1 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:02,579 Previously on "The Good Doctor"... 2 00:00:02,580 --> 00:00:04,910 You work together and you are sleeping together. 3 00:00:04,940 --> 00:00:07,220 You don't see any way that can go wrong? 4 00:00:07,260 --> 00:00:08,720 You went out on a limb for me. 5 00:00:08,730 --> 00:00:10,790 You fire me now, you look like a fool in front of the board. 6 00:00:10,800 --> 00:00:13,649 Dr. Andrews, I don't think you have the votes to carry it. 7 00:00:13,650 --> 00:00:14,920 But I don't need the votes. 8 00:00:14,950 --> 00:00:16,740 Just as you have the power to fire someone 9 00:00:16,750 --> 00:00:18,389 under your supervision, so do I. 10 00:00:18,390 --> 00:00:19,439 Did you hear about Han? 11 00:00:19,440 --> 00:00:21,599 Can't imagine Andrews will survive the fallout. 12 00:00:21,600 --> 00:00:23,229 They're gonna need a new Chief of Surgery. 13 00:00:23,230 --> 00:00:25,630 Aoki should be calling you with the offer any minute. 14 00:00:26,180 --> 00:00:28,850 Here are flowers and chocolates. 15 00:00:28,860 --> 00:00:30,200 Are you asking me out? 16 00:00:30,210 --> 00:00:31,350 Yes. 17 00:00:31,360 --> 00:00:32,520 I would love to. 18 00:00:41,800 --> 00:00:43,820 Why are you smiling? 19 00:00:45,130 --> 00:00:47,000 I don't know. 20 00:00:47,670 --> 00:00:51,499 I just... I wanted you to know that... 21 00:00:51,500 --> 00:00:52,939 things are okay. 22 00:00:52,940 --> 00:00:54,269 ♪ If I start a commotion ♪ 23 00:00:54,270 --> 00:00:55,670 Good. 24 00:00:55,680 --> 00:00:59,509 ♪ I run the risk of losing you, and that's worse ♪ 25 00:01:02,420 --> 00:01:04,849 ♪ Ever fallen in love with someone ♪ 26 00:01:04,850 --> 00:01:07,350 ♪ Ever fallen in love, in love with someone ♪ 27 00:01:07,370 --> 00:01:09,519 ♪ Ever fallen in love, in love with someone ♪ 28 00:01:09,520 --> 00:01:13,020 ♪ You shouldn't have fallen in love with? ♪ 29 00:01:13,030 --> 00:01:15,829 I saw a movie last weekend. 30 00:01:15,830 --> 00:01:17,159 Which one? Was it good? 31 00:01:17,160 --> 00:01:18,360 What kind of movies do you like? 32 00:01:18,370 --> 00:01:22,029 ♪ What a shame ♪ 33 00:01:22,030 --> 00:01:24,099 Oh. This looks delicious. Thank you. 34 00:01:24,100 --> 00:01:25,139 ♪ Ever fallen in love with someone ♪ 35 00:01:25,140 --> 00:01:26,539 ♪ Ever fallen in love ♪ 36 00:01:26,540 --> 00:01:28,509 I said no pickles. 37 00:01:28,510 --> 00:01:29,939 - ♪ Ever fallen in love ♪ - Pardon me? 38 00:01:29,940 --> 00:01:30,949 It's okay. They can just take that off... 39 00:01:30,950 --> 00:01:32,440 I said no pickles. 40 00:01:32,450 --> 00:01:33,609 Oh. I am so sorry. 41 00:01:33,610 --> 00:01:35,510 I said no pickles. 42 00:01:40,770 --> 00:01:43,300 It was a disaster. 43 00:01:46,630 --> 00:01:48,300 What happened? 44 00:01:49,300 --> 00:01:50,629 Don't you all have work to do? 45 00:01:50,630 --> 00:01:51,860 Sorry. We were just... 46 00:01:51,870 --> 00:01:53,660 Shaun was on a date. 47 00:01:53,670 --> 00:01:54,869 Hmm. 48 00:01:54,870 --> 00:01:56,699 Congratulations on your promotion. 49 00:01:56,700 --> 00:01:59,400 I believe you're our first female Chief of Surgery. 50 00:02:00,210 --> 00:02:02,900 That's nice. Uh, thank you. Yes. 51 00:02:03,540 --> 00:02:05,490 And you're still not working. 52 00:02:08,780 --> 00:02:10,379 Not you. 53 00:02:10,380 --> 00:02:12,520 We need to go to H.R. and break up. 54 00:02:22,260 --> 00:02:24,299 We need a head CT and a trauma panel. 55 00:02:24,300 --> 00:02:26,929 Please! Someone! Help my wife! 56 00:02:32,770 --> 00:02:40,779 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 57 00:02:43,480 --> 00:02:45,849 We've been married for 45 years. 58 00:02:45,850 --> 00:02:46,969 Two children. 59 00:02:46,970 --> 00:02:47,980 Eh, so far. 60 00:02:47,990 --> 00:02:49,319 Oh, stop it. 61 00:02:49,320 --> 00:02:50,489 Ricky and Tammy. 62 00:02:50,490 --> 00:02:52,459 Ricky's got two kids of his own. 63 00:02:52,460 --> 00:02:54,689 When did you first notice the pain? 64 00:02:54,690 --> 00:02:56,430 - This morning. - No, on Saturday. 65 00:02:57,000 --> 00:02:59,199 He has a history of kidney stones. 66 00:02:59,200 --> 00:03:00,920 I try to get him to drink more water... 67 00:03:00,940 --> 00:03:02,029 You "try"? 68 00:03:02,030 --> 00:03:04,030 When did I ever say no to you? 69 00:03:04,970 --> 00:03:07,669 It's probably another stone, but we'll do some imaging 70 00:03:07,670 --> 00:03:09,439 to rule out anything more serious. 71 00:03:09,440 --> 00:03:10,970 Oh, thank you. 72 00:03:10,980 --> 00:03:12,279 Did you tell them about the kids? 73 00:03:12,280 --> 00:03:14,279 We have two, you know. 74 00:03:14,280 --> 00:03:15,880 So far. 75 00:03:17,100 --> 00:03:18,640 That's nice. 76 00:03:22,490 --> 00:03:23,819 - Not it. - What? 77 00:03:23,820 --> 00:03:25,489 He's got dementia, and even worse, it's boring. 78 00:03:25,490 --> 00:03:26,559 Probably stones. 79 00:03:26,560 --> 00:03:28,220 Best case scenario, it's a kidney tumor. 80 00:03:28,230 --> 00:03:30,059 We've assisted on eight nephrectomies. 81 00:03:30,060 --> 00:03:31,729 It's your case, your chart, you're primary. 82 00:03:31,730 --> 00:03:33,399 Kellan's coming to town. I need to be out of here 83 00:03:33,400 --> 00:03:35,399 at a decent hour, and we are not children. 84 00:03:35,400 --> 00:03:37,870 We do not decide things by who called it. 85 00:03:38,400 --> 00:03:39,899 You touched the chart first. It's yours. 86 00:03:39,900 --> 00:03:41,239 - Did not. - Did so. 87 00:03:41,240 --> 00:03:43,739 We walked up together, Petringa handed the chart to you. 88 00:03:43,740 --> 00:03:44,850 - Did not. - Did so. 89 00:03:44,880 --> 00:03:46,109 - Did not. - Did so. 90 00:03:46,110 --> 00:03:47,410 Why? 91 00:03:48,340 --> 00:03:50,409 It just wasn't working out. 92 00:03:50,410 --> 00:03:53,579 Oh. Well, I certainly hope it's not because in light of 93 00:03:53,580 --> 00:03:55,919 Dr. Lim's recent promotion to Chief of Surgery 94 00:03:55,920 --> 00:03:57,319 that she's now your supervisor? 95 00:03:57,320 --> 00:04:00,419 We knew that arrangement would be unacceptable, 96 00:04:00,420 --> 00:04:02,689 and since we only recently started seeing each other... 