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[ Portugal. The Man's
"Feel It Still" plays ]
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[ Cellphone vibrating ]
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[ Exhales sharply ]
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♪ Can't keep my hands
to myself ♪
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[ Vibrating stops ]
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Mm.
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♪ Think I'll dust 'em off,
put 'em back up on the shelf ♪
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♪ In case my little baby girl
is in need ♪
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♪ Am I coming
out of left field? ♪
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♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel
just for kicks, now ♪
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♪ I been feelin' it
since 1966, now ♪
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♪ Might be over now ♪
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Kinda overcooked
the eggs.
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Not used to a gas stove.
Sorry.
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♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel... ♪
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Last thing I want
is food right now.
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Ah, lightweight.
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You know, I outdrank you
at least two to one.
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Never mind
I was rolling on Molly.
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[ Chuckles ]
I'm a cheap date.
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I'll take the coffee,
though.
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♪ Leave it with a babysitter,
mama, call the gravedigger ♪
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You're a doctor?
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♪ Gone with the fallen leaves ♪
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♪ Am I coming
out of left field? ♪
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Well, Dr. Browne...
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I had fun last night.
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Me too.
[ Exhales slowly ]
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And that unenthusiastic response
answers my question.
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♪ I'm a rebel
just for kicks, now ♪
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"Wanna meet up again?"
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♪ Let me kick it
like it's 1986, now ♪
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[ Sighs ]
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♪ Might be over now,
but I feel it still ♪
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I'll get out of here.
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♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel
just for kicks, yeah ♪
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♪ Your love is an abyss
for my heart to eclipse, now ♪
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♪ Might be over now,
but I feel it still ♪
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[ Doorbell rings ]
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♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel
just for kicks, now ♪
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Hey, Shaun --
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I have a question
for Dr. Glassman.
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Uh, he's, uh,
in the shower.
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- Do you want to come on --
- When did his shower begin?
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Just -- He just got in.
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His showers
are at least nine minutes.
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I'd be late to work.
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I'll wait.
This is important.
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♪ Am I coming
out of left field? ♪
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♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel
just for kicks, now ♪
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♪ I been feelin' it
since 1966, now ♪
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Is there something
I can help with?
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The florist told me
the pink roses express passion
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and the purple Peruvian lilies
convey devotion,
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but I feel both passion
and devotion for Carly.
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You could give her both.
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Please ask Dr. Glassman
to text me the answer
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as soon as he gets
out of the shower.
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Well...what's
Carly's favorite color?
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'Cause flowers
don't really have meaning.
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That's just a tactic
to boost sales.
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Purple.
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There you go.
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♪ Is it coming back? ♪
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[ Sighs ]
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♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel
just for kicks, yeah ♪
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♪ Your love is an abyss
for my heart to eclipse, now ♪
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♪ Might be over now,
but I feel it still ♪
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♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel
just for kicks, now ♪
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♪ I been feelin' it
since 1966, now ♪
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♪ Might be over now... ♪
[ Door closes ]
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Hi, Shaun.
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I'd like to have sex
tonight.
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♪ I'm a rebel
just for kicks, now ♪
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Would you?
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♪ ...since 1966, now ♪
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♪ Might be over now ♪
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Yes.
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♪ But I feel it still ♪
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♪ Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel
just for kicks, now ♪
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♪ Let me kick it
like it's 1986, now ♪
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♪ Might be over now,
but I feel it still ♪
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♪ Might've had your fill,
but I feel it still ♪
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[ Sniffs ]
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[ P. A. beeps,
indistinct talking ]
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39-year-old male,
multi-car accident,
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blunt abdominal injuries,
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including ruptured spleen
and lacerated liver.
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- What's his G. C. S.?
- Nine.
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Intraperitoneal free fluid
in the right upper quadrant.
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We need an O. R., stat.
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Page Melendez.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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We were at
our engagement photoshoot.
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I thought
it was just a migraine.
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I get them sometimes
with the flashing lights.
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Then she started
slurring her words.
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I was trying to tell him
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that I couldn't feel
or move my left side.
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The only thing that got me
through was Tony telling me,
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[ As Yoda ]
"Okay, it will be."
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How long before your symptoms
began to subside?
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[ Normal voice ]
About half an hour.
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By the time we got here,
all I had was a mild headache.
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I think you had
a transient ischemic attack.
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A mini-stroke.
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- A stroke?
- Mini.
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Jeanie's 25.
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Which is why we'll need
an MRI, cardiac echo, and labs
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before...
we know for sure.
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Melendez:
Cauterize that bleed.
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[ Monitor beeping ]
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That's it
for the liver.
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What's his mean
arterial pressure?
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67.
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What was that place
with the deviled oysters
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you took Dr. Lim to?
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Oh, Mia's in town.
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As some of you
may be aware,
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Dr. Lim and I are
no longer together.
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It's called Half Shell.
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Downtown, off Second.
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Remove the packing.
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♪♪
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Look at the aorta.
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Likely a laceration
from the accident.
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We'll need to dissect
further to determine the
extent of the damage.
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[ Monitor alarm blaring ]
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B.P.'s skyrocketing.
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He's just suffered
massive blood loss.
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He's under anesthesia.
He should be hypotensive.
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Pulmonary embolism?
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Push beta-blockers.
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That-- That'd kill him.
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He's tachycardic
and hyperthermic.
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I think
he must be on something.
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MDMA mixed
with anesthesia?
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Give him a low dose
of nitroglycerin
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and calcium
channel blockers.
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♪♪
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B.P.'s dropping.
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It's working.
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Push the full dose.
Close him up.
[ Blaring stops ]
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We're gonna have to
wait for the MDMA to
leave his bloodstream.
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We'll get a better look
at the aorta via imaging.
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Good call.
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♪♪
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I need to use
the restroom.
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Hang in there, Jeanie.
Just a couple more minutes.
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You should ask me
what I'm going to do tonight.
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Um...okay.
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But just to make it feel
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more like
an actual conversation...
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Nothing much.
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I've got a yoga class and a date
with Ben & Jerry tonight.
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How about you, Shaun?
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I'm having sex
with Carly.
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Whoa.
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It's my first time.
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Mazel tov.
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It took us 22 days
to kiss,
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nine more to hold hands --
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although, we don't really
hold hands when we hold hands --
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and another six to touch
more than one thing at a time.
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But now I'm ready.
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That's a lot of foreplay.
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I've been reading about
the four stages of arousal --
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Fair warning --
the first time for most people
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is kind of awful.
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Your first time
was awful?
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Not an appropriate question
to ask a colleague.
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Although, there's an exception
to every rule.
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Which books did your lover
read to prepare?
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[ Computer beeps ]
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No clots, no bleeds,
no occlusions, no P. F. O.
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W--
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She didn't have
a stroke.
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[ Computer beeping rapidly ]
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She's having a seizure.
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[ Monitor alarm beeping,
door opens ]
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♪♪
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Pushing diazepam.
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She had to use
the restroom.
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Her bladder is distended.
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Whatever it's pressing against
must be causing these attacks.
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CT shows
she has two pelvic lesions,
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and labs show elevated levels
of catecholamines.
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The pain meds we gave her could
have distended her bladder,
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which is abutting
one of the tumors,
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setting off
her second attack.
