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It's a nice photo.
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♪
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I did not approve that billboard.
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(SIGHS) Section 25 of your
employment contract allows
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use of your image for publicity
and marketing purposes.
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I do not want to be the star
of your ad campaign.
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Are you ashamed of your ASD?
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- No.
- Good.
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It's amazing what you've accomplished.
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Think of all the neurodiverse
people you'll inspire.
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The billboard will inspire no one.
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It is not fair to use my picture,
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and it inverts my image.
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My hair part is on the wrong side.
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- You're emotional.
- I'm right.
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Pick a random number
between one and ten.
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Did you pick seven?
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I do not understand
what you think that proves.
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We're not nearly as rational
as we think...
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Not in the way we see the world,
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not in the way we think about the world.
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I am constantly revisiting
earlier decisions.
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Then you should revisit your decision
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to put up the billboard.
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I will.
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But you need to do the same.
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Let's take 48 hours,
explore all sides of the issue.
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Use reason, not emotion.
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Then we'll talk.
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DR. ANDREWS: Representation's
important, Shaun.
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Only 4% of doctors are Black.
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I get my face out there whenever I can.
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This isn't representation.
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- It's tokenism.
- Nah.
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She's not hiring more diverse doctors.
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She's just exploiting the
ones who already work here.
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"Did you know there are
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"and perceptual errors that
affect the business community?"
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It says doctors are especially
susceptible to number 5... Anchoring Bias.
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Initial impressions
of a patient's condition
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can make us ignore contrary evidence.
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Dr. Murphy, there's a new
patient's dad asking to see you.
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And it's more like demanding.
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Oh, no. (SIGHS)
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If you asked for me because
I was on a billboard,
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that is not a good metric
for picking a...
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No, my metric is that
you co-authored 23 papers,
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eight on pediatric surgeries,
four on GI issues.
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This is my girl, Holly.
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Four years of puking, nausea,
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blood when she goes to the bathroom.
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Now, I'm sure it's visceral myopathy.
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You've seen 19 doctors.
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Have any diagnosed visceral myopathy?
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They said inflammatory bowel,
but it's not.
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She keeps getting sicker and sicker.
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Hmm, your abdomen is distended.
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Have you been vomiting?
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Worse than ever.
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This doesn't seem to be a surgical case.
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I'll admit you to internal medicine...
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I've done a lot of reading.
It's visceral...
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Visceral myopathy doesn't fit
her symptoms well,
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and looking up diseases on
the Internet is very unreliable.
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Bowel is hypoactive.
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She has a serious obstruction.
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This has now become a surgical case.
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(COUGHING)
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You've had this cough for a month now?
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Yeah, kept getting worse.
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Last week, I had a little
shortness of breath.
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Figured it was worth flying back.
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From India. What brought you there?
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Meaning of life. (LAUGHS)
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I'm actually not kidding.
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I was a bookkeeper for the city,
and I just...
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Needed something more.
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I traveled the world until I found it.
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- Religion?
- Mmm, more like spirituality,
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but through service and charity.
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I live a very simple life.
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Small village.
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Just try and do as much good as I can.
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Deep breaths.
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(INHALES DEEPLY)
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(EXHALES DEEPLY)
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You know, I don't feel too bad today.
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Ugh, I hope I didn't overreact.
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You didn't.
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You're hardly moving any air
in your left lung.
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MAN: Depending on when you
last had your carburetor rebuilt,
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you will need to determine
which parts need replacing.
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Obviously, you're going to be replacing
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all of the seals and all of the needles.
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SALEN: You haven't been
answering your phone.
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Ow.
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...the damper and the float.
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Once you're happy with your choice...
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Odd, seeing how
it's a foot away from you.
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If you're not, please look
at my other...
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Let's talk about the press
interviews I scheduled for you.
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That you scheduled for me.
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You see the problem there?
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In my experience,
support from the old regime
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is essential for a smooth transition.
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We agreed I'd have yours.
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What we agreed on was that
I'd smile and nod.
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What do you think an interview is?
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Just a few nice thoughts about
Ethicure, and you're all done.
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I don't have a few nice thoughts,
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but I can give you
the thoughts I do have.
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I've scripted them for you.
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Thank you, but I'm gonna focus on things
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that actually need my attention.
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But thanks for stopping by.
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(GARAGE DOOR WHIRS)
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(CLAMPS CLIP, MONITOR BEEPING)
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DR. ANDREWS: Both sides of the
obstruction are clamped.
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Dr. Rendon, please resect
segmented bowel.
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MATEO: GIA stapler.
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I'm going to give you $10
to share with Dr. Rendon.
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Divide however you like.
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If he approves the split,
I'll pay you both after surgery.
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Oh, okay. And if he doesn't?
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Then you both get nothing.
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Okay.
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I'm gonna keep eight and give Mateo two.
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- Pass.
- Huh?
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Two dollars is better than nothing,
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which is what you've ended up with.
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There's nothing irrational
about trying to increase
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the amount of fairness in the world.
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Number 12 on Salen's list.
"Unfairness Aversion Bias."
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It isn't a "bias." Why reward greed?
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(CHUCKLES)
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Colon wall's a little weak.
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I'll send samples to path.
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But obstruction's been cleared.
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PARK: You have idiopathic
pulmonary fibrosis.
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Uh, your left lung is heavily scarred.
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The right is functioning,
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but it's damaged, too.
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(BREATHING HEAVILY)
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Can you fix this?
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We can start you on medicine
to help you breathe,
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and we can list you
for a lung transplant.
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Um, how long do I have
without the... The transplant?
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(MONITOR BEEPING)
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- A month or two.
- (GASPS)
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Okay, um...
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Oh, I should tell my son.
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You didn't put him on your paperwork.
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I haven't seen him since I left.
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He was... (CLEAR THROAT)
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12 years old.
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Number 6, "Pro-Innovation Bias."
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Salen may believe the billboard
is good just because it's new.
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Okay. Hard to know what she believes,
but fine.
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Number 8. "Loss Aversion."
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People demand much more
to give up an object
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than they are willing to pay
to acquire it.
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She might be overestimating
the negative impact
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of losing the billboard.
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How many of your points
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end up supporting Salen's point of view?
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Mmm... None.
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You might have misunderstood
the assignment.
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I don't think it's about
proving her wrong.
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She wants to see you
re-examine your own assumptions.
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Holly's pathology results.
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Visceral myopathy.
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Her father was right.
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Your oxygen saturation is
decreasing faster than we expected.
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I'm gonna increase the...
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Henry.
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(LAUGHS)
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So tall.
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Yeah.
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12-year-olds tend to grow.
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I heard you got married.
I saw photos online...
