1 00:00:00,647 --> 00:00:02,648 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:02,649 --> 00:00:03,749 Today's Bulletin... 3 00:00:03,942 --> 00:00:05,242 it's kind of going viral. 4 00:00:05,277 --> 00:00:07,144 RANDALL: Well, viral how? 5 00:00:07,178 --> 00:00:08,712 (GARBLED SPEECH) 6 00:00:08,747 --> 00:00:10,447 I'm doing this for William Hill. 7 00:00:10,482 --> 00:00:13,150 Because you all were his family, 8 00:00:13,184 --> 00:00:15,352 which means you're my family, too. 9 00:00:15,387 --> 00:00:17,554 It's twins, Kevin. 10 00:00:17,589 --> 00:00:19,957 I'm all in, Madison. 11 00:00:19,991 --> 00:00:22,059 Whatever you need, I am all in. 12 00:00:22,093 --> 00:00:23,794 I think I just got the part. 13 00:00:23,828 --> 00:00:25,606 I mean, pending a-a good meeting with the director. 14 00:00:25,630 --> 00:00:28,065 (LAUGHING): I-I got the part. 15 00:00:28,099 --> 00:00:29,510 KATE: Um, my talk with Ellie today 16 00:00:29,534 --> 00:00:30,934 brought up some stuff for me. 17 00:00:30,969 --> 00:00:34,571 When I was 18, I was in 18 00:00:34,606 --> 00:00:37,408 a really, really bad relationship. 19 00:00:37,442 --> 00:00:39,543 And when it ended... 20 00:00:52,490 --> 00:00:57,528 So you're telling me, that this boyfriend of yours... 21 00:00:57,562 --> 00:00:59,863 Got me pregnant, yeah. 22 00:01:01,266 --> 00:01:04,668 And I was nowhere near ready to be a mom. 23 00:01:04,703 --> 00:01:07,037 And I could not... 24 00:01:07,072 --> 00:01:11,275 Ooh, I could not be tied to that guy for the rest of my life. 25 00:01:11,309 --> 00:01:13,577 You know, so... 26 00:01:13,612 --> 00:01:16,013 I had an abortion. 27 00:01:18,483 --> 00:01:20,818 And it was, I mean, the toughest decision 28 00:01:20,852 --> 00:01:22,920 I've ever made in my life. 29 00:01:22,954 --> 00:01:25,989 But I don't regret it. 30 00:01:26,024 --> 00:01:31,662 But I made it alone, and you know, I've lived with it alone. 31 00:01:32,897 --> 00:01:35,399 Wait. What are your eyes doing? Are you judging me? 32 00:01:35,433 --> 00:01:37,568 No. 33 00:01:37,602 --> 00:01:40,471 No, of course not. 34 00:01:42,107 --> 00:01:45,976 I'm just trying to wrap my head around the... 35 00:01:47,145 --> 00:01:50,214 Uh, why did it take you so long to tell me this? 36 00:01:51,149 --> 00:01:53,117 Well, it's not exactly something 37 00:01:53,151 --> 00:01:56,120 that comes up naturally in a conversation. 38 00:01:56,154 --> 00:01:58,255 Actually, it is. 39 00:02:00,058 --> 00:02:02,693 It took us two years to have Jack. 40 00:02:02,727 --> 00:02:07,030 That's two years of talking about pregnancy all the time. 41 00:02:07,065 --> 00:02:10,067 Toby, you don't understand. 42 00:02:10,101 --> 00:02:12,102 I was 18 years old, 43 00:02:12,137 --> 00:02:15,773 and that decision was wrapped up in the darkest, 44 00:02:15,807 --> 00:02:21,111 lowest, most painful... time of my life. 45 00:02:21,146 --> 00:02:23,947 It was, like, the most painful relationship of my life. 46 00:02:23,982 --> 00:02:26,784 And all I wanted to do, I wanted to lock it up, 47 00:02:26,818 --> 00:02:28,696 you know, and I didn't want to think about it. 48 00:02:28,720 --> 00:02:31,688 I didn't want to think about him. 49 00:02:31,723 --> 00:02:35,492 He was so cruel... to me. 50 00:02:37,462 --> 00:02:40,164 I would like you to tell me his name, 51 00:02:40,198 --> 00:02:43,267 and then, I would like to find him, 52 00:02:43,301 --> 00:02:45,402 and I would like to kill him. 53 00:02:45,437 --> 00:02:47,070 - Babe. - I want to kill him. 54 00:02:47,105 --> 00:02:48,438 (LAUGHING): You're... 55 00:02:48,473 --> 00:02:50,474 Thank you. That's very sweet. 56 00:02:50,508 --> 00:02:52,075 You know what? 57 00:02:52,110 --> 00:02:53,721 He's in the past, it's all in the past. 58 00:02:53,745 --> 00:02:56,480 - It's... - Is it, though? If it was 59 00:02:56,514 --> 00:02:59,349 truly in the past, then why would it take you four years 60 00:02:59,384 --> 00:03:01,852 to tell me about it? 61 00:03:09,861 --> 00:03:12,296 (TOBY EXHALES) 62 00:03:28,580 --> 00:03:30,714 ♪ 63 00:03:34,953 --> 00:03:38,856 Look at that. Changing table is built. 64 00:03:38,890 --> 00:03:40,724 The bunny tapestry is hung. I'm telling you. 65 00:03:40,759 --> 00:03:43,994 Natasha is going to plotz when she sees our nursery. 66 00:03:44,028 --> 00:03:46,430 You are obsessed with impressing this nanny. 67 00:03:46,464 --> 00:03:48,743 I thought we were interviewing her, not the other way around. 68 00:03:48,767 --> 00:03:50,500 Yeah, no, babe, you don't understand. 69 00:03:50,535 --> 00:03:52,613 Natasha is, like, um... She's, like, nanny royalty. 70 00:03:52,637 --> 00:03:55,706 Okay? Timberlake said that he and Jess... 71 00:03:55,740 --> 00:03:57,975 they wept when she left to go to another family. 72 00:03:58,009 --> 00:04:00,410 Now that's what my family deserves, does it not? 73 00:04:00,445 --> 00:04:02,112 A nanny that makes Timberlake weep? 74 00:04:02,147 --> 00:04:04,281 - (PHONE VIBRATING) - Like a little baby. 75 00:04:04,315 --> 00:04:06,617 Yeah, what's up? 76 00:04:08,920 --> 00:04:11,455 Yeah, okay. 77 00:04:11,489 --> 00:04:13,390 No. Hold on, hold on. No, no, no, no, no. 78 00:04:13,424 --> 00:04:14,858 That is not what I committed to. 79 00:04:14,893 --> 00:04:16,493 Then I'm out. 80 00:04:16,528 --> 00:04:19,263 Yeah, you know why. 81 00:04:19,297 --> 00:04:21,265 I'm not having this conversation. 82 00:04:21,299 --> 00:04:23,433 Goodbye. 83 00:04:28,072 --> 00:04:30,574 Read about these, uh... What were they? 84 00:04:30,608 --> 00:04:33,644 These, uh... these, uh... these baby monitor socks 85 00:04:33,678 --> 00:04:35,579 - that they have. They... - Kevin. 86 00:04:35,613 --> 00:04:37,258 What the hell just happened on the phone? 87 00:04:37,282 --> 00:04:41,451 Uh, th-that was, uh, just my agent. 88 00:04:41,486 --> 00:04:43,320 They, uh, they're moving 89 00:04:43,354 --> 00:04:45,889 the filming of the movie to Vancouver, 'cause it's safer. 90 00:04:45,924 --> 00:04:47,891 I guess there's less COVID, so... 91 00:04:47,926 --> 00:04:49,893 And that's bad because...? 92 00:04:49,928 --> 00:04:52,529 Because it's two weeks of filming, right? 93 00:04:52,564 --> 00:04:54,498 Plus, two weeks quarantine, 94 00:04:54,532 --> 00:04:57,034 which means I'd have to leave L.A. tomorrow. 95 00:04:58,002 --> 00:04:59,603 Oh. 96 00:04:59,637 --> 00:05:02,873 Yeah, so, I-I, you know, I can't do it. 97 00:05:06,778 --> 00:05:08,712 Wait. Put that down. 98 00:05:08,746 --> 00:05:10,347 Let's do the math for a second. 99 00:05:10,381 --> 00:05:13,016 Four weeks away puts you back here... 100 00:05:13,051 --> 00:05:16,453 a solid five weeks before the babies are due. 101 00:05:20,024 --> 00:05:22,893 You have worked so hard on this movie. 