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Previously on "This Is Us"...
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Mom is suffering from
cognitive impairment.
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Mom asked me not to tell you guys.
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She didn't want to add any
more stress to your plates.
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Let me take care of Jack this weekend.
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I need to spend time with my son.
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You like it?
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Hey, Kate.
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It's Madison. I slept with Kevin!
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I've been anxious for so long.
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Beth thinks I should see a therapist.
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Well, maybe you should.
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Sorry I'm late, guys.
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I got out of there
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just as soon as I could.
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- Hi. Hi.
- Hi.
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Report Card Day.
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- They've been waiting.
- Report Card Day.
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Let's... do this, huh?
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Oh.
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- Oh, that is a serious face.
- Oh, yeah.
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- Bec, this is bad news.
- Mm-hmm.
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I think, maybe, could it be his...
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straight-A streak is over?
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Oh, an A-minus in geometry.
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Oh, you are so grounded.
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I'm putting too much time into Mathletes
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and not enough time into actual math.
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Oh, no, hey, come
on, this is great, pal.
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- Really. Forget it.
- Hey.
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- Bug, are you okay?
- Wait, so...
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she could be bluffing.
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- Is she bluffing?
- Is she?
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Huh.
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Improvements in biology...
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- and civics.
- Yeah, Kate, this is great.
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- What's wrong?
- Stuart broke up with me.
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- Aw, hon...
- No.
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I need to be alone. Don't follow me.
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- Katie girl...
- No, no, I...
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- I will handle that.
- Sure.
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Let's do Kevin quickly,
and then I'll go upstairs.
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Oh, that's a very smug mug, sir.
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Can it be...?
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Two As, baby.
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What?
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Yeah, in P.E. and art.
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The rest are Cs and two Ds.
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"Disruptive in class". "Arrives late".
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"Needs to be center
of attention"? Kevin.
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Two As are two As.
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Mom said I'd get five
dollars for every "A".
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Bet you five bucks you don't
know what that adds up to.
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I'm gonna buy an entire box of
baseball cards with my winnings.
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Yeah, well, I'm gonna contest my grade.
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That'll be an "A" by next week.
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You know, Randall, it
wouldn't hurt you to...
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to lighten up on yourself.
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No way. I'm going to fix this.
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Hey. Ten bucks. American.
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The second I talk to Mrs. Hollins,
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it'll be up to an "A".
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Hey, babe?
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Randall is getting worse.
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Do we need to talk to someone,
like a guidance counselor or a...?
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No, come on, he's just,
he's wound up tight.
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All right? He needs to
blow off some steam.
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Blow off steam?
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Don't worry about it. I got it. Go on.
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Okay.
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Everything okay?
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Uh, yeah, why?
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I don't know, just thought you'd be
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a little more refreshed after
a weekend at the cabin.
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Ah. Um, Mom's getting the results
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for her MRI this afternoon,
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and I can tell she's a little nervous.
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Just really hate not
being there in person.
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But, hey, that's something you
could talk about in therapy,
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- right?
- Yeah.
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I'm so proud of you.
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This is a big step.
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It's not that big of a deal.
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All right.
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- No big deal.
- Mm-hmm.
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Uh, so, hey, listen, you know,
Annie's birthday is coming up,
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- and I was thinking...
- Have you still got
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that organic beeswax balm
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- you keep talking about?
- Hey, out of my purse, man.
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What are you...? Aah! What?
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- And I was thinking...
- Thank you.
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That we could get her the iPhone.
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We agreed: no iPhones until junior high.
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I know. But, you know,
she's so cute when she begs.
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- Mm-hmm.
- You know, the Force
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is strong with that one.
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But it is stronger in us.
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At least it is now.
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Mmm.
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I love your lip balm.
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I love your face.
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Yeah...
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- Hey.
- Morning.
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You're up early.
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Coffee's fresh.
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Hi.
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Hi.
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My goodness.
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Someone was asleep when
Mommy got home last night
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from the cabin.
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Um, I know we didn't really get
a chance to talk last night,
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so I'll start.
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I'm sorry.
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For everything.
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I said what I said out of...
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fear and-and worry and exhaustion,
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and if I could take
it all back, I would.
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But...
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This weekend was a real godsend.
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So without further ado,
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would you please follow me
and Jack to the garage?
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We have a surprise for you.
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All right, you're gonna have
to use your imagination here.
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But I was thinking...
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we turn the garage...
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into a music studio, huh?
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Now... here, take him...
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it's not all...
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up to scale...
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But, uh, this would
be... the microphone.
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Testing, one, two, three.
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- So, stay with me.
- Toby.
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This is the pièce de résistance. Ready?
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Toby, please stop.
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Please.
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I really appreciate what
you're trying to do.
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But, you know,
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after one weekend...
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I'm just having tr...
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This is very nice.
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It's a very sweet gesture.
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I-I just, I'm gonna need some time.
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Okay.
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What?
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Is everything okay? Is it your mom?
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No, it's Madison.
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She slept with Kevin,
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so she wants to have
brunch so she can apologize.
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I'm sorry, I know that
we're kind of in the middle
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of a thing right now,
but permission to react?
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Yeah.
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What?!
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How was your trip
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with your brother and your sister?
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Oh, the trip was great.
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You know, very peaceful, lot of bonding.
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Exactly what I needed. It was wonderful.
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- Yeah. Nice.
- How are you?
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I'm good.
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Well, that's great. I
mean, you look great.
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- I do?
- Yes, you do.
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Well, thank you.
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Wonderful, actually.
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They told you, didn't they?
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What? Told me what? No.
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Kevin.
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Randall let it slip.
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Sweetheart, I'm sorry.
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- No.
- No, I, I wanted to tell you
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- in person myself.
- No, no, no, no. Listen,
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don't you worry about
me, you understand?
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I'm... I'm here to take care of you.
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All right? How are you really feeling?
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I know you have some MRI
results coming back today, right?
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- Mm-hmm. I'm-I'm good, though.
- Okay.
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I'm good. I'm a little anxious
about today, I'm not gonna lie,
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but it's funny, somehow all
of this bad news has sort of...
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freed me up.
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Carpe diem and all that.
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- Hey. How you doing?
- Hey.
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Ah. Good.
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- Good.
- Yeah?
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- All things considered, yeah.
- Okay.
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Great. Well... Oh, man.
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What-what-what are you guys doing today?
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Oh. We actually were
planning on going to visit
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some of those, um...
old-fashioned record stores.
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Something we say we always want to do,
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and we never do it, so we're doing it.
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- Fun. Can I come?
- Yeah.
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- You want to?
- Yeah.
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- I got an idea.
- Huh?
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Why don't you two go
off and make a day of it.
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- Just the two of you.
- Are you sure?
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Yeah. Carpe Diem Rebecca
is running me ragged.
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You just make sure
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that you have her back in time
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for her doctor's appointment at 4:30.
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- I can do that.
- Okay.
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- Mr. Pearson.
- Yeah. Hello.
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Hi.
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It's a pleasure to meet you, Randall.
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Please sit.
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Can I get you something to drink?
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Um... likewise.
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And no, thank you.
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Uh...
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what's with the...?
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I find it comforting.
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Well, at least you'll have
something to look at
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if I bore you.
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So, what brings you here today?
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It's kind of a long story.
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You got an hour?
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Okay.
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Sync & corrections by Costa Dax
www.addic7ed.com
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Come on, guys. You're
gonna be late for school.
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Kev. Baseball cards back
up in your room, please.
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Hustle, Kevin. I'm meeting
Mrs. Hollins before class
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to talk about changing my grade.
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Can you take me to the baseball
card store after school?
