1 00:00:02,624 --> 00:00:04,592 Previously on This Is Us... 2 00:00:05,031 --> 00:00:06,298 REBECCA: Any Sunday my dad 3 00:00:06,399 --> 00:00:08,433 had to go into the office, he would, uh, 4 00:00:08,534 --> 00:00:10,969 take me on the train to the city with him. 5 00:00:11,070 --> 00:00:13,405 I loved those Sundays. 6 00:00:13,506 --> 00:00:15,440 You and the girls and Beth should get here 7 00:00:15,541 --> 00:00:16,741 as soon as you can. 8 00:00:16,842 --> 00:00:19,477 They're saying it won't be long now. 9 00:00:19,579 --> 00:00:21,323 ADULT ANNIE: It's not gonna stay a secret long 10 00:00:21,347 --> 00:00:22,824 if you keep touching your belly like that. 11 00:00:22,848 --> 00:00:25,317 - What? I didn't touch my belly. - Mm-hmm. 12 00:00:25,418 --> 00:00:26,418 You okay, Dej? 13 00:00:26,452 --> 00:00:28,320 I'm fine. 14 00:00:28,421 --> 00:00:31,523 Um, let's-let's go see her. 15 00:00:39,398 --> 00:00:44,869 So, looks like we get off next exit, 6.8 miles. 16 00:00:44,971 --> 00:00:48,106 (CHUCKLES) Thanks for the 24-hour heads-up. 17 00:00:48,207 --> 00:00:49,941 Eyes on the road, please. 18 00:00:50,042 --> 00:00:52,811 With this eye candy sitting right next to me? 19 00:00:52,912 --> 00:00:54,546 I'll try, but no promises. 20 00:00:54,647 --> 00:00:55,647 (LAUGHS) 21 00:00:55,748 --> 00:00:57,182 Marcus gets me. 22 00:00:57,283 --> 00:00:59,284 Mm. Well, God help you both. 23 00:00:59,385 --> 00:01:01,319 Eyes on road. 24 00:01:01,420 --> 00:01:03,355 (GROANS) This is taking forever. 25 00:01:03,456 --> 00:01:04,990 You drive like an old man. 26 00:01:05,091 --> 00:01:07,926 Let me tell you something, my petulant daughter. 27 00:01:08,027 --> 00:01:11,129 One day, you'll remember enjoying this precious time, 28 00:01:11,230 --> 00:01:14,499 with your world-class mother, your Denzel-esque father... 29 00:01:14,600 --> 00:01:16,635 - (STIFLED LAUGH) - This again? 30 00:01:16,736 --> 00:01:19,070 - You do not look like him. - I so do. 31 00:01:19,171 --> 00:01:20,705 KENNY: Driving home from your brother's 32 00:01:20,806 --> 00:01:22,741 travel tournament where he won MVP 33 00:01:22,842 --> 00:01:24,342 GABRIEL: Marcus won MVP? 34 00:01:24,443 --> 00:01:26,083 I hadn't heard. Can you repeat that, like, 35 00:01:26,145 --> 00:01:27,745 - a hundred more times? - (SOFT LAUGHTER) 36 00:01:30,249 --> 00:01:33,952 - KENNY: Boys. - MEGAN: Your father's driving. 37 00:01:34,053 --> 00:01:35,987 - Marcus, in your seat. - Hey. 38 00:01:36,088 --> 00:01:37,555 Seatbelt please, Marcus. 39 00:01:37,657 --> 00:01:40,325 (OVERLAPPING CHATTER) 40 00:01:42,962 --> 00:01:43,995 Kenny! 41 00:01:46,506 --> 00:01:52,524 sync and corrections by awaqeded www.addic7ed.com. 42 00:01:53,606 --> 00:01:55,640 (INSECTS TRILLING) 43 00:01:58,844 --> 00:02:00,078 Rebecca? 44 00:02:01,981 --> 00:02:03,214 How you doing in there, honey? 45 00:02:18,064 --> 00:02:20,732 (TRAIN RATTLING) 46 00:02:36,515 --> 00:02:38,183 I'm waiting for someone. 47 00:02:43,055 --> 00:02:46,858 My father always wanted to take me on a train like this. 48 00:02:46,959 --> 00:02:48,827 (LAUGHS SOFTLY) 49 00:02:48,928 --> 00:02:53,798 He'd say, "One day, we're gonna take a ride on a train where... 50 00:02:53,899 --> 00:02:58,803 people wear tuxedos and drink Vespers." 51 00:02:58,904 --> 00:03:03,541 I had no idea what a Vesper was, but I knew I wanted one. 52 00:03:03,642 --> 00:03:07,212 A martini with gin, vodka and Lillet. 53 00:03:07,313 --> 00:03:09,447 Shaken, never stirred. 54 00:03:09,548 --> 00:03:11,082 James Bond. 55 00:03:11,183 --> 00:03:12,917 That's right. 56 00:03:14,887 --> 00:03:16,921 - (PATS SEAT SOFTLY) - Sit with me. 57 00:03:22,061 --> 00:03:24,429 Remind me of the poem? 58 00:03:24,530 --> 00:03:26,765 The one that gave me the idea for his name. 59 00:03:26,866 --> 00:03:29,601 - "Luzon." - "Luzon." 60 00:03:29,702 --> 00:03:31,936 Yes. 61 00:03:32,037 --> 00:03:34,305 Dudley Randall. 62 00:03:36,876 --> 00:03:40,512 Will you recite it for me? 63 00:03:40,613 --> 00:03:42,680 "Splendid against the night, 64 00:03:42,782 --> 00:03:45,950 "the searchlights, the tracers' arcs 65 00:03:46,051 --> 00:03:50,588 and the red flair bombs filling the eye and the brain." 66 00:03:55,494 --> 00:03:59,297 Would you like to go to the bar car with me, Rebecca? 67 00:03:59,398 --> 00:04:01,399 I'm waiting for someone. 68 00:04:01,500 --> 00:04:04,836 I know. It's okay. 69 00:04:08,908 --> 00:04:10,141 Come on. 70 00:04:12,578 --> 00:04:14,145 KEVIN: All right. 71 00:04:14,246 --> 00:04:17,148 All right, everybody? 72 00:04:17,249 --> 00:04:18,850 That is it, the food is ready. 73 00:04:18,951 --> 00:04:20,362 Come on and get it, it's time to eat. 74 00:04:20,386 --> 00:04:21,429 Got enough food in here to choke a horse. 75 00:04:21,453 --> 00:04:23,555 - Be right there. - KEVIN: All right. 76 00:04:23,656 --> 00:04:25,723 Hey, uh, thanks for doing all this. 77 00:04:25,825 --> 00:04:27,392 Can I, can I chip in, or... 78 00:04:27,493 --> 00:04:30,028 Oh, no. Toby, come on, don't be silly. 79 00:04:30,129 --> 00:04:32,463 - It's fine. - Kev, I can pay for my own food. 80 00:04:33,599 --> 00:04:34,933 I was just k... I'm kidding. 81 00:04:35,034 --> 00:04:37,302 It's a callback to our old dynamic. 82 00:04:37,403 --> 00:04:39,637 - (LAUGHS) - Yes. Yes. Yeah. 83 00:04:39,738 --> 00:04:42,373 Seriously, though, uh, thanks for including me. 84 00:04:42,474 --> 00:04:43,575 I appreciate it. 85 00:04:43,676 --> 00:04:46,177 Mom wouldn't have had it any other way. 86 00:04:46,278 --> 00:04:48,079 BETH: Hey. Move, move, Nicky's going straight 87 00:04:48,180 --> 00:04:49,891 for that orange chicken, and I'm not getting stuck 88 00:04:49,915 --> 00:04:51,516 with no lame-ass moo shu, Nicky. 89 00:04:51,617 --> 00:04:53,051 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 90 00:04:55,287 --> 00:04:57,088 FRANNY: Here, Daddy. You need to eat. 91 00:04:57,189 --> 00:04:58,857 KEVIN: Franny, you are so sweet. 92 00:04:58,958 --> 00:05:01,092 PHILIP: Hey, hey, hey! 93 00:05:01,193 --> 00:05:02,437 - KEVIN: Uh-oh... - RANDALL: Hey, there. 