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(SITAR MUSIC PLAYING ON SPEAKERS)
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YOGA INSTRUCTOR: Move from
Bhujangasana into Adho Mukha Svanasana.
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And hold that.
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- Do you like this?
- Mmm...
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I'm not sure.
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I like that you like it.
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- (ALARM CHIMES)
- Time for work!
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(SIGHS)
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- Guess we'll finish Vinyasa flow...
- (RECORDING TURNS OFF)
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Next time I come over.
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You shouldn't come over anymore.
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You should move in.
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Things are different now.
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You lived here before. What's different?
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Everything is different.
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Then, we were roomies, pals, buddies,
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and now we're... a real thing.
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A better thing, for sure,
but also more complicated.
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We're the same people in the
same place doing the same things.
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It's bigger than that, Shaun.
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I hope it is. I...
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Living together means more commitment,
more trust.
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And I don't think we're quite there yet.
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You don't trust me?
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No, I do. It's just...
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I need a bit more.
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(WHISPERING) Copernicus1543.
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It's my banking password.
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(EXPLOSIONS)
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(BOTH SCREAM) Yes! I got you!
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- No!
- Bow to your queen.
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- No, bitch! No!
- Yes!
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(BOTH LAUGH)
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Argh! Where did you find the
10,000 hours that you put into that?
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- Phew!
- I like filling my evenings
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- with numbing mindlessness.
- Mmm.
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- (CELLPHONE CHIMES)
- Oh.
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Ugh!
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- Morgan needs me to go in ASAP.
- (TYPING)
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You figure she shouldn't page you?
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She can handle it on her own
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because she used to be
a surgical resident?
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Be the bigger person.
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It's an ingrown hair.
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Mmm.
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Definitely an ingrown hair.
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Unfortunately, the ingrown hair
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caused an abscess
that needs to be lanced.
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By a surgeon.
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Please give this man the VIP treatment.
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I have another case to attend to,
but don't worry.
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I'll be checking in.
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Such a nice lady.
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(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
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So, how shall we proceed?
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I'm going with "drain the
abscess and dress the wound".
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Set it up.
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Maybe we should do a biopsy?
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Well,
it could be a cutaneous pili migrans
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or have a deep sinus tract
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or a creeping eruption
caused by a parasitic disease.
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Give him the VIP treatment.
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Abdominal pain can be
scary when you're pregnant.
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But I wouldn't worry. You
have two rambunctious boys.
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I know. It's like a cage
match in here. (CHUCKLES)
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Shaun, where's your first-year resident?
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I have two first-year residents,
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but I don't want to teach them.
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They're very distracting.
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You have a dizygotic, dichorionic,
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diamniotic pregnancy.
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It just means your twins are fraternal
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and in separate amniotic sacs.
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First-years aren't
distractions. They're godsends.
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She has edema.
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Not surprising for someone
who's 26 weeks pregnant.
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They'll do anything you want.
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Scut work, follow-ups, coffee runs...
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- I don't like coffee.
- ...laundry, apple runs.
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I already did that.
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(MACHINE BEEPING, HUMMING)
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- What was her BP?
- Normal.
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BP's no longer normal.
She's hypertensive.
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What does that mean, Dr. Murray?
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Is your vision blurred?
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A bit. I'm tired.
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Sounds like preeclampsia.
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If we don't get your BP down ASAP,
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you could lose your pregnancy.
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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We need to start you
on anti-hypertensive meds,
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but your edema makes it
difficult to place an IV,
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so we need to run a central line.
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(APPLE CRUNCHES)
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(MUFFLED) Dr. Jackson?
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(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)
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(WINCES)
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Mind if I give a hand, Dr. Murphy?
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Hmm.
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Is there anyone you want us to call?
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Uh, my boyfriend decided
his obligations ended
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at offering to pay for an abortion.
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Soft man in a hard world.
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- (CHUCKLES LIGHTLY)
- (RAPID BEEPING)
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Fetal heart rate's dropping.
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But only one of them.
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Did you have another birth?
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- No.
- Any pregnancy?
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Miscarriage, abortion, stillbirth?
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I had an abortion when I was 15.
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It's not preeclampsia.
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One fetus is Rh-positive,
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and the mother is Rh-negative,
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and her body is
perceiving him as a threat
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and attacking him with antibodies.
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Antibodies she could only have
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if she had an earlier pregnancy.
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My body is trying to kill
one of my babies?
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Yes.
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Waiting on Billy's biopsy results?
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To confirm an ingrown hair?
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You grew up in a Hasidic family, right?
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How are they handling
you being a doctor?
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(INHALES DEEPLY)
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I haven't spoken to them in
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four years, except one sister.
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I chose not to live by their rules. I...
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I knew the consequences.
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My dad was a real estate agent,
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obsessed with two
completely unrelated things,
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teeth and taxes.
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Thought I'd spend the rest
of my life selling condos.
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Now I'm a surfin' surgeon,
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but I still floss three times a day
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and pay my installments
four times a year.
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So, what's my dental floss?
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Fire and brimstone.
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Mmm.
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Actually, that is
from the New Testament.
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I don't even know what brimstone is.
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I meant you fear disaster.
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Your people's history
is kind of filled with it.
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Billy has cancer.
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How are your first-years doing?
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Jordan talks too much,
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and Olivia talks too little.
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And Olivia does not know
where the jugular vein is.
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You see her resume?
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Her grades and USMLE
scores were nearly perfect.
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So, if it's not a lack of knowledge,
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what do you think it is?
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I think Olivia has the potential
to be an exemplary doctor
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if you push her,
give her a little extra attention.
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Isn't that unfair to Jordan?
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Was it unfair to the applicant
who didn't get your position
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because Dr. Glassman thought
that you needed some extra attention?
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Olivia just doesn't like being
in the spotlight. That's all.
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Olivia's resume didn't say
anything about not liking the spotlight.
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Exactly.
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Don't trust resumes.
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SHAUN: Locate jugular vein.
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Insert needle.
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Get a venous blush.
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Remove syringe, leaving needle in,
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- then thread...
- Thread wire into needle.
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Remove needle.
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Scalpel to skin,
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while being aware of
a persistent left-sided
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superior vena cava placement,
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present in 4% of those with
congenital heart disease.
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Remove wire.
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Suture in line to skin.
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And done.
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I guess you were nervous before.
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Didn't you have first-case jitters?
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No.
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(PAGER CHIMES)
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The sick twin has gone
into severe distress.
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You have amelanotic melanoma.
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Skin cancer.
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DR. REZNICK: But there's good news.
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We should be able to remove all of it.
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We can do it today.
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Sorry. Car trouble.
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Hi, Dr. Park. Just telling
Billy about his cancer.
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I got a great mechanic for you.
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If you tell her Billy sent you,
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she'll give you a friends-and-family.
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(CHUCKLES) Okay. Thanks for that.
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You have an amazing attitude.
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You know,
my wife used to tease me about that.