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Nope. I'm sorry, I don't have time.
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I have errands to run:
grocery store, bank,
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library, dry cleaning. Sorry.
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Then, can you give me
the money for my two As?
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I want to feel it burning
in my pocket all day.
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Hey, Kev, come on,
baseball cards upstairs.
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Randall, you remember I'm
picking you up from school?
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- You got your stuff?
- Yeah.
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Okay, good. Wait in the car.
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Hey, Kate? Come on!
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♪ I'll be loving you ♪
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♪ Forever... ♪
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Bug?
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It's time to go.
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I go. I stay.
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What does it matter?
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I'm gonna go to the
market a little later today.
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Do you have any requests for dinner?
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Three-cheese macaroni?
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You got it.
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- Hi.
- How about after school
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I come with you on your errands,
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and then we can swing by
the card store afterwards?
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Fine.
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Okay, let's go.
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♪ Rows and flows of angel hair ♪
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♪ And ice cream castles in the air ♪
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♪ And feather canyons ♪
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♪ Everywhere ♪
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♪ I've looked at clouds
that way, but now... ♪
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Ah.
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I miss that crackle
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on the record before the music.
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Joni...
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I would spend
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hours staring at this album artwork.
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Reading all the sleeve notes.
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Okay, boomer.
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Ha, you can laugh at me all you want,
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but my record collection...
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was my whole world.
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Kind of like you and
your baseball cards.
264
00:11:20,485 --> 00:11:22,686
- Oh, okay.
- Mm-hmm.
265
00:11:22,788 --> 00:11:24,688
All right, no, my-my
baseball cards, that,
266
00:11:24,790 --> 00:11:26,490
that was, that was real,
267
00:11:26,591 --> 00:11:28,459
that was a collection, okay?
268
00:11:28,460 --> 00:11:30,728
There-there was strategy
involved, there was commerce.
269
00:11:30,829 --> 00:11:32,549
- I mean, the whole thing.
- Oh, I remember.
270
00:11:32,550 --> 00:11:33,616
- Yeah.
- Mm-hmm.
271
00:11:39,905 --> 00:11:42,106
Did I ever tell you the first time
272
00:11:42,207 --> 00:11:43,641
your father and I came out to L.A.,
273
00:11:43,742 --> 00:11:45,710
we tried to find Joni
Mitchell's old house
274
00:11:45,811 --> 00:11:48,212
in, um, Laurel Canyon?
275
00:11:50,582 --> 00:11:53,717
I think we passed Mount Olympus.
276
00:11:53,818 --> 00:11:56,053
You sure the map's not upside-down?
277
00:11:57,289 --> 00:11:59,490
No.
278
00:11:59,491 --> 00:12:01,926
We got close, we even
279
00:12:02,027 --> 00:12:03,994
wandered around Joni's neighborhood,
280
00:12:04,096 --> 00:12:06,697
but we never found the house,
281
00:12:06,798 --> 00:12:09,533
so... we gave up.
282
00:12:10,969 --> 00:12:12,803
Maybe we should finish
the job, you know?
283
00:12:12,904 --> 00:12:15,339
We'll find Joni Mitchell's old house.
284
00:12:15,440 --> 00:12:16,540
How?
285
00:12:16,641 --> 00:12:17,842
Hey, Siri?
286
00:12:17,943 --> 00:12:19,777
Where's Joni Mitchell's old house?
287
00:12:19,878 --> 00:12:22,278
- What are you doing?
- Here's what I found on the Web.
288
00:12:22,379 --> 00:12:24,113
Is that it? That her house?
289
00:12:24,214 --> 00:12:26,016
- Oh, my goodness, yes!
- Yeah?
290
00:12:26,118 --> 00:12:27,752
Yes, that-that's the house.
291
00:12:27,853 --> 00:12:29,573
Well, uh, do you think
we have time, though,
292
00:12:29,574 --> 00:12:30,955
before your doctor's appointment?
293
00:12:30,956 --> 00:12:33,324
Well, if we don't have time,
we're gonna make time.
294
00:12:33,425 --> 00:12:35,126
- Okay, Carpe Diem Rebecca.
- Yes.
295
00:12:35,227 --> 00:12:36,461
Here we go, all right.
296
00:12:40,398 --> 00:12:41,799
Hey, girl.
297
00:12:41,900 --> 00:12:43,234
Get over here.
298
00:12:44,469 --> 00:12:45,836
It's nice to see you.
299
00:12:49,174 --> 00:12:51,108
Isn't this place cute?
300
00:12:51,209 --> 00:12:52,843
I love coming here for brunch.
301
00:12:52,944 --> 00:12:55,045
It's hip but still normal...
302
00:12:55,146 --> 00:12:57,181
Okay, Madison, let's
just cut the preamble.
303
00:12:57,282 --> 00:12:58,642
Okay, let's just get it over with.
304
00:12:58,650 --> 00:13:00,517
I screwed up.
305
00:13:00,619 --> 00:13:03,053
You are so important to me,
306
00:13:03,142 --> 00:13:04,622
and friends don't do that to friends.
307
00:13:04,623 --> 00:13:06,090
Or their brothers.
308
00:13:06,191 --> 00:13:08,158
Honestly, I don't know
what I was thinking.
309
00:13:08,260 --> 00:13:09,900
Other than I have never
seen anyone so hot
310
00:13:09,901 --> 00:13:11,362
and so vulnerable at the same time.
311
00:13:11,463 --> 00:13:12,897
My brain just shorted.
312
00:13:12,998 --> 00:13:14,598
I mean, I know he's your brother, but...
313
00:13:14,666 --> 00:13:15,866
my God.
314
00:13:15,967 --> 00:13:17,468
I am so sorry.
315
00:13:17,569 --> 00:13:19,403
I am ashamed and embarrassed,
316
00:13:19,504 --> 00:13:21,538
and it'll never happen again.
317
00:13:23,842 --> 00:13:26,277
I really don't know what
to think about all of this.
318
00:13:26,378 --> 00:13:29,380
And it really couldn't have
come at a more terrible time.
319
00:13:29,481 --> 00:13:31,548
Is it that CrossFit bitch?
320
00:13:31,650 --> 00:13:32,783
I'll kill her.
321
00:13:32,884 --> 00:13:33,884
Is it Toby?
322
00:13:33,952 --> 00:13:34,952
I'll kill him.
323
00:13:34,986 --> 00:13:36,220
You just say the word,
324
00:13:36,321 --> 00:13:37,554
I will "Kill Bill" all of them
325
00:13:37,656 --> 00:13:40,257
and help you raise that child myself.
326
00:13:40,358 --> 00:13:42,393
Talk to me, Kate.
327
00:13:42,494 --> 00:13:44,028
Please?
328
00:13:49,835 --> 00:13:52,303
So, how we doing this, Doc...
Is it "Good Will Hunting"
329
00:13:52,404 --> 00:13:53,971
or "The Sopranos"?
330
00:13:54,072 --> 00:13:55,706
No, I'm just playing. I, um...
331
00:13:55,807 --> 00:13:58,843
I'm comfortable speaking
about my emotions.
332
00:13:58,944 --> 00:14:00,678
I'm an emotional man.
333
00:14:00,779 --> 00:14:02,246
No shame.
334
00:14:02,347 --> 00:14:03,514
Uh...
335
00:14:03,615 --> 00:14:05,116
before we start, let me just...
336
00:14:06,151 --> 00:14:08,285
...put this on silent.
337
00:14:11,823 --> 00:14:15,292
My, uh, mom's got a
doctor's appointment today,
338
00:14:15,394 --> 00:14:18,629
but there's no need for
any distractions, right?
339
00:14:18,730 --> 00:14:20,097
Okay.
