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Previously on This Is Us...

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Any Sunday my dad

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had to go into the office,
he would, uh,

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take me on the train
to the city with him.

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I loved those Sundays.

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You and the girls and Beth
should get here

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as soon as you can.

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They're saying it won't be long now.

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It's not gonna stay a secret long

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if you keep touching
your belly like that.

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- What? I didn't touch my belly.
- Mm-hmm.

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You okay, Dej?

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I'm fine.

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Um, let's-let's go see her.

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So, looks like we get off
next exit, 6.8 miles.

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Thanks for the 24-hour heads-up.

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Eyes on the road, please.

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With this eye candy
sitting right next to me?

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I'll try, but no promises.

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Marcus gets me.

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Mm. Well, God help you both.

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Eyes on road.

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This is taking forever.

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You drive like an old man.

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Let me tell you something,
my petulant daughter.

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One day, you'll remember
enjoying this precious time,

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with your world-class mother,
your Denzel-esque father...

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This again?

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- You do not look like him.
- I so do.

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Driving home from your brother's

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travel tournament where he won MVP

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Marcus won MVP?

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I hadn't heard.
Can you repeat that, like,

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a hundred more times?

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- Boys.
- Your father's driving.

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- Marcus, in your seat.
- Hey.

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Seatbelt please, Marcus.

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Kenny!

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Rebecca?

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How you doing in there, honey?

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I'm waiting for someone.

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My father always wanted
to take me on a train like this.

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He'd say, "One day, we're gonna
take a ride on a train where...

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people wear tuxedos
and drink Vespers."

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I had no idea what a Vesper was,
but I knew I wanted one.

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A martini with gin, vodka and Lillet.

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Shaken, never stirred.

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James Bond.

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That's right.

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Sit with me.

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Remind me of the poem?

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The one that gave me
the idea for his name.

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- "Luzon."
- "Luzon."

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Yes.

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Dudley Randall.

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Will you recite it for me?

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"Splendid against the night,

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"the searchlights, the tracers' arcs

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and the red flair bombs
filling the eye and the brain."

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Would you like to go to the
bar car with me, Rebecca?

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I'm waiting for someone.

63
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I know. It's okay.

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Come on.

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All right.

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All right, everybody?

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That is it, the food is ready.

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Come on and get it, it's time to eat.

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Got enough food in here
to choke a horse.

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- Be right there.
- All right.

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Hey, uh, thanks for doing all this.

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Can I, can I chip in, or...

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Oh, no. Toby, come on, don't be silly.

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- It's fine.
- Kev, I can pay for my own food.

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I was just k... I'm kidding.

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It's a callback to our old dynamic.

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Yes. Yes. Yeah.

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Seriously, though, uh,
thanks for including me.

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I appreciate it.

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Mom wouldn't have had it
any other way.

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Hey. Move, move,
Nicky's going straight

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for that orange chicken,
and I'm not getting stuck

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with no lame-ass moo shu, Nicky.

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Here, Daddy. You need to eat.

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Franny, you are so sweet.

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Hey, hey, hey!

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- Uh-oh...
- Hey, there.

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- Hello.
- We have arrived.

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What's going on? What up, Jack?

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- What up, Hail?
- Here they are. Come hug me up.

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I didn't think I was gonna get
to see you until I got home.

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- Hey, Dad.
- Hey, sweetheart. Hi, how are you?

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We're good, but we are all
in desperate need of a pee.

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- But, uh...
- Long journey?

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- Yes.
- Come this way. Say hi to everybody.

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- Hi, guys.
- Hey.

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- Hey, good to see you.
- Hi, everyone.

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- Welcome, welcome.
- How's she doing?

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She's hanging in. I mean,

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well, they say it could be
a couple days to a week, so...

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Mm. All right.

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Is that orange chicken?

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- It was.
- Don't worry.

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I stashed you some in the fridge.

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Thank you, Edie.

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You are the only one I like.

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You talk to Kate?

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Yeah. She-she rushed to the airport

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and is, uh, boarding a plane
from London any minute.

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So she'll be here in the morning.

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Okay, good.

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Well, eat up. There's plenty of food.

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- Yeah.
- Thank you.

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Those ribs are
a favorite. You love them.

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Oh, I love a rib.

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He can have a rib.

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Quite a tower you got there.

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Terrible.

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We're all just...

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...waiting.

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Laughing.

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Eating Chinese.

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Is this even right?

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I don't think there are any rules.

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For any of this.

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You?

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You okay?

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If I tell you something big right now,

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you have to promise not to react.

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You have to be totally cool.

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If there's one distinguishing
quality of Randall Pearson,

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it's that he's effortlessly cool.

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I'm not playing.

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I'm pregnant.

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You're gonna be a grandfather.

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Don't. Don't.

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We're not even married yet.

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I just started my medical residency.

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He's working all the time.

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You know how he is about work.

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May I give you a very Randall Pearson,

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effortlessly cool hug...

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...that nobody notices?

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You may.

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But just stop calling yourself

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effortlessly cool.

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I'm very happy, Dej.

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Does he know?

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I was gonna tell him
after this weekend.

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He's working late.

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Because what else is new?

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Look at me, Frank.

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I'm in the prime of my life, dude.

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And I'm here with you every night,

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trying to reduce cell inflammation

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in pancreatic tumors.

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Working our tails off.

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Well, I worked mine off.

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You still have yours.

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Holy crap.

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Excuse me.

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I know we wanted her to rest, but...

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Rebecca's blood pressure's dropping

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and her legs are starting to go cold.