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But what set off
the first one?
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Sexual intercourse.
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The other tumor appears
to be within her clitoris.
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Progressive impact may have
destabilized it over time.
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And now she's at risk
of having more seizures.
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♪♪
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Sex could kill this woman.
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He's stable, and the MDMA
is out of his system.
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We're good to go back in
and graft the aorta.
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We're just getting caught up
with blood loss
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and fluid resuscitation.
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An endovascular stent
is minimally invasive.
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It is a better option
than a graft.
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But a stent could clot off
because we won't be able
to give blood thinners.
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His liver is still
a bleeding risk.
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Let's take our chances
with the stent.
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We can be in and out
and have him back in the ICU,
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where we can focus
on his recovery.
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I do not want to proceed
without consent.
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He won't regain consciousness
for another couple of hours.
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We shouldn't wait
that long.
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Get it from his wife.
She's on her way here now.
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♪♪
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We can remove
the tumors,
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but it means
we also have to remove
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most of your vagina
and clitoris.
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You can still
have children.
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Via C-section. It won't affect
your uterus or ovaries.
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What about sex?
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You won't be able
to have intercourse
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or experience an orgasm.
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♪♪
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I-It doesn't make sense.
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I've been sexually active
for five years.
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Never had any attacks.
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We suspect the tumor's
been dormant for some time.
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What if I don't have
the surgery?
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What are the odds
of another attack?
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There are many variables
involved,
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including frequency, duration,
sexual position, penis size --
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About 2%.
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Each time?
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Each time.
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On average, couples have sex
52 times per year,
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which means
in the next three years,
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your chance of having
a life-threatening attack
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is well over 95%.
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♪♪
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I think
we'll take our chances.
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Morgan: You should talk it over
between yourselves,
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perhaps
with a counselor --
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I understand
the situation.
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I don't want the surgery.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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I'll catch up.
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Hey.
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Hey.
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Missed you
at the research meeting.
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I was in surgery.
Craniotomy.
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Now I have two consults,
a meeting with a donor,
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and a hospital chair
meeting.
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Well, don't forget
to eat something.
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Ah, food is for the weak.
257
00:11:01,479 --> 00:11:03,773
So is waiting
for this elevator.
258
00:11:05,567 --> 00:11:06,474
Are we okay?
259
00:11:06,484 --> 00:11:07,726
Yeah.
260
00:11:07,736 --> 00:11:08,518
Sorry, I'm just busy.
261
00:11:08,528 --> 00:11:16,943
♪♪
262
00:11:16,953 --> 00:11:18,486
Park: We're recommending
the stent.
263
00:11:18,496 --> 00:11:22,282
It risks clotting, but it's also
less invasive than the graft.
264
00:11:22,292 --> 00:11:24,701
The graft would be
a more permanent repair,
265
00:11:24,711 --> 00:11:27,380
but there's greater chance
of surgical complications.
266
00:11:28,631 --> 00:11:31,166
[ Breathes deeply ]
267
00:11:31,176 --> 00:11:32,584
I have to trust you,
right?
268
00:11:32,594 --> 00:11:34,377
[ Pen clicks ]
269
00:11:34,387 --> 00:11:38,590
♪♪
270
00:11:38,600 --> 00:11:40,508
Is Dad gonna be okay?
271
00:11:40,518 --> 00:11:42,228
Oh, absolutely, darling.
272
00:11:44,647 --> 00:11:46,556
We're gonna take good care
of your dad.
273
00:11:46,566 --> 00:11:48,475
He'll be home
before you know it, okay?
274
00:11:48,485 --> 00:11:49,819
Okay.
275
00:11:52,572 --> 00:11:53,521
Thank you.
276
00:11:53,531 --> 00:11:55,398
♪♪
277
00:11:55,408 --> 00:11:57,901
If we send her home
without the surgery, she'll die.
278
00:11:57,911 --> 00:11:59,486
We don't know that.
279
00:11:59,496 --> 00:12:02,916
And taking away sex
from a young couple in love?
280
00:12:04,209 --> 00:12:05,450
That's devastating.
281
00:12:05,460 --> 00:12:07,327
So's death.
282
00:12:07,337 --> 00:12:09,829
How much time does a couple
actually spend having sex?
283
00:12:09,839 --> 00:12:13,051
19 minutes per week,
including foreplay.
284
00:12:15,345 --> 00:12:17,796
The rest --
that's the real relationship.
285
00:12:17,806 --> 00:12:20,298
Forget the act itself.
286
00:12:20,308 --> 00:12:21,966
Sex is crucial
to the happiness
287
00:12:21,976 --> 00:12:23,885
and satisfaction
of a relationship.
288
00:12:23,895 --> 00:12:25,887
Sex is destructive.
289
00:12:25,897 --> 00:12:29,140
It turns people into liars
and cheaters and idiots.
290
00:12:29,150 --> 00:12:30,517
It might start
relationships,
291
00:12:30,527 --> 00:12:32,811
but more often than not,
it rips them apart.
292
00:12:32,821 --> 00:12:34,646
She got devastating news
293
00:12:34,656 --> 00:12:37,315
and made an emotional decision
without thinking it through.
294
00:12:37,325 --> 00:12:39,609
The least we can do
is get her counseling.
295
00:12:39,619 --> 00:12:42,112
Was she offered counseling
when you gave her the diagnosis?
296
00:12:42,122 --> 00:12:43,613
Briefly, but she was still
reeling from the --
297
00:12:43,623 --> 00:12:44,948
Then it's over.
298
00:12:44,958 --> 00:12:46,491
When she's stable,
discharge her.
299
00:12:46,501 --> 00:12:47,325
Thank you.
300
00:12:47,335 --> 00:12:48,962
♪♪
301
00:12:54,623 --> 00:12:58,700
Yeah, the pink heart
and purple star...
302
00:12:58,710 --> 00:13:00,327
How are you feeling?
303
00:13:00,337 --> 00:13:02,538
Hi, Doctor.
He's doing great.
304
00:13:02,548 --> 00:13:04,123
Hi.
I'm Dr. Browne.
305
00:13:04,133 --> 00:13:06,500
You had a tear
in your aorta,
306
00:13:06,510 --> 00:13:08,252
but we stabilized it
with a stent.
307
00:13:08,262 --> 00:13:10,129
[ Smacks lips ]
308
00:13:10,139 --> 00:13:12,548
Until we can give you
blood thinners,
309
00:13:12,558 --> 00:13:14,133
you'll be at risk
of a clot,
310
00:13:14,143 --> 00:13:16,927
so we'll be
monitoring you closely.
311
00:13:16,937 --> 00:13:20,264
But right now, everything is
looking absolutely perfect.
312
00:13:20,274 --> 00:13:21,306
Oh!
313
00:13:21,316 --> 00:13:22,818
Gentle.
314
00:13:24,444 --> 00:13:25,894
See, Cupcake?
315
00:13:25,904 --> 00:13:27,896
It's all good.
316
00:13:27,906 --> 00:13:30,149
Why didn't you come home
last night?
317
00:13:30,159 --> 00:13:32,401
Daddy had a sleepover
at Uncle Jeff's.
318
00:13:32,411 --> 00:13:35,070
He got a new turtle.