97 00:04:02,690 --> 00:04:05,359 You were seeing each other secretly for some time 98 00:04:05,360 --> 00:04:07,230 before you reported it, correct? 99 00:04:08,770 --> 00:04:11,429 So, maybe you've just gone back 100 00:04:11,430 --> 00:04:13,740 to seeing each other in secret. 101 00:04:14,600 --> 00:04:16,599 No. Uh, we made 102 00:04:16,600 --> 00:04:18,439 the decision that this opportunity 103 00:04:18,440 --> 00:04:21,180 for Dr. Lim is just... 104 00:04:21,660 --> 00:04:23,209 You're... What... What are you writing? 105 00:04:23,210 --> 00:04:25,810 I have accepted your explanation and report. 106 00:04:26,500 --> 00:04:27,949 Thank you. 107 00:04:27,950 --> 00:04:29,120 But I don't believe it. 108 00:04:29,500 --> 00:04:31,049 You're going to keep seeing each other, 109 00:04:31,050 --> 00:04:34,389 and I can't do anything to stop that, nor do I even want to. 110 00:04:34,390 --> 00:04:37,779 But know this... love doesn't conquer all, 111 00:04:37,780 --> 00:04:41,280 lust doesn't either, and like doesn't even come close. 112 00:04:41,850 --> 00:04:43,329 This is gonna be a lot more complicated 113 00:04:43,330 --> 00:04:45,150 than either of you think. 114 00:04:46,500 --> 00:04:49,839 Looks like you have a large uterine fibroid that's bled. 115 00:04:49,840 --> 00:04:51,639 It has to be removed surgically. 116 00:04:51,640 --> 00:04:53,709 Yes, routine surgery. You should be fine. 117 00:04:53,710 --> 00:04:55,990 Uterine? Am I gonna be able to have... 118 00:04:56,000 --> 00:04:58,479 The surgery won't affect your ability to have children. 119 00:05:00,680 --> 00:05:03,549 I didn't let her finish her question because 120 00:05:03,550 --> 00:05:05,719 I anticipated what she was going to ask because 121 00:05:05,720 --> 00:05:07,690 the uterus has very few functions. 122 00:05:08,170 --> 00:05:10,359 - Nicely done. - Yes. 123 00:05:10,360 --> 00:05:13,529 To improve O.R. access, we're going to automatic block 124 00:05:13,530 --> 00:05:16,529 release and implement staggered starts for anesthesia. 125 00:05:16,530 --> 00:05:17,860 Any questions? 126 00:05:17,870 --> 00:05:20,699 Dr. Andrews and Dr. Han wouldn't authorize staff overtime. 127 00:05:20,700 --> 00:05:21,799 Now, our nurses... 128 00:05:21,800 --> 00:05:23,800 Good point. Thank you. 129 00:05:23,810 --> 00:05:25,470 Yes. Authorized. 130 00:05:25,890 --> 00:05:29,239 One other thing, and this is really for our third years, 131 00:05:29,240 --> 00:05:30,909 but it will affect all of you. 132 00:05:30,910 --> 00:05:32,910 Traditionally, you don't get to lead surgeries 133 00:05:32,920 --> 00:05:33,930 until fourth year. 134 00:05:33,940 --> 00:05:35,249 That will be changing. 135 00:05:35,250 --> 00:05:38,249 The earlier you get in there and take responsibility, 136 00:05:38,250 --> 00:05:40,419 the more chance you have to learn. 137 00:05:40,420 --> 00:05:43,089 When the right surgery comes along... something simple, 138 00:05:43,090 --> 00:05:46,429 basic, it'll be yours. 139 00:05:46,430 --> 00:05:47,490 Start prepping. 140 00:05:54,170 --> 00:05:57,169 Maybe I did touch the chart first. 141 00:05:57,170 --> 00:05:58,400 Relax. It's okay. 142 00:05:58,410 --> 00:06:00,909 I can stay late now and again. This is my job. 143 00:06:00,910 --> 00:06:02,070 Stop it. 144 00:06:02,080 --> 00:06:04,909 You don't want the case. It's boring. I get it. 145 00:06:04,910 --> 00:06:07,979 I know you get it. Boring is now exciting. 146 00:06:07,980 --> 00:06:09,949 Boring means it's a routine surgery, 147 00:06:09,950 --> 00:06:11,949 which means it's a surgery that Lim just said 148 00:06:11,950 --> 00:06:13,049 one of us may well lead. 149 00:06:13,050 --> 00:06:14,889 This one's probably no surgery at all. 150 00:06:14,890 --> 00:06:16,819 It's probably just kidney stones and late nights 151 00:06:16,820 --> 00:06:18,159 with a man with dementia. 152 00:06:18,160 --> 00:06:19,659 I'll take that chance. 153 00:06:19,660 --> 00:06:20,689 You hate people. 154 00:06:20,690 --> 00:06:22,459 People don't know that. 155 00:06:22,460 --> 00:06:24,299 People like me. 156 00:06:24,300 --> 00:06:25,729 You need to be with your family. 157 00:06:25,730 --> 00:06:27,669 Kellan's 16. He barely talks to me. 158 00:06:27,670 --> 00:06:29,799 It's who touched the chart first, which, as you said, was me. 159 00:06:29,800 --> 00:06:31,400 - And as you said... - Excuse me. 160 00:06:33,340 --> 00:06:34,939 Y-Yes, Harvey? Is everything okay? 161 00:06:34,940 --> 00:06:37,420 Why am I in here? 162 00:06:37,980 --> 00:06:39,199 Nothing to worry about. 163 00:06:39,200 --> 00:06:41,109 It's likely just a kidney stone. You just have to... 164 00:06:41,110 --> 00:06:43,619 Yes! It's cancer. 165 00:06:43,620 --> 00:06:46,649 Nicely isolated, simple surgery. 166 00:06:46,650 --> 00:06:48,619 Perfect for a resident. 167 00:06:50,860 --> 00:06:54,110 Put some traction on the uterus to expose the broad ligament. 168 00:06:55,300 --> 00:06:58,400 I'll slide the pelvic retractor under the fundus. 169 00:07:00,800 --> 00:07:02,869 Did the wine spill all over you? 170 00:07:02,870 --> 00:07:04,440 Um... 171 00:07:06,170 --> 00:07:08,209 Did it spill all over Carly? 172 00:07:08,210 --> 00:07:09,660 S-Stop. 173 00:07:10,960 --> 00:07:13,879 Look above the posterior cul de sac. 174 00:07:18,550 --> 00:07:20,120 - Cancer. - Yes. 175 00:07:20,680 --> 00:07:22,950 Very extensive, I think. 176 00:07:25,290 --> 00:07:28,390 It appears to have metastasized everywhere. 177 00:07:29,020 --> 00:07:32,059 Liver, kidney, abdominal wall. 178 00:07:39,570 --> 00:07:40,859 Close her up. 179 00:07:52,720 --> 00:07:54,379 I rang the doorbell. 180 00:07:54,380 --> 00:07:56,219 Yes, you did. 181 00:07:56,220 --> 00:07:57,889 Are you gonna spend the rest of your life 182 00:07:57,890 --> 00:07:59,450 lying around in this backyard? 183 00:07:59,460 --> 00:08:02,789 That, and lying next to my future wife. 184 00:08:02,790 --> 00:08:04,980 Congratulations. I heard. 185 00:08:05,370 --> 00:08:07,230 But what are you going to do professionally? 186 00:08:10,730 --> 00:08:13,399 When people think they're going to die, like you did, 187 00:08:13,400 --> 00:08:17,370 they assess their life, reevaluate what's important. 