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Sorry, Dr. Andrews.

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I had a patient
with some post-op arm pain.

3
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How can I help you?

4
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What's happened to all the nurses?

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Hello.

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My name is Dr. Shaun Murphy,

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surgical resident year 3.

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I will be assisted by Dr. Claire Browne

9
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on today's open appendectomy.

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I will not be putting on my
number 7 sterile gloves myself,

11
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as I am lead surgeon.

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Nurse Fletch, can you adjust
the overhead light?

13
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How many degrees, Dr. Murphy?

14
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Ah, yes. I should be more specific.

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A 35-degree angle.

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Nurse Hawks, please hand me the 10 blade.

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Straight clamp, please, Nurse Fletch.

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Hello, Dr. Andrews.

19
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I'm going to try
to pretend you're not here.

20
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You have not pretended to scrub in

21
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and may not be here when here is there,

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there being O.R. 2 later today.

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You don't need a full
surgical team to rehearse.

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Some of this staff needs
to get back to their stations.

25
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No. They can stay here.

26
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Chief Lim has assigned me
my second first surgery,

27
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and she assigned them all to me

28
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and told me to rehearse with all of them

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unless and until there's
an emergency on their floor.

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Dr. Browne, please hand me the Bovie.

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Dr. Browne had a dental
appointment this morning.

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I'm doing my best to be
annoyingly caring and empathetic

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in her stead.

34
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com

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There's the baby.

36
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And there's the mass.

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Way too close together.

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A biopsy is out of the question.

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Best course is to go in
and remove the entire mass.

40
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Will that be dangerous for the baby?

41
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The odds of your daughter
being harmed are very low.

42
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And what about recovery time?

43
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How long?

44
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Normal recovery is about three weeks.

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We're opening
a specialty toy store.

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I need to be up and about in a week.

47
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Tell 'em, Andre.

48
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Sustainable natural toys.

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Good for the kids, good for the world.

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I don't really want to leave
Andre to fight the crowds alone.

51
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Well, a week is not realistic.

52
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Too much stress on your body
after the surgery

53
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could put the pregnancy at risk.

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It's okay.

55
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Andre worries.

56
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Thought it was too much
to start a business <i>and</i> a family

57
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all before our first anniversary.

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Business and family are easy.

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If I'd known it was business
and family and cancer,

60
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I... might have waited on one of them.

61
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Let's just worry about
the surgery right now.

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Okay?

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Dr. Lim.

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Just came from Dr. Murphy's improv class.

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I don't remember Browne
getting a full-team rehearsal

66
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before <i>her</i> first surgery.

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Our residents are not homogeneous.

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Each one requires different
attention and training.

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I agree.

70
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And for Shaun, that means
less training wheels

71
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and more scabbed knees.

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Trust me, his knees will get scabbed.

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I'm trying to prevent a decapitation.

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If he's not ready...

75
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Why don't you follow your own advice?

76
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You think this is the wrong option,

77
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stop telling me.

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Let me fail and learn.

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But be sure to apologize
when you realize I was right.

80
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The appendix can be removed
in various ways,

81
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including suture ligation,
purse-stringing,

82
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and inversion appendectomy.

83
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I will be using
the suture ligation technique.

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Dr. Browne, place a clamp just proximal

85
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to the distal ligature on the appendix.

86
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How's it going with Carly?

87
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Divide sharply and cauterize
the exposed mucosa.

88
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Isn't dating life wonderful?

89
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Everything you hoped it would be?

90
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Please refrain from asking
non-surgical questions, Morgan.

91
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I need to concentrate on the next step

92
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in my O.R. management.

93
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And I need to be Claire.

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Is there any chance
she's not gonna be concerned

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about your personal well-being
and inquire?

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Repeatedly?

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Things are going well, Dr. Browne.

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We make out a lot.

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Let's close the peritoneal cavity.

100
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Did you guys have lots of fun
on your last day off?

101
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- I went to the museum.
- Mm.

102
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Nurse Hawks, please check
the patient's vitals.

103
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Everything looks normal.

104
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You went alone?

105
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I called Carly at her house

106
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to see if she wanted
to play Chinese checkers.

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Close the external oblique fascia

108
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with a continuous 2-0 vicryl stitch.

109
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Although they're not really Chinese.

110
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It's actually a game of German
origin called Sternhalma.

111
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It's very fun.

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I will use 4-0 monocryl
subcuticular interrupted sutures

113
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for skin closure.

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However, Carly said
she could not hang out

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because she was busy.

116
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If the wound was contaminated,

117
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we could leave in a Penrose drain

118
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and remove it two to three days later,

119
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but it is not.

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She had friends over.

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I could hear laughing in the background.

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Dr. Browne, approximate
all split muscle layers.

123
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That's odd.

124
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Nothing is odd.

125
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We just have two more steps and...

126
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No.

127
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That whatever she was doing,
she didn't invite <i>you.</i>

128
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Why?

129
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She isn't treating you like a boyfriend.

130
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You don't exclude your significant other

131
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from a get-together.

132
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That's not true. It could have
been a family thing.

133
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Or maybe she thinks it's too early
to introduce you to her friends.

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It's also possible that there
<i>was</i> no get-together at all.

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I mean, maybe you just heard
the television.

136
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Maybe she just doesn't see you
as her boyfriend.

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Has she ever called you her boyfriend?

138
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We have practiced enough.

139
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You had a dental appointment
this morning.

140
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The reason you're late.

141
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So brush extra well
and don't forget to floss.

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Thanks.

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Don't take this the wrong way,

144
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but when did you get so slutty?

145
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I'm not. Thank you for covering. Now...

146
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This smells like it's been
dipped in Drakkar cologne.

147
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Do you really care
what I wear or what I do?

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I care when you're late.

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I care about the amount
of extra work I have to do

150
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covering for you.

151
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I was an hour late.

152
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How much extra work could that be?

153
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One hour's worth.

154
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So, you can thank me by taking
<i>two</i> hours off my hands.

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Thank you.

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Hey, Shaun.

157
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Hello.

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Waiting for Carly?

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I want to know why

160
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she did not invite me
to her get-together.

161
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Might have a better chance of finding out

162
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if you were physically closer to her.

163
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Maybe later.

164
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This prescription should help
him feel a little bit better.

165
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And if I may suggest,

166
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don't store the chocolate
laxatives in the candy drawer.

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- Hi.
- Hey.

168
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I was wondering if you could
get away for lunch.

169
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Yeah. Let me see if I can
move some things around.

170
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- Come on in.
- All right.

171
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I got fired.

172
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- What?
- Mm-hmm.

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What happened?