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Things are happening quickly now.

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I don't see her making it
through the night.

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I think it's time
to start saying goodbyes.

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- What's the briefing?
- Marcus Brooks.

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11-year-old male.
Unrestrained passenger

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in a motor vehicle crash.

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Open fracture to the right lower leg.

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No pulse in foot.

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Got two units of blood ready.

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Family's in the waiting room.

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So, should we draw really...
sad straws?

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Anybody want to go say goodbye first?

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I'll go.

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Beth.

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What are you doing here?

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I just wanted to see you.

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I just wanted to say...

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...so much of being a mom

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is about faking it, isn't it?

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We don't know
what the hell we're doing.

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Not when they're young.

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Not when they're older.

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So we fake it.

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We imitate what we think
a mom should be.

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I had a good mom.

190
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But, uh...

191
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...we were complicated.

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I just want to say...

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...all these years,

194
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so many times when I was faking it...

195
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...I was doing my best
impression of you, Rebecca.

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I'll take him
the rest of the way, Mama.

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Thank you

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for helping me with that...

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complicated, incredible,

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beautiful boy that you raised.

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But I got him now.

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Rebecca?

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The train is moving fast.

204
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We have to keep going, dear.

205
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Well, I boarded.

206
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Should be there in less than 12 hours.

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Is everyone there?

208
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Kate, Mom's taken a turn.

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We don't think she's
gonna make it through the night.

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Oh, my God.

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I should have never come on this trip.

212
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No.

213
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No, don't-don't say that.

214
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All right? You're doing exactly
what Mom wanted you to do.

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- You're taking the big swings.
- Yeah.

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Taking your curriculum
international...

217
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there's nothing bigger than that.

218
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You tell her that I'm on my way.

219
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Do you hear me?

220
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You tell Mom
that her daughter is on her way.

221
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Miss, I have to ask you
to turn off your phone.

222
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Okay.

223
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I got to go.

224
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You tell her. You hear me?

225
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- We will.
- Mm.

226
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Rebecca.

227
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Welcome.

228
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What are you having?

229
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Marcus. Marcus, it's late.

230
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I want to go home to my wife.

231
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She's not much, but
she's better than this place.

232
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Sir, look at this.

233
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We're seeing a small decrease
in cell inflammation.

234
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The drug is working.

235
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No.

236
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Marcus,

237
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do you know how many
cancer drugs are being tested?

238
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How many are ahead of ours?

239
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How many swings

240
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- and misses...
- Sir, d-due respect,

241
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- this is very promising.
- It's an interesting result,

242
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and I'll send it up the ladder.

243
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But...

244
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...our funding has run dry.

245
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We're shutting down.

246
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Go home, kid.

247
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You need to make a life for yourself

248
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outside of this place.

249
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Don't you have someone nice
to be home with?

250
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How you doing?

251
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I said what I needed to say.

252
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I'm at peace with it.

253
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Now I just want her to be.

254
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What'd you say to her?

255
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Uh-uh. I'm not tellin'.

256
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Was it about me?

257
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It's a secret.

258
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Ah. I got you.

259
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Well, I got a secret, too.

260
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Hmm.

261
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Mm-hmm.

262
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And it's a whopper,
if I do say so myself.

263
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Deja's pregnant.

264
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How the hell did...

265
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Come on, man. She told you?

266
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I'm that girl's mother, Randall.

267
00:15:02,581 --> 00:15:03,958
I knew she was
pregnant before she did.

268
00:15:03,982 --> 00:15:05,816
Oh...

269
00:15:07,786 --> 00:15:09,353
You're gonna be a grandpappy.

270
00:15:10,355 --> 00:15:11,689
You gonna be a meemaw.

271
00:15:11,790 --> 00:15:13,891
Hell no. Anybody call me Meemaw,

272
00:15:13,992 --> 00:15:16,361
I'm stuffing that baby
right back up inside of her.

273
00:15:16,385 --> 00:15:17,437
Mm.

274
00:15:26,771 --> 00:15:29,039
Kev and I are gonna go in there last.

275
00:15:30,775 --> 00:15:32,643
Stay with her.

276
00:15:34,446 --> 00:15:36,814
I don't know
what I want to say to her.

277
00:15:38,950 --> 00:15:40,384
I want to tell her she can go,

278
00:15:40,485 --> 00:15:42,720
but I don't want to scare her,
you know?

279
00:15:42,821 --> 00:15:45,289
Just, um...

280
00:15:45,390 --> 00:15:47,525
I want to get it right.

281
00:15:47,626 --> 00:15:50,361
You will.

282
00:15:50,462 --> 00:15:52,496
You always do.

283
00:15:57,736 --> 00:15:59,803
Old life,

284
00:15:59,905 --> 00:16:01,438
new life.

285
00:16:02,407 --> 00:16:04,141
It's so strange.

286
00:16:06,011 --> 00:16:08,779
The dichotomy, you know?

287
00:16:08,880 --> 00:16:10,948
Not really.

288
00:16:11,049 --> 00:16:12,727
But I married you
so I wouldn't have to learn

289
00:16:12,751 --> 00:16:13,918
- all the big words.
- Mm.

290
00:16:14,920 --> 00:16:16,554
Another bite.

291
00:16:20,625 --> 00:16:23,661
Be with you in just a second, dear.

292
00:16:25,897 --> 00:16:28,465
Last chance for the Steelers.

293
00:16:28,567 --> 00:16:30,935
Bradshaw, trying to get away.

294
00:16:31,970 --> 00:16:34,271
And his pass is...

