1 00:00:02,948 --> 00:00:04,949 _ 2 00:00:04,973 --> 00:00:09,085 _ 3 00:00:09,109 --> 00:00:11,087 [INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS] 4 00:00:11,111 --> 00:00:13,980 ♪ 5 00:00:14,790 --> 00:00:16,368 CASHIER: All right, that'll be $3.40. 6 00:00:16,392 --> 00:00:21,006 MILDRED: Oh, okay. Let me just... 7 00:00:21,030 --> 00:00:23,008 [COUGHS] 8 00:00:23,032 --> 00:00:29,414 ♪ 9 00:00:29,438 --> 00:00:30,415 [SIGHS] 10 00:00:30,439 --> 00:00:31,516 So sorry. 11 00:00:31,540 --> 00:00:33,018 It's okay. 12 00:00:33,042 --> 00:00:34,619 Here you go. 13 00:00:34,643 --> 00:00:36,221 ♪ 14 00:00:36,245 --> 00:00:38,523 [CASH REGISTER BEEPS] 15 00:00:38,547 --> 00:00:39,824 ♪ 16 00:00:39,848 --> 00:00:41,359 And there you go. 17 00:00:41,383 --> 00:00:43,581 - Thank you. - No worries. 18 00:00:44,153 --> 00:00:45,163 Thank you very much. 19 00:00:45,187 --> 00:00:47,722 - Have a good day. - You too. 20 00:00:49,324 --> 00:00:51,426 [KNOCKING ON DOOR] 21 00:00:55,864 --> 00:00:57,242 Have you seen my ID badge? 22 00:00:57,266 --> 00:00:59,511 - No. - I had it last night, 23 00:00:59,535 --> 00:01:02,981 but maybe it fell out of my bag when I paid for the pizza. 24 00:01:03,005 --> 00:01:05,850 This wouldn't happen if you stayed over. 25 00:01:05,874 --> 00:01:07,986 If you'll remember back to when I lived here, 26 00:01:08,010 --> 00:01:10,855 my ability to lose things has always been top-notch. 27 00:01:10,879 --> 00:01:13,391 If you stayed over, you wouldn't have had to come 28 00:01:13,415 --> 00:01:15,193 all the way back here when you realized... 29 00:01:15,217 --> 00:01:16,995 It's too soon, Shaun. 30 00:01:17,019 --> 00:01:18,321 Why? 31 00:01:19,021 --> 00:01:20,365 If I stayed over, 32 00:01:20,389 --> 00:01:22,233 we both would've gotten a lot less sleep. 33 00:01:22,257 --> 00:01:24,469 Why is it too soon? 34 00:01:24,493 --> 00:01:26,604 Because we've only been together a few weeks. 35 00:01:26,628 --> 00:01:29,307 How many weeks of being together are required 36 00:01:29,331 --> 00:01:31,076 before you can stay over? 37 00:01:31,100 --> 00:01:32,911 Yes! 38 00:01:32,935 --> 00:01:35,241 Uh... 39 00:01:35,838 --> 00:01:37,449 Saturday. 40 00:01:37,473 --> 00:01:41,152 I will spend the night Saturday. 41 00:01:41,176 --> 00:01:42,420 [SMOOCHES] 42 00:01:42,444 --> 00:01:48,282 ♪ 43 00:01:50,164 --> 00:01:52,281 I'm glad we come here. 44 00:01:52,793 --> 00:01:55,305 I don't want to stop coming. 45 00:01:55,557 --> 00:01:56,968 Why would we? 46 00:01:56,992 --> 00:01:58,721 Well, that's the way it works. 47 00:01:59,161 --> 00:02:02,607 You mourn, you cry, and then you forget. 48 00:02:02,631 --> 00:02:06,241 ♪ 49 00:02:06,541 --> 00:02:08,619 You don't forget. 50 00:02:08,644 --> 00:02:13,092 You... start to move on. 51 00:02:13,117 --> 00:02:16,296 ♪ 52 00:02:16,321 --> 00:02:18,099 I don't want to stop coming. 53 00:02:18,124 --> 00:02:26,541 ♪ 54 00:02:26,566 --> 00:02:28,690 [THERMOMETER BEEPS] 55 00:02:29,237 --> 00:02:31,189 Your temperature's almost 101. 56 00:02:31,213 --> 00:02:32,724 Your other symptoms? 57 00:02:32,748 --> 00:02:35,127 [HOARSELY] First it was a sore throat, 58 00:02:35,151 --> 00:02:36,762 then my body started aching. 59 00:02:36,786 --> 00:02:38,201 [COUGHS] 60 00:02:38,621 --> 00:02:41,033 And then there's this cough. 61 00:02:41,057 --> 00:02:42,634 I even had my flu shot. 62 00:02:42,658 --> 00:02:45,470 Unfortunately, influenza is constantly mutating. 63 00:02:45,494 --> 00:02:47,406 The shot always lags behind. 64 00:02:47,430 --> 00:02:48,974 Hopefully, you'll recover faster because of it. 65 00:02:48,998 --> 00:02:51,009 [COUGHING] 66 00:02:51,033 --> 00:02:54,413 My daughter's very worried that I might have this... 67 00:02:54,437 --> 00:02:55,847 virus from China. 68 00:02:55,871 --> 00:02:57,082 What's it called? 69 00:02:57,106 --> 00:02:58,984 Have you been to China or been around anyone 70 00:02:59,008 --> 00:03:01,151 who's been to China recently? 71 00:03:01,176 --> 00:03:02,954 Taken any cruises? 72 00:03:03,179 --> 00:03:05,490 The coronavirus doesn't cause sore throats. 73 00:03:05,514 --> 00:03:07,125 - [COUGHING] - This is a bad case of the flu. 74 00:03:07,149 --> 00:03:09,695 Go home, rest, drink plenty of fluids. 75 00:03:09,719 --> 00:03:11,961 You'll be fine in a week or two. 76 00:03:14,957 --> 00:03:17,836 [WHEEZING AND HACKING] _ 77 00:03:17,860 --> 00:03:21,373 [MONITORS BEEPING] 78 00:03:21,397 --> 00:03:23,709 LIM: The virus has damaged your mother's lungs. 79 00:03:23,733 --> 00:03:25,677 Her body is working harder and harder to breathe, 80 00:03:25,701 --> 00:03:28,113 but her blood oxygen levels continue to drop. 81 00:03:28,137 --> 00:03:30,849 She definitely has Corona? 82 00:03:30,873 --> 00:03:33,085 ♪ 83 00:03:33,109 --> 00:03:36,254 We're doing everything we can to help her. 84 00:03:36,278 --> 00:03:40,559 ♪ 85 00:03:40,583 --> 00:03:43,061 [COUGHING AND WHEEZING] 86 00:03:43,085 --> 00:03:48,077 ♪ 87 00:03:48,113 --> 00:03:59,444 ♪ _ 88 00:03:59,468 --> 00:04:01,646 You have COVID-19. 89 00:04:01,670 --> 00:04:03,582 But you haven't tested me. 90 00:04:03,606 --> 00:04:06,618 Your chest X-rays suggest ground glass opacities. 91 00:04:06,642 --> 00:04:08,487 That's COVID. I don't need a test, 92 00:04:08,511 --> 00:04:10,284 which is good because we don't have any. 93 00:04:10,326 --> 00:04:11,703 But I can't smell. 94 00:04:11,737 --> 00:04:13,926 I've been reading about it, and that's not a symptom. 95 00:04:13,950 --> 00:04:16,395 I guess it is now. 96 00:04:16,419 --> 00:04:18,561 You have COVID. 97 00:04:19,288 --> 00:04:21,133 [SIGHS] 98 00:04:21,157 --> 00:04:23,372 Okay, now what? 99 00:04:23,396 --> 00:04:25,737 Now you go home. 100 00:04:25,761 --> 00:04:27,020 - That's it? - That's it. 101 00:04:27,044 --> 00:04:28,240 There's no treatment. 102 00:04:28,264 --> 00:04:29,307 [QUICKLY] Stay away from people. 103 00:04:29,331 --> 00:04:30,523 Come back if you have trouble breathing. 104 00:04:30,547 --> 00:04:32,021 Goodbye. 105 00:04:32,695 --> 00:04:34,639 25 tests? 106 00:04:34,664 --> 00:04:36,109 Per day? 107 00:04:36,219 --> 00:04:38,230 No, just give me one of tomorrow's. 108 00:04:38,255 --> 00:04:39,285 [DIAL TONE BEEPING] 109 00:04:39,310 --> 00:04:41,221 Hello? County Health Department. 110 00:04:41,246 --> 00:04:42,356 I don't have time for them, 111 00:04:42,381 --> 00:04:43,692 and apparently they don't have time for me. 112 00:04:43,717 --> 00:04:45,695 Patient. 113 00:04:45,754 --> 00:04:46,798 Needs a lumpectomy. 114 00:04:46,823 --> 00:04:47,933 Yes. Needs. And yet. 115 00:04:47,958 --> 00:04:49,035 Surgery canceled? 116 00:04:49,060 --> 00:04:50,238 They ruled it elective. 117 00:04:50,263 --> 00:04:51,240 It is elective. 118 00:04:51,265 --> 00:04:52,542 You just said "needs". 