174
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I was giving away free coffee.

175
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We work in a hospital,
and I hear a lot of sad stories.

176
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And sometimes when they're
really, really sad,

177
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I like to give that person a free coffee,

178
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and it makes them smile.

179
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And yes, okay, I know.
It's against policy.

180
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But you'd think my asshat boss

181
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would give me more than two warnings

182
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before giving me the ax.

183
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Okay. What do you want me to do?

184
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You want me to beat him up?

185
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I want you to come home for lunch

186
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and I want to bitch about my ex-boss

187
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and I want someone there to...

188
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listen.

189
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Okay.

190
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Use a tenaculum to grasp the lesion

191
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to create countertraction.

192
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I'm gonna separate the mass
from the underlying myometrium.

193
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Damn it. Let's get suction.

194
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The mass has surrounded
the uterine arteries.

195
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We can't remove the mass
without killing the baby.

196
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Dr. Reznick, if you were lead,
how would you proceed?

197
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We're already in, so...

198
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I'd biopsy the mass for testing.

199
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Then I'd perform an embolization
of the arteries feeding the tumor.

200
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Very good. Dr. Park, what does that do?

201
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It should allow us
to control the bleeding

202
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so we can close her up

203
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and leave the baby in place
for two months.

204
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That'll give the baby time to
become viable outside the womb.

205
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At that point, we go back in,

206
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safely take out the baby <i>and</i> the mass.

207
00:10:04,320 --> 00:10:05,619
Sounds like the right call to me.

208
00:10:05,621 --> 00:10:07,021
We'll be performing an embolization

209
00:10:07,023 --> 00:10:08,389
of the arteries feeding the tumor.

210
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- I'll inform Chief Lim.
- Not necessary.

211
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It's protocol to run all decisions

212
00:10:12,695 --> 00:10:15,963
about complex procedures
by the Chief of Surgery.

213
00:10:15,965 --> 00:10:17,264
There's only one clear path,

214
00:10:17,266 --> 00:10:19,166
which means there <i>is</i> no decision.

215
00:10:36,091 --> 00:10:37,357
In my office, please.

216
00:10:41,696 --> 00:10:43,963
I didn't think you'd mind.

217
00:10:44,310 --> 00:10:47,178
We always complained
about Andrews and his red tape.

218
00:10:47,180 --> 00:10:48,846
Well, I hoped that our relationship

219
00:10:48,848 --> 00:10:50,948
was better than whatever you had
with Andrews.

220
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It is, but I know you're busy.
You don't need to be bothered...

221
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You know how this makes me look?

222
00:10:54,754 --> 00:10:57,588
You know how this makes <i>me</i> look?

223
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This job was on your to-do list.

224
00:11:02,262 --> 00:11:03,628
Lab must have made a mistake.

225
00:11:03,630 --> 00:11:05,062
I'll deal with it.

226
00:11:05,064 --> 00:11:06,497
We might have a bigger issue

227
00:11:06,499 --> 00:11:08,766
than you <i>lying about the blood test.</i>

228
00:11:08,768 --> 00:11:09,867
I'm not lying.

229
00:11:09,869 --> 00:11:11,802
Like I said, this is a bigger issue.

230
00:11:11,804 --> 00:11:13,170
Shaun is distracted.

231
00:11:13,172 --> 00:11:14,171
Well, why would he be...

232
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Because you were at the dentist.

233
00:11:15,975 --> 00:11:17,308
Nurse Hawks asked some questions.

234
00:11:17,310 --> 00:11:18,876
Carly didn't invite Shaun to something,

235
00:11:18,878 --> 00:11:20,044
and now he's worried

236
00:11:20,046 --> 00:11:21,345
that they're not
boyfriend and girlfriend.

237
00:11:21,347 --> 00:11:22,480
So, did you talk to him?

238
00:11:22,482 --> 00:11:24,248
No. That's what <i>you</i> do.

239
00:11:24,250 --> 00:11:26,417
Think I put it on your list...
"be kind and care"...

240
00:11:26,419 --> 00:11:27,952
so I don't have to.

241
00:11:27,954 --> 00:11:29,420
Okay. I'll talk to him.

242
00:11:29,422 --> 00:11:30,688
Talk to Carly first.

243
00:11:30,690 --> 00:11:32,423
You can do it when you drop off
the blood vials

244
00:11:32,425 --> 00:11:34,025
and pretend it's the second time.

245
00:11:36,361 --> 00:11:37,795
This is good. It's good.

246
00:11:37,797 --> 00:11:38,996
You were wasted there.

247
00:11:38,998 --> 00:11:41,766
I was <i>happy</i> there.

248
00:11:41,768 --> 00:11:43,567
I love that hospital.

249
00:11:43,569 --> 00:11:46,270
I lo... I love the staff
and the patients.

250
00:11:46,272 --> 00:11:49,874
It just... felt like home.

251
00:11:51,243 --> 00:11:53,444
Here's a thought.

252
00:11:53,446 --> 00:11:55,646
What if I come work with <i>you?</i>

253
00:11:56,502 --> 00:11:59,504
I saw your waiting room.
You need the help.

254
00:11:59,686 --> 00:12:00,885
We have an office manager.

255
00:12:00,887 --> 00:12:03,421
She doesn't manage. She's never there.

256
00:12:03,423 --> 00:12:04,806
I-I was a nurse.

257
00:12:04,808 --> 00:12:06,657
I could schedule your appointments.

258
00:12:06,659 --> 00:12:09,393
I could, um, triage the walk-ins.

259
00:12:09,395 --> 00:12:10,962
It's like a win-win.

260
00:12:10,964 --> 00:12:13,946
I don't think we have the budget
for...

261
00:12:13,948 --> 00:12:15,566
for new employees.

262
00:12:16,802 --> 00:12:20,638
Aaron, that's horse crap.

263
00:12:20,640 --> 00:12:22,399
You're the president.

264
00:12:23,608 --> 00:12:26,043
What's the real reason?

265
00:12:27,980 --> 00:12:31,882
I-I think couples
that are apart now and then,

266
00:12:31,884 --> 00:12:33,517
it's a <i>good</i> thing.

267
00:12:33,519 --> 00:12:35,519
Couples together 24/7?

268
00:12:36,079 --> 00:12:38,856
I mean, I don't want to get
to the point where we come home

269
00:12:38,858 --> 00:12:41,459
and we run to opposite sides
of the house.

270
00:12:44,029 --> 00:12:45,596
Okay.

271
00:12:45,598 --> 00:12:47,431
Just a thought.

272
00:12:48,600 --> 00:12:51,902
I'm just gonna... keep looking.

