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(SITAR MUSIC PLAYING ON SPEAKERS)
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YOGA INSTRUCTOR: Move from
Bhujangasana into Adho Mukha Svanasana.
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And hold that.
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- Do you like this?
- Mmm...
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I'm not sure.
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I like that you like it.
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- (ALARM CHIMES)
- Time for work!
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(SIGHS)
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- Guess we'll finish Vinyasa flow...
- (RECORDING TURNS OFF)
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Next time I come over.
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You shouldn't come over anymore.
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You should move in.
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Things are different now.
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You lived here before. What's different?
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Everything is different.
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Then, we were roomies, pals, buddies,
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and now we're... a real thing.
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A better thing, for sure,
but also more complicated.
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We're the same people in the
same place doing the same things.
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It's bigger than that, Shaun.
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I hope it is. I...
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Living together means more commitment,
more trust.
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And I don't think we're quite there yet.
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You don't trust me?
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No, I do. It's just...
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I need a bit more.
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(WHISPERING) Copernicus1543.
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It's my banking password.
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(EXPLOSIONS)
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(BOTH SCREAM) Yes! I got you!
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- No!
- Bow to your queen.
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- No, bitch! No!
- Yes!
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(BOTH LAUGH)
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Argh! Where did you find the
10,000 hours that you put into that?
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- Phew!
- I like filling my evenings
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- with numbing mindlessness.
- Mmm.
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- (CELLPHONE CHIMES)
- Oh.
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Ugh!
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- Morgan needs me to go in ASAP.
- (TYPING)
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You figure she shouldn't page you?
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She can handle it on her own
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because she used to be
a surgical resident?
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Be the bigger person.
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It's an ingrown hair.
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Mmm.
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Definitely an ingrown hair.
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Unfortunately, the ingrown hair
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caused an abscess
that needs to be lanced.
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By a surgeon.
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Please give this man the VIP treatment.
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I have another case to attend to,
but don't worry.
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I'll be checking in.
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Such a nice lady.
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(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
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So, how shall we proceed?
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I'm going with "drain the
abscess and dress the wound".
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Set it up.
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Maybe we should do a biopsy?
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Well,
it could be a cutaneous pili migrans
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or have a deep sinus tract
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or a creeping eruption
caused by a parasitic disease.
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Give him the VIP treatment.
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Abdominal pain can be
scary when you're pregnant.
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But I wouldn't worry. You
have two rambunctious boys.
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I know. It's like a cage
match in here. (CHUCKLES)
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Shaun, where's your first-year resident?
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I have two first-year residents,
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but I don't want to teach them.
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They're very distracting.
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You have a dizygotic, dichorionic,
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diamniotic pregnancy.
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It just means your twins are fraternal
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and in separate amniotic sacs.
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First-years aren't
distractions. They're godsends.
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She has edema.
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Not surprising for someone
who's 26 weeks pregnant.
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They'll do anything you want.
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Scut work, follow-ups, coffee runs...
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- I don't like coffee.
- ...laundry, apple runs.
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I already did that.
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(MACHINE BEEPING, HUMMING)
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- What was her BP?
- Normal.
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BP's no longer normal.
She's hypertensive.
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What does that mean, Dr. Murray?
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Is your vision blurred?
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A bit. I'm tired.
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Sounds like preeclampsia.
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If we don't get your BP down ASAP,
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you could lose your pregnancy.
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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We need to start you
on anti-hypertensive meds,
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but your edema makes it
difficult to place an IV,
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so we need to run a central line.
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(APPLE CRUNCHES)
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(MUFFLED) Dr. Jackson?
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(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)
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(WINCES)
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Mind if I give a hand, Dr. Murphy?
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Hmm.
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Is there anyone you want us to call?
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Uh, my boyfriend decided
his obligations ended
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at offering to pay for an abortion.
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Soft man in a hard world.
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- (CHUCKLES LIGHTLY)
- (RAPID BEEPING)
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Fetal heart rate's dropping.
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But only one of them.
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Did you have another birth?
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- No.
- Any pregnancy?
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Miscarriage, abortion, stillbirth?
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I had an abortion when I was 15.
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It's not preeclampsia.
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One fetus is Rh-positive,
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and the mother is Rh-negative,
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and her body is
perceiving him as a threat
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and attacking him with antibodies.
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Antibodies she could only have
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if she had an earlier pregnancy.
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My body is trying to kill
one of my babies?
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Yes.
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Waiting on Billy's biopsy results?
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To confirm an ingrown hair?
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You grew up in a Hasidic family, right?
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How are they handling
you being a doctor?
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(INHALES DEEPLY)
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I haven't spoken to them in
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four years, except one sister.
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I chose not to live by their rules. I...
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I knew the consequences.
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My dad was a real estate agent,
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obsessed with two
completely unrelated things,
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teeth and taxes.
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Thought I'd spend the rest
of my life selling condos.
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Now I'm a surfin' surgeon,
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but I still floss three times a day
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and pay my installments
four times a year.
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So, what's my dental floss?
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Fire and brimstone.
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Mmm.
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Actually, that is
from the New Testament.
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I don't even know what brimstone is.
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I meant you fear disaster.
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Your people's history
is kind of filled with it.
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Billy has cancer.
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How are your first-years doing?
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Jordan talks too much,
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and Olivia talks too little.
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And Olivia does not know
where the jugular vein is.
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You see her resume?
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Her grades and USMLE
scores were nearly perfect.
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So, if it's not a lack of knowledge,
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what do you think it is?
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I think Olivia has the potential
to be an exemplary doctor
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if you push her,
give her a little extra attention.
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Isn't that unfair to Jordan?
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Was it unfair to the applicant
who didn't get your position
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because Dr. Glassman thought
that you needed some extra attention?
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Olivia just doesn't like being
in the spotlight. That's all.
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Olivia's resume didn't say
anything about not liking the spotlight.
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Exactly.
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Don't trust resumes.
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SHAUN: Locate jugular vein.
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Insert needle.
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Get a venous blush.
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Remove syringe, leaving needle in,
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- then thread...
- Thread wire into needle.
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Remove needle.
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Scalpel to skin,
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while being aware of
a persistent left-sided
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superior vena cava placement,
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present in 4% of those with
congenital heart disease.
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Remove wire.
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Suture in line to skin.
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And done.
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I guess you were nervous before.
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Didn't you have first-case jitters?
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No.
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(PAGER CHIMES)
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The sick twin has gone
into severe distress.
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You have amelanotic melanoma.
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Skin cancer.
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DR. REZNICK: But there's good news.
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We should be able to remove all of it.
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We can do it today.
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Sorry. Car trouble.
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Hi, Dr. Park. Just telling
Billy about his cancer.
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I got a great mechanic for you.
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If you tell her Billy sent you,
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she'll give you a friends-and-family.