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Why am I... Sorry, why am I here?
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Uh...
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There's something wrong with my lungs.
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Are you dying?
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Probably.
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You waited until you
were dying to call me?
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- And, what? Forgive you?
- No.
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Do you even feel bad about what you did?
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For hurting you?
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(VOICE BREAKING) Yes, of course.
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I wanted to keep in touch with you.
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You said it was too painful.
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- Are you blaming me now?
- No.
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(CELLPHONE BUZZES)
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(SIGHS)
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The transplant coordinator
says there's a potential match.
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(SIGHS, SNIFFLES)
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(LAUGHS)
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Why are you here?
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Walt spent four years
researching Holly's illness,
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outsmarted every doctor.
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No high school degree,
but slept five hours a night
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while taking every pre-med
course at a junior college.
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My dad's the best doctor I've seen.
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What made you think it was
visceral myopathy, Walt?
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Well, I figured it out last week.
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Holly started having
trouble peeing, and...
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That's just one data point.
It's not enough.
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And her mom died a couple
of days after childbirth.
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Complications from
her bowel perforating.
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And visceral myopathy is
genetically based.
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Treat Walt like a consulting physician.
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Involve this man in all
medical discussions.
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Let him watch surgeries.
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Hell, give him a fitness tracker.
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Excuse us.
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SHAUN: Okay. (SIGHS)
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Oh, he is not a doctor.
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20 doctors dismissed me
and my very valid questions
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before I was diagnosed with scleroderma.
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Good ideas are good ideas,
no matter the source.
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We should involve him after
we talk among ourselves
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like we do with all patients' families.
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I don't see any advantage
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other than further enshrining
doctors' elitism.
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I don't want to have to pull my punches
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when discussing that
girl's possible outcomes.
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He's been through hell with her.
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We can be honest with him.
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And via our Twitter feed,
we can share an inspiring story
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of how a father's expertise
supplemented our doctors'...
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He's not an expert!
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Just because we haven't
found his blind spots
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doesn't mean we won't.
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That's Number 19...
"Extrapolation Bias.."
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But it also doesn't mean you will.
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Number 20.
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(SIGHS) I do not like this at all.
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It's a direct order from our
boss, so I plan to love it.
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San Francisco General says
organ procurement's at 1:00.
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Lung should be here by 4:00.
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Great. Couple months,
Gina'll be back on her feet
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and being a terrible mother again.
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Uncool.
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- Are you defending this woman?
- I feel for her.
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I feel for her son, too.
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Because you're all about empathy.
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She has done a lot of good in her life.
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Maybe she shouldn't be
condemned to the walk of atonement
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for one mistake?
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One mistake for 17 years.
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So, moms should give up their
whole lives for their kids?
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Actually, yes. Dads, too.
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Is that what you were doing
when you ditched Kellan
260
00:11:37,763 --> 00:11:38,930
to do your residency here?
261
00:11:43,569 --> 00:11:45,003
(SCOFFS)
262
00:11:45,071 --> 00:11:46,972
I made plenty of mistakes
263
00:11:47,006 --> 00:11:48,406
that I still feel guilty about.
264
00:11:48,441 --> 00:11:50,442
But unlike this woman, I tried hard,
265
00:11:50,476 --> 00:11:52,644
really hard,
and stayed in my son's life.
266
00:11:52,678 --> 00:11:54,613
♪
267
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WALT: Thank you.
268
00:12:02,522 --> 00:12:04,489
You're the first doctors
who've shown me any kind of...
269
00:12:04,524 --> 00:12:06,591
We need to do a right hemicolectomy
270
00:12:06,626 --> 00:12:09,161
with an ileotransverse anastomosis.
271
00:12:09,195 --> 00:12:11,464
You want to throw away
half her large intestine?
272
00:12:12,665 --> 00:12:14,599
I agree it's a bit drastic.
273
00:12:14,634 --> 00:12:16,468
Segmental resection.
274
00:12:16,502 --> 00:12:18,303
We go in using the interop
biopsies as a map,
275
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we'd resect the most damaged areas.
276
00:12:20,139 --> 00:12:23,008
No, we just need to get her
intestinal motility going again.
277
00:12:23,042 --> 00:12:24,976
But if she experiences
more obstruction...
278
00:12:25,011 --> 00:12:29,848
I don't want to rip out a large
chunk of my girl's bowels, okay?
279
00:12:29,882 --> 00:12:32,717
Now, let's just keep thinking
about other ideas.
280
00:12:32,785 --> 00:12:33,685
(SNAPPING FINGERS)
281
00:12:36,856 --> 00:12:39,124
Is there a reason you're
snapping your fingers?
282
00:12:39,158 --> 00:12:40,525
It helps me think.
283
00:12:40,560 --> 00:12:42,894
It does not help me think at all,
284
00:12:42,962 --> 00:12:44,330
and my thoughts are useful.
285
00:12:48,167 --> 00:12:49,734
We could put her on Rituximab.
286
00:12:49,802 --> 00:12:51,903
I've only heard it used for cancers
287
00:12:51,971 --> 00:12:53,371
and autoimmune disorders.
288
00:12:53,406 --> 00:12:56,593
But it's been shown to
increase motility in kids by 30%.
289
00:12:57,210 --> 00:12:58,243
It's an interesting idea.
290
00:12:58,311 --> 00:12:59,678
SHAUN: It's a bad idea.
291
00:12:59,712 --> 00:13:02,247
She could have a severe
infusion reaction,
292
00:13:02,315 --> 00:13:03,582
cause more damage,
293
00:13:03,649 --> 00:13:05,584
leading to a much more
drastic surgery later.
294
00:13:05,651 --> 00:13:07,752
Or it will alleviate her symptoms
295
00:13:07,820 --> 00:13:10,155
without her having to
compromise her entire life.
296
00:13:10,189 --> 00:13:12,090
- We'll go with the Rituximab.
- What?
297
00:13:12,158 --> 00:13:13,309
It's a reasonable option.
298
00:13:13,344 --> 00:13:15,727
No. My idea was better.
299
00:13:15,761 --> 00:13:17,229
So was yours.
300
00:13:17,263 --> 00:13:19,731
But the patient's father
is not going to approve
301
00:13:19,765 --> 00:13:20,999
either of our ideas.
302
00:13:21,033 --> 00:13:22,934
♪
303
00:13:27,506 --> 00:13:29,374
(MONITOR BEEPING)
304
00:13:32,945 --> 00:13:34,846
MOGAN: They found a cancerous
lesion in the donor's lung
305
00:13:34,880 --> 00:13:36,132
during retrieval.
306
00:13:39,418 --> 00:13:40,719
Wake her up.
