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<i>Previously on "The Good Doctor"...</i>

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<i>Message received from Mom.</i>

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<i>Hey, baby. I got your text.</i>

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<i>We're gonna celebrate. I'll see you soon.</i>

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<i>I'm so proud of you, baby!</i>

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Here are flowers and chocolates.

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Are you asking me out?

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Yes.

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I would love to.

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Will we be doing this
during all the commercials?

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It's possible.

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Hmm.

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Patient came in
through the celebrity track.

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He was admitted through
an entrance by the loading dock.

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You're not to mention his name
even to your colleagues.

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What <i>is</i> his name?

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Mitchell Stewart.

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The conspiracy theorist?
That's a celebrity now?

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A guy who thinks 9/11 was an inside job?

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He's an ass.

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He's an ass who needs liver surgery.

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Whoa, whoa. Hold it right there.

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Uhp! It's okay, Dex. They're on the list.

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Drs. Murphy, Park, Andrews.

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Mitchell Stewart.

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I don't blindly turn over my well-being,

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or anything else, to those in authority,

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so I ran background checks on all of you.

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Including Nurse Villanueva.

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Nurse Villanueva is not
a person in authority.

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People can be gotten to...
bribed, threatened.

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And don't bother
trying to hook up that IV

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until I know
what you want to pump into me.

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They're normal IV fluids,
Mr. Stewart. Please.

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I'm sure you consider
whatever you give me

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to be normal medical treatment,
but we all know

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that doctors are pushers in
the pay of the drug companies.

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The bag contains an isotonic crystalloid

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composed of 0.9% sodium chloride
dissolved in sterile water.

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Also, given that we will soon be

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drugging you into unconsciousness

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and cutting into your body,

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don't you have to trust us a little?

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You must be the autistic guy.

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Good. No bull.

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Probably doesn't know what bull is.

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Bet your parents got one of
those combination vaccinations.

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Not connected, because science
does not support an autism link.

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Yeah, that's what they told you.

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Mr. Stewart, suppose we focus
on what we'll be doing

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to halt the liver damage caused
by your genetic condition.

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Idiopathic portal hypertension
can cause...

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My liver is damaged,
but that's not the cause.

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I've been poisoned.

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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com

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His internist heard the same theory.

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Tox screen came back negative.

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And KCNN3 genetic testing
confirmed the cause

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of his idiopathic portal hypertension.

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He inherited it from his mother.

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Worth running that tox screen again?

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The guy has a Web show where he claims

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the parents of children
who died in school shootings

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are "crisis actors".

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He's earned some enemies.

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Once we start doubting the tests,

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then you can't trust anything

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and there's no point in anything.

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We know our patient
needs liver shunt surgery.

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We're doing the surgery.

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You were late.

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Your mom keeping you up?

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Singing at night again?

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No.

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She's been quiet.

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Ms. Barstow, I'm Dr. Browne.

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This is Dr. Reznick.

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What seems to be the trouble?

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Nothing much, really.

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I feel silly for coming here,
but Jonas insisted.

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Because you aren't getting any better.

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Lily likes to downplay her problems.

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She's the rock, and I'm the wimp.

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Ah, fuss, fuss, fuss.

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I've just been a little off food
for a few days.

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You also have a fever.

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Most likely, it's an infection.

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Oh, my God! Lily!

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Sir, please step back. Lay back for me.

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We're gonna do an ultrasound.

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Her pulse is up.

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Blood pressure's up, too.

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Uh...

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Her appendix is ruptured.

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Oh, my God.

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Page anesthesia stat!
We're taking her to the O.R.

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We need pre-op lab results.

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Patient name?

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Oh, we can't tell you.

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Celebrity track. You'll find
the results under the ID number.

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Politics, arts, business?

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Is it the President?

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I'll give you a hint.

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He's less popular.

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Well, that's disappointing.

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Once we get this cleaned up,
we need to figure out

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why her brain isn't getting
the right distress signals.

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How should we go about that, Dr. Browne?

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We do an FMRI. Stimulate her
and see how her brain reacts.

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Sorry. You asked Claire,
but I have lunch plans.

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I have a question.

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Well, hopefully, it's a quick one.

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I've cleared my schedule
for the rest of the day.

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Debbie and I are going to City Hall

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to get married.

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Not gonna make a big fuss out of it.

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You know, get dressed up,
turn it into a big event.

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After all, we are not kids anymore.

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This is where you say "congratulations".

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Congratulations.

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Thank you.

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Do you and Debbie hold hands?

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Yeah. Why?

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Is that what Carly wants to do?

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Yes.

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She tried twice.

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Have you tried to explain
why it's difficult for you?

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No.

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Well, I... I'd start with that.

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How can this be important?

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It's a little thing.

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Carly and I <i>are</i> compatible
on so many big things...

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children, geographic preferences,

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work priorities, the use of headphones,

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potential color schemes for our home...

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You have a checklist?

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Yes.

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Carly and I are still
learning about each other.

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It's not like you and Debbie.

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You already know these things,

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or you wouldn't be getting married.

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Four?

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Five?

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<i>I'm feeling</i> some <i>pain.</i>

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We can stop.

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We're not getting <i>anything</i>.

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She's fine.

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We need feedback.

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Eight.

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Nine.

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Claire, she's not feeling pain.

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The only activity is in the parietal.

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Nothing in the limbic,

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nothing in the anterior cingulate cortex.

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She's feeling <i>touch</i>.

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- But why did she just say...
- My guess?

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Because she's <i>never</i> felt pain.

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She doesn't know what it is.

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Sleep apnea.

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What?

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That poor guy over there,
I think he's got sleep apnea.

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Maybe he's just tired.

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It's... It's one of the most
important days of his life,

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and he can't stay awake.

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Maybe you could... you could tell him

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that there are treatments.

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Me?

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Otherwise, he's gonna
keep his wife awake snoring

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for the rest of his life.

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It's gonna destroy their marriage.

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You seem very sure about that.

