1 00:00:01,566 --> 00:00:02,785 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:02,959 --> 00:00:04,588 Hey, Randall, take the next part. 3 00:00:05,197 --> 00:00:07,355 KEITH: Yeah, come on. You got this, bro. 4 00:00:07,529 --> 00:00:09,276 How is your brother blacker than you, Randall? 5 00:00:09,301 --> 00:00:10,271 [laughs] 6 00:00:10,445 --> 00:00:12,179 - Randall's an Oreo. - [laughter] 7 00:00:13,686 --> 00:00:17,126 Hello there, Randall. I'm sorry, I can't do this. 8 00:00:17,930 --> 00:00:19,106 ALLISON: Dad? 9 00:00:19,730 --> 00:00:21,079 KEVIN: If I had been there, 10 00:00:21,104 --> 00:00:22,563 I would've walked through literal fire 11 00:00:22,564 --> 00:00:24,133 and I would've pulled that man out. 12 00:00:24,209 --> 00:00:25,217 Hmm. 13 00:00:26,260 --> 00:00:28,971 Well, Kev, I guess we'll never know because you weren't there. 14 00:00:29,304 --> 00:00:31,197 And he died ashamed of you. 15 00:00:31,198 --> 00:00:33,116 You know, I used to think the worst thing that happened to me 16 00:00:33,290 --> 00:00:34,683 was the day that Dad died. 17 00:00:34,857 --> 00:00:36,827 It's the day they brought you home. 18 00:00:36,828 --> 00:00:41,266 Growing up, I, uh, I just had to keep so many things to myself 19 00:00:41,291 --> 00:00:44,403 because I didn't want to make you guys feel bad. 20 00:00:45,168 --> 00:00:48,157 I'm calling to ask you to be my best man. 21 00:00:48,532 --> 00:00:49,821 RANDALL [over phone]: Absolutely. 22 00:00:49,995 --> 00:00:51,475 Uh, I'd be honored. 23 00:00:51,649 --> 00:00:53,094 When you stand up there next to me, 24 00:00:53,095 --> 00:00:54,696 I don't want there to be anything between us. 25 00:00:54,870 --> 00:00:56,437 What if I come... What if I come out? 26 00:00:56,611 --> 00:00:58,482 - What if I come see you? - Yeah, brother, 27 00:00:58,656 --> 00:01:00,393 that's-that's cool with me. 28 00:01:00,394 --> 00:01:02,796 Well, all right, then. I'll book the flight. 29 00:01:10,317 --> 00:01:11,722 Yeah. 30 00:01:12,347 --> 00:01:14,237 Definitely a lot of moisture swirling in 31 00:01:14,411 --> 00:01:15,726 from that low-pressure center. 32 00:01:15,934 --> 00:01:18,369 Once it cross I-70 and hit that cold air? 33 00:01:18,370 --> 00:01:20,063 Time for the heavy coats. 34 00:01:20,731 --> 00:01:24,375 [laughs softly] Sorry, enough about snow. 35 00:01:24,376 --> 00:01:26,249 - Hmm? - Mm-hmm. [laughs] 36 00:01:26,423 --> 00:01:28,462 Mmm. How was your day, honey? 37 00:01:28,463 --> 00:01:31,257 Honestly, I wouldn't mind a snow day or two. 38 00:01:31,258 --> 00:01:34,218 If I have to explain the Dewey Decimal System 39 00:01:34,219 --> 00:01:35,650 - one more time... - That's, uh, 40 00:01:35,824 --> 00:01:37,956 Donald Duck's nephew, right? 41 00:01:38,130 --> 00:01:40,250 Hush. [laughs] 42 00:01:41,220 --> 00:01:42,060 Hmm. 43 00:01:42,252 --> 00:01:44,441 Sounds like we're gonna have to grab your winter coat 44 00:01:44,615 --> 00:01:46,225 and gloves from the basement for school tomorrow. 45 00:01:46,399 --> 00:01:48,634 - Mm-hmm. - Randall? 46 00:01:50,277 --> 00:01:51,553 Randall? 47 00:01:55,017 --> 00:01:56,714 That's okay, bud. 48 00:01:56,888 --> 00:01:58,411 I got it, hmm? 49 00:02:02,024 --> 00:02:04,026 ♪ ♪ 50 00:02:09,699 --> 00:02:11,380 Yeah, well, I knew Randall was obsessed, 51 00:02:11,381 --> 00:02:14,576 but it looks like Mister Rogers has his hooks in Kev now, too. 52 00:02:15,524 --> 00:02:17,178 Yeah. Yeah. 53 00:02:17,431 --> 00:02:19,346 Yeah, I'm just about to tell 'em. 54 00:02:19,911 --> 00:02:21,333 Okay. 55 00:02:21,792 --> 00:02:25,587 Now would you please go enjoy your girls' weekend? 56 00:02:26,091 --> 00:02:26,980 Yeah. 57 00:02:26,981 --> 00:02:29,617 Hey, kiss Katie girl three times for me. 58 00:02:29,791 --> 00:02:31,817 Okay. Yeah, I love you, too. Bye. 59 00:02:31,818 --> 00:02:33,569 Hey, boys? 60 00:02:33,570 --> 00:02:35,555 I have a big surprise for you. 61 00:02:36,890 --> 00:02:38,451 Boys, hey. 62 00:02:38,626 --> 00:02:40,743 Okay, so gigantic news. 63 00:02:40,744 --> 00:02:43,704 I'm just gonna, I'm gonna turn this off gently. 64 00:02:43,705 --> 00:02:46,590 - Dad! We was watching it! - Dad! 65 00:02:46,764 --> 00:02:48,331 Yeah, no, I know. Hey, look, don't jump down my throat. 66 00:02:48,505 --> 00:02:49,919 I got a question for you. 67 00:02:49,920 --> 00:02:54,341 What is better than watching Mister Rogers on TV? Huh? 68 00:02:55,991 --> 00:02:59,345 Maybe going and seeing Mister Rogers live in person? 69 00:02:59,346 --> 00:03:01,680 [gasps] That's right. Mister Rogers' Neighborhood 70 00:03:01,681 --> 00:03:04,058 is filmed right here in Pittsburgh. 71 00:03:04,059 --> 00:03:07,978 The man himself, he wants to chat with some little neighbors. 72 00:03:07,979 --> 00:03:09,961 So what do you say? Do you guys want to go? 73 00:03:10,135 --> 00:03:12,007 - BOTH: Yeah! - Yeah, that's right. 74 00:03:12,181 --> 00:03:14,705 That's right. Of course you want to go. We want to go. 75 00:03:14,879 --> 00:03:17,012 Hey, I'm gonna use these hands a little later 76 00:03:17,186 --> 00:03:18,864 because we're gonna write a thank-you note 77 00:03:18,865 --> 00:03:21,538 to Pete in construction for getting us on the list. 78 00:03:21,712 --> 00:03:23,911 Right? Okay, so, your spoons are down, 79 00:03:23,912 --> 00:03:26,038 - I want your jammies off. - [both laugh] 80 00:03:26,039 --> 00:03:28,371 And then we'll go, go, go, go, go. 81 00:03:28,859 --> 00:03:30,084 [laughter] 82 00:03:30,085 --> 00:03:32,854 Get those jams off. Come on. 83 00:03:39,029 --> 00:03:41,179 Randall, I said I wasn't finished yet. 84 00:03:41,732 --> 00:03:42,581 What? 85 00:03:42,606 --> 00:03:44,557 You know I like to drink the milk at the end. 86 00:03:44,558 --> 00:03:46,389 Oh. Sorry. 87 00:03:47,433 --> 00:03:49,728 You know, Randall, I know Kevin's visit has you on edge, 88 00:03:49,729 --> 00:03:52,883 but let's not let the sweet, sweet cereal milk suffer for it. 89 00:03:53,467 --> 00:03:56,945 It's just so... formal. 90 00:03:57,387 --> 00:04:00,198 I mean, he's flying all the way out here to talk about... 91 00:04:00,708 --> 00:04:01,658 you know... 92 00:04:01,659 --> 00:04:03,617 Your racially-charged childhood? 93 00:04:03,618 --> 00:04:06,078 - That's not what I was... - Randall. 94 00:04:06,079 --> 00:04:08,497 [stammers softly] 95 00:04:08,498 --> 00:04:12,126 I asked for this, here it is, 96 00:04:12,127 --> 00:04:15,548 and now I wish I could put it off for another 40 years. 97 00:04:15,723 --> 00:04:17,256 Randall, the man is coming 98 00:04:17,257 --> 00:04:19,868 across country to have a long-awaited talk. 99 00:04:20,535 --> 00:04:22,094 This needs to happen. 100 00:04:22,095 --> 00:04:24,645 I know. And it will. 101 00:04:28,420 --> 00:04:31,187 Well, I am taking the girls ice skating, 102 00:04:31,188 --> 00:04:32,521 clearing out for the day. 103 00:04:32,522 --> 00:04:33,815 Let you two have your space. 104 00:04:33,840 --> 00:04:35,509 - Y'all can stay if you want. - [chuckles]: Oh, no. 105 00:04:35,510 --> 00:04:37,485 You know good and well, if the girls see him first, 106 00:04:37,486 --> 00:04:38,736 they will be sucking up 107 00:04:38,737 --> 00:04:41,139 all of Uncle Kevin's time and attention. 