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Remember I told you my parents drop in
unannounced?
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- Mm.
- I just got a text.
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They are coming here tomorrow.
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Okay.
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It's not "okay," Shaun, it's an ambush.
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My parents don't come to visit,
they come to judge.
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They hate everyone I date,
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which means they're gonna ask
you a ton of awkward questions.
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It's going to be uncomfortable.
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Very.
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Okay.
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You hate surprises. Why
aren't you more thrown by this?
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Because it's not a surprise.
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They're behaving exactly
the way you said.
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So a disaster is fine as long
as it's a predictable disaster?
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A disaster implies consequences.
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We're adults.
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Why would it matter
what your parents think?
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I don't know, because they're parents.
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Doesn't it bother you
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that your grumpy second dad
Glassman still doesn't like me?
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- Dr. Glassman likes you.
- No, he doesn't.
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(CELL PHONE CHIMES)
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- I have to go.
- Fine.
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But I'm gonna text you
some talking points.
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Mostly subjects to avoid.
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And it's gonna be a very long list.
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(CELL PHONE CHIMES)
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How long has she had this wound?
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Uh...
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She fell off the vault two months ago.
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Oh. Slow healing
and signs of oral bruising.
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Are you on a restricted diet?
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Coach put me on a performance diet.
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High protein, high fiber.
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I can show you her training
log. It's very standard stuff.
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(CHUCKLES) Although
the noodles that she likes,
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they did a number on my stomach, too.
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- What noodles?
- Konjac.
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Girls on the squad eat them
all the time.
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Konjac noodles were banned
in Australia several years ago.
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They're dangerous,
basically indigestible.
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We will get another doctor
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to assess your symptoms and do a workup.
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But we need to get Darya
to Imaging right away.
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I review my schedule,
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starting with the last appointment
and working backwards.
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It's an effective technique.
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You might want to write this down.
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Uncle Marcus, we had a deal.
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No special attention.
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That deal's off.
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Livvy, you're struggling,
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and I can't sit on
the sidelines anymore.
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But special treatment from my uncle,
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it's only going to make things worse.
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I owe it to you,
and I owe it to this hospital.
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I know you have unique talent.
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So you've noticed
both that I'm screwing up
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and that I have unique talent?
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I noticed the talent
long before you started here.
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Aunt Tilly's annual barbecue.
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You gave this to me
when you were five years old.
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And that moment,
I knew you were special.
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CLAIRE: Hmm.
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Giant mass of fiber blocking
entry to her intestines.
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Her blood tests also show low calcium
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and other nutritional deficiencies.
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Can I see the 3D reconstructed images?
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- (MACHINE BEEPS)
- It's unlikely to pass on its own.
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We'll have to break it up
and remove it endoscopically.
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She also needs to quit gymnastics.
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She has severe osteoporosis
with compression fractures
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in almost all of the thoracic vertebrae.
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- Huh.
- Interesting.
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She is a 14-year-old girl with the
bone density of an 80-year-old woman.
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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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SHAUN: You have kyphoscoliosis,
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caused by insufficient diet
and overtraining.
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We need to surgically
stabilize across the deformity
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to prevent the spine
from failure and paralysis.
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Spinal fusion...
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That means that
she can't compete, right?
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Yes.
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And the Games,
they're less than a year away.
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Could we wait until after
to have the surgery?
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If left untreated,
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there's a 20% chance of progression,
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which could lead to respiratory failure,
and death.
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(SIGHS)
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It's your call.
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I take risks every day.
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I'm not giving up my dream.
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(SIGHS) You're 14.
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It's not your call.
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Her mother passed away
when she was a baby.
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And my father just told you
it's my decision.
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Coach is my dad.
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Do what you need to do
to clear the blockage,
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but leave her spine alone.
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CLAIRE: She wants
to risk her life for a trophy,
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and her dad is okay with that.
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I mean, that has to be
some form of abuse.
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This hospital is not gonna win a lawsuit
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against a caring father who
supports his daughter's dreams.
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All you can do is pull him aside
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and try to convince him
to be responsible.
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(CHUCKLES)
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Yeah.
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Convincing people to be responsible
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has not been my strong suit lately.
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We're not still talking about
Coach Dad, are we?
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You've been avoiding me.
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I've been busy.
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Recovering from a motorcycle accident
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that you lied about?
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There's nothing to tell.
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I hit a patch of wet pavement.
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Well, Audrey... (SIGHS)
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You have PTSD.
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I'm dealing with it.
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I don't think you are.
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Well, I also have a truckload
of other things to deal with,
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including the annual surgical fundraiser
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Glassman just dumped in my lap.
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Yeah, parties, they're important.
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I'm dealing with it.
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Mm.
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How long have you had
the severe heartburn?
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Uh, six months, maybe a year.
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BP is 142 over 90. That's a little high.
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Yeah, well, Darya and I travel
a lot for competition.
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I don't take care of myself.
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Prioritizing your work
over health is a bad idea.
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For you and your daughter.
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Thank you.
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But may I kindly remind you,
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how long are the shifts
that you doctors work?
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High stress, no sleep.
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When something is important,
huh, you give it all you got.
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True. But we're adults. Darya's not.
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Yeah, but she's very different
from other girls her age.
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I mean, Darya, she works her butt off.
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She's earned my r... Respect.
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You okay?
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Oh, I'm feeling some kind of chest pain.
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(MONITOR ALARM)
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His oxygen sat and pressure's dropping.
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(GASPING)
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Possible MI, lung problem,
or aortic aneurysm. Secure his airway.
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Poor perfusion. I think he's septic.
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And vitals aren't improving.
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Might be a spontaneous pneumothorax
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and trapped air in his chest.
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No, his chest would sound like a
kettle drum. There's fluid in there.
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Give me a blade, curved clamp,
and a chest tube.
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Boerhaave syndrome
is easily misdiagnosed.
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Nice catch
with the percussion technique.
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You may have saved this man's life.
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(MONITOR BEEPING)
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Give me more retraction.
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These tissue planes are terrible.
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We're gonna have
to debride the mediastinum.
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There's too much damage
to repair the esophagus
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without risking a chronic fistula.
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The ongoing leakage into his chest
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means it would just be a matter of time
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before he dies from an infection.
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The safest approach would be to
permanently divert the esophagus.
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And he'd have to eat through
a tube for the rest of his life.
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But I don't see a better option.
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In 24 hours, with broad
spectrum antibiotics and drains,
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the infection could clear
and give us more options.
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Which buys everyone time to
come up with another brilliant win.
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ASHER: Does she really
call her own father "Coach"?
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He is her coach.
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What do you call your father?
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- Abba.
- Pass.
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Frank.
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That's his name.
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- Mm.
- Do you respect any traditions?
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Not random ones.
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Why should we create labels for
things that already have names?