119 00:04:52,567 --> 00:04:53,744 I didn't say when. 120 00:04:53,769 --> 00:04:55,247 This can wait till after the pandemic. 121 00:04:55,272 --> 00:04:57,183 [CELLPHONE DIALING] 122 00:04:57,208 --> 00:04:58,986 Yeah, I-I'm twice the size of SJ General. 123 00:04:59,011 --> 00:05:00,822 I should have twice the amount of tests. 124 00:05:00,847 --> 00:05:02,792 Well, who do I speak to? 125 00:05:02,817 --> 00:05:05,228 Do you feel shortness of breath? 126 00:05:05,253 --> 00:05:06,697 A little. 127 00:05:06,722 --> 00:05:08,901 [DEVICE BEEPING] 128 00:05:08,926 --> 00:05:10,644 If I'm sick, is my baby sick? 129 00:05:10,668 --> 00:05:12,679 This disease doesn't really seem to affect children 130 00:05:12,703 --> 00:05:14,448 or babies like it does adults. 131 00:05:14,881 --> 00:05:16,416 Should we admit her? 132 00:05:16,440 --> 00:05:18,441 She's probably safer at home. 133 00:05:19,877 --> 00:05:22,856 Once at home do you have a support system? 134 00:05:22,880 --> 00:05:25,559 Can anyone come help you in case you get worse? 135 00:05:26,241 --> 00:05:28,995 It's just me... and the little one. 136 00:05:29,019 --> 00:05:32,799 [CELLPHONE VIBRATING] 137 00:05:32,823 --> 00:05:33,967 Get her a room. 138 00:05:33,991 --> 00:05:35,635 Start her on oxygen via nasal cannula, 139 00:05:35,659 --> 00:05:38,138 and let's try some vancomycin and cefepime. 140 00:05:38,681 --> 00:05:40,307 Hey, Mia. 141 00:05:40,331 --> 00:05:42,743 I'm not headed back there today or this week. 142 00:05:42,767 --> 00:05:44,044 I found a temporary place here. 143 00:05:44,068 --> 00:05:45,912 There are hospitals in Phoenix, too. 144 00:05:45,936 --> 00:05:47,914 If I come home, do you want me living with you? 145 00:05:47,938 --> 00:05:49,549 Of course. That's the point. 146 00:05:49,573 --> 00:05:51,485 Every night after 12 hours with COVID patients, 147 00:05:51,509 --> 00:05:53,253 to hang out with you and Kellan. 148 00:05:53,277 --> 00:05:54,681 And his asthma. 149 00:05:56,241 --> 00:05:58,825 He's gonna be really bummed. 150 00:05:58,849 --> 00:06:00,794 His graduation... Isn't till June. 151 00:06:00,818 --> 00:06:02,801 This'll be over long before then. 152 00:06:03,754 --> 00:06:05,532 Someone must have connections. 153 00:06:05,556 --> 00:06:07,934 At county? Van Kleek does, Woo does, 154 00:06:07,958 --> 00:06:09,369 Nguyen's husband works at... 155 00:06:09,393 --> 00:06:10,904 Well, great. Get one of them to call. 156 00:06:10,928 --> 00:06:13,006 The problem is the board of every hospital has connections. 157 00:06:13,030 --> 00:06:14,274 They're all calling Public Health. 158 00:06:14,298 --> 00:06:15,475 They're all getting nowhere. 159 00:06:15,499 --> 00:06:16,543 So we do nothing? 160 00:06:16,567 --> 00:06:17,927 No, we do everything we can. 161 00:06:17,951 --> 00:06:21,982 We hammer at official channels and every manufacturer's rep 162 00:06:22,006 --> 00:06:24,417 that we deal with and see what companies, 163 00:06:24,441 --> 00:06:25,552 if any, have undisturbed... 164 00:06:25,576 --> 00:06:27,561 WOMAN: Nuts or no nuts? 165 00:06:28,377 --> 00:06:29,681 Uh... 166 00:06:30,648 --> 00:06:31,858 I'm sorry. 167 00:06:31,882 --> 00:06:33,560 I'm... I'm in the middle of, uh, 168 00:06:33,584 --> 00:06:35,462 a-a-a meeting with the Board. 169 00:06:35,486 --> 00:06:37,364 Hey, everyone. 170 00:06:37,388 --> 00:06:39,599 I'm just making... banana bread. 171 00:06:39,623 --> 00:06:40,967 You know what? Let's just take a... 172 00:06:40,991 --> 00:06:42,335 I'm gonna take a quick break. 173 00:06:42,359 --> 00:06:44,004 If someone can get me a list of 174 00:06:44,028 --> 00:06:46,673 PPE suppliers in the area, thanks. 175 00:06:46,697 --> 00:06:48,241 I'll be back. 176 00:06:48,833 --> 00:06:49,976 I don't want banana bread. 177 00:06:50,000 --> 00:06:51,645 I want to be back at the hospital. 178 00:06:51,669 --> 00:06:53,647 I'm the president, and I'm at home, watching. 179 00:06:53,671 --> 00:06:55,114 You're doing your job. 180 00:06:55,139 --> 00:06:56,216 Whatever you gotta do, 181 00:06:56,241 --> 00:06:57,886 whatever decisions you need to make, 182 00:06:57,911 --> 00:06:59,255 you just do it all right here. 183 00:06:59,283 --> 00:07:00,994 I can... [SIGHS] 184 00:07:01,019 --> 00:07:03,030 I can take the necessary precautions. 185 00:07:03,055 --> 00:07:05,333 That whole meeting was about PPE's mitigation. 186 00:07:05,358 --> 00:07:08,604 Aaron, you are 65 years old with a history of cancer. 187 00:07:08,629 --> 00:07:11,975 You get that virus, then what? 188 00:07:12,000 --> 00:07:14,412 [SIGHS] 189 00:07:14,437 --> 00:07:15,648 I don't know what I'm doing. 190 00:07:15,673 --> 00:07:18,752 You're being smart. You're... You're being safe. 191 00:07:18,777 --> 00:07:20,521 What is wrong with that? 192 00:07:20,546 --> 00:07:25,394 And what is wrong with being home together for a while? 193 00:07:25,419 --> 00:07:27,917 ♪ 194 00:07:27,942 --> 00:07:29,507 Nothing, I guess. 195 00:07:29,531 --> 00:07:31,642 We have no choice. 196 00:07:31,666 --> 00:07:33,561 Let's enjoy it. 197 00:07:34,521 --> 00:07:36,814 Nuts or no nuts? 198 00:07:36,838 --> 00:07:38,238 [SCOFFS] 199 00:07:38,638 --> 00:07:39,692 Nuts. 200 00:07:39,717 --> 00:07:40,881 Okay. 201 00:07:44,245 --> 00:07:45,556 What's going on? 202 00:07:45,580 --> 00:07:47,725 Your mother's oxygen saturation has gotten critically low. 203 00:07:47,749 --> 00:07:48,993 We need to get her on a ventilator. 204 00:07:49,017 --> 00:07:50,261 And that'll help her get better? 205 00:07:50,285 --> 00:07:52,029 It'll keep her alive, hopefully long enough 206 00:07:52,053 --> 00:07:53,764 for her body to fight off the virus. 207 00:07:53,788 --> 00:07:55,599 Is it dangerous? 208 00:07:55,623 --> 00:07:57,361 More for us. 209 00:07:57,386 --> 00:07:59,431 ♪ 210 00:07:59,514 --> 00:08:01,091 [MONITOR BEEPING] 211 00:08:01,529 --> 00:08:03,274 CLAIRE: She's out. 212 00:08:03,298 --> 00:08:08,512 ♪ 213 00:08:08,536 --> 00:08:10,281 Lots of swelling. 214 00:08:10,305 --> 00:08:19,291 ♪ 215 00:08:19,315 --> 00:08:20,658 Slow. 216 00:08:20,682 --> 00:08:22,426 You want this over with as soon as possible, 217 00:08:22,450 --> 00:08:24,628 but you also don't want her to cough. 218 00:08:24,652 --> 00:08:33,137 ♪ 219 00:08:33,161 --> 00:08:41,635 ♪ 220 00:08:43,434 --> 00:08:45,782 _ 221 00:08:45,807 --> 00:08:47,749 [CELLPHONE RINGING] 222 00:08:51,839 --> 00:08:54,284 - Hello. - Sorry. I woke you. 223 00:08:54,308 --> 00:08:56,320 - I thought you had to be up now. - [EXHALES SHARPLY] I do. 224 00:08:56,344 --> 00:08:58,422 - I pushed snooze twice. - I read the numbers. 225 00:08:58,446 --> 00:09:01,158 You guys had seven deaths in Santa Clara County yesterday. 226 00:09:01,182 --> 00:09:02,559 Any at Saint Bonaventure? 227 00:09:02,583 --> 00:09:03,861 We have deaths at Saint Bonaventure 228 00:09:03,885 --> 00:09:04,962 every day, Kellan. 