108 00:04:42,989 --> 00:04:44,742 Look, you said his acting was trash 109 00:04:44,743 --> 00:04:46,202 and his father died ashamed of him. 110 00:04:46,203 --> 00:04:48,688 He said he hated that they ever adopted you. 111 00:04:49,815 --> 00:04:51,483 Can't get any worse. 112 00:04:59,215 --> 00:05:01,410 It can get worse. 113 00:05:02,192 --> 00:05:03,585 [knocking on door] 114 00:05:06,121 --> 00:05:07,348 What up? 115 00:05:07,349 --> 00:05:09,517 The Fresh Prince has finally arrived in L.A. 116 00:05:09,518 --> 00:05:12,144 - How was the cab ride, man? - Oh, it was fine, I guess. 117 00:05:12,145 --> 00:05:12,896 Yeah? 118 00:05:12,920 --> 00:05:15,065 Didn't think there'd literally be palm trees everywhere. 119 00:05:15,190 --> 00:05:16,232 Did you whistle for a cab, 120 00:05:16,233 --> 00:05:18,275 and when it came near, the license plate said "Fresh" 121 00:05:18,276 --> 00:05:19,985 - and it had dice in the mirror? - [chuckles] 122 00:05:19,986 --> 00:05:21,888 You're stupid. 123 00:05:22,224 --> 00:05:24,633 Wait, so you've been in this apartment for two months 124 00:05:24,658 --> 00:05:26,742 and this is all your furniture? I mean, where'd you get it? 125 00:05:26,743 --> 00:05:27,910 The streets? 126 00:05:27,911 --> 00:05:29,954 - Yeah, pretty much. - [laughs] 127 00:05:29,955 --> 00:05:32,289 Wait, we're not gonna be sharing the same bed, right? 128 00:05:32,290 --> 00:05:34,375 'Cause I would rather just stay at the hotel with the team. 129 00:05:34,376 --> 00:05:35,960 You call Model U.N. a "team"? 130 00:05:35,961 --> 00:05:38,087 [laughs]: Shut up. 131 00:05:38,088 --> 00:05:40,256 Hey, so, we partying this week or what? 132 00:05:40,257 --> 00:05:42,132 Nah, no. If I'm not studying, 133 00:05:42,133 --> 00:05:44,199 I'm gonna be dipping in and out for team meetings. 134 00:05:44,373 --> 00:05:46,011 Randall, it's your spring break, man. 135 00:05:46,012 --> 00:05:47,763 It's your first time visiting me, okay? 136 00:05:47,764 --> 00:05:50,266 It's the perfect opportunity for us to own L.A., 137 00:05:50,267 --> 00:05:51,835 just the two of us. 138 00:05:55,140 --> 00:05:56,689 Well, I don't know, I guess a little fun 139 00:05:56,690 --> 00:05:58,315 could loosen me up for the conference. 140 00:05:58,316 --> 00:06:01,303 - Tonight? Huh? - T... uh... 141 00:06:02,522 --> 00:06:04,014 [sighs] Fine. 142 00:06:04,039 --> 00:06:06,224 There he is. [chuckles] 143 00:06:08,804 --> 00:06:10,066 Let's pregame. 144 00:06:13,794 --> 00:06:15,833 - [doorbell rings] - [laughs softly] 145 00:06:15,834 --> 00:06:17,569 - There he is. - Hey. 146 00:06:17,879 --> 00:06:19,336 - Get in here. - Yeah? 147 00:06:19,337 --> 00:06:20,421 - Yeah. - How you doing, man? 148 00:06:20,422 --> 00:06:21,630 - All right. - You good? 149 00:06:21,631 --> 00:06:23,494 - I'm good, man. Yeah. - Good. 150 00:06:23,668 --> 00:06:24,756 [door closes] 151 00:06:25,250 --> 00:06:27,887 You, uh... Decent flight? 152 00:06:28,063 --> 00:06:29,238 - Huh? - Decent flight? 153 00:06:29,706 --> 00:06:31,307 Oh, y... Nah, no. 154 00:06:31,308 --> 00:06:32,933 Yeah, it was a mixed bag, actually. 155 00:06:32,934 --> 00:06:35,477 You know, I, uh, I-I dominated on easy sudoku, 156 00:06:35,478 --> 00:06:37,521 and then I moved up a level and got smoked, so... 157 00:06:37,522 --> 00:06:40,065 Well, you're either an all-star or a ball boy. 158 00:06:40,239 --> 00:06:43,128 - No in-betweens in sudoku. - That is true. 159 00:06:43,153 --> 00:06:44,717 - It's what I've learned. - Yeah. 160 00:06:44,742 --> 00:06:45,830 Anyway... 161 00:06:47,798 --> 00:06:49,496 Sorry. I keep checking this... 162 00:06:49,670 --> 00:06:51,782 I-I'm expecting a call from Robert De Niro. 163 00:06:51,828 --> 00:06:54,247 We're supposed to talk about our reshoots, and I feel myself 164 00:06:54,309 --> 00:06:56,082 compelled to constantly check my phone 165 00:06:56,224 --> 00:06:58,008 to make sure the battery's not dying, because... 166 00:06:58,182 --> 00:07:00,437 - You walked out of set on him. - Yeah, that's right. 167 00:07:00,462 --> 00:07:04,048 - My brother, walking out on Bobby D. - Well, it's... 168 00:07:04,049 --> 00:07:05,799 Don't let yourself get too attached to anything 169 00:07:05,800 --> 00:07:07,944 that you're not willing to walk out on in 30 seconds flat 170 00:07:07,969 --> 00:07:10,205 if you feel the heat around the corner. 171 00:07:10,667 --> 00:07:11,930 It's Heat. 172 00:07:12,104 --> 00:07:14,042 Yeah. That's good. 173 00:07:15,311 --> 00:07:16,660 Thank you. 174 00:07:18,638 --> 00:07:20,815 - Listen, I don't want to beat around the bush... - Need some water? 175 00:07:21,380 --> 00:07:22,734 No? Hmm? 176 00:07:22,759 --> 00:07:24,749 Uh... I'm... I'm fine. 177 00:07:24,824 --> 00:07:25,929 Um... 178 00:07:28,857 --> 00:07:34,187 Look, I just feel like it would be easy to start catching up, 179 00:07:34,479 --> 00:07:37,065 you know, and fall back into our rhythm 180 00:07:38,024 --> 00:07:39,609 without actually talking. 181 00:07:40,068 --> 00:07:42,128 And I don't want this to get away from me. 182 00:07:42,224 --> 00:07:46,533 Randall, there are some things I need to say to you. 183 00:07:50,556 --> 00:07:51,830 Here we go. 184 00:07:53,680 --> 00:07:54,916 Here we go. 185 00:07:58,753 --> 00:08:00,320 - You guys excited? Yeah. - BOTH: Yeah. 186 00:08:00,755 --> 00:08:04,042 Mister Rogers will be arriving soon, gang, and he loves 187 00:08:04,067 --> 00:08:05,981 talking with boys and girls like yourselves. 188 00:08:06,156 --> 00:08:08,004 Let's hurry up so everyone has a good seat. 189 00:08:08,029 --> 00:08:10,684 Name? All right. 190 00:08:10,858 --> 00:08:12,642 Here you go. 191 00:08:12,816 --> 00:08:15,036 And, uh, here you go. 192 00:08:16,080 --> 00:08:17,952 - Thank you. - And... 193 00:08:18,126 --> 00:08:20,312 - Uh... - Hey, uh, Jack Pearson. 194 00:08:20,375 --> 00:08:22,029 - We should be on the list. - Uh... 195 00:08:22,203 --> 00:08:23,293 Yep. Yeah, no, we got you. 196 00:08:23,294 --> 00:08:24,712 - And, uh, how many kids you got? - Just two. 197 00:08:24,713 --> 00:08:26,406 Fantastic. 198 00:08:26,903 --> 00:08:28,252 There you go. 199 00:08:28,508 --> 00:08:30,300 - And there you go. - Uh... 200 00:08:30,301 --> 00:08:32,219 Actually, no, these, uh, these two are mine. 201 00:08:32,220 --> 00:08:34,805 - Right here. - Oh. Oh, my God. 202 00:08:34,806 --> 00:08:37,224 I-I'm so sorry. That's, um, that's-that's my fault. 203 00:08:37,225 --> 00:08:39,017 JACK: No, no, it's not a problem. It's not a problem. 204 00:08:39,018 --> 00:08:40,978 It's an easy mistake. Happens all the time. 205 00:08:40,979 --> 00:08:43,006 We're just happy to be on the list. Right? 206 00:08:43,214 --> 00:08:47,266 Yeah. Randall here, he's a huge, huge fan of Mister Rogers. 207 00:08:47,440 --> 00:08:49,445 So if maybe, like, there's a, uh, a special seat, 208 00:08:49,446 --> 00:08:51,574 think that'd be nice. Wouldn't you like that, bud? 209 00:08:51,748 --> 00:08:52,949 Yeah. 210 00:08:53,402 --> 00:08:54,825 STEPH: Uh... of course. 211 00:08:54,826 --> 00:08:56,269 Great. Thanks. 