295
00:16:34,372 --> 00:16:36,206
broken up by Tatum.

296
00:16:36,308 --> 00:16:37,441
Picked off!

297
00:16:37,542 --> 00:16:39,944
Franco Harris has it!

298
00:16:40,045 --> 00:16:41,111
And he's over!

299
00:16:41,212 --> 00:16:42,112
Limoncello?

300
00:16:42,213 --> 00:16:44,181
Or is that too on the nose?

301
00:16:45,550 --> 00:16:48,118
Hey, if life gives you lemons...

302
00:16:51,022 --> 00:16:53,090
Actually...

303
00:16:53,191 --> 00:16:55,492
could you make me a Vesper?

304
00:16:55,594 --> 00:16:57,895
Coming right up.

305
00:17:04,402 --> 00:17:06,136
Your kids grew up beautifully.

306
00:17:07,272 --> 00:17:08,339
Now you can see.

307
00:17:08,364 --> 00:17:09,450
You should've got
your glasses earlier,

308
00:17:09,474 --> 00:17:10,507
you know that?

309
00:17:10,609 --> 00:17:12,509
Yeah, you're handsome.

310
00:17:12,611 --> 00:17:15,145
Check it out. Smile.

311
00:17:16,114 --> 00:17:18,115
Looking good.

312
00:17:18,216 --> 00:17:19,817
Kate's not here.

313
00:17:20,885 --> 00:17:23,153
Yeah. I know.

314
00:17:28,760 --> 00:17:31,662
I've spent my whole life
worrying about them.

315
00:17:33,231 --> 00:17:34,999
Wondering...

316
00:17:35,967 --> 00:17:38,035
...what else I could do
for them, and...

317
00:17:38,136 --> 00:17:39,269
and now...

318
00:17:39,371 --> 00:17:42,072
There's nothing left to do.

319
00:17:43,375 --> 00:17:46,377
You trust the process.

320
00:17:46,478 --> 00:17:48,178
And...

321
00:17:50,615 --> 00:17:52,082
...you drink a Vesper.

322
00:17:53,852 --> 00:17:54,885
Thank you.

323
00:18:00,258 --> 00:18:01,392
Mmm.

324
00:18:01,493 --> 00:18:03,093
And you thought
I just delivered babies.

325
00:18:05,597 --> 00:18:07,031
Hmm.

326
00:18:15,540 --> 00:18:17,574
I made so many mistakes.

327
00:18:18,710 --> 00:18:20,244
Well, I hate
to break it to you, kiddo,

328
00:18:20,345 --> 00:18:22,346
but I have yet to meet
the parent who says

329
00:18:22,447 --> 00:18:24,915
"I got it all right."

330
00:18:25,016 --> 00:18:27,017
No perfect games in parenting.

331
00:18:27,118 --> 00:18:28,485
Not even close.

332
00:18:30,121 --> 00:18:31,388
Hmm.

333
00:18:34,993 --> 00:18:36,527
Can I tell you something?

334
00:18:36,628 --> 00:18:38,729
Something I'm...

335
00:18:38,830 --> 00:18:40,531
not supposed to say?

336
00:18:45,937 --> 00:18:47,705
I, um...

337
00:18:50,341 --> 00:18:53,010
I thought
I was gonna lose you that day.

338
00:18:54,479 --> 00:18:58,048
And I sense that you felt it, too.

339
00:18:58,149 --> 00:18:59,283
There was a moment,

340
00:18:59,384 --> 00:19:02,219
right after the first child came out,

341
00:19:02,320 --> 00:19:04,288
and you started crashing.

342
00:19:04,389 --> 00:19:08,225
And that little voice
in my head kept saying,

343
00:19:08,326 --> 00:19:11,628
"You're gonna lose the mother.

344
00:19:11,730 --> 00:19:14,098
Save the children if you can."

345
00:19:16,835 --> 00:19:18,869
But you came through.

346
00:19:20,405 --> 00:19:22,439
You survived.

347
00:19:24,509 --> 00:19:28,879
You survived just to lose a child

348
00:19:28,980 --> 00:19:30,581
and then a husband.

349
00:19:34,319 --> 00:19:36,320
And, still...

350
00:19:37,355 --> 00:19:39,790
...what a thing you made of it all.

351
00:19:42,761 --> 00:19:44,328
What a big,

352
00:19:44,429 --> 00:19:46,263
messy,

353
00:19:46,364 --> 00:19:48,265
gigantic...

354
00:19:49,901 --> 00:19:51,635
...spectacular thing.

355
00:19:53,671 --> 00:19:56,807
I said it to you once. I say it again.

356
00:19:58,276 --> 00:20:00,778
You're as tough as they come,
Rebecca Pearson.

357
00:20:05,150 --> 00:20:07,284
And you, my dear,

358
00:20:07,385 --> 00:20:09,586
have earned a rest.

359
00:20:11,990 --> 00:20:13,791
William?

360
00:20:25,937 --> 00:20:27,504
Thank you.

361
00:20:27,605 --> 00:20:28,939
For being my doctor.

362
00:20:29,040 --> 00:20:30,107
Eh.

363
00:20:30,208 --> 00:20:32,910
I was only your doctor that one time.

364
00:20:34,479 --> 00:20:37,147
It was a big one, though.

365
00:20:38,149 --> 00:20:39,983
Yes, it was.

366
00:20:49,782 --> 00:20:53,184
All right, now these were
your grandmother's. Right?

367
00:20:53,285 --> 00:20:55,086
And, uh...