229 00:09:04,986 --> 00:09:06,296 LEA: I miss you. 230 00:09:06,320 --> 00:09:08,098 I know. You already said that. 231 00:09:08,122 --> 00:09:09,666 I wanted to reinforce the point. 232 00:09:09,690 --> 00:09:11,969 You said you missed me a lot. 233 00:09:11,993 --> 00:09:13,337 And we're together right now. 234 00:09:13,361 --> 00:09:15,973 It's different not being actually together. 235 00:09:15,997 --> 00:09:18,609 You mean not being able to have sex? 236 00:09:18,633 --> 00:09:21,945 No, I haven't been tested because there's no need. 237 00:09:21,969 --> 00:09:23,347 I'm fine. No symptoms. 238 00:09:23,371 --> 00:09:25,749 You can be asymptomatic and still have it. 239 00:09:25,773 --> 00:09:27,017 I know. 240 00:09:27,041 --> 00:09:28,252 You still working out? 241 00:09:28,276 --> 00:09:29,987 Don't want to lose arm strength while you're off? 242 00:09:30,011 --> 00:09:32,289 LEA: I'm making a salad. Figured I'd bring it by 243 00:09:32,313 --> 00:09:33,924 and we'll have a masked, distanced dinner. 244 00:09:33,948 --> 00:09:35,993 You can't eat with a mask on. 245 00:09:36,017 --> 00:09:37,594 Okay, we'll take them off when we're eating 246 00:09:37,618 --> 00:09:38,695 and turn our heads. 247 00:09:38,719 --> 00:09:40,864 They say the regular masks don't work. 248 00:09:40,888 --> 00:09:42,499 Okay, you can bring me one from work. 249 00:09:42,523 --> 00:09:43,567 No. 250 00:09:43,591 --> 00:09:45,803 KELLAN: Do you have enough PPE? 251 00:09:45,827 --> 00:09:46,970 PPE? 252 00:09:46,994 --> 00:09:48,605 Personal protective equipment, Dad. 253 00:09:48,629 --> 00:09:50,140 Someone's been doing their research. 254 00:09:50,164 --> 00:09:52,810 Yes, we have enough. Yes, I'm being careful. 255 00:09:52,834 --> 00:09:54,812 I heard your mother joined a book club. 256 00:09:54,836 --> 00:09:56,880 KELLAN: Is Shaun being careful? 257 00:09:56,904 --> 00:09:58,982 Oh, yes, I am... very. 258 00:09:59,006 --> 00:10:01,251 So am I, so it should be safe for me to come over. 259 00:10:01,275 --> 00:10:04,588 You can't come over because we are being safe. 260 00:10:04,612 --> 00:10:06,223 What about apples? Do you have enough apples? 261 00:10:06,247 --> 00:10:07,357 I could go shop for... 262 00:10:07,381 --> 00:10:08,792 He does. 263 00:10:08,816 --> 00:10:11,061 See? Everything is under control. 264 00:10:11,085 --> 00:10:12,462 Everything's under control. 265 00:10:12,486 --> 00:10:17,167 ♪ 266 00:10:17,191 --> 00:10:18,836 [COUGHING] 267 00:10:18,860 --> 00:10:22,639 I told you not to come back unless your breathing got worse. 268 00:10:22,663 --> 00:10:25,742 LILY: Between the fever and the cough, he's barely sleeping. 269 00:10:26,961 --> 00:10:28,478 Who said that? 270 00:10:28,502 --> 00:10:29,847 [SIGHS] 271 00:10:29,871 --> 00:10:32,916 My wife wanted to come with me, but she has to work. 272 00:10:32,940 --> 00:10:34,952 She's essential personnel. 273 00:10:34,976 --> 00:10:37,441 He's lost 10 pounds. 274 00:10:38,185 --> 00:10:39,562 Breathe. 275 00:10:39,587 --> 00:10:41,298 [SIGHS] He should've come in a week ago. 276 00:10:41,323 --> 00:10:43,568 Please don't talk when I'm listening. 277 00:10:43,593 --> 00:10:45,504 [SIGHS] 278 00:10:45,529 --> 00:10:46,740 Breathe. 279 00:10:46,765 --> 00:10:48,810 He's also coughing. A lot. 280 00:10:48,835 --> 00:10:50,245 He hasn't told you, but he is. 281 00:10:50,270 --> 00:10:52,182 [SIGHS] I'm sorry. 282 00:10:52,207 --> 00:10:54,618 Did you just apologize for me? 283 00:10:54,643 --> 00:10:56,688 Because I'm worried about you? 284 00:10:56,713 --> 00:10:58,024 So sorry. 285 00:10:58,049 --> 00:11:00,094 I'm a wife who is worried about her husband. 286 00:11:00,119 --> 00:11:01,796 Forgive me, I'm... I'm evil. 287 00:11:01,821 --> 00:11:04,161 It's lucky that you're so irritating. 288 00:11:04,805 --> 00:11:06,316 What? 289 00:11:06,340 --> 00:11:11,054 Your husband's blood oxygen level is dangerously low. 290 00:11:11,078 --> 00:11:13,595 That... That can't... That can't be. 291 00:11:13,620 --> 00:11:15,518 I mean, I don't... I don't feel that bad. 292 00:11:15,542 --> 00:11:17,187 Not great, but my breathing... 293 00:11:17,211 --> 00:11:18,521 That's interesting. 294 00:11:18,545 --> 00:11:20,657 You don't feel bad, but you are. 295 00:11:20,681 --> 00:11:23,059 Hmm. Admit him to the COVID Floor. 296 00:11:23,083 --> 00:11:24,227 Start heated humidified 297 00:11:24,251 --> 00:11:26,629 high-flow nasal cannula at 8 LPM. 298 00:11:26,653 --> 00:11:28,665 [COUGHING] 299 00:11:29,189 --> 00:11:39,141 ♪ _ 300 00:11:39,165 --> 00:11:49,218 ♪ 301 00:11:49,242 --> 00:11:52,021 Her CRP, ESR, ferritin, D-dimer, 302 00:11:52,045 --> 00:11:55,091 transaminases, and IL-6 are all way up. 303 00:11:55,115 --> 00:11:56,726 Try her on dexamethasone. 304 00:11:56,750 --> 00:11:58,427 I read in my online physicians group 305 00:11:58,451 --> 00:12:01,364 that the UK's had some success with that. 306 00:12:01,388 --> 00:12:02,865 [COUGHING] 307 00:12:03,421 --> 00:12:05,534 Thank you. 308 00:12:05,558 --> 00:12:07,670 Sorry, what'd you say? I couldn't hear with the mask. 309 00:12:07,694 --> 00:12:08,741 [COUGHS] 310 00:12:08,765 --> 00:12:09,805 Thank you. 311 00:12:09,829 --> 00:12:10,906 I heard you stepped in 312 00:12:10,930 --> 00:12:12,975 for a therapist that didn't come in today. 313 00:12:12,999 --> 00:12:14,744 My son has asthma. 314 00:12:14,768 --> 00:12:17,061 I've been doing this kind of stuff for years. 315 00:12:17,804 --> 00:12:19,749 I got a dresser. 316 00:12:19,773 --> 00:12:21,851 And a crib. 317 00:12:21,875 --> 00:12:24,320 Bolted them both to the wall. 318 00:12:25,096 --> 00:12:27,590 All that matters is her. 319 00:12:27,614 --> 00:12:29,925 I'm gonna do everything right. 320 00:12:29,949 --> 00:12:31,560 [CHUCKLES] 321 00:12:31,584 --> 00:12:33,229 You're gonna be a parent. 322 00:12:33,253 --> 00:12:35,461 No way you're doing everything right. 323 00:12:37,781 --> 00:12:41,237 [COUGHS] 324 00:12:41,261 --> 00:12:45,215 Even trade... 200 surplus vials for your COVID test kits. 325 00:12:45,240 --> 00:12:46,451 Well, what do you need? 326 00:12:46,476 --> 00:12:48,988 I've got hydroxychloroquine, ribavirin... 327 00:12:49,013 --> 00:12:50,857 EKG leads? 328 00:12:50,882 --> 00:12:52,226 No, no. I-I'm not saying no. 329 00:12:52,251 --> 00:12:53,629 We'll pick 'em up in two hours. 330 00:12:53,654 --> 00:12:55,165 We have a surplus of EKG leads? 331 00:12:55,190 --> 00:12:56,534 No, we've got a shortage. 332 00:12:56,559 --> 00:12:58,170 But that's a problem that can wait. 333 00:12:58,195 --> 00:12:59,772 Mildred's P-to-F is below 50. 334 00:12:59,797 --> 00:13:01,508 She's showing signs of cardiogenic shock. 