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[narrator] Previously on
Star Trek: Discovery:
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[woman] Commander, I can't get control!
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[Saru] All decks prepare for impact.
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[grunts]
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Lieutenant, get to Sickbay.
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[doctor] Neurological tests are clear.
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No concussion. You're good to go.
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[Detmer] What?
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I said, you're good to go.
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You made it through.
It was a pretty rough landing.
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- It's good to have you alive.
- I'm experiencing some discomfort.
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Yeah, you were impaled
by a 7-inch shard and put in a coma.
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- Michael?
- Saru, I landed here a year ago.
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Nobody knows if The Burn
was an accident or a natural disaster.
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But I did find part of a transmission
from an obsolete Starfleet channel.
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[over radio] This is Admiral Senna Tal.
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I will wait for any
who would join us on Earth.
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The Federation lives on.
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- Is he at Starfleet headquarters?
- We will find Admiral Tal.
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Senna Tal, the Starfleet officer
you've been looking for?
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I know him.
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Young Adira has been joined
with a Trill symbiont.
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- Trill?
- A sentient life form.
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Once they join the host,
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that host has the ability to access
the memories of all former hosts.
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Including Admiral Tal's.
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It seems Adira has difficulty accessing
those memories.
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She may carry knowledge
of what remains of Starfleet.
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[Culber]
Medical Officer's log, supplemental.
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Our trip to Earth was eye-opening.
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A reality check, such as reality is.
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It's starting to hit everyone,
just how little we have to hold on to.
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The personal moments
we use to define ourselves.
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Birthdays.
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Anniversaries.
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Graduations.
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Funerals.
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We've jumped past all of them.
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They feel lost.
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Disconnected.
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I tell them I've been alone.
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I've been lost.
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Both are survivable...
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and surviving can become living again.
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You know, if you ever needed to talk,
I'm around.
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I'm fine.
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[Culber]
But first, they have to accept help.
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For a crew of overachievers,
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that kind of vulnerability
can be hard to hold.
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Five words keep everyone going:
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"When we find the Federation."
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It's become a mantra for the crew.
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In some cases, it seems to help.
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All right.
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In others...
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not so much.
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Adira, who joined us from Earth,
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may be able to guide us
to Federation headquarters
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once she regains her own memories
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and those of her symbiont's former host,
Senna Tal.
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This mission could be a gift,
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a reminder that we are,
and always will be,
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connected to something
greater than ourselves:
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The Federation.
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[computer] Scan complete.
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[Culber] Well, the good news is
she's perfectly healthy,
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as is the symbiont.
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[Saru] Should we be concerned
it is wrapped around her heart?
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It's protecting me.
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Every critical system in my body
is connected to Tal.
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Wake up with a squid
in your abdominal cavity,
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it'll do your homework, too.
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[Burnham] So, you don't remember
how you got the symbiont?
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What's the first thing you do remember?
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I woke up in an escape pod a year ago
when that ship found me.
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Before that... nothing.
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Commander Stamets noted
that you demonstrated
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a surprising understanding
of our ship's engineering grid,
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a design about which
you should have no knowledge.
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Well, I can also speak seven languages
and cook a mean Bajoran hasperat.
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Have I always been a genius,
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or do these skills belong
to my squid's previous hosts?
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Well, if it is your...
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Your squid...
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then we should be getting
the full picture.
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So, something is blocking your memories.
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Like what?
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Oh, there's no way to know.
There's no precedent.
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So, we have two choices.
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I can start digging
around your hippocampus
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hoping to find an answer...
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- Bad.
- Bad.
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Or...
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we take you to Trill,
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if you and the captain agree.
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Adira, we have to be clear.
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No one's ever seen a human host.
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There's no way of knowing if the Trill
will be able or willing to assist you.
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So, I could go, and it could it be a bust,
and no one gets what they need.
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I don't get my memories,
you don't get Senna Tal's message,
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and you never find
Federation headquarters.
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Is there any way of knowing
if the Trill are as peaceful
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as they were a millennia ago?
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[Saru] No.
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That is also a risk.
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I can't keep living like this.
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Not knowing who I am.
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Let's go to Trill.
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[theme song playing]
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Scans confirm no weapon energy signatures.
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Nothing to indicate hostile intent.
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Well, let us hope that remains the case.
Keep us at yellow alert.
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Lieutenant Bryce, open a channel please.
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[Bryce] Yes, sir.
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Ring any bells?
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Does that planet look familiar?
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Wish I could say yes.
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Captain, Trill Commissioner Vos
is responding to our hail.
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Put him through, lieutenant.
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Welcome, Commissioner Vos.
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I am Captain Saru of the USS Discovery.
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Greetings, Captain Saru.
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It's been many years
since we've seen a Federation Starship.
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I trust our arrival is welcome.
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Most certainly.
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We have a host and symbiont onboard
who are in need of medical attention.
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We were hoping for your assistance.
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Our symbionts carry our history.
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Then the Burn,
the population was decimated.
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But to have a symbiont return home
is a blessing.
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We will send them down immediately,
accompanied by our ship's medical officer.
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We'll make preparations.
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Thank you, Discovery.
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Cancel the yellow alert.
Maintain standard orbit.
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[Saru] Dr. Stamets.
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I'd like to talk to you about your jumps.
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Second jump with no problems.
Fully recovered. I'm fine.
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You were impaled with a spike
and placed in a coma.
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Yeah, but other than that, he's fine.
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I can jump any time.
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The scarcity of dilithium
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has made the spore drive
immeasurably valuable.
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We will need the ability
to operate it without you, commander.
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I researched a non-human interface
for nearly a decade
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before we discovered
the tardigrade on the Glenn.
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Yes.
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And there has been 932 years
of technological advancement since then.
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We cannot risk becoming as limited
as every other ship in the galaxy
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should you be once again incapacitated.
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Of course, captain.
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Now, you and Ensign Tilly
are two of the finest minds on this ship.
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I have every confidence
you will find a solution.
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So, look, I... I know now
might not be the best time.
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Um, what if we made a new interface
using a dark matter system?
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Dark matter is comprised
of subatomic particles,
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and the mycelial network
is a subspace domain.
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The prefix "Sub" being the only morpheme
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that even remotely connects
those two ideas.
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Yeah.
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I've run some preliminary calculations...
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using dark matter energy
to pierce the subspace domain.
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Look, if you're not ready
to talk about it...
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Look, this isn't
about "Isn't science cool?"
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It's about the lives
of everything and everyone.
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I know you're trying...
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but please, don't waste my time.
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[door chimes]
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Come.
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Do you have a minute?
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Please.
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You've been busy.
