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Okay.

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Okay.

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Okay.

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This is terrifying!

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Oh! Oh!

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And very fun!

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Are you ready to try lying down?

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Because I am ready, Shaun.
I am very ready.

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Carly...

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Mm.

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600 thread count microfiber sheets.

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A shredded memory foam pillow.

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A 40-watt A19 incandescent bulb.

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I'm sorry.

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You didn't return my calls this weekend.

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After a ride up Skyline Boulevard,

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60 minutes of Muay Thai,

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and a 15-year reserve Scotch,

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I had a moment of clarity.

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What you said about my
objectivity in the Fields case

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wasn't about me.

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You were in pain.

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I was taking responsibility.

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And asking you to take your share.

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It was a good surgical plan.

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You need to accept that,

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despite being a gifted surgeon,

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you are fallible.

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I think I should run my
procedures by Glassman

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from now on.

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Audrey, we need some checks and balances.

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I <i>am</i> checked and balanced.

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And I'm the chief of this department.

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You will continue to run your
medical decisions past me.

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Browne, you're with Melendez today.

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Murphy and Park, meet me in
the E.R. observation unit in 20.

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I thought I was on E.R. consults
with Park today.

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If I'm being bumped because
I took off the other day,

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Dr. Browne was every bit of...

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First lead surgery.

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Thank you.

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Scheduled for tomorrow.

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Study the images and prep your patient.

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Yes! I rock, I rock!

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The surgery gods know it, I know it,

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and apparently, so does Andrews.

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Boasting doesn't have the same impact

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when you're picked last.

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He was obviously waiting for
the right case to come along.

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No.

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You're kidding me.

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This is much better
than my first surgery.

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Damn right. A med student
could do an appy.

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The carotid endarterectomy
takes serious finesse.

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Fair to say it's really
a 5th-year procedure,

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but I don't have time to sit
around debating semantics.

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I have the Holy Grail of
resident surgeries to prep for.

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The tumor was found on my left lung

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at my medical fitness exam.

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Tricky spot.

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Curable,

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but tough to remove without
taking the entire lung.

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That's what they said.

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And you didn't like that answer?

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I need my lung.

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I'm going to the moon.

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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com

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When did the chest pain start?

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Around 9:00 this morning.

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Okay, I'm gonna look at your heart.

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This gel may be a little cold.

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You see a cardiologist.

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Did you use the nitro he prescribed?

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It usually relieves the
angina, but not this time.

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Are... you the same Rosalind Elion

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who just published a study

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on IDH2 Inhibitors in Myeloid Leukemia

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in the <i>Journal of Pediatric Oncology?</i>

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- Yeah.
- Wow.

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You're famous.

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W... I-I used an IDH2 on a kid with AML.

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- I mean, he's doing great.
- Oh.

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Your studies revolutionized
leukemia treatment.

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It's an honor to meet you.

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That's kind of you to say.

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Noticing anteroapical wall
motion abnormalities.

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Is your chest pain worsening?

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Yes. How did you...

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She's having a heart attack.

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Contact her family,
then meet us in surgery.

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She needs a triple bypass.

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The moon?

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The moon. In 2020.

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It's a private venture
partnership with NASA.

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Floating in an expanse
of uninhabitable emptiness

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200,000 miles
from the nearest Starbucks...

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- Mm.
- ...not for me.

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You never wanted to be an
astronaut when you were a kid?

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Had enough challenges here on Earth.

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Did you?

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I was a Trekker.

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All my friends had Spock ears.

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I was all about McCoy.

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There's our tumor.

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It's embedded in the hilum.

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NASA doctor was right.

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We'd have to take the entire
lung to get it out.

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Not necessarily.

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The tumor's grown into the upper lobe.

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If we can remove it
from the main bronchus,

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we can get a clean margin.

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The rest of the lung can stay.

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No-go.

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You'd have 80% of your...

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If treatment reduces
my lung volume at all,

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I'll be unfit for space travel.

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The mass is too deep.

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Major blood vessels,
your airway, esophagus,

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and heart are right there.

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The next opinion you get
will be the same.

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Or worse.

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Thank you for your time.

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What do you see at the apex?

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I see perfusion abnormalities.

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Her LAD and PD are completely occluded.

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She listed her husband
as her medical proxy.

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You'll need to update him
as soon as he gets here.

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The entire left side of her
heart is compromised.

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He's not coming.

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They've been divorced for two years.

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He hasn't spoken to her
in almost that long.

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Murphy, anastomose the internal
mammary to the LAD.

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Let's see if we can give
her heart a blood supply.

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I tracked down her sister in Santa Cruz.

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She hasn't seen Rosalind
in years, either.

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That's a lot of legwork for a surgeon...

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no social worker available?

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It's good that you didn't find anyone.

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Family members are the least
qualified people in the room

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to make medical decisions.

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Judging by the state of her myocardium,

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there's only one choice, anyway.

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She needs a new heart.

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I think it's possible
to spare her upper lobe

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using a surgical robot.

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Wren Braxton came to see me.

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You're her second opinion?

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Or fourth or whatever she's up to?

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I'm surprised you didn't offer
the robotic option.

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It's the type of surgery
I usually send your way.

