1 00:00:18,476 --> 00:00:19,644 Previously on You: 2 00:00:20,729 --> 00:00:22,105 I have a plan. 3 00:00:23,189 --> 00:00:26,025 Mrs. Engler was involved in an extramarital relationship 4 00:00:26,109 --> 00:00:27,318 with Gil Brigham. 5 00:00:27,402 --> 00:00:30,071 In a written letter, Mr. Brigham confessed 6 00:00:30,155 --> 00:00:32,383 that he murdered Mrs. Engler and disposed of her remains. 7 00:00:32,407 --> 00:00:33,567 Find the people that get you. 8 00:00:33,616 --> 00:00:36,161 - How do you know who those people are? - You just do. 9 00:00:38,455 --> 00:00:40,457 I can't be thinking about you like this. No. 10 00:00:40,540 --> 00:00:42,167 You okay there, Joe? 11 00:00:42,876 --> 00:00:44,961 Oh, no. This is bad. 12 00:00:47,589 --> 00:00:50,717 We've really turned a corner. We barely fight anymore. 13 00:00:51,384 --> 00:00:55,722 And when we disagree, we discuss it directly, then we move on. 14 00:00:55,805 --> 00:00:57,098 Guess you could say we're just 15 00:00:57,182 --> 00:00:59,893 - a normal, boring suburban family. - Whoo! 16 00:00:59,976 --> 00:01:01,176 She said boring. Not me. 17 00:01:01,227 --> 00:01:02,395 Everything's fine. 18 00:01:02,479 --> 00:01:04,439 Sure, little bit of a yawn. 19 00:01:06,524 --> 00:01:08,985 Oh, it's been six months. 20 00:01:09,986 --> 00:01:14,783 - And we don't know how to say this. - Come on, Love. Spit it out. 21 00:01:14,866 --> 00:01:16,409 Do we need to keep coming? 22 00:01:17,368 --> 00:01:20,205 I know we're already down to every other week, 23 00:01:20,288 --> 00:01:22,791 but we rarely have anything to talk about with you. 24 00:01:22,874 --> 00:01:24,125 Or with each other. 25 00:01:24,209 --> 00:01:25,418 Is this financial? 26 00:01:25,502 --> 00:01:29,589 We talked about your mom buying the vineyard and you feeling strapped. 27 00:01:29,672 --> 00:01:32,300 - No, business is good. - Love is being modest. 28 00:01:32,926 --> 00:01:34,719 The bakery is a huge success. 29 00:01:34,803 --> 00:01:38,640 I can't believe I'm so happy here. 30 00:01:38,723 --> 00:01:41,434 I'd never call Love a pod person, 31 00:01:41,518 --> 00:01:43,978 but let's just say she's assimilated. 32 00:01:44,062 --> 00:01:47,482 - Joe? How have you been? - Oh, I'm fine. 33 00:01:47,565 --> 00:01:50,276 Bored, trapped in Pleasantville, aging so fast, 34 00:01:50,360 --> 00:01:52,654 I forget to jack off in the shower. 35 00:01:52,737 --> 00:01:53,737 I'm good. 36 00:01:54,364 --> 00:01:55,532 Work is good. 37 00:01:56,282 --> 00:02:00,995 - Uh, I've really gotten into lawn care. - Oh, my God. 38 00:02:01,079 --> 00:02:05,708 - He is obsessed with the lawn. - The lawn is the foyer to the home. 39 00:02:07,627 --> 00:02:10,588 My love of our glorious foyer is genuine. 40 00:02:11,089 --> 00:02:15,677 After Gil, I realized there's a price to pay if you want a stable life. 41 00:02:15,760 --> 00:02:17,470 And I am happy 42 00:02:17,554 --> 00:02:22,684 to forego excitement and chaos for that, to be the husband and father I want to be. 43 00:02:23,518 --> 00:02:27,897 I can do it, for Henry. I'm great at it. Lawn mowers are very fun. 44 00:02:27,981 --> 00:02:31,317 Joe's been having a harder time making friends here. 45 00:02:31,401 --> 00:02:32,527 Excuse me? 46 00:02:33,778 --> 00:02:36,656 I have plenty of friends. I do, at the library. 47 00:02:37,699 --> 00:02:40,827 - Any friends you don't work with? - Well, no. 48 00:02:40,910 --> 00:02:42,620 Everyone else is an asshole. 49 00:02:42,704 --> 00:02:44,497 Let me tell you what Love is not saying. 50 00:02:44,581 --> 00:02:48,126 Not having friends puts a lot of pressure on a partner. 51 00:02:49,502 --> 00:02:51,671 - Do you feel pressure, Love? - Yes. 52 00:02:51,754 --> 00:02:52,589 She does? 53 00:02:52,672 --> 00:02:55,633 One person cannot fulfill all our needs. 54 00:02:56,259 --> 00:02:59,095 It's crucial to have friends outside a marriage. 55 00:02:59,178 --> 00:03:01,347 It takes some of that pressure off. 56 00:03:01,431 --> 00:03:05,476 I don't see great candidates for BFF here in Madre Linda, but... 57 00:03:05,560 --> 00:03:06,560 Okay. 58 00:03:08,021 --> 00:03:09,480 I will try harder. 59 00:03:09,564 --> 00:03:12,692 I'm annoyed, but promises are easy when your priorities are clear. 60 00:03:12,775 --> 00:03:15,028 Make our marriage work. 61 00:03:15,111 --> 00:03:17,780 So our time's almost up, but I should ask. 62 00:03:18,740 --> 00:03:20,241 How's your sex life been? 63 00:03:20,325 --> 00:03:21,701 - It's good. - It's great. 64 00:03:22,660 --> 00:03:24,871 It's great. I should have said great. 65 00:03:31,210 --> 00:03:32,253 Wait. 66 00:03:32,837 --> 00:03:34,130 Ah. Not again. 67 00:03:34,213 --> 00:03:35,381 Hold on, I just... 68 00:03:35,465 --> 00:03:37,926 - I need a sec. - Hey, it's fine. It's fine. 69 00:03:40,762 --> 00:03:42,096 I'm tired anyway. 70 00:03:53,900 --> 00:03:57,195 Remember what we used to say? I wolf you. 71 00:04:01,324 --> 00:04:02,324 Yeah. 72 00:04:03,952 --> 00:04:05,536 We should bring that back. 73 00:04:05,620 --> 00:04:07,789 We also never rip each other's clothes off 74 00:04:07,872 --> 00:04:09,540 and fuck like wildcats anymore. 75 00:04:09,624 --> 00:04:11,417 We've been domesticated. 76 00:04:11,501 --> 00:04:13,503 - I'm sorry about... - No, it's fine. 77 00:04:17,548 --> 00:04:18,633 I wolf you. 78 00:04:24,222 --> 00:04:27,100 Wolf? We're dog-on-a-leash now. 79 00:04:27,600 --> 00:04:29,310 This is fine. It's normal. 80 00:04:29,394 --> 00:04:30,270 It's fine. 81 00:04:30,353 --> 00:04:33,564 And if it feels like it's not, maybe I'm the problem. 82 00:04:42,865 --> 00:04:44,784 Maybe you and Dr. Chandra are right. 83 00:04:44,867 --> 00:04:48,371 My introvert tendencies are the reason I feel off. 84 00:04:48,454 --> 00:04:51,916 Joe, mm, can you tilt your chin forward? 