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<i>Previously on</i>
Star Trek: Discovery:

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We got you, Gray.

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We'll find a way to help you be seen,
truly seen.

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I can't believe
I get to start my life again.

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<i>Book, you there?</i>

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I keep seeing him. Leto.

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I don't know if he knew, if I ever
let him know how much I loved him.

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I'm sorry.

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I'm gonna figure this out for you,
whatever it takes.

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Starfleet Academy feels
like 1000 years ago.

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- Nothing feels simple.
- It's okay to feel that way.

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Something's off, or I'm off.

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I was hoping
that we could talk about it.

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- What exactly is this anomaly?
- We're not certain.

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We know it's there.

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We know it's moving,
but we can't get a handle on what it is.

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I offer the services
of the Ni'Var Science Institute.

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A crisis such as this
requires all to contribute.

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This anomaly threatens us all equally.
We must all work together.

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<i>This is Commander Fickett
of the</i> U.S.S. Credence.

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We have your dilithium shipment
ready.

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<i>We are grateful
to receive it, commander.</i>

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<i>It has been a long time.</i>

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Happy to help.

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Looking good.

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Everything is ready, commander.

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We have their coordinates.

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Good work.
Thank you, lieutenants.

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Computer,
lower the shields for transfer.

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Locking on your coordinates now.

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<i>Security breach.</i>

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Commander!

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Stand down.

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- I need your dilithium.
- Wait your turn like everybody else.

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I'm afraid that's not possible.
Please step aside.

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That's not gonna happen.

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Please, my friend.

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Choose to live.

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I'm sorry.

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Fourth and most recent
in a string of identical dilithium thefts.

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Killing a Starfleet officer, though,
that's new.

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The killer is a Ni'Var citizen

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and a Qowat Milat nun
known as J'Vini.

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Her cohorts are mercenaries,

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confirmed to be operating
under her orders.

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Thanks to the tracker we planted
in the dilithium she stole,

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we now have her coordinates.

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These thefts began

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after the gravitational anomaly
was discovered.

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Might there be a connection?

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As of now,
we have no indication of motive.

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J'Vini's crimes, however, are clear.
She must be detained without delay.

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This would be an appropriate
time for the Qowat Milat to join us.

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Thank you, President T'Rina.

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Admiral, Ni'Var is a trusted ally
of the Federation.

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Despite the fact that these crimes
were committed on Starfleet vessels,

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we will not respond
without Ni'Var's guidance.

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Thank you.
Indeed, we are more than allies.

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It is my hope that we will be united
under the flag of the Federation.

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The dangers posed by the anomaly

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make our cooperation
all the more important.

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I understand that at the moment,

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no inhabited systems
are threatened by its trajectory,

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yet it could change course at any time?

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That is the case, Madam President.

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Commander Stamets
has been leading the efforts

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to understand its movements.

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He's eager to collaborate
with the Ni'Var Science Institute.

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And they are ready to receive him.
Here, too, we offer our services.

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This is an internal Qowat Milat matter.

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And as such, we ask that Starfleet
turn her coordinates over to us.

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We believe J'Vini most likely
is acting as a qalankhkan

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on behalf of a lost cause.

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Most likely?

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- You have doubts?
- No.

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I have faith.

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Why would she steal the dilithium?
The Federation is giving it away.

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I don't know.

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This is the first news
we've heard of J'Vini in several years.

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But I trust she has a reason.

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The order must be allowed
to discover that context.

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Mom, she killed a Starfleet officer.
You cannot excuse that with context.

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We do not excuse J'Vini's actions.

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However, we must be the ones
to pursue her.

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No one but her sisters
will be able to bring her in alive.

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The unique ways of the Qowat Milat
must be respected.

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Admiral Vance,

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would Starfleet be amenable
to making this a joint mission?

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A venture of mutual goodwill
would reflect the spirit

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of the pending union
between Ni'Var and the Federation.

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Under the circumstances,
we would, of course, be amenable.

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As would the Qowat Milat.

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Might I suggest Captain Burnham
be permitted to represent Starfleet?

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She has my confidence.

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And dare I say the confidence
of her mother?

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Whatever J'Vini's circumstances,

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I think we can all agree
that these actions

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cannot be allowed to continue.

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Bring her in safely.

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I'll prepare to leave immediately.

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As will I.

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Captain.

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- If we may speak frankly?
- Of course.

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This joint mission
is a political necessity.

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Ni'Var and the Qowat Milat must feel
respected, but make no mistake.

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You are in charge.

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I thought we landed
on mutual goodwill there.

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Goodwill and leadership
are two different things.

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This anomaly, it is the biggest threat
we have faced since the Burn.

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This is our moment to serve

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and to show why
restoring the Federation is so critical.

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We cannot do it without Ni'Var,

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but we also can't do it if those
who attack us don't see our strength.

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J'Vini must be brought in.

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Absolutely.

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If you feel your mother
will make this too difficult...

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No.

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No. J'Vini took the life
of a Starfleet officer.

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I will bring her to justice.
I promise you that.

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Good. I'm counting on you.

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No. You're almost finished.

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I was gonna ask you a question
if you have a second.

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For you, always.

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Oh, thanks.
I really appreciate it.

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So, I'm...

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That was disturbingly not delicious.

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Is something amiss with the replicator?

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No, no. I, um...

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Sorry, ordered mac and cheese
on purpose.

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There's something amiss with me,
and Dr. Culber's helping with it.

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While your dislike of cheese certainly
renders you a rarity among humans,

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I was not aware it was considered
an actual disorder.

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Oh, no, no, it's not. Um, I'm sorry.

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I'm trying new things

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because my comfort zone
has become uncomfortable.

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Or too comfortable. Unclear.

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Dr. Culber thought it might help
if I shake things up,

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so I slept with my pillow
at the other end of my bed,

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and I took the long way
to the bridge this morning.

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And I was hoping
I could try out a little gardening

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by watering some of your plants?

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What is it you hope to gain
from novelty?

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To be honest, I'm not sure yet.

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I do keep thinking about those cadets
at the academy

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and just how certain they are

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that they are exactly
where they're supposed to be.

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I used to have that.

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Clarity of purpose
can be difficult to achieve.

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Sorry. I know you have some places
to go. It's not important.

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I confess to having dined quickly.
I am speaking with Kaminar.

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Oh, well, give Su'Kal my best.

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Oh, he would appreciate that.

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However, today's call
is with the local council

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to discuss our role
in retrofitting Kaminar's space port.

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My home world recently voted
to return to the stars.

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I will look for something
meaningfully unusual for you to do.

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Till then, you're welcome
to mist my plants.