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I didn't offer it because with the robot,

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if I nicked her pulmonary artery,

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she'd likely bleed out

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before I have a chance to
open her up to control it.

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She's just gonna keep looking

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until someone gives her
the answer she wants.

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And then what?

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What do you think her odds
of survival are

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if some hack tries to cut the tumor out,

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leaving the lungs intact?

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Roughly zero.

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I agree.

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And with you? With the robot?

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Still lousy.

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You can do this.

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You're overestimating the risk,
and I know why.

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And you're doing exactly
what you did last time.

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Assuming that I can do anything.

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So everyone else is biased
except for you?

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The one who just had
a patient die on him?

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If it's had any effect,

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it's to make my judgment more acute.

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I won't risk having Wren leave here

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the same way that Patty Fields did.

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People risk things
to make their dreams come true.

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If you don't want to help her,
I'll do it myself.

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The intra-aortic balloon pump

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will support your heart
until we find a donor.

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And when might that be?

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A heart is the most
difficult organ to procure.

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But since yours is so badly damaged,

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you are very high on the list.

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I suppose that's a good thing.

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Not really. The...

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We're doing everything we can.

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Thank you.

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Is there anyone you want us to call?

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Yes.

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My lab assistant.

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The next few days are crucial

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to my monoclonal antibody study.

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Hannah needs to stay with
the cultures around the clock.

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I don't want five years of work
to go to waste.

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Can I ask why you listed your ex-husband

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as your medical proxy?

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I had to name someone.

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Leo is the only person

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I ever discussed my medical issues with.

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Now, if you don't mind,
I have a lot of work to do,

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which, as you've indicated,

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I may not have a lot of time to do it.

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How are you, Shaun?

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These are STAT cardiac labs.

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I have to go.

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I hope you're not embarrassed
about last night.

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I want to have sex with you.

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That's nice.

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I think about it very often.

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Even when I'm supposed to focus
on more pressing matters.

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Like 15 minutes ago

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when I was filling out
that lab requisition,

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I almost forgot to add a BNP.

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That's good.

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No, it's not.

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We need a BNP

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to monitor her cardiac function
on the balloon pump.

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I've been thinking about you, too.

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Sometimes when I shouldn't.

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- That's bad.
- Not really.

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I've been doing some research.

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I came across this therapy
psychologists use

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to treat phobias.

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Apparently, it works
in people with autism, too.

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If you're game,

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we could try tonight.

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I'm game.

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I need a different first surgery.

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There a problem with your patient?

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The plaque dissection

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is too advanced
for a third-year resident.

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I was nervous as hell
for my first surgery.

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And it was only a tonsillectomy.

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I could take out a pair
of tonsils blindfolded.

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It's not nerves.

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This is more like a fifth-year procedure.

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You're setting me up to fail.

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This is why I picked you.

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You come to me scared,
and you couch it in arrogance.

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It's rare that a resident
has what you have...

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the aggressiveness, the work ethic,

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and talent to be a leader.

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I'm not setting you up to fail.

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I'm setting you up to <i>shine.</i>

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Or am I wrong about you?

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No, sir.

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I want you to do my surgery.

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The one Dr. Lim suggested.

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It was Dr. Lim's idea.

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She's an excellent surgeon
and my superior.

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And you think I'm an idiot.

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I am afraid of this surgery.

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And I'm afraid of going to the moon.

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It's not about the moon.

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It's about the fear.

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It's about getting beyond that.

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That's how great things happen...

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how they've always happened...

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because someone took a chance.

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From what I've read about you,

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you're exactly the kind of
person I need in my corner.

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<i>Exactly</i> the kind of person

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I would've thought would understand.

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Fear is also what keeps us alive.

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What do you think the odds are

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of you not coming back from the moon?

266
00:14:37,196 --> 00:14:40,230
The reason it's heroic,
the reason it's exciting

267
00:14:40,232 --> 00:14:42,499
is because you don't know what to expect.

268
00:14:42,501 --> 00:14:44,701
You can't anticipate everything.

269
00:14:47,138 --> 00:14:49,072
1%, 2%, maybe 5%.

270
00:14:49,074 --> 00:14:50,740
60%.

271
00:14:50,742 --> 00:14:52,792
This surgery, if I were doing it,

272
00:14:53,345 --> 00:14:55,278
there is a 60% chance

273
00:14:55,280 --> 00:14:57,113
that you die on the table.

274
00:15:01,118 --> 00:15:03,787
It's called exposure therapy.

275
00:15:03,789 --> 00:15:05,822
We'll lie down on the bed side-by-side,

276
00:15:05,824 --> 00:15:08,959
fully clothed and not touching
for 15 seconds.

277
00:15:09,267 --> 00:15:10,660
When this timer goes off,

278
00:15:10,662 --> 00:15:13,597
you'll go into the other room
for a three-minute break,

279
00:15:13,599 --> 00:15:16,433
and then we'll go again for 20 seconds.

280
00:15:16,435 --> 00:15:19,569
Over time, we will progress
to longer intervals

281
00:15:19,571 --> 00:15:22,363
and start to lie closer together.

282
00:15:22,908 --> 00:15:25,509
This seems like a good approach.

283
00:15:36,420 --> 00:15:38,088
Whenever you're ready.

284
00:16:35,380 --> 00:16:36,813
Are you okay?