94 00:05:02,461 --> 00:05:03,528 - Hello. - We have arrived. 95 00:05:03,629 --> 00:05:05,563 RANDALL: What's going on? What up, Jack? 96 00:05:05,664 --> 00:05:08,867 - What up, Hail? - TOBY: Here they are. Come hug me up. 97 00:05:08,968 --> 00:05:10,979 I didn't think I was gonna get to see you until I got home. 98 00:05:11,003 --> 00:05:13,538 - Hey, Dad. - Hey, sweetheart. Hi, how are you? 99 00:05:13,639 --> 00:05:16,374 We're good, but we are all in desperate need of a pee. 100 00:05:16,475 --> 00:05:18,062 - But, uh... - Long journey? 101 00:05:18,086 --> 00:05:20,745 - Yes. - Come this way. Say hi to everybody. 102 00:05:20,846 --> 00:05:22,380 - Hi, guys. - Hey. 103 00:05:22,481 --> 00:05:24,816 - KEVIN: Hey, good to see you. - Hi, everyone. 104 00:05:24,917 --> 00:05:26,677 - KEVIN: Welcome, welcome. - How's she doing? 105 00:05:27,553 --> 00:05:29,053 She's hanging in. I mean, 106 00:05:29,154 --> 00:05:31,489 well, they say it could be a couple days to a week, so... 107 00:05:31,590 --> 00:05:33,424 Mm. All right. 108 00:05:33,525 --> 00:05:34,993 Is that orange chicken? 109 00:05:35,094 --> 00:05:36,828 - It was. - EDIE: Don't worry. 110 00:05:36,929 --> 00:05:38,249 I stashed you some in the fridge. 111 00:05:38,330 --> 00:05:39,464 Thank you, Edie. 112 00:05:39,565 --> 00:05:41,266 - You are the only one I like. - (CHUCKLES) 113 00:05:41,367 --> 00:05:42,433 You talk to Kate? 114 00:05:42,534 --> 00:05:44,802 Yeah. She-she rushed to the airport 115 00:05:44,904 --> 00:05:48,239 and is, uh, boarding a plane from London any minute. 116 00:05:48,340 --> 00:05:49,707 So she'll be here in the morning. 117 00:05:49,808 --> 00:05:50,875 KEVIN: Okay, good. 118 00:05:50,976 --> 00:05:52,320 Well, eat up. There's plenty of food. 119 00:05:52,344 --> 00:05:53,722 - MADISON: Yeah. - PHILIP: Thank you. 120 00:05:53,746 --> 00:05:55,780 KEVIN: Those ribs are a favorite. You love them. 121 00:05:55,881 --> 00:05:57,749 PHILIP: Oh, I love a rib. 122 00:05:57,850 --> 00:05:59,951 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 123 00:06:01,253 --> 00:06:02,587 KEVIN: He can have a rib. 124 00:06:02,688 --> 00:06:04,722 Quite a tower you got there. 125 00:06:06,058 --> 00:06:07,825 - KEVIN: Terrible. - (LAUGHTER) 126 00:06:09,929 --> 00:06:12,196 We're all just... 127 00:06:12,957 --> 00:06:14,491 ...waiting. 128 00:06:16,527 --> 00:06:18,595 Laughing. 129 00:06:18,696 --> 00:06:20,731 Eating Chinese. 130 00:06:22,800 --> 00:06:24,901 Is this even right? 131 00:06:26,437 --> 00:06:29,506 I don't think there are any rules. 132 00:06:29,607 --> 00:06:31,408 For any of this. 133 00:06:37,749 --> 00:06:39,483 You? 134 00:06:39,584 --> 00:06:41,017 You okay? 135 00:06:46,891 --> 00:06:52,629 If I tell you something big right now, 136 00:06:52,730 --> 00:06:55,132 you have to promise not to react. 137 00:06:55,233 --> 00:06:58,635 You have to be totally cool. 138 00:06:58,736 --> 00:07:01,138 If there's one distinguishing quality of Randall Pearson, 139 00:07:01,239 --> 00:07:02,773 it's that he's effortlessly cool. 140 00:07:02,874 --> 00:07:04,941 (CHUCKLES): I'm not playing. 141 00:07:09,947 --> 00:07:11,348 I'm pregnant. 142 00:07:11,449 --> 00:07:13,817 You're gonna be a grandfather. 143 00:07:17,188 --> 00:07:18,789 Don't. Don't. 144 00:07:23,361 --> 00:07:25,829 We're not even married yet. 145 00:07:25,930 --> 00:07:28,064 I just started my medical residency. 146 00:07:28,166 --> 00:07:29,733 He's working all the time. 147 00:07:29,834 --> 00:07:31,802 You know how he is about work. 148 00:07:33,137 --> 00:07:35,038 May I give you a very Randall Pearson, 149 00:07:35,139 --> 00:07:36,550 - effortlessly cool hug... - (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 150 00:07:36,574 --> 00:07:38,041 ...that nobody notices? 151 00:07:38,142 --> 00:07:39,643 You may. 152 00:07:39,744 --> 00:07:41,144 But just stop calling yourself 153 00:07:41,245 --> 00:07:42,712 effortlessly cool. 154 00:07:42,814 --> 00:07:44,614 (BOTH CHUCKLING) 155 00:07:47,819 --> 00:07:49,152 - (SNIFFLES) - (SIGHS) 156 00:07:49,253 --> 00:07:51,688 (WHISPERS): I'm very happy, Dej. 157 00:07:57,448 --> 00:07:58,471 Does he know? 158 00:07:58,496 --> 00:08:00,197 (EXHALES) 159 00:08:00,298 --> 00:08:01,775 I was gonna tell him after this weekend. 160 00:08:01,799 --> 00:08:03,200 He's working late. 161 00:08:03,301 --> 00:08:05,836 Because what else is new? (SCOFFS) 162 00:08:06,804 --> 00:08:08,839 (SOFT WHIRRING) 163 00:08:13,110 --> 00:08:14,411 (INHALES DEEPLY) 164 00:08:14,512 --> 00:08:16,179 (SIGHS) Look at me, Frank. 165 00:08:16,280 --> 00:08:18,815 I'm in the prime of my life, dude. 166 00:08:18,916 --> 00:08:21,051 And I'm here with you every night, 167 00:08:21,152 --> 00:08:22,512 trying to reduce cell inflammation 168 00:08:22,587 --> 00:08:24,287 in pancreatic tumors. 169 00:08:25,256 --> 00:08:27,123 Working our tails off. 170 00:08:28,359 --> 00:08:30,427 Well, I worked mine off. 171 00:08:30,528 --> 00:08:32,295 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) You still have yours. 172 00:08:32,396 --> 00:08:34,431 - (CHUCKLES) - (BEEP) 173 00:08:44,642 --> 00:08:46,343 Holy crap. 174 00:08:57,855 --> 00:08:59,456 Excuse me. 175 00:09:00,658 --> 00:09:02,692 I know we wanted her to rest, but... 176 00:09:02,793 --> 00:09:04,594 Rebecca's blood pressure's dropping 177 00:09:04,695 --> 00:09:06,897 and her legs are starting to go cold. 178 00:09:06,998 --> 00:09:09,733 Things are happening quickly now. 179 00:09:09,834 --> 00:09:12,569 I don't see her making it through the night. 180 00:09:12,670 --> 00:09:14,971 I think it's time to start saying goodbyes. 181 00:09:15,072 --> 00:09:17,107 ♪ ♪ 182 00:09:28,100 --> 00:09:30,184 - DOCTOR: What's the briefing? - EMS: Marcus Brooks. 183 00:09:30,209 --> 00:09:31,879 11-year-old male. Unrestrained passenger 184 00:09:31,880 --> 00:09:32,947 in a motor vehicle crash. 