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Previously on This Is Us...
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Congratulations.
You're officially six weeks along.
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- We're pregnant.
- Oh, that's wonderful!
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- I'm glad you're happy.
- Oh, I'm not happy!
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I'm ecstatic! I'm a... I'm aquiver!
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I want to put on my happy song,
and I'm gonna be all...
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No, no, don't.
'Cause this might not happen.
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- In fact, it probably won't happen.
- What?
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I'm 37.
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And because of my weight, you know...
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You don't want to jinx things.
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Not about jinxing. (SCOFFS)
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This is about hope
that it doesn't turn disastrous.
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Randall, I need to tell you something.
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It's okay.
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I already know.
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Kate lost the baby.
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JACK: Number One has done it.
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- Number One has done it!
- Yes!
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- (LAUGHS)
- And now the crowd...
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the crowd moves its
attention to the filly!
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- Oh, come on, sweetheart.
- REBECCA: Come on, sweetheart.
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- Come on, Number Two. Come on.
- Come on, Number Two.
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Come to us just like
your brother did. Come on.
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- That and straight forward.
- Think she's ready?
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I think she's ready. Here she comes.
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♪
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(CRYING)
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- REBECCA: Come on, Kate.
- JACK: She's a tough girl.
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REBECCA: I know. She's a fighter.
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She's a fighter. She's gonna do it.
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Chris, before we talk about
this game, let's talk about
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the game in four nights
when we go to Washington
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for the big Thanksgiving night game.
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I know these look like candy,
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but they're actually prenatal vitamins.
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Oh, my God. (LAUGHS)
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Your daddy tried to buy
prenatal Flintstone Vitamins,
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but they don't make them.
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I think he really identifies with
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Fred's whole
"Yabba dabba doo" philosophy.
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You know, you work hard, you play hard.
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(LAUGHS)
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(HUMS "MEET THE FLINTSTONES")
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♪ Need my vitamins ♪
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♪ 'Cause your mommy's
trying to keep you strong ♪
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♪ Baby in the oven ♪
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♪ Mommy's sorry for this stupid song. ♪
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Mm. Don't say "stupid," say "silly."
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It's not nice.
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(CHUCKLES)
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♪
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(TAPE CLICKS, WINDS)
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REBECCA (IN DISTANCE): Jack! Fuse!
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- JACK: Yup, I'm working on it!
- (DOG WHIMPERS)
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It's okay, Louie. Okay?
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Dad'll get the lights back on in a sec.
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- Just don't panic pee, okay?
- (DOG WHIMPERS)
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Good boy. See? That's a good boy.
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And you're panic peeing.
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All right, yeah, great.
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Come on. Come on, Louie.
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REBECCA: Did Louie pee again?
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- Yes, Mom. I'm dealing with it.
- JACK: Killing me.
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Sorry to have interrupted
your evening, my liege.
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Why does it smell like
an orange threw up in here?
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It's the Bundt cake that I made
for Kevin's interview tonight.
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I think I maybe overdid it
with the orange zest.
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- Oh.
- KEVIN: There's a game every Friday.
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- Oh, thank God.
- JACK: Fixed it!
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Good job, babe.
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- W-Wait, is that what you're wearing?
- Mm-hmm.
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The coach from Pitt is
gonna be here any second.
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You should really stop borrowing
shirts from Sophie, Kevin.
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Mm. I don't really think
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the coach is gonna care
what shirt I'm wearing.
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- KATE: Whatever, Crop Top.
- KEVIN: Ew. What is that flavor?
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Kate! Can you clean his pee
anywhere else?
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A college coach is gonna be
sitting on that couch.
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Okay, well, I'm not
getting it on anything.
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And, uh, speaking of college,
have you made your list yet?
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Didn't the guidance counselor say
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to make a list of your top five schools?
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'Cause you don't want
to put all your eggs in...
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In one basket?
Yes, I know what she said.
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Okay.
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I have, like, a month to decide, Mom.
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Yeah, but a month?
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- That'll go by like that.
- (SNAPS FINGERS)
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If you want, I can sit down
and we can go through that
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- whole college book together?
- I'm good.
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Just a list of five schools.
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That's all I ask.
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(CAR APPROACHING OUTSIDE)
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- Fine.
- Okay.
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JACK: He's here!
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REBECCA: Okay! Okay, okay.
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- I'm out. (SIGHS)
- (DOORBELL RINGS)
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- Hey, knock 'em dead.
- Train your dog.
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Make that list.
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(BLENDER WHIRRING)
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Uh, this looks like a Shamrock Shake,
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and it sounds like a Shamrock Shake,
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but I'm guessing it does not
taste like a Shamrock Shake.
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How do you spell "Kundalini"?
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Uh, I have no idea what that is,
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so I clearly have
no idea how to spell it.
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But I'm guessing that it is
an expensive powder
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that you want me to start adding
to your pregnancy shakes.
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- No. It's a type of yoga.
- Huh.
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And I want to ask the doctor
if she recommends it.
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- Aha.
- Right.
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I always have so many questions
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- before the baby appointments.
- Yeah.
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Right? And then
I finally get in that room,
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- and it's like an alien abduction.
- (CHUCKLES)
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Like everything just
flies out of my head.
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- So I'm writing all the questions down.
- Okay.
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All right. Oh, oh,
make sure that you ask, uh,
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"When will the baby move?"
so that I can say,
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- "Hopefully, as soon as he turns 18."
- "As soon as he turns 18."
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- Yeah.
- Or she.
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- Yeah. Uh, joke still works.
- Yeah. Okay.
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But I think you've worn
that one out, Tobe.
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Never.
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All right.
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What else, what else, what else you got?
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Okay. Um...
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"Are my HCG levels
doubling every 48 hours?"
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"And why is my pee green?"
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- It's not the smoothie.
- Could be the smoothie.
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- It might be the smoothie.
- Yeah.
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Okay, and then also,
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"If I take a hot bath,
will it burn the baby?"
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- Oh! Which reminds me.
- Yeah.
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The Swedish baby bath
that we ordered is coming.
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- Yes!
- Um, and they said
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that it fits most tubs but not all tubs.
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Do you think it's gonna fit our tub?
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I have no idea.
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(SIGHS) Okay.
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Where you going?
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- To measure the tub.
- Okay. All right.
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I'm gonna see what else you got here.
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All right, "How much
does childbirth hurt?"
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I do not think you want to know
the answer to that one.
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"Do they make knit caps for feet
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'cause I'm outgrowing all my socks?"
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Uh, "Will the smell of my fiancé's head
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make me gag the whole nine months?"
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Okay, well, this list just took
a turn for the hurtful.
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- (CLATTERING)
- KATE: Toby!
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What?! What?!
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DR. ARROYO: I know
how difficult this is,
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but the good news is
is that you got pregnant,
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which means that you can try
again as soon as four weeks.
