1 00:00:00,891 --> 00:00:02,719 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:02,744 --> 00:00:06,028 ‭You know what I thought of the first time I heard your name? 3 00:00:06,548 --> 00:00:08,696 I thought of the expression "déjà vu." 4 00:00:08,828 --> 00:00:11,413 'Cause you remind me a little of myself 5 00:00:11,438 --> 00:00:12,496 when I was your age. 6 00:00:12,521 --> 00:00:13,820 They dropped the charges. 7 00:00:14,092 --> 00:00:15,321 I'm here for my daughter. 8 00:00:15,493 --> 00:00:19,258 I've got this big, amazing, beautiful life. 9 00:00:19,515 --> 00:00:20,647 Bye, Randall. 10 00:00:22,046 --> 00:00:24,196 And if I'm seeing me in you... 11 00:00:24,243 --> 00:00:25,508 We just want to make sure 12 00:00:25,533 --> 00:00:27,934 that you're safe and you're well taken care of. 13 00:00:27,968 --> 00:00:29,500 Uh, we're making it work. 14 00:00:29,913 --> 00:00:31,652 If seeing you is giving me that 15 00:00:31,677 --> 00:00:33,868 sweet, sweet déjà vu feeling, 16 00:00:34,877 --> 00:00:37,399 I think that means it's gonna happen for you, too. 17 00:00:40,880 --> 00:00:42,613 Grandma, I'm scared. 18 00:00:42,638 --> 00:00:44,297 Oh, baby, there's nothing to be scared of. 19 00:00:44,322 --> 00:00:45,625 I was here with your mama. 20 00:00:45,747 --> 00:00:47,413 Feels like yesterday. 21 00:00:47,805 --> 00:00:49,563 Feels like déjà vu. 22 00:00:49,618 --> 00:00:51,524 - Uh-huh. - Baby. Listen. 23 00:00:57,193 --> 00:00:59,810 All right, Rebecca, one more big push, now. 24 00:00:59,896 --> 00:01:01,071 There you go. 25 00:01:01,180 --> 00:01:03,274 Keep pushing, keep pushing. 26 00:01:03,305 --> 00:01:04,469 All right. 27 00:01:04,508 --> 00:01:05,899 There you go. 28 00:01:18,532 --> 00:01:20,869 First male is out, 29 00:01:21,017 --> 00:01:22,485 and he is looking good... 30 00:01:22,524 --> 00:01:25,102 You hear that, baby? We got a boy! We got a boy! 31 00:01:25,127 --> 00:01:26,625 We got a boy... 32 00:01:32,145 --> 00:01:34,266 Welcome to the world, Deja. 33 00:01:39,149 --> 00:01:43,680 synced and corrected by susinz *www.addic7ed.com* 34 00:01:48,461 --> 00:01:51,296 Grandma, I-I can't. Told you, my back's still sore. 35 00:01:51,321 --> 00:01:52,641 Yes, your back. 36 00:01:53,625 --> 00:01:55,563 I heard you the last two times. 37 00:01:55,852 --> 00:01:58,610 I'll get the nurse to get you something for your pain. 38 00:01:59,282 --> 00:02:02,071 But I need for you to hold your daughter. 39 00:02:02,218 --> 00:02:03,227 Get to know her. 40 00:02:03,252 --> 00:02:05,743 - Let her get to know you. - She grew inside me. 41 00:02:05,768 --> 00:02:07,294 I think we know each other pretty well. 42 00:02:07,319 --> 00:02:10,047 No. No. No, you don't. Not really. 43 00:02:10,824 --> 00:02:12,557 You have to hold her. 44 00:02:13,047 --> 00:02:16,266 You will never forget the first time you bond with your baby. 45 00:02:16,291 --> 00:02:18,008 Grandma, I'm just tired. 46 00:02:18,033 --> 00:02:19,344 You ain't tired. 47 00:02:20,375 --> 00:02:22,118 You're just upset with Dennis. 48 00:02:22,289 --> 00:02:24,419 You and your mom are just the same... 49 00:02:24,505 --> 00:02:26,304 always worried about some boy. 50 00:02:26,721 --> 00:02:28,931 But, baby girl, I'm gonna straight-talk you now. 51 00:02:29,237 --> 00:02:31,049 I know you're only 16, 52 00:02:31,323 --> 00:02:33,377 but playtime is over. 53 00:02:34,370 --> 00:02:36,462 And it's time for you to grow up. 54 00:02:36,487 --> 00:02:38,026 This child is here now, 55 00:02:38,315 --> 00:02:40,862 and she deserves a mother who will put her first. 56 00:02:42,875 --> 00:02:43,987 So... 57 00:02:44,750 --> 00:02:45,917 Mm. 58 00:02:48,135 --> 00:02:51,410 Watch her head. Watch her head. 59 00:03:39,979 --> 00:03:42,557 Deja, what you doing up? 60 00:03:42,865 --> 00:03:45,523 It's almost midnight. Where's your mama? 61 00:03:50,002 --> 00:03:51,009 Scoot. 62 00:03:51,034 --> 00:03:52,346 Come on. Scoot. 63 00:03:57,292 --> 00:03:59,026 Baby girl, 64 00:03:59,308 --> 00:04:01,191 did you give away my brooch? 65 00:04:01,276 --> 00:04:03,985 - Mr. Bear's just borrowing it. - Well, he'd better take 66 00:04:04,010 --> 00:04:07,845 real good care of it, because I know where he lives. 67 00:04:09,293 --> 00:04:11,143 Mwah! 68 00:04:11,557 --> 00:04:13,135 Mmm! 69 00:04:15,690 --> 00:04:16,846 Okay, 70 00:04:17,120 --> 00:04:18,354 what we gonna read tonight? 71 00:04:18,644 --> 00:04:19,743 Goodnight Moon. 72 00:04:20,268 --> 00:04:22,412 Goodnight Moon! Good choice! 73 00:04:22,437 --> 00:04:23,869 That's my favorite. 