You can see it next time.
319
00:13:35,080 --> 00:13:44,746
♪♪
320
00:13:44,756 --> 00:13:46,331
Your blood pressure
is responding well
321
00:13:46,341 --> 00:13:47,666
to the alpha-blockers.
322
00:13:47,676 --> 00:13:49,167
We'll run labs.
323
00:13:49,177 --> 00:13:50,627
If they're normal, you can be
discharged in the morning.
324
00:13:50,637 --> 00:13:51,805
Thank you.
325
00:13:55,058 --> 00:13:56,967
You'll want to be aware
at all times
326
00:13:56,977 --> 00:13:58,854
of where
the closest hospital is.
327
00:14:01,148 --> 00:14:03,140
Every time
you have intercourse,
328
00:14:03,150 --> 00:14:05,068
you'll be endangering
your fiancée's life.
329
00:14:06,278 --> 00:14:08,020
I-I'm aware of that.
330
00:14:08,030 --> 00:14:10,063
We both are.
331
00:14:10,073 --> 00:14:12,107
But it's Jeanie's body.
It's her decision.
332
00:14:12,117 --> 00:14:14,610
I'm just...trying
to be supportive.
333
00:14:14,620 --> 00:14:15,944
I don't think you are.
334
00:14:15,954 --> 00:14:17,779
You're being selfish.
335
00:14:17,789 --> 00:14:18,864
She's risking her life,
336
00:14:18,874 --> 00:14:20,282
and you're keeping
your mouth shut
337
00:14:20,292 --> 00:14:21,460
so you can keep
getting laid.
338
00:14:23,253 --> 00:14:26,048
You do think I'm making
the right decision?
339
00:14:28,216 --> 00:14:30,042
Yes.
340
00:14:30,052 --> 00:14:31,168
I do.
341
00:14:31,178 --> 00:14:36,381
♪♪
342
00:14:36,391 --> 00:14:41,386
♪♪
343
00:14:41,396 --> 00:14:42,930
Thanks.
344
00:14:42,940 --> 00:14:46,193
♪♪
345
00:14:49,571 --> 00:14:52,189
He really is
gonna be fine.
346
00:14:52,199 --> 00:14:53,784
I know. Thank you.
347
00:14:55,452 --> 00:14:56,620
You okay?
348
00:15:00,749 --> 00:15:03,158
I think
he's cheating on me.
349
00:15:03,168 --> 00:15:05,535
His brother lives
in Willow Glen,
350
00:15:05,545 --> 00:15:09,039
the other side of the city
from where he had his accident.
351
00:15:09,049 --> 00:15:11,458
What did he say
about it?
352
00:15:11,468 --> 00:15:15,253
That he had a breakfast meeting
with a client.
353
00:15:15,263 --> 00:15:18,100
Not unlike the excuse he used
last time he cheated.
354
00:15:21,019 --> 00:15:23,095
Him denying it
was the worst part.
355
00:15:23,105 --> 00:15:25,097
Made me doubt myself.
356
00:15:25,107 --> 00:15:28,684
You know, was I just
a paranoid, jealous wife,
357
00:15:28,694 --> 00:15:30,320
throwing out
wild accusations?
358
00:15:33,407 --> 00:15:35,482
[ Sniffles ]
359
00:15:35,492 --> 00:15:40,112
Your husband has just had
a serious car accident,
360
00:15:40,122 --> 00:15:42,332
and you're very stressed.
361
00:15:44,084 --> 00:15:46,868
Right now, all you should be
thinking about is...
362
00:15:46,878 --> 00:15:48,171
getting him better.
363
00:15:51,299 --> 00:15:52,509
You're right.
364
00:15:55,345 --> 00:15:56,920
Thank you.
365
00:15:56,930 --> 00:15:58,348
Not at all.
366
00:16:01,018 --> 00:16:04,302
[ X Ambassadors' "BOOM" plays ]
367
00:16:04,312 --> 00:16:05,887
Would you like
to take my top off?
368
00:16:05,897 --> 00:16:07,848
Yes.
369
00:16:07,858 --> 00:16:10,308
♪ Boom, boom, boom,
boom, boom, boom ♪
370
00:16:10,318 --> 00:16:11,435
♪ My heart beats
boom, boom, boom ♪
371
00:16:11,445 --> 00:16:12,686
[ Exhales shakily ]
372
00:16:12,696 --> 00:16:14,521
♪ Boom, boom, boom,
boom, boom, boom ♪
373
00:16:14,531 --> 00:16:15,856
[ Laughs ]
374
00:16:15,866 --> 00:16:17,357
[ Exhales sharply ]
375
00:16:17,367 --> 00:16:19,026
♪ Zoom, zoom, zoom,
zoom, zoom, zoom ♪
376
00:16:19,036 --> 00:16:21,236
♪ Walkin' away from you ♪
377
00:16:21,246 --> 00:16:23,321
Would you like me
to take your shirt off?
378
00:16:23,331 --> 00:16:25,365
No.
379
00:16:25,375 --> 00:16:28,243
I would like
to do it myself.
380
00:16:28,253 --> 00:16:29,703
Even better.
381
00:16:29,713 --> 00:16:32,330
♪ I got the same old shoes
with a new attitude ♪
382
00:16:32,340 --> 00:16:38,045
♪ Why would I sing the blues
for you? ♪
383
00:16:38,055 --> 00:16:42,424
♪ I say, hey, uh-huh,
you can't stop me ♪
384
00:16:42,434 --> 00:16:43,800
♪ If you break my heart ♪
385
00:16:43,810 --> 00:16:45,135
Okay.
386
00:16:45,145 --> 00:16:46,803
♪ It's 1, 2, 3 ♪
387
00:16:46,813 --> 00:16:48,096
I've got it.
388
00:16:48,106 --> 00:16:49,973
♪ My feet go boom, boom, boom ♪
389
00:16:49,983 --> 00:16:52,309
♪ Boom, boom, boom,
boom, boom, boom ♪
390
00:16:52,319 --> 00:16:53,894
♪ High speed,
go zoom, zoom, zoom ♪
391
00:16:53,904 --> 00:16:54,895
I-I got it.
Okay.
392
00:16:54,905 --> 00:16:56,813
♪ Zoom, zoom, zoom ♪
393
00:16:56,823 --> 00:16:58,857
♪ My feet go boom, boom, boom ♪
394
00:16:58,867 --> 00:17:01,453
♪ Walkin' away from you ♪
395
00:17:04,247 --> 00:17:05,530
[ Exhales deeply ]
396
00:17:05,540 --> 00:17:06,792
[ Chuckles softly ]
397
00:17:09,503 --> 00:17:11,495
Mm.
398
00:17:11,505 --> 00:17:12,631
Do you want to slow down?
399
00:17:14,758 --> 00:17:16,500
Do you want to stop?
400
00:17:16,510 --> 00:17:22,339
♪♪
401
00:17:22,349 --> 00:17:25,634
I'd like
to go watch some TV.
402
00:17:25,644 --> 00:17:35,394
♪♪
403
00:17:35,404 --> 00:17:45,330
♪♪
404
00:17:48,752 --> 00:17:50,660
So, eh,
you weren't feeling it?