273
00:12:56,209 --> 00:12:57,734
Hi, Carly.

274
00:12:58,311 --> 00:12:59,577
Replacement vials.

275
00:12:59,579 --> 00:13:02,413
For some reason,
the bloodwork for Shaun's case

276
00:13:02,415 --> 00:13:03,748
was never processed.

277
00:13:03,750 --> 00:13:05,316
Oh, that doesn't sound right.

278
00:13:05,318 --> 00:13:07,184
Why is not all that important.

279
00:13:07,186 --> 00:13:09,020
But if you could just put a rush on them.

280
00:13:09,022 --> 00:13:11,188
If the tests get delayed any longer,

281
00:13:11,190 --> 00:13:13,657
then Shaun's surgery
could get rescheduled.

282
00:13:13,659 --> 00:13:14,992
There's no record of any bloodwork

283
00:13:14,994 --> 00:13:16,093
being dropped off for Shaun.

284
00:13:16,095 --> 00:13:17,661
If the surgery gets rescheduled,

285
00:13:17,663 --> 00:13:20,297
then Shaun will lose his team,
the team he's practiced with.

286
00:13:20,299 --> 00:13:21,932
It might throw him,
so if you could just...

287
00:13:21,934 --> 00:13:24,335
Shaun doesn't get thrown
by anything medical.

288
00:13:25,504 --> 00:13:27,805
Shaun is <i>already thrown.</i>

289
00:13:29,474 --> 00:13:30,875
For some reason, he has it in his head

290
00:13:30,877 --> 00:13:32,209
that you dissed him or something,

291
00:13:32,211 --> 00:13:33,344
that maybe there's a problem,

292
00:13:33,346 --> 00:13:35,579
and now he seems distracted, upset.

293
00:13:35,581 --> 00:13:36,714
I...

294
00:13:36,716 --> 00:13:38,182
I wondered if you could speak with him,

295
00:13:38,184 --> 00:13:39,784
let him know everything's okay.

296
00:13:42,220 --> 00:13:45,106
I'll make sure to put a rush
on the blood tests.

297
00:13:45,758 --> 00:13:47,191
Thank you.

298
00:13:50,429 --> 00:13:52,897
My wife says that the Earth is a womb

299
00:13:52,899 --> 00:13:54,532
and that when you garden,

300
00:13:54,534 --> 00:13:57,168
you become part of its birthing process.

301
00:13:57,170 --> 00:13:59,270
Not that I mind sharing hobbies with her.

302
00:13:59,272 --> 00:14:00,805
It keeps us close.

303
00:14:00,807 --> 00:14:03,974
And I don't mind the dirt in my eyes.

304
00:14:03,976 --> 00:14:06,811
Just could do with
a little less of the talking.

305
00:14:06,813 --> 00:14:08,463
I feel you.

306
00:14:09,282 --> 00:14:12,583
You don't by any chance
possess the power of flight?

307
00:14:12,585 --> 00:14:13,951
Uh, what?

308
00:14:13,953 --> 00:14:16,120
You have a wing in your eye.

309
00:14:16,122 --> 00:14:17,188
Sorry?

310
00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:18,456
Just hold still.

311
00:14:19,691 --> 00:14:21,025
Ow.

312
00:14:21,027 --> 00:14:22,193
Congratulations.

313
00:14:22,195 --> 00:14:24,495
Your womb just gave birth to a bee.

314
00:14:24,497 --> 00:14:25,529
Ugh.

315
00:14:25,531 --> 00:14:27,498
Triplets, in fact.

316
00:14:27,500 --> 00:14:30,034
Dr. Glassman, I need to compartmentalize.

317
00:14:30,036 --> 00:14:31,735
Hi, Shaun.

318
00:14:31,737 --> 00:14:33,070
Nurse Hawks says

319
00:14:33,072 --> 00:14:35,840
girlfriends invite their
boyfriends to get-togethers.

320
00:14:35,842 --> 00:14:38,375
That means it's possible
Carly did not invite me

321
00:14:38,377 --> 00:14:40,177
because I am not her boyfriend,

322
00:14:40,179 --> 00:14:43,314
but we make out
and she wants to hold my hand

323
00:14:43,316 --> 00:14:45,783
and she lets me touch her breasts.

324
00:14:45,785 --> 00:14:49,120
Those are things you do with a boyfriend.

325
00:14:49,122 --> 00:14:51,122
Now all I think about is Carly,

326
00:14:51,124 --> 00:14:53,991
even when I'm supposed to
be doing my job.

327
00:14:53,993 --> 00:14:55,226
I do not like it.

328
00:14:55,228 --> 00:14:57,761
I tried to talk to her, but I can't.

329
00:14:57,763 --> 00:14:59,096
You can't talk to her?

330
00:14:59,098 --> 00:15:00,331
I can't.

331
00:15:00,333 --> 00:15:02,766
I need to compartmentalize.

332
00:15:02,768 --> 00:15:06,904
Well, Shaun, you're... you're
very good at compartmentalizing.

333
00:15:06,906 --> 00:15:08,472
Were you wearing your white lab coat

334
00:15:08,474 --> 00:15:09,840
when you tried to talk to her?

335
00:15:09,842 --> 00:15:11,976
N-No, I was in my surgical scrubs.

336
00:15:11,978 --> 00:15:16,780
Okay, see, we all struggle to...
to separate our work life

337
00:15:16,782 --> 00:15:18,482
with our personal life, right?

338
00:15:18,484 --> 00:15:20,317
That's why we wear uniforms.

339
00:15:20,319 --> 00:15:21,986
It tells us, it tells the world,

340
00:15:21,988 --> 00:15:24,121
"This is what I have to
focus on right now.

341
00:15:24,123 --> 00:15:26,056
I can't worry about anything else."

342
00:15:26,058 --> 00:15:27,625
- That makes sense.
- Good.

343
00:15:27,627 --> 00:15:29,960
So, when Carly's wearing
her white lab coat,

344
00:15:29,962 --> 00:15:31,595
then she's just a co-worker,

345
00:15:31,597 --> 00:15:34,431
not a girl you happen to
be seeing at the moment.

346
00:15:34,433 --> 00:15:36,333
When you're wearing your white lab coat,

347
00:15:36,335 --> 00:15:39,470
then you say to yourself,
"I'm a doctor, damn it.

348
00:15:39,472 --> 00:15:41,739
I'm not gonna worry
about everything else."

349
00:15:41,741 --> 00:15:43,707
Say to yourself, "I'm a doctor.

350
00:15:43,709 --> 00:15:46,166
Romance doesn't matter."