212 00:08:57,062 --> 00:08:58,886 Let's get this lanyard on. 213 00:08:59,060 --> 00:09:00,627 All right, my man. 214 00:09:01,644 --> 00:09:03,584 All right, you're an official neighbor 215 00:09:03,585 --> 00:09:04,710 of Mister Rogers now. 216 00:09:04,711 --> 00:09:06,336 - [giggles] - Right? Look at that. 217 00:09:06,337 --> 00:09:07,671 It says you're special. 218 00:09:07,672 --> 00:09:09,407 I'm gonna get you a special seat, huh? 219 00:09:09,432 --> 00:09:10,759 Maybe outside of the kitchen? 220 00:09:11,522 --> 00:09:13,886 ♪ Ah, ha, hush that fuss ♪ 221 00:09:13,887 --> 00:09:16,156 ♪ Everybody move to the back of the bus ♪ 222 00:09:16,181 --> 00:09:18,408 ♪ Do you want to bump and slump with us? ♪ 223 00:09:18,433 --> 00:09:21,059 ♪ We the type of people make the club get crunk ♪ 224 00:09:21,060 --> 00:09:23,655 ♪ Ah, ha, hush that fuss, everybody move ♪ 225 00:09:23,829 --> 00:09:25,527 ♪ To the back of the bus ♪ 226 00:09:25,701 --> 00:09:27,093 ♪ Uh-huh, uh-huh ♪ 227 00:09:27,268 --> 00:09:29,851 ♪ Baby, yeah, yeah ♪ 228 00:09:29,944 --> 00:09:31,989 ♪ Say ah, ha, hush that fuss ♪ 229 00:09:32,163 --> 00:09:34,601 ♪ Everybody move to the back of the bus... ♪ 230 00:09:34,775 --> 00:09:35,991 Wow. 231 00:09:35,992 --> 00:09:38,140 Now that I think about it, you're definitely 232 00:09:38,210 --> 00:09:39,703 more of a Carlton than a Fresh Prince. 233 00:09:39,704 --> 00:09:41,953 Whatever, I'm just getting warmed up. 234 00:09:42,127 --> 00:09:44,041 Yo, aren't we supposed to be going out? 235 00:09:44,042 --> 00:09:47,081 Like, you know, when do we actually, you know, go out? 236 00:09:47,253 --> 00:09:48,129 Yeah. 237 00:09:48,130 --> 00:09:49,923 Uh... right now. 238 00:09:49,991 --> 00:09:52,716 I took the imitative of getting us some fake IDs, bro. 239 00:09:52,717 --> 00:09:54,411 [chuckles] 240 00:10:00,583 --> 00:10:02,168 [laughs] 241 00:10:02,541 --> 00:10:04,978 Oh, Jesus. Oh... 242 00:10:05,152 --> 00:10:08,125 Hey, I get getting the bed frame off the side of the street, 243 00:10:08,191 --> 00:10:11,071 but did you have to get the art off the side of the road, too? 244 00:10:11,246 --> 00:10:14,284 KEVIN: Yeah, uh, a friend of mine 245 00:10:14,322 --> 00:10:15,240 gave that to me. 246 00:10:15,241 --> 00:10:16,406 I didn't... I didn't want to be mean. 247 00:10:16,407 --> 00:10:18,239 [Randall laughs] 248 00:10:18,413 --> 00:10:20,328 [exhales sharply] 249 00:10:20,502 --> 00:10:21,764 Here. 250 00:10:24,027 --> 00:10:25,874 No time to get fancy, I just borrowed it 251 00:10:25,875 --> 00:10:27,584 from a buddy of mine in acting class. 252 00:10:27,585 --> 00:10:30,991 But it looks nothing like me. He's... he's pushing 40. 253 00:10:31,165 --> 00:10:32,423 Who cares? 254 00:10:32,448 --> 00:10:33,924 He's a Black guy, you're a Black guy. 255 00:10:33,925 --> 00:10:35,744 - It'll be fine. - [chuckles] 256 00:10:36,202 --> 00:10:40,013 Hey. I'm telling you, it's gonna get the job done, okay? 257 00:10:40,014 --> 00:10:41,374 Promise. 258 00:10:43,126 --> 00:10:45,179 RANDALL: Speak freely, man. 259 00:10:45,353 --> 00:10:48,182 Obviously I had a conversation with Kate. 260 00:10:48,356 --> 00:10:49,857 On our birthday. 261 00:10:49,858 --> 00:10:52,838 She clearly relayed some things to you. 262 00:10:53,519 --> 00:10:54,840 Yeah, she did. 263 00:10:54,929 --> 00:10:56,104 Um... 264 00:11:00,191 --> 00:11:02,150 Look, Randall. I'm not blind, okay? 265 00:11:02,175 --> 00:11:03,396 I understand... 266 00:11:03,980 --> 00:11:06,291 that it must've been difficult for you 267 00:11:06,566 --> 00:11:08,667 growing up a Black kid in a white family. 268 00:11:08,668 --> 00:11:09,778 And I know... 269 00:11:10,361 --> 00:11:15,209 being the only Black kid in your school wasn't easy either. 270 00:11:16,253 --> 00:11:17,535 Sure. 271 00:11:21,001 --> 00:11:23,177 I've been thinking a lot about high school. 272 00:11:23,695 --> 00:11:26,732 Um, the prom. You remember the-the prom? 273 00:11:26,769 --> 00:11:28,918 That girl you took... The redhead... what's her name? 274 00:11:29,092 --> 00:11:29,963 - Allison. - Allison. That's right. 275 00:11:30,137 --> 00:11:31,529 You took Allison to the prom 276 00:11:31,703 --> 00:11:35,512 only to have her dad treat you... awfully. 277 00:11:36,638 --> 00:11:38,765 The guy was a racist prick. 278 00:11:40,934 --> 00:11:42,366 I should've done more to protect you 279 00:11:42,540 --> 00:11:43,715 in that situation, Randall. 280 00:11:43,889 --> 00:11:45,239 I wish I would have. 281 00:11:45,413 --> 00:11:46,980 You know, I was standing right there, man. 282 00:11:47,154 --> 00:11:48,316 I-I didn't... 283 00:11:50,485 --> 00:11:52,237 I didn't do anything. 284 00:11:53,780 --> 00:11:56,199 I should've protected you. I'm sorry. 285 00:12:01,037 --> 00:12:03,456 I've been thinking a lot about that, you know. 286 00:12:04,791 --> 00:12:07,913 And I'm sorry if you ever felt alone. 287 00:12:08,088 --> 00:12:11,714 And I'm sorry if your childhood wasn't... 288 00:12:12,590 --> 00:12:14,551 what you wanted it to be. 289 00:12:16,219 --> 00:12:19,895 And I am genuinely sorry, Randall... 290 00:12:22,370 --> 00:12:24,198 ...if I played any part 291 00:12:24,223 --> 00:12:27,749 in ever making you feel alone or bad. 292 00:12:29,531 --> 00:12:30,859 Ever. 293 00:12:37,987 --> 00:12:40,120 It's something I should've said a long time ago. 294 00:12:40,294 --> 00:12:42,620 And I wanted to come here, I wanted to look at you, 295 00:12:43,580 --> 00:12:46,124 right in the eye, and I want to say it to your face. 296 00:12:48,737 --> 00:12:50,253 Thanks, Kev. 297 00:12:59,139 --> 00:13:00,779 Hey. [chuckles] 298 00:13:00,780 --> 00:13:03,365 Come on, Randall, so, what I'm trying to say is, 299 00:13:03,366 --> 00:13:06,060 honestly, man, from the bottom of my heart, I'm... 300 00:13:06,644 --> 00:13:08,688 - I'm really sorry. - Yeah, man. 301 00:13:09,814 --> 00:13:11,566 And I appreciate it. 302 00:13:13,220 --> 00:13:14,793 Okay, good, 'cause it just... 303 00:13:14,794 --> 00:13:17,026 It doesn't really seem like you do. 304 00:13:17,200 --> 00:13:18,323 [sighs] 305 00:13:19,917 --> 00:13:22,702 It's a very kind sentiment. 306 00:13:24,207 --> 00:13:26,164 It was a beautiful monologue. 307 00:13:29,691 --> 00:13:31,214 You're annoyed with me. 308 00:13:31,388 --> 00:13:32,754 Trying not to be. 309 00:13:34,439 --> 00:13:36,314 Man, I got to s... I'm-I'm a little lost here. 310 00:13:36,315 --> 00:13:37,482 I don't know, I don't know what... 311 00:13:37,483 --> 00:13:38,775 what you're expecting from me. 312 00:13:38,776 --> 00:13:40,318 Kev, honestly, I don't know. 313 00:13:40,319 --> 00:13:41,653 - You don't know? - I don't. 314 00:13:41,654 --> 00:13:44,358 - But you're annoyed with me? - I'm trying not to be. 315 00:13:52,670 --> 00:13:55,043 I think I'm gonna get a little air. 316 00:13:55,934 --> 00:13:57,904 Randall, look, man. 317 00:14:04,311 --> 00:14:06,162 I said I need some air, Kev. 318 00:14:06,641 --> 00:14:08,972 - As in "give me space for a sec." - Yeah. 319 00:14:08,973 --> 00:14:12,299 I've been giving you space for a sec for a really long time. 320 00:14:17,001 --> 00:14:18,566 You've been unhappy with us. 321 00:14:18,591 --> 00:14:20,567 You said there were things... 