340
00:14:20,198 --> 00:14:21,766
All yours.
341
00:14:21,867 --> 00:14:23,401
Is she okay?
342
00:14:23,502 --> 00:14:25,269
Ah, she's fine.
343
00:14:25,370 --> 00:14:27,972
Um, early signs of dementia,
344
00:14:28,073 --> 00:14:29,440
but we're on top of it.
345
00:14:29,541 --> 00:14:31,021
Today's just a follow-up appointment,
346
00:14:31,043 --> 00:14:34,879
but that's-that's not why I'm here.
347
00:14:34,980 --> 00:14:37,415
So, why are you here?
348
00:14:40,819 --> 00:14:42,420
Um...
349
00:14:42,521 --> 00:14:44,889
I have anxiety.
350
00:14:44,990 --> 00:14:47,058
Suffer from, is that the...?
351
00:14:47,159 --> 00:14:48,993
Doesn't matter.
352
00:14:50,395 --> 00:14:53,998
Maybe once every
decade things get too...
353
00:14:54,099 --> 00:14:55,833
overwhelming.
354
00:14:55,934 --> 00:14:57,768
I'll have a panic attack.
355
00:14:57,869 --> 00:14:59,336
I'll be hospitalized.
356
00:14:59,438 --> 00:15:02,173
That's happened twice.
357
00:15:02,274 --> 00:15:05,476
My house was recently broken into.
358
00:15:05,577 --> 00:15:09,613
My wife's worried about
history repeating itself.
359
00:15:11,416 --> 00:15:13,751
So, my-my daughter Tess...
360
00:15:13,852 --> 00:15:16,687
uh... I have three daughters.
361
00:15:16,788 --> 00:15:20,591
Anyway, Tess sees a therapist.
362
00:15:23,395 --> 00:15:26,564
Um... it's really helped her.
363
00:15:26,665 --> 00:15:28,899
So, I think that's
364
00:15:28,960 --> 00:15:30,480
what I'm looking to get out of this is
365
00:15:30,481 --> 00:15:33,204
coping mechanisms.
366
00:15:33,305 --> 00:15:35,539
Okay, well, before we get to that,
367
00:15:35,640 --> 00:15:38,642
I'd like to know a
little more about you.
368
00:15:38,704 --> 00:15:40,544
I'm an open book... where
do you want to start?
369
00:15:40,545 --> 00:15:41,712
The beginning?
370
00:15:41,813 --> 00:15:43,914
So, I'm actually adopted.
371
00:15:44,015 --> 00:15:46,484
I was left at a fire station
the day I was born,
372
00:15:46,545 --> 00:15:48,065
and a fireman took me to the hospital,
373
00:15:48,066 --> 00:15:49,253
where he met my parents...
374
00:15:49,354 --> 00:15:51,122
I'm so sorry.
375
00:15:51,223 --> 00:15:54,358
Before we get too far
into the weeds here,
376
00:15:54,459 --> 00:15:57,461
full disclosure... I do
know who you are.
377
00:15:57,562 --> 00:16:01,732
I've actually heard that story
in one of your speeches.
378
00:16:01,833 --> 00:16:04,902
In many of your speeches, actually.
379
00:16:09,875 --> 00:16:12,276
Oh, you know...
380
00:16:14,513 --> 00:16:16,146
...my speeches.
381
00:16:27,131 --> 00:16:28,465
- Mom?
- Yes, Kevin?
382
00:16:28,466 --> 00:16:30,833
- Baseball cards.
- Not yet.
383
00:16:30,834 --> 00:16:32,268
So unfair.
384
00:16:32,369 --> 00:16:35,971
Well, so is life.
385
00:16:36,072 --> 00:16:38,407
Look, you-you're making
Kate's favorite dinner
386
00:16:38,508 --> 00:16:39,808
because she got dumped.
387
00:16:39,910 --> 00:16:42,177
And you're returning
Randall's library books
388
00:16:42,279 --> 00:16:43,479
because he's a massive nerd.
389
00:16:43,580 --> 00:16:45,247
The least you could do is give me
390
00:16:45,348 --> 00:16:47,483
five minutes at the baseball card store.
391
00:16:47,584 --> 00:16:49,952
Uh, I didn't go to the
grocery store just for Kate.
392
00:16:50,053 --> 00:16:52,321
I also bought groceries,
including two chickens
393
00:16:52,422 --> 00:16:54,323
that I will cook for the whole family.
394
00:16:54,424 --> 00:16:56,325
I wish you were more like Sophie's mom.
395
00:16:56,426 --> 00:16:57,927
She's fun.
396
00:16:58,028 --> 00:17:00,429
Uh... I'm fun.
397
00:17:00,530 --> 00:17:03,499
I am as fun as Sophie's mom.
398
00:17:03,600 --> 00:17:04,867
I am a fun mom.
399
00:17:07,537 --> 00:17:10,539
Oh, wait, are you being serious?
400
00:17:11,574 --> 00:17:13,075
Okay, fine.
401
00:17:13,176 --> 00:17:15,577
Fine. We will go to the
baseball card store.
402
00:17:15,679 --> 00:17:17,279
- Yes.
- Because I'm fun.
403
00:17:17,380 --> 00:17:18,847
- But five minutes only.
- Okay.
404
00:17:18,949 --> 00:17:20,716
- Five minutes, Kevin, you hear me?
- Got it.
405
00:17:20,717 --> 00:17:21,884
Seriously. We have groceries,
406
00:17:21,885 --> 00:17:22,985
including frozen vegetables
407
00:17:23,086 --> 00:17:24,987
- and dairy.
- All right. Thank you.
408
00:17:31,794 --> 00:17:33,695
I cannot believe I'm here.
409
00:17:33,796 --> 00:17:35,230
- Yeah.
- Kevin.
410
00:17:35,331 --> 00:17:37,366
You know, Joni Mitchell
lived in this house
411
00:17:37,467 --> 00:17:39,301
- with Graham Nash.
- Wow.
412
00:17:42,105 --> 00:17:43,839
Wait, what are you doing?
413
00:17:43,940 --> 00:17:45,540
I was gonna ring the bell.
414
00:17:45,642 --> 00:17:47,376
Don't you want to see inside?
415
00:17:48,811 --> 00:17:51,113
Isn't that rude to just
show up unannounced?
416
00:17:51,214 --> 00:17:53,582
It's not fair, but being
a celebrity is like having
417
00:17:53,683 --> 00:17:55,163
a Fast Pass to pretty much everything
418
00:17:55,218 --> 00:17:57,052
you want to do in life.
419
00:18:01,357 --> 00:18:02,758
Hmm.
420
00:18:02,859 --> 00:18:04,926
Except of course making
people magically home.
421
00:18:05,962 --> 00:18:07,396
- Oh.
- Mom?
422
00:18:07,497 --> 00:18:08,664
It's open.
423
00:18:08,765 --> 00:18:09,965
It's open. Come on.
424
00:18:09,999 --> 00:18:11,300
- Mom.
- Come on.
425
00:18:11,401 --> 00:18:13,568
All right. If I end up on "TMZ"
426
00:18:13,670 --> 00:18:15,404
for breaking into Joni
Mitchell's old house
427
00:18:15,505 --> 00:18:17,939
with my mom...
428
00:18:18,041 --> 00:18:20,509
Actually, I mean, that could play.
429
00:18:22,245 --> 00:18:24,579
Hey, Dad? I have an "A" in P.E.
430
00:18:24,681 --> 00:18:26,581
I really don't need to be doing this.
431
00:18:26,683 --> 00:18:28,583
It's not about grades, Randall.