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She died three years ago.
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I'm sorry.
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(SIGHS)
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You know,
on our second date, I got a flat.
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Now, I think she thought
I was gonna curse,
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(CHUCKLES) but all I could say was,
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"Good timing. Costco's
got a sale on tires."
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(CHUCKLES)
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(SNIFFS) It's Addy's Auto,
Los Gatos and Gateway.
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(SIGHS)
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(MONITOR BEEPING, ULTRASOUND PULSING)
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We are through the uterine wall.
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Dr. Jackson, what's our next step?
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Advance through the trocar
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15 millimeters beyond the tip
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until the opening of the distal basket
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can be confirmed by ultrasound.
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Exactly.
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What would you like me
to advance, Dr. Jackson?
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Oh. Yes. Right.
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OLIVIA: Obviously,
you would be advancing
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the double basket rocket catheter,
not this.
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Sorry.
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Not your fault.
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If a junior resident is ill-prepared,
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that's on the senior resident.
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How is it fair that I get blamed
for a first-year's mistake,
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and how can I help that person
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without being unfair to the other one?
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And how fair was the preferential
treatment that you gave me?
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And how fair was it to
the other first-year resident,
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who didn't get placed
because you helped me?
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- And how fair was...
- Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
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Put the list down.
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Only four questions at
a time. That's my limit.
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What kind of mistake?
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Even though I went over
the procedure with Olivia,
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she still gave
Dr. Andrews the pusher rod
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when he needed the rocket catheter,
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and he said it was my fault.
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It was your fault.
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You got to help her a little more.
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That is not fair to Jordan.
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What does fairness have to do with it?
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It's not about equality.
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It's about figuring out
what each person needs
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and then teaching them how to get it.
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How do I know what they need?
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(SIGHS) Well,
you've taught them medicine, right?
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So, uh, maybe it's something else.
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Maybe it's an emotional issue.
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Well, then I definitely can't
give them what they need.
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You can ask them.
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About their emotions?
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Yeah, ask them how they feel.
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I don't care how they feel.
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That's the beauty of it.
You don't have to care.
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You just have to ask them
how they really feel.
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Then they start talking.
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(LAUGHS) And some people love to talk.
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(DOOR CLOSES)
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(SIGHS)
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(MONITOR BEEPING)
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- CLAIRE: Oh.
- (SCOFFS) Mmm.
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Have you been working out?
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DR. PARK: I could only find mediums.
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(LAUGHS)
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You know how many sets
of large scrubs I had to hide?
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Thirty-one.
261
00:12:36,592 --> 00:12:37,824
DR. PARK: Injecting dye.
262
00:12:41,263 --> 00:12:42,263
(WHEEZING)
263
00:12:43,699 --> 00:12:45,277
(RAPID BEEPING)
264
00:12:45,301 --> 00:12:47,179
BP's dropping. Diffuse skin flushing.
265
00:12:47,203 --> 00:12:48,386
He's in anaphylactic shock.
266
00:12:48,410 --> 00:12:50,561
- He's allergic to the dye.
- Ten cc epinephrine.
267
00:12:52,308 --> 00:12:55,387
BP barely measurable. We
should intubate. Initiate CPR.
268
00:12:55,411 --> 00:12:57,088
You should cannulate his femoral vein
269
00:12:57,112 --> 00:12:58,261
to give pressers and volume.
270
00:12:59,481 --> 00:13:01,055
Let's intubate and cannulate.
271
00:13:06,622 --> 00:13:08,366
His jugular's distended.
272
00:13:08,390 --> 00:13:10,902
Maybe he has cardiac tamponade
from a pericardial effusion.
273
00:13:10,926 --> 00:13:12,604
He might need open-heart surgery.
274
00:13:12,628 --> 00:13:14,700
ENRIQUE: Worst-case scenario
worked out for you the first time.
275
00:13:14,724 --> 00:13:16,488
Really think lightning's
gonna strike twice?
276
00:13:16,515 --> 00:13:19,407
Maybe not, but I'm still not gonna
stand on a hill in a thunderstorm.
277
00:13:21,604 --> 00:13:23,114
Let's call Lim.
278
00:13:23,138 --> 00:13:24,913
Prep the patient for a pericardiotomy.
279
00:13:26,408 --> 00:13:27,665
Two for two.
280
00:13:31,186 --> 00:13:33,652
(SITAR MUSIC PLAYING ON SPEAKERS)
281
00:13:37,952 --> 00:13:39,906
Okay, you can't do yoga at work.
282
00:13:39,930 --> 00:13:42,222
I do it at home. What's the difference?
283
00:13:42,923 --> 00:13:46,136
Work behavior is not the
same as home behavior.
284
00:13:46,160 --> 00:13:49,639
Ooh. So you're saying context matters.
285
00:13:49,663 --> 00:13:51,375
Of course.
286
00:13:51,399 --> 00:13:54,211
Same way that two
roommates living together
287
00:13:54,235 --> 00:13:57,547
is different from a
couple living together.
288
00:13:57,571 --> 00:14:01,741
Same people, same place,
different context.
289
00:14:04,512 --> 00:14:08,790
Once our feelings change,
everything changes.
290
00:14:12,800 --> 00:14:15,171
I still feel the same
way when I'm with you.
291
00:14:15,823 --> 00:14:17,257
Happy.
292
00:14:27,701 --> 00:14:30,914
Kenzie's BP and edema have improved.
293
00:14:30,938 --> 00:14:33,940
The fetus's echo shows
improved heart function.
294
00:14:34,542 --> 00:14:35,984
Catheter's working.
295
00:14:37,938 --> 00:14:39,205
How do you feel?
296
00:14:41,141 --> 00:14:42,141
Okay.
297
00:14:43,117 --> 00:14:46,995
How do you really feel?
298
00:14:49,737 --> 00:14:50,737
Um...
299
00:14:50,844 --> 00:14:52,250
Really okay?
300
00:14:57,465 --> 00:14:59,841
You want to know why
I'm so nervous all the time?
301
00:15:02,970 --> 00:15:03,970
Uh...
302
00:15:04,872 --> 00:15:06,183
I don't know. (CHUCKLES)
303
00:15:06,207 --> 00:15:09,486
I've always been
very terrified of firsts.
304
00:15:09,510 --> 00:15:12,145
First day of school, camp, church,
305
00:15:12,379 --> 00:15:14,024
all the new faces watching me,
306
00:15:14,048 --> 00:15:15,940
just waiting for me to screw up.
307
00:15:16,550 --> 00:15:17,694
(SCOFFS)
308
00:15:17,718 --> 00:15:19,029
First day of fifth grade,
309
00:15:19,053 --> 00:15:21,531
when Mrs. Deloitte asked
me what 6 times 9 was,
310
00:15:21,555 --> 00:15:24,501
I told the whole class it was 45.
311
00:15:24,525 --> 00:15:27,452
Yeah,
I can still hear them laughing at me.
