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Shaun, did you undress me?

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Except your underpants.

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How long have you been here?

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All night.

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You should be at work.

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I'm taking the day off.

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No, you should be at work.

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You're sick all the time,
not just after hours.

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Shaun, you shouldn't give up your life.

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You have my number. You check in with me.

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I have 15 paid vacation days
and 10 sick days per year,

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but I can only take sick days
when I'm sick,

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not when you are, so this is a vacation.

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[SIGHS]

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The plan is to align your eyes

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using what's called
distraction osteogenesis.

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We cut the bone and implant posts

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on either side of your eye orbits.

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Then we slowly expand that distance,

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allowing for new bone to grow
in the gaps.

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MOLLY: Will it hurt?

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Mm, for mere mortals it would,

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but with your pain tolerance,
it'll tickle.

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You up for this?

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So I'll have perfectly aligned eyes

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but still look like a wad of chewing gum.

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Molly...

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You lost an awful lot of bone and
soft tissue in the accident,

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and in terms of facial reconstruction,

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we've actually come a long way
in the past two years.

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CLAIRE: And after 12 surgeries,

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you get your own personalized coffee mug.

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Oh, I forgot about that.

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Okay, when can we get prepped?

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- Is now too soon?
- [CHUCKLES]

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Car accident. Karin Tindle, 14.

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She was sleeping in the back.

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Trucker in the oncoming lane fell asleep.

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She wasn't wearing a seatbelt.

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Head trauma, not responsive,

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GCS of 5 with decorticate posturing.

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MORGAN: Sounds like a bleed in the brain.

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And she has a 25-point
difference in blood pressures

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between her arms.

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- Possible aortic dissection.
- Head and heart.

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LIM: Page Dr. Melendez. Have
him meet us in the O.R.

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Have you contacted Karin's father?

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He passed away three years ago.

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Let's go.

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Why isn't she waking up?

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We're gonna take good care of her.

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♪

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♪

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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com

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PARK: CT confirmed an aortic dissection.

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She needs a thoracotomy.

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Aorta hasn't ruptured yet...

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And she has a pseudoaneurysm.

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We need to get after
her head trauma first.

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I don't see any major brain bleeds

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and we can monitor pressures.

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In this case, the heart trumps the head.

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♪

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Okay.

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I have two major symptoms...

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nausea and boredom.

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I didn't know boredom was
a symptom of chemotherapy.

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It's a symptom of
sitting on my ass all day.

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I used to run a 700-bed hospital

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with a staff of thousands.

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Now all I have to think about
is how I keep my food down

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and how many bowel movements
I've had all week.

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Four.

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And I don't have to think about that.

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You know what I need?

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My meds.

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Will you do me a favor

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and run and pick these up?

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When I come back, we can do "Mad Libs."

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♪

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MELENDEZ: Unclamp.

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♪

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Graft is holding.

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LIM: That's one fire out. Drill.

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MORGAN: Pupils are blown.

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PARK: ICPs are spiking way up,

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brain perfusion CPP is down.

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She needs a hemicraniectomy.

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Let's sit her up.

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It's marijuana.

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Yes, it is.

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It's marijuana.

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Medicinal marijuana. Hold on.

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One... for the boredom.

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One for the nausea.

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Can I try one?

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I met someone who said cannabidiol

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improved his ASD symptoms.

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<i>A</i> person?

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You met a person once?

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Shaun, have you heard of
the scientific method?

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I'd like to perform a practical,

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albeit anecdotal, experiment.

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Since you're on vacation...

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and we can keep an eye out
on each other...

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♪

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One. One. Uh, whoa.

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One. Take one.

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♪

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♪

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LIM: Cruciate wide incision of the dura.

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- Brain edema.
- She's bradycardic.

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Push another 50 grams of Mannitol

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and ventilate down her CO2.

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- MORGAN: No corneal reflex.
- No overbreathing vent.

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No brain stem reflexes.

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She's brain-dead.

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♪

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[SIGHS]

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[MONITOR BEEPING, VENTILATOR HISSING]

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- [GLASS SHATTERS]
- GLASSMAN: Fore!

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[BOTH LAUGH]

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You broke my house.

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You got to club down. It's just 12 yards.

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It's a little dog leg.

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Here. Watch this.

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[THUDDING]

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[LAUGHING] It's in the cup.

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Nice shot, Glassy.

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You're gonna call me Glassy?

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All right. I'm gonna call you Smurf.

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Smurf. This... This is very interesting.

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I find that very funny.

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But it's not.

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It's not. Am I high?

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I think you're pretty high, yeah.

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Am I acting more... normal?

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- No, you're acting high.
- Smurf. Smurf.

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- Why is Smurf funny?
- I don't know.

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It's... It's, um...

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You take the first letter
of the first name

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and you attach it to the first
syllable of your last name, see?

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S-S-S-Murph. Smurf.

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We did it all the time in high school.

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So your name was A-Glass?

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Yeah, no, it didn't work for me.

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Okay, serious now.

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Where's the next hole?

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Right there. Careful of
the hazard right behind it.

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- Okay, Sam Snead.
- Dr. Glassman.

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See what you got.

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[CLUB HITS GOLF BALL]

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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♪

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How's Lea?

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Lee-Ya.

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[CHUCKLES]

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Lee-Ya!

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There should be a "Y" in her name.

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Lee-Ya.

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She still into Jack?

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No.

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She is into Jake.