405
00:17:50,670 --> 00:17:52,279
I was definitely
feeling it.
406
00:17:52,289 --> 00:17:54,470
She -- Mm.
407
00:17:54,480 --> 00:17:55,460
I don't know.
408
00:17:56,000 --> 00:17:57,295
I think you're confused.
409
00:17:57,313 --> 00:17:59,138
I think --
I think it's emotional
410
00:17:59,148 --> 00:18:00,931
and it's hormonal,
and -- and -- and maybe --
411
00:18:00,941 --> 00:18:02,610
I wasn't confused.
412
00:18:04,278 --> 00:18:05,561
She had a tattoo.
413
00:18:05,571 --> 00:18:07,521
It was half a heart.
414
00:18:07,531 --> 00:18:10,066
I don't understand why someone
would get an incomplete tattoo.
415
00:18:10,076 --> 00:18:12,026
She shouldn't have something
that's incomplete
416
00:18:12,036 --> 00:18:14,236
on her body
that I can see.
417
00:18:14,246 --> 00:18:15,122
[ Door opens ]
418
00:18:18,876 --> 00:18:19,867
[ Door closes ]
419
00:18:19,877 --> 00:18:21,577
You sure
it was the tattoo?
420
00:18:21,587 --> 00:18:22,328
Yes.
421
00:18:22,338 --> 00:18:24,121
It is a...
422
00:18:24,131 --> 00:18:28,667
very disturbing tattoo
that makes no sense.
423
00:18:28,677 --> 00:18:31,504
Maybe it's not
about the tattoo.
424
00:18:31,514 --> 00:18:33,089
I mean...
425
00:18:33,099 --> 00:18:35,883
maybe it's about intimacy?
426
00:18:35,893 --> 00:18:38,154
Letting another person into
your life -- that's a big deal.
427
00:18:38,214 --> 00:18:40,414
I know. Trust me.
428
00:18:40,424 --> 00:18:42,875
There are gonna be things
about her that you love
429
00:18:42,885 --> 00:18:47,380
and things about her
that [chuckles] you don't.
430
00:18:47,390 --> 00:18:49,840
And there are certain things,
like the tattoo,
431
00:18:49,850 --> 00:18:51,968
you -- you can't change.
432
00:18:51,978 --> 00:18:54,554
Because...
433
00:18:54,564 --> 00:18:56,931
because...
434
00:18:56,941 --> 00:18:58,442
well, it's worth it.
435
00:19:01,571 --> 00:19:04,272
She can get
the tattoo removed.
436
00:19:04,282 --> 00:19:07,149
She can't get
the tattoo removed, Shaun.
437
00:19:07,159 --> 00:19:09,610
I don't think
it's about the tattoo.
438
00:19:09,620 --> 00:19:10,820
[ Door opens ]
439
00:19:10,830 --> 00:19:13,447
We are backed up.
440
00:19:13,457 --> 00:19:14,448
Sorry, Shaun.
441
00:19:14,458 --> 00:19:20,955
♪♪
442
00:19:20,965 --> 00:19:21,956
Okay.
443
00:19:21,966 --> 00:19:25,167
♪♪
444
00:19:25,177 --> 00:19:26,586
Carly:
Everything looks good.
445
00:19:26,596 --> 00:19:29,005
Could've just checked them
on the E. M. R.
446
00:19:29,015 --> 00:19:30,214
I know.
447
00:19:30,224 --> 00:19:31,434
How's it going
with Shaun?
448
00:19:32,852 --> 00:19:35,344
He tends to overshare
with coworkers.
449
00:19:35,354 --> 00:19:36,596
Yes, he does.
450
00:19:36,606 --> 00:19:38,931
And he was oversharing
up until this morning,
451
00:19:38,941 --> 00:19:41,392
so I'm guessing
the Night of a Thousand Stars
452
00:19:41,402 --> 00:19:43,060
didn't go as planned?
453
00:19:43,070 --> 00:19:45,021
We're fine, thanks.
454
00:19:45,031 --> 00:19:46,731
Of course.
455
00:19:46,741 --> 00:19:49,650
You waited three weeks
for a kiss. You're a saint.
456
00:19:49,660 --> 00:19:51,370
That didn't sound
like a compliment.
457
00:19:52,997 --> 00:19:55,823
I like Shaun,
and I love that he's dating,
458
00:19:55,833 --> 00:19:57,408
but I can't help thinking
459
00:19:57,418 --> 00:19:59,201
that the kind of person
who'd go out with Shaun
460
00:19:59,211 --> 00:20:01,954
might be seeing him
more as a project than a person.
461
00:20:01,964 --> 00:20:04,216
And I'd rather not see him
get his heart broken.
462
00:20:07,303 --> 00:20:10,421
Last week,
two techs called in sick.
463
00:20:10,431 --> 00:20:13,841
I had to diagnose and file
over 200 slides.
464
00:20:13,851 --> 00:20:15,301
But when I told Shaun,
465
00:20:15,311 --> 00:20:17,053
he came down and he helped me
get through them
466
00:20:17,063 --> 00:20:18,272
until 3:00
in the morning.
467
00:20:19,815 --> 00:20:24,393
I am not going out with Shaun
because I have a martyr complex.
468
00:20:24,403 --> 00:20:25,811
I'm going out with him
'cause he's a great guy
469
00:20:25,821 --> 00:20:27,897
who treats me well.
470
00:20:27,907 --> 00:20:29,940
And the condescending notion
that someone needs
471
00:20:29,950 --> 00:20:33,194
an ulterior motive
to be interested in him
472
00:20:33,204 --> 00:20:36,530
means you're the one who isn't
seeing him as a person.
473
00:20:36,540 --> 00:20:42,536
♪♪
474
00:20:42,546 --> 00:20:48,501
♪♪
475
00:20:48,511 --> 00:20:51,796
Your craniotomy ended an hour
before the research meeting.
476
00:20:51,806 --> 00:20:53,798
You didn't miss the meeting
'cause you were in surgery.
477
00:20:53,808 --> 00:20:55,716
I think you missed the meeting
because I was gonna be there.
478
00:20:55,726 --> 00:20:58,844
I'm busy. I can show you
my calendar if you'd like.
479
00:20:58,854 --> 00:21:01,055
You dumped me. I should be
the one avoiding you.
480
00:21:01,065 --> 00:21:02,191
What's going on?
481
00:21:03,401 --> 00:21:05,476
Are you having
second thoughts?
482
00:21:05,486 --> 00:21:07,488
No. I'm not.
483
00:21:14,328 --> 00:21:17,039
Why are you willing to die
for sex?
484
00:21:21,502 --> 00:21:24,578
Sex creates...
485
00:21:24,588 --> 00:21:26,997
vulnerability,
486
00:21:27,007 --> 00:21:29,125
lets you be open,
487
00:21:29,135 --> 00:21:31,919
honest with each other,
488
00:21:31,929 --> 00:21:34,130
share your biggest fears.
489
00:21:34,140 --> 00:21:37,216
Sometimes,
you shouldn't share.
490
00:21:37,226 --> 00:21:39,885
Sometimes, you have to
just accept, right?
491
00:21:39,895 --> 00:21:41,971
Wrong.