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Oh, but do take care to not touch
the Swampkelp while it is in bloom.

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- Why? What happens if I do?
- It is better if you do not know.

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Hey, thought I'd find you here.
Stamets give you another job?

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Yeah. It's more
like a tachyon treasure hunt.

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Not exactly in my wheelhouse,
but it keeps me close to the action.

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Such as it is.

164
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Speaking of action,
mind if I requisition your ship?

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Starfleet and Qowat Milat only.

166
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Oh, I see how it is.

167
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Love a man up,
then leave him without his ship?

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I will return it washed and waxed.
And I thank you.

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How is he?

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He's got a new theory.
Primordial wormhole.

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- Primordial wormhole, huh?
- Four out of five factors point to yes.

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One: Gravitational distortions are
consistent with wormhole behavior.

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Two: So is the shape
of the gravitational well.

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Three: Its ability to change direction.

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Four: It contains a massive amount
of accreted dark matter.

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Which reminds me,
I've given it a nickname.

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The DMA, dark matter anomaly.

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Too much of a mouthful
to say every time.

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Right.

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Everything points to a primordial
wormhole except one missing factor.

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Let me guess, tachyons.

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Always present
at the birth of a wormhole.

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- Without tachyons...
- We're back to square one.

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The evidence is in here.
We just have to find it.

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Until I know what the DMA is,
I can't predict its behavior.

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And we can't prevent another...

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The Ni'Var Science Institute
will be a great help.

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- I'm sending the raw data now.
- Okay. Keep me posted.

189
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I wanna go
to the Science Institute with you.

190
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Oh... No, no, no. You really wouldn't.

191
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It's gonna be so boring.

192
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Field equations, manifolds,
torsion tensors. Math, math, math.

193
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I need to be doing something.
Helping. Come on.

194
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I, um...

195
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I can't bring these scientists
up to speed

196
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without a clinical,
forensic discussion of your loss.

197
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I can handle it.

198
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Thank you.

199
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It's me.

200
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Almost.

201
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I'll finally be a part of the world again.

202
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No more looking in
from the outside, feeling invisible.

203
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The world has no idea
what it's been missing.

204
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The crew's gonna love you.

205
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I mean, not as much as I do,
obviously.

206
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Thank Dr. Culber for me again.

207
00:14:40,881 --> 00:14:44,134
Wait a few minutes
and thank him yourself in person.

208
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<i>Dr. Culber, Guardian Xi is arriving.</i>

209
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Guardian Xi, welcome.

210
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I believe I've prepared everything
you need for the incorporation.

211
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An atypical arrangement,

212
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as befits a zhian'tara unlike any other.

213
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Adira Tal, greetings.

214
00:15:12,788 --> 00:15:15,916
Thank you so much for doing this.

215
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It is my joy to assist.
Do we have Gray Tal?

216
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Oh. Uh...

217
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He's right here.

218
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Greetings.

219
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Um...

220
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Tell him that I'm honored
by his presence,

221
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and I couldn't be
more grateful for his help.

222
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He's really grateful you're here.

223
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Guardians are kind of like his heroes.

224
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He was on his way to becoming one
of you before things went sideways.

225
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It is my hope that our work today
will allow you to resume your training.

226
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However, your unique situation
is attended by unpredictable dangers.

227
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I cannot guarantee that your
consciousness can find a new home

228
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in a synthetic body
without a host's mind to guide you in.

229
00:16:06,925 --> 00:16:11,555
We must accept the possibility
that you could be lost.

230
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Tell him that I'm lost without this.

231
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I've been living in an in-between place
for too long already. I have to try.

232
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He understands the risks.

233
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- He's good to go.
- Do we have the consent of Tal?

234
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- We do.
- Then let us begin.

235
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<i>It sounds difficult.</i>

236
00:16:44,338 --> 00:16:47,925
Uh-huh. My mother's bringing
a Qowat Milat sister with her.

237
00:16:48,008 --> 00:16:50,928
I should add a tactical officer
to balance the numbers.

238
00:16:51,887 --> 00:16:54,431
Can't have the mission appear
to favor either party.

239
00:16:55,182 --> 00:16:58,310
This mission would be straightforward
if it weren't for the politics.

240
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- Don't get me started on Rillak.
- I will not.

241
00:17:02,314 --> 00:17:05,317
But I would like to offer
a recommendation

242
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for your tactical addition.

243
00:17:06,610 --> 00:17:07,986
Lieutenant Tilly.

244
00:17:09,279 --> 00:17:11,782
She has a long
and impressive list of skills,

245
00:17:11,865 --> 00:17:14,868
but combat falls kind of at the bottom.

246
00:17:14,952 --> 00:17:19,289
That may be so, but Dr. Burnham
and her Qowat Milat companion

247
00:17:19,373 --> 00:17:22,751
are certain to be highly combat trained,
as are you.

248
00:17:22,834 --> 00:17:25,796
Given the delicate nature of politics,

249
00:17:25,879 --> 00:17:30,092
you might consider making use
of Tilly's intuitive diplomatic skills.

250
00:17:30,175 --> 00:17:32,427
She does have a way
of putting people at ease.

251
00:17:32,511 --> 00:17:36,765
I believe she may do the mission good,
and it, her.

252
00:17:40,811 --> 00:17:43,647
<i>It can be hard to get out
of your comfort zone</i>

253
00:17:43,730 --> 00:17:45,857
when you can barely get out of the lab.

254
00:17:45,941 --> 00:17:50,404
You know, getting the opportunity
to do this could be really good for me.

255
00:17:50,487 --> 00:17:52,614
Um... I'm so sorry.

256
00:17:52,698 --> 00:17:56,076
Not that it's good
that your sister is getting arrested.

257
00:17:56,159 --> 00:17:59,788
Obviously that's not... That's not good.

258
00:17:59,871 --> 00:18:02,040
That's bad. That's not good at all.

259
00:18:03,083 --> 00:18:06,461
You worry that
I'm dismayed by your enthusiasm?

260
00:18:07,337 --> 00:18:08,337
I'm not.

261
00:18:13,010 --> 00:18:14,219
Absolute candor.

262
00:18:15,470 --> 00:18:16,597
Yeah, I dig that.

263
00:18:18,932 --> 00:18:21,560
You told me that when Spock
was accused of murder,

264
00:18:21,643 --> 00:18:22,853
you didn't believe it.

265
00:18:22,936 --> 00:18:25,105
And your trust in your brother
was justified.

266
00:18:25,188 --> 00:18:27,190
That's different. I knew him.

267
00:18:27,274 --> 00:18:28,483
And I know her.

268
00:18:29,735 --> 00:18:30,819
Who is she to you?