335 00:13:01,533 --> 00:13:03,044 - Start her on steroids. - I already have. 336 00:13:03,069 --> 00:13:05,114 If she continues to go downhill, I'd like to add ECMO; 337 00:13:05,139 --> 00:13:06,449 take the strain off her heart and lungs. 338 00:13:06,474 --> 00:13:07,821 Good idea. 339 00:13:09,501 --> 00:13:11,459 I need EKG leads. 340 00:13:11,483 --> 00:13:12,827 What do you need? 341 00:13:12,851 --> 00:13:14,395 Should we intubate him? 342 00:13:14,419 --> 00:13:16,564 Not yet. Not a minute before we need to. 343 00:13:16,588 --> 00:13:18,899 His oxygen saturation has been dropping steadily. 344 00:13:18,923 --> 00:13:20,067 It's 74 now. 345 00:13:20,091 --> 00:13:21,569 - At this rate... - We're gonna prone him. 346 00:13:21,593 --> 00:13:23,471 A buddy in New York says it helps. 347 00:13:23,495 --> 00:13:25,362 Sometimes. 348 00:13:39,477 --> 00:13:41,378 How is Claire feeling? 349 00:13:42,847 --> 00:13:45,493 ...I assume she's exhausted? 350 00:13:45,517 --> 00:13:48,162 That isn't a feeling. How is she feeling? 351 00:13:48,186 --> 00:13:50,731 It's a little tough to tell, Shaun. She's wearing a mask. 352 00:13:50,755 --> 00:13:53,367 Exactly. You can't tell if she's happy. 353 00:13:53,391 --> 00:13:54,635 You can't tell if she's sad. 354 00:13:54,659 --> 00:13:57,271 You can't tell if I'm sad or if I'm happy. 355 00:13:57,295 --> 00:13:58,677 Well, you seem distressingly happy, Shaun. 356 00:13:58,710 --> 00:14:00,641 It's exciting. I can't read people. 357 00:14:00,665 --> 00:14:02,409 Now no one can read people. 358 00:14:02,433 --> 00:14:05,179 We're all forced to rely on more reliable markers... 359 00:14:05,203 --> 00:14:06,514 like what people are saying. 360 00:14:06,538 --> 00:14:09,583 Well, since you can't tell from my face, I'll use my words. 361 00:14:09,607 --> 00:14:10,945 I feel terrible. 362 00:14:10,980 --> 00:14:13,921 We all feel terrible because we spent the last 18 hours 363 00:14:13,945 --> 00:14:15,205 watching people get sicker. 364 00:14:15,259 --> 00:14:16,352 We didn't help anyone. 365 00:14:16,388 --> 00:14:17,992 We just fended off death for a little while, 366 00:14:18,016 --> 00:14:19,560 and we're all pretty disgusted 367 00:14:19,584 --> 00:14:21,211 at the joy you're taking in this situation. 368 00:14:21,235 --> 00:14:23,847 - Give him a break. - You're enjoying this, too. 369 00:14:23,871 --> 00:14:26,182 All elective surgeries have been canceled, 370 00:14:26,206 --> 00:14:28,685 so no one is a surgeon anymore, not just you. 371 00:14:28,709 --> 00:14:30,021 Claire... 372 00:14:31,512 --> 00:14:34,224 We're all exhausted, and tomorrow won't be any different. 373 00:14:34,248 --> 00:14:37,621 But it'd help if we didn't hate each other when that time comes. 374 00:14:38,479 --> 00:14:42,993 ♪ 375 00:14:43,557 --> 00:14:45,101 [SIGHS] 376 00:14:45,125 --> 00:14:54,911 ♪ 377 00:14:54,935 --> 00:15:04,687 ♪ 378 00:15:04,711 --> 00:15:14,564 ♪ 379 00:15:14,588 --> 00:15:24,340 ♪ 380 00:15:24,364 --> 00:15:34,150 ♪ 381 00:15:34,174 --> 00:15:43,993 ♪ 382 00:15:44,017 --> 00:15:46,190 ♪ 383 00:15:46,214 --> 00:15:49,915 _ 384 00:15:50,753 --> 00:16:00,506 ♪ 385 00:16:03,604 --> 00:16:13,446 ♪ 386 00:16:16,725 --> 00:16:19,137 [SIREN WAILING] 387 00:16:19,161 --> 00:16:21,506 ♪ _ 388 00:16:21,530 --> 00:16:23,608 [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS] 389 00:16:23,632 --> 00:16:27,475 ♪ 390 00:16:27,499 --> 00:16:29,210 You work in a hospital? 391 00:16:29,234 --> 00:16:30,611 Yes. 392 00:16:30,635 --> 00:16:33,737 Could you wait for the next elevator? 393 00:16:37,642 --> 00:16:39,981 I appreciate you. 394 00:16:44,316 --> 00:16:45,426 No. 395 00:16:45,450 --> 00:16:47,228 - What's wrong? - No, no. 396 00:16:47,252 --> 00:16:49,363 But they had toilet paper... 12 rolls, double-ply. 397 00:16:49,387 --> 00:16:50,698 No, no. 398 00:16:50,722 --> 00:16:52,900 This is Lea's cabinet. 399 00:16:52,924 --> 00:16:55,436 - She's not using it now. - It needs to stay free. 400 00:16:55,460 --> 00:16:57,138 For when she comes back. 401 00:16:57,162 --> 00:16:58,940 This is my apartment. 402 00:16:58,964 --> 00:17:03,021 You had no right to put anything anywhere without my permission. 403 00:17:14,012 --> 00:17:16,023 ♪ 404 00:17:16,047 --> 00:17:18,759 I miss Kellan and Mia, too. 405 00:17:20,021 --> 00:17:23,197 What do they have to do with Lea's cabinet? 406 00:17:23,221 --> 00:17:24,566 You miss her, Shaun. 407 00:17:24,590 --> 00:17:27,001 No, I don't. If I saw Lea, 408 00:17:27,025 --> 00:17:30,037 she might be exposed to COVID and she might get sick. 409 00:17:30,541 --> 00:17:32,807 I don't want that. 410 00:17:32,831 --> 00:17:35,477 And yet... you miss her. 411 00:17:35,514 --> 00:17:40,370 ♪ 412 00:17:40,425 --> 00:17:43,718 Why would I want something that isn't what I want? 413 00:17:43,742 --> 00:17:46,454 Why do people on diets want ice cream? 414 00:17:46,728 --> 00:17:51,030 ♪ 415 00:17:51,054 --> 00:17:53,399 I thought the ECMO was supposed to help her heart. 416 00:17:53,423 --> 00:17:55,701 It's taken some of the strain off of it, 417 00:17:55,725 --> 00:17:58,814 but her own immune system is still attacking her organs. 418 00:17:58,854 --> 00:18:01,073 And the steroids were supposed to stop that. 419 00:18:01,097 --> 00:18:02,741 We switched to a stronger medication, 420 00:18:02,765 --> 00:18:04,551 so hopefully that'll help. 421 00:18:07,337 --> 00:18:10,550 This is from her bedside table at home. 422 00:18:10,575 --> 00:18:13,354 I gave it to her for Mother's Day when I was 13. 423 00:18:14,151 --> 00:18:15,521 Would you like me to... 424 00:18:15,545 --> 00:18:18,180 Please. Can I bring it to her? 425 00:18:19,482 --> 00:18:20,893 [SIGHS] 426 00:18:20,918 --> 00:18:22,996 I'm... I'm sorry, Lashelle, I can't. 427 00:18:23,021 --> 00:18:24,165 It's just too risky. 428 00:18:24,190 --> 00:18:26,735 I don't care what happens to me. 429 00:18:26,760 --> 00:18:29,072 My mother is in there, all alone, 430 00:18:29,097 --> 00:18:30,641 hooked up to a machine. 431 00:18:30,666 --> 00:18:34,031 I just need to see her and... and tell her... 432 00:18:34,591 --> 00:18:36,111 that I love her. 433 00:18:36,136 --> 00:18:39,382 ♪ 434 00:18:40,403 --> 00:18:42,081 I can't. 435 00:18:42,105 --> 00:18:45,684 [SIGHS] 436 00:18:45,708 --> 00:18:51,624 ♪ 437 00:18:51,648 --> 00:18:57,530 ♪ 438 00:18:57,554 --> 00:18:59,064 [SIGHS DEEPLY] 439 00:18:59,088 --> 00:19:04,735 ♪ 440 00:19:04,760 --> 00:19:06,504 [GASPING] 441 00:19:06,529 --> 00:19:09,208 Your lungs are filling with fluid and secretions. 442 00:19:09,233 --> 00:19:11,578 Suction catheter, please. 443 00:19:11,603 --> 00:19:13,114 Is that from COVID? 444 00:19:13,139 --> 00:19:14,917 I guess so. I don't know. 445 00:19:14,942 --> 00:19:16,286 It keeps changing. 446 00:19:16,311 --> 00:19:17,588 Probably in combination with 447 00:19:17,613 --> 00:19:19,858 the bacterial pneumonia he's developed. 