188 00:08:19,370 --> 00:08:21,870 You're going to need to make a difference. 189 00:08:22,710 --> 00:08:24,979 Do you have a puppy for me to adopt? 190 00:08:24,980 --> 00:08:26,779 I have a vacancy at President. 191 00:08:26,780 --> 00:08:28,420 Again? 192 00:08:29,050 --> 00:08:30,790 You're interested, 193 00:08:31,170 --> 00:08:32,750 but you think things have to change. 194 00:08:32,760 --> 00:08:34,250 They don't. 195 00:08:34,260 --> 00:08:37,089 You led a meaningful life before cancer, 196 00:08:37,090 --> 00:08:39,260 and you will lead a meaningful life after. 197 00:08:42,400 --> 00:08:45,569 Well, thank you. I'm very inspired. 198 00:08:45,570 --> 00:08:47,140 Think about it. 199 00:08:47,400 --> 00:08:49,599 Also, sunscreen. 200 00:08:56,610 --> 00:08:58,779 What's going on behind the pancreas at the root 201 00:08:58,780 --> 00:09:00,379 of the superior mesenteric artery? 202 00:09:00,380 --> 00:09:02,279 We need a better angle. 203 00:09:02,280 --> 00:09:03,719 We're not gonna get a better angle. 204 00:09:03,720 --> 00:09:06,289 Definitely not when we're actually operating. 205 00:09:06,290 --> 00:09:09,080 So what's the solution? 206 00:09:09,660 --> 00:09:11,489 There isn't one. 207 00:09:11,490 --> 00:09:12,659 Not surgically. 208 00:09:12,660 --> 00:09:14,829 We should refer them to an oncologist. 209 00:09:14,830 --> 00:09:17,139 Chemo might help, but I'm not hopeful. 210 00:09:18,220 --> 00:09:19,830 What are you gonna tell them? 211 00:09:20,890 --> 00:09:23,130 You guys are third year. 212 00:09:23,140 --> 00:09:24,500 You want stuff to learn by doing? 213 00:09:24,510 --> 00:09:26,709 How about sympathetic communication? 214 00:09:26,710 --> 00:09:30,879 Shaun, let the bride know she's probably dying. 215 00:09:40,510 --> 00:09:43,350 This morning, who did you give the Calderon chart to? 216 00:09:43,360 --> 00:09:44,659 I gave it to you guys. 217 00:09:44,660 --> 00:09:46,089 Uh, but you handed it to one of us. 218 00:09:46,090 --> 00:09:47,659 One of us actually took it from you. 219 00:09:47,660 --> 00:09:49,159 It was me, right? 220 00:09:49,160 --> 00:09:51,139 I don't know. What does it matter? You just came up and... 221 00:09:51,140 --> 00:09:53,029 From the right. I came up on Morgan's left. 222 00:09:53,030 --> 00:09:54,999 You're left-handed? 223 00:09:55,000 --> 00:09:56,849 It only makes sense that I would be closer to... 224 00:09:56,850 --> 00:09:58,549 Excuse me. 225 00:09:58,550 --> 00:10:00,569 Is there any news about my husband? 226 00:10:05,680 --> 00:10:09,649 Harvey, you remember Drs. Park and Reznick. 227 00:10:09,650 --> 00:10:10,710 They did your scan. 228 00:10:10,720 --> 00:10:12,049 R-Right. For my, uh... 229 00:10:12,050 --> 00:10:13,949 They were looking for kidney stones. 230 00:10:13,950 --> 00:10:15,589 Unfortunately, we found some cancer. 231 00:10:15,590 --> 00:10:18,089 - It's on your left kidney. - Cancer? 232 00:10:18,090 --> 00:10:19,759 The good news is it's isolated 233 00:10:19,760 --> 00:10:21,759 and in a very operable location. 234 00:10:21,760 --> 00:10:23,929 Cancer. 235 00:10:23,930 --> 00:10:25,870 I have cancer? 236 00:10:26,430 --> 00:10:27,860 We have to tell the children. 237 00:10:27,870 --> 00:10:30,680 We'll do a biopsy to confirm, but I'm confident 238 00:10:30,700 --> 00:10:32,100 that we caught it early. 239 00:10:33,290 --> 00:10:36,460 This is terrible. I... I can't die. 240 00:10:37,300 --> 00:10:38,650 I... You need me. 241 00:10:40,110 --> 00:10:41,380 I know. 242 00:10:41,880 --> 00:10:44,210 But with surgery, radiation, and immunotherapy, 243 00:10:44,220 --> 00:10:46,049 the prognosis is excellent. 244 00:10:56,290 --> 00:10:58,590 You're supposed to be talking to our patient. 245 00:10:59,280 --> 00:11:01,260 They can wait until we're sure. 246 00:11:01,270 --> 00:11:04,430 We are sure. Dr. Melendez is sure. 247 00:11:04,440 --> 00:11:08,100 Dr. Lim told us we're ready for more responsibility, 248 00:11:08,110 --> 00:11:10,769 so I decided I can make a decision on my own, 249 00:11:10,770 --> 00:11:12,609 and I decided to do some more research. 250 00:11:12,610 --> 00:11:14,940 Shaun, you need to learn how to do this, 251 00:11:14,950 --> 00:11:16,840 and stalling just makes it worse. 252 00:11:21,720 --> 00:11:25,389 I think maybe you're feeling bad about your date, 253 00:11:25,390 --> 00:11:27,409 and you're in here burying yourself in things 254 00:11:27,410 --> 00:11:29,589 you subconsciously think you can control. 255 00:11:29,590 --> 00:11:33,230 How do people know what's going on in their subconscious? 256 00:11:35,200 --> 00:11:37,980 What happened, Shaun... 257 00:11:38,800 --> 00:11:40,670 when you jumped up? 258 00:11:44,440 --> 00:11:47,279 ♪ Fallen in love with someone, ever fallen in love ♪ 259 00:11:47,280 --> 00:11:49,609 ♪ In love with someone, ever fallen in love ♪ 260 00:11:49,610 --> 00:11:50,979 ♪ In love with someone ♪ 261 00:11:50,980 --> 00:11:52,620 ♪ You shouldn't have fallen in love with ♪ 262 00:12:00,220 --> 00:12:02,800 Your phone is ringing. 263 00:12:03,560 --> 00:12:04,889 - It can wait. - Mm. 264 00:12:04,890 --> 00:12:06,559 It's your mother. 265 00:12:06,560 --> 00:12:07,899 It can wait. 266 00:12:07,900 --> 00:12:09,699 What went wrong? What was the disaster? 267 00:12:09,700 --> 00:12:11,229 She called earlier, too. 268 00:12:11,230 --> 00:12:13,569 If stalling is bad, then why are you 269 00:12:13,570 --> 00:12:15,299 avoiding your mother's calls? 270 00:12:18,980 --> 00:12:22,540 Did you ever forgive your mother for not protecting you? 271 00:12:22,550 --> 00:12:25,549 Is that what your mother wants to know? 272 00:12:25,550 --> 00:12:27,379 My mother was a terrible mother. 273 00:12:27,380 --> 00:12:29,549 It wasn't all her fault. She was bipolar. 274 00:12:29,550 --> 00:12:32,189 That doesn't change the fact that she was terrible. 275 00:12:32,190 --> 00:12:36,690 I... I don't think it's good for her to be in my life. 276 00:12:41,710 --> 00:12:44,380 Are you looking for guidance... 277 00:12:44,830 --> 00:12:45,970 from me? 278 00:12:50,810 --> 00:12:52,810 Am I a role model to you? 279 00:12:55,480 --> 00:12:57,640 On some issues, absolutely. 