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(CHUCKLES) Okay. Thanks for that.
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You have an amazing attitude.
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You know,
my wife used to tease me about that.
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She died three years ago.
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I'm sorry.
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(SIGHS)
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You know,
on our second date, I got a flat.
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Now, I think she thought
I was gonna curse,
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(CHUCKLES) but all I could say was,
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"Good timing. Costco's
got a sale on tires."
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(CHUCKLES)
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(SNIFFS) It's Addy's Auto,
Los Gatos and Gateway.
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(SIGHS)
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(MONITOR BEEPING, ULTRASOUND PULSING)
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We are through the uterine wall.
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Dr. Jackson, what's our next step?
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Advance through the trocar
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15 millimeters beyond the tip
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until the opening of the distal basket
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can be confirmed by ultrasound.
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Exactly.
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What would you like me
to advance, Dr. Jackson?
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Oh. Yes. Right.
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OLIVIA: Obviously,
you would be advancing
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the double basket rocket catheter,
not this.
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Sorry.
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Not your fault.
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If a junior resident is ill-prepared,
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that's on the senior resident.
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How is it fair that I get blamed
for a first-year's mistake,
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and how can I help that person
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without being unfair to the other one?
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And how fair was the preferential
treatment that you gave me?
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And how fair was it to
the other first-year resident,
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who didn't get placed
because you helped me?
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- And how fair was...
- Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
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Put the list down.
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Only four questions at
a time. That's my limit.
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What kind of mistake?
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Even though I went over
the procedure with Olivia,
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she still gave
Dr. Andrews the pusher rod
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when he needed the rocket catheter,
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and he said it was my fault.
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It was your fault.
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You got to help her a little more.
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That is not fair to Jordan.
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What does fairness have to do with it?
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It's not about equality.
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It's about figuring out
what each person needs
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and then teaching them how to get it.
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How do I know what they need?
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(SIGHS) Well,
you've taught them medicine, right?
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So, uh, maybe it's something else.
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Maybe it's an emotional issue.
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Well, then I definitely can't
give them what they need.
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You can ask them.
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About their emotions?
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Yeah, ask them how they feel.
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I don't care how they feel.
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That's the beauty of it.
You don't have to care.
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You just have to ask them
how they really feel.
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Then they start talking.
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(LAUGHS) And some people love to talk.
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(DOOR CLOSES)
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(SIGHS)
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(MONITOR BEEPING)
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- CLAIRE: Oh.
- (SCOFFS) Mmm.
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Have you been working out?
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DR. PARK: I could only find mediums.
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(LAUGHS)
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You know how many sets
of large scrubs I had to hide?
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Thirty-one.
261
00:12:38,579 --> 00:12:39,811
DR. PARK: Injecting dye.
262
00:12:43,250 --> 00:12:44,250
(WHEEZING)
263
00:12:45,686 --> 00:12:47,264
(RAPID BEEPING)
264
00:12:47,288 --> 00:12:49,166
BP's dropping. Diffuse skin flushing.
265
00:12:49,190 --> 00:12:50,373
He's in anaphylactic shock.
266
00:12:50,397 --> 00:12:52,548
- He's allergic to the dye.
- Ten cc epinephrine.
267
00:12:54,295 --> 00:12:57,374
BP barely measurable. We
should intubate. Initiate CPR.
268
00:12:57,398 --> 00:12:59,075
You should cannulate his femoral vein
269
00:12:59,099 --> 00:13:00,248
to give pressers and volume.
270
00:13:01,468 --> 00:13:03,042
Let's intubate and cannulate.
271
00:13:08,609 --> 00:13:10,353
His jugular's distended.
272
00:13:10,377 --> 00:13:12,889
Maybe he has cardiac tamponade
from a pericardial effusion.
273
00:13:12,913 --> 00:13:14,591
He might need open-heart surgery.
274
00:13:14,615 --> 00:13:16,687
ENRIQUE: Worst-case scenario
worked out for you the first time.
275
00:13:16,711 --> 00:13:18,475
Really think lightning's
gonna strike twice?
276
00:13:18,502 --> 00:13:21,394
Maybe not, but I'm still not gonna
stand on a hill in a thunderstorm.
277
00:13:23,591 --> 00:13:25,101
Let's call Lim.
278
00:13:25,125 --> 00:13:26,900
Prep the patient for a pericardiotomy.
279
00:13:28,395 --> 00:13:29,652
Two for two.
280
00:13:34,854 --> 00:13:37,320
(SITAR MUSIC PLAYING ON SPEAKERS)
281
00:13:41,620 --> 00:13:43,574
Okay, you can't do yoga at work.
282
00:13:43,598 --> 00:13:45,890
I do it at home. What's the difference?
283
00:13:46,591 --> 00:13:49,804
Work behavior is not the
same as home behavior.
284
00:13:49,828 --> 00:13:53,307
Ooh. So you're saying context matters.
285
00:13:53,331 --> 00:13:55,043
Of course.
286
00:13:55,067 --> 00:13:57,879
Same way that two
roommates living together
287
00:13:57,903 --> 00:14:01,215
is different from a
couple living together.
288
00:14:01,239 --> 00:14:05,409
Same people, same place,
different context.
289
00:14:08,180 --> 00:14:12,458
Once our feelings change,
everything changes.
290
00:14:16,468 --> 00:14:18,839
I still feel the same
way when I'm with you.
291
00:14:19,491 --> 00:14:20,925
Happy.
292
00:14:31,369 --> 00:14:34,582
Kenzie's BP and edema have improved.
293
00:14:34,606 --> 00:14:37,608
The fetus's echo shows
improved heart function.
294
00:14:38,210 --> 00:14:39,652
Catheter's working.
295
00:14:41,606 --> 00:14:42,873
How do you feel?
296
00:14:44,809 --> 00:14:45,809
Okay.
297
00:14:46,785 --> 00:14:50,663
How do you really feel?
298
00:14:53,405 --> 00:14:54,405
Um...
299
00:14:54,512 --> 00:14:55,918
Really okay?
300
00:15:01,133 --> 00:15:03,509
You want to know why
I'm so nervous all the time?
301
00:15:06,638 --> 00:15:07,638
Uh...
302
00:15:08,540 --> 00:15:09,851
I don't know. (CHUCKLES)
303
00:15:09,875 --> 00:15:13,154
I've always been
very terrified of firsts.
304
00:15:13,178 --> 00:15:15,813
First day of school, camp, church,
305
00:15:16,047 --> 00:15:17,692
all the new faces watching me,
306
00:15:17,716 --> 00:15:19,608
just waiting for me to screw up.
307
00:15:20,218 --> 00:15:21,362
(SCOFFS)
308
00:15:21,386 --> 00:15:22,697
First day of fifth grade,
309
00:15:22,721 --> 00:15:25,199
when Mrs. Deloitte asked
me what 6 times 9 was,
310
00:15:25,223 --> 00:15:28,169
I told the whole class it was 45.