269
00:18:32,696 --> 00:18:35,032
I need to know who I'm dealing with.

270
00:18:38,452 --> 00:18:42,497
When I first came to this future,
I was broken.

271
00:18:43,206 --> 00:18:47,419
A Qowat Milat sister nursed me back,
unwavering for more than a year.

272
00:18:47,502 --> 00:18:48,962
Yes, you've told me.

273
00:18:49,755 --> 00:18:51,214
That sister was J'Vini.

274
00:18:52,215 --> 00:18:56,136
I was once her lost cause.
She gave everything to heal me.

275
00:18:57,346 --> 00:18:58,597
I owe her everything.

276
00:19:00,891 --> 00:19:02,893
<i>Approaching destination.</i>

277
00:19:06,480 --> 00:19:08,315
You need to leave your phasers
on board.

278
00:19:09,232 --> 00:19:11,109
They are not the Qowat Milat way.

279
00:19:12,444 --> 00:19:15,489
We are not Qowat Milat.
And they'll be set to stun.

280
00:19:16,073 --> 00:19:18,617
If you go with phasers,
I'll never get through to her.

281
00:19:18,700 --> 00:19:21,411
You wanna put us in front of
a member of your order unarmed?

282
00:19:22,162 --> 00:19:25,165
- That's not gonna happen.
- Did I say unarmed?

283
00:19:29,044 --> 00:19:30,712
We'll be at a disadvantage.

284
00:19:30,796 --> 00:19:35,008
It was agreed that the ways
of the Qowat Milat would be respected.

285
00:19:47,020 --> 00:19:49,106
This is so outside my comfort zone.

286
00:19:49,898 --> 00:19:51,733
It's heavier than I expected.

287
00:19:51,817 --> 00:19:52,943
Oh...

288
00:19:53,527 --> 00:19:57,781
Sorry. So sorry. I moisturized
my hands this morning. Apologies.

289
00:19:57,864 --> 00:20:01,743
- Don't worry. I'll be good to go.
- Good, because we're here.

290
00:20:17,884 --> 00:20:20,004
I'm not reading any life signs
on the surface.

291
00:20:20,679 --> 00:20:22,139
Check under the surface.

292
00:20:22,222 --> 00:20:24,307
She has to be around here.

293
00:20:24,391 --> 00:20:26,601
One inhospitable
uninhabited chunk of rock

294
00:20:26,685 --> 00:20:28,228
makes as good a hideout as any other,

295
00:20:28,311 --> 00:20:30,230
so why this one?

296
00:20:31,273 --> 00:20:34,025
Mom, did J'Vini have ties
to a person or place nearby?

297
00:20:34,109 --> 00:20:36,820
If she did, she chose
not to share it with her sisters.

298
00:20:36,903 --> 00:20:39,906
You were right.
There's a cavity beneath us.

299
00:20:39,990 --> 00:20:41,742
- Atmosphere?
- It's breathable.

300
00:20:42,534 --> 00:20:46,246
I'm getting a faint reading
from the dilithium tracker as well.

301
00:20:46,329 --> 00:20:47,831
<i>Warning. Intruder alert.</i>

302
00:21:36,046 --> 00:21:37,422
Mom.

303
00:21:38,882 --> 00:21:40,091
J'Vini.

304
00:21:46,807 --> 00:21:51,686
I didn't want more blood to be spilled.
That can stop right now.

305
00:21:51,770 --> 00:21:54,606
Choose to live by leaving immediately.

306
00:21:55,273 --> 00:21:57,609
Come after me, your lives are forfeit.

307
00:22:01,238 --> 00:22:03,949
We're gonna ignore that warning,
aren't we?

308
00:22:04,032 --> 00:22:05,033
Mm-hm.

309
00:22:05,951 --> 00:22:07,869
- Let's move.
- Okay.

310
00:22:11,414 --> 00:22:13,333
This isn't supposed to be happening.

311
00:22:14,209 --> 00:22:16,962
I can't see him anymore.
I can't feel him.

312
00:22:17,045 --> 00:22:19,089
The enjoining was a success.

313
00:22:20,465 --> 00:22:25,178
However, I do not yet sense
his presence in the synthetic body.

314
00:22:28,723 --> 00:22:29,766
Hey. Gray.

315
00:22:31,309 --> 00:22:32,644
We must have patience.

316
00:22:33,395 --> 00:22:34,980
The process can take time.

317
00:22:36,898 --> 00:22:39,150
Please, keep me apprised.

318
00:22:39,234 --> 00:22:40,485
Thank you.

319
00:22:44,072 --> 00:22:45,907
This can't... This can't be it.

320
00:22:45,991 --> 00:22:48,785
We're supposed to just sit here
and do nothing?

321
00:22:48,869 --> 00:22:52,372
It's like Guardian Xi said.
It could take some time.

322
00:22:57,002 --> 00:22:58,712
It's him, but it's not.

323
00:23:00,589 --> 00:23:03,592
It's not him, and I don't really know
what to do with that.

324
00:23:05,844 --> 00:23:08,597
Let's go for a walk.
Dr. Pollard will be here.

325
00:23:09,556 --> 00:23:13,226
Gray's monitors will alert us
to even the slightest change. Come on.

326
00:23:36,082 --> 00:23:38,209
Lost cause or lost civilization?

327
00:23:39,252 --> 00:23:41,046
This feels like a mausoleum.

328
00:23:44,382 --> 00:23:47,636
The degree of desiccation suggests
these pods are several centuries old,

329
00:23:48,094 --> 00:23:49,429
possibly older.

330
00:23:50,305 --> 00:23:52,599
Why would she bring dilithium
to a crypt?

331
00:23:52,682 --> 00:23:53,725
I have no idea.

332
00:23:53,808 --> 00:23:55,518
As your lieutenant suggested,

333
00:23:56,269 --> 00:23:59,481
maybe she's simply
utilizing this moon as a safe house.

334
00:23:59,564 --> 00:24:02,192
Hey, check it out. Grave robbers?

335
00:24:03,777 --> 00:24:05,111
Yeah.

336
00:24:06,279 --> 00:24:09,991
But why would a grave robber
bother doing this?

337
00:24:10,075 --> 00:24:11,451
J'Vini's cloak.

338
00:24:20,085 --> 00:24:22,087
I've never seen a species like it.

339
00:24:26,925 --> 00:24:28,677
The database says unknown.

340
00:24:28,760 --> 00:24:31,846
I'm gonna go out on a limb
and say that we found her lost cause.

341
00:24:32,514 --> 00:24:33,515
Unlikely.

342
00:24:33,598 --> 00:24:35,558
If J'Vini had pledged her sword to it,

343
00:24:35,642 --> 00:24:37,727
her oath would have ended
with its demise.