368
00:20:57,623 --> 00:21:01,393
...she was her favorite.

369
00:21:01,494 --> 00:21:03,495
Yeah.

370
00:21:04,764 --> 00:21:08,366
And this... this right here...

371
00:21:08,467 --> 00:21:09,567
was my favorite.

372
00:21:15,775 --> 00:21:17,709
Huh? That's the real stuff
right there.

373
00:21:17,810 --> 00:21:20,345
Now, kids only, kids only. No adults.

374
00:21:20,446 --> 00:21:22,680
- Anybody know who this is?
- Joni Mitchell.

375
00:21:22,782 --> 00:21:24,682
Joni Mitchell! Spot-on.

376
00:21:24,784 --> 00:21:26,351
Very, very nice, Jack.

377
00:21:26,452 --> 00:21:28,620
And, Nicholas, did you know
that when your grandmother

378
00:21:28,721 --> 00:21:30,401
was first diagnosed,
we actually broke into

379
00:21:30,456 --> 00:21:32,123
Joni Mitchell's house?
Did you know that?

380
00:21:32,224 --> 00:21:33,568
It's a true story.
Your grandmother loved

381
00:21:33,592 --> 00:21:34,959
a good B&E.

382
00:21:35,061 --> 00:21:36,104
Uh, you know, for the record,

383
00:21:36,128 --> 00:21:37,128
from what I've been told,

384
00:21:37,229 --> 00:21:38,651
you pushed through an open gate

385
00:21:38,652 --> 00:21:40,052
and had a pleasant conversation

386
00:21:40,145 --> 00:21:41,846
in Joni Mitchell's driveway, but...

387
00:21:41,955 --> 00:21:43,800
I don't know who told you that,
but you know, I'll tell you,

388
00:21:43,824 --> 00:21:46,492
- just let a tall tale be a tall tale.
- That's my bad.

389
00:21:46,593 --> 00:21:49,995
Didn't, uh, Rebecca take
a road trip to L.A. with Jack

390
00:21:50,097 --> 00:21:51,230
on their third date?

391
00:21:51,331 --> 00:21:53,799
A ballsy third date by my brother.

392
00:21:53,900 --> 00:21:57,470
Now, your Uncle Nicky
took me to Olive Garden

393
00:21:57,571 --> 00:22:00,673
- on our third date.
- That's very impressive.

394
00:22:00,774 --> 00:22:01,918
You said you loved Olive Garden,

395
00:22:01,942 --> 00:22:03,275
so I took you to Olive Garden.

396
00:22:03,376 --> 00:22:05,444
And I don't remember you complaining.

397
00:22:05,545 --> 00:22:08,481
You know, we were just talking
about your road trip with Jack.

398
00:22:10,016 --> 00:22:12,618
You two really had

399
00:22:12,719 --> 00:22:16,288
a once-in-a-lifetime love story.

400
00:22:16,389 --> 00:22:17,857
Just like me and Kevin.

401
00:22:17,958 --> 00:22:21,360
♪ And go 'round and 'round
and 'round ♪

402
00:22:21,461 --> 00:22:24,430
♪ In the circle game ♪

403
00:22:24,531 --> 00:22:28,033
Minus all the turbulence
and psychotherapy, obviously.

404
00:22:28,135 --> 00:22:30,770
Even when your daughter and I
were at our worst,

405
00:22:30,871 --> 00:22:33,139
you never stopped believing in me.

406
00:22:34,841 --> 00:22:36,185
I hope I turned out to be the father

407
00:22:36,209 --> 00:22:38,577
that you always knew I could be,

408
00:22:38,678 --> 00:22:40,579
even though things didn't work out

409
00:22:40,680 --> 00:22:42,080
the way that we thought they would.

410
00:22:44,017 --> 00:22:47,419
Uh, Rebecca, you can tell me.

411
00:22:47,521 --> 00:22:50,556
You love me more than Philip, right?

412
00:22:50,657 --> 00:22:53,592
You know Rebecca was a low-key
Pearson matchmaker?

413
00:22:53,693 --> 00:22:54,927
Mm.

414
00:22:55,028 --> 00:22:56,506
Even when I was unsure
about marrying Randall...

415
00:22:56,530 --> 00:22:57,596
Now, hold on now. Wait.

416
00:22:57,697 --> 00:22:58,731
Unsure about marrying me?

417
00:22:58,832 --> 00:23:00,866
Oh, come on, it's R&B legend, Boo.

418
00:23:00,967 --> 00:23:02,501
Own it. Okay?

419
00:23:02,602 --> 00:23:05,437
You're talking nonsense, woman.

420
00:23:05,539 --> 00:23:07,306
You know it's R&B for life.

421
00:23:07,407 --> 00:23:09,642
It is R&B for life. It is.

422
00:23:09,743 --> 00:23:10,843
Okay, okay.

423
00:23:10,944 --> 00:23:13,245
You guys are way too old
for this much PDA.

424
00:23:13,346 --> 00:23:14,786
What are you talking about?

425
00:23:14,881 --> 00:23:17,149
- How do you think you got here?
- Look away.

426
00:23:17,250 --> 00:23:18,851
Okay, I'm out of here. _

427
00:23:18,952 --> 00:23:23,522
♪ Behind from where we came,
and go 'round... ♪ _

428
00:23:23,623 --> 00:23:26,659
I always felt so small in this family.

429
00:23:26,760 --> 00:23:28,961
Everyone else was so big.

430
00:23:29,062 --> 00:23:31,630
So loud.