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Now, you passed
most of the tissue at home,
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so there's no need to put you
through the procedure of a D&C.
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I want you to expect bleeding
anywhere from five to 14 days.
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Otherwise, there's no reason
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you can't go back to living your life.
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I'll give you two some time alone.
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Okay. Thanks.
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Did you hear that?
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She said that we could try again, so...
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It's all right.
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I want to get dressed.
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Uh, yeah, okay.
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(PHONE CHIMES)
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(BEEP)
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(PHONE CLICKS)
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(CAR DRIVES BY IN DISTANCE)
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(NO AUDIO)
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- Ah, Kevin.
- (AUDIENCE LAUGHING)
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Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man?
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BOY: No. Portrait of a Young Man
Plucking Art.
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KATE: Hey. What do you think?
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I think you're a little
overdressed for a day of
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watching classic sitcoms
and trying not to cry.
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Oh. No.
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I have my lunch gig. Remember?
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We have that run-through
an hour before and...
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- Pinot. Downtown? Yeah.
- Yeah, yeah.
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No, I'm familiar with the job, I just...
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Hey, I-I thought
you would've canceled that.
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You know, it's only been,
like, 12 hours.
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Doesn't matter. If I bail last-minute,
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Peter's never gonna call me for gigs.
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Hey, come here.
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Just come sit with me, and we'll watch
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I Love Lucy and maybe some Good Times.
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I have to go to work.
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- Okay. Well, then I'll take you.
- (PHONE CHIMES)
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Wait. My Uber's almost here, so...
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Kate. Kate, Kate, Kate. This is insane.
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(CHUCKLES)
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- What?
- We just had a miscarriage.
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(SCOFFS SOFTLY)
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Thanks. I know.
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I was there.
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Okay.
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Um, can I, can I
pick you up, afterwards?
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Sure. Uh, should be done around 3:30.
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- Okay.
- I'll see you soon.
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All right, yeah. 3:30.
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(DOOR CLOSES)
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♪
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- REBECCA: Proud of you.
- JACK: Okay, bud, let's hit the road.
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- Off to college already.
- (RANDALL LAUGHS)
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Oh, great. Here we go.
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It's just a tour, Ma.
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- Still have a year of high school.
- I know.
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All right, so we're gonna see
you guys after Kev's game?
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- Yes.
- Dad, come on. It's a four-hour drive.
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I don't want to get there late
and make a bad impression.
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KATE: Randall, you're a math prodigy
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with insane SAT scores
and perfect grades.
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Any college would be lucky
to have a giant dork like you.
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RANDALL: (CHUCKLES) Thanks, LL Cool K.
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- KATE: Mm. See ya.
- KEVIN: So, you guys out?
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- ♪ Break my body ♪
- (KNOCK ON DOOR)
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♪ Hold my bones, hold my bones ♪
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♪ Break my... ♪
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- You could've knocked.
- I did.
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You didn't answer.
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(CLEARS THROAT)
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- We're having a serious talk?
- No. No.
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Mom, every time you sit
on my bed, it's a serious talk.
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I just thought it must be tough...
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Classic start to one of
your serious talks.
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Will you just zip it, please?
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And sit down.
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I recognize that I may be
a little bit dense
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about all this college stuff.
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You have two brothers who know
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exactly what they want to do
with their life.
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Kevin's gonna go
play football somewhere,
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and Randall is gonna go
major in some math thing
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that none of us can understand.
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But you aren't your brothers.
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00:11:43,456 --> 00:11:44,590
You're not.
247
00:11:44,754 --> 00:11:47,155
You don't know
what your path is just yet.
248
00:11:47,189 --> 00:11:48,488
And you know what?
249
00:11:48,858 --> 00:11:50,504
I think that's okay.
250
00:11:51,894 --> 00:11:54,095
At your age, it's great.
251
00:11:54,130 --> 00:11:55,785
Keep your options open.
252
00:11:56,032 --> 00:11:58,667
You go to some incredible
liberal arts college,
253
00:11:58,701 --> 00:12:01,736
and you can study
a bunch of different subjects
254
00:12:01,771 --> 00:12:04,511
until you figure out
what you're passionate about.
255
00:12:05,457 --> 00:12:06,668
Wow, Mom.
256
00:12:07,176 --> 00:12:09,678
Didn't realize you thought
I was passionless until now.
257
00:12:09,712 --> 00:12:10,889
- So, thanks for that.
- No, no.
258
00:12:10,913 --> 00:12:12,224
- That's not what I was saying, Kate.
- Yeah.
259
00:12:12,248 --> 00:12:13,792
Sweetheart, you know
that's not what I was saying.
260
00:12:13,816 --> 00:12:16,332
No, I got to get to school,
so I'll see you at Kevin's game.
261
00:12:17,472 --> 00:12:19,386
Bye, Louie. Be a good boy, okay?
262
00:12:22,258 --> 00:12:25,629
Hey, why don't you go
to, uh, veterinary school?
263
00:12:28,920 --> 00:12:31,054
What are we gonna do
with her, Louie? Huh?
264
00:12:31,151 --> 00:12:32,718
(WHISPERS): What? What are we gonna do?
265
00:12:32,743 --> 00:12:33,816
Oh.
266
00:12:34,708 --> 00:12:35,840
♪
267
00:13:08,773 --> 00:13:11,484
KATE: Hi. This is Kate Emily Pearson.
268
00:13:11,898 --> 00:13:16,359
Um... my audition song is "Summertime."
269
00:13:16,484 --> 00:13:19,719
I really want to go to Berklee,
so I really hope you like it.
270
00:13:20,233 --> 00:13:23,078
Anyway, um... here goes.
271
00:13:24,738 --> 00:13:29,047
♪ Summertime ♪
272
00:13:29,743 --> 00:13:33,640
♪ And the livin' is easy ♪
273
00:13:34,242 --> 00:13:37,281
♪ Fish are jumping ♪
274
00:13:38,695 --> 00:13:42,953
♪ And the cotton is high ♪
275
00:13:43,664 --> 00:13:47,600
♪ Oh, your daddy's rich ♪
276
00:13:47,625 --> 00:13:51,564
♪ And your ma is good-lookin' ♪
277
00:13:53,347 --> 00:13:56,375
♪ So hush, little baby ♪
278
00:13:56,476 --> 00:14:01,508
♪ Don't you cry ♪
279
00:14:01,781 --> 00:14:03,008
(NO AUDIO)
280
00:14:05,687 --> 00:14:09,719
♪ One of these mornings ♪
281
00:14:10,014 --> 00:14:14,234
♪ You're gonna rise up singin' ♪
282
00:14:15,032 --> 00:14:18,539
♪ You'll spread your wings ♪
283
00:14:19,367 --> 00:14:24,196
♪ And you'll take to the sky ♪
284
00:14:24,231 --> 00:14:28,701
- ♪ Ooh, but till that morning ♪
- (PHONE VIBRATES)
285
00:14:28,735 --> 00:14:32,461
♪ Ain't nothing can harm you ♪
286
00:14:33,640 --> 00:14:36,859
- Oh, you got to be kidding me.