344
00:24:37,811 --> 00:24:40,563
How are you so sure
that there's an oath here at all?

345
00:24:40,647 --> 00:24:42,983
You believe she's operating
from a place of honor?

346
00:24:43,566 --> 00:24:45,652
Her mercenaries
killed one of her sisters.

347
00:24:45,735 --> 00:24:49,906
She'd draw against us if she believed
we pose a threat to her cause.

348
00:24:49,990 --> 00:24:52,158
Oh, Mom, she's not above the law.

349
00:24:52,242 --> 00:24:55,745
The reasons matter.
I thought you'd understand that.

350
00:24:55,829 --> 00:24:59,165
You agreed to a joint mission 'cause
I'd give the benefit of the doubt?

351
00:24:59,749 --> 00:25:00,792
I just had a thought.

352
00:25:02,585 --> 00:25:04,713
My mom and I didn't get along.

353
00:25:04,796 --> 00:25:10,051
She didn't really like children, um,
touching her, needing things from her,

354
00:25:10,135 --> 00:25:12,095
generally being around her.

355
00:25:12,178 --> 00:25:16,599
But if she was here right now,
I would just give her the biggest hug.

356
00:25:22,814 --> 00:25:24,482
- Seismic activity?
- No.

357
00:25:24,566 --> 00:25:26,526
Controlled matter
and antimatter reaction.

358
00:25:26,609 --> 00:25:28,319
Dilithium's been activated.

359
00:25:28,903 --> 00:25:31,865
This isn't a moon. It's a ship.

360
00:25:32,615 --> 00:25:35,785
And J'Vini just powered it up.
Where's the dilithium?

361
00:25:37,203 --> 00:25:38,621
Tracker says it's...

362
00:25:44,294 --> 00:25:46,046
right above our heads.

363
00:25:46,921 --> 00:25:48,840
There should be a way up there.

364
00:25:48,923 --> 00:25:51,092
Fan out. Search the chamber.

365
00:25:55,805 --> 00:25:57,682
Or we could take the turbolift.

366
00:26:14,574 --> 00:26:16,743
Given the non-linear behavior

367
00:26:16,826 --> 00:26:19,621
and topological structure of the DMA,

368
00:26:19,704 --> 00:26:26,377
it appears that any planet within 12 AU
of the ergosphere, as Kwejian was,

369
00:26:26,461 --> 00:26:32,300
will sustain gravitational shearing,
resulting in catastrophic instabilities.

370
00:26:32,383 --> 00:26:36,387
A primordial wormhole
accounts for this shear, but so far...

371
00:26:36,471 --> 00:26:39,724
Your theory and its challenges
are clear to us.

372
00:26:40,642 --> 00:26:41,643
Fantastic.

373
00:26:42,310 --> 00:26:45,271
Given time,
I would work this out myself,

374
00:26:45,355 --> 00:26:48,024
but time is of the essence,
so here we are.

375
00:26:50,568 --> 00:26:55,281
Um... Could we discuss
the schedule for the day?

376
00:26:55,365 --> 00:26:57,283
Science first, nap later.

377
00:26:58,743 --> 00:27:00,662
I need all brains on deck here.

378
00:27:00,745 --> 00:27:03,581
Our scientists work
in a meditative state

379
00:27:03,665 --> 00:27:05,583
to sharpen focus and concentration.

380
00:27:06,167 --> 00:27:12,090
Oh, well, I'll, um, wait over there then,
in my own sharp state.

381
00:27:18,638 --> 00:27:19,638
Mr. Booker.

382
00:27:21,474 --> 00:27:23,226
May I offer a warm redspice?

383
00:27:23,852 --> 00:27:27,355
Many find it soothing
when experiencing emotional distress.

384
00:27:28,648 --> 00:27:29,648
That obvious?

385
00:27:30,900 --> 00:27:32,819
Your grief is to be expected.

386
00:27:34,279 --> 00:27:37,657
But your body language
also expresses guilt.

387
00:27:38,741 --> 00:27:43,538
Illogical, as your loss was caused
by a force of nature and not your fault.

388
00:27:43,621 --> 00:27:46,666
I wasn't aware
Vulcans were so emotionally attuned.

389
00:27:46,749 --> 00:27:48,418
A common misconception.

390
00:27:49,961 --> 00:27:53,298
Vulcans experience emotions,
some quite strongly.

391
00:27:54,132 --> 00:27:58,011
We simply choose to suppress them
in favor of a logical approach.

392
00:27:58,094 --> 00:28:01,139
Care to give me a few pointers
in that approach?

393
00:28:01,681 --> 00:28:05,435
The discipline of the Arie'mnu
requires a lifetime to master.

394
00:28:06,394 --> 00:28:09,439
For the uninitiated,
respite would be fleeting at best.

395
00:28:10,023 --> 00:28:12,275
A drowning man
only needs one breath.

396
00:28:14,444 --> 00:28:19,657
I believe you require a different set
of tools than I can offer, Mr. Booker.

397
00:28:20,617 --> 00:28:27,123
As a Kwejian, emotion is
as essential to you as air and blood,

398
00:28:27,207 --> 00:28:29,626
rendering the suppression of guilt
inadequate.

399
00:28:30,210 --> 00:28:33,963
What you require is freedom
from guilt.

400
00:28:35,882 --> 00:28:38,301
There must've been a sign
it was coming.

401
00:28:40,220 --> 00:28:41,262
I missed it.

402
00:28:43,223 --> 00:28:45,600
If I hadn't, I could've saved my family.

403
00:28:50,021 --> 00:28:51,481
That is not illogical.

404
00:28:56,194 --> 00:28:59,113
It is a truly bizarre reaction system.

405
00:28:59,197 --> 00:29:02,408
The controls must be housed
somewhere else on the moon.

406
00:29:02,492 --> 00:29:04,410
Dilithium should be...

407
00:29:07,872 --> 00:29:08,915
Bingo.

408
00:29:10,583 --> 00:29:12,835
Hello, little tracker.

409
00:29:13,336 --> 00:29:15,129
Can you power the ship
down from here?

410
00:29:15,213 --> 00:29:18,549
I think so, but J'Vini
will definitely know it's been sabotaged.

411
00:29:18,633 --> 00:29:20,134
Just see what you can do.

412
00:29:27,976 --> 00:29:32,063
This shows a supernova,
a moon leaving its world.

413
00:29:32,563 --> 00:29:36,567
That's the ship we're on.
Their own planet became unlivable.

414
00:29:37,151 --> 00:29:38,987
And that's no mausoleum out there.

415
00:29:42,824 --> 00:29:44,242
Cryostasis?