85 00:04:52,000 --> 00:04:54,836 But did you have to make Sherry your best friend? 86 00:04:54,919 --> 00:04:56,045 Oh, my God. 87 00:04:56,129 --> 00:04:59,674 The camera is loving Henry's authenticity. 88 00:04:59,757 --> 00:05:04,846 Um... Guys, are we sure puppies is the right theme for the party? 89 00:05:04,929 --> 00:05:07,390 I'm not usually indecisive. It's just... 90 00:05:07,473 --> 00:05:09,309 Sherry keeps saying that... 91 00:05:09,392 --> 00:05:12,395 Parties indicate your child and family are socially adjusted 92 00:05:12,478 --> 00:05:15,148 and an integral part of the community. 93 00:05:15,231 --> 00:05:18,776 And a critical part of getting into The Ashman School, 94 00:05:18,860 --> 00:05:21,738 Madre Linda's premiere private Pre-K. 95 00:05:21,821 --> 00:05:23,781 - Shoot me. - We're doing everything right. 96 00:05:23,865 --> 00:05:26,367 Joe, no one wants to go to a birthday party 97 00:05:26,451 --> 00:05:29,412 where Daddy looks like a Cymbalta commercial, okay? 98 00:05:29,495 --> 00:05:32,248 So, Love, let's get some singles over here, 99 00:05:32,332 --> 00:05:34,000 and, Joe, just shake it off. 100 00:05:34,083 --> 00:05:36,294 Just shake it off. 101 00:05:36,961 --> 00:05:37,795 Come on. 102 00:05:37,879 --> 00:05:41,382 Something about fitting into suburbia has changed you, Love. 103 00:05:41,466 --> 00:05:45,094 You went from being horrified by the ostentatiousness of a kids party 104 00:05:45,178 --> 00:05:47,638 - to Keeping Up With The Conrads. - The other side. 105 00:05:47,722 --> 00:05:52,393 And yet, you make belonging look so effortless. 106 00:05:52,477 --> 00:05:54,479 - You do seem happy. - No Cymbalta here. 107 00:05:54,562 --> 00:05:57,023 Why do I still feel so on the outside? 108 00:05:57,106 --> 00:05:59,692 Joe, come over here, sweetie. The vibe is much better. 109 00:06:03,029 --> 00:06:05,281 - Wow. - Oh, yeah. 110 00:06:06,115 --> 00:06:07,825 I think Theo's visiting home. 111 00:06:08,367 --> 00:06:09,367 Theo. 112 00:06:21,297 --> 00:06:23,299 Yes! Yes! 113 00:06:23,382 --> 00:06:24,467 Finally! 114 00:06:24,550 --> 00:06:27,970 We got it. These invitations are gonna be adorable. 115 00:06:28,054 --> 00:06:29,555 Yeah. 116 00:06:32,141 --> 00:06:34,560 - Thank you so much, Sherry. Really. - Yeah. 117 00:06:34,644 --> 00:06:36,854 Joe, I like it when you appreciate me. 118 00:06:39,482 --> 00:06:40,900 Oh, my gosh. 119 00:06:40,983 --> 00:06:42,902 If you could see his hair. 120 00:06:44,821 --> 00:06:47,031 Mari, do me the favor of describing. 121 00:06:47,115 --> 00:06:48,115 Oh, my. 122 00:06:48,157 --> 00:06:49,157 Okay. 123 00:06:49,492 --> 00:06:55,331 Whole vibe's very Patrick-Bateman-meets-Venetian-gondolier. 124 00:06:55,414 --> 00:06:59,585 Oh, okay. Right. Let me just go fix it. 125 00:07:00,419 --> 00:07:02,296 Oh, no, no. No. Wait, wait. 126 00:07:05,049 --> 00:07:06,425 Dante, cover the floor? 127 00:07:07,885 --> 00:07:09,178 Okay, here's one. 128 00:07:09,804 --> 00:07:14,392 Favorite classic fantasy series. Let's say 1970s through '90s? 129 00:07:16,102 --> 00:07:17,520 Okay. Give me a minute. 130 00:07:17,603 --> 00:07:21,566 Yes, I notice Marienne in that way, but I cut it off instantly. 131 00:07:21,649 --> 00:07:23,276 I'm married, so she and I are friends. 132 00:07:23,359 --> 00:07:25,838 Am I supposed to feel bad that I'm friends with people at work? 133 00:07:25,862 --> 00:07:28,239 Dragonriders of Pern, maybe. 134 00:07:28,322 --> 00:07:29,157 Okay. 135 00:07:29,240 --> 00:07:33,369 But, you know, as a kid, I hid them. I was afraid they were for girls. 136 00:07:33,453 --> 00:07:37,957 Why? It's dragons fighting space worms. That is not gender-specific. 137 00:07:39,000 --> 00:07:41,711 - Trying to fit in is the worst. - Exactly. 138 00:07:42,211 --> 00:07:45,298 - How is this helping your portrait? - Who said I was doing a portrait? 139 00:07:46,048 --> 00:07:48,134 Well, I mean, I guess, sort of. 140 00:07:48,217 --> 00:07:51,304 I had been working on this sketch of the Little Prince and the Fox. 141 00:07:51,387 --> 00:07:55,600 Couldn't get the Fox, and your vibe today inspired me. 142 00:07:55,683 --> 00:07:59,770 It's for this illustration contest put on by this fancy imprint, 143 00:07:59,854 --> 00:08:03,191 and this year, it's reinterpret a classic of children's lit. 144 00:08:04,192 --> 00:08:06,944 "It's the time you lavished on your rose 145 00:08:07,862 --> 00:08:11,240 that makes your rose so important." 146 00:08:11,949 --> 00:08:12,949 Hmm. 147 00:08:14,410 --> 00:08:20,583 Um, anyway, I probably won't even submit, so... 148 00:08:20,666 --> 00:08:25,505 You have a habit of talking yourself out of things. Is this something you do often? 149 00:08:25,588 --> 00:08:29,008 All right, Sigmund Freud, sit back and sit still, please. 150 00:08:30,635 --> 00:08:32,595 I thought this wasn't a portrait. 151 00:08:34,639 --> 00:08:37,850 - So why The Little Prince? - Just always loved it. 152 00:08:38,476 --> 00:08:40,436 Translations never do it justice, 153 00:08:40,520 --> 00:08:43,606 but the original will always be my favorite. 154 00:08:43,689 --> 00:08:44,732 Do you speak French? 155 00:08:47,443 --> 00:08:51,572 - My first language. I was born in Paris. - You don't have an accent. 156 00:08:51,656 --> 00:08:54,408 You wanna be friends with people who can surprise you. 157 00:08:54,492 --> 00:08:56,244 I moved when I was young, 158 00:08:56,327 --> 00:09:00,998 and it's really just not that interesting a story, so... 159 00:09:01,082 --> 00:09:02,208 Maybe to her. 160 00:09:02,792 --> 00:09:03,960 Why so wary? 161 00:09:04,043 --> 00:09:06,420 So scared to be seen. 162 00:09:07,964 --> 00:09:12,385 That's what I want in friends, to be inspired to wonder. 163 00:09:12,468 --> 00:09:13,468 Joe? 164 00:09:13,761 --> 00:09:15,263 - Who is she? - Show me. 165 00:09:16,764 --> 00:09:18,057 Your drawing. 