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Your primary doctor is right.
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The mass is on the smaller side.
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We'll confirm with the new images,
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but it should be
manageable with medication.
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No surgery needed.
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Well, my fiance will be so relieved.
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He's been worried I'll look like
Frankenstein in all our photos.
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Also that I might die.
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When's the big day?
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June.
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You've been dealing
with wedding planning
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on top of a pituitary tumor?
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You deserve a medal.
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Our medical record system,
on the other hand,
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it has you listed as female.
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Probably because of the Pap smears.
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Software clearly needs a
trans update. Deep breath.
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- (BREATHES DEEPLY)
- I'll fix it so everything is correct
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going forward.
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Please confirm your gender and pronouns.
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Male, he/him/his. Thanks for asking.
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We're the ones with
the messed-up software.
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Your scans from this
morning were just uploaded.
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In less than two weeks,
the tumor's doubled in size.
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WOMAN: ♪ You're
just too good to be true ♪
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♪ I can't take my eyes off of you ♪
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♪ You'd be like heaven to touch... ♪
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FEMALE PARAMEDIC: 34-year-old female,
Zara Norton.
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Tachycardic and delirious.
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(CONTINUES SINGING) Dr. Guerin,
update vitals.
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Dr. Wolke,
draw blood for CBC and electrolytes.
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♪ Oh, pretty baby ♪
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♪ Now that I've found you, stay ♪
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Pupils are dilated, but reactive.
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Ms. Norton,
smells like you've had some marijuana?
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Mmm-mmm. I just unloaded
a shipment at the dispensary.
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Test for THC and a full tox screen.
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I am a peddler.
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♪ Not a user ♪
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Run it.
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BP's elevated, 180 over 115.
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That could explain the delirium.
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Ooh, that sound high.
Better take my meds.
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See, I never miss a... Oh, no.
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Oh, no, that's not it.
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BP's climbing, 210 over 120.
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Enalaprilat, 1.25 milligrams, IV.
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Ms. Norton, do you remember
the name of your medication?
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You can call me Zara.
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See? It say right here
on the... (GROANS SOFTLY)
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CLAIRE: Okay, forget about
the meds. She is not taking any.
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This is untreated chronic hypertension.
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What if you're wrong? What if she's
on a loop diuretic for her pressure?
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This could cause renal failure.
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(ALARMS BEEPING)
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She's heading into hypertensive crisis.
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What if we try an
angiotensin receptor blocker?
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No drug interaction.
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Angiotensin receptor
blockers work too slowly.
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I'm giving her the ACE inhibitor.
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(BEEPING CONTINUES)
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- (BEEPING SLOWS)
- BP's going down.
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Nice call.
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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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Latest budget report.
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Yeah, the PDF's sitting in my inbox.
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I'm trying to ignore it.
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And thus...
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A sit-down visit?
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Just checking in, see how you're doing.
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Okay. You?
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Me? I'm... recovering from the year,
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like everybody else.
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Pandemic, the surge.
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You were here for every
minute of every day.
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It must have taken a toll.
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It... comes with the territory.
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You're not, uh, stressed or distracted?
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I'm... tired.
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Okay. Well,
maybe you should take some time off.
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No.
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But thank you. I'm fine.
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You don't seem fine.
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Are there issues with
my work performance?
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No, you do great work.
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Then I'm not sure why we're
having this conversation.
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Because I'm worried about you.
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Because other people
are worried about you.
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There's no shame in
struggling a little bit.
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You know, what would be weird is
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if you didn't struggle at all.
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If you need to see someone,
the hospital will cover the cost.
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Great. You'll pay my bills.
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And the damage to my reputation,
who takes care of that?
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I don't think that seeing a therapist
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will affect your career.
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Says the white guy.
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Okay.
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Privacy protections
are there for a reason.
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No one needs to know.
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Thank you for checking in.
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(SIGHS SOFTLY)
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- How you feeling?
- Good.
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Be better when I understand
what landed me up in here.
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You had an acute hypertensive crisis.
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Oh, I know my blood pressure's high.
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I'm already on medication for it.
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You probably wanna know what it is.
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There's no medication.
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We need to do an echocardiogram
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to make sure your heart
wasn't damaged in the crisis.
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Fine by me.
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Here's 10% discount
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on any purchase over $50
or more at Z & B Naturals.
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I'm Z. B is my partner Bill.
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You're surrounded by pot
all day, every day,
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but you never touch the stuff?
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How? Why?
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It's just never been my thing.
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Ah.
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The name always trips me up.
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Chlorthalidone.
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That's for hypertension.
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Yeah, bottle seems pretty full.
How long have you been on this?
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About six months. Just refilled it.
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Take it every day.
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DR. REZNICK: Smile.
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Head tilt.
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Now he smiles.
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Burst of laughter.
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(CHUCKLES)
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Yeah.
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Rio Gutierrez, 29,
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pituitary mass went from
manageable with meds
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to likely surgery.
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So, talking to the new
radiology resident, huh?
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I wanted Dr. D'Souza's opinion
on an intriguing set of scans.
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She is very talented.
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You're crushing on her.
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N... No.
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I am not. I love Lea.
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Well, those two things
aren't mutually exclusive.
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Mr. Gutierrez's blood
has high levels of prolactin.
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Prolactin is produced
in the pituitary gland.
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The tumor could be secreting it.
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Or the tumor could be reacting
to the high levels of hormones
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being produced elsewhere in the body.
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The patient is a transgender man.
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Do an ultrasound.
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Advance the probe until
you see the cardiac chamber.
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ENRIQUE: Maybe Zara has
secondary hypertension
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due to renal vascular disease.
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She doesn't. Her creatinine is 1.2.
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Her GFR is in normal range.
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Well, that would make it unlikely,
but not impossible.
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It'd also explain why her prescribed
hypertension meds weren't working
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and why she got better when
you gave her that ACE inhibitor.
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Mmm. Simpler explanation,
she's not taking her meds.
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Valve looks normal.
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Should I move on to
the two-chamber view?
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Yeah.
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We have no reason to
think that she's lying.
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She seems to be telling
the truth about her pot usage.
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No THC in her blood or urine.
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She couldn't possibly be
lying about something else.
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The left ventricle is thickened,
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which is consistent with
untreated hypertension.
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(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)
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Heart rate's climbing.
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Cardiac output is dropping.
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Stroke volume as well.
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She's in cardiogenic shock.
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(ALARMS BEEPING)
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Would you mind if I did an
ultrasound on your abdomen?
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For a brain tumor?
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This is my fiance, Eli Simpson.
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When I heard about the new scans,
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I kind of stormed the castle.
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My hero.
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Your prolactin levels are very high,
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which might be caused by the tumor,
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unless another condition
raised your prolactin,
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encouraging more growth.
