1 00:00:03,216 --> 00:00:08,387 Move from Bhujangasana into Adho Mukha Svanasana. 2 00:00:09,383 --> 00:00:10,383 And hold that. 3 00:00:11,325 --> 00:00:13,206 - Do you like this? - Mmm... 4 00:00:14,194 --> 00:00:15,325 I'm not sure. 5 00:00:16,229 --> 00:00:17,960 I like that you like it. 6 00:00:19,900 --> 00:00:21,296 Time for work! 7 00:00:24,371 --> 00:00:26,002 Guess we'll finish Vinyasa flow... 8 00:00:26,027 --> 00:00:27,711 Next time I come over. 9 00:00:27,740 --> 00:00:29,075 You shouldn't come over anymore. 10 00:00:30,877 --> 00:00:32,599 You should move in. 11 00:00:35,382 --> 00:00:37,427 Things are different now. 12 00:00:37,451 --> 00:00:39,829 You lived here before. What's different? 13 00:00:39,853 --> 00:00:42,432 Everything is different. 14 00:00:42,456 --> 00:00:45,034 Then, we were roomies, pals, buddies, 15 00:00:45,058 --> 00:00:47,103 and now we're... a real thing. 16 00:00:47,127 --> 00:00:51,274 A better thing, for sure, but also more complicated. 17 00:00:51,298 --> 00:00:55,378 We're the same people in the same place doing the same things. 18 00:00:55,402 --> 00:00:57,541 It's bigger than that, Shaun. 19 00:00:57,904 --> 00:01:00,183 I hope it is. I... 20 00:01:00,207 --> 00:01:04,887 Living together means more commitment, more trust. 21 00:01:04,911 --> 00:01:07,413 And I don't think we're quite there yet. 22 00:01:08,648 --> 00:01:10,460 You don't trust me? 23 00:01:10,484 --> 00:01:12,473 No, I do. It's just... 24 00:01:13,320 --> 00:01:15,684 I need a bit more. 25 00:01:25,265 --> 00:01:27,500 Copernicus1543. 26 00:01:31,138 --> 00:01:33,202 It's my banking password. 27 00:01:46,586 --> 00:01:47,930 Yes! I got you! 28 00:01:47,954 --> 00:01:49,132 - No! - Bow to your queen. 29 00:01:49,156 --> 00:01:50,466 - No, bitch! No! - Yes! 30 00:01:54,494 --> 00:01:58,641 Argh! Where did you find the 10,000 hours that you put into that? 31 00:01:58,665 --> 00:02:00,643 - Phew! - I like filling my evenings 32 00:02:00,667 --> 00:02:02,745 - with numbing mindlessness. - Mmm. 33 00:02:02,769 --> 00:02:03,769 Oh. 34 00:02:04,771 --> 00:02:06,015 Ugh! 35 00:02:06,039 --> 00:02:08,951 Morgan needs me to go in ASAP. 36 00:02:08,975 --> 00:02:10,586 You figure she shouldn't page you? 37 00:02:10,610 --> 00:02:12,422 She can handle it on her own 38 00:02:12,446 --> 00:02:14,323 because she used to be a surgical resident? 39 00:02:14,347 --> 00:02:15,702 Be the bigger person. 40 00:02:16,016 --> 00:02:17,746 It's an ingrown hair. 41 00:02:18,852 --> 00:02:19,852 Mmm. 42 00:02:21,988 --> 00:02:24,434 Definitely an ingrown hair. 43 00:02:24,458 --> 00:02:25,935 Unfortunately, the ingrown hair 44 00:02:25,959 --> 00:02:27,689 caused an abscess that needs to be lanced. 45 00:02:28,061 --> 00:02:29,216 By a surgeon. 46 00:02:30,793 --> 00:02:33,142 Please give this man the VIP treatment. 47 00:02:33,166 --> 00:02:34,896 I have another case to attend to, but don't worry. 48 00:02:34,927 --> 00:02:36,265 I'll be checking in. 49 00:02:41,174 --> 00:02:42,717 Such a nice lady. 50 00:02:44,077 --> 00:02:46,483 So, how shall we proceed? 51 00:02:47,714 --> 00:02:49,861 I'm going with "drain the abscess and dress the wound". 52 00:02:50,417 --> 00:02:51,655 Set it up. 53 00:02:53,520 --> 00:02:55,033 Maybe we should do a biopsy? 54 00:02:56,778 --> 00:02:58,568 Well, it could be a cutaneous pili migrans 55 00:02:58,592 --> 00:03:00,503 or have a deep sinus tract 56 00:03:00,527 --> 00:03:03,250 or a creeping eruption caused by a parasitic disease. 57 00:03:05,565 --> 00:03:07,254 Give him the VIP treatment. 58 00:03:08,502 --> 00:03:11,747 Abdominal pain can be scary when you're pregnant. 59 00:03:11,771 --> 00:03:14,350 But I wouldn't worry. You have two rambunctious boys. 60 00:03:14,374 --> 00:03:16,886 I know. It's like a cage match in here. 61 00:03:16,910 --> 00:03:18,221 Shaun, where's your first-year resident? 62 00:03:18,245 --> 00:03:19,589 I have two first-year residents, 63 00:03:19,613 --> 00:03:21,157 but I don't want to teach them. 64 00:03:21,181 --> 00:03:22,492 They're very distracting. 65 00:03:22,516 --> 00:03:24,694 You have a dizygotic, dichorionic, 66 00:03:24,718 --> 00:03:26,829 diamniotic pregnancy. 67 00:03:26,853 --> 00:03:28,397 It just means your twins are fraternal 68 00:03:28,421 --> 00:03:30,366 and in separate amniotic sacs. 69 00:03:30,390 --> 00:03:32,335 First-years aren't distractions. They're godsends. 70 00:03:32,359 --> 00:03:33,736 She has edema. 71 00:03:33,760 --> 00:03:36,239 Not surprising for someone who's 26 weeks pregnant. 72 00:03:36,263 --> 00:03:37,940 They'll do anything you want. 73 00:03:37,964 --> 00:03:40,343 Scut work, follow-ups, coffee runs... 74 00:03:40,367 --> 00:03:42,278 - I don't like coffee. - ...laundry, apple runs. 75 00:03:42,302 --> 00:03:43,624 I already did that. 76 00:03:45,939 --> 00:03:48,050 - What was her BP? - Normal. 77 00:03:48,074 --> 00:03:51,521 BP's no longer normal. She's hypertensive. 78 00:03:51,545 --> 00:03:53,383 What does that mean, Dr. Murray? 79 00:03:56,149 --> 00:03:57,226 Is your vision blurred? 80 00:03:57,250 --> 00:03:59,097 A bit. I'm tired. 81 00:04:00,220 --> 00:04:01,631 Sounds like preeclampsia. 82 00:04:01,655 --> 00:04:03,966 If we don't get your BP down ASAP, 83 00:04:03,990 --> 00:04:05,729 you could lose your pregnancy. 84 00:04:06,927 --> 00:04:14,936 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 85 00:04:17,504 --> 00:04:19,803 We need to start you on anti-hypertensive meds, 86 00:04:19,832 --> 00:04:22,151 but your edema makes it difficult to place an IV, 87 00:04:22,175 --> 00:04:24,145 so we need to run a central line. 88 00:04:27,581 --> 00:04:28,752 Dr. Jackson? 89 00:04:47,000 --> 00:04:48,980 Mind if I give a hand, Dr. Murphy? 