74 00:04:24,112 --> 00:04:25,690 Let me see. Uh... 75 00:04:25,893 --> 00:04:27,612 Ah, here it is. 76 00:04:28,432 --> 00:04:29,653 Okay. 77 00:04:32,921 --> 00:04:34,010 Now... 78 00:04:34,112 --> 00:04:37,338 "In the great green room 79 00:04:37,940 --> 00:04:39,362 There was a telephone 80 00:04:40,049 --> 00:04:41,745 And a red balloon 81 00:04:42,502 --> 00:04:44,501 And a picture of the cow..." 82 00:04:48,229 --> 00:04:49,948 "jumping over the moon." 83 00:04:50,846 --> 00:04:54,315 "And there were three little bears sitting on chairs 84 00:04:55,424 --> 00:04:57,252 And two little kittens 85 00:04:58,088 --> 00:04:59,440 And a pair of mittens." 86 00:04:59,823 --> 00:05:04,307 "And a comb and a brush and a bowl full of mush 87 00:05:04,713 --> 00:05:09,268 And a quiet old lady who was whispering 'hush.'" 88 00:05:09,597 --> 00:05:11,063 "Goodnight room 89 00:05:12,010 --> 00:05:13,221 Goodnight moon 90 00:05:14,401 --> 00:05:16,479 Goodnight cow jumping over the moon 91 00:05:16,940 --> 00:05:18,270 Goodnight light 92 00:05:18,339 --> 00:05:19,768 And the red balloon." 93 00:05:20,174 --> 00:05:23,299 "And goodnight noises... 94 00:05:25,300 --> 00:05:26,674 everywhere." 95 00:05:45,690 --> 00:05:47,846 Why was that child left alone in this house? 96 00:05:47,871 --> 00:05:50,042 Aw, Grandma, come on. 97 00:05:50,348 --> 00:05:52,120 I tucked her in, I put her to bed. 98 00:05:52,145 --> 00:05:53,643 I was just at Brandon's. 99 00:05:55,404 --> 00:05:56,854 His place is two blocks from here. 100 00:05:57,042 --> 00:05:58,963 I could practically see her from there. 101 00:05:59,565 --> 00:06:01,721 I was with Deja all day. I just thought... 102 00:06:01,746 --> 00:06:04,984 You thought that you could just feed her some cold-ass pizza 103 00:06:05,009 --> 00:06:07,112 and put on a hoochie dress and go out and have some fun? 104 00:06:07,137 --> 00:06:09,212 You don't have to talk to me like that. I'm not a child. 105 00:06:09,237 --> 00:06:10,496 Oh, so you think you grown? 106 00:06:10,582 --> 00:06:12,298 - I'm 19. - Oh, so you 107 00:06:12,383 --> 00:06:14,350 grown enough to clean up around here without me 108 00:06:14,419 --> 00:06:16,673 - having to stare you down? - I do clean up. 109 00:06:16,698 --> 00:06:18,330 - When? - Why you always saying I don't clean up? 110 00:06:18,355 --> 00:06:19,822 Well, you grown enough to pay one of these bills? 111 00:06:19,891 --> 00:06:21,023 Because you use everything 112 00:06:21,092 --> 00:06:22,792 and you pay for nothing. 113 00:06:23,261 --> 00:06:25,477 - You think I like living off of you? - I don't know, 114 00:06:25,502 --> 00:06:27,737 Shauna, because you're sure in hell not trying to change that. 115 00:06:27,762 --> 00:06:29,361 If I could, I would. 116 00:06:29,600 --> 00:06:31,467 I would be in college right now with my friends. 117 00:06:31,535 --> 00:06:33,065 I wouldn't be here raising no baby. 118 00:06:33,090 --> 00:06:34,752 Well, I didn't think you'd be here either. 119 00:06:55,213 --> 00:06:56,361 I'm sorry. 120 00:07:04,057 --> 00:07:05,221 I know. 121 00:07:05,393 --> 00:07:08,354 Do I use whole or canned tomatoes? 122 00:07:08,690 --> 00:07:09,784 - Both. - Both. 123 00:07:10,002 --> 00:07:12,010 I can't carry this for you. 124 00:07:12,852 --> 00:07:13,971 Not forever. 125 00:07:27,932 --> 00:07:29,159 I'm okay, baby. 126 00:07:38,545 --> 00:07:39,854 Grandma. 127 00:07:42,096 --> 00:07:43,423 Grandma. 128 00:07:44,221 --> 00:07:46,252 Please. Help! Somebody help! 129 00:07:46,542 --> 00:07:50,830 Grandma. Come on, breathe for me. Breathe. 130 00:08:07,112 --> 00:08:08,448 You can't sleep either? 131 00:08:26,828 --> 00:08:28,401 What are we gonna do now? 132 00:08:42,010 --> 00:08:44,299 "In the great green room 133 00:08:44,573 --> 00:08:46,340 There was a telephone 134 00:08:46,408 --> 00:08:48,075 And a red balloon 135 00:08:48,143 --> 00:08:52,513 And a picture of the cow jumping over the moon." 136 00:08:52,979 --> 00:08:54,432 Mooo 137 00:08:56,190 --> 00:09:01,534 "And there were three little bears sitting on chairs..." 138 00:09:17,234 --> 00:09:18,587 - Get ready! - Ready. 139 00:09:18,612 --> 00:09:20,384 - Set! Go! - Set. 140 00:09:21,519 --> 00:09:22,868 - Go. - Oh, my God. 141 00:09:22,930 --> 00:09:25,024 - Oh, you're gonna beat... - Get it, get it, get it! 142 00:09:25,049 --> 00:09:26,699 - Okay, whip 'em, whip 'em, whip 'em! - Okay, okay. 143 00:09:26,724 --> 00:09:28,891 - Oh, my God! - Come on! Get him! 144 00:09:28,916 --> 00:09:31,216 How fast you're going! 145 00:09:31,241 --> 00:09:33,291 - Hey! - Aw. 146 00:09:41,376 --> 00:09:42,805 Okay. You see what I'm doing? 147 00:09:46,697 --> 00:09:48,212 Careful, Kev! Careful. 