166 00:09:33,531 --> 00:09:35,157 It's going to be beautiful. 167 00:09:36,450 --> 00:09:40,079 - Thank you. - Marienne, you have to submit this. 168 00:09:49,589 --> 00:09:51,424 No, no, no. 169 00:09:51,507 --> 00:09:54,802 Did I learn nothing from Natalie? Why am I holding this? 170 00:09:54,885 --> 00:09:56,971 Put the bracelet down. 171 00:09:58,723 --> 00:10:01,058 - Are you okay? - Yeah. 172 00:10:03,060 --> 00:10:07,023 I mean, you look paler than usual, and that's saying something. 173 00:10:07,106 --> 00:10:08,608 No, everything's fine. 174 00:10:10,693 --> 00:10:11,527 Okay. 175 00:10:11,611 --> 00:10:14,530 Shit. Feeling drawn to Marienne is just a symptom. 176 00:10:14,614 --> 00:10:19,577 The problem is me, running away from my perfectly good life and devoted wife. 177 00:10:20,244 --> 00:10:24,957 So, if I'm the problem, how do I fix it? 178 00:10:30,254 --> 00:10:31,255 Smells good, bro. 179 00:10:33,466 --> 00:10:38,179 But the key to truly orgasmic BBQ is catching the meat yourself. 180 00:10:38,262 --> 00:10:39,555 Yeah, you mentioned. 181 00:10:39,639 --> 00:10:40,556 Six times. 182 00:10:40,640 --> 00:10:43,476 But it's okay because look at you. 183 00:10:43,559 --> 00:10:45,603 Happy wife, happy life, right? 184 00:10:46,228 --> 00:10:48,022 What could say more about my commitment 185 00:10:48,105 --> 00:10:51,025 than agreeing to dinner with the fucking Conrads? 186 00:10:51,108 --> 00:10:53,653 If putting up with Cro-Magnon man gets the tips you need 187 00:10:53,736 --> 00:10:58,783 to make Henry's party a success, I'm all in because I am all in, damn it. 188 00:10:59,950 --> 00:11:03,871 - Are you sure you don't want a top off? - Ugh. It won't kill me. 189 00:11:06,290 --> 00:11:07,290 Ugh. 190 00:11:08,501 --> 00:11:09,502 That one. 191 00:11:12,046 --> 00:11:17,802 I heard he's on probation at school for showing up to a midterm drunk. 192 00:11:17,885 --> 00:11:18,928 - Oh. - Thanks. 193 00:11:19,011 --> 00:11:21,055 Imagine what his grades look like. 194 00:11:21,138 --> 00:11:23,474 Actually, I thought he was doing okay. 195 00:11:23,557 --> 00:11:26,602 That one's determined to self-destruct. 196 00:11:26,685 --> 00:11:30,439 He got arrested in high school, two DUIs. 197 00:11:30,523 --> 00:11:33,692 Just a matter of time before he starts cooking meth like Jessica Sherman, 198 00:11:33,776 --> 00:11:35,486 winds up dead in a ditch. 199 00:11:36,237 --> 00:11:37,237 Mm. 200 00:11:37,488 --> 00:11:41,158 I mean, he seems like a good kid in a tough situation, 201 00:11:42,535 --> 00:11:45,413 - but I know you know him better than I do. - No. 202 00:11:46,247 --> 00:11:47,706 No, you're right. 203 00:11:48,290 --> 00:11:53,087 - He just needs some better influences. - Yeah. 204 00:11:53,170 --> 00:11:55,440 Pretty capable in the kitchen, Miss Quinn-Goldberg. 205 00:11:55,464 --> 00:11:58,217 Next time we'll be hunting the pigs ourselves. 206 00:11:58,300 --> 00:11:59,552 Is that right? 207 00:11:59,635 --> 00:12:01,262 That'd be my husband. 208 00:12:01,762 --> 00:12:03,097 Better watch out, Joe. 209 00:12:03,180 --> 00:12:06,183 Cary's gonna wind up dragging you on his hunting trip tomorrow, 210 00:12:06,267 --> 00:12:07,685 make you a better man. 211 00:12:07,768 --> 00:12:10,146 Actually, there's a spot with your name all over it. 212 00:12:10,229 --> 00:12:11,772 It's just what you need, my friend, 213 00:12:11,856 --> 00:12:14,334 to recharge those masculine batteries, if you know what I mean. 214 00:12:14,358 --> 00:12:16,652 - I do not. - We hike. We hunt. 215 00:12:16,735 --> 00:12:20,948 We don't have to restrain our, uh, natural impulses. 216 00:12:21,031 --> 00:12:22,324 It's an incredible feeling, 217 00:12:22,408 --> 00:12:25,077 letting out that part of yourself that you have to cage. 218 00:12:25,161 --> 00:12:28,414 Unleashing my impulses is the opposite of what I need to do. 219 00:12:28,497 --> 00:12:30,541 No, thank you. Hard pass. 220 00:12:30,624 --> 00:12:33,669 It sounds great, but I do think that we have Henry's party... 221 00:12:33,752 --> 00:12:36,255 No, no, no. It sounds great. You should totally go. 222 00:12:36,338 --> 00:12:38,632 Sherry and my mom can help with party prep. 223 00:12:38,716 --> 00:12:41,552 Be great for you to get to know the guys better. 224 00:12:41,635 --> 00:12:43,554 Saved by the bell. 225 00:12:45,014 --> 00:12:48,017 We're almost to the day. My brother's September 2nd. 226 00:12:49,935 --> 00:12:51,020 - Theo. - Hi. 227 00:12:52,021 --> 00:12:53,022 You look nice. 228 00:12:54,231 --> 00:12:57,359 - What are...? What are you...? - Oh, I, um... 229 00:12:57,443 --> 00:13:01,280 It's street cleaning tomorrow, so thought I'd give you a heads-up. 230 00:13:03,908 --> 00:13:05,075 Car's in the driveway. 231 00:13:05,159 --> 00:13:08,412 Yeah, but to warn you not to put them on the street. 232 00:13:11,916 --> 00:13:12,917 Okay. 233 00:13:13,667 --> 00:13:16,003 - Okay, wait. Wait, wait, Theo. - Yeah. 234 00:13:17,296 --> 00:13:19,215 Are...? Are you okay? 235 00:13:21,634 --> 00:13:22,634 Yep. 236 00:13:23,677 --> 00:13:24,677 Never better. 237 00:13:25,179 --> 00:13:28,098 Really? Because I heard that... 238 00:13:28,974 --> 00:13:29,975 Hey. 239 00:13:30,684 --> 00:13:33,562 Why do I feel like I walked into the middle of something? 240 00:13:36,190 --> 00:13:39,568 Oh, by the way, the lawn, it looks impeccable. 241 00:13:40,194 --> 00:13:42,947 Richard Yates-level attention to detail. 242 00:13:43,697 --> 00:13:44,907 He's read Yates? 243 00:13:47,701 --> 00:13:49,787 - He's weirder than ever, huh? - He's not weird. 244 00:13:49,870 --> 00:13:53,207 He's a kid. Kids are weird. Cut him some slack, okay? 245 00:13:55,709 --> 00:13:58,254 Why are you acting so...? No, no, no. 246 00:13:58,337 --> 00:14:02,299 Stop looking for trouble. You are fine. I am the problem. 