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Previously on "The Good Doctor"...
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FEMALE VOICE: Message received from Mom.
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[BEEP]
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BREEZE: Hey, baby. I got your text.
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We're gonna celebrate. I'll see you soon.
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I'm so proud of you, baby!
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Here are flowers and chocolates.
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Are you asking me out?
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Yes.
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I would love to.
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[GASPS]
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Will we be doing this
during all the commercials?
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It's possible.
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Hmm.
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♪
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[REMOTE CLICKS]
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ANDREWS: Patient came in
through the celebrity track.
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He was admitted through
an entrance by the loading dock.
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You're not to mention his name
even to your colleagues.
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What is his name?
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Mitchell Stewart.
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The conspiracy theorist?
That's a celebrity now?
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A guy who thinks 9/11 was an inside job?
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He's an ass.
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He's an ass who needs liver surgery.
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Whoa, whoa. Hold it right there.
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Uhp! It's okay, Dex. They're on the list.
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Drs. Murphy, Park, Andrews.
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Mitchell Stewart.
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I don't blindly turn over my well-being,
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or anything else, to those in authority,
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so I ran background checks on all of you.
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[DOOR OPENS]
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Including Nurse Villanueva.
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Nurse Villanueva is not
a person in authority.
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People can be gotten to...
bribed, threatened.
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And don't bother
trying to hook up that IV
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until I know
what you want to pump into me.
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They're normal IV fluids,
Mr. Stewart. Please.
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I'm sure you consider
whatever you give me
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to be normal medical treatment,
but we all know
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that doctors are pushers in
the pay of the drug companies.
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The bag contains an isotonic crystalloid
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composed of 0.9% sodium chloride
dissolved in sterile water.
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Also, given that we will soon be
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drugging you into unconsciousness
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and cutting into your body,
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don't you have to trust us a little?
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You must be the autistic guy.
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Good. No bull.
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Probably doesn't know what bull is.
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Bet your parents got one of
those combination vaccinations.
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Not connected, because science
does not support an autism link.
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Yeah, that's what they told you.
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Mr. Stewart, suppose we focus
on what we'll be doing
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to halt the liver damage caused
by your genetic condition.
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Idiopathic portal hypertension
can cause...
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My liver is damaged,
but that's not the cause.
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I've been poisoned.
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♪
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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♪
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His internist heard the same theory.
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Tox screen came back negative.
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And KCNN3 genetic testing
confirmed the cause
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of his idiopathic portal hypertension.
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He inherited it from his mother.
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Worth running that tox screen again?
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The guy has a Web show where he claims
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the parents of children
who died in school shootings
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are "crisis actors".
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He's earned some enemies.
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Once we start doubting the tests,
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then you can't trust anything
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and there's no point in anything.
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We know our patient
needs liver shunt surgery.
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We're doing the surgery.
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MORGAN: You were late.
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Your mom keeping you up?
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Singing at night again?
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No.
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She's been quiet.
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Ms. Barstow, I'm Dr. Browne.
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This is Dr. Reznick.
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What seems to be the trouble?
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Nothing much, really.
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I feel silly for coming here,
but Jonas insisted.
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Because you aren't getting any better.
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Lily likes to downplay her problems.
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She's the rock, and I'm the wimp.
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Ah, fuss, fuss, fuss.
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I've just been a little off food
for a few days.
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You also have a fever.
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Most likely, it's an infection.
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[ALARM BEEPING]
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- Oh, my God! Lily!
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Sir, please step back. Lay back for me.
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We're gonna do an ultrasound.
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[ALARM CONTINUES]
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Her pulse is up.
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Blood pressure's up, too.
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Uh...
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Her appendix is ruptured.
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[ALARM CONTINUES]
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Oh, my God.
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Page anesthesia stat!
We're taking her to the O.R.
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PARK: We need pre-op lab results.
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Patient name?
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Oh, we can't tell you.
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Celebrity track. You'll find
the results under the ID number.
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Politics, arts, business?
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Is it the President?
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I'll give you a hint.
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He's less popular.
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[CHUCKLES]
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Well, that's disappointing.
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[DOOR OPENS]
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Once we get this cleaned up,
we need to figure out
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why her brain isn't getting
the right distress signals.
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How should we go about that, Dr. Browne?
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We do an FMRI. Stimulate her
and see how her brain reacts.
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Sorry. You asked Claire,
but I have lunch plans.
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I have a question.
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Well, hopefully, it's a quick one.
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I've cleared my schedule
for the rest of the day.
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Debbie and I are going to City Hall
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to get married.
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Not gonna make a big fuss out of it.
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You know, get dressed up,
turn it into a big event.
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After all, we are not kids anymore.
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This is where you say "congratulations".
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Congratulations.
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Thank you.
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Do you and Debbie hold hands?
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Yeah. Why?
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Is that what Carly wants to do?
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Yes.
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She tried twice.
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Have you tried to explain
why it's difficult for you?
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No.
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Well, I... I'd start with that.
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How can this be important?
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It's a little thing.
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Carly and I are compatible
on so many big things...
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children, geographic preferences,
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work priorities, the use of headphones,
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potential color schemes for our home...
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You have a checklist?
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Yes.
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Carly and I are still
learning about each other.
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It's not like you and Debbie.
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You already know these things,
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or you wouldn't be getting married.
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[MACHINE WHIRRING]
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[KNOB CLICKING]
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Four?
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- [KNOB CLICKING]
- Five?
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I'm feeling some pain.
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- [CLICK]
- We can stop.
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We're not getting anything.
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She's fine.
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We need feedback.
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- [KNOB CLICKING]
- Eight.
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- [KNOB CLICKING]
- Nine.
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Claire, she's not feeling pain.
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The only activity is in the parietal.
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Nothing in the limbic,
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nothing in the anterior cingulate cortex.
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She's feeling touch.
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- But why did she just say...
- My guess?
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Because she's never felt pain.
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She doesn't know what it is.
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[SNORING LIGHTLY]
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Sleep apnea.
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What?
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That poor guy over there,
I think he's got sleep apnea.
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Maybe he's just tired.
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It's... It's one of the most
important days of his life,
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and he can't stay awake.
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Maybe you could... you could tell him
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that there are treatments.
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Me?
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Otherwise, he's gonna
keep his wife awake snoring
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for the rest of his life.
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It's gonna destroy their marriage.
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[SCOFFS]
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You seem very sure about that.
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[CHUCKLES]
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There's literally no greater torture
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than not getting a good night's sleep.
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All right, first of all,
I don't think you mean
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literally no greater torture.
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Oh, no. It's true.
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Once when I was in the Merchant Marine...
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Merchant Marines?
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It's... It's "Marine". No "S".
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- You were in the Merchant Marines?
- Mm-hmm.
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And we were stationed off the Azores,
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and every night, we were driven crazy
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by these loud,
just, like, strangled sounds.
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Turns out it was just
a bunch of cagarro birds.
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[CHUCKLING] We were
literally hearing the sound
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of Daffy Duck drowning.