432
00:18:28,685 --> 00:18:31,753
Exercise is about getting blood moving
433
00:18:31,854 --> 00:18:33,755
through your whole body.
434
00:18:33,856 --> 00:18:36,591
Okay? Now, I want you to
run until that worried feeling
435
00:18:36,693 --> 00:18:38,960
in the pit of your stomach goes away.
436
00:18:40,396 --> 00:18:42,297
I really don't like running.
437
00:18:42,398 --> 00:18:43,699
Yeah. How about racing?
438
00:18:43,800 --> 00:18:45,701
Huh? Come on.
439
00:18:45,802 --> 00:18:48,670
You and me, once around the track.
440
00:18:48,771 --> 00:18:51,039
I'll even give you a head start.
441
00:18:54,544 --> 00:18:55,744
Yeah.
442
00:18:56,746 --> 00:18:58,480
Hey, just do me a favor?
443
00:18:58,581 --> 00:19:00,882
Try and make it interesting.
444
00:19:02,952 --> 00:19:05,420
Okay, runners.
445
00:19:05,521 --> 00:19:07,923
On your marks...
446
00:19:08,024 --> 00:19:10,359
get set...
447
00:19:10,460 --> 00:19:11,827
- Go!
- I guess
448
00:19:11,928 --> 00:19:14,008
what I'm saying is, I'm
fortunate to have been shaped
449
00:19:14,063 --> 00:19:15,697
by two incredible fathers...
450
00:19:15,798 --> 00:19:18,633
the one I lost and the one I gained.
451
00:19:20,203 --> 00:19:21,937
It's in my speeches
452
00:19:22,038 --> 00:19:23,939
for a reason.
453
00:19:24,040 --> 00:19:26,942
- Of course.
- Yeah, of course.
454
00:19:27,043 --> 00:19:29,044
You know, I can't help but feel
455
00:19:29,145 --> 00:19:31,546
like I'm throwing off my back foot here.
456
00:19:31,647 --> 00:19:34,583
It's like you googled me.
Isn't that against the rules?
457
00:19:34,684 --> 00:19:36,451
I mean, I just find it weird
458
00:19:36,552 --> 00:19:38,453
that you waited to bring that up.
459
00:19:38,554 --> 00:19:40,055
You knew...
460
00:19:42,024 --> 00:19:43,392
No, I'm sorry.
461
00:19:43,493 --> 00:19:45,127
I'm sorry.
462
00:19:45,228 --> 00:19:48,630
I'm only gonna get out
of it what I put in, right?
463
00:19:48,731 --> 00:19:51,066
Not your fault.
464
00:19:51,167 --> 00:19:54,803
I'm a public figure... I
shouldn't have been surprised.
465
00:19:56,773 --> 00:19:58,840
Where were we?
466
00:19:58,941 --> 00:20:00,976
Family.
467
00:20:01,077 --> 00:20:04,079
Family. Sure. Of course.
468
00:20:08,084 --> 00:20:10,419
I just told him it-it wasn't enough
469
00:20:10,520 --> 00:20:12,487
for him to want to be
470
00:20:12,588 --> 00:20:14,256
a good father.
471
00:20:14,357 --> 00:20:15,857
Just needs to be one.
472
00:20:15,958 --> 00:20:17,798
And now I don't even
know if he's being sincere
473
00:20:17,799 --> 00:20:19,694
or if he's just telling me
what I want to hear.
474
00:20:19,796 --> 00:20:21,730
Could it be both?
475
00:20:21,831 --> 00:20:25,200
I mean... trust me, I will
take whatever position
476
00:20:25,301 --> 00:20:26,768
you take right now.
477
00:20:26,869 --> 00:20:30,038
But is it possible he just
took what you said to heart?
478
00:20:31,441 --> 00:20:32,941
I don't know.
479
00:20:33,042 --> 00:20:36,578
Do you want to know why
I think I slept with Kevin?
480
00:20:36,679 --> 00:20:38,413
- Um, no. Mm-mm.
- It was nice to be
481
00:20:38,514 --> 00:20:41,483
with someone who actually
knew something about me.
482
00:20:41,584 --> 00:20:45,020
As opposed to... Tinder
dates or being set up.
483
00:20:45,121 --> 00:20:48,457
I mean, he has seen me at
the hospital with no makeup.
484
00:20:48,558 --> 00:20:52,227
And at your house not trying
to be perky or appealing.
485
00:20:52,328 --> 00:20:56,298
What you and Toby have,
what I dream of finding,
486
00:20:56,399 --> 00:20:57,966
is that intimacy.
487
00:20:58,067 --> 00:21:01,503
It's letting people see the
worst part of you without...
488
00:21:01,604 --> 00:21:03,472
being scared.
489
00:21:04,774 --> 00:21:08,243
And I am just gonna say this and duck.
490
00:21:08,344 --> 00:21:11,279
But shouldn't Toby be able
to express his deepest fears
491
00:21:11,380 --> 00:21:12,914
without punishment?
492
00:21:13,015 --> 00:21:15,050
Isn't that what marriage is?
493
00:21:15,151 --> 00:21:16,985
Okay.
494
00:21:17,086 --> 00:21:19,046
When did you become the
counselor of relationships
495
00:21:19,088 --> 00:21:20,489
with "Bachelor in Paradise"?
496
00:21:20,590 --> 00:21:24,025
I listen to a lot of
relationship podcasts.
497
00:21:24,126 --> 00:21:26,328
I keep hoping I'll need them someday.
498
00:21:28,097 --> 00:21:29,898
So, are we good?
499
00:21:29,999 --> 00:21:31,900
Yes.
500
00:21:32,001 --> 00:21:33,535
But you're on probation.
501
00:21:33,636 --> 00:21:35,003
You love me.
502
00:21:35,104 --> 00:21:37,205
Most of the time.
503
00:21:37,306 --> 00:21:39,407
Can I just tell you one thing
your brother did to me?
504
00:21:39,509 --> 00:21:40,567
- No.
- I was literally
505
00:21:40,569 --> 00:21:41,644
upside-down at one point.
506
00:21:41,744 --> 00:21:44,412
- Madison.
- Just use your imagination.
507
00:21:51,125 --> 00:21:53,760
Hey. You got any '91s left, Carl?
508
00:21:53,861 --> 00:21:56,930
Ooh, not many. What
are you looking for, Kev?
509
00:21:57,031 --> 00:22:01,301
I need a '91 John Candelaria
to finish off last year's set.
510
00:22:01,402 --> 00:22:03,269
I got ten bucks to do it.
511
00:22:03,370 --> 00:22:06,840
Well, I've got only 16 packs left,
512
00:22:06,941 --> 00:22:08,675
but I like your chances
513
00:22:08,776 --> 00:22:10,844
- of finding it.
- Great, I'll take 'em. Thank you.
514
00:22:10,945 --> 00:22:12,779
Eight dollars and 40 cents.
515
00:22:16,183 --> 00:22:18,818
Right.
516
00:22:29,497 --> 00:22:31,498
No John Candlemalaria?
517
00:22:31,599 --> 00:22:33,800
No?
518
00:22:35,603 --> 00:22:37,904
Well, buck up, sweetheart.
519
00:22:38,005 --> 00:22:40,640
You have, what, 14 packs left?
520
00:22:43,611 --> 00:22:45,979
Here. Blow on this one... for good luck.
521
00:22:51,786 --> 00:22:54,220
Oh, gosh, this gum is
really not very good.
522
00:22:54,321 --> 00:22:56,055
The flavor only lasts a minute.
523
00:22:56,157 --> 00:22:58,324
You got to replace it,
like, every 60 seconds.
524
00:23:02,363 --> 00:23:04,264
- I feel good about this one.