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It's not just what Darya calls her dad,
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it's how they act with each other.
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They're like coworkers.
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That doesn't sound bad.
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If I were meeting
Lea's co-workers tomorrow,
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she would be much less anxious.
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Family is supposed to make you anxious.
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Introducing a new boyfriend
to your parents, it's a big deal.
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It's a rite of passage.
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(MONITOR ALARM)
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Polymorphic ventricular arrhythmia.
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Torsade de Pointes.
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We need magnesium sulfate two grams IV.
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(ALARM CONTINUES)
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Heart rate's 170. She's not responding.
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Move in the defibrillator.
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(DEFIBRILLATOR WHIRS)
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- Charged to 100 joules.
- Clear.
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(DEFIBRILLATOR THUMPS)
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(ALARM STOPS, BEEPING RESUMES)
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Did we do something wrong?
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No.
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Which is puzzling.
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Mistakes by first-year
residents are expected,
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but cardiac arrhythmia in a
14-year-old is definitely unexpected.
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I was gonna ask if you wanted a ride,
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but if you're working late...
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Twenty hours to figure this out.
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You sure you want to waste one
of them driving home and back?
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I think while I drive.
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Not as well. Not in
the car. Not at home.
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Too comfortable, too many distractions.
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Better to buckle down here,
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where, as a bonus,
your colleagues can see you.
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(SCOFFS)
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I was under the impression
that results are more important
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than how a doctor is perceived.
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And Jordan is running rings
around you there, too.
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Results don't matter if you
can't make people listen.
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Is that why you didn't want to
perform the esophageal diversion?
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You didn't hear me?
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(EXHALES SHARPLY)
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I made a decision
for the good of the patient.
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Now,
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it's up to you to prove me right.
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(DOOR OPENS)
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(DOOR CLOSES)
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She has a prolonged QT
interval and sporadic extra beats.
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Okay, I'm gonna get the newbies
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to recheck the renal panel
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and order endocrine and genetic studies.
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I already did.
Also a tox and drug screen.
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Are you okay?
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Mm.
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Lea's scared.
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Mm.
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Then I should prepare myself.
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There is definitely something
about me her parents won't like.
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No, Shaun.
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You are who you are.
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Who you are is great.
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You've been preparing for this
your entire life.
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When you do something
important for the first time,
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like surgery, you practice.
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I should practice meeting her parents.
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Mm,
how? It's not like there's a simulator
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for learning how to navigate
awkward social interactions.
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There is.
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But I need pizza.
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Hmm.
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Shaun, I'd like you to meet my parents,
Pam and Mike.
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(SOFT JAZZ PLAYING)
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Hi, Pam.
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Hi, Mike.
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(CHEWING)
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Lea tells us you're a doctor.
What specialty?
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I am a surgeon.
264
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What a shame. I hear surgeons
are arrogant and overrated.
265
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DR. GLASSMAN: Okay.
266
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Morgan, I'm sorry,
267
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but can you just give it
a rest for half a second?
268
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I'm in character.
Please address me as Pam.
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(CLEARS THROAT)
270
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I read recently that,
while you're sleeping,
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you accidentally eat
eight spiders every year.
272
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Yes.
273
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And I read that, sometimes,
they lay eggs in your stomach,
274
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and then you can have
thousands of spiders...
275
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Shaun.
276
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You said not to disagree with him
277
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when he says something wrong
and pointless.
278
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I didn't tell you to agree with him,
279
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because that only gives him
more wrong and pointless things.
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(LIQUID POURING)
281
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Good. That's helpful.
282
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Let's continue.
283
00:13:12,145 --> 00:13:14,641
Did you know that Arizona
doesn't have Daylight Savings Time?
284
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Saving.
285
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It's "saving," not "savings."
That's grammatic...
286
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Wh... How am I supposed
to know what is pointless?
287
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Facts are facts.
288
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Okay, okay, okay. This isn't gonna work.
289
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We could spend the rest of the evening
290
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teaching Shaun the fine but
trivial art of how to finesse trivia.
291
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But the real problem
292
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isn't gonna be small talk
and family bickering.
293
00:13:41,593 --> 00:13:43,738
The real problem is what
happens when Lea's parents
294
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express real concerns
about their daughter?
295
00:13:46,932 --> 00:13:49,644
- What concerns?
- Concerns any parent would have.
296
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You two barely know each other,
297
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you haven't been dating very long,
now you're living together.
298
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This relationship is moving too fast.
299
00:13:58,643 --> 00:14:00,021
You're wrong.
300
00:14:00,045 --> 00:14:03,257
I thought you said we
shouldn't argue with your dad.
301
00:14:03,281 --> 00:14:06,427
That wasn't my dad.
That was 100% Glassy.
302
00:14:06,451 --> 00:14:10,164
You can't prepare for how
these evenings can go wrong.
303
00:14:10,188 --> 00:14:11,799
Families are full of surprises.
304
00:14:11,823 --> 00:14:13,190
Like how you don't like Lea.
305
00:14:22,033 --> 00:14:24,535
(CLEARS THROAT) I
never actually said that.
306
00:14:26,204 --> 00:14:27,805
(SCOFFS)
307
00:14:38,934 --> 00:14:40,404
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACH)
308
00:14:40,429 --> 00:14:42,438
Wow. A first-year all-nighter.
309
00:14:43,060 --> 00:14:44,605
Brings back memories.
310
00:14:44,629 --> 00:14:45,973
Not of myself, of course,
311
00:14:45,997 --> 00:14:48,275
but of the losers who thought
staying up all night
312
00:14:48,299 --> 00:14:51,064
drooling on their laptops made
them look like better doctors.
313
00:14:52,403 --> 00:14:54,609
So, cure cancer yet?
314
00:14:55,453 --> 00:14:58,899
I'm trying to find a new way
to repair a ruptured esophagus.
315
00:14:58,924 --> 00:15:02,337
"Fundic reinforcement
with intercostal muscle flap."
316
00:15:02,362 --> 00:15:04,571
Pretty cutting-edge stuff.
But why not go with diversion?
317
00:15:04,595 --> 00:15:05,589
It's a lot safer.
318
00:15:05,614 --> 00:15:08,665
Because "safe" is ordinary
and boring. Like me.
319
00:15:09,420 --> 00:15:11,298
My uncle thinks I need a win.
320
00:15:11,322 --> 00:15:14,424
And the only way to do that is
to be impressive, like Jordan.
321
00:15:15,359 --> 00:15:16,359
Makes sense.
322
00:15:17,528 --> 00:15:18,675
You agree?
323
00:15:18,743 --> 00:15:21,589
That Dr. Allen is impressive? Yeah.
324
00:15:21,766 --> 00:15:23,176
And everybody knows that
325
00:15:23,200 --> 00:15:26,213
because Dr. Allen makes sure
everybody knows that.