307
00:13:40,753 --> 00:13:42,287
♪
308
00:13:50,211 --> 00:13:52,479
Your mother's developing
severe pulmonary hypertension.
309
00:13:52,514 --> 00:13:55,950
In a few days, she'll no longer
be a transplant candidate.
310
00:13:55,984 --> 00:13:59,386
And there's no chance you'll
get a new donor before then?
311
00:13:59,654 --> 00:14:01,522
Not realistically, no.
312
00:14:04,771 --> 00:14:06,638
You could be the donor.
313
00:14:08,563 --> 00:14:10,921
We could remove your mom's
bad lung and replace it
314
00:14:10,945 --> 00:14:12,132
with a lobe from your lungs.
315
00:14:12,167 --> 00:14:15,336
A living donor lung transplant hasn't
been done in the US for a decade.
316
00:14:15,370 --> 00:14:18,806
It's done routinely in Japan,
and it's the only way to save her life.
317
00:14:18,840 --> 00:14:21,175
And there's a high risk
of surgical complications.
318
00:14:21,209 --> 00:14:23,243
You'll have a lifetime
of labored breathing,
319
00:14:23,311 --> 00:14:24,645
pain, decreased endurance...
320
00:14:24,679 --> 00:14:26,146
Only if things go wrong.
321
00:14:26,181 --> 00:14:28,226
You'd be in great hands with Dr. Park.
322
00:14:29,867 --> 00:14:31,467
I just... I need to think it over.
323
00:14:31,492 --> 00:14:33,392
♪
324
00:14:38,111 --> 00:14:41,061
We put this in to help
give you the medication.
325
00:14:41,096 --> 00:14:43,591
- It's called a...
- A PICC line. I've had a few.
326
00:14:46,354 --> 00:14:49,255
Must be tough being
in hospitals all the time.
327
00:14:50,591 --> 00:14:54,127
Being sick is tough,
but I love skipping school.
328
00:14:54,195 --> 00:14:56,196
I was the girl who always had
to run off to the bathroom,
329
00:14:56,230 --> 00:14:58,098
who threw up on her desk.
330
00:14:58,132 --> 00:14:59,966
You can imagine
what the other kids said.
331
00:15:00,034 --> 00:15:01,701
Mmm, what did we say
about those kids, baby?
332
00:15:01,736 --> 00:15:02,902
Screw 'em.
333
00:15:02,937 --> 00:15:04,220
That's right.
334
00:15:05,139 --> 00:15:07,240
So, this medicine's
my dad's idea, right?
335
00:15:07,274 --> 00:15:08,775
SHAUN: Yes.
336
00:15:08,809 --> 00:15:10,018
But it's not a good one.
337
00:15:11,746 --> 00:15:13,713
I know it's scary,
338
00:15:13,748 --> 00:15:15,715
but we'll get through this
just like we always do.
339
00:15:15,750 --> 00:15:16,916
You trust your dad.
340
00:15:17,485 --> 00:15:19,119
It'll work out.
341
00:15:21,002 --> 00:15:23,114
But if it doesn't,
342
00:15:23,824 --> 00:15:25,425
it could kill you.
343
00:15:25,459 --> 00:15:27,127
♪
344
00:15:30,064 --> 00:15:31,731
(ENGINE SPUTTERING)
345
00:15:43,978 --> 00:15:45,779
LEA: Key is to get the jets super clean.
346
00:15:48,282 --> 00:15:49,891
You did clean them, right?
347
00:15:52,286 --> 00:15:53,978
You saw the photo I sent you?
348
00:15:55,175 --> 00:15:57,643
- I actually saw the real thing.
- Mmm.
349
00:15:58,459 --> 00:15:59,592
Shaun's furious?
350
00:15:59,627 --> 00:16:01,594
Yeah, he ran right to Salen.
351
00:16:01,629 --> 00:16:03,463
Obviously, that didn't go so well.
352
00:16:03,497 --> 00:16:04,831
Otherwise, you wouldn't be here
353
00:16:04,865 --> 00:16:06,633
offering to help with my carburetor.
354
00:16:06,667 --> 00:16:08,802
Yeah, they're thinking it over.
355
00:16:08,836 --> 00:16:10,244
I think she's setting him up.
356
00:16:10,938 --> 00:16:12,472
What does he think?
357
00:16:12,506 --> 00:16:13,973
He thinks he can talk her into it.
358
00:16:14,008 --> 00:16:16,209
Okay, perhaps he can.
359
00:16:16,277 --> 00:16:19,312
Either way, he can't keep
asking his boss to bend to him.
360
00:16:19,346 --> 00:16:20,680
What's she gonna do, fire him?
361
00:16:20,714 --> 00:16:22,549
She put him on a poster.
362
00:16:22,616 --> 00:16:24,184
Will you... Will you just talk to him?
363
00:16:24,218 --> 00:16:25,552
Feel him out.
364
00:16:25,619 --> 00:16:27,020
See if I'm wrong.
365
00:16:27,054 --> 00:16:28,188
He'll be just fine.
366
00:16:32,526 --> 00:16:35,228
But why are you still in town?
367
00:16:35,296 --> 00:16:37,063
Work? Obviously not.
368
00:16:37,131 --> 00:16:39,799
Seeing friends? Obviously not.
369
00:16:39,834 --> 00:16:41,534
Grape-stomping?
370
00:16:41,569 --> 00:16:44,838
Mmm, you'd be in Tuscany,
not your garage.
371
00:16:44,872 --> 00:16:46,656
You're here for Shaun.
372
00:16:47,133 --> 00:16:48,801
So, why are you not helping him?
373
00:16:52,827 --> 00:16:54,494
(TOOLS CLINKING)
374
00:16:58,819 --> 00:17:00,353
MOGAN: Maxed out on oxygen.
375
00:17:00,387 --> 00:17:02,171
PARK: We're gonna put you on BiPAP.
376
00:17:03,523 --> 00:17:05,190
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
377
00:17:06,026 --> 00:17:07,327
(MONITOR BEEPING)
378
00:17:11,932 --> 00:17:13,933
I'll do the living donor transplant.
379
00:17:15,455 --> 00:17:19,772
I'm going to give you a lobe of my lung.
380
00:17:21,762 --> 00:17:23,067
No.
381
00:17:23,683 --> 00:17:25,151
Thank you, but no.
382
00:17:28,141 --> 00:17:29,975
I'm not going to allow it.
383
00:17:30,000 --> 00:17:33,102
I would never let you hurt
yourself to help me.
384
00:17:33,127 --> 00:17:35,362
Not after I... (INHALES DEEPLY)
385
00:17:37,191 --> 00:17:39,192
I would rather die.
