1 00:00:00,086 --> 00:00:01,889 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:01,914 --> 00:00:03,640 Beth, I want to adopt a baby. 3 00:00:04,594 --> 00:00:06,967 I realize I didn't come to New York to be in a hit play. 4 00:00:06,992 --> 00:00:09,131 I came to New York to win back my girl. 5 00:00:09,586 --> 00:00:11,753 - Hello. - Hey, Kevin, it's Ron Howard. 6 00:00:11,788 --> 00:00:14,122 I'm prepping a movie right now that I'm gonna direct. 7 00:00:14,157 --> 00:00:15,624 It shoots in Los Angeles. 8 00:00:15,658 --> 00:00:17,281 You would be perfect. 9 00:00:17,781 --> 00:00:18,858 I know what I want to do. 10 00:00:18,882 --> 00:00:20,687 - I want to sing. - Hmm. 11 00:00:20,884 --> 00:00:23,414 - Whoa! What the hell was that? - Sorry. 12 00:00:23,439 --> 00:00:25,098 Don't punish her because I crossed the line. 13 00:00:25,122 --> 00:00:26,831 - Hey, Bec? - What'd you say? 14 00:00:27,624 --> 00:00:30,059 Hey, hey, come on. Come on. 15 00:00:30,094 --> 00:00:31,265 Jack! 16 00:00:31,854 --> 00:00:34,546 I think you should go stay with Miguel for a while. 17 00:00:44,656 --> 00:00:48,585 Things not said, advice not given, 18 00:00:49,161 --> 00:00:53,664 envelopes unstamped, regrets enveloping me. 19 00:00:58,926 --> 00:01:01,218 Is it easier there? I wonder. 20 00:01:02,781 --> 00:01:05,851 I ponder, I guess... Yes. 21 00:01:07,156 --> 00:01:09,046 I guess, yes. 22 00:01:18,132 --> 00:01:19,601 What's Mom doing back? 23 00:01:23,820 --> 00:01:26,578 Do you think of me as I do of you, my son? 24 00:01:27,429 --> 00:01:28,500 My son. 25 00:01:29,171 --> 00:01:30,703 My... son. 26 00:01:30,728 --> 00:01:32,273 You're a cutie, aren't you? 27 00:01:32,297 --> 00:01:34,732 Oh, you're the cutest baby in the world. 28 00:01:34,757 --> 00:01:37,935 Yes, you are. Yes, you are. 29 00:01:37,960 --> 00:01:39,138 Oh, my goodness. 30 00:01:39,162 --> 00:01:40,696 - Randall? - Yes. 31 00:01:40,730 --> 00:01:43,310 We've really got to get our day going, Randall. 32 00:01:43,335 --> 00:01:44,876 Oh, of course. Sorry. 33 00:01:44,900 --> 00:01:47,593 No. All this talk about adoption is giving me baby fever, right? 34 00:01:47,837 --> 00:01:49,871 ♪ I got baby fever ♪ 35 00:01:49,906 --> 00:01:51,573 ♪ He got baby fever... ♪ 36 00:01:51,742 --> 00:01:53,320 Okay, that's gonna have to do it for today, buddy. 37 00:01:53,344 --> 00:01:55,145 Yeah, you're right. Sorry. 38 00:01:55,984 --> 00:01:57,195 Happy birthday, Randall. 39 00:01:57,220 --> 00:01:59,335 Thanks, guys. It's gonna be a great year. 40 00:01:59,675 --> 00:02:02,276 The things you'll do, I'll never know. 41 00:02:02,640 --> 00:02:03,835 The pain. 42 00:02:04,986 --> 00:02:06,000 The secrets. 43 00:02:09,694 --> 00:02:10,992 Mom, where's Dad? 44 00:02:11,017 --> 00:02:12,884 - What's wrong? - Nothing's wrong. 45 00:02:13,117 --> 00:02:15,270 Everything's fine. We're gonna sit down 46 00:02:15,295 --> 00:02:17,164 and explain everything to you guys. 47 00:02:17,189 --> 00:02:19,190 Oh, to be given a chance, 48 00:02:19,723 --> 00:02:21,968 a start, the restart, 49 00:02:22,193 --> 00:02:23,585 the fresh start. 50 00:02:24,261 --> 00:02:26,898 The crowd goes wild! 51 00:02:27,234 --> 00:02:30,546 You are gonna crush this audition, babe. 52 00:02:30,571 --> 00:02:33,187 - You're gonna crush it. - Oh, you think? 53 00:02:33,212 --> 00:02:34,976 Oh, man. All right. 54 00:02:38,164 --> 00:02:39,250 That is so sweet. 55 00:02:39,275 --> 00:02:40,441 Happy birthday to you. 56 00:02:40,496 --> 00:02:41,242 Oh... 57 00:02:41,267 --> 00:02:42,434 You ready? 58 00:02:42,510 --> 00:02:44,203 - Make a wish. - Okay. 59 00:02:47,919 --> 00:02:48,881 Aah! 60 00:02:48,906 --> 00:02:50,708 - Ow, ow, ow, no, no. - Oh, my God, I'm so sorry. 61 00:02:50,732 --> 00:02:53,100 Will love come for you, as it did for me? 62 00:02:53,411 --> 00:02:55,507 Find you, wreck you, 63 00:02:55,546 --> 00:02:58,181 save you, change you? 64 00:02:58,208 --> 00:03:00,320 Sophie got carried away. 65 00:03:00,610 --> 00:03:01,914 Baby, I love you, 66 00:03:02,612 --> 00:03:04,976 and I wanted to bring you to the perfect place 67 00:03:05,001 --> 00:03:06,640 and I wanted to say the perfect thing. 68 00:03:08,346 --> 00:03:09,835 But I can't say the perfect thing 69 00:03:09,860 --> 00:03:11,398 because you are the perfect thing. 70 00:03:12,462 --> 00:03:14,882 So... what do you say? 71 00:03:16,361 --> 00:03:17,595 Will you marry me? 72 00:03:19,594 --> 00:03:20,861 And cut. 73 00:03:21,117 --> 00:03:22,484 Very nice, very nice, Kevin. 74 00:03:22,518 --> 00:03:24,419 I could feel the tennis ball welling up. 75 00:03:24,453 --> 00:03:26,490 Really? So, when we film Emma's side, 76 00:03:26,538 --> 00:03:28,593 we just... plop her down in there like that? 77 00:03:28,617 --> 00:03:31,179 Well, it's a little more complex than just plopping, 78 00:03:31,204 --> 00:03:32,704 but, uh, yeah. 79 00:03:32,729 --> 00:03:34,897 Huh, I mean, technology, huh? It's crazy. 80 00:03:35,314 --> 00:03:38,375 Yeah, it is, and you know what else is kind of crazy, Kevin? 81 00:03:39,846 --> 00:03:42,648 ♪ Happy birthday to you. ♪ 82 00:03:43,432 --> 00:03:45,099 And if life breaks for you 83 00:03:45,134 --> 00:03:46,937 the way it would not break for me, 84 00:03:46,962 --> 00:03:49,578 if love hunts you, finds you, captures you, 85 00:03:49,847 --> 00:03:51,398 will you hold it tight... 86 00:03:52,328 --> 00:03:54,820 nurture it, protect it? 87 00:03:55,837 --> 00:03:56,992 Let's go. Come on. 88 00:03:57,413 --> 00:03:58,703 I hope you will. 89 00:03:59,199 --> 00:04:00,281 I hope you can. 90 00:04:00,306 --> 00:04:01,835 What the hell is going on? 91 00:04:04,109 --> 00:04:06,343 This father's advice is not required, 92 00:04:06,378 --> 00:04:07,578 it has no call, 93 00:04:08,304 --> 00:04:10,648 so instead I'll share some from another. 94 00:04:10,725 --> 00:04:12,375 - Hi, sweetheart. - Hi, Dad. 95 00:04:13,024 --> 00:04:14,891 It's better to have loved and lost 96 00:04:15,387 --> 00:04:17,296 than to never have loved at all. 97 00:04:23,419 --> 00:04:25,132 Your mom and I want to talk to you. 98 00:04:29,171 --> 00:04:33,601 Subs & corrections by susinz. Synced by kOoL tHuG *www.addic7ed.com* 99 00:04:39,164 --> 00:04:40,507 Uh, your father and I thought 100 00:04:40,532 --> 00:04:42,468 that it was important to be honest with you guys 101 00:04:42,493 --> 00:04:43,882 about what's going on. 102 00:04:45,256 --> 00:04:47,781 Ben... from the band, 103 00:04:47,806 --> 00:04:49,437 was pretty inappropriate, 104 00:04:49,462 --> 00:04:51,546 and your father came to surprise me, 105 00:04:51,571 --> 00:04:53,505 and he got upset, 106 00:04:54,133 --> 00:04:56,226 and I left the tour. 107 00:04:56,620 --> 00:04:58,328 We had a pretty difficult night. 