1 00:00:11,334 --> 00:00:13,753 [NARRATOR] Previously on Star Trek: Discovery: 2 00:00:13,794 --> 00:00:18,036 - [IN KLINGON] What is this? - Provisions. From my ship. 3 00:00:18,061 --> 00:00:21,414 And your crew fell in line behind me. 4 00:00:21,439 --> 00:00:22,941 You have failed. 5 00:00:23,024 --> 00:00:26,188 [GEORGIOU] Ambassador Sarek, it's good to see you again. 6 00:00:26,213 --> 00:00:28,440 As discussed, this is my ward. 7 00:00:28,465 --> 00:00:32,465 The only female Michael I ever heard of was Michael Burnham, the mutineer. 8 00:00:32,490 --> 00:00:33,986 You're not her, are you? 9 00:00:34,011 --> 00:00:36,446 Captain Gabriel Lorca. Welcome to Discovery. 10 00:00:36,471 --> 00:00:38,267 Captain what am I doing on this ship? 11 00:00:38,292 --> 00:00:40,628 Question is, what am I gonna do with you? 12 00:00:40,653 --> 00:00:43,377 We are creating a new way to fly. 13 00:00:43,402 --> 00:00:46,759 If the Discovery can be anywhere and gone in an instant, 14 00:00:46,784 --> 00:00:48,205 that's how you beat the Klingons. 15 00:00:48,230 --> 00:00:50,830 We believe the enemy may have identified Discovery 16 00:00:50,855 --> 00:00:52,348 as our secret weapon. 17 00:00:52,472 --> 00:00:55,768 - [GROWLING] - [GRUNTING] 18 00:00:55,793 --> 00:00:57,934 [LORCA] Didn't realize there were more of us here. 19 00:00:57,959 --> 00:01:00,192 - What's your name, soldier? - Lieutenant Ash Tyler. 20 00:01:00,878 --> 00:01:02,671 [TYLER] Getting out of here was always a two-man job. 21 00:01:02,696 --> 00:01:04,784 I just waited till I found the right man. 22 00:01:08,389 --> 00:01:11,900 Your eyes. That happened when you destroyed the Buran, didn't it? 23 00:01:11,925 --> 00:01:13,529 We choose our own pain. 24 00:01:14,556 --> 00:01:16,183 Mine helps me remember. 25 00:01:16,208 --> 00:01:19,669 [OVER COMM] This is Captain Lorca. Two to beam out, now. 26 00:01:29,782 --> 00:01:32,648 [MAN] Live long and prosper, Ambassador Sarek. 27 00:01:33,045 --> 00:01:36,617 And you, Adjunct V'Latak. 28 00:01:47,790 --> 00:01:50,387 Our mission requires that we leave at once. 29 00:01:50,546 --> 00:01:52,734 Plot a course for the Cancri system. 30 00:01:52,759 --> 00:01:56,275 May I inquire as to the nature of our diplomatic mission? 31 00:01:56,325 --> 00:02:00,397 Allow me to be diplomatic and ask that you do not. 32 00:02:01,348 --> 00:02:03,235 In times of crisis... 33 00:02:04,064 --> 00:02:06,737 ignorance can be beneficial. 34 00:02:08,109 --> 00:02:10,167 [V'LATAK] We are set to launch. 35 00:02:26,378 --> 00:02:28,456 [BURNHAM] Two more laps before breakfast. 36 00:02:28,481 --> 00:02:29,502 [TILLY] We've done ten. 37 00:02:29,527 --> 00:02:32,347 You still need to shave 6.5 seconds off of your time. 38 00:02:32,454 --> 00:02:35,441 - Does six seconds really matter? - Six-point-five. 39 00:02:35,498 --> 00:02:37,976 And yes, they matter, if you're ever gonna make captain. 40 00:02:38,001 --> 00:02:41,270 It's been my experience that what I lack in athletic ability 41 00:02:41,295 --> 00:02:44,632 I more than make up for in intelligence and personality. 42 00:02:44,657 --> 00:02:46,959 We may wanna focus on those attributes. 43 00:02:46,984 --> 00:02:49,949 Everyone applying to the Command Training Program will be smart. 44 00:02:49,974 --> 00:02:51,530 Personality doesn't count. 45 00:02:51,555 --> 00:02:53,922 That's just something people with no personality say. 46 00:02:53,997 --> 00:02:58,062 Wait, which in no way means you. You absolutely have a personality. 47 00:02:58,116 --> 00:03:00,414 [BURNHAM] Six-point-five seconds is not an arbitrary number. 48 00:03:00,439 --> 00:03:02,903 Your time will earn you a physical endurance commendation. 49 00:03:02,928 --> 00:03:05,354 Today, your goal is 6.5 seconds. 50 00:03:05,425 --> 00:03:09,054 Then, getting a transfer on a Constitution-class, like the Enterprise. 51 00:03:09,079 --> 00:03:10,802 After that, first officer track. 52 00:03:11,064 --> 00:03:13,942 See your path, stay on it. Reach your destination. 53 00:03:13,967 --> 00:03:15,350 Cadet to captain. 54 00:03:15,555 --> 00:03:17,057 Just like that. 55 00:03:17,386 --> 00:03:19,185 What's it gonna be, Tilly? 56 00:03:19,210 --> 00:03:21,786 [TILLY PANTING] 57 00:03:23,345 --> 00:03:27,239 - [ALARM WAILING] - [KLINGONS YELLING AND GRUNTING] 58 00:03:35,386 --> 00:03:37,016 How you holding up? 59 00:03:37,041 --> 00:03:40,457 I waited seven months to do this. Don't worry about me Captain. Clear. 60 00:03:40,482 --> 00:03:42,584 Door right, stack right. Go. 61 00:03:45,355 --> 00:03:48,215 - Where do you hail from, soldier? - Seattle. 62 00:03:52,113 --> 00:03:53,430 - Clear. - Clear. 63 00:03:53,455 --> 00:03:55,969 [DOOR CLOSES] 64 00:03:55,995 --> 00:03:57,179 What about your family? 65 00:03:57,204 --> 00:03:59,744 Never knew my father. Mom said I didn't miss much there. 66 00:03:59,769 --> 00:04:01,457 She died while I was at the Academy, 67 00:04:01,482 --> 00:04:02,925 on her way to the moons of Grazer. 68 00:04:02,949 --> 00:04:04,708 A rogue comet. 69 00:04:05,279 --> 00:04:07,431 First vacation in 12 years. 70 00:04:16,779 --> 00:04:18,365 High, low. 71 00:04:24,972 --> 00:04:26,708 [GRUNTING] 72 00:04:26,733 --> 00:04:28,253 [LORCA GRUNTS] 73 00:04:32,316 --> 00:04:33,860 [COMPUTER] Two survivors. 74 00:04:33,885 --> 00:04:34,980 One injury. 75 00:04:35,005 --> 00:04:36,423 Mission success. 76 00:04:36,448 --> 00:04:39,348 Hologram battle simulation complete. 77 00:04:40,260 --> 00:04:42,225 Your mother was a teacher, right? 78 00:04:42,345 --> 00:04:44,042 Yeah, third grade. 79 00:04:45,185 --> 00:04:46,711 Issaquah Elementary. 80 00:04:47,782 --> 00:04:49,857 Twenty-four kilometers outside Seattle, 81 00:04:49,882 --> 00:04:52,739 which makes you not exactly from Seattle. 82 00:04:55,066 --> 00:04:56,652 I like to split hairs. 83 00:04:56,714 --> 00:04:59,717 I do my homework. Think I let just anyone walk on my ship? 84 00:04:59,742 --> 00:05:01,994 No, sir. Assuming I checked out? 85 00:05:02,019 --> 00:05:04,739 We wouldn't be playing with these toys if you didn't. 86 00:05:07,664 --> 00:05:09,538 Twenty-four kills. You? 87 00:05:09,563 --> 00:05:10,996 Twenty-two, sir. 88 00:05:11,021 --> 00:05:13,348 Looks like I'm the one who needs to get his eyes fixed. 89 00:05:13,373 --> 00:05:15,199 Mh. 90 00:05:15,403 --> 00:05:18,200 _ 91 00:05:18,644 --> 00:05:21,856 - Captain, out of respect... - Don't apologize for excellence. 