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Who the hell is Jake?

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Jake is the guy

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Lea is into.

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You okay with that?

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I don't think you're okay with that.

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I think that's why you're here.

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I'm here to help you through chemo.

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When a guy is stoned,

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he can tell another guy
anything that's in his heart.

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You know, all the messy,
scary, embarrassing stuff

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that he would otherwise never,
ever, ever tell anyone.

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So what are you thinking?

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A dog pooped on your lawn.

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[CHUCKLES]

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[EXHALES SHARPLY]

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[DOOR OPENS]

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You were right to insist

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that we deal with the aorta
before the brain.

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I appreciate you saying that.

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Don't let guilt make you
second-guess yourself.

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Why would I have guilt?

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You shouldn't. That's my point.

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Good.

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I'm hungry. Are you hungry?

191
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I think I am.

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When a man's hungry,
you know what a man wants?

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There's an open can of chickpeas
in the fridge.

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- Mallomars.
- What are Mal...

195
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What are... what... what is the Mallomar?

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Pure chocolate, fluffy marshmallows

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on a crispy bed of graham goodness.

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Get us an Uber.

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♪

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The next few days are going to be filled

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with many difficult decisions.

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Decisions no parent
should ever have to make.

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We've kept your daughter on life support

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- because we...
- You...

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want to ask about organ donation.

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Yes.

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You want her what? Her heart?

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[SNIFFLES]

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Unfortunately, her heart
was injured by the trauma,

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as were several other organs.

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We have a 16-year-old girl

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who had a tragic accident
a couple of years ago

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that destroyed her face.

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And we were hoping that you might...

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You... want to take my daughter's face...

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and put it on someone else?

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This young girl's life
has been devastated,

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and you have a chance...

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No.

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I'm sorry, Dr. Andrews.

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No. [SNIFFLES]

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♪

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- Okay, how about this one?
- Mm-hmm.

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"The ugly can be beautiful.

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The pretty, never."

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[CHUCKLES] Seems a little judge-y.

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Yeah, well, it was Oscar Wilde.

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Hmm. Fair enough.

229
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So I'm guessing you didn't see
the Quakes last night.

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The San Jose Earthquakes?

231
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Your home team?

232
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Yeah, I know who the Quakes are.

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I recorded it.

234
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No, you didn't.

235
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Don't worry.

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I watch enough soccer for the both of us.

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[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]

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They won 3 to 2, by the way.

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Beautiful goal in extra time.

240
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They didn't have any either.

241
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Well, that's all the major chains.

242
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We're 0 for 4.

243
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Our next place is on Thornwood Drive,

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just west of Santa Teresa Boulevard.

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That's in Alamitos.

246
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Yes.

247
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There are still 28 stores

248
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in the greater San Jose area
that we can try

249
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and I've devised a route
starting in the south

250
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working counterclockwise around the city

251
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to best avoid traffic.

252
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We'll buy you a box, I promise.

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Okay, guys, I, uh, like a big fare

254
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as much as the next driver

255
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but racking up hundreds of
dollars on a munchie quest

256
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is starting to feel exploitative.

257
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What do you say I order ahead for pizza

258
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and then we just pick it up
on the way home?

259
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- I don't want pizza.
- I don't want pizza.

260
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What takeout food do you like?

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- I like pancakes.
- I don't want pancakes.

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I don't want to go home.

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[CLEARS THROAT]

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We're paying you to drive us.

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You want these cookies?

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What is the real reason?

267
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- You'll laugh.
- What's the funny reason?

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[SIGHS]

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I had a crush on a girl.

270
00:13:01,790 --> 00:13:03,959
Robin Demayne.

271
00:13:03,960 --> 00:13:06,130
Senior year in high school.

272
00:13:08,130 --> 00:13:09,900
Her favorite snack.

273
00:13:12,870 --> 00:13:14,240
[SIGHS]

274
00:13:17,110 --> 00:13:18,170
Okay.

275
00:13:18,180 --> 00:13:20,229
Are we going to get Mallomars?

276
00:13:20,230 --> 00:13:21,240
Nope.

277
00:13:21,250 --> 00:13:23,909
You have been harboring
feelings for this girl

278
00:13:23,910 --> 00:13:26,010
for over 40 years.

279
00:13:26,020 --> 00:13:28,549
<i>That</i> is a worthy quest.

280
00:13:28,550 --> 00:13:30,389
Now, how do you spell "Demayne"?

281
00:13:30,390 --> 00:13:32,550
D-E?

282
00:13:36,960 --> 00:13:40,629
You're the same sex, race,
approximate age,

283
00:13:40,630 --> 00:13:42,429
share compatible blood types
and antigens,

284
00:13:42,430 --> 00:13:43,969
and a whole bunch of other things

285
00:13:43,970 --> 00:13:46,640
that make you the perfect match.

286
00:13:47,140 --> 00:13:51,109
And we just received permission
from her next of kin.

287
00:13:51,110 --> 00:13:59,949
♪

288
00:13:59,950 --> 00:14:02,019
Yeah.

289
00:14:02,020 --> 00:14:09,390
♪

290
00:14:09,420 --> 00:14:16,769
♪

291
00:14:16,770 --> 00:14:20,869
Our donor's on life support
but her heart is compromised,

292
00:14:20,870 --> 00:14:23,239
so we are very much on the clock.

293
00:14:23,240 --> 00:14:26,409
Cancel all elective surgeries,
all personal plans,

294
00:14:26,410 --> 00:14:27,779
and all hopes of sleep.

