1 00:00:00,210 --> 00:00:04,000 [ALARM RINGING] 2 00:00:04,020 --> 00:00:06,050 [ALARM STOPS] 3 00:00:12,210 --> 00:00:13,970 [BIRDS CHIRPING] 4 00:00:14,000 --> 00:00:16,200 [DERBY'S "IF EVER THERE'S A REASON" PLAYS] 5 00:00:16,200 --> 00:00:19,770 [CLOCK BEEPING] 6 00:00:19,770 --> 00:00:21,840 [BEEPING STOPS] 7 00:00:21,840 --> 00:00:24,870 ♪ 8 00:00:26,010 --> 00:00:30,980 ♪ If ever there's a reason to be swept up in the season ♪ 9 00:00:30,980 --> 00:00:33,950 ♪ Of the fallen leaves 10 00:00:33,950 --> 00:00:35,380 [SIGHS] 11 00:00:35,380 --> 00:00:38,350 ♪ And if the days grow shorter 12 00:00:38,350 --> 00:00:40,850 ♪ And the darkness drew its order ♪ 13 00:00:40,860 --> 00:00:44,260 - ♪ From the autumn grey - [ALARM RINGING] 14 00:00:44,260 --> 00:00:46,260 ♪ 15 00:00:46,260 --> 00:00:51,530 ♪ I'd rather sit this out and sleep the day away instead ♪ 16 00:00:51,530 --> 00:00:54,800 ♪ My weary eyes a bit too slow indeed ♪ 17 00:00:54,800 --> 00:00:58,500 ♪ I'd rather sit this out and sleep the day away instead ♪ 18 00:00:58,500 --> 00:01:00,320 [ALARM RINGING] 19 00:01:00,340 --> 00:01:05,710 ♪ To worry about the emptiness that comes ♪ 20 00:01:05,720 --> 00:01:08,750 ♪ 21 00:01:15,790 --> 00:01:20,790 ♪ If ever there's a reason to be swept up in the season ♪ 22 00:01:20,800 --> 00:01:23,800 ♪ Of the fallen leaves 23 00:01:23,800 --> 00:01:25,770 ♪ 24 00:01:25,770 --> 00:01:27,800 ♪ And if the days grow shorter 25 00:01:27,800 --> 00:01:30,270 ♪ And the darkness drew its order ♪ 26 00:01:30,270 --> 00:01:34,270 ♪ From the autumn grey 27 00:01:34,280 --> 00:01:37,440 ♪ I'd rather sit this out 28 00:01:37,450 --> 00:01:40,780 ♪ And sleep the day away instead ♪ 29 00:01:40,780 --> 00:01:44,790 ♪ My weary eyes a bit too slow indeed ♪ 30 00:01:44,790 --> 00:01:51,690 ♪ 31 00:01:51,690 --> 00:01:53,330 [KNOCK ON DOOR] 32 00:01:54,230 --> 00:01:55,630 [DOOR CREAKS] 33 00:01:55,630 --> 00:01:58,130 You won't believe the crap Armen pulled last night. 34 00:01:58,130 --> 00:01:59,800 He cut the power to my apartment! 35 00:01:59,800 --> 00:02:00,870 That's right! 36 00:02:00,870 --> 00:02:04,040 No lights, no Wi-Fi, nothing. 37 00:02:04,040 --> 00:02:05,710 For 15 minutes! 38 00:02:07,080 --> 00:02:09,340 - Mm... - And if I had been on a ventilator, 39 00:02:09,350 --> 00:02:11,580 I could've suffocated in that time, right? 40 00:02:11,580 --> 00:02:12,580 You're a doctor. 41 00:02:12,580 --> 00:02:14,360 You're not on a ventilator. 42 00:02:14,360 --> 00:02:16,950 Thank God for that. But I could be. 43 00:02:16,950 --> 00:02:19,290 I mean, it was dark. I could've tripped. 44 00:02:19,290 --> 00:02:20,950 I should sue him. 45 00:02:22,320 --> 00:02:23,960 Sorry. 46 00:02:23,960 --> 00:02:26,290 Were you gonna eat this? I stress eat. 47 00:02:26,300 --> 00:02:27,430 Okay, listen. 48 00:02:27,430 --> 00:02:28,600 I go to talk to him, 49 00:02:28,600 --> 00:02:31,370 and he claims I was playing my music too loud again. 50 00:02:31,370 --> 00:02:32,600 [SCOFFS] 51 00:02:32,600 --> 00:02:36,000 I wear earplugs when your music irritates me. 52 00:02:36,010 --> 00:02:37,570 I miss the dripping. 53 00:02:38,300 --> 00:02:40,670 You're missing the point here, Shaun, okay? 54 00:02:40,680 --> 00:02:41,840 You knock. You ask. 55 00:02:41,840 --> 00:02:43,440 You don't cut someone's power. 56 00:02:43,450 --> 00:02:45,010 You knock, right? 57 00:02:45,610 --> 00:02:47,590 Of course, you would knock. Any normal person would. 58 00:02:47,590 --> 00:02:50,250 I mean, am I crazy or is he a total sociopath? 59 00:02:50,250 --> 00:02:52,290 [CHUCKLES] You should get headphones. 60 00:02:52,290 --> 00:02:53,850 Headphones? 61 00:02:54,270 --> 00:02:55,920 They would eliminate the sound. 62 00:02:55,930 --> 00:02:57,960 Yeah. I got it. 63 00:02:57,960 --> 00:02:59,230 Thank you. 64 00:02:59,230 --> 00:03:01,730 Thank you for being so objective about this. 65 00:03:01,730 --> 00:03:03,430 In fact, why don't you go help Armen 66 00:03:03,430 --> 00:03:04,860 write my eviction notice! 67 00:03:05,770 --> 00:03:07,800 [DOOR SLAMS] 68 00:03:13,740 --> 00:03:16,780 [COUNTRY MUSIC PLAYING] 69 00:03:21,450 --> 00:03:23,120 ♪ It's all over now ♪ 70 00:03:23,120 --> 00:03:25,720 MAN: Yeah, and I'll never drive down that street again. 71 00:03:25,720 --> 00:03:27,620 - WOMAN: Whoa. - It's a pretty bad memory. 72 00:03:27,620 --> 00:03:29,170 Yeah, that sounds pretty... 73 00:03:29,170 --> 00:03:30,810 [BOTH LAUGH] 74 00:03:31,990 --> 00:03:33,190 ♪ It's all over now ♪ 75 00:03:33,200 --> 00:03:35,000 Wait, it's kind of hot for a hike, isn't it? 76 00:03:35,000 --> 00:03:36,830 We're hiking. We're gonna sweat. It happens. 77 00:03:36,830 --> 00:03:38,030 MAN: All right, don't do nothing stupid! 78 00:03:38,030 --> 00:03:39,100 Open the register and put everything in the bag! 79 00:03:39,100 --> 00:03:41,540 Come on! Right now! Hey! 80 00:03:41,540 --> 00:03:42,840 Don't move. Give me your wallets, phones, everything. 81 00:03:42,840 --> 00:03:44,670 Keep your hands where I can see 'em. 82 00:03:44,670 --> 00:03:46,810 I said get out your wallet! 83 00:03:46,810 --> 00:03:48,110 [HEART BEATING] 84 00:03:48,110 --> 00:03:49,810 Do it now! 85 00:03:49,810 --> 00:03:51,750 Wallet, now! 86 00:03:51,750 --> 00:03:52,750 ♪ 87 00:03:52,750 --> 00:03:55,080 - Is he okay? - We don't know. 88 00:03:55,080 --> 00:03:56,380 This is routed through Basecamp. 89 00:03:56,380 --> 00:03:57,510 It says Shaun was there, 90 00:03:57,510 --> 00:03:58,740 but it didn't say if he was hurt or not. 91 00:03:58,750 --> 00:04:00,140 Well, EMS has two critical inbounding. 92 00:04:00,150 --> 00:04:02,080 Their hands are a little full to chat right now. 93 00:04:02,080 --> 00:04:03,080 [SIREN WAILING] 94 00:04:03,080 --> 00:04:04,650 WOMAN: 20-year-old female. 95 00:04:04,650 --> 00:04:06,520 Single gunshot wound to the abdomen. 96 00:04:06,520 --> 00:04:07,620 Hypotensive and tachy. 97 00:04:07,620 --> 00:04:08,990 Two liters of saline en route. 98 00:04:08,990 --> 00:04:10,150 Her name's Avery. 99 00:04:10,160 --> 00:04:11,560 We'll take good care of her. 100 00:04:11,560 --> 00:04:13,140 Jared, you're with me. 101 00:04:13,960 --> 00:04:17,130 [SIREN CONTINUES, HELICOPTER BLADES WHIRRING] 102 00:04:17,130 --> 00:04:20,700 ♪ 103 00:04:20,700 --> 00:04:22,500 Blunt-force neck injury. 104 00:04:22,500 --> 00:04:24,500 Oxygen sats just dropped below 80. 105 00:04:24,500 --> 00:04:25,500 Trachea's crushed. 106 00:04:25,510 --> 00:04:26,970 I inserted a laryngeal mask, 107 00:04:26,970 --> 00:04:28,470 but the airway is not secured. 108 00:04:28,470 --> 00:04:30,140 Are you okay? You weren't hurt? 109 00:04:30,140 --> 00:04:32,980 His oropharyngeal anatomy is distorted from the contusion. 110 00:04:32,980 --> 00:04:34,710 Subcutaneous emphysema. He's barely moving air. 111 00:04:34,710 --> 00:04:37,050 Let's take him to a bay, and get me an O.R. now. 112 00:04:37,050 --> 00:04:38,550 I need four units O-Negative type and cross her. 113 00:04:38,550 --> 00:04:40,150 She has decreased breath sounds on her left. 114 00:04:40,710 --> 00:04:42,390 Let's get a chest X-ray on her. 115 00:04:42,390 --> 00:04:44,690 ♪ 116 00:04:44,690 --> 00:04:47,220 What the hell is he doing here? 117 00:04:47,230 --> 00:04:50,160 ♪ 118 00:04:50,160 --> 00:04:51,200 It's his fault. 