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Previously on Star Trek: Discovery...
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Commander, I can't get control!
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All decks prepare for impact!
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Lieutenant, get to sickbay.
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Neurological tests are clear,
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no concussion... You're good to go.
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- What?
- I said you're good to go.
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We made it through.
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It was a pretty rough landing.
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It's good to have you alive.
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I'm experiencing some discomfort.
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Yeah, you were impaled
by a seven-inch shard
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and put in a coma.
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Michael?
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Saru, I landed here a year ago.
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Nobody knows if The Burn was an accident
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or a natural disaster, but I
did find part of a transmission
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from an obsolete Starfleet channel.
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This is Admiral Senna Tal.
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I will wait for any who
would join us on Earth.
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The Federation lives on.
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- Is he at Starfleet headquarters?
- We will find Admiral Tal.
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Senna Tal, the Starfleet
officer you've been looking for?
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I know him.
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Young Adira has been joined
with a Trill symbiont.
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- Trill?
- A sentient life-form.
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Once they join with a host,
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that host has the ability
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to access the memories
of all former hosts.
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Including Admiral Tal's.
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It seems Adira has difficulty
accessing those memories.
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She may carry knowledge of
what remains of Starfleet.
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Medical officer's log, supplemental.
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Our trip to Earth was eye-opening.
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A reality check, such as reality is.
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It's starting to hit everyone
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just how little we have to hold on to.
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The personal moments we
use to define ourselves,
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birthdays,
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anniversaries,
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graduations,
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funerals,
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we've jumped past all of them.
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They feel lost.
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Disconnected.
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I tell them I've been
alone, I've been lost.
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Both are survivable,
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and surviving can become living again.
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You know, if you ever
needed to talk, I'm around.
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I'm fine.
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But first, they have to accept help.
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For a crew of overachievers,
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that kind of vulnerability
can be hard to hold.
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Five words keep everyone going:
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"When we find the Federation."
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It's become a mantra for the crew.
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In some cases, it seems to help.
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All right.
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In others...
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... not so much.
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Adira, who joined us from Earth,
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may be able to guide us
to Federation headquarters
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once she regains her own memories
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and those of her symbiont's
former host, Senna Tal.
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This mission could be a gift,
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a reminder that we
are and always will be
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connected to something
greater than ourselves:
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the Federation.
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Scan complete.
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Well, the good news is,
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she's perfectly healthy,
as is the symbiont.
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Uh, should we be concerned it
is wrapped around her heart?
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No, it's protecting me.
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Every critical system in
my body is connected to Tal.
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Wake up with a squid in
your abdominal cavity,
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you'll do your homework, too.
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So you still don't remember
how you got the symbiont?
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What's the first thing you do remember?
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I woke up in an escape pod a year ago
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when that ship found me.
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Before that, nothing.
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Uh, Commander Stamets
noted that you demonstrated
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a surprising understanding of
our ship's engineering grid,
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a design about which you
should have no knowledge.
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Well, I can also speak seven languages
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and cook a mean Bajoran hasperat.
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I mean, have I always been a genius,
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or do these skills belong
to my squid's previous hosts?
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Well, if it is your sym...
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Your squid...
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Then we should be
getting the full picture.
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So something is blocking your memories.
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Like what?
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Oh, there's no way to know.
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There's no precedent.
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So, we have two choices:
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I can start digging
around your hippocampus,
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- hoping to find an answer...
- Bad.
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Bad.
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Or we take you to Trill.
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If you and the captain agree.
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Adira, we have to be clear.
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No one's ever seen a human host.
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There's no way of knowing
if the Trill will be able
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or willing to assist you.
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So I could go, and it could be a bust,
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and no one gets what they need.
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I don't get my memories, you
don't get Senna Tal's message
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and you never find
Federation headquarters.
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Is there any way of knowing
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if the Trill are as
peaceful as they were
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a millennia ago?
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No.
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That is also a risk.
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I can't keep living like this.
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Not knowing who I am.
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Let's go to Trill.
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Star Trek: Discovery S03E04
- Forget Me Not
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Scans confirm no weapon
energy signatures.
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Nothing to indicate hostile intent.
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Well, let us hope that remains the case.
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Keep us at yellow alert.
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Lieutenant Bryce,
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- open a channel, please.
- Yes, sir.
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Ring any bells?
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Does that planet look familiar?
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- Wish I could say yes.
- All right, Captain,
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Trill Commissioner Vos
is responding to our hail.
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Put him through, Lieutenant.
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Welcome, Commissioner Vos.
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I am Captain Saru of the USS Discovery.
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Greetings, Captain Saru.
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It's been many years since
we've seen a Federation starship.
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I trust our arrival is welcome?
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Most certainly.
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We have a host and symbiont on board,
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uh, in need of medical attention.
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We were hoping for your assistance.
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Our symbionts carry our history.
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And t... then the... The Burn.
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The population was decimated.
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To have a symbiont
return home is a blessing.
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Uh, we will send them down immediately
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accompanied by our
ship's medical officer.
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We'll make preparations.
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Thank you, Discovery.
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Cancel yellow alert,
maintain standard orbit.
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Dr. Stamets.
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I would like to talk
to you about your jumps.
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Second jump with no problems.
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Fully recovered. I'm fine.
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You were impaled with a
spike and placed in a coma.
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Yeah, but other than that, he's fine.
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I can jump anytime.
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The scarcity of dilithium
has made the spore drive
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immeasurably valuable.
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We will need the ability to
operate it without you, Commander.
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I researched a nonhuman
interface for nearly a decade
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before we discovered the
Tardigrade on the Glenn.
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Yes, and there has been 932
years of technological advancement
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since then.
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We cannot risk becoming as limited
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as every other ship in the galaxy
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should you be once again incapacitated.
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Of course, Captain.
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Now, you and Ensign Tilly
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are two of the finest
minds on this ship.
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I have every confidence
you will find a solution.
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So, look, I... I know now
may not be the best time...
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Um, what if we made a new interface
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using a dark matter system?
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Dark matter is comprised
of subatomic particles
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and the mycelial network
is a subspace domain.
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The prefix "sub" being the only morpheme
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that even remotely
connects those two ideas.
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Yeah.
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I... Well, I've run some
preliminary calculations
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using dark matter energy to...
to pierce the subspace domain,
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but if... look... you're
not ready to talk about it,
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- it's...
- Look, this isn't about "Isn't science cool?"
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It's about the lives of
everything and everyone.
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I know you're trying,
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but please, don't waste my time.
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Come.
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Do you have a minute?
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Please.
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- You've been busy.
- Mm.
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It's everything I've managed to
find on The Burn in the last year.
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So many missing pieces.
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Oh, I just, I meant, your
space used to be so, uh...
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Oh.
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Empty?
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Yeah.
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Shouldn't you, uh, be
headed to the shuttle now?
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Well, that's what I wanted
to talk to you about.
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I think you should be the one
to take Adira to the surface.
