1 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:02,545 Previously, on "You"... 2 00:00:02,546 --> 00:00:05,966 Everyone just calls me Beck. And you're Joe... 3 00:00:05,967 --> 00:00:07,339 Goldberg. 4 00:00:07,340 --> 00:00:10,091 People find the one. I believe that. 5 00:00:10,092 --> 00:00:13,505 I was in love, once. Candace, she broke my heart. 6 00:00:13,506 --> 00:00:15,407 Beck, I should have seen the signs. 7 00:00:15,408 --> 00:00:16,806 But we never do. 8 00:00:16,807 --> 00:00:19,175 Exhibit A. Claudia, single parent. 9 00:00:19,176 --> 00:00:22,379 You think she knew Ron was a shitbag when she fell in love? 10 00:00:22,380 --> 00:00:24,499 You're a freak, so stay away from Paco. 11 00:00:24,500 --> 00:00:26,082 Because if you don't, I'm going to grab 12 00:00:26,083 --> 00:00:28,083 a steak knife, and I'll cut those freak eyes out. 13 00:00:28,084 --> 00:00:29,811 A guy needs to protect himself. 14 00:00:29,812 --> 00:00:32,380 I had to be sure you are safe. 15 00:00:32,381 --> 00:00:35,016 I just need to know who you really are. 16 00:00:35,017 --> 00:00:38,286 - You're smart. - Shit, my phone. 17 00:00:38,287 --> 00:00:40,021 Must have dropped it in the subway. 18 00:00:40,022 --> 00:00:42,624 Except in the ways you are really not, 19 00:00:42,625 --> 00:00:44,292 like not locking your phone. 20 00:00:44,293 --> 00:00:46,928 And that means I'm still logged into you. 21 00:00:46,929 --> 00:00:48,488 Maybe we could get a drink sometime? 22 00:00:48,489 --> 00:00:49,564 Sure. 23 00:00:49,565 --> 00:00:51,800 Hell, maybe I'm just a fool in love. 24 00:00:51,801 --> 00:00:53,176 It just feels right. 25 00:00:53,177 --> 00:00:55,637 I'm going to help you get the life you deserve. 26 00:00:55,638 --> 00:00:57,798 You have questionable taste in friends. 27 00:00:58,400 --> 00:01:01,243 Hey, man, I'm thinking, maybe... 28 00:01:01,637 --> 00:01:03,436 You fall for the wrong men. 29 00:01:03,437 --> 00:01:05,303 Get up on the fence! 30 00:01:07,814 --> 00:01:10,877 Beck, were you ever sleeping with your therapist? 31 00:01:10,878 --> 00:01:14,979 Yes, I cheated, but it's over now. 32 00:01:15,116 --> 00:01:16,700 What he did to me, one of these days, 33 00:01:16,701 --> 00:01:17,993 he's going to do to you. 34 00:01:17,994 --> 00:01:21,163 Maybe he'll do whatever the hell he did to Candace. 35 00:01:21,164 --> 00:01:23,206 I need you to tell me what happened with Candace. 36 00:01:23,207 --> 00:01:24,516 Why, why does that even matter? 37 00:01:24,517 --> 00:01:27,285 Because there's no evidence that she was in Italy at all. 38 00:01:27,286 --> 00:01:30,222 No one's heard a single word from her since she left. 39 00:01:30,223 --> 00:01:32,757 I know you, you won't stop asking questions 40 00:01:32,758 --> 00:01:34,658 until I do something about this. 41 00:01:35,553 --> 00:01:37,822 What the hell? 42 00:01:39,466 --> 00:01:40,849 I'll call you later. 43 00:01:40,850 --> 00:01:45,204 This, Beck, is between me and you. 44 00:01:50,793 --> 00:01:54,295 Joe, Joe! 45 00:02:18,276 --> 00:02:19,819 - Mr. Mooney. - Move, move! 46 00:02:19,820 --> 00:02:21,181 I was just organizing the shelves. 47 00:02:21,182 --> 00:02:23,183 You think you know my business better than I do? 48 00:02:23,184 --> 00:02:26,687 Get in, and you'll stay in until you understand! 49 00:02:26,688 --> 00:02:27,688 Understand what? 50 00:02:27,689 --> 00:02:29,749 Who I am to you. 51 00:02:35,863 --> 00:02:37,339 Joe! 52 00:02:50,044 --> 00:02:51,816 Joe! 53 00:02:53,683 --> 00:02:55,392 Joe! 54 00:03:02,569 --> 00:03:04,437 I'm here. 55 00:03:08,817 --> 00:03:10,353 Joe. 56 00:03:15,861 --> 00:03:17,341 Why... 57 00:03:18,989 --> 00:03:20,773 am I in here? 58 00:03:22,459 --> 00:03:25,461 Well, that's good, because we're talking. 59 00:03:25,462 --> 00:03:26,863 We're getting it out in the open. 60 00:03:26,864 --> 00:03:29,709 - You hit me! - I'm sorry. 61 00:03:30,083 --> 00:03:31,835 Beck, I'm sorry. 62 00:03:31,836 --> 00:03:34,003 I just... I didn't want you to freak out. 63 00:03:34,004 --> 00:03:38,632 Joe, I am locked in a glass cage! 64 00:03:38,633 --> 00:03:40,210 Temporarily. 65 00:03:42,886 --> 00:03:44,973 - How long? - What? 66 00:03:44,974 --> 00:03:48,160 How long are you going to keep me in here? 67 00:03:48,268 --> 00:03:50,479 If this is just temporary. 68 00:03:50,480 --> 00:03:52,480 Oh, honestly, I haven't thought that far ahead. 69 00:03:52,481 --> 00:03:53,749 I... I... 70 00:03:54,901 --> 00:03:58,712 I just... I need to know that I can trust you 71 00:03:59,029 --> 00:04:02,991 - to see the truth. - What truth is that? 72 00:04:02,992 --> 00:04:06,838 Everything I have done, I have done for you. 73 00:04:07,889 --> 00:04:09,632 Even this? 74 00:04:10,731 --> 00:04:12,165 Even this. 75 00:04:17,506 --> 00:04:20,250 Oh, God. 76 00:04:20,759 --> 00:04:23,271 I wish I knew what you were thinking. 77 00:04:24,906 --> 00:04:26,649 Tell me. 78 00:04:31,645 --> 00:04:33,664 What's in the box? 79 00:04:34,175 --> 00:04:35,958 Tell me. 80 00:04:36,384 --> 00:04:38,919 Tell me I'm crazy. 81 00:04:39,612 --> 00:04:44,009 Tell me you didn't kill Benji. 82 00:04:45,309 --> 00:04:48,513 Tell me you didn't kill Peach. 83 00:04:50,398 --> 00:04:53,310 If you knew what I knew. 84 00:04:57,909 --> 00:05:00,965 Shit, Beck, that's right. You have no idea. 85 00:05:00,966 --> 00:05:03,460 I promised you the truth, and I'm going to give you that. 86 00:05:06,430 --> 00:05:09,348 Wait, Joe. Don't leave! 87 00:05:09,349 --> 00:05:11,035 I'm not. 88 00:05:11,893 --> 00:05:14,529 We're going to get through this. 89 00:05:15,272 --> 00:05:16,896 Joe... 90 00:05:16,897 --> 00:05:19,016 Joe! 91 00:05:19,360 --> 00:05:20,859 No, Joe! 92 00:05:20,860 --> 00:05:23,195 Joe, Joe! 93 00:05:30,871 --> 00:05:33,256 That could have gone worse. 94 00:05:33,706 --> 00:05:37,794 I knew you'd be scared. That's why I tried 95 00:05:37,795 --> 00:05:39,754 to protect you from the truth. 96 00:05:39,755 --> 00:05:43,150 And now, I need to protect us from the world, 97 00:05:43,346 --> 00:05:45,685 long enough to work this out. 98 00:05:45,686 --> 00:05:49,832 So, business as usual. They're the best cover. 99 00:05:50,307 --> 00:05:52,531 As far as your friends are concerned, 100 00:05:52,532 --> 00:05:54,611 you're going off the grid. 101 00:05:57,855 --> 00:06:00,858 And it wouldn't be a true social media detox 102 00:06:00,859 --> 00:06:03,435 without announcing it to the world. 103 00:06:08,540 --> 00:06:10,684 I'll be back soon. The basement is off limits 104 00:06:10,685 --> 00:06:12,120 until I finish open heart surgery 105 00:06:12,121 --> 00:06:14,144 on a first edition Sylvia Plath. 106 00:06:14,145 --> 00:06:17,025 Nice, uh, what kind of condition is she in? 107 00:06:17,126 --> 00:06:20,104 Fragile. She's very fragile. 