247 00:14:04,134 --> 00:14:07,012 So why do I feel like you're hiding something? 248 00:14:07,096 --> 00:14:10,349 Dr. Chandra would say I'm falling into old patterns. No. 249 00:14:10,432 --> 00:14:12,685 I'm committed to being a good husband and father. 250 00:14:12,768 --> 00:14:14,853 That involves things like lawn care 251 00:14:14,937 --> 00:14:18,148 and making sure there are no fraudulent charges from hotels 252 00:14:18,232 --> 00:14:21,402 where you're conducting an affair with the stepson of the woman you killed. 253 00:14:21,485 --> 00:14:25,239 Yeah, I know how crazy I sound... Love! What the fuck? 254 00:14:25,781 --> 00:14:28,784 One, two... Twelve Uber charges in Palo Alto? 255 00:14:28,868 --> 00:14:31,620 Are ride-shares the seedy motels of NorCal? 256 00:14:34,206 --> 00:14:35,958 How the fuck did I miss this? 257 00:14:36,500 --> 00:14:38,502 Hey. He's down. 258 00:14:42,548 --> 00:14:44,049 What? Something wrong? 259 00:14:46,135 --> 00:14:49,138 Do you know about these Uber charges in Palo Alto? 260 00:14:51,765 --> 00:14:53,350 Are you asking me or accusing me? 261 00:14:53,934 --> 00:14:57,521 I'm calling the credit card company to cancel. I just wanted to make sure. 262 00:14:57,605 --> 00:15:01,358 Sometimes Theo texts me when he's drunk and I get him an Uber. 263 00:15:02,109 --> 00:15:03,152 What? 264 00:15:03,235 --> 00:15:05,654 Nobody looks out for him, Joe. 265 00:15:05,738 --> 00:15:08,616 And with Matthew, it's good to keep a line open. 266 00:15:13,203 --> 00:15:15,497 Is there something else you're not telling me? 267 00:15:18,250 --> 00:15:19,250 Love? 268 00:15:21,170 --> 00:15:23,797 - Okay, he kissed me. - He kissed you? 269 00:15:23,881 --> 00:15:28,510 Yeah. It was before he left for school. I mean, obviously, I shut it down. 270 00:15:28,594 --> 00:15:30,429 - That's shutting it down? - Don't yell. 271 00:15:30,512 --> 00:15:33,057 - You've been sneaking around. - That's crazy. 272 00:15:33,140 --> 00:15:35,976 You made me feel like something's wrong with me. 273 00:15:36,060 --> 00:15:40,064 And I've done everything you asked. You've been lying to me this whole time! 274 00:15:45,945 --> 00:15:47,613 What the fuck was that, Joe? 275 00:15:48,906 --> 00:15:51,116 You are clearly not happy. 276 00:15:52,409 --> 00:15:55,621 I hope this weekend helps you get your shit together. Something has to. 277 00:16:05,214 --> 00:16:08,384 Being with men in the woods is not my thing, 278 00:16:08,968 --> 00:16:13,305 but I couldn't say no to you after what I did, so here I am. 279 00:16:14,139 --> 00:16:17,017 You can go on ahead without me if you... 280 00:16:18,227 --> 00:16:20,604 Nah, no man left behind. 281 00:16:21,772 --> 00:16:26,110 Cary and I made that pact at 'Manjaro. He carried me up the Barranco Wall. 282 00:16:27,319 --> 00:16:30,239 Kilimanjaro. What an amazing... How much longer to the campsite? 283 00:16:30,322 --> 00:16:33,075 Nothing bonds you like the altitude shits. 284 00:16:33,158 --> 00:16:35,244 Why is male small talk so terrible? 285 00:16:35,327 --> 00:16:37,705 'Manjaro was such an eye-opener. When I got back, 286 00:16:37,788 --> 00:16:39,790 Kiki and I started unschooling the kids. 287 00:16:40,958 --> 00:16:41,958 Unschooling? 288 00:16:42,292 --> 00:16:45,295 It advocates for child-chosen activities 289 00:16:45,379 --> 00:16:47,548 instead of textbook-based learning. 290 00:16:47,631 --> 00:16:49,008 Books can be the worst. 291 00:16:49,091 --> 00:16:50,426 Mind-confiners, right? 292 00:16:50,926 --> 00:16:54,221 Cary's the expert, even though Sherry's all in on The Ashman School. 293 00:16:54,763 --> 00:16:56,890 I respect how they make it work. 294 00:16:58,267 --> 00:16:59,435 Can I tell you something? 295 00:17:01,895 --> 00:17:03,313 Cary saved my marriage. 296 00:17:05,107 --> 00:17:09,319 I made all this money in my 20s. Didn't have to work, so I stayed home. 297 00:17:09,987 --> 00:17:13,407 I loved being the kids' unteacher. But, also, I was... 298 00:17:14,950 --> 00:17:17,119 I just didn't feel like a man. 299 00:17:17,202 --> 00:17:19,079 I was angry all the time. 300 00:17:20,831 --> 00:17:22,291 I came here broken. 301 00:17:23,709 --> 00:17:26,295 Cary helped me embrace my inner beast. 302 00:17:27,588 --> 00:17:30,924 To grunt and breathe and scream and... 303 00:17:33,093 --> 00:17:34,093 And cry. 304 00:17:35,179 --> 00:17:36,305 To let go. 305 00:17:36,388 --> 00:17:39,683 All's fine and well for this guy, his inner beast's a Persian kitten. 306 00:17:40,309 --> 00:17:41,727 Letting go is scary. 307 00:17:42,895 --> 00:17:47,566 It's something about these woods, with these men, that makes it feel safe. 308 00:17:48,108 --> 00:17:51,612 I'm excited for you. Your life's about to change. 309 00:17:51,695 --> 00:17:55,199 How coddled was his life to believe he's safe among men? 310 00:17:56,492 --> 00:17:58,827 I wasn't even safe among boys. 311 00:18:01,080 --> 00:18:03,957 You like that shit, buddy? Huh? Huh? 312 00:18:04,041 --> 00:18:07,711 Oh, this is so fun. This is so fun. 313 00:18:07,795 --> 00:18:11,840 You're gonna cry for your mommy too, huh? Just like your buddy Joe! 314 00:18:12,508 --> 00:18:13,508 You okay? 315 00:18:17,429 --> 00:18:21,350 Yeah. Yeah, I guess I'm in worse shape than I thought. 316 00:18:28,816 --> 00:18:30,696 ...if you hadn't been snacking the whole time... 317 00:18:30,734 --> 00:18:31,734 You know what? 318 00:18:35,823 --> 00:18:38,158 Welcome to the Promised Land! 319 00:18:38,909 --> 00:18:41,662 - You went all out. - His minions went all out. 320 00:18:41,745 --> 00:18:42,955 Got here hours ago. 321 00:18:43,038 --> 00:18:45,666 It started off as a hike and ended as a run. 322 00:18:45,749 --> 00:18:48,794 Way too much energy. Yes! 323 00:18:48,877 --> 00:18:50,212 Claim your digs. 324 00:18:50,295 --> 00:18:53,132 Then we'll gather more wood. I'm glad you're here, boys. 325 00:18:53,757 --> 00:18:54,757 Let's go. 326 00:18:55,050 --> 00:18:58,554 Faith over fear. It's time to check out, so we can check in. 327 00:18:59,513 --> 00:19:02,432 Let's hydrate! We're gonna do some sweating, boys. 328 00:19:07,312 --> 00:19:08,312 Mm-mm. 329 00:19:08,605 --> 00:19:12,693 Rule number two. Only food we eat is what we kill ourselves. 