90 00:04:49,669 --> 00:04:50,899 Hmm. 91 00:05:01,615 --> 00:05:03,426 Is there anyone you want us to call? 92 00:05:03,450 --> 00:05:07,196 Uh, my boyfriend decided his obligations ended 93 00:05:07,220 --> 00:05:09,126 at offering to pay for an abortion. 94 00:05:10,690 --> 00:05:13,703 Soft man in a hard world. 95 00:05:15,729 --> 00:05:17,217 Fetal heart rate's dropping. 96 00:05:18,377 --> 00:05:19,933 But only one of them. 97 00:05:23,703 --> 00:05:25,615 Did you have another birth? 98 00:05:25,639 --> 00:05:27,683 - No. - Any pregnancy? 99 00:05:27,707 --> 00:05:29,771 Miscarriage, abortion, stillbirth? 100 00:05:30,744 --> 00:05:33,289 I had an abortion when I was 15. 101 00:05:33,313 --> 00:05:34,690 It's not preeclampsia. 102 00:05:34,714 --> 00:05:37,193 One fetus is Rh-positive, 103 00:05:37,217 --> 00:05:38,995 and the mother is Rh-negative, 104 00:05:39,019 --> 00:05:40,997 and her body is perceiving him as a threat 105 00:05:41,021 --> 00:05:42,832 and attacking him with antibodies. 106 00:05:42,856 --> 00:05:44,700 Antibodies she could only have 107 00:05:44,724 --> 00:05:46,747 if she had an earlier pregnancy. 108 00:05:47,761 --> 00:05:50,459 My body is trying to kill one of my babies? 109 00:05:51,064 --> 00:05:52,064 Yes. 110 00:05:58,438 --> 00:06:00,302 Waiting on Billy's biopsy results? 111 00:06:00,907 --> 00:06:02,304 To confirm an ingrown hair? 112 00:06:05,412 --> 00:06:07,184 You grew up in a Hasidic family, right? 113 00:06:09,949 --> 00:06:11,494 How are they handling you being a doctor? 114 00:06:12,952 --> 00:06:15,442 I haven't spoken to them in 115 00:06:16,556 --> 00:06:18,737 four years, except one sister. 116 00:06:23,129 --> 00:06:25,264 I chose not to live by their rules. I... 117 00:06:26,199 --> 00:06:27,829 I knew the consequences. 118 00:06:28,868 --> 00:06:30,579 My dad was a real estate agent, 119 00:06:30,603 --> 00:06:32,615 obsessed with two completely unrelated things, 120 00:06:32,876 --> 00:06:34,850 teeth and taxes. 121 00:06:34,874 --> 00:06:36,852 Thought I'd spend the rest of my life selling condos. 122 00:06:36,876 --> 00:06:38,587 Now I'm a surfin' surgeon, 123 00:06:38,611 --> 00:06:40,189 but I still floss three times a day 124 00:06:40,213 --> 00:06:42,458 and pay my installments four times a year. 125 00:06:42,482 --> 00:06:44,554 So, what's my dental floss? 126 00:06:45,385 --> 00:06:46,681 Fire and brimstone. 127 00:06:48,088 --> 00:06:49,298 Mmm. 128 00:06:49,322 --> 00:06:51,436 Actually, that is from the New Testament. 129 00:06:53,493 --> 00:06:54,981 I don't even know what brimstone is. 130 00:06:57,063 --> 00:06:58,443 I meant you fear disaster. 131 00:07:00,481 --> 00:07:02,239 Your people's history is kind of filled with it. 132 00:07:04,938 --> 00:07:06,368 Billy has cancer. 133 00:07:15,081 --> 00:07:16,419 How are your first-years doing? 134 00:07:17,283 --> 00:07:19,061 Jordan talks too much, 135 00:07:19,085 --> 00:07:20,963 and Olivia talks too little. 136 00:07:20,987 --> 00:07:24,594 And Olivia does not know where the jugular vein is. 137 00:07:25,592 --> 00:07:27,336 You see her resumé? 138 00:07:27,360 --> 00:07:30,773 Her grades and USMLE scores were nearly perfect. 139 00:07:30,797 --> 00:07:32,575 So, if it's not a lack of knowledge, 140 00:07:32,599 --> 00:07:33,599 what do you think it is? 141 00:07:35,022 --> 00:07:38,114 I think Olivia has the potential to be an exemplary doctor 142 00:07:38,138 --> 00:07:40,916 if you push her, give her a little extra attention. 143 00:07:40,940 --> 00:07:44,120 Isn't that unfair to Jordan? 144 00:07:44,144 --> 00:07:46,989 Was it unfair to the applicant who didn't get your position 145 00:07:47,013 --> 00:07:50,787 because Dr. Glassman thought that you needed some extra attention? 146 00:07:52,378 --> 00:07:56,107 Olivia just doesn't like being in the spotlight. That's all. 147 00:07:56,131 --> 00:08:00,002 Olivia's resumé didn't say anything about not liking the spotlight. 148 00:08:00,026 --> 00:08:01,370 Exactly. 149 00:08:01,394 --> 00:08:02,799 Don't trust resumés. 150 00:08:06,232 --> 00:08:08,054 Locate jugular vein. 151 00:08:11,070 --> 00:08:12,350 Insert needle. 152 00:08:12,705 --> 00:08:14,650 Get a venous blush. 153 00:08:14,674 --> 00:08:17,219 Remove syringe, leaving needle in, 154 00:08:17,243 --> 00:08:19,858 - then thread... - Thread wire into needle. 155 00:08:21,748 --> 00:08:23,111 Remove needle. 156 00:08:24,350 --> 00:08:26,662 Scalpel to skin, 157 00:08:26,686 --> 00:08:29,187 while being aware of a persistent left-sided 158 00:08:29,211 --> 00:08:31,567 superior vena cava placement, 159 00:08:31,591 --> 00:08:34,831 present in 4% of those with congenital heart disease. 160 00:08:35,862 --> 00:08:37,473 Remove wire. 161 00:08:37,497 --> 00:08:39,542 Suture in line to skin. 162 00:08:39,566 --> 00:08:40,921 And done. 163 00:08:44,737 --> 00:08:48,015 I guess you were nervous before. 164 00:08:48,074 --> 00:08:49,924 Didn't you have first-case jitters? 165 00:08:49,949 --> 00:08:51,181 No. 166 00:08:55,617 --> 00:08:57,938 The sick twin has gone into severe distress. 167 00:09:06,413 --> 00:09:09,292 You have amelanotic melanoma. 168 00:09:09,316 --> 00:09:10,573 Skin cancer. 169 00:09:11,585 --> 00:09:12,729 But there's good news. 170 00:09:12,753 --> 00:09:14,702 We should be able to remove all of it. 171 00:09:15,222 --> 00:09:16,788 We can do it today. 172 00:09:17,391 --> 00:09:19,247 Sorry. Car trouble. 173 00:09:19,271 --> 00:09:22,835 Hi, Dr. Park. Just telling Billy about his cancer. 174 00:09:23,998 --> 00:09:26,343 I got a great mechanic for you. 175 00:09:26,367 --> 00:09:28,545 If you tell her Billy sent you, 176 00:09:28,569 --> 00:09:30,747 she'll give you a friends-and-family. 177 00:09:30,771 --> 00:09:32,882 Okay. Thanks for that. 178 00:09:32,906 --> 00:09:35,518 You have an amazing attitude. 