386
00:17:40,761 --> 00:17:42,195
So, now?
387
00:17:42,220 --> 00:17:43,620
Now you care about me?
388
00:17:43,645 --> 00:17:44,712
About my feelings?
389
00:17:44,737 --> 00:17:45,970
I always did.
390
00:17:45,995 --> 00:17:47,696
Then why did you leave me?
391
00:17:47,935 --> 00:17:49,869
(SIGHS)
392
00:17:50,971 --> 00:17:53,806
I hated myself.
393
00:17:55,682 --> 00:17:59,619
First week I brought you home,
I couldn't get you to latch.
394
00:17:59,644 --> 00:18:03,149
I couldn't sleep.
I was completely overwhelmed.
395
00:18:03,883 --> 00:18:06,852
But that feeling...
396
00:18:06,877 --> 00:18:09,197
That panic...
397
00:18:10,564 --> 00:18:12,432
It never went away.
398
00:18:14,448 --> 00:18:18,956
And all the energy I should
have used loving you...
399
00:18:21,035 --> 00:18:23,586
I used trying to not to fall apart.
400
00:18:26,120 --> 00:18:30,009
So, I finally just chose...
401
00:18:32,939 --> 00:18:34,773
My own happiness. (SOBS)
402
00:18:35,849 --> 00:18:37,850
But you were strong,
403
00:18:38,038 --> 00:18:40,406
and (SIGHS) your father was a good man,
404
00:18:40,431 --> 00:18:43,132
and I knew that he would
love you in a way that I never...
405
00:18:44,691 --> 00:18:45,858
Never could.
406
00:18:48,055 --> 00:18:49,923
I knew you would be okay.
407
00:18:54,281 --> 00:18:56,285
You have no right to tell me
that I'm okay.
408
00:18:58,051 --> 00:19:01,187
Every day, I would walk home from school
409
00:19:01,308 --> 00:19:03,918
praying that you'd be there.
410
00:19:04,258 --> 00:19:08,214
And every day, a piece of me
was destroyed when you weren't.
411
00:19:10,117 --> 00:19:13,719
I was a little boy
who loved his mother...
412
00:19:14,187 --> 00:19:15,354
(GASPS, MUTTERS INDISTINCTLY)
413
00:19:15,379 --> 00:19:16,856
Who thought his mother
didn't love him back.
414
00:19:16,890 --> 00:19:18,324
And now you tell me I was right?
415
00:19:18,359 --> 00:19:20,627
- (ALARMS BEEPING)
- (GASPING) Oh, I can't...
416
00:19:20,661 --> 00:19:22,128
- Ooh...
- Florid respiratory failure.
417
00:19:22,162 --> 00:19:23,963
(PANTING, GASPING)
418
00:19:26,700 --> 00:19:27,817
Mom?
419
00:19:29,169 --> 00:19:31,037
- (RETCHES)
- (ALARMS BEEPING)
420
00:19:31,071 --> 00:19:32,572
She's puking up blood!
421
00:19:36,343 --> 00:19:38,494
Distended, firm, rebound tenderness.
422
00:19:40,061 --> 00:19:42,665
Her bowel's perforated.
We gotta get her back to the OR.
423
00:19:43,884 --> 00:19:45,585
I was wrong.
424
00:19:45,653 --> 00:19:47,086
(BED FRAME CLANKS)
425
00:19:47,154 --> 00:19:48,888
♪
426
00:19:54,193 --> 00:19:55,827
MORGAN: Your mom is on a ventilator,
427
00:19:55,861 --> 00:19:58,296
and Dr. Park is placing her on ECMO.
428
00:19:58,330 --> 00:19:59,797
It will oxygenate her blood
429
00:19:59,832 --> 00:20:01,799
now that her lungs
are no longer working.
430
00:20:01,834 --> 00:20:03,334
(SIGHS)
431
00:20:09,041 --> 00:20:13,571
Your mom is unconscious,
and she has no living will.
432
00:20:14,847 --> 00:20:17,181
By California law,
you have power of attorney
433
00:20:17,216 --> 00:20:19,317
over all her medical decisions.
434
00:20:22,821 --> 00:20:24,622
He's got a clear conflict of interest.
435
00:20:24,656 --> 00:20:26,657
- He wants the transplant...
- They want the same thing.
436
00:20:26,692 --> 00:20:28,893
She said, and I quote,
"I'm not gonna allow it."
437
00:20:28,961 --> 00:20:31,062
She'd rather die.
You finding ambiguity in any of that?
438
00:20:31,129 --> 00:20:34,232
Her priority was her son's
happiness, not her own.
439
00:20:38,837 --> 00:20:40,338
Do the transplant.
440
00:20:40,372 --> 00:20:42,206
So, you're just
gonna decide she was wrong
441
00:20:42,241 --> 00:20:44,242
about what she wanted
for herself? For her son?
442
00:20:44,309 --> 00:20:45,643
I'm not.
443
00:20:45,677 --> 00:20:48,272
Her proxy is. Her son is.
444
00:20:49,081 --> 00:20:50,515
And you'd better hope this works.
445
00:20:52,484 --> 00:20:54,185
(SNAPPING FINGERS)
446
00:20:54,219 --> 00:20:56,921
Uh, we need to do
Dr. Murphy's plan from before.
447
00:20:56,989 --> 00:20:58,322
The right hemicolectomy?
448
00:20:58,357 --> 00:20:59,557
SHAUN: We missed our chance.
449
00:20:59,591 --> 00:21:01,859
Now we have to do a full colectomy
450
00:21:01,894 --> 00:21:04,028
and a resection of most
of the small bowel.
451
00:21:04,062 --> 00:21:05,997
It's the only way to prevent
another perforation
452
00:21:06,031 --> 00:21:07,291
that would kill her.
453
00:21:08,033 --> 00:21:10,735
But I read a case report
where they're using prokinetics
454
00:21:10,769 --> 00:21:13,704
and...
And acetylcholinesterase inhibitors
455
00:21:13,739 --> 00:21:15,239
to strengthen motility in kids.
456
00:21:15,274 --> 00:21:17,775
That could help,
but it wouldn't be enough
457
00:21:17,843 --> 00:21:19,844
to overcome the pressure
from future obstructions.
458
00:21:19,878 --> 00:21:21,746
We just reduce the pressure!
459
00:21:21,780 --> 00:21:25,564
I mean, we can put, uh,
tubes above and below.
460
00:21:25,588 --> 00:21:27,441
- I'm not following.
- Because it makes no sense.
461
00:21:27,465 --> 00:21:29,831
- Shaun, let him talk.