448 00:19:19,883 --> 00:19:21,995 First I probably brought this home to him, 449 00:19:22,020 --> 00:19:24,331 then I sent him to the hospital where he's gotten... 450 00:19:24,356 --> 00:19:26,101 Honey, don't blame yourself. I'll be fine. 451 00:19:26,126 --> 00:19:28,170 I need to suction out your lungs. 452 00:19:28,195 --> 00:19:30,073 I'm going to feed this tube up your nose 453 00:19:30,098 --> 00:19:31,476 and down into your airway. 454 00:19:31,501 --> 00:19:33,812 It will be quite uncomfortable. 455 00:19:33,837 --> 00:19:37,917 ♪ 456 00:19:37,942 --> 00:19:40,151 Please try not to grab my arm. 457 00:19:41,331 --> 00:19:43,442 [GASPING] 458 00:19:43,466 --> 00:19:45,377 Take deep breaths. 459 00:19:45,401 --> 00:19:47,880 [BREATHING DEEPLY] 460 00:19:47,904 --> 00:19:50,316 ♪ 461 00:19:50,340 --> 00:19:54,153 [DOOR OPENS] 462 00:19:54,177 --> 00:19:55,675 We need to prone her. 463 00:19:55,699 --> 00:19:57,110 We can't; she's pregnant. 464 00:19:57,134 --> 00:19:58,745 That's why I bought this off Michelle in PT. 465 00:19:58,769 --> 00:20:00,447 She does pregnancy massage. 466 00:20:00,471 --> 00:20:05,808 ♪ 467 00:20:10,680 --> 00:20:14,517 [BLENDER WHIRS LOUDLY] 468 00:20:16,586 --> 00:20:18,397 I'm sorry! I'm... I'm sorry! 469 00:20:18,421 --> 00:20:20,566 I'm on another call! Can you hold it down? 470 00:20:20,590 --> 00:20:22,981 - Yeah. You can close your door. - Okay. 471 00:20:23,011 --> 00:20:27,240 I-I'm making cioppino for Merchant Marine Night. 472 00:20:27,264 --> 00:20:29,208 Where did you get the clams? 473 00:20:29,232 --> 00:20:31,377 Oh, I ran out to Bruno's. 474 00:20:31,401 --> 00:20:33,045 You ran out to buy clams? 475 00:20:33,069 --> 00:20:34,580 Yeah, I wore... I wore a mask, 476 00:20:34,604 --> 00:20:37,016 and they were really good about social distancing. 477 00:20:37,040 --> 00:20:40,119 I'm sorry, I'm not... I'm not supposed to go to the hospital 478 00:20:40,143 --> 00:20:41,821 where I possibly could save lives 479 00:20:41,845 --> 00:20:43,289 but you can go to Bruno's 480 00:20:43,313 --> 00:20:45,525 to buy clams for "Merchant Marine Night"? 481 00:20:45,549 --> 00:20:47,393 I'm younger than you are, 482 00:20:47,417 --> 00:20:49,128 I have no history of health issues, 483 00:20:49,152 --> 00:20:51,330 and unlike a hospital, 484 00:20:51,354 --> 00:20:54,027 Bruno's is not a Petri dish of COVID. 485 00:20:54,052 --> 00:20:56,397 I have this whole menu planned. 486 00:20:56,422 --> 00:21:00,102 I thought I could wear my, um, uniform, and you could... 487 00:21:00,127 --> 00:21:02,138 We're on quarantine. We're not on a cruise. 488 00:21:02,163 --> 00:21:04,675 I know, but I thought since we're stuck at home, 489 00:21:04,700 --> 00:21:05,844 we could have some fun. 490 00:21:05,869 --> 00:21:07,279 It's not a party; it's a pandemic. 491 00:21:07,304 --> 00:21:09,049 I don't have time for theme dinners 492 00:21:09,074 --> 00:21:12,820 and elaborate menus and sourdough starter. 493 00:21:12,845 --> 00:21:15,190 ♪ 494 00:21:15,237 --> 00:21:16,571 Okay. 495 00:21:17,452 --> 00:21:21,065 We could... We could at least dress up for dinner? 496 00:21:21,726 --> 00:21:23,123 Yeah... 497 00:21:23,147 --> 00:21:26,465 ♪ 498 00:21:26,489 --> 00:21:28,991 [MONITOR BEEPING] 499 00:21:38,127 --> 00:21:40,491 LILY: Were you able to drain his lungs? 500 00:21:43,686 --> 00:21:45,464 Yes. 501 00:21:45,489 --> 00:21:48,334 Why are you... here? 502 00:21:48,517 --> 00:21:53,098 It helps Martin relax... knowing that I'm around. 503 00:21:54,351 --> 00:21:57,491 Do you think it helps Martin miss you less? 504 00:22:00,131 --> 00:22:02,368 Yeah. Yes. 505 00:22:02,392 --> 00:22:08,007 ♪ 506 00:22:08,031 --> 00:22:13,403 ♪ 507 00:22:13,428 --> 00:22:14,972 Martin has a heart murmur. 508 00:22:14,997 --> 00:22:17,709 - What? - Martin! Martin! 509 00:22:17,734 --> 00:22:19,312 Hello. I'm glad you're awake. 510 00:22:19,337 --> 00:22:22,316 You may have a bacterial abscess on your heart valve. 511 00:22:22,341 --> 00:22:24,252 - That sounds really bad. - It is. 512 00:22:24,277 --> 00:22:26,622 COVID's complications are not at all consistent. 513 00:22:26,647 --> 00:22:28,325 It's becoming annoying. 514 00:22:28,350 --> 00:22:30,361 I'll tell you more on the way to the procedure. 515 00:22:30,386 --> 00:22:34,366 ♪ 516 00:22:34,391 --> 00:22:38,138 [ALARMS BLARING] 517 00:22:38,163 --> 00:22:40,207 ECMO isn't working for her. 518 00:22:40,232 --> 00:22:43,079 She's pulseless V-tach. Epi and the crash cart. 519 00:22:43,104 --> 00:22:46,917 ♪ 520 00:22:46,942 --> 00:22:48,353 Pushing epi. 521 00:22:48,378 --> 00:22:54,480 ♪ 522 00:22:54,505 --> 00:22:55,482 [PADDLES WHINE] 523 00:22:55,507 --> 00:22:57,485 120 joules. Clear. 524 00:22:57,510 --> 00:22:59,354 [MONITOR BEEPS] 525 00:22:59,379 --> 00:23:01,051 V fib now. 526 00:23:01,076 --> 00:23:02,787 ♪ 527 00:23:02,891 --> 00:23:05,528 Pushing amiodarone 300 in. 528 00:23:05,553 --> 00:23:06,563 [PADDLES WHINE] 529 00:23:06,588 --> 00:23:07,632 200 joules. 530 00:23:07,657 --> 00:23:08,971 Clear. 531 00:23:09,051 --> 00:23:18,604 ♪ 532 00:23:20,097 --> 00:23:28,181 ♪ 533 00:23:28,305 --> 00:23:37,890 ♪ 534 00:23:38,306 --> 00:23:40,918 [NO AUDIO] 535 00:23:41,257 --> 00:23:49,241 ♪ 536 00:23:49,265 --> 00:23:57,216 ♪ 537 00:23:57,240 --> 00:24:05,291 ♪ 538 00:24:05,315 --> 00:24:12,788 ♪ 539 00:24:15,819 --> 00:24:17,849 PARK: 17 deaths in the county yesterday, 540 00:24:17,873 --> 00:24:19,417 up by two at a time from the day before. 541 00:24:19,441 --> 00:24:21,653 KELLAN: Too small of a sample to draw any conclusions. 542 00:24:21,677 --> 00:24:23,621 What were the new case numbers again? 543 00:24:23,645 --> 00:24:25,890 Also up. By 112... 544 00:24:25,914 --> 00:24:27,759 Hey, does Shaun look okay to you? 545 00:24:27,783 --> 00:24:28,860 I'm fine. 546 00:24:28,884 --> 00:24:30,205 He looks fine. 547 00:24:30,258 --> 00:24:31,696 I wasn't asking you. You'll lie. 548 00:24:31,720 --> 00:24:33,431 Kellan, how does Shaun look? 549 00:24:33,455 --> 00:24:35,233 I'm fine. 550 00:24:35,257 --> 00:24:36,901 He looks tired, right? 551 00:24:36,925 --> 00:24:39,170 I am tired, but I'm also fine. 552 00:24:39,194 --> 00:24:41,940 Lea, Shaun's fine. He just misses you. 553 00:24:41,964 --> 00:24:44,743 No, no, I don't. I miss having sex with you. 554 00:24:44,767 --> 00:24:46,822 Hey, not alone... teenager present. 555 00:24:46,855 --> 00:24:48,819 Does Kellan not know what sex is? 556 00:24:48,855 --> 00:24:50,849 He's graduating high school in two weeks. 557 00:24:50,873 --> 00:24:52,517 Congratulations, Kellan. 558 00:24:52,541 --> 00:24:53,865 - KELLAN: Thanks, Shaun! - He knows. 