351
00:15:47,280 --> 00:15:49,046
I'm a doctor.

352
00:15:49,048 --> 00:15:50,347
Romance doesn't matter.

353
00:15:50,349 --> 00:15:52,116
I'm a doctor. Romance doesn't matter.

354
00:15:52,118 --> 00:15:53,951
I am a doctor.

355
00:15:53,953 --> 00:15:56,353
Romance doesn't matter.

356
00:15:59,958 --> 00:16:02,793
I am a doctor.

357
00:16:02,795 --> 00:16:04,862
Romance doesn't matter.

358
00:16:07,265 --> 00:16:10,668
Um, <i>you're</i> wearing a white lab coat.

359
00:16:10,670 --> 00:16:13,537
You want to be a doctor and get
the other bees out of my eye?

360
00:16:13,539 --> 00:16:15,039
You make a fair point.

361
00:16:17,209 --> 00:16:18,576
Looking for Murphy?

362
00:16:18,578 --> 00:16:19,710
Yep.

363
00:16:19,712 --> 00:16:22,112
- Blood tests being expedited?
- Yes.

364
00:16:22,114 --> 00:16:25,316
Did you own your mistake
or blame some innocent clerk?

365
00:16:26,484 --> 00:16:28,819
How did it feel? Is it eating at you?

366
00:16:28,821 --> 00:16:30,988
You mean, how do I live one moment

367
00:16:30,990 --> 00:16:33,390
behaving how you do constantly?

368
00:16:33,392 --> 00:16:34,625
At least I'm consistent,

369
00:16:34,627 --> 00:16:36,827
even when I'm going through
my own issues.

370
00:16:38,930 --> 00:16:40,231
Shaun?

371
00:16:41,866 --> 00:16:43,834
Why aren't you wearing your white coat?

372
00:16:43,836 --> 00:16:47,037
I am a civilian.

373
00:16:47,039 --> 00:16:48,739
Medicine doesn't matter.

374
00:16:48,741 --> 00:16:50,107
You're not leaving.

375
00:16:50,109 --> 00:16:51,909
Your surgery is in six hours.

376
00:16:55,480 --> 00:16:57,915
Did you speak to Carly?

377
00:16:57,917 --> 00:17:01,919
I need to talk to Carly.

378
00:17:01,921 --> 00:17:05,356
Shaun, why did we practice this morning?

379
00:17:05,358 --> 00:17:08,659
Because I'm not good at communication.

380
00:17:08,661 --> 00:17:09,660
Exactly.

381
00:17:09,662 --> 00:17:12,263
But with practice, you can do it.

382
00:17:12,265 --> 00:17:13,597
Talk to <i>me.</i>

383
00:17:13,599 --> 00:17:16,634
Tell me the problem.
Tell me how you feel.

384
00:17:18,103 --> 00:17:19,703
Okay.

385
00:17:19,705 --> 00:17:23,474
I have to talk to Carly.

386
00:17:23,476 --> 00:17:24,808
Shaun, stop.

387
00:17:24,810 --> 00:17:28,112
You <i>don't</i> have to talk to Carly.

388
00:17:28,114 --> 00:17:29,413
Everything is fine.

389
00:17:29,415 --> 00:17:30,914
I talked to her earlier,

390
00:17:30,916 --> 00:17:33,951
and it was just all a misunderstanding.

391
00:17:35,120 --> 00:17:38,989
Why did she not invite me over
to meet her friends?

392
00:17:38,991 --> 00:17:40,057
There <i>were</i> no friends.

393
00:17:40,059 --> 00:17:41,558
Uh, the laughing you heard...

394
00:17:41,560 --> 00:17:44,228
she thinks it must have been
a podcast she was listening to.

395
00:17:47,800 --> 00:17:50,034
I need to get my lab coat.

396
00:17:53,572 --> 00:17:55,739
Told you you're better at this than I am.

397
00:17:55,741 --> 00:17:58,142
Though you could have jumped in earlier.

398
00:18:01,413 --> 00:18:04,882
We were able to do a biopsy,
and the mass is non-malignant.

399
00:18:06,318 --> 00:18:09,453
We've stabilized it, but it does
still need to be removed.

400
00:18:09,455 --> 00:18:10,554
When?

401
00:18:10,556 --> 00:18:11,722
Two months.

402
00:18:11,724 --> 00:18:13,657
By then, the baby will
be viable outside the...

403
00:18:13,659 --> 00:18:15,559
I don't feel well.

404
00:18:15,561 --> 00:18:16,994
My vision's getting blurry.

405
00:18:18,264 --> 00:18:19,830
Your blood pressure's tanking.

406
00:18:19,832 --> 00:18:22,399
W... Doctor, what's happening to her?

407
00:18:22,401 --> 00:18:24,268
Page Dr. Melendez.

408
00:18:43,357 --> 00:18:44,356
Hello.

409
00:18:44,358 --> 00:18:47,393
My name is Dr. Shaun Murphy,

410
00:18:47,395 --> 00:18:49,962
surgical resident year 3.

411
00:18:49,964 --> 00:18:52,965
I will be assisted by Dr. Claire Browne

412
00:18:52,967 --> 00:18:55,534
on today's open appendectomy.

413
00:18:55,536 --> 00:18:59,205
I will not be putting on my
number 7 sterile gloves myself,

414
00:18:59,207 --> 00:19:01,407
as I am lead surgeon.

415
00:19:02,809 --> 00:19:08,280
Nurse Fletch, can you adjust
the overhead light?

416
00:19:08,282 --> 00:19:12,514
Adjust to a 35-degree angle.

417
00:19:14,821 --> 00:19:17,857
Nurse Hawks, please hand me the 10 blade.

418
00:19:30,805 --> 00:19:33,672
The arterial embolization
was rejected above the bladder.

419
00:19:33,674 --> 00:19:35,441
The mass is seeping blood.

420
00:19:35,443 --> 00:19:38,143
We have to go in again,
or she'll slowly bleed to death.

421
00:19:38,145 --> 00:19:39,411
We deliver the baby early,

422
00:19:39,413 --> 00:19:41,814
have an incubator and ventilator
ready in the O.R.

423
00:19:41,816 --> 00:19:43,849
Even with maximal NICU support,

424
00:19:43,851 --> 00:19:46,919
the baby's chance of survival
is around 15% to 20%.

425
00:19:46,921 --> 00:19:48,926
Maybe we were wrong the first time.

426
00:19:49,990 --> 00:19:53,058
Maybe we <i>can</i> leave the child
and work around her.

427
00:19:53,060 --> 00:19:55,261
We can suction-resect this friable lesion

428
00:19:55,263 --> 00:19:58,397
and control the bleeding better
with the argon beam coagulator.