326
00:15:26,237 --> 00:15:29,513
She and your uncle are cut from
the same fashionably high-end cloth.
327
00:15:29,537 --> 00:15:31,015
So, I don't just need to be
a better doctor,
328
00:15:31,039 --> 00:15:32,016
I need to be a different person.
329
00:15:32,040 --> 00:15:33,350
Wow.
330
00:15:33,374 --> 00:15:35,219
You might want to start
by being a person
331
00:15:35,243 --> 00:15:37,318
who feels a little less sorry
for themselves.
332
00:15:39,314 --> 00:15:41,625
Either you're an awkward,
inconsistent loner
333
00:15:41,649 --> 00:15:44,361
who's irritatingly apologetic
about your best qualities,
334
00:15:44,385 --> 00:15:46,363
or you're a quietly brilliant surgeon
335
00:15:46,387 --> 00:15:48,132
whom others ignore at their own peril.
336
00:15:48,156 --> 00:15:49,467
If you're the first one,
337
00:15:49,491 --> 00:15:51,368
quit now and stop wasting resources.
338
00:15:51,392 --> 00:15:54,127
But if you're the second, be that.
339
00:15:57,065 --> 00:15:58,756
Maybe a little louder.
340
00:16:01,870 --> 00:16:03,737
(PAPERS RUSTLE)
341
00:16:09,410 --> 00:16:12,756
(INHALES AND EXHALES SHARPLY)
342
00:16:12,780 --> 00:16:15,493
CLAIRE: Where should we start?
343
00:16:15,517 --> 00:16:19,563
Centerpieces, appetizers, color schemes?
344
00:16:19,587 --> 00:16:22,099
Please tell me that you're at
a hotel in the middle of the day
345
00:16:22,123 --> 00:16:23,601
because you're having an affair.
346
00:16:23,625 --> 00:16:25,102
There were no surgeries scheduled,
347
00:16:25,126 --> 00:16:27,171
so I decided to volunteer to help.
348
00:16:27,195 --> 00:16:28,942
- How helpful.
- Hmm.
349
00:16:28,966 --> 00:16:31,342
We can get the job done in half the time
350
00:16:31,366 --> 00:16:32,900
and still have time to talk.
351
00:16:34,569 --> 00:16:36,514
Or we can just talk.
352
00:16:36,538 --> 00:16:38,516
I am not a 14-year-old girl
353
00:16:38,540 --> 00:16:40,718
whose next backflip
could kill her, Claire.
354
00:16:40,742 --> 00:16:42,383
I don't need saving.
355
00:16:45,292 --> 00:16:47,857
What do you think about twinkle lights?
356
00:16:47,882 --> 00:16:49,483
Too prom?
357
00:16:55,156 --> 00:16:56,467
ENRIQUE: Our tests show that
your heart problems
358
00:16:56,491 --> 00:16:58,469
are being caused
by excess estrogen levels.
359
00:16:58,493 --> 00:17:00,971
ASHER: And we want to know
how it got in your system.
360
00:17:00,995 --> 00:17:03,073
Medication? A supplement?
361
00:17:03,097 --> 00:17:06,282
Coach gave you my training
logs. You know as much as I do.
362
00:17:08,002 --> 00:17:10,405
We also know that you're in
a very competitive sport,
363
00:17:10,429 --> 00:17:13,217
so maybe there's something you're
taking that's not on the training log.
364
00:17:13,241 --> 00:17:15,219
If you are, we can't
divulge that to anyone.
365
00:17:15,243 --> 00:17:16,417
You think I'm doping?
366
00:17:17,512 --> 00:17:18,789
No way.
367
00:17:18,813 --> 00:17:20,647
- If your coach is pressuring you...
- He's not.
368
00:17:22,951 --> 00:17:25,496
I'm sure it's a one-time thing.
369
00:17:25,853 --> 00:17:27,320
Keep monitoring me. I'll be fine.
370
00:17:28,590 --> 00:17:31,502
Darya, you've made your dreams come true
371
00:17:31,526 --> 00:17:34,605
by being stubborn, being relentless,
372
00:17:34,629 --> 00:17:36,440
and just making things happen,
373
00:17:36,464 --> 00:17:39,810
but that's not how your
heart works. Or your spine.
374
00:17:39,834 --> 00:17:41,609
She's not being stubborn.
375
00:17:44,539 --> 00:17:46,473
It is going to go away, isn't it?
376
00:17:48,142 --> 00:17:50,034
Because you are taking something.
377
00:17:52,647 --> 00:17:54,281
And now you're going to stop.
378
00:17:59,173 --> 00:18:01,921
Which means that it wasn't
performance enhancing.
379
00:18:02,457 --> 00:18:03,724
What is it for?
380
00:18:08,129 --> 00:18:11,041
You took drugs for boobs?
381
00:18:11,065 --> 00:18:13,344
The girl on YouTube said
it would make them bigger.
382
00:18:13,368 --> 00:18:15,312
Phytoestrogens used in herbal remedies
383
00:18:15,336 --> 00:18:17,381
can cause swelling in breast tissue,
384
00:18:17,405 --> 00:18:20,231
but there are potentially
dangerous side effects.
385
00:18:20,908 --> 00:18:22,186
What the hell were you thinking?
386
00:18:22,210 --> 00:18:24,110
I didn't know it would make me sick.
387
00:18:25,847 --> 00:18:28,058
I got tired of hearing
the boys on the men's team
388
00:18:28,082 --> 00:18:29,360
talking about women with curves...
389
00:18:29,384 --> 00:18:32,796
What if it showed up on a drug test?
390
00:18:32,820 --> 00:18:35,199
What if you got banned
from the Olympics?
391
00:18:35,223 --> 00:18:37,201
It's natural. It doesn't mess
with performance.
392
00:18:37,225 --> 00:18:39,236
- Other girls...
- I don't care about other girls,
393
00:18:39,260 --> 00:18:41,338
and I didn't think that
you cared about other girls.
394
00:18:41,362 --> 00:18:42,459
Are you...
395
00:18:42,483 --> 00:18:43,563
(SIGHS)
396
00:18:44,532 --> 00:18:48,176
I can't believe that you're
willing to risk everything
397
00:18:49,170 --> 00:18:53,017
for something so childish.
398
00:18:53,041 --> 00:18:55,019
It's not childish.
399
00:18:55,043 --> 00:18:56,601
I give a lot to my sport.
400
00:18:57,985 --> 00:18:59,619
I just wanted something for me.
401
00:19:02,717 --> 00:19:04,084
You're not an adult.
402
00:19:07,055 --> 00:19:08,055
Mm.
403
00:19:12,193 --> 00:19:14,261
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
404
00:19:20,868 --> 00:19:22,418
Fix her heart
405
00:19:23,037 --> 00:19:25,182
and her spine.