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There's literally no greater torture

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than not getting a good night's sleep.

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All right, first of all,
I don't think you mean

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<i>literally</i> no greater torture.

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Oh, no. It's true.

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Once when I was in the Merchant Marine...

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Merchant Marines?

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It's... It's "Marine". No "S".

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- You were in the Merchant Marines?
- Mm-hmm.

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And we were stationed off the Azores,

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and every night, we were driven crazy

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by these loud,
just, like, strangled sounds.

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Turns out it was just
a bunch of cagarro birds.

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We were
<i>literally</i> hearing the sound

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of Daffy Duck drowning.

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'Course, that was nothing

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compared to what happened in Valparaiso.

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Are you okay?

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Sorry.

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It's just, I... I'm not feeling so good.

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You're not feeling well?

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I can't do this.

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What?

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Is that it?

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Are we finished?

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<i>Yeah, we're gonna get you out.</i>

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<i>Uh, just a couple more questions.</i>

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Your mother died age 66
of a heart attack.

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Were you there when that happened?

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Yes. I called the ambulance.

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She died while we were waiting.

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Check the anterior cingulate cortex.

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Physical pain and emotional pain
are processed

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through the same areas.

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Nothing.

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But we don't know
how she feels about her mother.

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It's your mother. When she goes,
there is a vacuum.

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What about your husband?

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Has <i>he</i> had any problems lately?

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He had a cancer scare about a year ago.

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Slight activity here,
but it's pretty weak.

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You want to argue that she doesn't like

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her mother <i>and</i> her husband?

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Wow. Sh...

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She's like... a superhero.

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Nothing can really hurt her.

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Is everything okay?

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Your right hand is red.

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Starting to swell.

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What does that mean?

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Infection.

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Hello. Your surgery went well.

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If there are no delayed complications,

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you should be discharged in a few days.

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Hey!

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That's great, but what about
the big picture?

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Once I'm out of here,
I'll go back to being poisoned.

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You make many statements
that have been proven wrong.

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Do you really believe them?

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You want to untangle what's real
and what's for show?

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Now you're talking.

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Okay.

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Do you think vaccination damage
is being covered up?

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Yes.

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Do you think

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the parents of children
killed in school shootings

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are "crisis actors"?

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I can't answer for individuals,
but I do believe

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there's a force in this country
that wants to scam our people

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into laying down their arms.

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But I no longer think
there's a pedo-slave-ring

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in a basement under that pizza joint.

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That was a wrong call.

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What did you do

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when you realized you'd made an error?

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Nothing.

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No apologies, no admissions.

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The second you say you were wrong,

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they'll make it seem like
everything you know is wrong.

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You can't give them that ammunition.

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Then you're not really
offering the truth.

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Maybe if people saw you
admit you were wrong,

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maybe they'd believe you more.

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No.

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There is no middle ground.

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Compromise is a scam.

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When only one side can get what it wants,

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make sure it's yours.

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We have to surgically remove
all infected tissue.

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Immediately. Stop it from spreading.

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We discovered that Lily can't feel pain,

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which is why the appendicitis
went untreated,

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causing a widespread infection.

265
00:12:58,469 --> 00:13:00,236
I can't... feel pain?

266
00:13:00,238 --> 00:13:01,270
That makes no sense.

267
00:13:01,272 --> 00:13:03,139
Whatever stimulation your nerves receive,

268
00:13:03,141 --> 00:13:05,007
your brain doesn't
acknowledge it as pain.

269
00:13:05,009 --> 00:13:06,375
No, I feel pain.

270
00:13:06,377 --> 00:13:07,676
Do you? Because I'm pinching you.

271
00:13:07,678 --> 00:13:09,044
I feel it.

272
00:13:09,046 --> 00:13:11,781
But you didn't jump or react.
You felt it as a touch.

273
00:13:11,783 --> 00:13:14,683
Physical or emotional pain,
it doesn't matter.

274
00:13:16,220 --> 00:13:18,020
Okay, let's go. O.R. 2.

275
00:13:21,459 --> 00:13:24,293
Stop hiding.

276
00:13:25,862 --> 00:13:27,263
I'm not hiding. I'm thinking.

277
00:13:27,265 --> 00:13:29,732
Well, I've done my thinking,
and what I've come up with is,

278
00:13:29,734 --> 00:13:32,368
I deserve a better explanation

279
00:13:32,370 --> 00:13:34,270
than "I can't do this".

280
00:13:34,272 --> 00:13:37,640
Because <i>that</i> was humiliating.

281
00:13:42,879 --> 00:13:44,647
I'm sorry.

282
00:13:46,049 --> 00:13:47,383
You're sorry?

283
00:13:47,385 --> 00:13:48,784
What does that mean?

284
00:13:48,786 --> 00:13:50,786
Are we going back tomorrow?

285
00:13:50,788 --> 00:13:52,288
Never? What?

286
00:13:53,624 --> 00:13:56,392
You are the one that proposed to me.

287
00:13:56,394 --> 00:13:57,993
You're the one that told me

288
00:13:57,995 --> 00:14:00,563
how happy our being together makes you.

289
00:14:00,565 --> 00:14:03,032
It makes me happy. It does.

290
00:14:03,034 --> 00:14:06,101
But when I proposed to you,

291
00:14:06,103 --> 00:14:08,844
y-you even said, "I don't know you."

292
00:14:08,846 --> 00:14:10,272
Is... Is that what this is about?

293
00:14:10,274 --> 00:14:11,768
Because I was...

294
00:14:12,210 --> 00:14:14,310
Because I was in the Merchant Marine?

295
00:14:14,312 --> 00:14:16,312
I mean, yes, okay, I... I... I...

296
00:14:16,314 --> 00:14:19,615
it makes me wonder what else
I don't know about you.

297
00:14:19,617 --> 00:14:21,984
But more importantly, it makes me realize

298
00:14:21,986 --> 00:14:23,953
you don't know anything about me.

299
00:14:23,955 --> 00:14:25,721
I am really annoying.