92 00:05:22,153 --> 00:05:24,938 I want my chief of security to shoot better than I do. 93 00:05:26,256 --> 00:05:29,511 [MAN ON COMM] Ensign Rause, please report to the shuttle bay. 94 00:05:29,536 --> 00:05:30,954 You offering me a slot, Captain? 95 00:05:30,979 --> 00:05:33,948 Well, I figure I've seen you fly, shoot... 96 00:05:34,068 --> 00:05:35,584 fight like a Klingon. 97 00:05:35,609 --> 00:05:37,485 Klingon guards beat on me for months. 98 00:05:37,510 --> 00:05:38,744 I was bound to pick something up. 99 00:05:38,769 --> 00:05:40,287 No, most people would've given up. 100 00:05:40,312 --> 00:05:41,726 You learned. 101 00:05:41,966 --> 00:05:45,052 My last chief of security and I went through a lot together. 102 00:05:45,816 --> 00:05:47,814 I need someone I can trust. 103 00:05:48,374 --> 00:05:50,431 Someone that understands war. 104 00:05:50,535 --> 00:05:53,441 What it takes to survive, what it takes to win. 105 00:05:53,618 --> 00:05:55,144 I think that's you. 106 00:05:55,169 --> 00:05:56,527 Is it? 107 00:05:56,885 --> 00:05:59,488 I'd be honored to serve on the Discovery. 108 00:06:01,030 --> 00:06:02,671 I won't let you down, sir. 109 00:06:02,696 --> 00:06:04,310 Good. 110 00:06:10,471 --> 00:06:12,698 [SAREK] According to our flight plan, 111 00:06:12,723 --> 00:06:15,014 we should be arriving momentarily. 112 00:06:18,366 --> 00:06:20,850 Why have we not yet dropped out of warp? 113 00:06:21,487 --> 00:06:24,161 Our course has changed. 114 00:06:27,904 --> 00:06:31,176 You know the actual nature of my mission. 115 00:06:31,201 --> 00:06:34,788 This mission does not reflect true Vulcan ideology. 116 00:06:34,813 --> 00:06:36,359 You are one of them. 117 00:06:36,384 --> 00:06:39,742 - A fanatic. - Your fascination with humans 118 00:06:39,767 --> 00:06:41,602 can no longer be tolerated. 119 00:06:41,627 --> 00:06:45,392 Your obsession has blinded you to the truth. 120 00:06:45,776 --> 00:06:48,579 Humans are inferior. 121 00:06:48,604 --> 00:06:50,403 My sacrifice... 122 00:06:50,744 --> 00:06:56,487 will be a rallying cry to those who value logic above all. 123 00:06:56,512 --> 00:06:58,389 Vulcans will soon recognize 124 00:06:58,414 --> 00:07:03,871 and withdraw from the failed experiment known as "the Federation." 125 00:07:08,358 --> 00:07:12,854 [THEME MUSIC PLAYING] 126 00:08:19,555 --> 00:08:29,493 - Synced and corrected by martythecrazy - - www.addic7ed.com - 127 00:08:38,929 --> 00:08:41,682 Computer, green juice. Extra green. 128 00:08:41,707 --> 00:08:43,517 Computer, cancel that order. 129 00:08:43,542 --> 00:08:47,156 That's hardly the correct ratio of protein, carbohydrates, and fat. 130 00:08:47,181 --> 00:08:50,462 Computer, three-egg-white breakfast burrito with black beans. 131 00:08:50,682 --> 00:08:52,360 - Computer... - Make it two. 132 00:08:52,637 --> 00:08:54,479 Computer, add salsa. 133 00:08:54,897 --> 00:08:57,441 Computer, add roasted-tomato salsa. 134 00:08:57,466 --> 00:08:59,783 Cooked tomatoes are a great source of lycopene. 135 00:08:59,808 --> 00:09:02,568 - Remember that. - Oh, my God. You are so scary. 136 00:09:02,593 --> 00:09:06,196 [COMPUTER] Two appetizing and nutrient-filled burritos. 137 00:09:06,489 --> 00:09:08,828 New guy, 3 o'clock. 138 00:09:08,853 --> 00:09:11,163 Lieutenant Ash Tyler. 139 00:09:11,718 --> 00:09:14,113 Scuttlebutt is he took out six Klingon warriors 140 00:09:14,138 --> 00:09:16,390 in hand-to-hand combat when he and the captain escaped 141 00:09:16,415 --> 00:09:19,841 - that Bird-of-Prey. - Six? I've fought Klingons. I doubt it. 142 00:09:19,866 --> 00:09:21,973 Now the captain practically wants to adopt him. As a result. 143 00:09:21,998 --> 00:09:24,498 I can't imagine Captain Lorca feeling that way about anyone. 144 00:09:24,559 --> 00:09:26,725 Why? He practically adopted you. 145 00:09:26,750 --> 00:09:30,662 I believe every word of it. Kind of feel like it makes him hotter. 146 00:09:30,943 --> 00:09:34,690 [MAN ON COMM] Ensign Molina, please report to engineering. 147 00:09:37,725 --> 00:09:41,376 Scuttlebutt is you took out six Klingon warriors in hand-to-hand combat. 148 00:09:41,409 --> 00:09:44,341 Can't believe everything you hear. Please, sit down. 149 00:09:45,394 --> 00:09:48,852 I'm Cadet Sylvia Tilly. Uh, this is my mentor, Michael. 150 00:09:48,877 --> 00:09:51,464 [WOMAN ON COMM] Commander Wilson, report to the transporter room. 151 00:09:51,489 --> 00:09:53,316 You're Michael Burnham. 152 00:09:53,512 --> 00:09:57,367 The same. You probably can believe everything you hear. 153 00:09:57,709 --> 00:09:59,833 I tend to assess people in the here and now. 154 00:09:59,963 --> 00:10:02,558 You're a functioning crew member of a Federation starship. 155 00:10:02,583 --> 00:10:05,213 Right here. Right now. 156 00:10:13,177 --> 00:10:14,838 Crazy kids. 157 00:10:15,412 --> 00:10:16,949 Michael. 158 00:10:19,032 --> 00:10:21,087 Michael, what's wrong? 159 00:10:24,874 --> 00:10:26,123 I should go. 160 00:10:26,148 --> 00:10:27,681 - You okay? - Yes. 161 00:10:27,720 --> 00:10:29,088 No. 162 00:10:29,428 --> 00:10:32,139 [PANTING] 163 00:10:32,164 --> 00:10:34,663 [SCREAMS] 164 00:10:36,182 --> 00:10:37,906 Sarek. 165 00:10:39,761 --> 00:10:42,238 [SAREK] My mind to your mind. 166 00:10:45,712 --> 00:10:48,172 My thoughts to your thoughts. 167 00:10:58,613 --> 00:11:02,325 [MAN] I believe this is one of our most promising groups of graduates. 168 00:11:02,350 --> 00:11:06,253 - [CROWD CHATTERING] - [HARPIST PLAYING ETHEREAL MUSIC] 169 00:11:23,749 --> 00:11:25,482 We can't let them do this to her. 170 00:11:25,507 --> 00:11:27,082 She has worked her whole life for this. 171 00:11:27,108 --> 00:11:29,611 She's excelled. You have to do something. 172 00:11:29,636 --> 00:11:30,972 This is not fair. 173 00:11:30,997 --> 00:11:33,181 There is no logic in your request, wife. 174 00:11:33,206 --> 00:11:35,206 Fairness is quantifiable. 175 00:11:35,231 --> 00:11:39,627 The Vulcan Expeditionary Group has rated her abilities as insufficient 176 00:11:39,652 --> 00:11:41,040 and rendered their decision. 177 00:11:41,065 --> 00:11:42,613 Their decision is wrong. 178 00:11:42,638 --> 00:11:44,632 She graduated at the top of her class. 179 00:11:44,657 --> 00:11:46,759 Her test scores are better than any Vulcan. 180 00:11:46,784 --> 00:11:48,427 [SAREK] There are other metrics. 181 00:11:48,452 --> 00:11:51,317 Spiritual discipline, martial arts... 182 00:11:51,455 --> 00:11:54,520 - logic. - Please, I want to go home. 183 00:11:54,545 --> 00:11:57,328 Humiliation is a human emotion. 