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Shaun, did you undress me?
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Except your underpants.
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How long have you been here?
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All night.
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You should be at work.
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I'm taking the day off.
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No, you should be at work.
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You're sick all the time,
not just after hours.
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Shaun, you shouldn't give up your life.
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You have my number. You check in with me.
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I have 15 paid vacation days
and 10 sick days per year,
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but I can only take sick days
when I'm sick,
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not when you are, so this is a vacation.
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The plan is to align your eyes
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using what's called
distraction osteogenesis.
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We cut the bone and implant posts
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on either side of your eye orbits.
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Then we slowly expand that distance,
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allowing for new bone to grow
in the gaps.
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Will it hurt?
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Mm, for mere mortals it would,
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but with your pain tolerance,
it'll tickle.
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You up for this?
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So I'll have perfectly aligned eyes
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but still look like a wad of chewing gum.
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Molly...
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You lost an awful lot of bone and
soft tissue in the accident,
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and in terms of facial reconstruction,
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we've actually come a long way
in the past two years.
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And after 12 surgeries,
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you get your own personalized coffee mug.
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Oh, I forgot about that.
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Okay, when can we get prepped?
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Is now too soon?
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Car accident. Karin Tindle, 14.
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She was sleeping in the back.
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Trucker in the oncoming lane fell asleep.
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She wasn't wearing a seatbelt.
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Head trauma, not responsive,
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GCS of 5 with decorticate posturing.
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Sounds like a bleed in the brain.
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And she has a 25-point
difference in blood pressures
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between her arms.
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- Possible aortic dissection.
- Head and heart.
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Page Dr. Melendez. Have
him meet us in the O.R.
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Have you contacted Karin's father?
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He passed away three years ago.
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Let's go.
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Why isn't she waking up?
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We're gonna take good care of her.
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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CT confirmed an aortic dissection.
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She needs a thoracotomy.
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Aorta hasn't ruptured yet...
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And she has a pseudoaneurysm.
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We need to get after
her head trauma first.
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I don't see any major brain bleeds
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and we can monitor pressures.
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In this case, the heart trumps the head.
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Okay.
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I have two major symptoms...
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nausea and boredom.
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I didn't know boredom was
a symptom of chemotherapy.
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It's a symptom of
sitting on my ass all day.
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I used to run a 700-bed hospital
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with a staff of thousands.
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Now all I have to think about
is how I keep my food down
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and how many bowel movements
I've had all week.
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Four.
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And I don't have to think about that.
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You know what I need?
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My meds.
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Will you do me a favor
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and run and pick these up?
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When I come back, we can do "Mad Libs."
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Unclamp.
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Graft is holding.
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That's one fire out. Drill.
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Pupils are blown.
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ICPs are spiking way up,
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brain perfusion CPP is down.
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She needs a hemicraniectomy.
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Let's sit her up.
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It's marijuana.
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Yes, it is.
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It's marijuana.
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Medicinal marijuana. Hold on.
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One... for the boredom.
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One for the nausea.
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Can I try one?
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I met someone who said cannabidiol
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improved his ASD symptoms.
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A person?
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You met a person once?
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Shaun, have you heard of
the scientific method?
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I'd like to perform a practical,
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albeit anecdotal, experiment.
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Since you're on vacation...
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and we can keep an eye out
on each other...
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One. One. Uh, whoa.
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One. Take one.
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Cruciate wide incision of the dura.
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- Brain edema.
- She's bradycardic.
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Push another 50 grams of Mannitol
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and ventilate down her CO2.
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- No corneal reflex.
- No overbreathing vent.
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No brain stem reflexes.
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She's brain-dead.
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Fore!
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You broke my house.
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You got to club down. It's just 12 yards.
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It's a little dog leg.
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Here. Watch this.
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It's in the cup.
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Nice shot, Glassy.
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You're gonna call me Glassy?
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All right. I'm gonna call you Smurf.