416
00:29:44,909 --> 00:29:47,370
The species in the cocoons are alive.

417
00:29:47,870 --> 00:29:49,831
Now we found her cause.

418
00:29:50,790 --> 00:29:53,042
She's protecting them
from grave robbers.

419
00:29:53,126 --> 00:29:54,210
Got it.

420
00:29:55,712 --> 00:29:56,712
Great work.

421
00:29:57,255 --> 00:29:58,255
What now?

422
00:29:58,715 --> 00:30:02,927
Now I need you to stay here.

423
00:30:04,846 --> 00:30:05,888
As bait.

424
00:30:08,766 --> 00:30:10,059
It was a mistake.

425
00:30:11,644 --> 00:30:16,941
I should have never let Gray do it.
He'd be here. He'd be safe.

426
00:30:18,401 --> 00:30:20,153
The choice wasn't yours.

427
00:30:22,322 --> 00:30:24,407
Yeah, but what if he's really gone?

428
00:30:25,033 --> 00:30:27,452
And please don't tell me
he'll always be here

429
00:30:27,535 --> 00:30:29,871
in my heart or my memories
or whatever.

430
00:30:29,954 --> 00:30:31,039
It's not the same.

431
00:30:33,082 --> 00:30:34,125
No, it's not.

432
00:30:36,252 --> 00:30:40,256
But I'll tell you, you're not alone.
We're all here for you, Adira.

433
00:30:41,257 --> 00:30:45,303
Connecting with someone can be
a guiding light when things get dark.

434
00:30:52,685 --> 00:30:55,563
<i>I presume Gray remains in limbo?</i>

435
00:30:56,439 --> 00:30:58,399
It could last indefinitely.

436
00:30:58,983 --> 00:31:01,319
The uncertainty
might be the hardest part for them.

437
00:31:01,402 --> 00:31:03,488
It's a challenging time for us all.

438
00:31:04,072 --> 00:31:06,866
Of late,
I'm often reminded of a Kelpien adage.

439
00:31:07,450 --> 00:31:12,330
"It is difficult to ride two valebeasts
with only one set of buttocks."

440
00:31:14,540 --> 00:31:16,250
Try riding three of them.

441
00:31:16,334 --> 00:31:19,045
You are doing a tremendous job,
doctor.

442
00:31:19,629 --> 00:31:21,881
With both jobs.

443
00:31:21,964 --> 00:31:26,719
Serving as medical officer
and ship's counselor cannot be easy.

444
00:31:26,803 --> 00:31:30,264
Well, that's why I'm here.
To help. Or at least try.

445
00:31:31,724 --> 00:31:36,145
Sometimes the most important thing
we can do is reach for one another.

446
00:31:54,747 --> 00:31:57,125
It's weird not feeling you.

447
00:31:58,042 --> 00:32:00,002
Not even knowing where you are.

448
00:32:01,337 --> 00:32:06,259
I keep thinking you're just all alone.

449
00:32:07,510 --> 00:32:08,803
Lost, maybe.

450
00:32:17,270 --> 00:32:23,443
Dr. Culber said this thing
about connecting with people

451
00:32:23,526 --> 00:32:27,447
being like a light in the dark, so...

452
00:32:28,614 --> 00:32:32,160
I figured maybe
if you can't find your way...

453
00:32:33,911 --> 00:32:36,122
that I could be the one to guide you.

454
00:32:40,418 --> 00:32:43,337
So I'm here, reaching,

455
00:32:44,130 --> 00:32:48,342
and I'll be here until you come back.

456
00:32:52,221 --> 00:32:53,389
So...

457
00:32:53,473 --> 00:32:54,682
So please come back.

458
00:33:05,318 --> 00:33:07,361
Sit here and be bait.

459
00:33:08,988 --> 00:33:11,532
I'm way outside my comfort zone now.

460
00:33:13,910 --> 00:33:16,662
Move away from the engine, now.

461
00:33:16,746 --> 00:33:20,750
I choose to live. One hundred percent,
I choose to live. Absolutely.

462
00:33:22,251 --> 00:33:23,251
Michael?

463
00:33:29,717 --> 00:33:31,260
You should've left, Gabrielle.

464
00:33:31,344 --> 00:33:34,263
I'm here to help you.
I just need to understand...

465
00:33:35,723 --> 00:33:38,893
- Captain.
- No, Michael. I've got this.

466
00:33:59,247 --> 00:34:01,290
Please. You don't have to do this.

467
00:34:03,459 --> 00:34:05,670
J'Vini, let her go.

468
00:34:05,753 --> 00:34:07,922
You, get my warp drive back online.

469
00:34:08,005 --> 00:34:11,676
I know coming with us would mean
that you abandon your cause.

470
00:34:11,759 --> 00:34:13,844
But what if
you don't have to abandon it?

471
00:34:14,804 --> 00:34:16,472
I know you don't wanna kill her.

472
00:34:18,266 --> 00:34:20,560
And I think we can offer you a solution.

473
00:34:20,643 --> 00:34:23,646
You would say whatever you have to
to get me to drop my guard.

474
00:34:23,729 --> 00:34:26,566
No. No, no lies, I promise you.

475
00:34:27,942 --> 00:34:30,403
We have a few minutes
while Tilly repairs the systems.

476
00:34:30,486 --> 00:34:31,737
Oh, yeah, at least...

477
00:34:31,821 --> 00:34:35,116
I mean, I'm hurrying,
but I really did a number on this thing.

478
00:34:35,992 --> 00:34:41,122
The species sleeping in the cocoons,
they're your lost cause, aren't they?

479
00:34:41,205 --> 00:34:43,541
You can trust her, J'Vini.
She's my daughter.

480
00:34:47,128 --> 00:34:50,047
They're Abronians.
The last of their kind.

481
00:34:50,756 --> 00:34:53,092
Their biomatter
has high concentrations of latinum.

482
00:34:53,175 --> 00:34:54,802
It's what the grave robbers wanted.

483
00:34:54,885 --> 00:34:57,680
And the Abronian who wears
your cloak was special to you?

484
00:34:58,264 --> 00:34:59,264
Taqlonen.

485
00:35:00,308 --> 00:35:03,060
I didn't know him,
but that doesn't matter.

486
00:35:04,979 --> 00:35:06,439
Going as fast as I can.

487
00:35:09,734 --> 00:35:13,946
I was traveling through
this star system when suddenly I felt...

488
00:35:15,489 --> 00:35:21,120
love, community, family, and suffering.

489
00:35:22,747 --> 00:35:26,250
It was as if someone was
calling out to me, begging me for help.