492
00:21:41,981 --> 00:21:44,984
What you have to accept, that's
not for anyone else to say.
493
00:21:46,318 --> 00:21:49,895
If you don't tell your partner
everything that you're feeling,
494
00:21:49,905 --> 00:21:53,274
thinking, worrying about,
495
00:21:53,284 --> 00:21:57,319
then you aren't
fully connected.
496
00:21:57,329 --> 00:22:01,741
♪♪
497
00:22:01,751 --> 00:22:04,452
[ Footsteps approach ]
498
00:22:04,462 --> 00:22:06,662
Close your eyes.
499
00:22:06,672 --> 00:22:09,206
Yes, this is one of those
dumb sensory exercises,
500
00:22:09,216 --> 00:22:10,426
but just go with it.
501
00:22:16,682 --> 00:22:19,226
Now tell me one of your favorite
memories with your fiancée.
502
00:22:21,437 --> 00:22:25,181
Last summer,
we went camping in Yosemite.
503
00:22:25,191 --> 00:22:26,849
We decided to rough it
504
00:22:26,859 --> 00:22:29,643
by only packing
PB&J sandwiches.
505
00:22:29,653 --> 00:22:31,854
The first night,
a bear rips into our tent
506
00:22:31,864 --> 00:22:33,522
and devours them.
507
00:22:33,532 --> 00:22:35,733
And the next night, of course,
we had this hole in our tent,
508
00:22:35,743 --> 00:22:39,653
and the mosquitos
just ate us alive.
509
00:22:39,663 --> 00:22:41,280
[ Chuckles ]
510
00:22:41,290 --> 00:22:44,533
And the bug spray
that we thought we packed?
511
00:22:44,543 --> 00:22:45,868
It was sunscreen.
512
00:22:45,878 --> 00:22:47,870
And then
when it started pouring,
513
00:22:47,880 --> 00:22:51,582
we turned to each other
at the same time and we said,
514
00:22:51,592 --> 00:22:53,209
"Denny's."
515
00:22:53,219 --> 00:22:54,877
[ Chuckles ]
516
00:22:54,887 --> 00:22:56,837
And that's when I knew
I wanted to marry her.
517
00:22:56,847 --> 00:22:57,723
Great.
518
00:23:00,559 --> 00:23:03,886
That was a memory of something
you got through together,
519
00:23:03,896 --> 00:23:06,106
not about the time
you had a threesome in Miami.
520
00:23:07,775 --> 00:23:08,859
It was New Orleans.
521
00:23:10,194 --> 00:23:12,394
The threesome was
in New Orleans, not Miami.
522
00:23:12,404 --> 00:23:14,949
And it was way better
than the bear trip.
523
00:23:16,492 --> 00:23:19,568
But I wasn't gonna tell
my fiancée's doctor about it.
524
00:23:19,578 --> 00:23:22,863
Sex...makes you real
with someone.
525
00:23:22,873 --> 00:23:23,999
Sex makes you stupid.
526
00:23:26,752 --> 00:23:29,119
I had the perfect man.
527
00:23:29,129 --> 00:23:33,499
He was...smart
and funny.
528
00:23:33,509 --> 00:23:36,126
He squeezed the sponge
after washing the dishes.
529
00:23:36,136 --> 00:23:37,179
[ Chuckles lightly ]
530
00:23:39,932 --> 00:23:43,592
Then one night, I-I met some guy
and I had a few drinks,
531
00:23:43,602 --> 00:23:45,511
and, um...
532
00:23:45,521 --> 00:23:48,597
I got all tingly
and got really stupid.
533
00:23:48,607 --> 00:23:50,276
Never saw him again.
534
00:23:52,319 --> 00:23:53,696
Or my boyfriend.
535
00:23:55,531 --> 00:24:00,150
Sex can make us feel
incredibly close to someone --
536
00:24:00,160 --> 00:24:02,361
honest,
537
00:24:02,371 --> 00:24:03,873
vulnerable.
538
00:24:06,333 --> 00:24:10,661
But sex is not the goal.
539
00:24:10,671 --> 00:24:13,706
All the rest
of those things are.
540
00:24:13,716 --> 00:24:17,960
♪♪
541
00:24:17,970 --> 00:24:20,296
She's the love
of my life.
542
00:24:20,306 --> 00:24:22,590
And I always thought
that we were strong
543
00:24:22,600 --> 00:24:25,019
and that we can overcome
anything together.
544
00:24:26,854 --> 00:24:28,981
But without sex...
545
00:24:31,233 --> 00:24:33,642
...I don't know if...
546
00:24:33,652 --> 00:24:35,185
if we have enough.
547
00:24:35,195 --> 00:24:38,606
♪♪
548
00:24:38,616 --> 00:24:40,075
Okay.
549
00:24:43,996 --> 00:24:45,831
Then you need to lie
to her.
550
00:24:50,044 --> 00:24:52,369
Nurse said you'd be here
an hour ago.
551
00:24:52,379 --> 00:24:55,049
Yeah, well,
you're not my only patient.
552
00:24:56,842 --> 00:24:58,292
Look, I get it.
553
00:24:58,302 --> 00:25:01,086
This is about as awkward
as it gets.
554
00:25:01,096 --> 00:25:02,379
[ Exhales sharply ]
555
00:25:02,389 --> 00:25:03,641
Yes, it is.
556
00:25:06,352 --> 00:25:08,145
You know, I almost died
in that accident.
557
00:25:13,067 --> 00:25:16,268
When I woke up, all I could
think about was my wife...
558
00:25:16,278 --> 00:25:18,687
and my little girl...
559
00:25:18,697 --> 00:25:21,533
and how much of an ass I'd been
and how hurt they'd be.
560
00:25:24,119 --> 00:25:26,153
So, why is it
that once I get out of here,
561
00:25:26,163 --> 00:25:29,073
I'm gonna keep cheating
on them?
562
00:25:29,083 --> 00:25:31,492
I can't help it.
563
00:25:31,502 --> 00:25:35,704
No matter how much remorse
or guilt...
564
00:25:35,714 --> 00:25:38,165
[ Voice breaking ]
I feel like I always give in.
565
00:25:38,175 --> 00:25:39,416
Then you should
leave them.
566
00:25:39,426 --> 00:25:41,210
I can't.
567
00:25:41,220 --> 00:25:42,294
I love them.
568
00:25:42,304 --> 00:25:44,880
[ Scoffs ]
569
00:25:44,890 --> 00:25:46,924
How messed up is that,
right?
570
00:25:46,934 --> 00:25:51,887
♪♪
571
00:25:51,897 --> 00:25:54,390
But I think you know.
572
00:25:54,400 --> 00:25:56,809
Yeah, well,
I don't cheat.
573
00:25:56,819 --> 00:25:59,478
I saw you checking me out
in the bar.
574
00:25:59,488 --> 00:26:01,063
My left hand,
575
00:26:01,073 --> 00:26:04,493
just making sure
I was married.
576
00:26:09,331 --> 00:26:11,699
You're just as big a cheater
as me, Dr. Browne.
577
00:26:11,709 --> 00:26:16,662
♪♪
578
00:26:16,672 --> 00:26:19,248
My, uh, leg...
579
00:26:19,258 --> 00:26:20,457
it's -- it's cold.