184 00:11:57,974 --> 00:11:59,822 I'm sorry, Sarek. 185 00:12:02,219 --> 00:12:03,974 You were wrong to believe in me. 186 00:12:03,999 --> 00:12:06,294 - No, no, no. - I can't compete here. 187 00:12:06,319 --> 00:12:08,536 I do not have the required abilities. 188 00:12:09,002 --> 00:12:11,296 - I am not good enough. - [AMANDA] Nonsense. 189 00:12:11,481 --> 00:12:14,303 Sarek, make her see the truth. 190 00:12:14,356 --> 00:12:17,053 [SAREK] She cannot thrive in the Vulcan service. 191 00:12:17,078 --> 00:12:19,784 Perhaps I can find a place for her in Starfleet, 192 00:12:19,809 --> 00:12:22,353 where the requirements are less extreme. 193 00:12:26,195 --> 00:12:29,646 What are you doing here? This is my mind. 194 00:12:30,158 --> 00:12:32,575 - [BURNHAM] You brought me here. - Leave now! 195 00:12:32,600 --> 00:12:34,408 Sarek! 196 00:12:38,537 --> 00:12:41,459 Ever since the bombing, part of me, 197 00:12:41,484 --> 00:12:44,568 my katra, has been with you. 198 00:12:44,593 --> 00:12:46,037 My thoughts to your thoughts. 199 00:12:46,062 --> 00:12:47,725 [GASPS] Sarek. 200 00:12:47,750 --> 00:12:50,092 It's okay, Burnham. You're in sick bay. 201 00:12:50,117 --> 00:12:53,241 - What's the matter with her? - I have no idea. 202 00:12:53,266 --> 00:12:55,094 Nothing shows up on any of her scans. 203 00:12:55,119 --> 00:12:57,650 It's not me, it's Sarek. He's in trouble. 204 00:12:57,675 --> 00:12:59,188 How would you know that? 205 00:12:59,213 --> 00:13:00,812 I share part of his katra. 206 00:13:00,837 --> 00:13:02,213 His eternal life force. 207 00:13:02,238 --> 00:13:03,981 Like a Vulcan soul. 208 00:13:04,006 --> 00:13:07,674 I've heard stories. I just assumed it was an ancient myth. 209 00:13:07,699 --> 00:13:10,353 How can you share a soul with Sarek? 210 00:13:10,378 --> 00:13:12,380 - You're not Vulcan. - I was raised as one. 211 00:13:12,405 --> 00:13:14,229 After my parents were killed at a Vulcan outpost... 212 00:13:14,254 --> 00:13:16,601 Sarek and his human wife, Amanda, took you in. 213 00:13:16,626 --> 00:13:18,452 Your story is well-documented. 214 00:13:18,477 --> 00:13:21,680 He believed I could serve as humanity's potential. 215 00:13:22,405 --> 00:13:24,627 How could he put that pressure on a child? 216 00:13:24,652 --> 00:13:28,449 But not everyone agreed with him. A group of logic extremists... 217 00:13:28,985 --> 00:13:32,275 didn't want humans in their culture, tried to stop him by killing me. 218 00:13:32,300 --> 00:13:33,565 They bombed the Learning Center 219 00:13:33,590 --> 00:13:37,401 - where I was educated. - Vulcans tried to murder you? 220 00:13:37,426 --> 00:13:40,441 Renegade Vulcans, a small faction. And they didn't try. 221 00:13:40,466 --> 00:13:42,229 Doctor, they succeeded. 222 00:13:42,267 --> 00:13:44,229 I was dead for three minutes. 223 00:13:45,219 --> 00:13:48,171 The katra has a healing power. Sarek used it to save me. 224 00:13:48,196 --> 00:13:49,483 A kind of soul graft. 225 00:13:49,508 --> 00:13:51,952 It's a procedure that's frowned upon, and rare. 226 00:13:51,977 --> 00:13:56,186 So, you're... linked with him? He gets wounded, you feel pain? 227 00:13:56,647 --> 00:13:59,389 - Has this happened to you before? - Once. 228 00:13:59,948 --> 00:14:01,416 The start of the war. 229 00:14:01,441 --> 00:14:03,151 He sensed my distress... 230 00:14:03,288 --> 00:14:04,915 and came to me. 231 00:14:06,002 --> 00:14:09,111 But this is different. I can feel him slipping away. 232 00:14:09,136 --> 00:14:11,019 I don't think this is a conscious effort on his part. 233 00:14:11,044 --> 00:14:13,596 Sarek is delirious. He might be dying. 234 00:14:14,086 --> 00:14:15,622 Captain... 235 00:14:17,178 --> 00:14:18,772 Please. 236 00:14:18,797 --> 00:14:21,136 Captain, help me find him. 237 00:14:24,068 --> 00:14:25,489 [GRUNTS] 238 00:14:25,530 --> 00:14:28,985 Michael Burnham is correct. The Vulcan High Council has confirmed 239 00:14:29,010 --> 00:14:31,919 that Ambassador Sarek's ship was sabotaged 240 00:14:31,944 --> 00:14:33,940 by logic extremists. 241 00:14:33,972 --> 00:14:37,045 I'm told that the Vulcans were secretly invited to a meeting 242 00:14:37,070 --> 00:14:39,522 with two independent Klingon houses, 243 00:14:39,547 --> 00:14:41,866 in an attempt to forge an alliance to end the war. 244 00:14:41,891 --> 00:14:44,459 Klingons don't normally send party invitations. 245 00:14:44,484 --> 00:14:45,827 Indeed. 246 00:14:46,120 --> 00:14:47,683 But both of these houses 247 00:14:47,708 --> 00:14:50,976 were ousted by General Kol's new ruling council. 248 00:14:51,392 --> 00:14:53,947 It is their wish to undermine his authority. 249 00:14:53,972 --> 00:14:57,302 - And the Vulcans believe that? - Not without reservation. 250 00:14:57,709 --> 00:14:59,909 The meeting was organized on neutral ground 251 00:14:59,934 --> 00:15:01,972 by the elders of Cancri 4. 252 00:15:02,497 --> 00:15:06,313 Sarek was chosen to vet the legitimacy of their claims. 253 00:15:06,746 --> 00:15:11,303 He's demonstrated a unique ability to forge relationships with races 254 00:15:11,328 --> 00:15:16,083 that do not follow logic-based ideology. 255 00:15:16,395 --> 00:15:18,064 Vulcans went behind Starfleet's back 256 00:15:18,089 --> 00:15:21,876 'cause they thought they could clear up our illogical mess. 257 00:15:21,901 --> 00:15:23,820 So, where is the ambassador right now? 258 00:15:23,845 --> 00:15:26,330 Lost in a nebula near Yridia. 259 00:15:26,408 --> 00:15:29,502 Starfleet Command is assessing the situation 260 00:15:29,527 --> 00:15:31,863 to organize a recovery operation. 261 00:15:31,888 --> 00:15:35,184 Well, the longer you assess, the greater the chance Sarek dies. 262 00:15:35,503 --> 00:15:38,060 And so does the best chance for peace. 263 00:15:38,085 --> 00:15:40,254 - I'll go get him. - Absolutely not. 264 00:15:40,279 --> 00:15:42,345 There are protocols to be followed Captain. 265 00:15:42,370 --> 00:15:44,206 You can tell the Vulcans they're welcome. 266 00:15:44,231 --> 00:15:45,886 I'm happy to clean up their mess. 267 00:15:45,911 --> 00:15:48,270 - Discovery out. - Captain... 268 00:16:00,319 --> 00:16:02,321 [ALARM WAILING] 269 00:16:05,163 --> 00:16:08,346 We have arrived at the Yridia nebula. 270 00:16:08,465 --> 00:16:11,382 Start scanning for the ambassador's emergency beacon. 271 00:16:11,407 --> 00:16:13,175 [DOOR OPENS] 272 00:16:13,354 --> 00:16:16,237 - How are you feeling? - I still sense Sarek, 273 00:16:16,262 --> 00:16:18,923 but it's growing erratic. I think he's getting worse. 