431
00:23:31,731 --> 00:23:33,899
Do you remember what you said to me?

432
00:23:34,000 --> 00:23:36,602
You told me that
it's okay to be small,

433
00:23:36,703 --> 00:23:39,605
as long as I didn't
think of myself as small.

434
00:23:39,706 --> 00:23:42,508
That quiet was okay.

435
00:23:42,609 --> 00:23:44,977
As long as I wasn't afraid to be loud.

436
00:23:45,078 --> 00:23:46,445
Beth,

437
00:23:46,546 --> 00:23:50,583
do you remember my bachelorette...

438
00:23:50,684 --> 00:23:53,819
the-the first one.

439
00:23:53,844 --> 00:23:54,832
Sorry.

440
00:23:54,857 --> 00:23:56,065
I don't think I've
actually heard this story.

441
00:23:56,089 --> 00:23:58,157
- Please, no, no, no, go on.
- Uh...

442
00:23:58,258 --> 00:24:00,593
So Kate hired a... What was it?

443
00:24:00,694 --> 00:24:02,595
- What was his official title?
- Stripper.

444
00:24:02,696 --> 00:24:04,056
A stripper.

445
00:24:04,097 --> 00:24:05,197
A stripper that we painted.

446
00:24:05,298 --> 00:24:07,166
Oh, gosh, will you look at the time.

447
00:24:07,267 --> 00:24:08,987
I think it's time for
the kids to go to bed.

448
00:24:11,738 --> 00:24:13,249
Madison, thank you
for the stripper story.

449
00:24:13,273 --> 00:24:14,383
- Yeah. Yeah, sorry.
- Appreciate that.

450
00:24:14,407 --> 00:24:15,651
- Sorry, kids. Kids...
- No, no.

451
00:24:15,675 --> 00:24:17,376
- It's all good.
- She was always there.

452
00:24:17,477 --> 00:24:18,711
She was always there.

453
00:24:18,812 --> 00:24:21,313
And I didn't know that,
you know, at the time,

454
00:24:21,414 --> 00:24:22,758
his relationship with his mom.
And I didn't realize...

455
00:24:22,782 --> 00:24:26,051
My mother and I are close.
I won't be judged.

456
00:24:26,152 --> 00:24:28,087
Bye.

457
00:24:28,188 --> 00:24:29,665
- Have a good night.
- Good night, everybody.

458
00:24:29,689 --> 00:24:30,923
- Good night.
- ♪ And 'round ♪

459
00:24:31,024 --> 00:24:32,424
♪ In the circle game ♪

460
00:24:34,160 --> 00:24:35,680
First of all, she said
you're an idiot.

461
00:24:35,729 --> 00:24:36,862
And then she said...

462
00:24:36,963 --> 00:24:38,641
- Shat did she...
- I told you, she's a low-key,

463
00:24:38,665 --> 00:24:40,109
- she's a low-key matchmaker.
- No.

464
00:24:40,133 --> 00:24:43,202
- What did she say?
- Okay, good night.

465
00:24:43,303 --> 00:24:44,870
Good night, Soph.

466
00:24:44,971 --> 00:24:47,139
- We'll make it.
- Are you okay?

467
00:24:47,240 --> 00:24:50,409
♪ Behind from where we came ♪

468
00:24:50,510 --> 00:24:53,412
♪ And go 'round and 'round
and 'round... ♪

469
00:24:53,513 --> 00:24:55,915
- Good night.
- See you in the morning.

470
00:24:56,016 --> 00:24:58,651
♪ Game ♪

471
00:24:58,752 --> 00:25:02,388
♪ And go 'round and 'round
and 'round ♪

472
00:25:02,489 --> 00:25:05,991
♪ In the circle game. ♪

473
00:25:20,061 --> 00:25:22,196
Hey, Mom.

474
00:25:22,297 --> 00:25:26,467
It's us. Kevin and Randall.

475
00:25:30,205 --> 00:25:31,949
Kate's on her way,
but she wanted you to know

476
00:25:31,973 --> 00:25:33,841
that she's here in spirit.

477
00:25:33,942 --> 00:25:36,343
Yeah.

478
00:25:36,444 --> 00:25:39,513
So, um...

479
00:25:39,614 --> 00:25:42,082
she's with us here, too.

480
00:25:49,958 --> 00:25:51,425
Oh.

481
00:26:06,608 --> 00:26:07,942
Mm.

482
00:26:10,111 --> 00:26:13,414
Do you remember that time
Kate got appendicitis,

483
00:26:13,515 --> 00:26:15,849
we had to take her
to the hospital? Thanksgiving?

484
00:26:15,951 --> 00:26:19,086
No, it was Christmas.
I got a snow globe.

485
00:26:19,187 --> 00:26:21,322
Mm...

486
00:26:21,423 --> 00:26:22,800
No, I'm sure of it.
I wouldn't have bought

487
00:26:22,824 --> 00:26:24,692
a snow globe if it was Thanksgiving.

488
00:26:24,793 --> 00:26:27,027
Fair enough.

489
00:26:29,531 --> 00:26:30,998
- Question.
- Hmm?

490
00:26:31,099 --> 00:26:33,500
Pilgrim Rick. A real-life person,

491
00:26:33,601 --> 00:26:34,735
or did we just make him up?

492
00:26:37,172 --> 00:26:38,339
I think Dad made him up.

493
00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:40,474
See, I think he was
a real-life person.

494
00:26:40,575 --> 00:26:42,910
'Cause Dad, he wasn't that
creative a storyteller, right?