580
00:26:20,467 --> 00:26:28,048
♪♪
581
00:26:28,058 --> 00:26:34,805
♪♪
582
00:26:34,815 --> 00:26:36,515
No pulse.
583
00:26:36,525 --> 00:26:37,808
Your stent has formed
a clot.
584
00:26:37,818 --> 00:26:39,110
We need an angio, stat!
585
00:26:43,690 --> 00:26:45,307
Everything okay?
586
00:26:45,317 --> 00:26:47,652
You haven't said a word
since "Pass the salt."
587
00:26:49,862 --> 00:26:51,489
It's about Shaun,
isn't it?
588
00:26:55,534 --> 00:26:57,234
Two weeks ago,
589
00:26:57,244 --> 00:26:59,987
you asked me to give him
romantic advice,
590
00:26:59,997 --> 00:27:01,572
which I didn't want
to do.
591
00:27:01,582 --> 00:27:04,325
And then he comes into my office
for romantic advice,
592
00:27:04,335 --> 00:27:05,868
and you kick him right out.
593
00:27:05,878 --> 00:27:07,954
It's because
you're helping him too much.
594
00:27:07,964 --> 00:27:09,705
He is completely dependent
on you.
595
00:27:09,715 --> 00:27:11,040
For good reason.
596
00:27:11,050 --> 00:27:13,209
He hasn't spoken to his parents
since he was 14.
597
00:27:13,219 --> 00:27:15,086
The only person
he cared about...
598
00:27:15,096 --> 00:27:17,380
died right in front
of his eyes.
599
00:27:17,390 --> 00:27:21,509
Aaron, I know
how much you love him.
600
00:27:21,519 --> 00:27:25,356
How you hate to see him
struggle, fail, get hurt.
601
00:27:26,899 --> 00:27:29,141
[ Chuckles lightly ]
But you need to let him.
602
00:27:29,151 --> 00:27:31,602
And he'll be okay.
603
00:27:31,612 --> 00:27:34,897
Because he has someone else
in his life now.
604
00:27:34,907 --> 00:27:36,649
Just like you do.
605
00:27:36,659 --> 00:27:40,111
♪♪
606
00:27:40,121 --> 00:27:44,532
Placing guide wire
through the needle.
607
00:27:44,542 --> 00:27:45,668
Placing catheter.
608
00:27:47,837 --> 00:27:49,787
So, how do you know
this guy?
609
00:27:49,797 --> 00:27:51,288
You knew he was on MDMA,
610
00:27:51,298 --> 00:27:52,957
you've been avoiding him
since he arrived,
611
00:27:52,967 --> 00:27:55,584
and...I checked
on his accident.
612
00:27:55,594 --> 00:27:57,138
It was a half mile
from your place.
613
00:27:59,724 --> 00:28:01,465
I was with him
the night before the accident,
614
00:28:01,475 --> 00:28:02,675
but it's not relevant.
615
00:28:02,685 --> 00:28:04,176
It hasn't affected
my judgement.
616
00:28:04,186 --> 00:28:05,511
Yes, it has.
617
00:28:05,521 --> 00:28:07,054
If you hadn't been
avoiding him,
618
00:28:07,064 --> 00:28:08,441
we could've
caught the clot earlier.
619
00:28:12,069 --> 00:28:14,321
I figure you've been
going through something lately.
620
00:28:15,781 --> 00:28:17,158
Something
that's really hurt you.
621
00:28:19,493 --> 00:28:22,445
And maybe it's making you turn
to things you normally wouldn't.
622
00:28:22,455 --> 00:28:23,863
[ Scoffs ]
623
00:28:23,873 --> 00:28:25,614
But some of the guys you meet
are gonna be trouble,
624
00:28:25,624 --> 00:28:27,116
some are gonna be married,
some are gonna --
625
00:28:27,126 --> 00:28:28,784
He took a vow, not me.
626
00:28:28,794 --> 00:28:34,331
♪♪
627
00:28:34,341 --> 00:28:35,791
That's the exact attitude
someone had
628
00:28:35,801 --> 00:28:37,219
when they helped
ruin my life.
629
00:28:38,721 --> 00:28:39,889
There's the clot.
630
00:28:43,184 --> 00:28:44,842
Activating angio jet.
631
00:28:44,852 --> 00:28:47,970
♪♪
632
00:28:47,980 --> 00:28:49,138
It's too big to bust.
633
00:28:49,148 --> 00:28:50,441
We have to open him up.
634
00:28:52,610 --> 00:28:55,186
You said to accept things
I don't like, but Jeanie said
635
00:28:55,196 --> 00:28:57,229
I have to share everything,
and I don't know --
- Shaun. Shaun.
636
00:28:57,239 --> 00:28:58,773
Shaun,
stop, stop, stop.
637
00:28:58,783 --> 00:29:00,274
[ Sighs ]
638
00:29:00,284 --> 00:29:02,485
I have to go home.
639
00:29:02,495 --> 00:29:05,488
I can walk you to your car.
Is it very far?
640
00:29:05,498 --> 00:29:07,740
I think this discussion
will take at least 15 minutes,
641
00:29:07,750 --> 00:29:09,283
so maybe you can drive me?
642
00:29:09,293 --> 00:29:10,910
We have to
set boundaries, okay?
643
00:29:10,920 --> 00:29:12,495
We have to set
some limits.
644
00:29:12,505 --> 00:29:15,164
You can't just come over
6:30 in the morning,
645
00:29:15,174 --> 00:29:16,916
uh, uh, for flower advice.
646
00:29:16,926 --> 00:29:19,210
You can't just pop into
my office anytime you want.
647
00:29:19,220 --> 00:29:20,544
Is this because of Debbie?
648
00:29:20,554 --> 00:29:21,295
No.
649
00:29:21,305 --> 00:29:22,097
Yes.
650
00:29:26,644 --> 00:29:29,845
And I agree with her.
651
00:29:29,855 --> 00:29:31,889
It was different when it was
just the two of us,
652
00:29:31,899 --> 00:29:33,766
but now we have people
in our lives --
653
00:29:33,776 --> 00:29:35,518
both of us.
654
00:29:35,528 --> 00:29:37,196
We have to make them
the priority.
655
00:29:38,989 --> 00:29:42,566
Does this mean
we can't talk anymore?
656
00:29:42,576 --> 00:29:44,745
No, of course we can talk.
Of --
657
00:29:46,038 --> 00:29:48,364
It's just that there's a time
and a place for everything.
658
00:29:48,374 --> 00:29:51,659
And this is
the wrong time and place?
659
00:29:51,669 --> 00:29:57,790
♪♪
660
00:29:57,800 --> 00:29:59,291
Yeah.
661
00:29:59,301 --> 00:30:07,132
♪♪
662
00:30:07,142 --> 00:30:10,020
7:00 a. m. Tuesday.
Pancakes.
663
00:30:13,649 --> 00:30:16,058
I liked it better
664
00:30:16,068 --> 00:30:18,727
when it was
just the two of us.
665
00:30:18,737 --> 00:30:28,070
♪♪
666
00:30:28,080 --> 00:30:29,989
125 over 78.
667
00:30:29,999 --> 00:30:31,490
Looks good.