179 00:09:35,542 --> 00:09:38,101 You know, my wife used to tease me about that. 180 00:09:39,546 --> 00:09:41,114 She died three years ago. 181 00:09:42,049 --> 00:09:43,049 I'm sorry. 182 00:09:45,141 --> 00:09:48,832 You know, on our second date, I got a flat. 183 00:09:48,856 --> 00:09:51,067 Now, I think she thought I was gonna curse, 184 00:09:51,091 --> 00:09:52,769 but all I could say was, 185 00:09:52,793 --> 00:09:56,206 "Good timing. Costco's got a sale on tires." 186 00:09:57,931 --> 00:10:02,500 It's Addy's Auto, Los Gatos and Gateway. 187 00:10:09,443 --> 00:10:11,921 We are through the uterine wall. 188 00:10:11,945 --> 00:10:13,803 Dr. Jackson, what's our next step? 189 00:10:15,282 --> 00:10:17,093 Advance through the trocar 190 00:10:17,117 --> 00:10:18,728 15 millimeters beyond the tip 191 00:10:18,752 --> 00:10:20,964 until the opening of the distal basket 192 00:10:20,988 --> 00:10:22,854 can be confirmed by ultrasound. 193 00:10:26,660 --> 00:10:28,638 Exactly. 194 00:10:28,662 --> 00:10:31,029 What would you like me to advance, Dr. Jackson? 195 00:10:32,099 --> 00:10:33,718 Oh. Yes. Right. 196 00:10:33,742 --> 00:10:35,329 Obviously, you would be advancing 197 00:10:35,353 --> 00:10:38,661 the double basket rocket catheter, not this. 198 00:10:38,972 --> 00:10:39,972 Sorry. 199 00:10:41,075 --> 00:10:42,919 Not your fault. 200 00:10:42,943 --> 00:10:44,821 If a junior resident is ill-prepared, 201 00:10:44,845 --> 00:10:46,252 that's on the senior resident. 202 00:10:51,943 --> 00:10:55,465 How is it fair that I get blamed for a first-year's mistake, 203 00:10:55,489 --> 00:10:56,666 and how can I help that person 204 00:10:56,690 --> 00:10:58,240 without being unfair to the other one? 205 00:10:58,264 --> 00:11:01,671 And how fair was the preferential treatment that you gave me? 206 00:11:01,695 --> 00:11:04,841 And how fair was it to the other first-year resident, 207 00:11:04,865 --> 00:11:06,776 who didn't get placed because you helped me? 208 00:11:06,800 --> 00:11:09,112 - And how fair was... - Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 209 00:11:09,136 --> 00:11:10,136 Put the list down. 210 00:11:11,604 --> 00:11:13,738 Only four questions at a time. That's my limit. 211 00:11:14,308 --> 00:11:15,531 What kind of mistake? 212 00:11:16,992 --> 00:11:19,814 Even though I went over the procedure with Olivia, 213 00:11:19,838 --> 00:11:22,779 she still gave Dr. Andrews the pusher rod 214 00:11:22,819 --> 00:11:24,467 when he needed the rocket catheter, 215 00:11:24,505 --> 00:11:26,296 and he said it was my fault. 216 00:11:26,320 --> 00:11:27,668 It was your fault. 217 00:11:28,555 --> 00:11:30,254 You got to help her a little more. 218 00:11:31,125 --> 00:11:33,369 That is not fair to Jordan. 219 00:11:33,393 --> 00:11:34,604 What does fairness have to do with it? 220 00:11:34,628 --> 00:11:36,272 It's not about equality. 221 00:11:36,296 --> 00:11:38,638 It's about figuring out what each person needs 222 00:11:38,679 --> 00:11:40,829 and then teaching them how to get it. 223 00:11:40,853 --> 00:11:43,518 How do I know what they need? 224 00:11:43,971 --> 00:11:47,016 Well, you've taught them medicine, right? 225 00:11:47,040 --> 00:11:49,566 So, uh, maybe it's something else. 226 00:11:49,603 --> 00:11:51,006 Maybe it's an emotional issue. 227 00:11:51,031 --> 00:11:53,402 Well, then I definitely can't give them what they need. 228 00:11:54,148 --> 00:11:55,625 You can ask them. 229 00:11:55,649 --> 00:11:57,060 About their emotions? 230 00:11:57,084 --> 00:11:59,462 Yeah, ask them how they feel. 231 00:11:59,486 --> 00:12:02,063 I don't care how they feel. 232 00:12:02,089 --> 00:12:04,374 That's the beauty of it. You don't have to care. 233 00:12:04,409 --> 00:12:06,369 You just have to ask them how they really feel. 234 00:12:06,393 --> 00:12:08,238 Then they start talking. 235 00:12:08,262 --> 00:12:10,336 And some people love to talk. 236 00:12:23,343 --> 00:12:24,754 - Oh. - Mmm. 237 00:12:24,778 --> 00:12:26,890 Have you been working out? 238 00:12:26,914 --> 00:12:28,324 I could only find mediums. 239 00:12:30,384 --> 00:12:32,929 You know how many sets of large scrubs I had to hide? 240 00:12:32,953 --> 00:12:34,110 Thirty-one. 241 00:12:38,592 --> 00:12:39,824 Injecting dye. 242 00:12:47,301 --> 00:12:49,179 BP's dropping. Diffuse skin flushing. 243 00:12:49,203 --> 00:12:50,386 He's in anaphylactic shock. 244 00:12:50,410 --> 00:12:52,561 - He's allergic to the dye. - Ten cc epinephrine. 245 00:12:54,308 --> 00:12:57,387 BP barely measurable. We should intubate. Initiate CPR. 246 00:12:57,411 --> 00:12:59,088 You should cannulate his femoral vein 247 00:12:59,112 --> 00:13:00,261 to give pressers and volume. 248 00:13:01,481 --> 00:13:03,055 Let's intubate and cannulate. 249 00:13:08,622 --> 00:13:10,366 His jugular's distended. 250 00:13:10,390 --> 00:13:12,902 Maybe he has cardiac tamponade from a pericardial effusion. 251 00:13:12,926 --> 00:13:14,604 He might need open-heart surgery. 252 00:13:14,628 --> 00:13:16,700 Worst-case scenario worked out for you the first time. 253 00:13:16,724 --> 00:13:18,488 Really think lightning's gonna strike twice? 254 00:13:18,515 --> 00:13:21,407 Maybe not, but I'm still not gonna stand on a hill in a thunderstorm. 255 00:13:23,604 --> 00:13:25,114 Let's call Lim. 256 00:13:25,138 --> 00:13:26,913 Prep the patient for a pericardiotomy. 257 00:13:28,408 --> 00:13:29,665 Two for two. 258 00:13:41,452 --> 00:13:43,406 Okay, you can't do yoga at work. 259 00:13:43,430 --> 00:13:45,722 I do it at home. What's the difference? 260 00:13:46,423 --> 00:13:49,636 Work behavior is not the same as home behavior. 261 00:13:49,660 --> 00:13:53,139 Ooh. So you're saying context matters. 