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[SIGHS]
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'Course, that was nothing
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compared to what happened in Valparaiso.
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[EXHALES SHARPLY]
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Are you okay?
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Sorry. [CLEARS THROAT]
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It's just, I... I'm not feeling so good.
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You're not feeling well?
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[SIGHS]
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I can't do this.
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What?
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Is that it?
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Are we finished?
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Yeah, we're gonna get you out.
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Uh, just a couple more questions.
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Your mother died age 66
of a heart attack.
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Were you there when that happened?
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Yes. I called the ambulance.
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She died while we were waiting.
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[CLICK]
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Check the anterior cingulate cortex.
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Physical pain and emotional pain
are processed
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through the same areas.
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[MOUSE CLICKS]
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- [COMPUTER BEEPS]
- Nothing.
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But we don't know
how she feels about her mother.
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It's your mother. When she goes,
there is a vacuum.
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[CLICK]
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What about your husband?
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Has he had any problems lately?
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He had a cancer scare about a year ago.
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[CLICK]
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Slight activity here,
but it's pretty weak.
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You want to argue that she doesn't like
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her mother and her husband?
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[SIGHS]
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Wow. Sh...
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She's like... a superhero.
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Nothing can really hurt her.
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♪
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[WHIRRING]
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♪
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[WHIRRING STOPS]
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Is everything okay?
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Your right hand is red.
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Starting to swell.
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♪
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What does that mean?
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Infection.
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♪
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Hello. Your surgery went well.
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If there are no delayed complications,
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you should be discharged in a few days.
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Hey!
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That's great, but what about
the big picture?
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Once I'm out of here,
I'll go back to being poisoned.
272
00:11:13,413 --> 00:11:16,415
You make many statements
that have been proven wrong.
273
00:11:16,417 --> 00:11:18,399
Do you really believe them?
274
00:11:20,220 --> 00:11:23,956
You want to untangle what's real
and what's for show?
275
00:11:23,958 --> 00:11:25,457
Now you're talking.
276
00:11:27,372 --> 00:11:28,840
Okay.
277
00:11:33,967 --> 00:11:37,636
Do you think vaccination damage
is being covered up?
278
00:11:37,638 --> 00:11:38,971
Yes.
279
00:11:38,973 --> 00:11:40,773
Do you think
280
00:11:40,775 --> 00:11:44,777
the parents of children
killed in school shootings
281
00:11:44,779 --> 00:11:47,513
are "crisis actors"?
282
00:11:47,515 --> 00:11:50,049
I can't answer for individuals,
but I do believe
283
00:11:50,051 --> 00:11:53,152
there's a force in this country
that wants to scam our people
284
00:11:53,154 --> 00:11:55,020
into laying down their arms.
285
00:11:55,989 --> 00:12:00,826
But I no longer think
there's a pedo-slave-ring
286
00:12:00,828 --> 00:12:02,928
in a basement under that pizza joint.
287
00:12:02,930 --> 00:12:05,097
That was a wrong call.
288
00:12:05,099 --> 00:12:06,532
What did you do
289
00:12:06,534 --> 00:12:08,968
when you realized you'd made an error?
290
00:12:08,970 --> 00:12:09,935
Nothing.
291
00:12:09,937 --> 00:12:12,104
No apologies, no admissions.
292
00:12:12,106 --> 00:12:13,906
The second you say you were wrong,
293
00:12:13,908 --> 00:12:16,575
they'll make it seem like
everything you know is wrong.
294
00:12:16,577 --> 00:12:18,477
You can't give them that ammunition.
295
00:12:19,168 --> 00:12:23,749
Then you're not really
offering the truth.
296
00:12:23,751 --> 00:12:26,585
Maybe if people saw you
admit you were wrong,
297
00:12:26,587 --> 00:12:28,787
maybe they'd believe you more.
298
00:12:28,789 --> 00:12:29,922
No.
299
00:12:29,924 --> 00:12:31,957
There is no middle ground.
300
00:12:31,959 --> 00:12:33,759
Compromise is a scam.
301
00:12:34,641 --> 00:12:38,530
When only one side can get what it wants,
302
00:12:38,532 --> 00:12:40,299
make sure it's yours.
303
00:12:40,301 --> 00:12:44,403
♪
304
00:12:47,850 --> 00:12:50,295
We have to surgically remove
all infected tissue.
305
00:12:50,296 --> 00:12:52,071
Immediately. Stop it from spreading.
306
00:12:52,096 --> 00:12:54,697
We discovered that Lily can't feel pain,
307
00:12:54,699 --> 00:12:56,799
which is why the appendicitis
went untreated,
308
00:12:56,801 --> 00:12:58,467
causing a widespread infection.
309
00:12:58,469 --> 00:13:00,236
I can't... feel pain?
310
00:13:00,238 --> 00:13:01,270
That makes no sense.
311
00:13:01,272 --> 00:13:03,139
Whatever stimulation your nerves receive,
312
00:13:03,141 --> 00:13:05,007
your brain doesn't
acknowledge it as pain.
313
00:13:05,009 --> 00:13:06,375
No, I feel pain.
314
00:13:06,377 --> 00:13:07,676
Do you? Because I'm pinching you.
315
00:13:07,678 --> 00:13:09,044
I feel it.
316
00:13:09,046 --> 00:13:11,781
But you didn't jump or react.
You felt it as a touch.
317
00:13:11,783 --> 00:13:14,683
Physical or emotional pain,
it doesn't matter.
318
00:13:14,685 --> 00:13:16,218
♪
319
00:13:16,220 --> 00:13:18,020
MELENDEZ: Okay, let's go. O.R. 2.
320
00:13:18,022 --> 00:13:21,457
♪
321
00:13:21,459 --> 00:13:24,293
Stop hiding.
322
00:13:25,862 --> 00:13:27,263
I'm not hiding. I'm thinking.
323
00:13:27,265 --> 00:13:29,732
Well, I've done my thinking,
and what I've come up with is,
324
00:13:29,734 --> 00:13:32,368
I deserve a better explanation
325
00:13:32,370 --> 00:13:34,270
than "I can't do this".
326
00:13:34,272 --> 00:13:37,640
Because that was humiliating.
327
00:13:42,879 --> 00:13:44,647
I'm sorry.
328
00:13:46,049 --> 00:13:47,383
You're sorry?
329
00:13:47,385 --> 00:13:48,784
What does that mean?
330
00:13:48,786 --> 00:13:50,786
Are we going back tomorrow?
331
00:13:50,788 --> 00:13:52,288
Never? What?
332
00:13:52,290 --> 00:13:53,622
[SIGHS]
333
00:13:53,624 --> 00:13:56,392
You are the one that proposed to me.
334
00:13:56,394 --> 00:13:57,993
You're the one that told me
335
00:13:57,995 --> 00:14:00,563
how happy our being together makes you.
336
00:14:00,565 --> 00:14:03,032
It makes me happy. It does.