- ♪ With Daddy and Mammy ♪
287
00:14:37,008 --> 00:14:41,680
♪ Standin' by ♪
288
00:14:46,812 --> 00:14:49,989
♪ So hush, little baby ♪
289
00:14:50,023 --> 00:14:54,760
♪ Don't you cry ♪
290
00:14:55,054 --> 00:14:56,187
(PANTING)
291
00:14:56,777 --> 00:15:00,359
♪ So hush, little baby ♪
292
00:15:01,468 --> 00:15:04,086
♪ Don't ♪
293
00:15:04,337 --> 00:15:05,398
(SNIFFLES)
294
00:15:05,772 --> 00:15:11,312
♪ You cry. ♪
295
00:15:17,114 --> 00:15:19,115
(WOMAN SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY OVER P.A.)
296
00:15:22,390 --> 00:15:24,089
- Uh, excuse me.
- (CAR ALARM HONKS)
297
00:15:24,124 --> 00:15:27,826
Uh, my good man, uh,
I'm trying to prevent a package
298
00:15:27,861 --> 00:15:29,461
from being delivered to my apartment.
299
00:15:29,496 --> 00:15:30,840
I called, they said it might be here.
300
00:15:30,864 --> 00:15:32,097
I have a tracking number.
301
00:15:32,132 --> 00:15:33,409
Yeah, I don't know what they told you,
302
00:15:33,433 --> 00:15:35,326
but this isn't like
a customer service deal.
303
00:15:35,351 --> 00:15:37,365
It's a distro center.
Can't help you. Sorry.
304
00:15:37,390 --> 00:15:38,695
Hey. What's your name?
305
00:15:39,492 --> 00:15:40,826
- Karl.
- Hi, Karl.
306
00:15:40,851 --> 00:15:43,234
Uh, I am a large and powerful man.
307
00:15:43,328 --> 00:15:45,811
And on most days,
my stature is only a complement
308
00:15:45,845 --> 00:15:47,212
to my sharp comedic wit.
309
00:15:47,247 --> 00:15:49,548
But today, I am a man with a fiancée
310
00:15:49,583 --> 00:15:52,420
who has had a terrible last 12 hours.
311
00:15:52,445 --> 00:15:54,030
Right now, she's
somewhere in a red dress
312
00:15:54,054 --> 00:15:55,694
singing in the middle of the day
313
00:15:55,719 --> 00:15:57,891
because she can't face
how awful she feels.
314
00:15:57,916 --> 00:15:59,350
And that breaks my heart.
315
00:15:59,375 --> 00:16:00,993
So I'm not feeling all that funny.
316
00:16:01,027 --> 00:16:02,140
Okay, buddy, it ain't personal.
317
00:16:02,164 --> 00:16:03,601
- I just got...
- The hardest part, Karl,
318
00:16:03,625 --> 00:16:05,836
about seeing someone you love in pain
319
00:16:05,929 --> 00:16:07,633
is not being able
to do anything about it,
320
00:16:07,667 --> 00:16:09,101
except try not to make it worse.
321
00:16:09,135 --> 00:16:11,303
Which brings me here,
to intercept a package
322
00:16:11,338 --> 00:16:13,472
that, were it to arrive on our doorstep,
323
00:16:13,506 --> 00:16:16,265
would most certainly make it worse.
324
00:16:17,953 --> 00:16:20,094
I am a large and powerful man, Karl.
325
00:16:20,810 --> 00:16:23,258
And I don't know how much longer
I can stay this calm.
326
00:16:26,638 --> 00:16:27,851
(SCANNER BEEPS)
327
00:16:30,133 --> 00:16:31,945
Okay, it's not on a truck. Not yet.
328
00:16:32,109 --> 00:16:33,692
But I can't tell you where it is.
329
00:16:33,898 --> 00:16:35,367
Could be anywhere in here.
330
00:16:36,593 --> 00:16:37,765
Where do I start?
331
00:16:52,475 --> 00:16:55,365
DR. ARROYO: Your poppy seed
is now the size of a lentil.
332
00:16:55,921 --> 00:16:58,459
Congratulations. You're
officially six weeks along.
333
00:16:59,822 --> 00:17:01,748
KATE: We're pregnant.
334
00:17:01,773 --> 00:17:03,229
- Oh, that's wonderful!
- I'm glad you're happy.
335
00:17:03,253 --> 00:17:04,753
TOBY: Oh, I'm not happy!
336
00:17:04,788 --> 00:17:06,224
I'm ecstatic!
337
00:17:06,701 --> 00:17:07,801
We're pregnant.
338
00:17:08,420 --> 00:17:09,459
KEVIN: You're preg...?
339
00:17:09,484 --> 00:17:10,736
- KATE: We're pregnant!
- Oh, my God!
340
00:17:10,760 --> 00:17:12,052
This is amazing!
341
00:17:12,424 --> 00:17:13,490
♪
342
00:17:20,022 --> 00:17:21,423
(PHONE VIBRATING, RINGTONE PLAYING)
343
00:17:29,245 --> 00:17:30,881
(PHONE BEEPS, STOPS)
344
00:17:31,681 --> 00:17:32,756
(SNIFFLES)
345
00:17:39,463 --> 00:17:41,697
- (WHISTLE BLOWS)
- (CROWD CHEERING)
346
00:17:42,459 --> 00:17:45,107
- (MARCHING BAND PLAYING)
- (CHEERLEADERS CHANTING)
347
00:17:45,962 --> 00:17:49,164
CROWD (CHANTING): Defense! Defense!
348
00:17:49,199 --> 00:17:50,881
- Milk Dud?
- No, thank you.
349
00:17:51,067 --> 00:17:53,869
CROWD (CHANTING): Defense! Defense!
350
00:17:53,903 --> 00:17:55,904
- Hike!
- (CROWD CHEERING)
351
00:17:57,857 --> 00:17:59,027
Go, go, go, go, go!
352
00:17:59,052 --> 00:18:00,776
Break it! Break it! Break it!
353
00:18:00,810 --> 00:18:01,944
(REBECCA AND KATE WHOOPING)
354
00:18:01,978 --> 00:18:03,078
(WHISTLE BLOWING)
355
00:18:03,112 --> 00:18:04,112
Yeah, Kev!
356
00:18:04,685 --> 00:18:06,725
ANNOUNCER (OVER P.A.): Another
first down for number one.
357
00:18:06,749 --> 00:18:08,550
That's three in a row on his own, folks.
358
00:18:08,585 --> 00:18:09,585
MAN: Go!
359
00:18:17,566 --> 00:18:18,857
(CLEARS THROAT)
360
00:18:29,616 --> 00:18:31,037
- $50?