102 00:05:22,927 --> 00:05:26,930 You have put up with so much crap from that director. 103 00:05:26,965 --> 00:05:29,499 This can't all be for nothing. 104 00:05:31,402 --> 00:05:33,503 I don't know. I don't know. 105 00:05:40,578 --> 00:05:42,779 Go on and pack. 106 00:05:44,682 --> 00:05:46,883 Yeah. 107 00:05:55,860 --> 00:05:59,396 No, Mom, I didn't realize the camera was still on. 108 00:05:59,430 --> 00:06:01,575 - (LIZZO'S "JUICE" PLAYING) - I can give Miguel my abs routine. 109 00:06:01,599 --> 00:06:03,700 - ♪ Got to blame it on the Goose ♪ - Oh, my. 110 00:06:03,735 --> 00:06:05,746 - ♪ Got to blame it on my juice, baby... ♪ - Oh, boy. 111 00:06:05,770 --> 00:06:09,606 Uh, I'm at the office now, Ma. Uh, love you. 112 00:06:09,641 --> 00:06:11,719 - ♪ I'm the pudding in the proof... ♪ - Morning, boss. 113 00:06:11,743 --> 00:06:13,710 - (MUSIC STOPS) - (LAUGHTER, APPLAUSE) 114 00:06:13,745 --> 00:06:15,579 All right, Jae-won. 115 00:06:15,613 --> 00:06:18,015 You can put your tiny pecs back on now. 116 00:06:18,049 --> 00:06:19,783 (LAUGHTER) 117 00:06:21,653 --> 00:06:23,754 Uh, there's something I need to show you. 118 00:06:23,788 --> 00:06:25,966 I don't know if I would have said that while closing a door, 119 00:06:25,990 --> 00:06:27,624 wearing a naked-man shirt. 120 00:06:27,659 --> 00:06:29,960 Yeah. Uh, you know the, um... 121 00:06:29,994 --> 00:06:32,396 the form we set up on our website for cons... 122 00:06:32,430 --> 00:06:34,865 for, uh, constituents to reach out? 123 00:06:34,899 --> 00:06:36,400 (GROANS) 124 00:06:36,434 --> 00:06:37,868 Aah. Uh, watch the hair. 125 00:06:37,902 --> 00:06:39,903 - Yeah. - (SIGHS) 126 00:06:39,938 --> 00:06:41,605 - Thank you. - Yeah. 127 00:06:41,639 --> 00:06:43,940 The, um... the form on our website 128 00:06:43,975 --> 00:06:45,542 for constituents to reach out. 129 00:06:45,576 --> 00:06:47,377 (EXHALES SHARPLY) 130 00:06:47,412 --> 00:06:48,912 This came in. 131 00:06:54,786 --> 00:06:56,620 You want privacy? 132 00:06:56,654 --> 00:06:58,755 I'll give you privacy. 133 00:07:00,224 --> 00:07:02,359 (DOOR OPENS) 134 00:07:02,393 --> 00:07:04,661 (DOOR CLOSES) 135 00:07:04,696 --> 00:07:06,797 (TURNS PAGE) 136 00:07:10,493 --> 00:07:13,870 - (KNOCKING, DOOR OPENS) - Kate Pearson? 137 00:07:13,871 --> 00:07:15,972 - (DOOR CLOSES) - I'm Dr. Wolfe. 138 00:07:16,006 --> 00:07:17,540 I'm one of the clinicians here. 139 00:07:17,574 --> 00:07:19,509 - Hi. - Hi. 140 00:07:19,543 --> 00:07:22,345 So, let me tell you how this is gonna go. 141 00:07:22,379 --> 00:07:23,913 Uh, by Pennsylvania law, 142 00:07:23,947 --> 00:07:25,848 I'm required to ask you this list of questions 143 00:07:25,883 --> 00:07:27,550 before we can proceed any further. 144 00:07:27,584 --> 00:07:30,119 - Okay. - Okay. 145 00:07:30,154 --> 00:07:32,221 Are you absolutely sure 146 00:07:32,256 --> 00:07:34,791 of your decision to terminate this pregnancy? 147 00:07:34,825 --> 00:07:36,926 Yes. 148 00:07:36,960 --> 00:07:39,796 Can you tell me what led to your decision? 149 00:07:41,131 --> 00:07:43,332 Um... I'm 18, 150 00:07:43,367 --> 00:07:45,802 and I'm not with the guy anymore, so... 151 00:07:46,837 --> 00:07:49,605 Are you taking any medications or other drugs? 152 00:07:50,708 --> 00:07:53,976 Kate? 153 00:07:55,412 --> 00:07:57,380 Um, so where do they actually do it? 154 00:07:57,414 --> 00:07:59,182 Will it be in here? 155 00:07:59,216 --> 00:08:01,951 No. The procedure would happen in the room next door. 156 00:08:01,985 --> 00:08:05,221 And that happens today, right? 157 00:08:05,255 --> 00:08:07,490 Mm. No, honey. We're legally required 158 00:08:07,524 --> 00:08:10,159 to wait 24 hours after meeting the patient 159 00:08:10,194 --> 00:08:12,161 and giving the questions and information. 160 00:08:12,196 --> 00:08:15,798 (FADING): If after 24 hours, you feel you want the procedure... 161 00:08:18,135 --> 00:08:20,636 - Babe? - Hi. 162 00:08:21,972 --> 00:08:23,506 Where's Jackie? 163 00:08:23,540 --> 00:08:25,808 Ugh. Conked out in his sleep chair. 164 00:08:25,843 --> 00:08:27,276 - Yeah? - Yeah. 165 00:08:27,311 --> 00:08:29,278 You look pretty tired yourself. 166 00:08:30,881 --> 00:08:34,250 Well, that's because I spent the entire night 167 00:08:34,284 --> 00:08:37,753 cyber-stalking my awful ex-boyfriend Marc. 168 00:08:37,788 --> 00:08:40,456 I don't know. I just... 169 00:08:40,491 --> 00:08:43,125 I just felt like... 170 00:08:43,160 --> 00:08:44,660 I don't know... you were right. 171 00:08:44,695 --> 00:08:46,506 Right, like, I was clearly not past the past. 172 00:08:46,530 --> 00:08:50,032 And that's why I took out my laptop, I went for a dive, 173 00:08:50,067 --> 00:08:53,336 and I found out that he's in San Diego. 174 00:08:53,370 --> 00:08:55,071 So I was thinking. 175 00:08:55,105 --> 00:08:57,373 I don't know what I'm gonna say or what I'm gonna do, 176 00:08:57,407 --> 00:08:59,242 but I-I feel like I have to see him. 177 00:09:00,177 --> 00:09:02,879 I was hoping you would come with. 178 00:09:02,913 --> 00:09:06,883 I know it's a lot to ask, but I could really use your support. 179 00:09:08,285 --> 00:09:11,454 Are you sure you can handle seeing him again? 180 00:09:11,488 --> 00:09:13,756 Yeah. 181 00:09:14,658 --> 00:09:16,626 Okay. I'm in. 182 00:09:16,660 --> 00:09:19,695 - Okay. - Okay. 183 00:09:19,730 --> 00:09:21,163 (PHONE RINGING) 184 00:09:21,198 --> 00:09:22,598 (DROPS KEYS) 185 00:09:31,074 --> 00:09:32,952 REBECCA (ON MACHINE): Hi. You've reached the Pearsons. 186 00:09:32,976 --> 00:09:35,011 - Leave us a message. - (BEEP) 187 00:09:35,045 --> 00:09:36,512 REBECCA: Hey, sweetheart. It's me. 188 00:09:36,547 --> 00:09:38,514 Just calling to check in. 189 00:09:38,549 --> 00:09:42,385 Um... Kevin did really great at his showcase last night. 190 00:09:42,419 --> 00:09:45,788 And then he tried to set me up with his acting teacher. 191 00:09:45,823 --> 00:09:48,057 (REBECCA CHUCKLES) 192 00:09:48,091 --> 00:09:50,693 Is everything okay? 193 00:09:50,727 --> 00:09:53,129 I thought you said you'd be home. 194 00:09:53,163 --> 00:09:55,831 Well, I'm at Kevin's if you need me, all right? 195 00:09:55,866 --> 00:09:57,800 I love you. Bye, Bug. 196 00:09:57,835 --> 00:09:59,969 (DIAL TONE) 197 00:10:02,806 --> 00:10:04,941 (SETS PHONE DOWN) 198 00:10:06,043 --> 00:10:09,578 (LAUGHTER, INDISTINCT CHATTER) 199 00:10:09,613 --> 00:10:11,047 (SETS PHONE DOWN) 200 00:10:11,081 --> 00:10:13,849 This is so lovely. 201 00:10:13,884 --> 00:10:15,785 Are we celebrating something? 