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It's everything I managed to find
on the Burn in the last year.
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So many missing pieces.
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Oh, I just...
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I meant, your space used to be so...
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Oh.
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- Empty.
- Yeah.
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Shouldn't you be headed
to the shuttle now?
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That's what I wanted to talk to you about.
I think you should be the one
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to take Adira to the surface.
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Her memory loss isn't a medical problem.
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She needs somebody
to support her emotionally.
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Why do you think that's me?
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Well, Adira's had almost everything
she's depended on stripped away.
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- I think you understand that.
- I think you do, too.
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You know, there's a theory.
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Post-traumatic growth.
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That certain life events...
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um, dying...
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time travel,
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a year alone in a new future...
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can inspire us to evolve,
to live our lives in a different way.
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You're still in the process of all that...
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but Adira's about to start.
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I don't even know how to navigate
being on this ship right now.
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And the people that I know and love...
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I know what they want from me.
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But I can't even give it to them.
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[chuckles]
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You know what I love about you most?
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You're a responsibility hoarder.
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- Yeah.
- [laughs]
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I am working on it.
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Your friends, your crew.
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The future of every living thing
in the galaxy, literally.
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Even when you're struggling yourself.
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[Adira] I'm sorry.
I just don't get why you're going with me.
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You know less about me than I do,
and that's saying a lot.
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A year ago, you woke up with no memories,
and I woke up with no past.
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Ten seconds after I crash-landed
out of the wormhole, I puked.
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Okay, that's not exactly
a confidence booster.
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I bet.
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Okay, I'm...
Look, maybe I should just go by myself.
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- If you're good.
- Yeah, I'm good.
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Okay.
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[computer] Attention all crew.
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Rotation assignments have been posted
and are effective immediately.
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Look, Dr. Culber is a pretty smart guy.
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I've trusted him with my life
and I'd do it again.
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And he thinks I should escort you.
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Well, I like him.
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So...
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you can come, but two things.
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Wait. So, you're saying you trust
Dr. Culber because you like him,
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not because he's a doctor?
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Okay, look, I have a squid
and you threw up in a wormhole.
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Things are pretty weird out here
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but human connection
is at least one thing I understand.
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Okay, shoot.
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Whatever happens out there,
I don't wanna let anyone down.
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You won't.
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What's the second thing?
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Oh, don't say anything
annoyingly inspirational.
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That makes me nuts.
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[laughs] Deal.
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[computer speaking indistinctly]
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As requested, I've completed my analysis,
and all crew members are physically sound.
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- You did not say "healthy."
- Correct.
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But?
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Stress hormone levels are off the charts.
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If they were mice in a cage,
they'd be gnawing at their own tails.
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So would you, by the way.
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My tail and I appreciate
your concern, doctor.
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However, I need to know
how I can help this crew.
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Perhaps a focus on duties or routine?
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Under any other circumstances,
those things might be helpful...
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but we're in uncharted territory...
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and they know it.
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Discovery could disappear tomorrow,
and it wouldn't make a ripple.
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No one would miss us or mourn us.
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- They need to feel connected.
- Yes.
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[Vos] Welcome to Trill.
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May I present Guardian Xi
of our spiritual community,
254
00:15:55,038 --> 00:15:56,206
and Leader Pav.
255
00:15:57,124 --> 00:16:01,503
Thank you. I'm Commander Michael Burnham,
and this is Adira.
256
00:16:03,797 --> 00:16:06,633
Your captain said that you'd be bringing
a symbiont and host.
257
00:16:07,009 --> 00:16:08,009
Yes.
258
00:16:12,014 --> 00:16:13,182
She is...
259
00:16:15,851 --> 00:16:16,851
human?
260
00:16:18,270 --> 00:16:19,270
Yeah.
261
00:16:19,730 --> 00:16:21,565
Uh, she is.
262
00:16:29,448 --> 00:16:30,448
Please...
263
00:16:31,617 --> 00:16:32,784
speak your names.
264
00:16:34,119 --> 00:16:35,119
Um...
265
00:16:36,413 --> 00:16:37,413
Adira.
266
00:16:39,917 --> 00:16:43,086
- Continue.
- That's it. That's my name.
267
00:16:43,170 --> 00:16:45,547
- Adira.
- [Xi] You recall no other names?
268
00:16:46,507 --> 00:16:47,423
Well...
269
00:16:47,424 --> 00:16:49,510
I know Senna Tal, I guess.
270
00:16:50,093 --> 00:16:52,846
She's unable to access the memories
of her symbiont.
271
00:16:53,971 --> 00:16:54,931
That's why we've come.
272
00:16:54,932 --> 00:16:58,018
[Vos] In 2,000 years, there hasn't been
a single recorded instance
273
00:16:58,101 --> 00:17:01,647
of a successful joining between
a symbiont and a non-Trill species.
274
00:17:02,147 --> 00:17:05,275
- It's a miracle this symbiont is alive.
- I wouldn't let it die.
275
00:17:06,318 --> 00:17:07,361
It's a part of me.
276
00:17:08,278 --> 00:17:10,072
It's a part of you?
277
00:17:11,114 --> 00:17:13,742
- She has no idea, none.
- Why don't you give us an idea?
278
00:17:13,825 --> 00:17:16,870
She's an abomination.
They must be separated immediately.
279
00:17:16,954 --> 00:17:19,414
We cannot.
Forced separation could kill the host.
280
00:17:19,498 --> 00:17:22,876
Oh, no. No one is forcing anything.
281
00:17:22,960 --> 00:17:26,380
We are not Federation members.
You have no jurisdiction here.
282
00:17:26,713 --> 00:17:30,801
- Trill law takes precedence.
- Adira's life takes precedence.
283
00:17:32,636 --> 00:17:33,804
Our apologies.
284
00:17:35,222 --> 00:17:37,182
Every Trill longs to be a host.
285
00:17:37,891 --> 00:17:39,518
Few ever receive the honor.
286
00:17:40,060 --> 00:17:44,815
The Burn decimated our population,
particularly those capable of joining.
287
00:17:46,441 --> 00:17:48,402
We no longer have enough viable hosts.
288
00:17:49,903 --> 00:17:51,405
Adira could be our future.
289
00:17:52,739 --> 00:17:55,784
- If we could look beyond the Trill.
- Absolutely not.
290
00:17:55,867 --> 00:17:59,121
Let us take Adira to the Caves of Mak'ala,
where her symbiont
291
00:17:59,204 --> 00:18:02,541
- might be able to communicate.
- She will contaminate a sacred space.
292
00:18:02,624 --> 00:18:04,501
- The symbiont is not hers.
- Enough.