274 00:16:18,948 --> 00:16:21,523 - Don't worry, we'll get him back. - [SARU] Captain. 275 00:16:21,548 --> 00:16:24,536 Scanners detect no signs of the ambassador's ship. 276 00:16:24,561 --> 00:16:28,065 The nebula's radioactive gases are rendering our sensors inoperative. 277 00:16:28,090 --> 00:16:30,834 All right, we'll send out probes, scan sector by sector. 278 00:16:30,859 --> 00:16:33,087 Considering the size of the nebula, 279 00:16:33,112 --> 00:16:35,187 uh, that method could take months. 280 00:16:36,349 --> 00:16:38,624 Well, any other options, Number One? 281 00:16:38,872 --> 00:16:39,998 Me. 282 00:16:41,265 --> 00:16:43,680 [STAMETS] Now, that's my kind of crazy. 283 00:16:43,705 --> 00:16:47,437 You're talking about building a synthetic mind-meld augment. 284 00:16:47,462 --> 00:16:49,391 - Groovy. - Clearly your trip 285 00:16:49,416 --> 00:16:52,962 down the mycelium path has lightened your mood, Lieutenant. 286 00:16:52,987 --> 00:16:55,003 [STAMETS] Once you're past getting stabbed by needles, 287 00:16:55,028 --> 00:16:56,174 it's pretty great. 288 00:16:56,199 --> 00:16:57,701 I'm guessing from your reaction, 289 00:16:57,725 --> 00:17:00,392 that modifying this neural enhancer is a viable method 290 00:17:00,417 --> 00:17:02,044 - to achieve what I need. - Sure. 291 00:17:02,387 --> 00:17:03,615 Hey, why not? 292 00:17:03,640 --> 00:17:05,934 Now, we boost you neural impulses 293 00:17:05,959 --> 00:17:07,392 to reconnect with his katra, 294 00:17:07,417 --> 00:17:12,009 then pump those same signals into your noggin and voilà. 295 00:17:12,165 --> 00:17:13,322 SarekVision. 296 00:17:13,347 --> 00:17:15,975 I gotta say, this katra stuff is way cool. 297 00:17:16,000 --> 00:17:20,387 An uncharted superhighway connecting all of consciousness and life? 298 00:17:20,412 --> 00:17:23,918 We have exactly no time to discuss the metaphysical implications. 299 00:17:23,943 --> 00:17:26,871 I can sense that Sarek is unconscious. I wanna use this mind-meld 300 00:17:26,896 --> 00:17:29,565 to wake him up so he can activate his ship's transponder. 301 00:17:29,590 --> 00:17:32,168 Right. Like a psychic hit of speed. 302 00:17:32,193 --> 00:17:34,136 I was thinking adrenaline shot, but okay. 303 00:17:34,161 --> 00:17:36,275 [STAMETS] There is one wrinkle, though. Um... 304 00:17:36,300 --> 00:17:40,323 Radioactive interference from the nebula is gonna diffuse your signal. 305 00:17:40,348 --> 00:17:41,996 You will never be able 306 00:17:42,021 --> 00:17:43,891 to maintain a strong enough connection with Sarek 307 00:17:43,916 --> 00:17:44,881 from out here. 308 00:17:44,906 --> 00:17:47,358 So, we take the Discovery inside the nebula 309 00:17:47,383 --> 00:17:50,624 - and get closer to him. - Oh, bad idea. 310 00:17:50,649 --> 00:17:53,508 Guess what happens if we mix those cosmic gases 311 00:17:53,533 --> 00:17:56,870 with our concentration of mycelium spores we have onboard. 312 00:17:56,895 --> 00:17:58,481 Uh... 313 00:17:59,095 --> 00:18:01,961 - [MIMICS EXPLOSION] - Huh. 314 00:18:01,986 --> 00:18:03,845 Okay, so we go in with a shuttle. 315 00:18:03,870 --> 00:18:05,782 Oh. You'd have to fly into that soup 316 00:18:05,807 --> 00:18:08,825 with nothing but hope and a prayer. Are you really that crazy? 317 00:18:09,502 --> 00:18:11,228 - Good to know. - [LORCA CLEARS THROAT] 318 00:18:11,253 --> 00:18:13,924 [STAMETS] I know, I know. Get to work. 319 00:18:14,236 --> 00:18:16,314 As long as I don't overstay my welcome, 320 00:18:16,339 --> 00:18:17,711 shuttle shields can handle it. 321 00:18:17,736 --> 00:18:19,786 But I need someone to work the neural enhancer. 322 00:18:19,811 --> 00:18:21,317 I'd like Cadet Tilly. 323 00:18:21,590 --> 00:18:23,028 She's smart. 324 00:18:23,325 --> 00:18:26,328 - And I could use the moral support. - All right, then you'll get it. 325 00:18:26,395 --> 00:18:29,563 And you need a pilot who can fly you through that storm 326 00:18:29,588 --> 00:18:31,917 and, more importantly, get you out alive. 327 00:18:32,251 --> 00:18:34,135 Luckily, I know a guy. 328 00:18:35,212 --> 00:18:39,355 [MAN ON COMM] Attention, all personnel. Clear dock 3 for shield test. 329 00:18:39,380 --> 00:18:41,480 - Cadet. - Sir. 330 00:18:45,252 --> 00:18:47,189 [LORCA] Bring her back in one piece. 331 00:18:47,214 --> 00:18:48,901 Not a scratch. 332 00:18:49,106 --> 00:18:51,659 I'm talking about her. 333 00:18:51,684 --> 00:18:54,815 [MAN ON COMM] Cadet Wells, please report to engineering. 334 00:18:54,840 --> 00:18:57,204 Or don't come back at all. 335 00:19:21,381 --> 00:19:25,414 [SARU OVER COMM] Captain. Incoming transmission from Admiral Cornwell. 336 00:19:25,439 --> 00:19:27,154 Transfer it to my quarters. 337 00:19:27,179 --> 00:19:29,281 I'm afraid that won't do, sir. 338 00:19:29,480 --> 00:19:31,209 What do you mean, that won't do? 339 00:19:31,234 --> 00:19:33,273 Her cruiser just dropped out of warp, 340 00:19:33,298 --> 00:19:35,939 and she's requesting permission to land. 341 00:19:36,502 --> 00:19:38,507 Here. 342 00:19:38,606 --> 00:19:41,435 All right. I'll see her in my ready room. 343 00:19:41,460 --> 00:19:43,507 What the hell do you think you're doing? 344 00:19:43,532 --> 00:19:45,599 I thought Terral was gonna throw a fit. 345 00:19:45,624 --> 00:19:48,293 - And he's a damn Vulcan. - I did what I thought was best. 346 00:19:48,318 --> 00:19:51,109 You launched an unauthorized rescue mission 347 00:19:51,134 --> 00:19:53,063 using a convicted mutineer. 348 00:19:53,088 --> 00:19:57,436 Not to mention a POW who has barely had time to recover. 349 00:19:57,524 --> 00:20:00,906 - Can you even trust this guy? - Yes, Admiral. I checked him out. 350 00:20:01,124 --> 00:20:03,480 Lieutenant Tyler graduated with honors from the Academy 351 00:20:03,505 --> 00:20:04,631 before he saved my life. 352 00:20:04,656 --> 00:20:08,326 You are captain of the most advanced ship in the fleet, 353 00:20:08,351 --> 00:20:11,616 the cornerstone of our entire defense against the Klingons. 354 00:20:11,811 --> 00:20:14,707 You cannot treat Discovery like it's your own fiefdom. 355 00:20:14,732 --> 00:20:16,984 Is it true what I heard about Lieutenant Stamets? 356 00:20:17,009 --> 00:20:19,011 He engaged in eugenic manipulation? 357 00:20:19,036 --> 00:20:20,913 He got the spore drive working again. 358 00:20:21,151 --> 00:20:22,901 Yeah, he saved the ship and the crew. 359 00:20:22,926 --> 00:20:24,118 I appreciate that, Gabriel. 