312
00:15:28,329 --> 00:15:31,308
And two nights ago,
I dreamt I was standing
313
00:15:31,332 --> 00:15:33,009
in front of Mrs. Deloitte's class again.
314
00:15:33,033 --> 00:15:34,244
Couldn't wait to wake up.
315
00:15:34,268 --> 00:15:36,546
But when I did,
316
00:15:36,570 --> 00:15:38,715
I realized that if I got
the answer wrong today,
317
00:15:38,739 --> 00:15:41,674
no one will laugh, but someone may die.
318
00:15:44,912 --> 00:15:47,055
The kids laughed at me, too.
319
00:15:49,350 --> 00:15:52,226
Even though I knew 6 times 9 was 54.
320
00:15:52,786 --> 00:15:53,786
(CHUCKLES)
321
00:15:55,456 --> 00:15:57,167
One of the amniotic sacs ruptured.
322
00:15:57,191 --> 00:15:58,649
The strong twin's.
323
00:16:04,932 --> 00:16:06,376
It's metastasized to his liver.
324
00:16:06,400 --> 00:16:08,451
So, what do we do?
325
00:16:09,803 --> 00:16:11,681
Laparoscopic radiofrequency ablation.
326
00:16:11,705 --> 00:16:14,351
Short recovery time, but a
significant chance his cancer returns.
327
00:16:14,375 --> 00:16:15,917
Care to rebut?
328
00:16:17,878 --> 00:16:21,858
I think we should consider
a hepatic lobectomy
329
00:16:21,882 --> 00:16:23,360
and lymph node dissection.
330
00:16:23,384 --> 00:16:25,262
Remove the affected area of the liver,
331
00:16:25,286 --> 00:16:28,043
all the surrounding tissue,
and every swollen node we find.
332
00:16:28,087 --> 00:16:29,699
And that's the aggressive approach.
333
00:16:29,723 --> 00:16:32,102
Longer recovery time,
high risk of complications,
334
00:16:32,126 --> 00:16:34,271
and, uh,
335
00:16:34,295 --> 00:16:36,233
admittedly, the best shot
at beating the cancer.
336
00:16:36,263 --> 00:16:38,909
By "complications",
you mean a barely functioning liver,
337
00:16:38,933 --> 00:16:41,244
a persistent threat of fatal bleeds,
and chronic pain.
338
00:16:41,268 --> 00:16:42,812
As surgeons, you can gut him,
339
00:16:42,836 --> 00:16:44,781
but as his primary doctor,
I have to find the balance
340
00:16:44,805 --> 00:16:46,583
between longevity and quality of life.
341
00:16:46,607 --> 00:16:48,251
CLAIRE: Last week,
you were trying to perform surgery
342
00:16:48,275 --> 00:16:50,649
from the gallery,
and now you hate surgeons.
343
00:16:50,744 --> 00:16:52,622
Pick a side.
344
00:16:52,646 --> 00:16:55,158
ASHER: A piecemeal approach
is not going to work with Billy.
345
00:16:55,182 --> 00:16:57,060
Every time we try to solve a problem,
346
00:16:57,084 --> 00:16:58,762
we discover another one.
347
00:16:58,786 --> 00:17:00,730
You may have left
your religion in Brooklyn,
348
00:17:00,754 --> 00:17:02,799
but you keep looking for
meaning in random events.
349
00:17:02,823 --> 00:17:04,228
The dice have no memory.
350
00:17:04,265 --> 00:17:05,835
ASHER: I'm not looking for
meaning. I'm looking for patterns.
351
00:17:05,859 --> 00:17:08,177
Maybe he's got some
underlying condition.
352
00:17:09,129 --> 00:17:10,307
I agree with Asher.
353
00:17:10,331 --> 00:17:12,932
The dice have no memory,
but they can be loaded.
354
00:17:13,534 --> 00:17:17,113
So... safe and seriously compromised
355
00:17:17,137 --> 00:17:19,564
or aggressive and possibly dead?
356
00:17:22,596 --> 00:17:24,110
Your case, Dr. Browne.
357
00:17:25,852 --> 00:17:26,852
Your call.
358
00:17:36,490 --> 00:17:37,757
How you feeling?
359
00:17:39,360 --> 00:17:40,604
You sacrificed a lot.
360
00:17:40,628 --> 00:17:42,472
Your hands, your career.
361
00:17:42,496 --> 00:17:44,307
And you're taking it
out on me and Claire
362
00:17:44,331 --> 00:17:45,590
and the whole surgical profession.
363
00:17:45,966 --> 00:17:48,009
I get it. It hurts.
364
00:17:49,003 --> 00:17:50,647
You're pathetic.
365
00:17:50,671 --> 00:17:52,616
You're worried about me
because I'll never be a surgeon?
366
00:17:52,640 --> 00:17:53,883
Boo-hoo.
367
00:17:53,907 --> 00:17:55,552
You're worried about me
because I took pleasure
368
00:17:55,576 --> 00:17:56,987
in screwing with you and Claire?
369
00:17:57,011 --> 00:17:58,561
That's who I am.
370
00:17:58,846 --> 00:18:00,790
The question is, who are you?
371
00:18:00,814 --> 00:18:02,626
You don't show up late
with lame-ass excuses,
372
00:18:02,650 --> 00:18:04,692
and when you get dissed,
you diss back, so...
373
00:18:05,719 --> 00:18:07,528
How are you feeling?
374
00:18:08,355 --> 00:18:10,031
Forget I asked.
375
00:18:14,361 --> 00:18:16,539
He's lost most of his amniotic fluid.
376
00:18:16,563 --> 00:18:18,664
Won't last very long in utero.
377
00:18:19,233 --> 00:18:21,459
In helping the weak, we hurt the strong.
378
00:18:21,669 --> 00:18:22,879
C-section?
379
00:18:22,903 --> 00:18:25,548
If we do a C-section
to save the strong baby,
380
00:18:25,572 --> 00:18:28,111
there's a 90% chance
the weak baby will die.
381
00:18:28,135 --> 00:18:31,321
But if we do an amnioinfusion
to save the weak baby,
382
00:18:31,345 --> 00:18:34,905
there's an 85% chance
that strong baby will die.
383
00:18:35,807 --> 00:18:37,308
It's the better option.
384
00:18:39,444 --> 00:18:41,756
5% to decide which baby lives?
385
00:18:41,780 --> 00:18:43,992
Kenzie's body has
already made that choice.
386
00:18:44,016 --> 00:18:46,127
If there's a strong
baby and a weak baby,
387
00:18:46,151 --> 00:18:47,395
it's pretty clear which one we save.
388
00:18:47,419 --> 00:18:49,070
Survival of the fittest.
389
00:18:51,490 --> 00:18:52,823
Sorry. It's just...
390
00:18:54,426 --> 00:18:55,770
That's not really what we're about,
is it,
391
00:18:55,794 --> 00:18:57,839
as a civilization?
