1 00:00:00,800 --> 00:00:05,084 Banana blueberry with a hint of cinnamon. 2 00:00:05,108 --> 00:00:06,850 I think it's my best yet. 3 00:00:06,875 --> 00:00:09,176 Hm. I like chocolate chip... 4 00:00:09,210 --> 00:00:11,512 - Mmm. - ...with syrup. 5 00:00:11,546 --> 00:00:13,380 I like eating pancakes in bed. 6 00:00:13,415 --> 00:00:15,416 - Do you want to have sex again? - Yes. 7 00:00:15,483 --> 00:00:17,842 Do you want to finish the pancakes first? 8 00:00:18,353 --> 00:00:19,141 Yes. 9 00:00:19,165 --> 00:00:21,021 Me too. 10 00:00:21,056 --> 00:00:23,590 We are very good at pretending to be married, 11 00:00:23,658 --> 00:00:26,060 but we are very bad at getting married. 12 00:00:26,094 --> 00:00:28,028 I don't want to do it anymore. 13 00:00:28,063 --> 00:00:30,698 Not the marriage, the wedding. 14 00:00:30,732 --> 00:00:33,534 I don't want any more dress fittings or guest lists. 15 00:00:33,568 --> 00:00:35,731 I just want to be married. 16 00:00:38,373 --> 00:00:39,940 Shaun... 17 00:00:40,008 --> 00:00:42,409 ...we have 45 more minutes of our fake honeymoon. 18 00:00:42,444 --> 00:00:44,011 No work. 19 00:00:46,014 --> 00:00:49,749 There is an opening at the courthouse tomorrow at 4:30. 20 00:00:55,111 --> 00:00:56,211 Cheese, no. Peppers, yes? 21 00:00:56,236 --> 00:00:57,725 Perfect. 22 00:01:03,012 --> 00:01:04,631 Is that him? 23 00:01:05,226 --> 00:01:06,660 Based on the last three voicemails, 24 00:01:06,685 --> 00:01:09,269 he's calling about the restraining order I filed. 25 00:01:09,294 --> 00:01:10,377 How are you feeling? 26 00:01:10,401 --> 00:01:13,081 Like my future is a dark, formless void, 27 00:01:13,167 --> 00:01:15,102 which makes it full of possibility. 28 00:01:15,136 --> 00:01:17,237 Like a one-bed, one-bath rental. 29 00:01:17,272 --> 00:01:19,573 You've only been here a few days. 30 00:01:19,607 --> 00:01:21,808 Which is a few days longer than anyone should crash 31 00:01:21,843 --> 00:01:23,533 on their boss's couch. 32 00:01:24,995 --> 00:01:26,362 Thank you, Audrey. 33 00:01:26,387 --> 00:01:27,821 Thank you. 34 00:01:28,983 --> 00:01:31,351 Why am I watching you make a smoothie? 35 00:01:31,419 --> 00:01:33,787 You're watching me dance while I make a smoothie. 36 00:01:33,821 --> 00:01:35,322 It's not a smoothie if it has tequila in it. 37 00:01:35,356 --> 00:01:37,582 It's a spinach and flax seed margarita. 38 00:01:37,616 --> 00:01:38,951 Hey! And it makes you dance. 39 00:01:38,985 --> 00:01:40,093 Mm. 40 00:01:40,128 --> 00:01:41,461 - Okay, listen... - No. 41 00:01:41,496 --> 00:01:42,596 Too much butt, though. 42 00:01:42,630 --> 00:01:43,818 Think about the butt. 43 00:01:43,843 --> 00:01:45,444 Asher? 44 00:01:52,112 --> 00:01:54,114 What are you doing here? 45 00:01:54,487 --> 00:01:56,455 _ 46 00:02:00,374 --> 00:02:01,774 Meet my parents. 47 00:02:08,159 --> 00:02:16,159 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 48 00:02:16,184 --> 00:02:17,397 Steph Lewis, 35. 49 00:02:17,465 --> 00:02:19,499 She had a brainstem stroke nine years ago 50 00:02:19,534 --> 00:02:22,002 that left her paralyzed from her face down. 51 00:02:22,036 --> 00:02:24,279 I still have 10% movement in three fingers 52 00:02:24,346 --> 00:02:26,506 so don't sell me short. 53 00:02:26,541 --> 00:02:30,143 W... How'd you type that so quickly? 54 00:02:30,178 --> 00:02:32,012 I have eight different pre-programmed phrases 55 00:02:32,046 --> 00:02:34,162 to put people at ease. 56 00:02:35,049 --> 00:02:37,751 She's had four serious bouts of pneumonia 57 00:02:37,819 --> 00:02:39,353 in the last few months. 58 00:02:39,387 --> 00:02:42,089 Um, she's taken levofloxacin for the infection 59 00:02:42,156 --> 00:02:44,691 and glycopyrrolate for the trach secretions, 60 00:02:44,726 --> 00:02:47,394 but she still has high fever, decreased energy, night sweats. 61 00:02:47,428 --> 00:02:50,163 He's so sexy when he talks medical. 62 00:02:50,198 --> 00:02:51,498 The pneumonia caused scar tissue, 63 00:02:51,532 --> 00:02:52,566 which is compressing her lung. 64 00:02:52,600 --> 00:02:54,334 She needs surgical decortication. 65 00:02:54,369 --> 00:02:56,236 That's a pretty aggressive approach. 66 00:02:56,270 --> 00:02:58,238 Surgery comes with serious risk, 67 00:02:58,272 --> 00:03:00,907 recurrent air leaks, respiratory failure, sepsis. 68 00:03:00,942 --> 00:03:02,843 And giving round after round of antibiotics 69 00:03:02,877 --> 00:03:04,611 is only going to make the infections harder to... 70 00:03:04,679 --> 00:03:06,010 Hello. 71 00:03:11,886 --> 00:03:14,921 I want the surgery. 72 00:03:17,792 --> 00:03:21,109 I know the risks. I'm sick of feeling crappy. 73 00:03:30,471 --> 00:03:32,572 I have terminal lung cancer. 74 00:03:32,607 --> 00:03:34,708 Doctors say I have less than a year 75 00:03:34,742 --> 00:03:37,083 and no good surgical options. 76 00:03:38,813 --> 00:03:42,582 I'm... So sorry. 77 00:03:42,617 --> 00:03:44,885 We're not here for sympathy. 