406
00:19:25,206 --> 00:19:28,218
(STAMMERS) What? You can't
do that. Are you punishing me?
407
00:19:28,242 --> 00:19:29,976
I'm doing my job.
408
00:19:32,613 --> 00:19:34,858
I'm your father, and we're a family,
409
00:19:34,882 --> 00:19:37,892
and it is my job to make
good decisions when you won't.
410
00:19:39,420 --> 00:19:41,979
(VOICE BREAKING) Since when
is being my father your job?
411
00:19:43,838 --> 00:19:47,193
We never do anything but talk
about gymnastics, not even Mom.
412
00:19:48,630 --> 00:19:51,342
If you didn't think I needed my
father after she died, why start now?
413
00:19:51,466 --> 00:19:52,466
Darya...
414
00:19:56,270 --> 00:19:59,372
I'm calling the team lawyer
and filing for emancipation.
415
00:19:59,907 --> 00:20:02,509
You think I can't make my
own decisions? Try this one.
416
00:20:03,845 --> 00:20:05,461
You're fired, Coach.
417
00:20:27,762 --> 00:20:29,224
We could try T-tubes.
418
00:20:29,248 --> 00:20:30,674
Using them results in the formation
419
00:20:30,698 --> 00:20:32,676
of a controlled fistula
and route for drainage.
420
00:20:32,700 --> 00:20:34,567
Interesting. But the
patient would still have
421
00:20:34,567 --> 00:20:36,878
a long recovery and chance
of reinfection. What else?
422
00:20:36,902 --> 00:20:38,613
I found some very interesting research
423
00:20:38,637 --> 00:20:40,245
on endoscopic vacuum therapy.
424
00:20:40,299 --> 00:20:43,007
It's under investigation for the
management of esophageal leaks.
425
00:20:43,031 --> 00:20:46,315
Definitely innovative, Dr. Allen,
but a little too much so.
426
00:20:46,343 --> 00:20:48,723
This concept hasn't even gone
through clinical trials yet,
427
00:20:48,748 --> 00:20:50,588
and we need to perform surgery today.
428
00:20:53,152 --> 00:20:55,051
Dr. Jackson, you've been quiet.
429
00:20:58,351 --> 00:21:01,164
I was thinking about
fundic reinforcement.
430
00:21:01,294 --> 00:21:03,639
My idea is to use
the patient's own good tissue
431
00:21:03,664 --> 00:21:05,541
to reinforce the primary closure.
432
00:21:05,566 --> 00:21:08,148
In this case,
using the stomach as the patch.
433
00:21:08,994 --> 00:21:11,234
Like the way we use a skin
graft for third-degree burns.
434
00:21:13,913 --> 00:21:16,492
Well, he'd be at risk
of a diaphragmatic hernia.
435
00:21:16,517 --> 00:21:19,826
Not if we cinch up the lower
esophageal sphincter with a fundoplasty.
436
00:21:32,625 --> 00:21:33,625
(GLASS THUDS)
437
00:21:41,934 --> 00:21:42,934
Mm.
438
00:21:44,537 --> 00:21:48,229
Shaun, Lea tells us you're a
doctor. What's your specialty?
439
00:21:49,108 --> 00:21:50,852
I am a surgeon.
440
00:21:50,876 --> 00:21:53,955
But we are not all arrogant.
Though many of us are.
441
00:21:53,979 --> 00:21:56,237
I'm still not sure
if that's good or bad.
442
00:21:58,484 --> 00:21:59,551
(CLEARS THROAT)
443
00:22:00,553 --> 00:22:01,619
(CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY)
444
00:22:02,354 --> 00:22:04,329
Is it hard? For you?
445
00:22:06,725 --> 00:22:08,303
I mean, it's a difficult job.
446
00:22:08,327 --> 00:22:10,168
Shaun is excellent at his job.
447
00:22:11,630 --> 00:22:13,331
(SIGHS)
448
00:22:16,208 --> 00:22:18,146
So, how do you feel about vaccines?
449
00:22:18,170 --> 00:22:19,681
(SOFTLY) Oh, my God.
450
00:22:19,705 --> 00:22:21,817
Because, uh, they worry me.
451
00:22:21,841 --> 00:22:24,386
They don't worry me.
452
00:22:24,410 --> 00:22:25,554
- Oh.
- Really?
453
00:22:25,578 --> 00:22:27,222
Because we've read a lot of stuff.
454
00:22:27,246 --> 00:22:29,274
Especially since Lea told us about you.
455
00:22:29,308 --> 00:22:32,004
Vaccines don't cause autism, Mom.
456
00:22:32,028 --> 00:22:33,228
Want to talk about religion now?
457
00:22:33,252 --> 00:22:34,463
(CHUCKLES)
458
00:22:34,487 --> 00:22:36,731
(SOFTLY) I think that
that was on the list
459
00:22:36,755 --> 00:22:38,800
- of things not to talk about.
- Mm.
460
00:22:38,824 --> 00:22:39,835
Lea wrote you a list?
461
00:22:39,859 --> 00:22:41,570
- Dad.
- Well...
462
00:22:41,594 --> 00:22:44,786
Honestly, Lea, if we're so impossible
to talk to, why even have us here?
463
00:22:45,397 --> 00:22:46,704
Hemorrhoid surgery.
464
00:22:48,601 --> 00:22:50,687
Excuse me? Want more wine?
465
00:22:50,729 --> 00:22:52,414
I removed a hemorrhoid
466
00:22:52,438 --> 00:22:54,313
from a patient with terminal cancer.
467
00:22:54,337 --> 00:22:57,319
He only had a few months to live,
and nothing would change that,
468
00:22:57,343 --> 00:22:59,759
but the surgery did make him
more comfortable.
469
00:23:02,659 --> 00:23:05,994
I suggest we treat this
evening like hemorrhoid surgery.
470
00:23:06,018 --> 00:23:07,418
(SIGHS)
471
00:23:08,921 --> 00:23:10,188
(CHUCKLES)
472
00:23:13,092 --> 00:23:15,036
Now, that's... That's a good point.
473
00:23:15,060 --> 00:23:17,873
(BOTH LAUGH)
474
00:23:17,897 --> 00:23:20,375
You don't have to give him
any more lists. Let him talk.
475
00:23:20,399 --> 00:23:22,344
I like this guy. (CHUCKLES)
476
00:23:22,368 --> 00:23:23,968
Okay.
477
00:23:25,137 --> 00:23:26,581
To hemorrhoid surgery.
478
00:23:26,605 --> 00:23:28,216
MIKE: (CHUCKLES) To hemorrhoid surgery.
