1 00:00:01,150 --> 00:00:03,142 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:03,152 --> 00:00:04,252 Today's Bulletin... 3 00:00:04,445 --> 00:00:05,745 it's kind of going viral. 4 00:00:05,780 --> 00:00:07,647 RANDALL: Well, viral how? 5 00:00:07,681 --> 00:00:09,215 (GARBLED SPEECH) 6 00:00:09,250 --> 00:00:10,950 I'm doing this for William Hill. 7 00:00:10,985 --> 00:00:13,653 Because you all were his family, 8 00:00:13,687 --> 00:00:15,855 which means you're my family, too. 9 00:00:15,890 --> 00:00:18,057 It's twins, Kevin. 10 00:00:18,092 --> 00:00:20,460 I'm all in, Madison. 11 00:00:20,494 --> 00:00:22,562 Whatever you need, I am all in. 12 00:00:22,596 --> 00:00:24,297 I think I just got the part. 13 00:00:24,331 --> 00:00:26,109 I mean, pending a-a good meeting with the director. 14 00:00:26,133 --> 00:00:28,568 (LAUGHING): I-I got the part. 15 00:00:28,602 --> 00:00:30,013 KATE: Um, my talk with Ellie today 16 00:00:30,037 --> 00:00:31,437 brought up some stuff for me. 17 00:00:31,472 --> 00:00:35,074 When I was 18, I was in 18 00:00:35,109 --> 00:00:37,911 a really, really bad relationship. 19 00:00:37,945 --> 00:00:40,046 And when it ended... 20 00:00:52,993 --> 00:00:58,031 So you're telling me, that this boyfriend of yours... 21 00:00:58,065 --> 00:01:00,366 Got me pregnant, yeah. 22 00:01:01,769 --> 00:01:05,171 And I was nowhere near ready to be a mom. 23 00:01:05,206 --> 00:01:07,540 And I could not... 24 00:01:07,575 --> 00:01:11,778 Ooh, I could not be tied to that guy for the rest of my life. 25 00:01:11,812 --> 00:01:14,080 You know, so... 26 00:01:14,115 --> 00:01:16,516 I had an abortion. 27 00:01:18,986 --> 00:01:21,321 And it was, I mean, the toughest decision 28 00:01:21,355 --> 00:01:23,423 I've ever made in my life. 29 00:01:23,457 --> 00:01:26,492 But I don't regret it. 30 00:01:26,527 --> 00:01:32,165 But I made it alone, and you know, I've lived with it alone. 31 00:01:33,400 --> 00:01:35,902 Wait. What are your eyes doing? Are you judging me? 32 00:01:35,936 --> 00:01:38,071 No. 33 00:01:38,105 --> 00:01:40,974 No, of course not. 34 00:01:42,610 --> 00:01:46,479 I'm just trying to wrap my head around the... 35 00:01:47,648 --> 00:01:50,717 Uh, why did it take you so long to tell me this? 36 00:01:51,652 --> 00:01:53,620 Well, it's not exactly something 37 00:01:53,654 --> 00:01:56,623 that comes up naturally in a conversation. 38 00:01:56,657 --> 00:01:58,758 Actually, it is. 39 00:02:00,561 --> 00:02:03,196 It took us two years to have Jack. 40 00:02:03,230 --> 00:02:07,533 That's two years of talking about pregnancy all the time. 41 00:02:07,568 --> 00:02:10,570 Toby, you don't understand. 42 00:02:10,604 --> 00:02:12,605 I was 18 years old, 43 00:02:12,640 --> 00:02:16,276 and that decision was wrapped up in the darkest, 44 00:02:16,310 --> 00:02:21,614 lowest, most painful... time of my life. 45 00:02:21,649 --> 00:02:24,450 It was, like, the most painful relationship of my life. 46 00:02:24,485 --> 00:02:27,287 And all I wanted to do, I wanted to lock it up, 47 00:02:27,321 --> 00:02:29,199 you know, and I didn't want to think about it. 48 00:02:29,223 --> 00:02:32,191 I didn't want to think about him. 49 00:02:32,226 --> 00:02:35,995 He was so cruel... to me. 50 00:02:37,965 --> 00:02:40,667 I would like you to tell me his name, 51 00:02:40,701 --> 00:02:43,770 and then, I would like to find him, 52 00:02:43,804 --> 00:02:45,905 and I would like to kill him. 53 00:02:45,940 --> 00:02:47,573 - Babe. - I want to kill him. 54 00:02:47,608 --> 00:02:48,941 (LAUGHING): You're... 55 00:02:48,976 --> 00:02:50,977 Thank you. That's very sweet. 56 00:02:51,011 --> 00:02:52,578 You know what? 57 00:02:52,613 --> 00:02:54,224 He's in the past, it's all in the past. 58 00:02:54,248 --> 00:02:56,983 - It's... - Is it, though? If it was 59 00:02:57,017 --> 00:02:59,852 truly in the past, then why would it take you four years 60 00:02:59,887 --> 00:03:02,355 to tell me about it? 61 00:03:10,364 --> 00:03:12,799 (TOBY EXHALES) 62 00:03:29,083 --> 00:03:31,217 ♪ 63 00:03:36,380 --> 00:03:39,260 Look at that. Changing table is built. 64 00:03:39,271 --> 00:03:40,929 The bunny tapestry is hung. I'm telling you. 65 00:03:40,940 --> 00:03:43,889 Natasha is going to plotz when she sees our nursery. 66 00:03:44,080 --> 00:03:46,482 You are obsessed with impressing this nanny. 67 00:03:46,516 --> 00:03:48,795 I thought we were interviewing her, not the other way around. 68 00:03:48,819 --> 00:03:50,552 Yeah, no, babe, you don't understand. 69 00:03:50,587 --> 00:03:52,665 Natasha is, like, um... She's, like, nanny royalty. 70 00:03:52,689 --> 00:03:55,758 Okay? Timberlake said that he and Jess... 71 00:03:55,792 --> 00:03:58,027 they wept when she left to go to another family. 72 00:03:58,061 --> 00:04:00,462 Now that's what my family deserves, does it not? 73 00:04:00,497 --> 00:04:02,164 A nanny that makes Timberlake weep? 74 00:04:02,199 --> 00:04:04,333 - (PHONE VIBRATING) - Like a little baby. 75 00:04:04,367 --> 00:04:06,669 Yeah, what's up? 76 00:04:08,972 --> 00:04:11,507 Yeah, okay. 77 00:04:11,541 --> 00:04:13,442 No. Hold on, hold on. No, no, no, no, no. 78 00:04:13,476 --> 00:04:14,910 That is not what I committed to. 79 00:04:14,945 --> 00:04:16,545 Then I'm out. 80 00:04:16,580 --> 00:04:19,315 Yeah, you know why. 81 00:04:19,349 --> 00:04:21,317 I'm not having this conversation. 82 00:04:21,351 --> 00:04:23,485 Goodbye. 83 00:04:28,124 --> 00:04:30,626 Read about these, uh... What were they? 84 00:04:30,660 --> 00:04:33,696 These, uh... these, uh... these baby monitor socks 85 00:04:33,730 --> 00:04:35,631 - that they have. They... - Kevin. 86 00:04:35,665 --> 00:04:37,310 What the hell just happened on the phone? 87 00:04:37,334 --> 00:04:41,503 Uh, th-that was, uh, just my agent. 88 00:04:41,538 --> 00:04:43,372 They, uh, they're moving 89 00:04:43,406 --> 00:04:45,941 the filming of the movie to Vancouver, 'cause it's safer. 90 00:04:45,976 --> 00:04:47,943 I guess there's less COVID, so... 91 00:04:47,978 --> 00:04:49,945 And that's bad because...? 92 00:04:49,980 --> 00:04:52,581 Because it's two weeks of filming, right? 93 00:04:52,616 --> 00:04:54,550 Plus, two weeks quarantine, 94 00:04:54,584 --> 00:04:57,086 which means I'd have to leave L.A. tomorrow. 95 00:04:58,054 --> 00:04:59,655 Oh. 96 00:04:59,689 --> 00:05:02,925 Yeah, so, I-I, you know, I can't do it. 97 00:05:06,830 --> 00:05:08,764 Wait. Put that down. 98 00:05:08,798 --> 00:05:10,399 Let's do the math for a second. 