- Yeah?
525
00:23:04,365 --> 00:23:06,466
Yeah, yeah. Come on.
526
00:23:06,567 --> 00:23:08,168
- Cool.
- Hey!
527
00:23:08,269 --> 00:23:09,903
Batter, batter, batter, swing!
528
00:23:10,004 --> 00:23:11,571
Come on.
529
00:23:13,374 --> 00:23:16,509
Did you know that Graham Nash
wrote the song "Our House"
530
00:23:16,610 --> 00:23:18,311
about this house?
531
00:23:18,412 --> 00:23:19,679
- Oh, really?
- Mm-hmm.
532
00:23:19,780 --> 00:23:21,381
- Huh.
- One morning
533
00:23:21,482 --> 00:23:23,416
Joni and Graham went down to the Valley
534
00:23:23,517 --> 00:23:25,251
to have breakfast at Art's Deli.
535
00:23:25,352 --> 00:23:28,988
And after breakfast they were
walking down Ventura Boulevard,
536
00:23:29,089 --> 00:23:31,191
and Joni spotted this vase
537
00:23:31,292 --> 00:23:33,259
in a store window that she really liked.
538
00:23:33,360 --> 00:23:34,761
Mm-hmm.
539
00:23:34,862 --> 00:23:36,396
So they bought it.
540
00:23:36,497 --> 00:23:39,599
And they brought it back
home, and Graham suggested
541
00:23:39,700 --> 00:23:43,169
that Joni pick some flowers for the vase
542
00:23:43,270 --> 00:23:44,804
while he built a fire.
543
00:23:44,905 --> 00:23:46,906
Mm-hmm.
544
00:23:50,277 --> 00:23:52,478
♪ I'll light the fire ♪
545
00:23:52,580 --> 00:23:55,014
♪ You place the flowers ♪
546
00:23:55,115 --> 00:24:00,486
♪ In the vase that you bought today ♪
547
00:24:00,588 --> 00:24:02,922
♪ Staring at the fire ♪
548
00:24:03,023 --> 00:24:05,291
♪ For hours and hours... ♪
549
00:24:05,392 --> 00:24:07,060
- Come on, Jack.
- No, no, I...
550
00:24:07,161 --> 00:24:09,229
♪ While I listen to you ♪
551
00:24:09,330 --> 00:24:11,931
♪ Play your love songs ♪
552
00:24:12,032 --> 00:24:15,802
♪ All night long for me ♪
553
00:24:15,903 --> 00:24:20,373
♪ Only for me-ee-ee ♪
554
00:24:20,474 --> 00:24:24,811
♪ Come to me now ♪
555
00:24:24,912 --> 00:24:28,381
♪ Rest your head for just five minutes ♪
556
00:24:28,482 --> 00:24:31,551
♪ Everything ♪
557
00:24:31,652 --> 00:24:33,686
♪ Is done. ♪
558
00:24:36,123 --> 00:24:38,725
- You still got it.
- Hmm.
559
00:24:38,826 --> 00:24:42,295
An otherwise simple morning
might have been forgotten
560
00:24:42,396 --> 00:24:44,564
if it weren't for that song.
561
00:24:53,440 --> 00:24:55,575
Are you scared?
562
00:24:58,579 --> 00:25:00,480
A little.
563
00:25:00,581 --> 00:25:03,216
But I'm not even thinking
about any of that right now
564
00:25:03,317 --> 00:25:06,786
'cause I am... I'm right here with you.
565
00:25:08,589 --> 00:25:11,057
You've always had that quality, Kevin.
566
00:25:12,793 --> 00:25:14,727
You make everything fun.
567
00:25:14,828 --> 00:25:17,068
Which I know you probably
think is a bad thing sometimes,
568
00:25:17,164 --> 00:25:18,998
and maybe people don't
take you seriously.
569
00:25:19,099 --> 00:25:20,800
You're ice cold. Let me try. Let me try.
570
00:25:20,901 --> 00:25:22,468
Ready?
571
00:25:22,569 --> 00:25:24,504
Okay. Okay.
572
00:25:27,608 --> 00:25:29,409
Nope.
573
00:25:30,911 --> 00:25:32,979
It's not it.
574
00:25:34,415 --> 00:25:35,682
What?
575
00:25:38,419 --> 00:25:41,988
Sometimes making people
forget about their worries,
576
00:25:42,089 --> 00:25:44,757
or what comes next...
577
00:25:44,858 --> 00:25:49,829
that's the most important
thing you can do for someone.
578
00:25:53,734 --> 00:25:56,436
So, we've talked about
your panic attacks
579
00:25:56,537 --> 00:25:59,973
and your relationship
with your two fathers.
580
00:26:00,074 --> 00:26:02,842
How is your relationship
with your mother?
581
00:26:02,943 --> 00:26:04,344
It's good.
582
00:26:04,445 --> 00:26:06,446
I love my mother.
583
00:26:07,948 --> 00:26:09,916
We're very close.
584
00:26:10,017 --> 00:26:12,085
If you sense me tensing up right now,
585
00:26:12,186 --> 00:26:13,519
it's because of her illness,
586
00:26:13,620 --> 00:26:15,655
not because of my relationship with her.
587
00:26:15,756 --> 00:26:18,424
Trust me when I say I'm
not here because of her.
588
00:26:18,525 --> 00:26:20,626
I'm here because I have control issues.
589
00:26:20,728 --> 00:26:23,563
Is that your... self-diagnosis?
590
00:26:23,664 --> 00:26:26,099
I think it's kind of obvious.
591
00:26:27,735 --> 00:26:30,336
Like how you're trying to
control the conversation away
592
00:26:30,437 --> 00:26:32,672
from talking about your mom?
593
00:26:36,477 --> 00:26:38,544
Okay, Dr. Melfi.
594
00:26:39,613 --> 00:26:41,347
I get it.
595
00:26:41,448 --> 00:26:43,249
I get what you're doing here.
596
00:26:44,952 --> 00:26:48,187
I mean, is it broke or
something? What's the...?
597
00:26:48,288 --> 00:26:51,457
Do you want to talk about
why that's bothering you?
598
00:26:54,395 --> 00:26:58,431
But then I would have to
admit that it's bothering me.
599
00:26:58,532 --> 00:27:00,600
Ha, ha.
600
00:27:00,701 --> 00:27:03,770
Okay. All right.
601
00:27:03,871 --> 00:27:07,974
So... this is all part of it, right?
602
00:27:08,075 --> 00:27:10,443
The waiting room, the painting?
603
00:27:10,544 --> 00:27:12,278
Is that how your operation works?
604
00:27:12,379 --> 00:27:16,582
Just agitate your patients
into having a breakdown?
605
00:27:16,683 --> 00:27:18,751
Ah, apologies.
606
00:27:18,852 --> 00:27:21,354
I need to check this.
607
00:27:25,125 --> 00:27:27,193
Oh, good.
608
00:27:27,294 --> 00:27:29,962
Looks like my brother
will be taking my mom
609
00:27:30,064 --> 00:27:31,631
to her follow-up appointment today.
610
00:27:31,732 --> 00:27:33,633
What could go wrong?
611
00:27:39,282 --> 00:27:43,317
♪ All I can say is that
my life is pretty plain ♪
612
00:27:44,953 --> 00:27:46,754
♪ I like watchin' ♪
613
00:27:46,855 --> 00:27:50,291
♪ The puddles gather rain... ♪
614
00:27:50,392 --> 00:27:52,271
Hey, bud, take your stuff
615
00:27:52,273 --> 00:27:53,595
upstairs, okay?
616
00:27:53,695 --> 00:27:55,729
Thanks.