337
00:14:03,034 --> 00:14:06,101
But [SCOFFS] when I proposed to you,
338
00:14:06,103 --> 00:14:08,844
y-you even said, "I don't know you."
339
00:14:08,846 --> 00:14:10,272
Is... Is that what this is about?
340
00:14:10,274 --> 00:14:11,768
Because I was...
341
00:14:12,210 --> 00:14:14,310
Because I was in the Merchant Marine?
342
00:14:14,312 --> 00:14:16,312
I mean, yes, okay, I... I... I...
343
00:14:16,314 --> 00:14:19,615
it makes me wonder what else
I don't know about you.
344
00:14:19,617 --> 00:14:21,984
But more importantly, it makes me realize
345
00:14:21,986 --> 00:14:23,953
you don't know anything about me.
346
00:14:23,955 --> 00:14:25,721
I am really annoying.
347
00:14:25,723 --> 00:14:27,456
I'm easily irritable.
348
00:14:27,458 --> 00:14:29,391
Like when people use the word "literally"
349
00:14:29,393 --> 00:14:31,126
about things that aren't literal.
350
00:14:31,128 --> 00:14:33,128
I am impossible to live with.
351
00:14:33,130 --> 00:14:34,530
Maybe literally.
352
00:14:35,799 --> 00:14:38,467
That's been made
very clear to me in the past.
353
00:14:39,536 --> 00:14:41,036
[SIGHS]
354
00:14:41,340 --> 00:14:44,206
I don't want to go two years
and get divorced.
355
00:14:46,142 --> 00:14:47,876
[VOICE BREAKING]
Divorcing you would hurt.
356
00:14:47,878 --> 00:14:52,681
♪
357
00:14:52,683 --> 00:14:53,782
Thank you.
358
00:14:55,952 --> 00:14:57,920
But that's a bunch of crap.
359
00:14:57,922 --> 00:14:59,321
You know that, right?
360
00:14:59,323 --> 00:15:02,324
We have different personal styles.
361
00:15:02,326 --> 00:15:05,394
You like to examine things
from every angle,
362
00:15:05,396 --> 00:15:07,630
and I... I like to take a leap
363
00:15:07,632 --> 00:15:10,199
into the dark every now and then.
364
00:15:10,201 --> 00:15:11,787
[CHUCKLES LIGHTLY]
365
00:15:12,803 --> 00:15:14,103
You're right.
366
00:15:15,305 --> 00:15:17,740
I am not a leaper.
367
00:15:19,409 --> 00:15:21,577
I am a toe-dipper.
368
00:15:21,579 --> 00:15:22,745
[SIGHS]
369
00:15:22,747 --> 00:15:24,513
Takes me two hours to get into the ocean
370
00:15:24,515 --> 00:15:26,181
even when it's warm.
371
00:15:26,183 --> 00:15:29,952
♪
372
00:15:29,954 --> 00:15:31,987
[SIGHS]
373
00:15:31,989 --> 00:15:36,058
♪
374
00:15:36,060 --> 00:15:38,327
I know that you're good for me.
375
00:15:39,696 --> 00:15:43,265
And I know that I'm good for you, Aaron.
376
00:15:43,267 --> 00:15:44,900
Since meeting me,
377
00:15:44,902 --> 00:15:46,802
you've jumped ship
from a comfortable career
378
00:15:46,804 --> 00:15:49,505
because you decided
that you were missing something.
379
00:15:49,507 --> 00:15:50,992
And...
380
00:15:52,209 --> 00:15:55,611
[CHUCKLING] you asked a complete stranger
381
00:15:55,613 --> 00:15:56,979
to marry you.
382
00:15:56,981 --> 00:15:58,514
♪
383
00:15:58,516 --> 00:16:00,583
Who knows what's next?
384
00:16:01,086 --> 00:16:03,552
I guess you'll have to keep thinking.
385
00:16:03,554 --> 00:16:13,562
♪
386
00:16:13,564 --> 00:16:15,064
♪
387
00:16:15,066 --> 00:16:18,133
[MONITORS BEEPING]
388
00:16:18,135 --> 00:16:20,073
Dr. Browne, widen the debridement.
389
00:16:20,075 --> 00:16:22,769
CLAIRE: Extending
the incisions proximally.
390
00:16:22,773 --> 00:16:24,839
MORGAN: Her husband thought
she was a rock.
391
00:16:24,842 --> 00:16:28,043
Turns out she's a rock
because nothing matters to her.
392
00:16:28,045 --> 00:16:29,778
You're making assumptions.
393
00:16:29,780 --> 00:16:32,247
We were monitoring her reaction to pain.
394
00:16:32,249 --> 00:16:34,116
Love wasn't part of the test.
395
00:16:34,118 --> 00:16:35,751
You care, you hurt.
396
00:16:35,753 --> 00:16:37,052
Maybe not Lily.
397
00:16:37,054 --> 00:16:40,956
She married this man.
She stayed with him for years.
398
00:16:40,958 --> 00:16:45,338
Maybe for her, love can exist
without the pain of loss.
399
00:16:46,122 --> 00:16:47,655
That would be paradise.
400
00:16:51,534 --> 00:16:53,602
There is way more necrotic tissue here
401
00:16:53,604 --> 00:16:54,806
than I expected.
402
00:16:56,773 --> 00:16:58,140
She's gonna lose the hand.
403
00:16:58,142 --> 00:17:04,580
♪
404
00:17:04,582 --> 00:17:06,982
Well, if anyone can handle bad news...
405
00:17:06,984 --> 00:17:11,086
♪
406
00:17:14,924 --> 00:17:16,959
Are you going to take my hand?
407
00:17:17,374 --> 00:17:19,307
Not right now, no.
408
00:17:21,431 --> 00:17:24,466
I don't like to hold hands.
409
00:17:26,269 --> 00:17:30,606
Either we hold hands or we don't.
410
00:17:30,608 --> 00:17:33,942
There's no compromise.
411
00:17:33,944 --> 00:17:36,311
Only one of us can get what they want.
412
00:17:36,313 --> 00:17:38,847
- I guess that's true...
- It should be me.
413
00:17:38,849 --> 00:17:42,618
Holding hands makes me uncomfortable.
414
00:17:42,620 --> 00:17:45,888
Not holding hands doesn't
make you uncomfortable.
415
00:17:58,968 --> 00:18:02,738
That show we watched the other night...
416
00:18:02,740 --> 00:18:05,043
it had a happy ending.
417
00:18:05,509 --> 00:18:08,711
Because they stopped the story
in a good place.
418
00:18:09,256 --> 00:18:11,413
But in real life,
419
00:18:11,415 --> 00:18:14,594
it's gonna get dark and cold out there.
420
00:18:15,595 --> 00:18:17,639
All we have...
421
00:18:18,222 --> 00:18:19,388
is this.
422
00:18:20,757 --> 00:18:24,226
This says we're in it together,
423
00:18:24,228 --> 00:18:26,606
we've got each other's back,
424
00:18:27,732 --> 00:18:30,933
that we'll hold each other up
for as long as we can.