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Smurf. This... This is very interesting.
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I find that very funny.
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But it's not.
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It's not. Am I high?
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I think you're pretty high, yeah.
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Am I acting more... normal?
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- No, you're acting high.
- Smurf. Smurf.
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- Why is Smurf funny?
- I don't know.
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It's... It's, um...
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You take the first letter
of the first name
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and you attach it to the first
syllable of your last name, see?
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S-S-S-Murph. Smurf.
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We did it all the time in high school.
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So your name was A-Glass?
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Yeah, no, it didn't work for me.
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Okay, serious now.
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Where's the next hole?
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Right there. Careful of
the hazard right behind it.
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- Okay, Sam Snead.
- Dr. Glassman.
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See what you got.
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How's Lea?
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Lee-Ya.
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Lee-Ya!
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There should be a "Y" in her name.
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Lee-Ya.
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She still into Jack?
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No.
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She is into Jake.
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Who the hell is Jake?
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Jake is the guy
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Lea is into.
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You okay with that?
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I don't think you're okay with that.
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I think that's why you're here.
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I'm here to help you through chemo.
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When a guy is stoned,
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he can tell another guy
anything that's in his heart.
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You know, all the messy,
scary, embarrassing stuff
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that he would otherwise never,
ever, ever tell anyone.
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So what are you thinking?
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A dog pooped on your lawn.
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You were right to insist
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that we deal with the aorta
before the brain.
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I appreciate you saying that.
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Don't let guilt make you
second-guess yourself.
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Why would I have guilt?
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You shouldn't. That's my point.
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Good.
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I'm hungry. Are you hungry?
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I think I am.
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When a man's hungry,
you know what a man wants?
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There's an open can of chickpeas
in the fridge.
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- Mallomars.
- What are Mal...
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What are... what... what is the Mallomar?
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Pure chocolate, fluffy marshmallows
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on a crispy bed of graham goodness.
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Get us an Uber.
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The next few days are going to be filled
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with many difficult decisions.
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Decisions no parent
should ever have to make.
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We've kept your daughter on life support
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- because we...
- You...
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want to ask about organ donation.
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Yes.
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You want her what? Her heart?
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Unfortunately, her heart
was injured by the trauma,
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as were several other organs.
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We have a 16-year-old girl
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who had a tragic accident
a couple of years ago
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that destroyed her face.
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And we were hoping that you might...
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You... want to take my daughter's face...
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and put it on someone else?
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This young girl's life
has been devastated,
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and you have a chance...
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No.
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I'm sorry, Dr. Andrews.
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No.
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- Okay, how about this one?
- Mm-hmm.
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"The ugly can be beautiful.
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The pretty, never."
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Seems a little judge-y.
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Yeah, well, it was Oscar Wilde.
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Hmm. Fair enough.
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So I'm guessing you didn't see
the Quakes last night.
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The San Jose Earthquakes?
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Your home team?
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Yeah, I know who the Quakes are.
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I recorded it.
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No, you didn't.
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Don't worry.
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I watch enough soccer for the both of us.
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They won 3 to 2, by the way.
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Beautiful goal in extra time.
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They didn't have any either.
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Well, that's all the major chains.
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We're 0 for 4.
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Our next place is on Thornwood Drive,
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just west of Santa Teresa Boulevard.
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That's in Alamitos.
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Yes.
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There are still 28 stores
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in the greater San Jose area
that we can try
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and I've devised a route
starting in the south
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working counterclockwise around the city
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to best avoid traffic.
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We'll buy you a box, I promise.
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Okay, guys, I, uh, like a big fare
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as much as the next driver
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but racking up hundreds of
dollars on a munchie quest
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is starting to feel exploitative.
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What do you say I order ahead for pizza
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and then we just pick it up
on the way home?
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- I don't want pizza.
- I don't want pizza.
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What takeout food do you like?
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- I like pancakes.
- I don't want pancakes.
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I don't want to go home.