262 00:13:53,163 --> 00:13:54,875 Of course. 263 00:13:54,899 --> 00:13:57,711 Same way that two roommates living together 264 00:13:57,735 --> 00:14:01,047 is different from a couple living together. 265 00:14:01,071 --> 00:14:05,241 Same people, same place, different context. 266 00:14:08,012 --> 00:14:12,290 Once our feelings change, everything changes. 267 00:14:16,300 --> 00:14:18,671 I still feel the same way when I'm with you. 268 00:14:19,323 --> 00:14:20,757 Happy. 269 00:14:31,201 --> 00:14:34,414 Kenzie's BP and edema have improved. 270 00:14:34,438 --> 00:14:37,440 The fetus's echo shows improved heart function. 271 00:14:38,042 --> 00:14:39,484 Catheter's working. 272 00:14:41,438 --> 00:14:42,705 How do you feel? 273 00:14:44,641 --> 00:14:45,641 Okay. 274 00:14:46,617 --> 00:14:50,495 How do you really feel? 275 00:14:53,237 --> 00:14:54,237 Um... 276 00:14:54,344 --> 00:14:55,750 Really okay? 277 00:15:00,965 --> 00:15:03,341 You want to know why I'm so nervous all the time? 278 00:15:06,470 --> 00:15:07,470 Uh... 279 00:15:08,372 --> 00:15:09,683 I don't know. 280 00:15:09,707 --> 00:15:12,986 I've always been very terrified of firsts. 281 00:15:13,010 --> 00:15:15,645 First day of school, camp, church, 282 00:15:15,879 --> 00:15:17,524 all the new faces watching me, 283 00:15:17,548 --> 00:15:19,440 just waiting for me to screw up. 284 00:15:21,218 --> 00:15:22,529 First day of fifth grade, 285 00:15:22,553 --> 00:15:25,031 when Mrs. Deloitte asked me what 6 times 9 was, 286 00:15:25,055 --> 00:15:28,001 I told the whole class it was 45. 287 00:15:28,025 --> 00:15:30,952 Yeah, I can still hear them laughing at me. 288 00:15:31,829 --> 00:15:34,808 And two nights ago, I dreamt I was standing 289 00:15:34,832 --> 00:15:36,509 in front of Mrs. Deloitte's class again. 290 00:15:36,533 --> 00:15:37,744 Couldn't wait to wake up. 291 00:15:37,768 --> 00:15:40,046 But when I did, 292 00:15:40,070 --> 00:15:42,215 I realized that if I got the answer wrong today, 293 00:15:42,239 --> 00:15:45,174 no one will laugh, but someone may die. 294 00:15:48,412 --> 00:15:50,555 The kids laughed at me, too. 295 00:15:52,850 --> 00:15:55,726 Even though I knew 6 times 9 was 54. 296 00:15:58,956 --> 00:16:00,667 One of the amniotic sacs ruptured. 297 00:16:00,691 --> 00:16:02,149 The strong twin's. 298 00:16:08,432 --> 00:16:09,876 It's metastasized to his liver. 299 00:16:09,900 --> 00:16:11,951 So, what do we do? 300 00:16:13,303 --> 00:16:15,181 Laparoscopic radiofrequency ablation. 301 00:16:15,205 --> 00:16:17,851 Short recovery time, but a significant chance his cancer returns. 302 00:16:17,875 --> 00:16:19,417 Care to rebut? 303 00:16:21,378 --> 00:16:25,358 I think we should consider a hepatic lobectomy 304 00:16:25,382 --> 00:16:26,860 and lymph node dissection. 305 00:16:26,884 --> 00:16:28,762 Remove the affected area of the liver, 306 00:16:28,786 --> 00:16:31,543 all the surrounding tissue, and every swollen node we find. 307 00:16:31,587 --> 00:16:33,199 And that's the aggressive approach. 308 00:16:33,223 --> 00:16:35,602 Longer recovery time, high risk of complications, 309 00:16:35,626 --> 00:16:37,771 and, uh, 310 00:16:37,795 --> 00:16:39,733 admittedly, the best shot at beating the cancer. 311 00:16:39,763 --> 00:16:42,409 By "complications", you mean a barely functioning liver, 312 00:16:42,433 --> 00:16:44,744 a persistent threat of fatal bleeds, and chronic pain. 313 00:16:44,768 --> 00:16:46,312 As surgeons, you can gut him, 314 00:16:46,336 --> 00:16:48,281 but as his primary doctor, I have to find the balance 315 00:16:48,305 --> 00:16:50,083 between longevity and quality of life. 316 00:16:50,107 --> 00:16:51,751 Last week, you were trying to perform surgery 317 00:16:51,775 --> 00:16:54,149 from the gallery, and now you hate surgeons. 318 00:16:54,244 --> 00:16:56,122 Pick a side. 319 00:16:56,146 --> 00:16:58,658 A piecemeal approach is not going to work with Billy. 320 00:16:58,682 --> 00:17:00,560 Every time we try to solve a problem, 321 00:17:00,584 --> 00:17:02,262 we discover another one. 322 00:17:02,286 --> 00:17:04,230 You may have left your religion in Brooklyn, 323 00:17:04,254 --> 00:17:06,299 but you keep looking for meaning in random events. 324 00:17:06,323 --> 00:17:07,728 The dice have no memory. 325 00:17:07,765 --> 00:17:09,335 I'm not looking for meaning. I'm looking for patterns. 326 00:17:09,359 --> 00:17:11,677 Maybe he's got some underlying condition. 327 00:17:12,629 --> 00:17:13,807 I agree with Asher. 328 00:17:13,831 --> 00:17:16,432 The dice have no memory, but they can be loaded. 329 00:17:17,034 --> 00:17:20,613 So... safe and seriously compromised 330 00:17:20,637 --> 00:17:23,064 or aggressive and possibly dead? 331 00:17:26,096 --> 00:17:27,610 Your case, Dr. Browne. 332 00:17:29,352 --> 00:17:30,352 Your call. 333 00:17:39,990 --> 00:17:41,257 How you feeling? 334 00:17:42,860 --> 00:17:44,104 You sacrificed a lot. 335 00:17:44,128 --> 00:17:45,972 Your hands, your career. 336 00:17:45,996 --> 00:17:47,807 And you're taking it out on me and Claire 337 00:17:47,831 --> 00:17:49,090 and the whole surgical profession. 338 00:17:49,466 --> 00:17:51,509 I get it. It hurts. 339 00:17:52,503 --> 00:17:54,147 You're pathetic. 340 00:17:54,171 --> 00:17:56,116 You're worried about me because I'll never be a surgeon? 341 00:17:56,140 --> 00:17:57,383 Boo-hoo. 342 00:17:57,407 --> 00:17:59,052 You're worried about me because I took pleasure 343 00:17:59,076 --> 00:18:00,487 in screwing with you and Claire? 344 00:18:00,511 --> 00:18:02,061 That's who I am. 345 00:18:02,346 --> 00:18:04,290 The question is, who are you? 346 00:18:04,314 --> 00:18:06,126 You don't show up late with lame-ass excuses, 347 00:18:06,150 --> 00:18:08,192 and when you get dissed, you diss back, so... 348 00:18:09,219 --> 00:18:11,028 How are you feeling? 