330 00:19:15,362 --> 00:19:16,947 We'll go over the rules at dusk. 331 00:19:17,030 --> 00:19:18,870 What is this, Fight Club in the redwoods? 332 00:19:18,907 --> 00:19:20,742 - I haven't eaten all day. - Yeah. 333 00:19:22,202 --> 00:19:23,328 Let me tell you a story. 334 00:19:25,205 --> 00:19:28,792 One time I got caught in a 'lanche, split-boarding at 'Hoe. 335 00:19:29,501 --> 00:19:31,795 In the snow two hours before they rescued me. 336 00:19:31,879 --> 00:19:34,006 Most suffocate in five minutes. 337 00:19:34,756 --> 00:19:38,218 If I can survive that, pretty sure you can survive this. 338 00:19:41,597 --> 00:19:42,806 Let me translate. 339 00:19:43,557 --> 00:19:47,394 Cary got stuck in an avalanche in Tahoe. 340 00:19:47,895 --> 00:19:50,355 Must we abbreviate everything? Confusing. 341 00:19:50,856 --> 00:19:53,400 Who's got the arms to gather fuel with me? 342 00:19:54,484 --> 00:19:55,484 I'm on it. 343 00:19:56,528 --> 00:19:57,988 Chop-chop. Let's run. 344 00:20:00,532 --> 00:20:04,453 Yeah! Let's do this! Fire is life, boys. Fire is life. 345 00:20:04,536 --> 00:20:07,456 - You actually like these trips? - I like that Andrew likes them. 346 00:20:08,415 --> 00:20:12,502 No, in all honesty, they really have been a savior for our marriage. 347 00:20:14,504 --> 00:20:15,504 I'm sorry. 348 00:20:16,465 --> 00:20:17,299 How? 349 00:20:17,382 --> 00:20:19,092 We come undone. 350 00:20:19,843 --> 00:20:23,096 The first time I came out here, I wept like a baby. 351 00:20:23,680 --> 00:20:28,268 All it took was trying to make fire. Some make it farther before they break. 352 00:20:28,352 --> 00:20:30,437 Why would anyone wanna get to that point? 353 00:20:31,563 --> 00:20:34,524 Your kid hasn't reached the terrible twos 354 00:20:34,608 --> 00:20:37,277 or my personal favorite, the fucking fours, 355 00:20:37,361 --> 00:20:39,112 but he still has tantrums? 356 00:20:39,196 --> 00:20:41,740 Henry's an overachiever in that area. 357 00:20:41,823 --> 00:20:46,912 So don't you ever wanna scream and cry and break shit? 358 00:20:47,996 --> 00:20:51,708 Cary says this trip's about being a man. I think it's about being a kid again. 359 00:20:51,792 --> 00:20:52,792 Hmm. 360 00:20:54,378 --> 00:20:55,378 Here. 361 00:20:56,755 --> 00:20:58,875 You can have a meaningful experience while maintaining 362 00:20:58,924 --> 00:21:01,051 a normal blood-sugar level. 363 00:21:03,595 --> 00:21:04,595 Thank you. 364 00:21:13,230 --> 00:21:16,692 Hello. Welcome. What can I get you? 365 00:21:16,775 --> 00:21:19,403 Uh, yeah, can I get one of everything? 366 00:21:20,654 --> 00:21:23,365 Oh. I forgot my wallet again. 367 00:21:23,448 --> 00:21:24,449 Ugh. 368 00:21:24,992 --> 00:21:26,076 Well... 369 00:21:29,288 --> 00:21:30,330 That's all right. 370 00:21:32,082 --> 00:21:34,459 On the house. Study fuel. 371 00:21:35,002 --> 00:21:36,002 Mm. 372 00:21:36,545 --> 00:21:39,506 I'm actually taking some time off. 373 00:21:41,300 --> 00:21:43,385 To process the whole Natalie thing. 374 00:21:44,386 --> 00:21:46,471 You could have told me you were struggling. 375 00:21:47,723 --> 00:21:51,351 No, I couldn't 'cause you drew a line. 376 00:21:51,893 --> 00:21:54,187 - No more e-mails, only Ubers. - Right. 377 00:21:54,855 --> 00:21:55,855 Thank you. 378 00:21:56,773 --> 00:21:57,773 But, um... 379 00:21:59,609 --> 00:22:01,611 I am worried about you. 380 00:22:03,238 --> 00:22:04,238 Are you? 381 00:22:06,033 --> 00:22:08,327 'Cause I've been worried about you. 382 00:22:08,410 --> 00:22:13,582 I... I heard your husband yelling at you the other night, 383 00:22:13,665 --> 00:22:16,043 and I know that we are, like... 384 00:22:17,377 --> 00:22:20,297 Whatever, but if you need someone to talk to... 385 00:22:20,380 --> 00:22:22,716 - Yeah, I have friends for that. - Right. 386 00:22:23,967 --> 00:22:25,052 Sherry Conrad. 387 00:22:25,135 --> 00:22:29,181 - We have more in common than you think. - You're both human women. 388 00:22:29,264 --> 00:22:30,265 Totally. 389 00:22:30,849 --> 00:22:32,976 Come on, she's, like, an inch deep. 390 00:22:34,019 --> 00:22:37,439 You're only friends because she's the only option in town. 391 00:22:37,522 --> 00:22:39,316 It's not a crime to fit in, Theo. 392 00:22:39,816 --> 00:22:42,903 Maybe you'll understand that when you're older. 393 00:22:44,279 --> 00:22:45,572 You've changed. 394 00:22:47,365 --> 00:22:48,909 That's not always a bad thing. 395 00:22:50,994 --> 00:22:52,704 Enjoy the muffins. Okay? 396 00:23:17,395 --> 00:23:19,564 I learned this mating call outside of Cartagena. 397 00:23:20,315 --> 00:23:23,985 Three minutes later, a doe popped out of the brush, started nuzzling my cock. 398 00:23:24,569 --> 00:23:25,695 Will it ever stop? 399 00:23:25,779 --> 00:23:27,656 All right, let's go. Circle up! 400 00:23:29,116 --> 00:23:30,200 Rules! 401 00:23:30,867 --> 00:23:34,788 One, we already know, make our own fire. Well done, my brothers. 402 00:23:34,871 --> 00:23:35,705 Whoo! 403 00:23:35,789 --> 00:23:38,583 Two, we only eat what we kill. 404 00:23:38,667 --> 00:23:39,709 - Yeah. - Yeah. 405 00:23:39,793 --> 00:23:43,839 Three, issue with a fellow hunter? You fight it out. 406 00:23:44,840 --> 00:23:48,635 Four, no phones, no shirts. No exceptions. 407 00:23:49,302 --> 00:23:50,679 Other than that, 408 00:23:51,263 --> 00:23:53,098 no rules! 409 00:23:53,181 --> 00:23:54,808 - Yeah! - Grunt! 410 00:23:54,891 --> 00:23:56,226 Scream! 