559 00:24:53,893 --> 00:24:55,453 He doesn't want to hear about you having it. 560 00:24:55,477 --> 00:24:56,788 Neither do I. 561 00:24:56,812 --> 00:24:58,757 Does he think Lea and I don't have sex? 562 00:24:58,781 --> 00:25:00,792 Because we do, a lot. 563 00:25:00,816 --> 00:25:02,218 Or, we did. 564 00:25:02,257 --> 00:25:03,561 I'm sure you do. We're all sure you do. 565 00:25:03,585 --> 00:25:04,781 We don't need to talk about it. 566 00:25:04,846 --> 00:25:06,888 Sexual intimacy is beautiful. 567 00:25:08,023 --> 00:25:10,335 I'm gonna skip breakfast. 568 00:25:10,359 --> 00:25:12,103 You miss me. 569 00:25:12,127 --> 00:25:13,605 Uh... Unh-unh. 570 00:25:13,816 --> 00:25:15,827 No, we talk twice a day. 571 00:25:15,851 --> 00:25:18,330 The only difference is the lack of physical contact, 572 00:25:18,354 --> 00:25:20,832 which reduces your risk of infection. 573 00:25:20,856 --> 00:25:23,201 But...[QUIETLY] I do miss sex. 574 00:25:23,225 --> 00:25:24,436 Don't you? 575 00:25:24,460 --> 00:25:26,531 I do. 576 00:25:27,329 --> 00:25:30,091 We can't do that over the phone. 577 00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:33,878 That's not really true. 578 00:25:33,902 --> 00:25:36,014 Hmm? Go on. 579 00:25:36,038 --> 00:25:39,707 Call me after work when you're alone. 580 00:25:41,377 --> 00:25:42,721 Oh. 581 00:25:42,745 --> 00:25:46,047 ♪ 582 00:25:49,351 --> 00:25:52,030 [QUIETLY] Are... Are you muted? 583 00:25:52,054 --> 00:25:52,931 [QUIETLY] Yeah. 584 00:25:52,955 --> 00:25:55,033 I'm sorry to bother you. 585 00:25:55,057 --> 00:25:57,902 When, uh... When can you take a break? 586 00:25:57,926 --> 00:25:59,537 Can you come back in an hour? 587 00:25:59,561 --> 00:26:01,840 You really should take a break. 588 00:26:01,864 --> 00:26:04,743 Just get out of the house for a bit. 589 00:26:04,767 --> 00:26:06,644 It'll help you work better. 590 00:26:06,668 --> 00:26:09,714 You need to stretch your legs and stretch your mind. 591 00:26:09,738 --> 00:26:15,153 Um, can you come back in... in a... aw, man! 592 00:26:15,177 --> 00:26:16,755 Are you working? 593 00:26:16,779 --> 00:26:21,926 ♪ 594 00:26:21,950 --> 00:26:23,228 [SIGHS] 595 00:26:23,252 --> 00:26:26,031 Who's GoodPlaceFan 793? 596 00:26:26,055 --> 00:26:27,532 I don't know, but whoever he is, 597 00:26:27,556 --> 00:26:29,234 he's richer than he was five minutes ago. 598 00:26:29,258 --> 00:26:31,703 I want to go on a walk. Can I just finish this? 599 00:26:31,727 --> 00:26:33,104 No. No need. 600 00:26:33,128 --> 00:26:36,397 You just play as long as you want with your friends. 601 00:26:39,034 --> 00:26:41,235 [DOOR CLOSES] 602 00:26:44,573 --> 00:26:48,019 Vegetations from the abscess had implanted on your mitral valve. 603 00:26:48,043 --> 00:26:50,422 A narrow margin sharp dissection left enough 604 00:26:50,446 --> 00:26:52,557 leaflet to allow a primary repair... 605 00:26:52,581 --> 00:26:54,793 We expect a full recovery of the heart. 606 00:26:54,817 --> 00:26:57,962 Of the heart? What about the rest of me? 607 00:26:57,986 --> 00:27:00,131 Unfortunately, your lungs are still compro... 608 00:27:00,155 --> 00:27:03,535 [KOOL & THE GANG'S CELEBRATION PLAYS LOUDLY] 609 00:27:03,559 --> 00:27:04,702 What... What was that? 610 00:27:04,726 --> 00:27:06,171 ♪ Ya-hoo! ♪ 611 00:27:06,195 --> 00:27:08,540 [HOARSELY] Someone's going home. 612 00:27:08,564 --> 00:27:09,874 [CHEERING] 613 00:27:09,898 --> 00:27:13,845 ♪ Celebrate good times, come on ♪ 614 00:27:13,869 --> 00:27:15,749 ♪ Let's celebrate ♪ 615 00:27:15,773 --> 00:27:16,927 ♪ There's a party... ♪ 616 00:27:16,966 --> 00:27:19,751 Your lungs have a lot of inflammation and swelling, 617 00:27:19,775 --> 00:27:22,120 and we need to put you on a non-rebreather mask 618 00:27:22,144 --> 00:27:24,155 and hope it gets your O2 level up. 619 00:27:24,179 --> 00:27:26,558 That doesn't sound overly promising. 620 00:27:26,582 --> 00:27:29,027 I-Isn't there anything else you can do? 621 00:27:29,051 --> 00:27:30,585 No. 622 00:27:32,641 --> 00:27:34,085 [WHEEZING] 623 00:27:34,110 --> 00:27:36,722 You need to go on a ventilator, so I'm gonna sedate you. 624 00:27:38,001 --> 00:27:39,459 [SHAKILY] For how long? 625 00:27:39,761 --> 00:27:41,940 Hopefully just a few days. 626 00:27:41,964 --> 00:27:43,851 But it could be longer. 627 00:27:45,100 --> 00:27:47,946 My baby's due in two weeks. 628 00:27:47,970 --> 00:27:49,971 This is better for both of you. 629 00:27:52,007 --> 00:27:53,718 [BREATHING QUICKLY] 630 00:27:53,742 --> 00:27:56,387 - If I don't make it... - You will. 631 00:27:56,411 --> 00:28:00,792 Your baby's safe, you're young, you're strong. 632 00:28:00,816 --> 00:28:07,465 ♪ 633 00:28:07,489 --> 00:28:08,600 [DOG BARKING] 634 00:28:08,624 --> 00:28:11,636 LEA: Sex is not just about touch. 635 00:28:11,660 --> 00:28:15,740 It's about imagery, emotion, connection... 636 00:28:15,764 --> 00:28:19,134 Oh, but touch is very, very important. 637 00:28:19,168 --> 00:28:21,479 I mean, there will be touch. 638 00:28:21,503 --> 00:28:27,418 But I won't be touching you, and you won't be touching me. 639 00:28:27,442 --> 00:28:29,124 Are your ears okay? 640 00:28:29,148 --> 00:28:30,441 They hurt. 641 00:28:30,479 --> 00:28:33,158 Because of COVID, I have to wear two masks, 642 00:28:33,182 --> 00:28:35,846 and the elastics cut into the skin behind my ears. 643 00:28:35,878 --> 00:28:38,851 You're going to masturbate while I masturbate? 644 00:28:39,968 --> 00:28:43,448 Yeah. And we'll talk to each other. 645 00:28:43,473 --> 00:28:44,984 That sounds very distracting. 646 00:28:45,009 --> 00:28:47,971 Shaun, we're going to talk about sex. 647 00:28:48,957 --> 00:28:52,811 Tell me what you're doing to me. 648 00:28:53,315 --> 00:28:55,994 Looking at you on my computer. 649 00:28:56,019 --> 00:28:58,731 What do you wish you were doing with me? 650 00:29:02,397 --> 00:29:04,042 Kissing you. 651 00:29:04,067 --> 00:29:05,277 Mm-hmm. 652 00:29:05,302 --> 00:29:08,415 But what if I have COVID? Then you'd... 653 00:29:08,440 --> 00:29:10,684 I'm unfastening your belt. 654 00:29:10,709 --> 00:29:11,920 No... No, you're not. 655 00:29:11,945 --> 00:29:13,423 I-I don't have my belt on. 656 00:29:13,448 --> 00:29:14,813 Okay, no belt. 657 00:29:14,837 --> 00:29:19,697 Shaun, just close your eyes and imagine we are... 658 00:29:19,722 --> 00:29:22,947 If I close my eyes, then I can't see you, Lea, 659 00:29:22,972 --> 00:29:25,138 and I can't see most of you anyway. 660 00:29:25,163 --> 00:29:26,074 You can remember. 661 00:29:26,099 --> 00:29:27,643 No, no, this is stupid. 662 00:29:27,668 --> 00:29:29,779 I don't want to pretend to have sex with you. 663 00:29:29,804 --> 00:29:31,611 I want to be with you. 664 00:29:31,636 --> 00:29:37,017 ♪ 665 00:29:37,499 --> 00:29:40,144 I miss you, too, Shaun. 666 00:29:40,169 --> 00:29:46,118 ♪ 667 00:29:46,143 --> 00:29:52,148 ♪ 668 00:29:56,789 --> 00:29:59,057 [SIREN WAILS] 669 00:30:01,726 --> 00:30:02,770 Any cough? 