- Suctioning above and below
462
00:21:29,866 --> 00:21:32,279
wouldn't reduce the burden
of a focal obstruction!
463
00:21:32,314 --> 00:21:34,358
Don't tell me what I'm getting wrong!
464
00:21:34,393 --> 00:21:37,128
Help me find a way to do this!
465
00:21:37,195 --> 00:21:40,464
Look, this is the affected
part of the bowel.
466
00:21:40,532 --> 00:21:42,033
Stop it. Stop it.
467
00:21:42,067 --> 00:21:43,367
Please, stop it! Stop it!
468
00:21:43,402 --> 00:21:44,936
Stop it! Stop it!
469
00:21:44,970 --> 00:21:47,038
I am trying to help your daughter!
470
00:21:47,072 --> 00:21:48,205
Dr. Murphy, you need to leave.
471
00:21:48,240 --> 00:21:50,441
No, I do not need to leave. He does!
472
00:21:50,475 --> 00:21:53,744
He made us give her Rituximab,
and it made her sicker!
473
00:21:53,779 --> 00:21:57,315
Why are you even here?
You are not a doctor!
474
00:21:57,382 --> 00:21:59,283
♪
475
00:22:02,120 --> 00:22:04,088
Get out of here now, Shaun.
476
00:22:04,122 --> 00:22:05,156
Now.
477
00:22:05,223 --> 00:22:07,158
♪
478
00:22:12,631 --> 00:22:14,532
♪
479
00:22:19,884 --> 00:22:23,092
Dr. Murphy was inappropriate,
but he was right.
480
00:22:23,117 --> 00:22:24,510
♪
481
00:22:28,647 --> 00:22:29,780
(STUTTERS)
482
00:22:32,150 --> 00:22:34,018
Let me be the one to tell her.
483
00:22:34,086 --> 00:22:35,987
♪
484
00:22:43,462 --> 00:22:45,931
We could hand-suture
with a running 4-0 prolene.
485
00:22:45,956 --> 00:22:48,825
No, we need interrupted sutures
for the cartilaginous portion.
486
00:22:49,034 --> 00:22:51,168
Okay. End-to-end anastomosis.
487
00:22:51,203 --> 00:22:52,770
Bronchial sizes don't match up.
488
00:22:52,804 --> 00:22:54,271
Fine. Telescoping technique.
489
00:22:55,273 --> 00:22:56,374
- No.
- Why not?
490
00:22:56,441 --> 00:22:58,194
I don't know. I just...
491
00:22:58,977 --> 00:23:00,321
Don't like it.
492
00:23:02,014 --> 00:23:03,648
What are you doing?
493
00:23:03,682 --> 00:23:05,383
I'm obviously feeling some pressure
494
00:23:05,450 --> 00:23:07,618
to make sure the transplant
comes off safely, and...
495
00:23:07,653 --> 00:23:09,620
Yes, that's the only thing you've
been doing that makes sense.
496
00:23:09,655 --> 00:23:12,917
Everything else on this case,
you've been unfair, emotional.
497
00:23:18,864 --> 00:23:20,364
- I'm sorry.
- This...
498
00:23:21,833 --> 00:23:23,260
This has nothing to do with you.
499
00:23:25,170 --> 00:23:26,404
- I... I don't...
- Just shut up.
500
00:23:30,142 --> 00:23:32,076
(SIGHS)
501
00:23:34,680 --> 00:23:38,049
I've... I've been emotional because...
502
00:23:39,685 --> 00:23:43,521
I'm hormonal, and I'm hormonal
503
00:23:43,555 --> 00:23:45,556
because I...
504
00:23:45,590 --> 00:23:47,024
I've been sneaking off
505
00:23:47,059 --> 00:23:49,393
and injecting my butt
506
00:23:49,428 --> 00:23:52,430
with insane amounts of HCG and Gonal-F,
507
00:23:52,497 --> 00:23:55,266
which is making me feel
like a total lunatic.
508
00:23:56,935 --> 00:23:58,963
You've been freezing your eggs.
509
00:24:02,107 --> 00:24:03,340
Why didn't you tell me?
510
00:24:03,375 --> 00:24:04,473
(SCOFFS)
511
00:24:04,497 --> 00:24:05,576
Like an icebreaker?
512
00:24:05,610 --> 00:24:07,278
(SNIFFS) "I know we just got together.
513
00:24:07,345 --> 00:24:09,280
"Guess what, I'm two months
into egg retrieval"?
514
00:24:16,688 --> 00:24:18,556
I'm not even, uh...
515
00:24:21,526 --> 00:24:24,028
I'm not even sure I want kids, or...
516
00:24:28,467 --> 00:24:31,068
Whether I'd even be a decent mom.
517
00:24:32,971 --> 00:24:35,833
I'm certainly not
the most unselfish person.
518
00:24:39,244 --> 00:24:42,546
And, uh, who's to say
519
00:24:42,581 --> 00:24:45,149
I'd make better choices than Gina?
520
00:24:49,193 --> 00:24:51,661
Who knows if anyone
would ever defend me?
521
00:24:51,686 --> 00:24:53,621
♪
522
00:24:58,830 --> 00:25:00,765
♪
523
00:25:03,668 --> 00:25:05,236
I should go.
524
00:25:05,270 --> 00:25:07,171
♪
525
00:25:15,147 --> 00:25:16,580
(SIGHS) How you doing?
526
00:25:16,615 --> 00:25:18,208
Very badly.
527
00:25:18,416 --> 00:25:21,629
I have been put on a billboard
and kicked off a case.
528
00:25:22,487 --> 00:25:25,189
Yeah, well, I spoke with Dr. Andrews,
529
00:25:25,257 --> 00:25:28,492
and there's not gonna be
a note in your file
530
00:25:28,527 --> 00:25:30,694
or anything like that.
531
00:25:30,719 --> 00:25:32,253
What about this other stuff?
532
00:25:32,278 --> 00:25:35,714
Yes, Salen gave me 48 hours.
533
00:25:35,739 --> 00:25:37,573
I'm going to talk to her
tomorrow morning.
534
00:25:37,669 --> 00:25:39,170
What are you gonna say?
535
00:25:41,673 --> 00:25:43,507
I have 30 bullet points.
536
00:25:43,542 --> 00:25:46,010
(PAPER RUSTLES)
537
00:25:46,044 --> 00:25:48,646
(SIGHS) Maybe we should
talk these through?
538
00:25:48,680 --> 00:25:51,315
Maybe narrow them down a little?
539
00:25:53,698 --> 00:25:54,899
Shaun?
540
00:25:56,307 --> 00:25:59,476
I know I was right about
that girl's treatment.