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Her memory loss isn't a medical problem.
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She needs somebody to
support her emotionally.
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Why do you think that's me?
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Well, Adira's had almost everything
she's depended on stripped away.
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I think you understand that.
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I think you do, too.
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Mm-hmm.
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You know, there's a theory:
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post-traumatic growth.
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That, uh, certain life events, um,
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dying,
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time travel,
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a year alone in a new future,
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can inspire us to evolve,
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to live our lives in a different way.
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You're still in the
process of all that, but
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Adira's about to start.
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I don't even know how to navigate
being on this ship right now.
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And the people that I know and love,
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I know what they want from me...
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... but I can't even give it to them.
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You know what I love about you most?
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You're a responsibility hoarder.
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Yeah.
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I am working on it.
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Your friends, your crew,
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the future of every living
thing in the galaxy, literally.
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Even when you're struggling yourself.
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I'm sorry, I just don't get
why you're going with me.
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You know less about me than
I do, and that's saying a lot.
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A year ago, you woke up with no memories
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and I woke up with no past,
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and ten seconds after I crash-landed
out of the wormhole, I puked.
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Okay, that's not exactly
a confidence booster.
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I bet.
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Okay, um, look, maybe I
should just go by myself.
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- If you're good.
- Oh, yeah, I'm good.
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Okay.
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Attention, all crew.
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Rotation assignments have
been posted and are...
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Look, Dr. Culber's a pretty smart guy.
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I've trusted him with my
life, and I'd do it again.
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And he thinks I should escort you.
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Well, I like him.
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So...
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you can come.
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- But, um, two things.
- Wait.
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So you're saying you trust Dr.
Culber because you like him,
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not because he's a doctor?
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Okay, look, I have a squid,
and you threw up in a wormhole.
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Things are pretty weird out here,
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but human connection's at
least one thing I understand.
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Okay. Shoot.
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Whatever happens out there,
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I don't want to let anyone down.
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You won't.
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What's the second thing?
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Oh, uh,
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don't say anything annoyingly
inspirational. That makes me nuts.
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Deal.
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Shuttle craft Three, you
are cleared for safety check.
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As requested, I've
completed my analysis,
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and all crew members
are physically sound.
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- Y... you did not say "healthy."
- Correct.
262
00:14:35,042 --> 00:14:36,853
Well, but?
263
00:14:38,585 --> 00:14:40,482
Stress hormone levels
are off the charts.
264
00:14:40,565 --> 00:14:43,345
If they were mice in a cage, they'd
be gnawing at their own tails.
265
00:14:44,119 --> 00:14:45,811
So would you, by the way.
266
00:14:45,862 --> 00:14:49,605
My tail and I appreciate
your concern, Doctor.
267
00:14:49,606 --> 00:14:53,758
However, I need to know
how I can help this crew.
268
00:14:54,027 --> 00:14:58,666
Perhaps a... a focus
on duties or routine?
269
00:14:58,852 --> 00:15:02,563
Under any other circumstances,
those things might be helpful, but...
270
00:15:03,095 --> 00:15:05,351
we're in uncharted territory,
271
00:15:05,524 --> 00:15:07,107
and they know it.
272
00:15:07,537 --> 00:15:10,105
Discovery could disappear tomorrow,
and it wouldn't make a ripple.
273
00:15:10,181 --> 00:15:12,729
No one would miss us or mourn us.
274
00:15:13,098 --> 00:15:15,487
They need to feel connected.
275
00:15:15,676 --> 00:15:16,927
Yes.
276
00:15:57,309 --> 00:15:59,066
Welcome to Trill.
277
00:15:59,200 --> 00:16:02,365
Uh, may I present Guardian
Xi of our spiritual community
278
00:16:02,404 --> 00:16:03,891
and Leader Pav.
279
00:16:04,072 --> 00:16:05,333
Thank you.
280
00:16:05,334 --> 00:16:07,030
I'm Commander Michael Burnham,
281
00:16:07,569 --> 00:16:09,357
and this is Adira.
282
00:16:10,940 --> 00:16:13,733
Your captain said that you'd
be bringing a symbiont and host.
283
00:16:13,734 --> 00:16:15,368
Yes.
284
00:16:18,825 --> 00:16:20,553
She is...
285
00:16:22,785 --> 00:16:24,352
... human?
286
00:16:25,000 --> 00:16:26,484
Yeah.
287
00:16:26,884 --> 00:16:28,992
Uh, she is.
288
00:16:36,465 --> 00:16:38,018
Please...
289
00:16:38,285 --> 00:16:40,233
speak your names.
290
00:16:40,791 --> 00:16:42,553
Um...
291
00:16:43,290 --> 00:16:44,981
Adira.
292
00:16:46,777 --> 00:16:48,136
Continue?
293
00:16:48,187 --> 00:16:51,051
That's it. That's my name... Adira.
294
00:16:51,083 --> 00:16:52,871
You recall no other names?
295
00:16:53,121 --> 00:16:54,787
Well...
296
00:16:54,832 --> 00:16:57,029
I... I... I know Senna Tal, I guess.
297
00:16:57,202 --> 00:17:00,695
She's unable to access the
memories of her symbiont.
298
00:17:00,759 --> 00:17:02,098
That's why we've come.
299
00:17:02,130 --> 00:17:04,251
In 2,000 years, there
hasn't been a single
300
00:17:04,262 --> 00:17:06,807
recorded instance of
a successful joining
301
00:17:06,827 --> 00:17:09,108
between a symbiont and
a non-Trill species.
302
00:17:09,191 --> 00:17:11,307
It's a miracle this
symbiont is still alive.
303
00:17:11,313 --> 00:17:13,101
Well, I wouldn't let it die.
304
00:17:13,300 --> 00:17:14,915
Uh, it's a part of me.
305
00:17:15,287 --> 00:17:17,876
It's a part of you?
306
00:17:18,203 --> 00:17:21,161
- She has no idea. None.
- Why don't you give us an idea?
307
00:17:21,225 --> 00:17:24,028
She's an abomination. They
must be separated immediately.
308
00:17:24,039 --> 00:17:26,627
We cannot. Forced separation
could kill the host.
309
00:17:26,653 --> 00:17:27,950
Oh, no.
310
00:17:28,508 --> 00:17:30,164
No one is forcing anything.
311
00:17:30,241 --> 00:17:31,892
We are not Federation members.
312
00:17:31,953 --> 00:17:33,517
You have no jurisdiction here.
313
00:17:33,783 --> 00:17:35,096
Trill law takes precedence.
314
00:17:35,163 --> 00:17:38,254
Adira's life takes precedence.
315
00:17:39,910 --> 00:17:41,516
Our apologies.
316
00:17:42,545 --> 00:17:44,693
Every Trill longs to be a host.
317
00:17:45,047 --> 00:17:47,354
Few ever receive the honor.
318
00:17:47,390 --> 00:17:49,615
The Burn decimated our population,
319
00:17:49,743 --> 00:17:52,322
particularly those capable of joining.