311
00:15:28,193 --> 00:15:31,120
Yeah,
I can still hear them laughing at me.
312
00:15:31,997 --> 00:15:34,976
And two nights ago,
I dreamt I was standing
313
00:15:35,000 --> 00:15:36,677
in front of Mrs. Deloitte's class again.
314
00:15:36,701 --> 00:15:37,912
Couldn't wait to wake up.
315
00:15:37,936 --> 00:15:40,214
But when I did,
316
00:15:40,238 --> 00:15:42,383
I realized that if I got
the answer wrong today,
317
00:15:42,407 --> 00:15:45,342
no one will laugh, but someone may die.
318
00:15:48,580 --> 00:15:50,723
The kids laughed at me, too.
319
00:15:53,018 --> 00:15:55,894
Even though I knew 6 times 9 was 54.
320
00:15:56,454 --> 00:15:57,454
(CHUCKLES)
321
00:15:59,124 --> 00:16:00,835
One of the amniotic sacs ruptured.
322
00:16:00,859 --> 00:16:02,317
The strong twin's.
323
00:16:08,600 --> 00:16:10,044
It's metastasized to his liver.
324
00:16:10,068 --> 00:16:12,119
So, what do we do?
325
00:16:13,471 --> 00:16:15,349
Laparoscopic radiofrequency ablation.
326
00:16:15,373 --> 00:16:18,019
Short recovery time, but a
significant chance his cancer returns.
327
00:16:18,043 --> 00:16:19,585
Care to rebut?
328
00:16:21,546 --> 00:16:25,526
I think we should consider
a hepatic lobectomy
329
00:16:25,550 --> 00:16:27,028
and lymph node dissection.
330
00:16:27,052 --> 00:16:28,930
Remove the affected area of the liver,
331
00:16:28,954 --> 00:16:31,711
all the surrounding tissue,
and every swollen node we find.
332
00:16:31,755 --> 00:16:33,367
And that's the aggressive approach.
333
00:16:33,391 --> 00:16:35,770
Longer recovery time,
high risk of complications,
334
00:16:35,794 --> 00:16:37,939
and, uh,
335
00:16:37,963 --> 00:16:39,901
admittedly, the best shot
at beating the cancer.
336
00:16:39,931 --> 00:16:42,577
By "complications",
you mean a barely functioning liver,
337
00:16:42,601 --> 00:16:44,912
a persistent threat of fatal bleeds,
and chronic pain.
338
00:16:44,936 --> 00:16:46,480
As surgeons, you can gut him,
339
00:16:46,504 --> 00:16:48,449
but as his primary doctor,
I have to find the balance
340
00:16:48,473 --> 00:16:50,251
between longevity and quality of life.
341
00:16:50,275 --> 00:16:51,919
CLAIRE: Last week,
you were trying to perform surgery
342
00:16:51,943 --> 00:16:54,317
from the gallery,
and now you hate surgeons.
343
00:16:54,412 --> 00:16:56,290
Pick a side.
344
00:16:56,314 --> 00:16:58,826
ASHER: A piecemeal approach
is not going to work with Billy.
345
00:16:58,850 --> 00:17:00,728
Every time we try to solve a problem,
346
00:17:00,752 --> 00:17:02,430
we discover another one.
347
00:17:02,454 --> 00:17:04,398
You may have left
your religion in Brooklyn,
348
00:17:04,422 --> 00:17:06,467
but you keep looking for
meaning in random events.
349
00:17:06,491 --> 00:17:07,896
The dice have no memory.
350
00:17:07,933 --> 00:17:09,503
ASHER: I'm not looking for
meaning. I'm looking for patterns.
351
00:17:09,527 --> 00:17:11,845
Maybe he's got some
underlying condition.
352
00:17:12,797 --> 00:17:13,975
I agree with Asher.
353
00:17:13,999 --> 00:17:16,600
The dice have no memory,
but they can be loaded.
354
00:17:17,202 --> 00:17:20,781
So... safe and seriously compromised
355
00:17:20,805 --> 00:17:23,232
or aggressive and possibly dead?
356
00:17:26,264 --> 00:17:27,778
Your case, Dr. Browne.
357
00:17:29,520 --> 00:17:30,520
Your call.
358
00:17:40,158 --> 00:17:41,425
How you feeling?
359
00:17:43,028 --> 00:17:44,272
You sacrificed a lot.
360
00:17:44,296 --> 00:17:46,140
Your hands, your career.
361
00:17:46,164 --> 00:17:47,975
And you're taking it
out on me and Claire
362
00:17:47,999 --> 00:17:49,258
and the whole surgical profession.
363
00:17:49,634 --> 00:17:51,677
I get it. It hurts.
364
00:17:52,671 --> 00:17:54,315
You're pathetic.
365
00:17:54,339 --> 00:17:56,284
You're worried about me
because I'll never be a surgeon?
366
00:17:56,308 --> 00:17:57,551
Boo-hoo.
367
00:17:57,575 --> 00:17:59,220
You're worried about me
because I took pleasure
368
00:17:59,244 --> 00:18:00,655
in screwing with you and Claire?
369
00:18:00,679 --> 00:18:02,229
That's who I am.
370
00:18:02,514 --> 00:18:04,458
The question is, who are you?
371
00:18:04,482 --> 00:18:06,294
You don't show up late
with lame-ass excuses,
372
00:18:06,318 --> 00:18:08,360
and when you get dissed,
you diss back, so...
373
00:18:09,387 --> 00:18:11,196
How are you feeling?
374
00:18:12,023 --> 00:18:13,699
Forget I asked.
375
00:18:18,029 --> 00:18:20,207
He's lost most of his amniotic fluid.
376
00:18:20,231 --> 00:18:22,332
Won't last very long in utero.
377
00:18:22,901 --> 00:18:25,127
In helping the weak, we hurt the strong.
378
00:18:25,337 --> 00:18:26,547
C-section?
379
00:18:26,571 --> 00:18:29,216
If we do a C-section
to save the strong baby,
380
00:18:29,240 --> 00:18:31,779
there's a 90% chance
the weak baby will die.
381
00:18:31,803 --> 00:18:34,989
But if we do an amnioinfusion
to save the weak baby,
382
00:18:35,013 --> 00:18:38,573
there's an 85% chance
that strong baby will die.
383
00:18:39,475 --> 00:18:40,976
It's the better option.
384
00:18:43,112 --> 00:18:45,424
5% to decide which baby lives?
385
00:18:45,448 --> 00:18:47,660
Kenzie's body has
already made that choice.
386
00:18:47,684 --> 00:18:49,795
If there's a strong
baby and a weak baby,
387
00:18:49,819 --> 00:18:51,063
it's pretty clear which one we save.