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We're paying you to drive us.
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You want these cookies?
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What is the real reason?
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- You'll laugh.
- What's the funny reason?
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I had a crush on a girl.
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Robin Demayne.
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Senior year in high school.
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Her favorite snack.
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Okay.
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Are we going to get Mallomars?
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Nope.
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You have been harboring
feelings for this girl
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for over 40 years.
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That is a worthy quest.
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Now, how do you spell "Demayne"?
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D-E?
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You're the same sex, race,
approximate age,
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share compatible blood types
and antigens,
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and a whole bunch of other things
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that make you the perfect match.
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And we just received permission
from her next of kin.
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Yeah.
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Our donor's on life support
but her heart is compromised,
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so we are very much on the clock.
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Cancel all elective surgeries,
all personal plans,
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and all hopes of sleep.
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This is your home for the next two days.
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Let's give Molly a new face.
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There is another Robin Demayne
living in San Mateo.
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That's less than half an hour from here.
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Ooh, I found one in Los Gatos,
even closer.
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You realize how stupid this is, right?
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This is a quest. A quest is never stupid.
268
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A quest is, by definition,
almost always stupid.
269
00:15:03,940 --> 00:15:06,170
Why would I want to see Robin Demayne
270
00:15:06,180 --> 00:15:07,279
after all these years?
271
00:15:07,280 --> 00:15:09,049
To tell her you love her?
272
00:15:09,050 --> 00:15:10,810
I just want a cookie!
273
00:15:11,910 --> 00:15:13,510
I wasn't in love with her.
274
00:15:14,220 --> 00:15:15,820
I was a teenager.
275
00:15:17,320 --> 00:15:19,690
I was infatuated.
276
00:15:20,080 --> 00:15:22,340
And whenever you thought about her,
277
00:15:22,350 --> 00:15:23,779
it made you happy.
278
00:15:23,780 --> 00:15:26,349
And you thought about her all the time.
279
00:15:26,350 --> 00:15:30,860
And every time you saw her,
you felt a rush, light-headed...
280
00:15:32,060 --> 00:15:35,240
Is that how you know you're in love?
281
00:15:35,530 --> 00:15:37,529
That's how it starts.
282
00:15:37,530 --> 00:15:39,529
And when you're not with that person,
283
00:15:39,530 --> 00:15:43,560
you miss them so much you're
willing to drive to 32 stores
284
00:15:43,570 --> 00:15:45,730
to find a sensory reminder
285
00:15:45,740 --> 00:15:48,099
that might bring back those memories.
286
00:16:53,840 --> 00:16:55,840
Ride home's on me.
287
00:16:58,900 --> 00:17:00,499
Flake.
288
00:17:00,500 --> 00:17:02,699
Flake's a guy from my high school.
289
00:17:02,700 --> 00:17:05,399
He knew everyone,
he kept track of everyone,
290
00:17:05,400 --> 00:17:07,470
and I guarantee you
he never left Livermore.
291
00:17:07,480 --> 00:17:11,280
We need to go to Livermore
and ask Flake about Robin.
292
00:17:12,650 --> 00:17:14,110
We're going to Livermore.
293
00:17:19,350 --> 00:17:21,719
Every lab and imaging
test that comes back
294
00:17:21,720 --> 00:17:23,759
just reinforces the fact
that this really is
295
00:17:23,760 --> 00:17:25,520
a one-in-a-million match.
296
00:17:26,030 --> 00:17:27,160
Nice.
297
00:17:28,660 --> 00:17:30,500
Yeah, it is.
298
00:17:31,330 --> 00:17:34,199
It's also very scary
299
00:17:34,200 --> 00:17:36,740
and natural to be having second thoughts.
300
00:17:38,040 --> 00:17:39,490
It's just...
301
00:17:41,240 --> 00:17:44,160
I-I don't know how to
accept a gift like this...
302
00:17:45,450 --> 00:17:49,979
Someone else's face,
someone else's identity...