119 00:04:51,200 --> 00:04:53,700 ♪ 120 00:04:53,700 --> 00:04:55,500 This is all his fault! 121 00:04:55,500 --> 00:04:58,970 ♪ 122 00:05:03,890 --> 00:05:05,930 ♪ 123 00:05:14,050 --> 00:05:15,720 OFFICER: Yeah, clerk says the guy entered, 124 00:05:15,720 --> 00:05:16,820 shouted orders, 125 00:05:16,820 --> 00:05:18,790 and apparently, your doctor didn't comply. 126 00:05:18,790 --> 00:05:19,850 Girl gets shot, 127 00:05:19,850 --> 00:05:21,290 and the store clerk clocks the gunman with a bat. 128 00:05:21,290 --> 00:05:22,690 - That's all we know. - All right, what do you need? 129 00:05:22,690 --> 00:05:24,690 I need forensics on the gunman and the girl. 130 00:05:24,690 --> 00:05:26,550 All right, we'll let you know what we find out. 131 00:05:27,430 --> 00:05:29,130 Hey, police are gonna want to talk to you. 132 00:05:29,130 --> 00:05:30,360 After that, you can go home. 133 00:05:30,370 --> 00:05:32,200 I should be helping. 134 00:05:32,200 --> 00:05:34,370 - My shift is just starting. - You were at the shooting. 135 00:05:34,370 --> 00:05:35,540 I don't have time to hold your hand. 136 00:05:35,540 --> 00:05:37,670 I don't like my hand being held. 137 00:05:37,670 --> 00:05:39,070 Small-caliber bullets. 138 00:05:39,070 --> 00:05:40,440 They ricochet inside. 139 00:05:40,440 --> 00:05:43,580 They can cause multiple and unpredictable injuries. 140 00:05:44,690 --> 00:05:46,180 And what do we need to do about it? 141 00:05:46,180 --> 00:05:47,820 Chest and abdominal X-rays 142 00:05:47,820 --> 00:05:49,170 and a Focused Assessment Sonogram. 143 00:05:49,170 --> 00:05:50,220 NURSE: Three units of O-neg and... 144 00:05:50,220 --> 00:05:52,260 We could use your help over here, Mr. Melendez! 145 00:05:53,210 --> 00:05:54,220 Are you okay? 146 00:05:54,220 --> 00:05:55,720 Yes, I'm fine. 147 00:05:55,720 --> 00:05:56,890 You're with me. 148 00:05:56,890 --> 00:05:58,360 - Get a gown on him. - Okay. 149 00:05:58,360 --> 00:05:59,590 Entrance wound is down here. 150 00:05:59,590 --> 00:06:01,120 The bullet fractured the pelvis on the way in. 151 00:06:01,130 --> 00:06:02,490 All right, let's look for an exit wound. 152 00:06:02,490 --> 00:06:05,400 We're gonna roll her on three. One, two, three. 153 00:06:05,400 --> 00:06:06,400 All right, got it. 154 00:06:06,400 --> 00:06:07,870 Between the second and third rib. 155 00:06:07,870 --> 00:06:09,020 She's hemorrhaging here, too. 156 00:06:09,020 --> 00:06:11,300 Hey, Murphy, get us the ultrasound so we can find out what's inside. 157 00:06:11,880 --> 00:06:15,240 Focused Assessment with sonography and trauma. 158 00:06:15,240 --> 00:06:20,240 ♪ 159 00:06:28,220 --> 00:06:31,150 No chest contusions or secondary injuries evident. 160 00:06:31,160 --> 00:06:32,290 Oxygen sat's 70. 161 00:06:32,290 --> 00:06:33,690 I can't squeeze a camera past this collapse. 162 00:06:33,690 --> 00:06:35,790 O.R. 3 is prepped and ready, but that's it. 163 00:06:35,790 --> 00:06:37,400 We got a full house right now up in surgery. 164 00:06:37,400 --> 00:06:39,700 - Next show time is 15 minutes out. - I could use it. 165 00:06:39,700 --> 00:06:42,200 I gotta get this bleeding under control. What's the status on your guy? 166 00:06:42,720 --> 00:06:44,120 Take her up. Take the gunshot. 167 00:06:44,120 --> 00:06:45,290 Hold on. 168 00:06:45,290 --> 00:06:47,300 His airway's so damaged, I can't even do a tracheotomy. 169 00:06:47,310 --> 00:06:49,210 He's got five minutes until anoxic brain dead. 170 00:06:49,210 --> 00:06:50,840 Mine's got pressure. I'll see what I can do here. 171 00:06:51,800 --> 00:06:53,610 You're scrubbing in with me. 172 00:06:53,610 --> 00:06:55,980 ♪ 173 00:06:56,640 --> 00:06:59,100 Go ahead and feed the tube under the collapsed trachea. 174 00:06:59,100 --> 00:07:01,490 [MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY] 175 00:07:03,010 --> 00:07:05,310 Starting high flow O2. 176 00:07:05,370 --> 00:07:09,330 [BEEPING CONTINUES] 177 00:07:09,330 --> 00:07:11,260 [BEEPING SLOWS] 178 00:07:11,700 --> 00:07:12,930 And we're good. 179 00:07:12,930 --> 00:07:14,030 [SIGHS] 180 00:07:14,030 --> 00:07:16,400 Now that our patient is actually breathing, 181 00:07:16,400 --> 00:07:18,030 we can realign and repair. 182 00:07:18,040 --> 00:07:19,430 Four-O on a driver. 183 00:07:19,430 --> 00:07:21,450 Scissors. Sponge stick. 184 00:07:24,440 --> 00:07:26,740 It's a slippery thing letting your feelings about a patient 185 00:07:26,750 --> 00:07:29,550 influence your medical judgment. 186 00:07:29,550 --> 00:07:30,780 I didn't. 187 00:07:30,780 --> 00:07:32,950 I get the instinct... She's a victim. 188 00:07:32,950 --> 00:07:34,550 He's a shooter, a racist. 189 00:07:34,550 --> 00:07:36,520 Often we don't even know we're doing it. 190 00:07:36,520 --> 00:07:38,220 I would never let my personal feelings 191 00:07:38,220 --> 00:07:39,420 impact a patient's care. 192 00:07:39,420 --> 00:07:40,760 She was bleeding out. 193 00:07:40,760 --> 00:07:42,890 And this guy just drew his first good breath 30 seconds ago. 194 00:07:42,900 --> 00:07:44,190 They were both critical! 195 00:07:44,200 --> 00:07:46,060 He was dying. You were wrong. Own it. 196 00:07:46,060 --> 00:07:47,060 [SCOFFS] 197 00:07:47,070 --> 00:07:48,160 You know as well as I do that 198 00:07:48,170 --> 00:07:49,430 that was not an easy call to make. 199 00:07:49,430 --> 00:07:50,670 - Do I? - Yes! 200 00:07:50,670 --> 00:07:53,900 ♪ 201 00:07:56,550 --> 00:07:57,720 Clear the field, Dr. Browne. 202 00:07:57,740 --> 00:07:59,080 ♪ 203 00:07:59,080 --> 00:08:01,080 Not my operative field. 204 00:08:01,080 --> 00:08:02,480 The surgical field. Scrub out. 205 00:08:02,480 --> 00:08:03,650 Excuse me? 206 00:08:04,530 --> 00:08:05,600 You're done. 207 00:08:05,600 --> 00:08:06,850 Step out of my O.R. 208 00:08:07,710 --> 00:08:09,950 Gail, can you please relieve Dr. Browne of her instruments 209 00:08:09,960 --> 00:08:12,160 and page Dr. Cleland to assist me? 210 00:08:12,160 --> 00:08:15,230 ♪ 211 00:08:25,230 --> 00:08:27,450 Now, isn't this more pleasant? 212 00:08:27,450 --> 00:08:29,110 Aside from the spleen, what else are we dealing with? 213 00:08:29,120 --> 00:08:30,950 The bullet ruptured her transverse colon 214 00:08:30,950 --> 00:08:32,150 at the splenic flexure. 215 00:08:32,150 --> 00:08:33,550 Put it on our to-do list. 216 00:08:33,550 --> 00:08:35,770 [MONITOR BEEPING] 217 00:08:35,820 --> 00:08:38,280 Why does her boyfriend think it's your fault? 218 00:08:39,410 --> 00:08:41,430 It punctured her diaphragm here 219 00:08:41,430 --> 00:08:43,950 and entered the posterior chest. 220 00:08:45,370 --> 00:08:46,870 [MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY] 221 00:08:46,870 --> 00:08:47,970 She's bleeding again. Clamp the hilum. 222 00:08:47,970 --> 00:08:49,870 I already did. It's too damaged to hold. 223 00:08:49,910 --> 00:08:51,300 Gauze! 224 00:08:51,310 --> 00:08:54,310 ♪ 225 00:08:54,310 --> 00:08:55,870 Hold this right there. Don't let go. 226 00:08:57,530 --> 00:08:58,620 Oh, this isn't gonna work. 227 00:08:58,630 --> 00:09:00,310 It's gonna be like sewing ground beef back into a steak. 228 00:09:00,310 --> 00:09:02,240 All right, new plan... she's gonna have to live without her spleen. 