108 00:06:20,888 --> 00:06:23,639 Evidence, evidence is all I need 109 00:06:23,640 --> 00:06:27,760 to prove to you I'm not some sicko. 110 00:06:27,761 --> 00:06:30,546 I'm your protector. You'll see. 111 00:06:34,552 --> 00:06:36,386 Let's skip the "nothing to see here". 112 00:06:36,387 --> 00:06:38,689 - Get straight to moving along. - No, this is my building. 113 00:06:38,690 --> 00:06:40,860 - That's my neighbor, Claudia. - Your neighbor, huh? 114 00:06:40,861 --> 00:06:42,295 - Yeah. - So then you know the piece 115 00:06:42,296 --> 00:06:43,687 of shit who gave her a concussion? 116 00:06:43,688 --> 00:06:46,449 - Yeah, his name is Ron. - Oh, I know who he is. 117 00:06:47,264 --> 00:06:48,323 That's him. 118 00:06:48,324 --> 00:06:50,324 Why is he not in the back of your cruiser? 119 00:06:50,325 --> 00:06:53,045 Victim insisted it was an accident. 120 00:06:53,537 --> 00:06:56,164 She has a kid, Paco. Where is he? 121 00:06:56,165 --> 00:06:57,666 I didn't see any children in there. 122 00:06:57,667 --> 00:06:59,143 Probably for the best. 123 00:07:05,549 --> 00:07:07,269 Joe. 124 00:07:07,927 --> 00:07:09,832 You can't leave me in here. 125 00:07:09,833 --> 00:07:11,262 I'm not... I'm not. I'm sorry. 126 00:07:11,263 --> 00:07:13,746 Look, it's pointless to try to explain anything to you 127 00:07:13,747 --> 00:07:16,289 without evidence, so no more secrets. 128 00:07:16,290 --> 00:07:18,408 Ask me anything. 129 00:07:21,989 --> 00:07:24,369 So we both knew Benji was a dick, right? 130 00:07:24,370 --> 00:07:26,148 What you didn't know... 131 00:07:28,238 --> 00:07:31,283 He was a murderer. He killed an innocent kid. 132 00:07:31,284 --> 00:07:33,285 He's, he's playing dead. He's playing dead. 133 00:07:33,286 --> 00:07:35,320 Oh, shit! 134 00:07:36,413 --> 00:07:39,207 No remorse, I fully maintain he was sociopathic, 135 00:07:39,208 --> 00:07:41,209 and dangerous, dangerous for you. 136 00:07:41,210 --> 00:07:44,313 And Peach, oh, she was obsessed. 137 00:07:44,588 --> 00:07:46,798 And she was hoarding these for years. 138 00:07:46,799 --> 00:07:50,008 She needed to own you, to trap you, to make you her pet. 139 00:07:50,009 --> 00:07:52,112 And what happened once she was gone? 140 00:07:53,222 --> 00:07:56,200 You blossomed, you were published. 141 00:08:01,437 --> 00:08:06,566 I... I get why you'd be freaked, all stuffed in like this. 142 00:08:06,567 --> 00:08:08,277 But they're just mementos, you know? 143 00:08:08,278 --> 00:08:10,154 Like holding on to an old photograph. 144 00:08:10,155 --> 00:08:13,199 Or you wearing my shirt to sleep. 145 00:08:13,200 --> 00:08:14,633 You can't tell me that's so crazy. 146 00:08:14,634 --> 00:08:16,945 It's the stuff of a million love songs. 147 00:08:17,204 --> 00:08:18,454 I know this is a lot. 148 00:08:18,455 --> 00:08:20,040 Honestly, I'm terrified 149 00:08:20,041 --> 00:08:21,665 sharing this with you. 150 00:08:21,666 --> 00:08:23,584 But if we're being honest, 151 00:08:23,585 --> 00:08:25,336 your life has been better since you met me. 152 00:08:25,337 --> 00:08:27,129 You just didn't know how, or why. 153 00:08:27,130 --> 00:08:28,857 Until now. 154 00:08:30,176 --> 00:08:32,102 Beck, I love you. 155 00:08:32,178 --> 00:08:35,254 And loving someone means you will do anything for them. 156 00:08:46,483 --> 00:08:47,913 Benji's. 157 00:08:47,914 --> 00:08:49,866 I had to burn his body. 158 00:08:51,822 --> 00:08:53,698 - And Peach? - Well, she tried to kill me. 159 00:08:53,699 --> 00:08:55,283 That was straight-up self defense. 160 00:08:55,284 --> 00:08:58,160 - It was, it was self defe... - Oh, God. 161 00:08:58,161 --> 00:08:59,871 - It's true. - Please don't. 162 00:08:59,872 --> 00:09:02,332 - No, please! - No, no, calm down, please. 163 00:09:02,333 --> 00:09:04,292 - Please don't hurt me! - Please calm down. 164 00:09:04,293 --> 00:09:06,669 No, you don't understand. Please calm down. 165 00:09:06,670 --> 00:09:08,421 - You killed them! - Beck, Beck, Beck. 166 00:09:08,422 --> 00:09:11,298 - You're a murderer, you freak! - No, that's not true! 167 00:09:11,299 --> 00:09:13,259 - No, you haven't... - Get away from me! 168 00:09:13,260 --> 00:09:15,161 - Please don't hurt me. - You don't understand. 169 00:09:15,162 --> 00:09:16,745 I would never hurt someone I love. 170 00:09:16,746 --> 00:09:19,991 Tell that to Candace, you sick fuck! 171 00:09:21,518 --> 00:09:23,803 You're not listening. 172 00:09:32,612 --> 00:09:34,631 Help! 173 00:09:34,932 --> 00:09:36,758 Help! 174 00:09:38,019 --> 00:09:42,723 Help! Help me, please! 175 00:09:42,965 --> 00:09:44,884 Please! 176 00:10:14,532 --> 00:10:16,408 Good morning. 177 00:10:16,409 --> 00:10:19,070 - Get away! - It's okay. 178 00:10:22,166 --> 00:10:24,624 What were you trying to do to me? 179 00:10:24,625 --> 00:10:26,882 I was just making it cozy. Look. 180 00:10:27,171 --> 00:10:29,963 You were sleeping so deep, I didn't want to disturb you. 181 00:10:29,964 --> 00:10:34,669 Well, consider me disturbed. 182 00:10:39,056 --> 00:10:41,641 Here, I brought you breakfast. 183 00:10:41,642 --> 00:10:44,353 Somehow, being inches from a bucket of my own pee 184 00:10:44,354 --> 00:10:47,807 has killed my appetite. 185 00:10:48,011 --> 00:10:49,886 Oh, well, I emptied the bucket, 186 00:10:49,887 --> 00:10:52,673 in case you ever doubt what I'm willing to do for love. 187 00:10:56,184 --> 00:11:00,147 And you're not going to want to pass up avocado toast. 188 00:11:00,148 --> 00:11:04,336 From Dudley's, and uh, coffee. Just how you like it. 189 00:11:06,237 --> 00:11:08,757 I always wondered what that was for. 190 00:11:09,031 --> 00:11:10,926 Uh, oh, yeah. 191 00:11:11,283 --> 00:11:14,471 Mooney claims he built it for secure cash transactions. 192 00:11:14,980 --> 00:11:17,408 I never saw anybody down here but me. 193 00:11:18,275 --> 00:11:21,903 I spent a lot of time in here when I was younger. 194 00:11:21,904 --> 00:11:23,504 I was always getting into trouble. 195 00:11:23,505 --> 00:11:24,873 Mooney... 196 00:11:25,616 --> 00:11:27,067 he... 197 00:11:27,701 --> 00:11:29,695 he was my Mr. Miyagi. 198 00:11:31,873 --> 00:11:34,123 If Miyagi was a Soviet prison guard. 199 00:11:34,124 --> 00:11:37,252 - Who am I to you? - You're an asshole. 200 00:11:37,253 --> 00:11:40,473 Yes, but who else do you have? 201 00:11:40,840 --> 00:11:44,567 Your father, who used your armpit for an ashtray? 202 00:11:44,568 --> 00:11:46,694 Your mother, who never did anything to stop him? 203 00:11:46,695 --> 00:11:50,323 Or maybe you miss that insect ridden group home 204 00:11:50,324 --> 00:11:51,949 that drove you to my doorstep. 205 00:11:51,950 --> 00:11:54,594 You don't care about me. 206 00:11:54,746 --> 00:11:57,389 This place could be your salvation. 207 00:11:58,248 --> 00:11:59,599 Here... 208 00:12:00,334 --> 00:12:01,810 you're safe, 209 00:12:01,819 --> 00:12:05,072 surrounded by the greatest works of humanity. 