479
00:23:28,240 --> 00:23:30,252
(GLASSES CLINK)
480
00:23:30,276 --> 00:23:33,788
♪ Everybody's feeling warm and bright ♪
481
00:23:33,812 --> 00:23:35,785
♪ It's such a fine and natural sight ♪
482
00:23:35,809 --> 00:23:36,997
(SIGHS)
483
00:23:37,021 --> 00:23:38,426
I went.
484
00:23:38,450 --> 00:23:41,563
♪ Everybody's dancing in the moonlight ♪
485
00:23:41,587 --> 00:23:43,621
I went to see a psychiatrist.
486
00:23:44,999 --> 00:23:46,868
I'm... I'm so relieved to hear that.
487
00:23:46,892 --> 00:23:48,597
Well, once.
488
00:23:48,636 --> 00:23:51,573
The doctor said my symptoms
warranted medication,
489
00:23:51,597 --> 00:23:53,146
so I haven't been back since.
490
00:23:54,166 --> 00:23:56,778
Why? If you need medication...
491
00:23:56,802 --> 00:23:58,803
Why did you keep your PTSD a secret?
492
00:24:00,152 --> 00:24:03,781
You chose to deal with
your issues privately,
493
00:24:04,410 --> 00:24:06,010
on your own terms.
494
00:24:07,453 --> 00:24:10,072
Why am I not entitled
to the same choice?
495
00:24:10,107 --> 00:24:14,270
Doing something self-destructive
496
00:24:14,295 --> 00:24:16,273
is not a choice, it's a mistake.
497
00:24:16,298 --> 00:24:17,927
Just like it was when I did it.
498
00:24:17,952 --> 00:24:22,548
So, when I do something you agree with,
it's great.
499
00:24:22,573 --> 00:24:24,417
When I do something you disagree with,
500
00:24:24,442 --> 00:24:26,420
- it's because I'm sick.
- No.
501
00:24:26,445 --> 00:24:27,856
You know, this is why
I don't want to talk to you,
502
00:24:27,881 --> 00:24:31,594
because it's not a conversation,
it's a lecture.
503
00:24:31,670 --> 00:24:32,747
( CELEBRATION PLAYING)
504
00:24:32,771 --> 00:24:33,805
Audrey.
505
00:24:35,808 --> 00:24:37,786
(SOUND FADES)
506
00:24:37,810 --> 00:24:42,023
(FLATLINING)
507
00:24:42,047 --> 00:24:43,758
(DISTANT) Audrey...
508
00:24:43,782 --> 00:24:45,160
(SOUND RETURNS)
Please, Claire, let me go.
509
00:24:45,184 --> 00:24:47,963
- No.
- I just want to go home. I'll be fine.
510
00:24:47,987 --> 00:24:50,265
Let me give you a ride.
You can't drive like this.
511
00:24:50,289 --> 00:24:51,510
Come on.
512
00:24:51,534 --> 00:24:52,801
I said I'm fine!
513
00:24:52,825 --> 00:24:54,082
No. You're not!
514
00:24:56,194 --> 00:24:59,673
♪ Celebrate good times Come on ♪
515
00:24:59,698 --> 00:25:02,064
There! Now no one's
driving home. You happy?
516
00:25:03,235 --> 00:25:06,337
♪ Celebrate good times... ♪
517
00:25:10,680 --> 00:25:12,903
(MONITOR BEEPING)
518
00:25:12,928 --> 00:25:14,972
DR. ANDREWS: The two main
challenges of Boerhaave syndrome
519
00:25:14,996 --> 00:25:18,576
are timely diagnosis
followed by viability of repair,
520
00:25:18,600 --> 00:25:21,272
and with this innovative
surgical approach,
521
00:25:22,304 --> 00:25:24,615
I think we might achieve both.
522
00:25:24,639 --> 00:25:26,740
I need silk ties and LigaSure.
523
00:25:34,449 --> 00:25:37,462
(DR. PARK SIGHS)
524
00:25:37,486 --> 00:25:39,330
His chest infection leaked
through the diaphragm
525
00:25:39,354 --> 00:25:41,626
into the intraperitoneal space.
526
00:25:45,360 --> 00:25:47,924
There's an abscess behind the stomach.
527
00:25:48,830 --> 00:25:51,576
It's making the entire
posterior stomach friable.
528
00:25:51,600 --> 00:25:53,110
What if we use
an intercostal muscle flap
529
00:25:53,134 --> 00:25:54,679
to patch the esophagus instead?
530
00:25:54,703 --> 00:25:56,280
If we do that,
it raises the risk of sepsis.
531
00:25:56,304 --> 00:25:58,015
The patient signed off on risk.
532
00:25:58,039 --> 00:25:59,750
- We should at least try.
- Not this level of risk.
533
00:25:59,774 --> 00:26:01,446
We need to do the diversion.
534
00:26:01,470 --> 00:26:03,855
Uh... Your idea was good.
535
00:26:03,879 --> 00:26:05,156
Don't give up on it so fast.
536
00:26:05,180 --> 00:26:07,610
Reverting to diversion
doesn't mean failure.
537
00:26:12,621 --> 00:26:15,633
I searched "eating meat near me,"
which was a mistake,
538
00:26:15,657 --> 00:26:19,170
but I did get a recommendation for
a steak house your father might like.
539
00:26:19,194 --> 00:26:21,205
You don't have to be nice
to my parents anymore, Shaun.
540
00:26:21,229 --> 00:26:22,531
We won't be seeing them again.
541
00:26:22,556 --> 00:26:24,090
Why not?
542
00:26:28,503 --> 00:26:30,381
"We need to talk about Shaun."
543
00:26:30,405 --> 00:26:31,883
Mm.
544
00:26:31,907 --> 00:26:34,451
They don't think I'm mature enough
545
00:26:34,476 --> 00:26:36,721
to be in a challenging relationship.
546
00:26:36,745 --> 00:26:39,559
Leave it to my mom,
she took us both out in one shot.
547
00:26:42,584 --> 00:26:46,130
You do get that this is
insulting. To both of us.
548
00:26:46,154 --> 00:26:48,900
From the people who supposedly
love me most in the world.
549
00:26:48,924 --> 00:26:50,195
They don't.
550
00:26:51,237 --> 00:26:52,904
Not the most.
551
00:26:53,240 --> 00:26:54,540
Not anymore.
552
00:27:00,521 --> 00:27:01,521
Lea...
553
00:27:05,340 --> 00:27:07,212
People who meet me
554
00:27:07,709 --> 00:27:10,588
are usually uncomfortable.
555
00:27:10,779 --> 00:27:14,469
And most of the time,
that doesn't go away.
556
00:27:15,869 --> 00:27:17,469
How do you handle that?
557
00:27:19,027 --> 00:27:20,683
I try to be patient.
558
00:27:21,629 --> 00:27:23,129
Sometimes it works.
559
00:27:23,525 --> 00:27:25,503
(INHALES DEEPLY)
560
00:27:25,527 --> 00:27:28,506
Maybe you're a more
mature person than I am.