285
00:16:36,815 --> 00:16:37,914
What... What are you feeling?

286
00:16:37,916 --> 00:16:40,150
I... I... I don't know.

287
00:16:40,152 --> 00:16:42,152
I don't... I don't know.

288
00:16:42,154 --> 00:16:44,187
I don't know why it didn't work!

289
00:16:44,189 --> 00:16:45,722
It's okay, Shaun. We'll try again.

290
00:16:45,724 --> 00:16:47,557
No! No.

291
00:16:47,559 --> 00:16:48,959
No... No, I can't.

292
00:16:48,961 --> 00:16:50,927
W-We'll try for less time.

293
00:16:50,929 --> 00:16:53,463
I can't do this!

294
00:16:59,037 --> 00:17:00,070
Go.

295
00:17:00,929 --> 00:17:02,005
What?

296
00:17:02,007 --> 00:17:03,340
Go.

297
00:17:03,342 --> 00:17:04,715
Get outta here.

298
00:17:05,944 --> 00:17:08,345
We can watch the end...

299
00:17:08,347 --> 00:17:10,113
I got the sheets,

300
00:17:10,115 --> 00:17:11,781
The pillow, the damn lightbulb.

301
00:17:11,783 --> 00:17:15,018
I read 18 psych journals.

302
00:17:15,020 --> 00:17:17,287
And you give up after eight seconds?

303
00:17:20,057 --> 00:17:22,926
You're right. This isn't going to work.

304
00:17:30,035 --> 00:17:31,368
Go home.

305
00:17:46,901 --> 00:17:48,514
How are things with Carly?

306
00:17:48,515 --> 00:17:50,803
I lasted eight seconds.

307
00:17:51,518 --> 00:17:54,853
She kicked me out of her house.

308
00:17:56,656 --> 00:17:59,858
First time is difficult.
I'm sure she didn't...

309
00:17:59,860 --> 00:18:03,394
We tried timed exposure therapy
to get physically closer,

310
00:18:03,396 --> 00:18:06,498
but I... couldn't do it.

311
00:18:07,968 --> 00:18:10,168
So try something else.

312
00:18:11,537 --> 00:18:15,306
When I lie close to her,
I feel diaphoretic,

313
00:18:15,308 --> 00:18:17,642
my heart rate is elevated,

314
00:18:17,644 --> 00:18:19,911
and mouth gets dry.

315
00:18:19,913 --> 00:18:22,710
I don't know how to not feel that way.

316
00:18:23,617 --> 00:18:24,983
You want this, Shaun?

317
00:18:25,671 --> 00:18:27,215
Yes.

318
00:18:27,988 --> 00:18:29,354
Very much.

319
00:18:29,356 --> 00:18:31,022
Then rely on your strengths.

320
00:18:31,024 --> 00:18:32,724
Treat it like a surgical problem.

321
00:18:32,726 --> 00:18:34,459
Do your research.

322
00:18:34,461 --> 00:18:36,728
Carly came up with
a solution, it didn't work,

323
00:18:36,730 --> 00:18:38,730
but that doesn't mean the next one won't.

324
00:18:41,001 --> 00:18:42,500
Give me some good news.

325
00:18:42,502 --> 00:18:43,968
I had a potential donor in San Diego,

326
00:18:43,970 --> 00:18:45,804
but the heart was just too damaged.

327
00:18:45,806 --> 00:18:47,338
I'm at the GE junction now.

328
00:18:51,143 --> 00:18:54,212
Now she has complete
right-sided failure, too.

329
00:18:55,648 --> 00:18:57,715
It's time to discuss a DNR.

330
00:18:57,717 --> 00:18:59,784
She's got one day left in this world.

331
00:18:59,786 --> 00:19:01,219
Let's keep her comfortable.

332
00:19:07,026 --> 00:19:08,459
60%?

333
00:19:08,461 --> 00:19:10,428
That number is grossly exaggerated.

334
00:19:10,430 --> 00:19:12,063
I spent an hour convincing my patient

335
00:19:12,065 --> 00:19:13,331
I'm not trying to kill her.

336
00:19:13,333 --> 00:19:15,967
She came to me.
I gave her my surgical opinion.

337
00:19:15,969 --> 00:19:17,769
I... I could fire you for this.

338
00:19:17,771 --> 00:19:19,304
Because I contradicted your opinion

339
00:19:19,306 --> 00:19:20,905
after you contradicted <i>my</i> opinion?

340
00:19:20,907 --> 00:19:23,675
I gave her an option
you were too afraid to present.

341
00:19:23,677 --> 00:19:25,844
No, you proposed
a potentially deadly surgery

342
00:19:25,846 --> 00:19:27,045
to a woman who was desperate

343
00:19:27,047 --> 00:19:28,646
for <i>any</i> option, no matter how crazy.

344
00:19:28,648 --> 00:19:30,615
- You don't have the authority...
- Authority?

345
00:19:30,617 --> 00:19:31,972
I thought we were talking
about the patient...

346
00:19:31,974 --> 00:19:33,764
It was unprofessional, disrespectful...

347
00:19:33,766 --> 00:19:35,820
- I don't...
- If anyone showed a lack of respect...

348
00:19:35,822 --> 00:19:37,488
Doctors.