- Mm-hmm.
361
00:18:32,232 --> 00:18:34,263
Yeah, it's for your application fee.
362
00:18:34,865 --> 00:18:36,373
You went through my stuff?
363
00:18:36,836 --> 00:18:37,904
No, I...
364
00:18:38,740 --> 00:18:39,810
I...
365
00:18:39,835 --> 00:18:41,650
Okay, yeah, I did a little bit. Sorry.
366
00:18:41,684 --> 00:18:43,341
Yeah, great. Maybe I should use this $50
367
00:18:43,366 --> 00:18:44,990
to put a new lock on my door.
368
00:18:45,310 --> 00:18:47,002
Okay. I'm sorry.
369
00:18:47,036 --> 00:18:48,848
I shouldn't have gone
through your stuff, Kate,
370
00:18:48,872 --> 00:18:50,405
but I didn't really have a choice.
371
00:18:50,440 --> 00:18:52,138
You've been so closed off to me.
372
00:18:52,575 --> 00:18:53,967
I mean, why wouldn't you tell me?
373
00:18:54,182 --> 00:18:55,256
Huh?
374
00:18:55,709 --> 00:18:58,278
Bug, I had no idea
375
00:18:58,357 --> 00:19:00,451
that you were even
interested in singing again.
376
00:19:00,617 --> 00:19:02,037
Well, I am.
377
00:19:04,788 --> 00:19:05,974
I could've helped you.
378
00:19:06,418 --> 00:19:07,852
Yeah. I know.
379
00:19:17,983 --> 00:19:20,810
Well, I thought you sounded terrific.
380
00:19:22,939 --> 00:19:24,092
I did.
381
00:19:24,117 --> 00:19:26,552
I mean, the song selection was perfect.
382
00:19:26,656 --> 00:19:28,654
Really highlighted your vocal range.
383
00:19:31,709 --> 00:19:32,865
Thanks.
384
00:19:36,152 --> 00:19:37,982
Well, I think you have a real shot.
385
00:19:39,355 --> 00:19:40,482
I do.
386
00:19:46,462 --> 00:19:48,330
- (CROWD GASPS)
- (WHISTLES BLOWING)
387
00:19:50,041 --> 00:19:51,357
Oh, my God, it's Kevin.
388
00:19:52,125 --> 00:19:53,271
Is that Kevin?
389
00:20:01,100 --> 00:20:02,367
Okay, go call your father.
390
00:20:02,401 --> 00:20:03,731
- Yeah.
- Find a phone, page him.
391
00:20:03,756 --> 00:20:04,763
- Okay, Mom.
- Go, go, go.
392
00:20:04,788 --> 00:20:06,508
- Kate, Kate, go.
- Excuse me, I'm so sorry.
393
00:20:06,653 --> 00:20:09,254
("THREE WHITE HORSES"
BY ANDREW BIRD PLAYING)
394
00:20:17,208 --> 00:20:19,810
♪ There'll be three white horses ♪
395
00:20:21,259 --> 00:20:23,990
♪ All in a line ♪
396
00:20:24,256 --> 00:20:27,892
♪ There'll be three white horses ♪
397
00:20:27,965 --> 00:20:29,654
♪ In a line ♪
398
00:20:33,050 --> 00:20:36,386
♪ Three white horses ♪
399
00:20:36,936 --> 00:20:39,849
♪ When you go that way ♪
400
00:20:40,817 --> 00:20:44,162
♪ You will need somebody ♪
401
00:20:44,187 --> 00:20:46,373
♪ When you come to die ♪
402
00:20:50,738 --> 00:20:54,959
♪ Don't dismiss it like it's easy ♪
403
00:20:56,355 --> 00:20:58,763
♪ Tell me what's so easy ♪
404
00:20:59,791 --> 00:21:03,154
♪ 'Bout coming to say good-bye ♪
405
00:21:07,135 --> 00:21:10,287
♪ You're gonna miss her in the evening ♪
406
00:21:10,312 --> 00:21:12,713
Sorry, man. This is the last
section it could be in.
407
00:21:12,826 --> 00:21:15,506
♪ You know I won't be needing ♪
408
00:21:16,382 --> 00:21:19,240
♪ Somebody when you come to die ♪
409
00:21:23,783 --> 00:21:24,990
♪
410
00:21:27,526 --> 00:21:28,662
(EXHALES)
411
00:21:38,049 --> 00:21:39,333
(GRUNTING)
412
00:21:40,066 --> 00:21:41,209
(PANTING)
413
00:21:43,035 --> 00:21:45,396
KARL: Hey, uh, you said
Kate Pearson, right?
414
00:21:45,552 --> 00:21:46,763
Is this it?
415
00:21:47,640 --> 00:21:49,287
Yeah. That appears to be it.
416
00:21:49,312 --> 00:21:50,482
Thank you.
417
00:21:52,396 --> 00:21:54,506
- Just sign right there.
- Yeah.
418
00:21:56,482 --> 00:21:58,396
- Glad I could help.
- Yeah.
419
00:21:58,421 --> 00:21:59,905
- You have a good day.
- Yeah, you, too.
420
00:21:59,929 --> 00:22:02,898
Uh, uh, Karl, do you have
a, uh, baby at home?
421
00:22:02,923 --> 00:22:04,271
Uh, no.
422
00:22:04,469 --> 00:22:07,920
But my sister's actually due
for her third any-any day now.
423
00:22:08,491 --> 00:22:09,646
You like her?
424
00:22:11,388 --> 00:22:12,731
Okay. You know what?
425
00:22:12,765 --> 00:22:14,022
Why don't you give it to her anyways.
426
00:22:14,046 --> 00:22:15,709
It's a fancy baby bath.
427
00:22:20,273 --> 00:22:21,826
Fits in most tubs.
428
00:22:23,015 --> 00:22:24,715
Anyway, so, you want it?
429
00:22:25,506 --> 00:22:28,006
- Yeah, sure. Thanks.
- Yeah.
430
00:22:30,916 --> 00:22:32,912
I'm sorry if something happened.
431
00:22:35,209 --> 00:22:36,376
Yeah.
432
00:22:38,543 --> 00:22:43,279
♪ Somebody when you come to die. ♪
433
00:22:56,940 --> 00:22:58,708
Hey. Where's Kate?
434
00:22:58,742 --> 00:23:00,386
I've been double-parked
outside for 20 minutes.
435
00:23:00,410 --> 00:23:01,611
She's not answering my calls.
436
00:23:01,645 --> 00:23:03,546
Oh, she took off a couple hours ago.
437
00:23:03,580 --> 00:23:05,351
She got sick in the middle
of set or something.
438
00:23:05,375 --> 00:23:07,126
What-what do you mean she got sick?
439
00:23:07,916 --> 00:23:09,085
I don't know.