148 00:09:55,446 --> 00:09:57,009 Have you seen my vest? 149 00:09:57,017 --> 00:09:58,917 In the bathroom. 150 00:09:59,829 --> 00:10:01,453 They shut the water off. 151 00:10:04,266 --> 00:10:05,724 I get paid Friday. 152 00:10:06,641 --> 00:10:09,117 We can shower at Mrs. Johnson's till the water's back on. 153 00:10:09,142 --> 00:10:10,587 It's 8:15, Ma. You got to go. 154 00:10:10,612 --> 00:10:11,962 I know, I know. 155 00:10:12,345 --> 00:10:13,430 Happy birthday. 156 00:10:13,704 --> 00:10:15,213 Thank you, baby. 157 00:10:15,790 --> 00:10:17,437 Get your stuff. I'm taking you to school. 158 00:10:17,462 --> 00:10:19,773 No, you can't. Sam's gonna be mad if you're late again. 159 00:10:19,798 --> 00:10:21,986 Well, let him be mad. It's my birthday, 160 00:10:22,055 --> 00:10:24,288 and I want to take my baby girl to school. 161 00:10:24,891 --> 00:10:25,946 Okay. 162 00:10:26,345 --> 00:10:28,459 The electricity bill was-was right here. 163 00:10:28,495 --> 00:10:30,157 I put it in the mail yesterday. 164 00:10:30,571 --> 00:10:32,126 What would I do without you? 165 00:10:34,891 --> 00:10:37,148 I beat every girl in my class in the sprints. 166 00:10:37,173 --> 00:10:38,470 - Oh, yeah? - Yes. 167 00:10:39,040 --> 00:10:40,922 Mr. Troxell had me race against the boys. 168 00:10:41,243 --> 00:10:42,373 - Really? - Yeah. 169 00:10:42,442 --> 00:10:44,058 Well, you might beat me, then. 170 00:10:44,337 --> 00:10:45,710 Mom. 171 00:10:47,016 --> 00:10:49,673 Stop. I'm not gonna race you in the streets. 172 00:10:49,859 --> 00:10:50,891 Fine. 173 00:10:51,884 --> 00:10:53,196 What time are you off work? 174 00:10:53,485 --> 00:10:55,805 I'm picking up some extra hours, so 7:00. 175 00:10:56,157 --> 00:10:58,070 7:00 like 7:00, or 7:00 like 10:00? 176 00:10:58,095 --> 00:10:59,765 Okay, don't be a smart-ass. 177 00:10:59,790 --> 00:11:01,587 7:00 like 7:00. Why? 178 00:11:02,259 --> 00:11:03,820 I'm making you dinner for your birthday, 179 00:11:03,845 --> 00:11:05,930 and don't ask me what, 'cause it's a surprise. 180 00:11:06,212 --> 00:11:08,626 Okay. Just make sure you don't burn it. 181 00:11:09,208 --> 00:11:11,041 - Like last time. - Get off me. Get off... 182 00:11:22,790 --> 00:11:25,126 Manny say whaaaaat! 183 00:12:12,146 --> 00:12:13,234 Ouch. 184 00:12:18,083 --> 00:12:19,922 Hey, it's Shauna. 185 00:12:19,947 --> 00:12:21,555 - Leave a message. - Mom. 186 00:12:21,689 --> 00:12:23,088 Mom, where are you? 187 00:12:23,113 --> 00:12:24,649 I hurt myself. 188 00:12:35,067 --> 00:12:36,188 Excuse me. 189 00:12:36,303 --> 00:12:38,867 Excuse me, please. Can you... I cut my hand. 190 00:12:38,950 --> 00:12:40,000 Okay, okay. 191 00:12:42,430 --> 00:12:44,086 Let's get you all wrapped up. 192 00:12:44,348 --> 00:12:46,180 - How's that feel? - Good. 193 00:12:46,632 --> 00:12:48,799 Now, it is gonna itch for a few weeks, 194 00:12:48,824 --> 00:12:50,774 but just try not to scratch it, 195 00:12:50,799 --> 00:12:52,563 because we want it to heal, okay? 196 00:13:02,336 --> 00:13:03,711 All right. 197 00:13:04,453 --> 00:13:05,527 Excuse me. 198 00:13:05,742 --> 00:13:06,994 Deja, hi. 199 00:13:07,029 --> 00:13:08,078 My name is Linda. 200 00:13:08,103 --> 00:13:09,766 I'm from Child Services. 201 00:13:10,256 --> 00:13:12,094 Just want to make sure you're okay. 202 00:13:15,911 --> 00:13:19,295 Deja, you told the nurse your mom was at work. 203 00:13:19,320 --> 00:13:21,406 And we called her job and she's not there. 204 00:13:21,431 --> 00:13:23,313 Do you have any idea where she could be? 205 00:13:25,734 --> 00:13:26,795 Excuse me. 206 00:13:26,820 --> 00:13:28,641 Hello. Um, I got a message that my daughter is here. 207 00:13:28,666 --> 00:13:30,633 - Ma. - Deja. 208 00:13:31,227 --> 00:13:32,653 Wh-Where were you? 209 00:13:32,844 --> 00:13:35,444 Uh, we went out for my birthday, and my phone died. 210 00:13:35,469 --> 00:13:37,157 I'm so sorry, baby girl. 211 00:13:37,182 --> 00:13:39,510 - Shauna, can I have a word? - Who are you? 212 00:13:39,719 --> 00:13:41,827 I'm Linda. We need to talk. 213 00:13:41,852 --> 00:13:43,364 - In private, please. - No, no, no, no, no. Just give me... 214 00:13:43,432 --> 00:13:44,953 - Just step right out... - Can I just have one second? 215 00:13:44,978 --> 00:13:46,433 - I just got here. - Just go through the door. 216 00:13:46,502 --> 00:13:47,875 - Did you hear that my phone died? - Mm-hmm. 217 00:13:47,900 --> 00:13:49,036 Then what do you want? 218 00:13:49,121 --> 00:13:50,304 I can sort of smell the alcohol. 219 00:13:50,373 --> 00:13:51,633 No, no, no. I only had one drink. 