429
00:19:58,399 --> 00:20:01,166
Very easy to go too far,
cause a uterine rupture.

430
00:20:01,168 --> 00:20:02,368
But if we <i>don't</i> screw up,

431
00:20:02,370 --> 00:20:04,403
the baby gets to stay
in the womb and grow to term.

432
00:20:04,405 --> 00:20:05,638
Nice.

433
00:20:05,640 --> 00:20:06,772
I'll go book an O.R.

434
00:20:06,774 --> 00:20:08,574
Wait.

435
00:20:08,576 --> 00:20:10,542
There's one more thing we need to do.

436
00:20:15,015 --> 00:20:16,782
It's a good plan.

437
00:20:16,784 --> 00:20:18,384
But the safest course of action

438
00:20:18,386 --> 00:20:20,552
is to deliver prematurely
and remove the mass.

439
00:20:20,554 --> 00:20:22,488
By "deliver prematurely,"

440
00:20:22,490 --> 00:20:24,490
you mean terminate the pregnancy.

441
00:20:24,492 --> 00:20:27,059
Not necessarily. But yes.

442
00:20:27,061 --> 00:20:28,560
To save her life.

443
00:20:29,529 --> 00:20:32,197
If I place internal
iliac artery balloon catheters,

444
00:20:32,199 --> 00:20:34,400
I can control most bleeding
as it happens.

445
00:20:34,402 --> 00:20:35,601
Most?

446
00:20:37,604 --> 00:20:40,606
I've performed surgeries
that were a lot more complicated

447
00:20:40,608 --> 00:20:42,808
under much more difficult circumstances.

448
00:20:42,810 --> 00:20:44,510
When you had no other option.

449
00:20:44,512 --> 00:20:46,612
You have a choice here, a safer choice.

450
00:20:46,614 --> 00:20:48,580
The mother's life takes precedence.

451
00:20:48,582 --> 00:20:50,149
That's <i>our</i> policy.

452
00:20:50,151 --> 00:20:51,817
Are we sure it's <i>hers?</i>

453
00:20:55,089 --> 00:20:57,856
Okay. Go make your case.

454
00:20:57,858 --> 00:20:59,692
Thank you.

455
00:20:59,694 --> 00:21:00,831
Neil?

456
00:21:01,962 --> 00:21:04,029
Thank you for getting my approval.

457
00:21:04,998 --> 00:21:06,098
It's your job.

458
00:21:10,104 --> 00:21:13,005
I will now use electrocautery

459
00:21:13,007 --> 00:21:16,141
to incise through
both the fascia and muscles.

460
00:21:17,578 --> 00:21:19,511
Can I please get a measurement

461
00:21:19,513 --> 00:21:22,982
on the patient's pulse,
blood pressure, and temperature?

462
00:21:22,984 --> 00:21:26,418
Pulse is at 65, pressure 118/82,

463
00:21:26,420 --> 00:21:28,954
and temp is normal, at 98.6 degrees.

464
00:21:28,956 --> 00:21:32,925
Thank you for hearing and responding.

465
00:21:32,927 --> 00:21:36,428
The appendix can be removed
in various ways.

466
00:21:36,430 --> 00:21:39,932
I will be using
the suture ligation technique.

467
00:21:39,934 --> 00:21:43,102
Dr. Browne, can you identify
the ascending colon

468
00:21:43,104 --> 00:21:44,470
and its taenia coli?

469
00:21:48,843 --> 00:21:49,875
I see it.

470
00:21:49,877 --> 00:21:50,810
Thank you.

471
00:21:50,810 --> 00:21:53,610
Please free the
appendix-mesoappendix complex

472
00:21:53,612 --> 00:21:55,206
from its adjacent tissue.

473
00:21:55,231 --> 00:21:56,897
Babcock clamps.

474
00:22:08,944 --> 00:22:11,612
We must have nicked
an ileocolic branch of the SMA.

475
00:22:16,285 --> 00:22:19,386
Get suction on it, Dr. Browne.

476
00:22:19,388 --> 00:22:22,689
Nurse Fletch, please use
lap sponges to stem the bleed.

477
00:22:28,731 --> 00:22:30,798
If she hemorrhages, she could die?

478
00:22:30,800 --> 00:22:32,499
That is a possibility.

479
00:22:32,501 --> 00:22:35,602
But if you're successful,
then I complete my pregnancy.

480
00:22:35,604 --> 00:22:37,404
No. It's too risky.

481
00:22:37,406 --> 00:22:39,473
If Dr. Melendez says he can do it...

482
00:22:41,176 --> 00:22:42,576
Do the other surgery...

483
00:22:42,578 --> 00:22:45,079
the one where you take the baby
out and you save Patty.

484
00:22:46,448 --> 00:22:48,482
I'm the one carrying the baby.

485
00:22:48,484 --> 00:22:49,883
I'm the one going through the surgery.

486
00:22:49,885 --> 00:22:51,118
It's not your choice to make.

487
00:22:51,120 --> 00:22:52,286
I-I didn't want this baby.

488
00:22:58,627 --> 00:22:59,726
Sorry. I j...

489
00:23:00,962 --> 00:23:03,964
Look, we can have another child
some other time.

490
00:23:05,200 --> 00:23:07,201
But I can't replace you.

491
00:23:15,177 --> 00:23:17,578
I don't want another baby.

492
00:23:18,780 --> 00:23:21,315
I want the one that's been
giving me morning sickness

493
00:23:21,317 --> 00:23:24,651
for the last 23 weeks.

494
00:23:24,653 --> 00:23:27,754
I want the one
who's been giving me heartburn,

495
00:23:27,756 --> 00:23:30,858
constipation, and insomnia.

496
00:23:33,061 --> 00:23:35,362
That's the baby that I want to hold.

497
00:23:37,899 --> 00:23:40,297
And I couldn't live with the guilt

498
00:23:41,036 --> 00:23:44,204
if I killed our baby to save my own life.

499
00:24:02,925 --> 00:24:05,069
Performing a suture ligation

500
00:24:05,069 --> 00:24:07,820
with two interrupted 2-0 vicryl sutures.

501
00:24:22,920 --> 00:24:26,989
Dr. Browne, cauterize the exposed mucosa.

502
00:24:28,124 --> 00:24:30,359
I may owe Dr. Lim an apology.

503
00:24:32,595 --> 00:24:33,729
Continue.

504
00:24:33,731 --> 00:24:35,164
Uh, yes.