295
00:14:27,780 --> 00:14:29,009
[LAUGHTER]

296
00:14:29,010 --> 00:14:31,480
This is your home for the next two days.

297
00:14:35,890 --> 00:14:37,819
Let's give Molly a new face.

298
00:14:37,820 --> 00:14:40,219
[APPLAUSE]

299
00:14:40,220 --> 00:14:43,730
♪

300
00:14:46,360 --> 00:14:50,910
There is another Robin Demayne
living in San Mateo.

301
00:14:50,960 --> 00:14:53,199
That's less than half an hour from here.

302
00:14:53,200 --> 00:14:55,999
Ooh, I found one in Los Gatos,
even closer.

303
00:14:56,000 --> 00:14:59,039
You realize how stupid this is, right?

304
00:14:59,040 --> 00:15:01,409
This is a quest. A quest is never stupid.

305
00:15:01,410 --> 00:15:03,939
A quest is, by definition,
almost always stupid.

306
00:15:03,940 --> 00:15:06,170
Why would I want to see Robin Demayne

307
00:15:06,180 --> 00:15:07,279
after all these years?

308
00:15:07,280 --> 00:15:09,049
To tell her you love her?

309
00:15:09,050 --> 00:15:10,810
I just want a cookie!

310
00:15:11,910 --> 00:15:13,510
I wasn't in love with her.

311
00:15:14,220 --> 00:15:15,820
I was a teenager.

312
00:15:17,320 --> 00:15:19,690
I was infatuated.

313
00:15:20,080 --> 00:15:22,340
And whenever you thought about her,

314
00:15:22,350 --> 00:15:23,779
it made you happy.

315
00:15:23,780 --> 00:15:26,349
And you thought about her all the time.

316
00:15:26,350 --> 00:15:30,860
And every time you saw her,
you felt a rush, light-headed...

317
00:15:32,060 --> 00:15:35,240
Is that how you know you're in love?

318
00:15:35,530 --> 00:15:37,529
That's how it starts.

319
00:15:37,530 --> 00:15:39,529
And when you're not with that person,

320
00:15:39,530 --> 00:15:43,560
you miss them so much you're
willing to drive to 32 stores

321
00:15:43,570 --> 00:15:45,730
to find a sensory reminder

322
00:15:45,740 --> 00:15:48,099
that might bring back those memories.

323
00:15:48,100 --> 00:15:51,709
[NATHANIEL RATELIFF & THE NIGHT
SWEATS' "YOU WORRY ME" PLAYS]

324
00:15:51,710 --> 00:15:59,210
♪

325
00:15:59,220 --> 00:16:06,719
♪

326
00:16:06,720 --> 00:16:09,020
♪ I'm all right today ♪

327
00:16:09,030 --> 00:16:13,330
♪ You gonna find a way to cross
and you gonna get there ♪

328
00:16:16,270 --> 00:16:21,099
♪ I'm gonna leave it all
out there to dry ♪

329
00:16:21,100 --> 00:16:23,770
♪ I'm gonna leave it all out there ♪

330
00:16:25,840 --> 00:16:30,709
♪ I'm gonna leave it all
out there to dry up ♪

331
00:16:30,710 --> 00:16:33,380
♪ I'm gonna leave it all out there ♪

332
00:16:35,150 --> 00:16:38,089
♪ But you worry me ♪

333
00:16:38,090 --> 00:16:40,590
♪ You worry me ♪

334
00:16:40,620 --> 00:16:42,990
♪ You worry me ♪

335
00:16:43,010 --> 00:16:45,360
♪ You worry me ♪

336
00:16:45,390 --> 00:16:47,800
♪ You worry me ♪

337
00:16:47,830 --> 00:16:50,399
♪ You worry me ♪

338
00:16:50,400 --> 00:16:53,839
♪

339
00:16:53,840 --> 00:16:55,840
Ride home's on me.

340
00:16:58,900 --> 00:17:00,499
Flake.

341
00:17:00,500 --> 00:17:02,699
Flake's a guy from my high school.

342
00:17:02,700 --> 00:17:05,399
He knew everyone,
he kept track of everyone,

343
00:17:05,400 --> 00:17:07,470
and I guarantee you
he never left Livermore.

344
00:17:07,480 --> 00:17:11,280
We need to go to Livermore
and ask Flake about Robin.

345
00:17:12,650 --> 00:17:14,110
We're going to Livermore.

346
00:17:14,120 --> 00:17:15,720
[TURN SIGNAL CLICKING]

347
00:17:17,350 --> 00:17:18,580
[KNOCK ON DOOR]

348
00:17:19,350 --> 00:17:21,719
CLAIRE: Every lab and imaging
test that comes back

349
00:17:21,720 --> 00:17:23,759
just reinforces the fact
that this really is

350
00:17:23,760 --> 00:17:25,520
a one-in-a-million match.

351
00:17:26,030 --> 00:17:27,160
Nice.

352
00:17:28,660 --> 00:17:30,500
Yeah, it is.

353
00:17:31,330 --> 00:17:34,199
It's also very scary

354
00:17:34,200 --> 00:17:36,740
and natural to be having second thoughts.

355
00:17:38,040 --> 00:17:39,490
It's just...

356
00:17:41,240 --> 00:17:44,160
I-I don't know how to
accept a gift like this...