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What condition boosts prolactin?
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Do you think I'm pregnant?
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He can't be. He's on testosterone.
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Except for a few weeks last month.
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I forgot to take my shot
before our trip.
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But there's no way that...
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You're pregnant.
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You went into cardiogenic shock
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because your heart
wasn't pumping adequately.
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We did a minor procedure
and installed an Impella pump,
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but it's a short-term solution.
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I do feel a little out of breath.
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But that might be just 'cause of you,
Dr. Andrews.
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Ms. Norton,
I'm a married man and your doctor.
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(CHUCKLES)
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You have a rare condition.
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Certain parts of your heart muscle
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have become abnormally thick.
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So, this wall in between the chambers,
that's the septum.
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That's a normal one.
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This is what yours looks like.
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Oh, wow.
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It's gonna require surgery.
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We're gonna run a few more tests
to determine the best approach.
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Wait. You gonna be
my surgeon, Dr. Andrews?
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I sure will.
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And y'all two gonna be with him?
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Yeah.
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(CHUCKLES) My lucky day.
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Three doctors of color
taking care of me.
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Doctors who won't talk down to me.
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Not exactly what I'm used to.
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You guys know what I mean.
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My mother made me wear a suit and tie
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whenever we went to the pediatrician.
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Put on your Sunday best just to
get on the scale and touch your toes.
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Yeah. Made me so mad,
I wound up becoming a doctor.
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(CHUCKLES)
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The testing confirmed
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your tumor is a
hormone-producing prolactinoma.
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And the pregnancy is
about six weeks along.
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Do you consider yourself gay?
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- I don't think that's...
- ELI: Yes.
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Because I am gay.
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But you have vaginal
intercourse with your fiance.
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- That is how he got pregnant...
- Dr. Murphy, that's enough.
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- I... I just want...
- I think you should leave.
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I'm sorry.
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That was completely inappropriate.
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Our treatment plan for your tumor
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depends on your plan for your pregnancy.
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So...
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We've talked about kids,
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but I always figured that
was way down the road.
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And not this way.
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I always assumed we'd adopt.
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I'd have go off T, and stay off.
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If Rio doesn't continue the pregnancy,
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then what happens?
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Your hormone levels would drop quickly,
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which would cause the tumor to shrink.
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After that, we'd use medication,
possibly a minor surgery.
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I'd like to terminate the pregnancy.
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ENRIQUE: I looked over
all of Zara's labs.
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All signs point to her taking her
hypertension medicine regularly.
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Her MRIs show significant
ventricular septal thickness,
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bad turbulence jet flow.
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There's myocardial edema, too.
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The ACE inhibitors were a bad call.
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Which eventually sent our
patient into cardiogenic shock.
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(KEYBOARD CLACKS, COMPUTER BEEPS)
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Why'd you ignore
what she was telling us?
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(SCOFFS SOFTLY) I
made a medical diagnosis
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based on pattern processing
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that we're taught in med school,
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which involves considering,
you know, race, education,
261
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occupation, BMI.
262
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Always sounded like profiling to me.
263
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(COMPUTER BEEPS)
264
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MAN ON TV: Yes, we have the rain,
265
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but more impressively, the wind.
266
00:11:36,070 --> 00:11:37,804
That rain's going to be
coming in sideways.
267
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Just take a look at
how the wind increases
268
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as we progress throughout the day.
269
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So, this afternoon, we're talking about
270
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50-mile-per-hour gusts possible.
271
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Sorry for crashing.
272
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Radiology doesn't have a TV.
273
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(TV CONTINUES PLAYING INDISTINCTLY)
274
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You like The Weather Channel?
275
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I find it soothing.
276
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Would you like to join me?
277
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And we have more intense
rainfall coming through,
278
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and that's going to also
lead to some flood potential.
279
00:12:05,766 --> 00:12:07,434
All of us are going
to get into the action.
280
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You got the mountains.
281
00:12:09,103 --> 00:12:12,361
Would you mind if I lowered
the volume by four output levels?
282
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Oh.
283
00:12:15,242 --> 00:12:16,676
That would be perfect.
284
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All the areas around here
in Northern California,
285
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Modesto, Stockton, Sacramento.
286
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(VOLUME DECREASES) The
northern part of San Francisco...
287
00:12:22,516 --> 00:12:23,516
(TV CONTINUES PLAYING INDISTINCTLY)
288
00:12:31,258 --> 00:12:34,133
I find the reflection on
the screen so distracting.
289
00:12:36,931 --> 00:12:38,345
So do I.
290
00:12:50,544 --> 00:12:51,544
Could I
291
00:12:53,981 --> 00:12:55,362
do this?
292
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Nurse paged me.
293
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Is something wrong?
294
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I've changed my mind.
295
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I want to keep the baby.
296
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Since you are continuing the pregnancy,
297
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we'll need to surgically
remove the prolactinoma.
298
00:14:00,004 --> 00:14:02,263
So, you'll cut into his brain?
299
00:14:02,673 --> 00:14:04,874
Our safest option is to go
in through the nasal cavity
300
00:14:04,942 --> 00:14:08,578
in what's known as a
transsphenoidal surgery, TSS for short.
301
00:14:08,646 --> 00:14:11,981
It's less invasive
than our other option.
302
00:14:12,316 --> 00:14:14,233
That still sounds dangerous.
303
00:14:14,518 --> 00:14:15,885
I've made up my mind.
304
00:14:15,953 --> 00:14:17,903
Do I get any say in this?
305
00:14:20,558 --> 00:14:23,126
I'm all for us having a family,
but I'm not ready to...
306
00:14:23,194 --> 00:14:25,061
No one's ever ready for kids.
307
00:14:25,129 --> 00:14:27,764
Yesterday, you said that you
never considered getting pregnant,
308
00:14:27,832 --> 00:14:30,374
and now you're willing
to risk your life for it.
309
00:14:34,071 --> 00:14:35,713
When I was about seven,
310
00:14:36,574 --> 00:14:39,008
I had this one refuge.
311
00:14:40,711 --> 00:14:42,979
I'd hang a quilt over a couple chairs
312
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and hide out with my two buds,
313
00:14:47,184 --> 00:14:49,435
Foxie the Fox and Fuzz the Lion,
314
00:14:50,554 --> 00:14:51,895
and I'd imagine,
315
00:14:52,590 --> 00:14:53,939
I was the dad.
316
00:14:56,894 --> 00:14:59,653
And they were my twin little guys,
317
00:15:00,164 --> 00:15:02,197
fraternal, obviously.
318
00:15:03,668 --> 00:15:05,075
We were a family.