505
00:24:35,166 --> 00:24:38,701
We still need to
copiously irrigate the wound

506
00:24:38,703 --> 00:24:40,202
with normal saline,

507
00:24:40,204 --> 00:24:42,538
grasp the peritoneum
with two straight clamps,

508
00:24:42,540 --> 00:24:46,095
and close it all up with
a continuous 3-0 vicryl stitch.

509
00:24:47,863 --> 00:24:49,164
Irrigating.

510
00:24:50,113 --> 00:24:53,716
Straight clamp, please, N-Nurse...

511
00:24:55,652 --> 00:24:59,088
Straight clamp, please, Nurse Hawks.

512
00:25:03,301 --> 00:25:07,037
You are handing them to me incorrectly.

513
00:25:07,062 --> 00:25:08,428
I'm sorry?

514
00:25:10,592 --> 00:25:13,794
You are handing them to me incorrectly.

515
00:25:13,796 --> 00:25:15,563
This is how I always do it.

516
00:25:15,565 --> 00:25:17,865
You do it wrong.

517
00:25:17,867 --> 00:25:20,634
- Shaun...
- I don't know how else to do it.

518
00:25:23,839 --> 00:25:25,573
You can do it the right way.

519
00:25:25,575 --> 00:25:27,108
What's the right way?

520
00:25:27,110 --> 00:25:29,143
- The efficient way.
- Efficient?

521
00:25:29,145 --> 00:25:30,344
Yes.

522
00:25:30,346 --> 00:25:34,782
There is historical precedence
to my preference.

523
00:25:34,784 --> 00:25:36,117
Please just take the clamp.

524
00:25:36,119 --> 00:25:37,852
- I can't.
- Of course you can.

525
00:25:37,854 --> 00:25:39,353
Take the damn clamp.

526
00:25:45,995 --> 00:25:47,461
You need to leave.

527
00:25:51,868 --> 00:25:54,303
Nurse Hawks...

528
00:25:54,804 --> 00:25:56,871
you need to leave the O.R.

529
00:25:57,939 --> 00:25:59,006
Leave now!

530
00:26:13,922 --> 00:26:16,223
Dr. Reznick,
please cauterize those bleeders

531
00:26:16,225 --> 00:26:17,691
with the argon coagulator.

532
00:26:20,028 --> 00:26:21,128
I nicked an artery.

533
00:26:21,130 --> 00:26:22,396
She's hemorrhaging!

534
00:26:22,398 --> 00:26:24,331
Hang 4 units on the rapid infuser.

535
00:26:24,333 --> 00:26:26,240
Get me a vascular clamp.

536
00:26:26,836 --> 00:26:29,637
The surgery was successful.

537
00:26:29,639 --> 00:26:31,906
The patient's vital signs are stable...

538
00:26:31,908 --> 00:26:34,341
You can't solve
your interpersonal problems

539
00:26:34,343 --> 00:26:36,010
by making people go away.

540
00:26:36,012 --> 00:26:37,311
There was a bleed.

541
00:26:38,580 --> 00:26:41,048
You threw the nurse out of
surgery because of a bleed?

542
00:26:41,050 --> 00:26:42,283
Yes.

543
00:26:42,285 --> 00:26:45,820
Because we nicked
the ileocolic branch of the SMA,

544
00:26:45,822 --> 00:26:48,289
Nurse Fletch was attending
to the lap sponges,

545
00:26:48,291 --> 00:26:50,891
so Nurse Hawks had to hand me
the straight clamp,

546
00:26:50,893 --> 00:26:53,093
and she did it wrong.

547
00:26:53,095 --> 00:26:56,497
And she refused to do it right.

548
00:26:56,499 --> 00:26:58,399
Did you tell her how to do it right?

549
00:26:58,401 --> 00:27:01,502
I wanted my straight clamp

550
00:27:01,504 --> 00:27:04,071
handed to me at a 45-degree angle

551
00:27:04,073 --> 00:27:06,340
so I do not have to bend my wrist as much

552
00:27:06,342 --> 00:27:08,642
to go from handoff to the surgical field.

553
00:27:08,644 --> 00:27:10,344
Did you explain all of that to her?

554
00:27:10,346 --> 00:27:14,815
I told her to do it the efficient way.

555
00:27:17,552 --> 00:27:21,222
I want you to apologize to Nurse Hawks.

556
00:27:21,224 --> 00:27:22,556
N-No. No.

557
00:27:22,558 --> 00:27:27,361
Why would I apologize
because she did not do it right?

558
00:27:27,363 --> 00:27:30,197
Because you didn't, either.

559
00:27:31,399 --> 00:27:34,101
When you're lead surgeon,
it means you're in charge,

560
00:27:34,103 --> 00:27:37,471
which means if <i>anything</i>
<i>goes wrong, it's your</i> fault.

561
00:27:37,473 --> 00:27:39,006
Do you understand?

562
00:27:40,775 --> 00:27:42,543
You've gotta make this right.

563
00:27:45,313 --> 00:27:46,513
Okay.

564
00:27:52,889 --> 00:27:54,388
You could have stepped in

565
00:27:54,390 --> 00:27:56,790
and kept the situation from escalating.

566
00:28:01,096 --> 00:28:03,964
You have <i>your</i> way of dealing with Shaun,

567
00:28:03,966 --> 00:28:05,733
and so do I.

568
00:28:15,360 --> 00:28:16,931
We need better
control of the bleeding.

569
00:28:16,956 --> 00:28:18,060
Clamp off the common iliac.

570
00:28:18,062 --> 00:28:19,798
There's too much blood to see in here.

571
00:28:19,823 --> 00:28:21,667
We have to take the baby out.

572
00:28:26,730 --> 00:28:28,131
Page the on-call neonatologist.

573
00:28:28,133 --> 00:28:29,875
Let them know they're gonna
have a 23-week-old girl

574
00:28:29,875 --> 00:28:31,360
coming their way very soon.

575
00:28:35,531 --> 00:28:39,034
Second time in as many days
you've dropped by unexpectedly.

576
00:28:39,036 --> 00:28:40,535
I'm starting to think you like me.

577
00:28:40,537 --> 00:28:42,604
I got a job offer.

578
00:28:42,606 --> 00:28:44,389
Well, there you go. That was quick.

579
00:28:44,389 --> 00:28:45,674
Let's go celebrate.

580
00:28:45,676 --> 00:28:47,242
Well, I'm not gonna take the offer.

581
00:28:47,244 --> 00:28:49,377
I want to come work here with you.

582
00:28:49,379 --> 00:28:51,279
Well, we've already talked about that.

583
00:28:51,281 --> 00:28:53,582
<i>You</i> talked. I listened.