670 00:30:02,794 --> 00:30:03,671 [BEEPING] 671 00:30:03,695 --> 00:30:04,538 Any fever? 672 00:30:04,562 --> 00:30:05,406 - [BEEPING] - No. 673 00:30:05,430 --> 00:30:06,702 Any shortness of breath? 674 00:30:06,726 --> 00:30:09,043 - Sore throat, loss of smell? - No, no, none of that. 675 00:30:09,067 --> 00:30:12,646 J-Just searing abdominal pain and the runs. 676 00:30:12,670 --> 00:30:15,182 I'm pretty sure it's my diverticulitis acting up. 677 00:30:15,206 --> 00:30:18,953 [CLEARS THROAT] My roommate is deeply into pandemic baking... 678 00:30:18,977 --> 00:30:20,341 [SIGHS, CLEARS THROAT] 679 00:30:20,365 --> 00:30:22,857 I've avoided coming in. I don't want to catch COVID. 680 00:30:22,881 --> 00:30:24,125 Have a seat. 681 00:30:24,149 --> 00:30:27,767 Non-COVID floor, NPO, I.V. acetaminophen for pain 682 00:30:27,797 --> 00:30:29,043 while he waits on his abdominal CT. 683 00:30:29,087 --> 00:30:30,464 - [CELLPHONE RINGING] - No food? 684 00:30:30,488 --> 00:30:32,500 Usually my first stop with an abdominal pain patient 685 00:30:32,524 --> 00:30:34,602 is the cafeteria. 686 00:30:34,626 --> 00:30:36,070 It's Ambar. Repetitive late decels. 687 00:30:36,094 --> 00:30:38,172 - I've got a baby coming. - Go. 688 00:30:38,196 --> 00:30:42,132 ♪ 689 00:30:45,303 --> 00:30:48,115 Thank you. I-I know you're busy. 690 00:30:48,139 --> 00:30:51,175 What can I help you with? Are you doing okay? 691 00:30:53,211 --> 00:30:56,157 My mother had a necklace... a cross. 692 00:30:56,181 --> 00:30:59,016 She wore it every day. I'm hoping to get it back. 693 00:31:00,985 --> 00:31:05,433 Uh, the patients' things are all being held in one place. 694 00:31:05,457 --> 00:31:09,293 We're not supposed to release them until after the crisis. 695 00:31:13,604 --> 00:31:15,806 I'm so sorry. 696 00:31:17,402 --> 00:31:18,546 Thank you. 697 00:31:18,570 --> 00:31:23,751 ♪ 698 00:31:23,775 --> 00:31:26,009 Okay. Um... 699 00:31:27,712 --> 00:31:29,390 Let me see if I can find it. 700 00:31:29,414 --> 00:31:33,394 I'll... I'll clean it and get it back to you. 701 00:31:33,418 --> 00:31:40,924 ♪ 702 00:31:41,793 --> 00:31:44,238 Wanted to let you know that it'll be quiet around here 703 00:31:44,262 --> 00:31:45,306 for a little while. 704 00:31:45,330 --> 00:31:48,375 I'm... taking a walk on the beach with Susie. 705 00:31:48,399 --> 00:31:50,744 We will stay six feet apart. 706 00:31:50,768 --> 00:31:52,480 Six feet is the absolute minimum. 707 00:31:52,504 --> 00:31:55,311 It's still considered quite a risk. 708 00:31:55,974 --> 00:31:59,687 So not... not only do you not want to do things with me, 709 00:31:59,711 --> 00:32:01,989 now you don't want me to do things with other people? 710 00:32:02,013 --> 00:32:04,391 I want you to be careful, like you want me to be careful. 711 00:32:04,415 --> 00:32:06,494 You don't want me to do anything. 712 00:32:06,518 --> 00:32:09,296 I can't go shopping, I can't take a walk, 713 00:32:09,320 --> 00:32:11,232 you won't spend any time with me. 714 00:32:11,256 --> 00:32:12,299 I'm a little bit busy. 715 00:32:12,323 --> 00:32:13,634 You're playing poker! 716 00:32:13,658 --> 00:32:16,170 I played poker for one hour while I was working. 717 00:32:16,194 --> 00:32:18,539 I spend every minute of every day with you. 718 00:32:18,563 --> 00:32:22,142 Oh, well, you should be so happy that I'm taking a hike. 719 00:32:22,166 --> 00:32:23,934 It'll be a long one. 720 00:32:27,605 --> 00:32:29,039 [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS] 721 00:32:30,575 --> 00:32:33,220 Could you please... Wear your damn mask. 722 00:32:33,244 --> 00:32:38,993 ♪ 723 00:32:39,017 --> 00:32:40,327 Rodriguez or Jeter? 724 00:32:40,328 --> 00:32:41,806 Easy... Jeter. 725 00:32:41,807 --> 00:32:43,585 I hate A-Rod with a white-hot hate, 726 00:32:43,586 --> 00:32:45,230 but it's Jeter who beat us. 727 00:32:45,231 --> 00:32:47,276 Who's your most-hated Yankee? 728 00:32:47,277 --> 00:32:49,255 I never cared for Paul Revere. 729 00:32:49,256 --> 00:32:51,300 Your CBC doesn't show a high white count, 730 00:32:51,301 --> 00:32:53,580 which is atypical for acute diverticulitis. 731 00:32:53,581 --> 00:32:55,392 We'll see what the imaging shows. 732 00:32:55,393 --> 00:32:56,637 Can we bring Walter down to CT? 733 00:32:56,638 --> 00:32:58,161 Sure thing. 734 00:33:00,755 --> 00:33:03,367 You remember when they lost game 7 to the Diamondbacks? 735 00:33:03,391 --> 00:33:06,337 Oh, I cried tears of joy. 736 00:33:06,361 --> 00:33:07,471 [BOTH CHUCKLE] 737 00:33:07,495 --> 00:33:08,586 I feel the rump. 738 00:33:08,610 --> 00:33:10,221 Apply the pressure there. 739 00:33:10,865 --> 00:33:14,412 Don't be shy. We need this baby out now. 740 00:33:14,436 --> 00:33:15,780 [BREATHING HEAVILY] 741 00:33:15,804 --> 00:33:19,417 [BABY'S HEARTBEAT PUMPING] 742 00:33:19,441 --> 00:33:20,484 Baby's out. 743 00:33:20,508 --> 00:33:22,509 [MONITORS BEEPING QUICKLY] 744 00:33:27,382 --> 00:33:29,750 [BABY CRIES] 745 00:33:33,321 --> 00:33:35,266 How's she looking, Dr. Park? 746 00:33:35,290 --> 00:33:36,741 Good. 747 00:33:37,559 --> 00:33:40,805 She's pink, active, and breathing great. 748 00:33:40,829 --> 00:33:42,239 [CRYING CONTINUES] 749 00:33:42,263 --> 00:33:43,908 [EXHALES SHARPLY] 750 00:33:43,932 --> 00:33:50,414 ♪ 751 00:33:50,438 --> 00:33:56,887 ♪ 752 00:33:56,911 --> 00:33:59,924 [WEAKLY] The third fuse on the left that looks like 753 00:33:59,948 --> 00:34:02,226 it hasn't been flipped but it has. 754 00:34:02,250 --> 00:34:06,430 You just... You turn it... turn it off and then back on. 755 00:34:06,454 --> 00:34:07,911 This is for the dryer? 756 00:34:07,935 --> 00:34:11,669 [PANTING] I don't want you calling a repairman 757 00:34:11,693 --> 00:34:14,628 just because of a tripped fuse. 758 00:34:18,617 --> 00:34:20,695 The dryer is fine. 759 00:34:20,978 --> 00:34:23,513 You're gonna be fine. 760 00:34:26,992 --> 00:34:28,202 I love you. 761 00:34:28,226 --> 00:34:29,804 You don't need to say that. 762 00:34:29,828 --> 00:34:31,939 - But I want to. - You don't need to, okay? 763 00:34:31,963 --> 00:34:34,051 This isn't a big moment. 764 00:34:35,167 --> 00:34:37,735 You'll be fine. 765 00:34:39,838 --> 00:34:44,452 Lily... most... most people 766 00:34:44,476 --> 00:34:46,611 who go on a ventilator... 767 00:34:48,012 --> 00:34:50,051 don't come off. 768 00:34:54,586 --> 00:34:56,864 Put the doctor on. 769 00:34:56,888 --> 00:35:04,038 ♪ 770 00:35:04,062 --> 00:35:06,691 Tell him he's going to be fine. 771 00:35:07,632 --> 00:35:09,310 I can't. 772 00:35:09,334 --> 00:35:12,380 He's right. The majority of COVID patients 773 00:35:12,404 --> 00:35:14,971 who go on a ventilator never come off. 774 00:35:15,667 --> 00:35:17,931 Put the other doctor on. 775 00:35:19,623 --> 00:35:22,691 Martin's relative youth is a positive. 