349
00:19:37,490 --> 00:19:38,756
My office.

350
00:19:46,399 --> 00:19:49,213
I wouldn't want to be
kept alive on life support.

351
00:19:50,604 --> 00:19:53,872
Not if there was no hope for a recovery.

352
00:19:53,874 --> 00:19:55,506
There wouldn't be.

353
00:19:56,012 --> 00:19:58,009
As your heart failure worsens,

354
00:19:58,011 --> 00:20:01,412
you may get short of breath
from fluid build-up.

355
00:20:01,414 --> 00:20:03,581
We can use diuretics and vasodilators

356
00:20:03,583 --> 00:20:05,283
to help control that.

357
00:20:05,285 --> 00:20:07,318
I recommend both of those.

358
00:20:07,320 --> 00:20:09,020
Of course. Yes.

359
00:20:09,022 --> 00:20:10,822
If that doesn't help,

360
00:20:10,824 --> 00:20:13,091
we could insert a catheter in your chest

361
00:20:13,093 --> 00:20:14,158
to drain the fluid.

362
00:20:14,160 --> 00:20:15,960
The procedure does risk a lung puncture,

363
00:20:15,962 --> 00:20:18,396
which would worsen your symptoms.

364
00:20:18,398 --> 00:20:21,495
You should give us every option
to keep you breathing easy.

365
00:20:22,469 --> 00:20:23,902
And we'll be on call all night

366
00:20:23,904 --> 00:20:25,937
to make sure you're
as comfortable as possible.

367
00:20:26,542 --> 00:20:28,239
Thank you.

368
00:20:30,643 --> 00:20:32,143
I went through this with my mom

369
00:20:32,145 --> 00:20:33,978
when she was dying of leukemia.

370
00:20:33,980 --> 00:20:35,468
I'm so sorry.

371
00:20:36,950 --> 00:20:38,883
Was that recent?

372
00:20:38,885 --> 00:20:41,185
I was 10.

373
00:20:44,089 --> 00:20:46,491
I remember feeling so helpless...

374
00:20:47,960 --> 00:20:50,028
You should reach out to Leo.

375
00:20:50,030 --> 00:20:52,563
It's too late.

376
00:20:52,943 --> 00:20:55,233
I don't believe that.

377
00:21:01,374 --> 00:21:03,074
There were, uh,

378
00:21:03,076 --> 00:21:05,373
things between my wife and I

379
00:21:05,912 --> 00:21:08,167
that I thought we could never get past.

380
00:21:09,382 --> 00:21:11,349
But last Christmas...

381
00:21:13,719 --> 00:21:15,466
...we almost lost our son.

382
00:21:16,823 --> 00:21:20,792
And when I reached out, Mia was there.

383
00:21:22,127 --> 00:21:23,683
Leo...

384
00:21:25,498 --> 00:21:27,332
always made me feel pressured to choose

385
00:21:27,334 --> 00:21:29,480
between my research and him.

386
00:21:31,705 --> 00:21:34,405
Eventually, I realized he was right.

387
00:21:36,842 --> 00:21:39,677
So I chose to go
where I was needed the most.

388
00:21:40,282 --> 00:21:44,662
To call him now would be
hypocritical and...

389
00:21:45,986 --> 00:21:47,819
unfair.

390
00:21:50,522 --> 00:21:53,958
It took a lot of time

391
00:21:53,960 --> 00:21:57,362
and dedication to push
our understanding of leukemia

392
00:21:57,364 --> 00:21:59,163
as far as you did.

393
00:21:59,165 --> 00:22:02,638
I'm glad I have treatment
options for my patients.

394
00:22:04,037 --> 00:22:05,837
You made a good choice.

395
00:22:13,146 --> 00:22:15,046
Sorry to keep you waiting.

396
00:22:15,048 --> 00:22:17,982
I assume that some of this
is professional,

397
00:22:17,984 --> 00:22:20,551
the other 90% is personal.

398
00:22:20,553 --> 00:22:22,086
Am I right?

399
00:22:22,088 --> 00:22:23,554
Well, it's a very difficult case.

400
00:22:23,556 --> 00:22:26,257
We're both just overly invested.

401
00:22:26,259 --> 00:22:28,882
Actually, I'd love for you
to weigh in on this one.

402
00:22:29,963 --> 00:22:32,530
Dr. Lim, are you confident
in the surgical plan?

403
00:22:34,266 --> 00:22:35,666
- Good luck.
- Thank you.

404
00:22:35,668 --> 00:22:37,235
You didn't even look at the case.

405
00:22:37,673 --> 00:22:40,071
- The pulmonary...
- Dr. Lim is my Chief of Surgery.

406
00:22:40,073 --> 00:22:41,539
I trust her judgment.

407
00:22:42,595 --> 00:22:44,308
I'm sorry things got out of hand.

408
00:22:44,310 --> 00:22:45,443
It won't happen again.

409
00:22:45,445 --> 00:22:47,011
It better not happen again.

410
00:22:47,013 --> 00:22:49,514
If you two can't control your
interpersonal squabblings,

411
00:22:49,516 --> 00:22:51,315
I'm gonna have to lose one of you...

412
00:22:51,317 --> 00:22:52,550
at least.