78 00:03:44,919 --> 00:03:47,721 God, in his wisdom, gave us a son 79 00:03:47,755 --> 00:03:50,757 who would grow up to be a doctor for times like this. 80 00:03:50,792 --> 00:03:54,517 He will work a miracle through you. 81 00:04:08,026 --> 00:04:09,359 I can't do lunch today. I have a job interview 82 00:04:09,394 --> 00:04:10,961 with New York Medical Center. 83 00:04:10,991 --> 00:04:12,396 I didn't know you were considering positions 84 00:04:12,430 --> 00:04:13,730 on the other side of the country. 85 00:04:13,760 --> 00:04:15,766 I'm not. I just want to get multiple offers 86 00:04:15,800 --> 00:04:17,401 so I can leverage a better one from St. Bon's. 87 00:04:17,435 --> 00:04:19,536 Makes you look in demand. 88 00:04:19,570 --> 00:04:21,638 Uh, I'd rather look like I want the job I have now. 89 00:04:21,706 --> 00:04:23,940 Oh, hello. 90 00:04:23,975 --> 00:04:25,809 - Hi. - Yes. 91 00:04:25,877 --> 00:04:29,546 Um, thank you so much for your gift, whatever it is. 92 00:04:29,580 --> 00:04:31,248 We are returning it. 93 00:04:31,282 --> 00:04:32,949 We're getting married at the courthouse tomorrow. 94 00:04:32,984 --> 00:04:34,551 And since neither of you are invited, 95 00:04:34,585 --> 00:04:37,587 Weddiquette.org said we're supposed to return the gift. 96 00:04:37,622 --> 00:04:39,556 Excellent. I can exchange it for store credit. 97 00:04:39,590 --> 00:04:41,391 That's exciting. 98 00:04:41,426 --> 00:04:43,393 They're getting married where people pay parking tickets. 99 00:04:43,428 --> 00:04:45,062 What about a destination wedding? 100 00:04:45,096 --> 00:04:47,064 Hmm. We're good. 101 00:04:47,098 --> 00:04:48,899 I have to go. We are going to be 102 00:04:48,933 --> 00:04:51,016 husband and wife in 30 hours and 27 minutes. 103 00:04:51,040 --> 00:04:52,291 Mm. Mm. 104 00:04:54,138 --> 00:04:55,906 Stage four lung cancer 105 00:04:55,940 --> 00:04:57,140 which has invaded the chest wall. 106 00:04:57,175 --> 00:04:59,076 Six rounds of chemo. The treatment has caused 107 00:04:59,110 --> 00:05:00,944 severe anemia and colitis. 108 00:05:00,978 --> 00:05:03,146 Your hair is flatter. 109 00:05:03,181 --> 00:05:05,315 We need a CT of the chest, abdomen, and pelvis, 110 00:05:05,349 --> 00:05:07,651 CBC, blood cultures, and an EKG. 111 00:05:07,685 --> 00:05:09,986 I will review your results with Dr. Andrews, 112 00:05:10,021 --> 00:05:12,589 and we will try to find a treatment to help you. 113 00:05:12,623 --> 00:05:14,491 God bless you, Dr. Murphy. 114 00:05:14,525 --> 00:05:16,716 Okay, thank you. 115 00:05:22,633 --> 00:05:23,867 Can you guys cool it 116 00:05:23,935 --> 00:05:25,335 with the blessing people in the name of God? 117 00:05:25,369 --> 00:05:26,970 This is a secular hospital. 118 00:05:27,004 --> 00:05:29,437 It's called Saint Bonaventure. 119 00:05:30,842 --> 00:05:32,976 Mr. and Mrs. Wolke, I'm Jerome. 120 00:05:33,010 --> 00:05:34,878 We met briefly this morning. 121 00:05:34,946 --> 00:05:36,012 I'm gonna draw some blood. 122 00:05:37,181 --> 00:05:38,315 Jerome is... 123 00:05:39,851 --> 00:05:41,032 A nurse. 124 00:05:42,620 --> 00:05:44,118 Jerome is your nurse. 125 00:05:47,992 --> 00:05:49,335 The surgery went well. 126 00:05:49,369 --> 00:05:50,961 We removed all of the scar tissue, 127 00:05:50,995 --> 00:05:52,963 and the lung expanded completely. 128 00:05:52,997 --> 00:05:55,298 - Thank you. - Mm. 129 00:06:01,139 --> 00:06:02,572 Why can't she move her hand? 130 00:06:08,880 --> 00:06:11,748 Steph, can you blink when you feel something? 131 00:06:17,155 --> 00:06:18,588 What's going on? 132 00:06:23,861 --> 00:06:25,328 Will it come back? 133 00:06:27,177 --> 00:06:28,845 I don't know. 134 00:06:43,848 --> 00:06:45,615 I read your letter 135 00:06:45,683 --> 00:06:47,918 a few months ago. 136 00:06:47,952 --> 00:06:50,086 I sent it six years ago. 137 00:06:52,957 --> 00:06:55,458 I wasn't sure I wanted to hear what you had to say. 138 00:06:57,515 --> 00:06:59,382 But it was nice. 139 00:07:03,367 --> 00:07:05,449 I just wanted to tell you about the family. 140 00:07:08,412 --> 00:07:10,871 I'm not a part of the family anymore. 141 00:07:11,442 --> 00:07:14,166 You made that very clear when I left. 142 00:07:14,579 --> 00:07:15,946 You chose to leave. 143 00:07:18,402 --> 00:07:22,633 We wanted you to stay, wanted to help you. 144 00:07:23,254 --> 00:07:24,788 You're not the only one who struggles 145 00:07:24,822 --> 00:07:27,888 with finding the right path. 146 00:07:28,239 --> 00:07:31,309 We all must sometimes choose to deny our flesh. 147 00:07:36,086 --> 00:07:37,253 You're right. 148 00:07:38,836 --> 00:07:40,651 I did make a choice. 149 00:07:41,072 --> 00:07:43,139 I could follow your rules, 150 00:07:43,174 --> 00:07:46,907 or I could love and accept who I am. 151 00:07:48,512 --> 00:07:50,786 I chose which one mattered more... 152 00:07:52,416 --> 00:07:54,017 And so did you. 153 00:07:59,590 --> 00:08:01,297 Are you okay? 154 00:08:01,826 --> 00:08:02,926 Take a deep breath. 