220 00:13:51,658 --> 00:13:53,240 - I'm Child Protective Services. - No, no, no. You don't... 221 00:13:53,309 --> 00:13:54,608 no, no, no. No, that's not necessary. 222 00:13:54,677 --> 00:13:56,276 - That's not necessary... - I just... 223 00:14:01,550 --> 00:14:04,336 Can't tell you how many times I've slept on this thing. 224 00:14:04,724 --> 00:14:06,813 It's not much of a bed, but it's comfortable. 225 00:14:08,320 --> 00:14:09,789 I-I'll do it, I'll do it. 226 00:14:21,570 --> 00:14:22,781 I've called around. 227 00:14:23,930 --> 00:14:25,766 I'm gonna need pretty immediate placement. 228 00:14:27,750 --> 00:14:28,906 For one night. 229 00:14:29,146 --> 00:14:30,579 Maybe longer, I'm not sure yet. 230 00:14:45,128 --> 00:14:46,628 Come on. Try it. 231 00:14:46,713 --> 00:14:48,704 I can't. I'm not as good as you. 232 00:14:48,729 --> 00:14:49,954 Nobody's as good as me. 233 00:14:49,979 --> 00:14:51,681 Now get up. I can't have you 234 00:14:51,706 --> 00:14:53,243 at the school dance acting all boring. 235 00:14:57,274 --> 00:14:59,306 Doing good. 236 00:14:59,331 --> 00:15:00,853 What's with all the damn noise? 237 00:15:00,993 --> 00:15:02,079 You can't knock? 238 00:15:02,310 --> 00:15:04,539 Turn that crap off and get your asses to school. 239 00:15:04,564 --> 00:15:07,009 But the buses aren't even here yet, Foster Dad. 240 00:15:07,150 --> 00:15:10,282 Out. Now. Before I toss you out that window. 241 00:15:18,588 --> 00:15:19,668 Well? 242 00:15:21,029 --> 00:15:22,410 Did you see his face? 243 00:15:23,583 --> 00:15:24,980 Why do you talk to him like that? 244 00:15:25,005 --> 00:15:26,441 That only gets him madder. 245 00:15:27,090 --> 00:15:28,238 You should be thanking me. 246 00:15:28,263 --> 00:15:30,547 Long as I talk, he focuses on me and not you. 247 00:15:30,572 --> 00:15:32,902 - But you always get in trouble. - Exactly. 248 00:15:32,902 --> 00:15:34,557 When he gets drunk, he's gonna hit me, anyway. 249 00:15:34,582 --> 00:15:36,393 Might as well have some fun before he does. 250 00:15:38,479 --> 00:15:40,588 Stop worrying about lame-ass Mr. Miller. 251 00:15:40,622 --> 00:15:41,768 His life sucks. 252 00:15:41,992 --> 00:15:44,307 He's got no job and his wife's butt ugly. 253 00:15:45,645 --> 00:15:47,096 You know what you're wearing to the dance? 254 00:15:47,439 --> 00:15:50,417 I got this purple dress I like, but I don't have any makeup. 255 00:15:51,633 --> 00:15:52,870 We could just get our own. 256 00:15:53,732 --> 00:15:54,940 With what money? 257 00:15:59,557 --> 00:16:02,323 Raven, no. Mr. Baldwin's so old. We can't do... 258 00:16:02,348 --> 00:16:04,174 That's why it'll be easy. Deja, damn. 259 00:16:04,199 --> 00:16:06,354 - I like you, but you're soft. - I'm not soft. 260 00:16:06,620 --> 00:16:08,073 - Okay. - I'm not. 261 00:16:08,763 --> 00:16:09,963 You're soft, Deja. 262 00:16:10,345 --> 00:16:12,495 You're quiet and you're sweet and you're soft. 263 00:16:12,790 --> 00:16:13,924 Now, come on. 264 00:16:15,268 --> 00:16:17,331 - Hey, Mr. B. - Hey, Mr. Baldwin. 265 00:16:17,356 --> 00:16:18,388 Hey, girls. 266 00:16:27,566 --> 00:16:29,713 Deja, come on. Take this. 267 00:16:32,206 --> 00:16:33,456 Stop looking at him. 268 00:16:33,932 --> 00:16:34,885 Here. 269 00:16:35,255 --> 00:16:36,362 And this. 270 00:16:36,720 --> 00:16:37,823 And one of these. 271 00:16:42,081 --> 00:16:43,281 Let's go. 272 00:16:49,389 --> 00:16:50,581 Bye, girls. 273 00:17:00,571 --> 00:17:03,135 Um, is-is this really necessary? 274 00:17:03,174 --> 00:17:05,591 Yes, it's necessary; It's contouring. 275 00:17:05,622 --> 00:17:07,659 Raven, Deja, come on down here. 276 00:17:40,051 --> 00:17:42,096 He's never beat you that bad before. 277 00:17:51,500 --> 00:17:52,854 The Millers tell me you're going 278 00:17:52,879 --> 00:17:54,596 to a school dance next week. 279 00:17:55,382 --> 00:17:57,417 - That's wonderful. - When do I go home? 280 00:17:58,417 --> 00:17:59,409 Deja. 281 00:17:59,952 --> 00:18:02,917 Your mother's been in and out of treatment for the past year. 282 00:18:02,942 --> 00:18:05,456 She only started using that stuff 'cause she misses me. 283 00:18:05,532 --> 00:18:06,682 I understand. 284 00:18:07,877 --> 00:18:09,557 But I want to make sure 285 00:18:09,582 --> 00:18:11,112 the next time you go home it's for good, 286 00:18:11,137 --> 00:18:12,909 and that's not the case right now. 287 00:18:19,739 --> 00:18:21,276 Is everything okay here? 288 00:18:25,442 --> 00:18:27,385 You can tell me if something's wrong. 289 00:18:36,619 --> 00:18:37,667 Okay. 290 00:18:39,843 --> 00:18:42,588 I'll have a quick word with the Millers before I head out. 291 00:18:42,935 --> 00:18:44,174 Enjoy the dance. 