357
00:17:45,450 --> 00:17:49,979
Someone else's face,
someone else's identity...

358
00:17:49,980 --> 00:17:52,149
The face is just a mask.

359
00:17:52,150 --> 00:17:55,050
- It's what's...
- Underneath that counts?

360
00:17:55,060 --> 00:17:56,989
[LAUGHS] Really?

361
00:17:56,990 --> 00:17:59,459
Those lame quotes we've been mocking,

362
00:17:59,460 --> 00:18:01,190
you're gonna use them on me?

363
00:18:03,930 --> 00:18:05,230
Yeah.

364
00:18:06,030 --> 00:18:07,630
[SIGHS]

365
00:18:07,640 --> 00:18:14,870
♪

366
00:18:14,880 --> 00:18:16,320
Molly.

367
00:18:17,050 --> 00:18:22,749
Right now, your face is
the only thing anyone sees.

368
00:18:22,750 --> 00:18:25,200
This operation will change that.

369
00:18:25,790 --> 00:18:29,080
It'll let the world see not your new face

370
00:18:30,090 --> 00:18:33,489
but what has always been behind it.

371
00:18:33,490 --> 00:18:38,660
♪

372
00:18:38,690 --> 00:18:43,869
♪

373
00:18:43,870 --> 00:18:45,700
Will it count towards the coffee mug?

374
00:18:47,670 --> 00:18:50,039
[BOTH CHUCKLE]

375
00:18:50,040 --> 00:18:52,949
SHAUN: Flake lives at
your old high school?

376
00:18:52,950 --> 00:18:55,110
GLASSMAN: He was the janitor back then.

377
00:18:55,120 --> 00:18:56,320
He's the janitor now.

378
00:18:56,330 --> 00:18:57,980
He'll probably be the janitor

379
00:18:57,990 --> 00:19:01,319
when this planet crashes into the sun.

380
00:19:01,320 --> 00:19:04,390
- Flake.
- Findlay Lake was his name.

381
00:19:09,300 --> 00:19:10,329
Hey, Flakey.

382
00:19:10,330 --> 00:19:12,429
Hey yourself, Glaaron Assman.

383
00:19:12,430 --> 00:19:15,840
[CHUCKLES] Your name was Glaaron Assman.

384
00:19:16,500 --> 00:19:19,169
[LAUGHS]

385
00:19:19,170 --> 00:19:21,540
His name was Glaaron Assman.

386
00:19:25,250 --> 00:19:28,249
1973 state championship.

387
00:19:28,250 --> 00:19:31,149
He threw for 460 yards.

388
00:19:31,150 --> 00:19:35,190
And if you squint hard enough,
you'll see who was named MVP.

389
00:19:35,590 --> 00:19:37,559
GLASSMAN: You said you had
something to show us?

390
00:19:37,560 --> 00:19:39,529
Oh, yeah. Wait right here.

391
00:19:39,530 --> 00:19:47,969
♪

392
00:19:47,970 --> 00:19:50,840
[VENTILATOR HISSING]

393
00:20:09,790 --> 00:20:11,100
Shannon?

394
00:20:12,230 --> 00:20:15,859
[VOICE BREAKING] I keep
thinking she's just sleeping.

395
00:20:15,860 --> 00:20:17,029
[SNIFFLES]

396
00:20:17,030 --> 00:20:19,370
How can I say goodbye?

397
00:20:20,730 --> 00:20:22,430
[SNIFFLES]

398
00:20:22,440 --> 00:20:30,710
♪

399
00:20:30,750 --> 00:20:39,020
♪

400
00:20:39,060 --> 00:20:47,290
♪

401
00:20:47,300 --> 00:20:49,599
We call it the Walk of Honor.

402
00:20:49,600 --> 00:20:52,229
To thank your daughter for her sacrifice.

403
00:20:52,230 --> 00:21:02,010
♪

404
00:21:02,050 --> 00:21:11,820
♪

405
00:21:11,860 --> 00:21:21,590
♪

406
00:21:21,650 --> 00:21:31,400
♪

407
00:21:31,470 --> 00:21:41,180
♪

408
00:21:41,220 --> 00:21:50,990
♪

409
00:21:51,020 --> 00:22:00,770
♪

410
00:22:00,800 --> 00:22:10,580
♪

411
00:22:10,600 --> 00:22:20,350
♪

412
00:22:20,400 --> 00:22:30,160
♪

413
00:22:30,220 --> 00:22:39,940
♪

414
00:22:43,760 --> 00:22:46,249
Do you remember a guy named Bobby Juarez?

415
00:22:46,250 --> 00:22:49,779
Tall kid but too clumsy to play hoops?

416
00:22:49,780 --> 00:22:53,519
He told me that Robin
married a dentist named Scaplin

417
00:22:53,520 --> 00:22:54,949
and moved out of state.

418
00:22:54,950 --> 00:22:57,189
You couldn't tell me that when I called?

419
00:22:57,190 --> 00:22:58,959
I wanted to see you.

420
00:22:58,960 --> 00:22:59,980
[CHUCKLES]

421
00:22:59,990 --> 00:23:01,420
SHAUN: I found her.

422
00:23:01,480 --> 00:23:05,980
Robin Scaplin is in Portland, Oregon.

423
00:23:06,080 --> 00:23:09,080
It's an 11 hour and 27 minute drive.

424
00:23:12,220 --> 00:23:14,550
Fill up the tank, I guess.

425
00:23:14,560 --> 00:23:16,310
We're going to Portland.