617
00:27:55,831 --> 00:27:57,431
Hi.
618
00:27:57,532 --> 00:27:59,834
♪ And speak my point of view... ♪
619
00:27:59,935 --> 00:28:03,938
Look, I-I know you don't want
to talk about Stuart, all right?
620
00:28:04,039 --> 00:28:06,707
- Especially not with your dad.
- I don't.
621
00:28:08,977 --> 00:28:11,512
♪ I just want someone to say... ♪
622
00:28:11,613 --> 00:28:14,815
Hey, do you know how, some Saturdays,
623
00:28:14,916 --> 00:28:18,819
when I make waffles, you guys
see me toss the first one out?
624
00:28:18,920 --> 00:28:21,822
That's because the
waffle iron is too hot,
625
00:28:21,923 --> 00:28:23,724
or maybe it's not hot enough, or,
626
00:28:23,825 --> 00:28:26,393
you know, I made the batter too thick.
627
00:28:26,494 --> 00:28:30,798
First boyfriends are
kind of like first waffles.
628
00:28:30,899 --> 00:28:33,400
Okay? You-you got to...
629
00:28:33,501 --> 00:28:36,737
get through a few
before you get it right.
630
00:28:36,838 --> 00:28:39,106
♪ I sleep all day... ♪
631
00:28:39,207 --> 00:28:41,008
Yours is out there. He's just...
632
00:28:41,109 --> 00:28:42,643
He's still cooking.
633
00:28:47,682 --> 00:28:49,216
Hello?
634
00:28:55,723 --> 00:28:58,826
- Hi.
- Hi.
635
00:28:58,927 --> 00:29:00,761
Thank God you're finally home.
636
00:29:00,862 --> 00:29:02,429
He conked out, like, an hour ago,
637
00:29:02,530 --> 00:29:05,432
- and I've been too afraid to move.
- Oh.
638
00:29:05,533 --> 00:29:08,102
- How'd it go with Madison?
- Surprisingly well.
639
00:29:08,203 --> 00:29:10,437
She's not gonna be my
sister-in-law, is she?
640
00:29:10,538 --> 00:29:12,539
No. It's all good.
641
00:29:15,076 --> 00:29:16,910
- Mm.
- Tobe?
642
00:29:17,011 --> 00:29:18,745
Yeah.
643
00:29:19,747 --> 00:29:21,281
I don't want to resent you
644
00:29:21,382 --> 00:29:23,383
for being honest about your feelings.
645
00:29:23,485 --> 00:29:25,385
And I don't want you to resent me
646
00:29:25,487 --> 00:29:27,187
for resenting you about your feelings.
647
00:29:29,390 --> 00:29:31,692
I love you.
648
00:29:34,262 --> 00:29:37,664
And I'm tired of the me versus you.
649
00:29:37,765 --> 00:29:40,834
I mean, we're our best when
it's me and you versus everyone.
650
00:29:40,935 --> 00:29:43,971
- You know?
- Yeah.
651
00:29:44,072 --> 00:29:46,206
Now can I see the studio?
652
00:29:46,307 --> 00:29:48,809
I know I cut it short before, but...
653
00:29:48,910 --> 00:29:51,078
I think it's one of your all-time...
654
00:29:51,179 --> 00:29:52,846
sweetest, most romantic gestures.
655
00:29:52,947 --> 00:29:54,414
Actually, it's number one.
656
00:29:54,516 --> 00:29:56,850
You just haven't seen the rest of it.
657
00:29:58,319 --> 00:30:00,053
Can you show me?
658
00:30:02,790 --> 00:30:04,158
Oh, I'm starving.
659
00:30:04,259 --> 00:30:06,226
Let's go get something to eat.
660
00:30:06,327 --> 00:30:09,830
What about, um, that-that fancy
sushi restaurant that you love?
661
00:30:09,931 --> 00:30:13,133
Uh... okay. I don't know if
we have the time, though, Ma.
662
00:30:13,234 --> 00:30:15,194
I mean, uh, we got to get
Miguel, I got to get you
663
00:30:15,197 --> 00:30:16,637
- to your doctor's appointment.
- No.
664
00:30:16,638 --> 00:30:18,205
No, we can reschedule that.
665
00:30:18,306 --> 00:30:22,342
Ooh, maybe I can try that dangerous food
666
00:30:22,443 --> 00:30:24,511
you're always talking
about. What's it called?
667
00:30:24,612 --> 00:30:26,547
- The, the blowfish.
- Blowfish.
668
00:30:26,648 --> 00:30:28,615
- Yeah.
- Yes.
669
00:30:28,716 --> 00:30:30,684
Uh, yeah, I just... I don't want
670
00:30:30,785 --> 00:30:32,286
to reinforce this family's narrative
671
00:30:32,387 --> 00:30:33,620
that I'm not dependable.
672
00:30:33,721 --> 00:30:35,856
Kevin, they're only MRI results.
673
00:30:35,957 --> 00:30:37,558
They can wait until tomorrow.
674
00:30:37,659 --> 00:30:40,494
Mom...
675
00:30:40,595 --> 00:30:43,830
I don't... I don't want to go.
676
00:30:43,932 --> 00:30:46,066
'Cause I don't want today to end.
677
00:30:50,271 --> 00:30:52,372
Today's gonna end no matter what.
678
00:30:56,244 --> 00:30:58,545
But there's tomorrow.
679
00:30:58,646 --> 00:31:00,514
There's tomorrow, and I will be here,
680
00:31:00,615 --> 00:31:02,616
and we will do something else.
681
00:31:03,718 --> 00:31:05,719
I promise.
682
00:31:09,057 --> 00:31:12,259
It's not that I need to be in control.
683
00:31:12,360 --> 00:31:13,894
My mother depends on me.
684
00:31:13,995 --> 00:31:15,963
I'm the only one who
can take care of her.
685
00:31:16,064 --> 00:31:17,731
It's been that way a long time.
686
00:31:17,832 --> 00:31:20,300
And, yes, before you
drop Freud on me, I get it.
687
00:31:20,401 --> 00:31:22,521
I have a very complicated
relationship with my mother.
688
00:31:22,522 --> 00:31:25,439
But if I'm not the one who's
taking care of her, who will?
689
00:31:25,540 --> 00:31:27,374
Her husband? He's a nice guy,
690
00:31:27,475 --> 00:31:29,376
but he's been missing
this thing for months.
691
00:31:29,477 --> 00:31:31,078
My brother?
692
00:31:31,179 --> 00:31:33,013
Just you wait. By the
end of this session,
693
00:31:33,114 --> 00:31:35,716
I'll get a text saying that he
completely lost track of time
694
00:31:35,817 --> 00:31:37,537
and forgot about the
appointment, all the...
695
00:31:45,526 --> 00:31:47,995
She made me promise not to tell anyone
696
00:31:48,096 --> 00:31:49,997
when she got diagnosed.
697
00:31:50,098 --> 00:31:51,431
Why?
698
00:31:51,532 --> 00:31:54,001
Because my brother
is a recovering addict.
699
00:31:54,102 --> 00:31:56,436
My sister has a kid with special needs.
700
00:31:56,537 --> 00:31:58,438
They have enough on their plate.
701
00:31:58,539 --> 00:32:00,407
As if I don't.
702
00:32:00,508 --> 00:32:02,643
And if you think this is
new information to me,
703
00:32:02,744 --> 00:32:04,077
if you think I'm having
704
00:32:04,178 --> 00:32:06,013
some kind of revelation
right now, I'm not.
705
00:32:06,114 --> 00:32:09,016
Which is why this is a waste of time.
706
00:32:09,117 --> 00:32:10,617
I know my faults.