202 00:10:15,819 --> 00:10:17,987 - SOPHIE: Kevin's got great news. - KEVIN: Mm-hmm. 203 00:10:18,021 --> 00:10:20,161 - REBECCA: Oh. - I got a call from a talent manager. 204 00:10:20,190 --> 00:10:22,001 - (GASPS) - She was at my showcase last night. 205 00:10:22,025 --> 00:10:25,328 And she said that I have the right look for TV. 206 00:10:25,362 --> 00:10:27,096 Oh, so, she's more of a looks manager. 207 00:10:27,164 --> 00:10:30,666 - Okay, let him talk. - That's great, sweetheart. 208 00:10:30,701 --> 00:10:32,835 And she says it's pilot season, 209 00:10:32,870 --> 00:10:34,637 and she wants me to go to L.A. 210 00:10:34,671 --> 00:10:36,482 for a few months so she can send me on auditions. 211 00:10:36,506 --> 00:10:38,307 - L.A.? - Uh-huh. 212 00:10:38,342 --> 00:10:41,043 (SCOFFS) But you just got to New York. 213 00:10:41,078 --> 00:10:42,478 Yeah. 214 00:10:43,380 --> 00:10:46,015 Well, what about you? Will you be going with him? 215 00:10:46,049 --> 00:10:47,883 Oh, um, I have school, so... 216 00:10:47,918 --> 00:10:49,418 Yeah, and I'll be back 217 00:10:49,453 --> 00:10:51,353 - before she can even miss me. - SOPHIE: Yeah. 218 00:10:51,822 --> 00:10:53,189 Mm. 219 00:10:55,893 --> 00:10:57,126 To Kevin. 220 00:10:57,160 --> 00:10:59,295 - To your career. - (SOPHIE CHUCKLES) 221 00:10:59,329 --> 00:11:01,364 - KEVIN: Thanks, Mom. - BETH: To your career. 222 00:11:01,398 --> 00:11:03,599 - To your career. - To my career. (CHUCKLES) 223 00:11:03,634 --> 00:11:05,301 And because of my profession, 224 00:11:05,335 --> 00:11:06,746 I get tested multiple times a week. 225 00:11:06,770 --> 00:11:08,537 I quarantine strictly. 226 00:11:08,572 --> 00:11:11,974 I'm basically the loneliest, safest person on the planet. 227 00:11:12,009 --> 00:11:13,119 - (ALL LAUGH) - KEVIN: You're funny. 228 00:11:13,143 --> 00:11:15,044 That's funny. She is funny, 229 00:11:15,078 --> 00:11:16,946 - right? - She is. (CHUCKLES) 230 00:11:16,980 --> 00:11:18,948 Um, and do you know CPR? 231 00:11:18,982 --> 00:11:20,716 NATASHA: And pediatric first aid. 232 00:11:20,751 --> 00:11:22,562 - Recertified every year. - MADISON: That is 233 00:11:22,586 --> 00:11:24,754 - so reassuring, I can't tell you. - Unbelievable. 234 00:11:24,788 --> 00:11:25,899 And you're good with extended travel, 235 00:11:25,923 --> 00:11:27,556 right? Because nowadays, 236 00:11:27,591 --> 00:11:29,135 you never know where these movies are gonna shoot. 237 00:11:29,159 --> 00:11:30,926 - So... - My passport's always up-to-date. 238 00:11:30,961 --> 00:11:32,705 Oh, that's great. That's great, because we want someone 239 00:11:32,729 --> 00:11:34,374 who travels with us to keep things consistent for the twins. 240 00:11:34,398 --> 00:11:35,775 - NATASHA: Mm-hmm. - MADISON: I mean, 241 00:11:35,799 --> 00:11:37,700 sure, there'll be occasional travel, 242 00:11:37,734 --> 00:11:40,536 but most of the time, we'll be here in L.A. 243 00:11:40,570 --> 00:11:41,804 KEVIN: Mm. 244 00:11:41,838 --> 00:11:43,305 Yeah. I mean, that's the hope. 245 00:11:43,340 --> 00:11:45,207 Yeah, you hope for that, but, you know, 246 00:11:45,242 --> 00:11:46,776 as we just found out, these movies, 247 00:11:46,810 --> 00:11:48,944 they'll shoot 'em anywhere, so... 248 00:11:50,213 --> 00:11:52,899 I've gone all over the world with my families. 249 00:11:52,900 --> 00:11:53,942 KEVIN: Mm. 250 00:11:53,943 --> 00:11:54,984 I know how to help them adjust 251 00:11:54,985 --> 00:11:56,652 to constantly changing locations. 252 00:11:56,687 --> 00:11:59,655 Starting new schools, you know, making new friends. 253 00:12:01,558 --> 00:12:03,059 BETH: Hey. 254 00:12:03,093 --> 00:12:05,595 You're home early. 255 00:12:07,765 --> 00:12:09,732 What's wrong? 256 00:12:13,570 --> 00:12:15,738 So, a man named Hai Lang 257 00:12:15,773 --> 00:12:18,137 submitted a city complaint form on the website. 258 00:12:18,161 --> 00:12:19,342 Mm-hmm. 259 00:12:19,343 --> 00:12:22,412 He used it as a way to get in touch with me personally. 260 00:12:22,446 --> 00:12:25,381 "My name's Hai Lang, and I live in New Orleans. 261 00:12:25,416 --> 00:12:28,384 "I recognized the name William Hill from a video 262 00:12:28,419 --> 00:12:31,387 "I saw of you on the Internet. 263 00:12:31,422 --> 00:12:35,291 Not 100% certain, but I believe I knew your mother, Laurel." 264 00:12:35,326 --> 00:12:38,094 - What? - "We were close friends. 265 00:12:38,128 --> 00:12:42,532 I was by her side when she died in May of 2015." 266 00:12:44,802 --> 00:12:46,579 Doesn't exactly jive with the whole "she died 267 00:12:46,603 --> 00:12:47,970 after I was born" story, huh? 268 00:12:48,005 --> 00:12:49,649 - Randall, what the hell? - I don't know. 269 00:12:49,673 --> 00:12:51,474 - I'm gonna go, um... - Wait. 270 00:12:52,376 --> 00:12:53,709 Oh, my God. 271 00:12:53,744 --> 00:12:56,679 He sent a picture. 272 00:12:57,881 --> 00:13:00,183 Randall, is this her? 273 00:13:00,217 --> 00:13:02,819 How would I know, Beth? 274 00:13:02,853 --> 00:13:05,388 I've never seen the woman before. 275 00:13:18,028 --> 00:13:20,029 (SIGHS) 276 00:13:20,063 --> 00:13:22,031 (SNIFFLES) 277 00:13:35,345 --> 00:13:36,946 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING) 278 00:13:36,980 --> 00:13:40,382 - Hey. - Hey. 279 00:13:40,417 --> 00:13:42,228 I was thinking about bringing in Monk's for dinner. 280 00:13:42,252 --> 00:13:44,520 Been craving those crab legs. 281 00:13:44,554 --> 00:13:46,755 I will see you in a bit. 282 00:13:47,691 --> 00:13:49,792 Did you really just peck and go? 283 00:13:49,826 --> 00:13:51,093 Uh, Randall, 284 00:13:51,128 --> 00:13:52,795 this is not a peck and go situation. 285 00:13:52,829 --> 00:13:54,930 Okay? We need to talk about this. 286 00:13:54,965 --> 00:13:58,000 I was wondering for 36 years. 287 00:13:58,034 --> 00:13:59,969 I got my answers. 288 00:14:00,003 --> 00:14:02,171 I'm not going down this road. 289 00:14:03,106 --> 00:14:05,674 I understand that. But why? 290 00:14:05,709 --> 00:14:07,376 - Beth, come on. - Okay, Randall... 291 00:14:07,410 --> 00:14:09,545 'Cause it would mean he lied to me. 292 00:14:13,550 --> 00:14:15,284 How did you meet my mother? 293 00:14:16,186 --> 00:14:19,355 On a bus, of all places. (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 294 00:14:19,389 --> 00:14:22,558 My God, she was so beautiful. 295 00:14:22,592 --> 00:14:25,394 I got to tell you something. One look at that face, 296 00:14:25,428 --> 00:14:29,365 and my world spun on every axis. 297 00:14:29,399 --> 00:14:31,901 Fallen as we were back then, 298 00:14:31,935 --> 00:14:35,437 when she found out about you, she was so excited. 