280 00:13:07,690 --> 00:13:10,159 I don't usually think about the past. 281 00:13:10,160 --> 00:13:11,360 It doesn't help. 282 00:13:15,730 --> 00:13:17,029 But the date. 283 00:13:17,030 --> 00:13:18,229 Mm-mm. 284 00:13:18,230 --> 00:13:23,069 Yesterday is part of the past, and the past matters. 285 00:13:23,070 --> 00:13:24,800 What happened? 286 00:13:29,210 --> 00:13:31,879 I... told a joke. 287 00:13:31,880 --> 00:13:33,619 - No. - Yes. 288 00:13:33,620 --> 00:13:35,499 Lea said I should. 289 00:13:35,500 --> 00:13:38,749 No. That is not what I said. 290 00:13:38,750 --> 00:13:40,519 Does this tie look good? 291 00:13:40,520 --> 00:13:42,189 Yes. But not with those pants. 292 00:13:42,190 --> 00:13:45,220 And what I was saying was that jokes are the types of things 293 00:13:45,240 --> 00:13:46,729 people do on dates. 294 00:13:46,730 --> 00:13:48,729 They talk about the weather, hobbies, 295 00:13:48,730 --> 00:13:49,889 where they went to college. 296 00:13:49,890 --> 00:13:51,369 I'm a person. 297 00:13:51,370 --> 00:13:53,569 Should I change my pants with you in the room? 298 00:13:53,570 --> 00:13:54,699 No. 299 00:13:54,700 --> 00:13:56,430 And, yes, I know you're a person, Shaun, 300 00:13:56,440 --> 00:13:58,099 but we all have strengths and weaknesses. 301 00:13:58,100 --> 00:14:01,739 Telling jokes is easy. There are books full of them. 302 00:14:01,740 --> 00:14:03,739 I said no. 303 00:14:03,740 --> 00:14:05,669 Yes, there are a lot of jokes, 304 00:14:05,670 --> 00:14:07,749 but you have to know how to tell them. 305 00:14:07,750 --> 00:14:10,680 You have to know when to tell them. 306 00:14:11,450 --> 00:14:14,780 So, I took a gap year before college, which, 307 00:14:14,800 --> 00:14:17,100 in hindsight, I think might have been a mistake. 308 00:14:17,640 --> 00:14:19,890 Staying at home. 309 00:14:19,920 --> 00:14:21,420 My relationship with my dad... 310 00:14:21,440 --> 00:14:23,110 Caesar walked into a bar 311 00:14:23,130 --> 00:14:25,570 and asked the bartender for a martinus. 312 00:14:25,590 --> 00:14:27,760 The bartender said, "Do you mean a martini?" 313 00:14:27,780 --> 00:14:29,450 And Caesar says, "If I wanted two, 314 00:14:29,480 --> 00:14:31,110 I would have ordered two." 315 00:14:32,240 --> 00:14:34,609 Uh... did she laugh? 316 00:14:34,610 --> 00:14:36,119 I'm not sure. 317 00:14:36,120 --> 00:14:37,210 Well, what did she say? 318 00:14:46,150 --> 00:14:48,819 She made a sound. 319 00:14:48,820 --> 00:14:50,650 "Heh. 320 00:14:50,660 --> 00:14:51,859 Heh heh heh." 321 00:14:51,860 --> 00:14:53,020 You got a chuckle, I think. 322 00:14:53,030 --> 00:14:54,529 - That's... That's good. - No, it's not. 323 00:14:54,530 --> 00:14:56,639 I read six joke books, and all I got 324 00:14:56,640 --> 00:14:58,439 was a... "Heh. Heh, heh, heh." 325 00:14:58,440 --> 00:14:59,529 It was a disaster. 326 00:14:59,530 --> 00:15:01,130 Because of a joke? 327 00:15:03,440 --> 00:15:05,730 Something bigger must have gone wrong. 328 00:15:06,600 --> 00:15:07,669 What happened? 329 00:15:15,850 --> 00:15:17,309 A young woman may be dying. 330 00:15:17,310 --> 00:15:20,019 I have a lot of research to do. 331 00:15:36,770 --> 00:15:39,199 Boom. My chart, my case, my patient, my surgery. 332 00:15:39,200 --> 00:15:40,269 You took it from me. 333 00:15:40,270 --> 00:15:41,439 It touched my fingers... I know it did... 334 00:15:41,440 --> 00:15:42,700 - and then you took it from me. - All I know is 335 00:15:42,710 --> 00:15:44,039 I'm the one holding the chart. 336 00:15:44,040 --> 00:15:45,620 That's the evidence we got to deal with. If you could prove... 337 00:15:45,650 --> 00:15:47,379 Angles. We need more angles. 338 00:15:47,380 --> 00:15:49,109 How many cameras do we have in that section? 339 00:15:58,760 --> 00:16:01,959 Dr. Lim, I'm glad you made that decision on the overtime. 340 00:16:01,960 --> 00:16:03,359 Oh. You're welcome. 341 00:16:03,360 --> 00:16:05,029 But I thought you'd want to know the real issue 342 00:16:05,030 --> 00:16:07,099 isn't the overtime. It's being understaffed. 343 00:16:07,100 --> 00:16:10,159 We need two more nurses on this floor alone, one in ICU... 344 00:16:10,160 --> 00:16:12,030 I'm sorry. I'm sure you're right, 345 00:16:12,040 --> 00:16:14,039 but we just don't have the budget. 346 00:16:15,630 --> 00:16:17,369 Excuse me? 347 00:16:17,370 --> 00:16:18,609 Nothing, ma'am. 348 00:16:18,610 --> 00:16:20,570 I gave you the OT. You're not being fair. 349 00:16:20,580 --> 00:16:21,639 Aren't I? 350 00:16:21,640 --> 00:16:22,779 You told me I was right, 351 00:16:22,780 --> 00:16:24,949 then you told me you're not gonna do it. 352 00:16:24,950 --> 00:16:26,780 Who's being unfair? 353 00:16:29,440 --> 00:16:31,719 Nobody said this job... 354 00:16:48,000 --> 00:16:49,540 Shaun. 355 00:16:51,010 --> 00:16:52,200 Come with me. 356 00:16:58,050 --> 00:16:59,979 Is everything okay? 357 00:16:59,980 --> 00:17:02,100 The nurse told us you didn't finish the surgery. 358 00:17:06,150 --> 00:17:08,020 Suzanne... 359 00:17:10,430 --> 00:17:14,590 ...you have very extensive cancer 360 00:17:14,980 --> 00:17:17,760 throughout your abdomen. 361 00:17:21,940 --> 00:17:24,839 It appears to be malignant. 362 00:17:30,580 --> 00:17:36,649 And it appears to have metastasized around every organ. 363 00:17:46,660 --> 00:17:49,129 But there's hope with surgery. 364 00:17:59,720 --> 00:18:02,780 We can't see the retrohepatic part of the cancer because of the liver. 365 00:18:02,790 --> 00:18:04,429 We can't see the retroperitoneal part 366 00:18:04,430 --> 00:18:05,449 because of the right kidney. 367 00:18:05,450 --> 00:18:08,250 Yes, I know. That's why we should take out the organs. 368 00:18:10,500 --> 00:18:13,450 You want to remove her liver and right kidney? 369 00:18:13,480 --> 00:18:14,540 Yes. 370 00:18:14,570 --> 00:18:17,239 And also her left kidney and her pancreas 371 00:18:17,240 --> 00:18:19,069 and her intestinal tract and the stomach. 372 00:18:19,070 --> 00:18:20,909 You do know that several of those organs 373 00:18:20,910 --> 00:18:22,039 are quite essential. 