300
00:14:25,723 --> 00:14:27,456
I'm easily irritable.

301
00:14:27,458 --> 00:14:29,391
Like when people use the word "literally"

302
00:14:29,393 --> 00:14:31,126
about things that aren't literal.

303
00:14:31,128 --> 00:14:33,128
I am impossible to live with.

304
00:14:33,130 --> 00:14:34,530
Maybe literally.

305
00:14:35,799 --> 00:14:38,467
That's been made
very clear to me in the past.

306
00:14:41,340 --> 00:14:44,206
I don't want to go two years
and get divorced.

307
00:14:46,142 --> 00:14:47,876
Divorcing you would hurt.

308
00:14:52,683 --> 00:14:53,782
Thank you.

309
00:14:55,952 --> 00:14:57,920
But that's a bunch of crap.

310
00:14:57,922 --> 00:14:59,321
You know that, right?

311
00:14:59,323 --> 00:15:02,324
We have different personal styles.

312
00:15:02,326 --> 00:15:05,394
You like to examine things
from every angle,

313
00:15:05,396 --> 00:15:07,630
and I... I like to take a leap

314
00:15:07,632 --> 00:15:10,199
into the dark every now and then.

315
00:15:12,803 --> 00:15:14,103
You're right.

316
00:15:15,305 --> 00:15:17,740
I am not a leaper.

317
00:15:19,409 --> 00:15:21,577
I am a toe-dipper.

318
00:15:22,747 --> 00:15:24,513
Takes me two hours to get into the ocean

319
00:15:24,515 --> 00:15:26,181
even when it's warm.

320
00:15:36,060 --> 00:15:38,327
I know that you're good for me.

321
00:15:39,696 --> 00:15:43,265
And I know that I'm good for <i>you</i>, Aaron.

322
00:15:43,267 --> 00:15:44,900
Since meeting me,

323
00:15:44,902 --> 00:15:46,802
you've jumped ship
from a comfortable career

324
00:15:46,804 --> 00:15:49,505
because you decided
that you were missing something.

325
00:15:49,507 --> 00:15:50,992
And...

326
00:15:52,209 --> 00:15:55,611
you asked a complete stranger

327
00:15:55,613 --> 00:15:56,979
to marry you.

328
00:15:58,516 --> 00:16:00,583
Who knows what's next?

329
00:16:01,086 --> 00:16:03,552
I guess you'll have to keep thinking.

330
00:16:18,135 --> 00:16:20,073
Dr. Browne, widen the debridement.

331
00:16:20,075 --> 00:16:22,769
Extending
the incisions proximally.

332
00:16:22,773 --> 00:16:24,839
Her husband thought
she was a rock.

333
00:16:24,842 --> 00:16:28,043
Turns out she's a rock
because nothing matters to her.

334
00:16:28,045 --> 00:16:29,778
You're making assumptions.

335
00:16:29,780 --> 00:16:32,247
We were monitoring her reaction to pain.

336
00:16:32,249 --> 00:16:34,116
Love wasn't part of the test.

337
00:16:34,118 --> 00:16:35,751
You care, you hurt.

338
00:16:35,753 --> 00:16:37,052
Maybe not Lily.

339
00:16:37,054 --> 00:16:40,956
She married this man.
She stayed with him for years.

340
00:16:40,958 --> 00:16:45,338
Maybe for her, love can exist
without the pain of loss.

341
00:16:46,122 --> 00:16:47,655
That would be paradise.

342
00:16:51,534 --> 00:16:53,602
There is way more necrotic tissue here

343
00:16:53,604 --> 00:16:54,806
than I expected.

344
00:16:56,773 --> 00:16:58,140
She's gonna lose the hand.

345
00:17:04,582 --> 00:17:06,982
Well, if anyone can handle bad news...

346
00:17:14,924 --> 00:17:16,959
Are you going to take my hand?

347
00:17:17,374 --> 00:17:19,307
Not right now, no.

348
00:17:21,431 --> 00:17:24,466
I don't like to hold hands.

349
00:17:26,269 --> 00:17:30,606
Either we hold hands or we don't.

350
00:17:30,608 --> 00:17:33,942
There's no compromise.

351
00:17:33,944 --> 00:17:36,311
Only one of us can get what they want.

352
00:17:36,313 --> 00:17:38,847
- I guess that's true...
- It should be me.

353
00:17:38,849 --> 00:17:42,618
Holding hands makes me uncomfortable.

354
00:17:42,620 --> 00:17:45,888
Not holding hands doesn't
make you uncomfortable.

355
00:17:58,968 --> 00:18:02,738
That show we watched the other night...

356
00:18:02,740 --> 00:18:05,043
it had a happy ending.

357
00:18:05,509 --> 00:18:08,711
Because they stopped the story
in a good place.

358
00:18:09,256 --> 00:18:11,413
But in real life,

359
00:18:11,415 --> 00:18:14,594
it's gonna get dark and cold out there.

360
00:18:15,595 --> 00:18:17,639
All we have...

361
00:18:18,222 --> 00:18:19,388
is this.

362
00:18:20,757 --> 00:18:24,226
This says we're in it together,

363
00:18:24,228 --> 00:18:26,606
we've got each other's back,

364
00:18:27,732 --> 00:18:30,933
that we'll hold each other up
for as long as we can.

365
00:18:33,304 --> 00:18:38,040
I can say all those things verbally.

366
00:18:38,042 --> 00:18:39,541
You could shout them,

367
00:18:39,543 --> 00:18:42,377
and it wouldn't say it as loud as <i>this</i>.

368
00:18:45,148 --> 00:18:48,484
You said that not holding hands
wouldn't make me uncomfortable,

369
00:18:48,486 --> 00:18:49,985
but it would.

370
00:18:52,322 --> 00:18:54,384
I would feel...

371
00:18:56,660 --> 00:18:58,293
...separate.

372
00:19:32,863 --> 00:19:34,257
It's all right.