425
00:18:30,935 --> 00:18:33,302
♪
426
00:18:33,304 --> 00:18:38,040
I can say all those things verbally.
427
00:18:38,042 --> 00:18:39,541
You could shout them,
428
00:18:39,543 --> 00:18:42,377
and it wouldn't say it as loud as this.
429
00:18:45,148 --> 00:18:48,484
You said that not holding hands
wouldn't make me uncomfortable,
430
00:18:48,486 --> 00:18:49,985
but it would.
431
00:18:52,322 --> 00:18:54,384
I would feel...
432
00:18:54,825 --> 00:18:56,658
[SIGHS]
433
00:18:56,660 --> 00:18:58,293
...separate.
434
00:18:58,295 --> 00:19:04,399
♪
435
00:19:04,401 --> 00:19:10,606
♪
436
00:19:10,608 --> 00:19:16,745
♪
437
00:19:16,747 --> 00:19:19,481
[INHALES SHAKILY]
438
00:19:19,483 --> 00:19:26,922
♪
439
00:19:26,924 --> 00:19:30,058
[BREATHES SHAKILY]
440
00:19:30,060 --> 00:19:32,861
♪
441
00:19:32,863 --> 00:19:34,257
It's all right.
442
00:19:34,259 --> 00:19:38,433
♪
443
00:19:38,435 --> 00:19:39,935
[CLEARS THROAT]
444
00:19:39,937 --> 00:19:43,572
♪
445
00:19:47,120 --> 00:19:48,468
You've actually been lucky,
446
00:19:48,482 --> 00:19:50,563
considering you have no warning system.
447
00:19:50,588 --> 00:19:52,254
You need to be doing self-checks...
448
00:19:52,256 --> 00:19:54,933
knees, feet, elbows, hands.
449
00:19:54,935 --> 00:19:57,026
Look for bruises, discolorations.
450
00:19:57,028 --> 00:20:00,626
Anything at all that changes
could be dangerous...
451
00:20:00,651 --> 00:20:01,850
life-threatening.
452
00:20:01,852 --> 00:20:03,886
MORGAN: But there's another option.
453
00:20:03,888 --> 00:20:06,388
Naloxone affects
the central nervous system.
454
00:20:06,390 --> 00:20:07,689
It's been shown to block the action
455
00:20:07,691 --> 00:20:09,424
of pain-lowering endorphins.
456
00:20:09,426 --> 00:20:11,690
It could give you
the ability to feel pain.
457
00:20:11,692 --> 00:20:14,329
I don't see the point.
I've been fine so far.
458
00:20:14,331 --> 00:20:15,931
Guess that sounds a little silly.
459
00:20:15,933 --> 00:20:17,218
I know... I just lost a hand.
460
00:20:17,220 --> 00:20:20,165
But now I know about checking myself,
461
00:20:20,166 --> 00:20:22,400
and I'll be a lot more careful.
462
00:20:22,402 --> 00:20:31,509
♪
463
00:20:31,511 --> 00:20:34,912
♪
464
00:20:34,914 --> 00:20:38,582
Why is one gesture so important?
465
00:20:39,918 --> 00:20:41,752
Carly still pushing you to hold hands?
466
00:20:41,754 --> 00:20:42,887
No.
467
00:20:42,889 --> 00:20:46,257
I tried, and she said it was all right.
468
00:20:46,259 --> 00:20:48,192
Huh.
469
00:20:49,728 --> 00:20:53,764
You should give me context
for that "huh".
470
00:20:55,300 --> 00:20:56,334
She wants it.
471
00:20:56,336 --> 00:20:57,768
She's just given up.
472
00:20:57,770 --> 00:20:59,203
Good.
473
00:20:59,205 --> 00:21:00,276
[CHUCKLES] No.
474
00:21:00,278 --> 00:21:03,374
Not if it's gonna bother her for
the rest of your relationship.
475
00:21:03,376 --> 00:21:04,909
Which may not be very long.
476
00:21:08,580 --> 00:21:09,714
Huh.
477
00:21:09,716 --> 00:21:11,749
[TABLET BEEPS]
478
00:21:14,653 --> 00:21:15,686
Uh-oh.
479
00:21:19,024 --> 00:21:21,726
We need to do imaging to make
sure the problem isn't the shunt,
480
00:21:21,728 --> 00:21:23,794
then check there isn't
a clot causing backup...
481
00:21:23,796 --> 00:21:26,130
The surgery was a success,
but I'm still being poisoned?
482
00:21:26,132 --> 00:21:28,432
No. The surgery was a success,
483
00:21:28,434 --> 00:21:30,301
but your liver's still deteriorating.
484
00:21:30,303 --> 00:21:31,639
We don't know why.
485
00:21:34,206 --> 00:21:36,394
Jen, check me out of here.
Find another hospital.
486
00:21:36,396 --> 00:21:38,193
I can't approve that, Mr. Stewart.
You're in no condition
487
00:21:38,218 --> 00:21:39,510
- to leave the hospital
- You just confirmed
488
00:21:39,512 --> 00:21:41,278
that someone in this hospital
is poisoning me.
489
00:21:41,280 --> 00:21:43,280
You want me to cooperate
with the suspects?
490
00:21:43,282 --> 00:21:46,117
Another hospital
wouldn't solve your problem.
491
00:21:46,613 --> 00:21:49,846
People can be gotten to.
492
00:21:49,848 --> 00:21:52,189
Bribed or threatened.
493
00:21:56,028 --> 00:21:57,989
Right. Someone here wants to kill me.
494
00:21:57,991 --> 00:21:59,122
No one is trying...
495
00:21:59,124 --> 00:22:00,831
Let's constrain some of these variables.
496
00:22:00,833 --> 00:22:02,633
One person touches me.
497
00:22:02,975 --> 00:22:04,141
Him.
498
00:22:04,770 --> 00:22:06,067
He doesn't know how to lie.
499
00:22:06,069 --> 00:22:08,139
Oh, I can lie.
500
00:22:08,141 --> 00:22:10,841
Yes, but not successfully. Good choice.
501
00:22:10,843 --> 00:22:17,214
♪
502
00:22:17,216 --> 00:22:18,849
Will I be able to play tennis?
503
00:22:18,851 --> 00:22:21,018
Yes... eventually.
504
00:22:21,020 --> 00:22:23,087
Funny... I never could before.
505
00:22:23,089 --> 00:22:24,321
[CHUCKLES LIGHTLY]
506
00:22:25,524 --> 00:22:27,725
You always take things well.
507
00:22:29,294 --> 00:22:31,495
We had to pick up and move from Durham.
508
00:22:31,497 --> 00:22:33,264
Well, that was for your job.
509
00:22:33,266 --> 00:22:35,232
No sense in moping about it.
510
00:22:36,768 --> 00:22:38,369
The miscarriage.
511
00:22:43,408 --> 00:22:45,676
You never talked about it, so...
512
00:22:45,963 --> 00:22:48,479
I never talked about it,
I didn't want to hurt you.