319
00:15:08,072 --> 00:15:11,081
When I transitioned,
I put that dream aside.
320
00:15:11,776 --> 00:15:13,977
At least, as far as them coming from me.
321
00:15:14,045 --> 00:15:15,045
But now...
322
00:15:19,183 --> 00:15:20,841
Whether we planned it or not,
323
00:15:21,786 --> 00:15:22,886
this is our baby.
324
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How soon can you do the surgery?
325
00:15:31,595 --> 00:15:34,396
I'll order an image-guidance
MRI to get things started.
326
00:15:43,607 --> 00:15:46,309
CLAIRE: Based on the
cardiac MRI and catheterization,
327
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there are two treatment options.
328
00:15:48,079 --> 00:15:50,513
Myectomy, basically open heart surgery,
329
00:15:50,581 --> 00:15:53,016
and alcohol septal ablation,
330
00:15:53,084 --> 00:15:56,919
where we use the alcohol to kill
targeted sections of the heart muscle.
331
00:15:57,421 --> 00:15:59,556
Well, what would you recommend?
332
00:15:59,623 --> 00:16:02,992
The surgery is more invasive,
tougher recovery,
333
00:16:03,060 --> 00:16:04,894
but better efficacy long-term.
334
00:16:04,962 --> 00:16:07,097
The ablation is less dangerous,
335
00:16:07,164 --> 00:16:11,058
but you're more likely to need
further medical interventions.
336
00:16:11,268 --> 00:16:13,069
Now, you call that a recommendation?
337
00:16:13,137 --> 00:16:15,338
There are pros and cons to both.
338
00:16:15,406 --> 00:16:17,340
Uh, you'll need to weigh them.
339
00:16:17,408 --> 00:16:19,066
I'll give you some time.
340
00:16:19,810 --> 00:16:21,778
You always want to take care of people,
Dr. Browne?
341
00:16:21,846 --> 00:16:22,986
Pretty much.
342
00:16:23,946 --> 00:16:25,448
Me, too.
343
00:16:25,516 --> 00:16:28,418
Oh. Well, you run
a marijuana dispensary.
344
00:16:28,486 --> 00:16:30,453
It's not all about getting people high.
345
00:16:30,521 --> 00:16:34,124
No, maybe not, but I'm
guessing most of your clientele...
346
00:16:34,191 --> 00:16:36,792
My Great-Aunt Lucy
had pancreatic cancer.
347
00:16:38,996 --> 00:16:40,546
A year, she hung on.
348
00:16:41,399 --> 00:16:42,756
In agony.
349
00:16:44,101 --> 00:16:47,704
Marijuana was the only thing
that helped her eat or sleep.
350
00:16:47,772 --> 00:16:49,847
Doctors didn't give her
anything for the pain?
351
00:16:50,207 --> 00:16:52,099
They suggested ibuprofen.
352
00:16:53,611 --> 00:16:55,578
Now, you know doctors
are 22% less likely
353
00:16:55,646 --> 00:16:57,614
to give pain meds to Black patients
354
00:16:57,681 --> 00:17:00,441
than to white patients
with the same symptoms.
355
00:17:01,819 --> 00:17:04,862
My point is, you and I,
we're a lot alike.
356
00:17:05,764 --> 00:17:08,124
We're both strong, Black women
finding our way in the world,
357
00:17:08,192 --> 00:17:11,294
but one of us knows more
about medicine than the other.
358
00:17:11,319 --> 00:17:15,622
So, I'd like to know,
what would you do in my situation?
359
00:17:19,670 --> 00:17:21,905
The open myectomy is a bigger risk
360
00:17:21,972 --> 00:17:25,132
but offers more long-term benefits.
361
00:17:27,044 --> 00:17:28,802
I've made my decision.
362
00:17:31,315 --> 00:17:32,973
I'm with you, Dr. Browne.
363
00:17:33,818 --> 00:17:35,434
Book the myectomy.
364
00:17:43,093 --> 00:17:45,795
Here's the Rio Gutierrez
imaging for your upcoming TSS.
365
00:17:45,863 --> 00:17:48,071
Set that on the table, please.
366
00:17:51,669 --> 00:17:53,436
I, um...
367
00:17:53,504 --> 00:17:55,705
I noted the tumor's
suprasellar expansion
368
00:17:55,773 --> 00:17:59,108
and surrounding edema
and splaying of circle of Willis.
369
00:17:59,176 --> 00:18:01,335
That is very helpful.
370
00:18:04,181 --> 00:18:05,464
Bye, Dr. Murphy.
371
00:18:08,686 --> 00:18:10,186
You're safe, Shaun. She's gone.
372
00:18:10,254 --> 00:18:11,845
Not really.
373
00:18:12,690 --> 00:18:14,724
Dr. D'Souza is still in my brain.
374
00:18:14,792 --> 00:18:16,058
I don't like it.
375
00:18:16,594 --> 00:18:18,018
We kissed.
376
00:18:18,863 --> 00:18:19,996
- When?
- What?
377
00:18:20,064 --> 00:18:22,065
I have so many thoughts about her,
378
00:18:22,132 --> 00:18:24,567
and I have so many
questions I want to ask Rio.
379
00:18:24,635 --> 00:18:26,135
Wouldn't he get more pleasure for...
380
00:18:26,203 --> 00:18:27,537
Questions you're not
supposed to ask him.
381
00:18:27,605 --> 00:18:29,105
The kiss, Shaun. When did you kiss?
382
00:18:29,173 --> 00:18:31,406
Last night. In my dream.
383
00:18:32,409 --> 00:18:36,579
If I can't ask questions,
how do I understand?
384
00:18:36,647 --> 00:18:38,581
My... My brain...
385
00:18:38,649 --> 00:18:41,684
My... My brain isn't behaving
the way I want it to.
386
00:18:41,752 --> 00:18:43,335
How do I make it stop?
387
00:18:47,291 --> 00:18:49,383
You're attracted to Dr. D'Souza.
388
00:18:49,827 --> 00:18:51,218
Why does that bother you?
389
00:18:53,464 --> 00:18:58,101
When I was with Carly
and had feelings for Lea,
390
00:18:58,168 --> 00:19:00,870
it meant I was supposed to be with Lea.
391
00:19:00,938 --> 00:19:03,573
What if this means I'm
supposed to be with Dr. D'Souza?
392
00:19:03,641 --> 00:19:06,109
No. You've loved Lea for years.
393
00:19:06,176 --> 00:19:09,528
This is just... attraction.
394
00:19:10,614 --> 00:19:14,408
But shouldn't loving Lea
make it go away?
395
00:19:15,686 --> 00:19:19,204
Relationships would be a
lot easier if it worked that way.
396
00:19:20,563 --> 00:19:21,996
You're feeling guilty.