185 00:09:33,048 --> 00:09:34,225 Open fracture to the right lower leg. 186 00:09:34,249 --> 00:09:35,483 No pulse in foot. 187 00:09:35,584 --> 00:09:36,928 NURSE: Got two units of blood ready. 188 00:09:36,952 --> 00:09:38,112 Family's in the waiting room. 189 00:09:42,057 --> 00:09:44,092 (INSECTS TRILLING) 190 00:09:45,461 --> 00:09:47,495 (SIGHS DEEPLY) 191 00:09:47,596 --> 00:09:51,132 So, should we draw really... sad straws? 192 00:09:52,468 --> 00:09:55,269 Anybody want to go say goodbye first? 193 00:09:58,207 --> 00:09:59,841 I'll go. 194 00:10:10,285 --> 00:10:12,320 ♪ 195 00:10:26,902 --> 00:10:28,936 Beth. 196 00:10:29,037 --> 00:10:30,805 What are you doing here? 197 00:10:32,908 --> 00:10:35,009 I just wanted to see you. 198 00:10:36,812 --> 00:10:39,347 I just wanted to say... 199 00:10:39,448 --> 00:10:41,048 (OVER SPEAKER): ...so much of being a mom 200 00:10:41,116 --> 00:10:43,384 is about faking it, isn't it? 201 00:10:44,353 --> 00:10:47,388 We don't know what the hell we're doing. 202 00:10:48,457 --> 00:10:50,224 Not when they're young. 203 00:10:51,326 --> 00:10:53,194 Not when they're older. 204 00:10:55,697 --> 00:10:57,732 So we fake it. 205 00:10:59,701 --> 00:11:02,537 We imitate what we think a mom should be. 206 00:11:04,673 --> 00:11:06,507 I had a good mom. 207 00:11:06,608 --> 00:11:08,042 But, uh... 208 00:11:09,011 --> 00:11:10,978 ...we were complicated. 209 00:11:15,851 --> 00:11:17,385 I just want to say... 210 00:11:19,121 --> 00:11:21,355 ...all these years, 211 00:11:21,457 --> 00:11:25,059 so many times when I was faking it... 212 00:11:26,528 --> 00:11:30,531 ...I was doing my best impression of you, Rebecca. 213 00:11:33,769 --> 00:11:36,471 (WHISPERS): I'll take him the rest of the way, Mama. 214 00:11:39,842 --> 00:11:41,909 Thank you 215 00:11:42,010 --> 00:11:44,745 for helping me with that... 216 00:11:44,847 --> 00:11:46,781 complicated, incredible, 217 00:11:46,882 --> 00:11:50,418 beautiful boy that you raised. 218 00:11:55,390 --> 00:11:57,592 (WHISPERS): But I got him now. 219 00:11:59,561 --> 00:12:00,761 Rebecca? 220 00:12:01,730 --> 00:12:03,464 The train is moving fast. 221 00:12:03,565 --> 00:12:04,866 We have to keep going, dear. 222 00:12:11,206 --> 00:12:12,773 KATE: Well, I boarded. 223 00:12:12,875 --> 00:12:14,775 Should be there in less than 12 hours. 224 00:12:14,877 --> 00:12:16,611 Is everyone there? 225 00:12:19,047 --> 00:12:21,082 Kate, Mom's taken a turn. 226 00:12:22,050 --> 00:12:24,785 We don't think she's gonna make it through the night. 227 00:12:28,023 --> 00:12:30,258 Oh, my God. 228 00:12:30,359 --> 00:12:32,326 I should have never come on this trip. 229 00:12:32,427 --> 00:12:33,561 KEVIN: No. 230 00:12:33,662 --> 00:12:35,463 No, don't-don't say that. 231 00:12:35,564 --> 00:12:37,509 All right? You're doing exactly what Mom wanted you to do. 232 00:12:37,533 --> 00:12:39,726 - You're taking the big swings. - Yeah. 233 00:12:39,751 --> 00:12:41,769 Taking your curriculum international... 234 00:12:41,870 --> 00:12:43,638 there's nothing bigger than that. 235 00:12:45,207 --> 00:12:47,339 You tell her that I'm on my way. 236 00:12:47,340 --> 00:12:48,473 Do you hear me? 237 00:12:48,574 --> 00:12:50,909 You tell Mom that her daughter is on her way. 238 00:12:51,010 --> 00:12:53,645 Miss, I have to ask you to turn off your phone. 239 00:12:53,746 --> 00:12:55,146 Okay. 240 00:12:55,247 --> 00:12:57,248 I got to go. 241 00:12:57,350 --> 00:12:59,150 You tell her. You hear me? 242 00:12:59,251 --> 00:13:01,086 - RANDALL: We will. - KEVIN: Mm. 243 00:13:14,900 --> 00:13:16,801 DR. K: Rebecca. 244 00:13:16,902 --> 00:13:18,269 Welcome. 245 00:13:18,371 --> 00:13:21,106 What are you having? 246 00:13:28,180 --> 00:13:29,923 Marcus. Marcus, it's late. 247 00:13:29,924 --> 00:13:31,633 I want to go home to my wife. 248 00:13:31,634 --> 00:13:33,378 She's not much, but she's better than this place. 249 00:13:33,402 --> 00:13:34,903 Sir, look at this. 250 00:13:35,004 --> 00:13:37,238 We're seeing a small decrease in cell inflammation. 251 00:13:37,339 --> 00:13:38,506 The drug is working. 252 00:13:41,227 --> 00:13:42,293 No. 253 00:13:42,394 --> 00:13:43,962 Marcus, 254 00:13:44,063 --> 00:13:46,397 do you know how many cancer drugs are being tested? 255 00:13:46,499 --> 00:13:48,032 How many are ahead of ours? 256 00:13:48,133 --> 00:13:49,234 How many swings 257 00:13:49,335 --> 00:13:50,745 - and misses... - Sir, d-due respect, 258 00:13:50,769 --> 00:13:52,647 - this is very promising. - It's an interesting result, 259 00:13:52,671 --> 00:13:54,205 and I'll send it up the ladder. 260 00:13:54,306 --> 00:13:55,507 But... 261 00:13:55,608 --> 00:13:56,608 (SIGHS) 262 00:13:56,675 --> 00:13:58,376 ...our funding has run dry. 263 00:13:58,477 --> 00:13:59,911 We're shutting down. 264 00:14:01,981 --> 00:14:03,114 Go home, kid. 265 00:14:03,215 --> 00:14:04,682 You need to make a life for yourself 266 00:14:04,783 --> 00:14:06,217 outside of this place. 267 00:14:06,318 --> 00:14:08,686 Don't you have someone nice to be home with? 268 00:14:10,789 --> 00:14:12,824 (INSECTS TRILLING) 269 00:14:23,536 --> 00:14:24,836 (INHALES DEEPLY) 270 00:14:24,937 --> 00:14:27,038 (SIGHS) 271 00:14:27,139 --> 00:14:28,506 How you doing? 272 00:14:28,607 --> 00:14:30,208 (INHALES DEEPLY) 273 00:14:30,309 --> 00:14:31,709 I said what I needed to say. 274 00:14:33,379 --> 00:14:35,013 I'm at peace with it. 275 00:14:35,981 --> 00:14:38,316 Now I just want her to be. 276 00:14:39,818 --> 00:14:41,052 What'd you say to her? 277 00:14:41,153 --> 00:14:43,354 Uh-uh. I'm not tellin'. 278 00:14:43,455 --> 00:14:45,189 Was it about me? 279 00:14:45,291 --> 00:14:46,291 It's a secret. 280 00:14:46,392 --> 00:14:48,359 Ah. I got you. 281 00:14:53,232 --> 00:14:55,133 Well, I got a secret, too. 282 00:14:55,234 --> 00:14:56,234 Hmm. 283 00:14:56,335 --> 00:14:58,236 Mm-hmm. 284 00:14:58,337 --> 00:15:00,849 - And it's a whopper, if I do say so myself. - (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 285 00:15:00,873 --> 00:15:02,006 Deja's pregnant. 