293
00:18:06,461 --> 00:18:10,173
We've never forced a separation,
we will not start now.
294
00:18:11,008 --> 00:18:15,470
However, I agree that the joining
is an aberration.
295
00:18:15,554 --> 00:18:18,432
From what I'm hearing,
this joining is a miracle.
296
00:18:19,099 --> 00:18:20,809
Maybe the symbiont made the choice.
297
00:18:21,727 --> 00:18:27,190
The memories that she's carrying
can help heal the entire Federation,
298
00:18:27,274 --> 00:18:30,819
and Senna Tal wanted us
to receive his message.
299
00:18:33,905 --> 00:18:37,200
The longer she stays,
the greater the challenge
300
00:18:37,284 --> 00:18:40,287
to the only thing our species have left...
301
00:18:41,079 --> 00:18:42,497
our ideals.
302
00:18:42,998 --> 00:18:45,042
My decision is final.
303
00:18:45,125 --> 00:18:47,711
You will leave Trill immediately.
304
00:19:10,442 --> 00:19:11,442
So, that's it?
305
00:19:11,860 --> 00:19:13,528
They're just kicking us off their planet?
306
00:19:20,369 --> 00:19:22,913
Don't say anything else.
This isn't the way to our shuttlecraft.
307
00:19:32,923 --> 00:19:34,716
The symbiont belongs with us.
308
00:19:34,800 --> 00:19:38,011
It is a part of her.
It is not your choice.
309
00:19:38,095 --> 00:19:39,846
I'm making it my choice.
310
00:19:47,312 --> 00:19:48,312
Where are the caves?
311
00:19:50,148 --> 00:19:51,148
- Never.
- Fine.
312
00:19:54,152 --> 00:19:55,152
Um...
313
00:19:56,196 --> 00:19:58,865
That... wasn't Federation protocol.
314
00:20:00,325 --> 00:20:01,702
No, it wasn't.
315
00:20:02,536 --> 00:20:04,037
- They'll be fine.
- Michael.
316
00:20:05,080 --> 00:20:06,331
Wait, please.
317
00:20:08,208 --> 00:20:10,210
Our society is on the brink of collapse.
318
00:20:11,086 --> 00:20:13,588
Helping you gives us a fighting chance.
319
00:20:15,632 --> 00:20:16,800
The caves are this way.
320
00:20:27,769 --> 00:20:32,023
[computer] The crew would benefit
from exercise, medication, limited dairy...
321
00:20:32,107 --> 00:20:34,025
Beyond the standard parameters.
322
00:20:35,402 --> 00:20:38,864
Yoga, hyperbaric chamber,
therapeutic coloring books,
323
00:20:38,947 --> 00:20:40,240
interstellar shopping.
324
00:20:40,323 --> 00:20:43,493
I do not need an endless list
of activities.
325
00:20:43,577 --> 00:20:47,539
I... I need something meaningful
to heal my crew.
326
00:20:48,331 --> 00:20:49,833
[trilling]
327
00:20:54,880 --> 00:20:55,796
Computer?
328
00:20:55,797 --> 00:20:56,965
[computer laughs]
329
00:20:57,048 --> 00:20:58,091
Hello.
330
00:20:58,175 --> 00:20:59,634
Hello?
331
00:20:59,718 --> 00:21:03,722
Among may sentient beings,
laughter is both healing and meaningful.
332
00:21:03,805 --> 00:21:07,184
Twentieth-century Earth comedians
such as Buster Keaton or Charlie Chaplin
333
00:21:07,267 --> 00:21:09,895
are communal unifiers
without the burden of language.
334
00:21:09,978 --> 00:21:11,521
Buster Keaton?
335
00:21:11,605 --> 00:21:14,858
Also known as "The Great Stone Face."
336
00:21:16,860 --> 00:21:21,031
Computer, run a level-ten diagnostic.
337
00:21:21,865 --> 00:21:24,701
I'm fully operational, thank you.
338
00:21:24,785 --> 00:21:28,038
These connections
are beyond the algorithm, I presume.
339
00:21:28,121 --> 00:21:31,166
Your crew requires
what they used to call "R&R," captain.
340
00:21:31,583 --> 00:21:34,252
May I suggest switching the ship
to auto navigation
341
00:21:34,336 --> 00:21:35,921
and giving them the night off?
342
00:21:36,546 --> 00:21:37,546
The night off?
343
00:21:38,173 --> 00:21:40,342
May I also suggest simple gratitude?
344
00:21:40,717 --> 00:21:42,677
A private meal, perhaps,
with your bridge crew
345
00:21:42,761 --> 00:21:46,598
to demonstrate your appreciation.
Your choice, captain.
346
00:21:56,566 --> 00:21:59,361
The Sacred Caves of Mak'ala.
347
00:22:11,289 --> 00:22:12,791
[Burnham] This is incredible.
348
00:22:13,542 --> 00:22:16,545
And you believe that Adira's
symbiont will be able to communicate here?
349
00:22:17,379 --> 00:22:18,713
It's their ancestral home.
350
00:22:19,339 --> 00:22:20,966
If not here, then where?
351
00:22:24,511 --> 00:22:25,511
It feels...
352
00:22:27,055 --> 00:22:28,055
safe.
353
00:22:30,684 --> 00:22:31,893
We don't have much time.
354
00:22:32,018 --> 00:22:33,854
Vos will awaken
and the commission will see
355
00:22:33,937 --> 00:22:35,105
that your ship is still here.
356
00:22:36,147 --> 00:22:37,148
Okay, are you ready?
357
00:22:37,899 --> 00:22:39,442
Say something inspirational.
358
00:22:40,610 --> 00:22:42,529
Just don't make it annoying.
359
00:22:43,572 --> 00:22:46,157
Uh, get in there before someone shoots us?
360
00:22:48,660 --> 00:22:49,744
Okay.
361
00:22:53,540 --> 00:22:55,292
Friends, please, come in, come in.
362
00:22:56,501 --> 00:22:57,752
Uh, sit, please.
363
00:23:04,009 --> 00:23:07,637
[Saru] I gave the rest of the crew
the evening off to recuperate.
364
00:23:08,346 --> 00:23:12,976
But I asked all of you here
because we work most closely,
365
00:23:13,518 --> 00:23:15,103
and have not had a moment.
366
00:23:16,021 --> 00:23:18,356
In fact, we have lost quite a few.
367
00:23:20,025 --> 00:23:25,739
Almost every culture has a ritual
that gathers its moments when it can,
368
00:23:26,489 --> 00:23:27,532
holds them dear.
369
00:23:28,533 --> 00:23:32,162
A time to take the measure of loved ones
370
00:23:32,245 --> 00:23:34,998
and what we have
all accomplished together.