210 00:12:05,073 --> 00:12:10,702 With no choice but to absorb the wisdom of better men. 211 00:12:10,703 --> 00:12:12,830 Beck, in the end, the cage was a good thing for me. 212 00:12:12,831 --> 00:12:14,665 I'm hoping it will be the same for you. 213 00:12:14,666 --> 00:12:18,493 Look, look, hence, typewriter, paper, no distractions. 214 00:12:21,006 --> 00:12:24,059 It's the low tech writer's retreat you always wanted. 215 00:12:26,011 --> 00:12:28,895 I feel bad for you, Joe. 216 00:12:33,894 --> 00:12:36,895 Was that pity? Disgust? 217 00:12:36,896 --> 00:12:39,097 Empathy? 218 00:12:40,008 --> 00:12:43,011 Beck, I am really putting myself out there. 219 00:12:43,012 --> 00:12:44,696 The least you could do is acknowledge that. 220 00:12:44,697 --> 00:12:47,532 Hey, not today, little man. Hey, look at me! 221 00:12:47,533 --> 00:12:49,890 Are you out of your mind? What do you think you're doing? 222 00:12:49,891 --> 00:12:51,933 - Get your hands off him. - Hey, I caught this punk 223 00:12:51,934 --> 00:12:53,626 trying to steal the gun from the register. 224 00:12:53,627 --> 00:12:55,228 Okay, okay, all right. It's not loaded. 225 00:12:55,229 --> 00:12:57,080 Oh, it's loaded. I'll handle it. 226 00:13:02,696 --> 00:13:05,573 - This is not a toy. - I know, I'm not dumb. 227 00:13:05,574 --> 00:13:07,199 I think you are. I think only an idiot 228 00:13:07,200 --> 00:13:08,450 tries what you just pulled. 229 00:13:08,451 --> 00:13:10,285 I know why you want a gun, Paco. 230 00:13:10,286 --> 00:13:12,413 Even if you don't kill yourself with this thing first, 231 00:13:12,414 --> 00:13:15,008 the second you use it on Ron, your life is over. 232 00:13:15,009 --> 00:13:17,544 That is the definition of dumb. 233 00:13:24,125 --> 00:13:25,619 I'm sorry. 234 00:13:27,170 --> 00:13:28,939 I know that was harsh. 235 00:13:29,965 --> 00:13:31,341 It's a key to my place. 236 00:13:31,342 --> 00:13:33,091 You can go there, it's safe. 237 00:13:33,092 --> 00:13:35,177 Cool down, crash as long as you need to. 238 00:13:35,178 --> 00:13:37,129 And we'll talk about this later. 239 00:13:46,689 --> 00:13:49,876 I'm not thinking straight, and it's your fault. 240 00:13:50,151 --> 00:13:52,611 Beck, I can only buy us so much time. 241 00:13:52,612 --> 00:13:54,947 And my patience is wearing thin. 242 00:13:54,948 --> 00:13:56,573 - Joe, where have you been? - Hey. 243 00:13:56,574 --> 00:13:58,618 - Whoo, hey. - Let's skip the small talk. 244 00:13:58,619 --> 00:14:00,311 I just want to know if Beck is okay. 245 00:14:00,312 --> 00:14:02,371 - Wait, what do you mean okay? - We had a fight. 246 00:14:02,372 --> 00:14:04,749 - I haven't heard from her. - Oh, I think it's okay 247 00:14:04,750 --> 00:14:06,408 to tell you, she's on a writing retreat. 248 00:14:06,409 --> 00:14:08,086 Yeah. 249 00:14:08,087 --> 00:14:11,630 - It's all good, relax. - She's not texting us, either. 250 00:14:11,631 --> 00:14:13,341 I just... I just want to know she's safe. 251 00:14:13,342 --> 00:14:14,716 Yeah. 252 00:14:14,717 --> 00:14:16,152 What was the fight about? 253 00:14:16,153 --> 00:14:17,445 Uh... 254 00:14:20,849 --> 00:14:23,517 I caught her cheating with her therapist. 255 00:14:23,518 --> 00:14:24,518 - No way. - What? 256 00:14:24,519 --> 00:14:25,811 Oh, my God, no way. 257 00:14:25,812 --> 00:14:27,229 Dr. Nicky? Is she kidding? 258 00:14:27,230 --> 00:14:29,439 - Oh, my God. Whoa. - Beck! 259 00:14:29,440 --> 00:14:31,358 - Joe, I am so sorry. - Yeah. 260 00:14:31,359 --> 00:14:32,734 - So sorry. - I'm so sorry. 261 00:14:32,735 --> 00:14:34,235 - We had no idea. - Wow. 262 00:14:34,236 --> 00:14:35,796 I... I thought we could work through it, 263 00:14:35,797 --> 00:14:38,407 but then, she ghosted me. 264 00:14:38,408 --> 00:14:39,825 Wait, when she texted, 265 00:14:39,826 --> 00:14:41,468 she said that her retreat was therapeutic. 266 00:14:41,469 --> 00:14:42,945 You don't think that she's still... 267 00:14:42,946 --> 00:14:44,964 I mean... yeah. 268 00:14:46,185 --> 00:14:48,868 - Wow. - Wow. 269 00:14:52,781 --> 00:14:54,965 I really thought you two were endgame. 270 00:14:54,966 --> 00:14:57,509 It just kind of shakes your faith, you know? 271 00:14:57,510 --> 00:14:59,470 - I don't know. - Do you really believe 272 00:14:59,471 --> 00:15:00,846 that Beck and I are the real deal? 273 00:15:00,847 --> 00:15:04,777 Joe, I've known Beck a long time, and I have... 274 00:15:05,602 --> 00:15:07,269 I've never seen her happier. 275 00:15:07,270 --> 00:15:10,991 Or like, more grounded, or whatever. 276 00:15:11,591 --> 00:15:14,235 I really think that you bring out the best in her. 277 00:15:14,236 --> 00:15:16,755 I think she brings out the best in me, too. 278 00:15:16,966 --> 00:15:18,614 Hey, maybe it's not so bad. 279 00:15:18,615 --> 00:15:21,117 Maybe... maybe she's really on a writing retreat, you know? 280 00:15:21,118 --> 00:15:23,210 Or maybe she's just trying to dodge that P.I. 281 00:15:23,211 --> 00:15:25,276 because she doesn't feel like talking about Peach. 282 00:15:25,277 --> 00:15:27,056 P... wait, P.I.? What do you mean? 283 00:15:27,057 --> 00:15:29,267 Apparently, a Salinger would never commit suicide, 284 00:15:29,268 --> 00:15:30,751 according to the Salingers. 285 00:15:30,752 --> 00:15:31,877 It is so messed up. 286 00:15:31,878 --> 00:15:34,046 They hired this guy, I don't know. 287 00:15:34,047 --> 00:15:36,130 He's been asking Lynn and I all of these questions. 288 00:15:36,131 --> 00:15:37,966 He even used the term "foul play". 289 00:15:37,967 --> 00:15:39,252 Can you believe that? 290 00:15:40,412 --> 00:15:42,634 Joe, we both know what you did. 291 00:15:42,881 --> 00:15:44,931 Why are you surprised? 292 00:15:48,103 --> 00:15:50,126 I'm not going to finish these. 293 00:15:50,127 --> 00:15:51,957 Any of these wontons, you want them? 294 00:15:52,966 --> 00:15:54,251 Okay. 295 00:15:58,866 --> 00:16:00,173 Thank you. 296 00:16:02,684 --> 00:16:06,988 I recommend the ponzu. The sweet and sour's too sour. 297 00:16:08,915 --> 00:16:10,433 Noted. 298 00:16:14,754 --> 00:16:16,731 You haven't started writing. 299 00:16:17,881 --> 00:16:19,256 I'm still waiting for that 300 00:16:19,257 --> 00:16:22,696 surge of inspiration I was promised. 301 00:16:24,637 --> 00:16:29,216 You... you seem like you're doing a little better. 302 00:16:31,812 --> 00:16:34,974 - Maybe it's relative. - Mm. 303 00:16:37,193 --> 00:16:41,361 I caught Paco trying to steal a gun from the register today. 304 00:16:41,362 --> 00:16:44,050 What? Why? 305 00:16:45,185 --> 00:16:47,678 Ron put Claudia in the hospital. 306 00:16:47,896 --> 00:16:51,516 So Paco, I tried talking to him. 307 00:16:51,817 --> 00:16:53,994 I think I just made him angrier. 