286 00:15:02,107 --> 00:15:03,107 How the hell did... 287 00:15:03,208 --> 00:15:04,943 Come on, man. She told you? 288 00:15:05,044 --> 00:15:07,579 I'm that girl's mother, Randall. 289 00:15:07,680 --> 00:15:09,057 I knew she was pregnant before she did. 290 00:15:09,081 --> 00:15:10,915 Oh... 291 00:15:12,885 --> 00:15:14,452 You're gonna be a grandpappy. 292 00:15:15,454 --> 00:15:16,788 You gonna be a meemaw. 293 00:15:16,889 --> 00:15:18,990 Hell no. Anybody call me Meemaw, 294 00:15:19,091 --> 00:15:21,460 - I'm stuffing that baby right back up inside of her. - (LAUGHING) 295 00:15:21,484 --> 00:15:22,536 Mm. 296 00:15:22,561 --> 00:15:25,029 (CHUCKLING) 297 00:15:31,870 --> 00:15:34,138 Kev and I are gonna go in there last. 298 00:15:35,874 --> 00:15:37,742 Stay with her. 299 00:15:39,545 --> 00:15:41,913 I don't know what I want to say to her. 300 00:15:44,049 --> 00:15:45,483 I want to tell her she can go, 301 00:15:45,584 --> 00:15:47,819 but I don't want to scare her, you know? 302 00:15:47,920 --> 00:15:50,388 - Just, um... - (DOOR OPENS) 303 00:15:50,489 --> 00:15:52,624 I want to get it right. 304 00:15:52,725 --> 00:15:55,460 - (FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING) - You will. 305 00:15:55,561 --> 00:15:57,595 You always do. 306 00:16:02,835 --> 00:16:04,902 Old life, 307 00:16:05,004 --> 00:16:06,537 new life. 308 00:16:07,506 --> 00:16:09,240 It's so strange. 309 00:16:09,341 --> 00:16:11,009 (INHALES DEEPLY) 310 00:16:11,110 --> 00:16:13,878 The dichotomy, you know? 311 00:16:13,979 --> 00:16:16,047 Not really. 312 00:16:16,148 --> 00:16:17,826 But I married you so I wouldn't have to learn 313 00:16:17,850 --> 00:16:19,017 - all the big words. - Mm. 314 00:16:20,019 --> 00:16:21,653 Another bite. 315 00:16:25,724 --> 00:16:28,760 Be with you in just a second, dear. 316 00:16:30,996 --> 00:16:33,564 CURT GOWDY: Last chance for the Steelers. 317 00:16:33,666 --> 00:16:36,034 Bradshaw, trying to get away. 318 00:16:37,069 --> 00:16:39,370 And his pass is... 319 00:16:39,471 --> 00:16:41,305 broken up by Tatum. 320 00:16:41,407 --> 00:16:42,540 Picked off! 321 00:16:42,641 --> 00:16:45,043 Franco Harris has it! 322 00:16:45,144 --> 00:16:46,210 And he's over! 323 00:16:46,311 --> 00:16:47,211 Limoncello? 324 00:16:47,312 --> 00:16:49,280 Or is that too on the nose? 325 00:16:50,649 --> 00:16:53,217 Hey, if life gives you lemons... 326 00:16:53,318 --> 00:16:54,519 (CHUCKLES) 327 00:16:54,620 --> 00:16:56,060 (COMMENTATORS CONTINUE INDISTINCTLY) 328 00:16:56,121 --> 00:16:58,189 Actually... 329 00:16:58,290 --> 00:17:00,591 could you make me a Vesper? 330 00:17:00,693 --> 00:17:02,994 - Coming right up. - (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 331 00:17:09,501 --> 00:17:11,235 Your kids grew up beautifully. 332 00:17:11,260 --> 00:17:12,270 (RANDALL LAUGHS) 333 00:17:12,371 --> 00:17:13,438 RANDALL: Now you can see. 334 00:17:13,463 --> 00:17:14,549 You should've got your glasses earlier, 335 00:17:14,573 --> 00:17:15,606 you know that? 336 00:17:15,708 --> 00:17:17,608 Yeah, you're handsome. (LAUGHS) 337 00:17:17,710 --> 00:17:20,244 Check it out. Smile. 338 00:17:21,213 --> 00:17:23,214 Looking good. 339 00:17:23,315 --> 00:17:24,916 Kate's not here. 340 00:17:25,984 --> 00:17:28,252 Yeah. I know. 341 00:17:33,859 --> 00:17:36,761 I've spent my whole life worrying about them. 342 00:17:38,330 --> 00:17:40,098 Wondering... 343 00:17:41,066 --> 00:17:43,134 ...what else I could do for them, and... 344 00:17:43,235 --> 00:17:44,368 and now... 345 00:17:44,470 --> 00:17:47,171 There's nothing left to do. 346 00:17:48,474 --> 00:17:51,476 You trust the process. 347 00:17:51,577 --> 00:17:53,277 And... 348 00:17:55,714 --> 00:17:57,181 ...you drink a Vesper. 349 00:17:57,282 --> 00:17:58,850 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 350 00:17:58,951 --> 00:17:59,984 Thank you. 351 00:18:05,357 --> 00:18:06,491 Mmm. 352 00:18:06,592 --> 00:18:08,192 And you thought I just delivered babies. 353 00:18:08,293 --> 00:18:09,594 (LAUGHS) 354 00:18:10,696 --> 00:18:12,130 Hmm. 355 00:18:15,400 --> 00:18:16,667 (REBECCA SIGHS) 356 00:18:20,639 --> 00:18:22,673 I made so many mistakes. 357 00:18:23,809 --> 00:18:25,343 Well, I hate to break it to you, kiddo, 358 00:18:25,444 --> 00:18:27,445 but I have yet to meet the parent who says 359 00:18:27,546 --> 00:18:30,014 - "I got it all right." - (SIGHS) 360 00:18:30,115 --> 00:18:32,116 No perfect games in parenting. 361 00:18:32,217 --> 00:18:33,584 Not even close. 362 00:18:35,220 --> 00:18:36,487 Hmm. 363 00:18:40,092 --> 00:18:41,626 Can I tell you something? 364 00:18:41,727 --> 00:18:43,828 Something I'm... 365 00:18:43,929 --> 00:18:45,630 not supposed to say? 366 00:18:51,036 --> 00:18:52,804 I, um... 367 00:18:55,440 --> 00:18:58,109 I thought I was gonna lose you that day. 368 00:18:59,578 --> 00:19:03,147 And I sense that you felt it, too. 369 00:19:03,248 --> 00:19:04,382 There was a moment, 370 00:19:04,483 --> 00:19:07,318 right after the first child came out, 371 00:19:07,419 --> 00:19:09,387 and you started crashing. 372 00:19:09,488 --> 00:19:13,324 And that little voice in my head kept saying, 373 00:19:13,425 --> 00:19:16,727 "You're gonna lose the mother. 374 00:19:16,829 --> 00:19:19,197 Save the children if you can." 375 00:19:21,934 --> 00:19:23,968 But you came through. 376 00:19:25,504 --> 00:19:27,538 You survived. 377 00:19:29,608 --> 00:19:33,978 You survived just to lose a child 378 00:19:34,079 --> 00:19:35,680 and then a husband. 379 00:19:39,418 --> 00:19:41,419 And, still... 380 00:19:42,454 --> 00:19:44,889 ...what a thing you made of it all. 381 00:19:47,860 --> 00:19:49,427 What a big, 382 00:19:49,528 --> 00:19:51,362 messy, 383 00:19:51,463 --> 00:19:53,364 gigantic... 384 00:19:55,000 --> 00:19:56,734 ...spectacular thing. 385 00:19:58,770 --> 00:20:01,906 I said it to you once. I say it again. 386 00:20:03,375 --> 00:20:05,877 You're as tough as they come, Rebecca Pearson. 