320
00:17:53,527 --> 00:17:56,009
We no longer have enough viable hosts.
321
00:17:57,065 --> 00:17:58,921
Adira could be our future.
322
00:17:59,685 --> 00:18:02,079
If we could finally
look beyond the Trill...
323
00:18:02,114 --> 00:18:05,468
- Absolutely not.
- Let us take Adira to the Caves of Mak'ala,
324
00:18:05,519 --> 00:18:07,872
where her symbiont might
be able to communicate.
325
00:18:07,888 --> 00:18:09,774
She will contaminate a sacred space!
326
00:18:09,804 --> 00:18:12,296
- The symbiont is not hers.
- Enough.
327
00:18:13,531 --> 00:18:17,648
We've never forced a separation.
We will not start now.
328
00:18:18,032 --> 00:18:19,248
However,
329
00:18:19,437 --> 00:18:22,744
I agree that the
joining is an aberration.
330
00:18:22,842 --> 00:18:25,529
From what I'm hearing,
this joining is a miracle.
331
00:18:26,216 --> 00:18:28,261
Maybe the symbiont made the choice.
332
00:18:28,754 --> 00:18:31,712
The memories that she's carrying
333
00:18:31,835 --> 00:18:34,322
can help heal the entire Federation.
334
00:18:34,666 --> 00:18:38,475
And Senna Tal wanted us
to receive his message.
335
00:18:41,033 --> 00:18:44,493
The longer she stays,
the greater the challenge
336
00:18:44,498 --> 00:18:47,902
to the only thing our
species have left...
337
00:18:48,209 --> 00:18:49,953
Our ideals.
338
00:18:50,358 --> 00:18:52,240
My decision is final.
339
00:18:52,358 --> 00:18:55,377
You will leave Trill immediately.
340
00:19:16,974 --> 00:19:18,400
So, that's it?
341
00:19:18,528 --> 00:19:20,658
They're just kicking
us off their planet?
342
00:19:26,956 --> 00:19:30,680
Don't say anything else. This
isn't the way to our shuttlecraft.
343
00:19:39,895 --> 00:19:43,298
- The symbiont belongs with us.
- It is a part of her.
344
00:19:43,317 --> 00:19:47,469
- It is not your choice.
- I'm making it my choice.
345
00:19:53,903 --> 00:19:55,390
Where are the caves?
346
00:19:55,454 --> 00:19:57,441
Never.
347
00:19:57,460 --> 00:19:59,729
Fine.
348
00:19:59,876 --> 00:20:02,420
Um, that...
349
00:20:02,741 --> 00:20:05,926
That wasn't Federation protocol.
350
00:20:06,874 --> 00:20:08,733
No, it wasn't.
351
00:20:09,028 --> 00:20:11,220
- They'll be fine.
- Michael?
352
00:20:11,623 --> 00:20:13,616
Wait. Please.
353
00:20:14,887 --> 00:20:17,377
Our society is on the brink of collapse.
354
00:20:17,756 --> 00:20:21,255
Helping you gives us a fighting chance.
355
00:20:22,191 --> 00:20:24,357
The caves are this way.
356
00:20:34,617 --> 00:20:37,042
The crew would benefit from exercise,
357
00:20:37,078 --> 00:20:38,872
medication, limited dairy.
358
00:20:38,903 --> 00:20:41,261
Oh, uh, beyond the standard parameters.
359
00:20:42,041 --> 00:20:44,158
Yoga, hyperbaric chamber,
360
00:20:44,173 --> 00:20:47,151
therapeutic coloring books,
interstellar shopping.
361
00:20:47,177 --> 00:20:50,350
Uh, I do not need an
endless list of activities.
362
00:20:50,381 --> 00:20:54,677
I... I... I need something
meaningful to heal my crew.
363
00:21:01,698 --> 00:21:02,891
Computer?
364
00:21:02,892 --> 00:21:05,040
Hello.
365
00:21:05,235 --> 00:21:06,505
Hello.
366
00:21:06,506 --> 00:21:08,019
Among many sentient beings,
367
00:21:08,045 --> 00:21:10,090
laughter is both healing and meaningful.
368
00:21:10,167 --> 00:21:13,023
Twentieth-century Earth
comedians such as Buster Keaton
369
00:21:13,029 --> 00:21:15,438
or Charlie Chaplin are communal unifiers
370
00:21:15,459 --> 00:21:18,405
- without the burden of language.
- Buster Keaton?
371
00:21:18,450 --> 00:21:21,161
Also known as "The Great Stone Face."
372
00:21:23,640 --> 00:21:25,163
Computer...
373
00:21:25,676 --> 00:21:28,480
run a level ten diagnostic.
374
00:21:29,005 --> 00:21:31,615
I'm fully operational, thank you.
375
00:21:31,616 --> 00:21:34,935
These connections are beyond
the algorithm I presumed...
376
00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:38,565
Your crew requires what they
used to call R and R, Captain.
377
00:21:38,608 --> 00:21:41,192
May I suggest switching
the ship to auto-navigation
378
00:21:41,207 --> 00:21:42,992
and giving them the night off?
379
00:21:43,212 --> 00:21:44,909
The night off?
380
00:21:45,150 --> 00:21:47,671
May I also suggest simple gratitude?
381
00:21:47,728 --> 00:21:49,845
A private meal, perhaps,
with your bridge crew,
382
00:21:49,861 --> 00:21:51,722
to demonstrate your appreciation.
383
00:21:51,723 --> 00:21:53,429
Your choice, Captain.
384
00:22:03,299 --> 00:22:06,518
The Sacred Caves of Mak'ala.
385
00:22:17,822 --> 00:22:19,581
This is incredible.
386
00:22:20,580 --> 00:22:22,128
And you believe that Adira's symbiont
387
00:22:22,139 --> 00:22:23,672
would be able to
communicate with her here?
388
00:22:24,046 --> 00:22:25,810
It's their ancestral home.
389
00:22:26,364 --> 00:22:28,353
If not here, then where?
390
00:22:30,979 --> 00:22:32,593
It feels...
391
00:22:33,649 --> 00:22:35,094
safe.
392
00:22:37,540 --> 00:22:39,519
We don't have much
time. Vos will awaken,
393
00:22:39,540 --> 00:22:42,262
and the commission will see
that your ship is still here.
394
00:22:42,683 --> 00:22:44,405
Okay, are you ready?
395
00:22:44,677 --> 00:22:46,799
Say something inspirational.
396
00:22:47,435 --> 00:22:49,824
Just don't make it annoying.
397
00:22:50,603 --> 00:22:53,135
Uh, get in there before
someone shoots us?
398
00:22:55,253 --> 00:22:56,632
Okay.
399
00:23:00,179 --> 00:23:02,650
Friends, please, come in. Come in.
400
00:23:03,234 --> 00:23:05,060
Uh, sit, please.
401
00:23:10,758 --> 00:23:15,023
I gave the rest of the crew
the evening off to recuperate.