413
00:23:02,070 --> 00:23:04,438
We need an endoscopy suite
to fetch the spoon

414
00:23:04,440 --> 00:23:05,718
out of this guy's stomach.

415
00:23:06,065 --> 00:23:07,098
Cool.

416
00:23:07,100 --> 00:23:08,799
How's the intimacy research going?

417
00:23:08,801 --> 00:23:12,169
Dr. Elion has had a very successful life

418
00:23:12,171 --> 00:23:13,671
without a relationship.

419
00:23:13,673 --> 00:23:15,139
So can I.

420
00:23:15,141 --> 00:23:17,642
Success and happiness
aren't the same thing.

421
00:23:17,644 --> 00:23:20,611
You need to decide what will
make you happy in... the end.

422
00:23:20,613 --> 00:23:23,414
I don't know if it's being
a great surgeon

423
00:23:23,416 --> 00:23:24,882
or being close to Carly.

424
00:23:24,884 --> 00:23:27,685
But I'm better at surgery
than I am with her.

425
00:23:27,687 --> 00:23:30,354
Dr. Elion is wrong.
You don't have to choose.

426
00:23:30,356 --> 00:23:31,989
I fly to Phoenix every other weekend

427
00:23:31,991 --> 00:23:33,658
to spend time with Mia and Kellan.

428
00:23:33,660 --> 00:23:35,826
Then you won't be great at either.

429
00:23:38,463 --> 00:23:41,332
I think Dr. Elion is afraid.

430
00:23:43,368 --> 00:23:45,202
I think it was never about the journals

431
00:23:45,204 --> 00:23:47,076
and the lives she could save.

432
00:23:47,473 --> 00:23:49,840
I think she's always been afraid...

433
00:23:49,842 --> 00:23:51,342
afraid she might lose Leo

434
00:23:51,344 --> 00:23:53,207
just like she lost her mother.

435
00:23:53,546 --> 00:23:54,946
And you,

436
00:23:54,948 --> 00:23:56,681
you lost the person you loved the most

437
00:23:56,683 --> 00:23:58,295
when your brother died.

438
00:23:58,818 --> 00:24:01,018
Your elevated heart rate, sweaty palms...

439
00:24:01,020 --> 00:24:03,300
they're not about
your sensory issues, Shaun.

440
00:24:03,756 --> 00:24:05,678
It's what we all feel...

441
00:24:06,559 --> 00:24:07,792
fear.

442
00:24:10,128 --> 00:24:14,365
W-Why would anyone want to feel afraid?

443
00:24:17,369 --> 00:24:20,771
Because the thought
of ending up alone is scarier.

444
00:24:27,814 --> 00:24:31,082
I don't think Dr. Elion
refuses to call Leo

445
00:24:31,084 --> 00:24:32,913
because it's hypocritical.

446
00:24:33,753 --> 00:24:36,320
I think she's afraid he won't come.

447
00:24:36,322 --> 00:24:37,521
Can you handle the spoon?

448
00:24:37,523 --> 00:24:38,794
Yes.

449
00:24:39,892 --> 00:24:41,592
Okay.

450
00:24:47,366 --> 00:24:49,500
- Good morning, Dr. Glassman.
- Morning.

451
00:24:49,502 --> 00:24:51,268
Which shoulder would you like to hurt

452
00:24:51,270 --> 00:24:53,004
for the next 24 hours?

453
00:24:53,006 --> 00:24:54,605
I'm not here for a vaccine.

454
00:24:55,441 --> 00:24:56,585
Okay.

455
00:24:56,587 --> 00:24:59,643
Wrist and thumb joint pain.
I need cortisone shots.

456
00:24:59,645 --> 00:25:01,479
Surgery's in two hours.

457
00:25:04,483 --> 00:25:06,283
Can I ask you something?

458
00:25:06,285 --> 00:25:08,986
If a patient... say, a violinist

459
00:25:08,988 --> 00:25:11,188
who concertized
three or four times a week...

460
00:25:11,190 --> 00:25:13,190
were to come to you with achy joints,

461
00:25:13,192 --> 00:25:14,759
would you give them a cortisone shot

462
00:25:14,761 --> 00:25:16,427
or tell them to lay off for a while?

463
00:25:17,597 --> 00:25:19,063
Better question...

464
00:25:19,065 --> 00:25:21,298
if he or she came to you with achy joints

465
00:25:21,300 --> 00:25:24,368
and pretended they needed a vaccination,

466
00:25:24,370 --> 00:25:26,404
what would you do then?

467
00:25:28,140 --> 00:25:29,283
It's...

468
00:25:30,476 --> 00:25:32,576
It's because I wanted you to know

469
00:25:32,578 --> 00:25:34,078
and no one else.

470
00:25:43,655 --> 00:25:46,323
I saw a rheumatologist last month.

471
00:25:47,945 --> 00:25:50,013
I have rheumatoid arthritis.

472
00:25:53,765 --> 00:25:55,232
Wow.

473
00:25:55,234 --> 00:25:56,834
I'm sorry to hear that.

474
00:26:00,572 --> 00:26:02,873
My... My mom had it, too.

475
00:26:02,875 --> 00:26:07,044
It... It destroyed
her wrist and finger joints.

476
00:26:10,749 --> 00:26:12,883
Maybe I should leave St. Bonaventure.