108 00:04:59,896 --> 00:05:03,265 And now we're just taking a moment to... 109 00:05:04,410 --> 00:05:06,406 - catch our breath. - Yeah. 110 00:05:07,892 --> 00:05:09,875 - Catch your breath. - Yes. 111 00:05:10,982 --> 00:05:12,257 What does that mean? 112 00:05:13,601 --> 00:05:14,875 Are you getting a divorce? 113 00:05:14,900 --> 00:05:16,148 - No, no, no. - Of course not. 114 00:05:16,173 --> 00:05:17,422 - We... - No, no, we're just taking 115 00:05:17,446 --> 00:05:19,181 - a couple of days for ourselves. - Yeah. 116 00:05:19,477 --> 00:05:21,523 - I'm gonna go stay at Miguel's house. - Yes. 117 00:05:21,548 --> 00:05:22,649 Okay? 118 00:05:22,964 --> 00:05:25,906 - Well, I'll go with Dad. - Kate, stop. 119 00:05:26,104 --> 00:05:27,375 - But, Dad... - Stop. 120 00:05:27,400 --> 00:05:29,429 - Well, this is... - No, this is insane! 121 00:05:29,454 --> 00:05:31,250 - Bug... - No. Are you... 122 00:05:35,638 --> 00:05:36,679 Go ahead. 123 00:05:42,274 --> 00:05:44,507 Would you give your mom and I a sec, buddy? 124 00:05:46,203 --> 00:05:47,609 "Buddy." 125 00:05:59,566 --> 00:06:00,906 They're gonna be fine. 126 00:06:07,781 --> 00:06:08,921 We'll be fine. 127 00:06:10,159 --> 00:06:13,101 - Bec... - Mm-mm. No, not yet. 128 00:06:18,527 --> 00:06:20,617 I need to stop feeling so... 129 00:06:22,623 --> 00:06:23,882 disappointed. 130 00:06:25,320 --> 00:06:27,421 I need to feel something else first. 131 00:06:32,958 --> 00:06:34,554 But we'll talk soon. 132 00:06:42,258 --> 00:06:45,906 And some freshly squeezed orange juice, and voilà. 133 00:06:45,931 --> 00:06:47,098 Eat up, monsters. 134 00:06:47,123 --> 00:06:48,468 - Daddy? - Yeah, baby? 135 00:06:48,493 --> 00:06:49,867 Happy birthday! 136 00:06:49,892 --> 00:06:51,218 Happy birthday! 137 00:06:51,243 --> 00:06:53,578 - Hey-yo! - Thank you, girls. 138 00:06:55,189 --> 00:06:56,523 - Daddy? - Yeah, baby? 139 00:06:56,548 --> 00:06:58,516 How come Mommy goes to work now, 140 00:06:58,541 --> 00:07:01,076 and you stay home and are the girl? 141 00:07:01,297 --> 00:07:02,592 Annie, who... 142 00:07:03,960 --> 00:07:05,553 It is incredibly old-fashioned 143 00:07:05,578 --> 00:07:07,117 and upsetting that you just said that. 144 00:07:07,142 --> 00:07:09,073 It is perfectly normal for a mommy to go to work 145 00:07:09,098 --> 00:07:10,165 and a daddy to stay at home. 146 00:07:10,189 --> 00:07:12,557 Women can do anything. Look at Hillary Clinton. 147 00:07:12,582 --> 00:07:13,582 Hmm? 148 00:07:13,911 --> 00:07:15,039 She lost. 149 00:07:15,227 --> 00:07:16,561 Yeah, but she almost won. 150 00:07:16,595 --> 00:07:17,896 Just eat your breakfast. 151 00:07:17,930 --> 00:07:19,531 Mmm. Smells good. 152 00:07:19,556 --> 00:07:21,089 They're eating. 153 00:07:21,114 --> 00:07:23,257 Who, Stacey Dash and Omarosa over there? 154 00:07:23,789 --> 00:07:25,562 Yeah, they're chowing down. 155 00:07:25,648 --> 00:07:27,257 - It good? - Mm-hmm. 156 00:07:27,282 --> 00:07:28,382 Thank you. 157 00:07:30,676 --> 00:07:32,320 You ready for this afternoon? 158 00:07:33,014 --> 00:07:34,014 Yep. 159 00:07:34,937 --> 00:07:37,492 It's gonna be the best birthday gift ever. 160 00:07:37,773 --> 00:07:38,773 - Mm-hmm. 161 00:07:40,044 --> 00:07:42,212 - I'm gonna go take a shower. - Okay. 162 00:07:50,162 --> 00:07:52,031 - Hey. - Babe, hey. 163 00:07:52,320 --> 00:07:53,420 You're not on a plane. 164 00:07:53,445 --> 00:07:54,469 Why are you not on a plane? 165 00:07:54,493 --> 00:07:56,127 It's-it's my mom. 166 00:07:56,898 --> 00:07:58,273 She had a really bad morning, 167 00:07:58,298 --> 00:07:59,835 and I just, I couldn't leave her. 168 00:07:59,860 --> 00:08:01,125 Of course not. No. 169 00:08:01,150 --> 00:08:02,868 How about now, though? She good? She good now? 170 00:08:02,892 --> 00:08:04,742 She has MS, Kevin. She's never good. 171 00:08:05,252 --> 00:08:07,609 I'm... I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 172 00:08:07,634 --> 00:08:08,634 I'm just... 173 00:08:09,183 --> 00:08:11,601 I'm tired and I'm sad, 174 00:08:11,709 --> 00:08:13,578 and I'm gonna miss your birthday. 175 00:08:13,641 --> 00:08:15,015 - It's fine. - No, it's not. 176 00:08:15,040 --> 00:08:16,441 I wanted to be with you. 177 00:08:16,879 --> 00:08:18,646 I wanted to be in L.A., 178 00:08:18,899 --> 00:08:20,734 and I wanted to see Kardashians. 179 00:08:20,759 --> 00:08:21,721 Well, I was gonna take you to the 180 00:08:21,733 --> 00:08:22,883 place where they get their smoothies. 181 00:08:22,907 --> 00:08:24,908 Oh, stop. You're killing me. 182 00:08:26,899 --> 00:08:28,085 Did I ruin your birthday? 183 00:08:28,110 --> 00:08:29,484 No, of course not. It's not ruined. 184 00:08:29,509 --> 00:08:30,882 The crew got me this cake. 185 00:08:31,273 --> 00:08:33,257 A cake with my face on it. 186 00:08:33,620 --> 00:08:34,820 Kind of cool. 187 00:08:35,170 --> 00:08:36,757 Well, I should get back to her. 188 00:08:38,195 --> 00:08:39,484 I'm so sorry, Kevin. 189 00:08:39,509 --> 00:08:41,448 Well, listen, the Kardashians aren't going anywhere. 190 00:08:41,472 --> 00:08:43,648 - Promise? - I promise. They're like gremlins. 191 00:08:43,673 --> 00:08:45,913 By next week, there'll be, like, a bazillion more of 'em. 192 00:08:46,775 --> 00:08:47,775 Okay. 193 00:08:48,513 --> 00:08:49,601 I love you. 194 00:08:49,674 --> 00:08:50,726 I love you. 195 00:08:56,051 --> 00:08:58,104 Yeah, I... yeah, I c... I can't. 196 00:08:58,173 --> 00:08:59,992 - Ready. - Okay. 197 00:09:00,017 --> 00:09:01,734 If you don't think this looks good, 198 00:09:01,759 --> 00:09:02,953 you have to tell me. 199 00:09:02,978 --> 00:09:05,656 Now, the perfect situation for any man to be in. 200 00:09:06,223 --> 00:09:07,593 Okay, you can look. 201 00:09:09,590 --> 00:09:10,695 Schwing. 202 00:09:11,076 --> 00:09:12,242 - Yeah? - Yeah. 203 00:09:12,267 --> 00:09:14,265 They might not even ask you to sing. 204 00:09:14,290 --> 00:09:15,429 I'm serious. 205 00:09:15,454 --> 00:09:17,578 If that outfit has anything to say about it, 206 00:09:17,603 --> 00:09:21,273 you are absolutely going to be the new lead female singer 207 00:09:21,298 --> 00:09:23,750 of Yelp's 17th best reviewed wedding band 208 00:09:23,775 --> 00:09:24,976 in Southern California. 