402
00:23:15,024 --> 00:23:17,478
But I asked all of you here
403
00:23:17,483 --> 00:23:20,206
because we work most closely
404
00:23:20,257 --> 00:23:22,257
and have not had a moment.
405
00:23:22,728 --> 00:23:25,903
In fact, we have lost quite a few.
406
00:23:26,820 --> 00:23:30,193
Almost every culture has a ritual
407
00:23:30,234 --> 00:23:32,828
that gathers its moments when it can,
408
00:23:33,162 --> 00:23:34,787
holds them dear.
409
00:23:35,187 --> 00:23:39,006
A time to take the measure of loved ones
410
00:23:39,047 --> 00:23:41,877
and what we have all
accomplished together.
411
00:23:44,163 --> 00:23:45,681
Ah.
412
00:23:48,188 --> 00:23:49,593
Hmm.
413
00:23:49,978 --> 00:23:52,197
We made a choice
414
00:23:52,397 --> 00:23:53,962
a millennium ago
415
00:23:54,197 --> 00:23:56,312
to follow Commander Burnham.
416
00:23:56,313 --> 00:23:58,365
I will never forget what I heard
417
00:23:58,401 --> 00:24:01,733
as I stood before each of
you as you cast your vote.
418
00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:03,449
It was not unlike...
419
00:24:03,978 --> 00:24:05,408
a small prayer.
420
00:24:05,614 --> 00:24:08,140
I ask that we repeat that now.
421
00:24:08,166 --> 00:24:10,217
- Must we really?
- Yes, we must.
422
00:24:10,248 --> 00:24:11,970
Lieutenant Detmer,
423
00:24:12,309 --> 00:24:14,595
do you remember what you said?
424
00:24:15,641 --> 00:24:17,141
I said "Aye."
425
00:24:18,809 --> 00:24:20,317
I said, "Aye."
426
00:24:21,137 --> 00:24:23,515
- Aye.
- Aye.
427
00:24:23,746 --> 00:24:25,622
- Aye.
- Aye.
428
00:24:25,694 --> 00:24:26,874
Aye, sir.
429
00:24:26,904 --> 00:24:28,596
- Aye.
- Aye.
430
00:24:29,171 --> 00:24:31,482
- Aye.
- I never said "Aye."
431
00:24:31,923 --> 00:24:33,241
But...
432
00:24:33,820 --> 00:24:35,896
I'm here.
433
00:24:37,049 --> 00:24:38,388
Aye.
434
00:24:39,023 --> 00:24:40,392
Aye.
435
00:24:48,585 --> 00:24:51,923
Is there any way the symbiont was
joined with Adira against her will?
436
00:24:52,589 --> 00:24:55,524
A symbiont can't thrive
in an unwilling host.
437
00:24:55,556 --> 00:24:57,953
So the issue might
be with Adira herself.
438
00:24:59,145 --> 00:25:02,305
A repressed memory related
to the joining, perhaps.
439
00:25:02,408 --> 00:25:05,253
Whatever it is, she
will need to face it.
440
00:25:08,265 --> 00:25:11,277
It's not exactly my style.
441
00:25:11,380 --> 00:25:13,937
Please... enter.
442
00:25:26,753 --> 00:25:29,836
This is as new to us as it is to you.
443
00:25:29,913 --> 00:25:34,584
We cannot know how your brain
will process what you see.
444
00:25:37,808 --> 00:25:41,698
The Mynh'ta Orb will allow us to track
445
00:25:41,724 --> 00:25:43,787
her isoboromine levels.
446
00:25:44,037 --> 00:25:47,036
As long as they are steady, she is safe.
447
00:26:06,692 --> 00:26:08,711
If you find Senna Tal down there...
448
00:26:10,588 --> 00:26:13,739
- ... his message is pretty vital.
- I know.
449
00:26:17,564 --> 00:26:19,154
Good luck, Adira.
450
00:26:33,375 --> 00:26:35,349
She is now in communion.
451
00:26:44,152 --> 00:26:46,608
Is that droog-beetle pie?
452
00:26:49,305 --> 00:26:50,525
Mmm.
453
00:26:56,513 --> 00:27:00,077
- What is going on between you two?
- I don't know.
454
00:27:00,326 --> 00:27:05,021
- Nothing.
- This reminds me of harvest on Kaminar.
455
00:27:05,180 --> 00:27:08,910
Siranna and I would work from
sunup until after sun fall,
456
00:27:08,944 --> 00:27:11,925
gathering and drying
our seasonal kelp crops.
457
00:27:11,926 --> 00:27:15,900
Our family would then dine
together under the full moon.
458
00:27:15,932 --> 00:27:18,018
Kelp dries in the sun.
459
00:27:18,239 --> 00:27:20,809
An existential crisis.
460
00:27:20,982 --> 00:27:23,148
Is there some dessert?
461
00:27:23,372 --> 00:27:24,904
Is that a haiku?
462
00:27:26,269 --> 00:27:27,762
Yes.
463
00:27:27,877 --> 00:27:29,723
Emperor Georgiou.
464
00:27:29,851 --> 00:27:31,728
Feasting on the finest cuts.
465
00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:34,049
Snarfs cookies on the down-low.
466
00:27:34,062 --> 00:27:35,452
I screwed up the last line.
467
00:27:35,471 --> 00:27:37,657
- No matter. Hear! Hear!
- Haiku?
468
00:27:37,887 --> 00:27:40,138
- Oh.
- I puked...
469
00:27:40,170 --> 00:27:41,651
- upon...
- No. No.
470
00:27:41,663 --> 00:27:45,278
... the Tellarite ambassador
471
00:27:45,307 --> 00:27:47,323
once at Thanksgiving.
472
00:27:47,353 --> 00:27:48,835
Yeah.
473
00:27:48,854 --> 00:27:50,483
It was an actual diplomatic crisis.
474
00:27:50,515 --> 00:27:52,662
Okay, this is not what I want
to hear at dinner. I mean,
475
00:27:52,663 --> 00:27:55,316
- who raised you people?
- Get Detmer to do one.
476
00:27:55,488 --> 00:27:57,580
- No. No, I don't want to...
- Come on.
477
00:27:57,581 --> 00:27:59,597
- Try. Try.
- No.
478
00:28:03,423 --> 00:28:05,365
Okay.
479
00:28:09,717 --> 00:28:13,255
The drones can't get Stamets' blood
480
00:28:13,332 --> 00:28:15,241
off the med bay floor...
481
00:28:15,299 --> 00:28:16,888
No. Wait. No one
482
00:28:16,933 --> 00:28:20,387
can clean Stamets' blood...
483
00:28:21,085 --> 00:28:23,815
Okay, I've got it. I've got it.
484
00:28:23,835 --> 00:28:26,648
No one can get Stamets' blood...
485
00:28:26,653 --> 00:28:29,524
Oh, shoot. No, wait. Wait, wait, wait.