155 00:08:08,839 --> 00:08:10,339 I need some help! 156 00:08:17,817 --> 00:08:19,890 CT shows the chest wall tumor has grown. 157 00:08:19,925 --> 00:08:22,513 He's bleeding into the thoracic cavity, and it is collapsing his lung. 158 00:08:22,547 --> 00:08:24,008 He needs surgery to stop the bleed now. 159 00:08:24,032 --> 00:08:25,432 His blood cell counts are too low. 160 00:08:25,467 --> 00:08:27,000 Maybe we should do an echo to see if his heart 161 00:08:27,035 --> 00:08:28,469 - is stable enough for... - No. There isn't time. 162 00:08:28,503 --> 00:08:30,137 Get consent from your mother, and I will start 163 00:08:30,171 --> 00:08:31,972 prepping your father for the embolization. 164 00:08:32,006 --> 00:08:33,173 The anesthesia must have caused 165 00:08:33,208 --> 00:08:34,608 a drop in Steph's blood pressure 166 00:08:34,642 --> 00:08:36,210 and completed her previous injury. 167 00:08:36,277 --> 00:08:37,953 Then her best bet's eye-tracking technology. 168 00:08:37,987 --> 00:08:39,267 That'll be great, 169 00:08:39,301 --> 00:08:41,115 as long as she only wants to speak one word a minute. 170 00:08:41,149 --> 00:08:42,316 Well, she'll get the hang of it. 171 00:08:42,350 --> 00:08:44,151 After months of training. 172 00:08:44,185 --> 00:08:46,453 Well, it's better than what she has now. 173 00:08:46,488 --> 00:08:47,855 How'd the interview go? 174 00:08:47,889 --> 00:08:49,990 Mm. Great. 175 00:08:50,024 --> 00:08:51,358 The head of internal medicine 176 00:08:51,393 --> 00:08:52,960 is basically me 10 years from now. 177 00:08:52,994 --> 00:08:54,695 We loved each other. 178 00:08:54,729 --> 00:08:56,997 And her department just got a SPORE grant. 179 00:08:57,031 --> 00:08:58,465 Sounds like you're interested. 180 00:08:58,500 --> 00:09:00,136 It sounds like I'm answering your question. 181 00:09:00,166 --> 00:09:01,402 Oh, with enthusiasm. 182 00:09:01,469 --> 00:09:03,871 Wha... What am I gonna do with a second blender? 183 00:09:05,306 --> 00:09:07,344 Yeah, I got you a blender. 184 00:09:09,344 --> 00:09:10,477 Open it. 185 00:09:10,512 --> 00:09:12,646 Weddiquette says I can't. 186 00:09:12,680 --> 00:09:15,735 That's dumb. Just open it. 187 00:09:17,986 --> 00:09:19,586 Oh, I can't. 188 00:09:19,654 --> 00:09:20,587 Just open it. 189 00:09:24,993 --> 00:09:26,059 Mm. 190 00:09:38,339 --> 00:09:40,441 I really love it. 191 00:09:40,508 --> 00:09:42,876 Mm-hmm. The photo's just a placeholder 192 00:09:42,911 --> 00:09:45,379 - until you get the real wedding pics. - Mm. 193 00:09:45,413 --> 00:09:47,281 But that dress looked amazing on you. 194 00:09:47,348 --> 00:09:49,516 - Thank you. - Mm-hmm. 195 00:09:52,086 --> 00:09:53,620 - This was fun. - Mm-hmm. 196 00:10:13,141 --> 00:10:14,541 Your blood pressure looks good. 197 00:10:14,576 --> 00:10:16,568 No fever or sign of infection. 198 00:10:16,602 --> 00:10:18,865 We should be able to start you on eye-tracking tomorrow. 199 00:10:20,215 --> 00:10:22,483 W... We tried that before. 200 00:10:22,550 --> 00:10:24,618 It can take a while to get used to. 201 00:10:31,826 --> 00:10:33,227 No, no, the camera's facing the right way this time. 202 00:10:33,261 --> 00:10:34,454 I promise. 203 00:10:36,264 --> 00:10:37,998 This is the living room. 204 00:10:38,066 --> 00:10:42,436 Also the dining room, kitchen, guest room, and office. 205 00:10:44,212 --> 00:10:47,574 All conveniently located in these 400 square feet. 206 00:10:48,910 --> 00:10:50,978 And it's all ours! 207 00:11:00,421 --> 00:11:02,689 Someone's phone's ringing. 208 00:11:02,757 --> 00:11:05,192 I know. 209 00:11:05,260 --> 00:11:06,803 Park. 210 00:11:06,837 --> 00:11:08,495 We can give Steph her voice back. 211 00:11:11,332 --> 00:11:14,168 Advance the catheter to the right fourth intercostal artery. 212 00:11:19,834 --> 00:11:22,762 He got this scar teaching me how to ride a bike. 213 00:11:23,270 --> 00:11:26,105 I was going too fast. I didn't know how to brake yet. 214 00:11:26,381 --> 00:11:28,434 He caught me. 215 00:11:28,983 --> 00:11:30,978 We both ended up with stitches. 216 00:11:33,488 --> 00:11:36,690 Delivering the embolic agent. 217 00:11:36,724 --> 00:11:39,693 My dad taught me how to tie a tie. 218 00:11:39,727 --> 00:11:42,829 He was a minister who wore his Sunday best 219 00:11:42,864 --> 00:11:44,865 every day of the week. 220 00:11:44,899 --> 00:11:46,410 When he died, 221 00:11:47,388 --> 00:11:50,957 I wore his suit jackets every day for a year. 222 00:11:52,240 --> 00:11:54,975 My dad was my first chemistry teacher. 223 00:11:55,355 --> 00:11:59,091 We baked together every weekend on a quest to find 224 00:11:59,116 --> 00:12:01,951 the perfect oatmeal chocolate chip cookie recipe. 225 00:12:11,426 --> 00:12:13,145 I'm cold. 226 00:12:13,661 --> 00:12:15,162 Fluid is cloudy. 227 00:12:16,837 --> 00:12:18,818 He has a malignant pleural effusion. 