374 00:18:22,040 --> 00:18:23,270 We'll put them back. 375 00:18:25,110 --> 00:18:28,109 We remove them, clean up the cancer, 376 00:18:28,110 --> 00:18:29,600 then put them back. 377 00:18:31,150 --> 00:18:32,450 Ex vivo surgery. 378 00:18:32,460 --> 00:18:34,399 It's been done for pancreatic cancer. 379 00:18:34,400 --> 00:18:35,649 Without much success. 380 00:18:35,650 --> 00:18:36,689 No. 381 00:18:36,690 --> 00:18:38,390 You think it'd work better here? 382 00:18:38,650 --> 00:18:40,389 Not really. 383 00:18:40,390 --> 00:18:43,390 But the alternative is death. 384 00:18:59,980 --> 00:19:01,140 - Hi. - Hi. 385 00:19:01,150 --> 00:19:02,809 How are you? 386 00:19:02,810 --> 00:19:03,819 Good. 387 00:19:05,620 --> 00:19:07,580 N-Not working? 388 00:19:07,590 --> 00:19:08,849 Yeah. 389 00:19:08,850 --> 00:19:11,389 It's been 72 hours, and I still haven't found a job. 390 00:19:11,390 --> 00:19:12,819 Relax. I'll be fine. 391 00:19:12,820 --> 00:19:16,130 I got some irons in the fire. What do you need? 392 00:19:16,800 --> 00:19:18,729 How do you say no to a person? 393 00:19:18,730 --> 00:19:20,230 I don't think I'm doing it right. 394 00:19:20,720 --> 00:19:23,000 Okay. Watch closely. 395 00:19:33,760 --> 00:19:35,760 Really? 396 00:19:35,770 --> 00:19:38,490 If you're gonna give up that easily, you might as well just quit now. 397 00:19:48,350 --> 00:19:50,879 The biopsy confirmed that the kidney cancer is 398 00:19:50,880 --> 00:19:52,179 a renal cell carcinoma. 399 00:19:52,180 --> 00:19:55,260 Cancer? I have cancer? 400 00:19:55,830 --> 00:19:57,400 Yes. 401 00:19:58,020 --> 00:19:59,400 Why didn't you tell me? 402 00:19:59,980 --> 00:20:01,019 We did. 403 00:20:01,020 --> 00:20:04,049 The good news is that it's treatable with surgery 404 00:20:04,050 --> 00:20:05,989 and immunotherapy and radiation. 405 00:20:05,990 --> 00:20:07,789 We have to tell the children. 406 00:20:07,790 --> 00:20:09,220 The children know. 407 00:20:09,230 --> 00:20:10,630 How do they know? 408 00:20:11,830 --> 00:20:13,590 What's going on? 409 00:20:14,460 --> 00:20:15,799 Am I dying? 410 00:20:15,800 --> 00:20:17,439 The cancer is serious, but... 411 00:20:17,440 --> 00:20:20,269 Ruby, we'd like to talk to you outside. 412 00:20:24,270 --> 00:20:26,139 I'll be right back. 413 00:20:31,380 --> 00:20:33,779 The problem isn't how you said no. 414 00:20:33,780 --> 00:20:35,780 The problem is how you said yes. 415 00:20:35,790 --> 00:20:37,199 She seemed quite happy with the yes. 416 00:20:37,200 --> 00:20:38,210 It came too quickly. 417 00:20:38,220 --> 00:20:39,959 You made her think she was helping you 418 00:20:39,960 --> 00:20:42,289 instead of the other way around, so she came asking for more, 419 00:20:42,290 --> 00:20:43,930 feeling she was entitled to more. 420 00:20:44,530 --> 00:20:47,759 So I should have said no when I wanted to say yes? 421 00:20:47,760 --> 00:20:49,560 You shouldn't tell her what you want to tell her. 422 00:20:49,570 --> 00:20:51,299 You should tell her what she needs to hear. 423 00:20:52,600 --> 00:20:54,640 See, it's your job to figure out what you can give them, 424 00:20:54,650 --> 00:20:56,400 convince them that's what they need, 425 00:20:56,410 --> 00:20:58,200 and then make them feel like they owe you. 426 00:20:59,690 --> 00:21:01,590 N-None of that sounds like me. 427 00:21:01,600 --> 00:21:03,429 And you want to do the job your way, 428 00:21:03,430 --> 00:21:05,229 without changing who you are? 429 00:21:05,230 --> 00:21:08,030 Is that amusing to you? Yes, I do. 430 00:21:08,760 --> 00:21:11,039 Yesterday, you were an attending. 431 00:21:11,040 --> 00:21:13,039 Today, you're Chief. 432 00:21:13,040 --> 00:21:14,930 You are a different person. 433 00:21:16,470 --> 00:21:19,039 Want an espresso? 434 00:21:22,090 --> 00:21:23,749 Without surgery, your husband would 435 00:21:23,750 --> 00:21:25,780 probably live another two to five years. 436 00:21:26,400 --> 00:21:28,289 He would have very little discomfort 437 00:21:28,290 --> 00:21:32,100 until very close to the end, and that can be managed. 438 00:21:32,140 --> 00:21:34,009 - You said it was treatable. - It is. 439 00:21:34,010 --> 00:21:36,259 But fighting cancer's never easy. 440 00:21:36,260 --> 00:21:40,260 We have to weigh the benefits against the suffering, 441 00:21:40,270 --> 00:21:43,720 and the surgery itself is usually the easiest part. 442 00:21:43,730 --> 00:21:45,159 He's strong. He's healthy. 443 00:21:45,160 --> 00:21:47,770 He's not healthy. Not mentally. 444 00:21:48,420 --> 00:21:50,109 And the burden on you... 445 00:21:50,110 --> 00:21:53,090 I am not letting my husband die 446 00:21:53,110 --> 00:21:55,710 because caring for him is inconvenient, 447 00:21:55,740 --> 00:21:58,610 because I'm gonna have to repeat a conversation. 448 00:21:58,620 --> 00:22:00,280 Just go to hell. 449 00:22:06,360 --> 00:22:09,529 This type of surgery's never been done for this condition. 450 00:22:09,530 --> 00:22:12,029 We'd be dealing with every one of your abdominal organs, 451 00:22:12,030 --> 00:22:14,329 and something could go wrong with any of them. 452 00:22:14,330 --> 00:22:18,999 You could be on dialysis for the rest of your life. 453 00:22:19,000 --> 00:22:21,000 You could have a very compromised 454 00:22:21,010 --> 00:22:24,209 digestive tract, lifelong diabetes. 455 00:22:24,210 --> 00:22:26,790 You could have liver failure. 456 00:22:28,050 --> 00:22:30,049 That's not a complete list. 457 00:22:30,050 --> 00:22:31,549 You could die. 458 00:22:35,220 --> 00:22:37,550 And, um... 459 00:22:37,560 --> 00:22:39,219 if we don't do the surgery? 460 00:22:39,220 --> 00:22:41,189 Chemotherapy and radiation. 461 00:22:41,190 --> 00:22:45,810 Although the likelihood of success is slim, about 25%. 462 00:22:46,700 --> 00:22:48,980 You may prefer hospice care. 463 00:22:49,280 --> 00:22:51,820 You'd probably live maybe a year, 464 00:22:51,850 --> 00:22:53,180 but it'd be a good year. 465 00:23:03,810 --> 00:23:06,810 Could you give us some time to think about it? 466 00:23:06,820 --> 00:23:08,619 Of course. 467 00:23:25,940 --> 00:23:27,940 We're supposed to be at lunch. 468 00:23:27,950 --> 00:23:29,709 We're gonna be late. 469 00:23:29,710 --> 00:23:30,849 Why? 470 00:23:30,850 --> 00:23:33,459 Why? Because I need meaning in my life. 471 00:23:33,460 --> 00:23:34,739 Your heart seems fine. 472 00:23:34,740 --> 00:23:37,420 Your liver... seems to be in the right place. 