229 00:09:02,240 --> 00:09:03,300 Metz and a pick-up. 230 00:09:03,300 --> 00:09:04,850 [BEEPING CONTINUES] 231 00:09:04,850 --> 00:09:07,120 Need a ligating suture on the splenic artery 232 00:09:07,120 --> 00:09:08,420 while I make the cut. 233 00:09:08,420 --> 00:09:09,720 Can you do that for me 234 00:09:09,720 --> 00:09:11,580 before this young lady bleeds out on us, Murphy? 235 00:09:12,040 --> 00:09:13,200 Yes. 236 00:09:13,200 --> 00:09:18,260 ♪ 237 00:09:44,190 --> 00:09:48,390 [MONITOR BEEPING] 238 00:09:48,400 --> 00:09:52,630 ♪ 239 00:10:07,330 --> 00:10:09,330 Okay, let's move on to the bowel perf. 240 00:10:16,730 --> 00:10:18,460 - [DOOR OPENS] - Shaun. 241 00:10:18,460 --> 00:10:20,260 Ah, thank God you're all right. 242 00:10:20,260 --> 00:10:22,370 I just heard what happened. 243 00:10:22,990 --> 00:10:24,230 [SIGHS] 244 00:10:24,230 --> 00:10:27,370 Shaun. Are you all right? 245 00:10:29,270 --> 00:10:31,300 Yes. I wasn't injured. 246 00:10:31,310 --> 00:10:33,470 What happened this morning? 247 00:10:33,470 --> 00:10:35,290 Lea ate my apple. 248 00:10:35,290 --> 00:10:36,980 No, Shaun, at the store this morning. 249 00:10:36,980 --> 00:10:39,900 What happened at the store? 250 00:10:41,720 --> 00:10:43,060 Wallet now! 251 00:10:43,060 --> 00:10:44,290 I can't. 252 00:10:44,290 --> 00:10:45,320 Why the hell not?! 253 00:10:45,320 --> 00:10:46,790 [WHIMPERS] 254 00:10:46,790 --> 00:10:49,120 You said keep my hands where you could see them. 255 00:10:49,760 --> 00:10:52,120 My wallet is in my pocket. 256 00:10:52,130 --> 00:10:54,390 - You can't see my hands if... - Are you trying to be a hero?! 257 00:10:54,400 --> 00:10:56,230 - I'm a surgical resident... - Huh?! Hey! 258 00:10:56,230 --> 00:10:57,680 - Hey! - Shut the hell up! 259 00:10:57,680 --> 00:10:58,730 This isn't a game, man. 260 00:10:58,730 --> 00:10:59,800 - I'm serious. - Okay. 261 00:10:59,800 --> 00:11:02,170 Put your damn phone and wallet on the ground right now. 262 00:11:02,170 --> 00:11:04,200 Hey, do you see this, man? I am not playing around! 263 00:11:04,210 --> 00:11:06,540 Just put your phone and wallet on the damn ground! 264 00:11:06,540 --> 00:11:08,650 Come on, man, just... just do what he says! 265 00:11:08,650 --> 00:11:09,830 Please listen to him. 266 00:11:09,840 --> 00:11:11,860 Shut up! Just shut up and get on your knees! 267 00:11:11,870 --> 00:11:13,470 Put your hands and knees on the ground. 268 00:11:13,470 --> 00:11:15,050 Get your wallet out right now. Hey! 269 00:11:15,050 --> 00:11:17,280 I will shoot your crazy ass, I swear to God. Okay. 270 00:11:17,280 --> 00:11:18,980 - Are you listening to me?! I'll do it! - Yes. 271 00:11:18,990 --> 00:11:20,720 Hey! You hear me? 272 00:11:20,720 --> 00:11:22,190 - Hey! - [GUNSHOT] 273 00:11:22,190 --> 00:11:24,920 [BREATHING HEAVILY] 274 00:11:24,930 --> 00:11:28,590 ♪ 275 00:11:29,730 --> 00:11:31,000 [WHIMPERING] 276 00:11:31,000 --> 00:11:32,160 Oh, my God! 277 00:11:32,170 --> 00:11:35,730 ♪ 278 00:11:35,740 --> 00:11:37,740 [AVERY CRYING] 279 00:11:37,740 --> 00:11:42,210 ♪ 280 00:11:44,440 --> 00:11:45,520 Okay. 281 00:11:45,530 --> 00:11:47,150 You need to take the rest of the day off. 282 00:11:47,150 --> 00:11:49,010 Dr. Melendez said that, too. 283 00:11:49,020 --> 00:11:50,390 - Why? - "Why?" 284 00:11:50,390 --> 00:11:52,680 Because you just experienced a traumatic event. 285 00:11:52,690 --> 00:11:54,690 - It's not my fault. - I-I know that. 286 00:11:56,060 --> 00:11:57,660 Avery has multiple injuries. 287 00:11:57,660 --> 00:12:00,460 Dr. Melendez wants me to monitor her. 288 00:12:03,830 --> 00:12:05,830 [DOOR BEEPS] 289 00:12:05,830 --> 00:12:07,570 [CHATTER] 290 00:12:07,570 --> 00:12:08,930 Dr. Lim. 291 00:12:11,140 --> 00:12:12,170 I was out of line. 292 00:12:12,170 --> 00:12:13,440 I shouldn't have argued with you. 293 00:12:13,440 --> 00:12:14,770 Primary enclosure went well. 294 00:12:14,780 --> 00:12:16,480 We'll extubate him in a few hours 295 00:12:16,480 --> 00:12:18,540 to prevent any further internal damage. 296 00:12:18,550 --> 00:12:19,810 Well, that's good. 297 00:12:19,810 --> 00:12:21,810 It is, and you're gonna make sure he stays that way. 298 00:12:21,820 --> 00:12:24,470 You'll be babysitting tonight in the ICU. 299 00:12:26,050 --> 00:12:27,950 I'm... I'm not on call. 300 00:12:27,960 --> 00:12:28,990 Great, then you're available. 301 00:12:28,990 --> 00:12:30,190 Should be a quiet night. 302 00:12:30,190 --> 00:12:32,020 Just want to keep an eye on those vitals. 303 00:12:32,030 --> 00:12:33,660 You never know with tracheal tears. 304 00:12:33,660 --> 00:12:34,630 [CHUCKLES] 305 00:12:34,630 --> 00:12:36,260 Can't one of the ICU nurses do that? 306 00:12:36,260 --> 00:12:37,500 Yep. 307 00:12:37,500 --> 00:12:39,460 But they didn't lip off in my operating room. 308 00:12:39,470 --> 00:12:41,970 And he'd better be breathing in the morning. 309 00:12:41,970 --> 00:12:44,440 ♪ 310 00:12:47,240 --> 00:12:51,040 Excuse me, but why is Shaun on the victim's case? 311 00:12:51,050 --> 00:12:53,010 I assessed him, and he seemed perfectly capable. 312 00:12:53,010 --> 00:12:54,250 You assessed him? 313 00:12:54,250 --> 00:12:56,280 What does that mean? You asked him how he was feeling? 314 00:12:56,280 --> 00:12:57,450 You psychic? 315 00:12:57,450 --> 00:13:00,220 D-Do you have an advanced degree in psychology? 316 00:13:00,220 --> 00:13:02,420 You don't know what's going on in his head. 317 00:13:04,720 --> 00:13:07,090 When I'm in surgery, my focus is on the person 318 00:13:07,090 --> 00:13:08,560 whose guts are open in front of me 319 00:13:08,560 --> 00:13:10,630 rather than the soul of the person standing across from me. 320 00:13:10,630 --> 00:13:12,550 - No. - And it seems that Shaun doesn't 321 00:13:12,580 --> 00:13:14,170 let anything impact his work. 322 00:13:14,170 --> 00:13:15,800 So, along with his photographic memory, 323 00:13:15,800 --> 00:13:18,040 I'm putting cold-hearted in the plus column. 324 00:13:18,040 --> 00:13:21,070 ♪ 325 00:13:24,140 --> 00:13:27,360 Dr. Murphy, do you understand why you're here? 326 00:13:27,950 --> 00:13:29,050 Yes. 327 00:13:29,050 --> 00:13:31,950 Dr. Glassman said I had to talk to you. 328 00:13:31,950 --> 00:13:34,820 After any doctor goes through a potentially traumatic... 329 00:13:34,820 --> 00:13:37,290 You have to determine if I'm a medicolegal liability 330 00:13:37,290 --> 00:13:38,880 - to the hospital. - Yes. 331 00:13:38,880 --> 00:13:41,790 And, more importantly, it's an opportunity 332 00:13:41,800 --> 00:13:44,160 to provide you with emotional support. 333 00:13:48,920 --> 00:13:50,440 How are you feeling? 334 00:13:52,300 --> 00:13:54,140 You don't have apples. 335 00:13:56,220 --> 00:13:58,380 I'll try to have some fruit next time we meet. 336 00:13:59,020 --> 00:14:00,410 Good. 337 00:14:01,980 --> 00:14:04,920 Do you regret anything about this morning? 338 00:14:07,070 --> 00:14:08,420 Why? 339 00:14:08,780 --> 00:14:09,890 After bad things happen, 340 00:14:09,890 --> 00:14:11,960 it's perfectly normal to replay the events, 341 00:14:11,960 --> 00:14:13,760 wishing you had done things differently. 342 00:14:13,760 --> 00:14:15,460 It already happened. 343 00:14:15,460 --> 00:14:17,370 I can't do things differently. 344 00:14:19,300 --> 00:14:21,670 Is talking about this upsetting you? 345 00:14:26,380 --> 00:14:28,510 What are you thinking about right now? 346 00:14:30,420 --> 00:14:34,380 Systemic Inflammatory Response Syndrome. 