392
00:18:57,863 --> 00:19:00,408
Aren't the strong morally
obligated to help the weak?
393
00:19:00,432 --> 00:19:03,417
And if they don't,
isn't everybody ultimately worse off?
394
00:19:05,257 --> 00:19:08,256
Neither baby has to die.
395
00:19:09,775 --> 00:19:11,932
Delayed interval delivery.
396
00:19:11,956 --> 00:19:14,923
We induce labor,
deliver the strong twin,
397
00:19:14,947 --> 00:19:17,292
then stop the labor to
keep the weak twin in utero
398
00:19:17,316 --> 00:19:18,781
until his lungs mature.
399
00:19:18,805 --> 00:19:21,808
The chances of stopping
labor are very slim.
400
00:19:21,841 --> 00:19:25,800
That's true. There's about a 70%
chance that both babies would die.
401
00:19:25,824 --> 00:19:27,984
Which makes it the
worst possible choice.
402
00:19:28,360 --> 00:19:31,306
- We need to ask Kenzie.
- No, we don't.
403
00:19:31,330 --> 00:19:34,776
Once she hears there's the
slightest chance of saving both babies,
404
00:19:34,800 --> 00:19:36,945
she won't listen to any alternatives.
405
00:19:36,969 --> 00:19:39,170
Statistically, it's a terrible option.
406
00:19:40,806 --> 00:19:42,540
But it is an option.
407
00:19:52,179 --> 00:19:55,732
No. No,
you can't seriously be asking me this.
408
00:19:55,769 --> 00:19:59,140
I know that this is something no
mother should ever have to decide.
409
00:19:59,886 --> 00:20:01,831
There are no good options here,
410
00:20:01,855 --> 00:20:04,067
but there is one that'll most
likely make you the mother
411
00:20:04,091 --> 00:20:06,522
of a healthy baby boy.
412
00:20:13,779 --> 00:20:14,779
Okay.
413
00:20:16,703 --> 00:20:18,265
Prep for an amnioinfusion...
414
00:20:18,290 --> 00:20:19,424
Have you named them?
415
00:20:19,945 --> 00:20:21,245
Dr. Allen.
416
00:20:29,382 --> 00:20:31,117
Braydon and...
417
00:20:32,919 --> 00:20:34,086
Landon.
418
00:20:37,124 --> 00:20:39,847
(CRYING) No. No, I can't do this.
419
00:20:42,696 --> 00:20:45,770
You have to save both of them.
420
00:20:48,802 --> 00:20:50,232
CLAIRE: We're at the tumor.
421
00:20:51,104 --> 00:20:52,943
Unipolar ablation probe?
422
00:20:54,174 --> 00:20:55,551
Pretty cool to think
that we diagnosed Billy
423
00:20:55,575 --> 00:20:57,286
with metastatic melanoma on Tuesday
424
00:20:57,310 --> 00:20:58,741
and send him home on a Thursday.
425
00:21:00,280 --> 00:21:03,726
Well, let's wait till Friday
to congratulate ourselves.
426
00:21:03,750 --> 00:21:06,040
Current at 480 hertz, please.
427
00:21:08,459 --> 00:21:09,966
Wait.
428
00:21:09,990 --> 00:21:12,268
- We got a leak. Bile duct.
- (RAPID BEEPING)
429
00:21:12,292 --> 00:21:14,924
Suction, suture, linear stapler, stat.
430
00:21:24,638 --> 00:21:25,638
(DOOR OPENS)
431
00:21:32,979 --> 00:21:34,457
I believe she made the right choice.
432
00:21:34,481 --> 00:21:35,958
She made a choice any mother would make
433
00:21:35,982 --> 00:21:38,427
because the alternative is unthinkable.
434
00:21:38,451 --> 00:21:40,830
Isn't that exactly what
made it the right choice?
435
00:21:40,854 --> 00:21:42,410
She has to live with it.
436
00:21:43,282 --> 00:21:45,694
The safe choice is not
always the best choice.
437
00:21:45,892 --> 00:21:48,749
If it were,
I'd be on an army base in Germany,
438
00:21:49,196 --> 00:21:51,627
married to 1st Lieutenant
Dwayne Buckman.
439
00:21:56,316 --> 00:21:57,316
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
440
00:21:59,639 --> 00:22:01,262
Dr. Andrews, you wanted to see me?
441
00:22:01,908 --> 00:22:04,181
Yes, Dr. Jackson. Please come in.
442
00:22:06,913 --> 00:22:08,891
"Dr. Jackson".
443
00:22:08,915 --> 00:22:11,127
I cannot say those two
words without grinning!
444
00:22:11,151 --> 00:22:12,773
I know. (BOTH LAUGH)
445
00:22:14,054 --> 00:22:15,565
So?
446
00:22:15,589 --> 00:22:17,778
Uh, just checking in with you, Livy.
447
00:22:18,091 --> 00:22:19,302
(SIGHS)
448
00:22:19,326 --> 00:22:21,003
Like you do with all your first-years?
449
00:22:21,027 --> 00:22:22,872
You wanted hands off.
450
00:22:22,896 --> 00:22:25,541
You're getting hands off.
451
00:22:25,565 --> 00:22:27,243
But I can still say hi to my niece.
452
00:22:27,267 --> 00:22:28,664
(LAUGHS)
453
00:22:29,669 --> 00:22:31,542
It looks like you're
settling in pretty well.
454
00:22:32,225 --> 00:22:34,636
No, the way you spoke up yesterday...
455
00:22:34,661 --> 00:22:36,439
I mean, that's a tough case,
tough crowd,
456
00:22:36,464 --> 00:22:38,007
but you held your own.
457
00:22:38,378 --> 00:22:40,022
I'm getting there.
458
00:22:40,046 --> 00:22:42,011
Dr. Murphy's been very supportive.
459
00:22:42,415 --> 00:22:44,493
Murphy? Yeah, I'm glad to hear it.
460
00:22:44,517 --> 00:22:46,515
I'm sure he sees your potential.
461
00:22:47,420 --> 00:22:50,266
- But if you need anything, you...
- Mmm.
462
00:22:50,290 --> 00:22:51,896
...ask anyone but me.
463
00:22:52,491 --> 00:22:53,788
Very hands off.
464
00:22:54,260 --> 00:22:55,260
Hmm.
465
00:23:02,936 --> 00:23:06,048
Shaun, this is not an argument
466
00:23:06,072 --> 00:23:08,884
I ever thought I'd have
to have with a boyfriend,
467
00:23:08,908 --> 00:23:10,553
whether moving in together matters.
468
00:23:10,577 --> 00:23:12,455
It so obviously does.
469
00:23:12,479 --> 00:23:15,169
It so obviously changes everything.
470
00:23:18,005 --> 00:23:19,362
But
471
00:23:19,386 --> 00:23:22,635
one of the reasons
I'm in this relationship
472
00:23:23,223 --> 00:23:24,219
(SIGHS)
473
00:23:24,243 --> 00:23:25,679
Is because of that.