776 00:35:24,583 --> 00:35:27,728 I'm sorry. I wish I could give you more. 777 00:35:27,752 --> 00:35:31,599 ♪ 778 00:35:31,623 --> 00:35:35,503 ♪ 779 00:35:35,527 --> 00:35:37,228 [CELLPHONE BEEPS] 780 00:35:43,751 --> 00:35:46,496 [VENTILATOR HISSING] 781 00:35:46,520 --> 00:35:53,136 ♪ 782 00:35:53,160 --> 00:35:59,776 ♪ 783 00:35:59,800 --> 00:36:06,416 ♪ 784 00:36:07,731 --> 00:36:09,899 Your daughter's beautiful. 785 00:36:11,201 --> 00:36:14,681 6 1/2 pounds, 19 inches, 786 00:36:14,705 --> 00:36:17,106 completely COVID-free. 787 00:36:18,842 --> 00:36:22,689 She's, uh, got your nose... 788 00:36:22,713 --> 00:36:24,691 eats like a champ. 789 00:36:24,715 --> 00:36:27,950 Everyone on the floor knows when she's hungry. 790 00:36:30,087 --> 00:36:36,269 She just needs you to get better so you can hold her. 791 00:36:36,293 --> 00:36:43,409 ♪ 792 00:36:43,433 --> 00:36:50,616 ♪ 793 00:36:50,640 --> 00:36:53,486 So far, good news. No signs of diverticulitis. 794 00:36:53,510 --> 00:36:55,445 Just need to scan y... 795 00:36:55,479 --> 00:36:57,001 WALTER: What? 796 00:36:58,115 --> 00:36:59,721 Scan my what? 797 00:37:01,585 --> 00:37:02,895 [LINE RINGING] 798 00:37:02,919 --> 00:37:04,331 [CELLPHONE BUZZES] 799 00:37:04,361 --> 00:37:05,598 Hello. 800 00:37:05,622 --> 00:37:06,499 MORGAN: Put on a mask. 801 00:37:06,523 --> 00:37:07,527 But I'm in the... 802 00:37:07,551 --> 00:37:09,281 Put on a mask. Now. 803 00:37:09,760 --> 00:37:13,106 Walter's abdominal CT caught the lower portion of his lungs. 804 00:37:13,130 --> 00:37:15,875 It's not diverticulitis. It's COVID. 805 00:37:15,899 --> 00:37:17,810 We've both been exposed and so has everyone 806 00:37:17,834 --> 00:37:19,323 who passed through that hallway 807 00:37:19,348 --> 00:37:21,326 Walter was sitting in for an hour. 808 00:37:21,351 --> 00:37:25,788 ♪ 809 00:37:26,510 --> 00:37:28,554 Ambar's acidosis is getting worse. 810 00:37:28,578 --> 00:37:30,022 She's not getting enough oxygen. 811 00:37:30,046 --> 00:37:32,225 - What's her ventilator setting? - She's maxed out. 812 00:37:32,249 --> 00:37:34,360 We can't increase pressure without risking blowing out her lungs. 813 00:37:34,384 --> 00:37:35,495 Does she have any family? 814 00:37:35,519 --> 00:37:36,786 It might be time to notify next of kin. 815 00:37:36,820 --> 00:37:38,654 I read about a small clinical rescue therapy trial... 816 00:37:38,678 --> 00:37:39,799 the CHILL study. 817 00:37:39,823 --> 00:37:42,135 She's a good candidate... no cytokine storm, 818 00:37:42,159 --> 00:37:44,470 her troponin's low, so are her LFTs and creatinine. 819 00:37:44,494 --> 00:37:46,105 Her organs are in good shape. 820 00:37:46,129 --> 00:37:47,540 So why not freeze them and paralyze 821 00:37:47,564 --> 00:37:49,409 virtually every muscle in her body? 822 00:37:49,433 --> 00:37:51,377 Lowering the temperature reduces her 823 00:37:51,401 --> 00:37:54,614 inflammatory response and her need for oxygen. 824 00:37:54,638 --> 00:37:56,852 And it's better than calling her next of kin. 825 00:37:56,876 --> 00:37:59,218 She's gonna require constant monitoring. 826 00:37:59,242 --> 00:38:00,720 We're all already overstretched. 827 00:38:00,744 --> 00:38:02,121 I'll do it. 828 00:38:02,145 --> 00:38:05,001 I'll take full responsibility for her. 829 00:38:09,366 --> 00:38:12,979 [KNOCKING ON DOOR] 830 00:38:13,004 --> 00:38:14,181 Who's there? 831 00:38:14,206 --> 00:38:15,417 LEA: It's Lea. 832 00:38:15,442 --> 00:38:17,153 You can't come in. 833 00:38:17,178 --> 00:38:19,089 I got you something. 834 00:38:19,114 --> 00:38:20,558 That's too bad. 835 00:38:20,583 --> 00:38:22,094 You can't come in to give it to me. 836 00:38:22,119 --> 00:38:24,020 [PAPER RUSTLING] 837 00:38:33,210 --> 00:38:37,761 ♪ 838 00:38:37,899 --> 00:38:40,178 I saw online doctors are using these 839 00:38:40,203 --> 00:38:42,081 to help with their masks. 840 00:38:42,106 --> 00:38:44,317 You attach an elastic to each arm 841 00:38:44,342 --> 00:38:47,121 so they don't rub your ears. 842 00:38:47,257 --> 00:38:53,172 ♪ 843 00:38:53,196 --> 00:38:58,910 ♪ 844 00:38:58,935 --> 00:39:00,813 It is better. 845 00:39:00,838 --> 00:39:02,438 Thank you. 846 00:39:03,525 --> 00:39:04,803 [EXHALES SHARPLY] 847 00:39:04,828 --> 00:39:11,444 I know I can't come in, but I don't want to leave. 848 00:39:11,469 --> 00:39:18,648 ♪ 849 00:39:18,673 --> 00:39:20,607 You can stay there. 850 00:39:21,418 --> 00:39:25,754 ♪ Where can I go when you don't hide? ♪ 851 00:39:26,703 --> 00:39:29,715 ♪ Who am I if not seen through your eyes? ♪ 852 00:39:29,740 --> 00:39:31,575 [SIGHS] 853 00:39:33,409 --> 00:39:37,689 What's for breakfast tomorrow? 854 00:39:37,714 --> 00:39:39,826 Park's making pancakes. 855 00:39:39,851 --> 00:39:42,361 Mmm. That's great. 856 00:39:43,025 --> 00:39:44,936 He's done it before. 857 00:39:44,961 --> 00:39:47,740 - They weren't very good. - ♪ Swallow me up in the dead of night ♪ 858 00:39:47,817 --> 00:39:49,361 [CHUCKLES] Why? 859 00:39:50,406 --> 00:39:52,351 They... They were not very good. 860 00:39:52,376 --> 00:39:54,320 ♪ Feel you all in my skin in the morning light ♪ 861 00:39:54,345 --> 00:39:55,689 I-I don't know, but I told him, I said, 862 00:39:55,714 --> 00:39:57,425 Dr. Park, these pancakes are... 863 00:39:57,450 --> 00:40:02,531 ♪ Oh, when I love ♪ 864 00:40:02,556 --> 00:40:08,605 ♪ 865 00:40:08,630 --> 00:40:14,479 ♪ You're falling from the sky ♪ 866 00:40:14,504 --> 00:40:19,841 ♪ You're rolling in my mind ♪ 867 00:40:20,696 --> 00:40:25,000 ♪ Whispering my breath ♪ 868 00:40:25,895 --> 00:40:33,845 ♪ How can I be without you? ♪ 869 00:40:33,870 --> 00:40:38,218 ♪ 870 00:40:38,243 --> 00:40:42,446 ♪ Try to grab hold, got nothing left ♪ 871 00:40:43,226 --> 00:40:47,840 ♪ Oh, but love, my dear, is stern as death ♪ 872 00:40:47,865 --> 00:40:52,746 ♪ Wherever I go ♪ 873 00:40:52,771 --> 00:40:55,683 Is that my nightstand? 874 00:40:56,019 --> 00:40:57,252 What? 875 00:40:59,589 --> 00:41:03,681 Oh, since you feel that our time together 876 00:41:03,706 --> 00:41:07,141 is something to be endured instead of enjoyed, 877 00:41:07,166 --> 00:41:12,003 I decided to make that easier for you. 878 00:41:13,529 --> 00:41:16,775 This is as far away as I can get right now, 879 00:41:16,800 --> 00:41:20,447 so can you just please shut the door 880 00:41:20,472 --> 00:41:22,683 and go back to your room? 881 00:41:22,708 --> 00:41:32,160 ♪ 882 00:41:32,185 --> 00:41:41,671 ♪ 883 00:41:41,696 --> 00:41:51,181 ♪ 884 00:41:51,206 --> 00:42:00,725 ♪ 885 00:42:00,750 --> 00:42:02,481 MAN: Things will be okay. 886 00:42:03,313 --> 00:42:11,531 ♪ 887 00:42:11,834 --> 00:42:16,766 ♪ Where can I go when you don't hide? ♪ 888 00:42:16,791 --> 00:42:22,411 ♪ Who am I if not seen through your eyes? ♪