411 00:23:56,309 --> 00:23:59,646 Embrace your inner beasts! 412 00:24:02,399 --> 00:24:04,442 - Yes! Yes! - Yes! 413 00:24:04,526 --> 00:24:05,944 Yes! 414 00:24:06,570 --> 00:24:10,949 Come on! Let's go, Goldberg! I'm gonna get you dirty tonight, boy. 415 00:24:12,159 --> 00:24:13,159 Shit. 416 00:24:16,746 --> 00:24:21,626 Love, you had your tribe in L.A. You even found one here. 417 00:24:25,422 --> 00:24:29,301 But if this is my pack, I think I'm meant to be a lone wolf. 418 00:24:29,384 --> 00:24:30,824 You ready to feel like a high-speed, 419 00:24:30,886 --> 00:24:33,805 low-drag apex motherfucking predator out there? 420 00:24:38,476 --> 00:24:39,476 Shit. 421 00:24:43,231 --> 00:24:44,107 Thattaboy. 422 00:24:44,191 --> 00:24:45,734 Now listen to that drum. 423 00:24:46,359 --> 00:24:47,359 Huh? 424 00:24:48,153 --> 00:24:49,571 How does it make you feel? 425 00:24:49,654 --> 00:24:50,655 Appropriative. 426 00:24:51,156 --> 00:24:56,578 You've been disconnected for so long that your manhood is literally shrinking. 427 00:24:58,246 --> 00:25:00,373 Love told Sherry about your dick issues. 428 00:25:00,457 --> 00:25:01,541 You told her? 429 00:25:02,250 --> 00:25:03,250 Come on. 430 00:25:03,627 --> 00:25:04,836 Feel that. 431 00:25:05,921 --> 00:25:07,631 You feel alive right now, don't you? 432 00:25:09,007 --> 00:25:10,425 And you want more. 433 00:25:11,509 --> 00:25:12,844 Tell me I'm wrong. 434 00:25:12,928 --> 00:25:14,137 He's wrong. 435 00:25:14,221 --> 00:25:15,222 It's fine. 436 00:25:15,889 --> 00:25:16,889 I do, yeah. 437 00:25:19,976 --> 00:25:24,105 You're my charge tonight, Joe. I'm not letting you leave my side. 438 00:25:31,738 --> 00:25:33,073 Now we hunt. 439 00:25:34,783 --> 00:25:36,743 I can't believe they said no presents. 440 00:25:37,244 --> 00:25:39,746 At least I won't be paying for his therapy. 441 00:25:41,873 --> 00:25:42,958 Got any more wine? 442 00:25:50,924 --> 00:25:51,924 Hello? 443 00:25:53,051 --> 00:25:54,427 Theo, I can't talk. 444 00:25:56,304 --> 00:25:57,347 You're where? 445 00:25:57,931 --> 00:25:59,891 Keep up the pace, Goldberg. 446 00:26:01,768 --> 00:26:05,063 I didn't give you permission to stop. Beasts don't stop. 447 00:26:07,691 --> 00:26:08,692 Faster. 448 00:26:12,362 --> 00:26:15,282 - Wait. Hang on. I need a second. - Boo-hoo. Get up. 449 00:26:15,657 --> 00:26:18,743 - I need a minute. - There are no time-outs in life. 450 00:26:18,827 --> 00:26:21,037 On your feet. 451 00:26:21,538 --> 00:26:24,457 Jesus Christ. Does your penis have mounds on it? 452 00:26:24,541 --> 00:26:28,044 No. I am not that guy, as much as Cary deserves it. 453 00:26:28,128 --> 00:26:29,337 Quiet. 454 00:26:29,421 --> 00:26:31,172 - You hear that? - What? 455 00:26:34,467 --> 00:26:36,636 Oh, what the fuck now? 456 00:26:38,305 --> 00:26:39,305 Wait here. 457 00:26:39,723 --> 00:26:41,933 Things aren't gonna work out between me and Cary. 458 00:26:42,017 --> 00:26:45,186 I'd say now is my chance to escape. 459 00:26:45,854 --> 00:26:47,772 But if he doesn't come back, I'll starve, 460 00:26:47,856 --> 00:26:50,358 or be eaten by whatever I'm hunting. 461 00:26:50,442 --> 00:26:52,277 This is what I get for being a pacifist. 462 00:26:53,862 --> 00:26:55,196 Woo-hoo! 463 00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:57,741 - Uh... No. - Take it. 464 00:26:57,824 --> 00:26:59,284 - Take the squirrel. - No. 465 00:26:59,367 --> 00:27:00,994 - Kill it. - No, no, no. 466 00:27:01,077 --> 00:27:04,956 Are you okay with your life as it is? If you wanna get your dick up again... 467 00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:08,293 - I don't see how the two are related. - It's about being a man! 468 00:27:08,376 --> 00:27:10,628 Let go of the squirrel. You're hurting it. 469 00:27:17,218 --> 00:27:20,013 Yeah. You think I'm a bully? 470 00:27:21,056 --> 00:27:22,056 Fine. 471 00:27:22,974 --> 00:27:24,225 You know the rules. 472 00:27:24,768 --> 00:27:27,145 "You got a problem with a fellow hunter, 473 00:27:28,063 --> 00:27:29,522 you fight it out." 474 00:27:32,901 --> 00:27:35,653 Come on, Joe. I'm gonna need you to hit me. 475 00:27:35,737 --> 00:27:38,114 No one is coming to save you, you pussy. 476 00:27:38,198 --> 00:27:40,867 I'm not playing this scene from this movie. 477 00:27:40,950 --> 00:27:44,371 Come on, bro! Clock me, motherfucker! 478 00:27:44,454 --> 00:27:45,997 What you gonna do, Goldberg? 479 00:27:47,957 --> 00:27:49,417 Fucking hit me! 480 00:27:50,794 --> 00:27:51,794 Now! 481 00:28:06,476 --> 00:28:07,727 Oh, shit. 482 00:28:28,665 --> 00:28:32,252 No one is coming to save you. What you gonna do, Goldberg? 483 00:28:32,335 --> 00:28:33,336 Don't! 484 00:28:49,310 --> 00:28:51,521 - Help. Help. - What happened? 485 00:28:52,147 --> 00:28:53,732 - Cary... - He fell. 486 00:28:53,815 --> 00:28:54,649 Is he okay? 487 00:28:54,733 --> 00:28:55,775 - He fell. - Shit. 488 00:28:55,859 --> 00:28:56,985 Hey! No phones. 489 00:28:57,068 --> 00:28:59,112 Are you serious? This is an emergency. 490 00:28:59,195 --> 00:29:01,281 - He's not breathing. - Shit, there's no signal. 491 00:29:01,823 --> 00:29:03,575 - He's dead. - We don't know that. 492 00:29:03,658 --> 00:29:06,119 What's going on? Oh, God. 493 00:29:06,494 --> 00:29:08,371 We don't know that. He might not be. 494 00:29:09,831 --> 00:29:11,416 Come on. Come on. 495 00:29:11,499 --> 00:29:13,418 - Come on! - What are we gonna do? 496 00:29:13,501 --> 00:29:15,086 Come on, wake up. 497 00:29:15,170 --> 00:29:16,254 Wake up. 498 00:29:17,255 --> 00:29:18,673 What are you doing, Goldberg? 499 00:29:22,051 --> 00:29:23,094 You saving me? 500 00:29:24,804 --> 00:29:26,473 I'm fucking moved, man. 501 00:29:26,556 --> 00:29:29,642 - Oh, my God. You're alive. - Of course I'm alive. 502 00:29:31,311 --> 00:29:33,688 Been taking glutathione for a decade. 