707
00:32:10,718 --> 00:32:12,352
I know what triggers me.
708
00:32:12,453 --> 00:32:14,855
But I think my faults are good faults,
709
00:32:14,956 --> 00:32:17,257
and I would rather have
them than to not have them.
710
00:32:17,358 --> 00:32:19,459
And I know you think
I'm spiraling right now.
711
00:32:19,560 --> 00:32:21,261
I've seen the shows. I know the drill.
712
00:32:21,362 --> 00:32:23,463
But, hey, if it wasn't for me,
713
00:32:23,564 --> 00:32:26,566
this whole family would
have fallen apart.
714
00:32:28,569 --> 00:32:30,037
Would they?
715
00:32:30,138 --> 00:32:32,039
You...
716
00:32:32,140 --> 00:32:34,675
"Would they?"
717
00:32:34,776 --> 00:32:36,910
You know, um...
718
00:32:37,945 --> 00:32:39,846
You don't get it,
719
00:32:39,947 --> 00:32:42,549
and I don't have time to explain it.
720
00:32:43,551 --> 00:32:46,386
And, uh, due respect,
721
00:32:46,487 --> 00:32:49,690
how am I supposed to
take mental health advice
722
00:32:49,791 --> 00:32:53,460
from someone who doesn't
throw out magazines from 2017?
723
00:32:53,561 --> 00:32:57,898
From someone who doesn't
refill cups at the water cooler?
724
00:32:57,999 --> 00:33:00,967
From someone who put...
725
00:33:04,439 --> 00:33:06,340
It's not that hard, Doc.
726
00:33:11,446 --> 00:33:14,448
Just turn it off when you're done.
727
00:33:30,095 --> 00:33:32,864
- Hey there.
- Hey.
728
00:33:32,965 --> 00:33:35,967
Sorry I missed dinner.
729
00:33:37,369 --> 00:33:38,903
Where, uh, where are the girls?
730
00:33:39,004 --> 00:33:41,906
Uh, Deja's upstairs,
FaceTiming with Malik.
731
00:33:42,007 --> 00:33:44,809
Tess and Annie are doing their homework.
732
00:33:44,910 --> 00:33:46,811
Right on.
733
00:34:01,961 --> 00:34:03,962
I tried, babe.
734
00:34:07,400 --> 00:34:09,300
I just don't think it's for me.
735
00:34:09,402 --> 00:34:11,736
I...
736
00:34:11,837 --> 00:34:13,304
Well, not...
737
00:34:13,406 --> 00:34:14,706
At least not right now.
738
00:34:14,807 --> 00:34:16,708
I'm not closing the door on it.
739
00:34:16,809 --> 00:34:18,476
Okay.
740
00:34:19,578 --> 00:34:21,680
You good?
741
00:34:21,781 --> 00:34:23,948
Mm-hmm.
742
00:34:26,986 --> 00:34:29,254
I knew you'd find
something wrong with it.
743
00:34:29,355 --> 00:34:31,056
There's nothing wrong with it.
744
00:34:31,157 --> 00:34:32,891
- It's just, um...
- I think
745
00:34:32,992 --> 00:34:34,926
you should try to give it a chance.
746
00:34:35,027 --> 00:34:37,529
Maybe you should just
go a couple more times,
747
00:34:37,609 --> 00:34:39,209
and-and then if you still think that...
748
00:34:39,210 --> 00:34:40,665
Thank you, Beth, but I'm okay.
749
00:34:40,766 --> 00:34:42,801
All right? And I know
you think I need this,
750
00:34:42,902 --> 00:34:44,836
- but...
- Babe?
751
00:34:44,937 --> 00:34:47,005
I need this.
752
00:34:48,040 --> 00:34:50,208
Sorry?
753
00:34:52,912 --> 00:34:54,813
You want to know why I didn't let you
754
00:34:54,914 --> 00:34:57,348
go through my purse this morning?
755
00:34:59,418 --> 00:35:00,752
Why?
756
00:35:15,668 --> 00:35:18,136
You bought Annie the iPhone.
757
00:35:18,237 --> 00:35:21,139
It's a bottle of pepper spray
758
00:35:21,240 --> 00:35:25,110
'cause sometimes I have to lock
up the studio alone at night.
759
00:35:25,211 --> 00:35:26,611
And that didn't used to bother me,
760
00:35:26,712 --> 00:35:28,580
but now it does.
761
00:35:32,618 --> 00:35:35,520
This is doctor-prescribed.
762
00:35:35,621 --> 00:35:38,957
You know, I haven't
been sleeping very well.
763
00:35:39,058 --> 00:35:42,026
She gave me three pills just
to get me over the hump.
764
00:35:43,129 --> 00:35:44,929
And yeah.
765
00:35:45,030 --> 00:35:46,231
This is a phone for Annie,
766
00:35:46,332 --> 00:35:47,932
but it's not because she wants it.
767
00:35:48,033 --> 00:35:49,934
It's because I want her to have it
768
00:35:50,035 --> 00:35:53,171
because there was a
strange man in our house,
769
00:35:53,272 --> 00:35:56,174
and I need to know where
my baby is at all times.
770
00:35:56,275 --> 00:35:57,942
I'm sorry, Beth, I didn't know.
771
00:35:58,043 --> 00:35:59,944
Of course you didn't.
772
00:36:00,045 --> 00:36:01,946
'Cause I didn't tell you.
773
00:36:02,047 --> 00:36:04,215
Because I was worried
774
00:36:04,316 --> 00:36:06,885
that if I lay anything else on you,
775
00:36:06,986 --> 00:36:08,953
you were gonna crack.
776
00:36:10,990 --> 00:36:13,091
But I want to tell you.
777
00:36:13,192 --> 00:36:15,193
I need to.
778
00:36:15,294 --> 00:36:17,328
You're my person.
779
00:36:18,798 --> 00:36:21,332
Unless you're gonna get
the help you need...
780
00:36:22,701 --> 00:36:25,703
...I can't.
781
00:36:31,410 --> 00:36:33,444
The MoCA test ruled out impairment
782
00:36:33,546 --> 00:36:34,646
due to stroke or tumor.
783
00:36:34,747 --> 00:36:37,081
The brain MRI revealed
784
00:36:37,183 --> 00:36:39,551
hippocampal atrophy, which means
785
00:36:39,652 --> 00:36:42,220
shrinkage in the memory
centers of the brain.
786
00:36:42,321 --> 00:36:45,290
We're not making a diagnosis
based solely on the MRI,
787
00:36:45,391 --> 00:36:47,859
but hippocampal atrophy
would support a diagnosis
788
00:36:47,960 --> 00:36:49,861
of mild cognitive impairment,
789
00:36:49,962 --> 00:36:52,964
likely due to Alzheimer's,
790
00:36:53,065 --> 00:36:56,701
suggesting a clear
course of action for us.
791
00:37:08,480 --> 00:37:10,548
So, the truth is,
792
00:37:10,649 --> 00:37:13,985
I didn't clean out the
garage just for you.
793
00:37:14,086 --> 00:37:15,987
I cleaned it out for Jack, too.
794
00:37:16,088 --> 00:37:19,524
See, the music studio is for...
795
00:37:19,625 --> 00:37:21,726
the both of you.
796
00:37:21,827 --> 00:37:23,795
Ta-da.
797
00:37:23,896 --> 00:37:25,063
What?
798
00:37:27,366 --> 00:37:29,801
Obviously, we will have to upgrade it
799
00:37:29,902 --> 00:37:32,837
as he grows, but if any
kid deserves a playroom
800
00:37:32,938 --> 00:37:35,640
with every sound known to man,
801
00:37:35,741 --> 00:37:38,109
it is Jumpin' Jack Damon.