228 00:12:19,934 --> 00:12:21,568 Can we drain it? 229 00:12:21,603 --> 00:12:23,572 It will keep coming back 230 00:12:23,597 --> 00:12:26,450 and spread the cancer everywhere in his chest cavity. 231 00:12:29,577 --> 00:12:32,278 Your father's prognosis was wrong. 232 00:12:32,447 --> 00:12:34,381 He only has a few weeks to live. 233 00:12:46,454 --> 00:12:49,446 You have weeks. Maybe days. 234 00:12:49,791 --> 00:12:51,692 But likely weeks. 235 00:12:51,726 --> 00:12:53,727 We'll continue to drain the fluid 236 00:12:53,795 --> 00:12:55,994 and try to find a surgery that will give you more time. 237 00:12:59,901 --> 00:13:03,627 God has privileged us with great miracles. 238 00:13:05,239 --> 00:13:06,807 And He will again. 239 00:13:11,625 --> 00:13:13,293 Shabbos. 240 00:13:16,651 --> 00:13:20,053 The Jewish holy day of rest begins tonight. 241 00:13:20,088 --> 00:13:24,064 God and I plan to do just that... 242 00:13:25,232 --> 00:13:26,265 Rest. 243 00:13:27,791 --> 00:13:28,985 Okay, let's... 244 00:13:31,759 --> 00:13:34,160 We'll implant electrodes on her sensorimotor cortex, 245 00:13:34,194 --> 00:13:36,129 which will decode her brainwaves. 246 00:13:36,163 --> 00:13:38,197 All Steph has to do is try to speak, 247 00:13:38,265 --> 00:13:39,832 and the receiver relays the signals, 248 00:13:39,867 --> 00:13:41,701 which are translated into speech. 249 00:13:41,769 --> 00:13:43,336 It's brand-new technology 250 00:13:43,370 --> 00:13:45,471 that's only been done successfully a couple times. 251 00:13:45,506 --> 00:13:47,206 It's new technology that would give Steph not just a voice, 252 00:13:47,274 --> 00:13:49,275 but her voice back. 253 00:13:49,310 --> 00:13:51,811 By uploading audio files taken before the stroke, we can... 254 00:13:51,845 --> 00:13:54,314 Steph can't handle another life-threatening surgery. 255 00:13:54,348 --> 00:13:56,115 The eye-tracking device will allow her to communicate... 256 00:13:56,150 --> 00:13:59,719 Right now, they've got nothing. 257 00:13:59,787 --> 00:14:01,387 They love each other. 258 00:14:01,455 --> 00:14:03,456 You're pushing false hope because you see Steph 259 00:14:03,490 --> 00:14:05,191 as nothing but a burden. 260 00:14:05,225 --> 00:14:08,561 I'm trying to give them some quality of life. 261 00:14:08,629 --> 00:14:10,530 You're risking her life because you can't imagine 262 00:14:10,564 --> 00:14:12,799 making that kind of sacrifice for another person. 263 00:14:13,232 --> 00:14:14,380 Park's right. 264 00:14:15,903 --> 00:14:18,004 It's risky. But it's not false hope. 265 00:14:18,038 --> 00:14:19,505 Let's take it to them, 266 00:14:19,540 --> 00:14:22,872 without any hint of whatever's going on between you. 267 00:14:33,754 --> 00:14:36,556 No one is coming into 268 00:14:36,590 --> 00:14:38,057 a patient's room to turn on the TV. 269 00:14:39,860 --> 00:14:42,395 And this way, I can ensure it. 270 00:14:48,335 --> 00:14:50,003 Okay, if you want him to breathe through Shabbos, 271 00:14:50,037 --> 00:14:51,704 I suggest you leave those plugged in. 272 00:14:54,375 --> 00:14:56,009 Hi, family. 273 00:14:56,043 --> 00:14:58,845 - Hello. - How's your pain? 274 00:14:58,879 --> 00:15:00,660 It's nothing I can't handle. 275 00:15:06,520 --> 00:15:09,294 Will you join us for Shabbos, Dr. Allen? 276 00:15:10,024 --> 00:15:13,092 Uh, I'd love to, 277 00:15:13,127 --> 00:15:16,129 but I should be researching how to save your life. 278 00:15:16,196 --> 00:15:18,887 Am I dying tomorrow? 279 00:15:19,933 --> 00:15:21,968 Then Shabbos is more important. 280 00:15:22,036 --> 00:15:24,103 From sundown to sundown, 281 00:15:24,138 --> 00:15:28,741 we devote a day to joy and God. 282 00:15:28,776 --> 00:15:31,191 How can I say no to God? 283 00:17:11,512 --> 00:17:13,334 I'm sorry. 284 00:17:14,014 --> 00:17:17,463 I was projecting and overreacted. 285 00:17:18,085 --> 00:17:19,585 An interview is just an interview. 286 00:17:19,653 --> 00:17:21,387 They offered me the job. 287 00:17:30,156 --> 00:17:33,813 Asher, will you say the mischa beruch for Abba? 288 00:17:34,701 --> 00:17:37,692 Prayer for the sick, for his father. 289 00:17:40,674 --> 00:17:43,239 You want me to pray to a God I don't believe in? 290 00:17:46,593 --> 00:17:50,596 Why can't you honor me in my last days on Earth? 291 00:17:50,717 --> 00:17:51,851 These aren't your last days. 292 00:17:51,885 --> 00:17:53,219 You told me... 293 00:17:53,253 --> 00:17:54,959 We're finding a surgical solution. 294 00:18:02,296 --> 00:18:04,218 I am dying. 295 00:18:04,731 --> 00:18:05,765 I have accepted that. 296 00:18:05,799 --> 00:18:07,133 Yosel. 297 00:18:09,536 --> 00:18:11,470 I'm sorry, Miriam. 298 00:18:15,481 --> 00:18:21,611 What I want is to go to God at peace. 299 00:18:23,917 --> 00:18:25,907 I want you to come home. 300 00:18:26,954 --> 00:18:30,289 Be with me and your mother 301 00:18:30,324 --> 00:18:32,625 and your brothers and sisters. 302 00:18:45,405 --> 00:18:47,640 It's sad. 303 00:18:52,312 --> 00:18:54,560 I want to be your son... 304 00:18:55,349 --> 00:18:57,271 Almost more than I want to be myself. 