209 00:09:25,001 --> 00:09:28,210 - Well, I am down two sizes. - I know. And it shows. 210 00:09:29,292 --> 00:09:30,695 You think you're so cute. 211 00:09:30,720 --> 00:09:32,164 - Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. - And you are. 212 00:09:32,189 --> 00:09:34,695 You actually look like a young Bruce Willis. 213 00:09:34,720 --> 00:09:35,859 Don't do that. 214 00:09:35,964 --> 00:09:38,132 You cannot tell a man who went bald at 25 215 00:09:38,157 --> 00:09:39,657 that he looks like a young Bruce Willis. 216 00:09:39,681 --> 00:09:41,156 - It's too much. - No. 217 00:09:41,828 --> 00:09:44,968 Do you know what the... sexiest thing about you is? 218 00:09:45,000 --> 00:09:46,093 Yeah, my calves. 219 00:09:46,118 --> 00:09:47,118 - Mm-mm. - Oh. 220 00:09:47,500 --> 00:09:49,093 The sexiest thing about you 221 00:09:49,219 --> 00:09:51,687 is how sexy you make me feel. 222 00:09:51,712 --> 00:09:52,912 - Mm-hmm. - Oh, I see. 223 00:09:53,042 --> 00:09:54,179 Oh. 224 00:09:54,204 --> 00:09:55,968 - Kate? - Oh, no! 225 00:09:56,593 --> 00:09:59,570 - Hey. - Hey. Birthday girl. 226 00:09:59,984 --> 00:10:01,883 Birthday boy. Where's Sophie? 227 00:10:01,917 --> 00:10:02,984 Canceled. Mom. 228 00:10:03,018 --> 00:10:03,851 - M.S.? - Yeah. 229 00:10:03,886 --> 00:10:05,687 - You? Want to talk? - Disappointed. No. 230 00:10:05,721 --> 00:10:06,750 Happy birthday. 231 00:10:06,775 --> 00:10:08,992 I love it when you guys talk twin in front of me. 232 00:10:09,017 --> 00:10:10,000 Hey, Kevbo. 233 00:10:10,025 --> 00:10:11,659 - Yep? - Since Sophie is bailing, 234 00:10:11,684 --> 00:10:13,384 does that mean... that we're gonna have 235 00:10:13,409 --> 00:10:14,960 to cancel the double date tonight? 236 00:10:17,700 --> 00:10:19,046 No. 237 00:10:19,071 --> 00:10:21,040 - You... It's still our birthdays, Toby. - It's still our birthday. 238 00:10:21,064 --> 00:10:22,398 My God, give me a break. 239 00:10:22,423 --> 00:10:23,876 By the way, you're gonna love this place. 240 00:10:23,900 --> 00:10:25,512 It's, like, the number one joint in town, okay? 241 00:10:25,536 --> 00:10:27,868 I had to pull strings like frickin' Geppetto just to get in there. 242 00:10:27,892 --> 00:10:29,602 - That's a Pinocchio reference. - Yeah. Yeah. 243 00:10:29,626 --> 00:10:30,860 Geppetto was a woodworker. 244 00:10:32,296 --> 00:10:33,679 Wasn't a... Never mind. 245 00:10:34,632 --> 00:10:35,593 Let's take a look 246 00:10:35,618 --> 00:10:37,719 - at the outfit. I want to see. - Yes. What do you think? 247 00:10:37,743 --> 00:10:38,717 - It's great. I mean, you look... - Yeah? 248 00:10:38,742 --> 00:10:39,654 Yeah, you're beautiful. 249 00:10:39,679 --> 00:10:41,984 The only thing is, are you trying too hard? 250 00:10:42,009 --> 00:10:43,204 - It's just a question I had. - No. 251 00:10:43,228 --> 00:10:44,773 I don't know. You don't want to be 252 00:10:44,798 --> 00:10:45,876 the girl in the room that's trying too hard. 253 00:10:45,900 --> 00:10:48,369 - Yeah. - Uh, we like the outfit, so... 254 00:10:48,937 --> 00:10:50,328 Okay, I have a backup. 255 00:10:50,353 --> 00:10:52,721 - What? I wanted... I wanted... - Come help me, please. 256 00:10:52,746 --> 00:10:54,188 I'll be right back. Gonna help her with this real quick. 257 00:10:54,212 --> 00:10:57,320 So glad I gave you that extra key in case of emergencies, Kev. 258 00:10:57,561 --> 00:10:59,696 The key was for emergencies! 259 00:11:02,961 --> 00:11:05,820 And the she says she's too disappointed to talk. 260 00:11:06,048 --> 00:11:08,375 She says, "Soon. We'll talk soon." 261 00:11:08,400 --> 00:11:09,734 And then she just... 262 00:11:11,414 --> 00:11:12,539 leaves. 263 00:11:13,419 --> 00:11:14,500 Oof. 264 00:11:15,457 --> 00:11:16,500 "Oof." 265 00:11:18,187 --> 00:11:19,148 That's what I get? 266 00:11:19,173 --> 00:11:20,876 You're supposed to be a guy who says things, 267 00:11:20,900 --> 00:11:22,321 and-and I get "Oof." 268 00:11:25,551 --> 00:11:26,921 You make each other better. 269 00:11:28,577 --> 00:11:29,835 You're gonna be fine. 270 00:11:30,789 --> 00:11:32,031 Yeah, she's gonna call. 271 00:11:32,255 --> 00:11:33,789 - 'Course. - Today. 272 00:11:33,814 --> 00:11:36,282 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah, that phone is gonna ring, 273 00:11:36,441 --> 00:11:38,882 and I'm gonna be home before tonight. 274 00:11:39,023 --> 00:11:41,953 We've got some things to work on, yeah, sure, 275 00:11:41,978 --> 00:11:44,335 of course, but... it's okay. 276 00:11:44,534 --> 00:11:45,992 Hey, no sheets. 277 00:11:46,742 --> 00:11:48,773 Look... sheets are for long-term guests. 278 00:11:48,798 --> 00:11:50,165 I'm not a long-term guest. 279 00:11:51,147 --> 00:11:52,226 Okay. 280 00:11:53,065 --> 00:11:55,101 Hey, look, I'm gonna pop into the office, 281 00:11:55,166 --> 00:11:56,468 get a jump on the week. 282 00:11:56,493 --> 00:11:57,585 Why don't you come? 283 00:11:57,610 --> 00:11:58,914 It'll take your mind off things. 284 00:11:58,985 --> 00:12:00,687 Nah, I just want to be alone. 285 00:12:02,306 --> 00:12:03,726 - Okay. - Yeah. 286 00:12:05,220 --> 00:12:06,429 It's all yours, man. 287 00:12:08,345 --> 00:12:09,890 Hey. Thanks. 288 00:12:10,215 --> 00:12:11,421 For saying the thing. 289 00:12:13,486 --> 00:12:14,789 Sorry about the "Oof." 290 00:12:17,766 --> 00:12:19,023 She's gonna call. 291 00:12:39,679 --> 00:12:42,804 So... how was the party? Hmmm? 292 00:12:54,813 --> 00:12:56,656 What the hell? 293 00:12:56,681 --> 00:12:58,359 - We're gonna go to the movies. - I don't want to... 294 00:12:58,383 --> 00:12:59,726 We're gonna go to the movies. 295 00:12:59,751 --> 00:13:01,687 We're gonna go see the one with Tom Hanks 296 00:13:01,712 --> 00:13:03,379 at the dollar theater, and we're gonna... 297 00:13:03,404 --> 00:13:05,758 give ourselves over to Tom Hanks and he's gonna make us feel 298 00:13:05,782 --> 00:13:08,351 so much better about the mind-blowingly upsetting crap 299 00:13:08,376 --> 00:13:09,554 that's going on in our heads. 300 00:13:09,579 --> 00:13:10,992 Yeah? Great. 301 00:13:11,017 --> 00:13:12,226 It's gonna be fun. 302 00:13:13,113 --> 00:13:15,851 Now, obviously, what makes private adoption unique 303 00:13:15,876 --> 00:13:18,328 is that you are paired with an expectant mother 304 00:13:18,353 --> 00:13:19,539 who has already committed 305 00:13:19,564 --> 00:13:21,704 - to put her newborn up for adoption. - That's perfect. 