584
00:28:53,584 --> 00:28:55,817
Now it's my turn to talk.

585
00:28:55,819 --> 00:28:58,320
We got married to be here for each other,

586
00:28:58,322 --> 00:29:01,590
even when the other one
didn't know they need it.

587
00:29:01,592 --> 00:29:03,225
You're so busy with your patients,

588
00:29:03,227 --> 00:29:05,560
you don't see that the clinic
is starting to suffer.

589
00:29:05,562 --> 00:29:07,788
Right now, it's
double-booked appointments.

590
00:29:07,788 --> 00:29:10,422
Next, it could be
the wrong medication prescribed.

591
00:29:10,424 --> 00:29:11,890
I would never let that happen.

592
00:29:11,892 --> 00:29:13,225
I'm a good partner.

593
00:29:13,402 --> 00:29:16,703
I'm good at home, on the weekends.

594
00:29:16,705 --> 00:29:20,451
I could be equally as good
here in this office.

595
00:29:21,876 --> 00:29:24,745
Okay, if it doesn't work out, I'll quit.

596
00:29:25,781 --> 00:29:27,114
Or you can fire me.

597
00:29:27,116 --> 00:29:28,982
No harm, no foul.

598
00:29:28,984 --> 00:29:32,386
Uh, nothing is ever as simple
as "No harm, no foul."

599
00:29:33,855 --> 00:29:35,122
Got a résumé?

600
00:29:35,967 --> 00:29:40,961
Well, I was hoping to avoid that.

601
00:29:58,247 --> 00:29:59,546
Mm.

602
00:30:15,230 --> 00:30:17,364
I read a study that said

603
00:30:17,366 --> 00:30:19,533
sharing a cup of coffee with colleagues

604
00:30:19,535 --> 00:30:21,535
promotes professionalism.

605
00:30:21,537 --> 00:30:23,270
My cup is empty

606
00:30:23,272 --> 00:30:25,973
because I do not like
the way coffee makes me feel.

607
00:30:27,208 --> 00:30:31,044
I've had a long day.
Can I just enjoy my lunch?

608
00:30:31,046 --> 00:30:35,148
Chief Lim asked me to apologize to you.

609
00:30:36,551 --> 00:30:37,684
Okay.

610
00:30:39,821 --> 00:30:40,888
Okay.

611
00:30:49,297 --> 00:30:51,965
The earliest known drawing

612
00:30:51,967 --> 00:30:54,301
of a pivoting surgical instrument

613
00:30:54,303 --> 00:30:58,171
dates back to 1500 B.C.
on a tomb at Thebes, Egypt...

614
00:30:58,173 --> 00:31:00,207
This does not sound like
the beginning of an apology.

615
00:31:00,209 --> 00:31:03,877
I want to explain why
I prefer the straight clamp

616
00:31:03,879 --> 00:31:06,413
handed to me at a 45-degree angle.

617
00:31:06,415 --> 00:31:08,649
Putting it in historical context
will help.

618
00:31:08,651 --> 00:31:09,650
You need to stop.

619
00:31:09,652 --> 00:31:11,084
In the ninth century,

620
00:31:11,086 --> 00:31:14,121
Albucasis, known as
"the father of surgery"...

621
00:31:14,123 --> 00:31:15,822
You need to go away.

622
00:31:15,824 --> 00:31:16,890
No.

623
00:31:16,892 --> 00:31:18,992
I need you to understand

624
00:31:18,994 --> 00:31:20,794
because if you see why I'm right,

625
00:31:20,796 --> 00:31:23,964
you will see there is no reason
for me to apologize.

626
00:31:35,978 --> 00:31:37,377
She's gone into unstable v-tach.

627
00:31:37,379 --> 00:31:39,579
Dr. Reznick, we're gonna need
the defibrillator.

628
00:31:46,088 --> 00:31:48,121
Charging.

629
00:31:48,123 --> 00:31:49,289
Clear.

630
00:31:51,359 --> 00:31:52,526
Continue compressions.

631
00:31:52,528 --> 00:31:54,494
Give me one milligram of epinephrine.

632
00:31:54,496 --> 00:31:56,797
She's gone into v-fib. Shock again.

633
00:31:56,799 --> 00:31:58,665
Charging.

634
00:31:58,667 --> 00:31:59,900
Clear.

635
00:32:02,037 --> 00:32:04,738
All right, crack her chest. I'm
gonna do an open-heart massage.

636
00:32:12,648 --> 00:32:14,081
Heart's exposed.

637
00:32:15,516 --> 00:32:16,917
Starting the massage.

638
00:32:20,755 --> 00:32:22,255
Internal cardiac paddles.

639
00:32:26,260 --> 00:32:27,491
Charging.

640
00:32:29,365 --> 00:32:31,264
Clear.

641
00:32:32,768 --> 00:32:34,101
Again.

642
00:32:34,103 --> 00:32:36,136
Charge. Clear.

643
00:32:37,940 --> 00:32:39,806
Again!

644
00:32:39,808 --> 00:32:41,708
Charge.

645
00:32:41,710 --> 00:32:42,776
Clear.

646
00:33:08,437 --> 00:33:10,370
Let's open the uterus and get the baby.

647
00:33:26,014 --> 00:33:28,548
All you had to do was say you're sorry.

648
00:33:28,957 --> 00:33:33,035
I tried to explain
why the straight clamp...

649
00:33:33,035 --> 00:33:34,804
N-No, I-I don't hear
the word "sorry" in there.

650
00:33:34,804 --> 00:33:36,937
I-I don't hear
any taking of responsibility.

651
00:33:36,939 --> 00:33:41,375
You said I had to make this right.

652
00:33:41,377 --> 00:33:44,078
An apology seemed to be
just one possible way...

653
00:33:44,080 --> 00:33:46,313
Shaun, she filed a complaint.

654
00:33:46,315 --> 00:33:48,415
- No. No!
- Yes. Yes.

655
00:33:48,417 --> 00:33:50,184
- You have a problem with communication.
- I was... Yes, but I am...

656
00:33:50,186 --> 00:33:53,120
So I'm going to make this
very, very clear.

657
00:33:53,122 --> 00:33:54,955
You screwed up.

658
00:33:54,957 --> 00:33:56,056
- No.
- Yes. Yeah, you were wrong.

659
00:33:56,058 --> 00:33:57,291
- No!
- You <i>are</i> wrong.

660
00:33:57,293 --> 00:33:58,992
You screwed up.

661
00:33:58,994 --> 00:34:01,628
This incident will be noted in your file.