495
00:26:43,011 --> 00:26:45,980
I don't think he could just
conjure up Pilgrim Rick.

496
00:26:46,081 --> 00:26:47,915
Fair enough.

497
00:26:48,016 --> 00:26:51,185
Yeah.

498
00:26:55,290 --> 00:26:57,234
Strangely ripped for a dad
in the '90s, wasn't he?

499
00:26:57,258 --> 00:26:58,469
- Did a lot of pushups.
- Loved 'em.

500
00:26:58,493 --> 00:26:59,927
- Yeah.
- Couldn't get enough.

501
00:27:00,028 --> 00:27:01,072
Remember that thing
he used to do with you?

502
00:27:01,096 --> 00:27:02,329
He would put you on his back

503
00:27:02,430 --> 00:27:03,530
at the karate place, the...

504
00:27:03,631 --> 00:27:06,567
- Dojo.
- Dojo. Yeah.

505
00:27:11,673 --> 00:27:14,808
You know, Mom once drove me
to go get my John Smiley

506
00:27:14,909 --> 00:27:17,811
- baseball card autographed.
- Hmm.

507
00:27:17,912 --> 00:27:21,548
99% sure John Smiley
had a crush on Mom.

508
00:27:23,651 --> 00:27:25,853
Everyone had a crush on Mom.

509
00:27:28,056 --> 00:27:29,556
Yeah.

510
00:27:35,063 --> 00:27:37,564
I like that she kept your painting up.

511
00:27:40,668 --> 00:27:43,037
It's actually not bad.

512
00:27:43,138 --> 00:27:44,872
No, it's not.

513
00:27:47,242 --> 00:27:49,877
Should I have been
a professional painter?

514
00:27:49,978 --> 00:27:51,612
You should not have been.

515
00:27:55,550 --> 00:27:58,185
I wonder if any of this is
getting through to her.

516
00:28:31,419 --> 00:28:33,487
Hey, you.

517
00:28:37,559 --> 00:28:39,159
Hey, you.

518
00:28:41,496 --> 00:28:44,098
Great nose, great legs.

519
00:28:44,199 --> 00:28:46,033
You like the wine.

520
00:28:46,134 --> 00:28:49,169
Oh, I wasn't talking about the wine.

521
00:28:51,639 --> 00:28:53,273
You know, I still...

522
00:28:53,374 --> 00:28:56,877
I still can't get over it
after all of these years.

523
00:28:56,978 --> 00:28:58,345
It's still you.

524
00:28:58,446 --> 00:29:00,647
What?

525
00:29:00,748 --> 00:29:03,584
My favorite person.

526
00:29:06,087 --> 00:29:08,088
Rebecca?

527
00:29:25,540 --> 00:29:27,374
Dej.

528
00:29:32,847 --> 00:29:34,715
Hey.

529
00:29:36,684 --> 00:29:38,252
Malik.

530
00:29:38,353 --> 00:29:39,953
The nurse let me in.

531
00:29:40,054 --> 00:29:42,389
I ran out of the restaurant
when I got your text.

532
00:29:42,490 --> 00:29:44,691
Oh...

533
00:29:47,595 --> 00:29:50,664
I know we weren't expecting this,

534
00:29:50,765 --> 00:29:52,666
and I know it's complicated.

535
00:29:52,767 --> 00:29:54,735
It really isn't, Dej.

536
00:29:55,970 --> 00:29:58,839
I've loved you since I was 16.

537
00:30:02,043 --> 00:30:04,878
I want to marry you.

538
00:30:04,979 --> 00:30:06,747
I want to have this baby with you.

539
00:30:18,226 --> 00:30:21,128
Oh, Lord, someone's in a mood.

540
00:30:21,229 --> 00:30:23,530
Oh, another long night with the rats?

541
00:30:24,732 --> 00:30:26,300
Our funding got shut down.

542
00:30:26,401 --> 00:30:28,168
The drug didn't work.

543
00:30:28,269 --> 00:30:30,671
Not enough, anyway.

544
00:30:30,772 --> 00:30:32,406
I just spent years chasing something

545
00:30:32,507 --> 00:30:34,808
that led to nothing, so...

546
00:30:35,777 --> 00:30:38,845
Bro, are you seriously mad
'cause you didn't cure cancer

547
00:30:38,947 --> 00:30:40,147
on the first try?

548
00:30:42,083 --> 00:30:43,450
Yeah, I know.

549
00:30:43,551 --> 00:30:46,286
I don't know, I'm just...
I'm just down.

550
00:30:46,387 --> 00:30:49,056
I just thought this was the
big thing I was meant to do.

551
00:30:58,499 --> 00:31:00,100
The nurse said he's still in the OR.

552
00:31:00,201 --> 00:31:03,170
They're waiting for a trauma surgeon.

553
00:31:03,271 --> 00:31:07,975
They're concerned about
blood circulation to his foot.

554
00:31:09,577 --> 00:31:11,578
It's my fault.

555
00:31:11,679 --> 00:31:14,648
I shouldn't have smacked
the ball away from him.

556
00:31:14,749 --> 00:31:19,019
Hey. Hey. Look at me.

557
00:31:19,120 --> 00:31:20,854
It was an accident.

558
00:31:20,955 --> 00:31:25,525
It's no one's fault.
It's no one's fault.

559
00:31:26,761 --> 00:31:28,328
Marcus is gonna be fine.

560
00:31:30,431 --> 00:31:33,166
Listen to me.

561
00:31:33,268 --> 00:31:37,504
It's gonna be a long night,
but he's gonna be fine.