306 00:13:21,728 --> 00:13:23,929 I was a newborn myself when my parents found me. 307 00:13:23,954 --> 00:13:25,304 It's perfect. Right? 308 00:13:27,281 --> 00:13:29,125 It's common in these situations 309 00:13:29,150 --> 00:13:32,359 for one spouse to be the dragger and one to be the drag-ee. 310 00:13:32,520 --> 00:13:34,153 It's important to communicate, 311 00:13:34,178 --> 00:13:35,515 because... fair warning... 312 00:13:35,540 --> 00:13:37,508 this process will really get up in your business. 313 00:13:37,533 --> 00:13:38,766 "Get up in there." 314 00:13:39,333 --> 00:13:40,539 That's what she said. 315 00:13:40,782 --> 00:13:43,164 - Uh... - Fingerprints, background checks. 316 00:13:43,297 --> 00:13:44,950 We'll be interviewing both your daughters 317 00:13:44,975 --> 00:13:46,290 to get a sense of their feelings. 318 00:13:46,314 --> 00:13:47,700 We haven't told the girls yet, 319 00:13:47,725 --> 00:13:48,867 but they're gonna love it. 320 00:13:48,916 --> 00:13:50,789 - A little brother... - Or little sister. 321 00:13:50,814 --> 00:13:53,328 Or brother. Hey, is that something we can request? 322 00:13:53,440 --> 00:13:55,296 I mean, I love me some headstrong sisters, 323 00:13:55,321 --> 00:13:57,646 but they run pretty deep in my house, if you know what I'm saying. 324 00:13:57,670 --> 00:13:58,771 He wants a boy. 325 00:13:59,086 --> 00:14:00,367 He wants to adopt a little boy, 326 00:14:00,392 --> 00:14:02,296 because he was a little boy when he was adopted. 327 00:14:02,321 --> 00:14:04,632 Yeah. I mean, I guess that's part of it. 328 00:14:04,657 --> 00:14:06,757 He wants to honor his two fathers by replicating 329 00:14:06,782 --> 00:14:08,773 the exact same situation he had. 330 00:14:08,798 --> 00:14:10,235 Well, I don't know if I would put it that... 331 00:14:10,259 --> 00:14:11,868 Hey, Mary, let me ask you. You have any kids 332 00:14:11,892 --> 00:14:13,757 laying around that were left at a fire station? 333 00:14:13,943 --> 00:14:16,265 'Cause that might really scratch my husband's itch. 334 00:14:27,581 --> 00:14:30,515 Well, as you can see, we're not afraid of honest, open communication. 335 00:14:34,554 --> 00:14:35,859 Are you fake smoking? 336 00:14:38,929 --> 00:14:39,976 Yes. 337 00:14:52,995 --> 00:14:54,351 Do you not want to adopt? 338 00:14:55,081 --> 00:14:56,953 - Does it matter what I want? - Hey. 339 00:14:57,734 --> 00:15:00,164 We only ever talk about what you want, Randall. 340 00:15:00,810 --> 00:15:02,242 You want to adopt. 341 00:15:02,296 --> 00:15:04,062 You want to honor your fathers. 342 00:15:04,632 --> 00:15:06,593 I know this has been a weird year for you, 343 00:15:06,618 --> 00:15:08,385 and I am trying to be supportive, 344 00:15:08,410 --> 00:15:10,744 but this is becoming, like... 345 00:15:10,769 --> 00:15:12,195 a weird pattern. 346 00:15:12,220 --> 00:15:13,375 Okay, I hear you. 347 00:15:13,744 --> 00:15:15,476 We're partners, in everything. 348 00:15:16,337 --> 00:15:18,578 But 37 years ago, my parents chose me, 349 00:15:18,958 --> 00:15:20,734 and that's why I'm here with you right now. 350 00:15:22,288 --> 00:15:24,273 This isn't going away for me, Beth. 351 00:15:24,717 --> 00:15:26,328 You need to get your head around it. 352 00:15:33,406 --> 00:15:34,992 Hey... Beth. 353 00:15:35,017 --> 00:15:38,656 No. I'm not throwing down with you in an adoption parking lot. 354 00:15:38,914 --> 00:15:40,445 - Can we just go... - Uh-huh. 355 00:15:59,423 --> 00:16:01,180 All right, guys, there's a lot of you. 356 00:16:01,204 --> 00:16:02,726 We're gonna be here into the night. 357 00:16:02,852 --> 00:16:04,601 It may seem like overkill, but this is 358 00:16:04,626 --> 00:16:05,765 a big opportunity. 359 00:16:05,790 --> 00:16:07,968 Make sure you sign the sheet, and we'll call you. 360 00:16:08,054 --> 00:16:09,455 Make it quick 361 00:16:09,479 --> 00:16:11,734 and make it count. 362 00:16:53,840 --> 00:16:55,352 I have no life. 363 00:16:55,376 --> 00:16:57,719 - I am a freakin' ghost! - Oh, you know? That is... 364 00:16:57,744 --> 00:16:59,843 - No, no, no, no. - Admit to me 365 00:16:59,868 --> 00:17:01,210 that you hated the fact that 366 00:17:01,235 --> 00:17:02,921 I had something happening for myself. 367 00:17:02,946 --> 00:17:06,108 I hated that you lied about working with your ex-boyfriend. 368 00:17:06,133 --> 00:17:07,842 No, that's total BS, Jack. You hated the fact 369 00:17:07,866 --> 00:17:09,678 - that I was singing again. - I was fine with it! 370 00:17:09,702 --> 00:17:11,461 - No, you didn't want me to have a career. - Career? 371 00:17:11,485 --> 00:17:14,062 You are a 40-year-old woman singing covers in pubs! 372 00:17:14,120 --> 00:17:15,898 That is not a career, Rebecca! 373 00:17:15,923 --> 00:17:17,101 That is ridiculous! 374 00:17:21,968 --> 00:17:24,070 - Want some? - Sure. 375 00:17:25,529 --> 00:17:26,617 Thank you. 376 00:17:29,801 --> 00:17:32,203 I think Randall's finally gonna make his move. 377 00:17:35,661 --> 00:17:36,661 What's wrong? 378 00:17:37,915 --> 00:17:39,171 Are you kidding me? 379 00:17:39,953 --> 00:17:40,944 Mmm. 380 00:17:40,969 --> 00:17:41,960 Could I have some, too? 381 00:17:41,985 --> 00:17:42,951 - Mm-hmm. - Thank you. 382 00:17:42,976 --> 00:17:44,890 - Hi, sweetheart. - Mommy. 383 00:17:45,029 --> 00:17:46,859 Ooh. Happy birthday. 384 00:17:46,915 --> 00:17:48,215 - Right there. - Mmm. 385 00:17:51,298 --> 00:17:53,226 Beth's struggling with the adoption. 386 00:17:53,686 --> 00:17:55,289 I thought that she was on board. 387 00:17:55,314 --> 00:17:57,437 - Yeah, I did, too. - Oh. 388 00:17:58,402 --> 00:18:00,031 How did you guys decide? 389 00:18:00,587 --> 00:18:01,587 With me. 390 00:18:02,820 --> 00:18:05,507 There was nothing to decide... the moment we saw you... 391 00:18:05,532 --> 00:18:06,445 You knew. 392 00:18:06,527 --> 00:18:07,898 That's a hell of a story, Ma. 393 00:18:07,923 --> 00:18:09,000 One of my favorites. 394 00:18:14,090 --> 00:18:16,640 I know you guys didn't have a perfect marriage. 395 00:18:17,070 --> 00:18:20,476 You'd just lost a child, and you both just wanted me? 396 00:18:21,040 --> 00:18:22,421 Right away? Just like that? 397 00:18:26,619 --> 00:18:27,984 It's complicated. 398 00:18:28,680 --> 00:18:31,445 That's something people say when they don't want to tell the truth. 399 00:18:56,349 --> 00:18:58,476 That little guy, right there. 