349 00:18:11,855 --> 00:18:13,531 Forget I asked. 350 00:18:17,861 --> 00:18:20,039 He's lost most of his amniotic fluid. 351 00:18:20,063 --> 00:18:22,164 Won't last very long in utero. 352 00:18:22,733 --> 00:18:24,959 In helping the weak, we hurt the strong. 353 00:18:25,169 --> 00:18:26,379 C-section? 354 00:18:26,403 --> 00:18:29,048 If we do a C-section to save the strong baby, 355 00:18:29,072 --> 00:18:31,611 there's a 90% chance the weak baby will die. 356 00:18:31,635 --> 00:18:34,821 But if we do an amnioinfusion to save the weak baby, 357 00:18:34,845 --> 00:18:38,405 there's an 85% chance that strong baby will die. 358 00:18:39,307 --> 00:18:40,808 It's the better option. 359 00:18:42,944 --> 00:18:45,256 5% to decide which baby lives? 360 00:18:45,280 --> 00:18:47,492 Kenzie's body has already made that choice. 361 00:18:47,516 --> 00:18:49,627 If there's a strong baby and a weak baby, 362 00:18:49,651 --> 00:18:50,895 it's pretty clear which one we save. 363 00:18:50,919 --> 00:18:52,570 Survival of the fittest. 364 00:18:54,990 --> 00:18:56,323 Sorry. It's just... 365 00:18:57,926 --> 00:18:59,270 That's not really what we're about, is it, 366 00:18:59,294 --> 00:19:01,339 as a civilization? 367 00:19:01,363 --> 00:19:03,908 Aren't the strong morally obligated to help the weak? 368 00:19:03,932 --> 00:19:06,917 And if they don't, isn't everybody ultimately worse off? 369 00:19:08,757 --> 00:19:11,756 Neither baby has to die. 370 00:19:13,275 --> 00:19:15,432 Delayed interval delivery. 371 00:19:15,456 --> 00:19:18,423 We induce labor, deliver the strong twin, 372 00:19:18,447 --> 00:19:20,792 then stop the labor to keep the weak twin in utero 373 00:19:20,816 --> 00:19:22,281 until his lungs mature. 374 00:19:22,305 --> 00:19:25,308 The chances of stopping labor are very slim. 375 00:19:25,341 --> 00:19:29,300 That's true. There's about a 70% chance that both babies would die. 376 00:19:29,324 --> 00:19:31,484 Which makes it the worst possible choice. 377 00:19:31,860 --> 00:19:34,806 - We need to ask Kenzie. - No, we don't. 378 00:19:34,830 --> 00:19:38,276 Once she hears there's the slightest chance of saving both babies, 379 00:19:38,300 --> 00:19:40,445 she won't listen to any alternatives. 380 00:19:40,469 --> 00:19:42,670 Statistically, it's a terrible option. 381 00:19:44,306 --> 00:19:46,040 But it is an option. 382 00:19:57,079 --> 00:20:00,632 No. No, you can't seriously be asking me this. 383 00:20:00,669 --> 00:20:04,040 I know that this is something no mother should ever have to decide. 384 00:20:04,786 --> 00:20:06,731 There are no good options here, 385 00:20:06,755 --> 00:20:08,967 but there is one that'll most likely make you the mother 386 00:20:08,991 --> 00:20:11,422 of a healthy baby boy. 387 00:20:18,679 --> 00:20:19,679 Okay. 388 00:20:21,603 --> 00:20:23,165 Prep for an amnioinfusion... 389 00:20:23,190 --> 00:20:24,324 Have you named them? 390 00:20:24,845 --> 00:20:26,145 Dr. Allen. 391 00:20:34,282 --> 00:20:36,017 Braydon and... 392 00:20:37,819 --> 00:20:38,986 Landon. 393 00:20:42,024 --> 00:20:44,747 No. No, I can't do this. 394 00:20:47,596 --> 00:20:50,670 You have to save both of them. 395 00:20:53,702 --> 00:20:55,132 We're at the tumor. 396 00:20:56,004 --> 00:20:57,843 Unipolar ablation probe? 397 00:20:59,074 --> 00:21:00,451 Pretty cool to think that we diagnosed Billy 398 00:21:00,475 --> 00:21:02,186 with metastatic melanoma on Tuesday 399 00:21:02,210 --> 00:21:03,641 and send him home on a Thursday. 400 00:21:05,180 --> 00:21:08,626 Well, let's wait till Friday to congratulate ourselves. 401 00:21:08,650 --> 00:21:10,940 Current at 480 hertz, please. 402 00:21:13,359 --> 00:21:14,866 Wait. 403 00:21:14,890 --> 00:21:17,168 We got a leak. Bile duct. 404 00:21:17,192 --> 00:21:19,824 Suction, suture, linear stapler, stat. 405 00:21:37,879 --> 00:21:39,357 I believe she made the right choice. 406 00:21:39,381 --> 00:21:40,858 She made a choice any mother would make 407 00:21:40,882 --> 00:21:43,327 because the alternative is unthinkable. 408 00:21:43,351 --> 00:21:45,730 Isn't that exactly what made it the right choice? 409 00:21:45,754 --> 00:21:47,310 She has to live with it. 410 00:21:48,182 --> 00:21:50,594 The safe choice is not always the best choice. 411 00:21:50,792 --> 00:21:53,649 If it were, I'd be on an army base in Germany, 412 00:21:54,096 --> 00:21:56,527 married to 1st Lieutenant Dwayne Buckman. 413 00:22:04,539 --> 00:22:06,162 Dr. Andrews, you wanted to see me? 414 00:22:06,808 --> 00:22:09,081 Yes, Dr. Jackson. Please come in. 415 00:22:11,813 --> 00:22:13,791 "Dr. Jackson". 416 00:22:13,815 --> 00:22:16,027 I cannot say those two words without grinning! 417 00:22:16,051 --> 00:22:17,673 I know. 418 00:22:18,954 --> 00:22:20,465 So? 419 00:22:20,489 --> 00:22:22,678 Uh, just checking in with you, Livy. 420 00:22:24,226 --> 00:22:25,903 Like you do with all your first-years? 421 00:22:25,927 --> 00:22:27,772 You wanted hands off. 422 00:22:27,796 --> 00:22:30,441 You're getting hands off. 423 00:22:30,465 --> 00:22:32,143 But I can still say hi to my niece. 424 00:22:34,569 --> 00:22:36,442 It looks like you're settling in pretty well. 425 00:22:37,125 --> 00:22:39,536 No, the way you spoke up yesterday... 426 00:22:39,561 --> 00:22:41,339 I mean, that's a tough case, tough crowd, 427 00:22:41,364 --> 00:22:42,907 but you held your own. 428 00:22:43,278 --> 00:22:44,922 I'm getting there. 429 00:22:44,946 --> 00:22:46,911 Dr. Murphy's been very supportive. 430 00:22:47,315 --> 00:22:49,393 Murphy? Yeah, I'm glad to hear it. 431 00:22:49,417 --> 00:22:51,415 I'm sure he sees your potential. 