541
00:26:01,565 --> 00:26:04,934
But nothing I said convinced her father.
542
00:26:04,959 --> 00:26:07,727
I just made him mad.
She just got sicker.
543
00:26:08,733 --> 00:26:10,052
And...
544
00:26:10,722 --> 00:26:15,015
I know I'm right that
this billboard is a mistake.
545
00:26:17,001 --> 00:26:19,836
But I think I won't be able
to convince Salen, either.
546
00:26:19,861 --> 00:26:21,762
♪
547
00:26:25,350 --> 00:26:26,851
I keep knowing I'm right,
548
00:26:28,220 --> 00:26:30,254
but I can't change anyone's mind.
549
00:26:30,655 --> 00:26:32,556
♪
550
00:26:42,601 --> 00:26:44,068
GLASSMAN: Excuse me, fellas.
551
00:26:44,102 --> 00:26:47,104
Sorry, guys. Can we have
the room for just one minute?
552
00:26:49,241 --> 00:26:50,634
Thank you.
553
00:26:51,509 --> 00:26:54,144
There is no justification, none,
554
00:26:54,246 --> 00:26:57,281
for exposing an employee's
personal medical records.
555
00:26:57,349 --> 00:26:59,016
Take the billboard down.
556
00:27:01,219 --> 00:27:03,554
It's noisy. Makes people talk.
557
00:27:03,588 --> 00:27:05,522
Yeah, about how awful it is.
558
00:27:05,557 --> 00:27:07,526
It's also possibly illegal.
559
00:27:08,360 --> 00:27:10,237
Why are you coddling Shaun?
560
00:27:10,962 --> 00:27:13,130
Nobody made accommodations for my ADHD.
561
00:27:13,198 --> 00:27:14,765
That was hard,
562
00:27:14,799 --> 00:27:18,035
but it made me stronger,
smarter, more resourceful.
563
00:27:19,363 --> 00:27:21,364
We have different problems
and different strengths,
564
00:27:21,389 --> 00:27:25,159
but I know if you keep patronizing him,
565
00:27:25,243 --> 00:27:26,962
it'll backfire.
566
00:27:27,412 --> 00:27:29,413
Wow. (LAUGHS)
567
00:27:29,447 --> 00:27:31,782
That is very impressive.
568
00:27:31,816 --> 00:27:34,785
Apparently, your attention
issues give you the power
569
00:27:34,819 --> 00:27:37,554
to see into the souls
of people you've barely met.
570
00:27:37,589 --> 00:27:39,256
I've known Shaun for 15 years.
571
00:27:39,291 --> 00:27:40,658
You're like a dad to him,
572
00:27:40,725 --> 00:27:42,927
but sometimes, parents make
the wrong choices
573
00:27:42,961 --> 00:27:45,564
when it comes to their kids,
despite loving them.
574
00:27:46,164 --> 00:27:47,765
Or maybe because they love them.
575
00:27:52,504 --> 00:27:55,199
I'll tell you what...
I'll do the interviews.
576
00:27:56,341 --> 00:27:58,442
And when Shaun comes to see you,
577
00:27:58,482 --> 00:28:01,436
you'll make him believe
that he convinced you,
578
00:28:01,461 --> 00:28:03,248
and you'll do what he wants you to do.
579
00:28:05,375 --> 00:28:06,842
Okay.
580
00:28:07,185 --> 00:28:09,119
♪
581
00:28:15,527 --> 00:28:16,660
(MONITOR BEEPING)
582
00:28:16,695 --> 00:28:18,128
Your, um...
583
00:28:19,497 --> 00:28:22,351
Your bowel got sicker real fast.
584
00:28:24,035 --> 00:28:26,503
And...
And that's why you had the perforation.
585
00:28:28,952 --> 00:28:31,854
So now we gotta remove
your large intestine
586
00:28:33,778 --> 00:28:35,980
and most of your small one.
587
00:28:38,049 --> 00:28:41,051
So, I'll have to have
that bag attached to me?
588
00:28:43,021 --> 00:28:44,621
Yes.
589
00:28:46,317 --> 00:28:48,485
Like, my whole life?
590
00:28:50,955 --> 00:28:53,456
There's improvements
every year in ostomy care.
591
00:28:55,066 --> 00:28:59,179
But I can still eat,
like, normally, right?
592
00:29:00,925 --> 00:29:02,845
I won't need that IV nutrition thing?
593
00:29:02,870 --> 00:29:06,328
Baby, that... that's not clear yet.
594
00:29:08,947 --> 00:29:11,400
No, my dad's wrong. Tell him he's wrong.
595
00:29:13,318 --> 00:29:15,252
I'm so sorry, Holly.
596
00:29:18,189 --> 00:29:19,857
You promised me. (SNIFFLES)
597
00:29:22,494 --> 00:29:25,062
You said you'd fix this. I know.
598
00:29:25,096 --> 00:29:26,663
You said to trust you.
599
00:29:26,698 --> 00:29:29,366
I know I did.
600
00:29:32,737 --> 00:29:34,438
But I failed.
601
00:29:38,543 --> 00:29:40,077
I'm so sorry.
602
00:29:40,111 --> 00:29:42,046
(CRYING)
603
00:29:42,847 --> 00:29:44,782
Oh.
604
00:29:44,849 --> 00:29:46,784
♪
605
00:29:54,526 --> 00:29:56,427
♪
606
00:30:09,005 --> 00:30:10,906
HOLLY: I thought you'd be different.
607
00:30:12,387 --> 00:30:14,354
That's why I asked for you.
608
00:30:15,745 --> 00:30:18,138
You did not ask for me.
609
00:30:18,201 --> 00:30:20,415
Your father did, and that was because...
610
00:30:20,449 --> 00:30:22,083
He had like six doctors that he liked,
611
00:30:22,118 --> 00:30:25,307
but I saw the billboard
and said it had to be you.
612
00:30:29,271 --> 00:30:32,606
Because you were different,
613
00:30:33,348 --> 00:30:35,449
like me, and you'd think different.
614
00:30:36,454 --> 00:30:37,620
And we needed that.
615
00:30:37,645 --> 00:30:39,546
♪
616
00:30:41,938 --> 00:30:43,138
(SIGHS)
617
00:30:43,205 --> 00:30:45,106
♪
618
00:30:48,311 --> 00:30:50,245
♪
619
00:30:56,719 --> 00:30:58,820
(MONITOR BEEPING)
620
00:30:58,888 --> 00:31:00,789
♪
621
00:31:03,893 --> 00:31:05,593
We've cleared the omentum covering.
622
00:31:05,628 --> 00:31:07,796
Let's proceed to prep for the excision.
623
00:31:13,005 --> 00:31:14,272
Hi.