397
00:19:22,021 --> 00:19:25,239
I say take Lea out for a nice dinner,
something special.
398
00:19:25,296 --> 00:19:27,597
And tell her about my crush.
399
00:19:27,665 --> 00:19:29,232
I need to let Lea know.
400
00:19:29,300 --> 00:19:30,757
- No, definitely not.
- No, you do not.
401
00:19:32,202 --> 00:19:34,604
I want to get your thoughts on the
suprasellar extension of the tumor
402
00:19:34,672 --> 00:19:36,039
- for this TSS.
- You remember Sarah Pepper?
403
00:19:36,106 --> 00:19:37,574
Runs nephrology at S.F. Regional?
404
00:19:38,609 --> 00:19:39,976
Always wears a shawl?
405
00:19:40,044 --> 00:19:43,546
So, during the staff meeting last week,
she fell apart.
406
00:19:43,614 --> 00:19:46,498
Screaming, crying in front of the
whole department. Totally nuts.
407
00:19:46,684 --> 00:19:49,118
Rough day at the office.
408
00:19:49,186 --> 00:19:51,862
Wonder how you'd approach and
resect without getting a CSF leak.
409
00:19:52,289 --> 00:19:53,828
Yeah.
410
00:19:53,853 --> 00:19:56,950
Place a lumbar drain, then infuse
saline and do Valsalva maneuver.
411
00:19:56,975 --> 00:19:58,342
Okay.
412
00:19:58,367 --> 00:20:01,116
Apparently,
Pepper's meltdown was so over the top,
413
00:20:01,140 --> 00:20:03,415
the hospital forced her to take a leave.
414
00:20:04,076 --> 00:20:06,460
- How long?
- Unspecified.
415
00:20:06,912 --> 00:20:09,414
She's always been a little crazy.
416
00:20:09,482 --> 00:20:12,784
Last I checked, eccentric and
emotional didn't qualify as crazy.
417
00:20:12,852 --> 00:20:14,593
Thanks for taking a look.
418
00:20:20,559 --> 00:20:21,926
I read that cisgender people
419
00:20:21,994 --> 00:20:24,896
often reduce transgender
people to their genitalia,
420
00:20:24,964 --> 00:20:26,521
and that that is offensive.
421
00:20:27,291 --> 00:20:29,533
Did I do that to you and Rio?
422
00:20:29,935 --> 00:20:31,451
Yes.
423
00:20:32,584 --> 00:20:33,862
I'm sorry.
424
00:20:36,542 --> 00:20:39,493
Rio will be going into surgery soon.
425
00:20:40,850 --> 00:20:42,751
He's been asking for you.
426
00:20:42,819 --> 00:20:44,748
You haven't been answering your phone.
427
00:20:45,254 --> 00:20:46,667
Thanks for letting me know.
428
00:20:51,194 --> 00:20:53,528
He is very confusing to me, too.
429
00:20:53,596 --> 00:20:55,931
Rio has worked so hard,
430
00:20:55,998 --> 00:20:58,767
he had a bilateral
subcutaneous mastectomy
431
00:20:58,835 --> 00:21:00,535
and takes hormone replacement therapy,
432
00:21:00,603 --> 00:21:06,019
but now he is choosing
the most female act.
433
00:21:08,277 --> 00:21:10,440
It's not female if Rio's doing it.
434
00:21:14,083 --> 00:21:16,318
Y... Yes.
435
00:21:16,385 --> 00:21:19,533
And he must have dealt
with a lot of prejudice
436
00:21:19,789 --> 00:21:21,256
during his transition.
437
00:21:21,324 --> 00:21:23,158
I dealt with prejudice.
438
00:21:23,226 --> 00:21:25,455
My brother helped me.
Does he have a brother?
439
00:21:27,163 --> 00:21:29,000
His family doesn't talk to him.
440
00:21:34,070 --> 00:21:37,592
And now Rio is having brain surgery.
441
00:21:40,409 --> 00:21:41,763
He is very brave.
442
00:21:43,045 --> 00:21:44,079
You can stay here.
443
00:21:49,218 --> 00:21:52,220
I have a patient, Zara Norton.
444
00:21:52,288 --> 00:21:54,389
We, uh... We diagnosed her with HOCM.
445
00:21:54,457 --> 00:21:56,124
I saw the file.
446
00:21:56,192 --> 00:21:58,860
Dr. Guerin expressed some concerns
447
00:21:58,928 --> 00:22:02,242
about my initial handling
of the case in the ER.
448
00:22:03,211 --> 00:22:07,214
He thinks I stereotyped her,
based on her race.
449
00:22:07,703 --> 00:22:08,832
Do you think you did?
450
00:22:10,606 --> 00:22:12,140
She was crashing.
451
00:22:12,208 --> 00:22:15,088
I had to make a call. I
didn't have a lot to go on.
452
00:22:17,280 --> 00:22:19,092
Glassman came to see me this morning.
453
00:22:19,916 --> 00:22:22,417
Someone told him I'm
unstable and need help.
454
00:22:22,485 --> 00:22:23,889
Any idea where he heard that?
455
00:22:26,122 --> 00:22:27,455
I asked for help. You can, too.
456
00:22:27,523 --> 00:22:29,811
You're a resident. No
one cares if you need help.
457
00:22:30,760 --> 00:22:32,861
I got this job in part
458
00:22:32,929 --> 00:22:36,665
because my main competition,
a man, backed me.
459
00:22:36,732 --> 00:22:39,201
The second anyone thinks
I can't handle this...
460
00:22:39,268 --> 00:22:40,368
No one is gonna think that...
461
00:22:40,436 --> 00:22:42,115
They will if you keep
telling them I'm a mess.
462
00:22:42,371 --> 00:22:44,573
You have PTSD.
463
00:22:44,640 --> 00:22:46,174
You shouldn't be ashamed.
464
00:22:46,242 --> 00:22:49,331
Says the women who just
profiled a Black female patient.
465
00:22:51,614 --> 00:22:53,001
You judged her,
466
00:22:53,449 --> 00:22:56,051
just like people will judge me
467
00:22:56,118 --> 00:22:58,186
and whisper that I've always
been a little intense,
468
00:22:58,254 --> 00:23:00,425
so no wonder I was asked to step down.
469
00:23:01,490 --> 00:23:02,490
(SIGHS SOFTLY)
470
00:23:05,061 --> 00:23:06,431
Nobody needs to know.
471
00:23:07,430 --> 00:23:08,430
(SCOFFS)
472
00:23:09,131 --> 00:23:10,131
Exactly.
473
00:23:12,468 --> 00:23:14,369
You tell me that it doesn't matter.