299 00:14:35,472 --> 00:14:38,607 I'd never seen a woman so determined to get clean, 300 00:14:38,642 --> 00:14:40,142 to stay clean, 301 00:14:40,177 --> 00:14:43,145 to do right by this baby. 302 00:14:43,180 --> 00:14:45,881 To do right by you. 303 00:14:47,384 --> 00:14:48,851 And she did. 304 00:14:48,885 --> 00:14:51,120 For nine months. 305 00:14:53,390 --> 00:14:56,558 But then, after the birth, 306 00:14:56,593 --> 00:15:00,129 the pain took hold of her like a demon. 307 00:15:01,031 --> 00:15:03,565 I lost her the next day. 308 00:15:08,338 --> 00:15:10,639 If, um... 309 00:15:10,674 --> 00:15:13,309 If she really did die just a few years ago, 310 00:15:13,343 --> 00:15:16,078 it would mean that William lied to me, Beth. 311 00:15:19,382 --> 00:15:21,817 Think you should, um... 312 00:15:21,852 --> 00:15:24,186 call your therapist on this one? 313 00:15:24,221 --> 00:15:25,431 I don't need to call my therapist. 314 00:15:25,455 --> 00:15:27,623 I need... I need to go for a run. 315 00:15:32,462 --> 00:15:35,798 He needs to call his therapist. 316 00:15:40,670 --> 00:15:42,838 KEVIN: You hated her, right? 317 00:15:42,873 --> 00:15:45,474 Well, you know what? Screw her 318 00:15:45,508 --> 00:15:48,377 and that glorious Range Rover that she rode in on. 319 00:15:48,411 --> 00:15:53,015 Jet-setting all over the world with our kids and their nannies? 320 00:15:53,049 --> 00:15:56,986 That's not exactly the life I pictured for our family. 321 00:15:57,020 --> 00:15:58,988 Well, uh, you know, 322 00:15:59,022 --> 00:16:01,590 what about private jet-setting all over the world 323 00:16:01,625 --> 00:16:04,059 with our kids and their nannies? 324 00:16:07,530 --> 00:16:09,798 Okay. Look, Madison, I am lost here. 325 00:16:09,833 --> 00:16:11,934 Uh, you know, just a bit ago, 326 00:16:11,968 --> 00:16:14,470 you were pushing me out the door to go to Vancouver, right? 327 00:16:14,504 --> 00:16:18,474 And now you're upset that we're traveling for my work? 328 00:16:18,508 --> 00:16:20,476 I pushed you to go to Vancouver 329 00:16:20,510 --> 00:16:22,277 because the babies aren't here yet 330 00:16:22,312 --> 00:16:25,681 and because I know how much this movie means to you. 331 00:16:25,715 --> 00:16:30,519 And you made a commitment to a lot of people, but... 332 00:16:30,553 --> 00:16:34,957 you also made a commitment to me and these kids. 333 00:16:35,859 --> 00:16:37,926 I didn't realize that where we lived 334 00:16:37,961 --> 00:16:40,095 was as important as being a family. 335 00:16:40,130 --> 00:16:42,131 And how did you think this would work? 336 00:16:42,165 --> 00:16:45,667 Did you just assume that me and the kids 337 00:16:45,702 --> 00:16:48,303 would become your international roadies? 338 00:16:48,338 --> 00:16:51,340 No, I didn't... I wouldn't say that phrase. 339 00:16:51,374 --> 00:16:54,309 What... You know, I thought we would stick together. 340 00:16:54,344 --> 00:16:55,644 Me, too. 341 00:16:55,679 --> 00:16:57,913 In our home. 342 00:17:01,017 --> 00:17:03,118 What do you want me to do? 343 00:17:04,821 --> 00:17:07,222 What do you want me to do? Do you want me to quit acting, 344 00:17:07,257 --> 00:17:10,025 Madison? It took me 20 years to get here. 345 00:17:11,928 --> 00:17:14,129 But I'm not exactly in a position where I can dictate 346 00:17:14,164 --> 00:17:15,697 where they shoot things, okay? 347 00:17:15,732 --> 00:17:18,767 And quite frankly, I'm... 348 00:17:18,802 --> 00:17:21,937 I'm struggling to figure out 349 00:17:21,972 --> 00:17:24,840 how this is all of a sudden news to you. 350 00:17:26,710 --> 00:17:28,744 It's not. 351 00:17:29,612 --> 00:17:32,114 Look, I have been growing 352 00:17:32,148 --> 00:17:35,084 two humans inside my body, living with you 353 00:17:35,118 --> 00:17:36,852 in this bubble. I mean, I'm sorry 354 00:17:36,886 --> 00:17:38,164 if the realities of your career 355 00:17:38,188 --> 00:17:40,122 haven't exactly been top of mind. 356 00:17:40,957 --> 00:17:44,793 I'm not trying to give you a hard time, but... 357 00:17:44,828 --> 00:17:47,596 I was willing to do this on my own. 358 00:17:47,630 --> 00:17:49,932 Remember? 359 00:17:49,966 --> 00:17:52,134 I was never gonna ask you for anything, 360 00:17:52,168 --> 00:17:54,636 but you insisted on being 361 00:17:54,671 --> 00:17:56,315 a part of our lives, and now I have gone 362 00:17:56,339 --> 00:17:59,441 and fallen in love with this idea of our family. 363 00:18:07,317 --> 00:18:10,419 (KEVIN GRUNTS) 364 00:18:10,453 --> 00:18:12,921 Well, I have gone and fallen in love 365 00:18:12,956 --> 00:18:16,125 with the idea of our family, too. 366 00:18:23,790 --> 00:18:25,958 KATE: Here we are. This is where Marc works 367 00:18:25,959 --> 00:18:28,444 according to his Myspace page. 368 00:18:28,445 --> 00:18:30,279 TOBY: This guy has a Myspace page? 369 00:18:30,313 --> 00:18:34,383 Of all the things that you have told me about this guy, 370 00:18:34,418 --> 00:18:37,553 him having a Myspace page is the creepiest. 371 00:18:42,759 --> 00:18:44,994 Hey. You all right? 372 00:18:45,028 --> 00:18:47,163 Mm-hmm. Yeah. 373 00:18:47,197 --> 00:18:49,832 TOBY: Maybe I should go in with you. 374 00:18:50,767 --> 00:18:53,502 No, you don't need to go in with me. 375 00:18:57,607 --> 00:18:59,742 (SIGHS) 376 00:19:12,222 --> 00:19:14,223 Kate Pearson. 377 00:19:14,257 --> 00:19:16,792 I knew you couldn't stay away. 378 00:19:28,038 --> 00:19:31,407 Um, Marc? 379 00:19:36,113 --> 00:19:38,948 MARC: Well, it, uh, takes a little while to make a lady 380 00:19:38,949 --> 00:19:41,451 all of her favorite breakfast foods for lunch. 381 00:19:41,485 --> 00:19:42,985 We got one bagel, 382 00:19:43,020 --> 00:19:45,121 which is scooped, lightly toasted, 383 00:19:45,155 --> 00:19:46,322 butter on the side. 384 00:19:46,357 --> 00:19:47,590 And then we have 385 00:19:47,624 --> 00:19:50,026 an egg, very, very runny. 386 00:19:50,060 --> 00:19:51,861 (CHUCKLES): Which is still, to me, 387 00:19:51,895 --> 00:19:53,840 like eating an oyster from the ass of a chicken. 388 00:19:53,864 --> 00:19:55,508 (CHUCKLES) But it's the way you like it. 389 00:19:55,532 --> 00:19:56,966 I don't judge. And then we got 390 00:19:57,001 --> 00:19:58,634 one coffee, nonfat milk. 391 00:19:58,669 --> 00:20:00,380 No Sweet'N Low, though, because I didn't have any, 392 00:20:00,404 --> 00:20:02,939 and for that, I am very sorry. 393 00:20:02,973 --> 00:20:05,007 You remembered everything. 394 00:20:05,042 --> 00:20:07,143 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) Course I did. 395 00:20:09,313 --> 00:20:11,747 I really did miss you. 396 00:20:16,253 --> 00:20:19,388 You're still upset about the cabin. 