562
00:31:41,576 --> 00:31:44,378
Um, I'm gonna go get us some coffee.

563
00:32:10,094 --> 00:32:13,496
Vending machines are next door,
if you're looking for those.

564
00:32:14,798 --> 00:32:16,966
Oh, no.

565
00:32:17,067 --> 00:32:18,501
Just coffee.

566
00:32:20,237 --> 00:32:22,438
Well, you're in the right spot
for that,

567
00:32:22,539 --> 00:32:26,008
if you can legally
call this stuff coffee.

568
00:32:39,223 --> 00:32:40,623
Long night?

569
00:32:42,960 --> 00:32:44,694
Yeah.

570
00:32:44,795 --> 00:32:46,028
Yeah.

571
00:32:49,133 --> 00:32:51,567
Yeah, my house burned down.

572
00:32:51,668 --> 00:32:54,904
Whole thing. Middle of the night.

573
00:32:55,005 --> 00:32:57,106
Just, poof!

574
00:32:57,207 --> 00:32:59,542
Barely got the family out.

575
00:33:01,712 --> 00:33:03,546
- Jesus.
- Yeah.

576
00:33:06,283 --> 00:33:07,950
Everyone okay?

577
00:33:08,051 --> 00:33:10,119
Yeah.

578
00:33:10,220 --> 00:33:13,789
I got a little dinged up, so I'll just

579
00:33:13,891 --> 00:33:16,692
wait for 'em to take me in,
check my hands out

580
00:33:16,793 --> 00:33:19,495
and run a few tests.

581
00:33:22,733 --> 00:33:25,234
My family was in a car accident.

582
00:33:25,335 --> 00:33:28,237
Everyone all right?

583
00:33:30,874 --> 00:33:33,376
No, actually.

584
00:33:35,078 --> 00:33:39,282
My son Marcus, he's in surgery.

585
00:33:43,754 --> 00:33:45,988
Sorry.

586
00:33:46,089 --> 00:33:49,492
You're pretty much catching me
on the worst night of my life.

587
00:33:49,593 --> 00:33:51,527
Hey, come on now.

588
00:33:51,628 --> 00:33:53,663
What did Dad always say?

589
00:33:53,764 --> 00:33:56,299
Oh, no. Please, no. I can't...

590
00:33:56,400 --> 00:33:58,834
I can't listen to
some greeting card platitude

591
00:33:58,936 --> 00:34:01,470
about lemons right now, no.

592
00:34:03,040 --> 00:34:05,741
You know what?

593
00:34:05,842 --> 00:34:07,510
I was here 18 years ago,

594
00:34:07,611 --> 00:34:11,447
a night not too different
than tonight.

595
00:34:11,548 --> 00:34:14,917
One of those nights
that changes everything.

596
00:34:15,018 --> 00:34:17,086
And, uh,

597
00:34:17,187 --> 00:34:20,756
a pretty smart guy,

598
00:34:20,857 --> 00:34:22,558
he said a pretty smart thing to me.

599
00:34:24,628 --> 00:34:26,796
- What does it even mean?!
- No, look, look.

600
00:34:26,897 --> 00:34:29,699
He was saying that
even the darkest moment

601
00:34:29,800 --> 00:34:31,400
can turn into something sweet.

602
00:34:31,501 --> 00:34:33,002
With lemonade?

603
00:34:33,103 --> 00:34:36,172
With something resembling lemonade.

604
00:34:36,273 --> 00:34:38,407
How is this our family motto?!

605
00:34:38,508 --> 00:34:40,543
What is wrong with you?

606
00:34:40,644 --> 00:34:43,346
You know Dad!

607
00:34:43,447 --> 00:34:44,814
O2 sat is dropping.

608
00:34:44,915 --> 00:34:46,649
Heart rate is dropping.

609
00:34:47,985 --> 00:34:49,752
- Loss of pulse.
- Starting CPR.

610
00:34:49,853 --> 00:34:52,321
Call Dr. Spencer, now.

611
00:34:52,422 --> 00:34:55,191
I want you applying
the cream every 12 hours, okay?

612
00:34:55,292 --> 00:34:57,772
You took in a tremendous
amount of smoke.

613
00:35:04,968 --> 00:35:07,903
- Okay, talk to me.
- I think it's a fat embolism.

614
00:35:08,005 --> 00:35:10,006
Recommending anti-coagulation now.

615
00:35:10,107 --> 00:35:11,641
Hold it, stop. He could bleed out.

616
00:35:11,742 --> 00:35:15,845
Continue CPR.

617
00:35:18,248 --> 00:35:21,851
Okay, I am gonna go make us
hotel reservations.

618
00:35:21,952 --> 00:35:23,486
Gonna call the kids.

619
00:35:28,425 --> 00:35:30,760
Stop CPR. I've got a pulse.

620
00:35:31,962 --> 00:35:33,162
Good save.

621
00:35:34,831 --> 00:35:36,632
Dr. Spencer, you're needed
back downstairs

622
00:35:36,733 --> 00:35:38,734
- in the ER stat.
- Thank you.

623
00:35:43,540 --> 00:35:46,475
We lost Pearson in 107.

624
00:35:46,576 --> 00:35:49,945
Cardiac arrest. Lifesaving
measures did not work.

625
00:35:50,047 --> 00:35:52,048
What?

626
00:35:56,253 --> 00:35:59,288
He was presenting normal
not 20 minutes ago.

627
00:36:02,292 --> 00:36:05,528
I had a kid coding upstairs,

628
00:36:05,629 --> 00:36:07,229
and this was just smoke inhalation.