474
00:23:14,437 --> 00:23:16,438
You tell me everyone will understand,
475
00:23:16,505 --> 00:23:18,840
and then you tell me
to keep it to myself.
476
00:23:18,908 --> 00:23:20,904
Should I be ashamed, or shouldn't I be?
477
00:23:22,445 --> 00:23:25,659
All right, Ms. Norton,
time to head to pre-op.
478
00:23:28,084 --> 00:23:29,351
ZARA: What's in the bag, handsome?
479
00:23:29,418 --> 00:23:32,921
I like to know what goes into my body.
480
00:23:32,989 --> 00:23:36,191
Uh, cefazolin. It's a prophylactic
antibiotic we give before surgeries.
481
00:23:36,259 --> 00:23:37,587
Makes sense.
482
00:23:39,128 --> 00:23:41,925
Hey, what was the med y'all gave
me when I first got here to the ER?
483
00:23:42,665 --> 00:23:45,200
Enalaprilat. It's an ACE inhibitor.
484
00:23:45,268 --> 00:23:46,268
Isn't that for hypertension?
485
00:23:46,335 --> 00:23:47,597
Mmm-hmm.
486
00:23:49,171 --> 00:23:50,438
But I thought I already told y'all
487
00:23:50,506 --> 00:23:52,269
I was on meds for my blood pressure.
488
00:23:52,942 --> 00:23:54,242
You did.
489
00:23:54,310 --> 00:23:55,814
So, you figured I needed more?
490
00:23:59,248 --> 00:24:00,861
Or did you not believe me?
491
00:24:14,597 --> 00:24:15,876
I'm sorry.
492
00:24:19,502 --> 00:24:20,755
You must be scared.
493
00:24:22,171 --> 00:24:24,050
You shouldn't have to be scared alone.
494
00:24:24,840 --> 00:24:25,840
(SNIFFLES)
495
00:24:26,208 --> 00:24:27,242
I love you.
496
00:24:28,144 --> 00:24:29,556
I love you, too.
497
00:24:34,250 --> 00:24:35,250
Eli.
498
00:24:37,553 --> 00:24:39,020
I can't see you.
499
00:24:39,088 --> 00:24:41,690
I'm right here, babe.
500
00:24:41,757 --> 00:24:43,862
Can you follow this with your eyes?
501
00:24:46,495 --> 00:24:47,929
It keeps disappearing.
502
00:24:47,997 --> 00:24:49,164
You've lost peripheral vision.
503
00:24:49,231 --> 00:24:51,199
The tumor is impinging
on the optic fibers.
504
00:24:51,267 --> 00:24:53,638
We can't perform the TSS surgery.
505
00:24:57,913 --> 00:25:00,048
DR. LIM: With the
tumor's continued growth,
506
00:25:00,116 --> 00:25:03,751
the best remaining option is
the open pterional craniotomy.
507
00:25:03,819 --> 00:25:07,255
But it is higher risk
with a lengthier recovery.
508
00:25:07,323 --> 00:25:10,158
All of which is on top of the
potential for gender dysphoria
509
00:25:10,226 --> 00:25:11,493
during pregnancy.
510
00:25:11,560 --> 00:25:13,767
Is that still a concern?
511
00:25:15,631 --> 00:25:17,687
I think back to before
I started taking T,
512
00:25:18,567 --> 00:25:20,273
how terrible that felt.
513
00:25:22,745 --> 00:25:25,278
The thought of feeling
that all over again...
514
00:25:28,811 --> 00:25:31,326
We could go back to the original plan.
515
00:25:33,616 --> 00:25:34,883
You mean terminate the pregnancy?
516
00:25:36,418 --> 00:25:38,625
The tumor should shrink on its own.
517
00:25:42,024 --> 00:25:45,882
After everything you've done
to get where you are in your life,
518
00:25:46,188 --> 00:25:49,511
it's scary to think about doing
something that would put that at risk.
519
00:25:51,700 --> 00:25:52,700
(SIGHS)
520
00:25:53,269 --> 00:25:55,183
This is my next step.
521
00:25:56,412 --> 00:25:59,604
I'm ready to take it,
even if I'm scared.
522
00:26:02,211 --> 00:26:04,526
You have to take risks
sometimes, Dr. Lim.
523
00:26:14,302 --> 00:26:15,537
Thank you.
524
00:26:16,061 --> 00:26:17,895
Shouldn't you be
prepping Zara for surgery?
525
00:26:18,060 --> 00:26:19,661
It's canceled.
526
00:26:19,728 --> 00:26:21,918
She wants to be transferred
to a different hospital.
527
00:26:23,719 --> 00:26:27,132
One where she won't be
"racially profiled into heart failure."
528
00:26:29,698 --> 00:26:30,698
(SIGHS SOFTLY)
529
00:26:35,477 --> 00:26:38,184
Shaun, you okay?
530
00:26:40,902 --> 00:26:43,604
SHAUN: I am having
thoughts I don't want to have.
531
00:26:43,638 --> 00:26:46,568
Both Park and Jordan
say I shouldn't tell you.
532
00:26:47,890 --> 00:26:49,654
But you're going to, aren't you?
533
00:26:51,760 --> 00:26:53,261
Yes, I am.
534
00:26:53,329 --> 00:26:55,196
I have a work crush.
535
00:26:55,264 --> 00:26:57,599
Also, my patient is
a pregnant trans man...
536
00:26:57,666 --> 00:26:59,039
Okay, one at a time, Shaun.
537
00:26:59,401 --> 00:27:02,270
About this... crush?
538
00:27:02,338 --> 00:27:03,972
Her name is Dr. Cintia D'Souza.
539
00:27:04,039 --> 00:27:05,974
She is a second-year radiology resident.
540
00:27:06,041 --> 00:27:08,209
Last night, I dreamed we
were in the Residents' Lounge,
541
00:27:08,277 --> 00:27:10,411
watching The Weather Channel,
and then we started kissing...
542
00:27:10,479 --> 00:27:11,479
Okay, I got it.
543
00:27:13,549 --> 00:27:15,350
Are you mad?
544
00:27:15,417 --> 00:27:17,640
Park and Jordan were right.
I shouldn't have told you.
545
00:27:18,187 --> 00:27:20,822
No. I'm not mad.
546
00:27:20,889 --> 00:27:24,522
A little surprised, but that's okay.
547
00:27:27,596 --> 00:27:29,069
I'm still attracted
548
00:27:29,765 --> 00:27:31,071
to other guys sometimes.
549
00:27:31,867 --> 00:27:32,867
N... No.
550
00:27:33,836 --> 00:27:35,270
No. What? Who?
551
00:27:35,337 --> 00:27:36,576
- It doesn't matter.
- Who?