513
00:22:50,549 --> 00:22:53,417
But... did you not talk about it
514
00:22:53,419 --> 00:22:55,386
because you just
weren't thinking about it?
515
00:22:55,388 --> 00:22:57,521
What are all these questions for?
516
00:22:58,690 --> 00:23:01,759
I thought we were
carrying the load together,
517
00:23:01,761 --> 00:23:03,894
knowing how each other felt.
518
00:23:04,930 --> 00:23:06,901
This isn't about us.
519
00:23:07,533 --> 00:23:10,279
This is just... a medical condition.
520
00:23:14,039 --> 00:23:16,540
If I died, would you care?
521
00:23:16,542 --> 00:23:20,416
♪
522
00:23:20,418 --> 00:23:22,513
Would you miss me, or, uh,
523
00:23:22,515 --> 00:23:25,916
would you just... move on?
524
00:23:28,120 --> 00:23:30,888
Would you want me to be miserable?
525
00:23:30,890 --> 00:23:32,123
I want it to matter.
526
00:23:32,125 --> 00:23:34,220
Of course it matters.
527
00:23:35,328 --> 00:23:37,390
You know I love you.
528
00:23:41,266 --> 00:23:42,895
Jonas.
529
00:23:43,402 --> 00:23:44,730
Maybe...
530
00:23:46,105 --> 00:23:48,906
you think it's love,
but it's like the pain...
531
00:23:48,908 --> 00:23:50,374
it just doesn't go that deep.
532
00:23:50,376 --> 00:23:52,576
But isn't it possible for me to love you
533
00:23:52,578 --> 00:23:54,812
without it being
all wrapped up in suffering?
534
00:23:54,814 --> 00:23:56,632
But that's how it works.
535
00:23:56,634 --> 00:23:58,916
♪
536
00:23:58,918 --> 00:24:02,586
When you lose someone,
it shouldn't be like your hand.
537
00:24:02,588 --> 00:24:04,188
It should ache.
538
00:24:04,190 --> 00:24:07,525
♪
539
00:24:07,527 --> 00:24:08,963
That's right, isn't it?
540
00:24:10,028 --> 00:24:13,597
That's what loss feels like?
541
00:24:13,599 --> 00:24:17,935
♪
542
00:24:17,937 --> 00:24:19,603
[SIGHS]
543
00:24:19,605 --> 00:24:24,441
♪
544
00:24:24,443 --> 00:24:27,106
I need to get away for a while.
545
00:24:27,880 --> 00:24:29,200
I'm sorry.
546
00:24:29,202 --> 00:24:35,386
♪
547
00:24:35,388 --> 00:24:36,887
Next, we're going to test you
548
00:24:36,889 --> 00:24:39,690
for autoimmune hepatitis and fatty liver.
549
00:24:39,692 --> 00:24:42,893
Those are diseases
whose symptoms overlap yours.
550
00:24:42,895 --> 00:24:44,228
They might have been masked
551
00:24:44,230 --> 00:24:46,530
- [DOOR OPENS]
- by your idiopathic portal hypertension.
552
00:24:46,532 --> 00:24:47,831
[FOOTSTEPS APPROACH]
553
00:24:48,424 --> 00:24:50,067
Nurse Villanueva. Welcome.
554
00:24:50,069 --> 00:24:51,802
But you know I'm not gonna touch that.
555
00:24:51,804 --> 00:24:54,572
The dietician ordered it for you,
and I'm required to bring it.
556
00:24:56,208 --> 00:24:57,541
What are you eating
557
00:24:57,543 --> 00:24:59,929
if you're refusing hospital food?
558
00:24:59,931 --> 00:25:01,245
Uh...
559
00:25:01,247 --> 00:25:03,214
80 grams of protein a day.
560
00:25:03,216 --> 00:25:05,516
- Kale and baby greens.
- Hey.
561
00:25:05,518 --> 00:25:09,053
♪
562
00:25:09,055 --> 00:25:11,021
"Leopard Spring".
563
00:25:12,090 --> 00:25:14,692
Jen, Dex, you mind stepping out?
564
00:25:14,694 --> 00:25:19,797
♪
565
00:25:19,799 --> 00:25:20,831
[DOORS CLOSE]
566
00:25:20,833 --> 00:25:22,399
It's Chinese herbs.
567
00:25:22,401 --> 00:25:25,402
To make you feel younger,
more energetic, more...
568
00:25:25,404 --> 00:25:26,670
virile.
569
00:25:26,672 --> 00:25:28,405
You don't feel virile?
570
00:25:28,407 --> 00:25:29,873
Of course I do, but there's nothing wrong
571
00:25:29,875 --> 00:25:31,242
with feeling more virile.
572
00:25:31,244 --> 00:25:32,910
I need strength for the fight.
573
00:25:32,912 --> 00:25:36,513
♪
574
00:25:36,515 --> 00:25:39,250
You're not talking. Is there a problem?
575
00:25:41,353 --> 00:25:43,854
No. These herbs are harmless.
576
00:25:43,856 --> 00:25:45,256
You asked about my virility.
577
00:25:45,258 --> 00:25:46,479
I was curious.
578
00:25:46,481 --> 00:25:47,725
We're going to test you
579
00:25:47,727 --> 00:25:50,628
for autoimmune hepatitis and fatty liver.
580
00:25:53,268 --> 00:25:54,331
What's up?
581
00:25:54,333 --> 00:25:55,733
I tested a patient
582
00:25:55,735 --> 00:25:58,936
for autoimmune hepatitis and fatty liver.
583
00:25:58,938 --> 00:26:00,395
What's up with you?
584
00:26:00,397 --> 00:26:02,706
Our patient decided to take the drugs.
585
00:26:02,708 --> 00:26:04,842
Because I guess a husband walking out
586
00:26:04,844 --> 00:26:06,010
can make an impression
587
00:26:06,012 --> 00:26:08,379
even on a woman who feels no pain.
588
00:26:10,649 --> 00:26:12,716
That's a lot of paperwork for two tests.
589
00:26:12,718 --> 00:26:14,084
They were negative.
590
00:26:14,086 --> 00:26:16,387
I thought I might find something
591
00:26:16,389 --> 00:26:18,722
in his mother's old records
that could help,
592
00:26:18,724 --> 00:26:20,190
but no, no.
593
00:26:20,192 --> 00:26:21,859
Her case was straightforward.
594
00:26:21,861 --> 00:26:23,994
His parents were both alcoholics,
595
00:26:23,996 --> 00:26:27,031
but her liver was already
weakened by her condition.
596
00:26:27,033 --> 00:26:28,599
Parents both alcoholics?
597
00:26:28,601 --> 00:26:31,735
No wonder he thinks people in
authority like to deny the truth.
598
00:26:31,737 --> 00:26:35,467
He's grown up now, Claire.
599
00:26:35,469 --> 00:26:37,241
No longer in that position.
600
00:26:38,276 --> 00:26:41,045
There's still plenty of lying
going on in the world.
601
00:26:41,047 --> 00:26:42,880
That's not a situation you outgrow.