486
00:28:29,525 --> 00:28:32,353
Stamets' blood
487
00:28:32,354 --> 00:28:35,190
is so red.
488
00:28:35,227 --> 00:28:36,921
- Lieutenant.
- No, I've got it now. I've got it.
489
00:28:36,946 --> 00:28:38,695
- It's five, seven, five, right?
- I don't think this is...
490
00:28:38,727 --> 00:28:40,419
- It's a poem.
- It's uncalled for.
491
00:28:40,451 --> 00:28:43,707
- Officers.
- My life is not a joke for the dinner table.
492
00:28:43,764 --> 00:28:45,866
I wasn't trying to make a joke.
493
00:28:46,655 --> 00:28:50,502
I was back at work within a
few hours of being injured.
494
00:28:50,503 --> 00:28:53,236
We wouldn't have gotten anywhere
near Earth if it weren't for me.
495
00:28:53,255 --> 00:28:55,246
You're not the only
one to move this ship.
496
00:28:55,466 --> 00:28:56,927
I'm the pilot.
497
00:28:56,953 --> 00:28:58,379
We move it.
498
00:28:58,380 --> 00:28:59,767
I never said it was just me.
499
00:28:59,768 --> 00:29:02,627
You think you're the only
essential personnel on this vessel.
500
00:29:02,633 --> 00:29:05,031
Look at you. It's written all over you.
501
00:29:05,067 --> 00:29:07,562
- Lieutenant.
- You want to fly this monster?
502
00:29:07,661 --> 00:29:10,804
Actually be responsible
for every single person
503
00:29:10,820 --> 00:29:12,604
every single day, or
do you just want to be
504
00:29:12,640 --> 00:29:14,385
the when-he-feels-like-it superhero
505
00:29:14,386 --> 00:29:16,141
and have everybody kiss your ass?
506
00:29:16,162 --> 00:29:19,161
The reality is I'm the only
one who can make the jumps.
507
00:29:19,197 --> 00:29:21,278
I flew us into the future.
508
00:29:21,316 --> 00:29:22,693
I landed this ship.
509
00:29:22,709 --> 00:29:26,201
- I landed Discovery.
- Yes, and we barely survived.
510
00:29:26,226 --> 00:29:27,662
Oh, my God. Stop it!
511
00:29:27,713 --> 00:29:30,020
You guys are both acting
like complete assholes.
512
00:29:30,021 --> 00:29:32,127
- Ensign Tilly.
- Why don't we all just take a breath?
513
00:29:32,153 --> 00:29:34,983
You guys think you have
the market cornered on pain?
514
00:29:36,321 --> 00:29:38,254
All of our sacrifices,
515
00:29:38,454 --> 00:29:42,313
all of our experiences
and our work, it matters.
516
00:29:42,556 --> 00:29:45,286
The only way we're gonna get
through this is as a crew.
517
00:29:45,338 --> 00:29:47,465
I have work to do.
518
00:29:51,085 --> 00:29:54,044
You did land this monster.
He should be thanking you.
519
00:29:54,291 --> 00:29:56,714
Keyla. Keyla?
520
00:29:57,457 --> 00:29:59,207
Uh...
521
00:30:06,692 --> 00:30:09,249
Well, at least the wine was good.
522
00:30:24,488 --> 00:30:26,064
Her levels are dropping.
523
00:30:26,173 --> 00:30:28,666
- I need to get her out.
- Stop!
524
00:30:33,908 --> 00:30:35,834
Guardian Xi.
525
00:30:35,835 --> 00:30:38,113
You have betrayed your oath.
526
00:30:38,664 --> 00:30:41,471
He's trying to save your lives.
527
00:30:43,195 --> 00:30:45,283
- What's happening?
- I don't know.
528
00:30:45,399 --> 00:30:47,324
I've never seen anything like this.
529
00:30:51,231 --> 00:30:53,672
- I... I have to help her!
- You cannot enter.
530
00:30:53,698 --> 00:30:55,767
This girl is all we have!
531
00:30:56,421 --> 00:30:58,726
Please, we can't let her die in there.
532
00:31:00,920 --> 00:31:02,586
Let her in.
533
00:31:09,211 --> 00:31:11,348
She's gone. Where is she?
534
00:31:12,448 --> 00:31:15,024
Help me with the neural stabilizers.
535
00:31:23,188 --> 00:31:25,206
These will help you commune with her...
536
00:31:25,251 --> 00:31:26,866
but only for a short time.
537
00:31:26,904 --> 00:31:30,807
You have to go and find
her and guide her out.
538
00:31:30,999 --> 00:31:32,934
Hurry, please.
539
00:31:36,670 --> 00:31:38,026
Now.
540
00:32:08,973 --> 00:32:10,543
Adira?
541
00:32:12,279 --> 00:32:14,842
Adira, can you hear me?
542
00:32:14,972 --> 00:32:16,458
Adira?
543
00:32:19,463 --> 00:32:21,021
Adira?
544
00:32:22,806 --> 00:32:23,879
Michael?
545
00:32:23,905 --> 00:32:25,110
- Ah!
- Michael!
546
00:32:25,135 --> 00:32:26,588
Did he tell you how to get out of here?
547
00:32:26,619 --> 00:32:28,644
Because there's no way out, and I
don't know what I'm supposed to do.
548
00:32:28,690 --> 00:32:30,859
- Okay, what have you seen so far?
- Watch it!
549
00:32:30,962 --> 00:32:32,095
- What are those?
- I don't know.
550
00:32:32,111 --> 00:32:34,074
They do that if I stay
in one place for too long.
551
00:32:34,115 --> 00:32:35,330
Okay.
552
00:32:38,693 --> 00:32:40,575
- It's happening.
- Have they done that before?
553
00:32:40,600 --> 00:32:41,697
Yeah, the threads are everywhere.
554
00:32:41,718 --> 00:32:43,805
They keep coming after me.
555
00:32:44,569 --> 00:32:47,204
- Let me try something.
- Ow! What the hell?!
556
00:32:50,014 --> 00:32:52,269
This place is responding to you.
557
00:32:52,592 --> 00:32:54,679
You're here to connect
with the symbiont.
558
00:32:56,653 --> 00:32:58,176
And these threads...
559
00:32:58,586 --> 00:33:00,376
they're trying to connect with you.
560
00:33:00,386 --> 00:33:02,442
I don't understand. I...
561
00:33:02,616 --> 00:33:04,702
It's the symbiont.
562
00:33:05,528 --> 00:33:07,850
It... it wants you to remember.
563
00:33:07,871 --> 00:33:10,583
And these threads, they... they
must be connected to your memories.
564
00:33:10,768 --> 00:33:13,818
I know you're afraid, but you
have to let them connect with you.
565
00:33:14,254 --> 00:33:16,459
Okay.
566
00:33:59,549 --> 00:34:01,209
Surgery bay 12,
567
00:34:01,210 --> 00:34:05,147
- prepping symbiont transfer to Trill host.