552
00:27:37,773 --> 00:27:41,709
There... Okay, there is
this one physical therapist...
553
00:27:41,777 --> 00:27:42,777
N... No.
554
00:27:43,525 --> 00:27:44,525
No.
555
00:27:44,713 --> 00:27:45,713
No.
556
00:27:49,418 --> 00:27:53,354
What if we're attracted to other people
557
00:27:53,422 --> 00:27:56,888
because there is something
wrong with our relationship?
558
00:27:58,627 --> 00:28:01,629
You're not planning on
kissing Dr. D'Souza in real life?
559
00:28:01,697 --> 00:28:02,764
No.
560
00:28:02,831 --> 00:28:04,766
Or working late with her,
561
00:28:04,833 --> 00:28:07,101
doing some X-rays alone,
562
00:28:07,169 --> 00:28:10,371
where you might end up
leaning over the same light box.
563
00:28:10,439 --> 00:28:13,113
We don't use light boxes anymore.
564
00:28:17,780 --> 00:28:19,694
And I don't plan to work late with her.
565
00:28:19,764 --> 00:28:23,206
Then I don't think either of us
has anything to be worried about.
566
00:28:23,686 --> 00:28:24,686
(INHALES SHARPLY)
567
00:28:35,664 --> 00:28:38,138
I have to go prep for
a pterional craniotomy.
568
00:28:45,040 --> 00:28:47,564
I'm Dr. Glassman,
president of the hospital.
569
00:28:48,610 --> 00:28:50,445
Unless you're here to
drive me to S.F. Regional,
570
00:28:50,512 --> 00:28:52,110
you can head right back on out.
571
00:28:53,502 --> 00:28:56,837
I apologize for your experience
in the emergency room.
572
00:28:56,952 --> 00:28:58,419
That's mighty white of you.
573
00:28:59,722 --> 00:29:01,823
(SIGHS SOFTLY)
574
00:29:01,890 --> 00:29:04,826
I don't recommend that you
transfer to S.F. Regional,
575
00:29:04,893 --> 00:29:06,427
or any other hospital, for that matter.
576
00:29:06,495 --> 00:29:08,683
I'm sure they got
the same fancy equipment,
577
00:29:08,760 --> 00:29:11,132
same shiny sets of
diplomas y'all got here,
578
00:29:11,200 --> 00:29:13,590
and maybe a few less racist doctors.
579
00:29:14,970 --> 00:29:17,772
Well, apparently,
that doesn't seem to be the case.
580
00:29:17,906 --> 00:29:21,931
I pulled data on comparable
hospitals within 100 miles,
581
00:29:22,678 --> 00:29:25,847
did numbers on surgical outcomes
582
00:29:25,914 --> 00:29:30,418
and patient satisfaction,
aggregated by race.
583
00:29:30,486 --> 00:29:34,736
Apparently, we're doing well,
comparatively.
584
00:29:37,979 --> 00:29:41,148
Your argument is that your
hospital may be racially biased,
585
00:29:41,173 --> 00:29:44,078
but it's less racially biased
than these other hospitals?
586
00:29:45,434 --> 00:29:47,165
Yeah. Pretty much.
587
00:29:48,504 --> 00:29:50,044
Stay at St. Bonaventure,
588
00:29:50,108 --> 00:29:53,838
the president of the hospital will
monitor your care every step of the way.
589
00:29:55,244 --> 00:29:56,507
For whatever it's worth,
590
00:29:57,780 --> 00:29:59,427
I don't think you can
do better than that.
591
00:30:09,858 --> 00:30:12,148
She's gonna stay, on one condition.
592
00:30:13,462 --> 00:30:14,901
That you're off the team.
593
00:30:24,618 --> 00:30:26,753
Dr. Park, please open Sylvian fissure.
594
00:30:26,821 --> 00:30:28,321
DR. PARK: Arachnoid
knife and Rhoton dissector.
595
00:30:28,389 --> 00:30:29,389
(MONITOR BEEPING)
596
00:30:30,658 --> 00:30:33,294
Tumor is visible.
597
00:30:34,395 --> 00:30:36,047
What makes someone a man?
598
00:30:37,965 --> 00:30:40,467
I thought it was just the chromosomes,
599
00:30:40,534 --> 00:30:42,235
but that must not be it,
600
00:30:42,303 --> 00:30:45,238
which makes things
confusing and difficult,
601
00:30:45,306 --> 00:30:47,040
and I know Rio was
uncomfortable when he...
602
00:30:47,107 --> 00:30:49,442
Life is uncomfortable.
603
00:30:49,510 --> 00:30:52,745
It hits you with tough situations
and you muscle through them.
604
00:30:52,813 --> 00:30:54,681
I see a tiny bleed
in the circular sinus.
605
00:30:54,748 --> 00:30:56,442
Pack it with Floseal.
606
00:31:02,756 --> 00:31:04,724
- (ALARM BEEPING)
- DR. LIM: Someone give me an update.
607
00:31:04,792 --> 00:31:06,726
DR. PARK: We got a drop in
end tidal CO2 and oxygen sat.
608
00:31:06,794 --> 00:31:08,628
DR. LIM: See any evidence
of exposed air cells?
609
00:31:08,696 --> 00:31:12,398
No. But waxing bone
edges just to be safe.
610
00:31:12,466 --> 00:31:16,269
But the tumor thinned the
sellar floor and sphenoid wall.
611
00:31:16,337 --> 00:31:18,840
DR. LIM: Making it permeable to oxygen.
612
00:31:19,707 --> 00:31:21,241
It's an air embolism.
613
00:31:21,308 --> 00:31:22,909
(ALARMS BEEPING)
614
00:31:22,933 --> 00:31:24,220
JORDAN: BP's dropping.
615
00:31:26,881 --> 00:31:28,850
Dr. Lim, what should we do?
616
00:31:33,621 --> 00:31:35,288
(BEEPING FADES,
VOICES SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY, ECHOING)
617
00:31:38,192 --> 00:31:39,192
(ALARM BEEPING)
618
00:31:39,727 --> 00:31:40,727
(VOICES ECHOING)
619
00:31:43,130 --> 00:31:44,430
(BEEPING CONTINUES) (VOICES ECHOING)
620
00:31:51,572 --> 00:31:53,139
Saline gauze,
621
00:31:53,207 --> 00:31:55,508
tilt the table to eliminate the
negative air pressure gradient,
622
00:31:55,576 --> 00:31:56,919
and place a central line.
623
00:31:58,145 --> 00:31:59,245
This will stop the air leak
624
00:31:59,313 --> 00:32:01,147
and allow us to access the air bubble.
625
00:32:01,215 --> 00:32:03,760
DR. PARK: Inserting
Bunegin air-aspirating cath.