322 00:14:20,568 --> 00:14:23,111 uh, that happened in our family that we didn't acknowledge, 323 00:14:23,112 --> 00:14:24,806 things we didn't see. 324 00:14:25,964 --> 00:14:28,366 You've been cold-shouldering me for about a year now. 325 00:14:28,367 --> 00:14:30,795 We've both been cold-shouldering each other, Kev. 326 00:14:30,969 --> 00:14:32,981 Randall. Come on. 327 00:14:34,190 --> 00:14:35,844 I'm glad you recognize 328 00:14:36,018 --> 00:14:38,361 how messed up the prom situation was. 329 00:14:39,112 --> 00:14:42,047 But you're just glossing over one overt moment of racism 330 00:14:42,048 --> 00:14:44,113 with an obviously prepared speech of things 331 00:14:44,287 --> 00:14:45,723 - that you think I want to hear. - Well, that's not fair. 332 00:14:45,897 --> 00:14:48,220 Then you hit me with the "if's" like you're... [sighs] 333 00:14:48,221 --> 00:14:50,973 like you're apologizing for a miscalculated tweet. 334 00:14:51,189 --> 00:14:53,642 If I felt alone, if you played a part. 335 00:14:53,643 --> 00:14:54,726 If, Kev? 336 00:14:54,727 --> 00:14:56,838 That is not taking responsibility. 337 00:14:57,380 --> 00:15:00,390 After all these years, you're still so tone-deaf, man. 338 00:15:00,564 --> 00:15:03,068 Hey, I'm standing here right now, taking responsibility. 339 00:15:03,069 --> 00:15:05,112 - Are you, though? - What do you want from me, man? 340 00:15:05,113 --> 00:15:06,321 I'm not a mind reader, okay? 341 00:15:06,322 --> 00:15:08,877 I'm asking you, what do you want from me? 342 00:15:09,051 --> 00:15:10,183 [phone ringing] 343 00:15:10,357 --> 00:15:11,880 [sighs] 344 00:15:12,054 --> 00:15:13,273 [doorknob rattles] 345 00:15:13,447 --> 00:15:14,747 You have a key? 346 00:15:15,275 --> 00:15:17,332 - You got to be kidding me. - Great. 347 00:15:17,333 --> 00:15:18,792 You know what? Let it ring off the hook. 348 00:15:18,793 --> 00:15:20,335 [chuckles]: Who needs a career anyway, right? 349 00:15:20,336 --> 00:15:21,879 It's not like I got twins at home. 350 00:15:22,238 --> 00:15:24,032 - [phone ringing] - Oh, come on. 351 00:15:28,023 --> 00:15:30,025 ♪ ♪ 352 00:15:36,513 --> 00:15:38,504 Leave me alone. 353 00:15:38,907 --> 00:15:40,648 - [quiet chatter] - I can't see. 354 00:15:40,822 --> 00:15:42,215 [quietly]: Excuse me a sec. 355 00:15:42,389 --> 00:15:43,868 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Hey, what? 356 00:15:44,042 --> 00:15:45,392 - What's wrong, bud? - I can't see. 357 00:15:45,566 --> 00:15:47,805 You can see just fine. Here, just turn around. 358 00:15:48,177 --> 00:15:49,866 I want Randall's seat. 359 00:15:50,475 --> 00:15:52,742 Kevin, you and Randall have identical seats. 360 00:15:52,743 --> 00:15:54,494 Exactly the same. Can you see? 361 00:15:54,495 --> 00:15:56,533 Then you can see, too. Here, put your eyes forward. 362 00:15:56,707 --> 00:15:58,649 Behave and have fun. Have fun. 363 00:15:59,144 --> 00:16:00,667 Okay, neighbors. 364 00:16:00,668 --> 00:16:02,974 Please welcome and give a big hand 365 00:16:03,148 --> 00:16:04,672 to Mister Rogers! 366 00:16:06,674 --> 00:16:08,110 MISTER ROGERS: Hello, neighbors. 367 00:16:08,284 --> 00:16:10,453 Thank you for coming. 368 00:16:10,724 --> 00:16:12,857 ♪ ♪ 369 00:16:22,385 --> 00:16:24,232 De Niro's gonna be pissed. 370 00:16:24,233 --> 00:16:25,635 - Mm. - Again. 371 00:16:26,171 --> 00:16:27,303 Yeah. 372 00:16:27,956 --> 00:16:29,653 Beth's gone all day? 373 00:16:34,516 --> 00:16:36,138 Well, maybe we break a window or something. 374 00:16:36,312 --> 00:16:38,497 No, man. You can't break a window. 375 00:16:46,583 --> 00:16:48,381 Be honest with me, you had no intention 376 00:16:48,382 --> 00:16:50,413 of accepting my apology, no matter what I said, right? 377 00:16:50,587 --> 00:16:53,137 I wasn't even expecting an apology. 378 00:16:53,503 --> 00:16:55,001 And you clearly don't even understand 379 00:16:55,002 --> 00:16:56,890 what it is you're apologizing for. 380 00:16:56,891 --> 00:16:58,726 All you wanted was the perception 381 00:16:58,900 --> 00:16:59,976 of doing the right thing. 382 00:16:59,977 --> 00:17:01,978 Oh, come on. This-this is... See, this... 383 00:17:01,979 --> 00:17:03,339 What is it, man? 384 00:17:05,994 --> 00:17:07,343 Say it, Kev. 385 00:17:07,909 --> 00:17:10,028 Yeah, okay. I wanted to do the right thing, Randall. 386 00:17:10,029 --> 00:17:12,566 I wanted to do the right thing, even though y... 387 00:17:12,740 --> 00:17:14,350 Even though what, man? 388 00:17:14,524 --> 00:17:16,952 - You can just say it. - Your childhood, Randall. 389 00:17:16,953 --> 00:17:18,572 It was glorious. 390 00:17:18,746 --> 00:17:20,288 It was glorious, man. 391 00:17:20,289 --> 00:17:22,053 I was there for it. You were the golden child. 392 00:17:22,227 --> 00:17:23,541 Everything about you. 393 00:17:23,542 --> 00:17:25,001 [stammers] Your adoption. 394 00:17:25,002 --> 00:17:28,004 Everything, it made you more special, not less. 395 00:17:28,005 --> 00:17:29,589 I never wanted to be special, man. 396 00:17:29,590 --> 00:17:32,150 I just wanted to blend in like everybody else. 397 00:17:32,325 --> 00:17:34,844 But that was impossible in our family, 398 00:17:34,845 --> 00:17:36,622 because I always stood out. 399 00:17:37,123 --> 00:17:40,985 Everywhere we went... The store, the park, vacations. 400 00:17:41,159 --> 00:17:44,337 And the last thing I needed, man... the last thing... 401 00:17:44,511 --> 00:17:47,774 Was for my brother to use my blackness to-to... 402 00:17:47,775 --> 00:17:49,820 to other me also. 403 00:17:49,994 --> 00:17:51,082 I don't know what the hell we're talking about, man. 404 00:17:51,256 --> 00:17:52,988 You had racial blind spots, Kev. 405 00:17:52,989 --> 00:17:54,640 Deep ones that affected me. 406 00:17:54,932 --> 00:17:57,143 Not my prom date's dad, 407 00:17:57,437 --> 00:17:58,786 you. 408 00:17:59,987 --> 00:18:01,122 Yeah. 409 00:18:01,497 --> 00:18:03,312 You're-you're grouping me with that guy? 410 00:18:03,486 --> 00:18:04,624 I'm not. 411 00:18:04,625 --> 00:18:07,528 Because the pain that that man inflicted was intentional. 412 00:18:08,154 --> 00:18:11,199 You were just thoughtless 413 00:18:11,799 --> 00:18:13,884 and willfully in the dark, 414 00:18:14,149 --> 00:18:16,136 which actually somehow hurt more. 415 00:18:16,137 --> 00:18:17,554 [stammers] So I'm a racist? 416 00:18:17,555 --> 00:18:19,598 No, you said that, Kev, not me. 417 00:18:20,068 --> 00:18:21,069 Whoa, whoa, whoa. 418 00:18:21,243 --> 00:18:23,185 - Hey, Randall. - [mutters] 419 00:18:23,619 --> 00:18:26,491 - Don't walk away. - You want to get back in the house or not? 420 00:18:31,471 --> 00:18:34,996 ♪ It's up to us to make it ♪ 421 00:18:35,170 --> 00:18:40,001 ♪ And find understanding beyond this disguise. ♪ 422 00:18:48,194 --> 00:18:49,195 [knocks] 423 00:18:49,445 --> 00:18:50,587 Can you change the station? 424 00:18:50,588 --> 00:18:53,074 We're going to a party, not a funeral. 425 00:18:56,495 --> 00:18:58,541 [song playing in Spanish] 426 00:18:59,586 --> 00:19:00,264 - [groans] - [knocks] 427 00:19:00,265 --> 00:19:01,723 Nah, man. That's Spanish. 