503 00:29:36,566 --> 00:29:37,942 I'm impossible to kill. 504 00:29:42,113 --> 00:29:43,113 Ooh. 505 00:29:54,542 --> 00:29:55,835 And this fucking guy... 506 00:29:55,919 --> 00:29:58,239 He's gonna tell them I threw him off a fucking cliff, 507 00:29:58,296 --> 00:30:02,008 that I'm crazy, whatever the opposite is of "part of the tribe." 508 00:30:02,967 --> 00:30:05,053 Goldberg is a fucking animal. 509 00:30:06,971 --> 00:30:07,971 Come here. 510 00:30:19,776 --> 00:30:24,072 You are one fine specimen of a man, Joe. 511 00:30:38,503 --> 00:30:39,503 Let it out. 512 00:30:46,010 --> 00:30:49,472 Yes, Joe. Let it out. Good man. That's it. You got this. 513 00:30:49,556 --> 00:30:51,391 You got this. This is your 'Manjaro. 514 00:30:51,474 --> 00:30:53,354 - There he is. - You're good. 515 00:30:53,434 --> 00:30:54,978 Welcome to the other side. 516 00:30:59,649 --> 00:31:02,193 You got this. Yeah! 517 00:31:02,277 --> 00:31:05,697 I came to the woods, afraid of the darkness inside me, 518 00:31:05,780 --> 00:31:08,199 but they saw it 519 00:31:08,283 --> 00:31:10,243 and accepted me anyway. 520 00:31:10,326 --> 00:31:13,413 Is this what it feels like to have friends? 521 00:31:13,496 --> 00:31:16,416 Fitting in is not always the worst. 522 00:31:16,499 --> 00:31:20,503 Yes, they're silly. Yes, what happens out here is fucking nuts. 523 00:31:20,587 --> 00:31:21,921 All I know... 524 00:31:22,755 --> 00:31:25,508 is I feel like me again. 525 00:31:43,860 --> 00:31:47,322 - I didn't think it would take so long. - You could have killed yourself. 526 00:31:47,405 --> 00:31:49,325 - Or someone else. - That might be stretching it. 527 00:31:49,407 --> 00:31:52,785 - You don't know that! - I was driving a scooter. 528 00:31:54,454 --> 00:31:56,289 An electric scooter. 529 00:31:59,500 --> 00:32:00,668 Ah. 530 00:32:01,753 --> 00:32:04,172 They arrested you for driving drunk on a scooter? 531 00:32:04,255 --> 00:32:05,255 Yeah. 532 00:32:13,264 --> 00:32:14,641 You ever been on one? 533 00:32:17,268 --> 00:32:18,853 - All right. Ready? - Yeah. 534 00:32:18,937 --> 00:32:20,563 - Ready for the hill? - Yeah. 535 00:32:20,647 --> 00:32:21,773 We're charging the hill. 536 00:32:25,068 --> 00:32:28,613 Let's go! 537 00:32:31,449 --> 00:32:32,617 Oh, fuck. 538 00:32:36,913 --> 00:32:40,291 - Ow. - See? It's not that easy. 539 00:32:40,375 --> 00:32:41,376 Is it? 540 00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:44,504 I can't believe I've never done that before. 541 00:32:44,587 --> 00:32:48,424 Well, you know, it is a perfectly socially-acceptable way 542 00:32:48,508 --> 00:32:50,885 for adults to get around now, FYI. 543 00:32:57,517 --> 00:32:58,517 Um... 544 00:33:01,771 --> 00:33:03,731 So the rumors about... 545 00:33:05,525 --> 00:33:09,112 me taking a leave of absence because of Natalie... 546 00:33:10,029 --> 00:33:11,030 Um... 547 00:33:12,907 --> 00:33:13,992 They're not true. 548 00:33:15,535 --> 00:33:16,535 I... 549 00:33:18,538 --> 00:33:20,164 I'm flunking out because... 550 00:33:22,250 --> 00:33:24,419 I can't stop thinking about you. 551 00:33:32,885 --> 00:33:36,889 If you want me to shut up, I will. I'm not trying to be an asshole. 552 00:33:37,557 --> 00:33:39,559 I'm just trying to figure out... 553 00:33:42,270 --> 00:33:45,690 how I can focus when all I want is you. 554 00:33:45,773 --> 00:33:47,650 Theo, shut up. 555 00:33:48,693 --> 00:33:49,693 No. 556 00:33:50,153 --> 00:33:51,988 It's like you're playing house. 557 00:33:53,072 --> 00:33:55,575 But none of this actually makes you happy. 558 00:33:56,617 --> 00:33:57,910 I'm playing house? 559 00:33:59,370 --> 00:34:02,790 You're a teenager chasing after a married woman. 560 00:34:03,374 --> 00:34:04,584 What's your endgame? 561 00:34:41,954 --> 00:34:44,749 Did you go to the bakery for that frosting tip or Alaska? 562 00:34:45,708 --> 00:34:48,294 I got distracted with the sourdough starter. 563 00:34:48,753 --> 00:34:50,838 I saw that boy get out of your car. 564 00:34:52,131 --> 00:34:53,424 What are you doing? 565 00:34:55,134 --> 00:34:57,470 It's nothing. I'm just helping him out. 566 00:34:59,180 --> 00:35:01,307 You missed Henry's first steps. 567 00:35:02,892 --> 00:35:03,726 What? 568 00:35:03,810 --> 00:35:06,646 You might have seen if you'd picked up when I FaceTimed you. 569 00:35:07,688 --> 00:35:09,690 Oh, he's down for the night now. 570 00:35:11,859 --> 00:35:14,028 Love, Love, 571 00:35:14,654 --> 00:35:16,656 all parents make mistakes. 572 00:35:16,739 --> 00:35:17,865 God knows I did. 573 00:35:17,949 --> 00:35:19,909 I missed my son's first steps. 574 00:35:19,992 --> 00:35:21,702 It was anticlimactic. 575 00:35:21,786 --> 00:35:24,288 I don't even think I really remember yours. 576 00:35:24,372 --> 00:35:26,249 What the fuck am I even doing? 577 00:35:27,834 --> 00:35:29,418 I mean, I'm happy here. 578 00:35:29,502 --> 00:35:32,797 - Everything's fine if Joe would just be... - Blame Joe all you want. 579 00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:35,633 The truth is, you preferred him when he was a problem to fix. 580 00:35:35,716 --> 00:35:37,093 You like someone to save. 581 00:35:37,176 --> 00:35:39,011 It's the dynamic you had with your brother. 582 00:35:39,095 --> 00:35:40,763 So let me be blunt. Grow up. 583 00:35:42,181 --> 00:35:44,600 That boy will distract you from your son. 584 00:35:45,143 --> 00:35:48,146 I know you love Henry, but that doesn't mean you won't harm him. 585 00:35:52,191 --> 00:35:54,986 Here, have some of my cab sauv. 586 00:35:55,778 --> 00:35:58,489 Much healthier addiction than a teen boy. 587 00:36:00,116 --> 00:36:03,911 Now, if you'll excuse me, my crush Rachel Maddow is waiting. 588 00:36:44,202 --> 00:36:46,120 This is very impressive. 