- Hold my hand.
568
00:34:09,364 --> 00:34:11,510
When this is all over,
569
00:34:12,017 --> 00:34:14,831
after you and the symbiont have joined,
570
00:34:14,972 --> 00:34:16,464
will you still be you?
571
00:34:16,509 --> 00:34:18,425
Of course I'll still be me.
572
00:34:21,216 --> 00:34:24,235
- I will always be the Gray you know and love.
- I love you, Gray.
573
00:34:24,256 --> 00:34:25,691
Gray.
574
00:34:26,189 --> 00:34:27,839
That... that's his name.
575
00:34:28,573 --> 00:34:30,331
He was my boyfriend.
576
00:34:30,979 --> 00:34:34,904
Uh, we were together on a, uh, a ship.
577
00:34:35,422 --> 00:34:36,626
Um...
578
00:34:37,934 --> 00:34:39,692
A generation ship.
579
00:34:40,513 --> 00:34:42,902
It was trying to find
Federation headquarters.
580
00:34:43,552 --> 00:34:44,860
Gray. We... we both...
581
00:34:44,885 --> 00:34:46,274
We were both orphans.
582
00:34:46,336 --> 00:34:47,910
But we had each other.
583
00:34:50,304 --> 00:34:51,822
I really loved him.
584
00:34:51,981 --> 00:34:54,642
Good. What else do you remember?
585
00:34:56,662 --> 00:34:58,703
He was... He was Trill.
586
00:34:59,031 --> 00:35:00,394
Um...
587
00:35:00,486 --> 00:35:02,086
H... he was, uh, a host,
588
00:35:02,142 --> 00:35:05,583
and I think he was about
to receive his symbiont.
589
00:35:06,890 --> 00:35:09,151
He looked so happy.
590
00:35:09,376 --> 00:35:10,955
Okay, why aren't you?
591
00:35:11,037 --> 00:35:13,324
I don't know, I don't, um...
592
00:35:14,703 --> 00:35:17,942
I'm sorry, I... I just... I... I
need... I need to get out of here.
593
00:35:20,262 --> 00:35:21,811
You can't.
594
00:35:22,741 --> 00:35:24,709
Not until you finish remembering.
595
00:35:26,413 --> 00:35:28,926
So, how long were you
together? You and Gray?
596
00:35:30,092 --> 00:35:31,849
Try...
597
00:35:33,194 --> 00:35:35,316
Try to see his face.
598
00:36:14,951 --> 00:36:16,643
You don't like my playing?
599
00:36:16,861 --> 00:36:18,899
No, I... do.
600
00:36:22,187 --> 00:36:25,987
You said you'd be the same
after you became a host,
601
00:36:26,013 --> 00:36:28,262
and all these things you can do now,
602
00:36:28,499 --> 00:36:30,350
it's kind of like you're perfect.
603
00:36:30,382 --> 00:36:33,760
Well, I already was perfect.
That's why you love me.
604
00:36:33,927 --> 00:36:35,425
Okay.
605
00:36:35,426 --> 00:36:37,144
I told you.
606
00:36:37,246 --> 00:36:39,181
I'm still me.
607
00:36:40,136 --> 00:36:42,565
I'm just... more me.
608
00:36:42,610 --> 00:36:44,289
Which parts?
609
00:36:45,013 --> 00:36:49,672
Like, what's you and
what's... all the other hosts?
610
00:36:53,607 --> 00:36:55,933
There aren't any fences.
611
00:36:56,167 --> 00:36:59,292
I'm many, and I'm one.
612
00:36:59,791 --> 00:37:01,637
Like everyone.
613
00:37:01,881 --> 00:37:03,841
I feel like I need to keep up.
614
00:37:03,912 --> 00:37:07,238
You're being a crazy person.
It's... it's not a race.
615
00:37:08,367 --> 00:37:11,180
- I don't think I could ever do what you did.
- Bullshit.
616
00:37:11,276 --> 00:37:13,635
The joining's based on trust.
617
00:37:14,186 --> 00:37:18,018
I didn't just have to accept
Tal, Tal had to accept me.
618
00:37:18,082 --> 00:37:20,712
The former hosts had to accept me, too.
619
00:37:23,028 --> 00:37:24,329
Like us.
620
00:37:24,406 --> 00:37:26,104
I trust you with my life.
621
00:37:26,226 --> 00:37:27,949
Me, too.
622
00:37:31,224 --> 00:37:34,133
Gonna show me what's
in that box on your lap?
623
00:37:34,178 --> 00:37:36,511
- Or keep sulking?
- Um...
624
00:37:36,882 --> 00:37:43,189
This is, uh, a thing
that I made... for you.
625
00:37:43,304 --> 00:37:45,752
You made it? It's not replicated?
626
00:37:46,976 --> 00:37:50,327
"Oh, I'm Adira, and I struggle
with my own inadequacies
627
00:37:50,365 --> 00:37:52,408
- while I'm making amazing art things...
- I'll keep it!
628
00:37:52,424 --> 00:37:54,296
that no one in the galaxy can make."
629
00:37:54,316 --> 00:37:55,916
How do you know it's an art thing?
630
00:38:00,192 --> 00:38:03,047
Because we have a love thing, idiot.
631
00:38:03,785 --> 00:38:05,410
And I know you.
632
00:38:15,505 --> 00:38:17,325
No, I... I need to get out of here.
633
00:38:17,361 --> 00:38:19,437
- Adira...
- Don't touch me.
634
00:38:20,443 --> 00:38:22,355
Okay, the only reason you're here
635
00:38:22,360 --> 00:38:23,944
is to get that message from Senna Tal.
636
00:38:23,949 --> 00:38:27,082
So do not pretend like
you are doing this for me.
637
00:38:27,825 --> 00:38:29,384
This is for you.
638
00:38:29,635 --> 00:38:31,076
It's for all of us.
639
00:38:31,224 --> 00:38:33,110
We all want a future that's real.
640
00:38:34,483 --> 00:38:35,997
That matters.
641
00:38:36,273 --> 00:38:38,010
If you don't face what this is,
642
00:38:38,011 --> 00:38:39,365
no matter how painful,
643
00:38:39,872 --> 00:38:41,539
you'll never move forward.
644
00:38:57,920 --> 00:38:59,507
Adira!
645
00:39:06,905 --> 00:39:08,655
Adira?
646
00:39:09,622 --> 00:39:12,820
Adira. Open the box now!
647
00:39:12,891 --> 00:39:14,576
Open the box!
648
00:39:19,876 --> 00:39:23,574
I read that in a lot of
cultures on a lot of worlds,
649
00:39:23,843 --> 00:39:26,919
stories are woven into
tapestries and quilts.
650
00:39:27,362 --> 00:39:29,227
A piece might be a reminder
651
00:39:29,271 --> 00:39:31,610
of someplace special or a moment
652
00:39:31,635 --> 00:39:34,321
or a person they really loved.