668
00:30:31,500 --> 00:30:33,711
[ Knock on door ]
669
00:30:43,137 --> 00:30:45,713
[ Both chuckle ]
670
00:30:45,723 --> 00:30:47,631
Nice bug spray.
671
00:30:47,641 --> 00:30:50,092
SPF 50.
672
00:30:50,102 --> 00:30:51,645
Not much went right
that trip.
673
00:30:54,356 --> 00:30:56,056
But...
674
00:30:56,066 --> 00:30:59,935
the more things went wrong,
675
00:30:59,945 --> 00:31:01,530
the closer I felt to you.
676
00:31:03,824 --> 00:31:05,534
We'll get through this,
too.
677
00:31:10,205 --> 00:31:12,573
[ Voice breaking ]
I don't know.
678
00:31:12,583 --> 00:31:13,908
[ Inhales shakily ]
679
00:31:13,918 --> 00:31:17,453
Sex has always been...
680
00:31:17,463 --> 00:31:18,589
our language.
681
00:31:20,466 --> 00:31:24,168
Our way of sharing who we are
with each other.
682
00:31:24,178 --> 00:31:25,846
And if we lose that...
683
00:31:28,307 --> 00:31:30,716
...what if
we don't have enough?
684
00:31:30,726 --> 00:31:34,094
We'll still have...
685
00:31:34,104 --> 00:31:36,221
honesty,
686
00:31:36,231 --> 00:31:37,890
intimacy,
687
00:31:37,900 --> 00:31:39,892
love,
688
00:31:39,902 --> 00:31:41,602
three kids.
689
00:31:41,612 --> 00:31:42,853
Two boys and a girl.
690
00:31:42,863 --> 00:31:44,313
[ Chuckles ]
691
00:31:44,323 --> 00:31:47,149
[ Chuckles ]
692
00:31:47,159 --> 00:31:48,494
[ Sniffles ]
693
00:31:51,956 --> 00:31:53,123
I love you more than sex.
694
00:31:54,959 --> 00:31:56,784
I love you
more than sex, too.
695
00:31:56,794 --> 00:32:06,794
♪♪
696
00:32:06,804 --> 00:32:08,055
[ Sniffles ]
697
00:32:10,391 --> 00:32:14,561
Does...this mean
you're getting the surgery?
698
00:32:16,772 --> 00:32:18,222
Yeah.
699
00:32:18,232 --> 00:32:23,394
♪♪
700
00:32:23,404 --> 00:32:25,062
Park: 90 minutes
without a pulse in his leg.
701
00:32:25,072 --> 00:32:26,397
He's at high risk
for necrosis.
702
00:32:26,407 --> 00:32:28,315
Prosthetic successfully
sutured to aorta.
703
00:32:28,325 --> 00:32:30,317
Almost done with
the distal right anastomosis.
704
00:32:30,327 --> 00:32:32,236
Careful not to narrow the artery
during suturing.
705
00:32:32,246 --> 00:32:33,404
Mm-hmm.
706
00:32:33,414 --> 00:32:40,619
♪♪
707
00:32:40,629 --> 00:32:45,791
♪♪
708
00:32:45,801 --> 00:32:51,005
♪♪
709
00:32:51,015 --> 00:32:52,506
[ Heartbeat ]
710
00:32:52,516 --> 00:32:55,175
Blood flow restored.
Good arterial pulse.
711
00:32:55,185 --> 00:32:57,052
Good job catching that clot,
Dr. Browne.
712
00:32:57,062 --> 00:32:58,981
If we'd waited any longer,
we'd have to amputate.
713
00:33:00,441 --> 00:33:01,640
Thank you.
714
00:33:01,650 --> 00:33:04,184
It...was a team effort.
715
00:33:04,194 --> 00:33:07,438
♪♪
716
00:33:07,448 --> 00:33:10,315
Andrews: Making incision
at the vaginal wall.
717
00:33:10,325 --> 00:33:12,151
Murphy, develop margins
at the lesion.
718
00:33:12,161 --> 00:33:13,318
Shaun: Forceps.
719
00:33:13,328 --> 00:33:15,112
Nicely done.
720
00:33:15,122 --> 00:33:17,322
How you turned your patient
around.
721
00:33:17,332 --> 00:33:19,491
It was nice
when Tony told Jeanie
722
00:33:19,501 --> 00:33:20,961
he loved her
more than sex.
723
00:33:22,838 --> 00:33:24,006
He was lying.
724
00:33:25,507 --> 00:33:27,801
I told him that if he cared
about her at all, he had to.
725
00:33:29,720 --> 00:33:30,888
Maybe it was the truth.
726
00:33:33,015 --> 00:33:37,009
It can be true
without him knowing it's true.
727
00:33:37,019 --> 00:33:40,522
♪♪
728
00:33:45,014 --> 00:33:47,423
[ Inhales deeply,
exhales sharply ]
729
00:33:47,433 --> 00:33:55,890
♪♪
730
00:33:55,900 --> 00:33:57,151
What's wrong?
731
00:33:58,778 --> 00:34:02,480
Dr. Glassman told me
I have to accept things,
732
00:34:02,490 --> 00:34:04,982
but Jeanie said
to be open and honest.
733
00:34:04,992 --> 00:34:06,942
I agree with Jeanie --
734
00:34:06,952 --> 00:34:09,111
whoever she is.
735
00:34:09,121 --> 00:34:11,030
It's your tattoo.
736
00:34:11,040 --> 00:34:12,406
[ Exhales sharply ]
Thank God.
737
00:34:12,416 --> 00:34:14,325
I thought you hated my boobs
or something.
738
00:34:14,335 --> 00:34:15,461
It's incomplete.
739
00:34:17,213 --> 00:34:19,163
Didn't you have enough money
to pay for a full heart?
740
00:34:19,173 --> 00:34:20,956
[ Chuckles ]
741
00:34:20,966 --> 00:34:22,541
I got this in high school.
742
00:34:22,551 --> 00:34:23,751
It's incomplete.
743
00:34:23,761 --> 00:34:29,799
♪♪
744
00:34:29,809 --> 00:34:31,467
[ Clinking ]
745
00:34:31,477 --> 00:34:37,056
♪♪
746
00:34:37,066 --> 00:34:38,442
[ Singsong voice ]
Not anymore.
747
00:34:40,736 --> 00:34:42,228
I got you.
748
00:34:42,238 --> 00:34:50,027
♪♪
749
00:34:50,037 --> 00:34:57,837
♪♪
750
00:35:00,131 --> 00:35:05,459
♪♪
751
00:35:05,469 --> 00:35:06,887
Shaun?
752
00:35:08,848 --> 00:35:11,507
Dr. Glassman was right.
753
00:35:11,517 --> 00:35:13,426
It's not the tattoo.
754
00:35:13,436 --> 00:35:19,598
♪♪
755
00:35:19,608 --> 00:35:29,316
♪♪
756
00:35:29,326 --> 00:35:31,777
We were able to restore
blood flow to his legs.
757
00:35:31,787 --> 00:35:32,903
He's gonna be just fine.
758
00:35:32,913 --> 00:35:34,321
[ Exhales sharply ]
759
00:35:34,331 --> 00:35:35,916
Thank you so much,
Dr. Browne.