373
00:19:47,120 --> 00:19:48,468
You've actually been lucky,

374
00:19:48,482 --> 00:19:50,563
considering you have no warning system.

375
00:19:50,588 --> 00:19:52,254
You need to be doing self-checks...

376
00:19:52,256 --> 00:19:54,933
knees, feet, elbows, hands.

377
00:19:54,935 --> 00:19:57,026
Look for bruises, discolorations.

378
00:19:57,028 --> 00:20:00,626
Anything at all that changes
could be dangerous...

379
00:20:00,651 --> 00:20:01,850
life-threatening.

380
00:20:01,852 --> 00:20:03,886
But there's another option.

381
00:20:03,888 --> 00:20:06,388
Naloxone affects
the central nervous system.

382
00:20:06,390 --> 00:20:07,689
It's been shown to block the action

383
00:20:07,691 --> 00:20:09,424
of pain-lowering endorphins.

384
00:20:09,426 --> 00:20:11,690
It could give you
the ability to feel pain.

385
00:20:11,692 --> 00:20:14,329
I don't see the point.
I've been fine so far.

386
00:20:14,331 --> 00:20:15,931
Guess that sounds a little silly.

387
00:20:15,933 --> 00:20:17,218
I know... I just lost a hand.

388
00:20:17,220 --> 00:20:20,165
But now I know about checking myself,

389
00:20:20,166 --> 00:20:22,400
and I'll be a lot more careful.

390
00:20:34,914 --> 00:20:38,582
Why is one gesture so important?

391
00:20:39,918 --> 00:20:41,752
Carly still pushing you to hold hands?

392
00:20:41,754 --> 00:20:42,887
No.

393
00:20:42,889 --> 00:20:46,257
I tried, and she said it was all right.

394
00:20:46,259 --> 00:20:48,192
Huh.

395
00:20:49,728 --> 00:20:53,764
You should give me context
for that "huh".

396
00:20:55,300 --> 00:20:56,334
She wants it.

397
00:20:56,336 --> 00:20:57,768
She's just given up.

398
00:20:57,770 --> 00:20:59,203
Good.

399
00:20:59,205 --> 00:21:00,276
No.

400
00:21:00,278 --> 00:21:03,374
Not if it's gonna bother her for
the rest of your relationship.

401
00:21:03,376 --> 00:21:04,909
Which may not be very long.

402
00:21:08,580 --> 00:21:09,714
Huh.

403
00:21:14,653 --> 00:21:15,686
Uh-oh.

404
00:21:19,024 --> 00:21:21,726
We need to do imaging to make
sure the problem isn't the shunt,

405
00:21:21,728 --> 00:21:23,794
then check there isn't
a clot causing backup...

406
00:21:23,796 --> 00:21:26,130
The surgery was a success,
but I'm still being poisoned?

407
00:21:26,132 --> 00:21:28,432
No. The surgery was a success,

408
00:21:28,434 --> 00:21:30,301
but your liver's still deteriorating.

409
00:21:30,303 --> 00:21:31,639
We don't know why.

410
00:21:34,206 --> 00:21:36,394
Jen, check me out of here.
Find another hospital.

411
00:21:36,396 --> 00:21:38,193
I can't approve that, Mr. Stewart.
You're in no condition

412
00:21:38,218 --> 00:21:39,510
- to leave the hospital
- You just confirmed

413
00:21:39,512 --> 00:21:41,278
that someone in this hospital
is poisoning me.

414
00:21:41,280 --> 00:21:43,280
You want me to cooperate
with the suspects?

415
00:21:43,282 --> 00:21:46,117
Another hospital
wouldn't solve your problem.

416
00:21:46,613 --> 00:21:49,846
People can be gotten to.

417
00:21:49,848 --> 00:21:52,189
Bribed or threatened.

418
00:21:56,028 --> 00:21:57,989
Right. Someone here wants to kill me.

419
00:21:57,991 --> 00:21:59,122
No one is trying...

420
00:21:59,124 --> 00:22:00,831
Let's constrain some of these variables.

421
00:22:00,833 --> 00:22:02,633
<i>One</i> person touches me.

422
00:22:02,975 --> 00:22:04,141
Him.

423
00:22:04,770 --> 00:22:06,067
He doesn't know how to lie.

424
00:22:06,069 --> 00:22:08,139
Oh, I <i>can</i> lie.

425
00:22:08,141 --> 00:22:10,841
Yes, but not successfully. Good choice.

426
00:22:17,216 --> 00:22:18,849
Will I be able to play tennis?

427
00:22:18,851 --> 00:22:21,018
Yes... eventually.

428
00:22:21,020 --> 00:22:23,087
Funny... I never could <i>before</i>.

429
00:22:25,524 --> 00:22:27,725
You always take things well.

430
00:22:29,294 --> 00:22:31,495
We had to pick up and move from Durham.

431
00:22:31,497 --> 00:22:33,264
Well, that was for your job.

432
00:22:33,266 --> 00:22:35,232
No sense in moping about it.

433
00:22:36,768 --> 00:22:38,369
The miscarriage.

434
00:22:43,408 --> 00:22:45,676
You never talked about it, so...

435
00:22:45,963 --> 00:22:48,479
<i>I</i> never talked about it,
I didn't want to hurt you.

436
00:22:50,549 --> 00:22:53,417
But... did you not talk about it

437
00:22:53,419 --> 00:22:55,386
because you just
weren't thinking about it?

438
00:22:55,388 --> 00:22:57,521
What are all these questions for?

439
00:22:58,690 --> 00:23:01,759
I thought we were
carrying the load together,

440
00:23:01,761 --> 00:23:03,894
knowing how each other felt.

441
00:23:04,930 --> 00:23:06,901
This isn't about us.

442
00:23:07,533 --> 00:23:10,279
This is just... a medical condition.

443
00:23:14,039 --> 00:23:16,540
If I died, would you care?

444
00:23:20,418 --> 00:23:22,513
Would you miss me, or, uh,

445
00:23:22,515 --> 00:23:25,916
would you just... move on?