477
00:26:13,597 --> 00:26:15,352
Berkeley's chief is retiring this year.

478
00:26:15,354 --> 00:26:16,821
I could apply to replace him.

479
00:26:16,823 --> 00:26:18,956
We're entitled to have
differing opinions.

480
00:26:18,958 --> 00:26:20,057
We can argue...

481
00:26:20,059 --> 00:26:22,059
Apparently we can't.

482
00:26:25,731 --> 00:26:27,095
I love you.

483
00:26:36,742 --> 00:26:40,290
I want our relationship to work.

484
00:26:41,047 --> 00:26:43,043
And I want to be chief.

485
00:26:43,483 --> 00:26:45,049
If we can't find a way to work together

486
00:26:45,051 --> 00:26:46,714
with me as your boss,

487
00:26:47,720 --> 00:26:49,820
then something has to change.

488
00:26:53,625 --> 00:26:55,960
Looks like you caught it early,

489
00:26:55,962 --> 00:26:59,663
without any noticeable
erosion of the joints.

490
00:26:59,665 --> 00:27:01,699
That's good. What's your D-MARD dose?

491
00:27:01,701 --> 00:27:03,801
20 milligrams, but Dr. Baxter

492
00:27:03,803 --> 00:27:05,803
just started it.

493
00:27:10,275 --> 00:27:11,655
Okay.

494
00:27:12,378 --> 00:27:14,111
You're gonna have to postpone

495
00:27:14,113 --> 00:27:16,213
your first lead surgery for a while,

496
00:27:16,215 --> 00:27:17,815
see how you respond.

497
00:27:17,817 --> 00:27:20,317
I-I'd have to explain why
to Andrews and Lim.

498
00:27:20,319 --> 00:27:21,519
As you should.

499
00:27:21,521 --> 00:27:24,588
A cortisone shot is just a temporary fix.

500
00:27:24,590 --> 00:27:26,390
Do you know what
the chances are the D-MARD

501
00:27:26,392 --> 00:27:28,759
can maintain the dexterity you need

502
00:27:28,761 --> 00:27:30,561
to perform an operation in the long run?

503
00:27:30,563 --> 00:27:31,896
45%.

504
00:27:31,898 --> 00:27:33,964
I-It'll change the way they see me.

505
00:27:33,966 --> 00:27:36,033
Yeah, you have a condition...

506
00:27:36,035 --> 00:27:37,268
a medical condition.

507
00:27:37,270 --> 00:27:38,669
They'll expect less from me.

508
00:27:38,671 --> 00:27:40,504
They'll be looking for me to fail.

509
00:27:40,506 --> 00:27:44,146
Th... That's why I'm confiding
in you instead of them.

510
00:27:45,777 --> 00:27:47,011
You advocated for Shaun

511
00:27:47,013 --> 00:27:48,979
when everybody else thought
he couldn't be a surgeon.

512
00:27:48,981 --> 00:27:51,649
I'm sorry, you're comparing
arthritis to autism?

513
00:27:51,651 --> 00:27:53,450
I'm comparing people's assumptions,

514
00:27:53,452 --> 00:27:55,199
people's prejudices.

515
00:27:56,088 --> 00:27:59,411
I'm asking for a chance to prove myself.

516
00:28:03,228 --> 00:28:04,762
In this surgery today,

517
00:28:04,764 --> 00:28:08,499
you're gonna have to create
a plane as thin as paper

518
00:28:08,501 --> 00:28:11,268
between two delicate layers of tissue

519
00:28:11,270 --> 00:28:14,038
without disrupting the major
blood flow to the brain.

520
00:28:14,040 --> 00:28:17,775
If you miss by 1/10th...
<i>1/10th</i> of a millimeter,

521
00:28:17,777 --> 00:28:21,745
the patient will suffer
permanent brain damage or worse.

522
00:28:28,487 --> 00:28:31,355
Right now, it's a matter of pain,

523
00:28:31,357 --> 00:28:32,890
not function.

524
00:28:32,892 --> 00:28:35,759
You think I would put
a patient's life at risk?

525
00:28:35,761 --> 00:28:37,061
That's insulting.

526
00:28:38,964 --> 00:28:40,464
I'm sorry.

527
00:28:43,635 --> 00:28:47,204
Without the pain, I can do this.

528
00:28:48,740 --> 00:28:50,546
You believed in Shaun.

529
00:28:51,611 --> 00:28:54,478
I need someone to believe in me, too.

530
00:28:59,352 --> 00:29:00,451
Okay.

531
00:29:03,655 --> 00:29:04,955
Leo Adan?

532
00:29:04,957 --> 00:29:06,395
That's me.

533
00:29:07,727 --> 00:29:09,393
I'm Alex Park.

534
00:29:09,395 --> 00:29:10,694
I'm Rosalind's doctor.

535
00:29:12,864 --> 00:29:14,498
She's dying.

536
00:29:14,500 --> 00:29:15,833
She wants to see you.

537
00:29:17,602 --> 00:29:20,170
Then why didn't she call me?
Why'd she send you?

538
00:29:20,172 --> 00:29:21,572
She doesn't know I'm here.

539
00:29:23,908 --> 00:29:27,311
Even when we were married,
I never topped her to-do list.