397 00:20:20,691 --> 00:20:22,625 I am so sorry, Kate. 398 00:20:22,659 --> 00:20:24,293 I was such a dick. 399 00:20:24,328 --> 00:20:27,697 I-I don't know. I-I don't know what happens to me. 400 00:20:27,731 --> 00:20:29,832 It's, um... 401 00:20:29,867 --> 00:20:32,235 It's like a switch flips inside me, 402 00:20:32,269 --> 00:20:34,504 um, which... That's so not an excuse. 403 00:20:34,538 --> 00:20:36,372 - Marc. - And I should've apologized to you 404 00:20:36,407 --> 00:20:38,841 the second I saw you today, but I just... 405 00:20:38,876 --> 00:20:40,710 I thought that you showing up here 406 00:20:40,744 --> 00:20:42,478 was you saying you forgive me. 407 00:20:42,513 --> 00:20:45,047 Well, that's not what I'm saying. 408 00:20:45,082 --> 00:20:46,582 I mean... 409 00:20:46,617 --> 00:20:49,519 I mean, that's not what I came here to say. 410 00:20:50,821 --> 00:20:53,222 Well, what'd you come here to say? 411 00:20:57,094 --> 00:20:58,694 (SIGHS) Okay. 412 00:20:59,563 --> 00:21:01,330 Uh-oh. This sounds heavy. 413 00:21:01,365 --> 00:21:03,566 Well, it is. 414 00:21:08,439 --> 00:21:11,107 (SIGHS DEEPLY) 415 00:21:12,009 --> 00:21:14,377 (CHUCKLES) You're annoyed now? 416 00:21:15,245 --> 00:21:17,780 Um... 417 00:21:17,815 --> 00:21:19,415 I'm just a little whiplashed, 418 00:21:19,450 --> 00:21:22,618 'cause I was, like, really, really happy to see you. 419 00:21:22,653 --> 00:21:24,987 And then now it's just like... 420 00:21:25,022 --> 00:21:26,522 ugh. 421 00:21:27,491 --> 00:21:29,225 (SIGHS) 422 00:21:30,761 --> 00:21:32,728 You know what, 423 00:21:32,763 --> 00:21:35,565 let's just chill and let's just watch some TV, huh? 424 00:21:35,599 --> 00:21:37,667 Let's just, like, be here with each other. 425 00:21:37,701 --> 00:21:39,869 Huh? 426 00:21:39,903 --> 00:21:41,771 Come on. 427 00:21:41,805 --> 00:21:44,006 (TURNS TV ON) 428 00:21:44,041 --> 00:21:45,841 (CHANNELS CHANGING) 429 00:21:45,876 --> 00:21:47,777 (DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING) 430 00:21:47,811 --> 00:21:49,312 Oh, wait, that's Airplane! 431 00:21:49,346 --> 00:21:52,114 (CHUCKLES) Could you actually not change it? 432 00:21:52,149 --> 00:21:53,649 We regret any inconvenience... 433 00:21:53,684 --> 00:21:55,885 Um, okay. 434 00:21:55,919 --> 00:21:58,751 This is due to periodic air pockets we encounter. 435 00:21:58,775 --> 00:21:59,989 (KATE CHUCKLING) 436 00:22:00,023 --> 00:22:02,191 There's no reason to become alarmed, 437 00:22:02,226 --> 00:22:05,461 and we hope you enjoy the rest of your flight. 438 00:22:05,496 --> 00:22:07,697 By the way, is there anyone on board 439 00:22:07,731 --> 00:22:09,532 who knows how to fly a plane? 440 00:22:09,566 --> 00:22:11,567 (PASSENGERS SCREAMING) 441 00:22:11,602 --> 00:22:14,003 (SIGHS SOFTLY) 442 00:22:14,037 --> 00:22:15,404 I need a drink. 443 00:22:15,439 --> 00:22:17,073 (CLEARS THROAT) 444 00:22:17,107 --> 00:22:19,208 (PASSENGERS SCREAMING, SHOUTING) 445 00:22:22,646 --> 00:22:24,814 (EXHALES) 446 00:22:24,848 --> 00:22:26,449 (SCREAMING) 447 00:22:26,483 --> 00:22:29,085 (REBECCA AND JACK LAUGHING) 448 00:22:33,457 --> 00:22:35,591 ♪ 449 00:22:43,033 --> 00:22:44,667 (EXHALES) 450 00:22:44,701 --> 00:22:46,669 (SMACKS LIPS) 451 00:22:46,703 --> 00:22:48,237 Hey, yo, I got, uh, the DVD 452 00:22:48,272 --> 00:22:49,872 of Michel Gondry's music videos. 453 00:22:49,907 --> 00:22:51,807 Uh... 454 00:22:56,580 --> 00:22:58,314 Can I help you? 455 00:23:00,951 --> 00:23:02,852 It's Kate. 456 00:23:03,754 --> 00:23:05,554 Pearson. 457 00:23:06,456 --> 00:23:08,524 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) Wow. 458 00:23:08,559 --> 00:23:09,792 Kate Pearson. 459 00:23:09,826 --> 00:23:12,361 What are the odds? 460 00:23:12,396 --> 00:23:13,829 Do you live in SD? 461 00:23:14,798 --> 00:23:17,199 Vacationing? 462 00:23:17,234 --> 00:23:19,302 No. 463 00:23:19,336 --> 00:23:21,170 We share a friend on Facebook. 464 00:23:21,205 --> 00:23:26,175 I actually figured out where you work because I wanted to, uh... 465 00:23:27,211 --> 00:23:28,611 ...come and see you. 466 00:23:28,645 --> 00:23:31,147 Oh, okay. 467 00:23:33,450 --> 00:23:35,117 So... 468 00:23:35,152 --> 00:23:37,687 S... Um, I was just wondering if I could... 469 00:23:37,721 --> 00:23:39,989 I-I wanted to talk to you about some things. 470 00:23:40,023 --> 00:23:41,257 MANAGER: Marc! 471 00:23:42,492 --> 00:23:44,226 Now. 472 00:23:45,896 --> 00:23:48,497 (GRUNTS) Hang tight. Be right back. 473 00:23:48,532 --> 00:23:50,399 MANAGER: Three smoke breaks in one hour? 474 00:23:50,434 --> 00:23:52,168 - Really? - I'm sorry, man. 475 00:23:52,202 --> 00:23:53,836 MANAGER: We've talked about this. 476 00:23:53,870 --> 00:23:55,682 If you're gonna work here, you got to work here. 477 00:23:55,706 --> 00:23:58,107 - Yeah. - You got five minutes. 478 00:23:58,141 --> 00:23:59,342 (SNIFFS) 479 00:23:59,376 --> 00:24:01,510 It's not a long-term job. (INHALES) 480 00:24:01,545 --> 00:24:03,045 I got this band I've been managing 481 00:24:03,080 --> 00:24:05,281 and we're getting a residency at this club, 482 00:24:05,315 --> 00:24:07,083 so... 483 00:24:09,620 --> 00:24:12,421 Okay, can I ask you a question? 484 00:24:13,323 --> 00:24:15,958 Okay. Sure. 485 00:24:19,296 --> 00:24:21,130 What do you remember about our relationship? 486 00:24:21,164 --> 00:24:22,824 Like, when you look back on it, I mean. 487 00:24:23,467 --> 00:24:25,501 Really? (CHUCKLES) 488 00:24:25,535 --> 00:24:27,503 That's why you're here? 489 00:24:27,537 --> 00:24:30,406 To rehash our six-month relationship from... 490 00:24:30,440 --> 00:24:32,875 20 years ago? 491 00:24:32,909 --> 00:24:33,993 (SCOFFS) 492 00:24:33,994 --> 00:24:35,511 You know what, forget it. 493 00:24:35,545 --> 00:24:37,980 Forget about it. Goodbye, Marc. 494 00:24:38,015 --> 00:24:39,648 Sorry. Uh, hold on. 495 00:24:39,683 --> 00:24:41,050 Sorry. I'm sorry. 496 00:24:43,253 --> 00:24:46,856 When I look back on it, I think... 497 00:24:47,691 --> 00:24:49,825 ...we were in love? 498 00:24:49,860 --> 00:24:51,260 Um... 499 00:24:51,295 --> 00:24:53,295 I mean, you had great taste in music. 500 00:24:53,330 --> 00:24:54,730 And... 501 00:24:55,632 --> 00:24:57,733 ...you were broken, you know, 502 00:24:57,768 --> 00:24:59,468 in all the right places. 503 00:25:00,370 --> 00:25:03,939 And, yeah, things got intense at times, but, like, 504 00:25:03,974 --> 00:25:06,809 we were kids. 505 00:25:07,711 --> 00:25:09,445 No. 506 00:25:09,479 --> 00:25:11,046 I was a kid. 507 00:25:11,081 --> 00:25:13,482 You were a 24-year-old man. 508 00:25:13,517 --> 00:25:16,819 And I wasn't broken. I was grieving. 