387 00:20:07,412 --> 00:20:09,046 (SHUDDERS) 388 00:20:10,249 --> 00:20:12,383 And you, my dear, 389 00:20:12,484 --> 00:20:14,685 have earned a rest. 390 00:20:17,089 --> 00:20:18,890 William? 391 00:20:31,036 --> 00:20:32,603 Thank you. 392 00:20:32,704 --> 00:20:34,038 For being my doctor. 393 00:20:34,139 --> 00:20:35,206 DR. K: Eh. 394 00:20:35,307 --> 00:20:38,009 I was only your doctor that one time. 395 00:20:39,578 --> 00:20:42,246 It was a big one, though. (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 396 00:20:43,248 --> 00:20:45,082 Yes, it was. 397 00:20:45,183 --> 00:20:47,218 ♪ ♪ 398 00:20:47,220 --> 00:20:50,748 (WHIMSICAL INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC) 399 00:20:57,503 --> 00:21:00,905 All right, now these were your grandmother's. Right? 400 00:21:01,006 --> 00:21:02,807 And, uh... 401 00:21:05,103 --> 00:21:08,873 ...she was her favorite. 402 00:21:08,974 --> 00:21:10,975 Yeah. 403 00:21:12,244 --> 00:21:15,846 And this... this right here... 404 00:21:15,947 --> 00:21:17,047 was my favorite. 405 00:21:17,148 --> 00:21:20,351 ("THE CIRCLE GAME" BY JONI MITCHELL BEGINS) 406 00:21:20,452 --> 00:21:23,153 ♪ ♪ 407 00:21:23,255 --> 00:21:25,189 Huh? That's the real stuff right there. 408 00:21:25,290 --> 00:21:27,825 Now, kids only, kids only. No adults. 409 00:21:27,926 --> 00:21:30,160 - Anybody know who this is? - Joni Mitchell. 410 00:21:30,262 --> 00:21:32,162 Joni Mitchell! Spot-on. 411 00:21:32,264 --> 00:21:33,831 Very, very nice, Jack. 412 00:21:33,932 --> 00:21:36,100 And, Nicholas, did you know that when your grandmother 413 00:21:36,201 --> 00:21:37,881 was first diagnosed, we actually broke into 414 00:21:37,936 --> 00:21:39,603 Joni Mitchell's house? Did you know that? 415 00:21:39,704 --> 00:21:41,048 It's a true story. Your grandmother loved 416 00:21:41,072 --> 00:21:42,439 a good B&E. 417 00:21:42,541 --> 00:21:43,584 - (SCATTERED LAUGHTER) - Uh, you know, for the record, 418 00:21:43,608 --> 00:21:44,608 from what I've been told, 419 00:21:44,709 --> 00:21:46,131 you pushed through an open gate 420 00:21:46,132 --> 00:21:47,532 and had a pleasant conversation 421 00:21:47,625 --> 00:21:49,326 in Joni Mitchell's driveway, but... 422 00:21:49,435 --> 00:21:51,280 I don't know who told you that, but you know, I'll tell you, 423 00:21:51,304 --> 00:21:53,972 - just let a tall tale be a tall tale. - RANDALL: That's my bad. 424 00:21:54,073 --> 00:21:57,475 Didn't, uh, Rebecca take a road trip to L.A. with Jack 425 00:21:57,577 --> 00:21:58,710 on their third date? 426 00:21:58,811 --> 00:22:01,279 A ballsy third date by my brother. 427 00:22:01,380 --> 00:22:04,950 - (LAUGHTER) - Now, your Uncle Nicky took me to Olive Garden 428 00:22:05,051 --> 00:22:08,153 - on our third date. - HAILEY: That's very impressive. 429 00:22:08,254 --> 00:22:09,398 NICKY: You said you loved Olive Garden, 430 00:22:09,422 --> 00:22:10,755 so I took you to Olive Garden. 431 00:22:10,856 --> 00:22:12,924 And I don't remember you complaining. 432 00:22:13,025 --> 00:22:15,961 You know, we were just talking about your road trip with Jack. 433 00:22:17,496 --> 00:22:20,098 You two really had 434 00:22:20,199 --> 00:22:23,768 a once-in-a-lifetime love story. 435 00:22:23,869 --> 00:22:25,337 Just like me and Kevin. 436 00:22:25,438 --> 00:22:28,840 ♪ And go 'round and 'round and 'round ♪ 437 00:22:28,941 --> 00:22:31,910 ♪ In the circle game ♪ 438 00:22:32,011 --> 00:22:35,513 Minus all the turbulence and psychotherapy, obviously. 439 00:22:35,615 --> 00:22:38,250 Even when your daughter and I were at our worst, 440 00:22:38,351 --> 00:22:40,619 you never stopped believing in me. 441 00:22:42,321 --> 00:22:43,665 I hope I turned out to be the father 442 00:22:43,689 --> 00:22:46,057 that you always knew I could be, 443 00:22:46,158 --> 00:22:48,059 even though things didn't work out 444 00:22:48,160 --> 00:22:49,404 the way that we thought they would. 445 00:22:49,428 --> 00:22:51,396 (CHUCKLES) 446 00:22:51,497 --> 00:22:54,899 Uh, Rebecca, you can tell me. 447 00:22:55,001 --> 00:22:58,036 You love me more than Philip, right? 448 00:22:58,137 --> 00:23:01,072 You know Rebecca was a low-key Pearson matchmaker? 449 00:23:01,173 --> 00:23:02,407 RANDALL: Mm. 450 00:23:02,508 --> 00:23:03,986 Even when I was unsure about marrying Randall... 451 00:23:04,010 --> 00:23:05,076 Now, hold on now. Wait. 452 00:23:05,177 --> 00:23:06,211 Unsure about marrying me? 453 00:23:06,312 --> 00:23:08,346 Oh, come on, it's R&B legend, Boo. 454 00:23:08,447 --> 00:23:09,981 Own it. Okay? 455 00:23:10,082 --> 00:23:12,917 - You're talking nonsense, woman. - (BETH LAUGHS) 456 00:23:13,019 --> 00:23:14,786 You know it's R&B for life. 457 00:23:14,887 --> 00:23:17,122 It is R&B for life. It is. 458 00:23:17,223 --> 00:23:18,323 Okay, okay. 459 00:23:18,424 --> 00:23:20,725 You guys are way too old for this much PDA. 460 00:23:20,826 --> 00:23:22,266 RANDALL: What are you talking about? 461 00:23:22,361 --> 00:23:24,629 - How do you think you got here? - HAILEY: Look away. 462 00:23:24,730 --> 00:23:26,331 ANNIE: Okay, I'm out of here. _ 463 00:23:26,432 --> 00:23:31,002 ♪ Behind from where we came, and go 'round... ♪ _ 464 00:23:31,103 --> 00:23:34,139 I always felt so small in this family. 465 00:23:34,240 --> 00:23:36,441 Everyone else was so big. 466 00:23:36,542 --> 00:23:39,110 So loud. 467 00:23:39,211 --> 00:23:41,379 Do you remember what you said to me? 468 00:23:41,480 --> 00:23:44,082 You told me that it's okay to be small, 469 00:23:44,183 --> 00:23:47,085 as long as I didn't think of myself as small. 470 00:23:47,186 --> 00:23:49,988 That quiet was okay. 471 00:23:50,089 --> 00:23:52,457 As long as I wasn't afraid to be loud. 472 00:23:52,558 --> 00:23:53,925 MADISON: Beth, 473 00:23:54,026 --> 00:23:58,063 do you remember my bachelorette... 474 00:23:58,164 --> 00:24:01,299 - the-the first one. - (LAUGHTER) 475 00:24:01,324 --> 00:24:02,312 MADISON: Sorry. 476 00:24:02,337 --> 00:24:03,545 ELIJAH: I don't think I've actually heard this story. 