474
00:23:26,559 --> 00:23:28,304
You are different.
475
00:23:28,328 --> 00:23:31,607
And when I think about us,
say, a year from now,
476
00:23:31,631 --> 00:23:33,276
I can't imagine us not living together.
477
00:23:33,300 --> 00:23:36,816
So, if it's inevitable...
478
00:23:39,839 --> 00:23:41,550
Shaun,
479
00:23:41,574 --> 00:23:44,281
I am moving in with you.
480
00:23:51,518 --> 00:23:53,329
Does that mean
481
00:23:53,353 --> 00:23:56,588
you think we have enough
commitment and trust?
482
00:23:58,958 --> 00:24:00,464
Honestly...
483
00:24:02,295 --> 00:24:04,260
I'm not sure.
484
00:24:07,334 --> 00:24:08,334
So,
485
00:24:09,703 --> 00:24:13,227
you want to do it just
because it's inevitable?
486
00:24:14,474 --> 00:24:16,319
Mmm. That makes it sound terrible.
487
00:24:16,343 --> 00:24:20,156
But that is kind of how I feel,
488
00:24:20,180 --> 00:24:22,820
so, yeah.
489
00:24:28,154 --> 00:24:30,911
You're moving back in!
490
00:24:32,158 --> 00:24:33,703
- (SIGHS)
- (CHUCKLES)
491
00:24:33,727 --> 00:24:35,374
(PAGER CHIMES)
492
00:24:47,407 --> 00:24:49,597
My girlfriend is moving in with me.
493
00:24:51,177 --> 00:24:53,789
We need additional venous
access to start the oxytocin.
494
00:24:53,813 --> 00:24:55,811
I'll insert a 16-gauge IV.
495
00:24:57,016 --> 00:24:59,064
How do you feel?
496
00:24:59,712 --> 00:25:00,712
Good.
497
00:25:01,187 --> 00:25:03,527
Insert a 16-gauge IV.
498
00:25:05,258 --> 00:25:06,655
(SOFTLY) Okay.
499
00:25:12,899 --> 00:25:13,899
All right.
500
00:25:17,003 --> 00:25:18,417
There's gonna be a pinch.
501
00:25:24,083 --> 00:25:25,341
Very good.
502
00:25:28,779 --> 00:25:30,259
Once we start that drip,
503
00:25:30,283 --> 00:25:32,264
at least one baby will be born.
504
00:25:40,560 --> 00:25:41,560
I understand.
505
00:25:43,315 --> 00:25:44,315
Okay.
506
00:25:52,701 --> 00:25:55,536
(DRAMATIC INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC)
507
00:25:58,195 --> 00:25:59,939
Where are you going?
508
00:25:59,963 --> 00:26:01,741
Kenzie's only two centimeters dilated,
509
00:26:01,765 --> 00:26:03,576
and even though I'm not a surgeon,
510
00:26:03,600 --> 00:26:05,278
I have other important things to do.
511
00:26:05,302 --> 00:26:07,580
You were wrong.
First-years aren't godsends.
512
00:26:07,604 --> 00:26:08,938
They're a lot of work.
513
00:26:09,639 --> 00:26:11,184
But I fixed Olivia.
514
00:26:11,208 --> 00:26:12,952
Wonderful. Now fix Jordan.
515
00:26:12,976 --> 00:26:14,120
She's the one you have a problem with.
516
00:26:14,144 --> 00:26:16,222
No. I... I don't.
517
00:26:16,246 --> 00:26:18,091
Well, technically,
she has a problem with you...
518
00:26:18,115 --> 00:26:19,759
- (ELEVATOR DINGS)
- ...and anyone in authority.
519
00:26:19,783 --> 00:26:21,044
You need to rein her in.
520
00:26:21,718 --> 00:26:23,763
Okay, how do I do that?
521
00:26:23,787 --> 00:26:25,031
How'd you fix Olivia?
522
00:26:25,055 --> 00:26:26,055
(BUTTON CLICKS)
523
00:26:33,964 --> 00:26:35,808
DR. REZNICK: No new paint, no new parts.
524
00:26:35,832 --> 00:26:37,810
No way you took this to a shop.
525
00:26:37,834 --> 00:26:40,079
So, there is something up with you.
526
00:26:40,103 --> 00:26:41,314
Something personal.
527
00:26:41,338 --> 00:26:42,982
- Something you don't care about.
- (CAR UNLOCKS)
528
00:26:43,006 --> 00:26:44,117
That goes without saying.
529
00:26:44,141 --> 00:26:46,547
Except, it's messing with my games.
530
00:26:49,312 --> 00:26:50,990
I just wanna humiliate you
531
00:26:51,014 --> 00:26:53,262
without feeling like
I'm punching a kitten.
532
00:26:58,088 --> 00:26:59,893
I was finalizing my divorce.
533
00:27:02,062 --> 00:27:03,736
I thought you were already...
534
00:27:03,760 --> 00:27:05,138
Not until yesterday.
535
00:27:05,162 --> 00:27:06,305
And we didn't wanna deal with
536
00:27:06,329 --> 00:27:08,007
a formal custody arrangement for Kellan,
537
00:27:08,031 --> 00:27:12,072
but now that he's 18, it's official.
538
00:27:14,004 --> 00:27:15,314
I know it's been over for years,
539
00:27:15,338 --> 00:27:16,910
but when it's really over,
540
00:27:20,310 --> 00:27:21,790
it hurts.
541
00:27:22,445 --> 00:27:26,459
And I'm pissed at myself for being hurt,
542
00:27:26,483 --> 00:27:29,095
and, uh, now I'm pissed at myself
543
00:27:29,119 --> 00:27:32,551
for admitting that to the
coldest person I know.
544
00:27:36,365 --> 00:27:37,739
(SIGHS)
545
00:27:39,629 --> 00:27:41,841
My place has two masters with en suites,
546
00:27:41,865 --> 00:27:43,442
and it's rent-controlled,
547
00:27:43,466 --> 00:27:46,023
so it's still probably
cheaper than your motel.
548
00:27:48,238 --> 00:27:49,818
But staying with me will cost you.
549
00:27:50,473 --> 00:27:51,987
Kitty gotta punch back.
550
00:27:53,643 --> 00:27:56,075
Thanks. But I'm good.
551
00:27:58,748 --> 00:27:59,748
(ENGINE STARTS)
552
00:28:06,256 --> 00:28:08,668
- (KENZIE MOANING)
- DR. GROMSKI: She's at 10 centimeters.
553
00:28:08,692 --> 00:28:11,370
SHAUN: Prepare packed red
blood cells for possible transfusion.
554
00:28:11,394 --> 00:28:13,509
Prepare forceps, clamps, and scissors.
555
00:28:14,331 --> 00:28:16,595
- (MONITOR BEEPING, ULTRASOUND PULSING)
- (KENZIE CRIES)
556
00:28:19,903 --> 00:28:22,226
How do you feel? Really feel?