305 00:18:59,853 --> 00:19:01,487 But I can't. 306 00:19:14,968 --> 00:19:16,769 This is who I am. 307 00:19:18,171 --> 00:19:20,251 And this is my boyfriend. 308 00:19:42,548 --> 00:19:45,189 You have been acting differently. 309 00:19:45,213 --> 00:19:46,398 Is it because you think 310 00:19:46,433 --> 00:19:47,746 it will make your parents like you more 311 00:19:47,781 --> 00:19:51,679 if you act more... More... 312 00:19:51,703 --> 00:19:53,771 - Straight? - Mm. 313 00:19:53,806 --> 00:19:58,342 I think they'd like me more if I actually was straight. 314 00:19:58,377 --> 00:20:00,211 My parents would have liked me better 315 00:20:00,279 --> 00:20:02,146 if I didn't have autism. 316 00:20:02,181 --> 00:20:04,215 But your dad is not like my dad. 317 00:20:04,283 --> 00:20:06,451 Your dad came to see you. 318 00:20:06,485 --> 00:20:07,952 Mm. 319 00:20:07,986 --> 00:20:10,688 The effusion fluid is reaccumulating 320 00:20:10,722 --> 00:20:12,686 faster than we can drain it. 321 00:20:14,893 --> 00:20:17,462 The tumor's like a faucet we can't turn off. 322 00:20:17,496 --> 00:20:20,611 It's spraying cancer-water everywhere. 323 00:20:21,233 --> 00:20:25,198 That is an interesting simile. 324 00:20:38,717 --> 00:20:40,017 We can't turn it off, 325 00:20:40,052 --> 00:20:41,519 but we can give it nowhere to go. 326 00:20:42,221 --> 00:20:43,888 Hm. 327 00:20:43,922 --> 00:20:46,691 By injecting the pleural cavity with a slurry of talc, 328 00:20:46,725 --> 00:20:48,826 inflammation and scarring will fill up the space, 329 00:20:48,861 --> 00:20:51,863 clogging up the tumor and giving it nowhere to leak fluid into. 330 00:20:51,897 --> 00:20:53,598 And after you heal from the surgery, 331 00:20:53,665 --> 00:20:55,700 we'll try an experimental targeted immunotherapy. 332 00:20:55,734 --> 00:20:57,602 It should give you a year, maybe more. 333 00:20:57,669 --> 00:21:00,104 Ko vay hashem Yah-chalifu Koach. 334 00:21:00,172 --> 00:21:03,111 How long is the recovery? 335 00:21:05,410 --> 00:21:07,879 You will have to stay in the hospital 336 00:21:07,913 --> 00:21:10,243 for at least one week. 337 00:21:10,975 --> 00:21:13,844 What are the chances I'll survive it, 338 00:21:13,869 --> 00:21:15,837 the surgery, the treatment? 339 00:21:15,862 --> 00:21:19,084 There are risks of both, but we're confident... 340 00:21:19,109 --> 00:21:23,427 I don't want to die away from home and my family. 341 00:21:30,869 --> 00:21:32,770 We're giving you more time. 342 00:21:32,804 --> 00:21:34,059 Please take it. 343 00:21:42,781 --> 00:21:44,444 Okay. 344 00:21:45,484 --> 00:21:46,450 Okay. 345 00:21:47,886 --> 00:21:49,420 Baruch hashem. 346 00:22:03,669 --> 00:22:05,269 Excuse me. I have flowers for... 347 00:22:05,304 --> 00:22:07,004 Someone else can take them. 348 00:22:10,409 --> 00:22:13,724 Exposing the sensorimotor cortex of the left hemisphere. 349 00:22:14,139 --> 00:22:17,102 Electrode array is prepped for implantation. 350 00:22:18,230 --> 00:22:21,199 I heard Morgan got a job offer in New York. 351 00:22:21,453 --> 00:22:24,822 - Yeah. - Tough call for her. 352 00:22:24,856 --> 00:22:27,527 As long as she's at St. Bon's, she'll be seen as 353 00:22:27,552 --> 00:22:30,885 the doctor who used to be a surgeon but can't be anymore. 354 00:22:32,878 --> 00:22:35,454 5-0 prolene on a castro to suture the dura. 355 00:22:38,343 --> 00:22:40,978 The AI will take samples from a variety of cortical regions 356 00:22:41,003 --> 00:22:42,704 that are used in speech processing, 357 00:22:42,729 --> 00:22:44,363 and the predictive analytics should... 358 00:22:44,388 --> 00:22:46,656 Would you work faster if you didn't explain every step? 359 00:22:47,179 --> 00:22:48,846 Mm. 360 00:22:48,880 --> 00:22:50,815 To have and to hold, 361 00:22:50,849 --> 00:22:53,718 to honor, to treasure, 362 00:22:53,743 --> 00:22:57,252 to be at his side in sorrow and in joy, 363 00:22:57,277 --> 00:22:59,218 in the good times and in the bad... 364 00:23:00,423 --> 00:23:03,625 ...and to love and cherish always. 365 00:23:03,729 --> 00:23:05,442 I love you. 366 00:23:13,905 --> 00:23:15,528 You're being a jerk. 367 00:23:15,596 --> 00:23:17,875 You think I'm being a jerk to the people that want me to be 368 00:23:17,909 --> 00:23:20,478 the godly, straight person I never was? 369 00:23:25,057 --> 00:23:26,857 For the two years I've known you, 370 00:23:26,938 --> 00:23:31,541 you have been cute and funny and clever 371 00:23:31,744 --> 00:23:35,446 and caring and sensitive. 372 00:23:36,588 --> 00:23:40,791 Suddenly, your parents show up and you're just angry. 373 00:23:40,979 --> 00:23:42,646 I think I have every right to be. 374 00:23:45,804 --> 00:23:46,971 Why do you think he came here? 375 00:23:46,996 --> 00:23:48,530 So I could save his life 376 00:23:48,555 --> 00:23:49,861 and send him back to his real family. 