490
00:35:26,751 --> 00:35:30,087
The telepathic distress signal
was from Taqlonen?

491
00:35:30,171 --> 00:35:32,048
There was no one else in range.

492
00:35:32,965 --> 00:35:34,759
<i>His people were under attack.</i>

493
00:35:48,314 --> 00:35:50,608
<i>I needed to protect the rest of them.</i>

494
00:35:52,818 --> 00:35:55,655
<i>I accepted his cause as my own.</i>

495
00:35:58,491 --> 00:36:02,203
This was not the path I expected,
but this is where I'm needed.

496
00:36:02,286 --> 00:36:07,416
I promised, as long as I was breathing,
no further harm would come to them.

497
00:36:07,500 --> 00:36:11,796
The carvings on the wall suggest
they traveled here while in cryosleep.

498
00:36:11,879 --> 00:36:14,674
And this planet we're orbiting
was meant to be their new home.

499
00:36:14,757 --> 00:36:17,718
And when they wake,
I will make sure they claim it.

500
00:36:17,802 --> 00:36:19,762
The dilithium was necessary.

501
00:36:19,845 --> 00:36:23,557
Why? If they were supposed
to be here, why move them?

502
00:36:23,641 --> 00:36:26,936
You know about the gravitational
anomaly near this sector.

503
00:36:27,520 --> 00:36:28,729
Yes, we do.

504
00:36:28,813 --> 00:36:31,273
Without the dilithium,
I wouldn't have been able

505
00:36:31,357 --> 00:36:33,859
to move the Abronians to safety
if it had come this way.

506
00:36:33,943 --> 00:36:36,195
If you had asked,
we would have given it to you.

507
00:36:36,278 --> 00:36:38,239
I did ask.

508
00:36:38,322 --> 00:36:40,950
Starfleet doesn't
dispense dilithium to individuals.

509
00:36:41,033 --> 00:36:43,077
They would have wanted
the name and location

510
00:36:43,160 --> 00:36:44,995
of the species J'Vini was representing.

511
00:36:45,079 --> 00:36:47,206
And you couldn't risk
the Abronians' safety

512
00:36:47,289 --> 00:36:50,751
by asking on their behalf
and revealing their existence.

513
00:36:50,835 --> 00:36:53,629
Killing your officer was never my plan.

514
00:36:54,880 --> 00:36:57,299
But his death was not in vain.

515
00:36:57,383 --> 00:37:01,011
I believe the Abronians
were meant to wake a long time ago.

516
00:37:01,095 --> 00:37:02,638
And there's no logical reason

517
00:37:02,722 --> 00:37:05,015
why they would have remained
in cryostasis,

518
00:37:05,099 --> 00:37:07,727
so I have to conclude
that there was some kind of failure

519
00:37:07,810 --> 00:37:09,019
in the cryo system.

520
00:37:10,062 --> 00:37:14,358
So if we fix the problem
and help them wake,

521
00:37:15,985 --> 00:37:17,945
won't your oath be fulfilled?

522
00:37:21,615 --> 00:37:23,534
You have until she finishes.

523
00:37:44,889 --> 00:37:45,889
Hi.

524
00:37:46,682 --> 00:37:47,682
Are you done?

525
00:37:48,559 --> 00:37:49,559
We are.

526
00:37:50,227 --> 00:37:52,229
Within the scope of the data
you provided,

527
00:37:52,313 --> 00:37:56,233
we are unable to identify any factors
to indicate the presence of tachyons.

528
00:37:56,317 --> 00:38:00,488
In the absence of such evidence,
your hypothesis remains unproven.

529
00:38:01,113 --> 00:38:06,327
No. No, this has to be what it is.
Lives are at stake...

530
00:38:06,410 --> 00:38:11,749
Your emotional response to factual
analysis is illogical, for a scientist.

531
00:38:12,625 --> 00:38:15,211
Perhaps proof may be obtained
another way.

532
00:38:15,711 --> 00:38:17,296
We do have a witness.

533
00:38:18,839 --> 00:38:20,758
Tachyons are superluminal.

534
00:38:21,258 --> 00:38:22,885
Upon hitting Kwejian's atmosphere,

535
00:38:22,968 --> 00:38:25,387
they would've created
Cherenkov radiation,

536
00:38:25,471 --> 00:38:27,807
a glowing blue cast to the sky.

537
00:38:27,890 --> 00:38:30,142
Paul asked me the same thing
a million times.

538
00:38:30,226 --> 00:38:31,477
I don't remember a glow.

539
00:38:31,560 --> 00:38:34,146
Stored memories
often hold more details

540
00:38:34,230 --> 00:38:36,190
than an individual can access.

541
00:38:37,358 --> 00:38:40,444
A mind meld could uncover them.

542
00:38:41,070 --> 00:38:43,697
No. No, you can't ask him to.

543
00:38:44,782 --> 00:38:47,034
He'd have to relive all of it.

544
00:38:47,117 --> 00:38:48,869
What if she's right, though?

545
00:38:48,953 --> 00:38:53,082
You shouldn't be re-traumatized
because of my failure.

546
00:38:53,165 --> 00:38:54,917
I'll figure out the DMA another way.

547
00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:56,000
Thank you.

548
00:38:57,086 --> 00:38:58,963
But if this is how I can help...

549
00:39:00,089 --> 00:39:01,465
I wanna do it.

550
00:39:17,106 --> 00:39:18,315
What do I do?

551
00:39:18,399 --> 00:39:20,150
Just remember.

552
00:39:22,444 --> 00:39:28,325
My mind to your mind.
My thoughts to your thoughts.

553
00:39:29,952 --> 00:39:31,453
<i>Just do it. Now.</i>

554
00:39:52,641 --> 00:39:54,101
<i>I have what I need.</i>

555
00:39:54,184 --> 00:39:57,146
<i>No, wait.
There's something else I need to see.</i>

556
00:40:00,733 --> 00:40:01,817
<i>Look at them.</i>

557
00:40:03,027 --> 00:40:04,778
<i>It's like they're still here.</i>

558
00:40:05,446 --> 00:40:08,949
<i>You understand
you cannot alter the memory.</i>

559
00:40:09,033 --> 00:40:10,618
<i>You can only relive it.</i>

560
00:40:12,036 --> 00:40:14,204
<i>There's this moment
of Leto I keep seeing.</i>

561
00:40:15,706 --> 00:40:17,291
<i>The last moment I saw him.</i>

562
00:40:24,715 --> 00:40:26,175
I'm happy you're here.

563
00:40:30,804 --> 00:40:31,847
<i>That's it.</i>

564
00:40:32,431 --> 00:40:35,225
<i>I turned to my brother,
but Leto looked back at me.</i>

565
00:40:36,727 --> 00:40:38,228
<i>That's what I missed.</i>

566
00:40:39,271 --> 00:40:42,900
He saw me, and he knew I loved him.