428 00:19:01,724 --> 00:19:04,669 - Hey, it's Spanish. - RANDALL: Dude, chill. 429 00:19:05,374 --> 00:19:06,897 [radio dial changing] 430 00:19:08,943 --> 00:19:10,106 ♪ Pink gators, my Detroit players ♪ 431 00:19:10,107 --> 00:19:11,717 Hell yes! 432 00:19:11,881 --> 00:19:14,057 - [Kevin laughs] - ♪ In Brooklyn, dead right ♪ 433 00:19:14,082 --> 00:19:16,238 ♪ If the head right, Biggie there every night ♪ 434 00:19:16,263 --> 00:19:18,531 ♪ Poppa been smooth since days of Underoos... ♪ 435 00:19:18,532 --> 00:19:20,519 [laughs] 436 00:19:20,694 --> 00:19:22,228 Come on, Randall. 437 00:19:22,826 --> 00:19:25,121 Hey, please, for me. 438 00:19:25,122 --> 00:19:29,084 Listen, why don't you take off your model U.N. face 439 00:19:29,085 --> 00:19:31,328 and put on your model F.U.N. face? 440 00:19:31,879 --> 00:19:33,129 God, you're such a moron. 441 00:19:33,130 --> 00:19:35,317 Eh, you know that was good. 442 00:19:40,284 --> 00:19:42,164 Hey, you taking the 101? 443 00:19:43,020 --> 00:19:44,125 Um... 444 00:19:45,126 --> 00:19:47,764 Can you stay on Sunset, please? 445 00:19:47,938 --> 00:19:49,418 Just stay... 446 00:19:49,592 --> 00:19:50,981 RANDALL: Hey, stop. You're being a dick. 447 00:19:51,507 --> 00:19:53,566 Hey, I-I'm sorry about my brother. 448 00:19:53,567 --> 00:19:54,989 He's just drunk. 449 00:19:56,334 --> 00:19:59,076 Yeah, you heard him, brothers from another. 450 00:19:59,219 --> 00:20:00,949 - Hey, stop. Stop. - Brothers from another. 451 00:20:00,950 --> 00:20:02,993 - Stop. - Stop what? 452 00:20:03,561 --> 00:20:05,036 I'm over tonight. 453 00:20:05,037 --> 00:20:06,663 I'm just gonna go to a hotel with my team. 454 00:20:06,664 --> 00:20:08,480 Hey, sir. Can you just take me to the hotel... 455 00:20:08,655 --> 00:20:09,900 We're going to the club. 456 00:20:10,395 --> 00:20:12,441 We're going to the club. Get excited, Randall! 457 00:20:12,615 --> 00:20:13,670 - Stop. No. - We're going to the club. 458 00:20:13,671 --> 00:20:14,963 I don't want to. 459 00:20:14,964 --> 00:20:16,115 Stop. 460 00:20:18,873 --> 00:20:20,953 You're really something, Randall. 461 00:20:26,185 --> 00:20:28,352 You know, I had to drink tonight 462 00:20:28,560 --> 00:20:30,478 to brace myself for a night with my brother. 463 00:20:30,479 --> 00:20:32,506 Dude, you drank 'cause you're a drunk. 464 00:20:33,632 --> 00:20:35,507 I have no problem going out and having fun. 465 00:20:35,682 --> 00:20:37,236 I just have a problem doing it with you. 466 00:20:37,640 --> 00:20:38,903 Get out of my face. 467 00:20:38,904 --> 00:20:40,489 - Oh, what are you gonna do about it? - Don't touch me, Randall. 468 00:20:40,514 --> 00:20:41,906 - Oh, don't touch you. - Don't touch me. 469 00:20:41,907 --> 00:20:43,575 Get out of my face! Do not touch me! 470 00:20:43,576 --> 00:20:45,474 - What is wrong with you? - DRIVER: Hey, hey. You two... 471 00:20:45,648 --> 00:20:46,620 got to get the hell out my cab. 472 00:20:46,621 --> 00:20:48,163 - Great, Randall. - You're an ass. 473 00:20:48,164 --> 00:20:49,664 KEVIN: You're an ass. Look what you did. 474 00:20:49,665 --> 00:20:51,791 - You're literally still touching me. - What are you talking about? 475 00:20:51,792 --> 00:20:53,501 Hey, hey! Now. 476 00:20:53,502 --> 00:20:54,919 KEVIN: It's your fault, you idiot. 477 00:20:54,920 --> 00:20:57,181 RANDALL [quietly]: You're such an ass. 478 00:20:57,355 --> 00:20:59,757 - So tired of you always having something to say. - Okay. Okay. 479 00:20:59,758 --> 00:21:02,534 - Come at me. I'm gonna kick your ass. - Bring it, then, man. 480 00:21:02,709 --> 00:21:03,803 - Come on! - Come here! Come here! 481 00:21:03,804 --> 00:21:06,014 Yeah, y'all definitely about to box. [chuckles] 482 00:21:06,015 --> 00:21:07,875 - Watch! - I want to see you try. 483 00:21:13,478 --> 00:21:16,394 Now we reach our hands way up high. 484 00:21:16,569 --> 00:21:20,094 And then we shake, shake, shake, shake, shake, shake, shake. 485 00:21:20,268 --> 00:21:21,922 Remember... 486 00:21:22,096 --> 00:21:24,751 I like you just the way you are. 487 00:21:29,397 --> 00:21:30,998 Hey, that was pretty cool, right? 488 00:21:31,051 --> 00:21:32,270 - Did you guys have fun? - Yeah. 489 00:21:32,444 --> 00:21:33,541 KEVIN: I want to go 490 00:21:33,542 --> 00:21:35,236 to the playground. 491 00:21:35,384 --> 00:21:38,058 Hey, Kev, the playground's always gonna be there. 492 00:21:38,232 --> 00:21:40,908 Okay? This was a once in a lifetime opportunity. 493 00:21:41,117 --> 00:21:43,092 Hey, boys' weekend's not over. 494 00:21:43,093 --> 00:21:45,053 So we can go nuts at the playground tomorrow, okay? 495 00:21:45,054 --> 00:21:46,414 - Let's go. - Tag, you're it! 496 00:21:46,589 --> 00:21:48,014 Kevin, I'm not playing around. 497 00:21:48,015 --> 00:21:49,350 Kevin, right... 498 00:21:49,537 --> 00:21:51,502 Randall, stay right here, okay? Don't move. 499 00:21:52,246 --> 00:21:53,546 Kevin? 500 00:22:08,106 --> 00:22:10,646 Hello. What's your name? 501 00:22:12,415 --> 00:22:14,504 [grunting] 502 00:22:15,192 --> 00:22:17,194 - Get off me! - Hell no! 503 00:22:17,368 --> 00:22:19,544 [both grunting] 504 00:22:25,231 --> 00:22:27,246 Ow! Idiot! 505 00:22:27,593 --> 00:22:29,073 I have an audition tomorrow morning! 506 00:22:29,098 --> 00:22:30,348 You hit me in the face, Randall! 507 00:22:30,349 --> 00:22:32,576 I didn't even hit you that hard. I was trying to pin you. 508 00:22:32,601 --> 00:22:34,295 You don't even have a mark. 509 00:22:43,220 --> 00:22:44,482 What?! 510 00:22:44,656 --> 00:22:46,197 I don't have my keys. 511 00:22:46,198 --> 00:22:48,434 Oh, please tell me you didn't leave 'em in the taxi. 512 00:22:49,727 --> 00:22:51,812 They're probably here somewhere. 513 00:22:59,380 --> 00:23:01,339 [breathes deeply] 514 00:23:08,403 --> 00:23:10,221 - You're gonna have to address this. - Can we just focus 515 00:23:10,222 --> 00:23:11,723 on getting back in the house, please? 516 00:23:11,724 --> 00:23:13,224 Miss Palm has a spare key. 517 00:23:13,225 --> 00:23:14,726 Wait a minute, you gave your neighbor 518 00:23:14,727 --> 00:23:16,644 - access to your house? - She's a sweet old lady 519 00:23:16,645 --> 00:23:18,606 that never goes anywhere... hopefully. 520 00:23:20,170 --> 00:23:22,172 Please be home. 521 00:23:26,489 --> 00:23:29,158 Councilman Pearson? 522 00:23:29,398 --> 00:23:31,624 - How you doing, honey? - Hi, Miss Palm. 523 00:23:31,705 --> 00:23:33,270 I'm good, thanks. 524 00:23:33,812 --> 00:23:36,429 And is that the Manny? 525 00:23:36,454 --> 00:23:38,041 Hey, Miss Palm. How are you? 526 00:23:38,042 --> 00:23:40,043 Well, what in the world is the Manny 527 00:23:40,044 --> 00:23:41,961 and the councilman doing at my door? 528 00:23:41,962 --> 00:23:43,379 He's actually my brother. 529 00:23:43,380 --> 00:23:44,672 I'm adopted. 530 00:23:44,673 --> 00:23:46,549 Oh, that's right. 531 00:23:46,550 --> 00:23:49,385 Well, you boys must have had some parents. 532 00:23:49,386 --> 00:23:50,595 KEVIN: Yes! 533 00:23:50,596 --> 00:23:52,472 Yes, we did have some parents. 