308 00:16:55,404 --> 00:16:58,572 Well, you got your girlfriend locked up in a cage. 309 00:16:58,573 --> 00:17:01,668 A P.I.'s snooping around, 310 00:17:02,719 --> 00:17:04,704 and you're worried about your neighbor's kid. 311 00:17:04,705 --> 00:17:09,075 - I know, it's pretty dumb. - No. 312 00:17:09,935 --> 00:17:11,801 It's sweet. 313 00:17:16,043 --> 00:17:17,569 Joe. 314 00:17:19,636 --> 00:17:21,379 I know... 315 00:17:22,181 --> 00:17:25,466 there is a good heart in there somewhere. 316 00:17:32,180 --> 00:17:33,450 Joe? 317 00:17:34,276 --> 00:17:35,643 Yeah? 318 00:17:38,738 --> 00:17:40,565 I have to pee. 319 00:17:48,080 --> 00:17:50,206 Oh, no, no, tell me you're not using 320 00:17:50,207 --> 00:17:53,502 Henry Pelham's cartography as a seat cover. 321 00:17:53,503 --> 00:17:56,004 Sorry, I couldn't find any Dan Brown. 322 00:17:56,005 --> 00:17:57,756 All right, I'll get out of here. 323 00:17:57,757 --> 00:17:59,333 Joe. 324 00:18:01,970 --> 00:18:04,972 Can I... can I just, 325 00:18:04,973 --> 00:18:08,385 please use the bathroom? 326 00:18:08,685 --> 00:18:12,447 Please, this is dehumanizing. 327 00:18:13,368 --> 00:18:15,616 You can trust me. 328 00:18:36,296 --> 00:18:37,921 Thank you. 329 00:18:37,922 --> 00:18:41,040 Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. 330 00:18:59,736 --> 00:19:01,412 - Joe... - I can't. 331 00:19:03,116 --> 00:19:04,816 I'm sorry. 332 00:19:05,827 --> 00:19:07,402 Joe. 333 00:19:08,620 --> 00:19:12,205 - Joe, please! - I'll be back in a little bit. 334 00:19:12,206 --> 00:19:15,500 Shit, shit, shit... 335 00:19:15,501 --> 00:19:18,846 I'm so stupid. 336 00:19:18,922 --> 00:19:24,026 This whole time, I was wrong. 337 00:19:24,027 --> 00:19:27,488 - How did I not see this? - If you see this place 338 00:19:27,489 --> 00:19:30,242 as a prison, that's all you're going to be, a prisoner. 339 00:19:30,243 --> 00:19:33,120 If you see it as an opportunity for introspection, 340 00:19:33,121 --> 00:19:36,651 and growth, voilà, we have a future together. 341 00:19:38,291 --> 00:19:40,344 You say you're a writer. 342 00:19:40,795 --> 00:19:42,888 I fell in love with a writer. 343 00:19:43,506 --> 00:19:45,683 Maybe you should be writing. 344 00:19:46,675 --> 00:19:49,068 Well, what now, Joe? 345 00:19:49,302 --> 00:19:52,513 You're gonna go jerk off to my panties? 346 00:19:52,514 --> 00:19:56,300 Or do you need to cut someone up before you can get hard? 347 00:20:19,717 --> 00:20:22,169 How the hell did you end up here? 348 00:20:25,374 --> 00:20:27,141 Your life has been better since you met me. 349 00:20:27,142 --> 00:20:28,683 You just didn't know how or why. 350 00:20:28,684 --> 00:20:30,686 You paint me up to be this monster. 351 00:20:30,687 --> 00:20:33,772 Someone who can hurt people, who can do terrible things. 352 00:20:37,985 --> 00:20:42,405 You used to wrap yourself in fairy tales like a blanket. 353 00:20:42,406 --> 00:20:45,210 But it was the cold you loved. 354 00:20:45,576 --> 00:20:47,577 Sharp shivers as you uncovered 355 00:20:47,578 --> 00:20:50,507 the corpses of Bluebeard's wives. 356 00:20:51,095 --> 00:20:53,512 Sweeter goose bumps as Prince Charming 357 00:20:53,513 --> 00:20:56,433 slid one glass slipper over your little toes, 358 00:20:56,434 --> 00:20:57,935 a perfect fit. 359 00:21:00,329 --> 00:21:02,496 But by the schoolyard, real princesses 360 00:21:02,497 --> 00:21:05,142 floated by you on fall winds. 361 00:21:05,251 --> 00:21:07,836 You saw the gulf between you and the rich girls, 362 00:21:07,837 --> 00:21:11,189 and vowed to stop believing in fairy tales. 363 00:21:12,007 --> 00:21:15,569 But the stories were in you, deep as poison. 364 00:21:15,720 --> 00:21:19,013 If Prince Charming was real, if he could save you... 365 00:21:19,014 --> 00:21:23,810 you needed to be saved from the unfairness of everything... 366 00:21:23,811 --> 00:21:26,197 when would he come? 367 00:21:26,731 --> 00:21:30,942 The answer was a cruel shrug in a hundred fleeting moments. 368 00:21:30,943 --> 00:21:33,528 The sneer on Stevie Smith's face 369 00:21:33,529 --> 00:21:35,614 when he called you a fat cow. 370 00:21:35,615 --> 00:21:38,157 Uncle Jeff's hand squeezing your ass 371 00:21:38,158 --> 00:21:39,867 in the Thanksgiving kitchen. 372 00:21:39,868 --> 00:21:42,861 The accusation in your father's eyes 373 00:21:42,913 --> 00:21:45,573 when you told him what happened. 374 00:21:48,294 --> 00:21:51,420 From every boy masquerading as a man that you let 375 00:21:51,421 --> 00:21:55,217 into your body, your heart, you learned you didn't have 376 00:21:55,218 --> 00:21:58,612 whatever magic turns a beast into a prince. 377 00:21:59,721 --> 00:22:01,305 You surrounded yourself 378 00:22:01,306 --> 00:22:04,443 with the girls you'd always resented, 379 00:22:04,476 --> 00:22:08,019 hoping to share their power, and you hated yourself. 380 00:22:08,020 --> 00:22:11,074 And that diminished you even more. 381 00:22:11,800 --> 00:22:14,193 And then, right when you thought 382 00:22:14,194 --> 00:22:18,673 you might just disappear, he saw you. 383 00:22:19,474 --> 00:22:22,660 And you knew, somewhere deep, it was too good to be true. 384 00:22:22,661 --> 00:22:24,662 But you let yourself be swept, 385 00:22:24,663 --> 00:22:27,974 because he was the first strong enough to lift you. 386 00:22:28,668 --> 00:22:31,419 Now, in his castle, you understand Prince Charming 387 00:22:31,420 --> 00:22:34,739 and Bluebeard are the same man. 388 00:22:34,740 --> 00:22:39,277 And you don't get a happy end unless you love both of him. 389 00:22:40,247 --> 00:22:42,915 Didn't you want this? To be loved? 390 00:22:42,916 --> 00:22:45,099 Didn't you want him to crown you? 391 00:22:45,100 --> 00:22:48,060 Didn't you ask for it? Didn't you ask for it? 392 00:22:48,061 --> 00:22:49,979 Didn't you ask for it? 393 00:22:49,980 --> 00:22:52,181 So say you can live like this. 394 00:22:52,216 --> 00:22:54,383 Say you love him, say thank you, 395 00:22:54,384 --> 00:22:56,450 say anything but the truth. 396 00:22:56,451 --> 00:22:59,588 What if you can't love him back? 397 00:23:02,391 --> 00:23:05,220 What if you're not the one? 398 00:23:05,562 --> 00:23:10,183 No, now is not the time to abandon principles. 399 00:23:10,817 --> 00:23:14,403 I have to believe love conquers all. 400 00:23:14,404 --> 00:23:18,542 And if you love me, it's only a matter of time. 401 00:23:19,325 --> 00:23:23,361 But time is not on our side. 402 00:23:25,999 --> 00:23:29,219 I don't want to think worst case. 403 00:23:29,669 --> 00:23:31,879 I don't like having to scour your place 404 00:23:31,880 --> 00:23:35,341 for evidence that'd link me to your disappearance. 405 00:23:35,342 --> 00:23:38,552 It's all starting to feel a little dirty. 406 00:23:38,553 --> 00:23:42,180 Because I'm not doing it for you anymore. 