440
00:23:09,119 --> 00:23:11,087
I'm sorry. I figured she just went home.
441
00:23:11,674 --> 00:23:13,768
Okay. Uh... yep. Okay.
442
00:23:14,760 --> 00:23:16,025
(LINE RINGING)
443
00:23:16,682 --> 00:23:18,027
KATE: Leave a message for Kate.
444
00:23:18,061 --> 00:23:20,029
- (BEEP)
- Uh, hey, I'm here at the cafe.
445
00:23:20,063 --> 00:23:22,596
Uh, they said that you left
early, that you got sick.
446
00:23:22,621 --> 00:23:24,619
Uh, where are you?
Please, please, please call me.
447
00:23:24,644 --> 00:23:25,752
Okay, bye.
448
00:23:27,638 --> 00:23:28,830
(LINE RINGING)
449
00:23:31,447 --> 00:23:34,658
KEVIN: Hey, it's Kevin. Leave a message.
Or better yet, send a text.
450
00:23:39,834 --> 00:23:41,080
Tobe?
451
00:23:45,172 --> 00:23:46,322
Tobe?
452
00:23:55,499 --> 00:23:56,799
(PHONE VIBRATING)
453
00:24:04,552 --> 00:24:05,767
(SIGHS)
454
00:24:09,572 --> 00:24:10,813
(SIGHS)
455
00:24:10,848 --> 00:24:12,557
- Yeah?
- REBECCA: Hi, honey.
456
00:24:14,119 --> 00:24:15,751
I've been trying to get ahold of you.
457
00:24:15,786 --> 00:24:17,768
What's... Are you okay?
458
00:24:19,389 --> 00:24:21,658
- I lost the baby, Mom.
- (SIGHS)
459
00:24:21,744 --> 00:24:23,057
Don't say anything.
460
00:24:23,393 --> 00:24:25,479
I just want to tell you so you know
461
00:24:26,320 --> 00:24:28,088
and it can be over.
462
00:24:29,366 --> 00:24:31,401
- Oh, Bug.
- Okay?
463
00:24:31,815 --> 00:24:34,135
- Is there anything that I can...
- Look, I got to go, Mom.
464
00:24:34,510 --> 00:24:36,670
- Okay. Just... I don't know what to...
- (PHONE BEEPS)
465
00:24:41,060 --> 00:24:42,194
- (SNIFFLES)
- (LINE RINGING)
466
00:24:42,940 --> 00:24:45,620
KEVIN: Hey, it's Kevin. Leave a message.
Or better yet, send a text.
467
00:24:45,649 --> 00:24:46,775
(BEEP)
468
00:24:47,841 --> 00:24:48,970
K...
469
00:25:00,598 --> 00:25:01,697
Hey.
470
00:25:02,232 --> 00:25:03,580
(SIGHS) Thank God.
471
00:25:04,291 --> 00:25:05,400
Are you okay?
472
00:25:06,502 --> 00:25:08,037
Yeah, I'm fine.
473
00:25:09,697 --> 00:25:10,760
You're fine.
474
00:25:11,268 --> 00:25:13,209
What the, uh, what the hell happened?
475
00:25:13,243 --> 00:25:14,729
You knew I was picking you up.
476
00:25:15,369 --> 00:25:16,579
I'm s... I'm sorry.
477
00:25:16,613 --> 00:25:18,180
I should have called. I...
478
00:25:18,215 --> 00:25:20,346
Yeah, I thought you were
in a hospital or something.
479
00:25:21,400 --> 00:25:24,563
- Oh, okay. Well, I wasn't.
- Yeah, I can see that.
480
00:25:24,588 --> 00:25:25,815
Where were you?
481
00:25:25,840 --> 00:25:27,242
I was walking.
482
00:25:27,518 --> 00:25:29,558
'Kay. Walking where?
483
00:25:29,690 --> 00:25:32,190
Oh, my... I just was walking, Tobe.
484
00:25:32,322 --> 00:25:33,447
Okay?
485
00:25:34,229 --> 00:25:36,866
- What?
- No. No, it is not okay.
486
00:25:36,900 --> 00:25:40,486
I was driving around like
some nut job looking for you.
487
00:25:40,752 --> 00:25:43,096
Oh, I'm sorry. Were you put out?
488
00:25:43,213 --> 00:25:45,649
Did you have a couple
of emotional hours?
489
00:25:45,674 --> 00:25:48,411
'Cause I'm going to be a raging
hormone machine for weeks
490
00:25:48,550 --> 00:25:51,229
while my body still thinks
it's pregnant.
491
00:25:51,588 --> 00:25:52,915
So that's fun.
492
00:25:53,768 --> 00:25:56,244
Okay, let's not... let's not do this.
493
00:25:56,291 --> 00:25:57,500
- Oh, no.
- This is...
494
00:25:57,525 --> 00:25:59,188
Let's do this.
I think we should do this.
495
00:25:59,222 --> 00:26:00,510
Let's just go big.
496
00:26:00,616 --> 00:26:03,251
'Cause that's how
you like to do things, right?
497
00:26:03,433 --> 00:26:06,080
- What's that supposed to mean?
- Nothing.
498
00:26:06,129 --> 00:26:07,730
No, no, no. Go ahead, Kate, say it.
499
00:26:07,764 --> 00:26:08,965
What is that supposed to mean?
500
00:26:08,999 --> 00:26:10,158
It means...
501
00:26:11,217 --> 00:26:13,369
that I wanted to be cautious about this.
502
00:26:14,002 --> 00:26:15,760
I didn't want to get excited.
503
00:26:16,533 --> 00:26:17,773
- But you...
- Okay. Okay.
504
00:26:17,808 --> 00:26:19,775
You pushed and you pushed.
505
00:26:19,810 --> 00:26:21,596
So, congratulations, Toby.
506
00:26:22,455 --> 00:26:23,813
You got me excited.
507
00:26:23,847 --> 00:26:26,115
Yeah, well, I'm not gonna
apologize about being excited.
508
00:26:26,149 --> 00:26:28,447
- Okay.
- We didn't lose the baby
509
00:26:28,479 --> 00:26:29,652
because we got our hopes up.
510
00:26:29,686 --> 00:26:31,663
- Right.
- All right? It just happened.
511
00:26:31,688 --> 00:26:32,955
Toby, it happened to me.
512
00:26:32,990 --> 00:26:35,213
It didn't happen to you.
513
00:26:43,486 --> 00:26:44,619
(KATE SIGHS)
514
00:26:44,752 --> 00:26:48,338
When I woke up this morning,
I forgot for a split second.
515
00:26:50,565 --> 00:26:53,010
I was just looking at you
and thinking, "Wow.
516
00:26:53,677 --> 00:26:55,197
She's having our baby."
517
00:26:57,772 --> 00:26:59,900
And then I blinked, and I remembered.