534 00:23:52,473 --> 00:23:54,140 Uh, listen, ma'am, we actually got locked out of the house. 535 00:23:54,141 --> 00:23:56,225 Do happen to have that spare key? 536 00:23:56,226 --> 00:23:57,769 Oh, let me check. 537 00:23:57,770 --> 00:23:59,088 Thank you. 538 00:23:59,809 --> 00:24:00,965 [door closes] 539 00:24:04,679 --> 00:24:05,928 What? 540 00:24:08,472 --> 00:24:11,116 - You called me racist. - No, I didn't. 541 00:24:11,141 --> 00:24:12,533 - You called yourself racist. - Oh, come on. 542 00:24:12,534 --> 00:24:14,770 - Why would I do that? - Is that a rhetorical question? 543 00:24:15,020 --> 00:24:17,330 Because if so, then I would answer rhetorically. 544 00:24:17,331 --> 00:24:18,774 Mm, guilt? 545 00:24:19,024 --> 00:24:20,833 Your brother, Randall. 546 00:24:20,834 --> 00:24:23,836 Your brother who loves you, who pretty much worships you. 547 00:24:23,837 --> 00:24:25,630 - I don't want you to worship me. - In fact... okay, hold on a second. 548 00:24:25,631 --> 00:24:27,423 Your brother who came here today to say, 549 00:24:27,424 --> 00:24:28,742 "I am sorry." 550 00:24:29,326 --> 00:24:31,636 I'm sorry that I missed things when we were growing up. 551 00:24:31,637 --> 00:24:34,540 I'm sorry that you ever felt alone. 552 00:24:36,333 --> 00:24:38,239 How exactly is that racist? 553 00:24:38,413 --> 00:24:39,269 It was never just 554 00:24:39,270 --> 00:24:40,561 that I was a nerd. 555 00:24:40,562 --> 00:24:42,214 You had to call me Carlton. 556 00:24:42,715 --> 00:24:45,594 It was never just that I-I didn't know cool music. 557 00:24:45,768 --> 00:24:47,402 You had to call me out for not 558 00:24:47,403 --> 00:24:48,804 knowing rap lyrics. 559 00:24:49,179 --> 00:24:50,598 What if I was white? 560 00:24:51,557 --> 00:24:54,283 - Would we have the same relationship? - Of course. 561 00:24:54,284 --> 00:24:56,494 Yes, we'd be brothers. I would love you like a brother. 562 00:24:56,495 --> 00:24:57,954 And you know what else? We'd butt heads 563 00:24:57,955 --> 00:24:59,789 - just like brothers do. - Nah, man, not-not on this level. 564 00:24:59,790 --> 00:25:01,624 You're making me out to be some sort of Grand Wizard here. 565 00:25:01,625 --> 00:25:03,444 I don't think you're a racist, man. 566 00:25:03,585 --> 00:25:04,862 I really don't. 567 00:25:05,195 --> 00:25:07,839 But the microaggressions through the years... 568 00:25:07,840 --> 00:25:09,799 I was jealous of you, it had nothing to do with you being 569 00:25:09,800 --> 00:25:11,676 Black, Randall, it had to do with my envy. 570 00:25:11,677 --> 00:25:13,594 - What do you want from me? - I want you to acknowledge 571 00:25:13,595 --> 00:25:16,081 that you've always resented the fact that I'm Black. 572 00:25:16,540 --> 00:25:18,792 And not just as kids, man. 573 00:25:19,209 --> 00:25:22,621 Last year you told me, to my face, 574 00:25:22,646 --> 00:25:24,564 that the worst thing that ever happened to you 575 00:25:24,565 --> 00:25:26,315 was me being brought home to your family. 576 00:25:26,316 --> 00:25:28,860 Yeah, I said that to you because you were manipulating our mother 577 00:25:28,861 --> 00:25:30,319 to do something that she didn't want to do. 578 00:25:30,320 --> 00:25:31,430 Right. 579 00:25:32,514 --> 00:25:33,906 Here you go, sweetie. 580 00:25:33,907 --> 00:25:36,143 Thank you so much, ma'am. You are a blessing. 581 00:25:36,560 --> 00:25:40,706 Oh, I hated that Stallone movie... too violent. 582 00:25:41,397 --> 00:25:43,268 You should be funny more. 583 00:25:43,333 --> 00:25:45,918 Like Dick Van Dyke and Richard Pryor. 584 00:25:45,919 --> 00:25:47,446 All right, well, thank you. 585 00:25:47,863 --> 00:25:50,131 I had a Golden Globe nomination for that performance, 586 00:25:50,132 --> 00:25:51,507 but, ah... 587 00:25:51,508 --> 00:25:53,160 I'll just be a clown. 588 00:25:55,704 --> 00:25:57,456 - Randall? - Hey, man... 589 00:25:58,666 --> 00:26:00,751 do you ever consider the fact... 590 00:26:01,126 --> 00:26:03,811 that me being brought home to the Pearson family 591 00:26:03,812 --> 00:26:05,714 wasn't a perfect day for me, either? 592 00:26:06,548 --> 00:26:09,468 It was the day that I lost William and Laurel. 593 00:26:10,969 --> 00:26:12,596 So you never think about that? 594 00:26:12,971 --> 00:26:15,239 That the day Mom and Dad found me was also the day 595 00:26:15,240 --> 00:26:18,560 that I lost my own birth mother and birth father? 596 00:26:23,427 --> 00:26:24,942 I think... 597 00:26:26,130 --> 00:26:27,569 Just say it, man. 598 00:26:30,351 --> 00:26:32,965 I think you sound wildly ungrateful. 599 00:26:32,966 --> 00:26:35,676 - Hmm. - Honestly. Mom and Dad saved your life. 600 00:26:35,677 --> 00:26:38,490 You think I'm not grateful for that? Of course I'm grateful. 601 00:26:38,664 --> 00:26:40,473 And I have been told how grateful I should be 602 00:26:40,474 --> 00:26:43,100 and how lucky I should feel my whole life, man. 603 00:26:43,101 --> 00:26:45,686 And if, for a second, I don't act that way, 604 00:26:45,687 --> 00:26:47,188 people come at me crazy, 605 00:26:47,189 --> 00:26:49,148 - like you are right now. - Can you blame 'em? 606 00:26:49,149 --> 00:26:50,884 It is a prison, Kevin, 607 00:26:51,218 --> 00:26:54,028 having to show gratitude, and nothing but gratitude, 608 00:26:54,029 --> 00:26:55,613 all the damn time. 609 00:26:55,614 --> 00:26:56,989 It's suffocating, man! 610 00:26:56,990 --> 00:26:59,200 Well, I'm so sorry that you feel suffocated, Randall. 611 00:26:59,201 --> 00:27:01,556 I'm sorry that you feel trapped by your family. 612 00:27:01,730 --> 00:27:02,621 Your white family. 613 00:27:02,622 --> 00:27:04,497 Damn it! That is not what I'm trying to say! 614 00:27:04,498 --> 00:27:06,150 That's what you did say. 615 00:27:08,300 --> 00:27:09,820 I don't... 616 00:27:18,938 --> 00:27:20,461 [sighs] 617 00:27:23,667 --> 00:27:27,084 I needed to stretch, too, so I decided 618 00:27:27,145 --> 00:27:28,855 to step out of my clock 619 00:27:28,856 --> 00:27:31,291 and do a little stretch. 620 00:27:31,316 --> 00:27:32,650 [Randall laughs] 621 00:27:32,651 --> 00:27:36,713 Maybe I'll read a book next. Do you like reading books? 622 00:27:36,738 --> 00:27:37,822 Yes. 623 00:27:37,823 --> 00:27:41,259 They help us develop our imaginations, don't they? 624 00:27:41,326 --> 00:27:44,521 Do you like using your imagination? 625 00:27:48,692 --> 00:27:51,434 I have imaginary parents. 626 00:27:53,203 --> 00:27:54,900 Well, that's okay. 627 00:27:55,073 --> 00:27:58,947 We all have our own neighborhoods of make-believe. 628 00:28:01,570 --> 00:28:03,267 JACK: Hey, Randall? 629 00:28:03,386 --> 00:28:04,823 Come on, let's go. 630 00:28:08,423 --> 00:28:09,505 Come on. 631 00:28:13,645 --> 00:28:14,843 Come on. 632 00:28:18,843 --> 00:28:20,281 I can't believe we looked for an hour, 633 00:28:20,282 --> 00:28:21,975 and they were in your freaking pocket. 634 00:28:23,268 --> 00:28:25,145 Do I have a bruise on my face? 635 00:28:26,396 --> 00:28:27,663 Nah. 636 00:28:27,664 --> 00:28:29,332 If something pops up, though, it'll give you 637 00:28:29,333 --> 00:28:31,026 - a little character. - Finally. 