407 00:23:42,181 --> 00:23:44,901 I'm doing it for me. 408 00:23:45,102 --> 00:23:47,929 And I'm not a selfish person. 409 00:23:51,792 --> 00:23:55,203 You said you believe I have a good heart somewhere. 410 00:23:55,671 --> 00:23:58,790 I hope you don't mind if I take a minute to look for it. 411 00:23:59,327 --> 00:24:00,709 Claudia. 412 00:24:01,635 --> 00:24:05,146 - Joe, what are you doing here? - I'm looking for Paco. 413 00:24:05,147 --> 00:24:07,264 - Is Ron around? - No. 414 00:24:07,265 --> 00:24:09,600 And I was hoping that Paco went to find you. 415 00:24:09,601 --> 00:24:12,137 I lost my cell phone when... 416 00:24:12,713 --> 00:24:15,022 The nurses said they tried calling the apartment, 417 00:24:15,023 --> 00:24:16,107 but nobody answered. 418 00:24:16,108 --> 00:24:17,149 So you... you have no idea 419 00:24:17,150 --> 00:24:19,102 where your son is? 420 00:24:20,112 --> 00:24:22,279 Jesus, Claudia. 421 00:24:22,280 --> 00:24:24,949 So damn easy to judge, huh? Who the hell are you? 422 00:24:24,950 --> 00:24:26,784 I'm the only one in this city 423 00:24:26,785 --> 00:24:28,820 who cares about your son, apparently. 424 00:24:29,080 --> 00:24:31,497 Why do you do this? Why do you protect the man 425 00:24:31,498 --> 00:24:33,416 who does this to you over your child? 426 00:24:33,417 --> 00:24:35,418 Over and over. You're his mother. 427 00:24:35,419 --> 00:24:38,170 Mothers are supposed to protect their children 428 00:24:38,171 --> 00:24:41,132 - from men like him. - I don't need a concerned 429 00:24:41,133 --> 00:24:43,008 neighbor bursting in here and blaming me 430 00:24:43,009 --> 00:24:44,919 for my own concussion. 431 00:24:47,431 --> 00:24:50,474 Ron has connections. He's made threats. 432 00:24:50,475 --> 00:24:54,095 You want to know why he's still in the picture? 433 00:24:54,504 --> 00:24:58,850 I stand up to him, I lose my boy. 434 00:25:02,529 --> 00:25:05,573 I'm sorry, I didn't know that. 435 00:25:05,574 --> 00:25:07,275 Yeah, of course you didn't. 436 00:25:07,517 --> 00:25:10,862 You have no idea what it takes to live my life. 437 00:25:11,037 --> 00:25:13,573 They don't write books about women like me. 438 00:25:14,358 --> 00:25:16,357 No one would think to. 439 00:25:23,927 --> 00:25:25,794 Joe Goldberg. 440 00:25:28,847 --> 00:25:31,100 Hello, P.I. Have we met? 441 00:25:31,101 --> 00:25:33,185 Hi, I work for the family of Peach Salinger. 442 00:25:33,186 --> 00:25:34,768 Just a couple of quick questions. 443 00:25:34,769 --> 00:25:37,812 - Oh, okay, sure, of course. - How well did you know Peach? 444 00:25:37,813 --> 00:25:39,815 He's asking, but he knows already. 445 00:25:39,816 --> 00:25:42,817 Not well, through my ex, Guinevere Beck. 446 00:25:42,818 --> 00:25:44,841 Well enough to be saddened by her passing. 447 00:25:44,842 --> 00:25:46,572 You been to her house in Greenwich? 448 00:25:46,573 --> 00:25:48,491 That's where she died, right? No, no. 449 00:25:48,492 --> 00:25:51,035 I heard about it through Beck. 450 00:25:51,036 --> 00:25:52,678 I know that Peach was having a hard time 451 00:25:52,679 --> 00:25:53,887 when they were out there. 452 00:25:53,888 --> 00:25:55,789 Um... yeah. 453 00:25:55,790 --> 00:25:57,249 I think you should talk to Beck. 454 00:25:57,250 --> 00:25:59,644 I've been trying to get a hold of Beck, actually. 455 00:25:59,961 --> 00:26:03,839 Yeah, well, we... we broke up. 456 00:26:03,840 --> 00:26:06,598 So I'm not really in touch. 457 00:26:06,599 --> 00:26:08,010 In fact, if you found me, that means 458 00:26:08,011 --> 00:26:09,887 you probably found Lynn, Beck's friend. 459 00:26:09,888 --> 00:26:10,990 She's the one to ask. 460 00:26:10,991 --> 00:26:13,015 Beck, she might be out of town. 461 00:26:13,016 --> 00:26:15,702 Writing, she does that, so. 462 00:26:16,153 --> 00:26:17,629 Good luck. It was nice to meet you. 463 00:26:17,630 --> 00:26:19,214 You spend a lot of time at her place 464 00:26:19,215 --> 00:26:20,790 when she's out of town? 465 00:26:20,841 --> 00:26:22,300 Shit. 466 00:26:22,301 --> 00:26:24,177 Well, I... He saw me. 467 00:26:24,178 --> 00:26:25,969 I... I still have a key. 468 00:26:25,970 --> 00:26:28,839 No... in fact, I had a key. I returned it last night. 469 00:26:31,929 --> 00:26:33,953 Should I be worried? Are you following me? 470 00:26:33,954 --> 00:26:36,882 Did your ex ever tell you that Peach had a stalker? 471 00:26:37,374 --> 00:26:39,041 I mean, I know, um... 472 00:26:39,042 --> 00:26:42,169 I remember the awful Central Park incident. 473 00:26:42,170 --> 00:26:43,652 Peach was attacked, right? 474 00:26:43,653 --> 00:26:46,173 But I wasn't aware it was anything more than a random robbery. 475 00:26:46,174 --> 00:26:47,424 Same individual may have been 476 00:26:47,425 --> 00:26:49,544 in the house the weekend Peach died. 477 00:26:49,595 --> 00:26:52,155 - Seriously? - Found an item. 478 00:26:52,306 --> 00:26:55,425 - We're testing it for DNA now. - Wow. 479 00:26:58,229 --> 00:26:59,587 That would be crazy. 480 00:26:59,588 --> 00:27:01,737 I forgot the goddamn jar. 481 00:27:01,738 --> 00:27:04,764 Well, if it's true, I hope you find the guy. 482 00:27:04,765 --> 00:27:06,634 I should have pissed myself. 483 00:27:07,053 --> 00:27:09,130 Let me know if there's anything I can do. 484 00:27:09,514 --> 00:27:10,739 Thanks, Joe. 485 00:27:10,740 --> 00:27:13,635 You mind calling if you think of anything else? 486 00:27:13,869 --> 00:27:15,178 Yeah. 487 00:27:15,520 --> 00:27:17,355 But does urine even hold DNA? 488 00:27:17,356 --> 00:27:20,016 Will do, Ross, yeah. 489 00:27:20,233 --> 00:27:23,360 One thing I learned from my own time in the cage, Beck. 490 00:27:23,361 --> 00:27:26,005 Never let yourself panic. 491 00:27:26,006 --> 00:27:28,842 No matter how bad it is, you find a way 492 00:27:28,843 --> 00:27:31,361 to stay calm, and keep your wits. 493 00:27:50,694 --> 00:27:55,341 I've been stupid to be mad. I messed up. 494 00:27:55,825 --> 00:27:58,177 And you're trying to help me do better. 495 00:27:59,953 --> 00:28:02,640 I know it's hard to understand. 496 00:28:02,998 --> 00:28:05,458 But sometimes, we do difficult things 497 00:28:05,459 --> 00:28:07,494 out of caring for someone. 498 00:28:14,135 --> 00:28:16,777 I know the demons that drive you. 499 00:28:17,597 --> 00:28:19,281 I have them, too. 500 00:28:19,999 --> 00:28:21,826 It takes discipline... 501 00:28:23,753 --> 00:28:25,413 to prevail. 502 00:28:26,130 --> 00:28:30,501 That's why I work you so hard, why I demand perfection. 503 00:28:30,776 --> 00:28:33,403 My love for the books, respect. 504 00:28:33,404 --> 00:28:36,573 I'm trying to teach you a code to live by so that 505 00:28:36,574 --> 00:28:38,567 you don't end up like your father. 506 00:28:39,227 --> 00:28:42,037 And when I fail, you lock me in. 507 00:28:42,038 --> 00:28:43,305 Exactly. 