662
00:34:01,630 --> 00:34:05,232
And if this or anything
like this happens again,

663
00:34:05,234 --> 00:34:08,001
that will be the end of your residency.

664
00:34:10,973 --> 00:34:13,207
Now, what do you have to say?

665
00:34:20,683 --> 00:34:22,383
You're sorry?

666
00:34:25,220 --> 00:34:27,254
I failed.

667
00:34:30,792 --> 00:34:32,393
I'm sorry.

668
00:34:33,495 --> 00:34:34,889
Good.

669
00:34:35,431 --> 00:34:38,499
Now go say those words to Nurse Hawks.

670
00:34:38,501 --> 00:34:40,234
And mean them.

671
00:35:06,562 --> 00:35:08,289
I spoke to Carly.

672
00:35:08,291 --> 00:35:10,464
You're a terrible fairy godmother.

673
00:35:10,466 --> 00:35:12,633
You swoop in, you enchant
the hero with a lie,

674
00:35:12,635 --> 00:35:15,402
and then you carry on like you
made his world a better place.

675
00:35:15,404 --> 00:35:17,137
Shaun was about to talk to Carly.

676
00:35:17,139 --> 00:35:18,672
That's what he needed to do.

677
00:35:18,674 --> 00:35:20,240
I think Carly's pissed at him.

678
00:35:20,242 --> 00:35:22,676
Fine. Then she's pissed at him.
They deal with it.

679
00:35:22,678 --> 00:35:24,845
Shaun's problem is communication.

680
00:35:24,847 --> 00:35:26,046
You made it worse.

681
00:35:26,048 --> 00:35:28,115
Shaun needed to get his head straight

682
00:35:28,117 --> 00:35:29,883
before his first solo surgery.

683
00:35:29,885 --> 00:35:32,719
That is what I did. I fixed the problem.

684
00:35:32,721 --> 00:35:35,856
You <i>buried</i> a problem.

685
00:35:35,858 --> 00:35:38,926
Which seems to be your general
approach to life right now.

686
00:37:48,924 --> 00:37:50,324
Hey, Shaun.

687
00:37:50,812 --> 00:37:51,877
Hello.

688
00:37:53,093 --> 00:37:54,727
We need to talk.

689
00:38:02,704 --> 00:38:05,505
You're mad at me.

690
00:38:05,507 --> 00:38:06,873
Yes.

691
00:38:06,875 --> 00:38:09,242
Because whenever you have a problem,

692
00:38:09,244 --> 00:38:13,547
I hear it from Glassman
or Claire or Morgan...

693
00:38:13,549 --> 00:38:15,015
anyone but you.

694
00:38:22,390 --> 00:38:24,758
I'm sorry.

695
00:38:25,093 --> 00:38:26,225
Good.

696
00:38:29,464 --> 00:38:31,465
Shaun, stop!

697
00:38:32,533 --> 00:38:34,468
This is the problem.

698
00:38:34,470 --> 00:38:37,070
You have to tell me what's bothering you.

699
00:38:42,549 --> 00:38:45,885
Why did you not invite me to
your get-together last Sunday?

700
00:38:46,781 --> 00:38:49,449
I had some old friends over.

701
00:38:49,451 --> 00:38:52,786
We were gonna drink
and play a little poker.

702
00:38:52,788 --> 00:38:55,322
My friends are snarky.

703
00:38:55,324 --> 00:38:59,359
They tease and play
practical jokes on each other.

704
00:38:59,361 --> 00:39:01,194
And I knew that you wouldn't like that

705
00:39:01,196 --> 00:39:02,663
and that it would get weird,

706
00:39:02,665 --> 00:39:05,576
so I decided not to invite you.

707
00:39:06,402 --> 00:39:07,601
That's it.

708
00:39:07,603 --> 00:39:09,163
The whole story.

709
00:39:14,876 --> 00:39:19,880
My father always sent me to my room

710
00:39:19,882 --> 00:39:23,483
when he would play poker
with his friends.

711
00:39:23,485 --> 00:39:27,821
They were loud, and they would tease me.

712
00:39:27,823 --> 00:39:29,356
They said I talked funny.

713
00:39:29,358 --> 00:39:32,025
Is that what your friends
were going to say?

714
00:39:32,027 --> 00:39:33,927
No, Shaun. Of course not.

715
00:39:33,929 --> 00:39:36,263
Then what were they going to do?

716
00:39:37,965 --> 00:39:40,701
Nothing, I guess.

717
00:39:40,703 --> 00:39:42,269
It's just...

718
00:39:42,271 --> 00:39:44,438
sometimes when you bring
the guy that you're dating

719
00:39:44,440 --> 00:39:47,007
into the mix, that relationship changes.

720
00:39:47,326 --> 00:39:49,209
It can be a disaster.

721
00:39:49,211 --> 00:39:51,914
Was it a disaster

722
00:39:52,381 --> 00:39:56,460
every time you brought a date
to meet your friends?

723
00:39:57,785 --> 00:39:59,986
No. Some fit right in.

724
00:39:59,988 --> 00:40:02,022
Then how did you know?

725
00:40:04,358 --> 00:40:09,596
How did you know
it would be a disaster with <i>me?</i>

726
00:40:14,915 --> 00:40:16,216
I didn't.

727
00:40:18,639 --> 00:40:20,707
I made an assumption.

728
00:40:20,709 --> 00:40:22,509
And I shouldn't have done that.

729
00:40:25,214 --> 00:40:26,646
I'm sorry, too.

730
00:40:32,019 --> 00:40:33,386
Can you forgive me?

731
00:40:36,758 --> 00:40:38,725
I wasn't a great girlfriend.

732
00:40:41,597 --> 00:40:43,096
Girlfriend?

733
00:40:46,434 --> 00:40:48,869
You're my girlfriend?

734
00:40:48,871 --> 00:40:49,972
Yeah.

735
00:40:51,272 --> 00:40:54,007
Does that mean I'm your boyfriend?

736
00:40:54,009 --> 00:40:55,075
You are.

737
00:40:55,077 --> 00:40:56,743
I forgive you.

738
00:41:04,987 --> 00:41:06,086
Can I kiss you?

739
00:41:06,088 --> 00:41:07,154
Okay.

740
00:41:17,866 --> 00:41:20,200
I'm glad we talked.

741
00:41:20,202 --> 00:41:22,335
Me too.

742
00:41:22,337 --> 00:41:25,005
I'll introduce you to my friends
next week.

743
00:41:25,007 --> 00:41:26,473
No, thank you.

744
00:41:26,475 --> 00:41:28,508
I would not like to meet your friends.

745
00:41:31,712 --> 00:41:33,280
- Okay.
- Okay.