602
00:26:44,883 --> 00:26:46,350
Yes.
603
00:26:46,352 --> 00:26:48,552
There is a lot of lying.
604
00:26:51,323 --> 00:26:54,491
♪
605
00:26:54,493 --> 00:26:56,393
Want to hear my theories?
606
00:26:56,395 --> 00:26:58,629
Fight with your mother is number one.
607
00:26:58,631 --> 00:27:01,298
You're debating whether to throw her out.
608
00:27:02,267 --> 00:27:03,600
This theory explains what?
609
00:27:03,602 --> 00:27:05,736
Why the usually compassionate
Dr. Claire Browne
610
00:27:05,738 --> 00:27:07,371
envies a woman who feels no pain.
611
00:27:08,406 --> 00:27:10,474
You're miserable, torn.
612
00:27:10,476 --> 00:27:13,711
You don't know what to do
to make your own pain go away.
613
00:27:13,713 --> 00:27:16,180
♪
614
00:27:16,182 --> 00:27:17,614
Want to hear my theory?
615
00:27:18,152 --> 00:27:20,617
People that aren't you are doing great,
616
00:27:20,619 --> 00:27:23,120
so you're looking for a toy
you can break,
617
00:27:23,122 --> 00:27:24,421
a pet you can torture.
618
00:27:24,423 --> 00:27:28,592
♪
619
00:27:28,594 --> 00:27:31,095
[PAGERS CHIME]
620
00:27:31,097 --> 00:27:34,465
♪
621
00:27:34,467 --> 00:27:35,799
- Is she in pain?
- No.
622
00:27:35,801 --> 00:27:37,000
What are her vitals?
623
00:27:37,002 --> 00:27:38,001
Vitals are fine.
624
00:27:38,003 --> 00:27:39,870
Then how can she be in crisis?
625
00:27:39,872 --> 00:27:41,705
I don't know. But she is.
626
00:27:41,707 --> 00:27:46,043
♪
627
00:27:46,247 --> 00:27:47,531
Lily?
628
00:27:48,547 --> 00:27:50,142
Are you okay?
629
00:27:52,067 --> 00:27:53,479
Lily?
630
00:27:59,848 --> 00:28:02,571
I never noticed how ugly the walls are.
631
00:28:14,777 --> 00:28:17,179
I've discovered the cause
of your liver problem.
632
00:28:17,181 --> 00:28:19,214
Really? Fatty liver? Autoimmune?
633
00:28:19,216 --> 00:28:20,449
I've never had any symptoms of...
634
00:28:20,451 --> 00:28:23,185
No. You were being poisoned.
635
00:28:23,187 --> 00:28:25,020
What?
636
00:28:25,022 --> 00:28:26,788
Who? Do you know who? How?
637
00:28:27,924 --> 00:28:30,125
I thought maybe the dose of herbs
638
00:28:30,127 --> 00:28:31,827
listed on the bottle was wrong...
639
00:28:31,829 --> 00:28:33,395
There's a toxic dose in there?
640
00:28:33,397 --> 00:28:35,664
No. There are no herbs at all in here.
641
00:28:35,666 --> 00:28:37,366
It contains sildenafil.
642
00:28:38,868 --> 00:28:41,570
It's the active element in Viagra.
643
00:28:41,572 --> 00:28:44,439
It promotes blood flow in your penis.
644
00:28:44,441 --> 00:28:48,276
♪
645
00:28:48,278 --> 00:28:49,411
I know what it does.
646
00:28:49,413 --> 00:28:52,247
They say it's natural herbs.
647
00:28:52,249 --> 00:28:54,049
They lied.
648
00:28:54,051 --> 00:28:56,652
Your idiopathic portal hypertension
649
00:28:56,654 --> 00:29:00,049
means your liver is vulnerable to abuse.
650
00:29:00,051 --> 00:29:03,258
The amount of sildenafil in here
wouldn't kill most people,
651
00:29:03,260 --> 00:29:05,627
but if someone
with pre-existing liver issues
652
00:29:05,629 --> 00:29:06,895
took it every day...
653
00:29:06,897 --> 00:29:08,885
You were right.
654
00:29:08,887 --> 00:29:11,166
You've been poisoning yourself.
655
00:29:11,168 --> 00:29:15,804
♪
656
00:29:15,806 --> 00:29:18,407
It's good news.
657
00:29:19,641 --> 00:29:22,777
Those Communist bastards.
658
00:29:23,946 --> 00:29:27,349
I think they're based in San Pedro.
659
00:29:29,231 --> 00:29:31,031
MORGAN: Mr. Barstow.
660
00:29:31,855 --> 00:29:33,155
Is Lily all right?
661
00:29:33,157 --> 00:29:35,991
She's on medication to reverse
her pain-free condition,
662
00:29:35,993 --> 00:29:37,592
but it's hit her hard.
663
00:29:37,594 --> 00:29:40,362
She's being wrung out by all the
negative thoughts and feelings
664
00:29:40,364 --> 00:29:42,731
the rest of us
have all built calluses against.
665
00:29:43,293 --> 00:29:44,800
But she made the right choice?
666
00:29:44,802 --> 00:29:46,435
I mean, she needs this to be safe.
667
00:29:46,863 --> 00:29:48,804
I don't think
she's doing this to be safe.
668
00:29:48,806 --> 00:29:51,273
I think she's doing this
because you walked out.
669
00:29:53,422 --> 00:29:54,554
Why?
670
00:29:55,411 --> 00:29:57,079
You were happy for years.
671
00:29:57,081 --> 00:29:59,768
Now you're sure you can't be
happy unless your wife changes?
672
00:30:01,784 --> 00:30:05,106
I want her to feel everything I feel.
673
00:30:05,923 --> 00:30:07,856
The love, the pain... everything.
674
00:30:07,858 --> 00:30:09,057
Wouldn't you?
675
00:30:10,793 --> 00:30:13,128
The residents in this hospital
work long hours.
676
00:30:13,130 --> 00:30:14,329
You know why?
677
00:30:14,331 --> 00:30:16,698
Because the surgeons in charge
worked long hours
678
00:30:16,700 --> 00:30:17,933
when they were residents.
679
00:30:17,935 --> 00:30:19,434
They suffered, so we have to suffer.
680
00:30:19,436 --> 00:30:20,569
It's human nature.
681
00:30:20,571 --> 00:30:21,703
What does that...
682
00:30:21,705 --> 00:30:23,839
But someone like your wife,
so invulnerable,
683
00:30:23,841 --> 00:30:26,208
it's... it's like she's
gotten away with something.
684
00:30:26,210 --> 00:30:27,642
It's hard not to resent her.
685
00:30:27,644 --> 00:30:29,057
Sure, we want to "cure" her,
686
00:30:29,059 --> 00:30:31,980
but how much of it is...
is to give her a warning system,
687
00:30:31,982 --> 00:30:33,035
and how much is because
688
00:30:33,037 --> 00:30:35,388
we want to pull her down
into Hell with the rest of us?