347 00:14:36,640 --> 00:14:38,220 MELENDEZ: The surgery went well. 348 00:14:38,220 --> 00:14:40,220 After a serious trauma like this, 349 00:14:40,220 --> 00:14:41,420 the body can develop 350 00:14:41,420 --> 00:14:43,790 a self-destructive inflammatory reaction. 351 00:14:43,790 --> 00:14:45,860 Kidneys, liver, lungs, heart... 352 00:14:45,860 --> 00:14:48,560 any or all of them can start to shut down. 353 00:14:48,560 --> 00:14:50,700 We'll be giving her anti-inflammatories 354 00:14:50,700 --> 00:14:52,130 and monitoring her closely, 355 00:14:52,130 --> 00:14:54,570 - but the next 24 hours are critical. - Okay. 356 00:14:54,570 --> 00:14:55,730 Thanks. 357 00:14:55,740 --> 00:14:57,270 Just get her through this. Whatever you got to do. 358 00:14:57,270 --> 00:14:58,970 Yeah, well, I need consent forms 359 00:14:58,970 --> 00:15:00,570 from your girlfriend's next of kin. 360 00:15:01,090 --> 00:15:02,870 If you could please get her family in here 361 00:15:02,880 --> 00:15:04,440 as quickly as possible. 362 00:15:07,580 --> 00:15:09,760 I can't. I... 363 00:15:11,590 --> 00:15:13,730 ♪ 364 00:15:13,760 --> 00:15:15,690 I don't even know her last name. 365 00:15:15,690 --> 00:15:17,160 It was our first date. 366 00:15:17,160 --> 00:15:18,660 W-We met on a dating app. 367 00:15:18,660 --> 00:15:19,790 We were going hiking, 368 00:15:19,790 --> 00:15:21,830 so she wasn't carrying a purse or ID. 369 00:15:22,560 --> 00:15:25,400 Well, then, you really don't need to be here. 370 00:15:25,400 --> 00:15:28,460 ♪ 371 00:15:28,480 --> 00:15:29,870 Someone out there cares about her. 372 00:15:29,870 --> 00:15:30,970 If she dies, 373 00:15:30,970 --> 00:15:33,240 I want them to know someone was with her. 374 00:15:33,240 --> 00:15:36,140 ♪ 375 00:15:36,140 --> 00:15:39,640 I'll have social work try to locate her family. 376 00:15:39,650 --> 00:15:40,650 ♪ 377 00:15:40,650 --> 00:15:42,750 Stay as long as you want. 378 00:15:42,750 --> 00:15:48,690 ♪ 379 00:15:53,660 --> 00:15:56,660 It looks clean, dry, and healthy. 380 00:15:56,660 --> 00:15:57,960 My neck is killing me. 381 00:16:01,000 --> 00:16:02,470 How long have you been using? 382 00:16:02,470 --> 00:16:04,540 What's that got to do with anything? 383 00:16:04,540 --> 00:16:07,040 Well, you likely built up a tolerance to pain meds. 384 00:16:07,040 --> 00:16:09,240 Now that you really need them, they aren't there for you. 385 00:16:09,240 --> 00:16:10,710 That's why I need fentanyl. 386 00:16:10,710 --> 00:16:12,840 100 micrograms. Are you gonna help me or not? 387 00:16:12,850 --> 00:16:14,110 That wouldn't be helping. 388 00:16:14,110 --> 00:16:15,810 The worst thing I can do for you is feed your habit. 389 00:16:15,820 --> 00:16:17,150 [SCOFFS] 390 00:16:17,150 --> 00:16:18,650 [CHUCKLES] 391 00:16:18,650 --> 00:16:19,850 What? 392 00:16:20,330 --> 00:16:22,080 You saw my tattoo. 393 00:16:22,620 --> 00:16:23,790 Yeah. 394 00:16:23,790 --> 00:16:25,160 And now you're punishing me. 395 00:16:25,160 --> 00:16:26,930 You want this to hurt. 396 00:16:26,930 --> 00:16:28,630 - I'm treating you professionally. - If you were treating me professionally, 397 00:16:28,630 --> 00:16:30,500 - I wouldn't be in so much pain. - I'm sorry, but I... 398 00:16:30,500 --> 00:16:32,260 Just give me the damn drugs! 399 00:16:32,260 --> 00:16:33,840 Come on! 400 00:16:48,320 --> 00:16:52,400 Melendez thinks that he's okay being on Avery's case. 401 00:16:52,410 --> 00:16:53,790 I don't. 402 00:16:53,790 --> 00:16:55,960 Dr. Melendez may be right. 403 00:16:55,960 --> 00:16:58,120 That case seems to be Shaun's primary focus right now. 404 00:16:58,120 --> 00:17:00,750 Maybe his condition is a blessing in this situation. 405 00:17:00,750 --> 00:17:03,310 - Maybe? - Or obsessing over Avery's health 406 00:17:03,320 --> 00:17:05,220 could be his only outlet for a guilty conscience. 407 00:17:05,220 --> 00:17:07,650 Watching her suffer could just be worsening those feelings. 408 00:17:07,650 --> 00:17:09,050 So, either it's a huge problem 409 00:17:09,060 --> 00:17:10,490 or it's not a problem at all. 410 00:17:10,490 --> 00:17:12,820 This is your professional opinion? 411 00:17:12,830 --> 00:17:14,630 Shaun has a very unique mind 412 00:17:14,630 --> 00:17:16,860 and an incredibly introverted nature. 413 00:17:16,860 --> 00:17:19,360 ♪ 414 00:17:19,930 --> 00:17:22,000 Well, thank you for that. 415 00:17:22,930 --> 00:17:25,470 I'm sorry, but without a lot more time with him, 416 00:17:25,470 --> 00:17:26,800 that's the best I can offer. 417 00:17:26,810 --> 00:17:33,680 ♪ 418 00:17:34,980 --> 00:17:36,780 What did Lim expect me to do... 419 00:17:36,780 --> 00:17:38,150 stand there and smile 420 00:17:38,150 --> 00:17:40,480 while she called my medical judgment into question? 421 00:17:40,490 --> 00:17:42,950 Your patient nearly died waiting on that O.R., right? 422 00:17:42,960 --> 00:17:44,820 It was bad. What do you want me to do? 423 00:17:44,820 --> 00:17:45,920 Tell her to back off! 424 00:17:45,930 --> 00:17:47,630 - No. - He's a complete and utter... 425 00:17:47,630 --> 00:17:49,290 Not one of those nice racists, huh? 426 00:17:49,300 --> 00:17:51,130 - I shouldn't have to be... - Claire! 427 00:17:51,130 --> 00:17:52,560 Here's what you have to do... 428 00:17:52,570 --> 00:17:54,970 shut up and do exactly what Dr. Lim tells you to do. 429 00:17:54,970 --> 00:17:56,020 But... 430 00:17:56,020 --> 00:17:58,040 ♪ 431 00:17:58,040 --> 00:17:59,130 Yes, sir. 432 00:17:59,160 --> 00:18:05,280 ♪ 433 00:18:09,250 --> 00:18:11,420 Maybe we could take turns. 434 00:18:11,900 --> 00:18:13,620 You keep an eye on my patient, 435 00:18:13,620 --> 00:18:15,120 I keep an eye on yours. 436 00:18:15,120 --> 00:18:16,150 No. 437 00:18:16,780 --> 00:18:18,090 [SIGHS] 438 00:18:18,090 --> 00:18:21,240 Her creatinine is 1.6. 439 00:18:22,260 --> 00:18:23,930 Mild bump in renal numbers 440 00:18:23,930 --> 00:18:26,300 isn't surprising after all her trauma. 441 00:18:31,270 --> 00:18:33,120 This morning must've been crazy. 442 00:18:33,940 --> 00:18:35,470 Are you okay? 443 00:18:37,110 --> 00:18:38,240 This morning, 444 00:18:38,240 --> 00:18:40,610 my neighbor Lea came over and ate my apple. 445 00:18:41,590 --> 00:18:43,350 That's too bad. 446 00:18:43,350 --> 00:18:45,080 Yes, it was my last one. 447 00:18:45,080 --> 00:18:47,690 She was upset with Armen, our landlord. 448 00:18:47,690 --> 00:18:49,820 She plays her music very loud. 449 00:18:50,310 --> 00:18:51,590 I gave her some advice. 450 00:18:51,590 --> 00:18:52,760 It seemed to anger her 451 00:18:52,760 --> 00:18:54,900 because she left without saying goodbye. 452 00:18:55,930 --> 00:18:58,150 And you think you did something wrong. 453 00:18:58,930 --> 00:19:01,270 No, it was good advice. 454 00:19:02,490 --> 00:19:04,700 Shaun, sometimes a woman wants advice, 455 00:19:04,700 --> 00:19:07,100 and sometimes she just wants support. 456 00:19:09,200 --> 00:19:11,580 How can I tell which one Lea wants? 457 00:19:11,610 --> 00:19:13,310 ♪ 458 00:19:13,310 --> 00:19:15,210 Err on the side of support. 459 00:19:15,210 --> 00:19:17,050 - That's not helpful. - Yes, it is. 460 00:19:17,050 --> 00:19:19,420 Dr. Browne. You're being summoned. 461 00:19:19,420 --> 00:19:22,750 [INHALES DEEPLY, SIGHS] 462 00:19:22,760 --> 00:19:24,180 All right. 