99 00:05:10,433 --> 00:05:13,068 Four weeks away puts you back here... 100 00:05:13,103 --> 00:05:16,505 a solid five weeks before the babies are due. 101 00:05:20,076 --> 00:05:22,945 You have worked so hard on this movie. 102 00:05:22,979 --> 00:05:26,982 You have put up with so much crap from that director. 103 00:05:27,017 --> 00:05:29,551 This can't all be for nothing. 104 00:05:31,454 --> 00:05:33,555 I don't know. I don't know. 105 00:05:40,630 --> 00:05:42,831 Go on and pack. 106 00:05:44,734 --> 00:05:46,935 Yeah. 107 00:05:55,912 --> 00:05:59,448 No, Mom, I didn't realize the camera was still on. 108 00:05:59,482 --> 00:06:01,627 - (LIZZO'S "JUICE" PLAYING) - I can give Miguel my abs routine. 109 00:06:01,651 --> 00:06:03,752 - ♪ Got to blame it on the Goose ♪ - Oh, my. 110 00:06:03,787 --> 00:06:05,798 - ♪ Got to blame it on my juice, baby... ♪ - Oh, boy. 111 00:06:05,822 --> 00:06:09,658 Uh, I'm at the office now, Ma. Uh, love you. 112 00:06:09,693 --> 00:06:11,771 - ♪ I'm the pudding in the proof... ♪ - Morning, boss. 113 00:06:11,795 --> 00:06:13,762 - (MUSIC STOPS) - (LAUGHTER, APPLAUSE) 114 00:06:13,797 --> 00:06:15,631 All right, Jae-won. 115 00:06:15,665 --> 00:06:18,067 You can put your tiny pecs back on now. 116 00:06:18,101 --> 00:06:19,835 (LAUGHTER) 117 00:06:21,705 --> 00:06:23,806 Uh, there's something I need to show you. 118 00:06:23,840 --> 00:06:26,018 I don't know if I would have said that while closing a door, 119 00:06:26,042 --> 00:06:27,676 wearing a naked-man shirt. 120 00:06:27,711 --> 00:06:30,012 Yeah. Uh, you know the, um... 121 00:06:30,046 --> 00:06:32,448 the form we set up on our website for cons... 122 00:06:32,482 --> 00:06:34,917 for, uh, constituents to reach out? 123 00:06:34,951 --> 00:06:36,452 (GROANS) 124 00:06:36,486 --> 00:06:37,920 Aah. Uh, watch the hair. 125 00:06:37,954 --> 00:06:39,955 - Yeah. - (SIGHS) 126 00:06:39,990 --> 00:06:41,657 - Thank you. - Yeah. 127 00:06:41,691 --> 00:06:43,992 The, um... the form on our website 128 00:06:44,027 --> 00:06:45,594 for constituents to reach out. 129 00:06:45,628 --> 00:06:47,429 (EXHALES SHARPLY) 130 00:06:47,464 --> 00:06:48,964 This came in. 131 00:06:54,838 --> 00:06:56,672 You want privacy? 132 00:06:56,706 --> 00:06:58,807 I'll give you privacy. 133 00:07:00,276 --> 00:07:02,411 (DOOR OPENS) 134 00:07:02,445 --> 00:07:04,713 (DOOR CLOSES) 135 00:07:04,748 --> 00:07:06,849 (TURNS PAGE) 136 00:07:14,400 --> 00:07:17,768 - (KNOCKING, DOOR OPENS) - Kate Pearson? 137 00:07:17,778 --> 00:07:19,879 - (DOOR CLOSES) - I'm Dr. Wolfe. 138 00:07:19,913 --> 00:07:21,447 I'm one of the clinicians here. 139 00:07:21,481 --> 00:07:23,416 - Hi. - Hi. 140 00:07:23,450 --> 00:07:26,252 So, let me tell you how this is gonna go. 141 00:07:26,286 --> 00:07:27,820 Uh, by Pennsylvania law, 142 00:07:27,854 --> 00:07:29,755 I'm required to ask you this list of questions 143 00:07:29,790 --> 00:07:31,457 before we can proceed any further. 144 00:07:31,491 --> 00:07:34,026 - Okay. - Okay. 145 00:07:34,061 --> 00:07:36,128 Are you absolutely sure 146 00:07:36,163 --> 00:07:38,698 of your decision to terminate this pregnancy? 147 00:07:38,732 --> 00:07:40,833 Yes. 148 00:07:40,867 --> 00:07:43,703 Can you tell me what led to your decision? 149 00:07:45,038 --> 00:07:47,239 Um... I'm 18, 150 00:07:47,274 --> 00:07:49,709 and I'm not with the guy anymore, so... 151 00:07:50,744 --> 00:07:53,512 Are you taking any medications or other drugs? 152 00:07:54,615 --> 00:07:57,883 Kate? 153 00:07:59,319 --> 00:08:01,287 Um, so where do they actually do it? 154 00:08:01,321 --> 00:08:03,089 Will it be in here? 155 00:08:03,123 --> 00:08:05,858 No. The procedure would happen in the room next door. 156 00:08:05,892 --> 00:08:09,128 And that happens today, right? 157 00:08:09,162 --> 00:08:11,397 Mm. No, honey. We're legally required 158 00:08:11,431 --> 00:08:14,066 to wait 24 hours after meeting the patient 159 00:08:14,101 --> 00:08:16,068 and giving the questions and information. 160 00:08:16,103 --> 00:08:19,705 (FADING): If after 24 hours, you feel you want the procedure... 161 00:08:22,042 --> 00:08:24,543 - Babe? - Hi. 162 00:08:25,879 --> 00:08:27,413 Where's Jackie? 163 00:08:27,447 --> 00:08:29,715 Ugh. Conked out in his sleep chair. 164 00:08:29,750 --> 00:08:31,183 - Yeah? - Yeah. 165 00:08:31,218 --> 00:08:33,185 You look pretty tired yourself. 166 00:08:34,788 --> 00:08:38,157 Well, that's because I spent the entire night 167 00:08:38,191 --> 00:08:41,660 cyber-stalking my awful ex-boyfriend Marc. 168 00:08:41,695 --> 00:08:44,363 I don't know. I just... 169 00:08:44,398 --> 00:08:47,032 I just felt like... 170 00:08:47,067 --> 00:08:48,567 I don't know... you were right. 171 00:08:48,602 --> 00:08:50,413 Right, like, I was clearly not past the past. 172 00:08:50,437 --> 00:08:53,939 And that's why I took out my laptop, I went for a dive, 173 00:08:53,974 --> 00:08:57,243 and I found out that he's in San Diego. 174 00:08:57,277 --> 00:08:58,978 So I was thinking. 175 00:08:59,012 --> 00:09:01,280 I don't know what I'm gonna say or what I'm gonna do, 176 00:09:01,314 --> 00:09:03,149 but I-I feel like I have to see him. 177 00:09:04,084 --> 00:09:06,786 I was hoping you would come with. 178 00:09:06,820 --> 00:09:10,790 I know it's a lot to ask, but I could really use your support. 179 00:09:12,192 --> 00:09:15,361 Are you sure you can handle seeing him again? 180 00:09:15,395 --> 00:09:17,663 Yeah. 181 00:09:18,565 --> 00:09:20,533 Okay. I'm in. 182 00:09:20,567 --> 00:09:23,602 - Okay. - Okay. 183 00:09:23,637 --> 00:09:25,070 (PHONE RINGING) 184 00:09:25,105 --> 00:09:26,505 (DROPS KEYS) 185 00:09:34,981 --> 00:09:36,859 REBECCA (ON MACHINE): Hi. You've reached the Pearsons. 186 00:09:36,883 --> 00:09:38,918 - Leave us a message. - (BEEP) 187 00:09:38,952 --> 00:09:40,419 REBECCA: Hey, sweetheart. It's me. 188 00:09:40,454 --> 00:09:42,421 Just calling to check in. 189 00:09:42,456 --> 00:09:46,292 Um... Kevin did really great at his showcase last night. 190 00:09:46,326 --> 00:09:49,695 And then he tried to set me up with his acting teacher. 191 00:09:49,730 --> 00:09:51,964 (REBECCA CHUCKLES) 192 00:09:51,998 --> 00:09:54,600 Is everything okay? 193 00:09:54,634 --> 00:09:57,036 I thought you said you'd be home. 194 00:09:57,070 --> 00:09:59,738 Well, I'm at Kevin's if you need me, all right? 195 00:09:59,773 --> 00:10:01,707 I love you. Bye, Bug. 196 00:10:01,742 --> 00:10:03,876 (DIAL TONE) 197 00:10:06,713 --> 00:10:08,848 (SETS PHONE DOWN) 198 00:10:09,950 --> 00:10:13,485 (LAUGHTER, INDISTINCT CHATTER) 199 00:10:13,520 --> 00:10:14,954 (SETS PHONE DOWN) 200 00:10:14,988 --> 00:10:17,756 This is so lovely. 201 00:10:17,791 --> 00:10:19,692 Are we celebrating something? 