292 00:18:44,259 --> 00:18:45,971 I'll see you in a couple weeks. 293 00:18:48,972 --> 00:18:50,229 He hits us. 294 00:19:22,440 --> 00:19:23,659 Raven. 295 00:19:24,308 --> 00:19:25,659 Raven, are you awake? 296 00:19:28,823 --> 00:19:30,245 Raven, are you mad at me? 297 00:19:31,534 --> 00:19:32,620 Leave me alone. 298 00:19:33,837 --> 00:19:35,620 I had to say something. 299 00:19:38,936 --> 00:19:41,167 Do you know how many beds I've slept in? 300 00:19:42,377 --> 00:19:43,432 I don't. 301 00:19:43,938 --> 00:19:46,526 'Cause by the year I turned nine, I lost count. 302 00:19:47,421 --> 00:19:48,721 At least he only hit. 303 00:19:49,655 --> 00:19:52,038 We could have stayed in those beds for years. 304 00:19:52,773 --> 00:19:54,471 Now we'll get separated. 305 00:19:57,428 --> 00:19:59,604 It's like a storm once it starts, Deja. 306 00:20:00,053 --> 00:20:01,831 Bed after bed after bed. 307 00:20:02,660 --> 00:20:03,698 Before, 308 00:20:03,788 --> 00:20:05,323 at least we had each other, 309 00:20:05,934 --> 00:20:07,510 at least we weren't alone. 310 00:20:18,183 --> 00:20:20,510 Your mom's doing much better; I'm optimistic. 311 00:20:34,418 --> 00:20:35,496 Deja. 312 00:20:41,411 --> 00:20:43,312 I was thinking about making dinner, 313 00:20:43,337 --> 00:20:45,004 maybe Grandma's jambalaya. 314 00:20:45,155 --> 00:20:46,168 Been a while. 315 00:20:46,374 --> 00:20:47,490 And I can help. 316 00:20:48,232 --> 00:20:49,910 What would I do without you? 317 00:20:54,050 --> 00:20:55,972 A friend from rehab might join us tonight 318 00:20:55,997 --> 00:20:57,175 if that's all right. 319 00:20:58,982 --> 00:21:00,152 Uh, yeah. 320 00:21:06,090 --> 00:21:08,129 I'm telling you, even the abuelitas 321 00:21:08,222 --> 00:21:10,011 - were dancing in the street. - Mm. 322 00:21:10,036 --> 00:21:12,597 It was crazy. But that's DR, you know. 323 00:21:13,347 --> 00:21:14,582 I don't know. Maybe... 324 00:21:15,261 --> 00:21:17,113 I can take you there some day. 325 00:21:18,308 --> 00:21:20,183 - Do you have a job? - Deja! 326 00:21:20,410 --> 00:21:22,030 That's okay. She can ask. 327 00:21:22,699 --> 00:21:24,707 - I work for myself. - Doing what? 328 00:21:25,449 --> 00:21:26,835 I run a few businesses. 329 00:21:26,904 --> 00:21:28,904 You know, merchandizing mostly. 330 00:21:30,980 --> 00:21:32,027 Look, 331 00:21:32,340 --> 00:21:34,043 I know this is a lot for you, Deja. 332 00:21:34,519 --> 00:21:36,611 You and your mom are just trying to figure your stuff out, 333 00:21:36,680 --> 00:21:39,949 and here I come, fresh out of rehab. 334 00:21:40,738 --> 00:21:42,675 Laugh like a Disney villain, right? 335 00:21:46,660 --> 00:21:48,572 You know, I think I was just a little older than you 336 00:21:48,597 --> 00:21:50,091 when my mom met my stepdad, 337 00:21:50,160 --> 00:21:52,988 and no matter what he did, I hated the guy. 338 00:21:53,582 --> 00:21:55,307 But I really hope that you'll give me 339 00:21:55,332 --> 00:21:57,136 a chance to prove myself to you, 340 00:21:58,683 --> 00:22:00,675 because I really like your mom. 341 00:22:02,824 --> 00:22:06,004 You know, like, I really, like, like her. 342 00:22:06,207 --> 00:22:08,894 Like, so much. Like, serious, you know? 343 00:22:15,199 --> 00:22:16,932 - Give me a break. - Give you a break? 344 00:22:16,984 --> 00:22:18,901 You took my money and did what with it? 345 00:22:18,970 --> 00:22:20,903 I told you it sounded like a good deal, right? 346 00:22:20,972 --> 00:22:22,705 That was a lot of money, Lonzo. 347 00:22:34,585 --> 00:22:35,868 - Then, what are you doing? - Please. 348 00:22:35,953 --> 00:22:37,553 I'm trying to get you and Dej out of here. 349 00:22:42,270 --> 00:22:45,004 Lonzo, please. What is this gun doing in the house? 350 00:22:45,029 --> 00:22:46,363 - What are you doing in my stuff? - Just tell me. 351 00:22:46,388 --> 00:22:47,402 I was trying to help you out. 352 00:22:47,427 --> 00:22:48,480 Didn't I tell you to stay out of my stuff? 353 00:22:48,505 --> 00:22:50,504 Okay, I'm sorry, but we have a child in this house. You know that. 354 00:22:50,529 --> 00:22:51,543 I know we got a child in this house. 355 00:22:51,568 --> 00:22:53,184 Okay, then just get rid of it, okay? Please. 356 00:22:53,209 --> 00:22:54,996 Shauna, why don't you just admit it, right? 357 00:22:55,022 --> 00:22:56,155 You're better off without me. 358 00:22:56,180 --> 00:22:57,590 No, that's not... 359 00:23:14,587 --> 00:23:16,165 Where are my car keys? 360 00:23:16,878 --> 00:23:18,360 I can't be late for work. 361 00:23:19,185 --> 00:23:20,399 Pass them chips, dude. 362 00:23:23,252 --> 00:23:26,430 Did you at least fill up the tank? Lonzo? 