes.

707
00:33:07,818 --> 00:33:09,952
Are you finished?

708
00:33:12,123 --> 00:33:13,700
No.

709
00:33:13,724 --> 00:33:15,057
[SIGHS]

710
00:33:18,329 --> 00:33:20,240
Now I'm finished.

711
00:33:20,264 --> 00:33:21,858
[SIGHS]

712
00:33:25,667 --> 00:33:28,949
There's enough flow to keep the
tissue alive until we get to an ER.

713
00:33:31,090 --> 00:33:32,834
You did this with a tent repair kit?

714
00:33:32,858 --> 00:33:34,830
And a fishhook.

715
00:33:35,461 --> 00:33:39,209
She is very good at fixing things.

716
00:33:40,165 --> 00:33:41,586
You're lucky.

717
00:33:43,402 --> 00:33:45,247
Yes.

718
00:33:45,271 --> 00:33:46,681
I am.

719
00:33:46,705 --> 00:33:51,620
♪♪

720
00:33:51,644 --> 00:33:53,455
How do you feel?

721
00:33:53,479 --> 00:33:55,323
Like a gutted fish.

722
00:33:55,347 --> 00:33:57,225
I'm sorry. We had no choice
but to open you up

723
00:33:57,249 --> 00:33:58,627
to access all the lesions.

724
00:33:58,651 --> 00:34:00,095
But they were able to remove them all

725
00:34:00,119 --> 00:34:02,097
without damaging any of the organs.

726
00:34:02,121 --> 00:34:03,565
You should recover fully.

727
00:34:03,589 --> 00:34:05,300
Physically.

728
00:34:05,324 --> 00:34:08,270
There are new antidepressants
you haven't tried.

729
00:34:08,530 --> 00:34:11,306
But I also wouldn't stop
the mushroom cultivation.

730
00:34:11,700 --> 00:34:13,034
Really?

731
00:34:14,552 --> 00:34:15,663
After all this?

732
00:34:15,687 --> 00:34:17,231
Cultivation.

733
00:34:17,465 --> 00:34:18,609
If this helped you,

734
00:34:18,633 --> 00:34:20,344
it was either the placebo effect,

735
00:34:20,368 --> 00:34:23,380
or all the focus you put
into perfecting the process.

736
00:34:23,404 --> 00:34:26,650
Sometimes distraction
is the best medicine.

737
00:34:26,674 --> 00:34:34,592
♪♪

738
00:34:34,616 --> 00:34:42,666
♪♪

739
00:34:43,526 --> 00:34:44,770
MURRAY: Hey.

740
00:34:44,794 --> 00:34:47,373
♪♪

741
00:34:47,694 --> 00:34:50,876
We are... so sorry.

742
00:34:50,900 --> 00:34:51,944
[EXHALES SHARPLY]

743
00:34:52,382 --> 00:34:53,960
This is our fault.

744
00:34:53,984 --> 00:34:58,364
♪♪

745
00:34:58,805 --> 00:35:00,216
It's okay.

746
00:35:00,240 --> 00:35:03,486
♪♪

747
00:35:03,510 --> 00:35:05,510
I love you.

748
00:35:07,013 --> 00:35:08,591
[SIGHS]

749
00:35:08,615 --> 00:35:15,798
♪♪

750
00:35:15,822 --> 00:35:23,105
♪♪

751
00:35:24,456 --> 00:35:29,152
I thought our relationship
was just a fun distraction,

752
00:35:30,095 --> 00:35:32,072
but when you pushed me away...

753
00:35:34,033 --> 00:35:36,284
I realized it was more than that.

754
00:35:37,770 --> 00:35:39,547
I was hurt.

755
00:35:39,571 --> 00:35:41,373
Resentful.

756
00:35:42,874 --> 00:35:45,168
Which made every interaction we had...

757
00:35:46,253 --> 00:35:47,671
complicated.

758
00:35:49,356 --> 00:35:50,767
What're you talking about?

759
00:35:50,791 --> 00:35:53,236
You made sure it wasn't
complicated at all.

760
00:35:53,260 --> 00:35:55,438
We stopped having sex,
and now we're friends.

761
00:35:55,462 --> 00:35:57,307
[BOOTS ZIP]

762
00:35:57,331 --> 00:36:00,343
You know it's more than that.