426
00:23:17,230 --> 00:23:18,459
[EXHALES SHARPLY]

427
00:23:18,460 --> 00:23:20,929
[MONITOR BEEPING]

428
00:23:20,930 --> 00:23:29,040
♪

429
00:23:29,080 --> 00:23:37,179
♪

430
00:23:37,180 --> 00:23:38,279
MELENDEZ: 10 blade.

431
00:23:38,280 --> 00:23:43,580
♪

432
00:23:43,620 --> 00:23:48,889
♪

433
00:23:48,890 --> 00:23:50,489
ANDREWS: 10 blade.

434
00:23:50,490 --> 00:23:57,730
♪

435
00:23:57,780 --> 00:24:05,000
♪

436
00:24:05,010 --> 00:24:07,970
Proximal facial nerve
isolated and dissected.

437
00:24:07,980 --> 00:24:10,610
Okay, let's start the heavy lifting.

438
00:24:13,380 --> 00:24:15,319
[TOOL WHIRS]

439
00:24:15,320 --> 00:24:21,490
♪

440
00:24:21,540 --> 00:24:27,629
♪

441
00:24:27,630 --> 00:24:30,299
[WATER SQUIRTING]

442
00:24:30,300 --> 00:24:33,230
♪

443
00:24:33,240 --> 00:24:34,669
[TOOL WHIRS]

444
00:24:34,670 --> 00:24:38,769
Clamping the left and right
common carotid arteries

445
00:24:38,770 --> 00:24:40,339
and jugular veins...

446
00:24:40,340 --> 00:24:43,480
Cutting the carotids and jugulars...

447
00:24:47,110 --> 00:24:48,719
Let's do it.

448
00:24:48,720 --> 00:24:57,090
♪

449
00:24:57,160 --> 00:25:05,470
♪

450
00:25:05,520 --> 00:25:13,810
♪

451
00:25:13,920 --> 00:25:22,179
♪

452
00:25:22,180 --> 00:25:25,849
[VENTILATOR HISSING, MONITOR BEEPING]

453
00:25:25,850 --> 00:25:33,260
♪

454
00:25:33,380 --> 00:25:40,669
♪

455
00:25:40,670 --> 00:25:42,999
[FLATLINE]

456
00:25:43,000 --> 00:25:52,610
♪

457
00:25:52,660 --> 00:26:02,219
♪

458
00:26:02,220 --> 00:26:03,789
[EXHALES SHARPLY]

459
00:26:03,790 --> 00:26:07,190
It's a long way to go
to visit a married woman

460
00:26:07,200 --> 00:26:08,829
you haven't seen since high school

461
00:26:08,830 --> 00:26:10,660
who may not even be home.

462
00:26:10,670 --> 00:26:13,830
She's home. I called at the last stop.

463
00:26:13,840 --> 00:26:15,199
What did she say?

464
00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:17,000
"Hello."

465
00:26:17,010 --> 00:26:18,469
What did you say?

466
00:26:18,470 --> 00:26:21,209
Nothing. He hung up.

467
00:26:21,210 --> 00:26:22,579
When you sober up,

468
00:26:22,580 --> 00:26:25,140
you are gonna want to
turn around and go home.

469
00:26:29,880 --> 00:26:31,350
Probably.

470
00:26:33,990 --> 00:26:36,359
[MONITOR BEEPING]

471
00:26:36,360 --> 00:26:43,530
♪

472
00:26:43,560 --> 00:26:50,700
♪

473
00:26:50,780 --> 00:26:57,879
♪

474
00:26:57,880 --> 00:26:59,149
ANDREWS: As rehearsed...

475
00:26:59,150 --> 00:27:02,020
veins, arteries, nerves,
in that order, from the chin up.

476
00:27:02,080 --> 00:27:03,249
Yes?

477
00:27:03,250 --> 00:27:09,420
♪

478
00:27:09,440 --> 00:27:15,559
♪

479
00:27:15,560 --> 00:27:18,460
Can I get the osteosynthetic
plates and screws, please?

480
00:27:20,270 --> 00:27:21,530
[SCOFFS] Damn it.

481
00:27:21,540 --> 00:27:23,569
I tore part of the donor's artery.

482
00:27:23,570 --> 00:27:25,139
I need more interrupted sutures.

483
00:27:25,140 --> 00:27:27,309
Let's keep our focus, people.

484
00:27:27,310 --> 00:27:28,539
NURSE PETRINGA: Dr. Browne,

485
00:27:28,540 --> 00:27:30,079
Molly's parents would like to see you

486
00:27:30,080 --> 00:27:31,679
on your next break.

487
00:27:31,680 --> 00:27:33,030
Take it now.

488
00:27:33,420 --> 00:27:34,650
You, too.

489
00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:36,079
Uh...

490
00:27:36,080 --> 00:27:37,549
Dr. Park?

491
00:27:37,550 --> 00:27:42,720
♪

492
00:27:42,780 --> 00:27:47,930
♪

493
00:27:54,270 --> 00:28:02,440
♪

494
00:28:02,520 --> 00:28:10,619
♪

495
00:28:10,620 --> 00:28:14,360
I had a huge crush on Robin Demayne.

496
00:28:14,890 --> 00:28:17,400
A thoroughly unrequited crush...

497
00:28:17,890 --> 00:28:20,960
that slowly turned into a grudge.