473 00:23:37,460 --> 00:23:39,170 You're a brain surgeon. 474 00:23:39,790 --> 00:23:43,419 You don't think you can get meaning being a brain surgeon? 475 00:23:43,420 --> 00:23:47,220 This is a boring patient with boring symptoms. 476 00:23:49,720 --> 00:23:51,999 Shaun, meet Marco Higgins, 477 00:23:52,000 --> 00:23:54,359 diesel mechanic, currently in between jobs. 478 00:23:54,360 --> 00:23:56,300 Three sons, two of whom he hasn't spoken to 479 00:23:56,310 --> 00:23:58,339 in quite some time, but he's working on that. 480 00:23:58,340 --> 00:23:59,610 Open. 481 00:24:00,650 --> 00:24:02,350 Wide. 482 00:24:02,380 --> 00:24:04,639 It's good to get to know people, Shaun. 483 00:24:04,640 --> 00:24:05,980 It makes you a better doctor. 484 00:24:06,020 --> 00:24:07,190 Say, "Ah." 485 00:24:07,220 --> 00:24:09,050 Ah. 486 00:24:09,070 --> 00:24:12,300 You have boring symptoms. That's a good thing. 487 00:24:12,320 --> 00:24:14,530 You do not want exciting symptoms. 488 00:24:16,130 --> 00:24:18,059 You had a date last night, didn't you? 489 00:24:18,060 --> 00:24:19,559 Mm. 490 00:24:19,560 --> 00:24:20,629 I want to hear about this. 491 00:24:20,630 --> 00:24:23,370 Marco, you want to hear about this? 492 00:24:24,040 --> 00:24:25,370 Yes, please. 493 00:24:25,400 --> 00:24:28,100 Yes, please. Open. 494 00:24:34,380 --> 00:24:36,209 It was a disaster. 495 00:24:40,420 --> 00:24:41,919 Oh, thank you, Shaun, but it's really not... 496 00:24:41,920 --> 00:24:44,560 No, it's polite and chivalrous... 497 00:24:44,570 --> 00:24:47,260 ...and even though chivalry is a problematic notion, 498 00:24:47,270 --> 00:24:49,359 politeness is a good thing, no matter which... 499 00:24:49,360 --> 00:24:50,580 - Ohh! - Shaun! 500 00:24:51,850 --> 00:24:53,729 - Are you okay? - Oh, my. 501 00:24:53,730 --> 00:24:56,199 - I'm okay. - She might not be okay. 502 00:24:56,200 --> 00:24:58,899 - No, I am okay. - Okay. Don't get up. 503 00:24:58,900 --> 00:25:00,769 I'm pretty sure she's okay. 504 00:25:02,920 --> 00:25:05,240 Take off his boots. 505 00:25:05,870 --> 00:25:07,239 What? 506 00:25:07,240 --> 00:25:09,409 Do you think Marco's diabetic? 507 00:25:09,410 --> 00:25:11,409 Based on the color of his skin in the crease 508 00:25:11,410 --> 00:25:12,780 of his neck, I do. 509 00:25:12,800 --> 00:25:14,949 Based on what it says on his chart, I do, too. 510 00:25:14,950 --> 00:25:17,259 He could have an infection in his feet, 511 00:25:17,260 --> 00:25:20,389 and the pain is being masked by diabetic neuropathy. 512 00:25:20,390 --> 00:25:23,930 That infection could be causing the abdominal symptoms. 513 00:25:24,970 --> 00:25:27,000 Marco, would you mind taking off your boots? 514 00:25:45,140 --> 00:25:47,960 I was wrong. It's not boring. 515 00:25:55,320 --> 00:25:57,320 I can do it myself. 516 00:25:57,340 --> 00:26:00,730 I'm sure, but our job here is to help each other, 517 00:26:00,760 --> 00:26:04,540 and today I didn't do that. 518 00:26:05,260 --> 00:26:09,130 I'm trying to make up for that with a jar of pickles. 519 00:26:13,040 --> 00:26:15,870 I overstepped and... 520 00:26:15,880 --> 00:26:18,379 ...undercut you in front of the patient's wife. 521 00:26:20,900 --> 00:26:22,979 I accept your apology. 522 00:26:22,980 --> 00:26:24,740 What I should have done 523 00:26:25,990 --> 00:26:28,580 was privately tell you that you're wrong. 524 00:26:29,490 --> 00:26:31,380 - Give me the jar back. - And let you, as lead doctor, 525 00:26:31,400 --> 00:26:34,140 tell them that this surgery's a bad idea. 526 00:26:34,960 --> 00:26:37,129 Because we should let a 70-year-old man die 527 00:26:37,130 --> 00:26:38,149 of a treatable condition? 528 00:26:38,150 --> 00:26:40,060 Because we shouldn't condemn a 70-year-old man 529 00:26:40,070 --> 00:26:42,169 to years of confusion and fear. 530 00:26:42,170 --> 00:26:44,300 His life still has value. 531 00:26:46,170 --> 00:26:47,680 Seriously? 532 00:26:48,450 --> 00:26:51,060 He has memory issues. He's not a vegetable. 533 00:26:51,480 --> 00:26:55,610 He's funny, he's charming. 534 00:26:55,620 --> 00:26:57,900 They've lived a life together. 535 00:26:59,050 --> 00:27:02,990 He brings happiness to his wife, to his children. 536 00:27:04,120 --> 00:27:06,429 - He's happy. - Exactly. 537 00:27:06,430 --> 00:27:09,359 Let him stay happy for whatever time he has left. 538 00:27:25,040 --> 00:27:26,580 Nurse Petringa. 539 00:27:28,650 --> 00:27:30,119 I'm sorry if I overstepped. 540 00:27:30,120 --> 00:27:31,939 I didn't track you down for an apology. 541 00:27:31,940 --> 00:27:34,240 You gonna get us the additional staff? 542 00:27:34,250 --> 00:27:35,989 No. 543 00:27:35,990 --> 00:27:37,650 If I get you the additional staff, 544 00:27:37,660 --> 00:27:39,489 you lose hours, you lose overtime. 545 00:27:39,490 --> 00:27:41,659 So you're doing us a favor by making sure 546 00:27:41,660 --> 00:27:43,090 we never see our families? 547 00:27:43,100 --> 00:27:44,759 Your problem isn't the staff. 548 00:27:44,760 --> 00:27:46,420 Your problem is the actual work, 549 00:27:46,440 --> 00:27:48,429 the crap part of the work that takes too long 550 00:27:48,430 --> 00:27:50,290 and too many of you. 551 00:27:51,770 --> 00:27:54,600 I authorized the purchase of two Hoya patient lifts 552 00:27:54,610 --> 00:27:56,609 and a mechatronic ICU bed. 553 00:27:56,610 --> 00:27:58,470 A smart bed? 554 00:28:01,750 --> 00:28:03,409 Those are actually supposed to be kind of fun. 555 00:28:03,410 --> 00:28:05,710 You got to promise to let me try it. 556 00:28:06,470 --> 00:28:07,680 You got it. 557 00:28:09,250 --> 00:28:10,760 Dr. Lim? 558 00:28:11,260 --> 00:28:12,620 Thank you. 559 00:28:12,930 --> 00:28:14,920 You owe me. 560 00:28:17,730 --> 00:28:20,730 I'm well aware of what he'll be going through. 561 00:28:21,230 --> 00:28:23,110 My sister had cancer. 562 00:28:23,900 --> 00:28:26,360 The chemo, the radiation... 