763
00:36:00,367 --> 00:36:02,078
And it can't be.

764
00:36:02,102 --> 00:36:04,147
Not anymore.

765
00:36:04,171 --> 00:36:06,316
What does that even mean?

766
00:36:06,748 --> 00:36:07,658
We still work together.

767
00:36:07,682 --> 00:36:08,992
We have to talk to each other.

768
00:36:09,016 --> 00:36:11,695
About work. That's it.

769
00:36:11,719 --> 00:36:14,198
We can't try to keep
some sort of friendship going.

770
00:36:14,222 --> 00:36:16,400
Which means no more jokes,
no more teasing,

771
00:36:16,424 --> 00:36:19,169
nothing that isn't totally professional.

772
00:36:19,636 --> 00:36:21,414
So, what? We just...

773
00:36:21,438 --> 00:36:24,072
act like robots around each other?

774
00:36:28,295 --> 00:36:29,754
I don't want that.

775
00:36:31,927 --> 00:36:33,293
It's boring.

776
00:36:35,427 --> 00:36:36,720
No.

777
00:36:38,029 --> 00:36:40,874
We act like we did
before we ever moved in together

778
00:36:40,898 --> 00:36:43,351
and let ourselves get into this...

779
00:36:44,311 --> 00:36:46,246
unprofessional...

780
00:36:46,270 --> 00:36:48,015
mess.

781
00:36:48,248 --> 00:36:49,325
Yeah.

782
00:36:49,349 --> 00:36:51,294
Pretending that what happened
didn't happen.

783
00:36:51,318 --> 00:36:52,784
That always works.

784
00:36:55,322 --> 00:36:56,332
[BOOT ZIPS]

785
00:36:56,356 --> 00:37:05,441
♪♪

786
00:37:05,465 --> 00:37:07,577
[SIGHS]

787
00:37:07,601 --> 00:37:17,320
♪♪

788
00:37:17,833 --> 00:37:18,876
[SIGHS]

789
00:37:18,900 --> 00:37:21,813
You were a horrible father.

790
00:37:22,323 --> 00:37:24,623
And you can't undo the harm you did.

791
00:37:27,294 --> 00:37:28,471
But...

792
00:37:28,495 --> 00:37:30,262
I should forgive you.

793
00:37:32,333 --> 00:37:33,693
You deserve it.

794
00:37:34,855 --> 00:37:36,488
And I need it.

795
00:37:38,772 --> 00:37:40,050
Because I need you.

796
00:37:40,074 --> 00:37:43,453
[BREATHES SHAKILY]

797
00:37:43,477 --> 00:37:48,500
So, I-I'd like to keep
spending time together...

798
00:37:49,893 --> 00:37:51,538
and talking.

799
00:37:51,562 --> 00:37:55,141
♪♪

800
00:37:55,165 --> 00:37:57,365
I would love that.

801
00:37:59,469 --> 00:38:00,845
Do you think...

802
00:38:03,006 --> 00:38:05,183
think maybe we could, uh...

803
00:38:05,843 --> 00:38:09,270
restart everything with a...

804
00:38:11,048 --> 00:38:12,859
hug?

805
00:38:12,883 --> 00:38:17,163
♪♪

806
00:38:17,187 --> 00:38:19,966
[BREATHING SHAKILY]

807
00:38:19,990 --> 00:38:25,939
♪♪

808
00:38:25,963 --> 00:38:31,911
♪♪

809
00:38:31,935 --> 00:38:34,336
[SIGHS]

810
00:38:41,879 --> 00:38:43,378
I was wrong.

811
00:38:45,816 --> 00:38:47,460
I convinced myself that I was right,

812
00:38:47,484 --> 00:38:49,584
and I was wrong.

813
00:38:52,623 --> 00:38:54,367
I took...

814
00:38:54,391 --> 00:38:56,524
a choice away from you.

815
00:38:59,196 --> 00:39:04,099
And I will do everything I can
to make it right.

816
00:39:07,504 --> 00:39:08,955
I-I'm...

817
00:39:09,573 --> 00:39:11,606
I'm so sorry.

818
00:39:13,543 --> 00:39:15,255
You don't have to a-apologize.

819
00:39:15,279 --> 00:39:17,479
Can you stop doing that?