446
00:23:28,120 --> 00:23:30,888
Would you <i>want</i> me to be miserable?

447
00:23:30,890 --> 00:23:32,123
I want it to matter.

448
00:23:32,125 --> 00:23:34,220
Of course it matters.

449
00:23:35,328 --> 00:23:37,390
You know I love you.

450
00:23:41,266 --> 00:23:42,895
Jonas.

451
00:23:43,402 --> 00:23:44,730
Maybe...

452
00:23:46,105 --> 00:23:48,906
you think it's love,
but it's like the pain...

453
00:23:48,908 --> 00:23:50,374
it just doesn't go that deep.

454
00:23:50,376 --> 00:23:52,576
But isn't it possible for me to love you

455
00:23:52,578 --> 00:23:54,812
without it being
all wrapped up in suffering?

456
00:23:54,814 --> 00:23:56,632
But that's how it works.

457
00:23:58,918 --> 00:24:02,586
When you lose someone,
it shouldn't be like your hand.

458
00:24:02,588 --> 00:24:04,188
It should ache.

459
00:24:07,527 --> 00:24:08,963
That's right, isn't it?

460
00:24:10,028 --> 00:24:13,597
That's what loss feels like?

461
00:24:24,443 --> 00:24:27,106
I need to get away for a while.

462
00:24:27,880 --> 00:24:29,200
I'm sorry.

463
00:24:35,388 --> 00:24:36,887
Next, we're going to test you

464
00:24:36,889 --> 00:24:39,690
for autoimmune hepatitis and fatty liver.

465
00:24:39,692 --> 00:24:42,893
Those are diseases
whose symptoms overlap yours.

466
00:24:42,895 --> 00:24:44,228
They might have been masked

467
00:24:44,230 --> 00:24:46,530
by your idiopathic portal hypertension.

468
00:24:48,424 --> 00:24:50,067
Nurse Villanueva. Welcome.

469
00:24:50,069 --> 00:24:51,802
But you know I'm not gonna touch that.

470
00:24:51,804 --> 00:24:54,572
The dietician ordered it for you,
and I'm required to bring it.

471
00:24:56,208 --> 00:24:57,541
What <i>are</i> you eating

472
00:24:57,543 --> 00:24:59,929
if you're refusing hospital food?

473
00:24:59,931 --> 00:25:01,245
Uh...

474
00:25:01,247 --> 00:25:03,214
80 grams of protein a day.

475
00:25:03,216 --> 00:25:05,516
- Kale and baby greens.
- Hey.

476
00:25:09,055 --> 00:25:11,021
"Leopard Spring".

477
00:25:12,090 --> 00:25:14,692
Jen, Dex, you mind stepping out?

478
00:25:20,833 --> 00:25:22,399
It's Chinese herbs.

479
00:25:22,401 --> 00:25:25,402
To make you feel younger,
more energetic, more...

480
00:25:25,404 --> 00:25:26,670
virile.

481
00:25:26,672 --> 00:25:28,405
You don't feel virile?

482
00:25:28,407 --> 00:25:29,873
Of course I do, but there's nothing wrong

483
00:25:29,875 --> 00:25:31,242
with feeling <i>more</i> virile.

484
00:25:31,244 --> 00:25:32,910
I need strength for the fight.

485
00:25:36,515 --> 00:25:39,250
You're not talking. Is there a problem?

486
00:25:41,353 --> 00:25:43,854
No. These herbs are harmless.

487
00:25:43,856 --> 00:25:45,256
You asked about my virility.

488
00:25:45,258 --> 00:25:46,479
I was curious.

489
00:25:46,481 --> 00:25:47,725
We're going to test you

490
00:25:47,727 --> 00:25:50,628
for autoimmune hepatitis and fatty liver.

491
00:25:53,268 --> 00:25:54,331
What's up?

492
00:25:54,333 --> 00:25:55,733
I tested a patient

493
00:25:55,735 --> 00:25:58,936
for autoimmune hepatitis and fatty liver.

494
00:25:58,938 --> 00:26:00,395
What's up with <i>you</i>?

495
00:26:00,397 --> 00:26:02,706
Our patient decided to take the drugs.

496
00:26:02,708 --> 00:26:04,842
Because I guess a husband walking out

497
00:26:04,844 --> 00:26:06,010
can make an impression

498
00:26:06,012 --> 00:26:08,379
even on a woman who feels no pain.

499
00:26:10,649 --> 00:26:12,716
That's a lot of paperwork for two tests.

500
00:26:12,718 --> 00:26:14,084
They were negative.

501
00:26:14,086 --> 00:26:16,387
I thought I might find something

502
00:26:16,389 --> 00:26:18,722
in his mother's old records
that could help,

503
00:26:18,724 --> 00:26:20,190
but no, no.

504
00:26:20,192 --> 00:26:21,859
Her case was straightforward.

505
00:26:21,861 --> 00:26:23,994
His parents were both alcoholics,

506
00:26:23,996 --> 00:26:27,031
but her liver was already
weakened by her condition.

507
00:26:27,033 --> 00:26:28,599
Parents both alcoholics?

508
00:26:28,601 --> 00:26:31,735
No wonder he thinks people in
authority like to deny the truth.

509
00:26:31,737 --> 00:26:35,467
He's grown up now, Claire.

510
00:26:35,469 --> 00:26:37,241
No longer in that position.

511
00:26:38,276 --> 00:26:41,045
There's still plenty of lying
going on in the world.

512
00:26:41,047 --> 00:26:42,880
That's not a situation you outgrow.

513
00:26:44,883 --> 00:26:46,350
Yes.

514
00:26:46,352 --> 00:26:48,552
There <i>is</i> a lot of lying.

515
00:26:54,493 --> 00:26:56,393
Want to hear my theories?

516
00:26:56,395 --> 00:26:58,629
Fight with your mother is number one.

517
00:26:58,631 --> 00:27:01,298
You're debating whether to throw her out.