388
00:18:51,087 --> 00:18:52,738
Survival of the fittest.
389
00:18:55,158 --> 00:18:56,491
Sorry. It's just...
390
00:18:58,094 --> 00:18:59,438
That's not really what we're about,
is it,
391
00:18:59,462 --> 00:19:01,507
as a civilization?
392
00:19:01,531 --> 00:19:04,076
Aren't the strong morally
obligated to help the weak?
393
00:19:04,100 --> 00:19:07,085
And if they don't,
isn't everybody ultimately worse off?
394
00:19:08,925 --> 00:19:11,924
Neither baby has to die.
395
00:19:13,443 --> 00:19:15,600
Delayed interval delivery.
396
00:19:15,624 --> 00:19:18,591
We induce labor,
deliver the strong twin,
397
00:19:18,615 --> 00:19:20,960
then stop the labor to
keep the weak twin in utero
398
00:19:20,984 --> 00:19:22,449
until his lungs mature.
399
00:19:22,473 --> 00:19:25,476
The chances of stopping
labor are very slim.
400
00:19:25,509 --> 00:19:29,468
That's true. There's about a 70%
chance that both babies would die.
401
00:19:29,492 --> 00:19:31,652
Which makes it the
worst possible choice.
402
00:19:32,028 --> 00:19:34,974
- We need to ask Kenzie.
- No, we don't.
403
00:19:34,998 --> 00:19:38,444
Once she hears there's the
slightest chance of saving both babies,
404
00:19:38,468 --> 00:19:40,613
she won't listen to any alternatives.
405
00:19:40,637 --> 00:19:42,838
Statistically, it's a terrible option.
406
00:19:44,474 --> 00:19:46,208
But it is an option.
407
00:19:57,170 --> 00:20:00,723
No. No,
you can't seriously be asking me this.
408
00:20:00,760 --> 00:20:04,131
I know that this is something no
mother should ever have to decide.
409
00:20:04,877 --> 00:20:06,822
There are no good options here,
410
00:20:06,846 --> 00:20:09,058
but there is one that'll most
likely make you the mother
411
00:20:09,082 --> 00:20:11,513
of a healthy baby boy.
412
00:20:18,770 --> 00:20:19,770
Okay.
413
00:20:21,694 --> 00:20:23,256
Prep for an amnioinfusion...
414
00:20:23,281 --> 00:20:24,415
Have you named them?
415
00:20:24,936 --> 00:20:26,236
Dr. Allen.
416
00:20:34,373 --> 00:20:36,108
Braydon and...
417
00:20:37,910 --> 00:20:39,077
Landon.
418
00:20:42,115 --> 00:20:44,838
(CRYING) No. No, I can't do this.
419
00:20:47,687 --> 00:20:50,761
You have to save both of them.
420
00:20:53,793 --> 00:20:55,223
CLAIRE: We're at the tumor.
421
00:20:56,095 --> 00:20:57,934
Unipolar ablation probe?
422
00:20:59,165 --> 00:21:00,542
Pretty cool to think
that we diagnosed Billy
423
00:21:00,566 --> 00:21:02,277
with metastatic melanoma on Tuesday
424
00:21:02,301 --> 00:21:03,732
and send him home on a Thursday.
425
00:21:05,271 --> 00:21:08,717
Well, let's wait till Friday
to congratulate ourselves.
426
00:21:08,741 --> 00:21:11,031
Current at 480 hertz, please.
427
00:21:13,450 --> 00:21:14,957
Wait.
428
00:21:14,981 --> 00:21:17,259
- We got a leak. Bile duct.
- (RAPID BEEPING)
429
00:21:17,283 --> 00:21:19,915
Suction, suture, linear stapler, stat.
430
00:21:29,629 --> 00:21:30,629
(DOOR OPENS)
431
00:21:37,970 --> 00:21:39,448
I believe she made the right choice.
432
00:21:39,472 --> 00:21:40,949
She made a choice any mother would make
433
00:21:40,973 --> 00:21:43,418
because the alternative is unthinkable.
434
00:21:43,442 --> 00:21:45,821
Isn't that exactly what
made it the right choice?
435
00:21:45,845 --> 00:21:47,401
She has to live with it.
436
00:21:48,273 --> 00:21:50,685
The safe choice is not
always the best choice.
437
00:21:50,883 --> 00:21:53,740
If it were,
I'd be on an army base in Germany,
438
00:21:54,187 --> 00:21:56,618
married to 1st Lieutenant
Dwayne Buckman.
439
00:22:01,307 --> 00:22:02,307
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
440
00:22:04,630 --> 00:22:06,253
Dr. Andrews, you wanted to see me?
441
00:22:06,899 --> 00:22:09,172
Yes, Dr. Jackson. Please come in.
442
00:22:11,904 --> 00:22:13,882
"Dr. Jackson".
443
00:22:13,906 --> 00:22:16,118
I cannot say those two
words without grinning!
444
00:22:16,142 --> 00:22:17,764
I know. (BOTH LAUGH)
445
00:22:19,045 --> 00:22:20,556
So?
446
00:22:20,580 --> 00:22:22,769
Uh, just checking in with you, Livy.
447
00:22:23,082 --> 00:22:24,293
(SIGHS)
448
00:22:24,317 --> 00:22:25,994
Like you do with all your first-years?
449
00:22:26,018 --> 00:22:27,863
You wanted hands off.
450
00:22:27,887 --> 00:22:30,532
You're getting hands off.
451
00:22:30,556 --> 00:22:32,234
But I can still say hi to my niece.
452
00:22:32,258 --> 00:22:33,655
(LAUGHS)
453
00:22:34,660 --> 00:22:36,533
It looks like you're
settling in pretty well.
454
00:22:37,216 --> 00:22:39,627
No, the way you spoke up yesterday...
455
00:22:39,652 --> 00:22:41,430
I mean, that's a tough case,
tough crowd,
456
00:22:41,455 --> 00:22:42,998
but you held your own.
457
00:22:43,369 --> 00:22:45,013
I'm getting there.
458
00:22:45,037 --> 00:22:47,002
Dr. Murphy's been very supportive.
459
00:22:47,406 --> 00:22:49,484
Murphy? Yeah, I'm glad to hear it.
460
00:22:49,508 --> 00:22:51,506
I'm sure he sees your potential.
461
00:22:52,411 --> 00:22:55,257
- But if you need anything, you...
- Mmm.
462
00:22:55,281 --> 00:22:56,887
...ask anyone but me.
463
00:22:57,482 --> 00:22:58,779
Very hands off.
464
00:22:59,251 --> 00:23:00,251
Hmm.