202 00:10:19,726 --> 00:10:21,894 - SOPHIE: Kevin's got great news. - KEVIN: Mm-hmm. 203 00:10:21,928 --> 00:10:24,068 - REBECCA: Oh. - I got a call from a talent manager. 204 00:10:24,097 --> 00:10:25,908 - (GASPS) - She was at my showcase last night. 205 00:10:25,932 --> 00:10:29,235 And she said that I have the right look for TV. 206 00:10:29,269 --> 00:10:31,003 Oh, so, she's more of a looks manager. 207 00:10:31,071 --> 00:10:34,573 - Okay, let him talk. - That's great, sweetheart. 208 00:10:34,608 --> 00:10:36,742 And she says it's pilot season, 209 00:10:36,777 --> 00:10:38,544 and she wants me to go to L.A. 210 00:10:38,578 --> 00:10:40,389 for a few months so she can send me on auditions. 211 00:10:40,413 --> 00:10:42,214 - L.A.? - Uh-huh. 212 00:10:42,249 --> 00:10:44,950 (SCOFFS) But you just got to New York. 213 00:10:44,985 --> 00:10:46,385 Yeah. 214 00:10:47,287 --> 00:10:49,922 Well, what about you? Will you be going with him? 215 00:10:49,956 --> 00:10:51,790 Oh, um, I have school, so... 216 00:10:51,825 --> 00:10:53,325 Yeah, and I'll be back 217 00:10:53,360 --> 00:10:55,260 - before she can even miss me. - SOPHIE: Yeah. 218 00:10:55,729 --> 00:10:57,096 Mm. 219 00:10:59,800 --> 00:11:01,033 To Kevin. 220 00:11:01,067 --> 00:11:03,202 - To your career. - (SOPHIE CHUCKLES) 221 00:11:03,236 --> 00:11:05,271 - KEVIN: Thanks, Mom. - BETH: To your career. 222 00:11:05,305 --> 00:11:07,506 - To your career. - To my career. (CHUCKLES) 223 00:11:07,541 --> 00:11:09,208 And because of my profession, 224 00:11:09,242 --> 00:11:10,653 I get tested multiple times a week. 225 00:11:10,677 --> 00:11:12,444 I quarantine strictly. 226 00:11:12,479 --> 00:11:15,881 I'm basically the loneliest, safest person on the planet. 227 00:11:15,916 --> 00:11:17,026 - (ALL LAUGH) - KEVIN: You're funny. 228 00:11:17,050 --> 00:11:18,951 That's funny. She is funny, 229 00:11:18,985 --> 00:11:20,853 - right? - She is. (CHUCKLES) 230 00:11:20,887 --> 00:11:22,855 Um, and do you know CPR? 231 00:11:22,889 --> 00:11:24,623 NATASHA: And pediatric first aid. 232 00:11:24,658 --> 00:11:26,469 - Recertified every year. - MADISON: That is 233 00:11:26,493 --> 00:11:28,661 - so reassuring, I can't tell you. - Unbelievable. 234 00:11:28,695 --> 00:11:29,806 And you're good with extended travel, 235 00:11:29,830 --> 00:11:31,463 right? Because nowadays, 236 00:11:31,498 --> 00:11:33,042 you never know where these movies are gonna shoot. 237 00:11:33,066 --> 00:11:34,833 - So... - My passport's always up-to-date. 238 00:11:34,868 --> 00:11:36,612 Oh, that's great. That's great, because we want someone 239 00:11:36,636 --> 00:11:38,281 who travels with us to keep things consistent for the twins. 240 00:11:38,305 --> 00:11:39,682 - NATASHA: Mm-hmm. - MADISON: I mean, 241 00:11:39,706 --> 00:11:41,607 sure, there'll be occasional travel, 242 00:11:41,641 --> 00:11:44,443 but most of the time, we'll be here in L.A. 243 00:11:44,477 --> 00:11:45,711 KEVIN: Mm. 244 00:11:45,745 --> 00:11:47,212 Yeah. I mean, that's the hope. 245 00:11:47,247 --> 00:11:49,114 Yeah, you hope for that, but, you know, 246 00:11:49,149 --> 00:11:50,683 as we just found out, these movies, 247 00:11:50,717 --> 00:11:52,851 they'll shoot 'em anywhere, so... 248 00:11:54,120 --> 00:11:56,597 I've gone all over the world with my families. 249 00:11:56,608 --> 00:11:57,108 KEVIN: Mm. 250 00:11:57,119 --> 00:11:58,259 I know how to help them adjust 251 00:11:58,270 --> 00:12:00,559 to constantly changing locations. 252 00:12:00,594 --> 00:12:03,562 Starting new schools, you know, making new friends. 253 00:12:05,465 --> 00:12:06,966 BETH: Hey. 254 00:12:07,000 --> 00:12:09,502 You're home early. 255 00:12:11,672 --> 00:12:13,639 What's wrong? 256 00:12:17,477 --> 00:12:19,645 So, a man named Hai Lang 257 00:12:19,680 --> 00:12:22,044 submitted a city complaint form on the website. 258 00:12:22,068 --> 00:12:23,240 Mm-hmm. 259 00:12:23,250 --> 00:12:26,319 He used it as a way to get in touch with me personally. 260 00:12:26,353 --> 00:12:29,288 "My name's Hai Lang, and I live in New Orleans. 261 00:12:29,323 --> 00:12:32,291 I recognized the name William Hill from a video 262 00:12:32,326 --> 00:12:35,294 I saw of you on the Internet. 263 00:12:35,329 --> 00:12:39,198 Not 100% certain, but I believe I knew your mother, Laurel." 264 00:12:39,233 --> 00:12:42,001 - What? - "We were close friends. 265 00:12:42,035 --> 00:12:46,439 I was by her side when she died in May of 2015." 266 00:12:48,190 --> 00:12:49,940 Doesn't exactly jive with the whole "she died 267 00:12:49,951 --> 00:12:51,384 after I was born" story, huh? 268 00:12:51,395 --> 00:12:53,556 - Randall, what the hell? - I don't know. 269 00:12:53,580 --> 00:12:55,381 - I'm gonna go, um... - Wait. 270 00:12:56,283 --> 00:12:57,616 Oh, my God. 271 00:12:57,651 --> 00:13:00,586 He sent a picture. 272 00:13:01,788 --> 00:13:04,090 Randall, is this her? 273 00:13:04,124 --> 00:13:06,726 How would I know, Beth? 274 00:13:06,760 --> 00:13:09,295 I've never seen the woman before. 275 00:13:24,765 --> 00:13:26,766 (SIGHS) 276 00:13:26,800 --> 00:13:28,768 (SNIFFLES) 277 00:13:42,082 --> 00:13:43,683 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING) 278 00:13:43,717 --> 00:13:47,119 - Hey. - Hey. 279 00:13:47,154 --> 00:13:48,965 I was thinking about bringing in Monk's for dinner. 280 00:13:48,989 --> 00:13:51,257 Been craving those crab legs. 281 00:13:51,291 --> 00:13:53,492 I will see you in a bit. 282 00:13:54,428 --> 00:13:56,529 Did you really just peck and go? 283 00:13:56,563 --> 00:13:57,830 Uh, Randall, 284 00:13:57,865 --> 00:13:59,532 this is not a peck and go situation. 285 00:13:59,566 --> 00:14:01,667 Okay? We need to talk about this. 286 00:14:01,702 --> 00:14:04,737 I was wondering for 36 years. 287 00:14:04,771 --> 00:14:06,706 I got my answers. 288 00:14:06,740 --> 00:14:08,908 I'm not going down this road. 289 00:14:09,843 --> 00:14:12,411 I understand that. But why? 290 00:14:12,446 --> 00:14:14,113 - Beth, come on. - Okay, Randall... 291 00:14:14,147 --> 00:14:16,282 'Cause it would mean he lied to me. 292 00:14:20,287 --> 00:14:22,021 How did you meet my mother? 293 00:14:22,923 --> 00:14:26,092 On a bus, of all places. (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 294 00:14:26,126 --> 00:14:29,295 My God, she was so beautiful. 295 00:14:29,329 --> 00:14:32,131 I got to tell you something. One look at that face, 296 00:14:32,165 --> 00:14:36,102 and my world spun on every axis. 297 00:14:36,136 --> 00:14:38,638 Fallen as we were back then, 298 00:14:38,672 --> 00:14:42,174 when she found out about you, she was so excited. 