463 00:19:24,200 --> 00:19:27,530 ♪ 464 00:19:27,530 --> 00:19:28,680 About time. 465 00:19:31,960 --> 00:19:34,130 All your struggling, you've pulled out your IV. 466 00:19:35,670 --> 00:19:38,970 Aren't nurses usually supposed to do this kind of crap? 467 00:19:41,740 --> 00:19:43,070 They let you go to med school, 468 00:19:43,080 --> 00:19:45,580 but they don't trust you with any real responsibility. 469 00:19:46,360 --> 00:19:48,950 Must be a competent doctor tucked around here somewhere 470 00:19:48,950 --> 00:19:51,150 who can tell someone I need more than aspirin. 471 00:19:51,150 --> 00:19:53,220 - "Competent"? - Yeah. 472 00:19:53,220 --> 00:19:54,990 You know what I mean. 473 00:19:56,520 --> 00:19:59,760 Imhotep was the father of modern medicine. 474 00:19:59,760 --> 00:20:01,460 - An Egyptian. - Yeah. 475 00:20:01,460 --> 00:20:03,190 Good for your people. 476 00:20:03,200 --> 00:20:04,400 [SCOFFS] 477 00:20:04,400 --> 00:20:06,600 I'm willing to bet there's even been a couple others 478 00:20:06,600 --> 00:20:09,430 over the last 3,000 years, but guess what? 479 00:20:09,440 --> 00:20:10,670 On average, 480 00:20:10,670 --> 00:20:13,140 you look at most great technological advancements, 481 00:20:13,140 --> 00:20:15,170 you'll find a proud Northern European 482 00:20:15,170 --> 00:20:16,240 holding the patent. 483 00:20:16,240 --> 00:20:17,160 [SCOFFS] 484 00:20:17,170 --> 00:20:19,080 That's what you were trying to do this morning? 485 00:20:19,080 --> 00:20:20,810 Get the patent on stealing 30 bucks 486 00:20:20,810 --> 00:20:22,780 from the corner store for a drug fix? 487 00:20:23,900 --> 00:20:25,920 You don't like drug addicts, do you? 488 00:20:26,950 --> 00:20:29,850 Mm, a lot of people I don't like. 489 00:20:30,740 --> 00:20:35,490 Thieves, racists, violent punks, 490 00:20:35,500 --> 00:20:37,500 but I'll treat 'em. 491 00:20:39,500 --> 00:20:41,630 Was your mama a drug addict? 492 00:20:42,710 --> 00:20:43,760 Wow. 493 00:20:43,760 --> 00:20:46,140 That's the beauty of clichés, 494 00:20:46,140 --> 00:20:48,010 is they're true so often, huh? 495 00:20:48,010 --> 00:20:49,890 You don't know anything about me. 496 00:20:51,100 --> 00:20:52,930 I didn't go to college. 497 00:20:53,770 --> 00:20:55,620 I didn't have no affirmative action to get me in, 498 00:20:55,620 --> 00:20:56,680 but you did. 499 00:20:56,680 --> 00:20:59,620 All because some bleeding-heart liberal in the Dean's office 500 00:20:59,620 --> 00:21:02,450 teared up reading your essay about your crack-whore mama. 501 00:21:02,460 --> 00:21:04,890 Aah! What the hell? 502 00:21:04,890 --> 00:21:07,660 [GROANS, CHUCKLES] 503 00:21:09,130 --> 00:21:10,900 I guess we're all violent punks. 504 00:21:14,270 --> 00:21:17,230 [MONITORS BEEPING] 505 00:21:28,510 --> 00:21:30,950 All you had to do was give him your wallet. 506 00:21:38,894 --> 00:21:42,163 ♪ 507 00:21:47,122 --> 00:21:49,208 Her urine output is low. 508 00:21:49,506 --> 00:21:51,272 Whoa, whoa, what are you doing?! 509 00:21:51,274 --> 00:21:52,674 - Get away from her! - Hey! 510 00:21:52,676 --> 00:21:54,642 You can't be in here shoving my doctors around. 511 00:21:54,644 --> 00:21:56,465 Me? He... He's the... 512 00:21:57,247 --> 00:21:58,747 ♪ 513 00:21:58,749 --> 00:22:00,815 - Oh, my God. - She needs dialysis. 514 00:22:00,817 --> 00:22:02,350 Her kidneys are failing fast. 515 00:22:03,347 --> 00:22:06,721 This is the first stage of total organ failure. 516 00:22:06,723 --> 00:22:08,523 ♪ 517 00:22:10,160 --> 00:22:11,461 [MONITORS BEEPING] 518 00:22:12,757 --> 00:22:15,624 SHAUN: We removed two liters of excess fluid with dialysis, 519 00:22:15,626 --> 00:22:16,925 but she's getting worse. 520 00:22:17,528 --> 00:22:19,169 Fluid's building up in her chest. 521 00:22:19,171 --> 00:22:20,815 She's in pulmonary failure, too. 522 00:22:20,840 --> 00:22:22,706 Draining the fluid in her pleural space 523 00:22:22,708 --> 00:22:24,374 would reduce airway resistance. 524 00:22:24,376 --> 00:22:26,120 Yeah, let's prep her for a thoracentesis. 525 00:22:26,812 --> 00:22:28,479 We're gonna have to work fast. 526 00:22:28,956 --> 00:22:30,047 I'll prep the evac drain. 527 00:22:30,049 --> 00:22:32,483 I'm gonna need you to put that needle right between... 528 00:22:32,485 --> 00:22:33,717 6th and 7th rib. 529 00:22:33,719 --> 00:22:35,486 [MONITORS BEEPING RAPIDLY] 530 00:22:35,488 --> 00:22:42,025 ♪ 531 00:22:42,027 --> 00:22:43,527 Wait, you're gonna let him do... 532 00:22:43,529 --> 00:22:45,028 Shut up. All right, careful. 533 00:22:45,030 --> 00:22:46,497 Don't put the needle in too deep. 534 00:22:46,499 --> 00:22:48,398 - We don't want to give her... - Pneumothorax. 535 00:22:48,400 --> 00:22:50,067 [MONITORS BEEPING RAPIDLY] 536 00:22:50,069 --> 00:22:51,468 All right, you're in. 537 00:22:51,470 --> 00:22:54,472 ♪ 538 00:22:54,523 --> 00:22:56,773 Now, let me see what I can pull out. 539 00:22:56,775 --> 00:22:58,242 [BEEPING CONTINUES] 540 00:22:58,244 --> 00:22:59,997 Hopefully she settles down. 541 00:22:59,999 --> 00:23:03,080 [BEEPING CONTINUES] 542 00:23:03,082 --> 00:23:11,388 ♪ 543 00:23:15,671 --> 00:23:17,928 CO2's down, and O2's climbing. 544 00:23:17,930 --> 00:23:19,062 [MONITORS BEEPING] 545 00:23:20,131 --> 00:23:21,899 We can manage her kidneys and her lungs, 546 00:23:21,901 --> 00:23:23,534 but the last stop in multiple organ failure 547 00:23:23,536 --> 00:23:24,601 would be her heart. 548 00:23:24,603 --> 00:23:27,538 Watch her ventilation pressures like a hawk, 549 00:23:27,540 --> 00:23:31,575 push cardioprotective meds, and page me if anything changes. 550 00:23:33,604 --> 00:23:35,189 Think you're being her hero? 551 00:23:35,714 --> 00:23:37,441 The fact is you hardly know her. 552 00:23:37,663 --> 00:23:39,234 And you don't know him at all. 553 00:23:40,186 --> 00:23:41,952 Go home. 554 00:23:41,954 --> 00:23:46,557 [MONITORS BEEPING] 555 00:23:48,026 --> 00:23:49,726 - [KNOCK ON DOOR] - Yep. 556 00:23:56,534 --> 00:23:57,935 Okay, I am done. 557 00:23:57,937 --> 00:24:00,204 He's a foul-mouthed, spiteful bully. 558 00:24:00,206 --> 00:24:01,305 No problem. 559 00:24:01,307 --> 00:24:03,106 I'll have the concierge find a patient 560 00:24:03,108 --> 00:24:04,908 more suited to your liking. 561 00:24:04,910 --> 00:24:07,444 He doesn't need a doctor doting over him. 562 00:24:07,446 --> 00:24:09,012 He doesn't want me. 563 00:24:09,014 --> 00:24:10,180 I don't care. 564 00:24:11,350 --> 00:24:13,850 I'm sorry I disagreed with you, okay? 565 00:24:13,852 --> 00:24:17,354 But I don't deserve to be scolded like a school girl 566 00:24:17,356 --> 00:24:20,324 because your ego can't handle being challenged a little. 567 00:24:20,326 --> 00:24:21,458 [CHUCKLING] Oh. 568 00:24:21,460 --> 00:24:23,026 That is some apology. 569 00:24:23,028 --> 00:24:24,528 Look, I had a legitimate... 570 00:24:24,530 --> 00:24:26,029 You really don't see the problem here? 571 00:24:26,031 --> 00:24:28,198 What? [CHUCKLES] With challenging you? 572 00:24:29,234 --> 00:24:32,336 Right now, you are confronting me 573 00:24:32,338 --> 00:24:34,338 in front of two nurses. 574 00:24:34,340 --> 00:24:36,373 Would you do that to Melendez? 575 00:24:36,375 --> 00:24:38,508 Or would you wait five minutes? 576 00:24:38,510 --> 00:24:41,178 ♪ 577 00:24:41,180 --> 00:24:42,412 I have dealt with men 578 00:24:42,414 --> 00:24:44,881 undermining my authority my entire career. 