400 00:19:02,186 --> 00:19:03,585 He wound up here. 401 00:19:05,399 --> 00:19:08,434 Exact same place, exact same day. 402 00:19:11,502 --> 00:19:13,789 Just... look at him, Bec. 403 00:19:14,683 --> 00:19:17,515 Placed right there, right next to ours. 404 00:19:20,022 --> 00:19:21,507 Can't you just feel it? 405 00:19:23,449 --> 00:19:25,726 You know, can't you just... see it? 406 00:19:28,339 --> 00:19:29,640 I said no. 407 00:19:30,974 --> 00:19:33,984 But your father was so sure. 408 00:19:34,009 --> 00:19:36,203 I was tired and I was grieving, 409 00:19:37,059 --> 00:19:38,632 and he just kept pushing me. 410 00:19:40,211 --> 00:19:43,078 He was so determined that you were meant to be. 411 00:19:43,561 --> 00:19:45,140 Meant to be ours. 412 00:19:47,803 --> 00:19:50,335 Sometimes, in marriage, 413 00:19:50,413 --> 00:19:53,914 someone has to be the one to push to make the big moves. 414 00:19:54,741 --> 00:19:57,898 And oftentimes in our marriage, yes, it was your father. 415 00:20:00,906 --> 00:20:02,890 Our marriage wasn't perfect, it's true. 416 00:20:03,235 --> 00:20:04,546 But none are. 417 00:20:06,772 --> 00:20:08,953 And your father wasn't perfect, either. 418 00:20:10,016 --> 00:20:11,914 But he was pretty damn close. 419 00:20:13,091 --> 00:20:14,585 As close as they come. 420 00:20:19,232 --> 00:20:21,906 He pushed... a stranger on me. 421 00:20:23,448 --> 00:20:25,835 And that stranger became my child. 422 00:20:27,153 --> 00:20:29,570 And that child became my life. 423 00:20:31,031 --> 00:20:32,257 He became you. 424 00:20:51,813 --> 00:20:54,179 Road tripping to Memphis like teenagers. 425 00:20:55,828 --> 00:20:57,804 You're gonna be the death of me, old man. 426 00:20:58,571 --> 00:21:01,453 I can get a bit bullheaded when I want something bad. 427 00:21:05,571 --> 00:21:07,973 Don't think that I ever thanked you for taking me in. 428 00:21:07,998 --> 00:21:09,601 Oh, you definitely did not. 429 00:21:13,422 --> 00:21:15,570 You know he brought you home without even asking me? 430 00:21:17,506 --> 00:21:18,632 First you. 431 00:21:18,984 --> 00:21:20,164 Then his brother. 432 00:21:22,038 --> 00:21:24,039 He wanted something and then he just... 433 00:21:24,477 --> 00:21:25,804 went ahead and did it. 434 00:21:26,999 --> 00:21:28,099 Bullheaded. 435 00:21:28,500 --> 00:21:29,789 Like father, like son. 436 00:21:30,143 --> 00:21:31,640 Well, I'll take that compliment. 437 00:21:33,050 --> 00:21:34,851 Take that compliment any day. 438 00:21:38,981 --> 00:21:40,953 Didn't turn out so bad, though, huh? 439 00:21:41,267 --> 00:21:42,921 Things that he pushed on you? 440 00:21:44,915 --> 00:21:46,554 No, you're all right, old man. 441 00:21:48,509 --> 00:21:50,149 Could have done without the Manny in my basement 442 00:21:50,173 --> 00:21:52,053 for a year, but you're all right. 443 00:21:54,318 --> 00:21:55,851 So you like my spot, huh? 444 00:21:56,317 --> 00:21:57,531 Yeah, I do. 445 00:21:59,273 --> 00:22:00,593 I like to come here. 446 00:22:00,963 --> 00:22:02,234 Reminds me of home. 447 00:22:03,765 --> 00:22:05,679 Reminds me of me. 448 00:22:06,155 --> 00:22:07,968 A little less fancy than your neighborhood. 449 00:22:07,993 --> 00:22:09,000 A little less white. 450 00:22:09,025 --> 00:22:11,679 Yeah, there's that, too. 451 00:22:20,125 --> 00:22:21,402 Come on, you've got to give me something. 452 00:22:21,426 --> 00:22:23,194 Did any of the other girls sing Sinead? 453 00:22:23,219 --> 00:22:24,430 What did they say when you were done? 454 00:22:24,454 --> 00:22:25,621 Come on, I have been 455 00:22:25,655 --> 00:22:27,976 on the edge of my seat all day. 456 00:22:28,858 --> 00:22:30,304 I don't know, it was just 457 00:22:30,526 --> 00:22:32,085 regular audition stuff. 458 00:22:33,688 --> 00:22:35,046 - Wow. - Okay. 459 00:22:37,327 --> 00:22:38,398 Oh, my God. 460 00:22:39,073 --> 00:22:41,632 - Where is everyone? - Um, excuse me. 461 00:22:41,763 --> 00:22:42,929 Is this the, uh... 462 00:22:43,281 --> 00:22:44,727 is this the hottest restaurant in town? 463 00:22:44,751 --> 00:22:45,782 I bought the whole place out. 464 00:22:45,806 --> 00:22:46,953 It's a birthday dinner. 465 00:22:46,978 --> 00:22:48,671 - Come on. - This is nice. 466 00:22:48,696 --> 00:22:49,882 - It's cool, right? - Yeah. 467 00:22:49,907 --> 00:22:51,726 Yeah. Okay, wait, do you want your sister 468 00:22:51,751 --> 00:22:53,281 to sit across from you, next to you, 469 00:22:53,306 --> 00:22:54,466 or just straight in your lap? 470 00:22:55,000 --> 00:22:56,234 Across from me is fine. 471 00:22:56,259 --> 00:22:57,218 - Sorry. - Sit down. 472 00:22:57,243 --> 00:22:59,023 That gentleman right there, that is Aito. 473 00:22:59,048 --> 00:23:00,968 He is a genius. 474 00:23:00,993 --> 00:23:02,757 He's from Top Chef, or Iron Chef, 475 00:23:02,805 --> 00:23:04,335 or Amazing Race. 476 00:23:04,360 --> 00:23:06,428 You are a TV star, Aito! 477 00:23:07,110 --> 00:23:08,179 The guy loves me. 478 00:23:08,254 --> 00:23:10,585 - Oh, wow, look at that. - Thank you. 479 00:23:10,684 --> 00:23:12,244 Oh, there's a... a wine for every fish. 480 00:23:12,273 --> 00:23:14,265 Okay, I'd like to make a toast. 481 00:23:14,290 --> 00:23:15,945 - Yep. - To the birthday girl. 482 00:23:16,435 --> 00:23:18,398 - And the birthday boy. - Thank you. 483 00:23:18,815 --> 00:23:19,835 Yeah. 484 00:23:20,791 --> 00:23:22,296 I would just like to say 485 00:23:22,790 --> 00:23:24,351 that I am very proud of you. 486 00:23:24,558 --> 00:23:25,617 So, cheers. 487 00:23:28,241 --> 00:23:29,875 You know what, Tobe? I actually didn't go 488 00:23:29,900 --> 00:23:32,181 to the audition... I bailed before I even got in the room. 489 00:23:33,859 --> 00:23:36,250 What? Why, after all that hard work? 490 00:23:36,275 --> 00:23:37,523 I know. Believe me, I felt 491 00:23:37,548 --> 00:23:39,070 the same way when she told me earlier. 492 00:23:39,095 --> 00:23:40,250 - When she... - But... yeah. 493 00:23:40,275 --> 00:23:41,399 But let me tell you, you don't know 494 00:23:41,411 --> 00:23:42,612 what it's like being in those rooms 495 00:23:42,636 --> 00:23:44,683 Man, it's horrible. You know how many times I've walked into a room 496 00:23:44,707 --> 00:23:46,863 and I wanted to bail when I saw James Marsden ready to read? 497 00:23:46,887 --> 00:23:48,479 Wow. Really? 498 00:23:48,840 --> 00:23:49,873 You told... 499 00:23:50,552 --> 00:23:52,737 Okay, wow. Um... 500 00:23:53,248 --> 00:23:56,581 Toby... Toby. 501 00:24:12,714 --> 00:24:14,886 - Hey. - Hey. 502 00:24:21,401 --> 00:24:22,714 Went to see my mom. 503 00:24:24,588 --> 00:24:25,682 Okay. 504 00:24:27,196 --> 00:24:29,120 You know she didn't want to adopt me at first? 