638 00:28:31,638 --> 00:28:32,945 [Randall chuckles] 639 00:28:35,612 --> 00:28:38,382 I got, uh... annoyed with you 640 00:28:38,383 --> 00:28:41,178 - in the, the cab... - Yeah, I was being a dick. 641 00:28:41,518 --> 00:28:42,788 I get it. 642 00:28:43,650 --> 00:28:44,748 No... 643 00:28:45,457 --> 00:28:48,438 Well, yes. You were being rude to the cab driver. 644 00:28:48,612 --> 00:28:49,503 Hmm. 645 00:28:50,212 --> 00:28:52,272 Th-The Black cab driver? 646 00:28:55,884 --> 00:28:57,777 Um, well, uh, I-I mean, 647 00:28:57,778 --> 00:28:59,513 I'm rude to all cabbies, man. 648 00:29:00,055 --> 00:29:02,307 It really doesn't matter what color they are. 649 00:29:02,847 --> 00:29:05,185 That's kind of an oblivious thing to say. 650 00:29:08,230 --> 00:29:10,725 I-I don't, I don't see it that way, man. 651 00:29:11,656 --> 00:29:12,680 I... 652 00:29:13,877 --> 00:29:15,469 know you don't. 653 00:29:15,988 --> 00:29:18,115 Let's just talk about something else. 654 00:29:21,748 --> 00:29:23,750 Look, man, um... 655 00:29:25,944 --> 00:29:27,958 I was just trying to have a good time with you. 656 00:29:30,419 --> 00:29:32,552 I'm gonna be honest. Um... 657 00:29:33,422 --> 00:29:35,857 things have not been going so great for me out here. 658 00:29:36,717 --> 00:29:38,079 What do you mean? 659 00:29:40,778 --> 00:29:43,140 The crap painting in my apartment... 660 00:29:43,389 --> 00:29:44,641 is mine. 661 00:29:45,434 --> 00:29:46,743 I did it. 662 00:29:47,803 --> 00:29:50,501 You know, I started painting to try to express my feelings. 663 00:29:50,675 --> 00:29:53,650 My acting teacher, uh, thought it'd help. 664 00:29:55,360 --> 00:29:56,653 Um... 665 00:29:57,406 --> 00:29:59,531 I've been bombing all my auditions. 666 00:30:00,407 --> 00:30:02,888 I'm probably gonna bomb the one tomorrow morning. 667 00:30:03,062 --> 00:30:04,494 And, um... 668 00:30:05,662 --> 00:30:07,623 my career is nowhere. 669 00:30:10,025 --> 00:30:12,201 And you have everything, Randall. 670 00:30:13,376 --> 00:30:14,546 Beth. 671 00:30:15,161 --> 00:30:16,757 Huge future. 672 00:30:18,294 --> 00:30:20,627 I'm just, uh, the family failure, you know? 673 00:30:20,652 --> 00:30:22,721 I don't see it that way, Kev. 674 00:30:25,307 --> 00:30:26,934 I know you don't. 675 00:30:27,527 --> 00:30:28,910 [chuckles] 676 00:30:31,955 --> 00:30:33,974 Well, I got Hot Pockets inside 677 00:30:33,999 --> 00:30:35,435 if-if you want some. 678 00:30:35,609 --> 00:30:36,543 Yeah. 679 00:30:40,048 --> 00:30:42,181 [keys jingling] 680 00:30:52,111 --> 00:30:54,113 Phone's over there. 681 00:31:00,852 --> 00:31:02,854 [sputtering] 682 00:31:06,473 --> 00:31:08,475 You really wish you were never adopted? 683 00:31:11,213 --> 00:31:13,219 It's not that simple. 684 00:31:17,266 --> 00:31:18,652 Yeah. 685 00:31:21,287 --> 00:31:23,550 I remember when you found William. 686 00:31:25,405 --> 00:31:28,190 I think that's when I realized you wanted something different. 687 00:31:32,542 --> 00:31:34,376 Look, man, I know... 688 00:31:35,460 --> 00:31:38,053 our experiences growing up in our family were different. 689 00:31:38,078 --> 00:31:39,506 I know that. 690 00:31:40,333 --> 00:31:41,675 But I just... 691 00:31:42,161 --> 00:31:44,511 I don't see it the way that you do. 692 00:31:47,514 --> 00:31:49,057 You still paint? 693 00:31:51,351 --> 00:31:54,695 No, I... You know, I haven't done that in a while. 694 00:31:54,869 --> 00:31:57,107 I always thought it was kind of cool, 695 00:31:57,698 --> 00:32:01,180 that you would tap into your feelings by painting. 696 00:32:01,336 --> 00:32:02,279 Yeah. 697 00:32:02,571 --> 00:32:05,924 Creating a visual representation of all the stuff 698 00:32:06,098 --> 00:32:07,839 going on inside you. 699 00:32:10,015 --> 00:32:11,886 I'm-a try and paint you a picture. 700 00:32:12,060 --> 00:32:14,057 - Okay? - Okay. 701 00:32:15,208 --> 00:32:20,047 I started going to this support group for transracial adoptees. 702 00:32:20,672 --> 00:32:25,343 They explained this term to me: Ghost Kingdoms. 703 00:32:26,292 --> 00:32:28,797 It's like an alternate reality in your mind 704 00:32:28,822 --> 00:32:30,991 where you imagine the life you would have had 705 00:32:31,085 --> 00:32:32,993 if you were never adopted. 706 00:32:34,523 --> 00:32:39,572 And, um, I realized that I've had this Ghost Kingdom 707 00:32:39,746 --> 00:32:41,068 my entire life. 708 00:32:41,401 --> 00:32:43,445 I just never had a name for it. 709 00:32:46,198 --> 00:32:48,972 Since I never knew who my birth parents really were... 710 00:32:49,147 --> 00:32:52,279 - MARGARET: Randall? - RANDALL: I imagined that the nice librarian 711 00:32:52,304 --> 00:32:55,182 from the neighborhood library and the Black meteorologist 712 00:32:55,196 --> 00:32:58,794 on the local news were my parents. 713 00:33:00,837 --> 00:33:03,356 The guy we always used to pray to for snow days? 714 00:33:03,381 --> 00:33:04,733 - Yep. - Yeah. 715 00:33:05,383 --> 00:33:07,844 And the librarian. 716 00:33:10,124 --> 00:33:11,386 She always let you check out 717 00:33:11,560 --> 00:33:12,996 more books than you were allowed. 718 00:33:13,171 --> 00:33:14,434 She did. 719 00:33:15,227 --> 00:33:18,180 They were the only two adults that I consistently saw 720 00:33:18,205 --> 00:33:19,648 that looked like me. 721 00:33:22,184 --> 00:33:24,835 Now, this group told me that, uh, 722 00:33:24,836 --> 00:33:27,030 this is a pretty common thing. 723 00:33:27,838 --> 00:33:29,825 But back then I didn't know that. 724 00:33:30,884 --> 00:33:33,745 So picture me, Kev. Picture me at five 725 00:33:34,162 --> 00:33:38,333 having the same type of fantasy that a lot of kids have... 726 00:33:38,670 --> 00:33:41,419 but thinking I was doing something bad. 727 00:33:42,504 --> 00:33:43,729 But I wasn't. 728 00:33:43,730 --> 00:33:45,564 Was just going to an imaginary place 729 00:33:45,565 --> 00:33:48,051 that was supposed to be just for me. 730 00:33:48,641 --> 00:33:50,345 But that's not the full picture. 731 00:33:52,556 --> 00:33:56,473 Because I could never fully escape into my fantasy. 732 00:33:57,561 --> 00:33:59,040 'Cause I felt too guilty. 733 00:34:01,065 --> 00:34:03,328 Because I loved you guys too much. 734 00:34:03,610 --> 00:34:05,751 JACK: You know, it's actually perfect weather. 735 00:34:05,752 --> 00:34:07,836 Yeah, no, no, it's-it's perfect weather. 736 00:34:07,837 --> 00:34:09,672 REBECCA: Perfect weather for who? 737 00:34:09,673 --> 00:34:12,549 JACK: For football. Steelers always have an advantage 738 00:34:12,550 --> 00:34:13,676 in the snow. 739 00:34:13,677 --> 00:34:15,203 Hey, bud, come on. 740 00:34:15,954 --> 00:34:18,373 Come here, bud. You're right next to me. 741 00:34:23,999 --> 00:34:26,248 I couldn't even create a fantasy world 742 00:34:26,273 --> 00:34:28,091 without you guys, Kev. 743 00:34:30,218 --> 00:34:34,114 Do you know how unusual that is? 744 00:34:39,555 --> 00:34:41,146 I'm sorry. 745 00:34:45,572 --> 00:34:47,182 I'm sorry, Randall. 746 00:34:49,889 --> 00:34:52,006 I'm sorry there were things I didn't see 747 00:34:52,007 --> 00:34:53,450 when we were growing up. 748 00:34:54,712 --> 00:34:58,455 And I'm sorry there are things I, I still don't see. 749 00:35:01,625 --> 00:35:03,801 You are my brother. 