498
00:28:22,360 --> 00:28:23,760
Last day of school,

499
00:28:23,770 --> 00:28:25,569
kids were passing around their yearbooks,

500
00:28:25,570 --> 00:28:27,960
and I signed in hers

501
00:28:29,400 --> 00:28:31,369
something that was borne out of anger

502
00:28:31,370 --> 00:28:34,250
and resentment and pettiness.

503
00:28:34,710 --> 00:28:38,260
It was designed to be
somewhat humorous, but...

504
00:28:38,750 --> 00:28:41,479
was really just mostly hurtful.

505
00:28:41,480 --> 00:28:45,519
Later that day, at the award ceremony,

506
00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:48,350
I was skimming through my yearbook

507
00:28:48,360 --> 00:28:50,390
and saw what she wrote me...

508
00:28:51,630 --> 00:28:53,730
"I have only two regrets...

509
00:28:54,330 --> 00:28:57,190
my haircut in junior year

510
00:28:57,830 --> 00:29:00,100
and that you never asked me out."

511
00:29:02,900 --> 00:29:07,580
And just then, I looked out
in the crowd and saw her.

512
00:29:08,410 --> 00:29:10,079
Her eyes were red,

513
00:29:10,080 --> 00:29:12,550
obviously crying, obviously very hurt.

514
00:29:15,080 --> 00:29:18,250
And at that exact moment,
I was awarded my trophy.

515
00:29:19,850 --> 00:29:23,720
I looked for her after
but never saw her again.

516
00:29:25,660 --> 00:29:29,599
Is that all the scary,
messy, embarrassing stuff

517
00:29:29,600 --> 00:29:31,629
that guys never, ever tell anyone?

518
00:29:31,630 --> 00:29:35,199
♪

519
00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:36,820
Pretty much.

520
00:29:37,770 --> 00:29:40,309
[CAR DOOR OPENS]

521
00:29:40,310 --> 00:29:44,240
♪

522
00:29:44,250 --> 00:29:46,179
Dean and Lori?

523
00:29:46,180 --> 00:29:47,850
This is Shannon.

524
00:29:51,820 --> 00:29:53,880
LORI: Thank you for meeting with us.

525
00:29:54,460 --> 00:29:55,960
And for...

526
00:29:56,660 --> 00:29:58,259
everything.

527
00:29:58,260 --> 00:30:00,590
DEAN: If you don't mind, we have
so many questions for you,

528
00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:02,329
about your daughter.

529
00:30:02,330 --> 00:30:05,099
We'd like to know what she was like,

530
00:30:05,100 --> 00:30:07,599
what she liked to do.

531
00:30:07,600 --> 00:30:09,700
Molly wants to know, too.

532
00:30:16,710 --> 00:30:17,980
Uh...

533
00:30:19,150 --> 00:30:21,110
Her name was Karin.

534
00:30:22,850 --> 00:30:24,419
And I killed her.

535
00:30:24,420 --> 00:30:33,030
♪

536
00:30:34,500 --> 00:30:36,830
I'm supposed to tell you to get back in.

537
00:30:39,530 --> 00:30:41,099
Don't let him get to you.

538
00:30:41,100 --> 00:30:42,600
It's not him, it's you.

539
00:30:44,340 --> 00:30:46,709
Your advice that I shouldn't be
second-guessing myself

540
00:30:46,710 --> 00:30:49,439
is making me think you must be
second-guessing yourself.

541
00:30:49,440 --> 00:30:50,509
About what?

542
00:30:50,510 --> 00:30:53,049
You're the one who insisted we deal
with the heart before the brain.

543
00:30:53,050 --> 00:30:55,039
And you didn't fight me. Why not?

544
00:30:55,040 --> 00:30:57,049
- Because you were right.
- I was right.

545
00:30:57,050 --> 00:30:58,219
But you have never thought anyone

546
00:30:58,220 --> 00:30:59,889
other than yourself was right in an O.R.

547
00:30:59,890 --> 00:31:01,989
since you first stepped foot in one.

548
00:31:01,990 --> 00:31:04,320
You backed off 'cause
we're sleeping together.

549
00:31:04,330 --> 00:31:13,370
♪

550
00:31:16,470 --> 00:31:18,880
The car accident was my fault.

551
00:31:19,740 --> 00:31:22,809
It was my idea to leave so early.

552
00:31:22,810 --> 00:31:25,550
It was my idea
to let her sleep in the back.

553
00:31:26,710 --> 00:31:30,010
It was up to me to make sure
she was wearing her seatbelt.

554
00:31:31,520 --> 00:31:33,989
CLAIRE: None of which would've mattered

555
00:31:33,990 --> 00:31:36,320
if the truck driver hadn't fallen asleep.

556
00:31:37,660 --> 00:31:39,529
It's natural to feel guilt,

557
00:31:39,530 --> 00:31:42,560
but you have to understand
this wasn't your fault.

558
00:31:44,260 --> 00:31:46,700
It doesn't work that way, Dr. Browne.

559
00:31:48,640 --> 00:31:51,739
It was my handgun that hurt Molly.

560
00:31:51,740 --> 00:31:53,870
And you can say that
it was a freak accident

561
00:31:53,880 --> 00:31:57,040
or that Molly knew
she wasn't supposed to touch it

562
00:31:57,050 --> 00:31:59,080
or some other B.S., but...

563
00:32:00,010 --> 00:32:01,610
it was my fault.

564
00:32:03,380 --> 00:32:05,080
I had one job...