299 00:14:42,209 --> 00:14:45,344 I'd never seen a woman so determined to get clean, 300 00:14:45,379 --> 00:14:46,879 to stay clean, 301 00:14:46,914 --> 00:14:49,882 to do right by this baby. 302 00:14:49,917 --> 00:14:52,618 To do right by you. 303 00:14:54,121 --> 00:14:55,588 And she did. 304 00:14:55,622 --> 00:14:57,857 For nine months. 305 00:15:00,127 --> 00:15:03,295 But then, after the birth, 306 00:15:03,330 --> 00:15:06,866 the pain took hold of her like a demon. 307 00:15:07,768 --> 00:15:10,302 I lost her the next day. 308 00:15:15,075 --> 00:15:17,376 If, um... 309 00:15:17,411 --> 00:15:20,046 If she really did die just a few years ago, 310 00:15:20,080 --> 00:15:22,815 it would mean that William lied to me, Beth. 311 00:15:26,119 --> 00:15:28,554 Think you should, um... 312 00:15:28,589 --> 00:15:30,923 call your therapist on this one? 313 00:15:30,958 --> 00:15:32,168 I don't need to call my therapist. 314 00:15:32,192 --> 00:15:34,360 I need... I need to go for a run. 315 00:15:39,199 --> 00:15:42,535 He needs to call his therapist. 316 00:15:47,407 --> 00:15:49,575 KEVIN: You hated her, right? 317 00:15:49,610 --> 00:15:52,211 Well, you know what? Screw her 318 00:15:52,245 --> 00:15:55,114 and that glorious Range Rover that she rode in on. 319 00:15:55,148 --> 00:15:59,752 Jet-setting all over the world with our kids and their nannies? 320 00:15:59,786 --> 00:16:03,723 That's not exactly the life I pictured for our family. 321 00:16:03,757 --> 00:16:05,725 Well, uh, you know, 322 00:16:05,759 --> 00:16:08,327 what about private jet-setting all over the world 323 00:16:08,362 --> 00:16:10,796 with our kids and their nannies? 324 00:16:14,267 --> 00:16:16,535 Okay. Look, Madison, I am lost here. 325 00:16:16,570 --> 00:16:18,671 Uh, you know, just a bit ago, 326 00:16:18,705 --> 00:16:21,207 you were pushing me out the door to go to Vancouver, right? 327 00:16:21,241 --> 00:16:25,211 And now you're upset that we're traveling for my work? 328 00:16:25,245 --> 00:16:27,213 I pushed you to go to Vancouver 329 00:16:27,247 --> 00:16:29,014 because the babies aren't here yet 330 00:16:29,049 --> 00:16:32,418 and because I know how much this movie means to you. 331 00:16:32,452 --> 00:16:37,256 And you made a commitment to a lot of people, but... 332 00:16:37,290 --> 00:16:41,694 you also made a commitment to me and these kids. 333 00:16:42,596 --> 00:16:44,663 I didn't realize that where we lived 334 00:16:44,698 --> 00:16:46,832 was as important as being a family. 335 00:16:46,867 --> 00:16:48,868 And how did you think this would work? 336 00:16:48,902 --> 00:16:52,404 Did you just assume that me and the kids 337 00:16:52,439 --> 00:16:55,040 would become your international roadies? 338 00:16:55,075 --> 00:16:58,077 No, I didn't... I wouldn't say that phrase. 339 00:16:58,111 --> 00:17:01,046 What... You know, I thought we would stick together. 340 00:17:01,081 --> 00:17:02,381 Me, too. 341 00:17:02,416 --> 00:17:04,650 In our home. 342 00:17:07,754 --> 00:17:09,855 What do you want me to do? 343 00:17:11,558 --> 00:17:13,959 What do you want me to do? Do you want me to quit acting, 344 00:17:13,994 --> 00:17:16,762 Madison? It took me 20 years to get here. 345 00:17:18,665 --> 00:17:20,866 But I'm not exactly in a position where I can dictate 346 00:17:20,901 --> 00:17:22,434 where they shoot things, okay? 347 00:17:22,469 --> 00:17:25,504 And quite frankly, I'm... 348 00:17:25,539 --> 00:17:28,674 I'm struggling to figure out 349 00:17:28,709 --> 00:17:31,577 how this is all of a sudden news to you. 350 00:17:33,447 --> 00:17:35,481 It's not. 351 00:17:36,349 --> 00:17:38,851 Look, I have been growing 352 00:17:38,885 --> 00:17:41,821 two humans inside my body, living with you 353 00:17:41,855 --> 00:17:43,589 in this bubble. I mean, I'm sorry 354 00:17:43,623 --> 00:17:44,901 if the realities of your career 355 00:17:44,925 --> 00:17:46,859 haven't exactly been top of mind. 356 00:17:47,694 --> 00:17:51,530 I'm not trying to give you a hard time, but... 357 00:17:51,565 --> 00:17:54,333 I was willing to do this on my own. 358 00:17:54,367 --> 00:17:56,669 Remember? 359 00:17:56,703 --> 00:17:58,871 I was never gonna ask you for anything, 360 00:17:58,905 --> 00:18:01,373 but you insisted on being 361 00:18:01,408 --> 00:18:03,052 a part of our lives, and now I have gone 362 00:18:03,076 --> 00:18:06,178 and fallen in love with this idea of our family. 363 00:18:14,054 --> 00:18:17,156 (KEVIN GRUNTS) 364 00:18:17,190 --> 00:18:19,658 Well, I have gone and fallen in love 365 00:18:19,693 --> 00:18:22,862 with the idea of our family, too. 366 00:18:30,527 --> 00:18:32,686 KATE: Here we are. This is where Marc works 367 00:18:32,696 --> 00:18:35,172 according to his Myspace page. 368 00:18:35,182 --> 00:18:37,016 TOBY: This guy has a Myspace page? 369 00:18:37,050 --> 00:18:41,120 Of all the things that you have told me about this guy, 370 00:18:41,155 --> 00:18:44,290 him having a Myspace page is the creepiest. 371 00:18:49,496 --> 00:18:51,731 Hey. You all right? 372 00:18:51,765 --> 00:18:53,900 Mm-hmm. Yeah. 373 00:18:53,934 --> 00:18:56,569 TOBY: Maybe I should go in with you. 374 00:18:57,504 --> 00:19:00,239 No, you don't need to go in with me. 375 00:19:04,344 --> 00:19:06,479 (SIGHS) 376 00:19:18,959 --> 00:19:20,960 Kate Pearson. 377 00:19:20,994 --> 00:19:23,529 I knew you couldn't stay away. 378 00:19:34,775 --> 00:19:38,144 Um, Marc? 379 00:19:45,950 --> 00:19:48,776 MARC: Well, it, uh, takes a little while to make a lady 380 00:19:48,786 --> 00:19:51,288 all of her favorite breakfast foods for lunch. 381 00:19:51,322 --> 00:19:52,822 We got one bagel, 382 00:19:52,857 --> 00:19:54,958 which is scooped, lightly toasted, 383 00:19:54,992 --> 00:19:56,159 butter on the side. 384 00:19:56,194 --> 00:19:57,427 And then we have 385 00:19:57,461 --> 00:19:59,863 an egg, very, very runny. 386 00:19:59,897 --> 00:20:01,698 (CHUCKLES): Which is still, to me, 387 00:20:01,732 --> 00:20:03,677 like eating an oyster from the ass of a chicken. 388 00:20:03,701 --> 00:20:05,345 (CHUCKLES) But it's the way you like it. 389 00:20:05,369 --> 00:20:06,803 I don't judge. And then we got 390 00:20:06,838 --> 00:20:08,471 one coffee, nonfat milk. 391 00:20:08,506 --> 00:20:10,217 No Sweet'N Low, though, because I didn't have any, 392 00:20:10,241 --> 00:20:12,776 and for that, I am very sorry. 393 00:20:12,810 --> 00:20:14,844 You remembered everything. 394 00:20:14,879 --> 00:20:16,980 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) Course I did. 395 00:20:19,150 --> 00:20:21,584 I really did miss you. 396 00:20:26,090 --> 00:20:29,225 You're still upset about the cabin. 