689
00:30:35,390 --> 00:30:44,626
♪
690
00:30:44,628 --> 00:30:53,502
♪
691
00:30:53,504 --> 00:30:54,836
Are you married now?
692
00:30:54,838 --> 00:30:56,938
[SIGHS] No.
693
00:30:56,940 --> 00:30:58,340
I chickened out.
694
00:30:58,342 --> 00:31:00,709
Apparently, I don't like change.
695
00:31:00,711 --> 00:31:02,911
Change makes me very nervous.
696
00:31:02,913 --> 00:31:06,543
I'm not the easiest man
in the world to live with.
697
00:31:07,317 --> 00:31:09,618
My first wife made that very clear.
698
00:31:09,620 --> 00:31:10,952
It's true.
699
00:31:10,954 --> 00:31:13,300
You can be very irritating.
700
00:31:17,894 --> 00:31:19,889
Are you saying I shouldn't get married?
701
00:31:21,637 --> 00:31:24,352
Are you asking for my advice?
702
00:31:27,503 --> 00:31:28,603
Yes.
703
00:31:29,639 --> 00:31:34,910
You've never really asked before.
704
00:31:34,912 --> 00:31:37,579
And this is an important decision.
705
00:31:37,581 --> 00:31:39,981
Your happiness depends on it.
706
00:31:41,235 --> 00:31:42,684
This is huge.
707
00:31:42,686 --> 00:31:48,423
♪
708
00:31:48,425 --> 00:31:49,524
Well?
709
00:31:51,427 --> 00:31:53,195
Oh. I don't have any advice.
710
00:31:53,197 --> 00:31:54,963
I don't even understand the issue.
711
00:31:55,971 --> 00:31:58,139
I also don't understand why you asked
712
00:31:58,164 --> 00:31:59,930
when you've already made up your mind.
713
00:31:59,955 --> 00:32:01,655
What?
714
00:32:01,705 --> 00:32:05,073
You usually call her your ex-wife.
715
00:32:05,075 --> 00:32:07,008
You just called her your "first".
716
00:32:07,010 --> 00:32:08,510
It implies a second.
717
00:32:08,512 --> 00:32:17,352
♪
718
00:32:19,889 --> 00:32:21,923
Why are you staring in your trunk?
719
00:32:21,925 --> 00:32:24,426
Something in here
the answer to your problem?
720
00:32:27,463 --> 00:32:29,598
Yoga mat...
721
00:32:29,600 --> 00:32:31,233
gym bag..
722
00:32:31,235 --> 00:32:32,467
Extra sneakers...
723
00:32:32,469 --> 00:32:33,501
[GASPS]
724
00:32:33,503 --> 00:32:35,136
Here's a little earthquake kit.
725
00:32:35,138 --> 00:32:36,438
So sensible.
726
00:32:36,440 --> 00:32:37,706
Dirty towel.
727
00:32:37,708 --> 00:32:39,107
Ooh! What's this?
728
00:32:39,109 --> 00:32:40,642
Put it back.
729
00:32:50,920 --> 00:32:52,120
It's my mom.
730
00:32:52,122 --> 00:32:59,527
♪
731
00:33:21,756 --> 00:33:22,823
[LAUGHS]
732
00:33:22,825 --> 00:33:24,458
Why are you jumping?
733
00:33:24,463 --> 00:33:27,294
I'm not jumping. I'm leaping.
734
00:33:28,349 --> 00:33:30,383
Come on. Come leap with me.
735
00:33:31,786 --> 00:33:33,887
We both can't leap on that thing.
736
00:33:34,562 --> 00:33:35,696
Oh!
737
00:33:36,105 --> 00:33:38,071
[GASPS] Are you okay?
738
00:33:40,822 --> 00:33:42,222
Never better.
739
00:33:42,247 --> 00:33:45,549
Will you leap with me...
740
00:33:45,574 --> 00:33:47,040
to City Hall?
741
00:33:49,011 --> 00:33:50,411
Yes, I will.
742
00:33:50,786 --> 00:33:53,820
Also, I may have done something
to my ankle.
743
00:33:53,822 --> 00:33:55,808
Do you want me to... call someone...
744
00:33:55,810 --> 00:33:57,834
Je ne regrette nothing, baby.
745
00:33:57,836 --> 00:34:05,471
♪
746
00:34:05,472 --> 00:34:06,771
I left the champagne
747
00:34:06,773 --> 00:34:11,061
because I was so ready for victory.
748
00:34:12,678 --> 00:34:13,878
[CHUCKLES LIGHTLY]
749
00:34:13,880 --> 00:34:16,347
Now I don't even know what to do
with the damn ashes.
750
00:34:17,616 --> 00:34:19,150
Leave them on a shelf in the closet
751
00:34:19,152 --> 00:34:20,818
with the spare towels?
752
00:34:20,820 --> 00:34:22,693
Put them down the disposal?
753
00:34:22,695 --> 00:34:24,455
What did she want done with them?
754
00:34:24,457 --> 00:34:26,324
It was stupid. I'm sure she was joking.
755
00:34:26,326 --> 00:34:28,092
Yeah, everyone jokes in their will.
756
00:34:31,864 --> 00:34:33,564
The Marine Science Center.
757
00:34:37,202 --> 00:34:38,603
She loved sea lions.
758
00:34:38,605 --> 00:34:41,172
She'd take me to see them
all the time. It was a thing.
759
00:34:41,174 --> 00:34:43,741
Any city we were in, "I wonder
if they have sea lions."
760
00:34:43,743 --> 00:34:45,176
[CHUCKLES]
761
00:34:46,679 --> 00:34:48,646
You need to do it. Now.
762
00:34:48,648 --> 00:34:49,981
No. No.
763
00:34:49,983 --> 00:34:51,316
It is a pointless gesture
764
00:34:51,318 --> 00:34:53,618
because my mother is dead
and she doesn't care.
765
00:34:53,620 --> 00:34:54,886
Perfect.
766
00:34:54,888 --> 00:34:57,588
The center's open this evening
for an after-hours event.
767
00:34:59,590 --> 00:35:01,153
We'll have to dress up.
768
00:35:03,367 --> 00:35:04,834
[DANCE MUSIC PLAYS]
769
00:35:04,859 --> 00:35:08,427
The winner of tonight's vote
for Most Fabulous Sea Creature,
770
00:35:08,452 --> 00:35:10,753
the vampire squid!
771
00:35:10,778 --> 00:35:12,845
[CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]
772
00:35:16,729 --> 00:35:18,229
I feel ridiculous!
773
00:35:18,254 --> 00:35:19,454
You look great.
774
00:35:19,479 --> 00:35:21,846
You could give the vampire squid
a run for her money.
775
00:35:21,871 --> 00:35:23,504
Now let's find the sea lions.
776
00:35:23,529 --> 00:35:25,629
[CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]
777
00:35:34,827 --> 00:35:36,361
You came back.
778
00:35:36,363 --> 00:35:37,495
Yeah.