579 00:24:45,300 --> 00:24:47,184 We shouldn't do it to one another, too. 580 00:24:47,594 --> 00:24:50,854 Now go take care of him like you would any other patient. 581 00:24:50,856 --> 00:24:56,526 [EQUIPMENT WHIRRING] 582 00:24:56,528 --> 00:24:58,629 ♪ 583 00:24:58,631 --> 00:25:00,163 ♪ 584 00:25:00,165 --> 00:25:02,266 Hey. Hey! Hey! 585 00:25:02,268 --> 00:25:05,135 Food services... they double-check every order. 586 00:25:05,137 --> 00:25:06,203 What are you looking for? 587 00:25:06,205 --> 00:25:07,397 - An apple. - An apple? 588 00:25:07,399 --> 00:25:08,739 - Who's getting an apple? - I am! 589 00:25:08,741 --> 00:25:09,873 - No. - GLASSMAN: Shaun. 590 00:25:09,875 --> 00:25:11,534 Forget the apple, please. 591 00:25:11,536 --> 00:25:13,543 I'm sorry. Can I have a minute? 592 00:25:13,958 --> 00:25:15,191 Shaun? 593 00:25:16,314 --> 00:25:17,506 Okay. 594 00:25:20,184 --> 00:25:22,052 [CLEARS THROAT] 595 00:25:22,054 --> 00:25:24,554 Shaun, there's no need to get defensive, okay? 596 00:25:24,556 --> 00:25:25,756 Do you want to sit down? 597 00:25:25,758 --> 00:25:27,009 No, thank you. 598 00:25:28,469 --> 00:25:30,861 I want you to tell me again 599 00:25:30,863 --> 00:25:32,496 exactly what happened this morning. 600 00:25:32,498 --> 00:25:34,531 I told you exactly what happened this morning. 601 00:25:34,533 --> 00:25:37,334 Yes, but people have told you that it's your fault. 602 00:25:37,336 --> 00:25:38,735 Haven't they? 603 00:25:38,737 --> 00:25:41,972 My actions and the shooting were associative incidents. 604 00:25:41,974 --> 00:25:44,241 It is not a causal relationship. 605 00:25:44,243 --> 00:25:45,409 I paced, and she got shot, 606 00:25:45,411 --> 00:25:46,877 but pacing doesn't cause shootings, 607 00:25:46,879 --> 00:25:48,345 otherwise every time someone paced, 608 00:25:48,347 --> 00:25:49,613 a shooting would soon follow. 609 00:25:49,615 --> 00:25:51,748 Okay, that's a very good point. 610 00:25:54,285 --> 00:25:56,553 When someone has a gun 611 00:25:56,955 --> 00:25:59,890 and it's a dangerous situation, right? 612 00:25:59,892 --> 00:26:02,659 You don't want to upset the situation. 613 00:26:02,661 --> 00:26:04,227 You don't want to make it worse. 614 00:26:04,713 --> 00:26:07,130 You think this is my fault, too. 615 00:26:07,674 --> 00:26:09,633 No, no, it was the shoot... 616 00:26:09,635 --> 00:26:11,034 [CHUCKLES, SIGHS] 617 00:26:11,036 --> 00:26:12,703 It was the shooter's fault, 618 00:26:12,705 --> 00:26:15,706 but your actions may have contributed to it. 619 00:26:15,708 --> 00:26:17,374 Okay, Shaun, wait a second. 620 00:26:17,376 --> 00:26:18,441 Wait a second. 621 00:26:18,443 --> 00:26:22,045 I know your behavior is not completely in your control, 622 00:26:22,047 --> 00:26:24,214 but I also know it's not completely out of your control. 623 00:26:24,216 --> 00:26:25,282 Is it? 624 00:26:26,360 --> 00:26:29,238 So, yes, maybe it is a little bit your fault. 625 00:26:30,689 --> 00:26:33,490 And definitely mine. 626 00:26:33,492 --> 00:26:35,926 [CHUCKLES] You weren't even there. 627 00:26:37,462 --> 00:26:38,789 That's right. 628 00:26:39,231 --> 00:26:40,624 I wasn't there. 629 00:26:43,585 --> 00:26:45,902 Can we sit down, please, just for a second? 630 00:26:45,904 --> 00:26:53,377 ♪ 631 00:26:53,379 --> 00:26:54,845 Shaun... 632 00:26:54,847 --> 00:26:57,180 I convinced myself that everything was fine 633 00:26:57,182 --> 00:26:59,516 because in here, it is. 634 00:26:59,518 --> 00:27:00,884 It's great. 635 00:27:01,353 --> 00:27:02,886 But you need help. 636 00:27:03,855 --> 00:27:05,122 Shaun... 637 00:27:06,024 --> 00:27:07,859 you need guidance... 638 00:27:08,894 --> 00:27:11,196 much more than I can give you. 639 00:27:11,243 --> 00:27:16,288 ♪ 640 00:27:16,322 --> 00:27:18,201 I'm supposed to be with my patient. 641 00:27:18,203 --> 00:27:20,664 I'm supposed to be watching her like a hawk. 642 00:27:20,711 --> 00:27:27,077 ♪ 643 00:27:40,558 --> 00:27:42,692 [MONITORS BEEPING] 644 00:27:42,694 --> 00:27:44,146 It's my fault. 645 00:27:48,766 --> 00:27:50,133 I didn't like her. 646 00:27:50,135 --> 00:27:52,487 When I first saw her this morning, she just... 647 00:27:53,078 --> 00:27:55,198 didn't look... 648 00:27:56,341 --> 00:27:57,618 I don't know. 649 00:28:04,348 --> 00:28:06,002 I mean, I wanted to blow her off, 650 00:28:06,004 --> 00:28:08,785 so, uh... I said I forgot water. 651 00:28:09,838 --> 00:28:11,288 I mean, I figured we'd go to the store 652 00:28:11,290 --> 00:28:13,290 and... and I'd pretend that I forgot my wallet. 653 00:28:13,292 --> 00:28:15,091 I knew she didn't have her purse, so... 654 00:28:15,636 --> 00:28:18,347 We can't go hiking without water, right? 655 00:28:19,064 --> 00:28:20,766 I mean, no harm, no foul? 656 00:28:22,392 --> 00:28:23,700 Mm. 657 00:28:25,103 --> 00:28:27,105 She was there because of me. 658 00:28:29,566 --> 00:28:31,174 She's here... 659 00:28:31,176 --> 00:28:32,611 because of me. 660 00:28:34,655 --> 00:28:37,199 It's not a causal relationship. 661 00:28:38,909 --> 00:28:40,984 Wait, excuse me? 662 00:28:40,986 --> 00:28:44,154 ♪ 663 00:28:44,156 --> 00:28:46,035 It's not a causal relationship... 664 00:28:46,037 --> 00:28:47,170 lying and shootings. 665 00:28:47,172 --> 00:28:48,458 Lying doesn't cause shootings, 666 00:28:48,460 --> 00:28:49,793 otherwise, every time someone lied... 667 00:28:49,795 --> 00:28:51,495 [MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY] 668 00:28:51,497 --> 00:28:52,964 Her pulse pressure is narrow. 669 00:28:53,465 --> 00:28:54,865 Wait, what does that mean? 670 00:28:54,867 --> 00:28:55,932 She's dying. 671 00:28:56,343 --> 00:28:57,767 Page Melendez. Stat! 672 00:28:57,769 --> 00:29:01,538 ♪ 673 00:29:01,540 --> 00:29:04,641 [MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY] 674 00:29:05,435 --> 00:29:07,077 Your respiratory rate is up. 675 00:29:07,396 --> 00:29:09,045 Are you having trouble breathing? 676 00:29:09,047 --> 00:29:10,313 Yeah. It's tight. 677 00:29:10,315 --> 00:29:15,118 ♪ 678 00:29:18,222 --> 00:29:20,075 Find Dr. Lim. 679 00:29:21,126 --> 00:29:24,461 Narrow pulse pressure indicates a reduced cardiac output. 680 00:29:24,463 --> 00:29:26,596 The inflammation is affecting her heart. 681 00:29:26,598 --> 00:29:28,431 She's in end-stage organ failure. 682 00:29:28,433 --> 00:29:30,367 Yes, we can insert an intra-aortic balloon pump. 683 00:29:30,369 --> 00:29:31,801 It may reduce some of the workload on her heart, 684 00:29:31,803 --> 00:29:34,004 but it's failing fast... really fast. 685 00:29:34,006 --> 00:29:35,639 It only needs to work overnight. 686 00:29:35,641 --> 00:29:37,574 The inflammatory reaction will improve after that. 687 00:29:37,576 --> 00:29:39,709 What if it's failing so fast because it's not her heart? 688 00:29:39,711 --> 00:29:41,211 ♪ 689 00:29:41,213 --> 00:29:42,979 Her hemoglobin's dropped from 14 to 12 690 00:29:42,981 --> 00:29:44,180 between her last two draws. 691 00:29:44,182 --> 00:29:46,216 What if the real problem is she's bleeding somewhere? 692 00:29:46,218 --> 00:29:48,482 Given what she's been through, a two-point drop could mean nothing. 693 00:29:48,484 --> 00:29:50,253 Or it could mean a bleed, 694 00:29:50,255 --> 00:29:51,454 which would account for the narrow pulse pressure. 