509 00:25:16,853 --> 00:25:18,854 My dad just died. 510 00:25:18,889 --> 00:25:20,956 And I was destroyed 511 00:25:20,991 --> 00:25:23,359 and so vulnerable and you knew it. 512 00:25:23,393 --> 00:25:25,461 You liked it. 513 00:25:25,495 --> 00:25:26,739 - (CHUCKLES): Okay... - W... No, no, no. 514 00:25:26,763 --> 00:25:28,631 I'm not finished. 515 00:25:29,499 --> 00:25:31,333 (SCOFFS) 516 00:25:31,368 --> 00:25:33,769 What you did to me... 517 00:25:35,072 --> 00:25:38,073 ...how you held my self-esteem in your hand 518 00:25:38,108 --> 00:25:41,177 and then you decided to crush it, 519 00:25:41,211 --> 00:25:43,646 God, that damaged me, Marc. 520 00:25:43,680 --> 00:25:45,481 For years, 521 00:25:45,515 --> 00:25:47,416 I swallowed my dreams, 522 00:25:47,451 --> 00:25:49,418 my feelings... 523 00:25:49,453 --> 00:25:51,587 and a lot of food. 524 00:25:51,621 --> 00:25:53,589 No, no, look at me. 525 00:25:53,623 --> 00:25:55,124 Look at me. 526 00:25:55,158 --> 00:25:57,426 You need to get this. 527 00:25:57,461 --> 00:26:00,830 The time that it took for me to heal from you 528 00:26:00,864 --> 00:26:03,399 stole years of my life. 529 00:26:03,433 --> 00:26:04,767 And I can't get them back. 530 00:26:06,336 --> 00:26:08,504 (CHUCKLES) Took me a while, 531 00:26:08,538 --> 00:26:10,239 yeah, but I, um... 532 00:26:10,273 --> 00:26:12,508 I found someone who... 533 00:26:12,542 --> 00:26:15,744 loves me the way that I deserve to be loved. 534 00:26:15,779 --> 00:26:18,080 I have a beautiful son 535 00:26:18,115 --> 00:26:20,082 and an incredible husband, 536 00:26:20,117 --> 00:26:21,717 who's actually in that car 537 00:26:21,752 --> 00:26:23,552 and who was just, like, seconds away 538 00:26:23,587 --> 00:26:27,756 from wanting to just pulverize you with his bare hands. 539 00:26:29,860 --> 00:26:33,229 I'm not broken. You're the one that's broken, Marc. 540 00:26:34,164 --> 00:26:36,632 You're the disease. 541 00:26:37,667 --> 00:26:41,504 And I'm not carrying it a moment longer. 542 00:26:41,538 --> 00:26:43,372 So... 543 00:26:43,407 --> 00:26:46,375 I give it back to you. 544 00:26:46,410 --> 00:26:48,711 Good luck with it, Marc. 545 00:26:57,679 --> 00:26:59,624 WOMAN (ON TV): Sally, I took this man home with me, 546 00:26:59,648 --> 00:27:03,225 and my parents asked me, "What cave did you pull this out of?" 547 00:27:03,226 --> 00:27:04,827 (LAUGHTER) 548 00:27:04,861 --> 00:27:06,295 Kate. 549 00:27:14,104 --> 00:27:16,472 It's gonna be fine. 550 00:27:16,506 --> 00:27:19,608 I'm gonna put this sheet over your knees. 551 00:27:23,789 --> 00:27:25,622 Remember to breath, honey. 552 00:27:29,486 --> 00:27:32,154 ♪ 553 00:27:51,641 --> 00:27:54,943 Ah! God, I feel good. 554 00:27:57,147 --> 00:27:59,782 You know, he looked so small to me. 555 00:27:59,816 --> 00:28:03,452 In his stupid-ass T-shirt and just all... 556 00:28:03,486 --> 00:28:07,055 talking about his empty dreams. It's like a joke. 557 00:28:07,090 --> 00:28:08,957 (SIGHS) I just cannot believe 558 00:28:08,992 --> 00:28:11,260 I let him have that much power over me. 559 00:28:11,294 --> 00:28:12,995 Hmm. I'm proud of you, babe. 560 00:28:13,029 --> 00:28:15,330 - You did good. - Thank you. 561 00:28:22,272 --> 00:28:25,040 I wanted to tell you about it. 562 00:28:25,075 --> 00:28:29,511 About all of it, about Marc, so many times, 563 00:28:29,546 --> 00:28:32,347 but... 564 00:28:32,382 --> 00:28:35,350 I didn't want you to-to look at me like a victim. 565 00:28:35,385 --> 00:28:37,452 Oh, Kate, come on. 566 00:28:37,487 --> 00:28:41,390 No. And today, you... you just sat patiently in the car 567 00:28:41,424 --> 00:28:44,393 when I know that you wanted to rip out his jugular, 568 00:28:44,427 --> 00:28:47,830 and you let me be my own white knight. 569 00:28:47,864 --> 00:28:51,733 And... you never looked at me 570 00:28:51,768 --> 00:28:55,470 like I was a victim. Ever. 571 00:28:55,505 --> 00:28:57,873 And I could have just told you everything from day one. 572 00:28:59,843 --> 00:29:01,476 Day one would have been a lot, 573 00:29:01,511 --> 00:29:03,812 - but... - Okay. 574 00:29:03,847 --> 00:29:06,582 - (TOBY LAUGHS) - I know. 575 00:29:06,616 --> 00:29:08,350 VANCE: So, what would this mean to you 576 00:29:08,384 --> 00:29:11,353 if this Hai person was actually telling the truth? 577 00:29:11,387 --> 00:29:14,690 Beyond William's betrayal, I mean. 578 00:29:14,724 --> 00:29:17,326 Beyond William's? 579 00:29:22,098 --> 00:29:25,367 You know, I put a... an ad in the paper 580 00:29:25,401 --> 00:29:27,903 looking for my mom when I was 16? 581 00:29:27,937 --> 00:29:30,472 Some scam artist showed up at the park. 582 00:29:30,507 --> 00:29:32,641 She wanted money. 583 00:29:32,675 --> 00:29:34,443 That must have hurt. 584 00:29:34,477 --> 00:29:37,846 So much so that I stopped looking 585 00:29:37,881 --> 00:29:40,883 for another 20 years. 586 00:29:44,020 --> 00:29:48,690 She had 35 years to find me, and she never even looked for me. 587 00:29:48,725 --> 00:29:50,993 You don't know if that's what happened. 588 00:29:51,027 --> 00:29:52,561 I... (SIGHS) 589 00:29:52,595 --> 00:29:54,429 Let's look at it this way. 590 00:29:56,065 --> 00:29:58,533 At nine years old, you were curling your tongue 591 00:29:58,568 --> 00:30:01,036 at Black folks in supermarkets. 592 00:30:01,070 --> 00:30:03,538 At 16, you put ads in the paper. 593 00:30:03,573 --> 00:30:07,142 And at 35, you hired a P.I. 594 00:30:07,177 --> 00:30:09,111 Your whole life, 595 00:30:09,145 --> 00:30:11,346 your instincts have been telling you 596 00:30:11,381 --> 00:30:13,949 you need to know your history. 597 00:30:13,983 --> 00:30:18,020 Why do you think you needed that? 598 00:30:18,054 --> 00:30:20,055 To know where I came from. 599 00:30:20,089 --> 00:30:22,824 To... to know who I was. 600 00:30:22,859 --> 00:30:25,928 I don't know, to... 601 00:30:25,962 --> 00:30:29,865 to feel connected or rooted 602 00:30:29,899 --> 00:30:32,634 to something bigger than myself. 603 00:30:32,669 --> 00:30:36,038 Did knowing William help you do that? 604 00:30:37,807 --> 00:30:39,841 In a lot of ways it did. 605 00:30:39,876 --> 00:30:44,179 Is there a chance that knowing Laurel's story 606 00:30:44,214 --> 00:30:46,315 could help you, too? 607 00:30:46,349 --> 00:30:48,550 You're already in the journey, Randall. 608 00:30:48,585 --> 00:30:52,220 Why not be in in it? 609 00:30:56,359 --> 00:30:57,726 (SIGHS) 610 00:30:57,760 --> 00:31:00,996 Um, I made you a little to-go breakfast. 611 00:31:01,030 --> 00:31:03,231 This is so nice. You didn't have to do that. 612 00:31:03,266 --> 00:31:04,533 This-this... 613 00:31:05,768 --> 00:31:07,869 Thank you. Thank you. 614 00:31:07,904 --> 00:31:12,407 You know, the car's gonna be here... any second. 