518
00:27:01,651 --> 00:27:03,652
And I slid out of bed
as quietly as possible
519
00:27:03,687 --> 00:27:05,955
because I thought that
if there was a chance that maybe
520
00:27:05,989 --> 00:27:07,986
you were dreaming and forgetting, too...
521
00:27:08,225 --> 00:27:10,226
well, I didn't want
to wake you from that.
522
00:27:11,807 --> 00:27:14,463
Now, I will be
your entire support system
523
00:27:14,498 --> 00:27:15,729
through all of this.
524
00:27:15,754 --> 00:27:18,367
I will hold your head in my lap,
and I will stroke your hair,
525
00:27:18,402 --> 00:27:20,936
and I will tell you that
everything is gonna be okay
526
00:27:20,971 --> 00:27:22,619
until the cows come home.
527
00:27:22,768 --> 00:27:26,494
But what I will not do...
what is not fair for you to do
528
00:27:26,519 --> 00:27:29,658
is to tell me that
I wasn't a part of this.
529
00:27:32,791 --> 00:27:35,268
Now, yeah, it didn't happen to my body.
530
00:27:35,330 --> 00:27:36,486
I get that.
531
00:27:36,511 --> 00:27:38,877
I have no idea
what that must be like for you.
532
00:27:38,940 --> 00:27:41,034
And I'm trying to be strong here
'cause that's the gig,
533
00:27:41,058 --> 00:27:42,799
but it happened to me, too.
534
00:27:45,160 --> 00:27:46,377
And it hurt.
535
00:27:49,733 --> 00:27:50,900
♪
536
00:27:57,074 --> 00:27:58,260
(DOOR CLOSES)
537
00:28:00,043 --> 00:28:02,211
MAN (OVER TV): Perfectly
comfortable like this.
538
00:28:02,245 --> 00:28:04,046
- (AUDIENCE LAUGHING)
- MAN 2: So am I.
539
00:28:04,963 --> 00:28:07,572
Shouldn't we have gotten,
like, an update by now?
540
00:28:09,468 --> 00:28:12,119
Yeah, apparently MRIs
take quite a while.
541
00:28:13,541 --> 00:28:14,924
At least the coffee's cold.
542
00:28:14,958 --> 00:28:16,518
(REBECCA CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
543
00:28:20,607 --> 00:28:21,752
(KATE SIGHS)
544
00:28:23,291 --> 00:28:24,432
Mom.
545
00:28:24,977 --> 00:28:27,096
I'm sorry I didn't
tell you about Berklee.
546
00:28:27,911 --> 00:28:29,127
It's just...
547
00:28:30,830 --> 00:28:32,330
you know, if I don't get in...
548
00:28:33,299 --> 00:28:34,705
I think it'll crush me.
549
00:28:35,643 --> 00:28:36,666
But...
550
00:28:37,182 --> 00:28:38,981
but I just could not deal with
551
00:28:39,015 --> 00:28:41,322
disappointing you on top of that.
552
00:28:45,369 --> 00:28:46,589
Bug, for the record,
553
00:28:46,623 --> 00:28:49,959
I would be disappointed
for you, not for me.
554
00:28:49,993 --> 00:28:52,869
Yeah. Sometimes it's hard
to feel the difference.
555
00:28:56,233 --> 00:28:57,424
♪
556
00:29:07,257 --> 00:29:08,690
My mom was tough.
557
00:29:09,833 --> 00:29:11,525
I mean, you know that. You've seen it.
558
00:29:12,558 --> 00:29:14,440
She was just a...
559
00:29:15,275 --> 00:29:16,916
closed steel door.
560
00:29:18,018 --> 00:29:19,421
And even if you could get through,
561
00:29:19,456 --> 00:29:22,572
there was a room full of spikes
right behind it.
562
00:29:24,924 --> 00:29:26,929
And I always wanted to have a daughter,
563
00:29:26,963 --> 00:29:29,018
because I wanted to do it
a different way.
564
00:29:29,639 --> 00:29:32,322
I wanted to be the mom that had her...
565
00:29:33,870 --> 00:29:38,877
arms wide open, just waiting for
you to fall in if you needed it.
566
00:29:41,111 --> 00:29:42,541
And, somehow...
567
00:29:43,705 --> 00:29:44,994
I don't know...
568
00:29:45,034 --> 00:29:47,221
we just never got there, did we?
569
00:29:47,830 --> 00:29:50,221
- Mom...
- No, no, no, no, no. No.
570
00:29:50,322 --> 00:29:52,307
It's not your job
to make me feel better.
571
00:29:52,822 --> 00:29:54,190
It's not. It's my job.
572
00:29:55,416 --> 00:30:01,163
It's my job to keep standing
there with my arms wide open,
573
00:30:01,198 --> 00:30:05,736
waiting for you to maybe someday
574
00:30:06,610 --> 00:30:08,518
fall inside if you needed it.
575
00:30:10,885 --> 00:30:12,729
And if you do, I'll love you.
576
00:30:13,893 --> 00:30:15,177
And if you don't,
577
00:30:15,557 --> 00:30:16,822
I'll love you, too.
578
00:30:17,862 --> 00:30:20,518
Because that's what it means
to be a parent.
579
00:30:22,937 --> 00:30:24,438
You'll see one day.
580
00:30:26,775 --> 00:30:27,994
(REBECCA SIGHS)
581
00:30:28,518 --> 00:30:30,190
- They're doing an MRI.
- Okay.
582
00:30:30,215 --> 00:30:31,593
REBECCA: It's his knee.
583
00:30:34,564 --> 00:30:35,650
♪
584
00:31:06,730 --> 00:31:07,963
Tobe?
585
00:31:17,329 --> 00:31:18,763
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
586
00:31:23,079 --> 00:31:24,963
Did you forget your keys, Tobe?
587
00:31:31,488 --> 00:31:32,627
♪
588
00:31:42,299 --> 00:31:43,510
(SNIFFLES)
589
00:31:45,894 --> 00:31:47,072
(SOBBING)
590
00:31:49,517 --> 00:31:50,650
I'm here.
591
00:31:52,947 --> 00:31:54,275
I'm right here.
592
00:31:54,458 --> 00:31:56,119
(SOBBING CONTINUES)
593
00:32:07,945 --> 00:32:10,249
I can't take a shower.
There's no curtain.
594
00:32:11,926 --> 00:32:14,077
- I can draw you a bath.
- (KATE SOBS)
595
00:32:15,914 --> 00:32:17,061
(SNIFFLING)
596
00:32:21,507 --> 00:32:24,676
Can you just come sit with me
for a minute?
597
00:32:25,593 --> 00:32:26,991
Yeah, of course.
598
00:32:33,147 --> 00:32:34,335
(SNIFFLES)
599
00:32:37,057 --> 00:32:39,366
How can I be this sad?
600
00:32:39,810 --> 00:32:40,882
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
601
00:32:41,402 --> 00:32:43,155
I never even met the baby.