371
00:23:35,248 --> 00:23:36,248
[squish]
372
00:23:36,917 --> 00:23:38,043
Ah.
373
00:23:41,212 --> 00:23:42,212
Hm.
374
00:23:43,423 --> 00:23:49,220
We made a choice a millennium ago
to follow Commander Burnham.
375
00:23:49,804 --> 00:23:53,016
I will never forget what I heard
as I stood before each of you
376
00:23:53,475 --> 00:23:54,851
as you cast your vote.
377
00:23:54,935 --> 00:23:58,480
It was not unlike... a small prayer.
378
00:23:59,064 --> 00:24:01,316
I ask that we repeat that now.
379
00:24:01,399 --> 00:24:03,318
- Must we really?
- Yes, we must.
380
00:24:04,194 --> 00:24:07,113
Lieutenant Detmer,
do you remember what you said?
381
00:24:08,823 --> 00:24:09,823
I said, "Aye."
382
00:24:12,160 --> 00:24:13,160
I said, "Aye."
383
00:24:14,537 --> 00:24:16,539
- Aye.
- Aye.
384
00:24:17,165 --> 00:24:18,375
- Aye.
- Aye.
385
00:24:18,917 --> 00:24:20,543
- Aye, sir.
- Aye.
386
00:24:20,627 --> 00:24:21,627
Aye.
387
00:24:22,128 --> 00:24:24,547
- Aye.
- I never said "Aye..."
388
00:24:25,340 --> 00:24:27,926
but... I'm here.
389
00:24:28,009 --> 00:24:29,009
[clears throat]
390
00:24:30,637 --> 00:24:31,637
Aye.
391
00:24:32,138 --> 00:24:33,138
[all] Aye.
392
00:24:41,564 --> 00:24:45,068
Is there any way the symbiont
was joined with Adira against her will?
393
00:24:45,860 --> 00:24:48,655
A symbiont can't thrive
in an unwilling host.
394
00:24:48,738 --> 00:24:50,865
So, the issue might be with Adira herself.
395
00:24:52,534 --> 00:24:55,412
A repressed memory
related to the joining, perhaps.
396
00:24:55,495 --> 00:24:58,289
Whatever it is, she will need to face it.
397
00:24:58,373 --> 00:25:00,291
[footsteps approaching]
398
00:25:01,126 --> 00:25:04,087
[chuckles] It's not exactly my style.
399
00:25:04,671 --> 00:25:05,671
Please...
400
00:25:06,089 --> 00:25:07,089
enter.
401
00:25:20,270 --> 00:25:22,689
This is as new to us as it is to you.
402
00:25:23,189 --> 00:25:27,277
We cannot know how your brain
will process what you see.
403
00:25:30,905 --> 00:25:36,661
The Mynh'ta Orb will allow us
to track her isoboramine levels.
404
00:25:37,287 --> 00:25:39,748
As long as they are steady, she is safe.
405
00:26:00,060 --> 00:26:02,187
If you find Senna Tal down there...
406
00:26:04,022 --> 00:26:05,648
his message is pretty vital.
407
00:26:05,732 --> 00:26:06,732
I know.
408
00:26:10,862 --> 00:26:12,238
[Burnham] Good luck, Adira.
409
00:26:26,669 --> 00:26:28,213
She is now in communion.
410
00:26:34,302 --> 00:26:36,429
[crackling]
411
00:26:37,388 --> 00:26:39,599
[Linus] Is that droog beetle pie?
412
00:26:40,975 --> 00:26:42,102
[sniffs]
413
00:26:49,526 --> 00:26:52,987
- What is going on between you two?
- I don't know.
414
00:26:53,863 --> 00:26:57,700
- Nothing.
- This reminds me of harvest on Kaminar.
415
00:26:58,243 --> 00:27:00,370
Siranna and I would work from sunup
416
00:27:00,453 --> 00:27:04,916
until after sun fall, gathering
and drying our seasonal kelp crops.
417
00:27:04,999 --> 00:27:08,920
Our family would then dine together
under the full moon.
418
00:27:09,212 --> 00:27:13,716
Kelp dries in the sun
An existential crisis
419
00:27:14,300 --> 00:27:16,261
Is there some dessert?
420
00:27:16,344 --> 00:27:17,512
Is that a haiku?
421
00:27:19,681 --> 00:27:20,681
Yes.
422
00:27:21,266 --> 00:27:24,811
Emperor Georgiou
Feasting on the finest cuts
423
00:27:25,353 --> 00:27:26,813
Snarfs cookies on the down low...
424
00:27:26,896 --> 00:27:28,536
- I screwed up the last line.
- [laughing]
425
00:27:28,606 --> 00:27:30,900
- No matter. Hear, hear.
- Haiku?
426
00:27:30,984 --> 00:27:31,984
Oh.
427
00:27:31,985 --> 00:27:35,280
- I puked upon the
- No.
428
00:27:35,363 --> 00:27:38,408
Tellarite ambassador
429
00:27:38,491 --> 00:27:40,451
Once at Thanksgiving
430
00:27:40,535 --> 00:27:41,661
[all] Oh.
431
00:27:41,744 --> 00:27:43,663
It was an actual diplomatic crisis.
432
00:27:43,746 --> 00:27:46,875
This is not what I want to hear at dinner.
I mean, who raised you people?
433
00:27:46,958 --> 00:27:48,209
Get Detmer to do one.
434
00:27:48,835 --> 00:27:51,254
- No, no. I don't wanna...
- Come on, try.
435
00:27:51,337 --> 00:27:52,505
- No.
- Try.
436
00:27:56,509 --> 00:27:58,636
Okay. [clears throat]
437
00:28:03,183 --> 00:28:06,477
The drones can't get Stamets' blood
438
00:28:06,561 --> 00:28:08,354
Off the med bay floor
439
00:28:08,438 --> 00:28:09,438
No, wait.
440
00:28:09,439 --> 00:28:12,525
No one can clean Stamets' blood
441
00:28:12,609 --> 00:28:14,819
[laughs and inhales]
442
00:28:14,903 --> 00:28:16,571
Oh, okay, I've got it.
443
00:28:16,654 --> 00:28:19,824
No one can get Stamets' blood
444
00:28:19,908 --> 00:28:22,327
Oh. Shoot. No, wait, wait, wait.
445
00:28:22,410 --> 00:28:28,082
Stamets' blood is so red
446
00:28:28,166 --> 00:28:30,043
- Lieutenant.
- No, I've got it now.
447
00:28:30,126 --> 00:28:31,794
- Five-seven-five?
- I don't think...