303
00:17:49,980 --> 00:17:52,149
The face is just a mask.
304
00:17:52,150 --> 00:17:55,050
- It's what's...
- Underneath that counts?
305
00:17:55,060 --> 00:17:56,989
Really?
306
00:17:56,990 --> 00:17:59,459
Those lame quotes we've been mocking,
307
00:17:59,460 --> 00:18:01,190
you're gonna use them on me?
308
00:18:03,930 --> 00:18:05,230
Yeah.
309
00:18:14,880 --> 00:18:16,320
Molly.
310
00:18:17,050 --> 00:18:22,749
Right now, your face is
the only thing anyone sees.
311
00:18:22,750 --> 00:18:25,200
This operation will change that.
312
00:18:25,790 --> 00:18:29,080
It'll let the world see not your new face
313
00:18:30,090 --> 00:18:33,489
but what has always been behind it.
314
00:18:43,870 --> 00:18:45,700
Will it count towards the coffee mug?
315
00:18:50,040 --> 00:18:52,949
Flake lives at your old high school?
316
00:18:52,950 --> 00:18:55,110
He was the janitor back then.
317
00:18:55,120 --> 00:18:56,320
He's the janitor now.
318
00:18:56,330 --> 00:18:57,980
He'll probably be the janitor
319
00:18:57,990 --> 00:19:01,319
when this planet crashes into the sun.
320
00:19:01,320 --> 00:19:04,390
- Flake.
- Findlay Lake was his name.
321
00:19:09,300 --> 00:19:10,329
Hey, Flakey.
322
00:19:10,330 --> 00:19:12,429
Hey yourself, Glaaron Assman.
323
00:19:12,430 --> 00:19:15,840
Your name was Glaaron Assman.
324
00:19:19,170 --> 00:19:21,540
His name was Glaaron Assman.
325
00:19:25,250 --> 00:19:28,249
1973 state championship.
326
00:19:28,250 --> 00:19:31,149
He threw for 460 yards.
327
00:19:31,150 --> 00:19:35,190
And if you squint hard enough,
you'll see who was named MVP.
328
00:19:35,590 --> 00:19:37,559
You said you had something to show us?
329
00:19:37,560 --> 00:19:39,529
Oh, yeah. Wait right here.
330
00:20:09,790 --> 00:20:11,100
Shannon?
331
00:20:12,230 --> 00:20:15,859
I keep thinking she's just sleeping.
332
00:20:17,030 --> 00:20:19,370
How can I say goodbye?
333
00:20:47,300 --> 00:20:49,599
We call it the Walk of Honor.
334
00:20:49,600 --> 00:20:52,229
To thank your daughter for her sacrifice.
335
00:22:43,760 --> 00:22:46,249
Do you remember a guy named Bobby Juarez?
336
00:22:46,250 --> 00:22:49,779
Tall kid but too clumsy to play hoops?
337
00:22:49,780 --> 00:22:53,519
He told me that Robin
married a dentist named Scaplin
338
00:22:53,520 --> 00:22:54,949
and moved out of state.
339
00:22:54,950 --> 00:22:57,189
You couldn't tell me that when I called?
340
00:22:57,190 --> 00:22:58,959
I wanted to see you.
341
00:22:59,990 --> 00:23:01,420
I found her.
342
00:23:01,480 --> 00:23:05,980
Robin Scaplin is in Portland, Oregon.
343
00:23:06,080 --> 00:23:09,080
It's an 11 hour and 27 minute drive.
344
00:23:12,220 --> 00:23:14,550
Fill up the tank, I guess.
345
00:23:14,560 --> 00:23:16,310
We're going to Portland.
346
00:23:37,180 --> 00:23:38,279
10 blade.
347
00:23:48,890 --> 00:23:50,489
10 blade.
348
00:24:05,010 --> 00:24:07,970
Proximal facial nerve
isolated and dissected.