465
00:23:07,927 --> 00:23:11,039
Shaun, this is not an argument
466
00:23:11,063 --> 00:23:13,875
I ever thought I'd have
to have with a boyfriend,
467
00:23:13,899 --> 00:23:15,544
whether moving in together matters.
468
00:23:15,568 --> 00:23:17,446
It so obviously does.
469
00:23:17,470 --> 00:23:20,160
It so obviously changes everything.
470
00:23:22,996 --> 00:23:24,353
But
471
00:23:24,377 --> 00:23:27,626
one of the reasons
I'm in this relationship
472
00:23:28,214 --> 00:23:29,210
(SIGHS)
473
00:23:29,234 --> 00:23:30,670
Is because of that.
474
00:23:31,550 --> 00:23:33,295
You are different.
475
00:23:33,319 --> 00:23:36,598
And when I think about us,
say, a year from now,
476
00:23:36,622 --> 00:23:38,267
I can't imagine us not living together.
477
00:23:38,291 --> 00:23:41,807
So, if it's inevitable...
478
00:23:44,830 --> 00:23:46,541
Shaun,
479
00:23:46,565 --> 00:23:49,272
I am moving in with you.
480
00:23:56,509 --> 00:23:58,320
Does that mean
481
00:23:58,344 --> 00:24:01,579
you think we have enough
commitment and trust?
482
00:24:03,949 --> 00:24:05,455
Honestly...
483
00:24:07,286 --> 00:24:09,251
I'm not sure.
484
00:24:12,325 --> 00:24:13,325
So,
485
00:24:14,694 --> 00:24:18,218
you want to do it just
because it's inevitable?
486
00:24:19,465 --> 00:24:21,310
Mmm. That makes it sound terrible.
487
00:24:21,334 --> 00:24:25,147
But that is kind of how I feel,
488
00:24:25,171 --> 00:24:27,811
so, yeah.
489
00:24:33,145 --> 00:24:35,902
You're moving back in!
490
00:24:37,149 --> 00:24:38,694
- (SIGHS)
- (CHUCKLES)
491
00:24:38,718 --> 00:24:40,365
(PAGER CHIMES)
492
00:24:52,398 --> 00:24:54,588
My girlfriend is moving in with me.
493
00:24:56,168 --> 00:24:58,780
We need additional venous
access to start the oxytocin.
494
00:24:58,804 --> 00:25:00,802
I'll insert a 16-gauge IV.
495
00:25:02,007 --> 00:25:04,055
How do you feel?
496
00:25:04,703 --> 00:25:05,703
Good.
497
00:25:06,178 --> 00:25:08,518
Insert a 16-gauge IV.
498
00:25:10,249 --> 00:25:11,646
(SOFTLY) Okay.
499
00:25:17,890 --> 00:25:18,890
All right.
500
00:25:21,994 --> 00:25:23,408
There's gonna be a pinch.
501
00:25:29,074 --> 00:25:30,332
Very good.
502
00:25:33,770 --> 00:25:35,250
Once we start that drip,
503
00:25:35,274 --> 00:25:37,255
at least one baby will be born.
504
00:25:45,551 --> 00:25:46,551
I understand.
505
00:25:48,306 --> 00:25:49,306
Okay.
506
00:25:59,326 --> 00:26:02,161
(DRAMATIC INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC)
507
00:26:04,820 --> 00:26:06,564
Where are you going?
508
00:26:06,588 --> 00:26:08,366
Kenzie's only two centimeters dilated,
509
00:26:08,390 --> 00:26:10,201
and even though I'm not a surgeon,
510
00:26:10,225 --> 00:26:11,903
I have other important things to do.
511
00:26:11,927 --> 00:26:14,205
You were wrong.
First-years aren't godsends.
512
00:26:14,229 --> 00:26:15,563
They're a lot of work.
513
00:26:16,264 --> 00:26:17,809
But I fixed Olivia.
514
00:26:17,833 --> 00:26:19,577
Wonderful. Now fix Jordan.
515
00:26:19,601 --> 00:26:20,745
She's the one you have a problem with.
516
00:26:20,769 --> 00:26:22,847
No. I... I don't.
517
00:26:22,871 --> 00:26:24,716
Well, technically,
she has a problem with you...
518
00:26:24,740 --> 00:26:26,384
- (ELEVATOR DINGS)
- ...and anyone in authority.
519
00:26:26,408 --> 00:26:27,669
You need to rein her in.
520
00:26:28,343 --> 00:26:30,388
Okay, how do I do that?
521
00:26:30,412 --> 00:26:31,656
How'd you fix Olivia?
522
00:26:31,680 --> 00:26:32,680
(BUTTON CLICKS)
523
00:26:40,589 --> 00:26:42,433
DR. REZNICK: No new paint, no new parts.
524
00:26:42,457 --> 00:26:44,435
No way you took this to a shop.
525
00:26:44,459 --> 00:26:46,704
So, there is something up with you.
526
00:26:46,728 --> 00:26:47,939
Something personal.
527
00:26:47,963 --> 00:26:49,607
- Something you don't care about.
- (CAR UNLOCKS)
528
00:26:49,631 --> 00:26:50,742
That goes without saying.
529
00:26:50,766 --> 00:26:53,172
Except, it's messing with my games.
530
00:26:55,937 --> 00:26:57,615
I just wanna humiliate you
531
00:26:57,639 --> 00:26:59,887
without feeling like
I'm punching a kitten.
532
00:27:04,713 --> 00:27:06,518
I was finalizing my divorce.
533
00:27:08,687 --> 00:27:10,361
I thought you were already...
534
00:27:10,385 --> 00:27:11,763
Not until yesterday.
535
00:27:11,787 --> 00:27:12,930
And we didn't wanna deal with
536
00:27:12,954 --> 00:27:14,632
a formal custody arrangement for Kellan,
537
00:27:14,656 --> 00:27:18,697
but now that he's 18, it's official.
538
00:27:20,629 --> 00:27:21,939
I know it's been over for years,
539
00:27:21,963 --> 00:27:23,535
but when it's really over,
540
00:27:26,935 --> 00:27:28,415
it hurts.
541
00:27:29,070 --> 00:27:33,084
And I'm pissed at myself for being hurt,
542
00:27:33,108 --> 00:27:35,720
and, uh, now I'm pissed at myself
543
00:27:35,744 --> 00:27:39,176
for admitting that to the
coldest person I know.
544
00:27:42,990 --> 00:27:44,364
(SIGHS)
545
00:27:46,254 --> 00:27:48,466
My place has two masters with en suites,
546
00:27:48,490 --> 00:27:50,067
and it's rent-controlled,
547
00:27:50,091 --> 00:27:52,648
so it's still probably
cheaper than your motel.
548
00:27:54,863 --> 00:27:56,443
But staying with me will cost you.
549
00:27:57,098 --> 00:27:58,612
Kitty gotta punch back.