432 00:22:52,320 --> 00:22:55,166 - But if you need anything, you... - Mmm. 433 00:22:55,190 --> 00:22:56,796 ...ask anyone but me. 434 00:22:57,391 --> 00:22:58,688 Very hands off. 435 00:22:59,160 --> 00:23:00,160 Hmm. 436 00:23:07,836 --> 00:23:10,948 Shaun, this is not an argument 437 00:23:10,972 --> 00:23:13,784 I ever thought I'd have to have with a boyfriend, 438 00:23:13,808 --> 00:23:15,453 whether moving in together matters. 439 00:23:15,477 --> 00:23:17,355 It so obviously does. 440 00:23:17,379 --> 00:23:20,069 It so obviously changes everything. 441 00:23:22,905 --> 00:23:24,262 But 442 00:23:24,286 --> 00:23:27,535 one of the reasons I'm in this relationship 443 00:23:29,143 --> 00:23:30,579 Is because of that. 444 00:23:31,459 --> 00:23:33,204 You are different. 445 00:23:33,228 --> 00:23:36,507 And when I think about us, say, a year from now, 446 00:23:36,531 --> 00:23:38,176 I can't imagine us not living together. 447 00:23:38,200 --> 00:23:41,716 So, if it's inevitable... 448 00:23:44,739 --> 00:23:46,450 Shaun, 449 00:23:46,474 --> 00:23:49,181 I am moving in with you. 450 00:23:56,418 --> 00:23:58,229 Does that mean 451 00:23:58,253 --> 00:24:01,488 you think we have enough commitment and trust? 452 00:24:03,858 --> 00:24:05,364 Honestly... 453 00:24:07,195 --> 00:24:09,160 I'm not sure. 454 00:24:12,234 --> 00:24:13,234 So, 455 00:24:14,603 --> 00:24:18,127 you want to do it just because it's inevitable? 456 00:24:19,374 --> 00:24:21,219 Mmm. That makes it sound terrible. 457 00:24:21,243 --> 00:24:25,056 But that is kind of how I feel, 458 00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:27,720 so, yeah. 459 00:24:33,054 --> 00:24:35,811 You're moving back in! 460 00:24:52,307 --> 00:24:54,497 My girlfriend is moving in with me. 461 00:24:56,077 --> 00:24:58,689 We need additional venous access to start the oxytocin. 462 00:24:58,713 --> 00:25:00,711 I'll insert a 16-gauge IV. 463 00:25:01,916 --> 00:25:03,964 How do you feel? 464 00:25:04,612 --> 00:25:05,612 Good. 465 00:25:06,087 --> 00:25:08,427 Insert a 16-gauge IV. 466 00:25:10,158 --> 00:25:11,555 Okay. 467 00:25:17,799 --> 00:25:18,799 All right. 468 00:25:21,903 --> 00:25:23,317 There's gonna be a pinch. 469 00:25:28,983 --> 00:25:30,241 Very good. 470 00:25:33,679 --> 00:25:35,159 Once we start that drip, 471 00:25:35,183 --> 00:25:37,164 at least one baby will be born. 472 00:25:45,460 --> 00:25:46,460 I understand. 473 00:25:48,215 --> 00:25:49,215 Okay. 474 00:26:03,095 --> 00:26:04,839 Where are you going? 475 00:26:04,863 --> 00:26:06,641 Kenzie's only two centimeters dilated, 476 00:26:06,665 --> 00:26:08,476 and even though I'm not a surgeon, 477 00:26:08,500 --> 00:26:10,178 I have other important things to do. 478 00:26:10,202 --> 00:26:12,480 You were wrong. First-years aren't godsends. 479 00:26:12,504 --> 00:26:13,838 They're a lot of work. 480 00:26:14,539 --> 00:26:16,084 But I fixed Olivia. 481 00:26:16,108 --> 00:26:17,852 Wonderful. Now fix Jordan. 482 00:26:17,876 --> 00:26:19,020 She's the one you have a problem with. 483 00:26:19,044 --> 00:26:21,122 No. I... I don't. 484 00:26:21,146 --> 00:26:22,991 Well, technically, she has a problem with you... 485 00:26:23,015 --> 00:26:24,659 ...and anyone in authority. 486 00:26:24,683 --> 00:26:25,944 You need to rein her in. 487 00:26:26,618 --> 00:26:28,663 Okay, how do I do that? 488 00:26:28,687 --> 00:26:29,931 How'd you fix Olivia? 489 00:26:40,364 --> 00:26:42,208 No new paint, no new parts. 490 00:26:42,232 --> 00:26:44,210 No way you took this to a shop. 491 00:26:44,234 --> 00:26:46,479 So, there is something up with you. 492 00:26:46,503 --> 00:26:47,714 Something personal. 493 00:26:47,738 --> 00:26:49,382 Something you don't care about. 494 00:26:49,406 --> 00:26:50,517 That goes without saying. 495 00:26:50,541 --> 00:26:52,947 Except, it's messing with my games. 496 00:26:55,712 --> 00:26:57,390 I just wanna humiliate you 497 00:26:57,414 --> 00:26:59,662 without feeling like I'm punching a kitten. 498 00:27:04,488 --> 00:27:06,293 I was finalizing my divorce. 499 00:27:08,462 --> 00:27:10,136 I thought you were already... 500 00:27:10,160 --> 00:27:11,538 Not until yesterday. 501 00:27:11,562 --> 00:27:12,705 And we didn't wanna deal with 502 00:27:12,729 --> 00:27:14,407 a formal custody arrangement for Kellan, 503 00:27:14,431 --> 00:27:18,472 but now that he's 18, it's official. 504 00:27:20,404 --> 00:27:21,714 I know it's been over for years, 505 00:27:21,738 --> 00:27:23,310 but when it's really over, 506 00:27:26,710 --> 00:27:28,190 it hurts. 507 00:27:28,845 --> 00:27:32,859 And I'm pissed at myself for being hurt, 508 00:27:32,883 --> 00:27:35,495 and, uh, now I'm pissed at myself 509 00:27:35,519 --> 00:27:38,951 for admitting that to the coldest person I know. 510 00:27:46,029 --> 00:27:48,241 My place has two masters with en suites, 511 00:27:48,265 --> 00:27:49,842 and it's rent-controlled, 512 00:27:49,866 --> 00:27:52,423 so it's still probably cheaper than your motel. 513 00:27:54,638 --> 00:27:56,218 But staying with me will cost you. 514 00:27:56,873 --> 00:27:58,387 Kitty gotta punch back. 515 00:28:00,043 --> 00:28:02,475 Thanks. But I'm good. 516 00:28:12,656 --> 00:28:15,068 She's at 10 centimeters. 517 00:28:15,092 --> 00:28:17,770 Prepare packed red blood cells for possible transfusion. 518 00:28:17,794 --> 00:28:19,909 Prepare forceps, clamps, and scissors. 519 00:28:26,303 --> 00:28:28,626 How do you feel? Really feel? 520 00:28:29,606 --> 00:28:31,751 I feel fine. 521 00:28:31,775 --> 00:28:34,215 Why do you have a problem with authority? 522 00:28:35,112 --> 00:28:37,390 Seriously? 523 00:28:37,414 --> 00:28:39,959 I have a problem with you not acting like an authority. 524 00:28:39,983 --> 00:28:41,794 You're not doing the one thing any junior needs 525 00:28:41,818 --> 00:28:43,296 from their supervisor. 