448
00:28:31,878 --> 00:28:33,546
- It's a poem.
- It's uncalled for.
449
00:28:33,630 --> 00:28:34,546
Officers.
450
00:28:34,547 --> 00:28:36,841
My life is not a joke
for the dinner table.
451
00:28:36,925 --> 00:28:38,509
I wasn't trying to make a joke.
452
00:28:40,011 --> 00:28:43,514
I was back at work
within a few hours of being injured.
453
00:28:43,598 --> 00:28:46,351
We wouldn't have gotten anywhere
near Earth if it weren't for me.
454
00:28:46,434 --> 00:28:48,154
You're not the only one
who moved this ship.
455
00:28:48,978 --> 00:28:51,397
I'm the pilot. We move it.
456
00:28:51,481 --> 00:28:53,121
- I never said it was just me.
- You think
457
00:28:53,191 --> 00:28:56,569
you're the only essential personnel
on this vessel. Look at you.
458
00:28:56,861 --> 00:28:58,947
- It's written all over you.
- Lieutenant.
459
00:28:59,030 --> 00:29:00,490
[Detmer] You wanna fly this monster?
460
00:29:00,573 --> 00:29:04,994
Actually be responsible
for every single person, every single day?
461
00:29:05,078 --> 00:29:07,413
Or do you just wanna be
the when-he-feels-like-it superhero
462
00:29:07,497 --> 00:29:08,998
and have everybody kiss your ass?
463
00:29:09,082 --> 00:29:11,960
The reality is I'm the only one
who can make the jumps.
464
00:29:12,043 --> 00:29:15,755
I flew us into the future.
I landed this ship.
465
00:29:15,838 --> 00:29:19,259
- I landed Discovery.
- Yes, and we barely survived.
466
00:29:19,342 --> 00:29:21,010
Oh, my God. Stop it!
467
00:29:21,094 --> 00:29:22,887
You are both acting like assholes.
468
00:29:22,971 --> 00:29:25,032
- Ensign Tilly.
- Why don't we all just take a breath.
469
00:29:25,056 --> 00:29:27,934
You guys think you have the market
cornered on pain?
470
00:29:29,686 --> 00:29:35,358
All of our sacrifices, all of our
experiences and our work, it matters!
471
00:29:35,858 --> 00:29:38,027
The only way we're gonna get through this
is as a crew.
472
00:29:38,820 --> 00:29:39,904
I have work to do.
473
00:29:44,534 --> 00:29:47,453
You did land this monster.
He should be thanking you.
474
00:29:47,537 --> 00:29:49,580
Keyla? Keyla?
475
00:29:53,418 --> 00:29:54,460
[clears throat]
476
00:30:00,091 --> 00:30:01,811
[Georgiou]
Well, at least the wine was good.
477
00:30:06,139 --> 00:30:08,016
[door opens]
478
00:30:13,271 --> 00:30:15,773
[crackling]
479
00:30:17,817 --> 00:30:20,320
Her levels are dropping.
I need to get her out.
480
00:30:20,403 --> 00:30:22,238
[guard] Stop.
481
00:30:27,368 --> 00:30:31,497
Guardian Xi, you have betrayed your oath.
482
00:30:31,581 --> 00:30:33,291
He's trying to save your lives.
483
00:30:35,168 --> 00:30:36,168
[groaning]
484
00:30:36,169 --> 00:30:38,213
- What's happening?
- I don't know.
485
00:30:38,296 --> 00:30:40,048
I've never seen anything like this.
486
00:30:44,969 --> 00:30:46,763
- I have to help her.
- You cannot enter.
487
00:30:46,846 --> 00:30:48,556
This girl is all we have.
488
00:30:49,474 --> 00:30:51,354
[Burnham]
Please, we can't let her die in there.
489
00:30:54,312 --> 00:30:55,480
[Pav] Let her in.
490
00:30:58,149 --> 00:31:00,193
[water splashing]
491
00:31:02,570 --> 00:31:03,970
[Burnham] She's gone. Where is she?
492
00:31:05,907 --> 00:31:07,533
Help me with the neural stabilizers.
493
00:31:16,501 --> 00:31:20,046
These will help you commune with her,
but only for a short time.
494
00:31:20,129 --> 00:31:23,466
You have to go and find her
and guide her out.
495
00:31:24,592 --> 00:31:25,635
Hurry, please.
496
00:31:30,139 --> 00:31:31,224
Now.
497
00:32:02,422 --> 00:32:03,422
Adira?
498
00:32:05,883 --> 00:32:07,593
Adira, can you hear me?
499
00:32:08,511 --> 00:32:09,511
Adira?
500
00:32:12,849 --> 00:32:13,849
Adira?
501
00:32:15,852 --> 00:32:16,894
Michael?
502
00:32:16,978 --> 00:32:17,978
Michael.
503
00:32:18,312 --> 00:32:20,398
Did he tell you how to get out?
There's no way out.
504
00:32:20,481 --> 00:32:23,025
- I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
- What have you seen?
505
00:32:23,109 --> 00:32:24,235
Get off me!
506
00:32:24,318 --> 00:32:25,958
- What are those?
- They do that if I stay
507
00:32:25,987 --> 00:32:28,197
- in one place for too long.
- Okay.
508
00:32:28,281 --> 00:32:30,366
[creatures screeching]
509
00:32:31,826 --> 00:32:33,679
- What's happening?
- Have they done that before?
510
00:32:33,703 --> 00:32:36,539
Yeah, they're everywhere.
They keep coming after me.
511
00:32:37,623 --> 00:32:38,749
Let me try something.
512
00:32:39,041 --> 00:32:40,041
What the hell?
513
00:32:40,042 --> 00:32:42,546
[rumbling]
514
00:32:43,379 --> 00:32:45,423
This place is responding to you.
515
00:32:45,506 --> 00:32:47,633
You're here to connect with the symbiont.
516
00:32:49,844 --> 00:32:53,347
And these threads,
they're trying to connect with you.
517
00:32:53,431 --> 00:32:55,683
I don't understand. I...
518
00:32:55,766 --> 00:32:57,226
It's the symbiont.
519
00:32:58,811 --> 00:33:00,980
It... It wants you to remember.
520
00:33:01,063 --> 00:33:03,483
And these threads,
they must be connected to your memories.
521
00:33:03,566 --> 00:33:06,736
I know you're afraid,
but you have to let them connect with you.
522
00:33:07,653 --> 00:33:08,653
Okay.
523
00:33:53,032 --> 00:33:54,158
[man] Surgery Bay Twelve.
524
00:33:54,242 --> 00:33:56,911
Prepping symbiont transfer to Trill host.