550
00:28:00,268 --> 00:28:02,700
Thanks. But I'm good.
551
00:28:05,373 --> 00:28:06,373
(ENGINE STARTS)
552
00:28:12,881 --> 00:28:15,293
- (KENZIE MOANING)
- DR. GROMSKI: She's at 10 centimeters.
553
00:28:15,317 --> 00:28:17,995
SHAUN: Prepare packed red
blood cells for possible transfusion.
554
00:28:18,019 --> 00:28:20,134
Prepare forceps, clamps, and scissors.
555
00:28:20,956 --> 00:28:23,220
- (MONITOR BEEPING, ULTRASOUND PULSING)
- (KENZIE CRIES)
556
00:28:26,528 --> 00:28:28,851
How do you feel? Really feel?
557
00:28:29,831 --> 00:28:31,976
I feel fine.
558
00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:34,440
Why do you have a
problem with authority?
559
00:28:35,337 --> 00:28:37,615
- (KENZIE MOANS)
- Seriously?
560
00:28:37,639 --> 00:28:40,184
I have a problem with you
not acting like an authority.
561
00:28:40,208 --> 00:28:42,019
You're not doing the
one thing any junior needs
562
00:28:42,043 --> 00:28:43,521
from their supervisor.
563
00:28:43,545 --> 00:28:45,223
If I'm screwing up... (WHIMPERS)
564
00:28:45,247 --> 00:28:46,724
Not now. Not gonna screw up now.
565
00:28:46,748 --> 00:28:47,959
(GROANS)
566
00:28:47,983 --> 00:28:49,827
I need to know you're at least watching.
567
00:28:49,851 --> 00:28:51,790
I need to know you got my ass covered.
568
00:28:54,756 --> 00:28:56,857
(BREATHING HEAVILY, MOANING)
569
00:29:01,696 --> 00:29:03,541
The leak in your bile duct
570
00:29:03,565 --> 00:29:05,243
has caused an infection
571
00:29:05,267 --> 00:29:07,845
that could lead to peritonitis.
572
00:29:07,869 --> 00:29:11,516
We've got you on multiple
aggressive antibiotics,
573
00:29:11,540 --> 00:29:14,104
but this infection acts very quickly,
574
00:29:15,443 --> 00:29:17,441
sometimes in a matter of hours.
575
00:29:17,946 --> 00:29:20,525
Well, I feel fine.
576
00:29:20,549 --> 00:29:22,529
Dopey, but fine.
577
00:29:24,686 --> 00:29:25,686
Billy,
578
00:29:26,888 --> 00:29:28,833
do you understand what I just told you?
579
00:29:28,857 --> 00:29:30,996
I might die tonight.
580
00:29:31,793 --> 00:29:32,956
I get it.
581
00:29:33,962 --> 00:29:34,962
What...
582
00:29:35,697 --> 00:29:37,169
How do you do it?
583
00:29:39,134 --> 00:29:40,134
I've...
584
00:29:40,969 --> 00:29:42,800
(CHUCKLES) had worse days.
585
00:29:45,874 --> 00:29:46,874
(SIGHS)
586
00:29:50,145 --> 00:29:51,779
The day after Linda died...
587
00:29:54,649 --> 00:29:56,355
I went to buy a gun.
588
00:29:59,654 --> 00:30:01,693
Never used one before,
589
00:30:02,390 --> 00:30:04,535
but I figured, "How hard could it be
590
00:30:04,559 --> 00:30:07,115
to put it in my mouth
and pull the trigger?"
591
00:30:07,929 --> 00:30:10,202
On my way to the store,
592
00:30:11,333 --> 00:30:15,279
I saw a car parked
on the side of the road
593
00:30:15,303 --> 00:30:16,667
with a flat.
594
00:30:18,239 --> 00:30:20,618
Couple of kids who...
595
00:30:20,642 --> 00:30:23,340
(CHUCKLES) clearly didn't know
what the heck they were doing.
596
00:30:24,079 --> 00:30:26,123
And for some reason,
597
00:30:26,147 --> 00:30:28,178
I pulled over and changed their tire.
598
00:30:28,583 --> 00:30:29,972
As I was leaving,
599
00:30:30,425 --> 00:30:33,570
I told them, "Good timing.
600
00:30:33,788 --> 00:30:36,728
Costco's got a sale on tires."
601
00:30:40,374 --> 00:30:42,943
That's when I heard Linda's laugh.
602
00:30:46,001 --> 00:30:47,698
"Hey, dummy.
603
00:30:49,170 --> 00:30:50,982
If you kill yourself,
604
00:30:51,006 --> 00:30:53,453
who's gonna change the next tire?"
605
00:30:57,178 --> 00:30:59,251
That's what saved my life.
606
00:31:00,882 --> 00:31:02,883
Just wanting to help people.
607
00:31:06,488 --> 00:31:08,594
Makes life worthwhile.
608
00:31:12,460 --> 00:31:14,028
(SIGHS DEEPLY)
609
00:31:17,232 --> 00:31:19,143
(MOANS)
610
00:31:19,167 --> 00:31:21,023
(MONITOR BEEPING, ULTRASOUND PULSING)
611
00:31:24,172 --> 00:31:25,402
Brady. (CHUCKLES)
612
00:31:32,047 --> 00:31:33,958
His lungs are also underdeveloped.
613
00:31:33,982 --> 00:31:35,826
SHAUN: He needs to
be placed on a ventilator.
614
00:31:35,850 --> 00:31:37,247
Let's get him to the NICU.
615
00:31:38,687 --> 00:31:40,197
SHAUN: Starting magnesium sulfate.
616
00:31:40,221 --> 00:31:42,633
That's to stop your labor.
617
00:31:42,657 --> 00:31:44,902
I also need to ligate the umbilical cord
618
00:31:44,926 --> 00:31:46,924
and return it to your uterus.
619
00:31:49,397 --> 00:31:51,175
Okay, I have to focus on the patient
620
00:31:51,199 --> 00:31:54,514
and I have to focus on Jordan
and I also have to focus on you.
621
00:31:55,236 --> 00:31:56,814
I don't know how to do that.
622
00:31:56,838 --> 00:31:57,838
Clamp.
623
00:32:00,275 --> 00:32:01,852
Don't worry about me.
624
00:32:01,876 --> 00:32:04,191
I appreciate you noticing I needed help,
but I'll be fine.
625
00:32:04,412 --> 00:32:05,525
I didn't.
626
00:32:07,680 --> 00:32:08,680
Dr. Andrews?
627
00:32:08,783 --> 00:32:09,994
Your uncle.
628
00:32:10,018 --> 00:32:11,239
Absorbable sutures.
629
00:32:11,686 --> 00:32:12,863
He told you?
630
00:32:12,887 --> 00:32:15,032
Not that part. I googled that.