526 00:28:43,320 --> 00:28:44,998 If I'm screwing up... 527 00:28:45,022 --> 00:28:46,499 Not now. Not gonna screw up now. 528 00:28:47,758 --> 00:28:49,602 I need to know you're at least watching. 529 00:28:49,626 --> 00:28:51,565 I need to know you got my ass covered. 530 00:29:01,471 --> 00:29:03,316 The leak in your bile duct 531 00:29:03,340 --> 00:29:05,018 has caused an infection 532 00:29:05,042 --> 00:29:07,620 that could lead to peritonitis. 533 00:29:07,644 --> 00:29:11,291 We've got you on multiple aggressive antibiotics, 534 00:29:11,315 --> 00:29:13,879 but this infection acts very quickly, 535 00:29:15,218 --> 00:29:17,216 sometimes in a matter of hours. 536 00:29:17,721 --> 00:29:20,300 Well, I feel fine. 537 00:29:20,324 --> 00:29:22,304 Dopey, but fine. 538 00:29:24,461 --> 00:29:25,461 Billy, 539 00:29:26,663 --> 00:29:28,608 do you understand what I just told you? 540 00:29:28,632 --> 00:29:30,771 I might die tonight. 541 00:29:31,568 --> 00:29:32,731 I get it. 542 00:29:33,737 --> 00:29:34,737 What... 543 00:29:35,472 --> 00:29:36,944 How do you do it? 544 00:29:38,909 --> 00:29:39,909 I've... 545 00:29:40,744 --> 00:29:42,575 had worse days. 546 00:29:49,920 --> 00:29:51,554 The day after Linda died... 547 00:29:54,424 --> 00:29:56,130 I went to buy a gun. 548 00:29:59,429 --> 00:30:01,468 Never used one before, 549 00:30:02,165 --> 00:30:04,310 but I figured, "How hard could it be 550 00:30:04,334 --> 00:30:06,890 "to put it in my mouth and pull the trigger?" 551 00:30:07,704 --> 00:30:09,977 On my way to the store, 552 00:30:11,108 --> 00:30:15,054 I saw a car parked on the side of the road 553 00:30:15,078 --> 00:30:16,442 with a flat. 554 00:30:18,014 --> 00:30:20,393 Couple of kids who... 555 00:30:20,417 --> 00:30:23,115 clearly didn't know what the heck they were doing. 556 00:30:23,854 --> 00:30:25,898 And for some reason, 557 00:30:25,922 --> 00:30:27,953 I pulled over and changed their tire. 558 00:30:28,358 --> 00:30:29,747 As I was leaving, 559 00:30:30,200 --> 00:30:33,345 I told them, "Good timing. 560 00:30:33,563 --> 00:30:36,503 "Costco's got a sale on tires." 561 00:30:40,149 --> 00:30:42,718 That's when I heard Linda's laugh. 562 00:30:45,776 --> 00:30:47,473 "Hey, dummy. 563 00:30:48,945 --> 00:30:50,757 "If you kill yourself, 564 00:30:50,781 --> 00:30:53,228 "who's gonna change the next tire?" 565 00:30:56,953 --> 00:30:59,026 That's what saved my life. 566 00:31:00,657 --> 00:31:02,658 Just wanting to help people. 567 00:31:06,263 --> 00:31:08,369 Makes life worthwhile. 568 00:31:24,447 --> 00:31:25,677 Brady. 569 00:31:32,322 --> 00:31:34,233 His lungs are also underdeveloped. 570 00:31:34,257 --> 00:31:36,101 He needs to be placed on a ventilator. 571 00:31:36,125 --> 00:31:37,522 Let's get him to the NICU. 572 00:31:38,962 --> 00:31:40,472 Starting magnesium sulfate. 573 00:31:40,496 --> 00:31:42,908 That's to stop your labor. 574 00:31:42,932 --> 00:31:45,177 I also need to ligate the umbilical cord 575 00:31:45,201 --> 00:31:47,199 and return it to your uterus. 576 00:31:49,672 --> 00:31:51,450 Okay, I have to focus on the patient 577 00:31:51,474 --> 00:31:54,789 and I have to focus on Jordan and I also have to focus on you. 578 00:31:55,511 --> 00:31:57,089 I don't know how to do that. 579 00:31:57,113 --> 00:31:58,113 Clamp. 580 00:32:00,550 --> 00:32:02,127 Don't worry about me. 581 00:32:02,151 --> 00:32:04,466 I appreciate you noticing I needed help, but I'll be fine. 582 00:32:04,687 --> 00:32:05,800 I didn't. 583 00:32:07,955 --> 00:32:08,955 Dr. Andrews? 584 00:32:09,058 --> 00:32:10,269 Your uncle. 585 00:32:10,293 --> 00:32:11,514 Absorbable sutures. 586 00:32:11,961 --> 00:32:13,138 He told you? 587 00:32:13,162 --> 00:32:15,307 Not that part. I googled that. 588 00:32:15,331 --> 00:32:17,687 I couldn't trust your resumé. 589 00:32:25,842 --> 00:32:28,240 How do you feel? 590 00:32:28,544 --> 00:32:30,356 I feel 591 00:32:30,380 --> 00:32:32,619 like my uncle doesn't think I can hack it. 592 00:32:33,983 --> 00:32:36,328 I feel... sick. 593 00:32:38,021 --> 00:32:39,631 She's having another contraction. 594 00:32:39,655 --> 00:32:42,334 Adding terbutaline and calcium channel blockers. 595 00:32:42,358 --> 00:32:44,336 Am I gonna lose Landy? 596 00:32:44,360 --> 00:32:46,132 Am I gonna lose both of them? 597 00:32:47,497 --> 00:32:49,844 I don't know. 598 00:33:02,901 --> 00:33:04,192 She's still in labor? 599 00:33:04,402 --> 00:33:06,113 BP's 95 over 60. 600 00:33:06,137 --> 00:33:08,996 Kenzie, we need to do a C-section. 601 00:33:09,020 --> 00:33:11,419 No, no. If he comes out, he'll die. 602 00:33:11,443 --> 00:33:12,820 If he doesn't, you both will. 603 00:33:12,844 --> 00:33:14,755 - No. - 69 over 40. 604 00:33:17,916 --> 00:33:19,460 We're doing a C-section. 605 00:33:19,484 --> 00:33:20,962 - No! - Let's prep and drape her. 606 00:33:20,986 --> 00:33:22,711 No. I can't. 607 00:33:23,521 --> 00:33:24,599 I can't lose Landy. 608 00:33:24,623 --> 00:33:25,800 No! 609 00:33:25,824 --> 00:33:27,501 We need to restrain her. 610 00:33:27,525 --> 00:33:29,437 Landy's going to be just fine. 611 00:33:29,461 --> 00:33:31,572 - Landy is not... - Shh! 612 00:33:31,596 --> 00:33:32,807 Kenzie, just listen to my voice, okay? 613 00:33:32,831 --> 00:33:35,176 Just focus. 614 00:33:35,200 --> 00:33:37,126 What's your favorite board game? 615 00:33:37,869 --> 00:33:39,313 No! No! 616 00:33:39,337 --> 00:33:40,615 Okay, restraints, please. 617 00:33:42,140 --> 00:33:43,732 Look at me. Don't look at them. 618 00:33:44,976 --> 00:33:46,454 Board game. 619 00:33:46,478 --> 00:33:47,788 - Uh... - Mmm-hmm? 620 00:33:47,812 --> 00:33:50,530 - Scrabble. - A classic. Nice! 621 00:33:51,182 --> 00:33:52,326 Eight years from now, 622 00:33:52,350 --> 00:33:53,828 Landy hits a triple word score 623 00:33:53,852 --> 00:33:55,327 with the word "breathe". 