567
00:41:20,938 --> 00:41:22,022
Thank you.

568
00:41:23,691 --> 00:41:24,691
Thank you.

569
00:41:27,820 --> 00:41:31,198
My condolences are inadequate.

570
00:41:33,283 --> 00:41:35,494
Are you all right? You look...

571
00:41:37,621 --> 00:41:40,582
Did you find anything?

572
00:41:41,375 --> 00:41:44,628
There was no qualitative evidence
of superluminous radiation.

573
00:41:48,090 --> 00:41:49,675
Tachyons were not present.

574
00:41:54,471 --> 00:41:57,766
I'm sorry you had to
go through that for nothing.

575
00:41:59,059 --> 00:42:00,477
It wasn't for nothing.

576
00:42:10,904 --> 00:42:12,239
I found the problem.

577
00:42:30,382 --> 00:42:31,925
They'll wake in a few minutes.

578
00:42:34,762 --> 00:42:36,555
That's why you kept them safe.

579
00:42:38,348 --> 00:42:40,559
This path is at an end, J'Vini.

580
00:42:41,268 --> 00:42:42,728
Your next path awaits.

581
00:42:47,232 --> 00:42:48,484
I'm sorry.

582
00:42:52,237 --> 00:42:53,363
I fixed the engine.

583
00:42:54,364 --> 00:42:58,327
That way, if the anomaly comes
this way, the Abronians can escape.

584
00:43:06,627 --> 00:43:07,878
Let me?

585
00:43:15,010 --> 00:43:16,178
I understand.

586
00:43:22,643 --> 00:43:28,232
May truth be your guide
on your new journey.

587
00:43:28,315 --> 00:43:33,070
May the love of your sisters
illuminate your way.

588
00:43:33,153 --> 00:43:38,367
May the universe be your map
as you walk the stars.

589
00:43:38,450 --> 00:43:41,954
For now the path follows you.

590
00:43:45,290 --> 00:43:49,211
Hey. You may wanna see this.

591
00:44:05,936 --> 00:44:08,397
It's the path they're meant to be on.

592
00:44:12,693 --> 00:44:13,986
You gave them that.

593
00:44:15,904 --> 00:44:17,322
We gave them that.

594
00:44:33,088 --> 00:44:37,426
J'Vini said she was unsure of her path
until she met Taqlonen.

595
00:44:37,509 --> 00:44:41,054
And then you said
that there was another path ahead.

596
00:44:42,306 --> 00:44:45,184
The Qowat Milat
are very big on the path thing, right?

597
00:44:45,267 --> 00:44:49,855
Well, paths end and change
throughout everyone's life.

598
00:44:49,938 --> 00:44:52,107
When we say "choose to live,"

599
00:44:52,608 --> 00:44:55,235
it's an abbreviated form
of a longer saying:

600
00:44:55,319 --> 00:44:58,071
"The path you are on
has come to an end.

601
00:44:58,780 --> 00:45:00,115
Choose to live."

602
00:45:01,283 --> 00:45:04,161
If you find yourself at the wrong end
of a Qowat Milat sword,

603
00:45:04,244 --> 00:45:07,331
it's pretty easy to see
that particular path is over for you.

604
00:45:07,414 --> 00:45:11,793
You either move on to a new path
and live, or you stay and die.

605
00:45:12,836 --> 00:45:15,839
What if the death
is more metaphorical?

606
00:45:15,923 --> 00:45:20,969
In everyday life, a path's end
can be harder to recognize.

607
00:45:22,930 --> 00:45:27,559
You must be willing to look inside
yourself with absolute candor.

608
00:45:30,687 --> 00:45:32,856
Another thing you're very big on.

609
00:45:42,157 --> 00:45:43,951
Thank you for what you did today.

610
00:45:46,119 --> 00:45:48,789
You wondered why
I agreed to a joint mission.

611
00:45:50,749 --> 00:45:55,587
In truth, it was because I was afraid
I might not be able to bring her in.

612
00:45:57,881 --> 00:45:59,383
And I knew you'd make me.

613
00:45:59,841 --> 00:46:01,134
Huh.

614
00:46:02,678 --> 00:46:04,513
Well, you were right, Mom.

615
00:46:06,056 --> 00:46:07,474
Reasons do matter.

616
00:46:09,393 --> 00:46:11,895
She kept an entire species
from extinction.

617
00:46:14,189 --> 00:46:19,319
Doesn't erase her crimes,
but it does mean something.

618
00:46:22,406 --> 00:46:25,158
The details of J'Vini's arrest
are in her file.

619
00:46:25,242 --> 00:46:27,160
I would like to formally request

620
00:46:27,244 --> 00:46:31,581
that mitigating circumstances be taken
into account during her sentencing.

621
00:46:32,124 --> 00:46:34,209
Thank you, Captain Burnham,
for your service.

622
00:46:34,293 --> 00:46:36,420
Your request won't be necessary.

623
00:46:37,129 --> 00:46:38,297
Admiral Vance?

624
00:46:38,797 --> 00:46:45,470
President T'Rina, Starfleet remands
the prisoner J'Vini to your custody

625
00:46:45,554 --> 00:46:47,389
for extradition to Ni'Var.

626
00:46:47,472 --> 00:46:49,433
Peace and long life.

627
00:46:57,733 --> 00:46:58,984
<i>Jolan tru</i>, daughter.

628
00:47:00,569 --> 00:47:02,487
May you find peace with this.

629
00:47:09,578 --> 00:47:11,997
Tell me she'll be held accountable.

630
00:47:12,998 --> 00:47:14,499
That's up to Ni'Var now.

631
00:47:16,209 --> 00:47:17,544
You gave me a mission.

632
00:47:17,627 --> 00:47:19,588
Which you executed admirably.

633
00:47:19,671 --> 00:47:23,675
Your role in this matter has now
concluded, captain. Admiral.

634
00:47:24,885 --> 00:47:25,969
Patrick Fickett.

635
00:47:27,471 --> 00:47:29,222
First officer of the <i>Credence.</i>

636
00:47:29,306 --> 00:47:31,933
He had a partner, Ha'Ryl.
He had two kids.

637
00:47:32,017 --> 00:47:35,395
Krenn and Na'el. I know.

638
00:47:36,605 --> 00:47:38,482
Then you know they deserve justice.

639
00:47:39,566 --> 00:47:45,572
I agree. I also know bringing Ni'Var
into the Federation will benefit millions.

640
00:47:46,573 --> 00:47:49,951
Justice will be served, captain. In time.