695 00:29:51,456 --> 00:29:52,589 Her heart could be fine. 696 00:29:52,591 --> 00:29:54,324 ♪ 697 00:29:54,326 --> 00:29:56,526 If you're right, that means we'd have to open her back up. 698 00:29:56,528 --> 00:29:58,595 I don't know if her body can handle another operation. 699 00:29:58,597 --> 00:29:59,763 No, it can't. 700 00:29:59,765 --> 00:30:01,665 Treating heart failure with an aortic pump 701 00:30:01,667 --> 00:30:03,166 is also a simple procedure. 702 00:30:03,410 --> 00:30:04,968 So we're going to diagnose 703 00:30:04,970 --> 00:30:06,703 based on which procedure is simpler? 704 00:30:06,705 --> 00:30:08,605 If I'm right, there could be no more blood to pump. 705 00:30:08,607 --> 00:30:09,606 She'll be dead. 706 00:30:09,608 --> 00:30:12,208 ♪ 707 00:30:12,210 --> 00:30:14,377 - [ALARM BLARES] - She's crashing! 708 00:30:14,379 --> 00:30:16,346 We should prepare the cath lab for a pump. 709 00:30:16,348 --> 00:30:17,714 We should prepare the O.R. 710 00:30:17,716 --> 00:30:21,945 ♪ 711 00:30:21,970 --> 00:30:23,420 Let's get her into an O.R. now. 712 00:30:23,422 --> 00:30:27,824 [MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY] 713 00:30:32,080 --> 00:30:33,647 [MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY] 714 00:30:33,649 --> 00:30:35,649 Hemoglobin's dropped to 8. 715 00:30:35,651 --> 00:30:37,718 She is bleeding out. 716 00:30:37,720 --> 00:30:39,086 Yes, she is, but where? 717 00:30:39,088 --> 00:30:40,754 Got to find where the bleeder's coming from 718 00:30:40,756 --> 00:30:42,456 and clip it before she dies. 719 00:30:42,458 --> 00:30:43,738 ♪ 720 00:30:43,740 --> 00:30:44,803 I got nothing. 721 00:30:44,805 --> 00:30:47,060 Must be hidden under the retroperitoneum or mediastinum. 722 00:30:47,062 --> 00:30:48,462 That's a whole lot of real estate 723 00:30:48,464 --> 00:30:49,837 to cut open and just go blindly looking. 724 00:30:49,839 --> 00:30:51,765 We should start at the abdomen. She was shot there. 725 00:30:51,767 --> 00:30:53,560 The bullet passed through the posterior thorax. 726 00:30:53,562 --> 00:30:55,736 BP's 40 over palp. She's dying, Neil. 727 00:30:55,738 --> 00:30:57,538 Whatever you're gonna do, you need to do it now. 728 00:30:57,540 --> 00:30:59,740 We need to look everywhere. Give me a knife and sternal saw. 729 00:30:59,742 --> 00:31:01,141 I'm gonna open her up from chest to pelvis. 730 00:31:01,143 --> 00:31:02,576 ♪ 731 00:31:02,578 --> 00:31:05,145 Prep the sternum and abdomen with Betadine. 732 00:31:05,644 --> 00:31:06,847 Gonna need a sponge stick 733 00:31:06,849 --> 00:31:08,849 to control the bleeding when we find it. 734 00:31:08,851 --> 00:31:11,952 ♪ 735 00:31:18,226 --> 00:31:19,426 Stop! 736 00:31:19,428 --> 00:31:21,922 ♪ 737 00:31:21,947 --> 00:31:26,837 Open her between the second and third rib on the left side. 738 00:31:26,839 --> 00:31:29,169 The bullet nicked the left supreme intercostal artery. 739 00:31:29,171 --> 00:31:30,170 The wall has blown. 740 00:31:30,172 --> 00:31:31,305 How do you know? 741 00:31:31,307 --> 00:31:33,566 I followed the injuries... 742 00:31:33,568 --> 00:31:35,909 pelvis to bowel to spleen to diaphragm. 743 00:31:35,911 --> 00:31:39,246 Next target has to be left supreme intercostal artery. 744 00:31:39,248 --> 00:31:40,817 ♪ 745 00:31:40,819 --> 00:31:42,783 All right, prep left intercostal space. 746 00:31:42,785 --> 00:31:46,620 ♪ 747 00:31:46,622 --> 00:31:48,322 - [MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY] - [GASPING] 748 00:31:48,324 --> 00:31:49,690 ♪ 749 00:31:49,692 --> 00:31:50,657 I can't breathe. 750 00:31:50,659 --> 00:31:52,359 Why aren't you helping me? 751 00:31:52,361 --> 00:31:54,294 Dr. Lim will be along in just two minutes. 752 00:31:54,296 --> 00:31:55,796 You're the damn doctor. Do your job. 753 00:31:55,798 --> 00:31:57,698 ♪ 754 00:31:57,700 --> 00:32:02,035 [GASPING] 755 00:32:02,037 --> 00:32:06,006 [BEEPING CONTINUES] 756 00:32:07,133 --> 00:32:09,042 I need to open up the left neck compartment 757 00:32:09,044 --> 00:32:11,044 to relieve the pressure. 758 00:32:11,046 --> 00:32:12,289 Procedure tray? 759 00:32:12,314 --> 00:32:16,316 ♪ 760 00:32:17,151 --> 00:32:18,819 You done this before? 761 00:32:20,519 --> 00:32:21,590 Nope. 762 00:32:21,592 --> 00:32:22,923 Scalpel. 763 00:32:22,925 --> 00:32:30,371 ♪ 764 00:32:30,373 --> 00:32:31,483 It's too swollen. 765 00:32:31,485 --> 00:32:33,143 I can't see the Adam's apple. 766 00:32:33,602 --> 00:32:34,601 Okay. 767 00:32:34,603 --> 00:32:36,937 Cut along the soft divot 768 00:32:36,939 --> 00:32:39,162 between the carotid sheath and the trachea. 769 00:32:39,164 --> 00:32:40,429 Soft divot. 770 00:32:40,431 --> 00:32:41,776 Got it. 771 00:32:41,810 --> 00:32:48,782 ♪ 772 00:32:55,023 --> 00:32:57,090 - [WHEEZING] - Update me. 773 00:32:57,092 --> 00:32:58,125 ♪ 774 00:32:58,127 --> 00:33:00,391 - [WHEEZES] - What did you do? 775 00:33:00,393 --> 00:33:02,763 He had a cervical hematoma. I had to relieve the pressure. 776 00:33:02,765 --> 00:33:03,764 Here? 777 00:33:03,766 --> 00:33:06,233 ♪ 778 00:33:06,235 --> 00:33:08,395 [BEEPING SLOWS] 779 00:33:08,397 --> 00:33:10,304 Oxygen sats are going up. 780 00:33:11,110 --> 00:33:12,139 It's rare, 781 00:33:12,141 --> 00:33:14,074 but post-op swelling can happen with tracheal tears. 782 00:33:14,076 --> 00:33:16,576 That's why we watch them so closely the first 24 hours. 783 00:33:16,578 --> 00:33:19,356 You mind if we finish this off in the operating room? 784 00:33:19,381 --> 00:33:23,317 ♪ 785 00:33:23,319 --> 00:33:25,218 I don't see anything, Shaun... 786 00:33:25,220 --> 00:33:27,087 no blood and no arterial tear. 787 00:33:27,089 --> 00:33:28,121 You're too high. 788 00:33:28,123 --> 00:33:29,856 It's near the bifurcation. 789 00:33:29,858 --> 00:33:30,991 Get some light in. 790 00:33:30,993 --> 00:33:34,461 ♪ 791 00:33:35,630 --> 00:33:38,604 I got something. Blood's pooling right under the bifurcation. 792 00:33:38,606 --> 00:33:39,786 Clamp now. 793 00:33:39,788 --> 00:33:43,904 ♪ 794 00:33:43,906 --> 00:33:45,973 [MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY] 795 00:33:45,975 --> 00:33:49,943 ♪ 796 00:33:51,446 --> 00:33:52,779 - [BEEPING SLOWS] - [SIGHS] 797 00:33:54,182 --> 00:33:55,916 [SIGHS] 798 00:33:55,918 --> 00:33:58,018 She wasn't in heart failure. 799 00:33:58,020 --> 00:34:00,487 That means her heart is still strong enough to get her through the night. 800 00:34:01,481 --> 00:34:03,190 I was wrong. 801 00:34:03,942 --> 00:34:05,158 Yeah. 802 00:34:05,160 --> 00:34:06,986 And you just made up for it. 803 00:34:07,011 --> 00:34:10,335 ♪ 804 00:34:10,337 --> 00:34:11,832 You were right, Jared. 805 00:34:11,834 --> 00:34:15,373 ♪ 806 00:34:15,375 --> 00:34:16,815 Good work. 807 00:34:16,817 --> 00:34:20,774 ♪ 808 00:34:42,697 --> 00:34:44,531 You know what? 809 00:34:44,533 --> 00:34:45,799 You were right. 810 00:34:45,801 --> 00:34:47,567 My mother had problems. 