565
00:32:06,620 --> 00:32:09,050
...and that was to protect my family.

566
00:32:10,860 --> 00:32:12,460
I didn't do my job.

567
00:32:14,290 --> 00:32:16,159
And you could try to make sense of it,

568
00:32:16,160 --> 00:32:19,569
try to find something,
some pleasure somewhere,

569
00:32:19,570 --> 00:32:21,020
some meaning.

570
00:32:21,640 --> 00:32:23,139
But there just isn't.

571
00:32:23,140 --> 00:32:28,239
♪

572
00:32:28,240 --> 00:32:30,280
And then your daughter...

573
00:32:32,010 --> 00:32:34,149
...does this for us...

574
00:32:34,150 --> 00:32:43,019
♪

575
00:32:43,020 --> 00:32:44,960
[SIGHS]

576
00:32:54,230 --> 00:32:56,070
Hi, Robin.

577
00:32:57,570 --> 00:32:59,509
Aaron?

578
00:32:59,510 --> 00:33:04,880
♪

579
00:33:07,590 --> 00:33:09,960
[BIRDS CHIRPING]

580
00:33:13,850 --> 00:33:15,890
He had a huge crush on you.

581
00:33:19,090 --> 00:33:21,229
Yeah. Uh... [CHUCKLES]

582
00:33:21,230 --> 00:33:24,629
That's not why I'm here, though.

583
00:33:24,630 --> 00:33:26,960
I'm here to apologize.

584
00:33:29,470 --> 00:33:31,999
For what I wrote in your yearbook.

585
00:33:32,000 --> 00:33:33,300
Yearbook?

586
00:33:35,570 --> 00:33:37,170
Yeah. Uh...

587
00:33:38,780 --> 00:33:40,980
I wrote something, um...

588
00:33:43,310 --> 00:33:44,749
[CHUCKLES]

589
00:33:44,750 --> 00:33:49,900
...hurtful and untrue and really stupid.

590
00:33:50,590 --> 00:33:53,760
And then I read what you wrote in mine.

591
00:33:56,190 --> 00:33:57,780
What did I write?

592
00:34:01,070 --> 00:34:04,670
She had a bad haircut in junior year.

593
00:34:04,800 --> 00:34:07,500
Oh. [CHUCKLES] I certainly remember that.

594
00:34:09,670 --> 00:34:12,579
Yeah, well, it was a long time ago.

595
00:34:12,580 --> 00:34:16,180
Anyway, I just...
I wanted to say I'm sorry.

596
00:34:18,580 --> 00:34:19,880
Well...

597
00:34:19,890 --> 00:34:22,349
Apology accepted.

598
00:34:22,350 --> 00:34:24,390
Thank you.

599
00:34:28,930 --> 00:34:30,630
Mallomars.

600
00:34:33,850 --> 00:34:36,119
Robin's favorite snack.

601
00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:42,190
♪

602
00:34:42,220 --> 00:34:48,259
♪

603
00:34:48,260 --> 00:34:50,899
Right side donor to recipient
vessels are anastomosed.

604
00:34:50,900 --> 00:34:51,929
Ditto on the left.

605
00:34:51,930 --> 00:34:53,799
Let's see how our plumbing works.

606
00:34:53,800 --> 00:34:55,239
Unclamp them, please.

607
00:34:55,240 --> 00:34:58,610
[VENTILATOR HISSING, MONITOR BEEPING]

608
00:35:00,070 --> 00:35:01,620
PARK: She's pinking up.

609
00:35:01,630 --> 00:35:11,449
♪

610
00:35:11,450 --> 00:35:14,189
Moving on. Motor and sensory
neurorrhaphies...

611
00:35:14,190 --> 00:35:20,260
♪

612
00:35:36,580 --> 00:35:46,420
♪

613
00:35:46,520 --> 00:35:56,300
♪

614
00:35:58,870 --> 00:36:00,630
How's our girl doing?

615
00:36:00,640 --> 00:36:02,700
She's just waking up now.

616
00:36:05,240 --> 00:36:06,370
[CHUCKLES]

617
00:36:08,480 --> 00:36:10,120
Hi, Molly.

618
00:36:11,310 --> 00:36:12,449
How are you feeling?

619
00:36:12,450 --> 00:36:13,810
MOLLY: Terrible.

620
00:36:13,820 --> 00:36:16,919
Then we're right on target.

621
00:36:16,920 --> 00:36:18,350
You want to have a look?

622
00:36:19,650 --> 00:36:21,359
No.

623
00:36:21,360 --> 00:36:22,490
No rush.

624
00:36:24,990 --> 00:36:27,330
It is going to look...

625
00:36:28,600 --> 00:36:30,429
surreal.

626
00:36:30,430 --> 00:36:32,570
Like you're looking at a stranger.

627
00:36:34,570 --> 00:36:36,839
But it won't always.

628
00:36:36,840 --> 00:36:40,839
Because nobody laughs or holds their head

629
00:36:40,840 --> 00:36:44,779
or looks someone in the eye
exactly the way you do.

630
00:36:44,780 --> 00:36:52,149
♪

631
00:36:52,150 --> 00:36:53,450
[QUIETLY] Okay.