477 00:24:03,569 --> 00:24:05,637 - Please, no, no, no, go on. - Uh... 478 00:24:05,738 --> 00:24:08,073 So Kate hired a... What was it? 479 00:24:08,174 --> 00:24:10,075 - What was his official title? - Stripper. 480 00:24:10,176 --> 00:24:11,536 - MADISON: A stripper. - (LAUGHTER) 481 00:24:11,577 --> 00:24:12,677 A stripper that we painted. 482 00:24:12,778 --> 00:24:14,646 Oh, gosh, will you look at the time. 483 00:24:14,747 --> 00:24:16,458 I think it's time for the kids to go to bed. 484 00:24:16,482 --> 00:24:19,117 (INDISTINCT CHATTER, LAUGHTER) 485 00:24:19,218 --> 00:24:20,729 Madison, thank you for the stripper story. 486 00:24:20,753 --> 00:24:21,863 - Yeah. Yeah, sorry. - Appreciate that. 487 00:24:21,887 --> 00:24:23,131 - Sorry, kids. Kids... - RANDALL: No, no. 488 00:24:23,155 --> 00:24:24,856 - It's all good. - She was always there. 489 00:24:24,957 --> 00:24:26,191 She was always there. 490 00:24:26,292 --> 00:24:28,793 And I didn't know that, you know, at the time, 491 00:24:28,894 --> 00:24:30,238 his relationship with his mom. And I didn't realize... 492 00:24:30,262 --> 00:24:33,531 My mother and I are close. I won't be judged. 493 00:24:33,632 --> 00:24:35,567 Bye. 494 00:24:35,668 --> 00:24:37,145 - RANDALL: Have a good night. - Good night, everybody. 495 00:24:37,169 --> 00:24:38,403 - Good night. - ♪ And 'round ♪ 496 00:24:38,504 --> 00:24:39,904 ♪ In the circle game ♪ 497 00:24:40,005 --> 00:24:41,539 (RANDALL SIGHS) 498 00:24:41,640 --> 00:24:43,160 First of all, she said you're an idiot. 499 00:24:43,209 --> 00:24:44,342 And then she said... 500 00:24:44,443 --> 00:24:46,121 - Shat did she... - I told you, she's a low-key, 501 00:24:46,145 --> 00:24:47,589 - she's a low-key matchmaker. - KEVIN: No. 502 00:24:47,613 --> 00:24:50,682 - RANDALL: What did she say? - KEVIN: Okay, good night. 503 00:24:50,783 --> 00:24:52,350 RANDALL: Good night, Soph. 504 00:24:52,451 --> 00:24:54,619 - We'll make it. - Are you okay? 505 00:24:54,720 --> 00:24:57,889 ♪ Behind from where we came ♪ 506 00:24:57,990 --> 00:25:00,892 ♪ And go 'round and 'round and 'round... ♪ 507 00:25:00,993 --> 00:25:03,395 - Good night. - See you in the morning. 508 00:25:03,496 --> 00:25:06,131 ♪ Game ♪ 509 00:25:06,232 --> 00:25:09,868 ♪ And go 'round and 'round and 'round ♪ 510 00:25:09,969 --> 00:25:13,471 ♪ In the circle game. ♪ 511 00:25:13,473 --> 00:25:15,183 (POP MUSIC) 512 00:25:18,933 --> 00:25:21,267 (INSECTS TRILLING OUTSIDE) 513 00:25:30,999 --> 00:25:33,134 Hey, Mom. 514 00:25:33,235 --> 00:25:37,405 It's us. Kevin and Randall. 515 00:25:40,899 --> 00:25:42,643 Kate's on her way, but she wanted you to know 516 00:25:42,667 --> 00:25:44,535 that she's here in spirit. 517 00:25:44,636 --> 00:25:47,037 Yeah. 518 00:25:47,138 --> 00:25:50,207 So, um... 519 00:25:50,308 --> 00:25:52,776 she's with us here, too. 520 00:26:00,652 --> 00:26:02,119 - Oh. - (SIGHS HEAVILY) 521 00:26:17,302 --> 00:26:18,636 - (CHUCKLES) - Mm. 522 00:26:18,737 --> 00:26:20,704 (MUMBLES) 523 00:26:20,805 --> 00:26:24,108 Do you remember that time Kate got appendicitis, 524 00:26:24,209 --> 00:26:26,543 we had to take her to the hospital? Thanksgiving? 525 00:26:26,645 --> 00:26:29,780 No, it was Christmas. I got a snow globe. 526 00:26:29,881 --> 00:26:32,016 Mm... 527 00:26:32,117 --> 00:26:33,494 No, I'm sure of it. I wouldn't have bought 528 00:26:33,518 --> 00:26:35,386 a snow globe if it was Thanksgiving. 529 00:26:35,487 --> 00:26:37,721 Fair enough. 530 00:26:40,225 --> 00:26:41,692 - Question. - Hmm? 531 00:26:41,793 --> 00:26:44,194 Pilgrim Rick. A real-life person, 532 00:26:44,295 --> 00:26:45,429 or did we just make him up? 533 00:26:45,530 --> 00:26:47,765 (LAUGHS) 534 00:26:47,866 --> 00:26:49,033 I think Dad made him up. 535 00:26:49,134 --> 00:26:51,168 See, I think he was a real-life person. 536 00:26:51,269 --> 00:26:53,604 'Cause Dad, he wasn't that creative a storyteller, right? 537 00:26:53,705 --> 00:26:56,674 I don't think he could just conjure up Pilgrim Rick. 538 00:26:56,775 --> 00:26:58,609 Fair enough. 539 00:26:58,710 --> 00:27:01,879 - Yeah. - (RANDALL CHUCKLES) 540 00:27:05,984 --> 00:27:07,928 Strangely ripped for a dad in the '90s, wasn't he? 541 00:27:07,952 --> 00:27:09,163 - Did a lot of pushups. - Loved 'em. 542 00:27:09,187 --> 00:27:10,621 - Yeah. - Couldn't get enough. 543 00:27:10,722 --> 00:27:11,766 Remember that thing he used to do with you? 544 00:27:11,790 --> 00:27:13,023 He would put you on his back 545 00:27:13,124 --> 00:27:14,224 at the karate place, the... 546 00:27:14,325 --> 00:27:17,261 - Dojo. - Dojo. Yeah. 547 00:27:22,367 --> 00:27:25,502 You know, Mom once drove me to go get my John Smiley 548 00:27:25,603 --> 00:27:28,505 - baseball card autographed. - Hmm. 549 00:27:28,606 --> 00:27:32,242 99% sure John Smiley had a crush on Mom. 550 00:27:34,345 --> 00:27:36,547 Everyone had a crush on Mom. 551 00:27:38,750 --> 00:27:40,250 Yeah. 552 00:27:45,757 --> 00:27:48,258 I like that she kept your painting up. 553 00:27:48,359 --> 00:27:51,261 (RANDALL CHUCKLES) 554 00:27:51,362 --> 00:27:53,731 It's actually not bad. 555 00:27:53,832 --> 00:27:55,566 No, it's not. 556 00:27:57,936 --> 00:28:00,571 Should I have been a professional painter? 557 00:28:00,672 --> 00:28:02,306 You should not have been. 558 00:28:02,407 --> 00:28:04,408 (BOTH LAUGH) 559 00:28:06,244 --> 00:28:08,879 I wonder if any of this is getting through to her. 560 00:28:29,834 --> 00:28:31,869 ♪ 561 00:28:42,113 --> 00:28:44,181 MIGUEL: Hey, you. 562 00:28:48,253 --> 00:28:49,853 Hey, you. 563 00:28:52,190 --> 00:28:54,792 Great nose, great legs. 564 00:28:54,893 --> 00:28:56,727 You like the wine. 565 00:28:56,828 --> 00:28:59,863 Oh, I wasn't talking about the wine. 566 00:29:02,333 --> 00:29:03,967 You know, I still... 567 00:29:04,068 --> 00:29:07,571 I still can't get over it after all of these years. 568 00:29:07,672 --> 00:29:09,039 It's still you. 569 00:29:09,140 --> 00:29:11,341 What? 570 00:29:11,442 --> 00:29:14,278 My favorite person. 571 00:29:16,781 --> 00:29:18,782 Rebecca? 