631
00:32:15,056 --> 00:32:17,412
I couldn't trust your resume.
632
00:32:25,567 --> 00:32:27,965
How do you feel?
633
00:32:28,269 --> 00:32:30,081
I feel
634
00:32:30,105 --> 00:32:32,344
like my uncle doesn't
think I can hack it.
635
00:32:33,708 --> 00:32:36,053
I feel... sick.
636
00:32:36,077 --> 00:32:37,722
- (GROANS)
- (RAPID BEEPING)
637
00:32:37,746 --> 00:32:39,356
She's having another contraction.
638
00:32:39,380 --> 00:32:42,059
Adding terbutaline and
calcium channel blockers.
639
00:32:42,083 --> 00:32:44,061
Am I gonna lose Landy?
640
00:32:44,085 --> 00:32:45,857
Am I gonna lose both of them?
641
00:32:47,222 --> 00:32:49,569
I don't know.
642
00:32:57,228 --> 00:32:59,129
(BEEPING STEADILY)
643
00:33:02,626 --> 00:33:03,917
She's still in labor?
644
00:33:04,127 --> 00:33:05,838
BP's 95 over 60.
645
00:33:05,862 --> 00:33:08,721
Kenzie, we need to do a C-section.
646
00:33:08,745 --> 00:33:11,144
No, no. If he comes out, he'll die.
647
00:33:11,168 --> 00:33:12,545
If he doesn't, you both will.
648
00:33:12,569 --> 00:33:14,480
- No.
- 69 over 40.
649
00:33:14,504 --> 00:33:15,638
- (BREATHING HEAVILY)
- (RAPID BEEPING)
650
00:33:17,641 --> 00:33:19,185
We're doing a C-section.
651
00:33:19,209 --> 00:33:20,687
- No!
- Let's prep and drape her.
652
00:33:20,711 --> 00:33:22,436
No. I can't.
653
00:33:23,246 --> 00:33:24,324
I can't lose Landy.
654
00:33:24,348 --> 00:33:25,525
No!
655
00:33:25,549 --> 00:33:27,226
We need to restrain her.
656
00:33:27,250 --> 00:33:29,162
Landy's going to be just fine.
657
00:33:29,186 --> 00:33:31,297
- Landy is not...
- Shh!
658
00:33:31,321 --> 00:33:32,532
Kenzie, just listen to my voice, okay?
659
00:33:32,556 --> 00:33:34,901
Just focus.
660
00:33:34,925 --> 00:33:36,851
- (GROANING)
- What's your favorite board game?
661
00:33:37,594 --> 00:33:39,038
(MOANS) No! No!
662
00:33:39,062 --> 00:33:40,340
SHAUN: Okay, restraints, please.
663
00:33:40,364 --> 00:33:41,841
(MOANING)
664
00:33:41,865 --> 00:33:43,457
Look at me. Don't look at them.
665
00:33:44,701 --> 00:33:46,179
Board game.
666
00:33:46,203 --> 00:33:47,513
- (SNIFFLES) Uh...
- Mmm-hmm?
667
00:33:47,537 --> 00:33:50,255
- Scrabble.
- A classic. Nice!
668
00:33:50,907 --> 00:33:52,051
Eight years from now,
669
00:33:52,075 --> 00:33:53,553
Landy hits a triple word score
670
00:33:53,577 --> 00:33:55,052
with the word "breathe".
671
00:33:55,612 --> 00:33:56,990
Try it. Breathe.
672
00:33:57,014 --> 00:33:58,614
- (BREATHING DEEPLY)
- Good.
673
00:34:02,119 --> 00:34:03,119
What's Brady doing?
674
00:34:04,121 --> 00:34:06,271
Uh... He's...
675
00:34:07,290 --> 00:34:09,168
He's mad that his
brother just schooled him.
676
00:34:09,192 --> 00:34:11,037
(CHUCKLES) Of course he is.
677
00:34:11,061 --> 00:34:12,094
(CHUCKLES)
678
00:34:26,309 --> 00:34:27,309
(RAPID BEEPS)
679
00:34:28,211 --> 00:34:29,211
(BEEPING SLOWS)
680
00:34:30,714 --> 00:34:32,255
100 over 65.
681
00:34:33,050 --> 00:34:34,591
Contractions are stopping.
682
00:34:38,922 --> 00:34:40,680
Words with "X" and "Z".
683
00:34:42,759 --> 00:34:44,392
Only way you're gonna beat them.
684
00:34:46,263 --> 00:34:47,729
I better brush up.
685
00:34:52,436 --> 00:34:53,436
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
686
00:35:03,613 --> 00:35:04,613
(INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)
687
00:35:05,982 --> 00:35:07,793
Delayed interval twin delivery?
688
00:35:07,818 --> 00:35:09,417
- That's awesome.
- I can't teach.
689
00:35:11,507 --> 00:35:12,885
Did you ask the
first-years how they feel?
690
00:35:12,910 --> 00:35:14,387
Yes. Unhappy.
691
00:35:14,412 --> 00:35:15,757
Okay, that's great.
692
00:35:16,790 --> 00:35:18,659
Not that they're unhappy,
but that you asked them,
693
00:35:18,683 --> 00:35:21,530
they confided in you,
and you learned something.
694
00:35:23,367 --> 00:35:26,145
I learned that Olivia needed help,
so I helped her,
695
00:35:26,170 --> 00:35:27,881
and now she feels sick
because I helped her.
696
00:35:27,906 --> 00:35:29,351
Morgan says Jordan needs help,
697
00:35:29,376 --> 00:35:30,753
but Jordan says she doesn't need help,
698
00:35:30,778 --> 00:35:32,941
but Jordan's mad
because I didn't help her.
699
00:35:33,643 --> 00:35:35,026
Okay, that sounds tricky.
700
00:35:35,445 --> 00:35:36,823
That was my point.
701
00:35:36,847 --> 00:35:38,157
(SIGHS)
702
00:35:38,181 --> 00:35:39,459
You know what? You'll figure it out.
703
00:35:39,483 --> 00:35:41,761
And even if you don't
this time, that's okay.
704
00:35:41,785 --> 00:35:42,909
You'll learn something.
705
00:35:44,454 --> 00:35:46,538
And you know what?
You're a wonderful teacher.
706
00:35:48,371 --> 00:35:50,667
I've been learning from you
since the first day we met.
707
00:36:03,073 --> 00:36:04,306
(MONITOR BEEPING)
708
00:36:07,043 --> 00:36:08,043
DR. PARK: How's he doing?
709
00:36:09,146 --> 00:36:10,146
Well,
710
00:36:10,680 --> 00:36:12,689
either he wakes
711
00:36:12,862 --> 00:36:16,026
or he lapses into a coma
and slowly fades away.
712
00:36:17,988 --> 00:36:19,154
Beautiful day.