508 00:28:43,940 --> 00:28:45,641 Because I love you. 509 00:28:46,751 --> 00:28:48,828 I only hope it will be enough. 510 00:28:48,881 --> 00:28:50,121 Hey. 511 00:28:53,501 --> 00:28:55,467 Hey, I'm sorry that I... 512 00:28:55,468 --> 00:28:58,487 that I went a little crazy before. 513 00:29:01,815 --> 00:29:03,851 What's for dinner? 514 00:29:14,069 --> 00:29:17,447 What's wrong? What happened? 515 00:29:17,448 --> 00:29:20,551 Remember the P.I.? He paid a visit. 516 00:29:20,935 --> 00:29:22,534 You should have seen him. 517 00:29:22,728 --> 00:29:25,347 I don't think he bought a word I said. 518 00:29:32,239 --> 00:29:34,231 I'm not a killer. 519 00:29:34,866 --> 00:29:37,443 I didn't plan this. 520 00:29:37,560 --> 00:29:40,729 Like, if I was some premeditated, 521 00:29:40,730 --> 00:29:42,565 cold-blooded monster, I wouldn't have missed 522 00:29:42,566 --> 00:29:43,916 anything that would come back to 523 00:29:43,917 --> 00:29:45,634 bite me in the ass like this. 524 00:29:47,253 --> 00:29:48,829 What did you miss? 525 00:29:50,047 --> 00:29:51,690 It doesn't matter, unless it does. 526 00:29:51,691 --> 00:29:54,148 In which case, you'll know, because I'll go to prison. 527 00:29:54,378 --> 00:29:56,963 You might get exactly what you want. 528 00:29:56,964 --> 00:29:59,632 I'll go down for something I did for you. 529 00:30:00,474 --> 00:30:01,973 And you love that, right? 530 00:30:01,974 --> 00:30:03,986 I mean that's... that's what you think of me. 531 00:30:06,038 --> 00:30:07,281 No. 532 00:30:07,981 --> 00:30:09,642 That's not true. 533 00:30:10,691 --> 00:30:13,003 You're not a monster, Joe. 534 00:30:13,004 --> 00:30:15,672 I know, I know I've said some stuff, 535 00:30:15,673 --> 00:30:18,800 but come on, you can't expect me to be chill. 536 00:30:18,801 --> 00:30:20,420 I mean, look at us. 537 00:30:22,622 --> 00:30:24,466 For the record... 538 00:30:25,810 --> 00:30:28,054 I don't hate you. 539 00:30:30,339 --> 00:30:36,311 I am trying so hard to understand you. 540 00:30:36,736 --> 00:30:39,968 And can you blame me if I need a little help getting there? 541 00:30:45,224 --> 00:30:46,971 And what about Paco? 542 00:30:47,852 --> 00:30:49,353 What about Paco? 543 00:30:49,354 --> 00:30:51,521 If you go to jail, the kid is screwed, right? 544 00:30:51,522 --> 00:30:53,126 You think that's what I want? 545 00:30:53,127 --> 00:30:55,754 You're the only person who is there for him. 546 00:30:55,755 --> 00:30:57,755 And I think about what happens 547 00:30:57,756 --> 00:31:01,269 to people who don't have anyone. 548 00:31:02,219 --> 00:31:05,281 Joe, for Paco, okay? 549 00:31:05,390 --> 00:31:07,890 Let's try and figure out a way through this, 550 00:31:07,891 --> 00:31:09,493 so that you can... 551 00:31:13,147 --> 00:31:17,451 so that we can be there for him. 552 00:31:19,653 --> 00:31:21,547 Claudia? 553 00:31:21,698 --> 00:31:23,072 Just open the door, I want... 554 00:31:23,073 --> 00:31:25,192 I just want to talk to you, just... 555 00:31:26,910 --> 00:31:29,236 Hey, let me in. I just want... 556 00:31:44,217 --> 00:31:47,422 You little piece of shit! 557 00:32:04,948 --> 00:32:06,818 Paco. 558 00:32:11,163 --> 00:32:13,924 Paco, come here, I want to talk to you. 559 00:32:15,584 --> 00:32:17,209 Paco, come here. 560 00:32:17,210 --> 00:32:19,480 I'm not going to hurt you. 561 00:32:30,586 --> 00:32:31,898 Paco? 562 00:32:31,899 --> 00:32:33,316 Paco, get over here, 563 00:32:33,317 --> 00:32:35,286 I want to talk to you. 564 00:32:36,486 --> 00:32:38,312 Ah... 565 00:32:42,951 --> 00:32:45,256 Paco, come out here. 566 00:32:50,293 --> 00:32:51,828 You're dead. 567 00:32:51,829 --> 00:32:53,947 Hey, Ron. 568 00:33:06,510 --> 00:33:09,169 - Joe! - Paco. 569 00:33:20,508 --> 00:33:22,467 Okay, this is what I need you to do 570 00:33:22,468 --> 00:33:26,221 so no one finds out about this, because people are not really 571 00:33:26,222 --> 00:33:28,572 going to believe us about the way that it happened, right? 572 00:33:28,573 --> 00:33:30,533 Okay, there's blood in the hall. 573 00:33:30,534 --> 00:33:32,410 You need to clean that up with soap and water. 574 00:33:32,411 --> 00:33:35,038 And then hit those spots with bleach, really pour it on. 575 00:33:35,039 --> 00:33:37,357 All right, now this next part might sound a little weird, 576 00:33:37,358 --> 00:33:39,575 but I think it might do the trick. 577 00:33:39,576 --> 00:33:41,117 You see this, it's Ron's phone. 578 00:33:41,118 --> 00:33:44,379 I'm going to be texting your mom from it. 579 00:33:44,380 --> 00:33:47,985 Maybe Ron's boss, a few of his friends. 580 00:33:48,385 --> 00:33:50,386 So they think he's still alive. 581 00:33:50,387 --> 00:33:52,805 Exactly, so I'm going to keep that going. 582 00:33:52,806 --> 00:33:55,183 I'm going to take it far away from here, get rid of it. 583 00:33:55,184 --> 00:33:59,847 All you have to do is say you don't know where he is. 584 00:34:03,650 --> 00:34:05,435 Shit. 585 00:34:08,488 --> 00:34:11,991 Ron will never hurt or scare you 586 00:34:11,992 --> 00:34:14,369 or your mom ever again, and I'm sorry. 587 00:34:14,370 --> 00:34:16,530 I'm so sorry you had to see that, 588 00:34:16,539 --> 00:34:18,015 but it's over. 589 00:34:19,817 --> 00:34:22,786 It's all over now, forever. Right? 590 00:34:23,612 --> 00:34:27,606 - He was a bad man. - Yeah. 591 00:34:29,295 --> 00:34:30,652 He was. 592 00:34:31,796 --> 00:34:34,207 Does that mean it was right to kill him? 593 00:34:36,333 --> 00:34:38,285 Sometimes... 594 00:34:39,420 --> 00:34:43,549 we do bad things for the people we love. 595 00:34:43,550 --> 00:34:44,966 It doesn't mean it's right. 596 00:34:44,967 --> 00:34:48,003 It means love is more important. 597 00:34:50,348 --> 00:34:52,091 All right, go on. 598 00:34:52,475 --> 00:34:56,102 I believe that, Beck. Love is more important. 599 00:34:56,103 --> 00:34:58,856 But the world is a cruel place. 600 00:34:58,857 --> 00:35:00,774 If I get caught for any of this, 601 00:35:00,775 --> 00:35:03,610 I doubt a jury will see it the same way. 602 00:35:03,611 --> 00:35:05,687 And you. 603 00:35:06,156 --> 00:35:07,832 Will you? 604 00:35:08,365 --> 00:35:10,609 There you are. 605 00:35:14,331 --> 00:35:16,282 Read this, Joe. 606 00:35:31,430 --> 00:35:34,891 A blind verse rendition of your love story with Dr. Nicky? 607 00:35:34,892 --> 00:35:37,302 Keep reading. 608 00:35:46,528 --> 00:35:48,796 What exactly is this? 609 00:35:48,797 --> 00:35:51,559 It's the story of everything that happened 610 00:35:51,967 --> 00:35:55,821 once I started having an affair with my therapist. 