561
00:27:28,530 --> 00:27:30,764
But I'm not sure
if that is gonna work for me.
562
00:27:42,611 --> 00:27:44,021
Have you seen Dr. Lim this morning?
563
00:27:44,045 --> 00:27:45,690
Uh, no. Why?
564
00:27:45,714 --> 00:27:46,958
Darya's lawyer called.
565
00:27:46,982 --> 00:27:49,293
- I need Dr. Lim.
- Dr. Lim's not here.
566
00:27:49,317 --> 00:27:51,429
I don't know if she'll be in today.
567
00:27:51,453 --> 00:27:54,131
If it's an emergency,
maybe Dr. Glassman...
568
00:27:54,155 --> 00:27:56,901
Dr. Glassman's in meetings
this morning. Who needs me?
569
00:27:56,925 --> 00:27:59,470
Darya's lawyer is demanding
that the hospital release her client.
570
00:27:59,494 --> 00:28:01,572
Tell her lawyer we're not
releasing our patient
571
00:28:01,596 --> 00:28:03,641
until she's healthy unless
we receive a court order.
572
00:28:03,665 --> 00:28:04,909
What's your problem?
573
00:28:04,933 --> 00:28:06,877
Dr. Andrews encountered complications.
574
00:28:06,901 --> 00:28:08,479
He asked me to inform you
that the surgical plan
575
00:28:08,503 --> 00:28:10,381
needs to change
without the patient's consent.
576
00:28:10,405 --> 00:28:11,749
That's Andrews' call.
577
00:28:11,773 --> 00:28:13,736
I don't need details, just coffee.
578
00:28:16,911 --> 00:28:18,992
I changed my mind. I need the details.
579
00:28:20,374 --> 00:28:21,474
Stay here.
580
00:28:25,153 --> 00:28:27,231
Long, painful recovery
with a feeding tube,
581
00:28:27,255 --> 00:28:29,133
or risk of death.
582
00:28:29,157 --> 00:28:31,045
As his next of kin, it's your call.
583
00:28:33,261 --> 00:28:34,572
I have to decide?
584
00:28:34,596 --> 00:28:37,141
You made a life-or-death
choice for yourself.
585
00:28:37,165 --> 00:28:38,442
In fact, you insisted on it.
586
00:28:38,466 --> 00:28:40,077
Well, that's different.
The doctors were asking me
587
00:28:40,101 --> 00:28:41,445
to give up something I really wanted.
588
00:28:41,469 --> 00:28:42,947
The only difference is,
your father is laying
589
00:28:42,971 --> 00:28:45,310
on an operating table
waiting for you to grow up.
590
00:28:49,277 --> 00:28:50,955
If something bad happened,
I'd be responsible.
591
00:28:50,979 --> 00:28:52,757
Yes.
592
00:28:52,781 --> 00:28:54,903
That's the definition of adulthood.
593
00:29:00,555 --> 00:29:01,932
I don't know what to do.
594
00:29:01,956 --> 00:29:03,601
Of course you don't.
595
00:29:03,625 --> 00:29:05,202
It's an impossible choice.
596
00:29:05,226 --> 00:29:07,838
Terrible things happen either way.
597
00:29:07,862 --> 00:29:09,707
And, yeah, it's on you.
598
00:29:09,731 --> 00:29:12,610
(BREATHING SHAKILY)
599
00:29:12,634 --> 00:29:13,801
(VOICE BREAKING) I can't do it.
600
00:29:15,236 --> 00:29:16,758
I just can't.
601
00:29:21,209 --> 00:29:22,620
You're not a grown-up, Darya.
602
00:29:22,644 --> 00:29:24,655
Luckily.
603
00:29:24,679 --> 00:29:28,686
So those of us who are will make
the impossible decision for you.
604
00:29:30,552 --> 00:29:33,191
Dr. Andrews will do the diversion.
605
00:29:34,189 --> 00:29:36,857
Someone will bring you to see
your father when he's out of surgery.
606
00:29:41,596 --> 00:29:42,596
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
607
00:29:51,773 --> 00:29:52,773
(DOOR CLOSES)
608
00:29:56,172 --> 00:29:57,254
What was that?
609
00:29:57,278 --> 00:29:59,223
I saved that girl when you couldn't.
610
00:29:59,247 --> 00:30:02,493
Yesterday, you told me
to respect her decision.
611
00:30:02,517 --> 00:30:05,696
Today, you tortured her
into changing her mind.
612
00:30:05,720 --> 00:30:08,332
Oh, did I make a little girl cry?
613
00:30:08,356 --> 00:30:10,434
I can't do this.
I'm done trying to help you.
614
00:30:10,458 --> 00:30:12,981
(CHUCKLES) Oh, please.
You're never really done.
615
00:30:17,232 --> 00:30:19,070
You know who you were last night?
616
00:30:19,887 --> 00:30:21,087
My mom.
617
00:30:21,656 --> 00:30:23,347
Drunk, angry,
618
00:30:23,371 --> 00:30:25,349
refusing to lift a finger
to help yourself,
619
00:30:25,373 --> 00:30:28,746
lying about it,
and taking your pain out on me.
620
00:30:30,351 --> 00:30:32,333
It's gonna keep happening
until you get help.
621
00:30:32,914 --> 00:30:36,004
Take the medication, talk to someone,
622
00:30:36,217 --> 00:30:37,630
do something.
623
00:30:38,826 --> 00:30:40,080
Please.
624
00:30:45,260 --> 00:30:47,238
I'm not your mother, Claire.
625
00:30:47,262 --> 00:30:49,373
I'm not your responsibility.
626
00:30:49,412 --> 00:30:51,290
I'm your boss.
627
00:30:51,445 --> 00:30:52,946
And I don't owe you anything.
628
00:31:07,081 --> 00:31:09,593
(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
629
00:31:09,617 --> 00:31:11,128
(SIGHS DEEPLY)
630
00:31:11,152 --> 00:31:14,751
Shaun? What are you doing here?
631
00:31:17,125 --> 00:31:19,503
You're wrong about me and Lea.
632
00:31:19,527 --> 00:31:22,406
Oh. Well, no offense, Shaun,
but this is between family.
633
00:31:22,430 --> 00:31:25,609
Lea is my girlfriend,
634
00:31:25,633 --> 00:31:27,578
and the texts you sent were about us.
635
00:31:27,602 --> 00:31:29,980
We're sorry you saw those.
636
00:31:30,004 --> 00:31:32,983
Shaun, you're a very nice young man,
637
00:31:33,007 --> 00:31:35,986
and we enjoyed meeting you.
638
00:31:36,010 --> 00:31:37,755
It's just... (SCOFFS)
639
00:31:37,779 --> 00:31:39,924
We've known Lea a
lot longer than you have.