377 00:23:49,886 --> 00:23:53,575 Asher, he would have found a reason 378 00:23:53,600 --> 00:23:56,993 to get on that plane if you were a car mechanic. 379 00:23:57,849 --> 00:23:59,830 He came here for peace. 380 00:24:00,452 --> 00:24:02,353 Not a miracle cure. 381 00:24:05,177 --> 00:24:07,315 We have two minutes in total 382 00:24:07,340 --> 00:24:09,053 at the courthouse to say our vows. 383 00:24:09,078 --> 00:24:11,459 My vows are 26 seconds if I'm talking slowly, 384 00:24:11,494 --> 00:24:14,252 which I might because it is an important moment. 385 00:24:14,276 --> 00:24:17,138 Is one minute and 34 seconds enough time for you? 386 00:24:19,381 --> 00:24:21,850 - Lea? - Sorry. 387 00:24:21,884 --> 00:24:24,319 Yeah, it is. 388 00:24:24,353 --> 00:24:26,356 You don't sound happy. 389 00:24:27,790 --> 00:24:29,624 Do you not like Jordan's wedding gift? 390 00:24:29,658 --> 00:24:31,159 No, it's beautiful. 391 00:24:31,193 --> 00:24:32,994 It's just a reminder that I'll never 392 00:24:33,028 --> 00:24:35,864 wear a real wedding gown at my dream wedding. 393 00:24:35,898 --> 00:24:38,800 That's kind of a bummer. 394 00:24:38,834 --> 00:24:42,303 Have you changed your mind about the courthouse? 395 00:24:42,338 --> 00:24:45,073 No. In those dreams, 396 00:24:45,141 --> 00:24:47,909 you are the only constant, Shaun. 397 00:24:47,977 --> 00:24:51,412 Just the two of us, that's enough for me. 398 00:25:01,900 --> 00:25:04,168 - Shaun? - I'm confused. 399 00:25:04,236 --> 00:25:05,636 Okay. 400 00:25:05,670 --> 00:25:07,771 I think I'm getting mixed signals. 401 00:25:07,805 --> 00:25:09,907 Well, that's a good thing, isn't it? 402 00:25:09,941 --> 00:25:12,743 Is it? It doesn't feel like it is. 403 00:25:12,778 --> 00:25:15,746 Well, you don't normally pick up on non-verbal cues, right? 404 00:25:15,781 --> 00:25:17,948 That's quite a leap. 405 00:25:17,983 --> 00:25:19,245 Lea says she's disappointed 406 00:25:19,279 --> 00:25:21,485 that we are having our wedding at the courthouse, 407 00:25:21,520 --> 00:25:22,953 but she also says she wants to 408 00:25:22,988 --> 00:25:24,976 have our wedding at the courthouse. 409 00:25:25,000 --> 00:25:27,334 Not quite as big a leap as I thought, but... 410 00:25:27,369 --> 00:25:28,836 I want to respect what she wants, 411 00:25:28,870 --> 00:25:32,006 but I also want to respect her disappointment. 412 00:25:32,040 --> 00:25:34,441 How, How, How do I do both? 413 00:25:34,476 --> 00:25:36,143 Oh, boy. 414 00:25:36,177 --> 00:25:37,778 People don't always know what they want. 415 00:25:37,812 --> 00:25:39,113 But they should. 416 00:25:39,147 --> 00:25:41,282 Especially if it's a wedding. 417 00:25:41,636 --> 00:25:43,203 Yeah, they should. 418 00:25:45,820 --> 00:25:47,454 Let me think about it. 419 00:25:47,595 --> 00:25:48,661 Excellent. 420 00:25:58,733 --> 00:26:00,701 He wants to die. 421 00:26:01,032 --> 00:26:03,504 He's scared. 422 00:26:03,538 --> 00:26:05,105 I think he's at peace. 423 00:26:05,139 --> 00:26:07,841 He wants to go home, be with God. 424 00:26:10,491 --> 00:26:11,918 You should let him. 425 00:26:13,648 --> 00:26:16,422 You want me to take moral advice from you? 426 00:26:17,819 --> 00:26:19,753 You gave that up when... 427 00:26:19,821 --> 00:26:22,356 I lost my morality when I lost my religion? 428 00:26:22,390 --> 00:26:24,591 Without God, there can be no objective... 429 00:26:24,659 --> 00:26:26,560 My compassion? My decency? 430 00:26:26,594 --> 00:26:28,434 You don't really believe that. 431 00:26:30,598 --> 00:26:33,734 Samuel 1 31:4. 432 00:26:33,768 --> 00:26:36,503 "When Saul saw himself losing to the Philistines, 433 00:26:36,538 --> 00:26:38,572 "he threw himself on his own sword to avoid being captured." 434 00:26:38,606 --> 00:26:40,207 Your father's not facing torture. 435 00:26:40,241 --> 00:26:42,276 He's with his family. He's... 436 00:26:42,344 --> 00:26:44,178 He is the one suffering. 437 00:26:44,212 --> 00:26:45,379 He gets to decide. 438 00:26:45,413 --> 00:26:47,578 It's pikuach nefesh! 439 00:26:48,283 --> 00:26:51,752 You do not stand by while your friend bleeds. 440 00:26:51,786 --> 00:26:53,954 This is not your friend. 441 00:26:54,022 --> 00:26:55,836 This is your father. 442 00:26:57,359 --> 00:26:59,126 This is suicide. 443 00:26:59,194 --> 00:27:01,195 No, there's a difference between actively taking a life 444 00:27:01,229 --> 00:27:02,796 and passively letting it go! 445 00:27:02,864 --> 00:27:05,132 And you know that doesn't let us simply give up. 446 00:27:05,200 --> 00:27:06,700 The principle... 447 00:27:06,735 --> 00:27:08,202 If you cared about principle, 448 00:27:08,236 --> 00:27:10,137 you wouldn't put a timer on the lights for Shabbos. 449 00:27:10,205 --> 00:27:13,040 If you can find a way to justify this, you can justify this! 450 00:27:14,549 --> 00:27:16,484 But you don't want to. 451 00:27:17,912 --> 00:27:19,813 You don't care about what the Torah says. 452 00:27:26,755 --> 00:27:29,590 People are curious about my life, my old life. 453 00:27:33,294 --> 00:27:37,231 They ask if I learned Western history in school, 454 00:27:37,265 --> 00:27:41,835 if I ever saw a TV, talked to girls, 455 00:27:41,903 --> 00:27:43,737 if my parents had an arranged marriage. 