505 00:24:30,365 --> 00:24:31,940 My father pushed. 506 00:24:36,814 --> 00:24:38,448 I love my parents. 507 00:24:39,209 --> 00:24:41,034 I loved them together. 508 00:24:42,275 --> 00:24:43,815 But I don't want to be them. 509 00:24:47,161 --> 00:24:48,962 My mother said there's no such thing 510 00:24:49,003 --> 00:24:50,565 as a perfect marriage. 511 00:24:51,159 --> 00:24:53,417 But on that, I have to disagree with my mother. 512 00:24:53,955 --> 00:24:55,518 I didn't think that was allowed. 513 00:24:55,610 --> 00:24:57,018 Today I'm allowing it. 514 00:24:57,760 --> 00:24:59,378 Because we're perfect, Beth. 515 00:25:00,695 --> 00:25:03,997 And I know this, you see, because I'm a perfectionist. 516 00:25:04,022 --> 00:25:06,156 So that's kind of my bag, you know? 517 00:25:06,387 --> 00:25:08,948 Been chasing after it my entire life. 518 00:25:10,175 --> 00:25:11,346 Perfection. 519 00:25:13,138 --> 00:25:17,745 And I fail... and I fail, and I fail and... 520 00:25:18,251 --> 00:25:20,143 the failure leads to self-doubt 521 00:25:20,168 --> 00:25:23,182 and self-loathing, and it's all... 522 00:25:23,505 --> 00:25:24,964 And all this other crap I got 523 00:25:24,989 --> 00:25:26,698 muddled up inside here. 524 00:25:28,491 --> 00:25:30,206 But when it comes to you and me... 525 00:25:31,475 --> 00:25:33,476 baby, there ain't nothing muddled there. 526 00:25:35,898 --> 00:25:38,167 We are perfect together. 527 00:25:39,514 --> 00:25:43,706 We are perfectly imperfect. 528 00:25:44,210 --> 00:25:45,909 And I didn't even know that was a thing. 529 00:25:46,648 --> 00:25:49,143 You see, we don't follow one another, Beth. 530 00:25:50,080 --> 00:25:52,831 We don't push our own plans on each other. 531 00:25:53,332 --> 00:25:55,503 We adjust our plans together. 532 00:25:57,735 --> 00:25:59,651 And if I can't adjust to you, then... 533 00:26:02,636 --> 00:26:04,706 ...then I have to figure out another way to do this. 534 00:26:05,083 --> 00:26:06,589 I'll volunteer somewhere, 535 00:26:06,614 --> 00:26:08,281 I'll... Yes, ma'am? 536 00:26:10,254 --> 00:26:11,651 Can I take you somewhere? 537 00:26:12,117 --> 00:26:13,253 Where? 538 00:26:13,896 --> 00:26:16,104 I want to adjust your perfect plan. 539 00:26:20,885 --> 00:26:22,471 Is it "perfectly imperfect"? 540 00:26:22,496 --> 00:26:23,863 - Right? - Yeah. 541 00:26:23,907 --> 00:26:24,909 I like that. 542 00:26:45,339 --> 00:26:47,409 - We open at 8:00. - I was just... 543 00:26:47,456 --> 00:26:49,743 You know, my wife, she sang here a few months back. 544 00:26:50,096 --> 00:26:51,057 Rebecca Pearson? 545 00:26:51,082 --> 00:26:52,779 She sang with a jazz band? 546 00:26:53,050 --> 00:26:55,615 Brunette. She's a knockout. 547 00:26:56,305 --> 00:26:58,628 Good for her. We open at 8:00. 548 00:27:01,644 --> 00:27:04,456 The thing is, she's not with the band anymore. 549 00:27:04,882 --> 00:27:07,128 She's going solo, and I thought maybe you'd... 550 00:27:07,528 --> 00:27:10,112 you'd like to book her for a solo gig, 551 00:27:10,137 --> 00:27:12,534 considering how well she did the first time around. 552 00:27:13,986 --> 00:27:15,081 Is this for real? 553 00:27:15,792 --> 00:27:16,872 Are you for real right now? 554 00:27:17,745 --> 00:27:19,196 Look, come on, I could pay you. 555 00:27:19,909 --> 00:27:21,741 I'll pay you to give her a monthly gig. 556 00:27:21,783 --> 00:27:23,089 You know, just... once a month. 557 00:27:23,114 --> 00:27:25,194 - You know, something that... - Hey, hey, hey, pal... 558 00:27:25,733 --> 00:27:28,182 you're embarrassing yourself and your wife. 559 00:27:28,956 --> 00:27:30,370 We're booked months in advance, 560 00:27:30,395 --> 00:27:32,930 we don't do solo acts, I've got nothing for you. 561 00:27:36,528 --> 00:27:39,003 Okay, thanks. Thanks for the trouble. 562 00:28:01,481 --> 00:28:03,515 - Dude, just... - Come on, hey, listen, man. 563 00:28:03,702 --> 00:28:05,214 She didn't want to disappoint you. 564 00:28:05,239 --> 00:28:07,026 Do you understand? And, hey, listen, 565 00:28:07,051 --> 00:28:08,542 I know I overdid it with the dinner. 566 00:28:08,567 --> 00:28:10,042 My fault, okay, but I was trying 567 00:28:10,067 --> 00:28:11,199 to take her mind off of the audition. 568 00:28:11,223 --> 00:28:13,011 That is not your job, Kevin. 569 00:28:13,378 --> 00:28:15,917 That's the point, it's not your job, okay? 570 00:28:15,942 --> 00:28:17,620 I-I... She's going to be my wife. 571 00:28:17,645 --> 00:28:19,870 I'm supposed to be her person. 572 00:28:19,895 --> 00:28:21,886 Not you. All right? I'm the one who's supposed 573 00:28:21,911 --> 00:28:23,812 to cheer her up, I'm the one who's supposed 574 00:28:23,837 --> 00:28:25,362 to buy her birthday dinner. 575 00:28:25,387 --> 00:28:26,479 Then buy the dinner! 576 00:28:26,504 --> 00:28:27,871 - Split the dinner with me. - I can't... 577 00:28:27,895 --> 00:28:29,042 I can't afford this crap! 578 00:28:29,737 --> 00:28:33,362 Okay? And I hate that you pay for meals while we're out, every time. 579 00:28:33,387 --> 00:28:35,714 What is that? You're not her father, Kev. 580 00:28:35,739 --> 00:28:36,870 And you're not her husband. 581 00:28:36,895 --> 00:28:39,301 Okay, stop right there. Do not tell me how to take care of my sister. 582 00:28:39,325 --> 00:28:41,144 I've been taking care of her for a really long time. 583 00:28:41,168 --> 00:28:42,605 Yeah, and how well is that working out for her? 584 00:28:42,629 --> 00:28:43,824 Just fine, thank you vey much. 585 00:28:43,848 --> 00:28:45,387 Yeah? She doesn't need to be coddled. She needs to be pushed. 586 00:28:45,411 --> 00:28:47,823 Stop it! Both of you. 587 00:28:50,085 --> 00:28:51,753 I'm a 37-year-old woman. 588 00:28:53,600 --> 00:28:56,557 And I shouldn't need to be pushed or coddled. 589 00:28:58,403 --> 00:29:00,070 Not by a man, not by a husband, 590 00:29:00,095 --> 00:29:02,096 not by a brother, not by anyone. 591 00:29:05,315 --> 00:29:07,155 I don't even know what you're saying right now. 592 00:29:07,915 --> 00:29:08,784 - Just... - Ugh... 593 00:29:08,809 --> 00:29:09,910 Where are you going? 594 00:29:10,137 --> 00:29:11,221 Back to the audition 595 00:29:11,246 --> 00:29:13,175 to wipe the floor with those bitches. 