557
00:28:23,206 --> 00:28:25,351
I feel fine.
558
00:28:25,375 --> 00:28:27,815
Why do you have a
problem with authority?
559
00:28:28,712 --> 00:28:30,990
- (KENZIE MOANS)
- Seriously?
560
00:28:31,014 --> 00:28:33,559
I have a problem with you
not acting like an authority.
561
00:28:33,583 --> 00:28:35,394
You're not doing the
one thing any junior needs
562
00:28:35,418 --> 00:28:36,896
from their supervisor.
563
00:28:36,920 --> 00:28:38,598
If I'm screwing up... (WHIMPERS)
564
00:28:38,622 --> 00:28:40,099
Not now. Not gonna screw up now.
565
00:28:40,123 --> 00:28:41,334
(GROANS)
566
00:28:41,358 --> 00:28:43,202
I need to know you're at least watching.
567
00:28:43,226 --> 00:28:45,165
I need to know you got my ass covered.
568
00:28:48,131 --> 00:28:50,232
(BREATHING HEAVILY, MOANING)
569
00:28:55,071 --> 00:28:56,916
The leak in your bile duct
570
00:28:56,940 --> 00:28:58,618
has caused an infection
571
00:28:58,642 --> 00:29:01,220
that could lead to peritonitis.
572
00:29:01,244 --> 00:29:04,891
We've got you on multiple
aggressive antibiotics,
573
00:29:04,915 --> 00:29:07,479
but this infection acts very quickly,
574
00:29:08,818 --> 00:29:10,816
sometimes in a matter of hours.
575
00:29:11,321 --> 00:29:13,900
Well, I feel fine.
576
00:29:13,924 --> 00:29:15,904
Dopey, but fine.
577
00:29:18,061 --> 00:29:19,061
Billy,
578
00:29:20,263 --> 00:29:22,208
do you understand what I just told you?
579
00:29:22,232 --> 00:29:24,371
I might die tonight.
580
00:29:25,168 --> 00:29:26,331
I get it.
581
00:29:27,337 --> 00:29:28,337
What...
582
00:29:29,072 --> 00:29:30,544
How do you do it?
583
00:29:32,509 --> 00:29:33,509
I've...
584
00:29:34,344 --> 00:29:36,175
(CHUCKLES) had worse days.
585
00:29:39,249 --> 00:29:40,249
(SIGHS)
586
00:29:43,520 --> 00:29:45,154
The day after Linda died...
587
00:29:48,024 --> 00:29:49,730
I went to buy a gun.
588
00:29:53,029 --> 00:29:55,068
Never used one before,
589
00:29:55,765 --> 00:29:57,910
but I figured, "How hard could it be
590
00:29:57,934 --> 00:30:00,490
"to put it in my mouth
and pull the trigger?"
591
00:30:01,304 --> 00:30:03,577
On my way to the store,
592
00:30:04,708 --> 00:30:08,654
I saw a car parked
on the side of the road
593
00:30:08,678 --> 00:30:10,042
with a flat.
594
00:30:11,614 --> 00:30:13,993
Couple of kids who...
595
00:30:14,017 --> 00:30:16,715
(CHUCKLES) clearly didn't know
what the heck they were doing.
596
00:30:17,454 --> 00:30:19,498
And for some reason,
597
00:30:19,522 --> 00:30:21,553
I pulled over and changed their tire.
598
00:30:21,958 --> 00:30:23,347
As I was leaving,
599
00:30:23,800 --> 00:30:26,945
I told them, "Good timing.
600
00:30:27,163 --> 00:30:30,103
"Costco's got a sale on tires."
601
00:30:33,749 --> 00:30:36,318
That's when I heard Linda's laugh.
602
00:30:39,376 --> 00:30:41,073
"Hey, dummy.
603
00:30:42,545 --> 00:30:44,357
"If you kill yourself,
604
00:30:44,381 --> 00:30:46,828
"who's gonna change the next tire?"
605
00:30:50,553 --> 00:30:52,626
That's what saved my life.
606
00:30:54,257 --> 00:30:56,258
Just wanting to help people.
607
00:30:59,863 --> 00:31:01,969
Makes life worthwhile.
608
00:31:05,835 --> 00:31:07,403
(SIGHS DEEPLY)
609
00:31:10,607 --> 00:31:12,518
(MOANS)
610
00:31:12,542 --> 00:31:14,398
(MONITOR BEEPING, ULTRASOUND PULSING)
611
00:31:17,547 --> 00:31:18,777
Brady. (CHUCKLES)
612
00:31:25,422 --> 00:31:27,333
His lungs are also underdeveloped.
613
00:31:27,357 --> 00:31:29,201
SHAUN: He needs to
be placed on a ventilator.
614
00:31:29,225 --> 00:31:30,622
Let's get him to the NICU.
615
00:31:32,062 --> 00:31:33,572
SHAUN: Starting magnesium sulfate.
616
00:31:33,596 --> 00:31:36,008
That's to stop your labor.
617
00:31:36,032 --> 00:31:38,277
I also need to ligate the umbilical cord
618
00:31:38,301 --> 00:31:40,299
and return it to your uterus.
619
00:31:42,772 --> 00:31:44,550
Okay, I have to focus on the patient
620
00:31:44,574 --> 00:31:47,889
and I have to focus on Jordan
and I also have to focus on you.
621
00:31:48,611 --> 00:31:50,189
I don't know how to do that.
622
00:31:50,213 --> 00:31:51,213
Clamp.
623
00:31:53,650 --> 00:31:55,227
Don't worry about me.
624
00:31:55,251 --> 00:31:57,566
I appreciate you noticing I needed help,
but I'll be fine.
625
00:31:57,787 --> 00:31:58,900
I didn't.
626
00:32:01,055 --> 00:32:02,055
Dr. Andrews?
627
00:32:02,158 --> 00:32:03,369
Your uncle.
628
00:32:03,393 --> 00:32:04,614
Absorbable sutures.
629
00:32:05,061 --> 00:32:06,238
He told you?
630
00:32:06,262 --> 00:32:08,407
Not that part. I googled that.
631
00:32:08,431 --> 00:32:10,787
I couldn't trust your resume.
632
00:32:18,942 --> 00:32:21,340
How do you feel?
633
00:32:21,644 --> 00:32:23,456
I feel
634
00:32:23,480 --> 00:32:25,719
like my uncle doesn't
think I can hack it.
635
00:32:27,083 --> 00:32:29,428
I feel... sick.
636
00:32:29,452 --> 00:32:31,097
- (GROANS)
- (RAPID BEEPING)
637
00:32:31,121 --> 00:32:32,731
She's having another contraction.
638
00:32:32,755 --> 00:32:35,434
Adding terbutaline and
calcium channel blockers.
639
00:32:35,458 --> 00:32:37,436
Am I gonna lose Landy?
640
00:32:37,460 --> 00:32:39,232
Am I gonna lose both of them?