602
00:32:44,097 --> 00:32:45,421
And never held him.
603
00:32:45,638 --> 00:32:46,811
Or her.
604
00:32:48,313 --> 00:32:50,780
Wasn't even old enough for me to know.
605
00:32:55,594 --> 00:32:57,335
I never held Kyle.
606
00:33:01,163 --> 00:33:03,421
I remember they asked me if I wanted to
607
00:33:03,446 --> 00:33:04,952
because it helps, um...
608
00:33:06,787 --> 00:33:10,139
mothers with, um... closure.
609
00:33:11,083 --> 00:33:13,663
You know, to hold the baby
and to say good-bye.
610
00:33:16,905 --> 00:33:19,757
But I didn't want to do that
because I felt like
611
00:33:19,782 --> 00:33:22,684
if I didn't hold him, somehow
it would lessen the pain,
612
00:33:22,709 --> 00:33:27,077
which wasn't the case,
obviously, because I...
613
00:33:27,766 --> 00:33:30,202
I knew him already.
614
00:33:31,596 --> 00:33:33,530
He was so real to me.
615
00:33:34,843 --> 00:33:37,811
I mean, the second I found out
I was pregnant with you guys,
616
00:33:37,836 --> 00:33:39,837
you were all so real to me.
617
00:33:42,573 --> 00:33:45,514
And then the wondering set in.
618
00:33:45,952 --> 00:33:47,366
You know, did I do this?
619
00:33:47,391 --> 00:33:48,429
Did I do something wrong?
620
00:33:48,454 --> 00:33:51,089
Did I... sleep on the wrong side?
621
00:33:51,114 --> 00:33:52,681
Should I have gone on that walk?
622
00:33:52,706 --> 00:33:55,444
'Cause the day you guys were born,
623
00:33:55,469 --> 00:33:57,343
I went on this long, hot walk.
624
00:33:57,368 --> 00:33:58,702
It wasn't your fault.
625
00:33:58,727 --> 00:34:00,468
(WHISPERS): And this wasn't yours.
626
00:34:01,185 --> 00:34:03,286
But with me, it's different.
627
00:34:03,515 --> 00:34:05,316
- Because maybe it was...
- Maybe it...?
628
00:34:05,341 --> 00:34:06,655
Maybe it was my fault.
629
00:34:06,847 --> 00:34:08,499
- Maybe it wasn't.
- (SNIFFLES)
630
00:34:09,554 --> 00:34:12,897
I know, but I feel like
I just took this from Toby.
631
00:34:14,171 --> 00:34:15,679
Yeah, but you didn't.
632
00:34:16,175 --> 00:34:17,304
I know, but...
633
00:34:18,296 --> 00:34:21,639
but it feels that way,
if that makes any sense.
634
00:34:23,733 --> 00:34:25,483
You need to talk to him, sweetheart.
635
00:34:25,508 --> 00:34:27,186
You have to share all this.
636
00:34:28,764 --> 00:34:29,843
I mean, you know,
637
00:34:29,868 --> 00:34:33,288
I held my grief
from your father for weeks.
638
00:34:33,979 --> 00:34:37,764
I thought it would hurt him
to see how sad I was.
639
00:34:38,883 --> 00:34:40,022
(SIGHS SOFTLY)
640
00:34:43,069 --> 00:34:46,819
Did I ever tell you that story
about going to the grocery store
641
00:34:46,844 --> 00:34:48,561
with you guys when you were...
642
00:34:49,533 --> 00:34:50,835
six weeks old?
643
00:34:52,509 --> 00:34:54,897
(CHUCKLES) Your father and I
hadn't had a real meal
644
00:34:55,046 --> 00:34:58,014
in a long time,
and I really wanted to make him
645
00:34:58,039 --> 00:35:00,054
this beer and rump roast
646
00:35:00,246 --> 00:35:02,593
that I had seen on
The Galloping Gourmet.
647
00:35:03,214 --> 00:35:05,929
And it required a bag of yellow onions.
648
00:35:06,178 --> 00:35:07,421
(BABY FUSSING)
649
00:35:07,446 --> 00:35:08,499
Oh.
650
00:35:09,637 --> 00:35:11,343
- Hey.
- (FUSSING CONTINUES)
651
00:35:15,209 --> 00:35:16,280
Oh.
652
00:35:16,830 --> 00:35:18,022
Sorr... That...
653
00:35:18,119 --> 00:35:20,621
- Those were my onions.
- I'm sorry?
654
00:35:20,804 --> 00:35:23,021
Those were my onions.
You just took them from me.
655
00:35:23,046 --> 00:35:25,052
No, I got them from
the display right here.
656
00:35:25,077 --> 00:35:26,144
Yeah, I under...
657
00:35:26,178 --> 00:35:27,788
Excuse me, where are you going, lady?
658
00:35:27,813 --> 00:35:29,733
Those were my onions,
and you took them from me.
659
00:35:29,758 --> 00:35:31,792
- I want them back.
- What are you, crazy?
660
00:35:31,817 --> 00:35:33,584
No, I'm not crazy. I want my onions!
661
00:35:33,619 --> 00:35:35,096
- You're crazy.
- Is there a problem here?
662
00:35:35,120 --> 00:35:36,444
Yeah, I... Yes.
663
00:35:36,469 --> 00:35:38,616
Okay, there is a problem.
664
00:35:38,641 --> 00:35:39,882
Um... (CLEARS THROAT)
665
00:35:39,981 --> 00:35:41,615
I went to go grab that bag of onions.
666
00:35:41,640 --> 00:35:44,441
I turn my back for two seconds
to look after my babies,
667
00:35:44,466 --> 00:35:46,567
and that woman took them from me.
668
00:35:46,592 --> 00:35:49,374
- Ma'am, just calm down.
- I-I'm calm, okay?
669
00:35:49,399 --> 00:35:52,146
I'm not gonna calm down though,
because what I want
670
00:35:52,171 --> 00:35:54,312
is for you to tell her
to give me my onions back, okay?
671
00:35:54,336 --> 00:35:55,936
I-I... (SIGHS)
672
00:35:55,961 --> 00:35:59,483
I have a recipe that calls for
four ounces of yellow onion.
673
00:35:59,561 --> 00:36:02,013
And-and I've been planning
this dish for a whole week,
674
00:36:02,047 --> 00:36:04,499
and I'm not gonna leave here
without my yellow onion.
675
00:36:04,650 --> 00:36:06,241
Miss, would you like to sit down?
676
00:36:06,266 --> 00:36:08,491
No, I don't, I don't...
I don't want to sit down.
677
00:36:08,516 --> 00:36:10,632
I want you to tell her
to give me my onion back.
678
00:36:10,657 --> 00:36:11,757
I just, I want...
679
00:36:11,782 --> 00:36:14,069
I want what I came for, okay?