572 00:29:36,234 --> 00:29:38,068 Dej. 573 00:29:43,541 --> 00:29:45,409 Hey. 574 00:29:47,378 --> 00:29:48,946 Malik. 575 00:29:49,047 --> 00:29:50,647 The nurse let me in. 576 00:29:50,748 --> 00:29:53,083 I ran out of the restaurant when I got your text. 577 00:29:53,184 --> 00:29:55,385 Oh... 578 00:29:58,289 --> 00:30:01,358 I know we weren't expecting this, 579 00:30:01,459 --> 00:30:03,360 and I know it's complicated. 580 00:30:03,461 --> 00:30:05,429 It really isn't, Dej. 581 00:30:06,664 --> 00:30:09,533 I've loved you since I was 16. 582 00:30:09,634 --> 00:30:12,636 ♪ ♪ 583 00:30:12,737 --> 00:30:15,572 I want to marry you. 584 00:30:15,673 --> 00:30:17,441 I want to have this baby with you. 585 00:30:19,010 --> 00:30:20,878 (CHUCKLES) 586 00:30:20,979 --> 00:30:23,447 (BOTH LAUGH) 587 00:30:28,920 --> 00:30:31,822 Oh, Lord, someone's in a mood. 588 00:30:31,923 --> 00:30:34,224 Oh, another long night with the rats? 589 00:30:35,426 --> 00:30:36,994 Our funding got shut down. 590 00:30:37,095 --> 00:30:38,862 The drug didn't work. 591 00:30:38,963 --> 00:30:41,365 Not enough, anyway. 592 00:30:41,466 --> 00:30:43,100 I just spent years chasing something 593 00:30:43,201 --> 00:30:45,502 that led to nothing, so... 594 00:30:46,471 --> 00:30:49,539 Bro, are you seriously mad 'cause you didn't cure cancer 595 00:30:49,641 --> 00:30:50,841 on the first try? 596 00:30:50,942 --> 00:30:52,676 (SCOFFS) 597 00:30:52,777 --> 00:30:54,144 Yeah, I know. 598 00:30:54,245 --> 00:30:56,980 I don't know, I'm just... I'm just down. 599 00:30:57,081 --> 00:30:59,750 I just thought this was the big thing I was meant to do. 600 00:31:01,786 --> 00:31:04,454 (MONITOR BEEPING) 601 00:31:06,124 --> 00:31:09,092 (WOMAN SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY OVER P.A.) 602 00:31:09,193 --> 00:31:10,794 The nurse said he's still in the OR. 603 00:31:10,895 --> 00:31:13,864 They're waiting for a trauma surgeon. 604 00:31:13,965 --> 00:31:18,669 They're concerned about blood circulation to his foot. 605 00:31:20,271 --> 00:31:22,272 GABRIEL: It's my fault. 606 00:31:22,373 --> 00:31:25,342 I shouldn't have smacked the ball away from him. 607 00:31:25,443 --> 00:31:29,713 Hey. Hey. Look at me. 608 00:31:29,814 --> 00:31:31,548 It was an accident. 609 00:31:31,649 --> 00:31:36,219 It's no one's fault. It's no one's fault. 610 00:31:37,455 --> 00:31:39,022 Marcus is gonna be fine. 611 00:31:41,125 --> 00:31:43,860 Listen to me. 612 00:31:43,962 --> 00:31:48,198 It's gonna be a long night, but he's gonna be fine. 613 00:31:52,270 --> 00:31:55,072 Um, I'm gonna go get us some coffee. 614 00:32:21,052 --> 00:32:23,087 (COFFEE RUNNING) 615 00:32:23,427 --> 00:32:26,829 Vending machines are next door, if you're looking for those. 616 00:32:28,131 --> 00:32:30,299 Oh, no. 617 00:32:30,400 --> 00:32:31,834 Just coffee. 618 00:32:33,570 --> 00:32:35,771 Well, you're in the right spot for that, 619 00:32:35,872 --> 00:32:39,341 if you can legally call this stuff coffee. 620 00:32:52,556 --> 00:32:53,956 Long night? 621 00:32:54,057 --> 00:32:56,192 (SIGHS) 622 00:32:56,293 --> 00:32:58,027 Yeah. 623 00:32:58,128 --> 00:32:59,361 JACK: Yeah. 624 00:33:02,466 --> 00:33:04,900 Yeah, my house burned down. 625 00:33:05,001 --> 00:33:08,237 Whole thing. Middle of the night. 626 00:33:08,338 --> 00:33:10,439 Just, poof! 627 00:33:10,540 --> 00:33:12,875 Barely got the family out. 628 00:33:15,045 --> 00:33:16,879 - Jesus. - Yeah. 629 00:33:19,616 --> 00:33:21,283 Everyone okay? 630 00:33:21,384 --> 00:33:23,452 Yeah. 631 00:33:23,553 --> 00:33:27,122 I got a little dinged up, so I'll just 632 00:33:27,224 --> 00:33:30,025 wait for 'em to take me in, check my hands out 633 00:33:30,126 --> 00:33:32,828 and run a few tests. 634 00:33:36,066 --> 00:33:38,567 My family was in a car accident. 635 00:33:38,668 --> 00:33:41,570 Everyone all right? 636 00:33:44,207 --> 00:33:46,709 No, actually. 637 00:33:48,411 --> 00:33:52,615 My son Marcus, he's in surgery. 638 00:33:57,087 --> 00:33:59,321 Sorry. 639 00:33:59,422 --> 00:34:02,825 You're pretty much catching me on the worst night of my life. 640 00:34:02,926 --> 00:34:04,860 TIFFANY: Hey, come on now. 641 00:34:04,961 --> 00:34:06,996 What did Dad always say? 642 00:34:07,097 --> 00:34:09,632 Oh, no. Please, no. I can't... 643 00:34:09,733 --> 00:34:12,167 I can't listen to some greeting card platitude 644 00:34:12,269 --> 00:34:14,803 about lemons right now, no. 645 00:34:16,373 --> 00:34:19,074 You know what? 646 00:34:19,175 --> 00:34:20,843 I was here 18 years ago, 647 00:34:20,944 --> 00:34:24,780 a night not too different than tonight. 648 00:34:24,881 --> 00:34:28,250 One of those nights that changes everything. 649 00:34:28,351 --> 00:34:30,419 And, uh, 650 00:34:30,520 --> 00:34:34,089 a pretty smart guy, 651 00:34:34,190 --> 00:34:35,891 he said a pretty smart thing to me. 652 00:34:37,961 --> 00:34:40,129 - What does it even mean?! - No, look, look. 653 00:34:40,230 --> 00:34:43,032 He was saying that even the darkest moment 654 00:34:43,133 --> 00:34:44,733 can turn into something sweet. 655 00:34:44,834 --> 00:34:46,335 With lemonade? 656 00:34:46,436 --> 00:34:49,505 With something resembling lemonade. 657 00:34:49,606 --> 00:34:51,740 - How is this our family motto?! - (LAUGHTER) 658 00:34:51,841 --> 00:34:53,876 What is wrong with you? 659 00:34:53,977 --> 00:34:56,679 GABRIEL: You know Dad! (LAUGHS) 660 00:34:56,780 --> 00:34:58,147 NURSE: O2 sat is dropping. 661 00:34:58,248 --> 00:34:59,982 Heart rate is dropping. 662 00:35:01,318 --> 00:35:03,085 - Loss of pulse. - Starting CPR. 663 00:35:03,186 --> 00:35:05,654 Call Dr. Spencer, now. 664 00:35:05,755 --> 00:35:08,524 SPENCER: I want you applying the cream every 12 hours, okay? 665 00:35:08,625 --> 00:35:11,105 - You took in a tremendous amount of smoke. - (CLEARING THROAT) 666 00:35:14,497 --> 00:35:16,131 (ALARM BEEPING) 667 00:35:18,301 --> 00:35:21,236 - Okay, talk to me. - I think it's a fat embolism. 