397 00:20:30,528 --> 00:20:32,462 I am so sorry, Kate. 398 00:20:32,496 --> 00:20:34,130 I was such a dick. 399 00:20:34,165 --> 00:20:37,534 I-I don't know. I-I don't know what happens to me. 400 00:20:37,568 --> 00:20:39,669 It's, um... 401 00:20:39,704 --> 00:20:42,072 It's like a switch flips inside me, 402 00:20:42,106 --> 00:20:44,341 um, which... That's so not an excuse. 403 00:20:44,375 --> 00:20:46,209 - Marc. - And I should've apologized to you 404 00:20:46,244 --> 00:20:48,678 the second I saw you today, but I just... 405 00:20:48,713 --> 00:20:50,547 I thought that you showing up here 406 00:20:50,581 --> 00:20:52,315 was you saying you forgive me. 407 00:20:52,350 --> 00:20:54,884 Well, that's not what I'm saying. 408 00:20:54,919 --> 00:20:56,419 I mean... 409 00:20:56,454 --> 00:20:59,356 I mean, that's not what I came here to say. 410 00:21:00,658 --> 00:21:03,059 Well, what'd you come here to say? 411 00:21:06,931 --> 00:21:08,531 (SIGHS) Okay. 412 00:21:09,400 --> 00:21:11,167 Uh-oh. This sounds heavy. 413 00:21:11,202 --> 00:21:13,403 Well, it is. 414 00:21:18,276 --> 00:21:20,944 (SIGHS DEEPLY) 415 00:21:21,846 --> 00:21:24,214 (CHUCKLES) You're annoyed now? 416 00:21:25,082 --> 00:21:27,617 Um... 417 00:21:27,652 --> 00:21:29,252 I'm just a little whiplashed, 418 00:21:29,287 --> 00:21:32,455 'cause I was, like, really, really happy to see you. 419 00:21:32,490 --> 00:21:34,824 And then now it's just like... 420 00:21:34,859 --> 00:21:36,359 ugh. 421 00:21:37,328 --> 00:21:39,062 (SIGHS) 422 00:21:40,598 --> 00:21:42,565 You know what, 423 00:21:42,600 --> 00:21:45,402 let's just chill and let's just watch some TV, huh? 424 00:21:45,436 --> 00:21:47,504 Let's just, like, be here with each other. 425 00:21:47,538 --> 00:21:49,706 Huh? 426 00:21:49,740 --> 00:21:51,608 Come on. 427 00:21:51,642 --> 00:21:53,843 (TURNS TV ON) 428 00:21:53,878 --> 00:21:55,678 (CHANNELS CHANGING) 429 00:21:55,713 --> 00:21:57,614 (DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING) 430 00:21:57,648 --> 00:21:59,149 Oh, wait, that's Airplane! 431 00:21:59,183 --> 00:22:01,951 (CHUCKLES) Could you actually not change it? 432 00:22:01,986 --> 00:22:03,486 We regret any inconvenience... 433 00:22:03,521 --> 00:22:05,722 Um, okay. 434 00:22:05,756 --> 00:22:08,588 This is due to periodic air pockets we encounter. 435 00:22:08,612 --> 00:22:09,826 (KATE CHUCKLING) 436 00:22:09,860 --> 00:22:12,028 There's no reason to become alarmed, 437 00:22:12,063 --> 00:22:15,298 and we hope you enjoy the rest of your flight. 438 00:22:15,333 --> 00:22:17,534 By the way, is there anyone on board 439 00:22:17,568 --> 00:22:19,369 who knows how to fly a plane? 440 00:22:19,403 --> 00:22:21,404 (PASSENGERS SCREAMING) 441 00:22:21,439 --> 00:22:23,840 (SIGHS SOFTLY) 442 00:22:23,874 --> 00:22:25,241 I need a drink. 443 00:22:25,276 --> 00:22:26,910 (CLEARS THROAT) 444 00:22:26,944 --> 00:22:29,045 (PASSENGERS SCREAMING, SHOUTING) 445 00:22:32,483 --> 00:22:34,651 (EXHALES) 446 00:22:34,685 --> 00:22:36,286 (SCREAMING) 447 00:22:36,320 --> 00:22:38,922 (REBECCA AND JACK LAUGHING) 448 00:22:43,294 --> 00:22:45,428 ♪ 449 00:22:52,870 --> 00:22:54,504 (EXHALES) 450 00:22:54,538 --> 00:22:56,506 (SMACKS LIPS) 451 00:22:56,540 --> 00:22:58,074 Hey, yo, I got, uh, the DVD 452 00:22:58,109 --> 00:22:59,709 of Michel Gondry's music videos. 453 00:22:59,744 --> 00:23:01,644 Uh... 454 00:23:06,417 --> 00:23:08,151 Can I help you? 455 00:23:10,788 --> 00:23:12,689 It's Kate. 456 00:23:13,591 --> 00:23:15,391 Pearson. 457 00:23:16,293 --> 00:23:18,361 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) Wow. 458 00:23:18,396 --> 00:23:19,629 Kate Pearson. 459 00:23:19,663 --> 00:23:22,198 What are the odds? 460 00:23:22,233 --> 00:23:23,666 Do you live in SD? 461 00:23:24,635 --> 00:23:27,036 Vacationing? 462 00:23:27,071 --> 00:23:29,139 No. 463 00:23:29,173 --> 00:23:31,007 We share a friend on Facebook. 464 00:23:31,042 --> 00:23:36,012 I actually figured out where you work because I wanted to, uh... 465 00:23:37,048 --> 00:23:38,448 ...come and see you. 466 00:23:38,482 --> 00:23:40,984 Oh, okay. 467 00:23:43,287 --> 00:23:44,954 So... 468 00:23:44,989 --> 00:23:47,524 S... Um, I was just wondering if I could... 469 00:23:47,558 --> 00:23:49,826 I-I wanted to talk to you about some things. 470 00:23:49,860 --> 00:23:51,094 MANAGER: Marc! 471 00:23:52,329 --> 00:23:54,063 Now. 472 00:23:55,733 --> 00:23:58,334 (GRUNTS) Hang tight. Be right back. 473 00:23:58,369 --> 00:24:00,236 MANAGER: Three smoke breaks in one hour? 474 00:24:00,271 --> 00:24:02,005 - Really? - I'm sorry, man. 475 00:24:02,039 --> 00:24:03,673 MANAGER: We've talked about this. 476 00:24:03,707 --> 00:24:05,519 If you're gonna work here, you got to work here. 477 00:24:05,543 --> 00:24:07,944 - Yeah. - You got five minutes. 478 00:24:07,978 --> 00:24:09,179 (SNIFFS) 479 00:24:09,213 --> 00:24:11,347 It's not a long-term job. (INHALES) 480 00:24:11,382 --> 00:24:12,882 I got this band I've been managing 481 00:24:12,917 --> 00:24:15,118 and we're getting a residency at this club, 482 00:24:15,152 --> 00:24:16,920 so... 483 00:24:19,457 --> 00:24:22,258 Okay, can I ask you a question? 484 00:24:23,160 --> 00:24:25,795 Okay. Sure. 485 00:24:29,133 --> 00:24:30,967 What do you remember about our relationship? 486 00:24:31,001 --> 00:24:32,661 Like, when you look back on it, I mean. 487 00:24:33,304 --> 00:24:35,338 Really? (CHUCKLES) 488 00:24:35,372 --> 00:24:37,340 That's why you're here? 489 00:24:37,374 --> 00:24:40,243 To rehash our six-month relationship from... 490 00:24:40,277 --> 00:24:42,712 20 years ago? 491 00:24:42,746 --> 00:24:43,821 (SCOFFS) 492 00:24:43,831 --> 00:24:45,348 You know what, forget it. 493 00:24:45,382 --> 00:24:47,817 Forget about it. Goodbye, Marc. 494 00:24:47,852 --> 00:24:49,485 Sorry. Uh, hold on. 495 00:24:49,520 --> 00:24:50,887 Sorry. I'm sorry. 496 00:24:53,090 --> 00:24:56,693 When I look back on it, I think... 497 00:24:57,528 --> 00:24:59,662 ...we were in love? 498 00:24:59,697 --> 00:25:01,097 Um... 499 00:25:01,132 --> 00:25:03,132 I mean, you had great taste in music. 500 00:25:03,167 --> 00:25:04,567 And... 501 00:25:05,469 --> 00:25:07,570 ...you were broken, you know, 502 00:25:07,605 --> 00:25:09,305 in all the right places. 503 00:25:10,207 --> 00:25:13,776 And, yeah, things got intense at times, but, like, 504 00:25:13,811 --> 00:25:16,646 we were kids. 505 00:25:17,548 --> 00:25:19,282 No. 506 00:25:19,316 --> 00:25:20,883 I was a kid. 507 00:25:20,918 --> 00:25:23,319 You were a 24-year-old man. 508 00:25:23,354 --> 00:25:26,656 And I wasn't broken. I was grieving. 