611 00:35:56,430 --> 00:35:59,725 I was broken, and trusting, and I needed help. 612 00:35:59,726 --> 00:36:03,394 And he, little did I know, he was obsessive, 613 00:36:03,395 --> 00:36:07,271 and very sick, and would stop at nothing to get closer to me. 614 00:36:07,272 --> 00:36:10,692 And if you skip to the end, there's this part 615 00:36:10,693 --> 00:36:12,694 where I talk about a box of mementos 616 00:36:12,695 --> 00:36:15,757 that I found on Nicky's property, evidence. 617 00:36:15,865 --> 00:36:18,844 A jar of teeth. 618 00:36:19,640 --> 00:36:20,868 Joe. 619 00:36:21,359 --> 00:36:22,693 Don't you see? 620 00:36:22,694 --> 00:36:25,279 Nicky is your way out, Joe. 621 00:36:25,280 --> 00:36:27,811 Our way out. 622 00:36:28,366 --> 00:36:30,147 It's perfect. 623 00:36:33,330 --> 00:36:35,068 I get it now. 624 00:36:35,122 --> 00:36:37,166 - You get what? - You. 625 00:36:37,167 --> 00:36:38,822 You did everything... 626 00:36:39,961 --> 00:36:41,450 for me. 627 00:36:41,629 --> 00:36:45,430 No one has ever loved me the way that you love me. 628 00:36:45,431 --> 00:36:50,485 I mean, you... you gave me everything. 629 00:36:51,371 --> 00:36:54,090 Let me give this to you. 630 00:36:55,476 --> 00:36:57,310 I mean it. 631 00:36:57,311 --> 00:36:59,396 I understand. 632 00:36:59,397 --> 00:37:00,438 I was scared. 633 00:37:00,439 --> 00:37:02,095 I could have done something... 634 00:37:02,317 --> 00:37:05,152 something really stupid when I found that box. 635 00:37:05,153 --> 00:37:08,118 But this, this... 636 00:37:09,157 --> 00:37:10,711 gave me time to think. 637 00:37:10,712 --> 00:37:13,232 I hurt you. I scared you. 638 00:37:13,340 --> 00:37:17,736 I understand if you hate me. 639 00:37:18,203 --> 00:37:21,740 I love you, actually. 640 00:37:22,581 --> 00:37:24,058 More than ever. 641 00:37:24,059 --> 00:37:26,518 And I can wait until you're ready. 642 00:37:26,519 --> 00:37:28,864 It's not so bad in here. 643 00:37:29,815 --> 00:37:34,318 You take care of me, and no one has ever 644 00:37:34,319 --> 00:37:37,020 taken care of me before, 645 00:37:37,021 --> 00:37:38,531 not like you. 646 00:37:38,532 --> 00:37:41,117 It's all I ever wanted to do. 647 00:37:41,618 --> 00:37:42,827 And when you're ready, 648 00:37:42,828 --> 00:37:44,851 we can take my story public. 649 00:37:44,852 --> 00:37:48,249 And then, you and I, we can go somewhere and start our life. 650 00:37:48,250 --> 00:37:52,954 And... and I... I haven't, I haven't thought beyond that, 651 00:37:53,338 --> 00:37:55,107 but Joe, I... 652 00:37:56,200 --> 00:38:01,663 I know that I am better with you than without you. 653 00:38:01,664 --> 00:38:03,407 Beck... 654 00:38:04,375 --> 00:38:06,959 Oh, if you were in here, this would be our moment to kiss. 655 00:38:06,960 --> 00:38:11,039 It's like, the music swells and everything. 656 00:38:14,885 --> 00:38:16,336 But I know... 657 00:38:17,263 --> 00:38:19,857 I know you don't trust me enough yet. 658 00:38:20,391 --> 00:38:21,758 I get it. 659 00:38:24,687 --> 00:38:27,223 Oh, we're crazy. 660 00:39:15,629 --> 00:39:17,206 Beck! 661 00:39:22,936 --> 00:39:24,541 Wait, wait, wait, please. 662 00:39:24,542 --> 00:39:26,415 Wait... I know... I know you're angry, I know. 663 00:39:26,416 --> 00:39:29,882 You have no idea what I am, you fucking psychopath! 664 00:39:29,883 --> 00:39:31,817 I knew it was too good to be true. 665 00:39:31,818 --> 00:39:33,736 What, all the nice things I said to you 666 00:39:33,737 --> 00:39:36,489 while I was locked in a cage? 667 00:39:36,490 --> 00:39:40,325 You actually believe that all of this is somehow justified? 668 00:39:40,326 --> 00:39:43,621 - It is. - Fuck, you are insane. 669 00:39:43,622 --> 00:39:45,456 You think that you did some bad shit, 670 00:39:45,457 --> 00:39:46,915 and that I did some bad shit, 671 00:39:46,916 --> 00:39:49,345 and that this... this is equivalent? 672 00:39:49,795 --> 00:39:52,880 Yeah, I lied, I cheated, 673 00:39:52,881 --> 00:39:55,083 but I... I didn't stalk you. 674 00:39:55,084 --> 00:39:58,670 I didn't hit you. I didn't kill people. 675 00:39:58,671 --> 00:39:59,920 I didn't do any of this! 676 00:39:59,921 --> 00:40:01,464 There's not a line 677 00:40:01,465 --> 00:40:04,717 in the world that I wouldn't cross for you. 678 00:40:04,718 --> 00:40:07,303 I didn't ask you to swoop in for me. 679 00:40:07,304 --> 00:40:08,687 But you did, your life was a mess. 680 00:40:08,688 --> 00:40:10,214 Yes, but it was my life. 681 00:40:10,215 --> 00:40:14,269 And I didn't need some sociopath on a white horse 682 00:40:14,270 --> 00:40:15,328 to clean house. 683 00:40:15,329 --> 00:40:17,163 I mean, what gives you the right? 684 00:40:17,164 --> 00:40:20,534 You thought that I would be grateful? 685 00:40:23,448 --> 00:40:25,672 You. 686 00:40:25,909 --> 00:40:27,652 You're him. 687 00:40:28,225 --> 00:40:30,510 You are the bad thing. 688 00:40:30,705 --> 00:40:33,730 You are the thing that you should have killed. 689 00:40:33,731 --> 00:40:35,910 If you let me out... 690 00:40:36,217 --> 00:40:38,109 - we can just talk... - You know what I think? 691 00:40:38,110 --> 00:40:42,029 I think that this was all just an excuse. 692 00:40:42,030 --> 00:40:45,671 An excuse to justify creeping into girls' lives, 693 00:40:45,672 --> 00:40:48,278 and violating the shit out of them. 694 00:40:48,343 --> 00:40:49,746 I think you love it! 695 00:40:49,747 --> 00:40:52,749 - The power, you love it! - No, I don't. 696 00:40:52,750 --> 00:40:54,416 I think that this, this was 697 00:40:54,417 --> 00:40:57,336 the perfect excuse to take out people, like... 698 00:40:57,337 --> 00:40:59,755 like Benji, and Peach, 699 00:40:59,756 --> 00:41:01,123 who have always looked down on you 700 00:41:01,124 --> 00:41:03,752 and your whole miserable life. 701 00:41:03,753 --> 00:41:06,845 God, but you... you are not special. 702 00:41:06,846 --> 00:41:08,616 You're broken. 703 00:41:08,890 --> 00:41:11,093 I could never love you. 704 00:41:13,477 --> 00:41:17,118 Rot in there, you psychotic asshole. 705 00:41:18,359 --> 00:41:21,170 You're going to spend the rest of your life in jail. 706 00:41:33,040 --> 00:41:34,308 Joe? 707 00:41:43,976 --> 00:41:45,777 Help! 708 00:41:46,501 --> 00:41:48,302 Help! 709 00:41:48,907 --> 00:41:50,708 Help! 710 00:41:51,708 --> 00:41:52,959 Paco. 711 00:41:52,960 --> 00:41:54,352 Paco, thank God. I need your help. 712 00:41:54,353 --> 00:41:55,644 Open this door right now. 713 00:41:55,645 --> 00:41:59,041 Joe, he is downstairs, and he's crazy. 714 00:41:59,315 --> 00:42:01,026 - Joe? - Paco. 715 00:42:01,027 --> 00:42:03,861 He has killed people. He's going to kill me. 716 00:42:03,862 --> 00:42:06,173 Open this door right now. 717 00:42:06,449 --> 00:42:11,202 Paco, open the door! Open the door, please! 718 00:42:11,203 --> 00:42:14,697 Please, Paco, no! No, Paco! 719 00:42:19,361 --> 00:42:21,229 Keys, keys. 720 00:42:33,984 --> 00:42:36,068 When Mooney locked me in, I learned a big lesson. 