456 00:27:47,442 --> 00:27:49,309 They're curious and kind of... 457 00:27:52,180 --> 00:27:53,811 ...appalled by it all. 458 00:27:58,086 --> 00:28:00,587 And the truth is... 459 00:28:02,190 --> 00:28:04,258 ...a lot of it appalls me. 460 00:28:04,292 --> 00:28:06,660 A lot of it is embarrassing for me. 461 00:28:09,975 --> 00:28:14,468 But... The one thing I push back against, 462 00:28:14,502 --> 00:28:17,638 the one thing I will always defend... 463 00:28:20,975 --> 00:28:22,643 ...is your marriage. 464 00:28:25,713 --> 00:28:27,948 Your love. 465 00:28:30,718 --> 00:28:32,820 I dream of finding someone to love me 466 00:28:32,854 --> 00:28:34,477 the way you two love each other. 467 00:28:36,978 --> 00:28:39,646 Mom, you don't want him to die because you love him. 468 00:28:44,132 --> 00:28:45,899 That's the only reason. 469 00:28:47,168 --> 00:28:49,241 It's a very good reason. 470 00:28:57,378 --> 00:28:59,794 You don't want the pain of losing him, 471 00:29:00,815 --> 00:29:03,417 but do you love him enough to take away his pain? 472 00:29:06,054 --> 00:29:08,155 To make that pain yours? 473 00:29:39,354 --> 00:29:41,377 I'd like to ask you a favor. 474 00:29:41,956 --> 00:29:44,191 It's gonna cost you. 475 00:29:44,518 --> 00:29:46,352 I don't think it will. 476 00:29:49,364 --> 00:29:51,131 It'll take some time for the AI 477 00:29:51,199 --> 00:29:52,533 to completely learn your brain waves, 478 00:29:52,567 --> 00:29:54,932 but you can give it a try... 479 00:29:55,737 --> 00:29:57,104 When you're ready. 480 00:30:06,748 --> 00:30:07,945 I love you. 481 00:30:16,457 --> 00:30:17,913 I love you, too. 482 00:30:32,407 --> 00:30:33,807 Those from him? 483 00:30:33,841 --> 00:30:35,676 I'm finding them a good home. 484 00:30:37,658 --> 00:30:39,492 And I found an apartment. 485 00:30:39,546 --> 00:30:42,148 Wow. You only just started calling me Audrey. 486 00:30:42,173 --> 00:30:44,044 Yes, Dr. Lim, you will have your place to yourself 487 00:30:44,069 --> 00:30:45,533 within a week. 488 00:30:45,753 --> 00:30:47,154 That's great. 489 00:30:50,791 --> 00:30:53,793 I remember, my sophomore year of college, 490 00:30:53,818 --> 00:30:55,319 my boyfriend dumped me, 491 00:30:55,344 --> 00:30:56,711 said it was the honorable thing to do 492 00:30:56,736 --> 00:30:58,571 because he was sleeping with my roommate. 493 00:30:59,801 --> 00:31:01,363 Wrecked me. 494 00:31:01,431 --> 00:31:04,771 Three weeks later, I thought, "Wow, I am so over that jerk." 495 00:31:05,974 --> 00:31:07,653 Three months after that, I thought, 496 00:31:07,687 --> 00:31:11,144 "Wow, I can't believe I thought I was okay after three weeks. 497 00:31:11,179 --> 00:31:12,879 "But now I'm doing okay. 498 00:31:12,947 --> 00:31:15,095 "I'm gonna be fine, back up on my feet." 499 00:31:15,783 --> 00:31:17,598 Took a year. 500 00:31:18,119 --> 00:31:20,420 Your situation is obviously different. 501 00:31:20,445 --> 00:31:23,648 And you're more mature, wiser. 502 00:31:23,684 --> 00:31:25,356 So maybe you are ready. 503 00:31:26,127 --> 00:31:27,828 But on the other hand... 504 00:31:30,365 --> 00:31:32,628 I get used to things, and right now, 505 00:31:32,696 --> 00:31:34,835 I've gotten used to your world-class breakfasts. 506 00:31:37,570 --> 00:31:40,173 Maybe you could give me a few more weeks? 507 00:31:45,013 --> 00:31:47,581 I'd be honored to do you that favor. 508 00:31:51,239 --> 00:31:52,716 I need those. 509 00:32:09,837 --> 00:32:12,172 Well, that won't do. 510 00:32:12,206 --> 00:32:15,281 - Will that do? - No. Not at all. 511 00:32:15,910 --> 00:32:18,345 We are going to throw you a wedding. 512 00:32:18,379 --> 00:32:20,280 A proper wedding. 513 00:32:20,348 --> 00:32:22,508 No. We decided not to wait... 514 00:32:22,542 --> 00:32:24,582 Now. Here. 515 00:32:41,936 --> 00:32:43,437 Surprise. 516 00:33:15,209 --> 00:33:16,676 You need a haircut.. 517 00:33:35,308 --> 00:33:37,109 I love you, son. 518 00:33:39,639 --> 00:33:41,539 _ 519 00:33:43,756 --> 00:33:45,357 Goodbye, Dad. 520 00:34:27,548 --> 00:34:28,982 I got you something. 521 00:34:29,049 --> 00:34:30,383 I would assume so. 522 00:34:30,417 --> 00:34:31,918 You are invited to a wedding. 523 00:34:31,952 --> 00:34:33,586 It would be rude not to. 524 00:34:33,621 --> 00:34:34,954 Yes. 525 00:34:36,517 --> 00:34:41,321 These were passed down from my great-great-grandparents. 526 00:34:41,346 --> 00:34:44,102 This was supposed to be for Maddie. 527 00:34:51,538 --> 00:34:54,239 I'm glad you two will be wearing them both. 528 00:35:00,219 --> 00:35:02,788 Was your father a good father? 529 00:35:03,083 --> 00:35:04,914 He did his best. 530 00:35:05,786 --> 00:35:07,954 - Was he good? - I don't know, Shaun. 