615 00:31:12,442 --> 00:31:14,543 Yeah, I just... I'm... 616 00:31:17,180 --> 00:31:20,949 I know I'm leaving at the worst possible time. 617 00:31:20,984 --> 00:31:23,385 But when I come back, 618 00:31:23,419 --> 00:31:26,455 it will be with a heart that is committed... 619 00:31:26,489 --> 00:31:29,725 Kevin. I am deeply aware 620 00:31:29,759 --> 00:31:32,995 that you come from a family of great speech-givers. 621 00:31:34,497 --> 00:31:39,101 I think you should use this time away to be real with yourself. 622 00:31:39,135 --> 00:31:42,938 To figure out how this relationship and family 623 00:31:42,972 --> 00:31:46,475 is actually gonna work, and how these babies and I 624 00:31:46,509 --> 00:31:49,678 are actually gonna fit in your life. 625 00:31:52,348 --> 00:31:55,984 You said you were all in, and I bought that. 626 00:31:57,854 --> 00:32:00,589 Take this moment to decide if you really are. 627 00:32:04,060 --> 00:32:05,360 I am. 628 00:32:06,329 --> 00:32:08,296 (WHISPERS): Take the moment. 629 00:32:11,467 --> 00:32:13,235 Kiss the bubbalas goodbye. 630 00:32:14,537 --> 00:32:18,306 - Oh, yeah. (MOANS) - (LAUGHS) 631 00:32:18,341 --> 00:32:20,909 Oh, man. Okay. 632 00:32:20,944 --> 00:32:23,412 Mwah. Mwah. 633 00:32:23,446 --> 00:32:26,581 You listen to your mom, okay, babies? 634 00:32:26,616 --> 00:32:29,551 Oh, okay. This is hard. 635 00:32:31,955 --> 00:32:34,122 And, uh... 636 00:32:35,158 --> 00:32:36,491 Okay. 637 00:32:38,428 --> 00:32:39,995 Okay. 638 00:32:45,652 --> 00:32:47,320 Nothing went wrong. People change. 639 00:32:47,354 --> 00:32:50,590 - GEORGE: People change? - Yeah. People change. 640 00:32:51,157 --> 00:32:52,490 GEORGE: Can they change back? 641 00:32:54,460 --> 00:32:55,927 I don't know. 642 00:32:55,962 --> 00:32:58,263 - I think it's harder. - (DOOR OPENS) 643 00:32:58,297 --> 00:33:00,799 Hey, Bug. 644 00:33:00,833 --> 00:33:03,368 - How was your weekend? - It was fine. 645 00:33:03,402 --> 00:33:05,670 Yeah? You had a good time with Molly? 646 00:33:05,705 --> 00:33:07,539 Mm-hmm. 647 00:33:07,573 --> 00:33:09,174 Is everything all right? 648 00:33:09,208 --> 00:33:10,586 You know, I did call a couple times to check in. 649 00:33:10,610 --> 00:33:12,777 I didn't hear back. 650 00:33:15,915 --> 00:33:17,549 Oh, sweetheart. 651 00:33:17,583 --> 00:33:19,684 Is everything okay? What's wrong? 652 00:33:19,719 --> 00:33:21,853 I was watching a sappy movie. 653 00:33:21,888 --> 00:33:23,788 It made me cry. 654 00:33:23,823 --> 00:33:25,790 - Oh. - (CHUCKLES) 655 00:33:25,825 --> 00:33:28,693 (LAUGHS): I'm sorry. 656 00:33:29,996 --> 00:33:32,998 Do you want some dinner? 657 00:33:33,032 --> 00:33:34,666 I'll take some ice cream. 658 00:33:34,700 --> 00:33:36,067 You got it. 659 00:33:44,043 --> 00:33:47,045 ♪ If I ran ahead ♪ 660 00:33:47,079 --> 00:33:49,047 - (LAUGHTER) - ♪ Would you know ♪ 661 00:33:49,081 --> 00:33:52,417 ♪ Which way that I went ♪ 662 00:33:52,451 --> 00:33:53,918 ♪ Without you? ♪ 663 00:33:53,953 --> 00:33:57,055 ♪ In days, I would be lost ♪ 664 00:33:57,089 --> 00:33:58,957 ♪ And afloat ♪ 665 00:33:58,991 --> 00:34:01,960 ♪ Thrown into the waves ♪ 666 00:34:01,994 --> 00:34:04,162 ♪ Tossed ashore ♪ 667 00:34:04,197 --> 00:34:06,798 ♪ Throw me now your arms ♪ 668 00:34:08,668 --> 00:34:11,870 - ♪ We're not meant to be ♪ - (PICKS UP PHONE) 669 00:34:11,904 --> 00:34:13,705 ♪ On our own ♪ 670 00:34:13,739 --> 00:34:15,340 ♪ And is this now the time ♪ 671 00:34:15,374 --> 00:34:16,875 (PHONE RINGING) 672 00:34:16,909 --> 00:34:18,476 ♪ We let go ♪ 673 00:34:18,511 --> 00:34:20,745 ♪ And cling to one another... ♪ 674 00:34:20,780 --> 00:34:22,280 Yo, yo, this is Kevin. 675 00:34:22,315 --> 00:34:24,749 You really answer the phone like that, dude? 676 00:34:24,784 --> 00:34:26,551 Randall, what's up? 677 00:34:26,586 --> 00:34:31,723 So I've been thinking about you going to L.A. 678 00:34:31,757 --> 00:34:33,325 I don't think you should do it. 679 00:34:33,359 --> 00:34:36,094 Right, 'cause you don't think I'm talented. 680 00:34:36,128 --> 00:34:37,929 No, no, it's not that. 681 00:34:37,964 --> 00:34:39,264 You just got married. 682 00:34:40,366 --> 00:34:41,706 Sophie's one of the best things 683 00:34:41,734 --> 00:34:43,301 that's ever happened to you, 684 00:34:43,336 --> 00:34:45,537 and this could really stress your relationship. 685 00:34:45,571 --> 00:34:48,039 Sophie and I have been together since we were ten, Randall. 686 00:34:48,074 --> 00:34:50,025 We can hack a few months apart. 687 00:34:50,026 --> 00:34:51,743 Are you sure? 688 00:34:51,777 --> 00:34:53,388 You know, because when I think of anything 689 00:34:53,412 --> 00:34:54,832 getting in between me and Beth... 690 00:34:56,215 --> 00:34:58,016 ...it makes my stomach hurt. 691 00:34:58,050 --> 00:35:00,652 (LAUGHS) That's 'cause you're whipped. 692 00:35:03,456 --> 00:35:05,323 Sorry I called. 693 00:35:05,358 --> 00:35:10,929 No, look, I, uh... I appreciate the concern. 694 00:35:10,963 --> 00:35:13,264 But Sophie and I are solid. 695 00:35:13,299 --> 00:35:15,033 We're gonna be okay. 696 00:35:15,067 --> 00:35:16,468 And look, when I'm a big star, 697 00:35:16,502 --> 00:35:17,713 and we're living in some mansion, 698 00:35:17,737 --> 00:35:20,739 it'll all be worth it. 699 00:35:20,773 --> 00:35:22,640 Okay, Kev. 700 00:35:22,675 --> 00:35:24,843 Whatever you say. 701 00:35:26,712 --> 00:35:28,079 (SETS PHONE DOWN) 702 00:35:31,450 --> 00:35:35,687 ♪ Let me be the first to tell you ♪ 703 00:35:35,721 --> 00:35:38,723 ♪ That I would give up my life ♪ 704 00:35:40,993 --> 00:35:46,498 ♪ Every day as the tides grow closer ♪ 705 00:35:46,532 --> 00:35:48,800 ♪ It is all that's on my mind. ♪ 706 00:35:59,912 --> 00:36:01,679 (PHONE RINGING) 707 00:36:06,218 --> 00:36:08,353 (SIGHS) 708 00:36:11,223 --> 00:36:13,291 Hey. Everything all right with Mom? 709 00:36:13,326 --> 00:36:15,126 Uh, with the babies? 710 00:36:15,161 --> 00:36:16,661 Yeah. 711 00:36:16,696 --> 00:36:19,697 Mom's good, um, and Madison's... 712 00:36:19,732 --> 00:36:22,033 She's fine. Yeah. 713 00:36:25,538 --> 00:36:28,573 I-I saw your, uh, your-your strip clip 714 00:36:28,607 --> 00:36:30,208 on Hoda's Twitter feed. 715 00:36:30,242 --> 00:36:32,410 - (CHUCKLES) It's hilarious, man. - Ah... 716 00:36:32,445 --> 00:36:34,156 It's good... And not, like, in an embarrassing way at all. 717 00:36:34,180 --> 00:36:35,847 I mean, it comes off really charming. 718 00:36:35,881 --> 00:36:39,050 - It's great. - Yeah. It's been a trip. 719 00:36:41,387 --> 00:36:44,422 Uh, h-how is everybody there? How are the girls? 