509 00:25:26,690 --> 00:25:28,691 My dad just died. 510 00:25:28,726 --> 00:25:30,793 And I was destroyed 511 00:25:30,828 --> 00:25:33,196 and so vulnerable and you knew it. 512 00:25:33,230 --> 00:25:35,298 You liked it. 513 00:25:35,332 --> 00:25:36,576 - (CHUCKLES): Okay... - W... No, no, no. 514 00:25:36,600 --> 00:25:38,468 I'm not finished. 515 00:25:39,336 --> 00:25:41,170 (SCOFFS) 516 00:25:41,205 --> 00:25:43,606 What you did to me... 517 00:25:44,909 --> 00:25:47,910 ...how you held my self-esteem in your hand 518 00:25:47,945 --> 00:25:51,014 and then you decided to crush it, 519 00:25:51,048 --> 00:25:53,483 God, that damaged me, Marc. 520 00:25:53,517 --> 00:25:55,318 For years, 521 00:25:55,352 --> 00:25:57,253 I swallowed my dreams, 522 00:25:57,288 --> 00:25:59,255 my feelings... 523 00:25:59,290 --> 00:26:01,424 and a lot of food. 524 00:26:01,458 --> 00:26:03,426 No, no, look at me. 525 00:26:03,460 --> 00:26:04,961 Look at me. 526 00:26:04,995 --> 00:26:07,263 You need to get this. 527 00:26:07,298 --> 00:26:10,667 The time that it took for me to heal from you 528 00:26:10,701 --> 00:26:13,236 stole years of my life. 529 00:26:13,270 --> 00:26:14,604 And I can't get them back. 530 00:26:16,173 --> 00:26:18,341 (CHUCKLES) Took me a while, 531 00:26:18,375 --> 00:26:20,076 yeah, but I, um... 532 00:26:20,110 --> 00:26:22,345 I found someone who... 533 00:26:22,379 --> 00:26:25,581 loves me the way that I deserve to be loved. 534 00:26:25,616 --> 00:26:27,917 I have a beautiful son 535 00:26:27,952 --> 00:26:29,919 and an incredible husband, 536 00:26:29,954 --> 00:26:31,554 who's actually in that car 537 00:26:31,589 --> 00:26:33,389 and who was just, like, seconds away 538 00:26:33,424 --> 00:26:37,593 from wanting to just pulverize you with his bare hands. 539 00:26:39,697 --> 00:26:43,066 I'm not broken. You're the one that's broken, Marc. 540 00:26:44,001 --> 00:26:46,469 You're the disease. 541 00:26:47,504 --> 00:26:51,341 And I'm not carrying it a moment longer. 542 00:26:51,375 --> 00:26:53,209 So... 543 00:26:53,244 --> 00:26:56,212 I give it back to you. 544 00:26:56,247 --> 00:26:58,548 Good luck with it, Marc. 545 00:27:10,320 --> 00:27:12,265 WOMAN (ON TV): Sally, I took this man home with me, 546 00:27:12,289 --> 00:27:15,857 and my parents asked me, "What cave did you pull this out of?" 547 00:27:15,867 --> 00:27:17,468 (LAUGHTER) 548 00:27:17,502 --> 00:27:18,936 Kate. 549 00:27:26,745 --> 00:27:29,113 It's gonna be fine. 550 00:27:29,147 --> 00:27:32,249 I'm gonna put this sheet over your knees. 551 00:27:36,430 --> 00:27:38,263 Remember to breath, honey. 552 00:27:42,127 --> 00:27:44,795 ♪ 553 00:28:04,282 --> 00:28:07,584 Ah! God, I feel good. 554 00:28:09,788 --> 00:28:12,423 You know, he looked so small to me. 555 00:28:12,457 --> 00:28:16,093 In his stupid-ass T-shirt and just all... 556 00:28:16,127 --> 00:28:19,696 talking about his empty dreams. It's like a joke. 557 00:28:19,731 --> 00:28:21,598 (SIGHS) I just cannot believe 558 00:28:21,633 --> 00:28:23,901 I let him have that much power over me. 559 00:28:23,935 --> 00:28:25,636 Hmm. I'm proud of you, babe. 560 00:28:25,670 --> 00:28:27,971 - You did good. - Thank you. 561 00:28:34,913 --> 00:28:37,681 I wanted to tell you about it. 562 00:28:37,716 --> 00:28:42,152 About all of it, about Marc, so many times, 563 00:28:42,187 --> 00:28:44,988 but... 564 00:28:45,023 --> 00:28:47,991 I didn't want you to-to look at me like a victim. 565 00:28:48,026 --> 00:28:50,093 Oh, Kate, come on. 566 00:28:50,128 --> 00:28:54,031 No. And today, you... you just sat patiently in the car 567 00:28:54,065 --> 00:28:57,034 when I know that you wanted to rip out his jugular, 568 00:28:57,068 --> 00:29:00,471 and you let me be my own white knight. 569 00:29:00,505 --> 00:29:04,374 And... you never looked at me 570 00:29:04,409 --> 00:29:08,111 like I was a victim. Ever. 571 00:29:08,146 --> 00:29:10,514 And I could have just told you everything from day one. 572 00:29:12,484 --> 00:29:14,117 Day one would have been a lot, 573 00:29:14,152 --> 00:29:16,453 - but... - Okay. 574 00:29:16,488 --> 00:29:19,223 - (TOBY LAUGHS) - I know. 575 00:29:19,257 --> 00:29:20,991 VANCE: So, what would this mean to you 576 00:29:21,025 --> 00:29:23,994 if this Hai person was actually telling the truth? 577 00:29:24,028 --> 00:29:27,331 Beyond William's betrayal, I mean. 578 00:29:27,365 --> 00:29:29,967 Beyond William's? 579 00:29:34,739 --> 00:29:38,008 You know, I put a... an ad in the paper 580 00:29:38,042 --> 00:29:40,544 looking for my mom when I was 16? 581 00:29:40,578 --> 00:29:43,113 Some scam artist showed up at the park. 582 00:29:43,148 --> 00:29:45,282 She wanted money. 583 00:29:45,316 --> 00:29:47,084 That must have hurt. 584 00:29:47,118 --> 00:29:50,487 So much so that I stopped looking 585 00:29:50,522 --> 00:29:53,524 for another 20 years. 586 00:29:56,661 --> 00:30:01,331 She had 35 years to find me, and she never even looked for me. 587 00:30:01,366 --> 00:30:03,634 You don't know if that's what happened. 588 00:30:03,668 --> 00:30:05,202 I... (SIGHS) 589 00:30:05,236 --> 00:30:07,070 Let's look at it this way. 590 00:30:08,706 --> 00:30:11,174 At nine years old, you were curling your tongue 591 00:30:11,209 --> 00:30:13,677 at Black folks in supermarkets. 592 00:30:13,711 --> 00:30:16,179 At 16, you put ads in the paper. 593 00:30:16,214 --> 00:30:19,783 And at 35, you hired a P.I. 594 00:30:19,818 --> 00:30:21,752 Your whole life, 595 00:30:21,786 --> 00:30:23,987 your instincts have been telling you 596 00:30:24,022 --> 00:30:26,590 you need to know your history. 597 00:30:26,624 --> 00:30:30,661 Why do you think you needed that? 598 00:30:30,695 --> 00:30:32,696 To know where I came from. 599 00:30:32,730 --> 00:30:35,465 To... to know who I was. 600 00:30:35,500 --> 00:30:38,569 I don't know, to... 601 00:30:38,603 --> 00:30:42,506 to feel connected or rooted 602 00:30:42,540 --> 00:30:45,275 to something bigger than myself. 603 00:30:45,310 --> 00:30:48,679 Did knowing William help you do that? 604 00:30:50,448 --> 00:30:52,482 In a lot of ways it did. 605 00:30:52,517 --> 00:30:56,820 Is there a chance that knowing Laurel's story 606 00:30:56,855 --> 00:30:58,956 could help you, too? 607 00:30:58,990 --> 00:31:01,191 You're already in the journey, Randall. 608 00:31:01,226 --> 00:31:04,861 Why not be in in it? 609 00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:10,367 (SIGHS) 610 00:31:10,401 --> 00:31:13,637 Um, I made you a little to-go breakfast. 