518
00:27:02,267 --> 00:27:03,600
This theory explains what?

519
00:27:03,602 --> 00:27:05,736
Why the usually compassionate
Dr. Claire Browne

520
00:27:05,738 --> 00:27:07,371
envies a woman who feels no pain.

521
00:27:08,406 --> 00:27:10,474
You're miserable, torn.

522
00:27:10,476 --> 00:27:13,711
You don't know what to do
to make your own pain go away.

523
00:27:16,182 --> 00:27:17,614
Want to hear <i>my</i> theory?

524
00:27:18,152 --> 00:27:20,617
People that <i>aren't</i> you are doing great,

525
00:27:20,619 --> 00:27:23,120
so you're looking for a toy
you can break,

526
00:27:23,122 --> 00:27:24,421
a pet you can torture.

527
00:27:34,467 --> 00:27:35,799
- Is she in pain?
- No.

528
00:27:35,801 --> 00:27:37,000
What are her vitals?

529
00:27:37,002 --> 00:27:38,001
Vitals are fine.

530
00:27:38,003 --> 00:27:39,870
Then how can she be in crisis?

531
00:27:39,872 --> 00:27:41,705
I don't know. But she <i>is</i>.

532
00:27:46,247 --> 00:27:47,531
Lily?

533
00:27:48,547 --> 00:27:50,142
Are you okay?

534
00:27:52,067 --> 00:27:53,479
Lily?

535
00:27:59,848 --> 00:28:02,571
I never noticed how ugly the walls are.

536
00:28:14,777 --> 00:28:17,179
I've discovered the cause
of your liver problem.

537
00:28:17,181 --> 00:28:19,214
Really? Fatty liver? Autoimmune?

538
00:28:19,216 --> 00:28:20,449
I've never had any symptoms of...

539
00:28:20,451 --> 00:28:23,185
No. You <i>were</i> being poisoned.

540
00:28:23,187 --> 00:28:25,020
What?

541
00:28:25,022 --> 00:28:26,788
Who? Do you know who? How?

542
00:28:27,924 --> 00:28:30,125
I thought maybe the dose of herbs

543
00:28:30,127 --> 00:28:31,827
listed on the bottle was wrong...

544
00:28:31,829 --> 00:28:33,395
There's a toxic dose in there?

545
00:28:33,397 --> 00:28:35,664
No. There are no herbs at all in here.

546
00:28:35,666 --> 00:28:37,366
It contains sildenafil.

547
00:28:38,868 --> 00:28:41,570
It's the active element in Viagra.

548
00:28:41,572 --> 00:28:44,439
It promotes blood flow in your penis.

549
00:28:48,278 --> 00:28:49,411
I know what it does.

550
00:28:49,413 --> 00:28:52,247
They say it's natural herbs.

551
00:28:52,249 --> 00:28:54,049
They lied.

552
00:28:54,051 --> 00:28:56,652
Your idiopathic portal hypertension

553
00:28:56,654 --> 00:29:00,049
means your liver is vulnerable to abuse.

554
00:29:00,051 --> 00:29:03,258
The amount of sildenafil in here
wouldn't kill most people,

555
00:29:03,260 --> 00:29:05,627
but if someone
with pre-existing liver issues

556
00:29:05,629 --> 00:29:06,895
took it every day...

557
00:29:06,897 --> 00:29:08,885
You were right.

558
00:29:08,887 --> 00:29:11,166
You've been poisoning yourself.

559
00:29:15,806 --> 00:29:18,407
It's good news.

560
00:29:19,641 --> 00:29:22,777
Those Communist bastards.

561
00:29:23,946 --> 00:29:27,349
I think they're based in San Pedro.

562
00:29:29,231 --> 00:29:31,031
Mr. Barstow.

563
00:29:31,855 --> 00:29:33,155
Is Lily all right?

564
00:29:33,157 --> 00:29:35,991
She's on medication to reverse
her pain-free condition,

565
00:29:35,993 --> 00:29:37,592
but it's hit her hard.

566
00:29:37,594 --> 00:29:40,362
She's being wrung out by all the
negative thoughts and feelings

567
00:29:40,364 --> 00:29:42,731
the rest of us
have all built calluses against.

568
00:29:43,293 --> 00:29:44,800
But she made the right choice?

569
00:29:44,802 --> 00:29:46,435
I mean, she needs this to be safe.

570
00:29:46,863 --> 00:29:48,804
I don't think
she's doing this to be safe.

571
00:29:48,806 --> 00:29:51,273
I think she's doing this
because you walked out.

572
00:29:53,422 --> 00:29:54,554
Why?

573
00:29:55,411 --> 00:29:57,079
You were happy for years.

574
00:29:57,081 --> 00:29:59,768
Now you're sure you can't be
happy unless your wife changes?

575
00:30:01,784 --> 00:30:05,106
I want her to feel everything <i>I</i> feel.

576
00:30:05,923 --> 00:30:07,856
The love, the pain... everything.

577
00:30:07,858 --> 00:30:09,057
Wouldn't <i>you</i>?

578
00:30:10,793 --> 00:30:13,128
The residents in this hospital
work long hours.

579
00:30:13,130 --> 00:30:14,329
You know why?

580
00:30:14,331 --> 00:30:16,698
Because the surgeons in charge
worked long hours

581
00:30:16,700 --> 00:30:17,933
when <i>they</i> were residents.

582
00:30:17,935 --> 00:30:19,434
They suffered, so <i>we</i> have to suffer.

583
00:30:19,436 --> 00:30:20,569
It's human nature.

584
00:30:20,571 --> 00:30:21,703
What does that...

585
00:30:21,705 --> 00:30:23,839
But someone like your wife,
so invulnerable,

586
00:30:23,841 --> 00:30:26,208
it's... it's like she's
gotten away with something.

587
00:30:26,210 --> 00:30:27,642
It's hard not to resent her.