811 00:34:47,569 --> 00:34:49,903 So I couldn't afford to sit around 812 00:34:49,905 --> 00:34:51,905 expecting everything to be handed to me 813 00:34:51,907 --> 00:34:54,741 or whatever else it is that's holding you back. 814 00:34:54,743 --> 00:34:56,676 And yeah, I got some breaks, 815 00:34:56,678 --> 00:34:58,378 but I worked my ass off. 816 00:34:58,380 --> 00:35:01,581 Two jobs, two roommates every step of the way. 817 00:35:01,583 --> 00:35:04,151 And that is what got me to the place 818 00:35:04,153 --> 00:35:05,754 where I could save your life. 819 00:35:05,794 --> 00:35:10,590 ♪ 820 00:35:13,617 --> 00:35:15,180 [SIGHS] 821 00:35:20,826 --> 00:35:22,327 MELENDEZ: Your daughter's not out of the woods yet, 822 00:35:22,329 --> 00:35:24,844 but I do expect her condition to improve day by day. 823 00:35:26,127 --> 00:35:27,188 Thank you, Doctor. 824 00:35:27,190 --> 00:35:28,543 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 825 00:35:37,887 --> 00:35:39,778 [MOANS] 826 00:35:39,780 --> 00:35:41,414 Mm. 827 00:35:42,482 --> 00:35:44,709 - Hey. - Hi. 828 00:35:44,711 --> 00:35:45,769 Baby. 829 00:35:45,771 --> 00:35:47,819 Sorry we weren't here for you. 830 00:35:47,821 --> 00:35:49,154 How are you feeling? 831 00:35:49,156 --> 00:35:50,288 Uh... 832 00:35:50,290 --> 00:35:52,885 probably won't be hiking anytime soon. 833 00:35:52,887 --> 00:35:53,907 [CHUCKLES] 834 00:35:54,511 --> 00:35:56,461 Mm. 835 00:35:57,138 --> 00:35:58,830 Hey. 836 00:35:59,224 --> 00:36:01,643 You sneaking out before I can thank you? 837 00:36:03,394 --> 00:36:05,770 Please, you don't need to thank me. 838 00:36:05,772 --> 00:36:07,038 Oh. 839 00:36:07,398 --> 00:36:08,940 Yeah, I do. 840 00:36:10,026 --> 00:36:11,501 And apologize. 841 00:36:13,390 --> 00:36:14,879 I was wrong about you. 842 00:36:14,881 --> 00:36:17,580 ♪ 843 00:36:17,582 --> 00:36:18,742 [CHUCKLES] 844 00:36:18,744 --> 00:36:21,019 I thought you were trying to ditch me. 845 00:36:21,021 --> 00:36:24,088 ♪ 846 00:36:24,090 --> 00:36:25,290 I was... 847 00:36:25,292 --> 00:36:28,893 hoping you were trying to ditch me. 848 00:36:30,129 --> 00:36:31,763 [CHUCKLES] 849 00:36:32,924 --> 00:36:34,232 I'm sorry. 850 00:36:34,234 --> 00:36:38,409 ♪ 851 00:36:38,411 --> 00:36:39,604 When you're feeling better, 852 00:36:39,606 --> 00:36:42,173 I'd like a second chance at a first date. 853 00:36:42,175 --> 00:36:44,760 ♪ 854 00:36:44,762 --> 00:36:46,444 [CHUCKLES] 855 00:36:46,446 --> 00:36:51,649 ♪ 856 00:37:02,203 --> 00:37:03,561 CLAIRE: I'm sorry. 857 00:37:03,563 --> 00:37:06,865 ♪ 858 00:37:06,867 --> 00:37:08,199 You were right. 859 00:37:08,201 --> 00:37:10,702 I publicly disrespected you, 860 00:37:10,704 --> 00:37:12,837 and so I thought it only right 861 00:37:12,839 --> 00:37:14,405 to publicly respect you. 862 00:37:14,407 --> 00:37:18,579 ♪ 863 00:37:18,581 --> 00:37:19,699 I am grateful 864 00:37:20,115 --> 00:37:21,711 for the chance to learn from you. 865 00:37:21,713 --> 00:37:24,585 ♪ 866 00:37:24,587 --> 00:37:26,417 I know you needed this victory. 867 00:37:26,830 --> 00:37:28,820 Glad you saved a life today. 868 00:37:29,397 --> 00:37:31,189 Just wish it wasn't a Nazi. 869 00:37:31,191 --> 00:37:38,963 ♪ 870 00:37:43,235 --> 00:37:46,271 [FOOTSTEPS APPROACH] 871 00:37:54,455 --> 00:37:56,481 [SIGHS] 872 00:37:59,785 --> 00:38:02,020 [DOG BARKS IN DISTANCE] 873 00:38:02,022 --> 00:38:04,022 Lane number two. 874 00:38:05,308 --> 00:38:06,991 Maddie always took that lane. 875 00:38:06,993 --> 00:38:08,693 She would tuck in behind me 876 00:38:08,695 --> 00:38:12,030 and draft until the last 200 meters. 877 00:38:13,149 --> 00:38:14,766 It was a dirty little trick. 878 00:38:14,768 --> 00:38:16,034 [CHUCKLES] 879 00:38:16,036 --> 00:38:18,236 - It worked. - Every time. 880 00:38:24,577 --> 00:38:26,577 13 years ago today. 881 00:38:27,872 --> 00:38:28,913 Yeah. 882 00:38:29,540 --> 00:38:31,549 I miss her, too. 883 00:38:35,296 --> 00:38:38,257 Give her space, right? 884 00:38:38,259 --> 00:38:39,524 Give her space. 885 00:38:40,426 --> 00:38:42,694 She just drifted farther and farther away. 886 00:38:42,696 --> 00:38:44,929 Everything I did... 887 00:38:44,931 --> 00:38:46,531 I did wrong. 888 00:38:47,475 --> 00:38:48,599 You did your best. 889 00:38:50,970 --> 00:38:52,403 I was... 890 00:38:52,855 --> 00:38:57,575 practically living at your house back then, and... 891 00:38:58,528 --> 00:38:59,605 If I hadn't... 892 00:39:00,607 --> 00:39:04,375 You were both [SIGHS] teenagers. 893 00:39:04,377 --> 00:39:05,483 You were idiots. 894 00:39:06,828 --> 00:39:08,621 You got lucky, she didn't. 895 00:39:12,291 --> 00:39:13,925 If I... 896 00:39:14,502 --> 00:39:16,295 was there more... 897 00:39:17,672 --> 00:39:18,803 if I... 898 00:39:20,425 --> 00:39:21,936 stayed on her... 899 00:39:21,938 --> 00:39:23,735 [CHUCKLES] 900 00:39:25,179 --> 00:39:26,904 You're there for him. 901 00:39:33,271 --> 00:39:34,545 [CHUCKLES] 902 00:39:34,547 --> 00:39:36,414 REPORTER: Here's your extended forecast for the week. 903 00:39:36,416 --> 00:39:38,049 Starting off with a little bit of cloud cover 904 00:39:38,051 --> 00:39:39,550 in San Francisco, temperatures in the low 70s... 905 00:39:39,552 --> 00:39:40,985 [KNOCK ON DOOR] 906 00:39:40,987 --> 00:39:43,388 ...just a few degrees as we get closer to the weekend. 907 00:39:43,390 --> 00:39:45,957 Expect dry conditions for the next seven days here... 908 00:39:47,785 --> 00:39:50,061 I, uh, saw your light. 909 00:39:53,465 --> 00:39:56,234 [DOG BARKING, SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE] 910 00:39:56,236 --> 00:39:57,962 I'm sorry. 911 00:40:00,381 --> 00:40:01,539 Claire told me to apologize 912 00:40:01,541 --> 00:40:03,708 because you didn't want me to tell the truth. 913 00:40:03,710 --> 00:40:06,044 You only wanted me to support your position, 914 00:40:06,046 --> 00:40:07,805 even though it's wrong. 915 00:40:11,309 --> 00:40:12,817 Well, I don't accept. 916 00:40:14,520 --> 00:40:18,719 I may have overreacted this morning a little. 917 00:40:19,715 --> 00:40:22,440 And you were honest... brutally honest... 918 00:40:22,442 --> 00:40:26,115 but you shouldn't have to wear ear plugs in your own home. 919 00:40:27,742 --> 00:40:30,711 And don't start lying to me to make me feel good. 920 00:40:31,980 --> 00:40:33,677 You're the only honest guy I know. 921 00:40:33,679 --> 00:40:34,972 [SCOFFS] 922 00:40:36,667 --> 00:40:38,676 So... 923 00:40:38,678 --> 00:40:41,179 ♪ 924 00:40:41,181 --> 00:40:44,348 ...have a good night, Shaun Murphy. 925 00:40:44,350 --> 00:40:47,185 And I will try not to keep you up. 926 00:40:47,187 --> 00:40:48,386 [CHUCKLES] 927 00:40:48,388 --> 00:40:52,723 [CLEM SNIDE'S "I'LL BE YOUR MIRROR" PLAYS] 928 00:40:52,725 --> 00:40:53,925 [DOOR CLOSES IN DISTANCE] 929 00:40:53,927 --> 00:40:57,261 ♪ 930 00:40:57,263 --> 00:41:00,364 ♪ I'll be your mirror ♪ 931 00:41:00,366 --> 00:41:03,367 ♪ Reflect what you are ♪ 932 00:41:03,369 --> 00:41:06,037 ♪ In case you don't know ♪ 933 00:41:06,039 --> 00:41:09,207 ♪ I'll be the wind ♪ 934 00:41:09,209 --> 00:41:12,610 ♪ The rain and the sunset ♪ 935 00:41:12,612 --> 00:41:17,982 ♪ The light on your door to show that you're home ♪ 936 00:41:17,984 --> 00:41:21,419 ♪ 'Cause when you think the night has seen your mind ♪ 937 00:41:21,421 --> 00:41:23,631 I made a mistake today. 938 00:41:25,049 --> 00:41:27,599 - ♪ That inside you're ♪ - And someone got hurt. 939 00:41:27,600 --> 00:41:30,300 ♪ Twisted and unkind ♪ 940 00:41:30,328 --> 00:41:36,567 ♪ Let me stand to show that you are blind ♪ 941 00:41:36,569 --> 00:41:42,773 ♪ Please put down your hands ♪ 942 00:41:42,775 --> 00:41:46,911 ♪ 'Cause I see you ♪ 943 00:41:46,913 --> 00:41:56,053 ♪