360 00:20:24,143 --> 00:20:25,252 But there are rules... 361 00:20:25,277 --> 00:20:27,724 Rules are for admirals in back offices. 362 00:20:27,749 --> 00:20:29,501 I'm out there trying to win a war. 363 00:20:29,526 --> 00:20:32,158 Then don't make enemies on your own side. 364 00:20:32,183 --> 00:20:34,971 What are you doing here? What's really going on? 365 00:20:35,505 --> 00:20:37,642 I came to see my friend. 366 00:20:39,176 --> 00:20:40,379 Okay. 367 00:20:40,404 --> 00:20:44,672 Why don't we stop talking like Starfleet officers, Kat, and, uh... 368 00:20:45,442 --> 00:20:47,619 start talking like friends? 369 00:21:03,904 --> 00:21:07,286 Hey, where's that old Burnham bluster, huh? 370 00:21:07,311 --> 00:21:11,634 The bad-ass lady who's always pushing me to be the best I can be? 371 00:21:13,217 --> 00:21:15,871 Do you know what helps me when I'm feeling freaked out? 372 00:21:16,241 --> 00:21:18,212 Talking. 373 00:21:18,278 --> 00:21:20,717 You know where Sarek's mind is? 374 00:21:21,007 --> 00:21:23,717 Where his dying thoughts have taken him? 375 00:21:24,732 --> 00:21:27,193 - To me. - I mean, that's kind of beautiful. 376 00:21:27,218 --> 00:21:28,605 No. 377 00:21:28,751 --> 00:21:30,758 [SIGHS] No, you don't understand. 378 00:21:30,783 --> 00:21:33,922 I was supposed to be his proof that humans and Vulcans could coexist 379 00:21:33,947 --> 00:21:35,626 as equals. 380 00:21:36,564 --> 00:21:39,542 But I ended up being his greatest disappointment. 381 00:21:39,567 --> 00:21:41,540 That's what he's reflecting on. 382 00:21:41,609 --> 00:21:44,372 I was rejected from the Expeditionary Group 383 00:21:44,397 --> 00:21:46,377 for being too human. 384 00:21:46,402 --> 00:21:48,547 My failure is his last thought. 385 00:21:50,518 --> 00:21:53,377 He doesn't believe in me, but I'm supposed to be the one who saves him. 386 00:21:53,402 --> 00:21:55,362 [TYLER] All right. We're at Sarek's last known location. 387 00:21:55,387 --> 00:21:57,581 Can we do this before we get torn to pieces? 388 00:21:57,606 --> 00:21:59,399 Or you can keep chatting away. It's up to you. 389 00:21:59,424 --> 00:22:01,778 Okay. Good to go. 390 00:22:02,184 --> 00:22:05,128 Provided this thing doesn't fry your brain. 391 00:22:08,602 --> 00:22:12,167 Now, if the bio-readings show something weird... 392 00:22:12,192 --> 00:22:13,694 They will. Sarek is delirious. 393 00:22:13,719 --> 00:22:15,763 I can't allow him to push me out like that again. 394 00:22:15,787 --> 00:22:18,622 But fighting him is gonna put a massive strain on me. 395 00:22:19,799 --> 00:22:22,385 Then... how do I know if I should pull you out? 396 00:22:22,410 --> 00:22:23,328 Don't. 397 00:22:23,353 --> 00:22:25,063 No matter what the sensors say, 398 00:22:25,088 --> 00:22:26,814 you leave me in there. 399 00:22:26,839 --> 00:22:28,049 Okay? 400 00:22:29,104 --> 00:22:30,859 Go. 401 00:22:32,361 --> 00:22:35,160 [POWERING UP] 402 00:22:36,842 --> 00:22:39,599 [SAREK] She cannot thrive in the Vulcan service. 403 00:22:39,624 --> 00:22:42,249 [BURNHAM] I'm sorry, Sarek. You were wrong to believe in me. 404 00:22:42,274 --> 00:22:44,276 [HARPIST PLAYING ETHEREAL MUSIC] 405 00:22:44,301 --> 00:22:46,303 [CROWD CHATTERING] 406 00:22:48,383 --> 00:22:50,985 [AMANDA] Do you remember, on your tenth birthday... 407 00:22:51,010 --> 00:22:55,525 we took a shuttle and we went to the seventh moon of Eridani D? 408 00:22:55,550 --> 00:22:58,138 [BURNHAM] I recall. To experience a book exchange. 409 00:22:58,163 --> 00:22:59,801 An ancient human ritual. 410 00:22:59,826 --> 00:23:01,194 This gift... 411 00:23:01,471 --> 00:23:03,723 comes with a mother's advice. 412 00:23:03,748 --> 00:23:06,547 You've proven that you're as accomplished as any Vulcan, 413 00:23:06,572 --> 00:23:08,462 which is gonna serve you well. 414 00:23:08,701 --> 00:23:12,263 As long as you never forget... 415 00:23:12,287 --> 00:23:14,871 that you're human, too. 416 00:23:16,218 --> 00:23:18,686 You need to nurture that side. 417 00:23:21,866 --> 00:23:23,855 There's Sarek. 418 00:23:23,880 --> 00:23:26,881 He's talking to the Expeditionary Group director. 419 00:23:34,183 --> 00:23:36,808 She got in, didn't she? 420 00:23:36,833 --> 00:23:38,893 Michael's application... 421 00:23:39,145 --> 00:23:40,895 was rejected. 422 00:23:41,338 --> 00:23:43,401 If this is your attempt at humor, 423 00:23:43,426 --> 00:23:45,903 you're gonna need a lot more practice, husband. 424 00:23:46,387 --> 00:23:48,019 - It is not. - Why? 425 00:23:48,044 --> 00:23:51,408 No human has ever been accepted into the Vulcan Expeditionary Group. 426 00:23:51,439 --> 00:23:53,656 Success was always an unlikely outcome. 427 00:23:53,681 --> 00:23:56,118 What is the reason they have that they could possibly reject her? 428 00:23:56,143 --> 00:23:58,441 [SAREK] Obviously, I had hoped for better. 429 00:23:58,466 --> 00:23:59,755 I don't wanna be here. 430 00:23:59,780 --> 00:24:01,291 - Michael. - Please, Amanda, I want to leave. 431 00:24:01,316 --> 00:24:04,236 - [AMANDA] Listen to me. - Why are you doing this? 432 00:24:04,786 --> 00:24:07,981 I told you before, you're not welcome here. 433 00:24:08,511 --> 00:24:10,984 You called me here. Your katra pulled me. 434 00:24:11,009 --> 00:24:13,302 This is my mind. Stay out. 435 00:24:13,908 --> 00:24:17,160 You're near death. I can help you like you helped me. 436 00:24:17,185 --> 00:24:19,223 Give me a chance. Please. 437 00:24:19,248 --> 00:24:20,367 You will fail. 438 00:24:20,392 --> 00:24:22,370 [GRUNTING] 439 00:24:23,277 --> 00:24:25,650 [ALARM BEEPING RAPIDLY] 440 00:24:28,538 --> 00:24:30,387 - What's happening back there? - I don't know. 441 00:24:30,413 --> 00:24:31,351 Then wake her up. 442 00:24:31,376 --> 00:24:32,952 She said not to. It'll sever the link. 443 00:24:32,977 --> 00:24:34,571 I outrank you. 444 00:24:34,938 --> 00:24:36,812 Damn it. Fine. 445 00:24:41,524 --> 00:24:43,576 [GASPS] 446 00:24:43,601 --> 00:24:45,979 - [SOFT JAZZ MUSIC] - [CORNWELL CHUCKLES] 447 00:24:46,004 --> 00:24:49,079 Nothing like a single malt, straight from the motherland. 448 00:24:49,104 --> 00:24:50,868 I still think about the bottle we killed 449 00:24:50,893 --> 00:24:55,041 that night we went to see the Perseids meteor shower. 450 00:24:55,305 --> 00:24:57,032 [CHUCKLES] 451 00:24:57,519 --> 00:24:59,909 - You don't remember? - No, I was just... 452 00:25:00,585 --> 00:25:02,756 thinking how long ago it seems. 