540
00:29:27,313 --> 00:29:28,646
She wasn't cheating on you.

541
00:29:28,648 --> 00:29:31,615
She wasn't doing anything
except saving lives.

542
00:29:31,617 --> 00:29:33,714
She deserves to be cut a little slack.

543
00:29:34,387 --> 00:29:36,153
Yeah.

544
00:29:36,155 --> 00:29:37,554
She was saving the whole damn world.

545
00:29:37,556 --> 00:29:38,922
She's a saint.

546
00:29:38,924 --> 00:29:41,292
I made partner, she wasn't
there, everybody understood.

547
00:29:41,294 --> 00:29:43,827
My mother died, she wasn't
there, everybody understood.

548
00:29:43,829 --> 00:29:45,309
Well, I didn't.

549
00:29:48,034 --> 00:29:50,768
Look, maybe I was a selfish jerk
for wanting my wife to be around,

550
00:29:50,770 --> 00:29:52,316
but I did.

551
00:29:52,872 --> 00:29:54,872
She didn't send you.

552
00:29:54,874 --> 00:29:56,361
Good for her.

553
00:29:56,776 --> 00:29:59,043
She's not a hypocrite.
At least that hasn't changed.

554
00:30:09,989 --> 00:30:11,822
Assistant port is secured.

555
00:30:11,824 --> 00:30:13,587
Load the forceps and electrocautery.

556
00:30:25,437 --> 00:30:27,805
My chief's doing a difficult surgery.

557
00:30:27,807 --> 00:30:29,673
I'm here to help in any way I can.

558
00:30:35,915 --> 00:30:38,115
Instruments are ready.

559
00:30:51,549 --> 00:30:54,183
Time of initial incision, 11:32.

560
00:31:01,559 --> 00:31:03,759
- How is she?
- She's really short of breath.

561
00:31:03,761 --> 00:31:05,428
I gave her vasodilators and diuretics,

562
00:31:05,430 --> 00:31:06,996
but she's not settling.

563
00:31:10,802 --> 00:31:13,502
She has bilateral pulmonary edema.

564
00:31:13,504 --> 00:31:16,005
She needs 40 milligrams of furosemide.

565
00:31:16,007 --> 00:31:17,640
I'll push two lorazepam, too.

566
00:31:17,642 --> 00:31:19,041
I can't...

567
00:31:19,043 --> 00:31:21,611
c-catch... my breath...

568
00:31:21,613 --> 00:31:24,413
You've got fluid in your chest.

569
00:31:24,415 --> 00:31:26,649
This medication should help
ease your breathing.

570
00:31:26,651 --> 00:31:28,818
She should be improving,

571
00:31:28,820 --> 00:31:30,186
but she's not.

572
00:31:30,188 --> 00:31:32,088
Maybe we should insert a drain.

573
00:31:35,293 --> 00:31:37,326
Shaun, this isn't about the fluid.

574
00:31:37,328 --> 00:31:38,928
She's scared.

575
00:31:38,930 --> 00:31:40,563
Rosalind,

576
00:31:40,565 --> 00:31:41,964
I know this is frightening,

577
00:31:41,966 --> 00:31:43,532
but you are not alone.

578
00:31:43,534 --> 00:31:46,502
I'm here, and I am not going anywhere.

579
00:31:46,504 --> 00:31:48,598
As long as you need me.

580
00:32:03,855 --> 00:32:05,755
Leo.

581
00:32:32,016 --> 00:32:33,727
I see the base of the tumor.

582
00:32:35,452 --> 00:32:38,054
There's a lot of bleeding
teasing off the pulmonary vein.

583
00:32:38,056 --> 00:32:40,692
Put a bipolar electrocautery
instrument on the right arm.

584
00:32:41,159 --> 00:32:42,658
It's way more friable than it looks.

585
00:32:42,660 --> 00:32:44,905
The tumor's invaded the vessel wall.

586
00:32:45,396 --> 00:32:47,463
I need to load more hemostatic matrix.

587
00:32:50,534 --> 00:32:53,402
If I keep going, I'll end up
with a bleed I can't control.

588
00:32:59,978 --> 00:33:01,644
I need to take the lung.

589
00:33:05,148 --> 00:33:07,216
Prep her for an open thoracotomy.

590
00:33:13,891 --> 00:33:15,558
I need a prostatectomy kit.

591
00:33:17,627 --> 00:33:18,761
Now.

592
00:33:20,163 --> 00:33:22,698
Prostate cancers tend to grow
along the surrounding nerves.

593
00:33:22,700 --> 00:33:24,567
The equipment's designed
to dissect the tumor

594
00:33:24,569 --> 00:33:26,135
without injuring the nerves.

595
00:33:26,137 --> 00:33:27,470
Substitute arteries for nerves,

596
00:33:27,472 --> 00:33:29,138
and you've got our situation.

597
00:33:36,514 --> 00:33:37,880
Load the hot shears.

598
00:33:42,487 --> 00:33:44,286
Unclamp the proximal and distal end.

599
00:33:46,223 --> 00:33:48,009
You have good shunt flow.

600
00:33:48,760 --> 00:33:50,226
Loupes.

601
00:34:01,338 --> 00:34:03,806
Forceps and dissector.