531 00:35:07,988 --> 00:35:09,355 I... I loved him, I guess. 532 00:35:09,423 --> 00:35:10,828 Okay, but was he good? 533 00:35:10,863 --> 00:35:12,833 Shaun, I'm clearly trying to avoid this question. 534 00:35:12,867 --> 00:35:14,705 My father's not around to defend himself. 535 00:35:14,729 --> 00:35:16,663 - You know? - I know. 536 00:35:16,697 --> 00:35:19,232 Can we go fishing again sometime? 537 00:35:19,533 --> 00:35:21,267 I thought you hated fishing. 538 00:35:27,341 --> 00:35:28,938 I'm cold. 539 00:35:29,744 --> 00:35:31,483 And wet. 540 00:35:32,313 --> 00:35:34,047 And very bored. 541 00:35:35,850 --> 00:35:37,684 It'll be a good memory. 542 00:35:48,529 --> 00:35:51,169 My father is a very good father. 543 00:35:53,926 --> 00:35:55,127 Is? 544 00:35:58,039 --> 00:36:00,040 I love you, Dr. Glassman. 545 00:36:05,713 --> 00:36:08,114 I love you, too, Dr. Murphy. 546 00:36:15,790 --> 00:36:17,445 Maybe we should go with the clip-on. 547 00:36:18,404 --> 00:36:20,093 Hmm. 548 00:36:20,127 --> 00:36:21,895 Oh. 549 00:36:24,118 --> 00:36:26,392 I've been lucky enough to be given the training 550 00:36:26,422 --> 00:36:27,831 to save lives. 551 00:36:28,216 --> 00:36:31,551 But I don't think I've ever felt luckier than I do right now. 552 00:36:31,806 --> 00:36:33,606 Shaun Robert Murphy, 553 00:36:33,641 --> 00:36:35,590 do you take Lea Abigail Dilallo... 554 00:36:35,658 --> 00:36:36,710 I do. 555 00:36:39,596 --> 00:36:40,696 Oh. 556 00:36:40,721 --> 00:36:42,449 To have and to hold, 557 00:36:42,483 --> 00:36:44,584 to honor, to treasure, 558 00:36:44,618 --> 00:36:47,454 to be by her side in sorrow and in joy, 559 00:36:47,488 --> 00:36:49,769 through good times and the bad, 560 00:36:50,424 --> 00:36:52,759 and to love and cherish her always? 561 00:36:53,026 --> 00:36:54,691 I do. 562 00:36:55,796 --> 00:36:58,051 Lea Abigail Dilallo, 563 00:36:58,076 --> 00:37:00,490 do you take Shaun Robert Murphy, 564 00:37:00,634 --> 00:37:02,335 to have and to hold, 565 00:37:02,403 --> 00:37:05,338 to honor, to treasure, 566 00:37:05,406 --> 00:37:09,142 to stand by his side in sorrow and in joy, 567 00:37:09,176 --> 00:37:10,944 through the good times and the bad, 568 00:37:10,978 --> 00:37:13,813 and love and cherish him always? 569 00:37:13,848 --> 00:37:15,753 Oh, yeah, I do. 570 00:37:17,177 --> 00:37:18,590 Uh, the rings. 571 00:37:31,032 --> 00:37:32,132 Okay. 572 00:37:43,871 --> 00:37:47,673 Then by the power vested in me by the State of California, 573 00:37:47,698 --> 00:37:49,662 I now pronounce you husband and wife. 574 00:37:52,620 --> 00:37:55,655 You may kiss the bride. And you may kiss the groom. 575 00:37:57,391 --> 00:37:58,992 - Whoo! - Whoo! 576 00:38:24,566 --> 00:38:26,519 About 20 years ago, 577 00:38:26,554 --> 00:38:31,024 a young man walked into my clinic with his brother, 578 00:38:31,058 --> 00:38:33,660 cradling a dead rabbit. 579 00:38:33,694 --> 00:38:37,363 He was very young and very sweet 580 00:38:37,398 --> 00:38:41,568 and... I thought totally lost. 581 00:38:41,602 --> 00:38:44,204 And here we are, some many years later, 582 00:38:44,238 --> 00:38:47,173 and I realize... I was wrong. 583 00:38:48,742 --> 00:38:50,043 He was never lost. 584 00:38:51,212 --> 00:38:53,309 He always knew who he was. 585 00:38:53,954 --> 00:38:58,657 He always knew what he wanted. 586 00:38:58,786 --> 00:39:01,354 He always knew exactly what mattered. 587 00:39:02,456 --> 00:39:03,556 And he found it. 588 00:39:05,126 --> 00:39:08,408 Someone else I may have underestimated just a tad. 589 00:39:10,264 --> 00:39:12,031 You two deserve each other. 590 00:39:12,066 --> 00:39:14,664 You deserve love... 591 00:39:15,569 --> 00:39:17,604 And you deserve all the happiness in the world. 592 00:39:18,706 --> 00:39:20,169 And then some. 593 00:39:27,314 --> 00:39:30,717 To Shaun and Lea. 594 00:39:30,751 --> 00:39:33,119 To Shaun and Lea! 595 00:40:00,080 --> 00:40:01,961 I want the job. 596 00:40:05,653 --> 00:40:07,175 I understand. 597 00:40:34,648 --> 00:40:36,683 They look so happy, don't they? 598 00:40:36,717 --> 00:40:37,717 Yes, they do. 599 00:40:39,186 --> 00:40:41,454 Make me kinda hate 'em a little. 600 00:40:43,691 --> 00:40:45,792 Okay. 601 00:40:45,826 --> 00:40:47,360 People are drinking. A lot. 602 00:40:47,394 --> 00:40:48,628 We need more glasses. 603 00:40:48,662 --> 00:40:49,796 We have a bunch in the break room. 604 00:40:49,830 --> 00:40:51,331 I'll go get them. 605 00:41:19,159 --> 00:41:20,706 Dalisay? 606 00:41:21,662 --> 00:41:23,396 Can you hear me? 607 00:41:23,430 --> 00:41:24,764 I've got you. 608 00:41:24,832 --> 00:41:26,432 Code Blue! I need a cart! 609 00:41:26,500 --> 00:41:27,667 - He's here. - Please don't talk. 610 00:41:27,701 --> 00:41:29,602 He's here. 611 00:41:29,670 --> 00:41:30,903 What? Who's here? 612 00:41:30,938 --> 00:41:32,939 My ex. 613 00:41:37,544 --> 00:41:39,045 Aah! 614 00:41:39,079 --> 00:41:40,179 Oh!