641
00:32:40,597 --> 00:32:42,944
I don't know.
642
00:32:50,603 --> 00:32:52,504
(BEEPING STEADILY)
643
00:32:56,001 --> 00:32:57,292
She's still in labor?
644
00:32:57,502 --> 00:32:59,213
BP's 95 over 60.
645
00:32:59,237 --> 00:33:02,096
Kenzie, we need to do a C-section.
646
00:33:02,120 --> 00:33:04,519
No, no. If he comes out, he'll die.
647
00:33:04,543 --> 00:33:05,920
If he doesn't, you both will.
648
00:33:05,944 --> 00:33:07,855
- No.
- 69 over 40.
649
00:33:07,879 --> 00:33:09,013
- (BREATHING HEAVILY)
- (RAPID BEEPING)
650
00:33:11,016 --> 00:33:12,560
We're doing a C-section.
651
00:33:12,584 --> 00:33:14,062
- No!
- Let's prep and drape her.
652
00:33:14,086 --> 00:33:15,811
No. I can't.
653
00:33:16,621 --> 00:33:17,699
I can't lose Landy.
654
00:33:17,723 --> 00:33:18,900
No!
655
00:33:18,924 --> 00:33:20,601
We need to restrain her.
656
00:33:20,625 --> 00:33:22,537
Landy's going to be just fine.
657
00:33:22,561 --> 00:33:24,672
- Landy is not...
- Shh!
658
00:33:24,696 --> 00:33:25,907
Kenzie, just listen to my voice, okay?
659
00:33:25,931 --> 00:33:28,276
Just focus.
660
00:33:28,300 --> 00:33:30,226
- (GROANING)
- What's your favorite board game?
661
00:33:30,969 --> 00:33:32,413
(MOANS) No! No!
662
00:33:32,437 --> 00:33:33,715
SHAUN: Okay, restraints, please.
663
00:33:33,739 --> 00:33:35,216
(MOANING)
664
00:33:35,240 --> 00:33:36,832
Look at me. Don't look at them.
665
00:33:38,076 --> 00:33:39,554
Board game.
666
00:33:39,578 --> 00:33:40,888
- (SNIFFLES) Uh...
- Mmm-hmm?
667
00:33:40,912 --> 00:33:43,630
- Scrabble.
- A classic. Nice!
668
00:33:44,282 --> 00:33:45,426
Eight years from now,
669
00:33:45,450 --> 00:33:46,928
Landy hits a triple word score
670
00:33:46,952 --> 00:33:48,427
with the word "breathe".
671
00:33:48,987 --> 00:33:50,365
Try it. Breathe.
672
00:33:50,389 --> 00:33:51,989
- (BREATHING DEEPLY)
- Good.
673
00:33:55,494 --> 00:33:56,494
What's Brady doing?
674
00:33:57,496 --> 00:33:59,646
Uh... He's...
675
00:34:00,665 --> 00:34:02,543
He's mad that his
brother just schooled him.
676
00:34:02,567 --> 00:34:04,412
(CHUCKLES) Of course he is.
677
00:34:04,436 --> 00:34:05,469
(CHUCKLES)
678
00:34:19,684 --> 00:34:20,684
(RAPID BEEPS)
679
00:34:21,586 --> 00:34:22,586
(BEEPING SLOWS)
680
00:34:24,089 --> 00:34:25,630
100 over 65.
681
00:34:26,425 --> 00:34:27,966
Contractions are stopping.
682
00:34:32,297 --> 00:34:34,055
Words with "X" and "Z".
683
00:34:36,134 --> 00:34:37,767
Only way you're gonna beat them.
684
00:34:39,638 --> 00:34:41,104
I better brush up.
685
00:34:45,811 --> 00:34:46,811
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
686
00:34:56,988 --> 00:34:57,988
(INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)
687
00:34:59,357 --> 00:35:01,168
Delayed interval twin delivery?
688
00:35:01,193 --> 00:35:02,792
- That's awesome.
- I can't teach.
689
00:35:04,882 --> 00:35:06,260
Did you ask the
first-years how they feel?
690
00:35:06,285 --> 00:35:07,762
Yes. Unhappy.
691
00:35:07,787 --> 00:35:09,132
Okay, that's great.
692
00:35:10,165 --> 00:35:12,034
Not that they're unhappy,
but that you asked them,
693
00:35:12,058 --> 00:35:14,905
they confided in you,
and you learned something.
694
00:35:16,742 --> 00:35:19,520
I learned that Olivia needed help,
so I helped her,
695
00:35:19,545 --> 00:35:21,256
and now she feels sick
because I helped her.
696
00:35:21,281 --> 00:35:22,726
Morgan says Jordan needs help,
697
00:35:22,751 --> 00:35:24,128
but Jordan says she doesn't need help,
698
00:35:24,153 --> 00:35:26,316
but Jordan's mad
because I didn't help her.
699
00:35:27,018 --> 00:35:28,401
Okay, that sounds tricky.
700
00:35:28,820 --> 00:35:30,198
That was my point.
701
00:35:30,222 --> 00:35:31,532
(SIGHS)
702
00:35:31,556 --> 00:35:32,834
You know what? You'll figure it out.
703
00:35:32,858 --> 00:35:35,136
And even if you don't
this time, that's okay.
704
00:35:35,160 --> 00:35:36,284
You'll learn something.
705
00:35:37,829 --> 00:35:39,913
And you know what?
You're a wonderful teacher.
706
00:35:41,746 --> 00:35:44,042
I've been learning from you
since the first day we met.
707
00:35:56,448 --> 00:35:57,681
(MONITOR BEEPING)
708
00:36:00,418 --> 00:36:01,418
DR. PARK: How's he doing?
709
00:36:02,521 --> 00:36:03,521
Well,
710
00:36:04,055 --> 00:36:06,064
either he wakes
711
00:36:06,237 --> 00:36:09,401
or he lapses into a coma
and slowly fades away.
712
00:36:11,363 --> 00:36:12,529
Beautiful day.
713
00:36:14,366 --> 00:36:15,366
(GASPS)
714
00:36:17,508 --> 00:36:20,203
(VALERIE BROUSSARD'S
"HOLD ON TO ME" PLAYING)
715
00:36:24,149 --> 00:36:30,598
♪ You've been walking
alone for so long ♪
716
00:36:30,749 --> 00:36:31,749
(BILLY MOANS)
717
00:36:34,719 --> 00:36:36,820
(GROGGILY) You call Addy about your car?
718
00:36:37,622 --> 00:36:39,433
(CHUCKLES) Not yet.
719
00:36:39,457 --> 00:36:40,535
Been a little busy.
720
00:36:40,559 --> 00:36:41,559
(SIGHS)
721
00:36:42,753 --> 00:36:45,522
Helpers aren't so good
at asking for help.
722
00:36:47,132 --> 00:36:48,999
Kinda glad I did, though.