680
00:36:14,094 --> 00:36:16,160
I want my yellow onion.
I want what's fair.
681
00:36:16,195 --> 00:36:17,828
Will you, will you, will you tell her
682
00:36:17,863 --> 00:36:19,830
to give me my onion back?
Because it's not fair
683
00:36:19,875 --> 00:36:21,461
that I have to sit here
and go without my yellow onion.
684
00:36:21,485 --> 00:36:22,485
It's not fair.
685
00:36:22,851 --> 00:36:25,887
It's not fair! It's not fair!
686
00:36:26,694 --> 00:36:29,866
KATE: You unleashed holy hell
on some unsuspecting lady?
687
00:36:29,944 --> 00:36:31,960
(REBECCA LAUGHS) I did.
688
00:36:32,420 --> 00:36:34,421
- Mom. (LAUGHS)
- Yeah.
689
00:36:34,893 --> 00:36:38,030
And then I ended up going home
and burning the pot roast.
690
00:36:38,459 --> 00:36:40,233
- No.
- Yeah.
691
00:36:41,327 --> 00:36:42,444
But...
692
00:36:43,493 --> 00:36:45,929
eventually, I opened up to your dad.
693
00:36:46,999 --> 00:36:49,460
And that's what gave space in my heart
694
00:36:49,494 --> 00:36:50,710
for you and Kevin.
695
00:36:51,718 --> 00:36:54,288
And it made space in my heart
for Randall, too.
696
00:36:56,101 --> 00:36:58,655
Yeah, a little too much
for Randall, if you ask me.
697
00:36:59,421 --> 00:37:00,429
Seriously?
698
00:37:01,296 --> 00:37:02,811
No. (LAUGHS)
699
00:37:02,975 --> 00:37:04,624
I'm kidding. Sorry.
700
00:37:07,702 --> 00:37:10,296
'Cause I love you
more than I can bear, Bug.
701
00:37:13,433 --> 00:37:14,701
I love you, too.
702
00:37:16,356 --> 00:37:17,530
(SNIFFLING)
703
00:37:19,063 --> 00:37:20,366
Talk to Toby.
704
00:37:25,139 --> 00:37:26,350
♪
705
00:38:11,335 --> 00:38:12,842
All right, you guys, um...
706
00:38:13,155 --> 00:38:15,099
you guys wait with your brother, okay?
707
00:38:15,124 --> 00:38:17,499
Your mom and I are gonna go get the car.
708
00:38:17,616 --> 00:38:19,350
- Okay.
- Pull it around, okay?
709
00:38:22,905 --> 00:38:24,413
Can you get me something to drink?
710
00:38:25,420 --> 00:38:26,491
Sure.
711
00:38:26,899 --> 00:38:27,944
Thank you.
712
00:38:40,546 --> 00:38:41,701
♪
713
00:38:55,991 --> 00:38:57,280
(TV PLAYING QUIETLY)
714
00:38:58,073 --> 00:38:59,170
(KATE CHUCKLES)
715
00:39:01,350 --> 00:39:02,545
Hi.
716
00:39:03,540 --> 00:39:04,678
Oh, hi.
717
00:39:06,405 --> 00:39:07,592
My mom came.
718
00:39:08,727 --> 00:39:10,092
I see that.
719
00:39:12,210 --> 00:39:13,389
I am...
720
00:39:14,670 --> 00:39:17,717
gonna go grab some coffee
at that place around the corner.
721
00:39:18,018 --> 00:39:19,519
- Hi.
- Hi.
722
00:39:31,125 --> 00:39:33,303
- Want to sit with me?
- Yeah.
723
00:39:37,054 --> 00:39:40,123
What, uh... what were you...?
724
00:39:40,483 --> 00:39:41,842
- Come here.
- Oh.
725
00:39:42,847 --> 00:39:44,530
Oh. Okay. Yep.
726
00:39:46,784 --> 00:39:48,785
- Just go with it.
- Okay.
727
00:39:51,680 --> 00:39:52,936
(TOBY SIGHS)
728
00:39:54,522 --> 00:39:56,406
This is sweet, but I-I really think
729
00:39:56,440 --> 00:39:58,444
this is more your thing than mine.
730
00:39:59,163 --> 00:40:00,454
- So why don't... Can we...
- Okay.
731
00:40:00,478 --> 00:40:02,312
- Can we switch? Okay.
- Okay. Yeah.
732
00:40:03,788 --> 00:40:06,920
- (SIGHS): Oh, yeah, that's the stuff.
- Yeah.
733
00:40:08,920 --> 00:40:10,147
(TOBY SIGHS)
734
00:40:11,819 --> 00:40:13,545
I feel like I failed you.
735
00:40:14,186 --> 00:40:15,256
Mm.
736
00:40:17,021 --> 00:40:18,303
You didn't.
737
00:40:19,197 --> 00:40:20,624
You never could.
738
00:40:26,249 --> 00:40:27,470
I want to try again.
739
00:40:27,553 --> 00:40:28,553
Not yet.
740
00:40:29,335 --> 00:40:30,538
But maybe soon.
741
00:40:32,510 --> 00:40:33,616
(TOBY SIGHS)
742
00:40:35,233 --> 00:40:36,397
Yeah, me, too.
743
00:40:38,210 --> 00:40:39,883
Whenever you're ready.
744
00:40:39,995 --> 00:40:43,431
("THE SYSTEM ONLY DREAMS IN
TOTAL DARKNESS" BY THE NATIONAL)
745
00:40:46,514 --> 00:40:50,045
♪ Maybe I listen more than you think ♪
746
00:40:51,108 --> 00:40:55,210
♪ And I can tell
that somebody sold you ♪
747
00:40:55,249 --> 00:40:58,668
♪ We said we'd never let anyone in ♪
748
00:40:59,452 --> 00:41:01,827
♪ We said we'd only die ♪
749
00:41:02,280 --> 00:41:04,639
♪ Of lonely secrets... ♪
750
00:41:04,827 --> 00:41:06,538
We will not let this break us.
751
00:41:07,919 --> 00:41:09,155
No, we will not.
752
00:41:13,428 --> 00:41:14,819
I love you.
753
00:41:20,795 --> 00:41:21,936
My God.
754
00:41:23,795 --> 00:41:25,913
- Come here.
- (KATE CHUCKLES)
755
00:41:31,663 --> 00:41:34,100
♪ I cannot explain it ♪
756
00:41:34,739 --> 00:41:37,073
♪ Oh, any other... ♪
757
00:41:38,100 --> 00:41:39,509
REBECCA: Hey, Randall.
758
00:41:39,543 --> 00:41:41,928
JACK: Randall,
give your sister some space.
759
00:41:42,580 --> 00:41:44,813
REBECCA: Come on, Number Three!
760
00:41:46,907 --> 00:41:49,085
JACK: Okay, Number Three,
it's your turn.
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