802
00:37:40,613 --> 00:37:42,914
Toby, I love it.
803
00:37:43,015 --> 00:37:44,249
And you're right.
804
00:37:44,350 --> 00:37:46,484
This is the number one gesture.
805
00:37:46,585 --> 00:37:48,987
Thank you.
806
00:37:49,088 --> 00:37:50,555
- Told you.
- I know.
807
00:37:53,993 --> 00:37:55,894
Hey, I'm gonna make some tea,
808
00:37:55,995 --> 00:37:57,962
gather up the Swedish
Fish for movie night.
809
00:37:58,063 --> 00:37:59,464
I'm thinking "Borat".
810
00:37:59,565 --> 00:38:00,999
Perfect.
811
00:38:04,570 --> 00:38:06,437
- Sweetheart?
- Yeah.
812
00:38:06,538 --> 00:38:09,440
I have a favor to ask of
you, and it's important.
813
00:38:09,541 --> 00:38:11,042
Yeah, anything.
814
00:38:11,143 --> 00:38:14,879
Please don't start treating
me any differently, okay?
815
00:38:14,980 --> 00:38:16,247
I need the fun.
816
00:38:16,348 --> 00:38:18,416
I need the laughs.
817
00:38:18,517 --> 00:38:21,920
I'm serious, Kevin.
818
00:38:23,022 --> 00:38:25,356
I need that part of you.
819
00:38:27,393 --> 00:38:28,693
Okay.
820
00:38:28,794 --> 00:38:30,728
I also really want to go
821
00:38:30,829 --> 00:38:32,430
to your movie premiere in New York.
822
00:38:32,531 --> 00:38:34,499
I see Matt Damon bringing his mom.
823
00:38:34,600 --> 00:38:36,401
That's different.
824
00:38:36,502 --> 00:38:38,236
They're engaged.
825
00:38:43,776 --> 00:38:45,310
♪ Such a cozy room ♪
826
00:38:45,411 --> 00:38:49,014
♪ The windows are illuminated ♪
827
00:38:49,115 --> 00:38:51,516
♪ By the evening ♪
828
00:38:51,617 --> 00:38:54,619
♪ Sunshine through them ♪
829
00:38:54,720 --> 00:38:56,955
♪ Fiery gems ♪
830
00:38:57,923 --> 00:38:59,924
♪ For you ♪
831
00:39:00,026 --> 00:39:03,828
♪ Only for you, ooh, ooh ♪
832
00:39:03,929 --> 00:39:06,031
Come on. Sing it.
833
00:39:06,132 --> 00:39:08,500
♪ Our house ♪
834
00:39:08,601 --> 00:39:11,436
♪ Is a very, very, very fine house ♪
835
00:39:11,537 --> 00:39:13,177
- ♪ Very fine house ♪
- ♪ Nice. ♪
836
00:39:13,205 --> 00:39:14,906
♪ Two cats in the yard ♪
837
00:39:15,007 --> 00:39:18,743
- ♪ In the yard ♪
- ♪ Life used to be so hard ♪
838
00:39:18,844 --> 00:39:21,346
♪ Now everything is easy ♪
839
00:39:21,447 --> 00:39:23,281
- ♪ 'Cause of you ♪
- ♪ 'Cause of you. ♪
840
00:39:23,382 --> 00:39:27,419
♪ I'll light the fire ♪
841
00:39:27,520 --> 00:39:30,188
♪ You place the flowers ♪
842
00:39:30,289 --> 00:39:32,590
♪ In the vase ♪
843
00:39:32,692 --> 00:39:35,060
♪ That you bought ♪
844
00:39:35,161 --> 00:39:37,762
♪ Today ♪
845
00:39:39,765 --> 00:39:42,200
♪ Staring at the fire ♪
846
00:39:42,301 --> 00:39:45,370
♪ For hours and hours ♪
847
00:39:45,471 --> 00:39:48,506
♪ While I listen ♪
848
00:39:48,607 --> 00:39:53,144
♪ To you play your love songs ♪
849
00:39:53,245 --> 00:39:55,580
♪ All night long ♪
850
00:39:55,681 --> 00:39:59,551
♪ For me ♪
851
00:39:59,652 --> 00:40:05,423
♪ Only for me ♪
852
00:40:06,492 --> 00:40:08,960
♪ Come to me now ♪
853
00:40:09,061 --> 00:40:10,962
- ♪ Come to me now ♪
- ♪ And rest your head ♪
854
00:40:11,063 --> 00:40:13,364
♪ For just five minutes ♪
855
00:40:13,466 --> 00:40:18,470
♪ Everything is done ♪
856
00:40:19,905 --> 00:40:22,741
♪ Such a cozy room ♪
857
00:40:22,842 --> 00:40:27,011
- ♪ Such a cozy room ♪
- ♪ The windows are illuminated ♪
858
00:40:27,113 --> 00:40:30,048
♪ By the evening... ♪
859
00:40:30,149 --> 00:40:33,351
Sorry about the other day.
860
00:40:33,452 --> 00:40:35,353
This is new for me.
861
00:40:35,454 --> 00:40:37,589
Don't mention it.
862
00:40:39,091 --> 00:40:40,658
Coffee?
863
00:40:43,362 --> 00:40:44,729
I'm good.
864
00:40:44,830 --> 00:40:48,666
♪ Our house ♪
865
00:40:48,768 --> 00:40:51,269
♪ Is a very, very, very fine house ♪
866
00:40:51,370 --> 00:40:54,172
♪ With two cats in the yard ♪
867
00:40:54,273 --> 00:40:58,376
♪ Life used to be so hard ♪
868
00:40:58,477 --> 00:41:01,212
♪ Now everything is easy ♪
869
00:41:01,313 --> 00:41:04,749
♪ 'Cause of you ♪
870
00:41:04,850 --> 00:41:09,287
♪ And our ♪
871
00:41:09,388 --> 00:41:11,923
♪ La, la, la, la, la ♪
872
00:41:12,024 --> 00:41:14,425
♪ La, la, la, la, la, la ♪
873
00:41:14,527 --> 00:41:16,961
♪ La, la, la, la, la, la... ♪
874
00:41:17,062 --> 00:41:19,230
- You mind if I, uh...?
- Sure.
875
00:41:19,331 --> 00:41:23,168
♪ La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la ♪
876
00:41:23,269 --> 00:41:24,369
♪ Our... ♪
877
00:41:24,470 --> 00:41:26,437
- How much?
- Two dollars.
878
00:41:26,539 --> 00:41:28,406
♪ Is a very, very, very fine house ♪
879
00:41:28,507 --> 00:41:29,574
♪ Very fine house ♪
880
00:41:29,675 --> 00:41:32,377
♪ With two cats in the yard ♪
881
00:41:32,478 --> 00:41:35,580
♪ Life used to be so hard ♪
882
00:41:35,681 --> 00:41:38,850
♪ Now everything is easy ♪
883
00:41:38,951 --> 00:41:42,320
♪ 'Cause of you ♪
884
00:41:43,322 --> 00:41:46,424
♪ And our... ♪
885
00:41:46,525 --> 00:41:47,759
Yes!
886
00:41:47,860 --> 00:41:49,861
- Did it!
- Finally.
887
00:41:51,397 --> 00:41:53,965
♪ While you place ♪
888
00:41:54,066 --> 00:41:56,534
♪ The flowers in the vase ♪
889
00:41:56,635 --> 00:41:59,604
♪ That you bought ♪
890
00:41:59,705 --> 00:42:04,475
♪ Today. ♪
891
00:42:04,576 --> 00:42:09,576
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