611 00:31:13,671 --> 00:31:15,872 This is so nice. You didn't have to do that. 612 00:31:15,907 --> 00:31:17,174 This-this... 613 00:31:18,409 --> 00:31:20,510 Thank you. Thank you. 614 00:31:20,545 --> 00:31:25,048 You know, the car's gonna be here... any second. 615 00:31:25,083 --> 00:31:27,184 Yeah, I just... I'm... 616 00:31:29,821 --> 00:31:33,590 I know I'm leaving at the worst possible time. 617 00:31:33,625 --> 00:31:36,026 But when I come back, 618 00:31:36,060 --> 00:31:39,096 it will be with a heart that is committed... 619 00:31:39,130 --> 00:31:42,366 Kevin. I am deeply aware 620 00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:45,636 that you come from a family of great speech-givers. 621 00:31:47,138 --> 00:31:51,742 I think you should use this time away to be real with yourself. 622 00:31:51,776 --> 00:31:55,579 To figure out how this relationship and family 623 00:31:55,613 --> 00:31:59,116 is actually gonna work, and how these babies and I 624 00:31:59,150 --> 00:32:02,319 are actually gonna fit in your life. 625 00:32:04,989 --> 00:32:08,625 You said you were all in, and I bought that. 626 00:32:10,495 --> 00:32:13,230 Take this moment to decide if you really are. 627 00:32:16,701 --> 00:32:18,001 I am. 628 00:32:18,970 --> 00:32:20,937 (WHISPERS): Take the moment. 629 00:32:24,108 --> 00:32:25,876 Kiss the bubbalas goodbye. 630 00:32:27,178 --> 00:32:30,947 - Oh, yeah. (MOANS) - (LAUGHS) 631 00:32:30,982 --> 00:32:33,550 Oh, man. Okay. 632 00:32:33,585 --> 00:32:36,053 Mwah. Mwah. 633 00:32:36,087 --> 00:32:39,222 You listen to your mom, okay, babies? 634 00:32:39,257 --> 00:32:42,192 Oh, okay. This is hard. 635 00:32:44,596 --> 00:32:46,763 And, uh... 636 00:32:47,799 --> 00:32:49,132 Okay. 637 00:32:51,069 --> 00:32:52,636 Okay. 638 00:33:01,400 --> 00:33:03,068 Nothing went wrong. People change. 639 00:33:03,102 --> 00:33:06,338 - GEORGE: People change? - Yeah. People change. 640 00:33:06,905 --> 00:33:08,238 GEORGE: Can they change back? 641 00:33:10,208 --> 00:33:11,075 I don't know. 642 00:33:11,086 --> 00:33:14,011 - I think it's harder. - (DOOR OPENS) 643 00:33:14,045 --> 00:33:16,547 Hey, Bug. 644 00:33:16,581 --> 00:33:19,116 - How was your weekend? - It was fine. 645 00:33:19,150 --> 00:33:21,418 Yeah? You had a good time with Molly? 646 00:33:21,453 --> 00:33:23,287 Mm-hmm. 647 00:33:23,321 --> 00:33:24,922 Is everything all right? 648 00:33:24,956 --> 00:33:26,334 You know, I did call a couple times to check in. 649 00:33:26,358 --> 00:33:28,525 I didn't hear back. 650 00:33:31,663 --> 00:33:33,297 Oh, sweetheart. 651 00:33:33,331 --> 00:33:35,432 Is everything okay? What's wrong? 652 00:33:35,467 --> 00:33:37,601 I was watching a sappy movie. 653 00:33:37,636 --> 00:33:39,536 It made me cry. 654 00:33:39,571 --> 00:33:41,538 - Oh. - (CHUCKLES) 655 00:33:41,573 --> 00:33:44,441 (LAUGHS): I'm sorry. 656 00:33:45,744 --> 00:33:48,746 Do you want some dinner? 657 00:33:48,780 --> 00:33:50,414 I'll take some ice cream. 658 00:33:50,448 --> 00:33:51,815 You got it. 659 00:33:59,791 --> 00:34:02,793 ♪ If I ran ahead ♪ 660 00:34:02,827 --> 00:34:04,795 - (LAUGHTER) - ♪ Would you know ♪ 661 00:34:04,829 --> 00:34:08,165 ♪ Which way that I went ♪ 662 00:34:08,199 --> 00:34:09,666 ♪ Without you? ♪ 663 00:34:09,701 --> 00:34:12,803 ♪ In days, I would be lost ♪ 664 00:34:12,837 --> 00:34:14,705 ♪ And afloat ♪ 665 00:34:14,739 --> 00:34:17,708 ♪ Thrown into the waves ♪ 666 00:34:17,742 --> 00:34:19,910 ♪ Tossed ashore ♪ 667 00:34:19,945 --> 00:34:22,546 ♪ Throw me now your arms ♪ 668 00:34:24,416 --> 00:34:27,618 - ♪ We're not meant to be ♪ - (PICKS UP PHONE) 669 00:34:27,652 --> 00:34:29,453 ♪ On our own ♪ 670 00:34:29,487 --> 00:34:31,088 ♪ And is this now the time ♪ 671 00:34:31,122 --> 00:34:32,623 (PHONE RINGING) 672 00:34:32,657 --> 00:34:34,224 ♪ We let go ♪ 673 00:34:34,259 --> 00:34:36,493 ♪ And cling to one another... ♪ 674 00:34:36,528 --> 00:34:38,028 Yo, yo, this is Kevin. 675 00:34:38,063 --> 00:34:40,497 You really answer the phone like that, dude? 676 00:34:40,532 --> 00:34:42,299 Randall, what's up? 677 00:34:42,334 --> 00:34:47,471 So I've been thinking about you going to L.A. 678 00:34:47,505 --> 00:34:49,073 I don't think you should do it. 679 00:34:49,107 --> 00:34:51,842 Right, 'cause you don't think I'm talented. 680 00:34:51,876 --> 00:34:53,677 No, no, it's not that. 681 00:34:53,712 --> 00:34:55,012 You just got married. 682 00:34:56,114 --> 00:34:57,454 Sophie's one of the best things 683 00:34:57,482 --> 00:34:59,049 that's ever happened to you, 684 00:34:59,084 --> 00:35:01,285 and this could really stress your relationship. 685 00:35:01,319 --> 00:35:03,787 Sophie and I have been together since we were ten, Randall. 686 00:35:03,822 --> 00:35:05,764 We can hack a few months apart. 687 00:35:05,774 --> 00:35:07,491 Are you sure? 688 00:35:07,525 --> 00:35:09,136 You know, because when I think of anything 689 00:35:09,160 --> 00:35:10,580 getting in between me and Beth... 690 00:35:11,963 --> 00:35:13,764 ...it makes my stomach hurt. 691 00:35:13,798 --> 00:35:16,400 (LAUGHS) That's 'cause you're whipped. 692 00:35:19,204 --> 00:35:21,071 Sorry I called. 693 00:35:21,106 --> 00:35:26,677 No, look, I, uh... I appreciate the concern. 694 00:35:26,711 --> 00:35:29,012 But Sophie and I are solid. 695 00:35:29,047 --> 00:35:30,781 We're gonna be okay. 696 00:35:30,815 --> 00:35:32,216 And look, when I'm a big star, 697 00:35:32,250 --> 00:35:33,461 and we're living in some mansion, 698 00:35:33,485 --> 00:35:36,487 it'll all be worth it. 699 00:35:36,521 --> 00:35:38,388 Okay, Kev. 700 00:35:38,423 --> 00:35:40,591 Whatever you say. 701 00:35:42,460 --> 00:35:43,827 (SETS PHONE DOWN) 702 00:35:47,198 --> 00:35:51,435 ♪ Let me be the first to tell you ♪ 703 00:35:51,469 --> 00:35:54,471 ♪ That I would give up my life ♪ 704 00:35:56,741 --> 00:36:02,246 ♪ Every day as the tides grow closer ♪ 705 00:36:02,280 --> 00:36:04,548 ♪ It is all that's on my mind. ♪ 706 00:36:15,660 --> 00:36:17,427 (PHONE RINGING) 707 00:36:21,966 --> 00:36:24,101 (SIGHS) 708 00:36:26,971 --> 00:36:29,039 Hey. Everything all right with Mom? 709 00:36:29,074 --> 00:36:30,874 Uh, with the babies? 710 00:36:30,909 --> 00:36:32,409 Yeah. 711 00:36:32,444 --> 00:36:35,445 Mom's good, um, and Madison's... 712 00:36:35,480 --> 00:36:37,781 She's fine. Yeah. 713 00:36:41,286 --> 00:36:44,321 I-I saw your, uh, your-your strip clip 714 00:36:44,355 --> 00:36:45,956 on Hoda's Twitter feed. 715 00:36:45,990 --> 00:36:48,158 - (CHUCKLES) It's hilarious, man. - Ah... 716 00:36:48,193 --> 00:36:49,904 It's good... And not, like, in an embarrassing way at all. 717 00:36:49,928 --> 00:36:51,595 I mean, it comes off really charming. 