624
00:31:19,061 --> 00:31:22,096
I was wrong about the billboard.
625
00:31:22,444 --> 00:31:23,377
Okay.
626
00:31:23,999 --> 00:31:26,200
That's good, right?
627
00:31:26,235 --> 00:31:27,703
No, it's not.
628
00:31:29,905 --> 00:31:32,373
When I saw it, I thought it was dumb
629
00:31:32,407 --> 00:31:36,177
and my ASD would inspire no one,
but it did.
630
00:31:36,211 --> 00:31:38,579
It inspired the very first
patient I saw,
631
00:31:38,614 --> 00:31:40,581
and if I wasn't being
rational about that,
632
00:31:40,616 --> 00:31:43,517
maybe I wasn't rational about this case.
633
00:31:43,552 --> 00:31:46,554
Maybe my emotions got in the way.
634
00:31:46,588 --> 00:31:48,422
I shot him down. I wasn't open.
635
00:31:48,457 --> 00:31:50,291
- I'm sure you were fair.
- No, I wasn't.
636
00:31:50,359 --> 00:31:52,360
- When?
- The whole time.
637
00:31:52,394 --> 00:31:53,694
Okay, Shaun...
638
00:31:53,729 --> 00:31:55,022
I yelled at him.
639
00:31:57,232 --> 00:32:00,569
I... I yelled at him
640
00:32:00,902 --> 00:32:04,272
when he was talking about
the pressure in her colon.
641
00:32:04,306 --> 00:32:07,141
It made no sense.
He did not know how it worked.
642
00:32:07,209 --> 00:32:09,744
- Well, if it made no sense, then...
- It must have made sense.
643
00:32:09,778 --> 00:32:12,706
Somehow.
644
00:32:13,215 --> 00:32:14,882
He's very smart.
645
00:32:14,916 --> 00:32:18,286
He must have been thinking of something.
Something that...
646
00:32:18,320 --> 00:32:20,087
♪
647
00:32:26,895 --> 00:32:28,796
♪
648
00:32:35,404 --> 00:32:37,305
♪
649
00:32:43,745 --> 00:32:45,646
(MONITOR BEEPING)
650
00:32:45,681 --> 00:32:47,615
♪
651
00:32:51,119 --> 00:32:53,020
♪
652
00:32:58,126 --> 00:33:01,546
ANDREWS: I'm going to begin
the excision of the large intestine.
653
00:33:02,831 --> 00:33:04,999
- (BANGS ON GLASS)
- What the hell?
654
00:33:05,033 --> 00:33:07,868
Hey! Have you ligated
any critical vessels?
655
00:33:07,936 --> 00:33:10,572
- We were just about to.
- (SIGHS) That is good.
656
00:33:12,007 --> 00:33:14,476
You need to insert
a PC tube to the colon.
657
00:33:15,394 --> 00:33:17,878
A feeding tube?
She can't absorb nutrients.
658
00:33:17,946 --> 00:33:21,066
Not to feed her.
As an outflow mechanism.
659
00:33:23,485 --> 00:33:25,453
Pressure valve for emergencies.
660
00:33:25,487 --> 00:33:27,555
It'll keep her GI tract viable.
661
00:33:27,864 --> 00:33:29,357
What about the muscle weakness?
662
00:33:29,391 --> 00:33:31,459
It's what Walt said.
663
00:33:33,829 --> 00:33:37,531
We use the prokinetics and
acetylcholinesterase inhibitors
664
00:33:37,566 --> 00:33:39,472
to increase contractility and movement.
665
00:33:39,507 --> 00:33:41,135
♪
666
00:33:47,722 --> 00:33:50,156
ANDREWS: Walt, I'd like
to revise the surgical plan
667
00:33:50,191 --> 00:33:52,514
and invite Dr. Murphy to scrub in.
668
00:33:54,999 --> 00:33:57,100
Yes, to both.
669
00:33:57,125 --> 00:33:59,059
♪
670
00:34:10,740 --> 00:34:14,777
No bleeding, no bruising,
no signs of infection.
671
00:34:14,811 --> 00:34:18,447
(SIGHS) Oh, thank you
so much. Both of you.
672
00:34:18,481 --> 00:34:20,584
We wouldn't have gotten here
without you.
673
00:34:23,436 --> 00:34:26,271
Dr. Murphy, don't you think my
dad would make a great doctor?
674
00:34:27,048 --> 00:34:30,275
Mm, I'm not sure.
675
00:34:30,310 --> 00:34:34,055
He had some very good ideas,
but also some bad ones.
676
00:34:38,103 --> 00:34:40,371
He is a very good father, though.
677
00:34:44,149 --> 00:34:45,724
One of the best I have met.
678
00:34:45,792 --> 00:34:49,895
♪
679
00:34:49,963 --> 00:34:56,401
♪
680
00:34:56,469 --> 00:34:58,203
(SIGHS)
681
00:34:58,237 --> 00:34:59,805
(MONITOR BEEPING)
682
00:35:00,132 --> 00:35:01,833
(GROANING)
683
00:35:04,177 --> 00:35:06,211
Hey, careful. The sutures.
684
00:35:06,711 --> 00:35:08,813
Oh, what happened?
685
00:35:11,404 --> 00:35:12,928
Hi, Mom.
686
00:35:17,590 --> 00:35:19,157
(SIGHS)
687
00:35:20,953 --> 00:35:22,729
I didn't want you to die.
688
00:35:24,731 --> 00:35:26,565
I have to make this up to you.
689
00:35:26,599 --> 00:35:27,866
You don't.
690
00:35:27,900 --> 00:35:29,668
I'll move to California.
I'll do whatever...
691
00:35:29,702 --> 00:35:31,003
You'll never be happy.
692
00:35:33,125 --> 00:35:34,859
I don't deserve to be happy.
693
00:35:39,245 --> 00:35:41,079
You shouldn't love me.
694
00:35:43,683 --> 00:35:45,502
When you left us...
695
00:35:47,639 --> 00:35:49,307
...I really acted out.
696
00:35:52,258 --> 00:35:54,761
I would fight with Dad all the time.
697
00:35:56,596 --> 00:36:00,267
But he would remind me that...
698
00:36:01,067 --> 00:36:03,436
He was gonna love me
699
00:36:04,771 --> 00:36:09,734
no matter who I was or what I did.
700
00:36:11,800 --> 00:36:13,338
Because he was my dad.
701
00:36:18,874 --> 00:36:20,708
I'm gonna love you like that.
702
00:36:27,983 --> 00:36:29,921
Because you're my mom.