563 00:28:27,740 --> 00:28:30,120 They beat the crap out of her, didn't they? 564 00:28:31,240 --> 00:28:32,620 Yeah. 565 00:28:33,410 --> 00:28:36,079 Now imagine going through that 566 00:28:36,080 --> 00:28:39,780 and not understanding, every day. 567 00:28:41,250 --> 00:28:45,050 Throwing up and not knowing why, 568 00:28:45,490 --> 00:28:48,930 losing your hair and not knowing why, 569 00:28:49,590 --> 00:28:53,889 learning he has cancer and being devastated by it 570 00:28:53,890 --> 00:28:55,459 day after day. 571 00:28:55,460 --> 00:28:56,629 But at the end... 572 00:28:56,630 --> 00:28:58,900 There are no guarantees. 573 00:29:00,630 --> 00:29:04,500 He's old, and his body's breaking down. 574 00:29:07,210 --> 00:29:09,990 His mind is breaking down, 575 00:29:11,540 --> 00:29:15,539 and it's gonna end, no matter what we do. 576 00:29:22,420 --> 00:29:26,350 In 45 years, I have never once lied to him. 577 00:29:31,030 --> 00:29:35,360 When memory goes, all that's left is emotion. 578 00:29:37,530 --> 00:29:39,530 What we've learned doesn't matter. 579 00:29:40,710 --> 00:29:44,020 What we had for lunch, where we went for vacation, 580 00:29:44,870 --> 00:29:46,820 none of it matters. 581 00:29:48,880 --> 00:29:50,660 But how we feel... 582 00:29:52,520 --> 00:29:54,519 who we're close to... 583 00:29:57,050 --> 00:29:59,790 He's the same man I've always loved. 584 00:30:01,220 --> 00:30:04,090 Same sense of humor. 585 00:30:05,700 --> 00:30:07,510 Same everything. 586 00:30:09,090 --> 00:30:11,229 He hasn't changed. 587 00:30:13,540 --> 00:30:18,539 And what I owe him hasn't changed. 588 00:30:23,410 --> 00:30:24,609 Have you decided? 589 00:30:24,610 --> 00:30:25,709 Not yet. 590 00:30:25,710 --> 00:30:28,349 Take your time. There is no urgency to... 591 00:30:28,350 --> 00:30:30,400 What are you waiting for? 592 00:30:31,390 --> 00:30:33,850 Dr. Murphy, they are kind of facing 593 00:30:33,860 --> 00:30:34,999 an impossible choice. 594 00:30:35,000 --> 00:30:36,360 But they have to make it. 595 00:30:38,330 --> 00:30:41,739 What additional information are you waiting for? 596 00:30:41,740 --> 00:30:43,579 - Shaun... - I'll be a better doctor 597 00:30:43,580 --> 00:30:44,929 if I understand the patient. 598 00:30:44,930 --> 00:30:46,899 True, but right now, your skills are secondary to their... 599 00:30:46,900 --> 00:30:51,000 Are you debating whether you should find somebody else 600 00:30:51,020 --> 00:30:54,270 to fall in love with, someone healthy? 601 00:30:54,280 --> 00:30:56,480 No. No, of course not. 602 00:30:57,350 --> 00:30:58,640 You should be. 603 00:31:02,480 --> 00:31:04,650 We're kids. 604 00:31:05,150 --> 00:31:06,849 You shouldn't have to spend the rest of your life 605 00:31:06,850 --> 00:31:09,110 taking care of an invalid. 606 00:31:09,990 --> 00:31:12,320 You think that's the issue? 607 00:31:12,330 --> 00:31:15,659 Me? A-A burden on me? 608 00:31:15,660 --> 00:31:18,029 This is so much easier on me than you. 609 00:31:18,030 --> 00:31:19,529 No, it's not. 610 00:31:23,540 --> 00:31:26,750 Whatever happens to me is gonna happen, 611 00:31:27,540 --> 00:31:29,539 and I have to live with it. 612 00:31:32,380 --> 00:31:33,800 You... 613 00:31:34,880 --> 00:31:36,829 You have a choice. 614 00:31:42,560 --> 00:31:45,560 "In sickness and in health." 615 00:31:47,110 --> 00:31:49,770 That was the commitment I made... 616 00:31:51,400 --> 00:31:52,969 this morning. 617 00:31:57,240 --> 00:31:59,239 Now, if this had happened yesterday... 618 00:32:04,710 --> 00:32:07,700 So... it's not 619 00:32:07,720 --> 00:32:10,229 that difficult a decision then, right? 620 00:32:14,920 --> 00:32:15,950 I guess not. 621 00:32:44,570 --> 00:32:46,939 I can feel her humeral head outside the glenoid fossa. 622 00:32:46,940 --> 00:32:50,819 It's an anterior dislocation. 623 00:32:50,820 --> 00:32:52,369 I can reduce that. 624 00:32:52,370 --> 00:32:53,439 Here? 625 00:32:53,440 --> 00:32:56,939 Yes, with traction and external rotation. 626 00:32:56,940 --> 00:32:58,519 Ow! 627 00:33:00,380 --> 00:33:03,389 Oh. Oh. 628 00:33:03,390 --> 00:33:05,489 Oh, my, that... that... that feels better. 629 00:33:05,490 --> 00:33:07,099 I bumped you. 630 00:33:07,100 --> 00:33:08,159 Oh, d-d-don't worry. 631 00:33:08,160 --> 00:33:10,659 It happens. I-I wasn't watching, either. 632 00:33:15,200 --> 00:33:16,840 Come on. 633 00:33:17,870 --> 00:33:19,710 That's it? 634 00:33:20,710 --> 00:33:23,409 You bumped into a very understanding woman, 635 00:33:23,410 --> 00:33:26,579 you amazingly caught a bottle of wine. 636 00:33:26,580 --> 00:33:28,220 Where was the disaster? 637 00:33:30,970 --> 00:33:33,699 Unclamp the superior mesenteric to perfuse the organs. 638 00:33:42,830 --> 00:33:47,659 The small intestines look dusky and cyanotic. 639 00:33:47,660 --> 00:33:50,179 We'll need to resect all the necrotic segments. 640 00:33:50,180 --> 00:33:52,069 Claire, find the first viable part of the ilium 641 00:33:52,070 --> 00:33:53,689 and clamp proximal to it. 642 00:34:07,930 --> 00:34:11,219 I don't think your irons in the fire are very hot. 643 00:34:11,220 --> 00:34:12,780 Any job interviews you get, 644 00:34:12,800 --> 00:34:15,720 you're gonna spend a large chunk of time trying to explain why 645 00:34:15,730 --> 00:34:18,819 you lasted less than a year as President at St. Bonaventure. 646 00:34:18,820 --> 00:34:20,859 I mean, how do you put a positive spin on 647 00:34:20,860 --> 00:34:23,060 why you spent a fortune on a Chief of Surgery 648 00:34:23,070 --> 00:34:26,069 you fired weeks later to protect a second-year resident? 649 00:34:26,070 --> 00:34:27,279 You think I made a mistake? 650 00:34:27,280 --> 00:34:29,100 No, I think you did the right thing. 651 00:34:29,110 --> 00:34:33,120 I admire you, which is why I want to do you a favor. 652 00:34:35,080 --> 00:34:38,090 What you need to do is prove that you haven't burned any bridges, 653 00:34:38,120 --> 00:34:41,630 which means you have to come back to work at St. Bonaventure. 654 00:34:42,320 --> 00:34:45,730 As what? As a surgeon working for you? 655 00:34:46,630 --> 00:34:48,759 And the fact that you're undoubtedly in need of 656 00:34:48,760 --> 00:34:50,459 a surgical attending to replace yourself 657 00:34:50,460 --> 00:34:51,730 is just a coincidence? 