525
00:33:56,994 --> 00:33:57,994
Hold my hand.
526
00:34:02,458 --> 00:34:07,755
When this is all over,
after you and the symbiont have joined,
527
00:34:07,838 --> 00:34:09,173
will you still be you?
528
00:34:09,590 --> 00:34:11,217
Of course I'll still be me.
529
00:34:14,428 --> 00:34:16,097
I will always be the Gray you know
530
00:34:16,180 --> 00:34:17,366
- and love.
- I love you, Gray.
531
00:34:17,390 --> 00:34:19,308
- Gray.
- I love you too.
532
00:34:19,392 --> 00:34:20,392
That's his name.
533
00:34:21,727 --> 00:34:23,187
He was my boyfriend...
534
00:34:24,313 --> 00:34:27,525
and we were together on a ship.
535
00:34:29,569 --> 00:34:30,820
[faint laughter]
536
00:34:30,903 --> 00:34:32,280
A generation ship.
537
00:34:33,698 --> 00:34:35,418
He's trying to find
Federation headquarters.
538
00:34:36,784 --> 00:34:39,453
Gray, we both... We were both orphans.
539
00:34:39,537 --> 00:34:40,705
But we had each other.
540
00:34:43,583 --> 00:34:45,710
- I really loved him.
- Good.
541
00:34:46,502 --> 00:34:48,045
What else do you remember?
542
00:34:49,797 --> 00:34:51,382
He was... He was Trill.
543
00:34:53,759 --> 00:34:55,094
He was a host,
544
00:34:55,344 --> 00:34:58,306
and I think he was about
to receive his symbiont.
545
00:35:00,099 --> 00:35:01,892
He looked so happy.
546
00:35:02,685 --> 00:35:04,186
Okay. Why aren't you?
547
00:35:04,270 --> 00:35:06,230
I don't know. I don't... Um...
548
00:35:07,940 --> 00:35:10,776
I'm sorry. I just...
I need to get out of here.
549
00:35:10,860 --> 00:35:12,653
[screeching]
550
00:35:13,738 --> 00:35:15,031
You can't.
551
00:35:15,865 --> 00:35:17,575
Not until you finish remembering.
552
00:35:19,827 --> 00:35:22,371
So, how long were you together,
you and Gray?
553
00:35:23,581 --> 00:35:24,581
Try.
554
00:35:26,542 --> 00:35:27,960
Try to see his face.
555
00:35:49,148 --> 00:35:51,233
[classical music playing]
556
00:36:08,292 --> 00:36:09,502
You not like my playing?
557
00:36:10,127 --> 00:36:11,462
No. I do.
558
00:36:15,549 --> 00:36:19,011
You said you'd be the same
after you became a host.
559
00:36:19,095 --> 00:36:23,474
And all these things you can do now,
it's kind of like you're perfect.
560
00:36:23,557 --> 00:36:26,477
Well, I already was perfect.
That's why you love me.
561
00:36:27,435 --> 00:36:28,395
Okay.
562
00:36:28,396 --> 00:36:31,524
I told you... I'm still me.
563
00:36:32,942 --> 00:36:35,778
I'm just more me.
564
00:36:35,861 --> 00:36:36,862
Which parts?
565
00:36:38,489 --> 00:36:42,493
Like, what's "you"
and what's all the other hosts?
566
00:36:46,872 --> 00:36:48,708
There aren't any fences.
567
00:36:49,417 --> 00:36:51,836
I'm many, and I'm one.
568
00:36:53,212 --> 00:36:54,213
Like everyone.
569
00:36:54,839 --> 00:36:56,757
I feel like I need to keep up.
570
00:36:56,841 --> 00:36:59,719
You're being a crazy person.
It's... It's not a race.
571
00:37:01,762 --> 00:37:04,223
- I don't think I could do what you did.
- Bullshit.
572
00:37:04,640 --> 00:37:06,475
The Joining's based on trust.
573
00:37:07,643 --> 00:37:10,855
I didn't just have to accept Tal,
Tal had to accept me.
574
00:37:10,938 --> 00:37:13,065
The former hosts had to accept me, too.
575
00:37:16,402 --> 00:37:19,155
Like us. I'd trust you with my life.
576
00:37:19,238 --> 00:37:20,406
Me, too.
577
00:37:24,618 --> 00:37:28,456
You gonna show me what's in that box
on your lap or keep sulking?
578
00:37:28,539 --> 00:37:29,623
Um...
579
00:37:30,458 --> 00:37:36,130
This is a... A thing that I made for you.
580
00:37:36,213 --> 00:37:38,632
You made it? It's not replicated?
581
00:37:40,176 --> 00:37:43,387
"Oh, I'm Adira, and I struggle
with my own inadequacies
582
00:37:43,471 --> 00:37:47,349
while I'm making amazing art things
that no one in the galaxy can make."
583
00:37:47,433 --> 00:37:49,310
How do you know it's an art thing?
584
00:37:53,481 --> 00:37:55,775
Because we have a love thing, idiot.
585
00:37:57,193 --> 00:37:58,193
And I know you.
586
00:38:08,746 --> 00:38:10,206
No, I... I need to get out of here.
587
00:38:10,289 --> 00:38:12,666
- Adira.
- Don't touch me.
588
00:38:13,751 --> 00:38:17,004
Okay, the only reason you're here
is to get that message from Senna Tal.
589
00:38:17,087 --> 00:38:19,924
So, do not pretend
like you are doing this for me.
590
00:38:21,258 --> 00:38:22,384
[Burnham] This is for you.
591
00:38:22,468 --> 00:38:23,844
It's for all of us.
592
00:38:24,386 --> 00:38:26,055
We all want a future that's real.
593
00:38:27,932 --> 00:38:28,932
That matters.
594
00:38:29,683 --> 00:38:32,770
If you don't face what this is,
no matter how painful,
595
00:38:33,354 --> 00:38:34,730
you'll never move forward.
596
00:38:51,497 --> 00:38:52,706
Ad i ra!
597
00:39:00,631 --> 00:39:01,631
Adira?
598
00:39:02,842 --> 00:39:05,302
Adira, open the box now.
599
00:39:06,011 --> 00:39:07,179
Open the box.
600
00:39:12,810 --> 00:39:16,730
[Adira] I read that in a lot of cultures
on a lot of worlds,
601
00:39:16,814 --> 00:39:20,025
stories are woven into tapestries
and quilts.
602
00:39:20,109 --> 00:39:23,153
A piece might be a reminder
of someplace special
603
00:39:23,237 --> 00:39:27,324
or a moment,
or a person they really loved.