703
00:36:29,946 --> 00:36:33,516
♪
704
00:36:37,292 --> 00:36:40,661
♪
705
00:36:47,355 --> 00:36:49,103
Mmm.
706
00:36:49,805 --> 00:36:54,242
My baby boy.
707
00:36:57,385 --> 00:36:59,034
(CHUCKLES)
708
00:37:01,183 --> 00:37:05,419
Yes, uh, well, um... uh, indeed.
709
00:37:05,454 --> 00:37:10,024
I am, uh, using
my custom fitness tracker
710
00:37:10,092 --> 00:37:14,495
because healthy doctors
make healthy... clients.
711
00:37:17,366 --> 00:37:18,766
Paint? Really?
712
00:37:18,800 --> 00:37:20,801
Are we gonna be talking about paint?
713
00:37:20,836 --> 00:37:23,337
Can you ask me an... A-another question?
714
00:37:25,707 --> 00:37:30,064
Yeah... Yeah, well, d... uh,
different kind of d-doctor,
715
00:37:30,092 --> 00:37:32,513
different kind of hospital.
716
00:37:32,547 --> 00:37:34,682
Very inspiring.
717
00:37:34,716 --> 00:37:40,054
♪
718
00:37:40,122 --> 00:37:41,701
Yes.
719
00:37:43,110 --> 00:37:46,980
That one? When did you see "that one"?
720
00:37:47,005 --> 00:37:51,074
♪
721
00:37:51,099 --> 00:37:53,224
Really? Um, you know what?
722
00:37:53,249 --> 00:37:55,271
We're gonna have to do this,
uh, another time.
723
00:37:55,304 --> 00:37:56,883
Thank you.
724
00:38:00,142 --> 00:38:02,009
(KEYS JINGLE)
725
00:38:02,044 --> 00:38:05,246
♪
726
00:38:05,314 --> 00:38:09,850
♪
727
00:38:16,358 --> 00:38:19,193
We had a deal, didn't we?
Didn't we have a deal?
728
00:38:19,227 --> 00:38:21,195
What was supposed to happen was,
729
00:38:21,229 --> 00:38:22,563
you were supposed to
take down the billboard.
730
00:38:22,597 --> 00:38:24,065
- Did you forget?
- Calm down.
731
00:38:24,099 --> 00:38:25,366
I'm not gonna calm down!
732
00:38:25,400 --> 00:38:27,333
You don't treat Shaun like this.
733
00:38:27,376 --> 00:38:30,106
Shaun's the one who asked me
to keep the billboard up.
734
00:38:30,131 --> 00:38:32,032
I don't believe that.
735
00:38:36,445 --> 00:38:39,113
(CLICK, TAPPING KEYS)
736
00:38:39,181 --> 00:38:42,183
"Dear Salen, I have changed
my mind about the billboard.
737
00:38:42,217 --> 00:38:43,888
It can stay up."
738
00:38:43,913 --> 00:38:47,849
♪
739
00:38:48,890 --> 00:38:50,524
"As long as you fix the image
740
00:38:50,559 --> 00:38:52,760
so my hair part is on the correct side."
741
00:38:55,063 --> 00:38:57,631
Haven't had a chance to do that yet.
742
00:38:57,699 --> 00:39:01,202
♪
743
00:39:06,475 --> 00:39:09,581
He handled this on his own without you.
744
00:39:11,246 --> 00:39:13,460
And he's better off because of it.
745
00:39:14,395 --> 00:39:19,966
♪
746
00:39:20,322 --> 00:39:22,089
Okay.
747
00:39:22,124 --> 00:39:24,258
♪
748
00:39:29,498 --> 00:39:34,668
♪
749
00:39:34,736 --> 00:39:36,437
Hey.
750
00:39:37,906 --> 00:39:39,673
(SIGHS)
751
00:39:44,679 --> 00:39:48,949
The truth is, I'm not young.
752
00:39:48,984 --> 00:39:52,226
And I never would have
chosen to be a dad again.
753
00:39:53,155 --> 00:39:55,960
But I also didn't choose
to fall in love with you.
754
00:39:58,927 --> 00:40:04,219
So, now I'll do what it takes
to make this relationship work,
755
00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:06,333
whatever you decide to do.
756
00:40:07,936 --> 00:40:09,432
Prove it.
757
00:40:09,938 --> 00:40:14,208
I-I-I plan to with, uh, caring, with...
758
00:40:14,276 --> 00:40:16,844
Prove it right now.
759
00:40:16,878 --> 00:40:18,813
♪
760
00:40:24,186 --> 00:40:30,224
♪
761
00:40:30,292 --> 00:40:31,859
Buckle up.
762
00:40:31,893 --> 00:40:33,373
Ow.
763
00:40:33,795 --> 00:40:36,230
And you wouldn't just be a decent mom.
You'd be a great one, because...
764
00:40:36,298 --> 00:40:38,499
Not now, please.
765
00:40:38,533 --> 00:40:39,879
Sorry.
766
00:40:40,702 --> 00:40:44,805
♪
767
00:40:44,840 --> 00:40:47,136
SHAUN: Maybe I was wrong.
768
00:40:47,876 --> 00:40:50,811
Maybe I don't need them to fix my hair.
769
00:40:52,380 --> 00:40:56,383
Nah, it does look a little off.
770
00:40:56,418 --> 00:40:58,719
♪
771
00:41:05,827 --> 00:41:07,761
♪
772
00:41:11,099 --> 00:41:13,033
♪
773
00:41:17,672 --> 00:41:19,607
♪
774
00:41:21,771 --> 00:41:25,724
_
775
00:41:29,351 --> 00:41:31,252
♪
776
00:41:40,395 --> 00:41:43,230
(ENGINE STARTS)
777
00:41:43,265 --> 00:41:45,199
♪
778
00:41:49,404 --> 00:41:53,240
♪ Oh, there's something
in my mind that's killing me ♪
779
00:41:53,275 --> 00:41:55,809
♪ There's something that
this life's not giving me ♪
780
00:41:55,877 --> 00:42:01,315
♪ Would you say ♪
781
00:42:01,383 --> 00:42:04,318
♪ There's something in my mind
that's killing me ♪
782
00:42:04,343 --> 00:42:07,178
♪ There's something that
this life's not giving me ♪
783
00:42:07,203 --> 00:42:10,405
♪ Would you say ♪
784
00:42:10,430 --> 00:42:12,998
(ENGINE STARTS)
785
00:42:13,094 --> 00:42:17,231
♪ Oh, we don't know if we
leave, will we make it home ♪
786
00:42:17,265 --> 00:42:20,901
♪ But we all know, if there's
hope, then we'll be okay ♪
787
00:42:20,936 --> 00:42:22,836
♪