658 00:34:52,640 --> 00:34:55,260 It's what you need. 659 00:34:56,520 --> 00:34:58,429 I admire the effort. 660 00:34:58,430 --> 00:35:00,630 But don't con a con man. 661 00:35:11,600 --> 00:35:13,879 Your greatest strength and your greatest weakness 662 00:35:13,880 --> 00:35:15,879 as a leader was your stubbornness. 663 00:35:15,880 --> 00:35:18,119 Don't let it be a weakness today. 664 00:35:20,620 --> 00:35:24,420 My back hurts on the left side. 665 00:35:25,050 --> 00:35:26,589 That's where you had your biopsy. 666 00:35:26,590 --> 00:35:28,090 It's gonna hurt for a little while. 667 00:35:28,100 --> 00:35:29,590 What biopsy? 668 00:35:31,970 --> 00:35:33,429 Harvey, you came in here because you thought 669 00:35:33,430 --> 00:35:34,599 you had kidney stones. 670 00:35:34,600 --> 00:35:36,939 We did some imaging, and you don't. 671 00:35:36,940 --> 00:35:39,850 What is it? What... What's wrong? 672 00:35:40,740 --> 00:35:45,069 What? What's going on, Ruby? 673 00:35:45,070 --> 00:35:46,690 I... 674 00:35:47,250 --> 00:35:49,700 Why isn't anybody saying anything? 675 00:35:52,200 --> 00:35:54,489 Am I dying? 676 00:35:54,490 --> 00:35:56,019 Ruby? 677 00:35:56,020 --> 00:35:58,520 I... I can't die. 678 00:35:58,530 --> 00:36:01,190 I need to take care of you. 679 00:36:01,200 --> 00:36:03,699 I... I can't... 680 00:36:03,700 --> 00:36:05,360 They didn't find stones. 681 00:36:09,200 --> 00:36:10,840 Everything is okay. 682 00:36:15,040 --> 00:36:17,309 The pain will go away. 683 00:36:17,310 --> 00:36:19,640 We're gonna go home tonight. 684 00:36:21,980 --> 00:36:24,919 Okay? Okay? 685 00:36:47,900 --> 00:36:49,600 I had a nice time. 686 00:37:16,500 --> 00:37:18,290 That's it? 687 00:37:19,330 --> 00:37:20,969 It's over? 688 00:37:20,970 --> 00:37:22,799 Where's the disaster? 689 00:37:22,800 --> 00:37:24,169 I've listened to an hour of this. 690 00:37:24,170 --> 00:37:25,669 I was promised a disaster. 691 00:37:25,670 --> 00:37:27,499 Where's the disaster? 692 00:37:30,580 --> 00:37:33,609 It... was exhausting. 693 00:37:36,120 --> 00:37:40,180 Everything was always out of control. 694 00:37:41,280 --> 00:37:43,400 Anything could happen at any time. 695 00:37:43,410 --> 00:37:45,370 Anything did. 696 00:37:46,580 --> 00:37:49,240 There was too much to remember to do, 697 00:37:49,250 --> 00:37:53,170 too much to remember not to do, and none of it made sense. 698 00:37:53,750 --> 00:37:57,719 It was hard, uncomfortable, unpleasant. 699 00:37:57,720 --> 00:38:00,550 I spent the whole evening doing unnatural things 700 00:38:00,560 --> 00:38:03,559 to make her happy, and I have no idea if she was happy, 701 00:38:03,560 --> 00:38:07,129 and I know I wasn't happy. 702 00:38:15,070 --> 00:38:17,400 It was all a disaster. 703 00:38:24,580 --> 00:38:28,410 I want you to meet our new attending, Dr. Marcus Andrews. 704 00:38:30,550 --> 00:38:32,250 Pleasure to meet you. 705 00:38:37,190 --> 00:38:40,359 How long have you been working here? 706 00:38:40,360 --> 00:38:41,529 Ms. McDougal? 707 00:38:41,530 --> 00:38:42,999 She didn't ask for ID. 708 00:38:43,000 --> 00:38:44,029 It's policy. 709 00:38:44,030 --> 00:38:45,619 We take a lot of immigrants here. 710 00:38:45,620 --> 00:38:47,099 She also didn't look at me. 711 00:38:47,100 --> 00:38:49,439 Check the symptom I told her I had... 712 00:38:49,440 --> 00:38:51,269 A cut over the left eye. 713 00:38:51,270 --> 00:38:53,439 You heal very nicely, Ms. McDougal. 714 00:38:53,440 --> 00:38:55,960 You hate it here. 715 00:38:55,980 --> 00:38:57,980 "Hate" is a strong word. 716 00:38:58,570 --> 00:38:59,979 What would you do differently? 717 00:39:02,150 --> 00:39:04,049 Give me five things. 718 00:39:04,050 --> 00:39:08,049 Diabetes clinical educator, onsite lab and X-ray, 719 00:39:08,050 --> 00:39:10,659 mental health advisor, multidisciplinary care team, 720 00:39:10,660 --> 00:39:12,220 electronic medical records. 721 00:39:12,230 --> 00:39:14,089 We had the clinic at the hospital 722 00:39:14,090 --> 00:39:16,929 and had to shut it down because it was a money pit. 723 00:39:16,930 --> 00:39:20,030 Come back as President, and we'll re-open it. 724 00:39:24,000 --> 00:39:26,760 Your office can be in the clinic. 725 00:39:27,170 --> 00:39:28,870 Do I have to wear a tie? 726 00:39:37,550 --> 00:39:38,770 Hey. 727 00:39:39,890 --> 00:39:41,389 Welcome back. 728 00:39:41,390 --> 00:39:43,589 Am I okay? 729 00:39:43,590 --> 00:39:45,259 The surgery went very well. 730 00:39:45,260 --> 00:39:47,390 We're confident that we got all of the cancer. 731 00:39:51,130 --> 00:39:53,129 There's a bag by her side. 732 00:39:53,130 --> 00:39:55,319 Is that just to drain stuff post-surgery? 733 00:39:55,320 --> 00:39:57,569 There were complications. 734 00:39:57,570 --> 00:40:00,300 We had to remove a large portion of your bowel 735 00:40:00,310 --> 00:40:02,639 and divert the waste through a stoma in your skin. 736 00:40:02,640 --> 00:40:05,139 That's an ileostomy bag. 737 00:40:05,140 --> 00:40:07,130 How long will I have that? 738 00:40:08,110 --> 00:40:09,310 Forever. 739 00:40:10,820 --> 00:40:12,479 So I have to go to the bathroom 740 00:40:12,480 --> 00:40:14,120 in this thing for the rest of my life? 741 00:40:14,390 --> 00:40:15,919 Yes. 742 00:40:15,920 --> 00:40:18,419 We'll teach you how to change it, 743 00:40:18,420 --> 00:40:20,110 how to dispose of it. 744 00:40:21,430 --> 00:40:23,299 They'll teach both of us. 745 00:40:34,670 --> 00:40:38,309 Now, this is why we do it, Shaun. 746 00:40:38,310 --> 00:40:40,179 Every date is a disaster. 747 00:40:40,180 --> 00:40:42,710 Every relationship is out of control. 748 00:40:43,180 --> 00:40:46,349 But if you stick with it, you wind up with someone 749 00:40:46,350 --> 00:40:50,189 in your life who will help you when you need to be helped, 750 00:40:50,190 --> 00:40:53,010 love you when you do not feel lovable, 751 00:40:53,660 --> 00:40:55,859 be with you no matter what. 752 00:41:01,870 --> 00:41:03,770 It's not worth it. 753 00:41:07,670 --> 00:41:09,669 Hi, Mom. 754 00:41:11,340 --> 00:41:12,519 My son's coming to town. 755 00:41:12,520 --> 00:41:14,679 Think I'll pick him up at the airport. 756 00:41:45,980 --> 00:41:48,440 Hi, Grandpa.