624 00:33:55,887 --> 00:33:57,265 Try it. Breathe. 625 00:33:57,289 --> 00:33:58,889 Good. 626 00:34:02,394 --> 00:34:03,394 What's Brady doing? 627 00:34:04,396 --> 00:34:06,546 Uh... He's... 628 00:34:07,565 --> 00:34:09,443 He's mad that his brother just schooled him. 629 00:34:09,467 --> 00:34:11,312 Of course he is. 630 00:34:30,989 --> 00:34:32,530 100 over 65. 631 00:34:33,325 --> 00:34:34,866 Contractions are stopping. 632 00:34:39,197 --> 00:34:40,955 Words with "X" and "Z". 633 00:34:43,034 --> 00:34:44,667 Only way you're gonna beat them. 634 00:34:46,538 --> 00:34:48,004 I better brush up. 635 00:35:06,257 --> 00:35:08,068 Delayed interval twin delivery? 636 00:35:08,093 --> 00:35:09,692 - That's awesome. - I can't teach. 637 00:35:11,782 --> 00:35:13,160 Did you ask the first-years how they feel? 638 00:35:13,185 --> 00:35:14,662 Yes. Unhappy. 639 00:35:14,687 --> 00:35:16,032 Okay, that's great. 640 00:35:17,065 --> 00:35:18,934 Not that they're unhappy, but that you asked them, 641 00:35:18,958 --> 00:35:21,805 they confided in you, and you learned something. 642 00:35:23,642 --> 00:35:26,420 I learned that Olivia needed help, so I helped her, 643 00:35:26,445 --> 00:35:28,156 and now she feels sick because I helped her. 644 00:35:28,181 --> 00:35:29,626 Morgan says Jordan needs help, 645 00:35:29,651 --> 00:35:31,028 but Jordan says she doesn't need help, 646 00:35:31,053 --> 00:35:33,216 but Jordan's mad because I didn't help her. 647 00:35:33,918 --> 00:35:35,301 Okay, that sounds tricky. 648 00:35:35,720 --> 00:35:37,098 That was my point. 649 00:35:38,456 --> 00:35:39,734 You know what? You'll figure it out. 650 00:35:39,758 --> 00:35:42,036 And even if you don't this time, that's okay. 651 00:35:42,060 --> 00:35:43,184 You'll learn something. 652 00:35:44,729 --> 00:35:46,813 And you know what? You're a wonderful teacher. 653 00:35:48,646 --> 00:35:50,942 I've been learning from you since the first day we met. 654 00:36:07,318 --> 00:36:08,318 How's he doing? 655 00:36:09,421 --> 00:36:10,421 Well, 656 00:36:10,955 --> 00:36:12,964 either he wakes 657 00:36:13,137 --> 00:36:16,301 or he lapses into a coma and slowly fades away. 658 00:36:18,263 --> 00:36:19,429 Beautiful day. 659 00:36:41,619 --> 00:36:43,720 You call Addy about your car? 660 00:36:44,522 --> 00:36:46,333 Not yet. 661 00:36:46,357 --> 00:36:47,435 Been a little busy. 662 00:36:49,653 --> 00:36:52,422 Helpers aren't so good at asking for help. 663 00:36:54,032 --> 00:36:55,899 Kinda glad I did, though. 664 00:37:10,315 --> 00:37:11,859 Congratulations. 665 00:37:11,883 --> 00:37:13,994 You helped save a life today. 666 00:37:14,018 --> 00:37:16,030 Despite the bickering. 667 00:37:16,054 --> 00:37:18,332 Opposing points of view are great, 668 00:37:18,356 --> 00:37:21,616 as long as you actually listen to the other point of view. 669 00:37:21,780 --> 00:37:25,161 You're carrying baggage that is affecting your decisions. 670 00:37:25,396 --> 00:37:28,289 And you saw that because you're good at reading people. 671 00:37:28,700 --> 00:37:30,744 Other people. 672 00:37:30,768 --> 00:37:32,813 Figure out what you're carrying. 673 00:38:14,812 --> 00:38:16,390 It's a list of all the things 674 00:38:16,414 --> 00:38:18,047 you did right on this case. 675 00:38:19,751 --> 00:38:21,301 You can hack it. 676 00:38:23,355 --> 00:38:26,431 It's a list of all the things you did wrong on this case. 677 00:38:28,426 --> 00:38:29,970 I'm covering your ass. 678 00:38:41,339 --> 00:38:43,448 But don't be late if you don't want no bloody nose. 679 00:38:46,978 --> 00:38:48,079 Would you do me a favor, 680 00:38:48,103 --> 00:38:49,203 Harry? 681 00:38:49,747 --> 00:38:51,058 What? 682 00:38:51,082 --> 00:38:52,349 Drop dead. 683 00:39:08,533 --> 00:39:10,712 Great to see you've started your own clothing line, 684 00:39:10,869 --> 00:39:13,202 the official gear of those who've given up. 685 00:39:14,052 --> 00:39:16,622 By "en suite", I meant there's a trash can in your closet. 686 00:39:34,392 --> 00:39:36,125 Hey. Want a ride? 687 00:39:42,407 --> 00:39:43,716 Murphy told you. 688 00:39:56,173 --> 00:39:58,251 You never knew your Great-aunt Winn. 689 00:39:58,276 --> 00:40:04,081 She moved in with us when I was eight. 690 00:40:07,452 --> 00:40:09,196 Your grandparents weren't getting along, 691 00:40:09,427 --> 00:40:10,743 lot of fighting. 692 00:40:11,389 --> 00:40:15,248 But whenever it got really bad, 693 00:40:15,694 --> 00:40:18,626 Auntie Winn would take your mom and me into the kitchen, 694 00:40:19,924 --> 00:40:22,903 make cupcakes, something out of papier-mache, 695 00:40:22,928 --> 00:40:26,134 or teach us a card game. 696 00:40:29,547 --> 00:40:32,056 I've always wanted to be that kind of person for you. 697 00:40:36,648 --> 00:40:37,895 You have been. 698 00:40:43,874 --> 00:40:46,279 But now I need to know that you think I can do this. 699 00:40:46,798 --> 00:40:48,114 Accepting your help... 700 00:40:50,735 --> 00:40:52,368 Makes me feel like garbage. 701 00:40:55,012 --> 00:40:56,879 - Livy, I'm sorry. I... - I know. I... 702 00:41:00,244 --> 00:41:01,461 I love you, too. 703 00:41:04,115 --> 00:41:06,007 But I have to make this work. 704 00:41:33,911 --> 00:41:35,345 Feels like home. 705 00:41:36,013 --> 00:41:37,791 Again. 706 00:41:37,815 --> 00:41:40,625 It feels like home again to me, too. 707 00:41:42,987 --> 00:41:44,998 Maybe you're right. 708 00:41:45,022 --> 00:41:47,691 Maybe things are the same. 709 00:41:57,268 --> 00:41:59,113 No. 710 00:41:59,137 --> 00:42:01,004 You were right. It's not the same. 711 00:42:03,975 --> 00:42:04,975 It's better.