626
00:32:05,886 --> 00:32:07,954
You are 2 centimeters
from the superior vena cava.
627
00:32:10,157 --> 00:32:12,810
Aspirate the right atrium until
you don't see any more air bubbles.
628
00:32:16,297 --> 00:32:17,297
(BEEPING SLOWS)
629
00:32:23,337 --> 00:32:25,198
Nice save, Dr. Lim.
630
00:32:26,273 --> 00:32:28,274
Let's get this tumor out.
631
00:32:28,342 --> 00:32:30,583
DR. ANDREWS: Make your transverse
aortotomy with Potts scissors,
632
00:32:30,607 --> 00:32:31,654
Dr. Wolke.
633
00:32:33,013 --> 00:32:36,616
ASHER: Extending the muscular
incision down to the mid-ventricle.
634
00:32:36,684 --> 00:32:38,294
DR. ANDREWS: There's the myectomy site.
635
00:32:39,720 --> 00:32:41,672
There's the aberrant muscle bundle.
636
00:33:06,246 --> 00:33:07,313
Get her off bypass,
637
00:33:08,048 --> 00:33:09,325
see how she does.
638
00:33:18,993 --> 00:33:19,993
(MONITOR BEEPING)
639
00:33:22,329 --> 00:33:23,798
How's the cardiac output?
640
00:33:24,965 --> 00:33:26,634
ENRIQUE: Reduced and insufficient.
641
00:33:27,768 --> 00:33:31,104
Low output could mean we
need to further reduce the septum.
642
00:33:31,171 --> 00:33:32,939
Unless it means that
we reduced it too much.
643
00:33:33,007 --> 00:33:34,540
Damaged the cardiac
electrical conductors
644
00:33:34,608 --> 00:33:35,808
- that control the heart rate.
- (ALARM BEEPING)
645
00:33:35,876 --> 00:33:37,620
She's having third-degree heart block.
646
00:33:37,845 --> 00:33:39,021
Enrique's right.
647
00:33:39,680 --> 00:33:41,232
We took too much muscle.
648
00:33:41,915 --> 00:33:43,249
DR. ANDREWS: Put her back on bypass.
649
00:33:43,317 --> 00:33:45,585
We could augment the
wall with a bovine patch.
650
00:33:45,653 --> 00:33:47,387
Still wouldn't insulate
the electrical system.
651
00:33:47,454 --> 00:33:50,616
She'd still be at risk of complete
heart block and cardiac arrest.
652
00:33:53,827 --> 00:33:56,529
CLAIRE: We could insert
a dual chamber pacer.
653
00:33:56,597 --> 00:33:58,965
She won't need the conduction
system in the wall of her heart
654
00:33:59,033 --> 00:34:00,668
to control her heart rate.
655
00:34:03,003 --> 00:34:04,003
Let's go!
656
00:34:09,710 --> 00:34:11,262
How was the craniotomy?
657
00:34:11,478 --> 00:34:12,845
It went well.
658
00:34:12,913 --> 00:34:14,682
The patient is in recovery.
659
00:34:17,785 --> 00:34:20,286
Your text said you have good news.
660
00:34:20,354 --> 00:34:22,523
And by good news, I mean
bad news for Dr. D'Souza.
661
00:34:22,723 --> 00:34:25,693
Plenty of great stuff to crush a crush.
662
00:34:25,859 --> 00:34:27,528
First observation,
663
00:34:28,395 --> 00:34:30,448
she smells like cinnamon.
664
00:34:31,572 --> 00:34:32,572
Mmm.
665
00:34:34,001 --> 00:34:36,736
Which is more puzzling than irritating.
666
00:34:36,804 --> 00:34:40,006
Actually kind of nice. Which
is obviously not helpful.
667
00:34:40,074 --> 00:34:43,109
Oh, okay. She does this
weird self-grooming gesture
668
00:34:43,177 --> 00:34:45,379
where she tucks her hair behind her ear.
669
00:34:47,181 --> 00:34:49,148
And then sorta massages her ear.
670
00:34:49,216 --> 00:34:51,350
Also n... not helpful.
671
00:34:51,418 --> 00:34:53,297
Okay. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. (CHUCKLES)
672
00:34:53,420 --> 00:34:54,554
Mmm-hmm.
673
00:34:54,621 --> 00:34:56,956
Okay. At the salad bar,
674
00:34:57,024 --> 00:35:00,311
she used the cucumber tongs
to reach for the cucumbers,
675
00:35:01,161 --> 00:35:02,772
and then the tomatoes.
676
00:35:05,999 --> 00:35:07,485
And the olives.
677
00:35:08,335 --> 00:35:09,335
(SIGHS)
678
00:35:09,737 --> 00:35:11,447
And the pickles.
679
00:35:12,840 --> 00:35:14,116
- Ugh.
- Mmm.
680
00:35:14,775 --> 00:35:15,775
Mmm-hmm.
681
00:35:46,823 --> 00:35:47,823
Hey.
682
00:35:49,826 --> 00:35:50,826
Hey.
683
00:35:53,230 --> 00:35:54,657
I can see all of you.
684
00:36:00,137 --> 00:36:01,771
How'd... How'd we do?
685
00:36:01,838 --> 00:36:05,908
Great. We got all of the mass,
vision is restored.
686
00:36:05,933 --> 00:36:08,838
You have every reason
to expect a full recovery
687
00:36:09,179 --> 00:36:11,340
and a healthy pregnancy.
688
00:36:13,950 --> 00:36:15,344
We're gonna be dads.
689
00:36:15,552 --> 00:36:16,552
(BOTH CHUCKLE)
690
00:36:19,463 --> 00:36:20,683
Are you ready?
691
00:36:23,026 --> 00:36:25,267
I've never been a pregnant man before.
692
00:36:27,531 --> 00:36:30,693
You'll always be the best
man that I've ever known.
693
00:36:31,929 --> 00:36:32,929
(CHUCKLES)
694
00:36:44,281 --> 00:36:46,449
Came to see how you were doing.
695
00:36:46,516 --> 00:36:49,837
Dr. Andrews told me you was the
one who figured out how to save me.
696
00:36:54,391 --> 00:36:56,761
Still don't change what
went down earlier, though.
697
00:37:02,899 --> 00:37:04,769
When I got to med school,
698
00:37:08,472 --> 00:37:09,828
people took one look at me
699
00:37:09,852 --> 00:37:11,625
and they thought they
knew exactly who I was.
700
00:37:12,509 --> 00:37:14,737
Black girl on financial aid.
701
00:37:16,313 --> 00:37:17,947
She must not be that smart.
702
00:37:18,014 --> 00:37:20,910
She must have gotten a lot of breaks.