713
00:36:20,991 --> 00:36:21,991
(GASPS)
714
00:36:24,133 --> 00:36:26,828
(VALERIE BROUSSARD'S
"HOLD ON TO ME" PLAYING)
715
00:36:30,774 --> 00:36:37,223
♪ You've been walking
alone for so long ♪
716
00:36:37,374 --> 00:36:38,374
(BILLY MOANS)
717
00:36:41,344 --> 00:36:43,445
(GROGGILY) You call Addy about your car?
718
00:36:44,247 --> 00:36:46,058
(CHUCKLES) Not yet.
719
00:36:46,082 --> 00:36:47,160
Been a little busy.
720
00:36:47,184 --> 00:36:48,184
(SIGHS)
721
00:36:49,378 --> 00:36:52,147
Helpers aren't so good
at asking for help.
722
00:36:53,757 --> 00:36:55,624
Kinda glad I did, though.
723
00:36:56,960 --> 00:37:00,239
♪ This time, I know
you'll be all right ♪
724
00:37:00,263 --> 00:37:02,765
♪ 'Cause I'm standing at your side ♪
725
00:37:03,466 --> 00:37:04,466
♪ Whoa ♪
726
00:37:06,803 --> 00:37:10,016
♪ 'Cause when you feel like
you've been falling ♪
727
00:37:10,040 --> 00:37:11,584
Congratulations.
728
00:37:11,608 --> 00:37:13,719
You helped save a life today.
729
00:37:13,743 --> 00:37:15,755
Despite the bickering.
730
00:37:15,779 --> 00:37:18,057
Opposing points of view are great,
731
00:37:18,081 --> 00:37:21,341
as long as you actually
listen to the other point of view.
732
00:37:21,505 --> 00:37:24,886
You're carrying baggage
that is affecting your decisions.
733
00:37:25,121 --> 00:37:28,014
And you saw that because
you're good at reading people.
734
00:37:28,425 --> 00:37:30,469
Other people.
735
00:37:30,493 --> 00:37:32,538
Figure out what you're carrying.
736
00:37:32,562 --> 00:37:36,065
♪ There is a light at the
end of this long ride ♪
737
00:37:36,666 --> 00:37:37,666
♪ Whoa ♪
738
00:37:39,135 --> 00:37:42,381
♪ This time, I know
you'll be all right ♪
739
00:37:42,405 --> 00:37:44,940
♪ 'Cause I'm standing at your side ♪
740
00:37:45,675 --> 00:37:46,675
♪ Whoa ♪
741
00:37:48,945 --> 00:37:53,759
♪ 'Cause when you feel like
you've been falling ♪
742
00:37:53,783 --> 00:37:55,517
♪ Hold on to me ♪
743
00:37:57,921 --> 00:38:02,668
♪ And when the river
sweeps you right off your feet ♪
744
00:38:02,692 --> 00:38:04,293
♪ Hold on to me ♪
745
00:38:06,830 --> 00:38:10,132
♪ Oh ♪
746
00:38:11,635 --> 00:38:13,269
♪ Hold on to me ♪
747
00:38:14,537 --> 00:38:16,115
It's a list of all the things
748
00:38:16,139 --> 00:38:17,772
you did right on this case.
749
00:38:19,476 --> 00:38:21,026
You can hack it.
750
00:38:23,080 --> 00:38:26,156
It's a list of all the things
you did wrong on this case.
751
00:38:28,151 --> 00:38:29,695
I'm covering your ass.
752
00:38:29,719 --> 00:38:31,186
♪ Hold on to me ♪
753
00:38:33,156 --> 00:38:35,468
♪ Hold on to me, now ♪
754
00:38:35,492 --> 00:38:38,137
♪ Take you to higher ground ♪
755
00:38:38,161 --> 00:38:41,040
♪ Hold on to me ♪
756
00:38:41,064 --> 00:38:43,173
HARRY (ON TV): But don't be
late if you don't want no bloody nose.
757
00:38:46,703 --> 00:38:47,804
BILLIE: Would
you do me a favor,
758
00:38:47,828 --> 00:38:48,928
- Harry?
- (KNOCK ON DOOR)
759
00:38:49,472 --> 00:38:50,783
HARRY: What?
760
00:38:50,807 --> 00:38:52,074
BILLIE: Drop dead.
761
00:38:52,976 --> 00:38:53,976
(TV SHUTS OFF)
762
00:39:08,258 --> 00:39:10,437
Great to see you've started
your own clothing line,
763
00:39:10,594 --> 00:39:12,927
the official gear of
those who've given up.
764
00:39:13,777 --> 00:39:16,347
By "en suite", I meant there's
a trash can in your closet.
765
00:39:34,690 --> 00:39:36,423
Hey. Want a ride?
766
00:39:42,705 --> 00:39:44,014
Murphy told you.
767
00:39:56,471 --> 00:39:58,549
You never knew your Great-aunt Winn.
768
00:39:58,574 --> 00:40:04,379
She moved in with us when I was eight.
769
00:40:07,750 --> 00:40:09,494
Your grandparents weren't getting along,
770
00:40:09,725 --> 00:40:11,041
lot of fighting.
771
00:40:11,687 --> 00:40:15,546
But whenever it got really bad,
772
00:40:15,992 --> 00:40:18,924
Auntie Winn would take your
mom and me into the kitchen,
773
00:40:20,222 --> 00:40:23,201
make cupcakes,
something out of papier-mache,
774
00:40:23,226 --> 00:40:26,432
or teach us a card game.
775
00:40:29,845 --> 00:40:32,354
I've always wanted to be
that kind of person for you.
776
00:40:36,946 --> 00:40:38,193
You have been.
777
00:40:44,172 --> 00:40:46,577
But now I need to know
that you think I can do this.
778
00:40:47,096 --> 00:40:48,412
Accepting your help...
779
00:40:49,832 --> 00:40:51,009
(SIGHS)
780
00:40:51,033 --> 00:40:52,666
Makes me feel like garbage.
781
00:40:55,310 --> 00:40:57,177
- Livy, I'm sorry. I...
- I know. I...
782
00:41:00,542 --> 00:41:01,759
I love you, too.
783
00:41:04,413 --> 00:41:06,305
But I have to make this work.
784
00:41:34,209 --> 00:41:35,643
Feels like home.
785
00:41:36,311 --> 00:41:38,089
Again.
786
00:41:38,113 --> 00:41:40,923
It feels like home again to me, too.
787
00:41:43,285 --> 00:41:45,296
Maybe you're right.
788
00:41:45,320 --> 00:41:47,989
Maybe things are the same.
789
00:41:57,566 --> 00:41:59,411
No.
790
00:41:59,435 --> 00:42:01,302
You were right. It's not the same.
791
00:42:04,273 --> 00:42:05,273
It's better.