363 00:23:26,455 --> 00:23:28,516 Hey, Ma, I'm gonna be home late. 364 00:23:28,907 --> 00:23:30,094 Why? What's going on? 365 00:23:30,139 --> 00:23:33,243 Nothing. I just... I got this thing after school. 366 00:23:33,321 --> 00:23:34,329 Oh, okay. 367 00:23:34,354 --> 00:23:36,040 - Mm-hmm. - Well, have a good day. 368 00:23:36,240 --> 00:23:37,860 - I love you. - Love you, too. 369 00:23:59,271 --> 00:24:01,001 Hey, you got that math test today, right? 370 00:24:01,474 --> 00:24:02,626 Yup. 371 00:24:05,886 --> 00:24:07,055 Let me help. 372 00:24:30,962 --> 00:24:32,227 All right, girls? 373 00:24:33,102 --> 00:24:34,204 Girls? 374 00:24:34,596 --> 00:24:35,995 Girls, come on! 375 00:24:36,430 --> 00:24:38,329 Let's get started. 376 00:24:39,040 --> 00:24:41,696 Hey, uh-uh. Kesha, zip it. 377 00:24:42,852 --> 00:24:45,816 Listen, we have the fall dance slam in a week. 378 00:24:45,868 --> 00:24:49,305 I need y'all to just show out on these solos. 379 00:24:49,566 --> 00:24:51,079 Come on. Deja, you're up. 380 00:24:58,578 --> 00:25:00,118 Can I help you, Officers? 381 00:25:22,852 --> 00:25:24,343 Why'd I get taken out of school? 382 00:25:24,368 --> 00:25:26,391 I'm missing drill team. What's going on? 383 00:25:27,868 --> 00:25:29,202 Your mom's been arrested. 384 00:25:29,227 --> 00:25:30,594 She's in custody. 385 00:25:31,149 --> 00:25:33,515 All I know so far is she was pulled over, 386 00:25:33,540 --> 00:25:35,555 and the police found a gun in her car. 387 00:25:39,891 --> 00:25:41,126 Well, it's not hers. 388 00:25:41,438 --> 00:25:44,149 Well, they are gonna try to get to the bottom of this as quickly 389 00:25:44,174 --> 00:25:45,477 as they can, and in the meantime... 390 00:25:45,502 --> 00:25:46,805 Where am I going? 391 00:25:50,835 --> 00:25:52,094 Hi there. Come in. 392 00:25:54,868 --> 00:25:57,001 - Hi, guys. This is Deja. - Hi. 393 00:25:57,657 --> 00:25:58,688 Hi, Deja. 394 00:25:59,274 --> 00:26:00,758 It's really nice to meet you. 395 00:26:01,727 --> 00:26:02,743 I'm Randall. 396 00:26:03,548 --> 00:26:04,508 I'm Beth. 397 00:26:05,055 --> 00:26:06,649 So happy to have you here. 398 00:26:07,368 --> 00:26:09,418 This is Tess and Annie. 399 00:26:13,946 --> 00:26:16,508 You can sleep in the reading chair if you're scared. 400 00:26:28,610 --> 00:26:31,704 You're a good person, I think, Deja... 401 00:26:33,462 --> 00:26:35,111 but you need to listen to me. 402 00:26:36,055 --> 00:26:37,513 The next time you find a bed 403 00:26:37,582 --> 00:26:39,548 that feels even a little safe, 404 00:26:40,812 --> 00:26:42,055 don't blow it. 405 00:27:22,102 --> 00:27:24,657 "I had fun, too, Foster Dad." 406 00:27:26,829 --> 00:27:28,891 I want to talk to my daughter! 407 00:27:28,954 --> 00:27:30,055 - I just... - Mom? 408 00:27:30,305 --> 00:27:31,454 Dayje. 409 00:27:32,363 --> 00:27:33,508 Hey, Tater Tot. 410 00:27:42,696 --> 00:27:46,055 You remember what I told you about working hard. All right? 411 00:27:46,977 --> 00:27:48,368 Big house, fancy car? 412 00:27:48,493 --> 00:27:50,407 Big house. 413 00:27:50,946 --> 00:27:52,329 Fancy car. 414 00:28:06,727 --> 00:28:07,923 Bye, Randall. 415 00:28:09,633 --> 00:28:10,883 Bye, Dej. 416 00:28:27,204 --> 00:28:30,040 - Is Lonzo...? - He's gone. It's just us. 417 00:28:32,934 --> 00:28:34,883 I'm gonna get it right this time, Deja. 418 00:28:50,532 --> 00:28:51,774 Look what I made. 419 00:28:51,799 --> 00:28:53,985 - What's that? - I made it at school. 420 00:28:54,063 --> 00:28:55,412 It's kind of like a home bank. 421 00:28:55,489 --> 00:28:56,889 We can use it to save money. 422 00:28:59,114 --> 00:29:00,399 Go on, say it. 423 00:29:00,953 --> 00:29:02,555 "What would you do without me?" 424 00:29:04,477 --> 00:29:05,641 Okay. 425 00:29:43,536 --> 00:29:45,243 My mom doesn't know I'm here. 426 00:29:46,761 --> 00:29:49,790 We're past due on our gas. 427 00:29:51,173 --> 00:29:53,282 We haven't had heat in a couple of weeks. 428 00:29:55,180 --> 00:29:56,930 I didn't know where else to go. 429 00:30:12,743 --> 00:30:14,055 I paid you on the first. 430 00:30:14,080 --> 00:30:15,346 With a bounced check. 431 00:30:15,387 --> 00:30:16,985 That is your third bounced check. 432 00:30:17,010 --> 00:30:18,079 Hey, lower your voice. 433 00:30:18,104 --> 00:30:20,157 I should have kicked you out of here months ago. 434 00:30:20,182 --> 00:30:22,321 - I told you I'm good for it. - You're good for nothing. 435 00:30:22,351 --> 00:30:25,032 You pay your rent by the end of the day, or you're gone. 436 00:30:28,466 --> 00:30:29,813 We're getting evicted? 437 00:30:30,727 --> 00:30:32,094 Nobody's getting evicted. 438 00:30:32,119 --> 00:30:33,813 - But Terry just said... - Don't worry about it. 439 00:30:34,015 --> 00:30:35,376 I said I'll figure it out. 440 00:30:47,204 --> 00:30:49,001 The box is empty, Mom. What happened? 441 00:30:50,696 --> 00:30:52,157 We have bills, Deja. 442 00:30:52,270 --> 00:30:54,904 Damn. I'm picking up extra shifts, but we have bills. 443 00:30:55,448 --> 00:30:57,180 And I had to help with Lonzo's bail. 444 00:30:57,258 --> 00:30:58,719 - What?! - Look, he's locked up, 445 00:30:58,744 --> 00:31:00,368 and it's my fault. I can't just turn my back. 446 00:31:00,393 --> 00:31:01,977 - What is wrong with you?! - Excuse me?! 447 00:31:02,002 --> 00:31:03,805 It's always gonna be something, isn't it? 448 00:31:03,830 --> 00:31:05,337 Okay, you need to watch your tone. 449 00:31:11,524 --> 00:31:12,673 Look, I'll figure this out. 450 00:31:13,104 --> 00:31:14,555 You don't have to worry. 451 00:31:18,251 --> 00:31:19,360 Deja? 452 00:31:19,447 --> 00:31:21,633 Come back here! Deja! 453 00:31:21,849 --> 00:31:22,962 Deja... 454 00:31:40,376 --> 00:31:41,790 You've reached Randall Pearson 455 00:31:41,815 --> 00:31:44,116 of R & B Properties. Please leave a message, 456 00:31:44,141 --> 00:31:46,041 and I'll get back to you as soon as I can. 457 00:32:06,274 --> 00:32:07,743 Uh, what can I get for this? 458 00:32:08,790 --> 00:32:10,438 Look, we're not Goodwill. 459 00:32:10,516 --> 00:32:12,349 We don't take this kind of stuff here. 460 00:32:12,598 --> 00:32:13,727 Sorry. 461 00:32:53,094 --> 00:32:54,123 Hello? 462 00:32:54,196 --> 00:32:55,780 Deja. It's Randall. 463 00:32:55,805 --> 00:32:56,915 I saw you called. 464 00:32:58,298 --> 00:33:00,258 Uh, yeah. Um... 465 00:33:01,141 --> 00:33:03,491 that Bill Nye guy was just on TV. 466 00:33:03,516 --> 00:33:04,575 I just thought of you. 467 00:33:05,352 --> 00:33:07,008 Oh. Okay. 468 00:33:08,383 --> 00:33:10,462 Well, uh, we're in Las Vegas, 469 00:33:11,087 --> 00:33:13,447 but I'm keeping my phone on me, okay? 470 00:33:13,472 --> 00:33:14,665 If you need anything. 471 00:33:15,180 --> 00:33:16,407 Okay. 472 00:33:17,628 --> 00:33:19,633 So your heat's back on? It's all good? 473 00:33:21,688 --> 00:33:23,580 Yeah. Um, I'm sorry. 474 00:33:23,605 --> 00:33:25,712 It's hard to call when my mom's around. 475 00:35:03,576 --> 00:35:06,323 Hey, uhm, let me get you something to drink. 476 00:35:08,090 --> 00:35:09,491 - You're back! - Deja! 477 00:35:11,433 --> 00:35:12,668 Girls, 478 00:35:12,840 --> 00:35:14,523 you remember Deja's mom, Shauna? 479 00:35:14,581 --> 00:35:15,652 - Hi. - Hi. 480 00:35:15,677 --> 00:35:17,191 - Hey. - There you go. 481 00:35:17,324 --> 00:35:19,534 Why don't you guys take these into the other room, huh? 482 00:35:24,433 --> 00:35:25,972 This is just temporary. 483 00:35:26,198 --> 00:35:28,437 Yeah. I mean, we'll sort it all out. 484 00:35:28,473 --> 00:35:30,412 You stay here tonight, get a good meal. 485 00:35:30,437 --> 00:35:32,198 But we don't have to decide anything now. 486 00:35:32,343 --> 00:35:34,253 I'm sure you want to wash up, settle in. 487 00:35:34,323 --> 00:35:36,362 Yeah, bathroom's upstairs. You'll find it. 488 00:35:36,447 --> 00:35:38,347 There's, uh, fresh towels on the rack. 489 00:35:39,641 --> 00:35:40,761 Thank you. 490 00:36:04,222 --> 00:36:05,841 - I don't like it. But I like red. - Oh! 491 00:36:07,092 --> 00:36:09,830 I don't know... I don't know if she meant it 492 00:36:09,855 --> 00:36:12,941 - in a nice kind of way... - Oh, oh, oh. Oh, I see. 493 00:36:14,534 --> 00:36:15,642 I would like 494 00:36:15,667 --> 00:36:17,487 to introduce to all of you, 495 00:36:18,175 --> 00:36:20,730 my instructor, the man who taught me 496 00:36:20,987 --> 00:36:22,237 how to fight. 497 00:36:22,402 --> 00:36:24,060 Please welcome... 498 00:36:24,128 --> 00:36:25,487 if you will... 499 00:36:25,785 --> 00:36:27,691 Sergeant John Hurney. 500 00:36:39,371 --> 00:36:41,405 Sorry it's the couch for tonight. 501 00:36:41,474 --> 00:36:43,347 The basement's a bit of a mess right now. 502 00:36:43,372 --> 00:36:45,612 - Oh, this is fine for us. Thank you. - Okay. 503 00:36:46,628 --> 00:36:49,058 Um, can I sleep in my old room? 504 00:36:50,370 --> 00:36:51,659 If that's okay. 505 00:36:52,175 --> 00:36:53,300 Of course. 506 00:36:54,027 --> 00:36:55,183 Okay. 507 00:36:56,167 --> 00:36:57,346 Good night, Deja. 508 00:36:59,001 --> 00:37:00,230 Good night. 509 00:37:12,902 --> 00:37:14,058 You ran track? 510 00:37:15,675 --> 00:37:17,322 Yeah. In high school. 511 00:37:17,347 --> 00:37:19,676 I was anchor in the four-by-four. You? 512 00:37:19,886 --> 00:37:22,433 No. I just did cheerleading. 513 00:37:22,847 --> 00:37:23,916 I hated it. 514 00:37:23,941 --> 00:37:25,949 I only did it to impress this guy 515 00:37:26,018 --> 00:37:27,980 on the basketball team, Richard Gavin. 516 00:37:28,659 --> 00:37:30,374 He looked like D'Angelo. 517 00:37:30,399 --> 00:37:31,415 Say no more. 518 00:37:31,440 --> 00:37:32,909 Mm-hmm. 519 00:37:34,230 --> 00:37:36,566 I never seen her acting like that, 520 00:37:36,886 --> 00:37:39,261 - like she was tonight. - Like what? 521 00:37:40,259 --> 00:37:41,487 Like a kid. 522 00:37:44,456 --> 00:37:46,683 I was a teenager when I had Deja. 523 00:37:48,375 --> 00:37:50,159 I don't mean that as an excuse. 524 00:37:51,078 --> 00:37:53,167 Well, maybe I do. I don't, I don't know. 525 00:37:54,800 --> 00:37:56,495 She's special though, isn't she? 526 00:37:58,542 --> 00:37:59,968 I know all mothers think that, 527 00:37:59,993 --> 00:38:02,744 but I-I think she's really special-special, you know? 528 00:38:03,188 --> 00:38:04,441 She is. 529 00:38:11,097 --> 00:38:12,425 I failed Deja. 530 00:38:12,777 --> 00:38:14,259 No. You didn't. 531 00:38:14,284 --> 00:38:18,720 No, I failed her, and I can't keep failing her. 532 00:38:21,401 --> 00:38:22,917 You know what I always say to her? 533 00:38:22,942 --> 00:38:25,527 I say, "What would I do without you?" 534 00:38:28,071 --> 00:38:30,089 I've been saying that to her since she was five. 535 00:38:34,172 --> 00:38:35,636 Who puts that on a kid? 536 00:38:37,301 --> 00:38:38,456 Who does that? 537 00:38:47,659 --> 00:38:48,737 May I? 538 00:38:50,886 --> 00:38:52,331 You kept them alive. 539 00:38:53,097 --> 00:38:54,404 It's no biggie. 540 00:38:54,490 --> 00:38:58,158 Just made sure they got enough light, enough Beyoncé, 541 00:38:58,193 --> 00:38:59,370 enough water. 542 00:38:59,737 --> 00:39:01,527 This one's looking a little droopy. 543 00:39:01,552 --> 00:39:03,697 Oh, you didn't know? That's a new species. 544 00:39:03,765 --> 00:39:07,120 It's a Hibiscus droopus. 545 00:39:07,917 --> 00:39:09,069 It's very rare. 546 00:39:09,137 --> 00:39:11,511 Oh, my God, you're still so corny. 547 00:39:11,536 --> 00:39:13,740 Like I'm on the cob, baby. 548 00:39:13,809 --> 00:39:15,558 Oh, God. 549 00:39:20,777 --> 00:39:23,433 - You okay? - Yeah. 550 00:39:27,421 --> 00:39:29,706 I know it's kind of a weird night. 551 00:39:41,927 --> 00:39:43,144 What you thinking? 552 00:39:45,956 --> 00:39:50,041 Thinking about how many beds I've slept in already, 553 00:39:50,066 --> 00:39:51,411 in my whole life. 554 00:39:52,839 --> 00:39:55,933 S-Scary thing to think about, 'cause the number's pretty high. 555 00:39:59,894 --> 00:40:01,446 You remember, a while ago, 556 00:40:01,737 --> 00:40:03,557 you told me I reminded you of you? 557 00:40:04,487 --> 00:40:05,620 I do. 558 00:40:07,292 --> 00:40:10,620 That was kind of weird to me, honestly, 559 00:40:11,855 --> 00:40:14,112 'cause you seemed so different from me. 560 00:40:14,511 --> 00:40:16,128 Psst. 561 00:40:16,386 --> 00:40:19,425 It just didn't seem very déjà-vu'y to me. 562 00:40:24,128 --> 00:40:25,753 But then I started thinking, 563 00:40:27,127 --> 00:40:31,146 isn't it weird how everyone goes to sleep at night? 564 00:40:32,534 --> 00:40:33,541 Like, 565 00:40:33,566 --> 00:40:36,041 everyone in the whole planet. 566 00:40:36,605 --> 00:40:37,993 All these people. 567 00:40:38,511 --> 00:40:40,214 People I'll never know. 568 00:40:42,081 --> 00:40:43,292 Some are poor. 569 00:40:44,527 --> 00:40:46,001 Some are rich. 570 00:40:46,086 --> 00:40:47,619 Some sleep in beds. 571 00:40:48,105 --> 00:40:49,753 Some sleep on the floor. 572 00:40:50,987 --> 00:40:52,394 But, at the end of the day, 573 00:40:53,019 --> 00:40:54,878 everyone sleeps. 574 00:40:57,550 --> 00:41:00,464 And I guess, if you think about it hard, 575 00:41:01,355 --> 00:41:05,425 you know, got other stuff everyone's got, too. 576 00:41:06,909 --> 00:41:08,402 Things that hurt them. 577 00:41:11,061 --> 00:41:14,159 Things that make them feel better. 578 00:41:17,152 --> 00:41:20,409 Anyway, I don't know if that's déjà vu, but, um, 579 00:41:21,568 --> 00:41:23,581 that's just what I was thinking about. 580 00:41:31,853 --> 00:41:33,605 I'm really tired. 581 00:41:44,519 --> 00:41:45,730 I know, sweetheart. 582 00:42:06,706 --> 00:42:08,066 I got to go. 583 00:42:10,019 --> 00:42:11,527 And I can't take her with me. 584 00:42:23,894 --> 00:42:27,083 synced and corrected by susinz *www.addic7ed.com*