453 00:25:03,222 --> 00:25:04,705 Yeah. 454 00:25:04,730 --> 00:25:06,744 We were so young. 455 00:25:07,477 --> 00:25:09,251 With grand plans for the future. 456 00:25:09,278 --> 00:25:11,251 Well, some of us still have. 457 00:25:11,608 --> 00:25:13,206 I know. 458 00:25:17,247 --> 00:25:19,537 I worry about you, Gabriel. 459 00:25:19,562 --> 00:25:22,765 Some of the decisions you've been making recently have been... 460 00:25:22,790 --> 00:25:25,316 - troubling. - Well, war doesn't provide 461 00:25:25,341 --> 00:25:27,240 too many opportunities for niceties. 462 00:25:27,265 --> 00:25:28,939 You're pushing this crew. 463 00:25:29,296 --> 00:25:32,271 You're putting the ship in harm's way. 464 00:25:32,564 --> 00:25:34,326 You've been ignoring orders. 465 00:25:34,351 --> 00:25:36,277 I'm in the front line, Kat. 466 00:25:37,230 --> 00:25:39,832 You gotta make decisions in a second, sometimes less. 467 00:25:39,857 --> 00:25:42,950 Which is why Starfleet needs you at your best. 468 00:25:43,200 --> 00:25:44,809 I'm not sure we're getting it. 469 00:25:44,834 --> 00:25:46,764 I'm not sure the Klingons would agree. 470 00:25:46,789 --> 00:25:49,089 I'm not talking about your record. 471 00:25:49,114 --> 00:25:51,192 I'm talking about you. 472 00:25:52,958 --> 00:25:56,670 I don't think you've been the same since the Buran. 473 00:25:56,701 --> 00:25:58,301 Hmm. 474 00:26:00,474 --> 00:26:03,305 [SIGHS] I passed every test. 475 00:26:03,659 --> 00:26:05,639 Cleared for duty every time. 476 00:26:06,333 --> 00:26:08,323 But you know that, don't you, Doc? 477 00:26:08,348 --> 00:26:11,519 Yes, I've... read your psych evals. 478 00:26:11,544 --> 00:26:14,985 - You passed with flying colors. - So, what's really the problem? 479 00:26:15,274 --> 00:26:18,494 Less than a week ago, you were being tortured. 480 00:26:18,519 --> 00:26:20,657 Now you're back in the chair. 481 00:26:21,652 --> 00:26:23,365 How do you feel about that? 482 00:26:23,390 --> 00:26:25,703 [LAUGHS] 483 00:26:27,633 --> 00:26:31,185 Are we in session? I didn't know you were practicing again. 484 00:26:31,210 --> 00:26:35,672 'Cause... if I have your undivided attention... 485 00:26:35,984 --> 00:26:38,310 for 50 minutes... 486 00:26:39,447 --> 00:26:43,343 I can think of a whole bunch of other things we could be doing. 487 00:26:56,589 --> 00:26:58,073 [ALARMS BEEPING] 488 00:26:58,098 --> 00:26:59,627 Laying in a course back to Discovery. 489 00:26:59,652 --> 00:27:02,184 - No, you're not. - He actually is, though. 490 00:27:02,209 --> 00:27:03,475 I said I'm not leaving here without Sarek. 491 00:27:03,500 --> 00:27:04,826 Those are not my orders Burnham. 492 00:27:04,855 --> 00:27:07,130 - [TILLY] Hey. - [SIGHS, THEN GASPS] 493 00:27:07,415 --> 00:27:10,998 Sarek keeps blocking me. I can't fight you, too. 494 00:27:11,408 --> 00:27:12,957 All right. What can we do? 495 00:27:12,982 --> 00:27:13,900 I don't know. 496 00:27:13,925 --> 00:27:16,210 His thoughts are fixed on my graduation day, 497 00:27:16,235 --> 00:27:17,768 but the emotions from that memory 498 00:27:17,793 --> 00:27:20,981 - are too difficult for me to handle. - Maybe it's hard for him, too. 499 00:27:21,006 --> 00:27:22,987 Or not. He's a Vulcan. 500 00:27:24,732 --> 00:27:28,174 Why is he thinking of your failure? Where's the logic in that? 501 00:27:28,212 --> 00:27:29,611 I've been close to death. 502 00:27:29,636 --> 00:27:32,978 Right up next to it. You don't think about who's failed you. 503 00:27:33,003 --> 00:27:34,193 None of that matters. 504 00:27:34,218 --> 00:27:35,720 You think about who you love. 505 00:27:35,745 --> 00:27:38,442 What you wish you'd done differently. 506 00:27:40,391 --> 00:27:43,575 What does he wish he'd done differently? 507 00:27:58,463 --> 00:28:00,033 I'm going back in. 508 00:28:09,054 --> 00:28:13,048 [SAREK] She cannot thrive in the Vulcan service. 509 00:28:15,234 --> 00:28:17,204 Sarek. 510 00:28:19,906 --> 00:28:23,999 You continue to demonstrate an inability to learn. 511 00:28:24,024 --> 00:28:27,351 - You cannot defeat me. - What are you hiding? 512 00:28:28,704 --> 00:28:30,685 [GRUNTING] 513 00:28:33,009 --> 00:28:37,233 What don't you want me to see? Is it really worth dying over? 514 00:28:37,847 --> 00:28:41,548 I can save you, Sarek. But you have to let me into your mind. 515 00:28:41,573 --> 00:28:43,884 Let me in. You had faith in me once. 516 00:28:43,909 --> 00:28:45,803 I'm asking you to have faith in me again. 517 00:28:45,828 --> 00:28:47,580 I never lost faith in you. 518 00:28:48,871 --> 00:28:50,582 The failure on this day... 519 00:28:51,251 --> 00:28:53,588 was mine, and mine alone. 520 00:28:55,743 --> 00:28:57,783 I will show you. 521 00:28:58,421 --> 00:29:02,491 The Expeditionary Group has examined Graduate Burnham's application 522 00:29:02,516 --> 00:29:06,888 - with great interest. - Acceptance with honors is her due. 523 00:29:06,913 --> 00:29:10,664 By conventional decision parameters, yes. 524 00:29:10,689 --> 00:29:13,820 Your hesitation is to do with her nature? 525 00:29:13,845 --> 00:29:16,473 [DIRECTOR] Certainly, her nurture is unquestionable. 526 00:29:16,650 --> 00:29:20,203 I have created in her a being of exquisite logic 527 00:29:20,228 --> 00:29:22,177 to rival the best of our species. 528 00:29:22,202 --> 00:29:25,321 An accomplishment you have achieved not once but twice. 529 00:29:25,740 --> 00:29:28,368 Your ward, Michael, and your son, Spock. 530 00:29:28,393 --> 00:29:31,029 What has my son to do with this situation? 531 00:29:31,054 --> 00:29:33,640 He has not yet begun his studies at the Science Academy. 532 00:29:33,665 --> 00:29:37,369 Upon completion, he will apply to the Vulcan Expeditionary Group, 533 00:29:37,394 --> 00:29:42,292 and then there will be not one but two non-Vulcans in its ranks. 534 00:29:42,394 --> 00:29:44,964 - Spock is... - Half-Vulcan. 535 00:29:44,989 --> 00:29:47,408 Another of your experiments. 536 00:29:47,537 --> 00:29:51,512 The integration of humans into our culture is an admirable goal, 537 00:29:51,537 --> 00:29:53,104 but it must be titrated. 538 00:29:53,387 --> 00:29:56,906 In honor of your position and reputation... 539 00:29:57,558 --> 00:29:59,746 I will accept one... 540 00:29:59,771 --> 00:30:02,113 of your not-quite-Vulcans. 541 00:30:02,735 --> 00:30:06,787 You... ask me to make an impossible choice. 542 00:30:06,812 --> 00:30:09,116 [DIRECTOR] Your reaction to this is quite illogical 543 00:30:09,141 --> 00:30:12,456 and suggests a conclusion based on emotion. 