760
00:35:38,377 --> 00:35:40,870
Now that
he's out of the woods,
761
00:35:40,880 --> 00:35:44,248
you don't need to feel guilty
about questioning him.
762
00:35:44,258 --> 00:35:48,169
All the pain, paranoia,
and self-doubt...
763
00:35:48,179 --> 00:35:50,796
you deserve
to know the truth.
764
00:35:50,806 --> 00:35:52,266
He's just gonna deny it.
765
00:35:54,894 --> 00:35:56,771
Then you need to insist.
766
00:35:58,147 --> 00:35:59,638
[ Sighs ]
767
00:35:59,648 --> 00:36:09,492
♪♪
768
00:36:16,582 --> 00:36:19,492
Our relationship
was a stupid idea.
769
00:36:19,502 --> 00:36:21,786
Which made ending it
a smart idea.
770
00:36:21,796 --> 00:36:24,163
Simple, binary...
771
00:36:24,173 --> 00:36:25,341
and naive.
772
00:36:29,303 --> 00:36:31,796
I really underestimated
how hard this would be.
773
00:36:31,806 --> 00:36:36,425
♪♪
774
00:36:36,435 --> 00:36:39,011
Yes, I've been having
second thoughts.
775
00:36:39,021 --> 00:36:40,846
I'm not saying we should
get back together --
776
00:36:40,856 --> 00:36:42,233
What are you saying?
777
00:36:45,152 --> 00:36:46,779
I don't know.
778
00:36:48,405 --> 00:36:49,490
Good.
779
00:36:51,992 --> 00:36:56,121
It's...good to know
that it's not easy.
780
00:36:58,499 --> 00:36:59,782
It's good to know
that it mattered.
781
00:36:59,792 --> 00:37:06,413
♪♪
782
00:37:06,423 --> 00:37:12,962
♪♪
783
00:37:12,972 --> 00:37:16,465
Intimacy isn't
about a tattoo.
784
00:37:16,475 --> 00:37:19,718
And it's not about
touching or kissing
785
00:37:19,728 --> 00:37:22,565
or...even sex.
786
00:37:24,400 --> 00:37:28,988
It's about sharing
your biggest fears.
787
00:37:30,948 --> 00:37:31,991
Yes.
788
00:37:34,493 --> 00:37:35,995
What are you scared of?
789
00:37:39,290 --> 00:37:41,876
I love
being a pathologist.
790
00:37:44,503 --> 00:37:46,829
But every day
I walk into the lab,
791
00:37:46,839 --> 00:37:49,373
I am filled with doubt.
792
00:37:49,383 --> 00:37:51,625
Am I smart enough?
Am I capable enough?
793
00:37:51,635 --> 00:37:54,879
Do I really deserve
to be here?
794
00:37:54,889 --> 00:37:59,133
How long until someone walks in
and exposes my fraud
795
00:37:59,143 --> 00:38:01,395
and has me removed
from the premises?
796
00:38:02,813 --> 00:38:06,348
Eventually,
those thoughts retreat.
797
00:38:06,358 --> 00:38:07,683
Until the next morning,
798
00:38:07,693 --> 00:38:10,195
when they all come crashing
back into my brain.
799
00:38:13,157 --> 00:38:15,900
That and pigeons.
800
00:38:15,910 --> 00:38:18,110
They freak me out.
801
00:38:18,120 --> 00:38:19,737
Hmm.
802
00:38:19,747 --> 00:38:24,658
♪♪
803
00:38:24,668 --> 00:38:26,378
My biggest fear...
804
00:38:29,214 --> 00:38:31,508
...is that I'll be alone.
805
00:38:35,262 --> 00:38:38,505
If I don't get over this,
you'll leave.
806
00:38:38,515 --> 00:38:48,307
♪♪
807
00:38:48,317 --> 00:38:58,025
♪♪
808
00:38:58,035 --> 00:39:08,077
♪♪
809
00:39:08,087 --> 00:39:09,213
We don't
have to have sex.
810
00:39:12,591 --> 00:39:15,876
Can we just hold each other
for a little bit?
811
00:39:15,886 --> 00:39:18,097
[ Exhales shakily ]
812
00:39:20,182 --> 00:39:22,466
I think I'd like that.
813
00:39:22,476 --> 00:39:31,725
♪♪
814
00:39:31,735 --> 00:39:41,151
♪♪
815
00:39:41,161 --> 00:39:50,577
♪♪
816
00:39:50,587 --> 00:39:52,663
[ Exhales shakily ]
817
00:39:52,673 --> 00:40:01,839
♪♪
818
00:40:01,849 --> 00:40:02,923
Shaun?
819
00:40:02,933 --> 00:40:11,306
♪♪
820
00:40:11,316 --> 00:40:13,235
[ Indistinct talking ]
821
00:40:14,778 --> 00:40:15,978
Sash...
822
00:40:15,988 --> 00:40:17,031
Sash!
823
00:40:22,494 --> 00:40:23,829
[ Exhales sharply ]
824
00:40:38,010 --> 00:40:39,303
You should go.
825
00:40:40,804 --> 00:40:42,421
I don't know. Maybe.
826
00:40:42,431 --> 00:40:45,174
It can wait
till tomorrow morning.
827
00:40:45,184 --> 00:40:48,552
Eh, you were right.
828
00:40:48,562 --> 00:40:50,888
Everything you said
was right.
829
00:40:50,898 --> 00:40:53,317
But this is different.
830
00:40:55,986 --> 00:40:57,436
Shaun needs you.
831
00:40:57,446 --> 00:41:07,404
♪♪
832
00:41:07,414 --> 00:41:09,573
[ Sobbing ]
833
00:41:09,583 --> 00:41:18,665
♪♪
834
00:41:18,675 --> 00:41:27,674
♪♪
835
00:41:27,684 --> 00:41:29,927
[ Door opens ]
836
00:41:29,937 --> 00:41:31,053
[ Door closes ]
837
00:41:31,063 --> 00:41:33,305
[ Footsteps approach ]
838
00:41:33,315 --> 00:41:40,646
♪♪
839
00:41:40,656 --> 00:41:48,862
♪♪
840
00:41:48,872 --> 00:41:50,906
[ Sobbing ]
841
00:41:50,916 --> 00:41:58,497
♪♪
842
00:41:58,507 --> 00:42:05,629
♪♪
843
00:42:05,639 --> 00:42:06,672
Hey.
844
00:42:06,682 --> 00:42:13,262
♪♪
845
00:42:13,272 --> 00:42:14,805
[ Lock clicks ]
846
00:42:14,815 --> 00:42:16,775
Your mom called
from Wyoming.
847
00:42:18,694 --> 00:42:22,354
Your dad's been diagnosed
with pancreatic cancer.
848
00:42:22,364 --> 00:42:24,523
He may only have
a few days left.
849
00:42:24,533 --> 00:42:28,620
♪♪
850
00:42:31,643 --> 00:42:40,850
♪♪
851
00:42:40,860 --> 00:42:49,985
♪♪
852
00:42:49,995 --> 00:42:59,145
♪♪
853
00:43:02,487 --> 00:43:04,688
[ Man laughs ]
854
00:43:04,698 --> 00:43:08,243
♪♪