596 00:29:13,200 --> 00:29:15,643 That's where I'm going. And don't follow me. 597 00:29:18,430 --> 00:29:19,761 Well, you heard her, so... 598 00:29:20,422 --> 00:29:21,479 Don't do it. 599 00:29:22,751 --> 00:29:24,268 - Don't... - I'm... 600 00:29:25,174 --> 00:29:26,174 Don't, do... 601 00:29:26,485 --> 00:29:27,815 Man, she's my ride. 602 00:29:27,840 --> 00:29:29,159 You have to give me a ride. 603 00:29:29,184 --> 00:29:30,800 Come on, get in the car. Get... 604 00:29:30,939 --> 00:29:32,604 How do you... I don't even... 605 00:29:32,629 --> 00:29:34,764 You reach under the thing, and you... 606 00:29:36,848 --> 00:29:38,081 Happy birthday. 607 00:29:39,532 --> 00:29:40,745 Thank you. 608 00:29:43,486 --> 00:29:44,831 I had it bound for you. 609 00:29:51,379 --> 00:29:52,917 This was his favorite spot. 610 00:29:56,596 --> 00:29:58,651 I've been coming here almost every day, 611 00:30:00,334 --> 00:30:03,448 trying to figure out how I can give you what you want. 612 00:30:06,144 --> 00:30:07,948 Trying to wrap my head around it. 613 00:30:10,794 --> 00:30:13,167 And I know you have this notion in your mind, 614 00:30:13,569 --> 00:30:17,198 this notion of a perfect little newborn 615 00:30:17,223 --> 00:30:19,224 that we could shape and mold from scratch, 616 00:30:19,249 --> 00:30:20,698 like Play-Doh, but... 617 00:30:21,974 --> 00:30:24,065 Randall, if we're really gonna do this, 618 00:30:25,643 --> 00:30:27,003 I think this is the way. 619 00:30:31,283 --> 00:30:33,846 Your parents did something wonderful for you. 620 00:30:34,673 --> 00:30:36,974 And because of that, you had a wonderful life. 621 00:30:36,999 --> 00:30:39,221 But things could have been very different for you. 622 00:30:40,530 --> 00:30:41,925 That could have been you. 623 00:30:47,319 --> 00:30:49,315 If you really want to do this, if you really want 624 00:30:49,340 --> 00:30:53,136 to risk our perfectly imperfect life for something, 625 00:30:54,906 --> 00:30:56,417 let's go all the way. 626 00:30:57,752 --> 00:30:59,453 Let's take in an older kid 627 00:30:59,478 --> 00:31:02,401 who no one else in the whole damn world is gonna help. 628 00:31:16,988 --> 00:31:18,988 Oh, sorry we're all done. 629 00:31:19,052 --> 00:31:20,448 You have to let me audition. 630 00:31:21,739 --> 00:31:23,471 I can do any song on your list. 631 00:31:23,647 --> 00:31:26,706 I was here before, but I lost my nerve, and I'm a singer. 632 00:31:27,620 --> 00:31:29,171 Well, I used to be more of one when I was kid, but... 633 00:31:29,195 --> 00:31:30,589 Fine. Which song? 634 00:31:31,432 --> 00:31:33,150 - "Nothing Compares 2 U." - Let's go. 635 00:31:33,175 --> 00:31:35,339 All right, guys, one more: "Nothing Compares 2 U." 636 00:31:36,675 --> 00:31:38,026 Uh, I was also thinking 637 00:31:38,051 --> 00:31:39,451 - that I could just... - Two, three, 638 00:31:39,539 --> 00:31:40,539 four. 639 00:31:46,417 --> 00:31:51,089 ♪ It's been seven hours and 15 days ♪ 640 00:31:53,928 --> 00:31:56,878 ♪ Since you took your love away ♪ 641 00:32:01,646 --> 00:32:03,080 ♪ I go out... ♪ 642 00:32:03,105 --> 00:32:04,338 Thank you. Thank you. 643 00:32:07,151 --> 00:32:08,042 Okay. 644 00:32:08,105 --> 00:32:09,385 - Talk to you tomorrow? - Mm-hmm. 645 00:32:15,207 --> 00:32:16,207 No. 646 00:32:16,715 --> 00:32:17,749 No. 647 00:32:18,214 --> 00:32:19,781 You will not dismiss me like that. 648 00:32:19,815 --> 00:32:21,282 And you will not dismiss me 649 00:32:21,317 --> 00:32:23,318 because I don't look like that girl up there. 650 00:32:23,352 --> 00:32:25,020 I know I'm not what you imagined, 651 00:32:25,054 --> 00:32:27,222 but I will not walk out of this room and allow you 652 00:32:27,256 --> 00:32:29,290 to just give this gig to a lesser singer 653 00:32:29,325 --> 00:32:30,932 because she's a size two. 654 00:32:31,189 --> 00:32:33,128 Because I've been living versions of that story 655 00:32:33,153 --> 00:32:36,182 my entire life, and I can't do it anymore. 656 00:32:36,432 --> 00:32:38,096 And I won't do it anymore. 657 00:32:46,471 --> 00:32:47,479 Amber. 658 00:32:47,698 --> 00:32:49,081 "Nothing Compares 2 U." 659 00:32:52,446 --> 00:32:54,432 Two, three, four. 660 00:32:54,475 --> 00:32:59,440 ♪ It's been seven hours and 15 days ♪ 661 00:33:00,104 --> 00:33:03,846 ♪ Since you took your love away ♪ 662 00:33:04,534 --> 00:33:06,471 ♪ Since you been gone ♪ 663 00:33:06,496 --> 00:33:10,233 ♪ I can do whatever I want. ♪ 664 00:33:10,639 --> 00:33:12,159 That's enough, thanks. 665 00:33:14,690 --> 00:33:15,768 That's Amber. 666 00:33:15,793 --> 00:33:17,151 She's our backup singer. 667 00:33:17,496 --> 00:33:18,792 She was our lead singer, 668 00:33:18,817 --> 00:33:20,777 but we demoted her because she wasn't good enough. 669 00:33:21,339 --> 00:33:23,721 Your pitch is good, but your range is limited 670 00:33:23,746 --> 00:33:26,112 and your falsetto blows; You're out of practice, right? 671 00:33:26,137 --> 00:33:27,816 You can't waltz in here and compete with girls 672 00:33:27,840 --> 00:33:29,621 who have been honing their craft at open mic nights 673 00:33:29,645 --> 00:33:30,932 since they were 16 years old. 674 00:33:31,557 --> 00:33:33,157 I-I don't care what dress size you wear. 675 00:33:33,463 --> 00:33:35,112 It's... you're not good enough, honey. 676 00:33:40,217 --> 00:33:42,682 Toby, she was the one that told me my father had died. 677 00:33:43,117 --> 00:33:46,151 Uh, 17 years old, she had to be the one to tell me that. 678 00:33:47,972 --> 00:33:50,556 She's not just my sister, Toby. 679 00:33:50,581 --> 00:33:52,182 I'm not just her brother, we... 680 00:33:53,581 --> 00:33:56,026 We've walked side-by-side through an entire life together, 681 00:33:56,051 --> 00:33:58,432 and these things that we've experienced are... 682 00:33:59,373 --> 00:34:00,401 you know. 683 00:34:05,481 --> 00:34:07,104 I'm not that good an actor. 684 00:34:09,560 --> 00:34:11,432 Uh, I'm not, I'm not-I'm not 685 00:34:11,457 --> 00:34:13,273 really that good at anything, to be honest with you. 686 00:34:13,297 --> 00:34:15,690 Uh, I'm always the guy in the room trying the hardest. 687 00:34:20,743 --> 00:34:22,339 Being her brother, I... 688 00:34:23,449 --> 00:34:25,948 I never had to try to be good at that, 689 00:34:26,112 --> 00:34:27,261 you know? So... 690 00:34:29,793 --> 00:34:31,550 I can't just cut the cord that quickly 691 00:34:31,575 --> 00:34:33,425 'cause she met this amazing guy. 692 00:34:37,050 --> 00:34:38,317 I know. 693 00:34:41,026 --> 00:34:43,534 I do need you to stretch it a little bit. 694 00:34:45,997 --> 00:34:47,018 I know. 695 00:34:51,008 --> 00:34:52,143 Yeah. 696 00:34:53,181 --> 00:34:54,615 That did not go well. 697 00:34:54,640 --> 00:34:56,182 - Oh. - No, no, no, it's okay, 698 00:34:56,207 --> 00:34:59,909 because it wasn't about my weight or my age, 699 00:35:00,047 --> 00:35:01,648 it was about my lack of ability. 700 00:35:01,784 --> 00:35:03,932 Which is fantastic. 'Cause I can do this. 701 00:35:04,436 --> 00:35:05,839 I know I can do this. 702 00:35:07,515 --> 00:35:09,557 Just gonna have to work my way up. 703 00:35:09,998 --> 00:35:10,971 Hmm. 704 00:35:10,996 --> 00:35:12,196 Well. 705 00:35:12,480 --> 00:35:13,487 But, ooh, I need a drink. 706 00:35:13,512 --> 00:35:15,104 Does anyone want a nightcap? 707 00:35:15,679 --> 00:35:17,807 I... I'm-I got an early call. 708 00:35:17,832 --> 00:35:19,620 So I'm gonna bail on the drink. 709 00:35:19,645 --> 00:35:20,645 Okay. 710 00:35:21,143 --> 00:35:22,839 - Happy birthday. - Happy birthday. 711 00:35:22,864 --> 00:35:25,398 And, uh, I'll let you take it from here. 712 00:35:27,137 --> 00:35:28,237 Drink? 713 00:35:33,711 --> 00:35:36,526 And now, an addendum to my earlier advice, 714 00:35:36,807 --> 00:35:39,628 if I'm so lucky as to still have your ear. 715 00:35:40,870 --> 00:35:43,573 I loved you, I lost you. 716 00:35:45,319 --> 00:35:47,893 And I advise you, 'twas better 717 00:35:48,594 --> 00:35:51,073 than to never having had loved at all. 718 00:35:56,197 --> 00:35:57,956 But now, with more years, 719 00:35:58,017 --> 00:36:00,351 with more time, more perspective, 720 00:36:00,552 --> 00:36:03,050 I see things in a slightly new way. 721 00:36:03,538 --> 00:36:06,659 So here, my good son, is a father's advice, 722 00:36:06,684 --> 00:36:08,393 updated and recalled. 723 00:36:09,333 --> 00:36:12,190 It's better to have loved and lost, surely... 724 00:36:14,092 --> 00:36:17,073 ...but try not to lose it at all. 725 00:36:17,098 --> 00:36:18,175 Jack? 726 00:36:21,510 --> 00:36:23,612 - Hey, Jack? 727 00:36:25,182 --> 00:36:26,261 Hi. 728 00:36:26,770 --> 00:36:27,987 Hi. 729 00:36:29,074 --> 00:36:33,721 So, I was trying to remember myself tonight, Jack. 730 00:36:35,851 --> 00:36:37,385 The person I used to be. 731 00:36:37,410 --> 00:36:39,526 And then I started remembering you, too. 732 00:36:40,016 --> 00:36:45,096 And I'm not the only one who gave up on my dreams, Jack. 733 00:36:45,121 --> 00:36:47,026 We both did, right? 734 00:36:47,934 --> 00:36:51,487 And we, we realized an even bigger dream, 735 00:36:51,512 --> 00:36:52,940 an even more massive dream. 736 00:36:52,965 --> 00:36:56,253 And I'm... I'm still really upset, 737 00:36:56,382 --> 00:36:58,854 and I don't think I'm ready to talk about any of that yet. 738 00:36:58,879 --> 00:36:59,925 But... 739 00:37:01,141 --> 00:37:03,242 I shouldn't have let you leave. 740 00:37:07,100 --> 00:37:09,535 And not just because of all of the beautiful things you said, 741 00:37:09,560 --> 00:37:12,362 I shouldn't have let you leave because that's not what we do. 742 00:37:12,748 --> 00:37:14,651 That's not who we are, that's not us. 743 00:37:14,714 --> 00:37:16,348 I know that, that's not us. 744 00:37:17,062 --> 00:37:19,151 I know that I'm not deeply unhappy, 745 00:37:19,176 --> 00:37:21,581 and I'm not unfulfilled, and you're not an alcoholic, 746 00:37:21,606 --> 00:37:22,773 and you're not your father. 747 00:37:22,798 --> 00:37:24,409 And even when I watch Tom Hanks, 748 00:37:24,434 --> 00:37:26,128 I sit there and I think to myself, 749 00:37:26,548 --> 00:37:27,706 "He's not so great." 750 00:37:27,982 --> 00:37:29,104 And who does that? 751 00:37:29,129 --> 00:37:31,112 Who watches Tom Hanks and thinks, 752 00:37:31,137 --> 00:37:32,887 "You know what? I'm married to a man that's better than that." 753 00:37:32,911 --> 00:37:36,503 Bec, you don't know everything about me. 754 00:37:38,216 --> 00:37:39,339 - Yes, I do. - No. 755 00:37:39,364 --> 00:37:40,777 - I know everything about you. - Rebecca, you don't know... 756 00:37:40,801 --> 00:37:42,050 I'm drunk right now. 757 00:37:44,630 --> 00:37:46,307 I have been drunk all day. 758 00:37:47,604 --> 00:37:50,651 I have been drunk for weeks. 759 00:37:52,536 --> 00:37:56,190 And I thought I had it under control, like the first time, but... 760 00:37:57,783 --> 00:38:00,550 I have a problem, Rebecca. 761 00:38:02,633 --> 00:38:04,948 And I've hidden it from you 762 00:38:06,651 --> 00:38:08,190 for a very long time. 763 00:38:09,824 --> 00:38:13,057 And I've-I've hidden it from our kids. 764 00:38:15,003 --> 00:38:17,089 And I need to get a handle on it 765 00:38:17,114 --> 00:38:19,768 before I can walk back into that house. 766 00:38:25,987 --> 00:38:27,307 And I'm sorry, 767 00:38:28,544 --> 00:38:29,544 baby, I... 768 00:38:32,980 --> 00:38:34,479 ...I am very embarrassed. 769 00:38:36,961 --> 00:38:38,667 And I am very sorry. 770 00:38:42,091 --> 00:38:45,448 But I need to fix this on my own. 771 00:39:21,689 --> 00:39:22,932 Get in the car. 772 00:39:25,588 --> 00:39:26,917 Get in the car, Jack. 773 00:39:29,445 --> 00:39:32,464 You are my husband, and I am your wife, 774 00:39:32,637 --> 00:39:36,425 and if you have a problem, we will fix it together. 775 00:39:39,112 --> 00:39:41,151 I just need you to get in the car. 776 00:39:41,924 --> 00:39:43,221 So we can go home. 777 00:39:44,538 --> 00:39:46,120 Come on. 778 00:39:49,557 --> 00:39:50,706 Come on, baby. 779 00:39:50,801 --> 00:39:51,801 Okay. 780 00:39:51,826 --> 00:39:53,596 I need you to get in the car. 781 00:39:53,838 --> 00:39:55,839 I need you to get in the car. 782 00:40:05,904 --> 00:40:07,604 Everything's gonna be fine. 783 00:40:10,352 --> 00:40:11,503 Jack, look at me. 784 00:40:15,551 --> 00:40:16,854 A few months from now, 785 00:40:17,707 --> 00:40:19,440 everything will be back to normal. 786 00:40:52,592 --> 00:40:54,260 I'm gonna get some pillows. 787 00:40:56,924 --> 00:40:58,440 - We... we... 788 00:40:58,465 --> 00:40:59,659 We have to find Kev. 789 00:41:04,347 --> 00:41:06,104 He needs to hear it from me. 790 00:41:35,624 --> 00:41:36,628 No... 791 00:41:45,381 --> 00:41:50,898 Subs & corrections by susinz. Synced by kOoL tHuG *www.addic7ed.com* 792 00:41:56,317 --> 00:41:57,116 How did you stop before Jack? 793 00:41:57,217 --> 00:42:00,320 It was not easy. 794 00:42:00,421 --> 00:42:03,589 I'm not going to overreact to everything she says this time. 795 00:42:03,691 --> 00:42:07,260 You wanted to adopt and now you're Randalling out on me. 796 00:42:07,361 --> 00:42:09,629 Ok stop making my name a thing.