723
00:36:50,335 --> 00:36:53,614
♪ This time, I know
you'll be all right ♪
724
00:36:53,638 --> 00:36:56,140
♪ 'Cause I'm standing at your side ♪
725
00:36:56,841 --> 00:36:57,841
♪ Whoa ♪
726
00:37:00,178 --> 00:37:03,391
♪ 'Cause when you feel like
you've been falling ♪
727
00:37:03,415 --> 00:37:04,959
Congratulations.
728
00:37:04,983 --> 00:37:07,094
You helped save a life today.
729
00:37:07,118 --> 00:37:09,130
Despite the bickering.
730
00:37:09,154 --> 00:37:11,432
Opposing points of view are great,
731
00:37:11,456 --> 00:37:14,716
as long as you actually
listen to the other point of view.
732
00:37:14,880 --> 00:37:18,261
You're carrying baggage
that is affecting your decisions.
733
00:37:18,496 --> 00:37:21,389
And you saw that because
you're good at reading people.
734
00:37:21,800 --> 00:37:23,844
Other people.
735
00:37:23,868 --> 00:37:25,913
Figure out what you're carrying.
736
00:37:25,937 --> 00:37:29,440
♪ There is a light at the
end of this long ride ♪
737
00:37:30,041 --> 00:37:31,041
♪ Whoa ♪
738
00:37:32,510 --> 00:37:35,756
♪ This time, I know
you'll be all right ♪
739
00:37:35,780 --> 00:37:38,315
♪ 'Cause I'm standing at your side ♪
740
00:37:39,050 --> 00:37:40,050
♪ Whoa ♪
741
00:37:42,320 --> 00:37:47,134
♪ 'Cause when you feel like
you've been falling ♪
742
00:37:47,158 --> 00:37:48,892
♪ Hold on to me ♪
743
00:37:51,296 --> 00:37:56,043
♪ And when the river
sweeps you right off your feet ♪
744
00:37:56,067 --> 00:37:57,668
♪ Hold on to me ♪
745
00:38:00,205 --> 00:38:03,507
♪ Oh ♪
746
00:38:05,010 --> 00:38:06,644
♪ Hold on to me ♪
747
00:38:07,912 --> 00:38:09,490
It's a list of all the things
748
00:38:09,514 --> 00:38:11,147
you did right on this case.
749
00:38:12,851 --> 00:38:14,401
You can hack it.
750
00:38:16,455 --> 00:38:19,531
It's a list of all the things
you did wrong on this case.
751
00:38:21,526 --> 00:38:23,070
I'm covering your ass.
752
00:38:23,094 --> 00:38:24,561
♪ Hold on to me ♪
753
00:38:26,531 --> 00:38:28,843
♪ Hold on to me, now ♪
754
00:38:28,867 --> 00:38:31,512
♪ Take you to higher ground ♪
755
00:38:31,536 --> 00:38:34,415
♪ Hold on to me ♪
756
00:38:34,439 --> 00:38:36,548
HARRY (ON TV): But don't be
late if you don't want no bloody nose.
757
00:38:40,078 --> 00:38:41,179
BILLIE: Would
you do me a favor,
758
00:38:41,203 --> 00:38:42,303
- Harry?
- (KNOCK ON DOOR)
759
00:38:42,847 --> 00:38:44,158
HARRY: What?
760
00:38:44,182 --> 00:38:45,449
BILLIE: Drop dead.
761
00:38:46,351 --> 00:38:47,351
(TV SHUTS OFF)
762
00:39:01,633 --> 00:39:03,812
Great to see you've started
your own clothing line,
763
00:39:03,969 --> 00:39:06,302
the official gear of
those who've given up.
764
00:39:07,152 --> 00:39:09,722
By "en suite", I meant there's
a trash can in your closet.
765
00:39:27,492 --> 00:39:29,225
Hey. Want a ride?
766
00:39:35,507 --> 00:39:36,816
Murphy told you.
767
00:39:49,273 --> 00:39:51,351
You never knew your Great-aunt Winn.
768
00:39:51,376 --> 00:39:57,181
She moved in with us when I was eight.
769
00:40:00,552 --> 00:40:02,296
Your grandparents weren't getting along,
770
00:40:02,527 --> 00:40:03,843
lot of fighting.
771
00:40:04,489 --> 00:40:08,348
But whenever it got really bad,
772
00:40:08,794 --> 00:40:11,726
Auntie Winn would take your
mom and me into the kitchen,
773
00:40:13,024 --> 00:40:16,003
make cupcakes,
something out of papier-mache,
774
00:40:16,028 --> 00:40:19,234
or teach us a card game.
775
00:40:22,647 --> 00:40:25,156
I've always wanted to be
that kind of person for you.
776
00:40:29,748 --> 00:40:30,995
You have been.
777
00:40:36,974 --> 00:40:39,379
But now I need to know
that you think I can do this.
778
00:40:39,898 --> 00:40:41,214
Accepting your help...
779
00:40:42,634 --> 00:40:43,811
(SIGHS)
780
00:40:43,835 --> 00:40:45,468
Makes me feel like garbage.
781
00:40:48,112 --> 00:40:49,979
- Livy, I'm sorry. I...
- I know. I...
782
00:40:53,344 --> 00:40:54,561
I love you, too.
783
00:40:57,215 --> 00:40:59,107
But I have to make this work.
784
00:41:27,011 --> 00:41:28,445
Feels like home.
785
00:41:29,113 --> 00:41:30,891
Again.
786
00:41:30,915 --> 00:41:33,725
It feels like home again to me, too.
787
00:41:36,087 --> 00:41:38,098
Maybe you're right.
788
00:41:38,122 --> 00:41:40,791
Maybe things are the same.
789
00:41:50,368 --> 00:41:52,213
No.
790
00:41:52,237 --> 00:41:54,104
You were right. It's not the same.
791
00:41:57,075 --> 00:41:58,075
It's better.
792
00:42:21,289 --> 00:42:22,698
Have you ever done this before?
793
00:42:22,722 --> 00:42:24,767
Its actually only my first day.
794
00:42:24,792 --> 00:42:25,792
Am I your first?
795
00:42:25,885 --> 00:42:27,170
I told you you have to trust them.
796
00:42:27,194 --> 00:42:28,738
[GRUNTING]
797
00:42:28,762 --> 00:42:29,672
Code blue!
798
00:42:29,696 --> 00:42:31,608
You told me to back off.
799
00:42:31,632 --> 00:42:33,933
I didn't tell you to abdicate
responsibility.
800
00:42:34,701 --> 00:42:36,613
You are not very good at your jobs
801
00:42:36,637 --> 00:42:38,598
and I'm not very good at teaching you.
802
00:42:38,839 --> 00:42:40,483
Did we break him?
803
00:42:40,507 --> 00:42:43,142
GET INTO AN ALL NEW GOOD DOCTOR.
804
00:42:44,778 --> 00:42:46,112
ONLY ON CTV.