629
00:36:10,667 --> 00:36:13,069
I've got to find his wife.

630
00:36:17,574 --> 00:36:19,608
Mrs. Pearson?

631
00:36:19,710 --> 00:36:20,876
Oh.

632
00:36:27,818 --> 00:36:31,087
Mrs. Pearson, your husband has died.

633
00:36:32,222 --> 00:36:34,523
Your son is gonna be okay.

634
00:36:34,624 --> 00:36:37,827
He has a long recovery ahead of him.

635
00:37:15,031 --> 00:37:16,899
No.

636
00:37:19,536 --> 00:37:22,605
I told you I'm waiting for someone.

637
00:37:26,643 --> 00:37:29,412
She's a fighter, your mother.

638
00:37:32,549 --> 00:37:35,017
- I'm here if you need me.
- Thank you.

639
00:37:45,829 --> 00:37:49,398
Hey, look at that. The kids are
playing four square.

640
00:37:50,934 --> 00:37:52,768
Would you look at that?

641
00:37:59,643 --> 00:38:01,744
So strange.

642
00:38:03,146 --> 00:38:04,814
The dichotomy, you know?

643
00:38:17,527 --> 00:38:18,961
Mom!

644
00:38:30,841 --> 00:38:32,208
It's okay.

645
00:38:39,249 --> 00:38:41,484
Hey, Mom.

646
00:38:41,585 --> 00:38:44,386
It's me. It's Bug.

647
00:38:44,488 --> 00:38:49,091
I'm here. I'm here.

648
00:38:52,028 --> 00:38:55,064
I love you, Mom.

649
00:38:56,600 --> 00:38:59,101
I love you so much.

650
00:39:04,007 --> 00:39:05,274
Okay.

651
00:39:42,112 --> 00:39:44,813
I want to say
the perfect thing to you, Mom,

652
00:39:44,915 --> 00:39:46,949
but, uh...

653
00:39:47,050 --> 00:39:49,852
I'm not sure what that is.

654
00:39:51,621 --> 00:39:53,856
I don't even know if you can hear me,

655
00:39:53,957 --> 00:39:56,091
but, uh...

656
00:39:59,095 --> 00:40:01,363
...I love you, Mom.

657
00:40:03,833 --> 00:40:07,202
Uh, we're good now.

658
00:40:09,406 --> 00:40:11,807
You made us good.

659
00:40:17,414 --> 00:40:20,516
So, uh...

660
00:40:20,617 --> 00:40:23,252
thanks for all the meals.

661
00:40:25,989 --> 00:40:28,023
Thank you for always
making us feel loved.

662
00:40:30,627 --> 00:40:33,629
Thank you for that one time
you beat down David Adams

663
00:40:33,730 --> 00:40:35,598
for hitting me in the
head with a baseball bat.

664
00:40:43,974 --> 00:40:46,508
I love you, Ma.

665
00:40:49,746 --> 00:40:52,648
This is quite sad, isn't it?

666
00:40:54,818 --> 00:40:56,919
The end?

667
00:40:57,020 --> 00:40:59,521
Oh, I don't know.

668
00:40:59,623 --> 00:41:01,590
The way I see it,

669
00:41:01,691 --> 00:41:04,159
if something makes you sad
when it ends,

670
00:41:04,260 --> 00:41:07,496
it must have been pretty
wonderful when it was happening.

671
00:41:08,965 --> 00:41:11,033
Truth be told,

672
00:41:11,134 --> 00:41:12,568
I've always felt it a bit lazy

673
00:41:12,669 --> 00:41:16,538
to just think of the world as sad,

674
00:41:16,640 --> 00:41:19,074
because so much of it is.

675
00:41:19,175 --> 00:41:21,710
Because everything ends.

676
00:41:21,811 --> 00:41:24,146
Everything dies.

677
00:41:30,153 --> 00:41:32,488
But if you step back...

678
00:41:34,157 --> 00:41:38,661
If you step back and
look at the whole picture...

679
00:41:40,597 --> 00:41:42,398
If you're brave enough
to allow yourself

680
00:41:42,499 --> 00:41:46,669
the gift of a really
wide perspective...

681
00:41:47,871 --> 00:41:49,805
And so, for his pioneering role

682
00:41:49,906 --> 00:41:51,273
in the development of drugs

683
00:41:51,374 --> 00:41:53,609
targeting Alzheimer's disease,

684
00:41:53,710 --> 00:41:56,311
we're proud to honor
Dr. Marcus Brooks.

685
00:42:02,374 --> 00:42:06,844
You know, this all started
from a number of cancer drugs

686
00:42:06,868 --> 00:42:08,548
that didn't work. Uh...

687
00:42:08,844 --> 00:42:10,524
If you do that...

688
00:42:11,681 --> 00:42:14,883
...you'll see that the end
is not sad, Rebecca.

689
00:42:16,931 --> 00:42:18,997
It's just the start of the next

690
00:42:19,704 --> 00:42:21,758
incredibly beautiful thing.

691
00:42:26,181 --> 00:42:29,090
It's like that dopey painting
your son made that time.

692
00:42:30,629 --> 00:42:33,449
Hey, I really love that painting.

693
00:42:44,450 --> 00:42:45,450
Okay.

694
00:43:18,567 --> 00:43:19,927
You tell him hey.

695
00:44:18,776 --> 00:44:19,924
Hey.

696
00:44:21,253 --> 00:44:22,463
Hey.

697
00:44:25,392 --> 00:44:31,417
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