668 00:35:21,338 --> 00:35:23,339 Recommending anti-coagulation now. 669 00:35:23,440 --> 00:35:24,974 Hold it, stop. He could bleed out. 670 00:35:25,075 --> 00:35:29,178 - Continue CPR. - (RAPID BEEPING CONTINUES) 671 00:35:29,279 --> 00:35:31,480 ♪ ♪ 672 00:35:31,581 --> 00:35:35,184 Okay, I am gonna go make us hotel reservations. 673 00:35:35,285 --> 00:35:36,819 Gonna call the kids. 674 00:35:36,920 --> 00:35:38,887 (ALARM BEEPING RAPIDLY) 675 00:35:41,758 --> 00:35:44,093 Stop CPR. I've got a pulse. 676 00:35:44,194 --> 00:35:45,194 (BEEPING STEADIES) 677 00:35:45,295 --> 00:35:46,495 Good save. 678 00:35:48,164 --> 00:35:49,965 Dr. Spencer, you're needed back downstairs 679 00:35:50,066 --> 00:35:52,067 - in the ER stat. - SPENCER: Thank you. 680 00:35:56,873 --> 00:35:59,808 We lost Pearson in 107. 681 00:35:59,909 --> 00:36:03,278 Cardiac arrest. Lifesaving measures did not work. 682 00:36:03,380 --> 00:36:05,381 What? 683 00:36:09,586 --> 00:36:12,621 He was presenting normal not 20 minutes ago. 684 00:36:15,625 --> 00:36:18,861 I had a kid coding upstairs, 685 00:36:18,962 --> 00:36:20,562 and this was just smoke inhalation. 686 00:36:20,664 --> 00:36:22,765 (EXHALES) 687 00:36:24,000 --> 00:36:26,402 I've got to find his wife. 688 00:36:30,907 --> 00:36:32,941 SPENCER: Mrs. Pearson? 689 00:36:33,043 --> 00:36:34,209 Oh. 690 00:36:41,151 --> 00:36:44,420 Mrs. Pearson, your husband has died. 691 00:36:45,555 --> 00:36:47,856 Your son is gonna be okay. 692 00:36:47,957 --> 00:36:51,160 He has a long recovery ahead of him. 693 00:36:51,261 --> 00:36:53,295 ♪ ♪ 694 00:37:08,878 --> 00:37:10,913 ♪ 695 00:37:28,364 --> 00:37:30,232 No. 696 00:37:32,869 --> 00:37:35,938 I told you I'm waiting for someone. 697 00:37:36,039 --> 00:37:38,073 (BIRDS SINGING) 698 00:37:39,976 --> 00:37:42,745 She's a fighter, your mother. 699 00:37:45,882 --> 00:37:48,350 - I'm here if you need me. - Thank you. 700 00:37:54,591 --> 00:37:56,658 (EXHALES LOUDLY) 701 00:37:59,162 --> 00:38:02,731 Hey, look at that. The kids are playing four square. 702 00:38:04,267 --> 00:38:06,101 Would you look at that? 703 00:38:06,202 --> 00:38:08,704 (INDISTINCT CHATTER OUTSIDE) 704 00:38:12,976 --> 00:38:15,077 So strange. 705 00:38:16,479 --> 00:38:18,147 The dichotomy, you know? 706 00:38:30,860 --> 00:38:32,294 JACK: Mom! 707 00:38:44,174 --> 00:38:45,541 RANDALL: It's okay. 708 00:38:47,277 --> 00:38:49,244 (KATE PANTING) 709 00:38:52,582 --> 00:38:54,817 Hey, Mom. 710 00:38:54,918 --> 00:38:57,719 It's me. It's Bug. 711 00:38:57,821 --> 00:39:02,424 (OVER SPEAKERS): I'm here. I'm here. 712 00:39:05,361 --> 00:39:08,397 KATE (SNIFFLES): I love you, Mom. 713 00:39:09,933 --> 00:39:12,434 I love you so much. 714 00:39:17,340 --> 00:39:18,607 (SOFTLY): Okay. 715 00:39:28,418 --> 00:39:31,019 ♪ 716 00:39:55,445 --> 00:39:58,146 I want to say the perfect thing to you, Mom, 717 00:39:58,248 --> 00:40:00,282 but, uh... 718 00:40:00,383 --> 00:40:03,185 I'm not sure what that is. 719 00:40:04,954 --> 00:40:07,189 I don't even know if you can hear me, 720 00:40:07,290 --> 00:40:09,424 but, uh... 721 00:40:12,428 --> 00:40:14,696 ...I love you, Mom. 722 00:40:17,166 --> 00:40:20,535 Uh, we're good now. 723 00:40:22,739 --> 00:40:25,140 You made us good. 724 00:40:30,747 --> 00:40:33,849 So, uh... 725 00:40:33,950 --> 00:40:36,585 thanks for all the meals. 726 00:40:39,322 --> 00:40:41,356 Thank you for always making us feel loved. 727 00:40:43,960 --> 00:40:46,962 Thank you for that one time you beat down David Adams 728 00:40:47,063 --> 00:40:48,931 for hitting me in the head with a baseball bat. 729 00:40:49,032 --> 00:40:51,066 (STIFLED LAUGHTER, SOBS) 730 00:40:57,307 --> 00:40:59,841 I love you, Ma. 731 00:41:03,079 --> 00:41:05,981 This is quite sad, isn't it? 732 00:41:08,151 --> 00:41:10,252 The end? 733 00:41:10,353 --> 00:41:12,854 Oh, I don't know. 734 00:41:12,956 --> 00:41:14,923 The way I see it, 735 00:41:15,024 --> 00:41:17,492 if something makes you sad when it ends, 736 00:41:17,593 --> 00:41:20,829 it must have been pretty wonderful when it was happening. 737 00:41:22,298 --> 00:41:24,366 Truth be told, 738 00:41:24,467 --> 00:41:25,901 I've always felt it a bit lazy 739 00:41:26,002 --> 00:41:29,871 to just think of the world as sad, 740 00:41:29,973 --> 00:41:32,407 because so much of it is. 741 00:41:32,508 --> 00:41:35,043 Because everything ends. 742 00:41:35,144 --> 00:41:37,479 Everything dies. 743 00:41:43,486 --> 00:41:45,821 But if you step back... 744 00:41:47,490 --> 00:41:51,994 If you step back and look at the whole picture... 745 00:41:53,930 --> 00:41:55,731 If you're brave enough to allow yourself 746 00:41:55,832 --> 00:42:00,002 the gift of a really wide perspective... 747 00:42:01,204 --> 00:42:03,138 PRESENTER: And so, for his pioneering role 748 00:42:03,239 --> 00:42:04,606 in the development of drugs 749 00:42:04,707 --> 00:42:06,942 targeting Alzheimer's disease, 750 00:42:07,043 --> 00:42:09,644 we're proud to honor Dr. Marcus Brooks. 751 00:42:09,746 --> 00:42:12,547 (APPLAUSE) 752 00:42:15,707 --> 00:42:20,177 You know, this all started from a number of cancer drugs 753 00:42:20,201 --> 00:42:21,881 that didn't work. Uh... 754 00:42:22,177 --> 00:42:23,857 WILLIAM: If you do that... 755 00:42:25,014 --> 00:42:28,216 ...you'll see that the end is not sad, Rebecca. 756 00:42:30,264 --> 00:42:32,330 It's just the start of the next 757 00:42:33,037 --> 00:42:35,091 incredibly beautiful thing. 758 00:42:39,514 --> 00:42:42,423 It's like that dopey painting your son made that time. 759 00:42:42,462 --> 00:42:43,462 (LAUGHS) 760 00:42:43,962 --> 00:42:46,782 Hey, I really love that painting. 761 00:42:50,830 --> 00:42:52,270 (REBECCA SNIFFLES) 762 00:42:57,783 --> 00:42:58,783 Okay. 763 00:43:02,697 --> 00:43:03,817 (KISSES CHEEK) 764 00:43:18,650 --> 00:43:20,798 (SNIFFLING) 765 00:43:31,900 --> 00:43:33,260 You tell him hey. 766 00:44:32,109 --> 00:44:33,257 Hey. 767 00:44:34,586 --> 00:44:35,796 Hey. 768 00:44:38,725 --> 00:44:44,750 sync and corrections by awaqeded www.addic7ed.com.