604
00:39:28,117 --> 00:39:31,579
You see, this is the time
we broke the replicator
605
00:39:31,662 --> 00:39:33,789
and it wouldn't stop making apples.
606
00:39:33,873 --> 00:39:35,499
[laughing]
607
00:39:36,584 --> 00:39:39,837
Oh, this is from the time
that we played imaginary chess.
608
00:39:40,421 --> 00:39:41,797
This is our story?
609
00:39:42,923 --> 00:39:44,091
Yeah.
610
00:39:44,425 --> 00:39:48,012
It's a special time for you
and it should be marked.
611
00:39:49,722 --> 00:39:50,962
I wanted you to have something.
612
00:39:52,266 --> 00:39:53,642
[laughing]
613
00:39:56,145 --> 00:39:58,731
I love it. And you're an art genius.
614
00:39:58,814 --> 00:40:00,983
- No.
- Say it.
615
00:40:02,651 --> 00:40:04,486
Okay, I'm an art genius.
616
00:40:09,074 --> 00:40:10,993
[crashing]
617
00:40:21,253 --> 00:40:22,379
[groaning]
618
00:40:25,716 --> 00:40:28,218
[computer]
Structural breach force fields engaged.
619
00:40:28,385 --> 00:40:31,305
All personnel
to the evacuation shuttle immediately.
620
00:40:31,388 --> 00:40:34,183
- Emergency drones dispatched.
- Help!
621
00:40:35,643 --> 00:40:36,643
Medical!
622
00:40:37,519 --> 00:40:39,021
Somebody help! Please!
623
00:40:41,315 --> 00:40:42,483
Medical now!
624
00:40:49,365 --> 00:40:50,658
Life signs failing.
625
00:40:51,992 --> 00:40:53,327
No. You have to help him.
626
00:40:53,911 --> 00:40:56,580
Subject will not survive
treatment protocols.
627
00:40:58,958 --> 00:41:00,084
Their lives.
628
00:41:02,127 --> 00:41:04,546
All of their memories will be lost.
629
00:41:04,630 --> 00:41:09,426
Symbiont is stable and will survive
immediate transplant to suitable host.
630
00:41:21,271 --> 00:41:22,271
I'll take them.
631
00:41:22,690 --> 00:41:23,732
What?
632
00:41:25,317 --> 00:41:26,485
Just let me take them.
633
00:41:27,486 --> 00:41:28,862
The memories, the symbiont.
634
00:41:28,946 --> 00:41:31,699
I know I'm not Trill,
but I'll keep them safe.
635
00:41:32,825 --> 00:41:33,825
You would do that?
636
00:41:33,826 --> 00:41:35,120
You have to ask?
637
00:41:35,786 --> 00:41:37,538
Prepare for transfer.
638
00:41:37,621 --> 00:41:40,165
Just hold my hand, okay? Hold my hand.
639
00:42:04,231 --> 00:42:05,231
You did it.
640
00:42:06,941 --> 00:42:07,859
It's okay.
641
00:42:07,860 --> 00:42:09,028
[exhales]
642
00:42:47,024 --> 00:42:48,400
[exhales]
643
00:42:48,901 --> 00:42:50,069
I missed you.
644
00:42:50,652 --> 00:42:52,071
I missed you so much.
645
00:42:53,655 --> 00:42:55,657
Tal accepted each of us.
646
00:42:57,534 --> 00:43:00,329
Joining made us more
than we could ever be alone.
647
00:43:00,412 --> 00:43:02,372
And while a human joining...
648
00:43:03,540 --> 00:43:04,540
is unusual...
649
00:43:05,793 --> 00:43:07,503
Tal accepts you, as well.
650
00:43:10,255 --> 00:43:11,255
Thank you.
651
00:43:15,260 --> 00:43:16,386
You're Senna Tal.
652
00:43:19,890 --> 00:43:21,517
Welcome to the circle.
653
00:43:31,276 --> 00:43:33,946
Thank you, sir. Your message gave me hope.
654
00:43:43,705 --> 00:43:44,706
It's time for us to go.
655
00:44:09,022 --> 00:44:11,316
[inhaling and coughing]
656
00:44:13,569 --> 00:44:14,903
[panting]
657
00:44:38,135 --> 00:44:39,219
[Xi] Please...
658
00:44:40,179 --> 00:44:41,180
speak your names.
659
00:44:43,932 --> 00:44:45,434
I am Kasha Tal...
660
00:44:46,602 --> 00:44:49,021
Jovar Tal, Madela Tal...
661
00:44:50,272 --> 00:44:51,356
Cara Tal...
662
00:44:52,816 --> 00:44:53,816
Senna Tal...
663
00:44:55,360 --> 00:44:56,360
Gray Tal.
664
00:44:57,571 --> 00:44:59,907
And I am Adira Tal.
665
00:45:02,242 --> 00:45:04,411
[speaking foreign language]
666
00:45:12,753 --> 00:45:14,421
[Vos] Our deepest apologies, Adira Tal.
667
00:45:15,714 --> 00:45:16,714
We were wrong.
668
00:45:18,467 --> 00:45:24,431
Guardian Xi, what you have done here
will impact generations of Trill to come.
669
00:45:25,390 --> 00:45:26,558
Adira Tal...
670
00:45:27,726 --> 00:45:32,314
it would be my honor to guide
and mentor you on your new path.
671
00:45:40,781 --> 00:45:41,781
Thank you.
672
00:45:42,741 --> 00:45:43,741
But...
673
00:45:43,867 --> 00:45:46,370
I believe I'm supposed
to stay with Discovery.
674
00:45:47,996 --> 00:45:51,250
The symbionts are a gift for everyone,
not just the Trill.
675
00:45:52,668 --> 00:45:54,962
And I think
I'm supposed to be that messenger.
676
00:45:57,881 --> 00:46:00,926
You will keep us apprised
of your well-being?
677
00:46:01,802 --> 00:46:02,802
Of course.
678
00:46:04,221 --> 00:46:08,183
And perhaps someday,
when the Federation returns...
679
00:46:09,184 --> 00:46:12,312
we will discuss a different joining.
680
00:46:14,648 --> 00:46:15,983
It would be our honor.
681
00:46:33,208 --> 00:46:34,710
Thank you for doing this, sir.
682
00:46:36,211 --> 00:46:38,380
I know it didn't go the way
that you hoped.
683
00:46:42,009 --> 00:46:46,013
Captain Pike made connecting
with the crew seem so...
684
00:46:47,514 --> 00:46:49,266
- effortless.
- For what it's worth,
685
00:46:49,349 --> 00:46:52,269
this was like a Tuesday
at my house growing up, so...
686
00:46:56,982 --> 00:46:57,982
Sir...
687
00:47:01,320 --> 00:47:03,864
we made a decision together...
688
00:47:05,198 --> 00:47:07,200
and we are living with it together.
689
00:47:08,869 --> 00:47:12,789
The fact that you reminded us of that
and reminded us who we are to each other,
690
00:47:12,873 --> 00:47:13,873
That...
691
00:47:14,291 --> 00:47:16,501
Maybe this isn't my place to say...
692
00:47:18,378 --> 00:47:19,713
but I think that's leadership.
693
00:47:23,383 --> 00:47:24,593
Thank you, ensign.
694
00:47:26,219 --> 00:47:27,971
[door opens]
695
00:47:28,597 --> 00:47:29,597
Captain.
696
00:47:32,267 --> 00:47:33,267
Tilly.
697
00:47:35,145 --> 00:47:38,440
Everything that I've done
since I've been on this ship...
698
00:47:39,733 --> 00:47:42,319
would have been impossible without you.
699
00:47:44,196 --> 00:47:46,782
I've failed to let you know that.
700
00:47:48,617 --> 00:47:49,659
I always knew it.
701
00:47:51,787 --> 00:47:52,954
I failed to tell you.
702
00:47:55,248 --> 00:47:56,248
I apologize.
703
00:47:56,958 --> 00:47:58,251
Thank you. Thank you.
704
00:48:00,504 --> 00:48:04,299
I've been wondering, what did you learn
in your spore-drive research?
705
00:48:04,383 --> 00:48:05,967
Oh, nothing. I was...
706
00:48:06,885 --> 00:48:09,221
looking at dark matter
and energy coefficients,
707
00:48:09,304 --> 00:48:11,098
but the math didn't work, so...
708
00:48:13,600 --> 00:48:17,562
A new interface using dark matter
would be revolutionary.
709
00:48:19,439 --> 00:48:20,816
We should keep talking about it.
710
00:48:23,443 --> 00:48:24,611
Okay.
711
00:48:28,698 --> 00:48:29,698
[Detmer] Hey.
712
00:48:37,499 --> 00:48:38,625
[clears throat]
713
00:48:39,251 --> 00:48:40,251
Are you okay?
714
00:48:43,588 --> 00:48:44,588
No.
715
00:48:45,757 --> 00:48:46,757
Obviously.
716
00:48:52,264 --> 00:48:53,557
That was hard for me to admit.
717
00:48:56,059 --> 00:48:57,059
For anyone.
718
00:48:58,728 --> 00:48:59,729
And you're a pilot.
719
00:49:01,231 --> 00:49:03,316
- Pilots are, um...
- Macho.
720
00:49:04,609 --> 00:49:05,694
I know.
721
00:49:08,613 --> 00:49:11,741
That talk you suggested...
722
00:49:13,201 --> 00:49:14,870
maybe I could take you up on it.
723
00:49:17,080 --> 00:49:18,080
Anytime.
724
00:49:23,003 --> 00:49:27,007
[computer] All available crew, please
report to the shuttle bay for a surprise.
725
00:49:32,929 --> 00:49:34,931
[upbeat music playing]
726
00:49:36,141 --> 00:49:37,767
[crew laughing]
727
00:49:44,691 --> 00:49:45,901
Okay, okay.
728
00:50:12,093 --> 00:50:13,094
It fills the room.
729
00:50:14,763 --> 00:50:15,763
Joy?
730
00:50:17,098 --> 00:50:20,060
Yeah. We all had to stop pretending
we were fine first.
731
00:50:22,187 --> 00:50:23,772
We are not, are we?
732
00:50:25,357 --> 00:50:26,566
How could we be?
733
00:50:28,610 --> 00:50:29,861
But we'll get there.
734
00:50:30,612 --> 00:50:31,780
And you pushed us closer.
735
00:50:32,239 --> 00:50:34,032
Ah. It was not pretty.
736
00:50:35,200 --> 00:50:36,200
It never is.
737
00:50:40,038 --> 00:50:41,248
Good choice, captain.
738
00:50:43,208 --> 00:50:44,960
I wish I could take credit, doctor.
739
00:50:46,086 --> 00:50:47,086
This wasn't you?
740
00:50:49,839 --> 00:50:51,049
I have a theory.
741
00:50:52,092 --> 00:50:55,679
The sphere data was transmitted here
for us to protect it.
742
00:50:56,388 --> 00:50:58,139
It lives on within Discovery.
743
00:50:58,723 --> 00:51:02,060
As we are now inextricably connected,
744
00:51:02,644 --> 00:51:06,314
perhaps now it desires to protect us.
745
00:51:21,955 --> 00:51:24,958
Senna knew the algorithm we need
to find Federation headquarters.
746
00:51:25,041 --> 00:51:26,710
I already did the math.
747
00:51:31,464 --> 00:51:34,301
- These coordinates...
- They'll take you where you need to go.
748
00:51:38,722 --> 00:51:39,722
Thank you.
749
00:51:48,189 --> 00:51:50,692
[playing classical music]
750
00:51:57,407 --> 00:51:58,407
That's beautiful.
751
00:52:01,161 --> 00:52:04,289
- What is it?
- It's a lullaby.
752
00:52:05,915 --> 00:52:08,418
I think Senna Tal's parents
used to sing it to him
753
00:52:08,501 --> 00:52:09,711
when he was a kid.
754
00:52:11,171 --> 00:52:13,632
All the hosts,
their memories are still coming to me.
755
00:52:15,675 --> 00:52:17,177
I expect it'll take a while.
756
00:52:34,194 --> 00:52:36,112
[Gray] Your bowing could use some work.
757
00:52:37,656 --> 00:52:40,784
You're gonna insult my musical ability
for the rest of my life?
758
00:52:43,328 --> 00:52:45,497
You didn't tell her about me.
759
00:52:48,833 --> 00:52:50,835
I'm not sure she'll believe me.
760
00:52:52,087 --> 00:52:53,088
I'm pretty sure she will.
761
00:52:55,507 --> 00:52:56,675
How are you here?
762
00:52:59,344 --> 00:53:00,344
I don't know.
763
00:53:02,639 --> 00:53:04,474
How's this supposed to work?
764
00:53:04,557 --> 00:53:05,684
I don't know.
765
00:53:09,354 --> 00:53:10,354
But...
766
00:53:10,772 --> 00:53:11,772
like I said...
767
00:53:13,525 --> 00:53:16,695
our bowing, we can do better than that.
768
00:53:18,113 --> 00:53:19,447
We'll keep practicing.
769
00:53:42,679 --> 00:53:44,639
[closing theme playing]