820
00:39:26,690 --> 00:39:29,768
I don't think I can make this work.

821
00:39:30,627 --> 00:39:34,307
I have had this feeling for months.

822
00:39:34,331 --> 00:39:35,875
It's like a pit in my stomach,

823
00:39:35,899 --> 00:39:39,946
and I-I-I didn't want
to... face what it was,

824
00:39:39,970 --> 00:39:42,682
but when we were fighting,

825
00:39:42,706 --> 00:39:45,318
I just felt, like, relief,

826
00:39:45,342 --> 00:39:47,353
like I had an out.

827
00:39:47,377 --> 00:39:48,821
You think I don't respect you.

828
00:39:48,845 --> 00:39:51,157
I don't...

829
00:39:51,181 --> 00:39:52,258
I do.

830
00:39:52,282 --> 00:39:55,094
Aaron, you almost walked
out of our wedding

831
00:39:55,118 --> 00:39:57,063
because I...

832
00:39:57,087 --> 00:39:58,853
used bad grammar.

833
00:40:03,226 --> 00:40:04,170
That was bad.

834
00:40:04,194 --> 00:40:05,493
[SCOFFS]

835
00:40:06,863 --> 00:40:08,630
That was a bad moment.

836
00:40:10,167 --> 00:40:13,947
Marriages are made up of moments, right?

837
00:40:13,971 --> 00:40:16,582
So many of our moments
are... are just...

838
00:40:16,606 --> 00:40:18,573
Are great.

839
00:40:20,510 --> 00:40:24,057
[SIGHS] Too many are so... Just painful.

840
00:40:24,081 --> 00:40:31,097
♪ And I will hold you tight ♪

841
00:40:31,121 --> 00:40:32,539
This is crazy.

842
00:40:33,657 --> 00:40:35,208
We love each other.

843
00:40:37,127 --> 00:40:38,795
I love you.

844
00:40:39,730 --> 00:40:43,309
♪ ...will keep you warm ♪

845
00:40:43,333 --> 00:40:45,478
♪ I will build... ♪

846
00:40:45,502 --> 00:40:49,282
I love you so much.

847
00:40:49,306 --> 00:40:51,417
♪ And I'll build a fire ♪

848
00:40:51,441 --> 00:40:54,352
It's just not enough.

849
00:40:56,413 --> 00:40:57,690
♪ And in our hearts ♪

850
00:40:57,714 --> 00:41:02,562
♪ We still pray for sons and daughters ♪

851
00:41:02,586 --> 00:41:05,798
♪ And all those evenings
out in the garden ♪

852
00:41:05,822 --> 00:41:09,002
♪ With red, red wine ♪

853
00:41:09,026 --> 00:41:15,208
♪ These quiet hours turning to years ♪

854
00:41:15,232 --> 00:41:16,743
Thank you.

855
00:41:16,767 --> 00:41:21,948
♪♪

856
00:41:21,972 --> 00:41:24,417
The rain, the drunks,

857
00:41:24,441 --> 00:41:27,453
the freezing cold night alone in my car,

858
00:41:27,477 --> 00:41:29,122
and you almost losing your foot

859
00:41:29,146 --> 00:41:31,657
was definitely a bit more
of a distraction

860
00:41:31,681 --> 00:41:33,826
than I was hoping for.

861
00:41:33,850 --> 00:41:37,530
♪♪

862
00:41:37,554 --> 00:41:40,800
But I'm really glad you took me camping.

863
00:41:40,824 --> 00:41:43,503
♪♪

864
00:41:43,527 --> 00:41:45,493
You're welcome.

865
00:41:47,697 --> 00:41:49,475
♪ And I'll build a fire ♪

866
00:41:49,499 --> 00:41:54,047
♪ You fetch the water,
and I'll lay the table ♪

867
00:41:54,071 --> 00:41:55,782
♪ And in our hearts ♪

868
00:41:55,806 --> 00:42:00,553
♪ We still pray for sons and daughters ♪

869
00:42:00,577 --> 00:42:03,890
♪ And all those evenings
out in the garden ♪

870
00:42:03,914 --> 00:42:06,959
♪ With red, red wine ♪

871
00:42:06,983 --> 00:42:16,576
♪ These quiet hours turning to years ♪