632
00:36:53,460 --> 00:37:02,730
♪

633
00:37:02,780 --> 00:37:12,010
♪

634
00:37:12,060 --> 00:37:21,320
♪

635
00:37:21,420 --> 00:37:30,620
♪

636
00:37:32,930 --> 00:37:34,660
[DOOR OPENS]

637
00:37:43,970 --> 00:37:45,809
I apologize

638
00:37:45,810 --> 00:37:49,410
for telling you how to react
to losing a patient.

639
00:37:50,280 --> 00:37:51,650
Thank you.

640
00:37:54,180 --> 00:37:56,680
When I accused you
of second-guessing yourself,

641
00:37:56,690 --> 00:37:59,520
that's because I'm doing it, too.

642
00:38:01,090 --> 00:38:03,389
Our relationship has me
questioning everything I do

643
00:38:03,390 --> 00:38:05,129
and everything you do.

644
00:38:05,130 --> 00:38:07,729
You're making this way more
complicated than it has to be.

645
00:38:07,730 --> 00:38:09,860
It is complicated.

646
00:38:09,870 --> 00:38:11,229
The fact that we're seeing each other

647
00:38:11,230 --> 00:38:14,130
changes the context
of all of our interactions.

648
00:38:16,400 --> 00:38:19,410
I guess that's why
there are rules against it.

649
00:38:23,480 --> 00:38:26,349
I think I can keep
being a jerk to you at work

650
00:38:26,350 --> 00:38:27,810
if that's what you want.

651
00:38:32,090 --> 00:38:33,950
You think we should end it?

652
00:38:38,530 --> 00:38:39,859
No.

653
00:38:39,860 --> 00:38:45,000
♪

654
00:38:45,040 --> 00:38:50,169
♪

655
00:38:50,170 --> 00:38:51,609
See you tomorrow.

656
00:38:51,610 --> 00:38:54,510
[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]

657
00:38:57,010 --> 00:38:59,049
[BAG ZIPS]

658
00:38:59,050 --> 00:39:02,379
CLAIRE: So, once you're feeling
a little less woozy,

659
00:39:02,380 --> 00:39:04,680
we'll set you up with
a whole bunch of therapists...

660
00:39:04,690 --> 00:39:08,020
speech, occupational, physical.

661
00:39:09,920 --> 00:39:11,429
LORI: Shannon.

662
00:39:11,430 --> 00:39:13,190
Please come in.

663
00:39:17,930 --> 00:39:19,810
SHANNON: I'm Karin's mom.

664
00:39:20,500 --> 00:39:21,600
Hi.

665
00:39:25,210 --> 00:39:27,409
I brought something for you.

666
00:39:27,410 --> 00:39:34,750
♪

667
00:39:34,820 --> 00:39:42,060
♪

668
00:39:42,160 --> 00:39:49,399
♪

669
00:39:49,400 --> 00:39:50,899
[SIGHS]

670
00:39:50,900 --> 00:40:00,309
♪

671
00:40:00,310 --> 00:40:01,579
She was beautiful.

672
00:40:01,580 --> 00:40:06,750
♪

673
00:40:06,760 --> 00:40:11,919
♪

674
00:40:11,920 --> 00:40:13,690
Thank you.

675
00:40:15,760 --> 00:40:19,290
And thank you for timing
that elevator ride so perfectly.

676
00:40:20,260 --> 00:40:21,900
[EXHALES]

677
00:40:24,130 --> 00:40:26,200
Can I ask you for a favor?

678
00:40:29,640 --> 00:40:31,769
I'd like to say goodbye.

679
00:40:31,770 --> 00:40:39,110
♪

680
00:40:39,300 --> 00:40:46,420
♪

681
00:40:46,460 --> 00:40:53,759
♪

682
00:40:53,760 --> 00:40:55,960
[DOOR OPENS]

683
00:41:00,400 --> 00:41:02,839
GLASSMAN: Eh, we'll clean up tomorrow.

684
00:41:02,840 --> 00:41:04,800
SHAUN: And buy a new vase.

685
00:41:04,810 --> 00:41:07,040
Yeah, buying a new vase is easy.

686
00:41:09,210 --> 00:41:12,309
Vacuuming up my grandmother's ashes,

687
00:41:12,310 --> 00:41:13,710
not so easy.

688
00:41:15,220 --> 00:41:17,880
Are you glad you apologized?

689
00:41:18,990 --> 00:41:20,430
Yeah.

690
00:41:21,060 --> 00:41:23,420
Do you still feel guilty?

691
00:41:26,390 --> 00:41:27,790
Yeah.

692
00:41:27,800 --> 00:41:31,799
Guilt must be a bad thing
if it makes people feel badly

693
00:41:31,800 --> 00:41:34,190
about something they can never fix.

694
00:41:35,470 --> 00:41:37,300
Or maybe it's a deterrent

695
00:41:37,310 --> 00:41:39,610
so we do the right thing the next time.

696
00:41:44,350 --> 00:41:46,240
You loved Robin

697
00:41:46,950 --> 00:41:49,479
but could never be with her.

698
00:41:49,480 --> 00:41:51,049
Do you wish you'd never met her?

699
00:41:51,050 --> 00:41:53,250
Not for one second.

700
00:41:56,360 --> 00:42:01,559
I'm not okay that Lea is into Jake.

701
00:42:01,560 --> 00:42:07,030
♪

702
00:42:07,040 --> 00:42:12,539
♪

703
00:42:12,540 --> 00:42:14,560
Good night, Smurf.

704
00:42:15,640 --> 00:42:17,279
Night, Glassy.

705
00:42:17,280 --> 00:42:21,550
♪