750 00:35:04,252 --> 00:35:06,046 And I love you. 751 00:35:10,467 --> 00:35:12,719 You're the only brother I'll ever have. 752 00:35:13,566 --> 00:35:16,406 [exhales] You're my best man. 753 00:35:24,272 --> 00:35:26,816 Dad didn't die ashamed of you. 754 00:35:28,418 --> 00:35:31,821 And the only reason I said it in our fight was because... 755 00:35:32,715 --> 00:35:34,282 it was a cheap shot. 756 00:35:35,849 --> 00:35:39,592 I'm sorry. He was proud of you. 757 00:35:42,791 --> 00:35:44,951 I am proud of you. 758 00:35:44,976 --> 00:35:46,947 [laughs softly] 759 00:35:47,121 --> 00:35:49,939 And I'm sorry that I ever let you think otherwise. 760 00:35:54,259 --> 00:35:57,155 - Come here. I love you. - Love you, too. 761 00:35:59,232 --> 00:36:01,009 [whispers]: You said I was a bad actor. 762 00:36:01,034 --> 00:36:02,296 [laughs] 763 00:36:03,798 --> 00:36:05,365 You did. [laughs] 764 00:36:09,175 --> 00:36:11,194 You're a fantastic actor. 765 00:36:11,820 --> 00:36:13,462 But I think Miss Palm's right. 766 00:36:13,463 --> 00:36:15,339 - Comedy's your sweet spot. - I know. 767 00:36:15,340 --> 00:36:17,180 - You got to do... - I know. 768 00:36:17,354 --> 00:36:19,139 - Give 'em the yuks, man. - I know. 769 00:36:19,313 --> 00:36:20,314 You're a funny guy. You know why? 770 00:36:20,488 --> 00:36:21,489 - I know. - Because you're... 771 00:36:25,183 --> 00:36:27,543 Okay. Who's hungry? Huh? 772 00:36:27,769 --> 00:36:30,480 What do you say we do this picnic-style? 773 00:36:30,685 --> 00:36:33,174 In honor of boys' weekend. 774 00:36:33,601 --> 00:36:35,037 Bon appétit. 775 00:36:35,962 --> 00:36:38,154 All right, you guys got to make me a promise, okay? 776 00:36:38,301 --> 00:36:41,883 Nobody tells Mom that we had PB&J 777 00:36:41,908 --> 00:36:45,346 for breakfast, lunch and dinner. Deal? 778 00:36:47,479 --> 00:36:50,183 Deal. Oh, sticky hands already. 779 00:36:50,208 --> 00:36:52,126 I'll get some napkins. 780 00:36:52,127 --> 00:36:54,628 KENT [over TV]: Temperatures reaching near 60 degrees 781 00:36:54,629 --> 00:36:56,547 but not tonight or tomorrow. 782 00:36:56,548 --> 00:37:00,259 Today in Pittsburgh, temperatures again below normal. 783 00:37:00,260 --> 00:37:04,055 Currently, International Airport sky conditions... 784 00:37:05,844 --> 00:37:08,892 You know, if I kind of tilt my head and squint my eyes, 785 00:37:08,893 --> 00:37:11,629 it kind of looks like a Jackson Pollock painting. 786 00:37:12,630 --> 00:37:15,929 - You're still drunk, man. That's... that's not... - [laughs] 787 00:37:22,356 --> 00:37:24,097 - Ah... - Ooh. 788 00:37:24,209 --> 00:37:26,211 [laughs] 789 00:37:26,236 --> 00:37:28,580 - I told you. [laughs] - Yeah, you... 790 00:37:29,439 --> 00:37:32,192 Yes, sir. Thank you. 791 00:37:35,653 --> 00:37:37,089 De Niro good? 792 00:37:37,263 --> 00:37:38,797 De Niro great. 793 00:37:38,798 --> 00:37:41,176 Yeah, he's either the most forgiving person on the planet 794 00:37:41,224 --> 00:37:45,080 - or he really just doesn't care about me at all. - [laughs] 795 00:37:45,497 --> 00:37:47,012 [groans] 796 00:37:48,779 --> 00:37:49,998 [exhales] 797 00:37:51,234 --> 00:37:53,149 So what does that now mean 798 00:37:53,323 --> 00:37:55,151 for the backup plan? 799 00:37:55,325 --> 00:37:57,980 Who is Nick Foles? 800 00:37:58,154 --> 00:37:59,808 MAN: Well, Nicole, I wouldn't take a Nick Foles... 801 00:37:59,982 --> 00:38:01,971 You still think about that? 802 00:38:03,098 --> 00:38:06,416 - The imaginary kingdom? - Ghost Kingdom? 803 00:38:06,441 --> 00:38:07,747 Yes. Ghost Kingdom. 804 00:38:07,772 --> 00:38:09,328 Uh... 805 00:38:09,329 --> 00:38:11,997 Most people, it fades away as they get older, 806 00:38:11,998 --> 00:38:14,442 but, uh, I've held onto mine. 807 00:38:14,953 --> 00:38:18,000 Still go there in my dreams, occasionally, even now. 808 00:38:18,530 --> 00:38:22,925 It's always me at the same age, always with the weatherman 809 00:38:22,926 --> 00:38:25,286 and the librarian and all of you guys. 810 00:38:27,288 --> 00:38:30,542 Even after I found William and then Laurel. 811 00:38:31,126 --> 00:38:33,185 Still can't seem to replace the weatherman 812 00:38:33,186 --> 00:38:34,963 and the librarian. 813 00:38:36,381 --> 00:38:37,757 Or us. 814 00:38:38,633 --> 00:38:39,968 Or you. 815 00:38:42,332 --> 00:38:45,030 I don't know, I must be stuck or something. 816 00:38:50,454 --> 00:38:52,063 It's a lot. 817 00:38:53,064 --> 00:38:54,566 What is? 818 00:39:00,635 --> 00:39:03,072 Rest of the world can't say the ugly thing. 819 00:39:03,465 --> 00:39:04,640 But we have to. 820 00:39:20,763 --> 00:39:27,161 You're not just my smart, successful brother, Randall. 821 00:39:29,295 --> 00:39:32,979 You're my Black, smart, successful brother. 822 00:39:38,109 --> 00:39:40,242 And I think maybe I did resent that. 823 00:39:43,245 --> 00:39:47,026 And maybe I thought you getting special treatment 824 00:39:47,051 --> 00:39:51,306 was mixed up with... with you being Black. 825 00:39:56,718 --> 00:40:01,027 And I wanted to take you down a notch, and I... 826 00:40:02,802 --> 00:40:06,762 ...I overlooked things that I shouldn't have. 827 00:40:07,288 --> 00:40:10,074 And I took shots at you that I shouldn't have taken. 828 00:40:14,174 --> 00:40:17,065 And I was more jealous of you than I should've been. 829 00:40:24,915 --> 00:40:26,046 Hmm. 830 00:40:27,888 --> 00:40:31,137 I mean, hey, look, I-I'm pretty successful myself, right? 831 00:40:31,225 --> 00:40:33,358 Well, not everybody's got Bobby D on speed dial. 832 00:40:33,532 --> 00:40:36,016 - [laughs] - [door opens] 833 00:40:36,017 --> 00:40:39,269 - TESS: Uncle Kevin! - Hey! Bring it in here for the real thing! 834 00:40:39,270 --> 00:40:41,907 What's up? How's everybody doing? What, we got food? 835 00:40:41,932 --> 00:40:43,629 Let's go, let's chow. 836 00:40:46,632 --> 00:40:48,025 - You guys do some shopping? - BETH: Uncle Kevin! 837 00:40:48,199 --> 00:40:50,114 - Hey! - [laughs] Great to see you. 838 00:40:50,288 --> 00:40:51,332 Good to see you. 839 00:40:51,506 --> 00:40:53,552 ♪ ♪ 840 00:41:22,169 --> 00:41:24,863 How about some tunes with dinner? 841 00:41:24,888 --> 00:41:27,260 Yes. Mommy loves that. 842 00:41:27,844 --> 00:41:29,846 Randall, how does this taste? 843 00:41:30,020 --> 00:41:31,369 - Mmm. - Mmm. 844 00:41:31,543 --> 00:41:33,340 - Mommy did good? - Mm-hmm. 845 00:41:33,366 --> 00:41:34,367 Mmm. 846 00:41:34,541 --> 00:41:37,283 ♪ To be free ♪ 847 00:41:37,457 --> 00:41:41,069 ♪ I wish I could break ♪ 848 00:41:41,243 --> 00:41:45,737 ♪ All the chains holdin' me ♪ 849 00:41:46,205 --> 00:41:49,389 ♪ I wish I could say ♪ 850 00:41:49,549 --> 00:41:53,176 ♪ All the things that I should say ♪ 851 00:41:53,177 --> 00:41:57,264 ♪ Say 'em loud, say 'em clear ♪ 852 00:41:57,265 --> 00:42:01,310 ♪ For the whole round world to hear ♪ 853 00:42:01,586 --> 00:42:05,147 ♪ I wish I could share ♪ 854 00:42:05,148 --> 00:42:08,651 ♪ All the love that's in my heart. ♪ 855 00:42:43,255 --> 00:42:45,605 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH