1 00:00:02,733 --> 00:00:04,538 I made you blueberry pancakes. 2 00:00:04,562 --> 00:00:07,023 Would you prefer cauliflower? 3 00:00:07,047 --> 00:00:09,716 Nope. Shaun, that's our baby. 4 00:00:09,740 --> 00:00:11,234 I'm 36 weeks. 5 00:00:11,258 --> 00:00:13,720 The baby is the size of a head of cauliflower. 6 00:00:13,744 --> 00:00:17,709 Our baby will not be this bumpy. 7 00:00:19,750 --> 00:00:24,306 I am very... happy. 8 00:00:24,540 --> 00:00:26,076 Me, too. 9 00:00:26,101 --> 00:00:27,457 We're having a baby, 10 00:00:27,481 --> 00:00:28,907 I have an amazing job, 11 00:00:28,931 --> 00:00:30,391 you're an attending. 12 00:00:30,415 --> 00:00:31,979 We have a new family car. 13 00:00:32,003 --> 00:00:33,981 Dr. Glassman has moved down the hall. 14 00:00:34,005 --> 00:00:37,026 Jared is coming back to work at the hospital. 15 00:00:37,050 --> 00:00:39,469 It is great that he's back. 16 00:00:39,493 --> 00:00:43,922 But, you know, the dynamic might be a little different. 17 00:00:43,946 --> 00:00:46,269 Research has shown that when working with friends, 18 00:00:46,293 --> 00:00:49,583 you get more done in less time and have fun on the job. 19 00:00:49,607 --> 00:00:52,068 But Jared will be working for you, not with you. 20 00:00:52,092 --> 00:00:54,917 It can be different when you have to manage a friend. 21 00:00:54,958 --> 00:00:58,041 Lines can get blurred, and that can be hard. 22 00:00:58,065 --> 00:00:59,421 Hmm... 23 00:00:59,445 --> 00:01:00,906 The lines are not blurred. 24 00:01:00,930 --> 00:01:02,459 They are very clear. 25 00:01:07,591 --> 00:01:09,086 Hey, there, Loverboy. 26 00:01:09,110 --> 00:01:10,950 Give me the details. 27 00:01:10,974 --> 00:01:12,883 Are you and Jerome exchanging keys, 28 00:01:12,907 --> 00:01:14,540 or are you getting a whole-new place together? 29 00:01:14,564 --> 00:01:16,128 Yeah, no. He did not ask me to move in. 30 00:01:16,152 --> 00:01:17,543 Then what did he want to talk to you about? 31 00:01:17,567 --> 00:01:19,569 I... I don't want to talk about it. 32 00:01:20,777 --> 00:01:22,065 Okay, now I want to know even more, 33 00:01:22,089 --> 00:01:24,126 and my interrogation will continue until... 34 00:01:26,438 --> 00:01:28,347 You going to the club or work? 35 00:01:31,201 --> 00:01:33,593 Yeah, these early calls are gonna take some getting used to. 36 00:01:33,617 --> 00:01:34,901 - Hmm. - A little Kendrick's 37 00:01:34,925 --> 00:01:35,872 the perfect pick-me-up. 38 00:01:35,896 --> 00:01:37,425 Never mad at Kendrick. 39 00:01:37,449 --> 00:01:38,598 Yes. 40 00:01:38,622 --> 00:01:40,209 Nice shirt. Tom Ford? 41 00:01:40,935 --> 00:01:42,809 Yeah, my good luck charm. 42 00:01:42,833 --> 00:01:44,604 Figured it couldn't hurt on my first day back. 43 00:01:44,628 --> 00:01:48,229 For $700, it should give you more than luck. 44 00:01:49,599 --> 00:01:50,969 On occasion, it has. 45 00:01:51,767 --> 00:01:53,268 See you guys in there. 46 00:01:56,640 --> 00:02:00,793 The car is a bit much, but the fashion is lit. 47 00:02:00,817 --> 00:02:03,382 Now, Mr. Grumpy, what's going on with you? 48 00:02:03,406 --> 00:02:04,441 Goodbye. 49 00:02:06,556 --> 00:02:08,938 Dr. Kalu is not your peer, not your friend. 50 00:02:08,963 --> 00:02:10,931 He is your employee and you are his boss. 51 00:02:10,956 --> 00:02:13,130 I am confident that Jared will do a good job. 52 00:02:13,174 --> 00:02:14,634 That's exactly what I'm talking about. 53 00:02:14,658 --> 00:02:16,153 He is not "Jared." He is "Dr. Kalu." 54 00:02:16,177 --> 00:02:18,638 I do not always call people by their professional titles. 55 00:02:18,662 --> 00:02:21,365 - Sometimes I call Dr. Allen... - Dr. Murphy. 56 00:02:21,389 --> 00:02:23,678 An informal communication style with Dr. Kalu 57 00:02:23,702 --> 00:02:26,267 can create a perception of special treatment and favoritism. 58 00:02:26,291 --> 00:02:29,339 I do not plan to give Jared special treatment. 59 00:02:29,363 --> 00:02:32,302 That doesn't mean Dr. Kalu isn't expecting it. 60 00:02:33,332 --> 00:02:36,515 And if I see it, it won't be good for either of you. 61 00:02:40,960 --> 00:02:44,664 She has bruising and pain even with passive range of motion. 62 00:02:44,688 --> 00:02:46,459 Some bullies at school chased her. 63 00:02:46,483 --> 00:02:47,874 She fell down the stairs trying to get away. 64 00:02:47,898 --> 00:02:49,014 That's not even how it happened. 65 00:02:49,038 --> 00:02:50,705 I knew we should have stuck with homeschooling. 66 00:02:50,729 --> 00:02:53,604 She insisted, and look what happened. 67 00:02:53,628 --> 00:02:55,503 You need to be still. 68 00:02:55,527 --> 00:02:57,125 Your shoulder is fractured. 69 00:02:57,149 --> 00:02:58,704 Ultrasound the patient. 70 00:03:05,054 --> 00:03:07,411 Why are you laughing? 71 00:03:07,435 --> 00:03:10,207 Sh-She can't help it. Yara has Tourette syndrome. 72 00:03:10,231 --> 00:03:11,523 It's why she got into the fight at school. 73 00:03:11,547 --> 00:03:13,051 Mom, he was asking me. 74 00:03:13,614 --> 00:03:16,305 You never let me speak for myself. 75 00:03:17,549 --> 00:03:19,113 It wasn't a fight. 76 00:03:19,137 --> 00:03:21,643 Some kids thought it would be funny to point and stare at me, 77 00:03:22,036 --> 00:03:24,704 and I thought it would be funny to egg their lockers. 78 00:03:24,728 --> 00:03:27,707 Then my stupid tics messed up my getaway. 79 00:03:27,731 --> 00:03:29,330 There's significant tissue swelling 80 00:03:29,354 --> 00:03:31,778 and massive hematoma at the proximal humerus. 81 00:03:33,496 --> 00:03:36,164 The fracture has caused an acute compartment syndrome. 82 00:03:36,188 --> 00:03:37,924 You need surgery right away. 83 00:03:44,715 --> 00:03:52,715 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 84 00:03:53,447 --> 00:03:55,356 What were you doing when you started getting dizzy? 85 00:03:55,380 --> 00:03:57,254 I was sitting in gym class, 86 00:03:57,278 --> 00:03:59,118 and then the room started to spin. 87 00:03:59,142 --> 00:04:00,568 And then I threw up. 88 00:04:00,592 --> 00:04:02,517 But I wasn't doing it. 89 00:04:03,353 --> 00:04:04,675 I just introduced Carter 90 00:04:04,699 --> 00:04:06,125 to the Wonder Woman comics. 91 00:04:06,149 --> 00:04:08,472 He's been trying to learn the twirl. 92 00:04:08,496 --> 00:04:10,817 I don't blame you. The twirl is awesome. 93 00:04:11,534 --> 00:04:13,443 Where's my little guy? 94 00:04:13,467 --> 00:04:16,823 - Hey, Mama E. - Hey, Carter G. 95 00:04:17,781 --> 00:04:19,618 You should have called me immediately. 96 00:04:20,922 --> 00:04:22,245 Elaine's my mom. 97 00:04:23,203 --> 00:04:24,488 And I don't need your permission 98 00:04:24,512 --> 00:04:25,731 to bring my son to the hospital. 99 00:04:25,755 --> 00:04:27,319 Actually, you do. 100 00:04:27,343 --> 00:04:28,689 I'm his legal guardian. 101 00:04:29,690 --> 00:04:31,084 What's wrong with him? 102 00:04:31,108 --> 00:04:33,739 Uh, his heart rate is... is quite low. 103 00:04:33,763 --> 00:04:34,981 What does that mean? 104 00:04:35,005 --> 00:04:36,466 It looks like Carter has an abnormality 105 00:04:36,490 --> 00:04:38,916 of the electrical signals controlling his heartbeat. 106 00:04:38,940 --> 00:04:40,222 We need to run some tests. 107 00:04:41,184 --> 00:04:43,047 Echo and electrophysiology study. 108 00:04:52,851 --> 00:04:54,587 The prodigal resident returns. 109 00:04:54,611 --> 00:04:57,487 Aha. Lovely to see you as well, Dr. Reznick. 110 00:04:57,511 --> 00:04:59,834 Will the hospital be getting a new wing 111 00:04:59,858 --> 00:05:01,525 in the Kalu family name? 112 00:05:01,549 --> 00:05:03,370 My family are doing well. Thanks for asking. 113 00:05:04,380 --> 00:05:07,635 And I was recruited to return based on my training, 114 00:05:07,659 --> 00:05:08,981 breadth of experience, 115 00:05:09,005 --> 00:05:10,293 and willingness to take 116 00:05:10,317 --> 00:05:11,949 a demotion back to a first year. 117 00:05:11,973 --> 00:05:14,952 Ooh, it's gonna be hellish being bossed around by newbies 118 00:05:14,976 --> 00:05:16,954 and people who used to be your peers. 119 00:05:16,978 --> 00:05:18,808 Grab me that box on the top shelf. 120 00:05:19,360 --> 00:05:20,512 I missed you, too. 121 00:05:21,500 --> 00:05:22,546 You know, while I was away, 122 00:05:22,570 --> 00:05:24,141 I learned how to read emotional energy. 123 00:05:25,539 --> 00:05:27,728 And sniping at people's your love language. 124 00:05:29,932 --> 00:05:31,554 Happy to know you still care. 125 00:05:34,824 --> 00:05:36,042 Good luck, newbie. 126 00:05:36,066 --> 00:05:37,102 Thanks. 127 00:05:37,999 --> 00:05:39,563 I, uh... 128 00:05:39,587 --> 00:05:41,979 I gotta get to surgery. Enjoy. 129 00:05:48,872 --> 00:05:50,850 Your control of the shaft segment 130 00:05:50,874 --> 00:05:52,807 is very precise. 131 00:05:53,146 --> 00:05:54,216 Thank you. 132 00:05:55,396 --> 00:05:56,882 Brown retractor. 133 00:05:58,710 --> 00:06:00,469 No brown retractor. 134 00:06:01,057 --> 00:06:03,104 I thought I put it on your tray from the supply room. 135 00:06:03,128 --> 00:06:05,382 All of my tools must be individually selected, 136 00:06:05,406 --> 00:06:08,178 sterilized, and placed in my tray 137 00:06:08,202 --> 00:06:10,007 before I begin the surgery. 138 00:06:10,031 --> 00:06:11,938 Understood. Got it. 139 00:06:12,793 --> 00:06:14,495 That will do. 140 00:06:14,519 --> 00:06:16,693 Further expose the proximal humerus. 141 00:06:17,729 --> 00:06:20,906 Place sutures in rotator cuff to mobilize humeral head. 142 00:06:22,005 --> 00:06:24,229 Sorry for dropping the ball with your tools. 143 00:06:24,253 --> 00:06:25,609 Rookie mistake. 144 00:06:25,633 --> 00:06:26,852 Don't sweat it. 145 00:06:26,876 --> 00:06:28,955 You're BFFs with the boss, right? 146 00:06:30,051 --> 00:06:33,341 I treat every resident the same. 147 00:06:33,365 --> 00:06:35,101 Dr. Allen, 148 00:06:35,125 --> 00:06:38,632 place Steinmann pins proximal to biceps tendon. 149 00:06:39,268 --> 00:06:41,259 Dr. Kalu, you are on suction. 150 00:06:41,787 --> 00:06:42,788 Oh. 151 00:06:50,106 --> 00:06:51,895 Catheter placed in the axillary vein. 152 00:06:53,282 --> 00:06:55,087 I feel bad for Carter's mom. 153 00:06:55,111 --> 00:06:57,365 I can't imagine trying to raise a kid 154 00:06:57,389 --> 00:07:00,092 with my mother backseat driving my every move. 155 00:07:00,116 --> 00:07:02,370 Well, maybe if Bianca told Elaine 156 00:07:02,394 --> 00:07:04,130 that she was taking Carter to the hospital, 157 00:07:04,154 --> 00:07:05,492 she would trust her more. 158 00:07:06,156 --> 00:07:07,893 Pacing wire. 159 00:07:07,917 --> 00:07:10,664 Bianca was probably doing what she thought was best. 160 00:07:11,955 --> 00:07:14,960 Withholding information is never for the best. 161 00:07:16,305 --> 00:07:18,289 Advancing to the right ventricle. 162 00:07:18,313 --> 00:07:20,077 Everything okay between you two? 163 00:07:20,101 --> 00:07:22,342 We're... fine. 164 00:07:27,833 --> 00:07:29,190 That can't be right. 165 00:07:29,214 --> 00:07:32,310 I need contrast to clear up what I'm seeing on fluoroscopy. 166 00:07:37,049 --> 00:07:39,234 L-transposition of the great arteries. 167 00:07:39,569 --> 00:07:40,902 The ventricles are... 168 00:07:42,641 --> 00:07:43,756 inverted. 169 00:07:43,780 --> 00:07:46,700 His heart is... backward. 170 00:07:56,345 --> 00:07:58,012 Your surgery went well. 171 00:07:58,036 --> 00:08:00,014 We were able to decompress and release 172 00:08:00,038 --> 00:08:01,118 your compartment syndrome 173 00:08:01,142 --> 00:08:02,810 and stabilize your humerus fracture. 174 00:08:02,834 --> 00:08:05,088 Great. When can I go back to school? 175 00:08:05,112 --> 00:08:06,158 You'll only be out a few days. 176 00:08:06,182 --> 00:08:07,642 Just be sure to wear your sling. 177 00:08:07,666 --> 00:08:09,565 You're not going back to school. 178 00:08:10,566 --> 00:08:12,302 - Why not? - It's not safe. 179 00:08:12,326 --> 00:08:13,959 I'm not sending you back so they can hurt you again. 180 00:08:13,983 --> 00:08:16,720 I'm not a baby. I can take care of myself. 181 00:08:16,744 --> 00:08:18,308 I just need to take your vitals. 182 00:08:18,332 --> 00:08:19,516 If you could take care of yourself, 183 00:08:19,540 --> 00:08:21,173 we wouldn't have ended up in the hospital. 184 00:08:21,197 --> 00:08:24,210 Going to school is literally the only thing that I do that is normal. 185 00:08:24,234 --> 00:08:25,626 I don't want to be... 186 00:08:27,824 --> 00:08:30,493 I don't want to be stuck at home with you. 187 00:08:30,517 --> 00:08:32,702 You never let me do anything by mys... 188 00:08:32,726 --> 00:08:34,072 Yara? 189 00:08:35,176 --> 00:08:36,222 She's having a seizure. 190 00:08:36,246 --> 00:08:39,298 We need 2 milligrams of lorazepam and MRI, stat! 191 00:08:54,298 --> 00:08:55,540 She's sleeping like a baby. 192 00:08:57,715 --> 00:09:01,249 You should've used propofol instead of Versed to sedate her. 193 00:09:01,512 --> 00:09:02,765 Versed is old school. 194 00:09:02,789 --> 00:09:04,778 Same effects, none of the overshooting. 195 00:09:07,483 --> 00:09:08,943 Why are you changing my settings? 196 00:09:08,967 --> 00:09:10,600 Peds case. 197 00:09:10,624 --> 00:09:13,745 Shorter duration imaging sequences cuts the time in half. 198 00:09:15,767 --> 00:09:17,538 It's your first day, remember? 199 00:09:17,562 --> 00:09:21,335 You could probably use a refresher before trying a shortcut. 200 00:09:21,359 --> 00:09:22,681 I'm a little out of practice, 201 00:09:22,705 --> 00:09:24,673 but I've still got a few tricks up my sleeve. 202 00:09:25,777 --> 00:09:28,055 Says the guy who has to repeat a year. 203 00:09:28,426 --> 00:09:30,206 - Ow. - Mm-hmm. 204 00:09:31,852 --> 00:09:34,432 Shaun will appreciate getting Yara's results back faster. 205 00:09:35,201 --> 00:09:36,340 Trust me. 206 00:09:38,376 --> 00:09:39,698 You know him better than me. 207 00:09:43,692 --> 00:09:47,913 Was the patient properly sedated before you began this MRI? 208 00:09:47,937 --> 00:09:50,399 Yeah, of course. I used the standard pediatric protocol with Versed. 209 00:09:50,423 --> 00:09:55,704 Did Dr. Allen tell you about our revised propofol protocol? 210 00:09:56,014 --> 00:09:58,579 Yeah. But in my experience, Versed provides better... 211 00:09:58,603 --> 00:10:01,030 You should have listened to Dr. Allen. 212 00:10:01,054 --> 00:10:02,963 I know how to perform an MRI, Shaun. 213 00:10:02,987 --> 00:10:05,897 You apparently do not. 214 00:10:05,921 --> 00:10:08,037 There is too much motion degradation. 215 00:10:08,061 --> 00:10:10,073 These images are unusable. 216 00:10:10,097 --> 00:10:12,869 Dr. Allen, please go redo the MRI. 217 00:10:12,893 --> 00:10:15,320 Dr. Kalu, we need to speak privately. 218 00:10:28,046 --> 00:10:30,155 You cannot take shortcuts. 219 00:10:32,085 --> 00:10:34,684 You're right. I'm sorry. 220 00:10:34,708 --> 00:10:39,497 You cannot expect special treatment because you are my friend. 221 00:10:41,232 --> 00:10:43,918 I'm not expecting special treatment, Shaun. 222 00:10:44,304 --> 00:10:46,796 But I don't appreciate being treated like an intern, either. 223 00:10:47,928 --> 00:10:49,078 I know, technically, I'm a first year, 224 00:10:49,102 --> 00:10:51,218 but I've been a doctor for as long as you have. 225 00:10:51,242 --> 00:10:52,564 We are not peers. 226 00:10:52,588 --> 00:10:55,774 I am your boss, and you have a lot to learn. 227 00:10:55,798 --> 00:10:58,605 Dr. Andrews said he is judging my performance off of your performance, 228 00:10:58,629 --> 00:11:00,852 and your performance is not good. 229 00:11:03,634 --> 00:11:04,669 Okay? 230 00:11:06,292 --> 00:11:07,650 Okay. 231 00:11:08,190 --> 00:11:10,893 Good. You need to go practice basic skills 232 00:11:10,917 --> 00:11:13,531 and observe our current standardized MRI process. 233 00:11:23,136 --> 00:11:25,960 Heart block plus inverted cardiac anatomy. 234 00:11:26,173 --> 00:11:27,289 What's your plan? 235 00:11:27,313 --> 00:11:28,945 Intravenous pacemaker is out, 236 00:11:28,969 --> 00:11:30,809 but we could open him up, place it surgically. 237 00:11:30,833 --> 00:11:33,156 That doesn't address the underlying anatomy issue. 238 00:11:33,180 --> 00:11:35,158 The defect could lead to heart failure as he gets older. 239 00:11:35,182 --> 00:11:37,747 It could, but he might be fine with just the pacemaker. 240 00:11:37,771 --> 00:11:40,809 But if he's already developed arrhythmia, not a great sign. 241 00:11:41,499 --> 00:11:43,477 I'd recommend the double switch reconstruction, 242 00:11:43,501 --> 00:11:45,410 redirect blood flow to the right ventricle. 243 00:11:45,434 --> 00:11:47,826 I have Carter's BMP and cardiac labs. 244 00:11:47,850 --> 00:11:49,734 Yeah, I already received them digitally. 245 00:11:51,302 --> 00:11:54,697 But the hard copies are always appreciated. 246 00:11:56,997 --> 00:11:58,665 - Trouble in paradise? - Everything's fine. 247 00:11:58,689 --> 00:12:00,874 They've been in this passive-aggressive fight all day. 248 00:12:00,898 --> 00:12:01,769 We're not fighting. 249 00:12:01,793 --> 00:12:03,587 No, that would require you talking to me. 250 00:12:06,386 --> 00:12:07,846 You don't have to share, 251 00:12:07,870 --> 00:12:09,676 but you do have two divorcees 252 00:12:09,700 --> 00:12:12,989 with a sadly ample amount of experience between us. 253 00:12:13,013 --> 00:12:15,164 Was one of you secretly in contact with an ex? 254 00:12:15,188 --> 00:12:17,595 Took a job out of state without including you in the process? 255 00:12:22,091 --> 00:12:24,346 Jerome lied to me, about something very important. 256 00:12:24,370 --> 00:12:26,382 - I didn't lie. - A lie of omission is still a lie. 257 00:12:26,406 --> 00:12:27,970 - It's not that simple. - You should have told me. 258 00:12:27,994 --> 00:12:29,212 - I wanted to. - Yes, but you didn't. 259 00:12:29,236 --> 00:12:31,568 Because I was afraid of how you'd react. 260 00:12:34,552 --> 00:12:36,012 But you're right. 261 00:12:36,036 --> 00:12:37,117 It should never have been a secret, 262 00:12:37,141 --> 00:12:38,449 because there's nothing to hide. 263 00:12:39,246 --> 00:12:40,618 I'm HIV positive. 264 00:12:41,594 --> 00:12:43,019 Thanks to my meds, my viral load 265 00:12:43,043 --> 00:12:45,331 has been undetectable for years. 266 00:12:46,392 --> 00:12:48,668 I'm poz undetectable. 267 00:12:50,050 --> 00:12:51,580 I can't transmit the virus. 268 00:13:00,095 --> 00:13:01,407 You should go talk to him. 269 00:13:03,132 --> 00:13:04,392 I have work to do. 270 00:13:05,963 --> 00:13:08,493 Present the double switch surgery to the family. 271 00:13:08,517 --> 00:13:09,956 If they agree, I'll scrub in. 272 00:13:09,980 --> 00:13:10,933 On it. 273 00:13:16,629 --> 00:13:20,056 No. How did we get from a pacemaker to reconstructing his heart? 274 00:13:20,080 --> 00:13:21,713 The procedure may sound drastic, 275 00:13:21,737 --> 00:13:24,198 but it will greatly reduce his risk of developing heart failure. 276 00:13:24,222 --> 00:13:26,442 Can't we just give him the pacemaker now, 277 00:13:26,466 --> 00:13:28,686 and do the bigger surgery if the problem gets worse? 278 00:13:28,710 --> 00:13:30,860 At the point he starts showing signs of heart failure, 279 00:13:30,884 --> 00:13:32,921 it'll be too late to do the reconstruction. 280 00:13:34,129 --> 00:13:35,693 We should fix it now. 281 00:13:35,717 --> 00:13:37,217 This isn't your decision. 282 00:13:38,858 --> 00:13:42,044 You are still making me pay for mistakes I made when I was 17. 283 00:13:42,068 --> 00:13:45,185 And 18, 19, 20... 284 00:13:45,209 --> 00:13:47,049 I've been back for two years. 285 00:13:47,073 --> 00:13:49,776 How can I be a mother when you won't even give me a chance? 286 00:13:49,800 --> 00:13:50,915 Mama? 287 00:13:50,939 --> 00:13:52,192 Mama E? 288 00:13:52,216 --> 00:13:53,942 I don't feel good. 289 00:13:57,359 --> 00:13:58,888 It's okay, baby. I'm here. 290 00:13:58,912 --> 00:13:59,958 Honey, what's wrong? 291 00:13:59,982 --> 00:14:01,373 My chest hurts. 292 00:14:01,397 --> 00:14:03,134 The heart rate's 40 BPM. 293 00:14:03,158 --> 00:14:04,894 BP 73/45. 294 00:14:04,918 --> 00:14:08,104 We need a decision soon before his condition deteriorates. 295 00:14:16,896 --> 00:14:18,943 I wanted to apologize for earlier. 296 00:14:18,967 --> 00:14:20,338 It was unprofessional. 297 00:14:24,731 --> 00:14:27,676 You have nothing to apologize for, 298 00:14:27,700 --> 00:14:29,125 and no duty to disclose. 299 00:14:29,149 --> 00:14:31,921 Undetectable equals untransmittable. 300 00:14:31,945 --> 00:14:34,732 I appreciate you saying that. 301 00:14:37,295 --> 00:14:38,687 Give Asher some time. 302 00:14:38,711 --> 00:14:40,405 He's a doctor. 303 00:14:41,265 --> 00:14:44,367 He knows there was never any risk to him. 304 00:14:45,925 --> 00:14:48,317 What people know and how it makes them feel 305 00:14:48,341 --> 00:14:50,873 are often two very different things. 306 00:14:53,691 --> 00:14:55,876 You've had years to process your status. 307 00:14:55,900 --> 00:14:58,131 Allow Asher to process it, too. 308 00:15:02,700 --> 00:15:05,472 Please do not say, "I told you so." 309 00:15:05,496 --> 00:15:08,141 I won't. But I'm gonna think it. 310 00:15:09,431 --> 00:15:11,227 You seem a little spoiled. 311 00:15:13,159 --> 00:15:14,314 You don't know me. 312 00:15:16,956 --> 00:15:18,520 You come from money, 313 00:15:18,544 --> 00:15:21,488 and you haven't had to work hard for anything. 314 00:15:21,512 --> 00:15:23,732 You made it through med school. Bravo to that. 315 00:15:23,756 --> 00:15:25,319 You got kicked out of this program, 316 00:15:25,343 --> 00:15:28,840 but landed on your feet taking care of a billionaire. 317 00:15:28,864 --> 00:15:30,083 And when you got tired of that, 318 00:15:30,107 --> 00:15:32,188 you were welcomed back here with open arms. 319 00:15:32,212 --> 00:15:36,641 You come in with your fancy car and your old tricks, and think, 320 00:15:36,665 --> 00:15:40,089 "Ta-da, I'm a surgeon," but you're not. Yet. 321 00:15:41,118 --> 00:15:42,923 You're the new kid. 322 00:15:42,947 --> 00:15:45,553 Shaun is the boss, and I have seniority. 323 00:15:47,538 --> 00:15:49,585 You should listen to Kendrick. 324 00:15:49,609 --> 00:15:51,311 Be humble. 325 00:15:59,964 --> 00:16:02,111 I just want to prove that I belong here. 326 00:16:03,278 --> 00:16:04,822 To Shaun, to everyone. 327 00:16:06,074 --> 00:16:08,826 But you're right. 328 00:16:09,387 --> 00:16:10,492 I know. 329 00:16:16,394 --> 00:16:18,961 The image is still not high enough resolution. 330 00:16:20,329 --> 00:16:22,238 Have you finished redoing the imaging? 331 00:16:22,262 --> 00:16:24,102 Yes, and I followed all the protocols, 332 00:16:24,126 --> 00:16:26,219 but the image still doesn't look clear. 333 00:16:29,442 --> 00:16:31,557 The image is clear, 334 00:16:32,479 --> 00:16:34,685 but Yara's diagnosis was incorrect. 335 00:16:36,138 --> 00:16:37,702 She does not have Tourette's. 336 00:16:37,726 --> 00:16:39,531 She has a brain tumor. 337 00:16:49,689 --> 00:16:51,080 I don't have Tourette's? 338 00:16:51,104 --> 00:16:53,945 No, you have a hypothalamic hamartoma. 339 00:16:53,969 --> 00:16:55,325 Your tics aren't tics. 340 00:16:55,349 --> 00:16:58,087 They are gelastic seizures caused by the tumor in your brain. 341 00:16:58,111 --> 00:16:59,847 Tumor? Does that mean cancer? 342 00:16:59,871 --> 00:17:02,091 The tumor is not cancerous. 343 00:17:02,115 --> 00:17:03,679 But a Gamma Knife radiosurgery 344 00:17:03,703 --> 00:17:06,302 should stop it from growing and treat the seizures. 345 00:17:09,640 --> 00:17:12,473 Will it stop this? 346 00:17:13,540 --> 00:17:14,767 Not immediately. 347 00:17:15,508 --> 00:17:18,271 And possibly not at all. 348 00:17:18,580 --> 00:17:20,778 There are other options you can consider in the future 349 00:17:20,802 --> 00:17:22,342 if you don't see improvement. 350 00:17:26,553 --> 00:17:28,948 Or we could consider them now. 351 00:17:32,110 --> 00:17:34,641 A successful resection could stop the seizures immediately. 352 00:17:34,665 --> 00:17:36,781 That procedure is very risky. 353 00:17:36,805 --> 00:17:39,266 But that means I can go back to school. 354 00:17:39,290 --> 00:17:40,716 I could learn how to drive. 355 00:17:40,740 --> 00:17:43,379 I could take care of myself. Mommy, please. 356 00:17:44,157 --> 00:17:45,686 I just want to be normal. 357 00:17:45,710 --> 00:17:49,518 Tumor resection can cause stroke, partial paralysis, 358 00:17:49,542 --> 00:17:51,262 learning deficits, meningitis. 359 00:17:51,785 --> 00:17:54,390 The Gamma Knife is much safer. 360 00:17:57,791 --> 00:18:00,691 - Yara, I'm sorry. I can't. - You can. 361 00:18:02,347 --> 00:18:03,348 You just won't let me. 362 00:18:05,123 --> 00:18:06,780 Please go ahead 363 00:18:06,805 --> 00:18:09,152 and schedule the Gamma Knife procedure. 364 00:18:21,366 --> 00:18:22,885 Have you made a decision? 365 00:18:24,778 --> 00:18:27,381 I'm afraid of exposing Carter to any more trauma. 366 00:18:28,719 --> 00:18:29,730 What trauma? 367 00:18:29,754 --> 00:18:32,388 He was left by his mother. 368 00:18:32,412 --> 00:18:35,322 - I left him with you. - Expecting me to pick up all the pieces 369 00:18:35,346 --> 00:18:36,841 and fix everything, like always. 370 00:18:36,865 --> 00:18:39,878 I knew he was safer with you than with me. 371 00:18:39,902 --> 00:18:42,018 But I didn't know that. 372 00:18:42,042 --> 00:18:44,918 I gave you too much freedom, wasn't involved enough, 373 00:18:44,942 --> 00:18:46,195 and look what happened. 374 00:18:46,219 --> 00:18:49,578 My mistakes were mine, not yours. 375 00:18:52,812 --> 00:18:54,607 I was supposed to protect you. 376 00:18:55,297 --> 00:18:56,988 And we lost you. 377 00:18:58,300 --> 00:18:59,612 I have to do better for Carter. 378 00:19:01,434 --> 00:19:04,710 Well, the surgery is what's best for Carter, long-term. 379 00:19:07,827 --> 00:19:09,080 That kid is my heart. 380 00:19:14,454 --> 00:19:16,732 I'm gonna trust you to fix his. 381 00:19:25,603 --> 00:19:26,925 Lunchtime! 382 00:19:26,949 --> 00:19:28,064 I'm starved. 383 00:19:28,088 --> 00:19:29,651 I am not hungry. 384 00:19:29,675 --> 00:19:32,655 Well, it's not good to deprive your pregnant wife her lunch. 385 00:19:32,679 --> 00:19:34,933 I thought it would be fun working with a friend. 386 00:19:34,957 --> 00:19:37,076 It is not fun. It is difficult. 387 00:19:37,857 --> 00:19:39,904 I do not want people to think 388 00:19:39,928 --> 00:19:41,906 I am giving Dr. Kalu special treatment, 389 00:19:41,930 --> 00:19:43,632 because I am not giving him special treatment. 390 00:19:43,656 --> 00:19:45,495 In fact, I am being very firm 391 00:19:45,519 --> 00:19:46,980 because he has already made several errors, 392 00:19:47,004 --> 00:19:48,775 and I do not understand why. 393 00:19:48,799 --> 00:19:53,078 Well, he's a new resident on his first day. 394 00:19:53,102 --> 00:19:55,436 There has to be a bit of a learning curve. 395 00:19:55,460 --> 00:19:58,647 Mm, he is not acting like a new resident. 396 00:19:58,671 --> 00:20:00,165 Well, he's your friend. 397 00:20:00,189 --> 00:20:02,310 And he knows you expect a lot of him. 398 00:20:03,537 --> 00:20:05,343 No one can follow the rules 399 00:20:05,367 --> 00:20:07,023 if they don't know what they are. 400 00:20:19,243 --> 00:20:21,454 Atrial septum excised. 401 00:20:22,428 --> 00:20:24,637 Starting venous reconstruction. 402 00:20:24,731 --> 00:20:26,709 There may not be enough tissue for redirection of flow 403 00:20:26,733 --> 00:20:28,021 to the tricuspid valve. 404 00:20:28,045 --> 00:20:30,880 We can use pericardium to create a baffle. Metz. 405 00:20:34,085 --> 00:20:35,442 You make up with Jerome yet? 406 00:20:35,466 --> 00:20:37,710 He betrayed my trust. 407 00:20:39,757 --> 00:20:43,519 All right, securing edge to atrial septum. 408 00:20:43,544 --> 00:20:45,926 You've never hidden anything from him? 409 00:20:45,951 --> 00:20:47,659 I'd never hide something like this. 410 00:20:47,703 --> 00:20:50,975 Congratulations. You win the virtue contest. 411 00:20:50,999 --> 00:20:53,986 Possible prizes include the end of your relationship. 412 00:20:54,623 --> 00:20:56,394 Or you could just talk it out. 413 00:20:56,418 --> 00:20:57,907 Dividing the aorta. 414 00:20:59,076 --> 00:21:00,910 He is the one who changed things. 415 00:21:01,699 --> 00:21:03,504 I mean, why is it on me to figure out? 416 00:21:03,528 --> 00:21:05,092 The question is, 417 00:21:05,116 --> 00:21:07,232 do you love Jerome enough to change with him? 418 00:21:07,256 --> 00:21:10,014 Suturing distal aorta to pulmonary valve. 419 00:21:10,038 --> 00:21:11,823 Coronary arteries are patent. 420 00:21:11,847 --> 00:21:13,464 Anastomosis looks great. 421 00:21:17,577 --> 00:21:20,832 I never met a teenager who wanted to go to school as much as you. 422 00:21:22,685 --> 00:21:25,101 I hate school. 423 00:21:26,344 --> 00:21:27,701 But I hate not being able to control 424 00:21:27,725 --> 00:21:29,634 anything in my life even more. 425 00:21:29,658 --> 00:21:31,774 Egging those lockers made you feel in control? 426 00:21:31,798 --> 00:21:34,190 - Kinda. - Hmm. 427 00:21:34,214 --> 00:21:36,123 Those bullies messed with me, I messed with them back. 428 00:21:36,147 --> 00:21:37,390 Like normal kids do. 429 00:21:44,364 --> 00:21:46,080 I was bullied a lot in high school, too. 430 00:21:46,813 --> 00:21:49,447 I was scrawny with braces, a lisp... 431 00:21:49,471 --> 00:21:50,955 basically a target on my back. 432 00:21:51,576 --> 00:21:53,295 But my mom helped me. 433 00:21:53,682 --> 00:21:56,340 Gave me her credit card to buy them off with pizza and candy. 434 00:21:57,094 --> 00:21:58,634 My mom is too helpful. 435 00:21:59,999 --> 00:22:02,046 She won't even let me make my own PB and J. 436 00:22:05,004 --> 00:22:07,893 She thinks I'll tic out and hurt myself with the knife. 437 00:22:09,146 --> 00:22:11,424 When my body isn't controlling me, she is. 438 00:22:13,978 --> 00:22:15,611 When you said you can cut this tumor out of my head, 439 00:22:15,635 --> 00:22:16,809 for 30 seconds... 440 00:22:18,362 --> 00:22:20,740 I could imagine only laughing when something was funny. 441 00:22:37,302 --> 00:22:38,417 Think I found a solution. 442 00:22:38,441 --> 00:22:41,177 Oh. I have found a solution, as well. 443 00:22:42,272 --> 00:22:44,768 I have made a list of boundaries and rules 444 00:22:44,792 --> 00:22:46,528 to make our working relationship better. 445 00:22:46,552 --> 00:22:48,254 You need to study them. 446 00:22:48,278 --> 00:22:50,811 What have you found a solution for? 447 00:22:51,592 --> 00:22:53,950 I think I found a better resection technique. 448 00:22:53,974 --> 00:22:55,261 Has a lower risk profile, 449 00:22:55,285 --> 00:22:56,953 closer to that of the Gamma Knife radiation. 450 00:22:56,977 --> 00:22:59,231 And it offers a better outcome for Yara. 451 00:22:59,255 --> 00:23:02,821 I presented the safest option to the patient, 452 00:23:02,845 --> 00:23:04,443 which she agreed to. 453 00:23:04,467 --> 00:23:07,583 And you should not have presented the tumor resection 454 00:23:07,607 --> 00:23:08,758 without consulting me. 455 00:23:08,782 --> 00:23:10,587 That is an important boundary. 456 00:23:10,611 --> 00:23:12,291 Number two on the list. 457 00:23:14,650 --> 00:23:16,766 I thought you'd be happy I was thinking outside the box, like you. 458 00:23:16,790 --> 00:23:18,595 You are not me. You are here to learn. 459 00:23:18,619 --> 00:23:20,286 Yes. I'm also here to help people like Yara. 460 00:23:20,310 --> 00:23:22,668 You need to respect that I am your attending. 461 00:23:22,692 --> 00:23:23,773 Number six on the list. 462 00:23:23,797 --> 00:23:24,843 I don't have to be an attending 463 00:23:24,867 --> 00:23:26,499 to know that she's sad, lonely, and depressed. 464 00:23:26,523 --> 00:23:28,191 We cannot make medical decisions 465 00:23:28,215 --> 00:23:29,641 based off of the patient's emotions. 466 00:23:29,665 --> 00:23:31,815 Well, sometimes the emotions are just as important as the medical. 467 00:23:31,839 --> 00:23:35,105 You are making my job very hard! 468 00:23:37,451 --> 00:23:38,624 Number ten: 469 00:23:39,813 --> 00:23:40,986 At work, 470 00:23:41,711 --> 00:23:44,448 follow my instructions precisely. 471 00:23:44,472 --> 00:23:48,160 If you cannot comply, you will be out of the program. 472 00:24:16,021 --> 00:24:17,160 I really messed up. 473 00:24:18,023 --> 00:24:19,035 I should have trusted you 474 00:24:19,059 --> 00:24:21,382 and been upfront about everything. 475 00:24:21,406 --> 00:24:22,611 Yeah, you should have. 476 00:24:25,375 --> 00:24:26,525 After my diagnosis, 477 00:24:26,549 --> 00:24:28,907 it took a long time for me to feel comfortable dating, 478 00:24:28,931 --> 00:24:30,536 or even being around people. 479 00:24:31,519 --> 00:24:33,325 I spent so much time alone, 480 00:24:33,349 --> 00:24:35,327 and when I finally put myself back out there, 481 00:24:35,351 --> 00:24:37,432 there was a lot of rejection. 482 00:24:37,456 --> 00:24:39,712 Guys just didn't want to deal with my status. 483 00:24:42,392 --> 00:24:44,216 So, when this adorable, 484 00:24:45,257 --> 00:24:49,138 brilliant doctor popped into my life, 485 00:24:51,160 --> 00:24:53,017 and I liked him so much... 486 00:24:54,922 --> 00:24:56,979 I was too scared to tell him the truth. 487 00:24:58,961 --> 00:25:00,107 I'm sorry. 488 00:25:05,139 --> 00:25:06,655 This doctor sounds pretty great. 489 00:25:07,590 --> 00:25:08,591 He is. 490 00:25:14,010 --> 00:25:15,781 I made sure we always used protection, 491 00:25:15,805 --> 00:25:17,714 encouraged you to stay on PrEP. 492 00:25:17,738 --> 00:25:20,336 All to make sure that you were safe. 493 00:25:20,983 --> 00:25:24,506 That was a decision that you made for the both of us. 494 00:25:26,954 --> 00:25:29,691 You did all those things to make yourself feel better 495 00:25:29,715 --> 00:25:32,389 while you took away my choice. 496 00:25:36,032 --> 00:25:37,961 How could you have known me and loved me 497 00:25:37,986 --> 00:25:41,634 and think that this is something that I-I couldn't accept? 498 00:25:41,658 --> 00:25:44,543 When I first had to make this decision, I didn't love you. 499 00:25:45,007 --> 00:25:47,738 I barely knew you. 500 00:25:48,148 --> 00:25:50,032 And I'm not sure I know you now. 501 00:25:53,774 --> 00:25:55,234 I made a mistake. 502 00:25:55,258 --> 00:25:56,753 That doesn't change who I am. 503 00:25:56,777 --> 00:26:00,584 No, but maybe it changes how I feel. 504 00:26:04,854 --> 00:26:07,549 I'm sorry that I put you through this, 505 00:26:08,064 --> 00:26:10,008 but I'm still the one living with this disease, 506 00:26:10,032 --> 00:26:11,720 and it's not easy. 507 00:26:17,211 --> 00:26:19,258 It's Carter. I have to go. 508 00:26:29,189 --> 00:26:30,338 He woke up from the surgery, 509 00:26:30,362 --> 00:26:31,823 and he was laughing about his comic book, 510 00:26:31,847 --> 00:26:32,927 then he started to turn blue. 511 00:26:32,951 --> 00:26:35,171 Oxygen saturation at 80%. 120 BPM. 512 00:26:35,195 --> 00:26:36,482 Blood pressure's dropping. 513 00:26:36,506 --> 00:26:40,314 All right, administering oxygen and 250cc normal saline bolus. 514 00:26:40,338 --> 00:26:41,556 Why can't he breathe? 515 00:26:41,580 --> 00:26:43,455 I thought the surgery was supposed to prevent this. 516 00:26:43,479 --> 00:26:44,663 Normal lead impedance. 517 00:26:44,687 --> 00:26:47,183 The pacemaker is functioning properly. 518 00:26:47,207 --> 00:26:49,668 Something else is going on. We need a cardiac echo, stat. 519 00:26:56,166 --> 00:26:59,727 A kink in Carter's reconstructed atria caused the clot in his heart. 520 00:27:00,377 --> 00:27:02,907 He's stable, but he needs another operation 521 00:27:02,931 --> 00:27:05,496 to remove the clot and repair the conduit. 522 00:27:05,520 --> 00:27:07,291 Are there other alternatives? 523 00:27:07,315 --> 00:27:10,536 We could use a catheter to dissolve the blockage with medication, 524 00:27:10,560 --> 00:27:13,366 but that still leaves the risk of a clot forming again down the line. 525 00:27:13,390 --> 00:27:16,128 I knew doing this was the wrong decision. 526 00:27:16,152 --> 00:27:18,440 We both want what's best for Carter. 527 00:27:18,464 --> 00:27:20,132 But I'm the one who is responsible for him. 528 00:27:20,156 --> 00:27:22,458 And I'm sorry I put that on you. 529 00:27:24,608 --> 00:27:26,200 I will never forgive myself 530 00:27:26,224 --> 00:27:28,485 for losing out on those years of Carter's life, 531 00:27:28,509 --> 00:27:31,971 but I've realized that I need to try to let go of that. 532 00:27:31,995 --> 00:27:35,345 Let go of my regret and focus on what I know, 533 00:27:36,517 --> 00:27:40,267 that leaving him with you was the best decision for him. 534 00:27:40,900 --> 00:27:42,686 That will never change. 535 00:27:46,182 --> 00:27:49,139 And this surgery is the right decision for him, too. 536 00:27:59,402 --> 00:28:00,871 You're his mother. 537 00:28:06,098 --> 00:28:08,170 You know what's best for Carter. 538 00:28:14,210 --> 00:28:16,246 I want my son to have the surgery. 539 00:28:30,088 --> 00:28:31,375 You were right. 540 00:28:31,399 --> 00:28:32,945 I usually am. 541 00:28:35,610 --> 00:28:37,491 What was I right about, exactly? 542 00:28:38,303 --> 00:28:40,119 I came out of the gate too hot, 543 00:28:41,237 --> 00:28:43,007 annoyed Shaun, 544 00:28:43,031 --> 00:28:44,623 screwed things up for Yara. 545 00:28:45,793 --> 00:28:46,794 Agree. 546 00:28:48,658 --> 00:28:50,504 I gotta figure out my next move. 547 00:28:51,385 --> 00:28:53,006 Listen. 548 00:28:59,565 --> 00:29:01,233 This whole case, 549 00:29:01,257 --> 00:29:04,132 you've been pitching and shortcutting 550 00:29:04,156 --> 00:29:07,646 and trying to be Mr. Fix-it for everything. 551 00:29:08,022 --> 00:29:11,984 Stop flexing and listen. 552 00:29:23,520 --> 00:29:26,706 Mom, let me try the tumor resection surgery. Please. 553 00:29:26,730 --> 00:29:28,250 I'm sorry. No. 554 00:29:30,527 --> 00:29:32,781 We're ready for you. 555 00:29:32,805 --> 00:29:34,128 All right, baby. 556 00:29:36,878 --> 00:29:38,470 But first, I, um... 557 00:29:39,674 --> 00:29:41,430 want you to tell your mom what you told me, 558 00:29:42,470 --> 00:29:43,965 about what you're dealing with. 559 00:29:43,989 --> 00:29:45,691 What this surgery means to you. 560 00:29:45,715 --> 00:29:47,658 I know what she's dealing with. I see it every day. 561 00:29:47,682 --> 00:29:50,147 But have you listened to how it feels to her? 562 00:29:52,086 --> 00:29:53,467 She doesn't care. 563 00:29:53,826 --> 00:29:55,528 Of course I do. 564 00:29:55,552 --> 00:29:57,243 You just want to boss me around. 565 00:30:00,005 --> 00:30:01,810 I'm just trying to help, 566 00:30:01,834 --> 00:30:04,813 but no matter what I do, you're always so angry at me. 567 00:30:04,837 --> 00:30:06,470 I'm angry... 568 00:30:09,187 --> 00:30:10,918 I'm angry at everything. 569 00:30:12,120 --> 00:30:15,272 I'm angry at my body for not doing what I want it to do. 570 00:30:15,296 --> 00:30:17,716 I'm angry at other kids for being jerks. 571 00:30:18,368 --> 00:30:20,260 And I'm angry at you... 572 00:30:20,715 --> 00:30:23,211 for acting like the only way for me to survive in this world 573 00:30:23,235 --> 00:30:24,932 is by you protecting me. 574 00:30:25,237 --> 00:30:27,457 I feel like I'm a puppet 575 00:30:27,481 --> 00:30:29,700 and somebody else is constantly pulling the strings, 576 00:30:29,724 --> 00:30:31,521 yanking me all around. 577 00:30:32,002 --> 00:30:33,911 Getting this tumor removed 578 00:30:33,935 --> 00:30:36,235 is the only way for me to cut the strings. 579 00:30:42,944 --> 00:30:46,203 Okay, don't... don't... don't take her yet. 580 00:30:48,571 --> 00:30:49,848 We need to talk. 581 00:31:07,141 --> 00:31:08,222 I need you to scrub in 582 00:31:08,246 --> 00:31:10,500 on a hypothalamic hamartoma surgery. 583 00:31:10,524 --> 00:31:11,604 Okay. 584 00:31:11,628 --> 00:31:13,330 I had planned to use Gamma Knife radiation, 585 00:31:13,354 --> 00:31:15,367 but Dr. Kalu violated rule number two, 586 00:31:15,391 --> 00:31:17,817 and now we have to do his tumor resection. 587 00:31:17,841 --> 00:31:19,094 You're upset with Jared 588 00:31:19,118 --> 00:31:20,889 because he changed your surgical plan? 589 00:31:20,913 --> 00:31:25,446 He overstepped with me and the patient and her mother. 590 00:31:25,470 --> 00:31:28,380 Well, a tumor resection seems like a pretty good idea. 591 00:31:28,404 --> 00:31:30,830 Are you planning on letting Jared scrub in? 592 00:31:30,854 --> 00:31:33,695 Yes, he will be on suction. 593 00:31:33,719 --> 00:31:35,387 That's an insult. 594 00:31:35,411 --> 00:31:38,459 He has to learn to follow rules. 595 00:31:38,483 --> 00:31:40,357 He has made my job very difficult. 596 00:31:40,381 --> 00:31:41,842 Shaun, sit down. 597 00:31:46,663 --> 00:31:48,066 When you were a resident, 598 00:31:48,090 --> 00:31:51,299 you did things completely your own way. 599 00:31:51,323 --> 00:31:52,990 You still do. 600 00:31:53,014 --> 00:31:54,716 You rubbed everybody the wrong way. 601 00:31:54,740 --> 00:31:57,719 You made everybody's job more difficult, especially mine. 602 00:31:57,743 --> 00:31:59,568 You were a pain in the ass. 603 00:32:00,332 --> 00:32:02,448 But we gave you the space to learn, 604 00:32:02,472 --> 00:32:04,485 and we learned from you. 605 00:32:04,509 --> 00:32:06,280 And you turned yourself into an asset. 606 00:32:06,304 --> 00:32:08,420 Give Jared the same opportunity. 607 00:32:08,444 --> 00:32:09,869 Okay, he overstepped. 608 00:32:09,893 --> 00:32:12,251 Give him a chance to learn 609 00:32:12,275 --> 00:32:15,254 and to prove himself to be an asset. 610 00:32:15,278 --> 00:32:18,295 Even if you think he's a pain in the ass. 611 00:32:20,697 --> 00:32:22,799 I will take it into consideration. 612 00:32:23,493 --> 00:32:24,460 Okay. 613 00:32:25,978 --> 00:32:28,263 Please scrub in for that surgery. 614 00:32:38,311 --> 00:32:41,943 Advance the catheter and endoscope gently into the ventricle. 615 00:32:43,316 --> 00:32:45,329 Suction and irrigate more aggressively 616 00:32:45,353 --> 00:32:46,744 so she can see what she is doing. 617 00:32:49,564 --> 00:32:54,289 Proceed along the midline posteroinferior floor of the third ventricle. 618 00:32:54,880 --> 00:32:56,927 Oh, there's the tumor. 619 00:32:56,951 --> 00:32:58,204 We can begin excision. 620 00:32:58,228 --> 00:32:59,377 Bipolar scissors. 621 00:33:05,407 --> 00:33:06,718 Micro forceps. 622 00:33:23,115 --> 00:33:24,402 I'll take the specimen to pathology. 623 00:33:24,426 --> 00:33:25,634 No. 624 00:33:27,602 --> 00:33:30,158 You are going to close. 625 00:33:31,606 --> 00:33:32,607 Are you sure? 626 00:33:36,300 --> 00:33:39,251 This was your surgical plan. 627 00:33:40,649 --> 00:33:42,110 You will become a better surgeon 628 00:33:42,134 --> 00:33:44,381 by getting a fair shot to be an asset. 629 00:33:45,275 --> 00:33:47,771 I will take the specimen. Dr. Glassman will supervise. 630 00:34:02,154 --> 00:34:03,567 I'm hungry. 631 00:34:06,054 --> 00:34:07,791 That's a very good sign. 632 00:34:07,815 --> 00:34:09,447 I'll run down to the cafe and grab him some food. 633 00:34:09,471 --> 00:34:10,621 Any restrictions? 634 00:34:10,645 --> 00:34:12,826 He can have as many chicken nuggets as he wants. 635 00:34:13,199 --> 00:34:14,763 I'll go down. 636 00:34:14,787 --> 00:34:16,454 I'll get something for you to eat, too. 637 00:34:16,478 --> 00:34:18,790 You haven't left his side since we got here. 638 00:34:19,999 --> 00:34:21,626 Comes with being a good mom. 639 00:34:22,381 --> 00:34:23,837 I had a great teacher. 640 00:34:25,142 --> 00:34:26,913 You know, a little birdie told me 641 00:34:26,937 --> 00:34:28,087 that the gift shop 642 00:34:28,111 --> 00:34:31,344 just got in the latest volume of Wonder Woman. 643 00:34:31,908 --> 00:34:33,989 Really? Can we get it? 644 00:34:34,013 --> 00:34:36,016 If your mom is okay with it. 645 00:34:36,850 --> 00:34:38,338 Of course. 646 00:34:38,362 --> 00:34:41,410 But no twirling just yet, okay? 647 00:34:49,373 --> 00:34:51,865 Dr. Murphy was able to remove all of the tumor. 648 00:34:55,138 --> 00:34:56,242 Yara? 649 00:34:56,933 --> 00:34:58,121 Dr. Kalu. 650 00:34:59,728 --> 00:35:00,971 Memory is intact. 651 00:35:09,946 --> 00:35:11,499 The light didn't provoke a seizure. 652 00:35:12,086 --> 00:35:13,845 And your tics are gone. 653 00:35:14,882 --> 00:35:16,400 Thank you, Dr. Kalu. 654 00:35:17,954 --> 00:35:19,034 Thank you, Yara. 655 00:35:39,872 --> 00:35:40,908 Dr. Andrews. 656 00:35:42,426 --> 00:35:45,750 I heard about your work on the Fields case. Good job. 657 00:35:45,774 --> 00:35:46,962 Thank you. 658 00:35:48,329 --> 00:35:50,382 I just came in to ask you for a favor. 659 00:35:51,990 --> 00:35:53,969 Please judge me for my work, and not Shaun. 660 00:35:55,163 --> 00:35:56,692 Shaun's part of the reason you're back here. 661 00:35:56,716 --> 00:35:58,223 And I appreciate him for that. 662 00:35:58,649 --> 00:36:00,731 But I want to stand on my own. 663 00:36:00,755 --> 00:36:03,019 And if I sink, I don't want to take my friend down with me. 664 00:36:04,241 --> 00:36:06,815 I'm ready to prove myself as an asset to this hospital. 665 00:36:09,143 --> 00:36:10,213 I'll be watching. 666 00:36:11,170 --> 00:36:12,171 Thank you. 667 00:36:40,139 --> 00:36:41,975 I'm sorry for being such a jerk. 668 00:36:47,491 --> 00:36:50,734 You opened yourself up, and I shut down. 669 00:36:53,842 --> 00:36:54,958 And I should've trusted you 670 00:36:54,982 --> 00:36:56,683 that we could figure this out together. 671 00:36:56,707 --> 00:36:59,272 Yesterday, you said you didn't know me. 672 00:36:59,296 --> 00:37:02,370 That adorable doctor can be kind of an ass sometimes. 673 00:37:17,073 --> 00:37:18,887 I've never been in love before you. 674 00:37:27,876 --> 00:37:29,302 When I was 16, 675 00:37:29,326 --> 00:37:31,988 I'm pretty sure I ran over a raccoon, but I didn't stop to check 676 00:37:32,012 --> 00:37:33,902 because I was running late to a baseball game. 677 00:37:35,884 --> 00:37:36,885 Also... 678 00:37:39,405 --> 00:37:41,142 I love a pumpkin spice latte. 679 00:37:41,166 --> 00:37:43,870 - Ugh. - Even though I know it's basic. 680 00:37:46,274 --> 00:37:48,597 You know those cufflinks I wore to Shaun and Lea's wedding? 681 00:37:48,621 --> 00:37:50,244 Yeah. 682 00:37:51,782 --> 00:37:53,535 I bought them for you, but I liked them so much, 683 00:37:53,559 --> 00:37:54,731 I kept them for myself. 684 00:37:56,733 --> 00:37:58,814 That explains so much. 685 00:37:58,838 --> 00:38:00,512 But you can totally borrow them... 686 00:38:00,909 --> 00:38:02,991 sometime, probably not. 687 00:38:08,262 --> 00:38:09,366 I love you. 688 00:38:12,473 --> 00:38:14,071 I need you to believe that. 689 00:38:39,431 --> 00:38:41,553 Just, uh, came to say good night. 690 00:38:42,710 --> 00:38:43,711 And thank you. 691 00:38:44,919 --> 00:38:47,308 Why are you thanking me? 692 00:38:48,509 --> 00:38:50,521 For not going easy on me. 693 00:38:50,545 --> 00:38:53,732 I was wrong to expect that, even if we are friends. 694 00:38:56,620 --> 00:38:58,945 You are a good doctor. 695 00:39:00,831 --> 00:39:04,190 And I would like to continue to be your friend 696 00:39:04,214 --> 00:39:05,577 and your boss... 697 00:39:06,354 --> 00:39:07,735 with boundaries. 698 00:39:08,667 --> 00:39:10,058 You're right. 699 00:39:10,082 --> 00:39:11,646 And I'm studying your list. 700 00:39:11,670 --> 00:39:15,336 Oh, there is one rule that is not on the list. 701 00:39:19,850 --> 00:39:21,551 It is a rule for me. 702 00:39:26,133 --> 00:39:28,600 I will refer to you 703 00:39:29,964 --> 00:39:32,045 as "Dr. Kalu" 704 00:39:32,069 --> 00:39:33,668 when I am being your boss 705 00:39:33,692 --> 00:39:36,626 and as "Jared" when we are in friend mode. 706 00:39:38,455 --> 00:39:40,987 Yeah, that works for me, Shaun. 707 00:39:41,700 --> 00:39:43,126 Good. 708 00:39:43,150 --> 00:39:45,438 Jared, I would like to take you out for drinks 709 00:39:45,462 --> 00:39:47,233 to celebrate you being back at Saint Bon's, 710 00:39:47,257 --> 00:39:48,924 but Dr. Kalu, 711 00:39:48,948 --> 00:39:51,099 when I checked on Yara postoperatively, 712 00:39:51,123 --> 00:39:52,235 I noticed you only used eight sutures 713 00:39:52,259 --> 00:39:53,757 when you closed and she had a small bleed. 714 00:39:53,781 --> 00:39:55,138 You should have used ten. 715 00:39:55,162 --> 00:39:57,670 You need to go work on your suturing technique. 716 00:39:58,544 --> 00:40:00,131 Happy to... to practice, 717 00:40:01,582 --> 00:40:03,676 but I only replaced the small bone flap. 718 00:40:04,826 --> 00:40:07,388 Dr. Glassman closed the galea and skin. 719 00:40:09,141 --> 00:40:13,436 Dr. Glassman skipped two sutures? 720 00:40:15,354 --> 00:40:16,481 I guess so. 721 00:40:17,874 --> 00:40:19,943 Um, meet you for drinks in an hour? 722 00:40:20,842 --> 00:40:22,026 - Okay. - Okay.