779
00:35:38,831 --> 00:35:47,394
♪
780
00:35:47,419 --> 00:35:49,262
[CRYING]
781
00:35:49,910 --> 00:35:51,582
[SNIFFLES]
782
00:35:51,584 --> 00:35:53,111
Thank God.
783
00:35:56,416 --> 00:35:58,816
We'll stop this.
784
00:35:58,818 --> 00:36:00,284
It'll be all right.
785
00:36:00,286 --> 00:36:04,222
♪
786
00:36:04,224 --> 00:36:06,958
Doctor, you got to
get this stuff out of her IV.
787
00:36:06,960 --> 00:36:08,393
You don't need it.
788
00:36:09,800 --> 00:36:12,335
If you have to be careful
about getting hurt,
789
00:36:12,360 --> 00:36:14,294
I'll be there to help you.
790
00:36:15,973 --> 00:36:18,341
The "stuff" was removed some time ago.
791
00:36:19,505 --> 00:36:20,969
Before Dr. Browne went off-shift,
792
00:36:20,974 --> 00:36:23,908
she told me that Lily was
experiencing some problems.
793
00:36:23,910 --> 00:36:25,843
So I thought it best
to discontinue the medication
794
00:36:25,845 --> 00:36:26,878
for a while.
795
00:36:26,880 --> 00:36:28,913
She's as she was when you left her.
796
00:36:28,915 --> 00:36:31,816
♪
797
00:36:31,818 --> 00:36:33,818
You never cry.
798
00:36:33,820 --> 00:36:39,690
♪
799
00:36:39,692 --> 00:36:41,962
When I saw you sitting there,
800
00:36:42,328 --> 00:36:45,264
I've never been so happy
in my whole life.
801
00:36:45,266 --> 00:36:52,303
♪
802
00:36:52,305 --> 00:36:54,338
[SNIFFLES]
803
00:36:54,340 --> 00:37:01,212
♪
804
00:37:01,214 --> 00:37:04,449
I thought you didn't want
to "make a fuss".
805
00:37:05,509 --> 00:37:06,576
Yeah.
806
00:37:06,601 --> 00:37:08,201
Who knew?
807
00:37:08,226 --> 00:37:13,729
♪
808
00:37:13,754 --> 00:37:19,291
♪
809
00:37:19,332 --> 00:37:22,467
[DANCE MUSIC PLAYS IN DISTANCE]
810
00:37:22,469 --> 00:37:24,569
[SEA LIONS GRUNTING]
811
00:37:44,123 --> 00:37:45,723
[SIGHS] This seems weird.
812
00:37:47,059 --> 00:37:48,626
It is weird.
813
00:37:50,095 --> 00:37:52,730
Most people have some kind of ritual
814
00:37:52,732 --> 00:37:53,965
all ready for them
815
00:37:53,967 --> 00:37:56,801
so they don't have to think
about this kind of stuff.
816
00:37:59,138 --> 00:38:00,371
You got a prayer?
817
00:38:01,673 --> 00:38:03,341
I'm not religious.
818
00:38:03,343 --> 00:38:04,871
Neither was my mom.
819
00:38:04,873 --> 00:38:06,978
Everybody has a religion.
820
00:38:08,347 --> 00:38:11,649
Not everybody has a God,
but everybody has a religion.
821
00:38:11,651 --> 00:38:13,818
[MUSIC CONTINUES]
822
00:38:19,358 --> 00:38:20,591
Music.
823
00:38:22,380 --> 00:38:24,915
Your mother's religion was music.
824
00:38:28,433 --> 00:38:29,600
Sing.
825
00:38:32,171 --> 00:38:35,606
By the sea lion colony
at a drag pride party?
826
00:38:35,608 --> 00:38:38,042
[CHUCKLES]
827
00:38:38,044 --> 00:38:41,646
Or you can just dump it out
and feel weird.
828
00:38:43,182 --> 00:38:44,382
Your call.
829
00:39:12,611 --> 00:39:14,979
[VOICE BREAKING] ♪ Ama... ♪
830
00:39:17,115 --> 00:39:18,179
Okay.
831
00:39:18,184 --> 00:39:20,318
[SIGHS, SNIFFLES]
832
00:39:24,456 --> 00:39:27,725
♪ Ama... ♪
833
00:39:30,295 --> 00:39:33,497
♪ ...zing grace ♪
834
00:39:37,148 --> 00:39:38,582
Oh, God.
835
00:39:38,607 --> 00:39:40,265
[SNIFFLES]
836
00:39:41,200 --> 00:39:44,201
♪ How sweet ♪
837
00:39:46,010 --> 00:39:48,011
♪ The sound ♪
838
00:39:52,617 --> 00:39:57,199
♪ That saved ♪
839
00:39:57,957 --> 00:40:02,193
♪ A wretch ♪
840
00:40:02,195 --> 00:40:11,369
♪ Like meeeeeeeeeeee ♪
841
00:40:12,644 --> 00:40:14,278
[SNIFFLES]
842
00:40:14,474 --> 00:40:15,840
[SIGHS]
843
00:40:15,842 --> 00:40:18,309
♪ I once ♪
844
00:40:20,679 --> 00:40:23,114
♪ Was lost ♪
845
00:40:25,317 --> 00:40:28,886
♪ But now ♪
846
00:40:30,656 --> 00:40:32,723
♪ Am found ♪
847
00:40:32,725 --> 00:40:38,229
♪
848
00:40:38,231 --> 00:40:42,025
♪ Was blind ♪
849
00:40:42,027 --> 00:40:45,469
♪ But now ♪
850
00:40:47,306 --> 00:40:53,177
♪ I seeeeeeeeeee ♪
851
00:40:53,179 --> 00:41:00,618
♪ 'Twas grace that taught ♪
852
00:41:00,620 --> 00:41:06,457
♪ My heart to fear ♪
853
00:41:06,459 --> 00:41:13,931
♪ And grace, my fears ♪
854
00:41:13,933 --> 00:41:18,269
♪ Relieved ♪
855
00:41:19,971 --> 00:41:26,477
♪ How precious did ♪
856
00:41:26,479 --> 00:41:31,782
♪ That Grace appear ♪
857
00:41:31,784 --> 00:41:37,988
♪ The hour I first ♪
858
00:41:37,990 --> 00:41:42,426
♪ Believed ♪
859
00:41:43,962 --> 00:41:50,368
♪ Amazing grace ♪
860
00:41:50,370 --> 00:41:56,474
♪ How sweet the sound ♪
861
00:41:56,476 --> 00:42:02,713
♪ That saved a wretch ♪
862
00:42:02,715 --> 00:42:09,286
♪ Like meeeeeeeeeeee ♪
863
00:42:09,288 --> 00:42:15,459
♪ I once was lost ♪
864
00:42:15,461 --> 00:42:20,464
♪ But now am found ♪
865
00:42:20,466 --> 00:42:23,667
♪ Was blind ♪
866
00:42:23,669 --> 00:42:28,664
♪ But now I see ♪