653
00:39:35,397 --> 00:39:38,851
See, um, this is the time
we broke the replicator
654
00:39:38,871 --> 00:39:41,070
and it wouldn't stop making apples.
655
00:39:43,587 --> 00:39:46,208
Oh, this is from the time
that we played imaginary chess.
656
00:39:46,234 --> 00:39:49,078
- Mm-hmm.
- This is our story?
657
00:39:49,665 --> 00:39:51,043
Yeah.
658
00:39:51,568 --> 00:39:55,302
It's a special time for
you, and it should be marked.
659
00:39:56,452 --> 00:39:58,451
I wanted you to have something.
660
00:40:03,444 --> 00:40:05,964
I love it. And you're an art genius.
661
00:40:05,965 --> 00:40:08,069
- No.
- Say it.
662
00:40:09,761 --> 00:40:11,751
Okay, I'm an art genius.
663
00:40:27,203 --> 00:40:28,958
Gray?
664
00:40:33,027 --> 00:40:35,464
Structural breach force fields engaged.
665
00:40:35,517 --> 00:40:38,614
All personnel to the
evacuation shuttle immediately.
666
00:40:38,694 --> 00:40:40,497
- Emergency drones dispatched.
- Oh! Oh.
667
00:40:40,501 --> 00:40:41,913
H... help!
668
00:40:42,637 --> 00:40:43,823
Medical!
669
00:40:44,504 --> 00:40:46,353
Somebody help, please!
670
00:40:48,335 --> 00:40:49,816
Medical, now!
671
00:40:50,259 --> 00:40:51,313
Shh.
672
00:40:56,317 --> 00:40:58,158
Life signs failing.
673
00:40:58,819 --> 00:41:00,715
No, you have to help him.
674
00:41:00,996 --> 00:41:04,069
Subject will not survive
treatment protocols.
675
00:41:05,981 --> 00:41:07,240
Their lives.
676
00:41:09,680 --> 00:41:11,813
All their memories will be lost.
677
00:41:11,814 --> 00:41:14,225
Symbiont is stable and will survive
678
00:41:14,262 --> 00:41:17,231
immediate transplant to suitable host.
679
00:41:28,165 --> 00:41:29,679
I'll... I'll take them.
680
00:41:30,175 --> 00:41:31,217
What?
681
00:41:32,193 --> 00:41:33,632
Just... just let me take them.
682
00:41:33,837 --> 00:41:36,101
Okay? The memories, the symbiont.
683
00:41:36,138 --> 00:41:39,014
I... I know I'm not Trill,
but I'll keep them safe.
684
00:41:39,907 --> 00:41:41,059
You would do that?
685
00:41:41,060 --> 00:41:42,527
You have to ask?
686
00:41:42,757 --> 00:41:44,414
Prepare for transfer.
687
00:41:44,685 --> 00:41:46,288
Just hold my hand, okay?
688
00:41:46,354 --> 00:41:47,618
Hold my hand.
689
00:42:11,336 --> 00:42:12,639
You did it.
690
00:42:13,992 --> 00:42:15,243
It's okay.
691
00:42:56,222 --> 00:42:57,527
I missed you.
692
00:42:57,528 --> 00:42:59,442
I missed you so much.
693
00:43:00,595 --> 00:43:03,268
Tal accepted each of us.
694
00:43:04,586 --> 00:43:07,519
Joining made us more than
we could ever be alone.
695
00:43:07,843 --> 00:43:12,004
And while a human joining is unusual,
696
00:43:12,840 --> 00:43:14,901
Tal accepts you, as well.
697
00:43:17,198 --> 00:43:19,115
You're...
698
00:43:22,134 --> 00:43:24,087
You're Senna Tal.
699
00:43:27,015 --> 00:43:28,906
Welcome to the circle.
700
00:43:38,222 --> 00:43:39,656
Thank you, sir.
701
00:43:39,755 --> 00:43:41,929
Your message gave me hope.
702
00:43:50,659 --> 00:43:52,397
It's time for us to go.
703
00:44:44,922 --> 00:44:46,594
Please,
704
00:44:47,177 --> 00:44:49,068
speak your names.
705
00:44:50,858 --> 00:44:52,860
I am Kasha Tal.
706
00:44:53,233 --> 00:44:54,893
Jovar Tal.
707
00:44:55,111 --> 00:44:57,065
Madela Tal.
708
00:44:57,386 --> 00:44:58,994
Cara Tal.
709
00:44:59,763 --> 00:45:01,563
Senna Tal.
710
00:45:02,198 --> 00:45:03,947
Gray Tal.
711
00:45:05,107 --> 00:45:07,651
And I am Adira Tal.
712
00:45:19,634 --> 00:45:21,932
Our deepest apologies, Adira Tal.
713
00:45:22,313 --> 00:45:24,319
We were wrong.
714
00:45:25,575 --> 00:45:28,613
Guardian Xi, what you have done here
715
00:45:28,632 --> 00:45:31,900
will impact generations
of Trill to come.
716
00:45:32,137 --> 00:45:33,925
Adira Tal,
717
00:45:34,572 --> 00:45:36,654
it would be my honor
718
00:45:36,686 --> 00:45:39,948
to guide and mentor
you on your new path.
719
00:45:47,523 --> 00:45:49,247
Thank you.
720
00:45:49,689 --> 00:45:53,841
But I believe I'm supposed
to stay with Discovery.
721
00:45:55,001 --> 00:45:58,942
The symbionts are a gift for
everyone, not just the Trill.
722
00:45:59,653 --> 00:46:02,538
And I think I'm supposed
to be that messenger.
723
00:46:04,819 --> 00:46:08,210
You will keep us apprised
of your well-being?
724
00:46:08,632 --> 00:46:10,478
Of course.
725
00:46:11,113 --> 00:46:15,798
And perhaps someday, when
the Federation returns,
726
00:46:16,124 --> 00:46:19,733
we will discuss a different joining.
727
00:46:21,818 --> 00:46:23,886
It would be our honor.
728
00:46:40,053 --> 00:46:42,437
Thank you for doing this, sir.
729
00:46:43,188 --> 00:46:45,341
I know it didn't go
the way that you hoped.
730
00:46:48,827 --> 00:46:53,371
Captain Pike made connecting
with the crew seem so...
731
00:46:54,236 --> 00:46:55,704
effortless.
732
00:46:55,749 --> 00:46:57,973
For what it's worth, uh,
this was, like, a Tuesday
733
00:46:57,986 --> 00:47:00,030
at my house growing up, so...
734
00:47:03,760 --> 00:47:05,483
Sir...
735
00:47:08,343 --> 00:47:11,322
... we made a decision together,
736
00:47:12,123 --> 00:47:14,859
and we are living with it together.
737
00:47:15,718 --> 00:47:17,762
The fact that you reminded us of that
738
00:47:17,772 --> 00:47:20,490
and reminded us who we
are to each other, that...
739
00:47:21,269 --> 00:47:24,047
Maybe this isn't my place to say, but...