703
00:37:21,764 --> 00:37:23,665
She'll probably need a lot more.
704
00:37:28,612 --> 00:37:29,612
And I worked...
705
00:37:31,394 --> 00:37:34,096
I worked so hard
706
00:37:34,164 --> 00:37:35,800
to prove them wrong,
707
00:37:36,233 --> 00:37:37,666
that I wasn't who they thought I was,
708
00:37:37,734 --> 00:37:40,054
that I deserved to be there, that I...
709
00:37:40,337 --> 00:37:42,139
(SIGHS) that I fit in.
710
00:37:47,878 --> 00:37:49,980
When you came into the ER,
711
00:37:52,582 --> 00:37:55,111
loud and messy,
712
00:37:57,087 --> 00:37:59,188
I saw... (SIGHS)
713
00:37:59,256 --> 00:38:04,662
I saw everything I
have tried hard not to be.
714
00:38:08,377 --> 00:38:10,626
And I think it made me angry.
715
00:38:16,039 --> 00:38:17,717
(VOICE BREAKING)
And I'm ashamed of that.
716
00:38:20,764 --> 00:38:22,388
And I'm really sorry.
717
00:38:26,342 --> 00:38:28,018
I used to be that way.
718
00:38:30,921 --> 00:38:34,400
But I got tired of working that hard
to make white people comfortable.
719
00:38:50,273 --> 00:38:52,168
You two heading out for the night?
720
00:38:52,509 --> 00:38:53,509
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
721
00:38:55,212 --> 00:38:56,912
We sure are.
722
00:38:56,980 --> 00:38:59,250
How did the craniotomy go, Shaun?
723
00:38:59,275 --> 00:39:00,305
(SNIFFS)
724
00:39:00,329 --> 00:39:02,762
Did you guys get all the prolactinoma?
725
00:39:03,866 --> 00:39:04,866
Yes.
726
00:39:06,022 --> 00:39:08,100
Is that cafeteria salad?
727
00:39:09,726 --> 00:39:11,437
Are there pickles in there?
728
00:39:13,196 --> 00:39:14,263
Did you want some?
729
00:39:14,331 --> 00:39:16,699
You know, I'm good. Thank you.
730
00:39:16,766 --> 00:39:18,569
Shaun, did you...
731
00:39:19,169 --> 00:39:22,364
- No, thank you.
- Mmm-hmm.
732
00:39:26,776 --> 00:39:29,678
It does help to focus on her
irresponsible salad bar practices
733
00:39:29,746 --> 00:39:31,313
and dietary preferences.
734
00:39:31,381 --> 00:39:34,460
I've got a ton of strategies
to manage discomfort.
735
00:39:34,784 --> 00:39:36,086
So do I.
736
00:39:39,322 --> 00:39:40,716
- Hey.
- DR. LIM: Hey.
737
00:39:41,758 --> 00:39:43,719
To replenish your supply,
738
00:39:44,533 --> 00:39:45,875
and a peace offering.
739
00:39:46,296 --> 00:39:49,098
I wasn't aware we were at war.
740
00:39:49,165 --> 00:39:52,812
Well, seemed like my gossip
about Pepper kind of landed wrong.
741
00:39:54,271 --> 00:39:55,571
Bad day.
742
00:39:55,639 --> 00:39:57,139
Sorry to crash the party.
743
00:39:57,207 --> 00:40:00,528
Dr. Glassman wanted me
to show this to you two.
744
00:40:01,761 --> 00:40:04,914
I asked Lea to run some
numbers on various metrics by race,
745
00:40:04,981 --> 00:40:07,850
and the results are not great,
746
00:40:07,918 --> 00:40:09,752
especially when it comes
to pain management.
747
00:40:09,819 --> 00:40:13,289
We are under-treating
African-American and Latinx patients
748
00:40:13,356 --> 00:40:16,025
by a considerable margin.
749
00:40:16,092 --> 00:40:17,760
I think I need a little
of that peace offering.
750
00:40:17,827 --> 00:40:19,295
Help yourself.
751
00:40:19,362 --> 00:40:22,049
- Anyone else?
- No. Thank you.
752
00:40:23,600 --> 00:40:25,553
Uh... me, neither.
753
00:40:32,142 --> 00:40:33,142
I...
754
00:40:35,679 --> 00:40:37,690
Started taking sertraline.
755
00:40:39,149 --> 00:40:40,609
For PTSD.
756
00:40:40,850 --> 00:40:41,850
(SIGHS)
757
00:40:43,119 --> 00:40:44,405
Sorry to hear that.
758
00:40:46,188 --> 00:40:47,575
You doing okay?
759
00:40:50,774 --> 00:40:51,774
Not really.
760
00:40:53,590 --> 00:40:54,590
But I'm
761
00:40:55,912 --> 00:40:56,912
working on it.
762
00:40:58,388 --> 00:40:59,388
Okay.
763
00:41:03,046 --> 00:41:05,801
Dr. Browne, good work.
764
00:41:07,871 --> 00:41:08,871
Thank you.
765
00:41:18,488 --> 00:41:19,488
(SIGHS)
766
00:41:35,972 --> 00:41:37,750
I apologized to Zara.
767
00:41:40,977 --> 00:41:45,049
She pointed out I spent med school
768
00:41:46,049 --> 00:41:48,802
trying to make white people comfortable.
769
00:41:52,468 --> 00:41:53,468
I mean, she's right.
770
00:41:54,630 --> 00:41:56,268
It wasn't just med school.
771
00:41:58,788 --> 00:41:59,855
Exhausting, isn't it?
772
00:42:03,247 --> 00:42:04,480
But we had to do it, right?
773
00:42:06,236 --> 00:42:07,236
To be here?
774
00:42:27,753 --> 00:42:29,468
I tried tut in my code but
nothing happens
775
00:42:29,492 --> 00:42:30,492
Get out of the way
776
00:42:30,593 --> 00:42:31,593
[GLASS BREAKING]
777
00:42:32,422 --> 00:42:34,916
The cyber attack is trying
to convince me to pay
778
00:42:34,940 --> 00:42:35,953
an exorbitant amount of money
779
00:42:35,978 --> 00:42:37,412
They've given 24 hours.
780
00:42:37,437 --> 00:42:40,486
If I'm wrong, all the imaging
machines in the entire hospital
781
00:42:40,510 --> 00:42:41,476
will self-destruct.
782
00:42:41,568 --> 00:42:42,630
I'm never
783
00:42:42,728 --> 00:42:44,927
100% sure
784
00:42:45,014 --> 00:42:47,646
the surgery is going to cure the patient
785
00:42:47,795 --> 00:42:48,995
but I still do the surgery.
786
00:42:49,096 --> 00:42:51,097
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