641
00:47:54,289 --> 00:47:56,166
You're really okay with this?

642
00:47:57,334 --> 00:47:59,503
I'd have preferred a different outcome,

643
00:47:59,586 --> 00:48:03,632
but it's hard to argue
with the president trusting in Ni'Var

644
00:48:03,715 --> 00:48:05,634
as we ask them to trust in us.

645
00:48:07,844 --> 00:48:09,763
Do you like music, captain?

646
00:48:10,514 --> 00:48:11,598
Sure.

647
00:48:11,681 --> 00:48:14,309
Think of us as an orchestra.

648
00:48:14,893 --> 00:48:20,065
You're first-chair violin,
with the showy, challenging solos.

649
00:48:20,148 --> 00:48:24,778
I'm the drum section,
setting the pace, providing backbone.

650
00:48:26,238 --> 00:48:27,614
She's the conductor.

651
00:48:28,782 --> 00:48:30,992
When she signals us, we play.

652
00:48:31,076 --> 00:48:33,703
It's not our job
to know if the cellist is drunk

653
00:48:33,787 --> 00:48:36,832
or the woodwinds and brass
are at war.

654
00:48:37,499 --> 00:48:38,917
We each have our part.

655
00:48:40,043 --> 00:48:43,839
And we must all trust
that she knows the symphony.

656
00:48:46,716 --> 00:48:48,301
That was a lot of analogy.

657
00:48:48,385 --> 00:48:50,637
Well, they pay me by the letter.

658
00:48:56,476 --> 00:48:57,476
Come.

659
00:48:58,770 --> 00:48:59,771
Hello.

660
00:49:00,272 --> 00:49:01,314
Ah.

661
00:49:02,441 --> 00:49:04,776
I hear percussion.
What are we listening to?

662
00:49:04,860 --> 00:49:07,404
It is the song of the Kaminar sea frog.

663
00:49:07,487 --> 00:49:09,656
I fell asleep to their chirps as a child,

664
00:49:10,282 --> 00:49:13,493
and my recent stay
rekindled my love for their lullaby.

665
00:49:13,577 --> 00:49:16,580
Very beautiful. Is it strange to be back?

666
00:49:18,165 --> 00:49:19,291
It is...

667
00:49:20,584 --> 00:49:21,793
a work in progress.

668
00:49:23,712 --> 00:49:26,548
But I do my best each day
to find balance.

669
00:49:26,631 --> 00:49:30,302
You suggested to Michael
I go on today's mission, right?

670
00:49:31,887 --> 00:49:37,017
I thought it might further your quest
for new experiences.

671
00:49:38,393 --> 00:49:41,730
- I hope you found it helpful.
- I did. Thank you.

672
00:49:43,273 --> 00:49:45,817
- Can I try that?
- Certainly.

673
00:49:45,901 --> 00:49:48,904
- This is the Swampkelp bloom?
- It is.

674
00:49:48,987 --> 00:49:50,631
- So, what happens if I touch it...?
- Ah...

675
00:49:50,655 --> 00:49:53,783
I'm sorry. I'm just kidding.

676
00:49:53,867 --> 00:49:54,867
Sorry.

677
00:50:33,532 --> 00:50:34,532
Oh, my God.

678
00:50:39,496 --> 00:50:40,956
Are you okay?

679
00:50:42,874 --> 00:50:44,626
Are you... you?

680
00:50:54,803 --> 00:50:56,137
I'm definitely me.

681
00:51:01,184 --> 00:51:02,644
You okay?

682
00:51:10,443 --> 00:51:12,028
Guardian Xi is on his way.

683
00:51:12,112 --> 00:51:15,824
- Take it slow. We don't know yet...
- Thank you, thank you. Thank you.

684
00:51:16,908 --> 00:51:19,578
I don't even know how to thank you.

685
00:51:19,661 --> 00:51:23,331
I had some words planned,
but they don't even come close.

686
00:51:23,415 --> 00:51:25,959
It's okay.
You don't have to say anything.

687
00:51:29,170 --> 00:51:30,630
Guardian Xi.

688
00:51:30,714 --> 00:51:32,841
We are so grateful you're back.

689
00:51:33,425 --> 00:51:36,136
You get a hug
as soon as I see you in person.

690
00:51:39,889 --> 00:51:42,517
What's it like? How do you feel?

691
00:51:44,686 --> 00:51:45,729
Whole.

692
00:51:47,439 --> 00:51:48,440
And home.

693
00:51:50,275 --> 00:51:51,651
Thanks to you.

694
00:51:53,194 --> 00:51:54,571
Did you...

695
00:51:55,155 --> 00:51:56,448
You heard me?

696
00:51:57,616 --> 00:51:58,825
I felt you.

697
00:51:59,951 --> 00:52:03,622
Reaching for me, guiding me.

698
00:52:05,165 --> 00:52:08,877
I, um... I wasn't sure
without Tal linking us anymore.

699
00:52:09,753 --> 00:52:11,963
We'll always be linked, Adira.

700
00:52:13,798 --> 00:52:14,799
Always.

701
00:52:41,951 --> 00:52:43,536
Kwejian forest.

702
00:52:46,831 --> 00:52:49,167
This was too painful a week ago.

703
00:52:50,835 --> 00:52:52,796
It was too painful this morning.

704
00:52:53,713 --> 00:52:54,964
It's still hard.

705
00:52:56,257 --> 00:52:57,342
But also...

706
00:52:58,551 --> 00:52:59,552
nice.

707
00:53:01,429 --> 00:53:02,722
What happened today?

708
00:53:04,307 --> 00:53:05,934
I got a memory back.

709
00:53:07,852 --> 00:53:09,020
And I realized...

710
00:53:09,896 --> 00:53:14,901
someday,
if I'm lucky, the grief will fade.

711
00:53:17,028 --> 00:53:19,989
And if I don't want
all my other memories to fade with it,

712
00:53:20,907 --> 00:53:23,576
I have to open myself back up to them.

713
00:53:25,370 --> 00:53:26,621
Good and bad.

714
00:53:30,542 --> 00:53:32,210
Your Ikhu Zhen amulet.

715
00:53:33,712 --> 00:53:35,797
It's been years since I've worn it.

716
00:53:36,798 --> 00:53:38,341
It didn't feel right.

717
00:53:40,135 --> 00:53:41,761
Now it does.

718
00:53:42,721 --> 00:53:44,305
You seem peaceful.

719
00:53:46,933 --> 00:53:48,184
In this moment...

720
00:53:49,728 --> 00:53:50,728
yeah.

721
00:53:52,897 --> 00:53:54,566
Sometimes that's all we get.