602
00:34:12,917 --> 00:34:14,984
Is there a problem, Dr. Reznick?

603
00:34:52,789 --> 00:34:54,990
Nice work, Dr. Reznick.

604
00:35:14,616 --> 00:35:16,016
Did you...?

605
00:35:16,018 --> 00:35:17,432
We got it all.

606
00:35:18,821 --> 00:35:20,654
And you'll still need that flight suit.

607
00:35:22,625 --> 00:35:24,291
Thanks, Doc.

608
00:35:25,560 --> 00:35:27,695
He might've helped out a little, too.

609
00:35:27,697 --> 00:35:30,464
The tumor was more entangled in
your arteries than it appeared,

610
00:35:30,466 --> 00:35:33,167
but Dr. Melendez pulled off
a remarkable win for us.

611
00:35:34,869 --> 00:35:37,504
This is the reason you still
have two complete lungs.

612
00:35:43,312 --> 00:35:44,211
Sign it.

613
00:35:46,024 --> 00:35:47,305
Both of you.

614
00:35:51,107 --> 00:35:53,075
I'm gonna leave it on the moon.

615
00:35:58,516 --> 00:36:00,282
She's very close.

616
00:36:38,822 --> 00:36:41,156
I'll pronounce her.

617
00:36:41,158 --> 00:36:42,780
I'd like to do it.

618
00:37:24,048 --> 00:37:25,834
Thank you.

619
00:37:39,716 --> 00:37:41,350
I hope it's not too late.

620
00:37:41,352 --> 00:37:42,484
It's fine.

621
00:37:42,859 --> 00:37:43,891
Come in.

622
00:37:54,264 --> 00:37:55,222
You were right.

623
00:37:57,067 --> 00:37:58,921
That was a crazy surgery.

624
00:38:00,304 --> 00:38:02,263
But not as crazy as I thought.

625
00:38:03,274 --> 00:38:05,558
It wouldn't have even happened
if it wasn't for you.

626
00:38:05,976 --> 00:38:07,852
You were right, too.

627
00:38:08,178 --> 00:38:10,579
I'm not objective when it comes to you.

628
00:38:11,599 --> 00:38:13,682
I blew off your concerns about the risks

629
00:38:13,684 --> 00:38:15,751
'cause I thought you'd lost your mojo.

630
00:38:15,753 --> 00:38:16,986
Great.

631
00:38:17,521 --> 00:38:19,155
We're both right.

632
00:38:19,490 --> 00:38:21,616
And we found a way to work together.

633
00:38:22,026 --> 00:38:24,092
And our patient's better off for it.

634
00:38:25,762 --> 00:38:27,122
Today.

635
00:38:27,865 --> 00:38:29,624
What about the next time?

636
00:38:30,734 --> 00:38:32,711
We won't make the same mistakes.

637
00:38:34,045 --> 00:38:36,506
I'm not sure they were mistakes.

638
00:38:38,175 --> 00:38:43,045
I think they might have
just been our nature.

639
00:38:46,417 --> 00:38:48,817
I don't think I can give you

640
00:38:48,819 --> 00:38:52,313
the unconditional support
you deserve from a partner

641
00:38:52,949 --> 00:38:55,734
and the objectivity
you need from a chief.

642
00:38:57,161 --> 00:38:58,570
And...

643
00:39:00,464 --> 00:39:02,698
I don't want to give up on my dream.

644
00:39:06,536 --> 00:39:07,936
I love you.

645
00:39:10,627 --> 00:39:12,294
But it's not enough.

646
00:39:16,612 --> 00:39:18,347
Goodnight, Neil.

647
00:39:34,098 --> 00:39:35,764
Dr. Reznick.

648
00:39:35,766 --> 00:39:37,532
Dr. Glassman.

649
00:39:37,534 --> 00:39:39,819
Thank you for your support.

650
00:39:40,237 --> 00:39:44,506
My pain is 90% better than it was.

651
00:39:44,508 --> 00:39:46,375
The shots helped.

652
00:39:46,377 --> 00:39:48,643
Well, you did a remarkable job.

653
00:40:00,457 --> 00:40:02,467
I'm fine.

654
00:40:03,026 --> 00:40:04,526
Congratulations.

655
00:40:27,183 --> 00:40:30,085
I did extensive further research

656
00:40:30,087 --> 00:40:32,120
on intimacy treatment for autism.

657
00:40:33,856 --> 00:40:35,208
And?

658
00:40:35,626 --> 00:40:37,159
And...

659
00:40:37,161 --> 00:40:38,545
I found nothing.

660
00:40:39,563 --> 00:40:41,229
You were right.

661
00:40:41,231 --> 00:40:45,167
Exposure therapy
is the most effective option.

662
00:40:45,169 --> 00:40:47,095
You're very smart and thorough.

663
00:40:48,472 --> 00:40:49,871
Thank you.

664
00:40:53,042 --> 00:40:54,730
I'd like to try again.

665
00:41:31,982 --> 00:41:34,015
It's time to take a break.

666
00:41:38,020 --> 00:41:39,788
I know.

667
00:41:47,097 --> 00:41:49,531
This is terrifying.

668
00:41:54,037 --> 00:41:55,538
And...

669
00:41:56,340 --> 00:41:58,133
very nice.