589 00:36:46,704 --> 00:36:50,166 Hey. Hi. Wow, you made it home on time. 590 00:36:50,249 --> 00:36:52,793 Are you kidding? I wouldn't miss it. 591 00:36:52,877 --> 00:36:54,128 I'm... 592 00:36:54,212 --> 00:36:56,756 I think Henry's a little young for hunting. 593 00:36:56,839 --> 00:36:58,549 These are gifts from Cary. 594 00:36:58,633 --> 00:37:00,218 They're for us. His and hers. 595 00:37:00,301 --> 00:37:01,344 Huh. 596 00:37:02,470 --> 00:37:03,596 Wow. 597 00:37:05,389 --> 00:37:06,474 Hey. 598 00:37:06,557 --> 00:37:08,851 Hi, hi. 599 00:37:13,981 --> 00:37:16,692 - Hey, you smell bad. - Yeah, I know, it's awful. 600 00:37:17,693 --> 00:37:20,571 I'm gonna shower, but first, I need to apologize. 601 00:37:20,655 --> 00:37:23,241 - No. Joe... - I have been working so hard 602 00:37:23,324 --> 00:37:25,618 to keep myself in line, 603 00:37:26,953 --> 00:37:29,872 I forgot there are healthy ways to let things out. 604 00:37:30,623 --> 00:37:32,708 I'm sorry I didn't tell you about... 605 00:37:32,792 --> 00:37:35,211 You don't need to tell me everything. 606 00:37:36,295 --> 00:37:37,296 I trust you. 607 00:37:39,715 --> 00:37:43,803 - Wow. That was some weekend you had. - Yeah. Really, it was. 608 00:37:45,346 --> 00:37:46,806 Fuck, okay, okay. 609 00:37:46,889 --> 00:37:49,725 - People are here. Get a shower real quick. - Yeah. 610 00:37:49,809 --> 00:37:50,809 Okay. 611 00:37:59,443 --> 00:38:01,237 - Hi. - Hi. 612 00:38:03,447 --> 00:38:06,450 I can't remember a time when I didn't long for someone 613 00:38:06,534 --> 00:38:08,619 who totally accepted me. 614 00:38:09,745 --> 00:38:11,664 The bad with the good. 615 00:38:13,916 --> 00:38:18,379 Why is it that a person who can do that always comes at a cost? 616 00:38:24,010 --> 00:38:25,469 Your friend Paulie's doing better. 617 00:38:26,595 --> 00:38:28,389 Thought you might wanna know. 618 00:38:32,393 --> 00:38:35,354 If you'd given it back to that bully, I wouldn't have told on you. 619 00:38:37,106 --> 00:38:38,607 It's what he deserves. 620 00:38:39,400 --> 00:38:41,736 - I chickened out, I guess. - Yeah. 621 00:38:43,904 --> 00:38:45,531 'Cause you're not like him. 622 00:38:47,867 --> 00:38:50,369 I know what it feels like to get picked on. 623 00:38:53,039 --> 00:38:54,665 I'm sorry, it's not fair. 624 00:39:00,296 --> 00:39:01,756 We'll look out for each other. 625 00:39:03,341 --> 00:39:04,341 Deal? 626 00:39:05,843 --> 00:39:06,843 Deal. 627 00:39:13,559 --> 00:39:17,063 You were right, Love. This party wasn't just about him. 628 00:39:17,146 --> 00:39:19,523 We did it. We kept him safe. 629 00:39:19,607 --> 00:39:24,278 Doesn't mean he'll happy all the time, it just means we're here for him, 630 00:39:24,362 --> 00:39:25,488 no matter what. 631 00:39:32,787 --> 00:39:34,080 Oh, my God. 632 00:39:34,997 --> 00:39:36,332 Oh, my God. 633 00:39:37,708 --> 00:39:38,834 You're an animal. 634 00:39:43,881 --> 00:39:45,716 I think we're gonna have to get... 635 00:39:46,801 --> 00:39:47,968 somebody to... 636 00:39:48,969 --> 00:39:51,722 soundproof the bedroom. 637 00:39:51,806 --> 00:39:53,933 - I think I know a guy. - Mm-hm. 638 00:39:58,187 --> 00:39:59,187 What? 639 00:39:59,605 --> 00:40:01,148 - Fuck. - What is it? 640 00:40:01,232 --> 00:40:05,444 Fuck. The bakery. The alarm's been off for, like, four hours. 641 00:40:05,528 --> 00:40:06,654 It's probably okay. 642 00:40:07,655 --> 00:40:10,533 - What if someone...? - Look, I'm sure the sensor's 643 00:40:10,616 --> 00:40:13,577 - just on the fritz, but I'll go. I got it. - Yeah? 644 00:40:14,412 --> 00:40:15,412 I really got it. 645 00:40:15,454 --> 00:40:18,582 And by that, I'm afraid what I really mean... 646 00:40:18,666 --> 00:40:22,086 is that I used primitive tools to carve out the time and space I need 647 00:40:22,169 --> 00:40:24,797 to go on a certain kind of hunt. 648 00:40:27,800 --> 00:40:32,972 I'll admit, this is all a bit elaborate. And this ploy will only fool you once. 649 00:40:33,639 --> 00:40:37,226 But after what happened with Natalie, you can't blame me for covering my tracks. 650 00:40:40,354 --> 00:40:41,856 Oh, fuck. 651 00:40:43,023 --> 00:40:44,233 Oh, my God. 652 00:41:00,249 --> 00:41:01,959 Oh, fuck. 653 00:41:02,042 --> 00:41:05,045 Cary actually taught me an important lesson, Love. 654 00:41:05,129 --> 00:41:07,256 I can't completely cage what's inside of me 655 00:41:07,339 --> 00:41:10,384 or, when it bursts out, it comes for blood. 656 00:41:11,385 --> 00:41:14,513 Better to feed it just enough to keep it in check, 657 00:41:14,597 --> 00:41:17,391 keep it on a leash, take it out for walks, 658 00:41:17,475 --> 00:41:19,810 but make sure it knows the rules. 659 00:41:19,894 --> 00:41:21,854 No keepsakes. 660 00:41:21,937 --> 00:41:23,105 Are you okay? 661 00:41:23,189 --> 00:41:26,484 No social media, just watching. 662 00:41:28,068 --> 00:41:32,114 So now I have you, Marienne. 663 00:41:32,615 --> 00:41:36,202 Arms always full of books. Never leaving the library before dark. 664 00:41:36,285 --> 00:41:37,912 No one to hurry home to. 665 00:41:39,538 --> 00:41:40,873 We're just friends. 666 00:41:40,956 --> 00:41:43,709 So, what is it about you? 667 00:41:44,627 --> 00:41:46,253 I can't pin it down. 668 00:41:46,337 --> 00:41:51,759 All I know is that I've felt more alive these past few days watching you 669 00:41:51,842 --> 00:41:54,970 than I have in a long, long time, Marienne. 670 00:41:55,554 --> 00:41:59,850 But... you can trust me with this secret, Love. 671 00:42:00,559 --> 00:42:04,813 Juggling the two of you is confusing, I'll admit. 672 00:42:05,648 --> 00:42:07,566 But I'm up for the challenge. 673 00:42:07,650 --> 00:42:09,068 You won't find out. 674 00:42:09,151 --> 00:42:10,611 You can't. 675 00:42:10,694 --> 00:42:13,322 I'll be careful. So, so careful. 676 00:42:13,405 --> 00:42:16,033 Things will be different this time.