544 00:30:19,866 --> 00:30:22,130 You chose Spock over me. 545 00:30:22,397 --> 00:30:23,944 Didn't you? 546 00:30:24,383 --> 00:30:27,716 You were forced into that decision. Why not just tell me the truth? 547 00:30:27,741 --> 00:30:30,980 Spock went against my wishes... 548 00:30:31,143 --> 00:30:35,237 and joined Starfleet over the Vulcan Expeditionary Group. 549 00:30:35,262 --> 00:30:39,767 The choice I made merited nothing. 550 00:30:39,792 --> 00:30:42,175 What would be gained by telling you that? 551 00:30:42,219 --> 00:30:45,319 Instead, you made me believe I failed you. 552 00:30:45,344 --> 00:30:46,720 You manipulated me. 553 00:30:46,745 --> 00:30:49,940 Do you have any idea what living with that lie did to me? 554 00:30:49,965 --> 00:30:51,497 I did not. 555 00:30:53,021 --> 00:30:55,863 But I do now. 556 00:30:56,755 --> 00:30:59,504 I failed you, Michael Burnham. 557 00:31:01,832 --> 00:31:03,660 [SAREK GROANING] 558 00:31:09,470 --> 00:31:11,438 And for that, I have... 559 00:31:12,436 --> 00:31:14,000 so much... 560 00:31:14,425 --> 00:31:15,877 Shame? 561 00:31:16,301 --> 00:31:17,855 Yes. 562 00:31:23,057 --> 00:31:25,861 Show me how to save you like you saved me. 563 00:31:34,379 --> 00:31:38,192 [BOTH] My mind to your mind. 564 00:31:39,388 --> 00:31:43,311 My thoughts to your thoughts. [GASPS] 565 00:31:43,336 --> 00:31:45,380 Wake up, Sarek. Tell us where you are. 566 00:31:45,405 --> 00:31:47,505 [GASPS] 567 00:32:11,494 --> 00:32:13,819 [BEEPING] 568 00:32:13,844 --> 00:32:15,517 I got his transponder. 569 00:32:15,543 --> 00:32:17,249 You did it. 570 00:32:20,321 --> 00:32:24,589 [GASPS, SIGHS] 571 00:32:38,018 --> 00:32:39,972 [CORNWELL GASPS] 572 00:32:39,997 --> 00:32:43,605 - [PANTING] - [PHASER POWERING UP] 573 00:32:45,869 --> 00:32:47,943 [POWERS PHASER OFF] 574 00:32:48,815 --> 00:32:52,614 I'm sorry. I'm not used to having anyone in my bed. 575 00:32:54,345 --> 00:32:57,009 You sleep with a phaser in your bed, and you say nothing's wrong? 576 00:32:57,034 --> 00:32:58,371 - Kat... - All these months... 577 00:32:58,665 --> 00:33:01,456 I have ignored the signs, but I can't anymore. 578 00:33:01,481 --> 00:33:03,793 The truth is, you are not the man I used to know. 579 00:33:03,818 --> 00:33:06,311 - Of course I am. - And I'm not like the rest of them at Starfleet, 580 00:33:06,336 --> 00:33:07,868 blinded by your victories. 581 00:33:07,893 --> 00:33:10,090 You lied on those psych evaluations. 582 00:33:10,115 --> 00:33:13,315 And you did it so brilliantly you fooled everyone. 583 00:33:13,340 --> 00:33:15,803 Is that what you're doing here? You came to evaluate me yourself? 584 00:33:15,828 --> 00:33:18,918 I have watched you change these last months. 585 00:33:18,943 --> 00:33:20,236 It's upsetting. 586 00:33:20,261 --> 00:33:21,861 - Kat... - Now I see, 587 00:33:21,886 --> 00:33:24,582 it's worse than I even thought. Your behavior is pathological. 588 00:33:24,618 --> 00:33:27,296 That's what tonight was, right? Trying to get me to back off? 589 00:33:27,321 --> 00:33:28,177 No. 590 00:33:28,202 --> 00:33:31,867 'Cause it sure wasn't what it was like before. But this is bigger than us. 591 00:33:31,892 --> 00:33:33,289 You said it yourself. 592 00:33:33,314 --> 00:33:35,180 We're at war. 593 00:33:38,192 --> 00:33:42,149 I can't leave Starfleet's most powerful weapon 594 00:33:42,174 --> 00:33:44,249 in the hands of a broken man. 595 00:33:45,034 --> 00:33:47,295 Don't take my ship away from me. 596 00:33:47,497 --> 00:33:50,425 She's all I got. Please, I'm begging you. 597 00:33:50,738 --> 00:33:52,549 [STAMMERS] You're right. 598 00:33:52,574 --> 00:33:54,238 It's been harder on me than I let on. 599 00:33:54,263 --> 00:33:57,370 I lied about everything, and I need help. 600 00:33:59,536 --> 00:34:02,856 I hate that I can't tell if this is really you. 601 00:34:08,777 --> 00:34:12,127 [SARU OVER COMM] Captain, Lieutenant Tyler has just returned. 602 00:34:12,152 --> 00:34:14,269 They have Ambassador Sarek, 603 00:34:14,294 --> 00:34:16,269 but he is severely wounded. 604 00:34:16,294 --> 00:34:18,136 On my way to sick bay. 605 00:34:22,198 --> 00:34:23,589 He'll live. 606 00:34:23,614 --> 00:34:27,199 But Dr. Culber says he can't meet the Klingons in this condition. 607 00:34:27,716 --> 00:34:30,245 The window for the talks closes in a few hours. 608 00:34:30,270 --> 00:34:32,020 Even if the Federation wanted to step in, 609 00:34:32,045 --> 00:34:33,273 they couldn't get there in time. 610 00:34:33,298 --> 00:34:35,384 Admiral Cornwell could. 611 00:34:36,157 --> 00:34:38,387 I mean, we're already halfway there. 612 00:34:39,056 --> 00:34:40,766 She could take an envoy, 613 00:34:40,807 --> 00:34:43,394 small enough so as not to rattle the Klingons. 614 00:34:43,774 --> 00:34:45,396 I know her. 615 00:34:45,421 --> 00:34:48,904 She'd do anything to keep the chance of peace alive. 616 00:34:50,803 --> 00:34:52,529 You did well, Burnham. 617 00:34:52,554 --> 00:34:54,404 You should be proud. 618 00:34:55,292 --> 00:34:58,005 Much as it would displease my Vulcan mentor, 619 00:34:58,030 --> 00:35:00,409 I'm feeling a lot of emotions right now. 620 00:35:01,938 --> 00:35:04,079 I'm not sure pride is one of them. 621 00:35:05,642 --> 00:35:08,419 But I do wanna thank you. 622 00:35:08,742 --> 00:35:12,393 Sir. You didn't have to mount this rescue mission for Sarek. 623 00:35:12,418 --> 00:35:14,426 I didn't do it for him. 624 00:35:16,063 --> 00:35:19,094 I need a team around me that's gonna help me carry the day. 625 00:35:19,286 --> 00:35:21,097 And that includes you. 626 00:35:21,476 --> 00:35:23,098 So I'd like to make it official. 627 00:35:23,355 --> 00:35:26,760 There's a post waiting for you on the bridge. Science specialist. 628 00:35:26,785 --> 00:35:29,440 - Don't even think about saying no. - I accept. 629 00:35:29,536 --> 00:35:31,109 Good. 630 00:35:34,653 --> 00:35:36,262 I'm grateful... 631 00:35:36,341 --> 00:35:38,955 to serve under a captain like you. 632 00:35:41,561 --> 00:35:45,662 [MAN ON COMM] Any available offload team to cargo bay 5. 633 00:35:53,802 --> 00:35:56,007 It's good to see your strength returning. 634 00:35:56,032 --> 00:35:57,806 It is... 635 00:35:59,007 --> 00:36:04,016 unfortunate that I will not be able to continue my mission of peace. 636 00:36:06,784 --> 00:36:08,968 What do you recall of your rescue? 