718 00:36:51,629 --> 00:36:54,798 - It's great. - Yeah. It's been a trip. 719 00:36:57,135 --> 00:37:00,170 Uh, h-how is everybody there? How are the girls? 720 00:37:00,205 --> 00:37:02,673 Good. They're good. 721 00:37:02,707 --> 00:37:06,810 Uh, Zoom schooling is a unique version of hell, 722 00:37:06,845 --> 00:37:09,079 - but, um... - (CHUCKLES) I bet. 723 00:37:09,114 --> 00:37:11,048 (QUIETLY): Yeah. 724 00:37:16,321 --> 00:37:18,822 - So... - Anyway, uh... 725 00:37:18,857 --> 00:37:21,558 Oh, no, I-I'm sorry. I'm sorry, no, g-go ahead. 726 00:37:21,593 --> 00:37:24,328 No, I wasn't, uh, n... Go ahead. 727 00:37:24,362 --> 00:37:28,832 Well, l-look, the reason I was calling is I'm-I'm, um... 728 00:37:28,867 --> 00:37:31,368 S... Um... 729 00:37:31,402 --> 00:37:34,238 I'm finding myself in a really, um... 730 00:37:36,074 --> 00:37:41,044 ...complicated place with Madison, 731 00:37:41,079 --> 00:37:43,113 and I'm a little bit lost on how to deal with it, 732 00:37:43,148 --> 00:37:46,617 and I-I, uh... the first thought that I had... 733 00:37:47,619 --> 00:37:50,087 ...was, uh, 734 00:37:50,121 --> 00:37:54,057 well, it was "What would Randall do?" 735 00:37:57,795 --> 00:38:01,198 I, uh, I have that thought a lot, actually. 736 00:38:01,232 --> 00:38:04,534 That's a nice thing to say. 737 00:38:04,569 --> 00:38:07,004 It's a... 738 00:38:07,038 --> 00:38:09,239 nice thing to know. 739 00:38:10,742 --> 00:38:12,576 I know it seems ironic, too, 740 00:38:12,610 --> 00:38:15,545 uh, because of all of the... 741 00:38:15,580 --> 00:38:18,282 horrible things that I said to you 742 00:38:18,316 --> 00:38:19,750 that day when we were, uh... 743 00:38:19,784 --> 00:38:21,852 Ah, we said a lot of things, Kev. 744 00:38:22,987 --> 00:38:25,055 Yeah, but, uh... 745 00:38:25,089 --> 00:38:26,823 S... 746 00:38:31,930 --> 00:38:35,499 Randall, Kate was telling me about some of the things, uh, 747 00:38:35,533 --> 00:38:37,134 that you felt 748 00:38:37,168 --> 00:38:39,670 during our childhood, some of... 749 00:38:42,240 --> 00:38:44,408 Is that really how you felt? 750 00:38:49,414 --> 00:38:52,616 Yeah, Kev, it is. 751 00:38:54,352 --> 00:38:57,187 Well, that is horrible. 752 00:39:00,258 --> 00:39:02,726 Uh... 753 00:39:02,760 --> 00:39:06,396 I can't imagine having to keep all that to yourself. 754 00:39:14,906 --> 00:39:17,407 Hey, Kev, I'm sorry to cut you off, 755 00:39:17,442 --> 00:39:20,577 but, um, now's not a great time. 756 00:39:20,612 --> 00:39:22,612 I-I have a really important phone call 757 00:39:22,647 --> 00:39:25,449 that I have to make right now. 758 00:39:26,417 --> 00:39:29,586 ♪ If I ran ahead ♪ 759 00:39:29,621 --> 00:39:31,088 ♪ Would you know... ♪ 760 00:39:31,122 --> 00:39:32,967 Yeah, no, I get it. Yeah, no, you-you do you. 761 00:39:32,991 --> 00:39:36,159 - I-I get it. - But we'll talk soon, all right? 762 00:39:36,194 --> 00:39:39,162 ♪ In days, I would be lost... ♪ 763 00:39:39,197 --> 00:39:40,797 We're really about to do this? 764 00:39:40,832 --> 00:39:44,334 I'm already in it, so... let's get in it. 765 00:39:44,369 --> 00:39:48,472 ♪ Tossed ashore, throw me now your arms... ♪ 766 00:39:48,506 --> 00:39:51,341 (EXHALES) Oh, boy. 767 00:39:51,376 --> 00:39:53,410 - I'm so nervous. - I'm gonna boot. 768 00:39:53,444 --> 00:39:54,778 (LINE RINGING) 769 00:39:57,682 --> 00:40:00,684 HAI (OVER PHONE): Hello? 770 00:40:00,718 --> 00:40:02,552 Hi, Hai. 771 00:40:02,587 --> 00:40:05,922 Um, sorry. Uh, what I meant to say was hello. 772 00:40:05,957 --> 00:40:08,125 Um, is this Hai? 773 00:40:08,159 --> 00:40:10,494 Uh, yes, this is he. 774 00:40:11,796 --> 00:40:13,930 This is Randall Pearson. 775 00:40:15,266 --> 00:40:17,167 Oh, Randall. 776 00:40:17,201 --> 00:40:18,581 I'm so pleased to hear from you. 777 00:40:21,572 --> 00:40:24,174 Uh, Hai? 778 00:40:24,208 --> 00:40:26,042 Do you mind if I just jump into asking you 779 00:40:26,077 --> 00:40:28,178 a really blunt question? 780 00:40:28,212 --> 00:40:29,946 Go ahead. 781 00:40:29,981 --> 00:40:35,552 You mentioned in your e-mail that Laurel died in May of 2015. 782 00:40:35,586 --> 00:40:37,487 Of breast cancer, yes. 783 00:40:37,522 --> 00:40:40,223 ♪ Throw me now your arms... ♪ 784 00:40:40,258 --> 00:40:44,161 Um, my father told me that Laurel overdosed 785 00:40:44,195 --> 00:40:47,197 and died shortly after I was born. 786 00:40:47,231 --> 00:40:49,866 ♪ Throw me now your arms... ♪ 787 00:40:49,901 --> 00:40:53,270 So are you saying that he was lying? 788 00:40:54,906 --> 00:40:58,742 From what I know of the story, I believe he was telling you 789 00:40:58,776 --> 00:41:00,877 what he thought was the truth. 790 00:41:00,912 --> 00:41:05,715 ♪ Let me be the first to tell you ♪ 791 00:41:05,750 --> 00:41:10,287 ♪ That I would give up my life ♪ 792 00:41:10,321 --> 00:41:14,724 ♪ Every day as the tides grow closer... ♪ 793 00:41:14,759 --> 00:41:17,594 BETH: Um, this is Beth, Randall's wife. 794 00:41:17,628 --> 00:41:20,864 How exactly did you know Laurel? 795 00:41:20,898 --> 00:41:25,635 We met in our early 20s, here in Orleans Parish. 796 00:41:28,973 --> 00:41:30,907 Sorry, I didn't expect to feel so strange 797 00:41:30,942 --> 00:41:33,176 talking about her on the phone. 798 00:41:33,211 --> 00:41:37,013 I've thought of telling you about her for so many years. 799 00:41:37,048 --> 00:41:39,883 I just wish I could see your face. 800 00:41:39,917 --> 00:41:45,922 I wish I could show you the places she lived, 801 00:41:45,957 --> 00:41:47,958 the things she loved. 802 00:41:47,992 --> 00:41:49,226 ♪ At day's end ♪ 803 00:41:49,260 --> 00:41:52,262 ♪ Who you can depend on ♪ 804 00:41:52,296 --> 00:41:54,464 ♪ Hand in hand ♪ 805 00:41:54,499 --> 00:41:57,501 ♪ Safely on the shore ♪ 806 00:41:57,535 --> 00:41:59,135 ♪ Where we stand... ♪ 807 00:41:59,170 --> 00:42:02,105 Hey, what if we were to come out there? 808 00:42:03,875 --> 00:42:05,709 If that's what you could do... 809 00:42:05,743 --> 00:42:07,844 ♪ Let me be the first to tell you... ♪ 810 00:42:07,879 --> 00:42:09,946 To see where my mother lived, 811 00:42:09,981 --> 00:42:12,849 and the things she loved? 812 00:42:12,884 --> 00:42:14,851 I would like that very much. 813 00:42:14,886 --> 00:42:18,054 ♪ Every day as the tides ♪ 814 00:42:18,089 --> 00:42:19,923 ♪ Grow closer ♪ 815 00:42:19,957 --> 00:42:23,026 ♪ It is all that's on my mind. ♪ 816 00:42:23,037 --> 00:42:24,537 Subtitle sync and corrections by awaqeded for www.addic7ed.com.