640
00:31:39,948 --> 00:31:41,611
Yeah, she's, um...
641
00:31:42,050 --> 00:31:44,195
Well, I mean, she has a good heart,
642
00:31:44,219 --> 00:31:45,696
she just doesn't think ahead.
643
00:31:45,720 --> 00:31:48,365
And she will do anything
to get under our skin.
644
00:31:48,389 --> 00:31:51,329
You wouldn't believe some
of the people she's dated.
645
00:31:51,793 --> 00:31:53,539
I'm different
646
00:31:54,127 --> 00:31:57,307
than anyone she's ever dated.
647
00:31:57,332 --> 00:31:58,976
How is that not a change?
648
00:31:59,000 --> 00:32:01,045
That's true, Shaun.
649
00:32:01,069 --> 00:32:03,503
I'm just not sure it's a good thing.
650
00:32:13,014 --> 00:32:14,715
You knew her then.
651
00:32:16,184 --> 00:32:18,996
You don't know her now.
652
00:32:19,020 --> 00:32:21,665
All you know are her mistakes.
653
00:32:21,689 --> 00:32:25,655
And you don't trust her because
you aren't sure you were good parents.
654
00:32:29,236 --> 00:32:32,883
You said our relationship
has challenges.
655
00:32:33,273 --> 00:32:34,373
You're right.
656
00:32:38,039 --> 00:32:41,719
Lea and I go through
challenges together.
657
00:32:41,743 --> 00:32:44,298
It's one of the things
that makes us stronger.
658
00:32:45,246 --> 00:32:48,692
Lea challenges me to try things,
659
00:32:48,716 --> 00:32:50,828
even things I know I won't like,
660
00:32:50,852 --> 00:32:53,364
because it is not always
better to stop and think.
661
00:32:53,395 --> 00:32:56,897
And I make Lea patient,
because I can be very frustrating.
662
00:32:58,259 --> 00:32:59,772
So can the two of you.
663
00:33:03,798 --> 00:33:09,282
Maybe this challenge will make
your relationship stronger, too.
664
00:33:22,685 --> 00:33:24,219
(EXHALES DEEPLY)
665
00:33:24,244 --> 00:33:25,477
(MONITOR BEEPING)
666
00:33:32,474 --> 00:33:35,143
If you really think I should
have the spinal surgery,
667
00:33:36,825 --> 00:33:38,159
I trust you.
668
00:33:39,775 --> 00:33:41,176
I do.
669
00:33:43,546 --> 00:33:45,113
I'm sorry.
670
00:33:47,043 --> 00:33:49,922
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
671
00:33:49,946 --> 00:33:52,191
(SIGHS)
672
00:33:52,615 --> 00:33:54,727
Ever since your mother died,
673
00:33:56,454 --> 00:33:58,147
I've been scared.
674
00:34:00,358 --> 00:34:03,337
What did I know about raising
a little girl all by myself?
675
00:34:03,361 --> 00:34:07,406
(CHUCKLES) And you...
You were a handful.
676
00:34:07,932 --> 00:34:09,977
Bouncing off the walls,
677
00:34:10,001 --> 00:34:11,845
backflips off the furniture.
678
00:34:11,869 --> 00:34:14,615
You couldn't get me to the gym
fast enough.
679
00:34:14,639 --> 00:34:18,584
Because when you were on the beam,
680
00:34:20,456 --> 00:34:22,524
or flipping through the air,
681
00:34:23,848 --> 00:34:25,192
you're not just a little girl.
682
00:34:25,216 --> 00:34:29,220
You are an amazing athlete.
683
00:34:30,154 --> 00:34:32,165
As your coach,
684
00:34:32,189 --> 00:34:34,791
you make me feel amazing, too.
685
00:34:38,229 --> 00:34:40,207
All this time,
686
00:34:40,231 --> 00:34:43,199
I thought I was giving you
exactly what you needed.
687
00:34:46,570 --> 00:34:48,849
But I was wrong.
688
00:34:48,873 --> 00:34:52,284
What you needed
was for me to be your dad.
689
00:34:53,344 --> 00:34:55,512
And what your dad would have told you,
690
00:34:56,547 --> 00:34:59,083
that no matter how you look,
691
00:35:00,984 --> 00:35:02,652
or what you achieve,
692
00:35:04,522 --> 00:35:06,867
you will always be a beautiful,
693
00:35:06,891 --> 00:35:10,393
strong superstar to me.
694
00:35:14,699 --> 00:35:16,700
(INHALES SHAKILY)
695
00:35:18,169 --> 00:35:19,836
(SIGHS)
696
00:35:24,575 --> 00:35:26,276
- Thanks, Dad.
- Yeah.
697
00:35:33,217 --> 00:35:34,452
DR. GLASSMAN: Thank you.
698
00:35:43,594 --> 00:35:45,128
(SIGHS)
699
00:35:53,938 --> 00:35:56,072
I like you. Okay?
700
00:35:56,440 --> 00:35:57,851
Stop.
701
00:35:57,875 --> 00:35:59,920
You're gonna make me cry.
702
00:35:59,944 --> 00:36:02,179
You're a very cynical person,
you know that?
703
00:36:02,203 --> 00:36:04,124
Mm, actually, I'm not.
704
00:36:04,148 --> 00:36:07,943
But you're a very grouchy person
who cannot give a compliment.
705
00:36:08,319 --> 00:36:09,696
(INHALES SHARPLY)
706
00:36:09,720 --> 00:36:10,954
(SIGHS)
707
00:36:12,590 --> 00:36:15,451
You're funny. You're smart.
708
00:36:16,060 --> 00:36:17,904
And you make Shaun happy.
709
00:36:17,928 --> 00:36:19,606
(CUP THUDS)
710
00:36:19,630 --> 00:36:21,408
Which I guess is a good thing,
711
00:36:21,432 --> 00:36:24,778
but it also means you can make him very,
very sad.
712
00:36:24,802 --> 00:36:27,171
And that worries me, frankly.
713
00:36:27,471 --> 00:36:30,417
I am not planning on hurting Shaun.
714
00:36:30,441 --> 00:36:33,636
It's rarely intentional, you know?
715
00:36:36,847 --> 00:36:40,601
My parents have an issue with Shaun.
716
00:36:42,787 --> 00:36:45,799
And I just don't want Shaun's parent
717
00:36:45,823 --> 00:36:48,091
to have a problem with us, too.
718
00:36:52,034 --> 00:36:53,301
Too bad.
719
00:36:57,701 --> 00:37:00,079
Everything Shaun has gone through,
720
00:37:00,938 --> 00:37:06,001
all the rejection and the pain,
721
00:37:07,337 --> 00:37:10,005
the victories, they all belong to him.
722
00:37:12,450 --> 00:37:15,962
But I feel every single high
723
00:37:15,986 --> 00:37:18,931
and every single low.