349
00:24:07,980 --> 00:24:10,610
Okay, let's start the heavy lifting.
350
00:24:34,670 --> 00:24:38,769
Clamping the left and right
common carotid arteries
351
00:24:38,770 --> 00:24:40,339
and jugular veins...
352
00:24:40,340 --> 00:24:43,480
Cutting the carotids and jugulars...
353
00:24:47,110 --> 00:24:48,719
Let's do it.
354
00:26:03,790 --> 00:26:07,190
It's a long way to go
to visit a married woman
355
00:26:07,200 --> 00:26:08,829
you haven't seen since high school
356
00:26:08,830 --> 00:26:10,660
who may not even be home.
357
00:26:10,670 --> 00:26:13,830
She's home. I called at the last stop.
358
00:26:13,840 --> 00:26:15,199
What did she say?
359
00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:17,000
"Hello."
360
00:26:17,010 --> 00:26:18,469
What did you say?
361
00:26:18,470 --> 00:26:21,209
Nothing. He hung up.
362
00:26:21,210 --> 00:26:22,579
When you sober up,
363
00:26:22,580 --> 00:26:25,140
you are gonna want to
turn around and go home.
364
00:26:29,880 --> 00:26:31,350
Probably.
365
00:26:57,880 --> 00:26:59,149
As rehearsed...
366
00:26:59,150 --> 00:27:02,020
veins, arteries, nerves,
in that order, from the chin up.
367
00:27:02,080 --> 00:27:03,249
Yes?
368
00:27:15,560 --> 00:27:18,460
Can I get the osteosynthetic
plates and screws, please?
369
00:27:20,270 --> 00:27:21,530
Damn it.
370
00:27:21,540 --> 00:27:23,569
I tore part of the donor's artery.
371
00:27:23,570 --> 00:27:25,139
I need more interrupted sutures.
372
00:27:25,140 --> 00:27:27,309
Let's keep our focus, people.
373
00:27:27,310 --> 00:27:28,539
Dr. Browne,
374
00:27:28,540 --> 00:27:30,079
Molly's parents would like to see you
375
00:27:30,080 --> 00:27:31,679
on your next break.
376
00:27:31,680 --> 00:27:33,030
Take it now.
377
00:27:33,420 --> 00:27:34,650
You, too.
378
00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:36,079
Uh...
379
00:27:36,080 --> 00:27:37,549
Dr. Park?
380
00:28:10,620 --> 00:28:14,360
I had a huge crush on Robin Demayne.
381
00:28:14,890 --> 00:28:17,400
A thoroughly unrequited crush...
382
00:28:17,890 --> 00:28:20,960
that slowly turned into a grudge.
383
00:28:22,360 --> 00:28:23,760
Last day of school,
384
00:28:23,770 --> 00:28:25,569
kids were passing around their yearbooks,
385
00:28:25,570 --> 00:28:27,960
and I signed in hers
386
00:28:29,400 --> 00:28:31,369
something that was borne out of anger
387
00:28:31,370 --> 00:28:34,250
and resentment and pettiness.
388
00:28:34,710 --> 00:28:38,260
It was designed to be
somewhat humorous, but...
389
00:28:38,750 --> 00:28:41,479
was really just mostly hurtful.
390
00:28:41,480 --> 00:28:45,519
Later that day, at the award ceremony,
391
00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:48,350
I was skimming through my yearbook
392
00:28:48,360 --> 00:28:50,390
and saw what she wrote me...
393
00:28:51,630 --> 00:28:53,730
"I have only two regrets...
394
00:28:54,330 --> 00:28:57,190
my haircut in junior year
395
00:28:57,830 --> 00:29:00,100
and that you never asked me out."
396
00:29:02,900 --> 00:29:07,580
And just then, I looked out
in the crowd and saw her.
397
00:29:08,410 --> 00:29:10,079
Her eyes were red,
398
00:29:10,080 --> 00:29:12,550
obviously crying, obviously very hurt.