637 00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:10,858 Of what transpired between us? 638 00:36:10,921 --> 00:36:14,045 I was unconscious, was I not? 639 00:36:14,070 --> 00:36:15,971 You know what happened. 640 00:36:16,833 --> 00:36:19,158 You could talk to me about it. 641 00:36:19,755 --> 00:36:21,894 Help me understand what you did. 642 00:36:21,919 --> 00:36:23,671 It could make us grow closer, 643 00:36:23,696 --> 00:36:25,450 not further apart. 644 00:36:25,651 --> 00:36:27,496 That's what families do. 645 00:36:28,639 --> 00:36:32,167 Technically, we are not related. 646 00:36:32,296 --> 00:36:34,172 You can do better. 647 00:36:35,688 --> 00:36:38,174 But I won't push you. 648 00:36:38,910 --> 00:36:41,347 We'll have this conversation one day. 649 00:36:41,719 --> 00:36:43,178 Father. 650 00:36:59,993 --> 00:37:02,198 I don't wanna ruin your career. 651 00:37:02,642 --> 00:37:06,231 But when I return, we'll talk about how you step down. 652 00:37:06,256 --> 00:37:10,539 And after you get some help, maybe we'll get you back in that chair. 653 00:37:14,611 --> 00:37:17,997 Well, may fortune favor the bold, Admiral. 654 00:37:18,022 --> 00:37:20,550 Good luck with your negotiation. 655 00:37:41,828 --> 00:37:44,234 [MAN ON COMM] Attention all B deck crew, 656 00:37:44,260 --> 00:37:45,981 transpo drill has been canceled. 657 00:37:46,006 --> 00:37:47,988 [PANTING] 658 00:37:48,106 --> 00:37:49,644 Shaving off my time. 659 00:37:49,669 --> 00:37:51,371 I gave you bad advice. 660 00:37:51,488 --> 00:37:54,339 There are a million ways to get to the captain's chair. 661 00:37:55,155 --> 00:37:56,708 Find your own. 662 00:37:56,889 --> 00:37:58,591 I have. 663 00:38:07,342 --> 00:38:08,825 [COMPUTER] Green tea. 664 00:38:08,850 --> 00:38:13,917 Exceptional source of antioxidants, alkaloids, and amino acids. 665 00:38:22,043 --> 00:38:23,780 How's your Vulcan dad? 666 00:38:23,805 --> 00:38:25,439 [BURNHAM SIGHS] 667 00:38:25,694 --> 00:38:27,601 Stubborn and impenetrable... 668 00:38:28,522 --> 00:38:30,137 as always. 669 00:38:30,266 --> 00:38:32,685 He claims he doesn't remember any of the mind-meld. 670 00:38:32,710 --> 00:38:34,649 Well, good thing I was there, then. 671 00:38:34,674 --> 00:38:35,945 Mind-witness. 672 00:38:35,970 --> 00:38:37,943 [CHUCKLES] 673 00:38:42,862 --> 00:38:46,949 I always knew I could never be who he wanted me to be. 674 00:38:50,933 --> 00:38:52,955 But I realized today... 675 00:38:53,563 --> 00:38:55,958 that it goes both ways. 676 00:38:58,247 --> 00:39:00,629 I'll never get from him what I want, either. 677 00:39:01,981 --> 00:39:03,478 That's tough. 678 00:39:03,703 --> 00:39:05,321 It's okay. 679 00:39:06,702 --> 00:39:08,434 Part of me feels unburdened. 680 00:39:08,459 --> 00:39:10,630 Still, I'm sorry. 681 00:39:11,331 --> 00:39:13,164 For that other part of you. 682 00:39:13,189 --> 00:39:14,727 Thank you. 683 00:39:18,313 --> 00:39:19,895 [SIGHS] 684 00:39:21,628 --> 00:39:23,397 All my life... 685 00:39:23,687 --> 00:39:26,567 the conflict inside me has been between logic... 686 00:39:26,592 --> 00:39:28,389 and emotion. 687 00:39:28,756 --> 00:39:31,418 But now it's my emotions that are fighting. 688 00:39:31,443 --> 00:39:33,909 I think about him and I wanna cry. 689 00:39:34,376 --> 00:39:35,908 But... 690 00:39:36,381 --> 00:39:37,911 I have to smile. 691 00:39:39,128 --> 00:39:41,916 And I feel angry... 692 00:39:42,644 --> 00:39:44,917 but I wanna love. 693 00:39:45,786 --> 00:39:48,401 And I'm hurt, but there's hope. 694 00:39:49,708 --> 00:39:51,374 What is this? 695 00:39:53,966 --> 00:39:55,358 Ah... 696 00:39:55,383 --> 00:39:58,429 It's just... being human. 697 00:40:05,980 --> 00:40:07,606 Michael Burnham. 698 00:40:09,124 --> 00:40:10,943 Pleased to meet you. 699 00:40:10,968 --> 00:40:12,611 Ash Tyler. 700 00:40:12,784 --> 00:40:14,949 - We've met. - Have we? 701 00:40:16,365 --> 00:40:18,398 Let's try it again. 702 00:40:26,389 --> 00:40:31,503 CANCRI IV NEUTRAL TERRITORY 703 00:40:43,070 --> 00:40:46,853 Greetings from the United Federation of Planets. 704 00:40:47,019 --> 00:40:50,525 Unfortunately, Ambassador Sarek is unable to attend. 705 00:40:50,550 --> 00:40:54,194 I'm Admiral Cornwell and will speak in his place. 706 00:40:54,736 --> 00:40:58,605 Thank you to the elders of Cancri 4 for hosting this meeting. 707 00:40:58,630 --> 00:41:01,869 We hope it is the first step toward creating new alliances. 708 00:41:01,919 --> 00:41:04,160 We are certain it will be. 709 00:41:06,596 --> 00:41:07,972 [KLINGONS GRUNTING] 710 00:41:08,004 --> 00:41:09,836 [GASPING] 711 00:41:09,861 --> 00:41:12,382 [IN KLINGON] Are you there, General Kol? 712 00:41:12,407 --> 00:41:15,525 [IN KLINGON] I am indeed, Dennas. 713 00:41:15,550 --> 00:41:19,819 And I am pleased to see 714 00:41:19,844 --> 00:41:23,887 how you have taken care of our Cancri hosts. 715 00:41:23,912 --> 00:41:29,292 I was hoping to get a high-ranking Vulcan, 716 00:41:29,317 --> 00:41:34,029 but she is so much better. 717 00:41:35,051 --> 00:41:37,863 You have proven yourselves worthy. 718 00:41:38,384 --> 00:41:41,871 You shall be welcome in my new United Klingon Empire 719 00:41:41,896 --> 00:41:47,710 and will receive the ability to cloak your ships as a result. 720 00:41:49,418 --> 00:41:52,045 [KOL SIGHS] 721 00:41:53,695 --> 00:41:58,719 [IN ENGLISH] I look forward to meeting you, Admiral. 722 00:42:01,445 --> 00:42:03,632 [SARU] It was a trap, sir. 723 00:42:03,657 --> 00:42:05,423 The Klingons have taken the admiral. 724 00:42:05,448 --> 00:42:07,300 Their ships are en route to enemy space now. 725 00:42:07,325 --> 00:42:09,327 - Shall I...? - Notify Starfleet Command. 726 00:42:09,352 --> 00:42:11,047 Ask for orders. 727 00:42:11,408 --> 00:42:13,782 - Is there a problem? - No, sir. 728 00:42:13,807 --> 00:42:15,486 Uh, just... 729 00:42:15,511 --> 00:42:17,201 in the past... 730 00:42:17,226 --> 00:42:20,025 we have engaged in alternative thinking on these matters. 731 00:42:20,050 --> 00:42:22,909 What if we go after her and it's another trap, Mr. Saru? 732 00:42:22,956 --> 00:42:24,714 Did you consider that? 733 00:42:24,739 --> 00:42:27,413 Starfleet can't afford to lose the Discovery. 734 00:42:27,438 --> 00:42:29,297 She's bigger than all of us. 735 00:42:29,551 --> 00:42:32,052 If so ordered, we will try and rescue the admiral, 736 00:42:32,077 --> 00:42:34,086 but not without authorization. 737 00:42:34,691 --> 00:42:37,427 I will hail Starfleet now, sir. 738 00:42:54,518 --> 00:43:02,822 - Synced and corrected by martythecrazy - - www.addic7ed.com -