724
00:37:20,724 --> 00:37:22,892
So, I'm sorry, I'm...
725
00:37:25,196 --> 00:37:27,307
I'm not going to stop
worrying about him,
726
00:37:27,331 --> 00:37:29,817
even if he doesn't need me to.
727
00:37:35,438 --> 00:37:39,408
Well, if Shaun saw that stain on
your tie, it would drive him crazy.
728
00:37:54,492 --> 00:37:55,802
Hey, Liv.
729
00:37:55,826 --> 00:37:57,971
I'm sorry we didn't get
to perform your surgery,
730
00:37:57,995 --> 00:38:01,515
but I'm really proud
of the way you stepped up.
731
00:38:03,200 --> 00:38:04,911
That surgery wasn't mine.
732
00:38:04,935 --> 00:38:06,980
Of course it was,
and it was brilliant...
733
00:38:07,004 --> 00:38:08,897
And neither was the stone.
734
00:38:10,274 --> 00:38:13,753
That story you told me about
how you spotted my talent?
735
00:38:13,777 --> 00:38:15,738
Um, I don't remember any of it.
736
00:38:17,381 --> 00:38:19,159
I didn't paint that rock,
737
00:38:19,183 --> 00:38:21,595
and if I handed it to you,
738
00:38:21,619 --> 00:38:24,097
it didn't mean anything
because I was five.
739
00:38:24,121 --> 00:38:27,834
You have been carrying around
a memory for over 20 years
740
00:38:27,858 --> 00:38:30,937
that represents your dream, not mine.
741
00:38:30,961 --> 00:38:32,706
Clearly, that's not entirely true.
742
00:38:32,730 --> 00:38:34,074
You went to medical school.
743
00:38:34,098 --> 00:38:36,508
Because I do want to be a great doctor.
744
00:38:36,901 --> 00:38:38,578
I wanted it so bad
745
00:38:38,602 --> 00:38:41,748
that I let you push me to
think up some flashy surgery,
746
00:38:41,772 --> 00:38:44,351
even when my instincts already told me
747
00:38:44,375 --> 00:38:46,386
to do what I thought
was the right thing,
748
00:38:46,410 --> 00:38:48,922
and was the right thing.
749
00:38:48,946 --> 00:38:50,524
Livvy, I just want to help you
be the best...
750
00:38:50,548 --> 00:38:52,900
You want me to be Jordan.
751
00:38:53,217 --> 00:38:57,529
If you're looking to mold someone
in your image, she's perfect.
752
00:38:59,223 --> 00:39:01,784
But, Uncle Marcus, I've got to be me.
753
00:39:03,294 --> 00:39:05,537
And you can't help me do that.
754
00:39:12,970 --> 00:39:14,103
Hey.
755
00:39:17,474 --> 00:39:20,554
I'm still gonna brag on you like a
proud uncle. You know that, right?
756
00:39:20,578 --> 00:39:21,611
(CHUCKLES)
757
00:39:33,290 --> 00:39:34,834
Dr. Jackson.
758
00:39:34,858 --> 00:39:36,292
(CHUCKLES)
759
00:39:46,203 --> 00:39:47,637
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
760
00:39:58,949 --> 00:40:00,126
(DOOR CLOSES)
761
00:40:00,150 --> 00:40:02,862
- It's your parents.
- Yep, Shaun. I saw.
762
00:40:02,886 --> 00:40:04,764
They probably want something.
763
00:40:04,788 --> 00:40:07,100
We should prepare. Either
they want to yell at us,
764
00:40:07,124 --> 00:40:08,935
in which case,
we should not answer the door,
765
00:40:08,959 --> 00:40:10,604
or they could want to take us
for dinner...
766
00:40:10,628 --> 00:40:12,372
...but we are already halfway through...
767
00:40:12,396 --> 00:40:13,872
They want to take us to dinner.
768
00:40:15,633 --> 00:40:17,025
Should I open the door?
769
00:40:17,501 --> 00:40:18,568
What do you think?
770
00:40:21,037 --> 00:40:22,404
I think...
771
00:40:28,312 --> 00:40:31,457
...they must have been good parents.
772
00:40:35,085 --> 00:40:37,254
We should have dinner with them.
773
00:40:38,555 --> 00:40:40,132
Do you want to text them back?
774
00:40:42,026 --> 00:40:43,693
(CELL PHONE THUDS)
775
00:40:47,998 --> 00:40:49,098
(SIGHS)
776
00:41:04,948 --> 00:41:07,661
Last year, after my mom died,
777
00:41:07,685 --> 00:41:11,731
I was going through
some problems emotionally.
778
00:41:11,755 --> 00:41:14,583
I was diagnosed with PTSD.
779
00:41:15,626 --> 00:41:17,003
I see.
780
00:41:17,027 --> 00:41:18,338
Melendez knew.
781
00:41:18,362 --> 00:41:21,041
Um... Morgan found out
because she's Morgan.
782
00:41:21,065 --> 00:41:23,243
But I didn't tell anyone else.
783
00:41:23,267 --> 00:41:25,245
I... I didn't want anyone to know.
784
00:41:25,269 --> 00:41:28,180
Why are you telling me this now?
785
00:41:28,806 --> 00:41:30,206
Because
786
00:41:31,775 --> 00:41:34,721
Lim is going through something like it,
787
00:41:34,745 --> 00:41:36,313
but maybe worse.
788
00:41:37,147 --> 00:41:39,893
She isn't going to therapy.
789
00:41:39,917 --> 00:41:41,428
She has refused medication. She...
790
00:41:41,452 --> 00:41:42,563
Okay. Um...
791
00:41:42,587 --> 00:41:43,797
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
792
00:41:43,821 --> 00:41:45,932
I don't think you should
be telling me this.
793
00:41:45,956 --> 00:41:47,634
Whatever Lim told you,
794
00:41:47,658 --> 00:41:49,736
she told you in confidence
and as a friend.
795
00:41:49,760 --> 00:41:52,246
Mm. But she's not just
a friend. She's my boss.
796
00:41:53,918 --> 00:41:55,332
You're her boss.
797
00:41:55,899 --> 00:41:58,445
So I'm telling you because
798
00:41:58,469 --> 00:42:00,880
I have no place else to turn.
799
00:42:00,904 --> 00:42:03,249
(EXHALES SHARPLY) She won't let me help
800
00:42:03,273 --> 00:42:05,717
because she says it's
not my job. And she's right.
801
00:42:07,945 --> 00:42:11,640
But it's your job
to protect the hospital.
802
00:42:12,862 --> 00:42:14,129
And her.
803
00:42:18,489 --> 00:42:19,489
So...
804
00:42:24,628 --> 00:42:26,947
(THUNDER RUMBLES IN DISTANCE)