740
00:47:25,426 --> 00:47:27,154
I think that's leadership.
741
00:47:30,455 --> 00:47:32,075
Thank you, Ensign.
742
00:47:35,479 --> 00:47:36,771
Captain.
743
00:47:39,160 --> 00:47:40,452
Tilly, um...
744
00:47:42,159 --> 00:47:45,902
Everything that I've done
since I've been on this ship
745
00:47:46,687 --> 00:47:50,298
would have been impossible without you.
746
00:47:51,091 --> 00:47:54,653
I've failed to let you know that.
747
00:47:55,540 --> 00:47:56,913
I always knew it.
748
00:47:58,801 --> 00:48:00,411
I failed to tell you.
749
00:48:02,179 --> 00:48:03,485
I apologize.
750
00:48:04,020 --> 00:48:05,856
Thank you. Thank you.
751
00:48:07,419 --> 00:48:09,273
Uh, I've been wondering,
752
00:48:09,403 --> 00:48:11,613
what did you learn in
your spore drive research?
753
00:48:11,643 --> 00:48:13,448
Oh, nothing. I was...
754
00:48:13,931 --> 00:48:16,390
looking at dark matter
and energy coefficients,
755
00:48:16,431 --> 00:48:18,451
but the math didn't work, so...
756
00:48:20,481 --> 00:48:25,008
A new interface using dark
matter would be revolutionary.
757
00:48:26,306 --> 00:48:28,254
We should keep talking about it.
758
00:48:30,425 --> 00:48:31,669
Okay.
759
00:48:35,488 --> 00:48:36,872
Hey.
760
00:48:46,151 --> 00:48:47,616
Are you okay?
761
00:48:50,442 --> 00:48:51,760
No.
762
00:48:52,821 --> 00:48:54,236
Obviously.
763
00:48:59,322 --> 00:49:00,847
That was hard for me to admit.
764
00:49:02,860 --> 00:49:04,328
For anyone.
765
00:49:05,899 --> 00:49:07,540
And you're a pilot.
766
00:49:08,175 --> 00:49:09,681
Pilots are, um...
767
00:49:09,682 --> 00:49:11,605
- Macho.
- Hmm.
768
00:49:11,641 --> 00:49:12,923
I know.
769
00:49:12,949 --> 00:49:14,164
Hmm.
770
00:49:15,949 --> 00:49:19,301
That talk that you suggested,
771
00:49:20,060 --> 00:49:21,957
maybe I could take you up on it?
772
00:49:24,028 --> 00:49:25,433
Anytime.
773
00:49:29,903 --> 00:49:31,554
All available crew,
774
00:49:31,610 --> 00:49:34,522
please report to shuttle
bay for a surprise.
775
00:49:35,394 --> 00:49:36,906
Hmm.
776
00:49:51,922 --> 00:49:53,377
Yeah, okay.
777
00:50:18,932 --> 00:50:20,622
It fills the room.
778
00:50:21,707 --> 00:50:23,424
Joy?
779
00:50:23,976 --> 00:50:27,958
Yeah. We all had to stop
pretending we were fine first.
780
00:50:29,153 --> 00:50:31,405
We are not, are we?
781
00:50:32,242 --> 00:50:33,940
How could we be?
782
00:50:35,506 --> 00:50:37,044
But we'll get there.
783
00:50:37,544 --> 00:50:39,206
And you pushed us closer.
784
00:50:39,307 --> 00:50:41,550
Yeah. It was not pretty.
785
00:50:42,114 --> 00:50:44,385
- It never is.
- Hmm.
786
00:50:46,997 --> 00:50:48,824
Good choice, Captain.
787
00:50:49,048 --> 00:50:52,436
No. I wish I could take credit, Doctor.
788
00:50:52,970 --> 00:50:54,569
This wasn't you?
789
00:50:54,570 --> 00:50:56,142
Mm-mm.
790
00:50:56,571 --> 00:50:58,366
I have a theory.
791
00:50:59,032 --> 00:51:03,360
The sphere data was transmitted
here for us to protect it.
792
00:51:03,487 --> 00:51:05,667
It lives on within Discovery.
793
00:51:05,668 --> 00:51:09,447
As we are now inextricably connected,
794
00:51:09,517 --> 00:51:13,804
perhaps now it desires to protect us.
795
00:51:28,896 --> 00:51:32,248
Senna knew the algorithm we need
to find Federation headquarters.
796
00:51:32,286 --> 00:51:34,260
I already did the math.
797
00:51:38,258 --> 00:51:41,920
- These coordinates...
- They'll take you where you need to go.
798
00:51:45,824 --> 00:51:47,439
Thank you.
799
00:52:04,318 --> 00:52:05,988
That's beautiful.
800
00:52:07,816 --> 00:52:09,383
What is it?
801
00:52:09,384 --> 00:52:11,957
It's, um, a lullaby.
802
00:52:12,865 --> 00:52:16,840
I think Senna Tal's parents used
to sing it to him when he was a kid.
803
00:52:18,179 --> 00:52:21,114
All the hosts, their memories
are still coming to me.
804
00:52:22,665 --> 00:52:24,837
I expect it'll take a while.
805
00:52:41,023 --> 00:52:43,530
Your bowing could use some work.
806
00:52:44,680 --> 00:52:48,116
If you're gonna insult my musical
ability for the rest of my life...
807
00:52:50,243 --> 00:52:52,979
You didn't tell her about me.
808
00:52:55,825 --> 00:52:58,350
I'm not sure she'll believe me.
809
00:52:58,946 --> 00:53:00,738
Pretty sure she will.
810
00:53:02,329 --> 00:53:04,309
How are you here?
811
00:53:06,111 --> 00:53:08,046
I... I don't know.
812
00:53:09,604 --> 00:53:11,725
How is this supposed to work?
813
00:53:11,815 --> 00:53:13,488
I don't know.
814
00:53:16,332 --> 00:53:19,184
But like I said,
815
00:53:20,453 --> 00:53:22,024
our bowing,
816
00:53:22,427 --> 00:53:24,395
we can do better than that.
817
00:53:25,125 --> 00:53:27,214
Well, we'll keep practicing.
818
00:53:50,567 --> 00:53:52,746
We're here. Federation headquarters.
819
00:53:52,756 --> 00:53:55,073
Discovery is reporting for duty.
820
00:53:55,114 --> 00:53:58,805
Trusting you is a risk that
Starfleet cannot take since The Burn.
821
00:53:58,856 --> 00:54:00,779
You're not home yet.
822
00:54:00,906 --> 00:54:02,829
I believe, that here,
823
00:54:02,845 --> 00:54:04,721
there are * for all of us.
824
00:54:05,095 --> 00:54:06,890
The admiral's given us this chance.
825
00:54:07,469 --> 00:54:09,166
We can't fail.
826
00:54:13,606 --> 00:54:15,252
Let's show them who we are.
827
00:54:15,842 --> 00:54:20,842
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