588
00:30:27,644 --> 00:30:29,057
Sure, we want to "cure" her,

589
00:30:29,059 --> 00:30:31,980
but how much of it is...
is to give her a warning system,

590
00:30:31,982 --> 00:30:33,035
and how much is because

591
00:30:33,037 --> 00:30:35,388
we want to pull her down
into Hell with the rest of us?

592
00:30:53,504 --> 00:30:54,836
Are you married now?

593
00:30:54,838 --> 00:30:56,938
No.

594
00:30:56,940 --> 00:30:58,340
I chickened out.

595
00:30:58,342 --> 00:31:00,709
Apparently, I don't like change.

596
00:31:00,711 --> 00:31:02,911
Change makes me very nervous.

597
00:31:02,913 --> 00:31:06,543
I'm not the easiest man
in the world to live with.

598
00:31:07,317 --> 00:31:09,618
My first wife made that very clear.

599
00:31:09,620 --> 00:31:10,952
It's true.

600
00:31:10,954 --> 00:31:13,300
You can be very irritating.

601
00:31:17,894 --> 00:31:19,889
Are you saying I shouldn't get married?

602
00:31:21,637 --> 00:31:24,352
Are you asking for my advice?

603
00:31:27,503 --> 00:31:28,603
Yes.

604
00:31:29,639 --> 00:31:34,910
You've never really asked before.

605
00:31:34,912 --> 00:31:37,579
And this is an important decision.

606
00:31:37,581 --> 00:31:39,981
Your happiness depends on it.

607
00:31:41,235 --> 00:31:42,684
This is huge.

608
00:31:48,425 --> 00:31:49,524
Well?

609
00:31:51,427 --> 00:31:53,195
Oh. I don't have any advice.

610
00:31:53,197 --> 00:31:54,963
I don't even understand the issue.

611
00:31:55,971 --> 00:31:58,139
I also don't understand why you asked

612
00:31:58,164 --> 00:31:59,930
when you've already made up your mind.

613
00:31:59,955 --> 00:32:01,655
What?

614
00:32:01,705 --> 00:32:05,073
You usually call her your ex-wife.

615
00:32:05,075 --> 00:32:07,008
You just called her your "first".

616
00:32:07,010 --> 00:32:08,510
It implies a second.

617
00:32:19,889 --> 00:32:21,923
Why are you staring in your trunk?

618
00:32:21,925 --> 00:32:24,426
Something in here
the answer to your problem?

619
00:32:27,463 --> 00:32:29,598
Yoga mat...

620
00:32:29,600 --> 00:32:31,233
gym bag..

621
00:32:31,235 --> 00:32:32,467
Extra sneakers...

622
00:32:33,503 --> 00:32:35,136
Here's a little earthquake kit.

623
00:32:35,138 --> 00:32:36,438
So sensible.

624
00:32:36,440 --> 00:32:37,706
Dirty towel.

625
00:32:37,708 --> 00:32:39,107
Ooh! What's this?

626
00:32:39,109 --> 00:32:40,642
Put it back.

627
00:32:50,920 --> 00:32:52,120
It's my mom.

628
00:33:22,825 --> 00:33:24,458
Why are you jumping?

629
00:33:24,463 --> 00:33:27,294
I'm not jumping. I'm leaping.

630
00:33:28,349 --> 00:33:30,383
Come on. Come leap with me.

631
00:33:31,786 --> 00:33:33,887
We both can't leap on that thing.

632
00:33:34,562 --> 00:33:35,696
Oh!

633
00:33:36,105 --> 00:33:38,071
Are you okay?

634
00:33:40,822 --> 00:33:42,222
Never better.

635
00:33:42,247 --> 00:33:45,549
Will you leap with me...

636
00:33:45,574 --> 00:33:47,040
to City Hall?

637
00:33:49,011 --> 00:33:50,411
Yes, I will.

638
00:33:50,786 --> 00:33:53,820
Also, I may have done something
to my ankle.

639
00:33:53,822 --> 00:33:55,808
Do you want me to... call someone...

640
00:33:55,810 --> 00:33:57,834
<i>Je ne regrette</i>  nothing, baby.

641
00:34:05,472 --> 00:34:06,771
I left the champagne

642
00:34:06,773 --> 00:34:11,061
because I was so ready for victory.

643
00:34:13,880 --> 00:34:16,347
Now I don't even know what to do
with the damn ashes.

644
00:34:17,616 --> 00:34:19,150
Leave them on a shelf in the closet

645
00:34:19,152 --> 00:34:20,818
with the spare towels?

646
00:34:20,820 --> 00:34:22,693
Put them down the disposal?

647
00:34:22,695 --> 00:34:24,455
What did <i>she</i> want done with them?

648
00:34:24,457 --> 00:34:26,324
It was stupid. I'm sure she was joking.

649
00:34:26,326 --> 00:34:28,092
Yeah, everyone jokes in their will.

650
00:34:31,864 --> 00:34:33,564
The Marine Science Center.

651
00:34:37,202 --> 00:34:38,603
She loved sea lions.

652
00:34:38,605 --> 00:34:41,172
She'd take me to see them
all the time. It was a thing.

653
00:34:41,174 --> 00:34:43,741
Any city we were in, "I wonder
if they have sea lions."

654
00:34:46,679 --> 00:34:48,646
You need to do it. Now.

655
00:34:48,648 --> 00:34:49,981
No. No.

656
00:34:49,983 --> 00:34:51,316
It is a pointless gesture

657
00:34:51,318 --> 00:34:53,618
because my mother is dead
and she doesn't care.

658
00:34:53,620 --> 00:34:54,886
Perfect.

659
00:34:54,888 --> 00:34:57,588
The center's open this evening
for an after-hours event.

660
00:34:59,590 --> 00:35:01,153
We'll have to dress up.

661
00:35:04,859 --> 00:35:08,427
The winner of tonight's vote
for Most Fabulous Sea Creature,

662
00:35:08,452 --> 00:35:10,753
the vampire squid!