720 00:36:44,457 --> 00:36:46,925 Good. They're good. 721 00:36:46,959 --> 00:36:51,062 Uh, Zoom schooling is a unique version of hell, 722 00:36:51,097 --> 00:36:53,331 - but, um... - (CHUCKLES) I bet. 723 00:36:53,366 --> 00:36:55,300 (QUIETLY): Yeah. 724 00:37:00,573 --> 00:37:03,074 - So... - Anyway, uh... 725 00:37:03,109 --> 00:37:05,810 Oh, no, I-I'm sorry. I'm sorry, no, g-go ahead. 726 00:37:05,845 --> 00:37:08,580 No, I wasn't, uh, n... Go ahead. 727 00:37:08,614 --> 00:37:13,084 Well, l-look, the reason I was calling is I'm-I'm, um... 728 00:37:13,119 --> 00:37:15,620 S... Um... 729 00:37:15,654 --> 00:37:18,490 I'm finding myself in a really, um... 730 00:37:20,326 --> 00:37:25,296 ...complicated place with Madison, 731 00:37:25,331 --> 00:37:27,365 and I'm a little bit lost on how to deal with it, 732 00:37:27,400 --> 00:37:30,869 and I-I, uh... the first thought that I had... 733 00:37:31,871 --> 00:37:34,339 ...was, uh, 734 00:37:34,373 --> 00:37:38,309 well, it was "What would Randall do?" 735 00:37:42,047 --> 00:37:45,450 I, uh, I have that thought a lot, actually. 736 00:37:45,484 --> 00:37:48,786 That's a nice thing to say. 737 00:37:48,821 --> 00:37:51,256 It's a... 738 00:37:51,290 --> 00:37:53,491 nice thing to know. 739 00:37:54,994 --> 00:37:56,828 I know it seems ironic, too, 740 00:37:56,862 --> 00:37:59,797 uh, because of all of the... 741 00:37:59,832 --> 00:38:02,534 horrible things that I said to you 742 00:38:02,568 --> 00:38:04,002 that day when we were, uh... 743 00:38:04,036 --> 00:38:06,104 Ah, we said a lot of things, Kev. 744 00:38:07,239 --> 00:38:09,307 Yeah, but, uh... 745 00:38:09,341 --> 00:38:11,075 S... 746 00:38:16,182 --> 00:38:19,751 Randall, Kate was telling me about some of the things, uh, 747 00:38:19,785 --> 00:38:21,386 that you felt 748 00:38:21,420 --> 00:38:23,922 during our childhood, some of... 749 00:38:26,492 --> 00:38:28,660 Is that really how you felt? 750 00:38:33,666 --> 00:38:36,868 Yeah, Kev, it is. 751 00:38:38,604 --> 00:38:41,439 Well, that is horrible. 752 00:38:44,510 --> 00:38:46,978 Uh... 753 00:38:47,012 --> 00:38:50,648 I can't imagine having to keep all that to yourself. 754 00:38:59,158 --> 00:39:01,659 Hey, Kev, I'm sorry to cut you off, 755 00:39:01,694 --> 00:39:04,829 but, um, now's not a great time. 756 00:39:04,864 --> 00:39:06,864 I-I have a really important phone call 757 00:39:06,899 --> 00:39:09,701 that I have to make right now. 758 00:39:10,669 --> 00:39:13,838 ♪ If I ran ahead ♪ 759 00:39:13,873 --> 00:39:15,340 ♪ Would you know... ♪ 760 00:39:15,374 --> 00:39:17,219 Yeah, no, I get it. Yeah, no, you-you do you. 761 00:39:17,243 --> 00:39:20,411 - I-I get it. - But we'll talk soon, all right? 762 00:39:20,446 --> 00:39:23,414 ♪ In days, I would be lost... ♪ 763 00:39:23,449 --> 00:39:25,049 We're really about to do this? 764 00:39:25,084 --> 00:39:28,586 I'm already in it, so... let's get in it. 765 00:39:28,621 --> 00:39:32,724 ♪ Tossed ashore, throw me now your arms... ♪ 766 00:39:32,758 --> 00:39:35,593 (EXHALES) Oh, boy. 767 00:39:35,628 --> 00:39:37,662 - I'm so nervous. - I'm gonna boot. 768 00:39:37,696 --> 00:39:39,030 (LINE RINGING) 769 00:39:41,934 --> 00:39:44,936 HAI (OVER PHONE): Hello? 770 00:39:44,970 --> 00:39:46,804 Hi, Hai. 771 00:39:46,839 --> 00:39:50,174 Um, sorry. Uh, what I meant to say was hello. 772 00:39:50,209 --> 00:39:52,377 Um, is this Hai? 773 00:39:52,411 --> 00:39:54,746 Uh, yes, this is he. 774 00:39:56,048 --> 00:39:58,182 This is Randall Pearson. 775 00:39:59,518 --> 00:40:01,419 Oh, Randall. 776 00:40:01,453 --> 00:40:02,833 I'm so pleased to hear from you. 777 00:40:05,824 --> 00:40:08,426 Uh, Hai? 778 00:40:08,460 --> 00:40:10,294 Do you mind if I just jump into asking you 779 00:40:10,329 --> 00:40:12,430 a really blunt question? 780 00:40:12,464 --> 00:40:14,198 Go ahead. 781 00:40:14,233 --> 00:40:19,804 You mentioned in your e-mail that Laurel died in May of 2015. 782 00:40:19,838 --> 00:40:21,739 Of breast cancer, yes. 783 00:40:21,774 --> 00:40:24,475 ♪ Throw me now your arms... ♪ 784 00:40:24,510 --> 00:40:28,413 Um, my father told me that Laurel overdosed 785 00:40:28,447 --> 00:40:31,449 and died shortly after I was born. 786 00:40:31,483 --> 00:40:34,118 ♪ Throw me now your arms... ♪ 787 00:40:34,153 --> 00:40:37,522 So are you saying that he was lying? 788 00:40:39,158 --> 00:40:42,994 From what I know of the story, I believe he was telling you 789 00:40:43,028 --> 00:40:45,129 what he thought was the truth. 790 00:40:45,164 --> 00:40:49,967 ♪ Let me be the first to tell you ♪ 791 00:40:50,002 --> 00:40:54,539 ♪ That I would give up my life ♪ 792 00:40:54,573 --> 00:40:58,976 ♪ Every day as the tides grow closer... ♪ 793 00:40:59,011 --> 00:41:01,846 BETH: Um, this is Beth, Randall's wife. 794 00:41:01,880 --> 00:41:05,116 How exactly did you know Laurel? 795 00:41:05,150 --> 00:41:09,887 We met in our early 20s, here in Orleans Parish. 796 00:41:13,225 --> 00:41:15,159 Sorry, I didn't expect to feel so strange 797 00:41:15,194 --> 00:41:17,428 talking about her on the phone. 798 00:41:17,463 --> 00:41:21,265 I've thought of telling you about her for so many years. 799 00:41:21,300 --> 00:41:24,135 I just wish I could see your face. 800 00:41:24,169 --> 00:41:30,174 I wish I could show you the places she lived, 801 00:41:30,209 --> 00:41:32,210 the things she loved. 802 00:41:32,244 --> 00:41:33,478 ♪ At day's end ♪ 803 00:41:33,512 --> 00:41:36,514 ♪ Who you can depend on ♪ 804 00:41:36,548 --> 00:41:38,716 ♪ Hand in hand ♪ 805 00:41:38,751 --> 00:41:41,753 ♪ Safely on the shore ♪ 806 00:41:41,787 --> 00:41:43,387 ♪ Where we stand... ♪ 807 00:41:43,422 --> 00:41:46,357 Hey, what if we were to come out there? 808 00:41:48,127 --> 00:41:49,961 If that's what you could do... 809 00:41:49,995 --> 00:41:52,096 ♪ Let me be the first to tell you... ♪ 810 00:41:52,131 --> 00:41:54,198 To see where my mother lived, 811 00:41:54,233 --> 00:41:57,101 and the things she loved? 812 00:41:57,136 --> 00:41:59,103 I would like that very much. 813 00:41:59,138 --> 00:42:02,306 ♪ Every day as the tides ♪ 814 00:42:02,341 --> 00:42:04,175 ♪ Grow closer ♪ 815 00:42:04,209 --> 00:42:07,278 ♪ It is all that's on my mind. ♪ 816 00:42:12,317 --> 00:42:13,584 Your place is beautiful. 817 00:42:14,428 --> 00:42:16,940 It's actually yours. 818 00:42:16,964 --> 00:42:18,041 Excuse me? 819 00:42:18,065 --> 00:42:20,878 Your mother was a Dubois. 820 00:42:20,902 --> 00:42:23,547 They were the most distinguished family in town. 821 00:42:23,571 --> 00:42:27,851 But, I think that was always a lot of pressure for Laurel. 822 00:42:27,875 --> 00:42:30,844 Your mother was the love of my life. 823 00:42:31,278 --> 00:42:37,378 Subtitle sync and corrections by awaqeded for www.addic7ed.com.