399
00:29:15,080 --> 00:29:18,250
And at that exact moment,
I was awarded my trophy.
400
00:29:19,850 --> 00:29:23,720
I looked for her after
but never saw her again.
401
00:29:25,660 --> 00:29:29,599
Is that all the scary,
messy, embarrassing stuff
402
00:29:29,600 --> 00:29:31,629
that guys never, ever tell anyone?
403
00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:36,820
Pretty much.
404
00:29:44,250 --> 00:29:46,179
Dean and Lori?
405
00:29:46,180 --> 00:29:47,850
This is Shannon.
406
00:29:51,820 --> 00:29:53,880
Thank you for meeting with us.
407
00:29:54,460 --> 00:29:55,960
And for...
408
00:29:56,660 --> 00:29:58,259
everything.
409
00:29:58,260 --> 00:30:00,590
If you don't mind, we have
so many questions for you,
410
00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:02,329
about your daughter.
411
00:30:02,330 --> 00:30:05,099
We'd like to know what she was like,
412
00:30:05,100 --> 00:30:07,599
what she liked to do.
413
00:30:07,600 --> 00:30:09,700
Molly wants to know, too.
414
00:30:16,710 --> 00:30:17,980
Uh...
415
00:30:19,150 --> 00:30:21,110
Her name was Karin.
416
00:30:22,850 --> 00:30:24,419
And I killed her.
417
00:30:34,500 --> 00:30:36,830
I'm supposed to tell you to get back in.
418
00:30:39,530 --> 00:30:41,099
Don't let him get to you.
419
00:30:41,100 --> 00:30:42,600
It's not him, it's you.
420
00:30:44,340 --> 00:30:46,709
Your advice that I shouldn't be
second-guessing myself
421
00:30:46,710 --> 00:30:49,439
is making me think you must be
second-guessing yourself.
422
00:30:49,440 --> 00:30:50,509
About what?
423
00:30:50,510 --> 00:30:53,049
You're the one who insisted we deal
with the heart before the brain.
424
00:30:53,050 --> 00:30:55,039
And you didn't fight me. Why not?
425
00:30:55,040 --> 00:30:57,049
- Because you were right.
- I was right.
426
00:30:57,050 --> 00:30:58,219
But you have never thought anyone
427
00:30:58,220 --> 00:30:59,889
other than yourself was right in an O.R.
428
00:30:59,890 --> 00:31:01,989
since you first stepped foot in one.
429
00:31:01,990 --> 00:31:04,320
You backed off 'cause
we're sleeping together.
430
00:31:16,470 --> 00:31:18,880
The car accident was my fault.
431
00:31:19,740 --> 00:31:22,809
It was my idea to leave so early.
432
00:31:22,810 --> 00:31:25,550
It was my idea
to let her sleep in the back.
433
00:31:26,710 --> 00:31:30,010
It was up to me to make sure
she was wearing her seatbelt.
434
00:31:31,520 --> 00:31:33,989
None of which would've mattered
435
00:31:33,990 --> 00:31:36,320
if the truck driver hadn't fallen asleep.
436
00:31:37,660 --> 00:31:39,529
It's natural to feel guilt,
437
00:31:39,530 --> 00:31:42,560
but you have to understand
this wasn't your fault.
438
00:31:44,260 --> 00:31:46,700
It doesn't work that way, Dr. Browne.
439
00:31:48,640 --> 00:31:51,739
It was my handgun that hurt Molly.
440
00:31:51,740 --> 00:31:53,870
And you can say that
it was a freak accident
441
00:31:53,880 --> 00:31:57,040
or that Molly knew
she wasn't supposed to touch it
442
00:31:57,050 --> 00:31:59,080
or some other B.S., but...
443
00:32:00,010 --> 00:32:01,610
it was my fault.
444
00:32:03,380 --> 00:32:05,080
I had one job...
445
00:32:06,620 --> 00:32:09,050
...and that was to protect my family.
446
00:32:10,860 --> 00:32:12,460
I didn't do my job.
447
00:32:14,290 --> 00:32:16,159
And you could try to make sense of it,
448
00:32:16,160 --> 00:32:19,569
try to find something,
some pleasure somewhere,
449
00:32:19,570 --> 00:32:21,020
some meaning.
450
00:32:21,640 --> 00:32:23,139
But there just isn't.
451
00:32:28,240 --> 00:32:30,280
And then your daughter...
452
00:32:32,010 --> 00:32:34,149
...does this for us...
453
00:32:54,230 --> 00:32:56,070
Hi, Robin.
454
00:32:57,570 --> 00:32:59,509
Aaron?
455
00:33:13,850 --> 00:33:15,890
He had a huge crush on you.
456
00:33:19,090 --> 00:33:21,229
Yeah. Uh...
457
00:33:21,230 --> 00:33:24,629
That's not why I'm here, though.
458
00:33:24,630 --> 00:33:26,960
I'm here to apologize.
459
00:33:29,470 --> 00:33:31,999
For what I wrote in your yearbook.
460
00:33:32,000 --> 00:33:33,300
Yearbook?
461
00:33:35,570 --> 00:33:37,170
Yeah. Uh...
462
00:33:38,780 --> 00:33:40,980
I wrote something, um...
463
00:33:44,750 --> 00:33:49,900
...hurtful and untrue and really stupid.
464
00:33:50,590 --> 00:33:53,760
And then I read what you wrote in mine.
465
00:33:56,190 --> 00:33:57,780
What did I write?
466
00:34:01,070 --> 00:34:04,670
She had a bad haircut in junior year.
467
00:34:04,800 --> 00:34:07,500
Oh. I certainly remember that.
468
00:34:09,670 --> 00:34:12,579
Yeah, well, it was a long time ago.
469
00:34:12,580 --> 00:34:16,180
Anyway, I just...
I wanted to say I'm sorry.
470
00:34:18,580 --> 00:34:19,880
Well...
471
00:34:19,890 --> 00:34:22,349
Apology accepted.
472
00:34:22,350 --> 00:34:24,390
Thank you.
473
00:34:28,930 --> 00:34:30,630
Mallomars.
474
00:34:33,850 --> 00:34:36,119
Robin's favorite snack.
475
00:34:48,260 --> 00:34:50,899
Right side donor to recipient
vessels are anastomosed.
476
00:34:50,900 --> 00:34:51,929
Ditto on the left.
477
00:34:51,930 --> 00:34:53,799
Let's see how our plumbing works.
478
00:34:53,800 --> 00:34:55,239
Unclamp them, please.
479
00:35:00,070 --> 00:35:01,620
She's pinking up.
480
00:35:11,450 --> 00:35:14,189
Moving on. Motor and sensory
neurorrhaphies...
481
00:35:58,870 --> 00:36:00,630
How's our girl doing?
482
00:36:00,640 --> 00:36:02,700
She's just waking up now.
483
00:36:08,480 --> 00:36:10,120
Hi, Molly.
484
00:36:11,310 --> 00:36:12,449
How are you feeling?
485
00:36:12,450 --> 00:36:13,810
Terrible.
486
00:36:13,820 --> 00:36:16,919
Then we're right on target.
487
00:36:16,920 --> 00:36:18,350
You want to have a look?
488
00:36:19,650 --> 00:36:21,359
No.
489
00:36:21,360 --> 00:36:22,490
No rush.
490
00:36:24,990 --> 00:36:27,330
It is going to look...
491
00:36:28,600 --> 00:36:30,429
surreal.
492
00:36:30,430 --> 00:36:32,570
Like you're looking at a stranger.
493
00:36:34,570 --> 00:36:36,839
But it won't always.
494
00:36:36,840 --> 00:36:40,839
Because nobody laughs or holds their head
495
00:36:40,840 --> 00:36:44,779
or looks someone in the eye
exactly the way you do.
496
00:36:52,150 --> 00:36:53,450
Okay.
497
00:37:43,970 --> 00:37:45,809
I apologize
498
00:37:45,810 --> 00:37:49,410
for telling you how to react
to losing a patient.
499
00:37:50,280 --> 00:37:51,650
Thank you.
500
00:37:54,180 --> 00:37:56,680
When I accused you
of second-guessing yourself,
501
00:37:56,690 --> 00:37:59,520
that's because I'm doing it, too.
502
00:38:01,090 --> 00:38:03,389
Our relationship has me
questioning everything I do
503
00:38:03,390 --> 00:38:05,129
and everything you do.
504
00:38:05,130 --> 00:38:07,729
You're making this way more
complicated than it has to be.
505
00:38:07,730 --> 00:38:09,860
It is complicated.
506
00:38:09,870 --> 00:38:11,229
The fact that we're seeing each other
507
00:38:11,230 --> 00:38:14,130
changes the context
of all of our interactions.
508
00:38:16,400 --> 00:38:19,410
I guess that's why
there are rules against it.
509
00:38:23,480 --> 00:38:26,349
I think I can keep
being a jerk to you at work
510
00:38:26,350 --> 00:38:27,810
if that's what you want.
511
00:38:32,090 --> 00:38:33,950
You think we should end it?
512
00:38:38,530 --> 00:38:39,859
No.
513
00:38:50,170 --> 00:38:51,609
See you tomorrow.
514
00:38:59,050 --> 00:39:02,379
So, once you're feeling
a little less woozy,
515
00:39:02,380 --> 00:39:04,680
we'll set you up with
a whole bunch of therapists...
516
00:39:04,690 --> 00:39:08,020
speech, occupational, physical.
517
00:39:09,920 --> 00:39:11,429
Shannon.
518
00:39:11,430 --> 00:39:13,190
Please come in.
519
00:39:17,930 --> 00:39:19,810
I'm Karin's mom.
520
00:39:20,500 --> 00:39:21,600
Hi.
521
00:39:25,210 --> 00:39:27,409
I brought something for you.
522
00:40:00,310 --> 00:40:01,579
She was beautiful.
523
00:40:11,920 --> 00:40:13,690
Thank you.
524
00:40:15,760 --> 00:40:19,290
And thank you for timing
that elevator ride so perfectly.
525
00:40:24,130 --> 00:40:26,200
Can I ask you for a favor?
526
00:40:29,640 --> 00:40:31,769
I'd like to say goodbye.
527
00:41:00,400 --> 00:41:02,839
Eh, we'll clean up tomorrow.
528
00:41:02,840 --> 00:41:04,800
And buy a new vase.
529
00:41:04,810 --> 00:41:07,040
Yeah, buying a new vase is easy.
530
00:41:09,210 --> 00:41:12,309
Vacuuming up my grandmother's ashes,
531
00:41:12,310 --> 00:41:13,710
not so easy.
532
00:41:15,220 --> 00:41:17,880
Are you glad you apologized?
533
00:41:18,990 --> 00:41:20,430
Yeah.
534
00:41:21,060 --> 00:41:23,420
Do you still feel guilty?
535
00:41:26,390 --> 00:41:27,790
Yeah.
536
00:41:27,800 --> 00:41:31,799
Guilt must be a bad thing
if it makes people feel badly
537
00:41:31,800 --> 00:41:34,190
about something they can never fix.
538
00:41:35,470 --> 00:41:37,300
Or maybe it's a deterrent
539
00:41:37,310 --> 00:41:39,610
so we do the right thing the next time.
540
00:41:44,350 --> 00:41:46,240
You loved Robin
541
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but could never be with her.
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Do you wish you'd never met her?
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Not for one second.
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I'm not okay that Lea is into Jake.
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Good night, Smurf.
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Night, Glassy.