663
00:35:16,729 --> 00:35:18,229
I feel ridiculous!

664
00:35:18,254 --> 00:35:19,454
You look great.

665
00:35:19,479 --> 00:35:21,846
You could give the vampire squid
a run for her money.

666
00:35:21,871 --> 00:35:23,504
Now let's find the sea lions.

667
00:35:34,827 --> 00:35:36,361
You came back.

668
00:35:36,363 --> 00:35:37,495
Yeah.

669
00:35:51,584 --> 00:35:53,111
Thank God.

670
00:35:56,416 --> 00:35:58,816
We'll stop this.

671
00:35:58,818 --> 00:36:00,284
It'll be all right.

672
00:36:04,224 --> 00:36:06,958
Doctor, you got to
get this stuff out of her IV.

673
00:36:06,960 --> 00:36:08,393
You don't need it.

674
00:36:09,800 --> 00:36:12,335
If you have to be careful
about getting hurt,

675
00:36:12,360 --> 00:36:14,294
I'll be there to help you.

676
00:36:15,973 --> 00:36:18,341
The "stuff" was removed some time ago.

677
00:36:19,505 --> 00:36:20,969
Before Dr. Browne went off-shift,

678
00:36:20,974 --> 00:36:23,908
she told me that Lily was
experiencing some problems.

679
00:36:23,910 --> 00:36:25,843
So I thought it best
to discontinue the medication

680
00:36:25,845 --> 00:36:26,878
for a while.

681
00:36:26,880 --> 00:36:28,913
She's as she was when you left her.

682
00:36:31,818 --> 00:36:33,818
You never cry.

683
00:36:39,692 --> 00:36:41,962
When I saw you sitting there,

684
00:36:42,328 --> 00:36:45,264
I've never been so happy
in my whole life.

685
00:37:01,214 --> 00:37:04,449
I thought you didn't want
to "make a fuss".

686
00:37:05,509 --> 00:37:06,576
Yeah.

687
00:37:06,601 --> 00:37:08,201
Who knew?

688
00:37:44,123 --> 00:37:45,723
This seems weird.

689
00:37:47,059 --> 00:37:48,626
It <i>is</i> weird.

690
00:37:50,095 --> 00:37:52,730
Most people have some kind of ritual

691
00:37:52,732 --> 00:37:53,965
all ready for them

692
00:37:53,967 --> 00:37:56,801
so they don't have to think
about this kind of stuff.

693
00:37:59,138 --> 00:38:00,371
You got a prayer?

694
00:38:01,673 --> 00:38:03,341
I'm not religious.

695
00:38:03,343 --> 00:38:04,871
Neither was my mom.

696
00:38:04,873 --> 00:38:06,978
<i>Everybody</i> has a religion.

697
00:38:08,347 --> 00:38:11,649
Not everybody has a God,
but everybody has a religion.

698
00:38:19,358 --> 00:38:20,591
Music.

699
00:38:22,380 --> 00:38:24,915
Your mother's religion was music.

700
00:38:28,433 --> 00:38:29,600
Sing.

701
00:38:32,171 --> 00:38:35,606
By the sea lion colony
at a drag pride party?

702
00:38:38,044 --> 00:38:41,646
Or you can just dump it out
and feel weird.

703
00:38:43,182 --> 00:38:44,382
Your call.

704
00:39:12,611 --> 00:39:14,979
♪ Ama... ♪

705
00:39:17,115 --> 00:39:18,179
Okay.

706
00:39:24,456 --> 00:39:27,725
♪ Ama... ♪

707
00:39:30,295 --> 00:39:33,497
♪ ...zing grace ♪

708
00:39:37,148 --> 00:39:38,582
Oh, God.

709
00:39:41,200 --> 00:39:44,201
♪ How sweet ♪

710
00:39:46,010 --> 00:39:48,011
♪ The sound ♪

711
00:39:52,617 --> 00:39:57,199
♪ That saved ♪

712
00:39:57,957 --> 00:40:02,193
♪ A wretch ♪

713
00:40:02,195 --> 00:40:11,369
♪ Like meeeeeeeeeeee ♪

714
00:40:15,842 --> 00:40:18,309
♪ I once ♪

715
00:40:20,679 --> 00:40:23,114
♪ Was lost ♪

716
00:40:25,317 --> 00:40:28,886
♪ But now ♪

717
00:40:30,656 --> 00:40:32,723
♪ Am found ♪

718
00:40:38,231 --> 00:40:42,025
♪ Was blind ♪

719
00:40:42,027 --> 00:40:45,469
♪ But now ♪

720
00:40:47,306 --> 00:40:53,177
♪ I seeeeeeeeeee ♪

721
00:40:53,179 --> 00:41:00,618
♪ 'Twas grace that taught ♪

722
00:41:00,620 --> 00:41:06,457
♪ My heart to fear ♪

723
00:41:06,459 --> 00:41:13,931
♪ And grace, my fears ♪

724
00:41:13,933 --> 00:41:18,269
♪ Relieved ♪

725
00:41:19,971 --> 00:41:26,477
♪ How precious did ♪

726
00:41:26,479 --> 00:41:31,782
♪ That Grace appear ♪

727
00:41:31,784 --> 00:41:37,988
♪ The hour I first ♪

728
00:41:37,990 --> 00:41:42,426
♪ Believed ♪

729
00:41:43,962 --> 00:41:50,368
♪ Amazing grace ♪

730
00:41:50,370 --> 00:41:56,474
♪ How sweet the sound ♪

731
00:41:56,476 --> 00:42:02,713
♪ That saved a wretch ♪

732
00:42:02,715 --> 00:42:09,286
♪ Like meeeeeeeeeeee ♪

733
00:42:09,288 --> 00:42:15,459
♪ I once was lost ♪

734
00:42:15,461 --> 00:42:20,464
♪ But now am found ♪

735
00:42:20,466 --> 00:42:23,667
♪ Was blind ♪

736
00:42:23,669 --> 00:42:28,664
♪ But now I see ♪