721 00:42:36,069 --> 00:42:39,249 Hide a spare key so you can get out of the goddamn cage. 722 00:42:42,075 --> 00:42:44,201 I didn't want it to be like this, Beck. 723 00:42:44,202 --> 00:42:45,881 I know. 724 00:42:46,537 --> 00:42:48,265 I know, just... 725 00:42:49,290 --> 00:42:51,326 put me back in there. 726 00:43:38,878 --> 00:43:41,089 These have been selling like crazy. 727 00:43:41,090 --> 00:43:42,591 Is it true she worked here? 728 00:43:42,592 --> 00:43:44,467 Uh, yeah, it's true. I knew her well. 729 00:43:44,468 --> 00:43:46,984 I'm so sorry. It's really tragic. 730 00:43:47,138 --> 00:43:48,889 It's pretty weird when someone dies, 731 00:43:48,890 --> 00:43:51,909 and you literally can't get away from them on the news. 732 00:43:51,936 --> 00:43:54,704 Enjoy the book. She was a really good writer. 733 00:43:54,896 --> 00:43:57,702 You really were, Beck. 734 00:43:57,941 --> 00:44:00,871 I miss you so much. 735 00:44:01,041 --> 00:44:03,279 It's been a weird four months. 736 00:44:03,280 --> 00:44:06,732 I had to do a lot for you, in the end. 737 00:44:20,588 --> 00:44:22,464 You wrote the story. 738 00:44:22,465 --> 00:44:25,276 All I did was bring it to life. 739 00:44:25,910 --> 00:44:27,618 The story was perfect. 740 00:44:28,204 --> 00:44:30,322 So everyone believed it. 741 00:44:35,889 --> 00:44:37,748 Doctor, Doctor! 742 00:44:37,749 --> 00:44:39,773 What drove you to murder Guinevere Beck? 743 00:44:39,774 --> 00:44:41,797 Yes, she was definitely having an affair 744 00:44:41,798 --> 00:44:42,943 with her therapist. 745 00:44:42,944 --> 00:44:44,277 That evil f***. 746 00:44:44,278 --> 00:44:45,820 You know her friend, Peach Salinger, 747 00:44:45,821 --> 00:44:47,505 was trying to get Beck to stop seeing him, 748 00:44:47,506 --> 00:44:50,184 so it's like, did that psycho kill Peach, too? 749 00:44:50,445 --> 00:44:52,202 I received the manuscript in the mail. 750 00:44:52,203 --> 00:44:55,662 It was odd, but far and away the most moving prose I'd read 751 00:44:55,663 --> 00:44:57,165 since Zadie's second to last. 752 00:44:57,166 --> 00:44:59,000 It was also the most horrifying 753 00:44:59,001 --> 00:45:02,754 because I came to understand that Beck was illuminating 754 00:45:02,755 --> 00:45:04,955 her very own imminent murder. 755 00:45:05,257 --> 00:45:06,967 That's when I knew. 756 00:45:06,968 --> 00:45:10,128 I had to show it to my literary agent right away. 757 00:45:11,014 --> 00:45:12,639 It's true, maybe not everyone 758 00:45:12,640 --> 00:45:14,274 was completely convinced. 759 00:45:14,275 --> 00:45:15,517 Bullshit. 760 00:45:15,518 --> 00:45:17,328 But you know what, doesn't matter. 761 00:45:17,542 --> 00:45:19,430 The evidence was overwhelming. 762 00:45:19,566 --> 00:45:23,253 Thanks to your hard work, and mine. 763 00:45:24,151 --> 00:45:27,793 It's the last thing we ever did together. 764 00:45:27,822 --> 00:45:30,675 In the end, you couldn't love me. 765 00:45:30,825 --> 00:45:34,119 I feel at peace with that now, because I loved you 766 00:45:34,120 --> 00:45:36,320 the absolute best that I could. 767 00:45:36,606 --> 00:45:38,629 And I gave you what you wanted. 768 00:45:38,630 --> 00:45:41,001 I feel good about that. I helped you become 769 00:45:41,002 --> 00:45:42,995 the writer you so wanted to be. 770 00:45:43,256 --> 00:45:46,675 Your lurid memoir of Dr. Nicky was the lede, 771 00:45:46,676 --> 00:45:48,508 but I cobbled that manuscript together 772 00:45:48,509 --> 00:45:51,021 from every one of your pieces fit to print. 773 00:45:51,022 --> 00:45:54,897 The book is yours, Beck, and it made you famous. 774 00:45:54,898 --> 00:45:58,660 It's sad you're not here to see it. 775 00:45:59,186 --> 00:46:02,289 But I know you would be so happy. 776 00:46:11,930 --> 00:46:16,625 - So, California. - Yeah, that's great, you know? 777 00:46:16,626 --> 00:46:18,335 You got the job. Paco's going to love it. 778 00:46:18,336 --> 00:46:22,284 Yeah, I think so. Weather's so good. 779 00:46:22,686 --> 00:46:26,159 - So, Ron? - Disappeared into thin air. 780 00:46:26,714 --> 00:46:28,362 I don't get it, but 781 00:46:28,363 --> 00:46:30,884 you know, everyone knew he was a troubled guy. 782 00:46:30,885 --> 00:46:32,594 He had gambling debts, who knows. 783 00:46:32,595 --> 00:46:33,988 It's for the best. 784 00:46:35,093 --> 00:46:37,652 I know I haven't always been the nicest about it, 785 00:46:37,653 --> 00:46:39,232 but, uh... 786 00:46:39,721 --> 00:46:41,913 thanks for always being so good to my son. 787 00:46:41,914 --> 00:46:45,150 That's... it's nothing. 788 00:46:45,151 --> 00:46:46,300 Really. 789 00:46:46,301 --> 00:46:47,793 Yeah. 790 00:46:47,953 --> 00:46:50,322 I'll let you say good-bye. 791 00:46:55,770 --> 00:46:57,542 Hey, Pac. 792 00:46:58,366 --> 00:47:02,036 - I'll miss you. - Me too. 793 00:47:02,037 --> 00:47:04,059 Hey, you know, it's okay 794 00:47:04,247 --> 00:47:06,134 if things are hard sometimes. 795 00:47:07,584 --> 00:47:09,773 You can still be a good person, 796 00:47:10,044 --> 00:47:11,545 and have a really good life. 797 00:47:11,546 --> 00:47:13,903 That's what I want for you. 798 00:47:14,131 --> 00:47:17,042 This is good, a fresh start. 799 00:47:20,305 --> 00:47:23,954 You can put the bad things behind you. 800 00:47:24,142 --> 00:47:25,431 Yeah. 801 00:47:26,685 --> 00:47:28,490 You too. 802 00:47:33,100 --> 00:47:35,376 I'm trying, I am. 803 00:47:35,377 --> 00:47:37,194 But I'll admit, 804 00:47:37,195 --> 00:47:41,086 it's getting harder to live with so much heartbreak. 805 00:47:41,785 --> 00:47:46,591 And there are days, I just don't believe in love. 806 00:47:46,997 --> 00:47:50,166 I tell myself to keep my heart open, 807 00:47:50,167 --> 00:47:53,086 that in the end, I was wrong about you. 808 00:47:53,087 --> 00:47:56,173 Every relationship teaches us hard lessons, right? 809 00:47:56,174 --> 00:47:58,383 That's their gift, to make us ready for the day 810 00:47:58,384 --> 00:48:02,595 when someone, maybe the one, walks in 811 00:48:02,596 --> 00:48:05,047 who could truly love us... 812 00:48:06,642 --> 00:48:09,394 And we could truly love them. 813 00:48:11,606 --> 00:48:13,326 Well. 814 00:48:13,774 --> 00:48:16,287 Hello, there. 815 00:48:16,736 --> 00:48:18,317 Who are you? 816 00:48:19,071 --> 00:48:21,407 You've got that hoodie. 817 00:48:21,408 --> 00:48:23,597 You don't like to be stared at. 818 00:48:23,702 --> 00:48:26,100 But your legs are bare. 819 00:48:26,370 --> 00:48:28,519 You like a little attention. 820 00:48:30,250 --> 00:48:33,364 Okay, I'll bite. 821 00:48:46,146 --> 00:48:48,122 Hey, Bunny. 822 00:48:48,756 --> 00:48:50,124 Candace. 823 00:48:50,382 --> 00:48:52,267 - You're... - Alive. 824 00:48:53,761 --> 00:48:56,095 Yeah, so uh... 825 00:48:56,096 --> 00:48:59,616 I think we have some unfinished business to talk about.